Title: The Year to Grow (1/?) Author: Rúmil RumilsArrow@mindless.com Pairing(s): Rúmil \ Elladan Rating: NC-17 Summary: On the brink of his body's awakening and having low self-esteem about his nose, Rúmil wonders if anyone will ever love him. Disclaimer: I don't own them. I'm just using them in my sick twisted little games! Authors Note: This is FF, so I've created my own little world for them. Just follow along! This is my first ever fic and I'm not on native turf, so feedback is very welcome. Especially bad because it will help me improve. This takes place before Arwen was born. So the twins in this story are about 75, Haldir is 260, Orophin is 130, and Rúmil is 55 years of age. Part 1~ Indecent Arrival Rivendell was beautiful, Rúmil mused to himself as the splendor of the city came into full view. He should have been happy to enter the city just as his brothers Orophin and Haldir were. But he wasn't. He was miserable. He was on the brink of his majority and the "awakening" process in his body had started only a week before. It was the day of his first ever erection that Haldir had bombarded him in his room to tell him that he and his brothers were to go to Rivendell on duty for the Lord and the Lady. Fortunately, Rúmil was in bed, with his legs propped up and a cover draped over them. Haldir thought he was hot from the blush on his cheeks. He convinced his brother that he was fine and managed to get him to leave. He knew he should have gotten up and packed, but he was to tired to do anything but lie there and stare at his crotch. He didn't know what to do with the surprisingly large distraction between his legs, so he rolled over and slept on the matter hoping it would go away. Faceless people were caressing his body. Countless numbers of hands roamed his body, tantalizing his skin. A hand brushed over his nipple and he let out a suppressed moan. They touched him everywhere but his burning need. Then, the touching stopped. A ragged cry left his lips but was soon replaced by a gasp. A hand returned, but was wrapped tightly around his swollen sex. The hand began to pump. Lightly at first, but as his moaning grew louder, the pace quickened. Soon, the moaning became screams of pleasure and his seed spilled forth like a dam to long held back. Silver arches shot through the air, making the moons rays seem dull. It kept gushing forward, as if every drop he had was coming out. When the streams stopped, he could hear his heart beating like a drum. The beating wouldn't stop and he thought something might be wrong with him. He opened his eyes only to realize that he had a dream, a quite pleasant one at that. He roused himself awake and sat up in his bed. He then realized that it was not his heart that was beating, but someone's fist upon his door. He rubbed his eyes to wipe the sleep out of them only to realize that his hands were sticky. He threw the covers off him to wash his hands and found a wet spot on his nightshirt. He panicked. The knock on the door stopped, only to be opened. He jerked the sheets over his lover half and watched Haldir and Orophin enter the room. There he found himself, remembering that day. Somehow he had managed to get his brothers out of his room, washed, dressed and packed within the hour. Haldir did not mention why they were going to Rivendell, only that the Lord and the Lady had wanted them to. How he had done anything at all that morning was beyond him. Now it was a week later and they were entering one of the most beautiful elven cities and he couldn't appreciate it. Everything turned him on. The motion of his horse kept him painfully aroused the entire trip. His tight leggings concealed nothing, so he claimed he was cold and kept a cloak wrapped around him at all times. Nights were the worst. His brothers huddled close to each other and wanted him to join. He wanted to. He needed comfort this time of his life; he had no idea what has happening to his body. But it was the same reason he kept away. He feared his situation would be found out and his brothers would laugh at him. They were older that him, surely they would understand and help him. But Orophin, used to being the middle child, tormented Haldir and Rúmil whenever the opportunity was given to him. And Haldir had passed this age two hundred years ago; he wouldn't have been able to relate to him now. So he always sat by himself, with his cloak wrapped tightly around him. Rúmil was taken out of his musings when Orophin nudged him. "Look, Rúmil, we are entering the city!" Haldir turned his head and looked at his brothers, one looking around attentively and the other looking down into his lap. "Isn't the most beautiful building you've ever seen, Rúmil?" Rúmil looked up startled and looked at the city. "Yes, it is beautiful. I cannot wait to have a good nights rest. I hate traveling far from home." "That's Rúmil for you, isn't it Haldir! Always the weakest of the three of us, getting homesick so easily like that." Orophin reached over and punched Rúmil in the shoulder. "Orophin, do not jest like that with Rúmil, you know how sensitive his feelings are. Oh my, this house is even more beautiful up close!" //Beautiful// Rúmil thought to himself. He looked at his brothers. Orophin, with a stern face had many maidens try to court him. And Haldir, the brother who got what he wanted, when he wanted it and from whom he wanted it without a question. And then there was he. No one was interested in him. He thought himself to be ugly. He was the only person with a nose like his and he spent many a night trying to flatten it from its upturned peak. He was different. No one would love different. When Rúmil looked up next, a stable hand was looking at him. Haldir and Orophin had already gotten off their horses and were standing around their luggage waiting for him to do the same. "You will have to excuse our younger brother," Haldir said, "he has been obsessed over his horses saddle the entire trip!" Rúmil looked at his brother, then to the stable hand. He handed over the reins and slid from the horses back and draped the cloak over his body. When he got a strange look from the elf that took his horse, he simply said, "I get cold easily." He felt stupid for it had just turned summer. The stable elves told the brothers that their luggage would be taken to their rooms and that the Lord and Lady of Rivendell wished to see them right away. They were lead to the main entrance of the house, and behind the guide Haldir and Orophin talked to themselves about Rúmil, who dragged behind. "He is very sad," said Haldir, "mother and father died when he was born and the only parents he ever knew were Celeborn and Galadriel. They spoiled him in raising us, because he is the youngest. He is still young yet and he does not like being away from them. Do not worry Orophin, we will be back home soon." "I know," Orophin replied, "But I still worry about him. Isn't it almost time for his body to start awakening to itself?" "I believe so, but he is only fifty-five. That won't happen for another year or so." Orophin looked at him with worry across his face. Haldir put his arm around his brother's shoulder and squeezed. They looked up at the staircase that held the Lord and Lady of the house and several other elves of obvious importance. They saw a woman with long flowing golden hair and looked to Rúmil. Haldir whispered to him, "Hey, Rúmil, is that…" "GALADRIEL!" Rúmil ran past his brothers and their guide and ran up the twenty something stairs towards the woman. He ran past the Lord who was eyeing him curiously as he ran into her and they both smashed to the floor. All the elves on the terrace looked to the Lord with wide eyes and then to the elf that trampled the poor woman. Haldir and Orophin ran up behind him to see their foster mother and to ask her how she got there so fast and why she had come. They found Rúmil on top of her squeezing the life out of her. When he moved his head they saw a face that wasn't Galadriel's, and gasped in horror of what would happen to their brother for knocking down this woman. Should I continue? It's up to the feedback that I get! Email me and tell me what you think, what I need to improve on. Any and all feedback is welcome.