Title: For Gondor: Dispute at Helms Deep Author: SkaterBoy (ImaSkaterBoy@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Boromir/Aragorn, Boromir/Legolas Rating: R Summary: Boromir challenges Aragorn after their victory at Helms Deep. Part 2 in the For Gondor series. Disclaimer: Not mine. What, you think I would’ve let Boromir die? Warning: violence, mild language Authors Note: alternate TTT beginning; there was no battle after which Aragorn was thought dead. ~Indicates thought~ Archive: Boromir, A Hero's Journey; all others, please ask first Feedback: highly appreciated *Dispute at Helms Deep* Legolas hailed Aragorn in the stony corridor. He waited while the Ranger argued with Theoden, urging him to send to Gondor for aid. But the stubborn King refused. “Where was Gondor when our enemies closed in around us?” He railed against Gondor, and Legolas was only glad that Boromir was not there to hear his beloved country so abused. Aragorn was finally dismissed by Theoden, who would not give the frustrated soldiers more time to prepare for the war. They needed provisions, time… “The man is mad.” Legolas nodded in agreement as they walked Helms Deep together. “He made more sense when Saruman controlled him.” Aragorn grumbled for a bit, then remembered that Legolas had been trying to get his attention. “Was there something you wanted to tell me?” Legolas reached into his pocket and pulled out the Evenstar. Aragorn winced. “What is it, Estel?” Aragorn sighed. “Arwen left. She is sailing for Valinor.” Legolas put an arm around Aragorn. “I am sorry.” Aragorn shook his head and shrugged off the Elf’s arm. “Don’t be. I’m not.” Legolas gave him a strange look. “I don’t want to talk about it, Legolas. I have enough to worry about.” He moved past Legolas. “What should I…” “Throw it away. Wear it. I don’t care. I don’t want to see it again.” He stalked down the corridor, leaving Legolas to stare after him with pity. * * * * * Boromir was restricted by Theoden. The King told him, in no uncertain terms, that being the High Captain of the Guard of Gondor held no rank with him. He didn’t consult with Boromir at all, only dismissed him as though Boromir were one of the farmer’s sons he dressed up as a soldier and sent into battle. How could a King be so cowardly? The Man refused to take any advice, to send for any aid, because of some petty rivalries. Didn’t he realize this was an attack on the race of Men, and by not sending for aid, by scoffing at the help of Elves and Dwarves and Gondorians, he was allowing their world to be crushed? They were outnumbered more than ten to one using mere statistics. And if you only counted the soldiers in Rohan’s army that actually fought worth a shit, they were outnumbered at least two hundred to one. His damned stubborn pride would kill them all. Boromir did not favor Elves by any stretch of the imagination, but he would never have risked his men for something as stupid as pride. He was sincerely glad when Haldir’s army arrived, and wanted to slap Theoden in the face at his false camaraderie. Hours ago he had refused Aragorn’s suggestion to send for aid with great sarcasm – “And who will come? Elves? Dwarves?” Absolute hypocrisy. Boromir fought at the front lines. He helped Aragorn and Gimli hold back the Uruks as Theoden hid behind the walls of Helm’s Deep, supervising. He struggled to share a strategy with the soldiers who surrounded him, but they only followed Aragorn’s lead, those who listened to anyone. It was utter choas. They fought the Uruks on the ground as Legolas fought with Rohan’s soldiers from the Deeping Wall, throwing back ladders, fighting by sword those that scaled the Wall, shouting to their comrades on the ground. He saw Legolas’ face when Haldir was slain by the Uruk- hai. Boromir might not care for Elves, but the pain he saw there was genuine. He reminded himself once again that had it not been for Legolas, he would be dead now. He plunged back into the battle with strength he didn’t know he had. At some point, he had stopped fighting against the Uruk-hai and started fighting for the Men at his side, the Elves and Dwarf behind him, the Elf and Men on the Wall. He fought for Gandalf, he fought for the Ring Bearer and Sam, he fought for the Halflings in Fangorn. He fought for himself and he fought for Gondor. He fought against those who would usurp him – each Uruk-hai was his personal enemy. Aragorn. With every stroke of his sword, with every slain Uruk he fought Aragorn, he felt his hate grow and his conviction rise. No one would take his Kingdom. No spoiled Man who acted like an Elf, talked like an Elf, knew Elves better than he did his own Men. No Man who hid his entire life in Rivendell, only to emerge as the leader of the Fellowship and play the hero, leading the Ring to Mordor and taking Gondor by right. By right! What right had he? And he sliced through the Uruk-hai, one by one, finally finding release for the anger that had threatened to consume him since Elrond’s Council. Aragorn had left him for dead. It would have been easier, wouldn’t it, to take Gondor with the Steward’s heir gone! Aragorn was just like Theoden. Just like Lurtz. A coward. Coward! Killing him a thousand times, a thousand satisfying times, taking Gondor back with his blade, his blood-drenched blade, sharp and smooth and deadly. No one would take Gondor. Not so long as Boromir lived. * * * * * They had emerged victorious. The words sounded hollow in Aragorn’s head. There was no victory. Only frightened boys fighting for their lives, against an evil they didn’t understand. Only Elves fighting a cause outside of their own. Only women and children threatened in the basements of Helms Deep. And Theoden. Theoden of Rohan was a coward. A stubborn coward who cared only for himself. He had not raised his sword until too late in the battle. When he was King, Aragorn promised himself, he would lead his Men into battle, giving orders from front and center, setting an example for his soldiers. Giving them a reason to be confident. Giving his subjects a reason to believe in him. He would never have made the stupid decision to hide in the Deep. It was the riskiest thing he could do, and Theoden did it. He accepted no counsel. What kind of King does not listen to his own people? Aragorn joined in the nursing duties. Now only two kinds of people existed: sick and well. Those who were well tended to the sick. Aragorn was well, as were Legolas, Gimli, and Boromir. Each did his part to help the healing process of those who were injured in the war. There were Men from Rohan and a few other kingdoms and Haldir’s Elves. The Head Elf himself was mourned by all in his company and Legolas. Legolas sang cheerful-sounding songs as he tended the sick, but Aragorn understood the words and knew they spoke of grief and loss. * * * * * Legolas was surrounded by death. Not only Men had died today. Lorien Elves had died today. Elves who should have lived for a thousand more years. More than a thousand more. Haldir was dead. Haldir. Their leader. His friend. He began the lament in the Deep. Only Elves and the ocassional human could understand it. The Elves who had not died and who were not mortally wounded recovered quickly those first few hours, much more quickly than the humans. Each Elf that went from sickbed to nursing duty joined Legolas in his lament. Soon Helm’s Deep was filled with song. Boromir was pulled off his shift the second day. He had refused to sleep and rarely ate. The Steward’s son would not admit it, but he was afraid that if he slept he would not again awake. So he dove into his work. But when Legolas ordered him to take a break, he had no choice. He took the food offered him and found a vacant corner on the Deeping Wall. It was almost silent but his ears rang with sounds of battle. He pressed his head back against the cold stone, trying unsuccessfully to rid his mind of the noise that plagued him. During the battle, when adrenaline was high, he relished the sounds of swords striking swords and the inhuman screams of the Uruks. Now, he did not want reminders of battle. He wished for silence, peace. He yearned to awake in Rivendell, in a comfortable bed, beside Aragorn. ~Where did that come from?~ He frowned. ~ I do not wish to lie with Aragorn. I wish to kill him.~ But Boromir was too tired to analyze his unusual thoughts and fell asleep against the Deeping Wall. Sleep brought him no peace. He dreamed of battle and the Ring and obligations that pulled him in all directions. He dreamed of stealing the Ring from Frodo and using it against Aragorn. He dreamed of Lurtz’s arrows in him again, of dying alone, of being buried with Elves, too far from Gondor. He reached for Gondor in his dreams but he could never survive the journey. He died a thousand times in his dreams that afternoon, feeling the pain of every arrow, every slice of the sword, every crushing bone as he was hurled into pits of rock. The Fellowship was always there, watching, not saving him. He died for the Fellowship even though he didn’t want to. Even though he had only volunteered to join the Fellowship that he might defeat the Man who would take Gondor. He died for the Fellowship, and in dying for the Fellowship, he died for Gondor. * * * * * Aragorn wasn’t sure what had happened. One moment he was traveling toward the room with medical supplies, the next he was up against a wall, a dagger to his throat. He reached for Anduril but his hand met with air. He suddenly remembered leaving his sword with the rest of the Fellowship’s weapons. They always removed their weapons before entering the sick rooms. “What do you want?” He spoke forcefully despite feeling overcome by fear. He had no mode of defense save for his hands. “Gondor,” the voice growled into his ear. He immediately knew it was Boromir, would have known even without the voice. “Boromir.” The blade was pushed harder against his throat. He couldn’t breathe. He lifted his hands but they were quickly pushed away. “Please. Let us talk. The-” The blade restricted his windpipe. He felt the skin break. He felt the sting of metal against the open wound and he felt light-headed. Aragorn tried to look at Boromir, but could not without turning his head. ~Please, Boromir. Do not let this go any further. I have no desire to take Gondor from you. I don’t want you to be my enemy.~ “You wish to talk?” Boromir’s voice trembled with anger. He slowly pulled the blade away from Aragorn. “Talk, my liege.” The sarcasm didn’t reach Aragorn as he slid to the floor, gasping for breath, holding his hands to his neck. Boromir grabbed him by his shirtfront and shoved him against the wall, threatening with the point of his dagger. Aragorn tried desperately to regain his breath. The wind was nearly knocked out of him from the force of the wall. “Boromir… not your enemy… please.” Aragorn closed his eyes. If he could regain some equilibrium, he could overpower Boromir, take the dagger. He would have to move quickly. Boromir had the advantage of surprise, but Aragorn knew how to be swift, how to reverse positions of weakness to positions of strength. If there was one thing he had learned from the Elves, it was how to take advantage of an opponent’s hesitation. ~Boromir is not my opponent. It is only an accident of birth that makes us so. How can I convince him that we need not fight one another… that we can rule Gondor together?~ Blinded by his anger, Boromir was not prepared when Aragorn, who appeared to be incapacitated, took his dagger with one quick hand while pushing him face-first into the wall with the other. Aragorn expertly held him against the wall with that same hand and positioned the sharp side of the blade at Boromir’s jugular. “I do not wish to fight you, Boromir.” Usually a sarcastic comment would have come from Boromir at this moment, but as he was presently wondering if Aragorn would actually kill him, he dared not. He, too, attempted to find a weakness in his opponent’s stance, in order to free himself without injury. For now, he decided to respect the blade. “You are not a very honorable soldier if you go about attacking unarmed men, son of Gondor.” The insult was drowned out by the reference to Gondor. Boromir saw red for a second, before realizing that Aragorn spoke to him with respect, not mocking. “I know you want the best for Gondor, as do I, Boromir, even if you will not believe me.” Aragorn withdrew the blade from its dangerous location and stepped quickly to the other side of the corridor. Boromir wheeled around, seething. Aragorn pointed the dagger at him. “If you wish to fight me for Gondor, then I shall agree to a duel. But I would prefer to discuss it, to see if we might come to some compromise. I did not choose to be your enemy, Boromir. Circumstances chose thus, and I would that it were not so.” Boromir watched with amazement as Aragorn turned the dagger around in his hand, holding the blade in his palm. He offered the weapon back to its owner in an incredible display of trust. ~I can kill him right now. It would be so easy.~ But Boromir pushed back those thoughts and accepted the dagger. He was somewhat uncomfortable with the way this encounter had ended with Aragorn in control and logical, making Boromir seem a raving idiot. Boromir backed away, looking at Aragorn’s too calm eyes and too confident stance, and had to hold himself from bolting. When he rounded the corner he collapsed against the wall, angry and very confused. ~to be continued~