Title: The Moral of the Story Author: mcguffan anne_robbins@yahoo.com Rating: NC 17 Pairing: A/B Summary: Aragorn tells a story about Thorongil and Boromir gets to be jealous of Faramir for a change. Archive: Please do not archive this without permission. Notes: A little feedback would really help my very fragile ego. Please review. Special Thanks to Sûlien for help with Sindarin. I really appreciate it. You’re a ‘vir’:+} * Boromir remembered everything. It was as though he had been drunk. All the ordinary constraints on his behavior had been lifted. For a few moments he had been free to speak without concern for anything save his own feelings. Then he had been sobered, abruptly, painfully. Fire burned through his nerves leaving a too clear vision of what he had done. All those parts of his personality that the Ring had lulled into a gentle haze had jolted into the front of his awareness. He knew what he had done and he would not permit himself to shrink from that knowledge: He had betrayed the fellowship, betrayed Aragorn and betrayed himself. Yet it had been good to kiss Aragorn, touch him, speak to him without forcing himself to speak only of what was proper and ignoring what was in his heart. Boromir felt grateful that he finally had been allowed to see Aragorn’s love, his fear even his anger. What might have happened if his lord has answered him in a royal rage at the council? Boromir would have understood then. It was pointless, though, to dwell on what might have been. Ultimately, the warrior could not make himself regret that little space of time he had had with his king. He wished that he had gone about it differently. If only he could have found the courage without the Ring, but what was done was done. Wishing wasn’t going to change anything. No matter how stupid, no matter how wrong, it was done. Boromir had made his choice and he was prepared to accept the consequences. That was what it meant to be a man. The warrior did not bother paying heed to his surroundings. He simply walked, turning right or left as Aragorn occasionally directed. It didn’t matter where they were going. Boromir knew what had to be done and one place was as good as another as far as he was concerned. He was glad only for the time to collect his thoughts, to prepare himself. It was generous of Aragorn. Boromir wondered what he might finally say to his king. Perhaps he could ask for another kiss. Surely Aragorn would not begrudge him that. Boromir smiled to himself at the thought. “Boromir, this is far enough.” At Aragorn’s words the warrior stopped and turned to face his king. Really now that the time was near, it wasn’t so bad at all. * Boromir stood proudly with his head up and back straight. He had obviously more or less recovered from the ordeal. Aragorn himself still felt shaky but they had walked a little more than five miles and the ranger had recovered much. Even so, in Aragorn’s mind it was Boromir who looked the part of king. His eyes were calm and he seemed at peace with himself while Aragorn’s every nerve jangled and he had to concentrate to hold himself steady. There was silence. Aragorn had no idea how to begin, how to translate all that happened into words. In the end it was Boromir who broke the impasse by drawing his sword and offering it hilt first to Aragorn. “Would you rather use this?” The warrior asked thinking that Aragorn might not want to sully Anduril with such a task. “I know you will be quick.” Aragorn wondered if his senses were working properly. Did Boromir expect him to execute him? Gods, Aragorn thought he might be sick again. “None of the fellowship were harmed, Boromir.” Aragorn reassured the man refusing to take the sword. If anyone had been killed then. . . then Aragorn would have had no choice but everyone, thank all the Valar, was alive and well. “Indeed, I am glad not to have descended so far.” Boromir replied still offering his sword. “I am not going to kill you.” “Why not?” Boromir had the temerity to sound indignant. “’Why not’, Boromir, why? No one has died so no one need die. Is this not bad enough without shedding blood over it?” Aragorn was wounded. Didn’t Boromir care what it would do to the ranger to have to kill him. He would have done it if Frodo or Legolas had been killed but Aragorn knew that he never would have forgiven himself. “Has the penalty for betrayal, then, become a stern scolding? You are being weak.” Boromir said as harshly as he could. He did not want mercy. “I am not so weak that I will be taunted into murder by a selfish child.” Aragorn stated anger clear in his voice. Boromir sheathed his sword. “What will you do, then?” Boromir asked after a long silence. “It occurs to me that you are needed in Gondor. The City would have great use for such an able commander. You could do much good there.” Aragorn might have said that Boromir’s family surely missed him but the odd reference to Denethor and Faramir earlier persuaded the ranger not to mention them. “Go home, Boromir.” “No.” Though he did not shout he spoke with absolute finality. “I beg your pardon.” Aragorn felt he had never had more trouble in a conversation and he wondered if it were not some lingering effect of the Ring. “I won’t go.” Boromir repeated firmly. “Only Frodo is under an obligation to see the quest through to its completion. No oath binds you to remain.” Aragorn reiterated Elrond’s parting words thinking that Boromir’s sense of honor might be the obstacle to him returning to his beloved City. “I know. I don’t care. You can kill me if you like but I’m not leaving. I will return to Gondor at your side or not at all. To do otherwise would be a worse betrayal than what I have already done.” “You will not say such a thing.” Aragorn commanded, the Ring’s destruction was much more important than the ranger’s future in Gondor. Boromir said nothing but his eyes seemed to say: ‘As you wish, but I’ll think what I please.’ Aragorn was stymied. Boromir’s return to Gondor was the best solution he had been able to think of. The Ring would be protected and perhaps it was better that he and Boromir should separate. He did not wish to be parted from the warrior but how could he continue with the quest when the very sight of Boromir stirred him so deeply. Apart Aragorn could once again become master of his own emotions. He did not doubt that he would always love his proud warrior but he would teach himself to control it. In the end, Boromir would be happier without Aragorn and the ranger wanted the man to be happy. If Boromir refused to leave, however, then how could Aragorn hope to govern his passion. Avoiding the issue of his growing attraction to Boromir had been enough of a problem before but now that they had touched, now that Aragorn had confessed his love and Boromir had. . . had done what he had done Aragorn doubted he could control himself. There was the Ring, too. He couldn’t allow himself to forget that. The ranger had to protect the Ring. They would have to talk about it. There was no way around it. Aragorn hoped he would be able to get through the conversation without leaping on the other man. “Why did you take the Ring, Boromir?” The question was not entirely unexpected and the warrior had given the answer some thought. “I told you why. I love you.” Aragorn closed his eyes. It had been the truth. He had thought so, hoped so but hearing it confirmed now made it real. “Why didn’t you speak if it earlier?” Boromir shrugged. “Same reason you did not speak of your love for me, I suppose.” The warrior answered and Aragorn winced. He could not deny the justness of the rebuke. “You do love me, don’t you?” The question came out in a small voice most unlike Boromir’s usual tone. “Yes.” Aragorn answered needing to instantly reassure the man. After a moment more the ranger said more carefully: “I love you.” Boromir nodded as though that somehow made everything all right. Trying to regain the focus of his concern, Boromir’s susceptibility to the Ring, Aragorn continued his questions. “Why did you speak of Denethor and Faramir?” What had been the Ring’s purpose there? “The Ring said Denethor wronged you. I thought it might still grieve you. I wanted to make amends.” Boromir answered. In truth the man still wished to make amends. Denethor had a lot to answer for and not all was for Aragorn’s sake alone. “He did wrong you, I feel sure.” The ranger wasn’t entirely certain how to answer. The fact that Boromir seemed willing to take his side in a quarrel with his father was deeply touching but what was the point of dredging up the past. “Some might say so but I should have been more understanding.” “Will you tell me about it?” Aragorn’s eyebrows lifted. He wanted to protect Boromir from knowledge that might hurt him or upset him. Why would he ask to know the cause of such an old animosity? Sensing his lord’s hesitation Boromir went on. “I want to know. You are not the only one to suffer at his hands and it might make us both feel better to speak of it and, after all, is there not love between us. Should we not confide in one another?” “We started off very much as friends.” Aragorn began. He was not in the habit of sharing these sorts of thoughts and stories. He didn’t want to burden another with what amounted to his hurt feeling but when Boromir asked he found he could not resist. Perhaps it would make them both feel better, Aragorn couldn’t say. And there was indeed love between them. The ranger was at least assured that Boromir would understand. “Denethor is intelligent and witty though his humor tends toward the sarcastic. I liked him very much and we spent a great deal of time together.” “I also spent time with Ecthelion and he, too, became fond of me. Ecthelion was a very warm, affectionate- almost sentimental- man. He was full of good nature and a genuine love for his fellow man. Denethor’s nature was more subdued and cynical, though you must never doubt, Boromir, that there is honor and nobility in your father even if he did occasionally behave. . . erratically. There was tension between father and son and my presence made it worse. If I spent time with Ecthelion Denethor would become angry, accusing me of currying favor and I know not what else. I found it quite distressing but I was fond of Ecthelion and I was unwilling to be rude to him to appease Denethor’s moods. I should have been more attune to his concern for the dignity of the stewardship. Thorongil was base-born, remember, and it was unseemly for such a one to be too close to the center of power.” At the time Aragorn had even had some notion of bringing father and son closer together but all his efforts led to frustration from Ecthelion and resentment from Denethor. “Ecthelion began seeking my company in preference to his son’s. Denethor disliked travel and he always grumbled when the Steward’s family toured through the country to show themselves to the people but he had always gone. Eventually, however, Ecthelion stopped asking for Denethor’s companionship preferring me as a traveling companion- though officially I served the function of a simple guard. Denethor never liked these trips but he still felt I was usurping his place by his father’s side. He was angry at Ecthelion for cheating him of the respect he felt was owed him and he was angry at me for, well for disloyalty and presumption, I suppose- not that he was entirely wrong. I have since learned more discretion.” There had been countless occasions when Denethor had yelled at Thorongil for nothing more than carrying out his duty if that duty so much as took him into Ecthelion’s presence. Matters were made worse by Ecthelion’s habit of greeting his favorite captain with a hearty slap on the back and occasionally even a bear hug. Denethor, in his adolescence, had positively forbidden his father from behaving in such a manner towards him, disdaining such displays of affection as vulgar and even effeminate. But that did not stop Denethor’s resentment when he saw the two embrace. Aragorn, for his own part, had reveled in the unrestrained fondness of the older man. It was such a dramatic change from anything he had ever known. Despite his embarrassment he could never fully suppress a little thrill of pride when the old steward would clap him on the shoulder and boast about him to some lord of the City or minor foreign dignitary. He had been much younger then and he had not become as skilled at cloaking his need for approval. Though all these things occurred to the ranger’s mind he endeavored to keep his account as concise as possible. It seemed to take a great effort to speak of all of these things and Aragorn reminded himself that he had to conserve his strength this night. “I do not know what exactly was said but I heard that it had come to Ecthelion’s attention that Denethor had been confiding to some of the more conservative members of the council that I had some designs on the position of Captain-general. A great quarrel ensued which had at least as much to do with the Steward’s anger that his son would spread tales than any great defense of my reputation but from then on there was never anything but stiff courtesy between me and Denethor. By the time I finally left the guard the man could not bear to be in the same room with me. It grieved me for I believe I must have somehow failed Denethor. I do not know what I might have done but had I been stronger or wiser I might have discovered what made such noble a man behave so.” The ranger finished looking up to see Boromir gazing at him with sympathy. The warrior did understand. Somehow that did make Aragorn feel a little better. “Did the Ring tell you all this?” Aragorn asked curiously. “Not so much but I guessed a great deal.” Boromir replied, sighing a little. The warrior had a sense of how much of a struggle it was for Aragorn to confide in anyone and the trust demonstrated by the ranger at such a time by sharing this old disappointment was heart-rending. “Why would it pain you if Faramir and I spent time together?” Aragorn pursued. The ranger thought it important that both he and Boromir himself come to a thorough understanding of all that the Ring had insinuated. The One seemed to sense any misunderstanding among the fellowship and use it to pry the group apart. “It was that story about Thorongil- Nay, do not look like that.” Boromir admonished seeing Aragorn’s expression darken with self-reproach. “I- I think that we do more harm by not saying enough rather than saying too much.” Aragorn thought about this a moment before nodding for Boromir to continue. The warrior took a breath. Honor, and the man’s own pride, demanded that Boromir be absolutely honest with his king and yet it was not easy to confess the terrible fears the Ring had put into his mind about a relationship between his lord and his brother. Boromir, though, drew upon the fact that Aragorn had spoken about his quarrel with Denethor and found courage from Aragorn’s shared confidence. "I thought that, well you might have formed a sort of attachment to Faramir because you saw him first. Then I wondered if there might not be some even greater connection between you. I know it's silly but then I started to think about how well suited Faramir would be to you. You are much alike. I know Faramir would have recognized you at the council. Have you heard anything about Faramir? Do you know how the people speak of him?" Boromir watched Aragorn carefully if there was more to the relationship the warrior knew the ranger would not hide it from him now. "I have heard that he is wise and his men love him. In truth, though, what news I hear from Gondor about the steward's family is usually about you. All the talk is of Boromir the Brave, Boromir the Bold, Boromir the Fair." Aragorn said smiling a little as the warrior blushed slightly. "Well, you hear that because the boy is modest and I am not." Boromir felt pleased that his lord had heard him praised, annoyed that Faramir had not been equally praised and relieved that there really did seem to be nothing between Aragorn and his brother. "Faramir likes elfish things and old stories and lore and all that lot. I know that you will be great friends but I couldn't bear it if you would choose him over me. I love you so much. You are all I can think about. You are the only reason I. . ." Boromir stopped to take a deep breath. Now was not the time for earnest protestations. He needed to control himself. "I was jealous. In all probability I shall be jealous in the future- whatever the future may be." Boromir paused and then added with the faintest of smiles: "I am jealous but at least I seem to come by it honestly." Aragorn smiled a little too but he was overcome with sympathy. Again he wanted to go to Boromir and hold him. The warrior seemed to believe that each person had only just so much love and to give it to one person meant to withhold if from another. Nor could the ranger say conclusively that Boromir was entirely wrong- at least for some people. Aragorn's mother had loved Arathorn to the exclusion of all others. When he died Gilraen's heart died with him and there was nothing left within her to give to her son. Suddenly, Aragorn realized he would like very much to tell Boromir a bit about Gilraen- but he couldn't, not yet. They loved each other, Aragorn thought almost angrily, and yet as the sun slowly rose in the sky they were standing a formal distance apart talking awkwardly of their feelings. Why weren't they lying together peacefully whispering words of endearment and understanding. It was such an awful waste. "Boromir, I don't know Faramir." Aragorn wanted to offer some comfort but he had to be careful that he did not sound as though he were lecturing or taking Boromir's feelings lightly. "But even if we were to meet and I were to become very fond of him that has nothing to do with how I feel about you. I love you." Those words were becoming easier to say as he had practice and the light that shone in the warrior's eyes whenever he said them was a powerful incentive, too. "I love you, too." Boromir responded, soothed somewhat by the ranger's assurances. "What do we do now, my lord?" The warrior asked after a little time had passed and the morning light had fully penetrated through the trees. They had said so much and yet what did it all mean? Aragorn could not send him away. Boromir simply would not go but what did that mean for the fellowship? Boromir wondered if it was possible that Aragorn might agree to go to Minas Tirith now to draw the warrior from the Ring. Boromir, however, did not dwell on this thought. It was too wonderful to contemplate and would inevitably lead to harsh feeling against Frodo for Boromir felt certain Aragorn would not leave the ringbearer's side. "I know what faith men of Gondor put in their word. Will you swear to me now to forsake the Ring, to make yourself deaf to its call and come to me with anything that troubles you?" Aragorn asked regarding Boromir steadily. "You would believe my word on such a matter?" Boromir demanded incredulously. "Yes." The ranger had been thinking about what to do since Boromir flatly refused to go to Gondor. Aragorn was coming to believe that Boromir would never have resorted to the Ring had he been able to speak more frankly with the warrior. It was a mistake that need not be repeated. Boromir closed his eyes. He felt so unworthy. How could Aragorn trust him in such a way? Boromir would rather die than betray his word to Aragorn, though, and perhaps that was why he could be trusted. Taking a slow breath that nonetheless seemed to catch in his throat Boromir opened his eyes to look upon the man he loved. "The Ring is nothing to me. You are everything. I swear it." With Boromir's final word Aragorn began moving towards him. When he reached the warrior he bent his head and touched foreheads with the other man. Boromir was trembling and doing his best not to sob. Hands crept to shoulders and then arms wound around backs and in a moment more the two men were clinging to one another, shuddering as tears flowed from their eyes. Boromir could have spent forever like that. Being locked in Aragorn's reassuring embrace seemed to drain all the fear and anxiety out of him. He felt as though he had been precariously balanced on the edge of a great precipice and now he was being gently led back to safety. He could relax his constant vigilance a little. His mind no longer had to be everywhere at once and the shadow that had been stalking him had disappeared when Aragorn looked at him with the light of love in his eyes. Boromir wondered if maybe just this once they could skip any more talking and just sleep. He suddenly realized that he was very tired. Stress had eaten away his strength and fear had destroyed his appetite. The warrior knew his thoughts weren’t as sharp as they would be after he rested and if he said something stupid now that angered Aragorn or caused the ranger to lose his trust in him Boromir would never forgive himself. Tears still fell silently down Aragorn’s face though he no longer trembled. Boromir was holding him so tightly as though his very life depended on pressing the ranger as close as possible. ‘I almost lost him. Oh gods, I almost lost him.’ Aragorn thought. Only now with Boromir safe in his arms could Aragorn face the true horror of that possibility. Even now though as the warrior nuzzled against his neck and wept quietly into his shoulder Aragorn sensed that more needed to be done. He had to be a good captain, a responsible leader. Boromir’s actions had endangered them all and though Aragorn understood and forgave his beloved it could not be that simple. Lifting Boromir’s head slightly Aragorn kissed him lightly on the lips before taking a small step backward. Sighing a little dejectedly as the embrace ended Boromir reached out to caress Aragorn’s face and eliminate the last trace of tears. “I know we need talk. I love you so much, Aragorn. I know you love me but do we have to talk right now? Let’s. . . let’s rest a little first.” Aragorn smiled and moved his head to brush his lips against Boromir’s fingers but then he took another step back and composed his features. “I do love you, Boromir. We don’t have to talk now if you don’t want to, but we cannot rest until we have completely settled last night’s business.” The ranger spoke firmly, drawing about him the mantle of unquestionable authority. Boromir’s brows drew together in confusion. He was not certain what the ranger intended by this remark. Before the warrior could formulate a question, however, Aragorn seemed to grow taller and more commanding. Boromir could not suppress a little shiver. Aragorn in the full confidence of his power was the most beautiful, heart- seizing thing Boromir had ever seen. “Do you suppose, man of Gondor, that the penalty for betrayal has become a stern scolding?” Aragorn demanded echoing Boromir’s previous taunt. The warrior’s eyes widened in surprise but very quickly the surprise faded. Boromir was a soldier, after all, he understood that serious breaches of discipline could not go unpunished. Nodding his assent Boromir lowered his eyes and awaited Aragorn’s command. “Strip to your waist and give me your belt.” The dark haired man instructed. Boromir complied, not hastily but without any unnecessary delay either. He supposed as he offered Aragorn the long and rather thick leather belt that he had just taken from around his middle that if he had been a hobbit it would have been a week on bread and water. Happily the warrior noted that his fingers did not shake nor did he fumble with the ties of his longcoat or his heavy, embroidered shirt. Punishment would purge his sense of guilt Boromir reminded himself as he pulled his undertunic over his head and put it with his other clothes and tried not think about whether or not Aragorn was appraising him in his partial nakedness for beauty. As Boromir removed his top layers Aragorn walked to the edge of the clearing where a large oak grew, tall branches stretching toward the sky. When he was ready Boromir followed him. The warrior understood the ranger’s intention. Without needing to be told he stepped up to the large tree and placed his hands against the broad trunk bracing himself against it. He could do this, he assured himself. This was nothing that hadn’t happened before- though in truth it had been many, many years since anyone had had enough authority to discipline the steward’s first born. It made a difference, too, that it was Aragorn of all people who was going to do this to him. Of course, Boromir didn’t think he would allow any save Aragorn to do this. He wasn’t sure why but that was a comforting thought. He felt safer somehow thinking about Aragorn and his strength. “Ready?” Boromir nodded. Silly question that. What was he going to say, ‘no’? Would Aragorn stop if he did say ‘no’? Probably, but the ranger would almost certainly lose respect for him and that was worse than any beating could ever be. Gods, Boromir wished Aragorn would hurry. The warrior felt a fluttering excitement in his stomach that was completely different from the dark and heavy anxiety that had been with him for so long on this quest. Why was he so nervous and why as he leaned against the rough bark of the tree did he find that he wanted Aragorn to be as harsh as possible, to break him and then rebuild him? The first stroke came down lighting a line a fire across Boromir’s shoulders. The warrior made a soft little gasp, more from surprise than pain he assured himself. This wasn't so bad. He could endure it easily enough and when it was over he wouldn't have to worry that Aragorn looked down upon him or thought him weak. Boromir would show his king what strength he had. As leather slapped against flesh for the tenth time Boromir was starting to question some of his own resolve. In an effort to distract himself from the fall of the belt Boromir ground his forehead into the tree bark hoping the small discomfort would somehow keep his mind from the pain in his back. Aragorn waited between each blow so that Boromir could appreciate the full effect before raising the belt and striking again. When a new line burned across an older mark all Boromir's muscles would tense and he would have to bite his lip to keep from crying out. As the beating went on this happened more and more often forcing the warrior to exert all his control to keep from dancing away from each new lash. At the twentieth stroke Boromir had abandoned any attempt to keep silent, letting himself moan and gasp with the pain as he needed. It would be enough, the man decided, if he could just keep from begging Aragorn to stop. He wouldn't do that. He wouldn't. He wouldn't. The pain was so intense. It seemed to Boromir that each time the belt fell it fell with more force. The man suspected that he could have borne the pain better if it had not been for the ambivalent responses of his own body. He both wanted to cringe away and also lean into the make-shift whip, needing to escape and submit utterly at the same time. Boromir felt that at this time, in this moment he was the complete and absolute focus of Aragorn's attention. This knowledge excited him even as pain threatened to overwhelm him. As much as it hurt the man could not be absolutely certain he wanted it to stop. After twenty-five Aragorn paused. Boromir had a moment to feel a peculiar mix of euphoria and disappointment when the belt descended across Boromir's buttocks. The force behind the new blow was comparable to what had come before but the padded flesh of his rump as well at the added protection of his trousers made the pain much less. All the same, Boromir groaned raggedly at the contact. He was only surprised Boromir told himself firmly, resolutely ignoring the sudden surge of blood to his groin. Though, Aragorn’s new target was giving Boromir less hurt he was squirming a little more. The warrior had tried to count the strokes but quickly lost his place. He tried to recite bits of poems he remembered but he did not remember many and those he did remember he could not concentrate on. Boromir wondered if begging Aragorn might not be the lesser of two humiliations as with each new stroke his erection ached as much as his back. It was quickly becoming too much. . . too much. So focused was Boromir on holding his body in check that he had not noticed that no blow had fallen for more than a minute. “That is enough, Boromir. It is done.” Aragorn’s soft soothing voice registered very close by. Boromir turned a little opening his eyes to peer into the ranger’s concerned face. Boromir could not help but smile. He felt exultant as though he had won a great victory. It was over and he had stayed strong. Seeing his smile Aragorn reached up to stroke Boromir’s hair, running his fingers through the dirty, sweat damp blond locks as though they were spun gold. “Here, drink a little.” Aragorn offered holding up a canteen. The ranger wanted to help Boromir move away from tree he had been clinging to but the warrior seemed reluctant to completely face him. Aragorn worried but decided not to press the man. After a little while Boromir turned on his own and took the offered canteen. The water was cool and the warrior drank deeply. Aragorn studied Boromir as he drank in thirsty gulps. The ranger had been so very careful not to draw any blood or do anything to make Boromir anything more than sore. Even so, he had been far from gentle. The warrior, however, had not made any complaint and now seemed completely free of resentment. Aragorn would defy anyone who called his warrior weak. The Ring was not the only challenge in the world, after all. Maybe it wasn’t even the most important. The ranger wanted to ask Boromir if he was all right but he knew the warrior would be grievously insulted if Aragorn did anything that might indicate a lack of confidence in Boromir. The man could be so very stubborn, the ranger though fondly. Aragorn was so lost in admiration for his beautiful Boromir that he did not notice that the other had stopped drinking and was now regarding him quizzically. “Well, Aragorn may I rest now or must we have ‘business’ over what happened in the trophy room in Rivendell and at Elrond’s Council?” It took a moment for Aragorn to realize that Boromir was making a joke. When comprehension finally struck, Aragorn smiled. He thought he might make an answer in a similar spirit but unlike the hobbits and Legolas and Gimli the ranger was not entirely comfortable either teasing or being teased so he just said: “I love you, Boromir.” By the look on the warrior’s face Aragorn did not think Boromir held his lack of wit against him. “I’m exhausted.” Boromir announced all the fatigue of earlier catching up with the warrior with a vengeance. As he spoke he let himself lean into Aragorn a little smiling into the older man’s chest as the ranger very cautiously put his arms about him. “Then by all means sleep, my love. I don’t doubt you’re tired.” Aragorn wanted to go on to say how brave his Boromir was but perhaps it was too early. It might be mistaken for condescension. “Then we’ll talk about us and about how much we love each other and how nothing will ever come between us.” Boromir said more as a statement than a question and Aragorn smiled as he spread out Boromir’s bedroll adding his cloak to the blankets. Cautiously Boromir eased himself down to the ground grimacing at every other movement until he was lying on his stomach. “Aragorn, you are going to have to sleep next to me or I won’t be able to get comfortable.” Boromir informed the ranger from his position on the ground. Aragorn had not intended to go to sleep but there was something about Boromir’s voice that belied the rather impudently insistent words and bespoke real need. Aragorn told himself that he could sleep lightly and a watch was hardly necessary for two men in the middle of the day and he lay down beside Boromir. The ranger was tired, too and it would be good to rest together like this. The blond man maneuvered himself around until he was partially on his side and partially on top of Aragorn then he sighed and closed his eyes. * Boromir slept peacefully, his breath stirring a few strands of Aragorn's hair at steady intervals. 'He trusts me' the ranger thought as he felt the weight of the warrior's completely relaxed body pressed against him. 'He trust me and yet what have I ever done but distress him- him and his family? I let the Ring play with him because I made myself unapproachable.' That, at least, the ranger vowed, would never happen again. Even if he had to sleep on top of Boromir every night to keep the Ring from him. Aragorn allowed himself to smile at this image and brought his hand up to hover just over the warrior's back, just enough to feel the heat but not enough to disturb Boromir. 'And what will happen when my Boromir wakes? Will all of this seem like some nightmare to him?' Aragorn wondered unaware of the very possessive way he had started to think of the blond warrior. The depth of the other man’s devotion was overwhelming. Aragorn could not understand how he came to be given such a gift. He certainly did not feel he deserved it. The whole situation didn't seem entirely real to the ranger and if it were not for the solid, warm bulk of the man lying beside him Aragorn might have tried to convince himself he had imagined it all. 'What will Arwen say?' But even as Aragorn posed the question he realized he was avoiding the real issue. Arwen, as Legolas had suggested, would never object to love. Indeed she seemed to expect that her betrothed would find someone in addition to herself to give his heart to. In the beginning this attitude had offended Aragorn. He felt accused of infidelity when he had done nothing to deserve such an accusation. It was only later that Aragorn came to realize that such an idea had never entered Arwen's head. She knew her beloved had needs and desires she could not meet and so she hoped he would find another who could. She saw no fault in him for having these needs nor did she see fault in herself for being unable to fulfill them. It was a view Aragorn had argued furiously against insisting that Arwen was his everything. Arwen had seen more clearly than Aragorn had, though, for in Boromir there was passion and immediacy, ferocity and dogged devotion. Arwen was all softness and gentleness. To be with her was to be peaceful and content but not, the ranger began to realize, exciting or joyous. Arwen was quiet and elegant, almost other-worldly. Hierarchy and power meant nothing in his relationship with her. To compete with her, even to argue with her was impossible- like trying to cut water, it could not be done. Aragorn knew that this was what he wanted: Calm, serenity, tranquility. Yet, he wanted Boromir, too. Was this not the height of selfishness. In justice his inability to choose between the two should have cost him both. When Aragorn had ordered Boromir to strip to the waist he had told himself that he was driven solely by duty. It had not taken long for him to realize, however, that he had been truly angry with Boromir- angry because he had taken the Ring, angry because that action had almost meant Boromir would have had to leave, angry because the warrior had been so defiant at the Council. It had been intensely satisfying to punish Boromir. Aragorn had wanted to do so for a long time though he had not understood that until the blond man surrendered himself. Yet, even in the midst of his anger he had felt in control of himself. He had to be lest he truly hurt the warrior. It was bizarre and the ranger could not completely make sense of it. No one moved him as Boromir did. No one could provoke such strong feelings and touch his heart like the warrior of Gondor. In a way this made Boromir powerful, perhaps dangerously so. ‘I do trust him, though.’ Aragorn thought to himself as he allowed his hand to come up and rest on Boromir’s arm. The warrior sighed in his sleep at the touch. Smiling though he did not open his eyes the ranger let himself fall out of consciousness murmuring: “Boromir the Bold, Boromir the Fair, My Boromir.” * As Aragorn drifted to sleep the last of the fellowship left at camp woke. Legolas’ eyes focused to see four hobbits, one wizard and one dwarf gazing at him intently. This gave Legolas a bad shock and it took the fellowship several minutes to calm the elf. The last thing Legolas remembered was that Boromir had the Ring and he himself was going to try to rescue the man from it. To be, in the next instant, the subject of intense scrutiny by his comrades frightened and disoriented the elf. When Legolas was himself again he started asking questions. Everyone save Gandalf, who had already explained the whole of what he knew five times, began talking at once. There was little true information but the need to repeat everything that was known for certain and even to make guesses about what wasn’t known at all was overpowering. The elf’s waking gave the group an excuse to release their worry in a rush of words. After Legolas had heard what there was to hear and added his own brief experience of the night before, however, the company once again lapsed into a dismal silence. “It wasn’t his fault, you know, not really. It was the horrible Ring that made him do it. Surely Strider knows that.” Pippin burst out when he could stand it no longer. The hobbit looked from face to face but no one made him any answer. Gandalf sighed. It had been a very long morning. Gimli had woken first and it had taken all of the wizard’s considerable power of persuasion to keep the dwarf from charging after Aragorn and Boromir. What he meant to do when he found them was not clear but Gimli needed to be doing something. To sit and wait went against his nature. Next Sam woke and his condemnation of Boromir was severe. Gandalf had to calm the enraged hobbit and assure him that Frodo was only sleeping peacefully and no harm had befallen him. Sam allowed that he had never trusted the man and repeated over and over. “If he touched so much as a hair on master Frodo’s head. . .” The threat was the more dire for not being completely expressed. Pippin woke next and at first he could not be convinced that Boromir had taken the Ring. Finally, Sam yelled at him, accusing him in surprisingly harsh terms of having no sympathy for Frodo. In response the youngest hobbit ceased his denials dropping his head while big round tears rolled down his little face. The wizard thought he should try and offer some comfort to Pippin but just then Merry woke, no doubt roused in part by Sam’s shouting. Merry was strangely quiet after the situation had been explained and he noted his cousin’s tears and Sam’s slight blush of shame. Gandalf was as disturbed by the usually loquacious hobbit’s silence as he had been by Sam’s angry pacing and muttered curses. The true test had come, however, when Frodo woke, stretching lazily and bestowing upon them all a radiant smile. The hobbit’s happiness, however, quickly gave way to worry when he saw the expression of his companions. The little one wept when Gandalf told him he had to take up the Ring once more. Losing his composure for a moment Frodo had begged to be released from his doom explaining almost incoherently that it was too much for him; he was just a simple hobbit and he wanted to go back home. The moment of weakness did not last long and Frodo soon collected himself, went over to the remains of the fire, put the Ring on a leather cord and placed the One around his neck but Gandalf knew for the part he had played in bringing this horror to Frodo the wizard would never truly be able to forgive himself. “I’m sure he didn’t mean it. It’s not fair to blame him.” Pippin repeated after several minutes had passed since his last comment. Gandalf thought he would have to say something to quiet the youngest hobbit before Sam exploded again but Legolas spoke before him. “We all heard the Ring’s call but it was only Boromir who turned against the fellowship.” The elf said calmly. Legolas had been badly frightened by the ease with which the warrior had sent him into unconsciousness and part of the harshness of his opinion was due to his fear. The fact that Boromir had chosen to send him into sleep rather than death was only a partial mitigation. Merely being at the mercy of another was horror enough for the independent elf. Pippin’s face crumpled at Legolas’ words but before the tears started again Gimli spoke: “What you say is true, Friend elf, but I think some of us heard the call more strongly than others.” Denied the relief of action by Gandalf’s stern counsel Gimli had resorted to thinking and the dwarf found he was not entirely satisfied with his own behavior leading up to the night before. “I saw that Boromir was sorely beset and yet I did nothing save congratulate myself on a dwarf’s natural resistance to magic. Neither am I confronted with the same threats to my people. I might have spoken a word of encouragement or support to Boromir and yet I did not.” This confession gave everyone cause to consider. It was true. Each had reason to know of the warrior’s vulnerability but none of them had done anything. “I had thought that he had been reassured by his growing respect for Aragorn.” Gandalf said a little of his frustration seeping through his control. “I watched him closely, though as Gimli reminds me to my shame I was less a friend than I might have been. I saw his fear for his people diminish. I thought he was beginning to put his faith in Aragorn. Why did he not look to his king for aid? Aragorn would have helped him.” “He was afraid Strider would reject him.” Merry answered sadly. “It would have crushed him if Strider didn’t love him back.” “What do you know of this Master Meriadoc?” The wizard demanded, very much taken aback. “Boromir was in love with Strider.” Merry said looking at Gandalf. Then seeing the wizard’s incredulity he turned to the rest of company for confirmation. “Didn’t you know?” The wizard thought the hobbit might be letting his imagination run away with him but to his astonishment the rest of the fellowship was nodding. Even Frodo appeared to agree although he seemed only now to realize it. “Did Aragorn know?” Gandalf finally asked resisting the urge to throw up his hands. “I told him.” Legolas responded miserably. “I don’t know if he believed me. I’m afraid I treated the matter rather lightly. It seemed rather amusing that Boromir with all his pride would lose himself so entirely to Aragorn. I did not foresee that love would make Boromir even more vulnerable. Although, I do not know why I didn’t. It was love of Gondor that drove him before.” The mood of the fellowship which had been leaning toward the condemnatory had altered. A shared sense of responsibility had taken hold of the group and each member now believed himself to have taken a small part in the calamity. “Strider isn’t going to hurt Boromir, though.” Frodo said trying to ease his own growing sense of foreboding. “They’ll just talk, won’t they? And then they’ll be back tomorrow and everything will be all right?” The ringbearer was looking from face to face for encouragement but no one met his gaze. Finally, Gimli took pity on Frodo and contrived to assuage the hobbit’s worst fears. “I imagine Aragorn will ask Boromir to return to Minas Tirith. It is dangerous to have him here.” The dwarf had meant his words to be comforting. After all, it was not beyond the realm of possibility that Aragorn would feel it his grim duty to execute Boromir. Despite his intention, however, his remark was met with an explosion of grief from Pippin. “That will kill him! Strider can’t send him away.” The youngest hobbit sobbed. Merry tried to soothe his cousin but Pippin was inconsolable. “I- I would hear the Ring sometimes.” Pippin began through his tears. “It said that it could make it so people didn’t laugh at me quite so much or. . . or yell all the time. It’s not that I want to be stupid all the time but- but it just seems to happen but the Ring could fix that. It would be so nice not always having people mad at me or thinking me such- such an awful bother but I knew Strider didn’t yell or laugh and that was a good thought. But it was Boromir who was always so very- very good to me. I know he liked me. He would always try to cheer me up even when no one else wanted to talk to me because I’m such a nuisance. I ignored the Ring because I knew that, well I did do a lot of foolish things, but it wasn’t so bad Merry still likes me most of the time and Boromir. . . Boromir. He helped me so much and- and I didn’t do anything to help him with Strider even though I knew Strider would be kind if Boromir would only- only talk to him. . .” The hobbit dissolved into helpless sobs once more and Merry hugged him. The rest of the fellowship was stunned. Here was another of their company in great distress that no one had bothered about. It was time for them all to do some serious thinking. As Pippin continued to cry into his cousin’s chest Gandalf finally managed to murmur: “I’m so sorry, Pip.” Still trembling with tears the hobbit broke away from Merry and hugged the wizard tightly. * The late afternoon sun shone down as Boromir watched his sleeping king. The warrior thought he must have been truly exhausted to ask the ranger to lie down next to him and then to speak almost childishly of the future. Aragorn, though, had not seemed to mind. He was probably exhausted himself for he had lain down beside Boromir and now he slept half beneath the warrior- his face tranquil yet with something still of its usual sternness. Boromir could not help but wonder what that face would look like lost in passion. Did Aragorn even lose himself in passion? The warrior wished very much to find out. Boromir had had time to think as he studied the beloved countenance of Aragorn. The experience with the Ring- though terrifying- had been enlightening. He knew Aragorn loved him. The One had tempted Aragorn with Boromir himself! It had nearly worked and the warrior understood too that it had been distrust of the Ring rather than a lack of desire for Boromir that had decided the matter. Now that Boromir knew, knew that Aragorn cared for him, he would not retreat into himself again. He would keep his lord’s love, fight for it if he had to, but he would do it on his own. Rather than gaining him Aragorn the Ring had almost caused Boromir to lose him. These thoughts were beginning to agitate Boromir somewhat and he found it necessary to reach out and stroke Aragorn’s shoulder and chest. Even through the ranger’s clothes the warrior could feel the warmth of the other man and was calmed. Boromir’s movements also served to make the warrior aware of the ache in his back, shoulders and buttocks. Suppressing a soft moan- for he enjoyed looking at Aragorn asleep too much to wish him awake quite yet- the man reminded himself to be careful. The physical pain was so much easier, so much more comprehensible than the pain in his head and heart had been and Boromir again found himself peculiarly grateful for it. Aragorn would never have punished Frodo in such a way, no matter what the hobbit did. He would have thought him too fragile to endure it or even too child-like to be held to any standard of accountability. Neither could Boromir really see Legolas able to draw such an intense reaction from Aragorn. It was Boromir alone who could truly make his beloved feel and this was such a wonderful idea that the warrior had to struggle not to laugh. He wanted to see Aragorn joyful, excited, delighted and happy and know that he was the cause. Boromir also wanted to help Aragorn learn to feel his anger. The warrior knew that people, elves mostly, didn’t take Aragorn as seriously as he deserved and the man wanted his lord to teach the mincing creatures to fear his wrath. Not that Boromir himself ever wanted to make Aragorn angry but he thought he might annoy him occasionally just as a reminder that he was not so easy to domesticate. Perhaps he could provoke his Aragorn into kissing him into docility. Now that was an idea. The warrior saw himself pestering his lord walking around him in circles, tugging on his sleeve and generally acting like Pippin whenever the hobbit wanted attention. The thought of Pippin, however, brought Boromir out of his pleasant daydreams. The little one would almost certainly hate him for what he had tried to do. Nor could Boromir blame the little hobbit. The warrior would do everything he could to win back the cousins’ respect but he had momentarily allowed himself to forget that not only did he have to face the fellowship he still had not finally settled matters with Aragorn. Though the two were lying next to each other- indeed Boromir was half on top of Aragorn- they still needed to talk. Suddenly Boromir needed Aragorn to tell him that he loved him and that they would always be together. Unless he could be assured of that nothing else mattered. “What troubles you, Boromir?” Aragorn asked reaching out to smooth the warrior’s hair. Alerted somehow by the change in the tension of Boromir’s body and the anxiety in the pressure of the warrior’s fingers against his chest Aragorn had come awake and now regarded the worried man on top of him with compassion and concern. “Aragorn, please let me be your baron tide. I love you so much. I must have a place in your life.” There were spots of color in Boromir’s face as he leaned down on Aragorn clutching him insistently. “My what?” Aragorn asked as he pressed the back of his hand to Boromir forehead, at a loss to understand why his warrior had suddenly started speaking in nonsense syllables. “Your berth tithe” The blond man repeated earnestly, removing the ranger’s hand from his forehead and returning it to its former place in his hair so that Aragorn could resume stroking. “I don’t care that it means whore. I don’t give a damn what people say. I want to be with you.” Aragorn looked confused for a moment, although he did return to stroking Boromir’s hair. Then the pieces fell into place. “Do you mean ‘bereth taid’? That does not mean whore, dearest. I don’t think there is a Sindarin word for whore.” “Consort, then. I don’t care. Just agree, will you.” Boromir felt overcome with urgency. “Where can you have heard ‘bereth taid’?” Aragorn considered trying not to let himself be unbalanced by the other man’s insistence. “Boromir! You were listening to me and Legolas talk, weren’t you?” The ranger demanded as he tried to think of everything he and the elf had discussed the day before. “I was sleeping when I was awakened by Legolas having a tremendous chuckle at my expense.” Boromir explained trying and failing not to sound defensive. “No one enjoys a good laugh more than me so I though ‘why interrupt the fun’ and I stayed where I was. It’s not as though I meant to go spying.” “Legolas wasn’t laughing at you, my love. Do not be offended. If anything he was laughing at me.” Aragorn tried to soothe as he wished that he had spoken of his appreciation and admiration for Boromir with Legolas but he had not wished to reveal too much of his heart. Even if the greatest danger had only been a little teasing. “That, my lord, doesn’t make it any better. In fact it makes it worse. Cocky elves! Though I daresay I’d be smug too if I never had to deal with hunger, sickness or fatigue. I don’t begrudge them their flowers or their songs but they don’t show anything like the proper respect for what it means not to have everything handed to you.” These thoughts had been a long time suppressed and now they were surging out with the force of a tidal wave. “Elrond is another example. He is awfully high and mighty for a half-breed. Humanity was good enough for his father and his brother and it’s good enough for his daughter, too. There is no shame in being human and if a man has less than an elf, well, at least the man earned everything he has. Pointy ears isn’t what makes one person better than another.” “Boromir, hush!” Aragorn commanded when he was able to find his voice. Boromir who had finished his little rant in any case looked down upon his lord with some chagrin. He wasn’t about to apologize, though. He had meant every word. “You must not speak that way about lord Elrond. All of this has caused him a great deal of pain and he has been as a father to me.” Aragorn explained. The ranger knew that Boromir’s annoyance at Legolas was just the result of the elf’s teasing and perhaps even a bit of jealousy. When Boromir was over his pique Aragorn thought he would have to admit Legolas had been a fine companion and a steadfast friend. To his own surprise, however, the ranger was not really angry about the words directed against Elrond. He defended his foster father more out of a sense of duty than anything else. Could it be that Aragorn was also just a little angry at Elrond. Immediately the ranger felt ashamed. It would be ungrateful to ever question Elrond. “You deserve better from him.” Boromir said quietly. He wouldn’t argue if Aragorn didn’t want him to but it had to be said if only the one time. Aragorn was silent for a while as he freed himself, very gently, from Boromir’s restraining weight and turned to lie on his side. He watched the warrior who, though nervous, was determined not to be intimidated. One of the things Aragorn loved about his warrior was his complete, almost deliberately, undiplomatic honesty. He was not troubled by Boromir’s attitude- though the warrior really did need to learn a bit of tact. Even so, he found Boromir’s occasional tirades a bit endearing. What did trouble Aragorn was the confusion the warrior’s indictment stirred up in his own heart. He could now see that a small part of him was angry and frustrated by all the cruel words spoken by one who had claimed to love him. Aragorn did not know what to do with this part of himself so he simply gazed at Boromir until finally deciding there were more important matters to deal with at the present. “I love you, Boromir, but do you really want to talk about Elrond right now?” Aragorn asked softly. “No!” Boromir replied immediately and with some relief. “I love you, too.” The man added after a moment on the principle that the words could not be said often enough to express his feeling. “If- if we do pursue this, it will be harder on you. I need hardly remind you that your father will disapprove. I cannot leave Arwen. I don’t want to. She will pose no obstacle herself but it still leaves you in a difficult position. Can you accept Arwen? Can you- oh! how can I even ask you that?” Aragorn broke off in self-disgust as he tried to get up so he could move away from the man he loved. Boromir, however, had paid scant attention to Aragorn’s words after the first sentence. The warrior struggled to match the ranger’s movements ignoring the protests of his body. Then, reached out to take hold of Aragorn’s shoulders before the ranger could come to his feet. “What do you mean ‘if’? There is no ‘if’. Are you thinking ‘if’? Gods, Aragorn we must pursue this.” The suddenness of Boromir’s reaction had taken Aragorn by surprise and disrupted his balance. He only just managed to fold his legs underneath him before Boromir’s weight brought him down to a sitting position. “Be easy, love.” Aragorn implored prying the frantic man’s fingers from his shoulders so he could hold his hands. “I said ‘if’ because I didn’t want to speak for you. What I said is true: This won’t be easy for you. But don’t ever doubt I love you and I want to be with you.” Boromir weighed this explanation carefully and he was partly mollified, though the little word ‘if’ still rankled. He lived for the future where Gondor was safe Aragorn was king and Boromir was his most beloved subject. That future had to be certain. There could be no ‘if’. “I don’t expect it to be easy but as hard as it will be, trying to live without you would be worse.” Boromir replied trying to settle himself in such a way that his aching body could be comfortable. “My father knows of my preference for men. As long as I said I was willing to take a wife and father a few brats he is not concerned. Of course, he won’t be pleased I’ve taken up with you, but he’ll much angrier about your claim to the throne than your claim to me. It will be all right, though. I won’t say Denethor has mellowed with age because he hasn’t but he’s tired and he’s not as ambitious as he used to be.” Boromir said taking the most optimistic view of Denethor’s possible reaction. The warrior took a deep breath. He wanted to deal with all the obstacles Aragorn had suggested in his awful ‘if’ comment logically and coolly but Arwen was a difficulty. Boromir did not really want to share. He knew he would not have been able to accept another man. That would have been too much. Not that he would have stepped aside for another man. Combat to the death seemed the better solution. A woman, though, was different. Besides Arwen did love Aragorn. She would die for him. That was reassuring to Boromir for if he had to share then the other had to be worthy. Besides, someone had to give birth to Aragorn’s children. “I can accept Arwen. I know she must be queen. I- I want you to be happy and if you love her then- then I will try to be her friend.” Aragorn wrapped his arms around the warrior and pressed him tightly to his chest. “Oh, Boromir, I’m so sorry to ask this of you.” The ranger said softly kissing the warrior’s head. “I know it’s not fair.” Boromir allowed himself to be hugged tipping his head up to encourage Aragorn to let his kisses fall on the warrior’s face. He was grateful to have Aragorn’s love- even if he did have to share. Boromir hoped that his king would feel less guilty when he saw how happy both his lovers would be to have him. After resting a bit longer in Aragorn’s loose embrace Boromir started kissing the other man back, gently running his tongue over the ranger’s lips. Sighing Aragorn let his own tongue flick out to meet Boromir’s. Neither man was content to be merely playful for long, however. Aragorn had begun running his palms over Boromir’s naked chest, kneading the taut flesh almost roughly. The warrior had begun to moan into Aragorn’s mouth as he enjoyed the forceful handling. Boromir’s own hands were struggling with Aragorn’s shirt tugging violently at the laces in an effort to hurry the process. When the shirt was finally removed the two moved closer together. Aragorn still mindful that Boromir was sore let his hands drift lightly down the other’s back, even though he dearly wished to take the warrior in a crushing embrace just as Boromir was embracing him. “You know, dear, that there will be talk in Gondor because you are with me.” Aragorn said a little breathless from the fierce kisses he had been pressing upon his warrior and Boromir’s burning responses. He would have preferred to keep kissing, to continue delving into the hot depths of Boromir’s mouth but responsibility was too firmly ingrained in the ranger not to discuss all the worst stumbling blocks the two men were likely to encounter. Even so, as he talked Aragorn kept one arm tightly around Boromir’s waist while he used the other to roam over the muscles of the other man’s thighs. “What?” Boromir asked. He couldn’t really remember what they were supposed to be talking about for a moment but then he snorted into Aragorn’s neck. It was a ticklish sensation and Aragorn responded by licking all the way down the lobe of the warrior’s ear. Boromir promptly lost the strain of conversation once again as the blood deserted his brain to rush to his already hardening penis. It was several moments before the man could again concentrate on conversation. “What does the prattle of idlers and the gossip of fools mean to me. Let them talk.” “Take this seriously, my love. Not only your honor but also your merit will be impugned. I don’t want you exposed to malice for my sake.” Aragorn worried, although he could not quite bring himself to stop nipping gently at Boromir’s ear. The warrior had a visceral impact upon his king. Aragorn never felt so entirely human as when he was with Boromir and his self-control was always tested with his beloved warrior. The ranger wished he could be stronger but the scent of the other man, the sweetness of his skin and the heat of him were tempting Aragorn into actions he still felt were too selfish. “Aragorn, for the gods’ sake. I love you. I would give my life for you. I don’t give a damn how nasty the rumors are. Can’t you see your torturing me with all this? Just let me love you. That’s all I want. That’s all I need.” Boromir was frustrated. Aragorn seemed to be pushing him away and he didn’t know why. Aragorn was everything to Boromir: the preservation of his people, his king, his beloved, his brother’s protector. . . This last thought stopped the warrior a moment. Why hadn’t he thought of that earlier? Aragorn had saved Faramir’s life as a child and when the king came to Minas Tirith Faramir would be freed from Denethor, given duties that would take advantage of his talents and finally find a master he could respect. There would be a strong bond between the two but it would be essentially paternal. It was so obvious. How had he missed it? Shaking his head at his own slow wits the warrior continued to puzzle over why Aragorn seemed to be distancing himself. Boromir would do whatever Aragorn’s love required why couldn’t his beloved trust that. “I want you to be sure. Arwen will die because of me and I am afraid of what evil will befall you for my sake.” During Boromir’s tirade both men had retreated and each now sat back on his heels facing the other but as Aragorn spoke he reached out to touch Boromir’s face. “If you were miserable because you chose to be with me I don’t think I would be able to stand it. I love you, Boromir and I know you love me but my love still might not be enough to make you happy.” “Please don’t say that. Please don’t.” Boromir begged as he mentally berated himself for so badly misunderstanding the nature of Aragorn’s reluctance. “You are my happiness. Trust me, Aragorn. I do not mislead you.” Boromir had reached out both hands to cradle his lord’s face. He leaned forward as he pulled gently trying to bring the other man to him. There was a moment’s resistance then Aragorn moved forward. Mouth met mouth and suddenly Boromir was sucking hungrily on the ranger’s tongue while Aragorn pushed hard into the warrior mouth with insistent, demanding thrusts. Still sharing searingly intense kisses Aragorn started pushing Boromir backward onto the ground but he stopped suddenly and instead clasped the warrior gently around the waist bringing him down on top of his own body. When the kisses finally slowed then ceased both men were flushed and their breathing was quick and shallow. “Of course,” Boromir husked looking into Aragorn’s face with naked hunger. “if I do get my feelings hurt by all the blather in Gondor there is an easy solution.” Now it was Aragorn’s turn to be somewhat lost. “Mmm? What would be your solution, then?” The ranger inquired eventually not bothering to stop nipping and licking at Boromir’s collar bone. “I could just starting having scandalous affairs with the wives of the chief rumor- mongers.” Boromir announced trying not to sound too pleased with himself. “You will not!” Aragorn commanded suddenly shifting them both on to their sides. He would have continued until he had Boromir on the ground firmly beneath him but he restrained himself. Instead he took hold of the man’s chin and stared intently into the warrior’s face. “Why should I not, my lord?” Boromir asked trying not to grin as Aragorn squeezed his arm in a powerful grip. It was the tone of the warrior’s voice, excited yet struggling to seem demure, that finally warned Aragorn that he had been trapped. Gracefully acknowledging defeat he loosened his grip and kissed Boromir lightly on the forehead. “Because the thought of you dallying with various women of the City makes me wild with jealousy. That is why.” Aragorn said honestly. Boromir was doing his best not to crow with delight as he pushed himself towards Aragorn rocking his body against the ranger while he caressed the man’s side. “I’m glad you would be jealous. I want you to want me all to yourself.” Boromir purred moving his hand lower to rest against Aragorn’s clothed hip. The warrior was still pitching gently against his beloved’s body as he began moving his knee up and down the ranger’s thigh. “If you were to truly fall in love, Boromir, then I would try to understand.” Aragorn said carefully, automatically responding to the warrior’s motion by swaying into him thus creating a maddeningly delightful friction. Boromir’s only answer was to bring his lips down hard upon Aragorn’s, drowning out all thought of any potential others. There would be no one else for Boromir. He knew it in his soul. He had only wanted to see his lord’s eyes burn with possessive fire. They had and Boromir had been consumed. Boromir had brought his knee up to Aragorn’s hip by this time, his legs open wide in welcome. Aragorn desperately wanted to move his beautiful warrior onto his back, kiss his way down his chest and then let his lips and tongue explore the very center of the man. He needed to feel the man beneath him, safe and solid, as though Boromir were the foundation of the world itself. Aragorn wanted to have Boromir trembling with all the passion and desire he knew he could elicit from him. Finally he wanted to sheath himself inside his beautiful Boromir. He wanted to watch Boromir give himself up entirely to his beloved and to know at that same moment just how much Aragorn loved him in return. Yet Aragorn would not forget his warrior’s great pride or the fact that Boromir’s body must still ache with the beating he had received only that morning. Thus, Aragorn remained on his side as he pulled Boromir’s leg more tightly around him and burned the other man with his kisses. Groaning harshly under the fiery assault of Aragorn’s mouth and tongue Boromir struggled to loosen his beloved’s trousers. Aragorn was exercising far too much restraint in the warrior’s opinion. He needed to have his lord oblivious to everything in the world except claiming him but it was so awkward lying side by side. Boromir wished Aragorn would move on top of him. He wanted to see Aragorn bracing above him filling his vision, then filling the hunger of his body. With a final harsh tug the warrior succeeded in pulling Aragorn’s trousers down his hips and revealing his straining shaft. Boromir took the hard flesh in both hands and a shudder went through both men. Caution finally abandoned Aragorn when he felt his beloved’s hands grasp his sex and with a cry he finally pushed Boromir onto his back so he could thrust down hard into the man’s hands. Immediately the warrior wrapped his legs around Aragorn’s thighs and increased the speed of his pumping hands. Boromir, however, could not stifle the small wince of pain that he felt when the welts and raised marks on his back impacted the hard ground. The ranger whose attention was equally fixated on the great pleasure pulsing through his body and the man who was the cause of such extraordinary feelings saw Boromir grimace and instantly knew the reason. With a muttered curse the ranger tried to lever himself off the other man but the warrior’s strong legs held him down. Also Boromir brought one arm up and around Aragorn’s neck dragging him down into a kiss. For several moments Aragorn fought but Boromir clung to him tenaciously. It was difficult to struggle against the heavily muscled legs that squeezed his thighs, the powerful hand that grasped him as easily and naturally as the hilt of a sword and the arm that kept him locked into a searing kiss but Aragorn tried. He did not want Boromir to be in pain because of him. He had done what he felt he had to do but now he wanted his warrior to know nothing but pleasure and happiness. Yet as Aragorn continued to try and pull away it became increasingly apparent that his Boromir did not want him to get up. The warrior seemed to pull him down as inescapably as gravity. He was so strong, so irresistible. With a great groan Aragorn gave up his resistance and began answering Boromir’s kisses with long aggressive strokes of his tongue even as he began to squeeze Boromir’s erection through his trousers. Realizing that Aragorn was no longer attempting to leave him or coddle him like a hobbit and frantic with the feel of Aragorn’s hand through his clothes Boromir released his hold around the ranger’s neck and went back to pushing his trousers further down. The motion of Aragorn’s hips as he rocked into the warrior’s other hand helped and soon Boromir was gripping the naked flesh of Aragorn’s buttocks. Shifting at the new contact Aragorn began to squeeze and rub Boromir’s fully swollen penis more insistently. The warrior’s hand spasmed around Aragorn causing the ranger to curse while the combined pressure of his trousers and Aragorn’s hand made Boromir thrash and buck as though he was about to burst. With a great effort Aragorn pushed himself up onto his knees. Boromir moaned and tried to wrap his legs around the ranger’s waist to bring him back down. “Gods, my love. A moment, just a moment.” Aragorn pleaded as he kicked off his boots and finished removing his trousers. Seeing his intentions Boromir let his legs fall on either side of Aragorn and watched the man through heavily lidded eyes. “So beautiful.” Boromir murmured to himself as he saw his king naked, flush with sexual excitement and glistening with sweat. Whenever he had imagined this it had always been under the cover of night- the two lovers cloaked in shadow. The truth of caressing Aragorn’s naked body under the light of the sun struck Boromir with incredible poignancy: ‘He is not ashamed of me.’ The warrior thought to himself in wonder. ‘He is not ashamed of us.’ The blond man did not have long to lie back lost in admiration, however, for in the next moment his own boots were being tugged off. Then, Aragorn unlaced Boromir’s trousers and slid them slowly down his hips, freeing the warrior’s painfully hard erection. The rough cloth was tugged all the way down Boromir’s legs and then off. In the next, instant Aragorn had bent down and taken the tip of Boromir’s penis into his mouth. Unmindful of anything but the sight and feel of Aragorn’s tongue whisking around the head of his shaft Boromir screamed. Aragorn was smiling. Boromir could feel the slight curve of his lips against him and the warrior had to bury his hands in Aragorn’s hair just so he could touch him and connect with him in another way. The ranger kept a firm hold on Boromir’s hips to keep the desperate man from slamming hard into the back of his throat and then he took more of the warrior into his mouth. The skin was soft like velvet over steel. Aragorn loved the smell and taste of his beloved warrior. Elves had such a mild scent and flavor. It was always pleasant but somehow it was hard to connect the sensations with a living, breathing, passion-crazed being. Still pinning the blond man’s hips Aragorn drew little circles around his skin with his fingers even as he licked up and down Boromir’s sex. Very gently he scraped his teeth over Boromir’s skin, smiling again at his warrior’s desperate hiss of indrawn breath. All this while Boromir had been alternately murmuring and shouting semi-incoherent words and phrases, calling on the gods and his king for mercy and screaming his love of Aragorn for the world to hear. Boromir’s cries heightened Aragorn’s urgency and the ranger increased the pace, swallowing the rigid shaft and letting his throat vibrate around it. It was too much for Boromir and with a strangled groan he released himself into Aragorn’s mouth. Continuing to suck gently Aragorn swallowed the hot, salty fluid. Boromir felt the aftershocks of pleasure sing through him. With his much diminished strength he moved his fingers through Aragorn’s hair. He needed to have his hands on him in some way or he felt he would float away. Boromir was no stranger to the ways of love between warriors and as Gondor’s captain-general he was especially aware of the protocol between a superior and a subordinate officer. Aragorn’s actions, then, had taken him completely by surprise. His king had seen to his needs first and been more generous about it then Boromir could have imagined. The warrior loved Aragorn so much. He would have put aside his pride for the ranger. Boromir would have gotten down on his knees and kissed Aragorn’s feet for the chance to give him pleasure yet Aragorn had not required this. Again Boromir thought how it must be the mission of the rest of his life to be worthy of his king. Boromir’s hands had slipped from Aragorn’s hair and lay somewhat limply around his shoulders as the ranger moved up his body and gently cradled the spent man. The keen demand of Aragorn’s own arousal was made tolerable by the rush of tenderness he suddenly felt for Boromir who had turned into his chest and nuzzled against him. As he caressed him, sprinkling light kisses on his head and the tops of his shoulders Aragorn could not help but see the angry red lines that decorated Boromir’s back. Starting at his shoulders, stripes of crimson were swollen to ridges but the welts faded to a gentle pink as they descended down across the man’s buttocks and his upper thighs. It disturbed the ranger that the sight sent a sudden jolt of heat to his groin while his balls tightened. He could not help but think that in a strange way he had marked Boromir as his own so that all would know and recognize the claim. Shaking his head abruptly he left that train of thought and concentrated on tasting the little trickle of sweat that had beaded at the man’s temple. For several moments Boromir allowed himself to bask contentedly in Aragorn’s arms. He felt so mindlessly happy tucked into the man’s chest feeling gentle hands explore his body and a warm tongue lapping the side of his face. As Boromir recovered, however, his passion return with great force. Resting his head against Aragorn’s chest the warrior saw that he was within easy striking distance of the ranger’s left nipple. Snaking his tongue out the blond man swiped it across the tiny bud experimentally. The reaction was immediate as Aragorn moaned softly and the hands still roving over Boromir’s body stilled. Pleased Boromir licked again this time pressing his tongue gently into the tightly furled flesh. Aragorn made another appreciative noise so Boromir continued finding himself harden quickly as he listened to the ranger’s soft groans and tasted his salty flesh. Boromir appeared to grow more skillful with each passing second. By the time the warrior had finished with the left nipple and then lavished generous attention on the right Aragorn was quivering with desperate need. “Boromir.” Aragorn called, his voice strained and husky. “Yes, my king?” The man answered placing one last soft kiss on Aragorn’s chest before looking up into the ranger’s face. “Boromir. . .” Aragorn repeated gazing back into his beloved’s eyes. The warrior smiled slightly as he waited for what his lord would say. “Boromir, my love, I want. . .” To his own consternation the ranger was having difficulty expressing what it was he wanted. He had an image of it in his head, a very clear image, yet he was strangely reticent. “Yes, me too.” Boromir answered as an expression of rapturous happiness transformed his face. “Do it.” “You have not heard what I would say, beloved.” Aragorn replied still cautious, though Boromir’s eager agreement had sent his pulse racing. “It doesn’t matter, Aragorn, my love, my lord. I want it.” There was no hesitation in the warrior’s voice. A game of dice would be the most powerfully exciting, intensely erotic thing in the world to Boromir if only it was something Aragorn wanted, wanted so badly he had trouble saying it. “Anything. I’ll do anything. . . but I would like to hear you say it.” The warrior blushed a little at the request and he was surprised that any blood could be spared from his groin. “Boromir, I want to come inside you. I want to feel your body surround me. I want to lose myself in you.” Aragorn spoke in a low throaty whisper that had been stripped of everything but love and need. Small pleading moans broke over Boromir’s lips as he listened to Aragorn confess his desire. “Yes, oh yes.” Boromir breathed out, his whole body quivering with uncontrollable tension. He had wanted this for such a very long time. Did he dare believe it was actually going to happen? Again the warrior moaned. The sounds Boromir was making sent Aragorn’s head whirling. Gods, Boromir was beautiful. How would the ranger be able to hold back from hurting him with the fierceness and the violence of his passion? For a moment Aragorn thought he must run, he must escape; he did not dare expose his beloved to the sort of madness he felt welling up in him. Whether or not Boromir read his intentions in his eyes or was motivated solely by his own need the warrior leaned into Aragorn kissing him hard. All thought of retreat disappeared from the ranger’s mind and instinct took over. He kissed Boromir savagely, pushing the warrior onto his back and straddling him as he pushed deep into Boromir’s open mouth. Boromir gripped Aragorn ardently, fingers biting harshly into the man’s shoulders. The throbbing in his back did nothing to diminish the warrior’s desire- if anything the dull ache made Boromir crave the intensity that he knew would come when Aragorn finally pierced him. The warrior’s erection had fully returned and the more ruthlessly Aragorn stabbed into his mouth the more Boromir writhed against the man on top of him, needing contact. How he loved Aragorn, his strength, his power, his mastery. Everything his lord was doing to him sent the warrior skating on the edge of ecstasy. Boromir knew that if he was somehow kept from this, from Aragorn, from his love then he would surely die. When Aragorn had at last satisfied himself that he held complete dominion over every hidden part of Boromir’s mouth he broke the kiss. There was a ragged sound as both men gasped for air then Aragorn was licking Boromir’s face, tasting his sweat. The warrior stretched and twisted trying to get as much of himself under Aragorn demanding tongue as possible, all the while making urgent, pleading sounds he hardly recognized as coming from his own throat. “How. . . how would you be most at ease love, my own, my Boromir? I think we must be careful of your back.” Aragorn asked between licks. He wanted his beloved to be as comfortable as possible. With Boromir’s enthusiastic response to his aggressive passion Aragorn knew there would be no holding back. It seemed almost impossible to Aragorn that he had not been pushed away or been given some other sign that his lack of gentleness was unappreciated. Not only had that not happened but Boromir seemed as frantic as he was himself. Again the ranger experienced an instant’s doubt but the warrior’s clutching fingers reminded him of Boromir’s strength and vigor. If he was to do this then, Aragorn needed to have his beloved in a position that would not only give him the most pleasure but also spare him distress. Boromir had never in his own many and varied sexual encounters been asked such a question nor had he himself asked any of his partners their preference. What a strange and wonderful creature was this man who loved him. With sudden realization Boromir knew that there would never come a time when Aragorn would not stop if Boromir asked him to. Whatever the ranger might believe of himself Boromir knew it was simply not in him to forget himself in pleasure so much that he truly hurt someone he loved. The warrior wondered if the same could be said of him and he remembered clutching the Ring tightly, watching Aragorn’s naked fear and anger as he approached desperate to kiss his beloved lord. Boromir shivered slightly at the memory. “What’s wrong? Boromir, my love, what’s wrong?” Aragorn demanded panic edging his voice. The ranger had seen the warrior’s little frisson of remembered shame and become instantly alarmed. Boromir let out an involuntary moan of self-disgust. Once again he had caused his beloved king to doubt himself. “Nothing, love. Nothing.” Boromir reassured. “Here, come kiss me.” Hesitantly Aragorn did kiss him. Boromir did everything he could to deepen the kiss, sucking the ranger’s tongue into his mouth and making soft cooing sounds. “Take me, Aragorn. Ravish me. I want to feel you moving inside me. I need you to push hard into me- as hard as you can, love, please.” Boromir whispered bringing his lips close to Aragorn’s ear. The ranger moaned helplessly and Boromir felt his muscles tighten in preparation for action. “Boromir?” Aragorn asked again sitting up astride the warrior’s legs then caressing his beloved’s long thighs as he moved off to kneel at his side. Watching Boromir carefully the ranger began moving the man’s legs apart. Despite the desperation of his craving, however, the warrior was not entirely certain he preferred to be folded up and taken like a woman. He did want to see Aragorn’s face the moment he took full possession of him but at the same time he needed his king to plough deep, deep within him. He wanted to be able to push back against him and show him how much he wanted all of him. “I’d rather be on my knees.” Boromir answered, sitting up slowly and wrapping his arms around Aragorn. All Aragorn could manage in response was a soft sighing sound as he returned Boromir’s embrace, kissing him everywhere he could reach. After a moment more the warrior began leaning forward until his weight was evenly distributed on his knees and elbows. Boromir did not break eye contact with the ranger as he settled himself on all fours, stretching a little so his backside lifted into the air. Boromir’s intent gaze had caused a thin sheen of sweat to break out across Aragorn’s brow even as his mouth went suddenly very dry. He had to touch him, had to touch the exquisite beauty before him. Everywhere Aragorn lay his hands Boromir pressed up into the caress until Aragorn had worked his way behind the warrior. Carefully, Aragorn rested both palms against Boromir’s taut buttocks. He could still feel the extra heat and see the faint pink that the belt had left earlier. Leaning forward the ranger ran his tongue along one of the fading marks, soothing the injured flesh. Boromir made a low keening noise as the soft wet tongue laved along his tender rump. Squeezing gently Aragorn pulled the warrior’s cheek apart. He blew a gentle puff of air in between them and felt Boromir’s muscles tighten beneath his hands. The ranger’s lower lip caught between his teeth and he forced his attention from the sight before him, quickly searching for wherever it was Boromir had dropped his pack. He remembered, as he collected the warrior’s belongings, seeing a jar of oil the blond man almost certainly used to keep his sword in good order. Finally spotting what he wanted several yards away the ranger made a quick grab for it. It was only a few seconds that he needed to take his hands from Boromir’s smooth rear but Aragorn resented those wasted moments. Aragorn fumbled through the contents of the pack with one hand and stroked the inside of the warrior’s thigh with the other. Boromir twisted his neck to watch the ranger’s frenetic activity from over his shoulder. He was swaying a little with urgency, If Aragorn didn’t find what he was looking for soon Boromir was ready to make due with spit and whatever could be collected from his weeping shaft. Just before the warrior could announce this decision Aragorn let out a little shout of victory and produced the small jar. With indecorous speed, the ranger had thrown the pack aside and removed the jar’s stopper. Thrusting his fingers into the oily substance Aragorn was finally able to return his full attention to the man before him. The next sensation Boromir registered was the pressure of Aragorn’s oil slick finger pressing at the sensitive flesh just behind his balls then tracing a path up to his puckered hole. “Aragorn!” The blond man nearly sobbed, needing to have some part of his beloved within him immediately- even if only his finger. “Good, love?” Aragorn asked in a low murmur. “I want to make you feel so good, my Boromir. Will you let me? I promise I’m going to give you such pleasure.” He continued in desperate honesty as he let his finger outline the tight ring of muscles guarding the entrance to the warrior’s body. “Yes. . . now.” Came the anguished reply. “Show me that I belong to you. I- I love you.” Boromir finished brokenly. His voice was muffled for he had dropped his forehead to the ground and surrounded his head with his arms. At Boromir’s words Aragorn let his finger dip into the Warrior a little way still moving it around and around encouraging the muscles to relax. To distract his beloved from the woefully insufficient contact the ranger leaned over the blond man and kissed him. Then lay his bearded cheek against his back in a gesture meant to comfort as well as excite. By the quivering in his body, however, Aragorn realized that more was needed. Without halting the gentle motion of his finger Aragorn took Boromir’s rigid shaft in his other hand running his thumb over the slit and whispering: “You’re mine, Boromir. I love you and you belong to me.” Boromir’s head jerked up as his body contorted in a paroxysm of need. He pushed his hips back trying to force Aragorn’s finger deeper within him while at the same time he tried to thrust down into Aragorn’s hand. The ranger felt the twitching of the warrior’s shaft as he held it firmly in his fist. “Now, Aragorn. I’m ready.” Boromir finally managed to say as the motion of his body under Aragorn’s attention smoothed out and he was no longer jerking abruptly but rolling back onto Aragorn’s finger in a careful rhythm. For a moment the ranger considered disregarding Boromir’s statement. It seemed better to the always cautious man to wait until his warrior could easily take three of his fingers before attempting to fully penetrate him but surely Boromir knew his own body better than Aragorn did. More than that, Boromir was offering himself in a powerfully intimate way refusing to heed him now, when he was so vulnerable would be beyond callous. Thus, Aragorn pressed a few more kisses to the warrior’s back before straightening up and quickly spreading oil over his straining shaft. Then Aragorn positioned himself carefully at the small entrance to Boromir’s body so the other man could just feel his presence. “Now, my love?” The ranger asked, stroking Boromir’s side as he held himself against Boromir with the other. “Yes, do it.” Boromir answered and his voice carried more strength than Aragorn had heard in the warrior for some time. Feeling that he had made the right decision to respond to Boromir’s words Aragorn pushed slowly until he was just a little ways inside his warrior. Both men were covered in sweat. Aragorn struggled to hold himself still. He wanted to thrust himself entirely into Boromir’s straining body but he knew the blond man was struggling. Boromir’s teeth clenched down containing a grunt. The stretching wasn’t exactly painful but it was so very intense. Taking deep breaths and urging himself to relax around Aragorn’s impressive girth the warrior finally felt able to ask for more. He was given another inch and found that it was bearable “I want to take it all. Give it to me, my beloved. I want all of you.” Boromir ground out, now eager to be completely filled. Inch by inch Aragorn pushed into the man in front of him until he was completely buried. The hair’s at the ranger’s groin tickled against Boromir’s buttocks and Aragorn let out a long blissful moan at the same time Boromir sighed feeling perfected. For a while, they remained still- completely joined. Then, Aragorn withdrew slightly only to push in again with gentle, shallow thrusts. Boromir lifted his rump as high as he could eager for each new stroke, moaning in synchrony with Aragorn’s motion. The ranger had clasped Boromir’s hips and was squeezing gently trying to lose himself in the sweet eager embrace of the warrior’s beautiful body. After a few moments Aragorn began experimenting changing the angle and depths of his thrusts looking for the little spot within each man that would give such immediate and startling pleasure to his Boromir. He found it quickly and the ranger moaned Boromir’s name in helpless joy when he felt the warrior shuddering with ecstasy. “Aragorn, oh god, no more gentleness. I want it hard, as hard as you can give it to me, my love. I don’t want to know anything but you inside me.” Boromir pleaded. He had to feel Aragorn’s hard, aggressive, powerful strokes ruthlessly invading his body. He needed his king to conquer him, to reclaim his birth-right. Aragorn heard Boromir and he felt something within him catch fire. The spark had always been there but at Boromir’s words the ranger knew that he wanted complete and utter possession of his warrior. Increasing the speed and force of his thrusts Aragorn began driving into Boromir as though claiming the warrior was the key to everything Aragorn had ever wanted. Boromir was pushing back into his lord’s sharp thrusts. His elbows and knees skidded through the grass and the warrior’s hands clutched at the ground, his hair anything he could grab and hold. Aragorn’s fingers dug into his hips anchoring him. When Boromir felt the little slap of Aragorn’s balls as they thudded against his buttocks he pushed back harder. Aragorn was close and with iron will he relaxed his talon-like grip on Boromir’s hip and moved it to stroke the warrior’s sex. Almost at the first firm tug Boromir shouted Aragorn’s name and began spilling himself across the ranger’s hand and into the grass. The convulsion of the warrior’s muscles pushed Aragorn into an even greater frenzy. Somehow remembering to support his Boromir’s weight Aragorn began thrusting erratically, all control gone as the warrior’s tight body squeezed him. Not long after Boromir Aragorn was crying out his own release. With shaking arms Aragorn helped ease Boromir into the grass on his stomach before the ranger flopped down on his side beside him breathing heavily. “I love you.” Aragorn finally managed to murmur still recovering himself. Boromir smiled and turned onto his side so his back was against the ranger’s front. The warrior had never felt so blissfully content, so thoroughly happy as he did at this moment, “Love you, too.” Came the quiet reply and Aragorn circled his arms around the blond man and buried his face in his hair. Aragorn had begun to doze a little while Boromir, completely relaxed, let his mind wander. After a little time though the warrior disengaged one of Aragorn’s hands from about his middle and bringing it to his lips kissed it gently. Boromir, then, extricated himself from the ranger and stood up. At his beloved’s movement Aragorn came instantly awake but he made no move to restrain Boromir as the other man rose. The ranger watched with indulgent curiosity as Boromir stretched and sighed, then moved over to the abandoned jumble of blankets and cloaks. Selecting first Aragorn’s then his own cloak the blond man returned to cover his still recumbent lover. The ranger smiled his gratitude for it really was a bit too chilly to be going about naked. Having taken care of his lord Boromir put his own cloak over his shoulders. Aragorn liked the way his warrior looked- naked except for the voluminous cloak sweeping down his body. The picture would be even more enticing if Boromir would put on his sword-belt Aragorn thought smiling lazily. Going over to his pack where half of his belongings lay in a jumble because of Aragorn’s earlier hasty search Boromir gathered up what food there was before returning to sit by Aragorn’s side. “When do you suppose we will have to return to the fellowship?” Boromir asked around a mouthful of bread. Though the warrior struggled to sound casual it did not escape Aragorn’s notice that the other man did not meet his eyes. “I asked Gandalf to wait until tomorrow’s dawn.” Aragorn answered raising himself on his elbow and helping himself to a little of the food. It was early evening and the ranger anticipated having the entire night to be alone with his warrior. Boromir nodded in response still staring out into the distance. “You are reluctant to return?” Aragorn questioned softly, putting a reassuring hand on the warrior’s thigh. “I’d much rather stay here with you.” Boromir answered trying to smile. Aragorn kissed the man’s knee and patted his thigh but he continued to look up at the man as though he expected him to say more. He was not disappointed. “And in truth I do not relish bowing my head beneath the anger and disappointment of the others.” Boromir finally continued. Sitting up Aragorn maneuvered the other man around until Boromir was leaning against him with the ranger’s arms wrapped about him. The warrior sighed. He liked this new position for it allowed him to take warmth and comfort from the other man’s nearness without feeling he had to meet his gaze. “I think I could endure it well enough if it wasn’t that I feel particularly that I have let the little ones down. Poor Merry and Pippin looked up to me and look what I did.” “I do not think the hobbits will judge you harshly, my love.” Aragorn answered kissing the back of Boromir’s neck. “I have been doing a great deal of thinking and it occurs to me that we are a fellowship and we succeed or fail as a group. You did wrong to take the Ring but I did wrong to push you away until you felt you had no other option.” “Aragorn, that is ridiculous.” Boromir retorted trying to turn and face the ranger. Aragorn, though, held him fast. “Let me finish. If one of us were attacked by orcs along the roadway and the rest just stood and watched that would be unpardonable. How is it different, then, when one of us is attacked by a greater if subtler enemy? We left you to battle alone. Having done so who may judge you harshly without judging himself still worse?” Aragorn finished. “This wasn’t your fault Aragorn nor anyone else in the fellowship’s. I was the weak one.” Boromir insisted. “There is blame enough for all of us, my love. But let us not think in terms of guilt. This is an opportunity for all of us to be more honest and open with each other. We have to learn from our mistakes and the first lesson must be that we are stronger together. I’m going to see that we all take better care of each other from now on.” Aragorn resolved firmly. Boromir could not help but chuckle at Aragorn’s idealism. He could do it to, the warrior had no doubt. They would all be talking about their feeling and crying on each other’s shoulders before a week was up. And it was all probably for the best, Boromir conceded Though the fellowship worked well together, they were not quite the band of brothers they would need to become if they were going to accomplish their quest. Even so, Boromir wished he could have served some grander more heroic purpose than the punch- line in a morality play. “What is it, love?” Aragorn question feeling the dejected slump of Boromir’s shoulders. “Nothing, lord. If it is my lot to be an object lesson to the fellowship then I suppose I must be content.” Boromir answered trying hard to be philosophical about it. “Are you not content, then, to be the stalwart warrior whose deadly sword stands between the quest and the Enemy? Are you not content to be the friend and comforter of two courageous but frightened and lonely hobbits far from their home? Are you not content to be my joy and my hope?” Aragorn demanded. “I am happy and proud to be all these things.” Boromir said a little taken aback by the authority in Aragorn’s tome. “Then do not waste your thoughts elsewhere, my love.” Aragorn responded. The two sat together in silence for awhile watching the sun slowly descend to the horizon, savoring each moment, until Boromir began to wriggle a bit in the ranger’s arms. “Aragorn, I am still hungry?” The warrior complained continuing to wriggle. “There is some bread left, I think.” Aragorn answered as he found his breathing quickening with Boromir’s motion. “Bread is not now to my taste. I require something more substantial.” The warrior replied as he finally maneuvered himself around between Aragorn’s thighs. “Then you must look to see if there is anything else available that would suit you.” Boromir licked his lips hungrily as he stared down at Aragorn’s penis which was hardening under his gaze. Leaning down the blond man ran his tongue up and down the growing shaft. “I think I have found what I want.” Boromir murmured ducking his head for more. “Me too.” Aragorn replied a little breathlessly before abandoning words and thoughts to concentrate on the wonderful heat and pleasure of Boromir’s mouth. * All through the night the lovers kissed, fondled, made love, talked softly, drowsed then began the cycle again. Yet when dawn was only a few hours off they rose reluctantly and gathered their belongings. They spoke little as they made their way to the small pond where Boromir had overheard Aragorn and Legolas. The men washed quickly before continuing on toward camp. At some point Aragorn and Boromir had joined hands. The warrior could not remember who initiated the gesture but as each step drew them nearer Boromir felt himself clinging ever more tightly to the ranger. Despite Aragorn’s reassurances Boromir still felt reluctant. It was far easier to summon one’s courage and determination to face battle than it was to prepare to be humble and accept the disapprobation of others with good grace. Suddenly, Boromir was brought out of his thoughts by a cry of joy and welcome. For a moment the warrior was back in his terrible dream right before Aragorn abandoned him for Faramir. Fear seized his heart and he crushed Aragorn’s hand desperately. Though Aragorn did not completely understand Boromir’s abrupt agitation he sensed his fear and moved closer to the warrior, returning his grip and stroking his arm. Still in the midst of panic Boromir saw a moving blur near the ground then felt himself grabbed firmly around the knees. “You’re back. I knew you would be but we were still worried.” Came the exultant cry of Pippin as he continued to hug Boromir tightly. Then Merry was there too, also embracing him about his thighs and chuckling happily to himself. Even through their obvious delight both hobbits were crying as they clung to Boromir. Startled, Boromir looked down at the two small creatures before him. Feeling confused he looked to Aragorn as though for an explanation but the ranger was only smiling and shaking his head in delighted wonder. Still holding Aragorn’s hand in a white knuckled grip Boromir carefully lowered himself on one knee to see into the hobbits’ faces. “What’s this now, Merry, Pip? There is no need for tears.” Boromir said still feeling a little confused as two pairs of little arms were flung about his neck. “Don’t cry, don’t cry.” “We just missed you.” Merry explained trying to pull himself together and turning a little to try and include Aragorn in the embrace. “We were afraid you wouldn’t come back.” Pippin said into Boromir’s shoulder still weeping unashamedly. Boromir looked up helplessly into Aragorn’s face. Tears were starting to prick at his own eyes. He couldn’t believe this. The ranger smiled trying to assure the other man of the reality of the situation before turning to face the rest of the fellowship who had followed Merry and Pippin and come to meet them. Frodo did not approach Boromir but with Sam ever at his heels he went to stand at Aragorn’s side, resting his cheek against the man’s hip. His gesture seeming to communicate without words that he was glad his protector had returned and that there was no objection from him concerning Boromir’s presence. Aragorn quickly knelt to look Frodo over trying to assess everything about the little one’s mood and health with the intensity of his gaze. Frodo, though, smiled weakly and murmured softly: “I’m fine.” Aragorn sensed that the little one did not want to be fussed over and so he rose letting the ringbearer relax against his side and observe the others in the comfortable safety of Aragorn’s shadow. Legolas was next to approach and he offered Aragorn a quick embrace but as he retreated he laid a hand on Boromir’s shoulder. This token action was more encouraging to Aragorn than Merry and Pippin’s enthusiastic welcome and gave the ranger greater hope that the fellowship was indeed glad Boromir had returned. Next Gimli came forward to grip both men by the arms. The wizard had been watching all this from a few yards distance, his expression unreadable. Aragorn expected that Gandalf would speak for the group and so he regarded his old friend patiently. Boromir, who had recovered somewhat from the unexpected reception from the hobbit cousins, stood wiping his eyes once. Still holding Aragorn’s hand he followed the ranger’s gaze to Gandalf. “So you’re back, are you?” The wizard inquired in his usual faintly tetchy manner. Swallowing an equally irritable reply Boromir lowered his head in a signal he meant to convey humility. “I am back and despite what I have done I would rejoin the fellowship. . . if you are all willing to give me a second chance.” Boromir answered meeting the wizard’s eye then looking at each member of the group in turn. When he looked at Merry and Pippin they smiled back encouragingly and Aragorn squeezed his hand. “We have had much to think about in your absence, Boromir, and it seems to us all that we are a better company with you than without you. We would all like to begin afresh.” The wizard concluded, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. “You all agree?” Boromir asked, very surprised and truly humbled. “Yes!” Merry and Pippin squeaked together, nodding their heads vigorously to eliminate any possible misunderstanding. “Aye, lad. We’re all in this together.” Gimli said, feeling a certain pride in this motley group well up within him. Legolas nodded solemnly as did Frodo who still leaned against Aragorn. All eyes then turned to Sam. The final hobbit was studying his feet apparently deep in thought. “I don’t like that you took the Ring and while Master Frodo was sleeping all peaceful, too.” Sam finally burst out. Everyone was staring at Sam and though the hobbit blushed at the scrutiny he gave no sign of backing down. For the first time since returning to the others Boromir released Aragorn’s hand. Moving away from the others he dropped to one knee so he could look the defiant Samwise in the eye. “You’re right to be angry. What I did was wrong. I don’t know if there is anything I can do to make amends but I would very much like to try.” Boromir said. “Why did you do it, then? You knew it was wrong. Why did you do it?” Sam demanded in frustration. Boromir closed his eyes for a moment for he shared Sam’s anguish. “I thought it would make Aragorn notice me. I thought it could make him love me.” Boromir answered very quietly. Sam’s eyes went very wide. Somehow he had not expected the warrior to say that, not to him anyway. He had expected some bluster about Gondor but as the blond man had spoken Strider had come up and put his hand on Boromir’s shoulder. Looking up at the ranger Sam could see both love and pride in the man’s eyes and Sam relented. “You mustn’t go interfering with Mr. Frodo again, Mr. Boromir not for nothing.” “I know it, Sam.” Boromir replied sincerely. “All right, then. Seeing as how everybody’s agreed, I won’t say I object.” Sam announced turning from Boromir and making a big show of looking about him then going to collect his things for the day’s march. “Well, come along then we’ve spent enough time dallying.” Gandalf confirmed moving off to put his own things together. Merry and Pippin seized Boromir by the hands and dragged him off so they could talk to him as they got ready. * Boromir spent that day in a warm haze of befuddlement. Merry and Pippin danced around him all through the morning, clearly overjoyed to have him with them. After a quick lunch, the warrior was approached by Gimli. The dwarf seemed eager to talk about his home in the mountain and when Boromir still not altogether certain why everyone was being so kind to him offered a few comments about his City the dwarf positively beamed at him and slapped his back. Even the elf took a turn at Boromir’s side, confiding more about himself in a few short hours than he had in the weeks since they had left Rivendell. Boromir wanted to find this very suspicious but instead he found that he was profoundly moved and the others found they had a greater sense of group identity than ever before. When it finally came time for the company to stop for the night Aragorn announced that two people rather than one would be on watch at a time. He explained that this way each person could help keep his partner alert. It would also keep a person from brooding by himself at night but Aragorn did not speak of this. The new plan would ultimately mean everyone got less sleep but no one complained. Leading by example Aragorn volunteered to share the first watch with Sam. When guard duty had been surrendered to Merry and Gimli, Aragorn made his way over to Boromir where he had set up his bedroll. As soon as he lay down Boromir reached out for him, pressing himself along the ranger’s side. “Why are you still awake, love?” Aragorn asked trying to keep any sign of worry from his voice. The ranger had his own set of significant talks that day and he had been delighted to hear that everyone was interested in making a concerted effort to bond as a group. It would be a set-back if Boromir already found himself disquieted by the Ring’s influence. “I was waiting for you.” Boromir replied sleepily. The warrior felt he needed Aragorn’s reassuring presence beside him to cement the good experience of that day. The ranger seemed to understand this from Boromir’s few words and he wrapped his arms about the man, feeling a tension that he hadn’t even realized was in him fade away. “I’m here now.” Aragorn answered, kissing Boromir’s forehead. “Good.” Boromir said into Aragorn’s chest already falling into a deep and restful sleep. Epilogue. Boromir walked with his hood pulled up to conceal his face. He had informed the chamberlain that he had messages from the king and the man began leading him right away to where Faramir still worked, though the hour had grown very late. As he walked, Boromir studied the well-known rooms and corridors of his home appreciatively. Though he was in the very heart of his City, Boromir did not think of himself as truly home. He wouldn’t be truly home until he rode through the gates beside Aragorn as they led the victorious army of men, but still it was nice to be surrounded by familiar things. It had been a long path that had finally led Boromir to this time and this place. He remembered the mind numbing grief that had closed about the heart of the fellowship when Gandalf had chosen to let himself fall into the pit rather than risk that his companions would try to rescue him. He remembered the overwhelming guilt that had assailed them all when Frodo had taken leave of them in Lothlorien, claiming that he loved them all too much to watch the Ring torment them into irrevocable betrayal. He remembered standing on the walls of Helm’s Deep looking out over a legion of monsters all screaming for the blood of men. He had watched terrified as his beloved Pippin was menaced by the Palantyr then whisked away by Gandalf. He had tried desperately to comfort Merry as Aragorn locked himself away to wrestle with the demons in the black stone. He had walked the Paths of the Dead, sailed on the Black Ships and fought on the Pelennor Fields. He had seen his beloved brother lying close to death under the Black Breath and he had stood before the Tower of the Teeth while the fate of Middle-Earth was decided miles away in the heart of Mount Doom. Through all that grim struggle he had had Aragorn and the love of his people to sustain him and now his king was but a week away from his City and victory was assured. With the promise of peace so near Boromir found himself overcome with the desire to see his brother. He had missed Faramir terribly and he worried for the younger man. They had both lost their father in a most terrible way and though this had saddened Boromir he knew it must have been worse for Faramir. They had spoken a little after Aragorn brought Faramir from the land of shadows but Faramir had been too exhausted to do anything but hold his brother’s hand. Boromir did not wish to leave Aragorn’s side but it was true that messages needed to be delivered and Boromir wanted to see for himself that everything in Minas Tirith was running smoothly. So he had briefly taken leave of his king and come disguised to talk with Faramir. While Boromir was lost in thought the page who the chamberlain had tasked with leading him through the palace stopped outside Faramir’s office door. The page knocked softly. Then, at a signal from within he opened the door and ushered Boromir inside before closing it behind him. “What news from the king?” Faramir asked rising from behind his desk to greet the newcomer. “Victory in the east and the beginning of a new age of man.” Boromir announced throwing his hood back. “Boromir!” The younger man exclaimed coming around his desk to embrace his brother. “What’s wrong?” Faramir asked after a moment withdrawing a little from Boromir as sudden worry struck him. “Why are you back so soon? Is the king well?” “All is well. I wanted to see you before all the confusion of the coronation and the official homecoming. And I do have messages.” Boromir answered, looking at his brother and noting that though he seemed much recovered from when he had last seen him he was still too thin and pale and worry marred his features. “Of course, I should respond immediately. I have been going over some of the planned celebrations but please look it over and make whatever changes you think best.” Faramir said, trying to take Boromir’s satchel so he could get to work without delay. “I’m sure you have done a far better job than I could and you needn’t be quite so diligent.” Boromir told his brother refusing to surrender the rather weighty bag of reports and correspondence he carried. “Trust me, there is nothing in here that cannot wait for two brothers who have seen little of each other for many months to talk a while.” At these comments Faramir subsided and smiled at Boromir. “I have missed you very much, my brother. I cannot tell you with what joy and relief I woke in the House of Healing to see you standing beside our king.” Faramir said looking upon his brother with the same mix of love and admiration he had bestowed upon him since they were children. “I missed you, too.” Boromir replied, overcome with gratitude that he had such a brother. “I have said these dispatches can wait and they can but there is one thing here I need to talk to you about.” Boromir said, hastily collecting himself as he rummaged for the scroll he wanted. When he found it, he took it out but did not offer it to Faramir yet. “The stewardship is yours if you want it, Faramir. Here is Aragorn’s decree granting the position to you and your heirs. I would like for you to take it.” “What does this mean? Boromir, you said nothing was wrong. The king cannot do this to you. The stewardship is your birth-right.” Faramir exclaimed in alarm. “I will be captain-general of the army which is all I want. Military commander is about as far as my leadership abilities extend. You are wise and patient. You will make an able steward to our king.” Boromir said trying to reassure his brother. Faramir, however, still look profoundly agitated. Boromir had discussed this with Aragorn at length and they had finally agreed the stewardship should go to Faramir. Now he just had to convince Faramir of that. “It’s not my place, Boromir. I don’t deserve it. Let me serve in some lesser capacity.” Faramir begged and Boromir felt his heart break as it always did when his brother refused to see his own great merit and potential. “There is another reason besides your own great aptitude that I would see you as steward.” Boromir began. He wanted to be able to explain this to Faramir for he wanted his brother’s approval. And. . . and, gods forgive him, Boromir still felt that a twinge of jealousy now and then. When Faramir had opened his eyes and turned upon Aragorn a look of such pure devotion Boromir had felt fear claw at his throat even as he cursed himself bitterly for such a reaction. “It is the steward’s duty to rule in the king’s absence and I will not be parted from Aragorn.” Boromir stated. Faramir, who was indeed as wise as his brother claimed, studied Boromir intently. “Does the king return your love?” He asked after a moment. “Yes.” “Then I will accept the stewardship and I wish you both joy.” Faramir replied and it shamed Boromir to see his sincerity. “I know it has been hard for you, Faramir.” Boromir said taking hold of his brother’s shoulder and squeezing. “Living with our father cannot have been easy and you always bore the worst of his temper. Despite all difficulties, you were brave and without you I know our City could not have endured.” “I almost gave up hope.” Faramir spoke softly, his head bent. “When father was so certain you were dead I almost gave up hope. He said he saw you in the power of the Enemy, under the lash and then on your knees begging for mercy.” Boromir could not help but shudder. He did not know much about the working of a palantyr but he could not help but wonder what exactly Denethor saw when he looked into its black depths. “The Enemy is treacherous and will lead us to believe what gives the least challenge to our prejudices.” Boromir replied. Faramir nodded, still without lifting his head. “I didn’t truly believe it, though. Perhaps it was arrogant but I felt that if you were to die that I would somehow know. You mean so much to me Boromir.” Faramir said finally looking up and Boromir saw tears shimmering in his eyes. “I love you, Faramir.” Boromir said embracing the younger man tightly. After a while Faramir looked up and smiled a little apologetically as he brushed the tears from his eyes. “Boromir, will you tell me. . . I mean what sort of man is our king?” Faramir asked blushing rather deeply at his brother’s suddenly confused look. “I mean I know he is very great for he is the king of men who has fought the dark lord to a victory. And he is very kind for he came to me and saved me from a living death in the shadow land. And he is very wise for he loves you but. . . well do you suppose he will be satisfied with me as his steward. . . I don’t want to. . . disappoint him.” ‘Like he thinks he disappointed Denethor.’ Boromir thought sadly. ‘He feels abandoned. Father is dead. I love Aragorn and Aragorn must seem too high up and too far away for him to approach.’ Boromir was suddenly reminded of the little glimmer of insight he had so long ago when he realized that Aragorn’s feeling for Faramir would be essentially paternal. In time Faramir would learn to his joy that Aragorn would be proud of him and love him even as Boromir did but for now Faramir was in the grip of a terrible fear and loneliness. “Faramir, I would like to tell you a story.” Boromir said an idea striking suddenly. Faramir looked confused but he allowed himself to be led to the cushioned sofa and he seated himself next to Boromir regarding his brother with great curiosity. “It is not about elves nor is it a great myth or legend but a true story about our king and about you. It has a happy ending and though you will find it amusing in parts it is not comical.” Boromir started. “In the time of our grandfather, Ecthelion II, there was a great captain of Gondor called Thorongil. Now this captain was in truth Aragorn, son of Arathorn, heir of Isildur and our soon to be crowned king, but he did not reveal himself at that time for fear of drawing the concentrated wrath of Sauron against his people. Thorongil was in Dol Amroth around the time our mother. . .” Boromir told the whole story and he watched his brother’s eyes light as he spoke of Finduilas, for Faramir remembered even less of their mother than Boromir himself. He saw Faramir smile affectionately at the mention of Brannan and Boromir promised himself he would take the next opportunity to visit his old nurse. Boromir watched the wonder and disbelief flood over Faramir’s features when he was told how Aragorn held and comforted him as a baby and how that memory of fragile, beautiful humanity anchored him in his wanderings through Sauron’s kingdom. Boromir finished the tale by telling his brother that in reward for their rescue Finduilas had promised Aragorn to love and cherish her son, and make him a credit to his City and how this had pleased Aragorn more than anything else could have done. “Is that all true, Boromir? I beg you not to tease me.” Faramir finally whispered in a voice obviously on the edge of tears. “It’s all true. You know very well I don’t have the imagination to make something like that up.” Boromir answered patting Faramir on the back. “There was one more thing, though.” “Yes?” Faramir asked and Boromir could see that the story had already worked magic, softening the lines of worry around his brother’s eyes and diminishing that awful look of sadness in his face. “We’re all going to live happily ever after.” It took a moment but soon the chamber rang with the combined mirth of the steward of Gondor and the captain-general of the army of the west as the brothers laughed together in joy and hope. -End