Title: Choose (Part 6/6 – version 1) Author: Elentari (elentari_elf@hotmail.com) Pairings: Frodo/Legolas (series: Aragorn/Boromir, Frodo/Sam, Frodo/Merry, Frodo/Pippin, Frodo/Legolas) Rating: PG-13 Summary: Merry, Pippin and Sam all have feelings for Frodo. Frodo devises a competition to choose one. Gimli, Boromir and Aragorn bet on the results. Disclaimer: I am not making any money from this. I did not invent these characters or their surroundings. And worst of all, I don’t own any of the hobbits! Authors Note: OK, am making it complicated. There are now two endings. This is version 1 (look, it’s there in the title!). This is partly to make the largest possible audience happy, and partly to make me happy as I changed what I wanted to happen half way through, by which time it was too late. So this is the one I started out with, which should be tidier and more in keeping with the plot. Unfortunately that damn pairings thing makes it hard to have any suspense, but it is useful in seeing if you’d prefer this ending or the second one. So, choose one or read them both! And give me feedback, you lovely people, because I love it and I’ll also know if I’m really a bit too ambitious to be trying to do this. Ready for the end? Here it is! Part 6 “Where’s Sam?” It was a while after they had left Lothlorien. Aragorn looked around. “Never mind about Sam, Boromir, where’s Frodo?” he asked, frowning. “Probably just wandered off somewhere,” Gimli grunted. “I’d better go look for him,” Boromir said. “It would be a terrible thing to lose the Ringbearer now.” “Yes, go,” Aragorn said. “So unselfish of you to offer to search for a hobbit when all of us will be resting. Such a kind heart.” Boromir flashed Aragorn a warning glance. “You’d better look for Sam as well,” said Pippin thoughtfully. “Oh, I’m sure he won’t forget about Sam,” Aragorn said. Boromir turned and left without dignifying Aragorn with a reply. * * * Aragorn sighed as he saw Merry and Pippin walk away from the group. “I don’t understand. I thought Frodo chose Merry. Why then does he stay so close to Pippin these days?” he asked the dwarf and the elf. “Merry? And Pippin?” Gimli said, surprised. “Don’t tell me you hadn’t noticed!” Legolas gasped. “Well...not really,” Gimli answered uncomfortably. “It’s probably just that I don’t spend all my time ogling the hobbits as some people do.” * * * There he was. The sunlight streamed through the leaves on the trees, dappling Sam with gold. He couldn’t see his face, as the hobbit was resting his head in his hands. He looked so desperately sad and alone, yet his beauty was not lessened at all. From the uncertain shadow spilt onto the ground to the tight curls nestling on his head, he was the vision of perfection. He couldn’t contain himself any more. All the control he had exercised during the long months of the journey suddenly evaporated and he rushed towards the object of his devotion. The last thing Frodo saw before he was knocked to the ground was Boromir desperately running over to him. * * * Legolas wandered over to Merry and Pippin, who were sitting a little away from the group and talking and laughing together. When they saw the elf coming towards them, they quickly shuffled apart and stopped whispering to each other. “Come, there’s no need to act on my account,” Legolas laughed. “From the way you two have behaved over the last few days, an orc would have worked out that something was going on between you two. Do you really think an elf could have failed to notice?” “Are we really that obvious?” Pippin asked. “Still, please don’t talk about it to any of the others. At least let us keep the pretence of secrecy.” “You have my word,” Legolas promised, and sat down next to the couple. “Still, that was not what I came to ask you about.” “What do you want? I doubt there is any way we can aid you,” Merry said. “Frodo has been wandering off more frequently these days. He seems melancholy in some way. I know this is not from the effects of the ring, as his symptoms do not yet display such a strong desire for the object. He is your friend. Can you tell me what is troubling him?” Legolas asked. Pippin glanced nervously at Merry. Merry chewed his lip in thought. “I think I could tell you why,” he said at last, “but this can go no further than you. Do you understand?” “If it will affect the fellowship or the path we must take...” Legolas said doubtfully. “Oh, that is highly unlikely,” Merry assured the elf. “But some things I will tell you are highly personal and, ah, intimate, so I would rather they reached nobody else’s ears.” “Then I can promise to keep this conversation secret,” Legolas swore solemnly. “Right then,” Merry began, “I won’t go into too many details, but just before we got into Lothlorien, Pippin, Sam and I talked and discovered that we all really liked Frodo. When we told him, he devised a competition to test us.” Merry faltered for the first time and looked up to the elf to see if he was following. “Yes,” Legolas said quietly, “go on.” “Well, what he wanted us to do was to come to him on separate nights and have our way with him – he would be blindfolded and wouldn’t know which one of us was which. Then he’d choose which night he liked best. Anyway, I was third and I went to his room. However, I didn’t want to go through with it for several reasons, and after explaining, I left him. The next day, he chose me. I was delighted, of course, but after we’d talked for a while, it became clear that somebody had come in after I’d left and had sex with him. Apparently it was fantastic. So, it couldn’t work between us and I think he’s pining for this mystery person. He had no idea who it was.” Legolas deliberated on this for a few moments. So they had realised that there was somebody else. He shouldn’t have interfered. “You don’t seem very surprised,” said Pippin disapprovingly. Legolas woke from his thoughts. “It takes a lot to shock an elf,” he smiled at the young hobbit. He rose slowly to his feet. “Thank you for being open with me. None of this will reach any of the others,” he said. “I am grateful to you for that. I cannot imagine that you could do anything to help Frodo? It pains us to see him like this,” Merry said. “Perhaps. Do you have any idea who this person could have been?” Legolas asked. “Me? No, I find it hard to see who would have done such a thing. Nobody except us hobbits knew of the situation before hand, and it seems unlikely that anybody passing his room would just come in and take him,” Merry said. “I think it was an elf,” Pippin said thoughtfully. “What?” Legolas asked, amused. “Oh, sorry, I forgot who you were,” the young hobbit said. “Just that’s the only explanation I can think of. An elf of Lothlorien was passing, perhaps one who had liked Frodo from afar. Maybe he heard what Merry and Frodo said to each other, and worked out what was going on, then decided he could get away with going in once Merry had slipped out.” “It does seem unlikely,” Legolas said. “Would you have a problem with me talking to Frodo?” “Oh,” Merry said, suddenly worried. “Oh, I don’t know. I’d rather you didn’t mention we had said anything about it if you did. Think of some other plausible explanation if possible. You know, being a sensitive elf and the like. But if you think that is the best thing to do to help him – you have my permission.” “Thank you. I will not use any of the information you have told me lightly.” With that Legolas turned and walked into the forest, taking the path Boromir had a few minutes before. The two hobbits watched him, uneasiness growing. * * * “Boromir?” “FRODO?!?” It was hard to tell which of the two was more surprised. “What do you think you’re doing?” Frodo asked. He was pinned to the ground under Boromir’s weight. Oh, shit. Now he’d have to come up with a plausible explanation. Although maybe Frodo would understand... “It’s just that...ever since I’ve joined this fellowship, I’ve wanted...” “Yes?” said Frodo, irritated. He was really uncomfortable. Why couldn’t Boromir leave him alone when he was upset? Did he fancy him as well? It was no use. Of course Frodo wouldn’t understand. “I’ve wanted...the ring,” he said feebly. It sounded foolish and false to his ears. “Oh,” said Frodo in an understanding voice. Well. The ring. At least he could identify with that, although it was still rather annoying. Boromir, seeing that Frodo seemed to be swallowing his story, continued with more enthusiasm. “Yes, the ring. It calls to me. At night. Yes. And it would be really useful to, um, help Gondor. Just let me take it there. It will be much more valuable to us than it is to you.” He searched Frodo’s eyes. Surely he wouldn’t say yes? That would produce some difficulties. “Oh, just bugger off,” Frodo said at last, and reluctantly put the ring on. It looked like that would be the only way to escape Boromir, who had clearly gone totally mad. “Wait!” Boromir called. He was immediately hit in the stomach. He doubled over, more from surprise than pain. “Frodo! Frodo, wait! I can explain!” he cried, realising what a stupid thing he’d done to pretend to want the ring. What had he been thinking? “Don’t leave, please!” he called. But it was too late. Filled with remorse, Boromir started to stumble back to the group. * * * “Sam, is that you?” “Mmm? What? Who’s there?” Sam said, scrambling to his feet. “Have you been sleeping there all this time?” Pippin asked. “Not sleeping. Guarding,” Sam said dangerously. “It’s just that Boromir’s gone to look for you and Frodo,” Pippin explained. “Mr Frodo? Where’s he gone?” Sam said, suddenly alert. Pippin shrugged. “I’ll find him! Don’t worry!” Sam announced bravely, and rushed off into the forest. Pippin sighed in exasperation as he watched his companion disappear. “That’s four of them running around in that forest. It’ll be ages before we manage to set off again with all of them getting lost!” he said to Merry. “So? Just means we have more time with less people around, my dearest,” Merry said, putting his arm around Pippin, who smiled and snuggled against his love. * * * When he was sure that Boromir had gone, Frodo took the ring off. He was tired of the fellowship, tired of all the complications and difficulties. He knew he had to destroy the ring, but there were too many distractions amongst other people – he was going to have to destroy it alone. “Frodo, is that you?” Frodo sighed. Never a moment of peace! He turned reluctantly. “Legolas?” he said surprised. “What do you want?” “I need to talk to you. I need to tell you something about the person who came on the third night,” Legolas said seriously. Frodo took in a sudden gasp. “How do you know about that?” he asked. Legolas sighed sadly. “You’ll hate me for this,” he said, “but I must tell you.” “Hate you?” Frodo asked. “Impossible, I’m sure. What is it?” “Gimli overheard you talking to Merry, Pippin and Sam about the competition you would have,” Legolas started reluctantly. “He told us – Boromir, Aragorn and I – and they had a bet over who you would choose.” “What?” Frodo asked, amazed. “That’s...that’s despicable. But – you say they. Did you not bet?” “No,” said Legolas shortly. “Then you seem to be my only friend. I see no reason to hate you,” Frodo said slowly. “Wait, you have not heard it all yet. Gimli suggested that somebody should watch you each night and report back. I was nominated because I would be unbiased and have the stealth of an elf,” Legolas explained. “You mean...you watched...” Frodo couldn’t complete his sentence. “Oh, Legolas. Oh.” “I’m so sorry. I wish I hadn’t done it. I feel really terrible about it,” Legolas apologised. “I don’t know what to think,” Frodo admitted. “I should be mortified, furious, something like that. But really, I just don’t care.” Legolas said nothing, ashamed. “So I suppose I must forgive you. In one way you can still be useful to me – please tell me, as you must know, if it wasn’t Merry on the third night, who was it?” Legolas said nothing for a few seconds, and looked deep into Frodo’s startlingly blue eyes. “It was me,” he said softly. “You?” Frodo asked. “Why?” “Because I couldn’t help myself,” Legolas said, letting go of his dignity. “I’ve never been in love before. Then I met you in Rivendell. What could I do? There was no possibility of telling you. Then on that last night, I just couldn’t stop myself. It was a terrible thing for me to have done, and I’m truly sorry. I only hope you can forgive me for any pain I have brought on you.” “Forgive you? For what?” Frodo asked. “When the three hobbits told me they loved me, I knew I could never return their love as I was infatuated with you. Such grace, such elegance and beauty I have never known before. Since Merry told me that the third night was not him, I have hoped it was you. I knew – or thought I knew – that what I wished was impossible. But now you tell me this. I cannot pretend to be disappointed.” Legolas stood absolutely still for the tiniest moment. Then, as it dawned on him, he knelt down and captured Frodo in the most passionate kiss yet. When they broke away, Legolas smiled. “Now everything is perfect,” he said. “You will no longer be sad, and we can be a proper fellowship again, and once the ring is destroyed, as it surely will be, after that...” Frodo shook his head. “I’m sorry, I can’t stay with the fellowship,” he said. “What? Why not?” Legolas cried. “Boromir wants the ring,” Frodo revealed. “Boromir? Surely not,” Legolas said disbelievingly. “I cannot stay and tempt him. I must go to Mount Doom alone...or perhaps...” he said hopefully. Now it was Legolas’ turn to shake his head. “I cannot leave the fellowship. It would be wrong of me. I see that you must, however, although it breaks my heart,” he told the hobbit. “So it ends before it has started,” Frodo said despondently. “Maybe there will be a time, when all this evil is over,” Legolas said, although there was little hope in his voice. “Now you had better go before anyone else finds you and stops you.” Without conversation, Legolas helped Frodo into a boat and set it up, ready for him to go. Just as they were finished, a figure appeared in the distance. “It’s Sam!” Frodo cried. “He’ll not let me leave if I don’t go now!” “I’d better disappear before he sees us together,” Legolas said quickly. “Goodbye, dearest Frodo, and I wish you the best luck in the world.” “I’ll not forget you out there,” Frodo promised solemnly. He tenderly kissed the elf’s soft lips. “Now go! I will see you again.” “I hope your words will prove true. Goodbye,” Legolas said, and with one last desperate look back, he melted away into the trees. Frodo quickly pushed off from the bank and the boat started to drift to the middle of the river. Sam saw the movement and ran towards it. “Mr Frodo! Stop! Don’t leave! I won’t leave you!” he called. Frodo paid no attention, knowing that although company would be welcome, he could not risk Sam’s life as well. He expected Sam to stop at the bank and realise that Frodo would not turn back, but instead, the desperate hobbit kept running into the water. “Sam!” Frodo cried, alarmed. “You fool, you can’t swim!” But it was too late. Sam disappeared under the icy water. Frodo cursed the persistence of the hobbits and steered the boat towards the disturbance near the bank. When he could see Sam struggling under the clear water, he reached down and pulled him into the boat. Sam spluttered and shook the water off himself. “Mr Frodo – you saved my life...” he said in amazement. Frodo sighed. “Well, you’re here now. I hope you realise the severity of the situation, Sam. I need to destroy this ring, and only death can stop me. There will be countless dangers along the way, and chances are neither of us will come away alive,” Frodo said seriously. Sam looked at him levelly. “As long as I am with you,” he said firmly. Well, that was that. It seemed nothing would discourage Samwise Gamgee. Frodo had to admit, he admired the hobbit’s fortitude, and his company would certainly be pleasant. “My dear Sam,” he laughed, “I’ve never had a friend as determined and stubborn as you!” Sam smiled unwillingly, breaking the formality between the two of the hobbits. After that, they talked all the while for the rest of the boat journey and, although a relationship was impossible, Frodo realised slowly that Sam was the best possible companion and his dislike of him quickly evaporated. Sam himself did not realise that Frodo’s view of him had changed so much, he only knew that he was happiest when he was with his master and he didn’t mind not having his love as long as he had his friendship. Legolas watched the scene until the boat was far along the river. Then reluctantly he turned and went back to the group, preparing for their misgivings at the news that Frodo, the Ringbearer, had left with Sam. ***the end*** (now read version 2!)