Title: Starry Sky Author: Aduial (imladris@bellsouth.net) Pairings: Orophin/Elrohir, hints of Elladan/Legolas Rating: NC-17 Summary: While playing escort for the Mirkwood siblings during a journey to Lothlorien, Elrohir becomes reacquainted with an old friend, and acknowledges buried emotions. Disclaimers: Don’t owe them (except for Arondil, Celeron and Nimriel), don’t claim to owe them (except for the aforementioned three), wish I did owe them but I’m not as brilliant as Tolkien was so I will settle for merely borrowing them for the purpose of my story. Warning: Attempted rape A/N: Beta read by Siobhan (thanks love!). Sequel to "Soul of My Being" and companion to "In Twilight." Ten chapters completed. / / denotes thoughts. ~~~~~~~~~~ denotes changes in scene. Chapter 1: To the Golden Wood Summary: The Imladrian twins agree to guide their Mirkwood friends to the forest of their mother’s home. For Elrohir, it’s a chance to meet an old acquaintance he has not seen in some time. “Elladan, Elrohir, what’s Lothlorien like?” “Not this again, gwathul-nîn! You’ve asked that question so many times already! Every day, almost every hour. Can you not stop already?” “But, Celeron! I’m curious! We’ve never been to the Golden Wood before.” “And, at this rate, we might never.” Elladan shifted in his seat, flashing his twin a mirthful grin. It had been five months since the sons of Elrond had returned from Mirkwood after spending a foster year there in the company of King Thranduil and his family. They had brought with them the Mirkwood king’s children, who in turn would spend the next year in Imladris. Since that time, almost on a daily basis, Nimriel, the youngest of Thranduil’s children, and his only daughter, had been asking the twin’s sister, Arwen, about Lothlorien. When the Evenstar had returned two months previous to pay the Golden Wood another visit, the young princess had turned to the twins for answers to her questions, much to her brothers’ dismay and slight annoyance. “Nimriel, can we not have one breakfast…nay, one meal without you hounding the twins about Lorien?“ Celeron, Thranduil’s second eldest son, asked, rolling his eyes at his bouncing little sister. He thanked the Valar Elrond and his advisors were not present to see such impoliteness, though he knew quite well the lord of Imladris would simply smile in bemusement and allow the siblings to bicker without uttering a word. “They barely have time to breathe between your questions much less eat. By Elbereth, I don‘t see why they aren‘t just skin and bones by now!” “But I’m curious!” Arondil, the eldest, simply shook his golden head while smiling into the goblet of cider he raised to his lips; to his left, Thranduil’s third son, Legolas, propped his chin onto his hands, watching as his siblings had a verbal showdown once again. He had always found it most entertaining when they fought; often time, Legolas wondered if they would ever tire of debating, though he never tired of watching them. “You’re always curious. All you ever do is question things and invade people‘s privacy. It’s a wonder Lord Elrond hasn’t thrown you out of his study with as many times as you have wandered in there without permission, or even knocking.” “But, it’s fascinating in the study! He has so many scrolls and books on everything. Ada’s study isn’t so vast, I can’t find much in there.” “That’s because Ada is not a lore master,” Arondil cut in gently. Nimriel bobbed her head in agreement. “Exactly! All the more reason to explore Lord Elrond’s study as much as possible while we are here.” “It’s not only his study you wander into, Nimriel. You wander everywhere! The stables, the maids’ quarters, the soldiers’ barracks, the kitchens. I am still surprised people tolerate you what with how many times you’ve interrupted things. Or do you not recall the incident just two weeks ago when you interrupted the preparations for the feast?” “That is cruel, gwanur-nîn. You act as if I’m a bother to everyone in Imladris.” “Maybe you are.” “Celeron!” “Were we not discussing Lothlorien?” Legolas’ gently asked question brought his two siblings to a screeching halt. Elrohir couldn’t contain himself and burst out laughing at the incredulous looks etched across Celeron and Nimriel’s faces as they turned to stare at their brother. The prince felt the corners of his lips twitch upwards in a bemused smirk as Arondil let out a snort, and Elladan covered a smile behind a hand. A furious blush came across the princess’ face, turning her emerald gaze to the hands she clasped on the table in front of her. “Forgive me,” she whispered. “I did not mean to banter on so.” “You are forgiven,” Arondil said, reaching across the table and patting her hand gently before turning to the twins as Elrohir calmed down from his fit of hysterics. “But, please, meldir. Do tell us about Lorien again. The woods fascinate me as well, mostly the elves that reside there.” “There is not much more to tell than what we have already relayed,” Elladan replied, sending his lover a playful smile. Legolas flashed him an equally dreamy smile in return. “We have already told you so much about our grandmother’s realm that there is little left to say.” “But, much yet to be seen,” Elrohir interrupted with a sudden thought. “The mellyrn trees are producing a new, lush green coat for the summer. Perhaps, if Ada approves, we may ride down and pay the Golden Wood a visit. It has been long since Elladan and I have visited our grandparents. They would be overjoyed to see us, and to meet you as few from Mirkwood have visited in recent years.” “Wonderful idea, gwenneth! We should ask Ada at noon meal. I doubt he will disapprove of the idea.” “You mean it?” Nimriel’s voice held a tone of excitement as she shot out of her chair, upsetting the piece of furniture, as well as her brothers’ goblets. The rich cider stained the white table cloth a deep red; Arondil frowned at the mess, but Nimriel didn‘t seem to notice. “We can really see the Golden Wood?” “I don’t see why not. I’m sure Ada would not object.” “When?!” “Tomorrow, or the day after, as soon as Glorfindel can arrange for it.” Almost before Elladan was allowed to finish speaking, Nimriel dashed around the table. The princess forgot all manners as she hugged the twins tightly, kissing each of them on the cheek before dashing down the corridor leading to the gardens. Dazed by her actions, Elladan and Elrohir barely caught the startled yelps echoing down the halls. It soon became apparent that Nimriel had also run into Glorfindel and Erestor on her way out, bestowing similar tokens of affection on the elder elves, who likely did not know why she was so gleeful. The princes exchanged a few hearty laughs as they imagined the confused advisors’ faces before getting up and dismissing themselves after finishing their meal. ~~~~~~~~~~ “You’ve been silent a long time, gwanur-nîn.” Elrohir was stirred out of his thoughts by the sound of his brother’s voice so close to his side. It had been three days since the twins left Imladris in the company of the Mirkwood siblings for the woods of Lothlorien. Nimriel had been chattering the entire way, firing off even more questions about Lothlorien and the elves that lived there. Celeron had intercepted them all before the twins could answer, setting off round after round of a verbal sparring match with his sister. The others didn’t bother to stop them as the bickering amused them and made light of their journey. All the while, though, Elladan had noticed his twin being awfully quiet during the ride. They would reach Lorien the next morning, and still Elrohir hardly spoke a word. The elder twin had excused himself from Legolas, whom he had ridden beside until this point, to join his brother and seek his mind. “Is something bothering you?” Elladan asked, genuine concern lacing his voice as he peered into the identical face. Elrohir shook his head, tossing strands of raven hair into his face with the motion. “Nothing really,” he replied. “I was just thinking of the last few times we were in Lorien. We hardly pay the woods a decent visit anymore.” “We did not stay long when we were here last. If I recall correctly, the very last visit was well over thirty years ago, and we only tarried there two days before moving on. We‘ve been so busy with our oath to hunt the Orcs that there has been little time for rest and relaxation.” “Aye, it has been a long time since we made a substantial visit to the wood. Do you miss it?” Elrohir thought on his brother’s question a moment. He felt as much at home in Lorien as he did in Imladris, and now in Mirkwood. “Mostly I miss the company.” “The company?” The answer seemed to startle Elladan a touch. He began to wonder just what his brother meant by such a statement. “What kind of company are you referring to?” “The Galadhrim, of course. We were always fond of the border patrol.” “Aye, that we were.” /And you were always fond of a certain patrol guard in particular. Could you be thinking of that person right now, gwanur-nîn? When you say you miss the company, do you really mean you miss him? I wonder what’s really on your mind, gwenneth./ “Elladan!” Nimriel’s insistant voice called from up ahead. The twins lifted their heads to find the princess sitting precariously in her saddle, facing them from waist up while the rest of her body still faced forward. Tilting ever so slightly to the right, she looked as if she were about to fall off her mount any moment. Such a precarious position didn’t seem to bother Nimriel in the slightest, for she didn’t seem to notice how she was seated upon her saddle. But, the uncomfortable looks on Arondil and Legolas’ faces relayed their worry. “Nimriel, don’t bother Elladan with another question!” Celeron nearly ordered. She pouted at him before sticking out her tongue in defiance. “You take all the fun out of everything!” “I best see what it is she is curious about this time before they argue again.” Elladan flashed his brother a smile before spurring his horse forward to clear the short distance and downplay the next verbal onslaught. Legolas and Arondil joined him, just in case their two siblings might resort to some sort of physical violence. Left alone with his thoughts again, Elrohir went back to reminiscing about his visits to Lorien through the years. /It would be nice to see everyone, especially Orophin. It’s been so long since I’ve seen him. I wonder if he’s changed at all./ Unconsciously, Elrohir clutched at the mithril ring that hung about his neck through his tunic. /Tomorrow. Tomorrow, I will know./ Translations: Gwathul-nîn-My sister Ada-Father Gwenneth-Younger twin Gwanur-nîn-My brother Chapter 2: Galadhrim Summary: While on patrol, Orophin muses quietly about the last time he saw Elrohir and encounters the party from Imladris. It had been a fairly quite morning in the Golden Wood. There was nothing particularly exciting going on; nothing dangerous was trying to sneak its way past the Galadhrim, thank the Valar. Though it was their duty to keep Lothlorien safe from unwanted visitors, it could not be said that the patrols always enjoyed their jobs. They were more than happy to have an uneventful day every now and then. Such days gave them time to relax and recollect their thoughts, though, of course, they never ceased their constant watch over their beloved home. If there was a skirmish, the Galadhrim would never hesitate to take up arms and race into battle. But, more than enjoying an uneventful day, they looked forward to being off-duty now and again. Orophin stretched in the early afternoon sun as he perched on a thick tree limb high off the ground. His days and nights of patrolling had been relatively quiet, as this morning had been, and soon he would be having a few days off to relax. His youngest brother, Rumil, would be taking over for a time when he left the patrol for his rest. And, of course, Haldir was constantly on patrol, whether he was supposed to be taking time off or not. Orophin was greatly looking forward to just relaxing and strolling through Caras Galadon for a few days, without having to worry about the borders. There was little trouble with Orcs and other dark servants as of late; Elladan and Elrohir had done their job well of making sure the passageways were safe for traveling. Elrohir. Orophin smiled faintly as he recalled the younger twin. It had been some years since Elrohir and his twin had visited Lothlorien last. The Galadhrim missed his friend, but understood the oath the sons of Elrond had taken upon their mother’s departure. Elrohir had been Orophin’s closest friend since they were both children; even as they grew older, their friendship had endured, and grown stronger through the years. There were times when the patrol guard would worry as he thought about the twin riding alone in the wilds of Middle-earth, with no other companion, save his double. And, each time Elrohir had visited Lorien, even if the visits were few and far between, Orophin had felt a sense of relief wash over him at seeing the dark-haired elf safe. Unconsciously, one hand wandered from his bow to the front of Orophin’s tunic, clutching the mithril ring that hung from a chain over his heart through the gray garments. It had been the first, and last, thing that Elrohir had given him, nearly a hundred years ago. The Galadhrim had kept it safe, always close to him, as a reminder of the night they had once shared. It was also a reminder of the feelings he harbored for the twin, feelings he never shared, but kept sealed in his heart. Time and time again, Orophin would try to come up with the appropriate words to speak of his feelings each time he saw Elrohir. Each time, the emotions he had worked so hard to put into coherent thought would die on his lips. In the end, he resigned himself and kept silent, finding solace in the company of the bonding ring the twin had given him. The time wasn’t right to tell Elrohir how he felt, but the time would come one day. He would just have to be patient a bit longer. The sound of horses approaching alerted Orophin, drawing him out of his thoughts and memories. A faint rustle of leaves to his right let him know that his brother, Haldir, had also sensed the nearing riders. Along with a handful of other Galadhrim, the brothers waited, scanning the forest floor for the riders, bows drawn and ready to fire. When a familiar dark head appeared, followed by another, the Galadhrim relaxed. It had been more than thirty years since they last visited, but the twins were no strangers to the border patrol, even if their companions were. “Mae govannen, Elladan, Elrohir,” Haldir called, jumping down from the trees to nimbly land before the twins’ steeds. “It has been long since you have paid a decent visit to the Wood.” “Mae govannen, Haldir,” Elladan replied, inclining his head before dismounting, Elrohir and the Mirkwood siblings follow suit. “I see we have not been forgotten, at least among the Galadhrim.” “It is hard to forget a pair such as yourself and Elrohir, meldir. But, who are your companions? Judging by their statures and clothing, I shall venture to say they are from the Greenwood.” “That they are,” Elrohir replied. “Might I introduce the children of King Thranduil of Mirkwood. Tis Arondil, and his brothers, Celeron and Legolas. And the fair princess, Nimriel. They are fostering a year with us, and frequently expressed wishes to visit Lorien.” “Tis a pleasure,” Arondil greeted, bowing, his siblings following his lead. “Welcome to Lothlorien, children of Thranduil,” Haldir greeted, bowing to them in respect. “I am the March Warden, Haldir. This is my brother, Orophin.” He stepped forward, bowing as Haldir introduced him. For a moment, Orophin caught Elrohir’s eye. They stared at each other in silence as Haldir finished the introductions; their locked gaze broke when Haldir addressed the party again. “Please, follow me. I am sure the Lord and Lady have already known about your arrival. They will be eager to meet our kin from the North.” “Aye, and we ourselves are eager to see the fair Lord and Lady of this land,” Arondil replied. With another bow, Haldir turned on his heels, beginning to lead the group through the forest. Elrohir lingered behind a moment before following his brother and friends. As he passed, his hand brushed against Orophin’s, their fingers embracing for a mere moment. To others, it would have been a casual brushing, perhaps accidental. For Orophin, the touch spoke words they had no time to express at the moment. Later, they would meet, and become reacquainted. ~~~~~~~~~~ Though he loved his grandparents dearly, and was fond of his companions from Mirkwood, Elrohir felt the usual introductions between the Lord and Lady of Lothlorien and the children of Thranduil were taking far longer than they needed to. Or, so it seemed to Elrohir. He was tempted just to turn and leave to explore the realm he had missed much in recent years. But, the glances Galadriel frequently turned his way forced the twin to still his climbing anxiety, and keep still. “It is good to see our kin from the North,” Celeborn said as he greeted Arondil. “We seldom have visits from the elves of Mirkwood these days. It is a pity visits from your people are not more frequent, but it is refreshing to hear any news elves of the Greenwood may bring. How fairs your father’s land in these times?” “Well, and yet still very much encompassed by the dark,” the first prince replied. “Skirmishes between our kinsmen and servants of the dark break out now and again. Our attentions are more focused on our own lands than those of others. Still, our father works hard to dispel fear and keep peace in the land.” “Lord Thranduil is a wise leader, and a caring one,” the Lady Galadriel said in a sagely tone. “He loves his people, doing what he believes to be right and just. There are times where he may seem rather harsh, but that is only a façade to hide Thranduil’s more gentler side. He has raised his children to be much like himself, I am glad to notice.” The four princes and princess bowed deeply to her for her compliment. “If I may say so, my lady,” Legolas began, gazing around him at the wonder of Caras Galadon, “the Golden Wood is more beautiful than Elladan and Elrohir describe it to be. And, they have often spoken of this land, the birthplace of their mother.” “That has been often indeed,” Celeron muttered softly, throwing his sister a pointed look. Galadriel’s musical laughter filled the air as Nimriel began to blush in embarrassment. “I thank you for your words, Prince Legolas. I dearly hope you enjoy your stay here. For the moment, I suppose you would all like a bit of rest after your journey. I shall have servants show you to talans you may use during your stay.” “Thank you, grandmother,” Elladan said, bowing to his parent’s parent before servants came to lead the younger elves to a place of rest. Elrohir made to follow them, but stopped when he felt a gentle hand rest upon his shoulder. He turned to find Galadriel’s kind eyes smiling at him. The Lady then began to lead the twin in a different direction. “It has been long since you and your brother have visited the Wood,” she said as they strolled the grounds together. “I was beginning to think I might never see the both of you again. Is your father well?” “Very well, grandmother,” the younger twin replied. “He expressed feelings of visiting Lorien someday soon himself before we left. How is Arwen?” “Well. She will be pleased to know you have arrived safely.” Elrohir nodded. Though it had only been a few months since Arwen had left for the Golden Wood, and there were times when the twins would go a full year without seeing her, Elrohir still missed his sister. “But,” Galadriel’s voice spoke again, drawing him back to the present, “your sister is not what--or should I say, who--is occupying your mind at the moment, gwenneth.” “What do you mean?” Try as he might, Elrohir found it difficult to contain the blush that threatened to color his cheeks. Galadriel smiled, and pretended not to take notice. “There is another resident of these woods whom you think about.” “Grandmother, I…” “You know exactly what I am saying, Elrohir. Do not try to hide the truth from me. I know you very well, in case you have forgotten.” He sighed; he should have known better than to try to hide things from her. Galadriel was much older, and far wiser, than many of the elves of Middle-earth. Of course she would have known about Orophin and himself; perhaps she had always known, even before they themselves realized. “Forgive me, grandmother,” he said softly. “I did not intend to hide anything from you.” “And, please, do not try.” He nodded once before she spoke again. “What do you feel towards him, Elrohir?” “I…I am not entirely sure.” It was the truth. Elrohir knew he felt something that went beyond mere friendship for Orophin, but as to what that feeling was he was not entirely sure of at the moment. He wanted to bond to the Galadhrim; but, was it out of love, or something else? “Is it not love?” Galadriel asked as if reading his thoughts. “Do you not feel for Orophin what your brother feels for Prince Legolas?” “It is difficult to say. We have been friends for so long, grandmother, that I am afraid to test that friendship. If I do, and the test fails, I could well lose the closest friend I have.” “Indeed, it is a risk.” Galadriel ceased walking; her white robes rustled faintly as she turned to face her grandson. Slender, pale hands cupped his face as she stared deep into his gray eyes. Her blue gaze was piercing, but Elrohir dare not flinch. “But, pen-neth, it is a risk we all take when we fall in love. It is a risk I dared, as did your father and brother. You must ask yourself if you are willing to take the same risk as we did, and if you can face the consequences. If you feel that he returns your love, even just a fraction of what you feel, then I advise you to voice what your heart desires.” “I do not know if I can.” “Then, you must discover if you can.” She sighed, releasing him. A faint smile illuminated her beautiful face. “Please consider my words, gwenneth.” “I will, grandmother.” “Now, go and rest. There will be time for more discussion later.” With a deep bow, he turned and left her, heading back the way he came to join his brother and companions. While he walked, Elrohir heard her words echoing within his mind. Galadriel had spoken of the fears that laid within his heart, the fear of rejection from one of the people he cared about the most. He had warred with himself on the matter of whether he loved Orophin or not, and, if he did, whether he should speak of the matter, or love in silence. Elrohir found the matter rather confusing at times; he often wondered where Elladan had gotten the courage to tell Legolas about his love for the prince, and if his brother had ever felt as torn as he did now. /She is right,/ he thought to himself. /I will have to speak of this matter soon. But, not now. Not yet. I am not ready. I fear I never will be./ Elrohir sighed quietly to himself, noting the falling of the sun. Arien was descending, casting long shadows across the ground. He had forgotten the passage of time during his talk with Galadriel; servants would be calling for the evening meal soon. He decided to politely pass the meal when asked to attend; there was too much going on in Elrohir’s mind at the moment. He had almost reached the talan Elladan and Thranduil’s children had been escorted to when a warm arm snaked its way about Elrohir’s waist from behind. Startled, the younger twin’s survival instincts took hold for a moment; he struggled as he felt himself being pulled back, his shoulders pressing against another’s chest. He relaxed at the kiss planted in his hair, and the familiar voice whispering into his ear. “I have missed you, mellon-nîn.” Translation: Mae govannen, Elladan, Elrohir-Well met, Elladan, Elrohir Meldir-Friend Gwenneth-Younger twin Pen-neth-Little one Mellon-nîn-My friend Chapter 3: Clear Skies and Starry Nights Summary: Orophin and Elrohir spend the night reminiscing about old times and getting reacquainted (slash). “You mustn’t startle me so.” “Forgive me. But, we didn’t have time to speak earlier. And, I’ve just been released from the patrol and wanted to see you, lirimaer.” Smiling at the endearment, Elrohir turned within the arms encircling him, his gray gaze meeting a blue one. A kiss was planted on his brow, the faint scent of sandalwood whiffed around him as Orophin brushed closer. Elrohir felt himself drowning in the warmth surrounding him, wondering again if this was love or some mockery being played at his expense. “It has been long since we last met,” Orophin said. “Far too long.” “Aye, it has. I have been busy.” “So I have heard. It is rare that you visit the Wood anymore. But, I am glad to see you now, mellon-nîn.” “It is good to see you as well.” “Come,” Orophin said, taking hold of Elrohir’s hand gently in his own. “There is much for us to talk about.” The twin nodded, following his friend as they began strolling through the mellyrn trees. They walked in silence for some time before the Galadhrim spoke again. “How fairs your father and Imladris? I have not had a chance to visit the valley as of late.” “Well. Though, I believe, Glorfindel thinks Ada works too hard, and tries to find ways to distract him. I find I have to agree. Ada can spend hours locked up in his study. He becomes so involved in what he’s doing that he forgets to eat sometimes.” “Then, it is good that he has Lord Glorfindel to watch over him. Though, I dearly hope you have not inherited that same stubbornness.” Elrohir laughed at the thought. “Nay, I believe Elladan received most of that. When my brother fixes his eye on something, he’ll do just about anything to get what he wants. There is very little that can get in his way--much less stop him--when he is in such a wanting state.” “Are you referring to the Prince Legolas perhaps?” Elrohir smiled, turning to the guardian. “Meldir, you never cease to amaze me.” He received a snort in reply, to which Elrohir frowned playfully. “I am being serious. How else would you know of my brother and the prince? Did my sister speak on the matter?” “Hardly. Ask any Galadhrim that saw--or will see them--and they will give you the same assessment.” “Are they that obvious?” “To our keen observation, I suppose they are.” The twin thought on that last statement for a moment. It was true that the Galadhrim were rather perceptive of the things that occurred around them. Their senses were even acute to events that did not concern them in the least. Such fine-tuned sight and hearing made them who they were, the best elven border patrols in the three havens. But, it made Elrohir wonder if they were also able to deduce what passed between himself and Orophin. Or, more importantly, his inner struggle. “Elrohir? Elrohir?” When he received no reply, Orophin laid a gentle hand upon the twin’s shoulder. Elrohir seemed to revive at the touch. “I’m sorry.” He shook himself back to the moment. “Did you say something?” Orophin stared at his friend. Something was bothering Elrohir, he could sense it. But, he decided not to press the issue further. Elrohir would tell him in time, he need not rush things. “Nay, I said nothing.” “I must have been drifting off. But, tell me, how have things been on the borders?” “There is little to do nowadays. The borders are quiet by day, and by night. It is all thanks to you and Elladan.” Elrohir shook his head, tossing dark chocolate locks about his face. “Do not give us too much credit. We only do what we can.” “You do a great deal. Many are grateful that they can use the Redhorn Pass with some measure of safety in these days. It is gruesome work, the kind that many would not under go for an extended period of time. And, yet, you an Elladan guard the pass, and others. Many praise the both of you for your effort. But, sometimes, I think, you do far more than you should.” “I suppose. It is all very tiring work. We spend most of the year riding and hunting, in the wild far more than any elf could imagine. We winter in Imladris, and spend every other summer in Mirkwood. I see my father and sister little, my grandparents even less. For now, I wish to relax and not think about Orcs, or anything of the like, for some time.” “Come, let me see if I cannot remedy that for you.” The twin smiled, following the guardian back to Orophin’s talan. Deftly, they climbed the rope ladder before bringing it up after them. Slipping into the other’s embrace, they kissed, long and deeply, pressing their bodies as close as possible. Orophin nibbled lightly at Elrohir’s lower lip, delighting at the moan that escaped, before pulling away to explore the curves and plateaus of the pale face before him. He slipped to an ear, and gently sucked at a pointed tip, sending shivers down Elrohir’s spine. He had missed this. Only once had they joined, solong ago, but Elrohir found that once had not been frequent enough, even if they had had little time to spend together. He arched his head back, pressing his exposed neck more fully onto the lips that lingered there. The warm summer air breezed across the skin of his chest as the clasps of his tunic were undone, allowing the garment to fall open. Blindly, Elrohir reached for Orophin’s own garments, tugging at the gray cloak and tunic until they gave way and joined his own upon the talan floor. Feeling himself being turned, he backpedaled to the bed, following Orophin’s guide. His knees buckled when they hit the edge of the frame, propelling both elves onto the straw mattress in a tangle of limbs and peals of giggles. As the laughter died down, the heat within their bodies began to rise again. Eyes darkened with lust and wanting, hands skimmed over warm, pale skin, remembering sensitive spots not touched in a century. Lips collided as hands undid lacings, discarding two pairs of leggings. For a moment the pair lay quiet, eyes closed, as they relished the feel of the other’s nearness and warmth. Lust crept in again, as did impatience. It had been far too long. Elrohir gasped as slender fingers curled around his erection, the pads dancing around the base of the column in fluttering touches. Orophin’s lips were fastened to his neck, sucking lightly at the throbbing pulse they found; his other hand smoothed over planes of silken skin stretched over the taut muscles of thighs and hips. He kept up a steady motion; one suck with each pulse, one gentle stroke with each quiver of muscle, one brush of the thumb over a heated shaft with each moan. It was slow and steady, but arousing all the same. Being thrice touched with each slight motion of his body or sound that he made almost threw Elrohir over the edge, but he checked himself. He wanted it slow, wanted to take his time, wanted to be touched. His eyes still closed, Elrohir reached for the stand next to the bed, his hand almost instantly grasping a small phial that rested there. It mildly surprised him that, in all those years, not a thing had changed in Orophin’s talan, not even where the small glass of oil had been placed. With a twist, he removed the stopper, slick liquid spilling over his hands. Reaching for the hand sliding up his hip, Elrohir pressed their palms together, slicking the other’s hand, before moving elsewhere. He grinned at the gasp sounding near his ear as his fingers wrapped about the Galadhrim’s erection. Raising his head, Orophin gazed into Elrohir’s eyes. As the two stared longingly at the other, his hand slipped around the twin’s hip, finding the opening and beginning the preparation. Their eyes remained locked as they worked to ready the other for their joining. Feeling their work done, they kissed again, the rings hanging about their necks chiming as they collided against one another. Slowly, Orophin sheathed himself into the shearing heat, unable to quiet the moan he issued within the kiss. Elrohir quieted his own voice as he pulled the guardian forward, silent asking him to move. Together they set up an unbroken rhythm. At each of Orophin’s thrusts, Elrohir would arch up to meet him. Sweat gathered, creating a light sheen on their skins. Everything ceased to exist around them as time stood still. As their climax neared, Elrohir reached out, burying his hands among the silvery locks of the Galadhrim, pulling them together into another desire-filled kiss. Their tongues danced in rhythm to their bodies, joining and entwining themselves about one another. With one angled thrust, Orophin struck Elrohir’s sweet spot, causing the twin to climax; his own followed a moment later at the tightening of the muscles encircling his erection. He sank down into a warm, open embrace. Smiling in a sleepy manner, Orophin kissed column of flesh exposed to him before burying his face into chocolate locks. A soft kiss was bestowed upon his head as Elrohir pulled him closer. As they drifted off into a content sleep, enfolded with the other’s embrace, the stars shone down on them from above, reflecting off the mithril rings lying between them, the chains entwined. ~~~~~~~~~~ It was late in the night when Elrohir awoke again. He blinked to clear the sleep from his eyes before moving to sit up. Looking around, he noted that he was alone in bed, his clothes neatly folded and resting on a chair nearby. He felt too comfortable to move; instead, he took to sitting in the bed and staring at the stars above him, arms wrapped around his knees. He had not been staring long when a sound caused him to turn towards the entrance of the talan. Up through the entrance came Orophin, bearing a tray precariously balanced on one arm as he climbed the rope ladder. Setting the tray down, he climbed the rest of the way up before drawing the ladder after him. Noticing the twin awake, he smiled, retrieving his tray, plus two glasses and a bottle from a nearby table. Elrohir returned the smile, shifting a little closer towards the Galadhrim. “And, where have you been off to?” Elrohir asked as Orophin sat next to him on the bed. “Seeing as how I kept you…occupied during the evening meal, I thought it fitting for me to bring you something to eat..” With that, the Galadhrim set the tray, filled with fruits, cheeses and some wafers of lembas, upon Elrohir’s lap. Setting the glasses down on the stand, he opened the bottle with a faint pop, and proceeded to pour a glass of cider for the both of them as Elrohir took a bite of cheese. “Hm…I think you’ll do,” Elrohir said in a teasing voice as he took the glass offered to him. Orophin arched a delicate eyebrow as he took a small sip of his own cup. “I’ll do?” A nod came in reply. “For what?” “As a go-fer.” He giggled at the stunned look Orophin gave him before kissing a pale cheek. “I’m only teasing, a’maelamin.” “I should hope so.” He scowled, bringing about more laughter from the twin. But, Orophin couldn’t help the smile that crept across his face at Elrohir’s endearment. He kissed the dark crown, brushing a stray strand of raven hair behind a pointed ear before moving closer. Leaning against one another, they took their share of the food before spending the rest of the night in a content sleep beneath the stars and in each other’s arms. Translations: Lirimaer-Lovely one Mellon-nîn-My friend Meldir-Friend A’maelamin-My beloved Go-fer-Ok, so it’s not an elvish term. A go-fer is someone you ask to run errands or go to pick up things. ‘Go for this, go for that’, get it? Chapter 4: On the Borders Summary: Feeling a little idle, Elrohir accompanies Rumil on what turns out to be anything but a normal patrol. That was it; he had had enough. Nimriel’s cheeriness was just not going to work for him today. His mood was too foul for even the bright and active princess of Mirkwood to clear the cloud lingering over him. Elrohir was idle, and in need of something to do. Escorting Nimriel around Lorien was not the task he had in mind to keep busy. He needed something to do, some excuse to get away. And, he needed it fast. It did not help that Arondil and Celeron were spending the day with Celeborn to survey the lands, nor did it help that Elladan and Legolas had gone off to the Valar only know where. That left Elrohir stuck with Nimriel for the entire day. Unless some suitable excuse to leave the princess to her own devices presented itself before him, he had no other choice. Saying he was going to take a walk with Orophin wouldn’t help; the Galadhrim had gone off with Haldir to train some new apprentices. And, Rumil was about to go on patrol soon. Elrohir was in a tight fix, and he didn’t like it. The idea of escorting Thranduil’s children to Lothlorien had been a wonderful thought. Arondil and his siblings were eager to visit the wood, and Elladan and Elrohir were willing to escort their friends there. It was the perfect opportunity for the twins to get away from their duties in Imladris for a few days. But, after three days of idle time, Elrohir was getting bored. He wanted to do something, anything to occupy his body, which was starting to get fidgety. Today, he had promised to escort Nimriel around the grounds. He was not looking forward to the task though he thought of the Mirkwood princess like his own sister. But, he had promised her, and Elrohir didn’t want to disappoint the she-elf. The sound of light footsteps upon fallen leaves drew his attention. Turning, Elrohir found himself facing Nimriel as she raced up to him; behind her strolled Galadriel and a few of the Lady’s handmaidens. The Lady smiled upon seeing her grandson, to which Elrohir gave her a polite bow in return. The princess of Mirkwood skipped up to the Peredhel twin, hugging him tightly as if he had been one of her brothers. “Forgive me, Elrohir,” the young princess said. “But, I’m afraid I will have to break off our engagement for today. Lady Galadriel has asked me to join her as she travels around the city today.” Nimriel stared up at Elrohir with apologetic eyes, a slight pout on her rosy lips. “You are not upset, I hope?” “Nay, I am not,” he replied, laying a chaste kiss upon her brow. “I will find ways to engage myself. Please enjoy yourself today, Nimriel. There are a great deal of wonders in the city you have not yet seen. Grandmother would be a more suitable guide for you than I would be.” The princess beamed, presenting him with another tight hug and a chaste kiss to the cheek before returning to Galadriel’s side. The Lady smiled knowingly at her grandson as she led Nimriel and her maidens away. “Thank you, grandmother,” Elrohir whispered before rushing off to ready himself. If he was quick enough, he would just be able to catch Rumil before the Galadhrim left on patrol. Perhaps today wouldn’t be so boring after all. Some steps away, Galadriel smiled as her grandson nearly ran off. Nimriel giggled at her side. “I suppose he was rather enthusiastic about your engagement for the day being broken,” the Lady commented as she began to stroll off in the opposite direction. Nimriel fell into step beside her, as Galadriel’s handmaidens trailed behind them, talking amongst themselves. “I felt awful that Elrohir was stuck escorting me around the city today,” the princess commented. “My brothers all went off today, so that only left Elrohir for the task. I would have enjoyed his company, but I know he would not have enjoyed mine.” “It was a kind thing for you to release him, Nimriel. Elrohir will be very grateful towards you later. He will be much happier patrolling the borders than wandering the city.” “I know, my lady. Which is why I had to come up with some excuse to let him go.” A moment’s pause passed between them before Nimriel spoke again. “Do you think Elrohir will tell him today?” Galadriel smiled; so, she had not been the only one in assessing Elrohir’s present emotional state. Even in the short amount of time she had been acquainted with the twins, Nimriel had developed a keen understanding of how Elladan and Elrohir dealt with their emotions differently. Galadriel accounted it to the fact that Nimriel was the youngest of four children, and the only female. “Let us hope he will, child. But, Elrohir still has some conflicting emotions he must work out for himself. He must sort out his own feelings before he will be able to speak with Orophin.” Nimriel nodded. “I hope he finds the courage to speak of his heart soon.” “He will, child. He will.” The two she-elves smiled at one another before continuing on their walk as they entered the heart of Caras Galadon. Silently, Nimriel wished Elrohir luck before striking up an animated conversation with the Lady of Lorien. ~~~~~~~~~~ “Rumil!” Upon hearing his name called, the flaxen-haired patrol guard ceased his preparations and looked up. Running deftly through the trees came Elrohir, knives strapped to his legs, bow and quiver slung over his shoulder. He wore the garments of the Galadhrim, gray cloak draped over his shoulders and over a gray-green tunic and leggings. The Peredhel twin looked as if he were ready for a hunting excursion. “And, where are you off to this fine morning, meldir?” Rumil asked, shouldering his own bow as Elrohir stepped up to him. “With you, of course.” The Galadhrim threw him an incredulous look. “I’m bored, all right? I love Lorien, I love the company of Arondil and his siblings, but I’m bored! I’ve done nothing but wander Caras Galadon for three days now. Only the Valar know why I haven‘t gone insane with all this idleness.” “There are other…nightly activities you’ve been engaging in. With a bit of enthusiasm if I am not mistaken.” “Rumil!” The guardian grinned as Elrohir blushed furiously. “Anyway,” the twin continued, fighting desperately to contain his embarrassment, “I thought I would join you on your rounds today.” “As you wish. But, I must warn you. Nothing exciting has been happening lately. I’m afraid you’ll just be even more bored than you are now.” “I will risk it. Anything is better than sitting around with nothing to do. At least going on patrol rounds will keep my senses alert.” “If you say so. Let us be off then. We aren‘t due back until mid-evening.” With bows in hand, the pair set off through the woods, the early afternoon sun shining down upon them. For a time they walked in silence, eyes and ears ever alert for sounds unfamiliar, or unfriendly. They kept their attentions focused on the areas around them, waving now and then to a Galadhrim they spotted in the shadows. Stealthily they moved, the Peredhel mimicking the cat-like grace of his Lorien counterpart; indeed, Elrohir and his twin had spent enough time with the Galadhrim to sometimes be mistaken as a member of the patrol. “Rumil?” Elrohir said in a near whisper, breaking the silence around them. “Hm?” “Tell me something. What’s Orophin like?” He flinched slightly as Rumil arched an eyebrow. “I meant, is he any different when…” “When you’re not here?” Elrohir nodded. “That’s an odd question to be asking, especially since you’ve known him for so long. I mean, you two were friends even before I was born. What would possibly make you believe my brother is any different when you aren’t here?” “I don’t know. Just something I’ve been wondering about, I guess.” Rumil looked thoughtfully at his friend for a moment. Clearly Elrohir was disturbed by something, but Rumil didn’t know the twin well enough to be able to deduce what it was. He had always believed his eldest brother and Elrond’s youngest son were as close as friends could possibly be, without crossing into the borders of love. But, of course, the two had changed their relationship some years ago. Rumil couldn’t say how they had changed, or what had caused it. He had merely observed that something had passed between them one day and altered how they viewed one another. “Elrohir?” “Yes?” “Now it’s my turn to ask you something.” The dark-haired elf turned, tilting his head slightly in anticipation of the question. “How do you think Orophin feels about you?” “Well…I…” The question had completely thrown Elrohir off-guard. He stopped walking as he contemplated the question. Such an idea had never occurred to him before, not even once. Elrohir had been wrapped up in trying to untangle the mess of his own emotions that he had completely failed to think about how Orophin felt about him. “I don’t know really. He’s always been there to help when I needed it. He offers his services, and himself, before I even have a chance to ask anything of him. I always thought it was because we were such close friends.” “You never thought he might be in love with you?” “Well…at one point, yes. But, Orophin has always been the type of person to offer someone help no matter what it was they asked of him.” Rumil wrinkled his nose in slight bemusement. “Then, I’d say you are calling in some rather…unusual favors, mellon-nîn.” Elrohir fell silent, understanding the truth behind Rumil’s words. The guardian, in turn, used the silence to observe the mixture of emotions that crossed the twin’s face. Elrohir was clearly confused about his own feelings, but knowing that Orophin might be in love with him was putting the twin’s own emotions into a whole new perspective. “You never once thought he might love you?” “No, not really…you really think he could?” Rumil sighed. It really wasn’t his place to have this conversation with Elrohir. But, he had been the one to bring it up. So, there was no choice but to plunge headlong ,and hope he didn’t rift apart Orophin’s chances at being with the twin. “I do think he is in love with you, Elrohir,” Rumil explained gently. “Over the years you have been friends, he’s taken few lovers. And, he’s always admired you greatly. Orophin’s always very enthusiastic when he finds out you will be visiting, or that he will be sent to Imladris. Whenever you’re around, he’s unusually cheery, and talks a little more than normal.” He paused for a moment, allowing Elrohir to take it all in. “Something tells me, though, that you are unsure of yourself.” “Aye, I am.” He couldn’t help the slight slumping of his shoulders as Elrohir felt a little defeated. “I’m just confused, Rumil. “There’s something there, something I feel for Orophin. I’m afraid to say it’s love when it might not be. I’m afraid that if I call it love, and it’s not, something horrible will happen.” “Risks, meldir. It’s a risk. And, if I were you, I’d take it. It could be your only chance.” His head snapped up; Rumil’s words were echoing Galadriel’s earlier lesson to Elrohir. They had both, in their own ways, told him to take the risk, seize the moment. He began to pick listlessly at a string on his cloak as he contemplated the course of action he should take. /Perhaps I should. I might lose more if I keep silent and go on as is./ “Rumil, I…” Elrohir’s words were cut off by the snap of a branch beneath a heavy footstep. The elves instantly armed themselves, bows drawn with arrows at the ready. They caught wind of the men before the group of half-dozen surrounded them. The men were of a rugged stock, their clothes patchy and dirty, the hairs on their face and heads bristly. Compared to the men of the Rohan and Gondor, these men were of a less mannered stock, their ways rough. Even the rugged Dunedain possessed more refinement than this group. “Well well, we track a deer and look at what we’ve caught,” one man said in Westron with a gruff voice. His dark eyes roamed over the elves’ lean forms; the simple act caused the two of them to take an even more defensive guard. “They’re from Rohan,” Elrohir whispered to Rumil in elvish, reading the accent in the man’s speech. “Or were. Possibly of the race that was cast out when the horse lords settled into the lands.” “Aren’t they a little far from their settlements then?” the Galadhrim answered. “And, what are they doing in the Wood anyway? Most men would not dare to enter, much less hunt here.” “Doubtless they do not realize where they have entered. Or, they are letting their stomachs control their minds.” “I don’t understand a word they are saying,” another man said to the first. “Maybe we shouldn’t touch them. They could be casting a spell or something.” “What are they anyways?” a third man asked. “They ain’t no men, too pretty. And look at them ears.” “Whatever they are,” the first man answered, “we could sure use ‘em as slaves or something.” Though he didn’t understand a word they were saying, Rumil did not like the tone of the men’s voices, or the way they were eyeing the elves. The next moment found Elrohir and Rumil fighting off the men. Two fell swiftly to the accuracy of the elves’ bows; another two fell as Elrohir drew a knife from its scabbard. He took down another man before he realized that there were more emerging from behind trees. In the heat of the fight, more men had snuck up on the elves without theirs senses alerting them. There came a crashing sound, followed by a soft thud. Elrohir’s eyes widened as he watched a man approach Rumil from behind while the guardian was engaged with another. A moment later the elf fell from a blow to the head, hard enough to knock him out but not do any physical damage. “Rumil!” With a flick of his wrist, Elrohir rip himself of his opponent, turning to help the fallen Galadhrim. A blunt, hard object struck him from behind. The blow sent stars into his eyes, his legs crumpling from underneath him. Losing his balance, Elrohir came crashing to the ground, losing his hold on his knife. The weapon went flying somewhere unseen as the men surrounded him, blackness creeping into his vision. The last Elrohir saw were the men standing over him, sneering down at the elf. The last thoughts that came to him before the darkness claimed him was of Orophin. And, then he saw and knew no more. Translations: Meldir-Friend Mellon-nîn-My friend Chapter 5: To Arms Summary: Orophin, Haldir and Elladan become alarmed when their respective brothers do not return for the night. Along with the help of the Mirkwood princes, they seek out the missing elves. All was quiet and calm within the borders of Lorien as evening approached, Arien sinking past the horizon for some much needed rest. The elves of the Golden Wood went about their business quietly as they prepared for the evening festivities. Lean figures garbed in gray seemed to glide over the grass ghost-like, as they moved to and fro, whispering to one another in hushed tones. Nothing at all seemed to be amiss…until a rather loud cursing drew the attention of nearly every inhabitant. “Calm down, gwanur-nîn. A little backache isn’t going to kill you, after all the other messes you‘ve been through.” “Says you! Would you please be a little more gentle next time you try to, so call, ‘help me?’ ” “I would if you would stop fidgeting and squirming around like a child. Besides, this is all your fault. You should have paid more attention to your surroundings when you were wrestling with that apprentice. You are the March Warden after all. Falling down a hill while sparring, indeed.” Haldir rolled his eyes at his elder brother, gingerly fingering his lower back as the two re-entered the city. A giggling sounded behind them; the two patrol guards turned to find Nimriel desperately trying to contain her amusement at their bickering. “I suppose you find this all terribly funny, princess?” Haldir asked with a scowl. He didn’t enjoy being the object of someone’s amusement. “Very much so,” Nimriel replied. “I do have three elder brothers if you remember, March Warden. I always found entertainment in their bickering.” “Well, thank you very much for the compliment, sister dear,” Celeron said in mock excitement as he appeared with Arondil and Celeborn. The eldest prince of Mirkwood and the Lord of Lorien tried to hide their smiles, which only seemed to fuel Haldir’s unsettled mood. “Personally,” Arondil said, as Galadriel and her handmaidens joined them, “I always found the bickering that goes on between Celeron and Nimriel the most amusing.” “Hear hear!” The group turned as Legolas and Elladan appeared around a large mallorn to join them. “I have particularly found the arguments as of late the most entertaining,” Legolas said with a grin. “What say you, Arondil?” “I must concur. They have been more animated as of late. I do believe even Lord Elrond and Lord Glorfindel have found them of some entertainment. Why, I remember the lord of Imladris stifling some laughter just the other day. I think he surprised Lord Erestor, and I do believe that is a rather difficult task to accomplish. I must offer my congrats to the both of you.” Laughter flowed freely through the gathering as Nimriel and Celeron flushed a furious shade of red. “Has anyone seen Elrohir?” Elladan asked, looking around for his twin. “I thought he’d be back with Nimriel by now.” “Oh, I released him from our engagement,” the princess explained, calming down from her embarrassment. “Elrohir seemed rather bored of late. I had thought he wouldn’t be too enthusiastic about joining me today. So, I excused myself and went on a walk with the Lady Galadriel.” “I believe,” Galadriel continued, “that Elrohir went off to find Rumil. They must have gone on patrol together.” “That would explain it then,” Haldir commented. “Rumil isn’t due back from his patrol for another hour. I wouldn’t worry too much, Elladan.” The March Warden quickly shot his brother a look, as if in an attempt to calm any worries Orophin might have had as well. “They’ll be all right. Elrohir and Rumil are both adults, and warriors at that. They can more than take care of themselves. Let’s just wait; I’m sure they’ll return soon.” Elladan nodded. He briefly cast a glance at Orophin, noting the slight anxiety in the Galadhrim’s eyes despite his calm exterior. Orophin was clearly worried about both Elrohir and Rumil, but knew there was little he could do until they returned. “In the meantime,” Celeborn said, interrupting the uneasy silence that had settled in. “Let us proceed to the evening meal. It will do us no good to worry for now. Let us try to relax and await their return.” The others readily agreed. They were eager to place their minds elsewhere as they left the clearing they had gathered in, and made for the inner parts of the city. ~~~~~~~~~~ Three hours had passed, and there was still no sign of either Elrohir or Rumil. The patrol that had gone out with them had long returned, but none of them could remember seeing either elf for the last few hours. Elladan was beginning to worry, and he wasn’t the only one. Haldir and Orophin were also worried, for their brother and friend. Likewise, Elladan’s rising anxiety was rubbing off on Legolas and his siblings, as well as Celeborn and Galadriel. “I can’t stand it anymore,” Elladan said, nearly jumping out of his chair. “It’s been too long. Even if they had been delayed, they should have returned by now. Something has happened to them. I can feel it, and I don’t like it at all.” “We should begin a search for them,” Haldir suggested. “Most of the Galadhrim have returned, and are in need of some rest before they are able to set out again. You, Orophin and I can set out for them right away, Elladan.” “We’ll go as well,” Legolas said, standing. He gently reached forward, cupping Elladan’s hand in his own to reassure his lower. “Six will be better than three. More eyes to see, and more ears to hear.” Arondil and Celeron nodded in the affirmative to their brother’s suggestion. A faint smile of comfort passed over Elladan’s face as he gently squeezed Legolas’ hand gratefully. The Peredhel felt ready to fall apart at the knowledge that his brother had gone on patrol and had not come back. The twins had long vowed that if one fell, the other would shortly follow; nothing would tear their strong bond apart. “We should leave soon,” Arondil said. “The light is gone, but the moon is clear. However, if Elrohir and Rumil are taken, whoever their captors are, they have a great lead over us. The distance we must cover to retrieve our friends and kinsmen will be great. I do not wish to imagine what could have happened to them in the time spent.” “Yes, go quickly,” Galadriel said as the hunters began to set off. “If they happen to return, we will send someone to inform you. But make haste, and return quickly with them.” Elladan nodded before he, Haldir, Orophin and the princes of Mirkwood left to search for their missing kinsmen. He prayed to the Valar that Elrohir and Rumil were all right. If not, he swore their captors would not last long at his hands. Indeed the thoughts of Orophin and Haldir ran on a similar path, with those of the princes of Mirkwood not too far behind. ~~~~~~~~~~ It was good that Elrond’s sons had spent many a year traversing the lands of Middle-earth in the company of the Dunedain of the North. The rugged Rangers knew from an early age which trails led somewhere and which didn’t, which signs were genuine and which were falsified. Such skills, accompanied by the keen senses of the elvish race, had worked well in the past for Elladan. He hoped they would not fail him now. The Peredhel searched the ground before him, crouching low to the moss to spot even the faintest of signs. Small droplets of perspiration collected at the edge of his brow as he knelt in deep concentration. He strained his senses to see and hear in the dark. Behind him, Elladan could hear the light footsteps of Legolas and Orophin as the two searched the surrounding area. Haldir had taken Arondil and Celeron a few yards ahead of them to scout the area. The search had been slow up until this point, the only signs they were able to make out were those of elves. “Anything, meldir?” Orophin’s voice whispered into Elladan’s ear. It was becoming increasingly more difficult for the usually stoic Galadhrim to hide the discomfort in his voice. Elladan could sympathize. Orophin, too, had lost a brother, as had Elladan. As well, the guardian had also lost a lover, and a potential bonding partner. The dark twin could only imagine what turmoil this added distress could be causing Orophin; Elladan had always pushed the thought of losing Legolas far from his mind. “I can only make out signs made by elves,” Elladan replied in a calm voice. “Even if Elrohir and Rumil had been abducted by elves, which I highly doubt, there would be signs of a struggle. But, I cannot see one here.” He sighed deeply, passing a hand over his tired eyes. A gentle hand came to rest on his shoulder; Elladan tilted his head, brushing his cheek across Legolas’ knuckles. The flaxen-haired prince gave his shoulder a gentle squeeze. Up ahead, a footfall sounded before Celeron appeared in their view. “Elladan, Orophin, Legolas,” he called, his voice sounding a little grim. “You had better come and see this.” Legolas frowned, disliking the sound of his brother’s voice. He helped Elladan to his feet before the three elves followed Celeron back to where Haldir and Arondil waited. It was not much further ahead where the March Warden of Lorien and the first prince of Mirkwood awaited their friends and brothers. Arondil leaned on his bow, looking out over the grounds around them; he seemed alerted, as if waiting for something. A frown creased Haldir’s sharp features, the frown deepening when he caught sight of Celeron returning with Elladan and the others. “What did you find?” the Peredhel asked, dreading the answer. He drew some small measure of comfort from Legolas’ nearness at his elbow, and tried to give Orophin that same comfort. However, his face fell when he saw what Haldir presented him. The knife’s edge glimmered in the moonlight as it rested in the guardian’s palm; a flash of deep red showed where blood had dried on its edge and tip. “We found it hidden in some overgrown moss beneath that mallorn,” Haldir said, pointing to a tree just behind Elladan. “It wasn’t taken, or damaged, so I can only speculate that it was dropped and forgotten. We also found this.” Thus he produced Rumil’s bow, the slender instrument intact, but its string broken, the two ends dangling from the bow tips. “It was some way up ahead, dropped likely as well.” “It’s not Orc blood on the knife,” Arondil commented quietly. “I very much doubt either one of them would have struck down an elf. So, then it must be…” “Humans,” Elladan finished as he knelt down, plucking a handful of bloody moss and a patch of brown fabric. “But who?” Legolas asked. “Not men of Gondor or Rohan, and certainly not the Dunedain.” “Easterlings, maybe?” Celeron suggested. Elladan shook his head. “Its some men from the tribes cast out by the Rohirrim. I can’t imagine why they would attack elves. No man dares to walk within the woods of Lorien. Except for the Dunedain, who are elf-friends, all men seem to think the Lady of the Wood will cast a spell upon them for entering.” “Only starving men dare to enter Lorien,” Haldir said. “They must have been hunting when they ran into Elrohir and Rumil. We should follow their tracks quickly, before anything happens.” Elladan nodded and took the lead, searching the ground before him for more tracks. The others followed with feline grace, none making more sound than the other. Orophin kept close to Legolas, who was right behind Elladan ever step of the way. To say the Galadhrim was worried was an understatement. To say he was both terrified and enraged was closer to the mark. /By the Valar and all that is good on Arda, please let them be alive and well./ He silently ran the prayer through his mind over and over as the search continued by the moonlight. ~~~~~~~~~~ An hour had passed since the search party had found the weapons and left the woods. They were in the open now, heading southeast. The tracks were becoming easier to read; the men left clear markings of their footsteps in the soft moss. Elladan read the signs easily, leading the others along an almost straight path. Soon, they came within sight of a thatched roof house, quickly constructed from some fallen trees and sitting near the edge of a small forest. The interior was lit by some candles, casting shadows upon the walls. “Is that it?” Celeron asked in a whisper, as the elves crouched in the thick grass. Elladan nodded. “How many are there?” Arondil asked. “No more than a dozen,” the Peredhel replied, glancing around the make-shift shelter. “There are seven tracks leading from Lorien. They meet up with three other tracks near the door.” Gray eyes narrowed, peering into the darkness. Elladan pointed to a spot towards the left of the house. “There are three graves over there.” “Must be the three men Elrohir and Rumil cut down before they were taken.” The elves perked up as their ears caught the shouts of some voices from within the house. Haldir and Orophin instantly recognized the voice of their brother, shouting out Elrohir’s name. A heavy blow was heard being struck, followed by Elrohir’s own voice calling out. Silently, and with the same thought and intent, the party drew knives, swords and arrows. They crept towards the house in complete silence. Elladan motioned Arondil, Celeron and Legolas to stand guard on either side of the door to cut off anyone escaping. He nodded once to Haldir and Orophin, before the March Warden stepped forward. With a quick kick, Haldir had the door open, the force of the action blowing out the light and plunging the area into darkness and chaos. Translations: Gwanur-nîn-My brother Meldir-Friend Chapter 6: Nightmarish Sight Summary: Unwanted thoughts flash through Elrohir’s mind as he awaits torture from his unseen captors. Will help come in time? He awoke slowly, and with a dull ache at the base of his skull. Elrohir shook his head to clear it, while blinking away the darkness. The inky black lingered, however, and the elf became aware of something covering his eyes. It was fastened on tightly; no amount of movement would loosen the blindfold. Likewise, his hands were bound behind him. Only Elrohir’s legs were left free, though the knowledge was of little comfort. He began to wonder how many had attacked Rumil and he as the sound of shuffling feet and hushed voices came to his ears. Elrohir listened intently, catching pieces of the conversation being spoken. “What are we gonna to do with ‘em?” a gruff voice asked. He was answered by a snort and another voice, the owner standing right next to Elrohir‘s head. “Dun know. Gonna have to be careful with ‘em, though. They’re quick, and can fight back. Had to knock ‘em both in the head before they killed us all.” “They came from that cursed wood, didn’t they?” a third voice asked. This voice quivered as if in fear; if Elrohir had not been blindfolded, he would have observed the fear emanating from the man’s eyes. “They say evil spirits live there. Maybe you shouldn’t have taken them. We could become cursed, or worse! Who knows what’ll happen to us when the spirits have found out we took two of their own. We should take them back, right now.” “Quit yer yappin’! We ain’t gonna get cursed, so pipe down.” “Hey, one of ‘em is awake.” There came some shuffling from next to Elrohir; he could only assume Rumil had been laid beside him. Sounds of a struggle could be heard, as well as the murmured voice of Rumil speaking some elvish obscenities directed towards their captors. The guardian was fierce, and a resourceful fighter; he was in many ways like his brothers and the Galadhrim. Elrohir could only assume Rumil also had his hands bound, otherwise the men wouldn’t have stood much of a chance. “Hold him still!” The struggle became more fierce as more men began to join in holding the single elf at bay. Rumil’s curses grew more frequent as he promised much fear and death upon the men. “He’s a tough one to hold, won’t stop squirmin’!” Fabric was torn away, the struggle between the elf and the men intensifying. Suddenly, a heavy blow was dealt, followed by someone gasping for air. “That should keep him still for a bit. Wake the other one.” A pair of rough hands hauled Elrohir off the floor in none-too-kind a fashion. The Peredhel lifted his knee instinctively, connecting instantly with a soft mound of flesh. A yelp was heard before the elf felt himself thrown against a table top. “Let us go,” Elrohir hissed in the common tongue, suppressing the sound of pain he almost uttered as his arms crumpled beneath him. “This one speaks our language. Ain’t that a surprise.” The elf moved to sit up, but the men were faster and quickly pinned him to the table. He moved his legs to kick the men off, but stopped when Elrohir felt the cool edge of a knife stroking the flesh just beneath his chin. “Be a good boy, or else I’ll have to ruin that pretty skin of yours.” Elrohir cringed faintly at the voice murmuring so close to his ear; he could smell the mead on the man‘s breath. He bit down on his lower lip as the knife moved lower, skimming across his neck before resting at the neckline of his tunic. “Elrohir!” Rumil’s voice suddenly sounded. He made a sound as if to move closer; Elrohir could only assume the guardian was no longer blindfolded and was being forced to watch what was going on. “Hold that one!” the man who had spoken to Elrohir commanded. “I’ll deal with him later. I’m going to have a little fun with this one first.” The words sunk in as a rough hand grabbed the front of Elrohir’s tunic. He lashed out with his legs as the material was first cut then stripped away from his torso. “Don’t touch me!” the Peredhel shouted as he felt calloused hands roam over the skin of his torso; shivers of disgust swept down his spine and over his skin at the coarse touches. He twisted away from the hands, but was roughly pulled back into position. A sharp slap was dealt to his face as if in punishment; the rough abuse stung the delicate skin and turned it a dull red. Chapped lips descended upon Elrohir’s neck, and coarse facial hair scraped against his pale skin. The hands never ceased their movement as they found their way down the elf’s sides and to the waist of his leggings. Elrohir fought harder to get away, but his struggle only caused the man to act more roughly towards him. He tried focusing on something, anything than what was happening to him. He could hear Rumil, shouting his name and desperately fighting against the men who were holding him. Elrohir tried concentrating on sounds outside of where they were being held as the man’s lips descended onto his own, bruising them in their abuse. Alas, no sounds of comfort came from the outside night. In a desperate attempt to calm his rising terror, Elrohir’s mind fled to moments with Orophin. But, the memories of the Galadhrim’s gentle, soothing touch in comparison with the unseen man’s rough use only drove him deeper into despair. “No!!” Once again Elrohir felt the knife edge against his skin; this time, the blade lingered over his abdomen, just above the waistline of his leggings. He made another attempt to escape, but a pair of hands, belonging to another man Elrohir guessed, grabbed at the dark strands of his hair and forced him still. There was a quick swipe as his leggings were cut away; a thin line of blood had marred the twin’s left thigh where the knife had cut a little too deeply. Elrohir swallowed hard, knowing what was coming next and dreading it. “Don’t! Elrohir!” Rumil shouted, his voice choking as he too registered what was about to happen. Elrohir squeezed his eyes shut behind the blindfold, praying silently to the Valar for help. He felt the hands skim across his torso again before moving lower. Just as the hands brushed across his thighs, forcing them apart, a loud banging was heard followed by shouts of surprise and anger. Then, chaos insured. ~~~~~~~~~~ Elladan was woefully unprepared for the sight that presented itself once Haldir had forced the door of the human refuge open. The twin gasps he heard on either side of him said without words that Haldir and Orophin were equally unprepared, but also extremely angry. There, before them, was a sight Elladan wished he had never seen, one he wanted to wipe from his memory if only he had the power. He would need Legolas’ comforting words and caresses for many a night before the image would dim in his mind. In the dark produced by the extinguishing of the candles were twelve forms. In one corner, four men struggled to hold down Rumil, who tried in vain efforts to move closer towards the center of the refuge. The brother of Haldir and Orophin was undamaged for the most part; a few still red bruises and disheveled hair indicated just how rough the men were in restraining him. Three other men stood in another corner, apparently observing what was going on in the center; they were also in charge of keeping watch out the windows, but had missed the approach of the elves. The center of the room was the most horrifying sight to the elves. Elladan’s double laid across a wooden table, his hands bound behind him and his eyes blindfolded. Elrohir’s clothes had been cut from his body and discarded into a corner. One man held his shoulders firmly against the table; a second man had tangled his hands into the elf’s dark hair, also holding Elrohir down. A third man was…Elladan didn’t even want to think about what he was about to do. Just seeing the scene made his blood boil as he took a step closer, the silver blade of his sword flashing in the moonlight which streamed in through the windows. Elladan’s gray eyes glowed an eerie pale color in the dim light. “You are unworthy to be counted among the Secondborn of this land,” he hissed, taking another menacing step forward. The men instantly backed away from the captured elves; they feared what they saw before them. “I told you!” the smallest of the men shouted at his companions. There was great terror in his voice, as well as in his eyes as he stared wide-eyed at the elves. “I told you we shouldn’t have taken them. We are doomed to die now!” His words brought more fear into the men. Two tried in desperation to flee through the door, but were stopped by the quick strokes of Orophin’s sword. The Galadhrim was just as angry as Elladan, if not more so. It was his youngest brother and to-be-bonded lover that had been taken; none would make it past him alive if he could help it. The fight began with the first stroke of Orophin’s sword. Desperate to keep their lives, the remaining eight men grabbed whatever they could use as a weapon and flung themselves at the elves. Haldir made quick work of the three men who had laid hands on his brother as Elladan took care of a fourth and fifth. Seeing themselves woefully outnumbered, two of the remaining three men slipped past the elves and fled through the door. They didn’t get far, however, when a volley of arrows shot them down; the men had been unaware of Legolas and his brothers guarding the door. Seeing his comrades fall before him, the last man was growing ever more fearful of the elves, and desperate to get away. Grabbing the knife he had used earlier, he pulled Elrohir to his feet, brandishing the knife against the elf’s neck. Elladan froze, as did Haldir upon the turn of events. Fear quaked within the man, but he held firm as he stared the elves down. “Another step and I cut him a new smile,” the man threatened in a menacing voice. Elladan flinched as the knife was pressed further against his brother’s skin to prove the man’s voice. A drop of crimson marred the blade edge as Elrohir let out a small, choked hiss. “Let him go,” Elladan demanded. “Your comrades are dead. You can’t leave here alive.” “I will leave alive, or this one dies.” The elder twin’s gray eyes narrowed as he took a step forward. Growing more fearful from his life, the man attempted to carry out his threat as he pressed the knife further into Elrohir’s neck. Elladan moved to stop the man; he froze when he saw the man’s eyes roll back into his head. The knife dropped away harmlessly as the grip on Elrohir slackened, then fell away as the last man dropped dead. The hold on the elf released, the twin almost sank to his knees before another arm slipped about his waist. The touch was familiar, and the faint scent of sandalwood calmed him. “Orophin,” Elrohir whispered as a warm cloak was laid across his shoulders. “Aye, ‘tis I, lirimaer,” the Galadhrim replied, cutting away the bonds that imprisoned Elrohir’s wrists before removing the blindfold. Gray eyes blinked a few times, clearing blurry vision before they focused on a kind face framed in silvery hair. A deep sigh of relief washed over Elrohir as he melted into Orophin’s familiar and soothing embrace, feeling comforted now that he was safe. “Diola lle, a’maelamin.” Elrohir turned briefly to his brother; he gave Elladan a small smile to reassure his twin that he was all right. Elladan closed his eyes, drawing in his own sigh of relief. A pair of slender arms wrapped themselves about his waist, and he gladly sank back into Legolas’ comforting embrace. The young prince kissed his lover’s brow, hugging Elladan tightly against his own slender form. “How did you find us?” Rumil asked quietly as Haldir helped him to his feet and freed his hands. “We tracked you, gwanur-nîn,” Haldir replied. “It took much of the night. But, at least we arrived in time.” “Aye, it was a good thing we got here when we did,” Arondil replied, looking around the make-shift refuge as he ventured a step inside. “It is time we returned, I believe. I do not wish to stay in such a place any longer. I can only image how the two of you feel right now.” His blue gaze fell sympathetically upon both Elrohir and Rumil. Celeron patted his brother’s shoulder kindly, knowing what he was thinking and feeling the same. “Let us go,” Orophin said. Elrohir nodded, allowing himself to be steered from the place. He leaned against Orophin more for comfort that balance. The sun was just beginning to rise as the elves made their journey back towards Lothlorien. Their hearts were lightened in knowing they had retrieved their companions without any harm done. Glancing back once, Elrohir hoped the refuge would never been used again for such a purpose as it had been utilized for that night. He turned away, sinking deeper into his lover’s embrace. Sensing the twin’s need for comfort, Orophin tightened his grip about Elrohir’s waist, now and then whispering comforts into the twin’s ear. They would be home soon; he hoped all would be well. Translations: Lirimaer-Lovely one Diola lle, a’maelamin-Thank you, my beloved Gwanur-nîn-My brother Chapter 7: Gentle Recovery Summary: Orophin freely gives his comfort to the shaken up twin, who draws from his nearness and strength (slash) “Elrohir!” Upon seeing her brothers and friends return with the missing elves, Nimriel sprang from her seat beside Galadriel and launched herself at the youngest Peredhel twin. The princess hugged Elrohir tightly, tears slipping down her face and staining the cloak he wore. “I’m so sorry!” she sobbed, suddenly dismissed as she was reduced to a sorrow-filled elfling. “This wouldn’t have happened if it hadn’t been for me. I shouldn’t have broken our arrangement. I’m sorry!” “Hush now,” Elrohir said softly, returning her hug and giving her a gentle pat on the back. “It’s not your fault, Nimriel. You couldn’t have known this would happen.” If it was possible, Nimriel’s tears seemed to increase at the gentleness of his words; her sobbing made it difficult to discern her next statement. “I still feel responsible for everything.” “Come now, child,” Galadriel said as she gently pried the young princess from her grandson. “Elrohir and Rumil are safe now. Do not trouble yourself any longer.” Nimriel nodded and sniffed, retreating into the safety and comfort she felt at her brother’s side; seeing his sister still in need of a little comfort, Celeron wrapped an arm about her shoulders and hugged her tightly. “How do you fare, Rumil?” Galadriel asked, turning to Haldir’s youngest brother. “I am all right, my lady,” Rumil replied with a slight tilt of the head, brushing some silvery hair behind his ear. “I suffered little damage, just a few beatings; I‘ll heal quickly enough. It is Elrohir who went through the worst of the ordeal.” “I am fine,” the twin insisted, seeing all eyes turn to him. He pulled the cloak tighter about his form, suddenly feeling very exposed. “There is no need to worry about me. There was no…lasting damage done.” Elladan was about to protest, but Legolas’ hand on his arm and Galadriel’s stern look silenced him. The Lady then spoke again. “’Tis well that you are both safe and unharmed. Take the day off and rest, all of you. Much has occurred this night; now is the time for sleep, and small comforts.” Haldir bowed as he led his brother back to Rumil’s talan for some sleep; the younger Galadhrim looked tired and worn from his ordeal. Celeron, accompanied by Arondil, went off in another direction, the pair intending to find some way of calming their fretful sister. “Come, melme,” Legolas said in a soothing voice while taking Elladan’s hand. “Let us go find something to eat, then we can rest.” He urged the twin to follow him, tugging gently on Elladan’s hand. The Peredhel spared a glance back at his twin before following his lover; Galadriel followed them, leaving Orophin and Elrohir alone. “Is there anything you need?” Orophin asked, the concern in his voice reflected in his eyes as he regarded Elrohir. “A bath first,” Elrohir replied quietly. “I’ll decide what next after that.” “Come then.” The twin nodded as Orophin wrapped an arm about his waist, letting the Galadhrim steer Elrohir back to his talan. Orophin briefly disappeared up the ladder, returning a moment later with two white robes before leading the Peredhel towards the baths. Seeing a few of them occupied, he searched until he found one slightly secluded from the others and led Elrohir towards the small pool. “Will you stay?” Elrohir asked suddenly, his voice sounding a bit timid. He looked at Orophin with doe-like gray eyes, almost as if he were afraid to be left alone. The pleading seen in those stormy eyes tore at the Galadhrim’s heart. “Of course, lirimaer. Of course I‘ll stay.” Orophin kissed Elrohir gently, drawing him into a warm embrace. The dark-haired elf sighed, relaxing in the circle of his arms as he laid his head upon his lover‘s shoulder. They remained in their embrace for some time, before the sound of a small splash drew their attention back to the bath; a small seed had fallen from its branch and was slowly sinking below the surface of the water as the two watched. “Better have that bath, lirimaer,” Orophin said, removing his arms from around Elrohir. The Peredhel nodded, standing still as his lover removed the cloak and his boots before helping Elrohir into the pool. He sank below the surface, allowing the warm water to wet his hair and unwind his tense muscles; when Elrohir resurfaced, Orophin had removed his clothes and was slipping into the pool next to him. At the mere hint of a signal, Elrohir moved closer to the Galadhrim, slipping into Orophin’s arms as the silver-haired elf worked to unbraid his dark, wet hair. “Diola lle,” Elrohir whispered, burying his face into Orophin’s neck. The guardian smiled as his hand gently combed through the dark hair; Orophin’s other hand remained busy drawing small, soothing circles along the small of Elrohir’s back. “You’ve already thanked me.” “I know. But, I wanted to thank you again. If you hadn’t come…” A soft kiss to his lips silenced him. “No need to say anymore, lirimaer. I came in time; let’s not think about what would or would not have happened. It’s over, and you’re safe. That’s all we need to know.” Elrohir nodded, closing his eyes as he sank deeper into the warmth of his lover’s arms. Orophin reached for a nearby washcloth, gently scrubbing the dirt and grime from both their skin and hair. “Orophin?” “Hm?” “What would you have done if…if you hadn’t…” The gentle ministrations on Elrohir’s skin ceased at his words. The twin looked up, noticing the grim set of Orophin’s jaw; pale blue eyes seemed haunted as Orophin stared straight ahead. “I told you not to think about such things.” “I’m sorry, I couldn’t help it.” Elrohir felt his chin being tilted upwards, a lingering kiss placed upon his lips. “Try to think of other things. It won’t do any good to linger on unpleasant thoughts. Now come, the bath is finished. You need some rest.” The Peredhel nodded, allowing his lover to help him out of the bath and wrap one of the robes around him. Orophin wrapped the second robe around his own form before gathering Elrohir in one arm, their clothes in the other, and heading back to the Galadhrim’s talan. When they arrived back at the flet, Orophin noticed a large silver platter of food awaiting them; Galadriel had had the foresight to send a servant to provide some food for their return. He gently urged Elrohir to eat some of the fruit and lembas before drinking a draught of honey wine. When the twin had had his fill, Orophin removed the plate, helping him to lie on the bed before slipping in next to him and taking his lover into his arms again. Elrohir’s form instantly molded to his own, the twin’s hands clasping handfuls of Orophin’s silvery hair; for lingering moments, they remained silent as they held one another. “Feeling better?” Orophin asked, twisting strands of dark hair around his fingers. “Much better,” Elrohir said, sighing gently. In truth, his nerves still felt a little high strung, the encounter with the humans not quite leaving his memory. But, he felt comforted having Orophin so close; knowing the Galadhrim was watching over him gave Elrohir the sense that he was safe. He had never felt as helpless as he had when in the clutches of the men. He closed his gray eyes, his resolution hardening and he whispered. “Orophin?” “Lirimaer?” “Help me.” The hands combing through his hair stopped as Orophin registered what Elrohir had just said. “Help you?” A nod. “Help you with what?” “To forget. Saes, a‘maelamin.” Doe-like eyes stared up at the Galadhrim, wordlessly begging him to take away the memories that brought so much pain and humiliation. Even if nothing had happened, Elrohir still felt abused and violated; the laughter and voices of the men would not leave his ears. He needed--begged for--his lover’s touch to take it all away. Orophin wordlessly complied, shifting so that Elrohir’s body rested underneath his own; his robe fell open with their movements, exposing the Galadhrim’s toned chest and abdomen. Elrohir placed his palms against the chest before him, feeling the steady heartbeat and rippling of muscle as Orophin leaned forward to draw the twin into a lingering kiss. Orophin’s fingers lightly brushed the skin of Elrohir’s side through his robe, eliciting a sigh of contentment into their kiss. The kiss broke as Orophin trailed away to explore the planes of Elrohir’s neck, lightly nipping on an earlobe and teasing the tip with his tongue. A flush of arousal stained the twin’s cheeks and neck as he turned his head aside to allow more access to his skin. Blindly, he felt for the sash around Orophin’s waist and, with a twist of his hand, unbelted the strip of fabric, allowing the Galadhrim’s robe to fall open. Elrohir felt his own robe being peeled from his shoulders and body before being cast carelessly aside; Orophin’s robe joined his as the Peredhel skimmed the fabric from pale shoulders. “A’maelamin?” “Si, lirimaer.” Elrohir pulled him forward, lips pressing together again as warm skin touched, creating delightful friction. Again Orophin broke away, trailing soft kisses along the Peredhel’s neck and chest; his fingers followed his mouth, dancing along the skin in playful patterns. The twin lay still, working to steady his breathing as he drowned himself in the warmth of his lover’s ministrations. Fingers brushed against the healing cut on his thigh; they were followed shortly by lips tenderly kissing the pale pink injury. “I would wound them a thousand times just for marring your skin,” Orophin whispered, pressing his cheek to the soft flesh of Elrohir’s inner thigh as fingers softly traced the cut. The dark-haired elf smiled, cupping Orophin’s chin into his hand as their eyes locked together for a brief moment. The Galadhrim tilted his head, tenderly kissing the slim wrist as he slid forward a bit, hands bracing themselves against the twin’s hips. Elrohir allowed his head to fall back onto the pillows as he felt his lover take his arousal into a warm mouth. He groaned deeply as he felt his love’s tongue flick over the head as Orophin pulled away before taking him in again; a slight hiss of pleasure escaped Elrohir as he felt teeth lightly rack the heated erection. He whimpered softly as Orophin pulled away, cool air sweeping over his moistened skin. “Gently, melme, gently,” Orophin cooed, placing a kiss upon a slender hip. “We have all the time we need.” Elrohir nodded as he opened his arms, folding the Galadhrim against his body when Orophin slipped into his embrace. Their hips ground together, eliciting gasps and moans from the pair as they rocked back and forth against one another. As they moved, their erections rubbed together, causing lights to sparkle and dance behind closed eyelids. It was almost too much for either of the lovers to bear. “Saes…” Elrohir breathed as he claimed Orophin’s lips in a frenzied kiss. The silver-haired lover complied with the plea, hurriedly slicking his fingers with some nearby oil whilst turning the twin onto his stomach. Elrohir lay still, one hand fisting the sheets in anticipation as he waited. A slick finger probed his opening before pressing in, soon joined by another. He moaned and closed his eyes as the digits gently spread and prepared him; they were soon joined by a third, and Elrohir groaned as they brushed his prostate ever so slightly. He began rocking back against the fingers, growing more impatient as the seconds ticked by. “Slowly, lirimaer.” Elrohir whimpered at the words and at the retreating fingers. A moment later he issued a deep sigh as he felt the evidence of Orophin’s arousal pressing against his opening. Slowly, his entrance was breached as the Galadhrim pressed inward; impatience claimed the twin as he pushed against his lover. Orophin gasped at the sudden sensation of being sheathed, scowling faintly when he caught the smug expression on Elrohir’s face. Gathering the twin into his arms, Orophin slowly thrust in and out. Elrohir rocked with him, pressing back as Orophin thrust forward. He gripped the hands encircling his waist, shuttering as warm lips fastened to an ear and sucked lightly. All the fears that had been building in his mind faded away at their joining, the music of their moans and whispered endearments drowning out the mockery of the men. The Peredhel’s world became centered around a lithe form, silvery hair, blue eyes and a gentle voice whispering his name. “Orophin…” Elrohir’s voice ended in a gasp as the last thrust hit his prostate, sending stars into his eyes. “Come with me, lirimaer,” the Galadhrim whispered. Reaching around the twin’s waist, he clasped Elrohir’s erection in a loose hold whilst placing a tender kiss on the twin’s neck. His thumb flicked over his lover’s head, his fingers lightly brushing against the sac beneath. With one final thrust, Orophin felt orgasm claim the twin, and he followed a second after. From the heights of pleasure, they sank back together to the solid earth. For a while they laid still, the cool air breezing across their pleasure flushed skin and chilling the sweat that had condensed on their forms. “Diola lle, a’maelamin,” Elrohir whispered as he turned in Orophin’s arms, nuzzling his lover’s neck. Orophin smiled, pulling the covers over them before wrapping his arms tightly about his love. “You are thanking me an awful lot this day.” “There is much I have to be thankful for.” “Indeed.” They lay in silence again, basking in the afterglow of their lovemaking and feeling content. “I would bind myself to you, Elrohir.” “Aye, as would I.” He played with the ring about the Galadhrim’s neck, the ring he had given him years ago and the mate of the one Elrohir also wore. He stared up into bright blue eyes and smiled. “One day soon.” “Aye, one day soon.” They shared another tender, loving kiss before sleep claimed their exhausted forms. Dreams did not haunt Elrohir this day, for the memories of the encounter had subsided at the gentle ministrations of his lover. Indeed, there was much for him to be thankful for. One of which was to be blessed to have Orophin at his side. Translations: Melme-Love Lirimaer-Lovely one Diola lle-Thank you Saes, a’maelamin-Please, my beloved Si-Here Chapter 8: Returning Home Summary: Haldir has a heart-to-heart talk with his kinsmen about hidden feelings and unvoiced emotions as the pair watch the departure of the twins and their companions (Orophin‘s POV). Mid-summer is drawing to a close; soon, the season will be ending, and another will begin. Again, as always, the leaves of the mellyrn will turn from green to gold, and then litter the ground with the glittering foliage. I’ve lost count of how many times I have watched the seasons change as I wander the borders with my brothers and the other Galadhrim. I have seen many seasons, and yet I feel as if I have not seen enough. Or, perhaps I feel as if I will never see the end of the changing seasons. Such is the way of the elves, and I have come to accept that fate. We are immortal, and only the pains of a fatal wound or a broken heart can sever our ties to Arda. Time is nothing to us. And, yet, time can also be a curse. We remember everything, both the pleasant and the unpleasant events of our lives. The passage of time, short or long, matters not; but we feel the change all the same, much like our fellow mortals. They have a different concept of time due to the experiences they encounter during their short lives. They do not fully understand us immortals, just as we do not fully understand them. But, the pain and longing that changing times bring is the one thing we both can comprehend. As I sit here on one of the patrol flets, the late morning sun warming my back, I think again how time can be cruel and, yet, kind. It has been kind in bringing to me the one person, other than my brothers, who holds my heart. I have seen him little over the years, thought about him when I was alone at nights and wondered when we would next meet. Time and patience granted me my wish. And yet, it is time which takes him away. It is time that urges him now to return to his own home, to his own duties. Hardly two months have passed since he rode into these woods in the company of his brother and friends. Two months, I feel, had not been enough. Elrohir. We said our farewells in Caras Galadon, but that was not enough for me. Thus, the morning sun finds me sitting idly upon my talan, watching as you and your companions head back to the valley that is your home. I watch as the sunlight glimmers off your dark locks, turning them a deep crimson. Your stormy eyes are smiling as you joke with one of the princes of Mirkwood. You don’t realize I’m nearby and watching, and I don’t expect you to; even for elves, it is sometimes difficult to detect the presence of a Galadhrim. I gaze at you, and wonder when we will next meet. I hope it is soon, but I cannot say for I do not know. “Orophin?” The voice of my brother drifts to my ears; I acknowledge his presence with a slight nod of my head. Haldir seats himself next to me, his feet dangling off the end of the flet. He keeps his hazel gaze fixed on the ground below us, refusing to meet my eyes. I know my brother too well to wonder why he has come. He is here for answers to his questions. “What is it you want to know?” I ask, shifting my position slightly while curling one leg underneath my body, and allowing the other to hang over the side. I lean back on my hands, relaxing my posture just a bit as Haldir finally turns to face me. “You’re not going down to see him off?” he asks, curiosity lacing his voice. Though he is the March Warden, my brother, like any normal elf, is brave and courageous, valiant in battle and yet curious about certain aspects of life. No, I did not phrase that correctly. He is curious about aspects of *my* life, especially my love life. Haldir is well-versed in the ways of love, courtship and bonding; after all, it was he, and not I, who had urged Rumil to take a lover almost immediately after our brother’s majority. I had not seen it fit to educate--in a manner of speaking--my youngest sibling in the ways of love and bonding. When he had asked me questions that I could not--or would not--provide the answers to, he had turned to Haldir, who was more than happy to speak with Rumil on the matter. I have had my share of lovers, of both sexes, but I do not believe I am fit to explain the comings and goings of the heart to another. No, Haldir possibly has had more experience with various partners than I have despite the nearly one hundred years difference between our ages. But, while he can be rather boastful about his love conquests, I am rather quiet and keep things to myself. Rumil will often confide in Haldir when he is uncomfortable about a situation between himself and his lover. Yet I will keep silent and brood over the matter until I reach a solution. My ways in dealing with love seem to frustrate Haldir, who feels the need to help me with my problems. Which is probably why he has come; he must believe there is some tension between Elrohir and I. Dear brother, what you see is what we want you to see. “We have already said our farewells,” I reply, fingering the end of a braid as I speak. “There is no need for prolonged good-byes between us. It is time Elrohir returned to Imladris, we both know that. What is the use of bidding someone farewell twice?” I catch him rolling his eyes at my words; he does not feel the same way I do on this situation. And now the interrogation will begin. “Why not see them to the borders then? As an escort?” “Because they are not in need of one. The twins know this area as well as their father’s home. If you feel they need an escort, gwanur, why do you not go?” He falls silent, knowing I am right. To my right I spot a flicker of silver; Rumil is in the next talan, listening in on our conversation. Haldir does not seem to notice him, and I decide not to speak about his presence. My youngest brother knows better to leave me to my devices, yet he finds great amusement in Haldir’s attempts to break through my shell. “Do you love him?” Haldir asks. “Of course I do.” “And yet you will not see him off?” “I told you, Haldir, I’ve already said my good-byes.” He frowns at my words, and presses harder. “But, you may not see him for another few years. You will not spend even a few more minutes in his company?” “He has been in my company a great deal over the last two months, if you recall.” “That time was enough?” “For us, yes.” A pause as he contemplates his next question; I believe I know what he is about to ask. “Will you bond with him?” I was correct. “Eventually, yes.” And, now he will ask… “Why not now?” Impatient to have your elder brother bonded, are we? Are you trying to have me wedded off this moment before the love of my life leaves the borders of my home? Are you trying to coerce me into going through the ritual now? Well, I can play this game too, brother dear. “Why ask why?” is all I say. I attempt, rather unsuccessfully, to hide my smile at his yelp of frustration; in the next flet, I sense my other brother hiding giggles of amusement at Haldir’s exasperation. He scowls at me as he crosses his legs, resting his elbows upon his knees and his chin upon his hands. He pouts in a manner reminiscent of when he was a child. I know this look well; Haldir is trying to make me feel guilty for winning his little game. But, I am too old to feel that guilt anymore. “We will bond in time,” I say. “Now is not that moment.” “Why not?” Is that concern in your voice I hear? I turn and look into his eyes and, yes, he is concerned for me. But, why? “Why do you wish me to be bonded to Elrohir this moment, gwanur?” He sighs and stretches out on the talan upon his back. Haldir’s hazel eyes are fixed on the sky above, and he remains quiet a moment as he thinks of what to say. “I just want you to be happy, is all. I’ve seen how you look at Elrohir; you always have such love for him, even before you became lovers. And, yet, in public you only refer to one another as friends though everyone knows what the two of you do when you are alone.” If he is attempting to make me blush, then he has succeeded for I feel a faint creeping of heat over my cheeks. In the next talan, Rumil listens intently to our conversation, but makes little noise. “We were friends before becoming lovers, Haldir.” “Were. You *were* friends; you are not any longer. We may be immortal, Orophin, but we aren’t getting younger. When was the last time you took on a lover before Elrohir? How many years?” “I don’t recall.” “Exactly!” He sits up and faces me, gazing deep into my eyes with his hazel pair, which seem to have turned green under the sunlight. “I know you are not like me, and have not had many partners. I have wondered why that is. I think I know now.” “Oh?” My curiosity is perked; my brother believes he knows me that well? “Aye. It is because you have been searching. You have been looking for someone to share your heart with, not your bed. You want someone to love and cherish, share your life with.” I am impressed. So, Haldir has been able to read my inner most wishes and desires. I never thought he would, but I say nothing as he continues. “I believe you’ve found that person in Elrohir, gwanur. You found him the day you met and became friends, but only recently have you come to realize this. And yet, I cannot understand why, after years of being lovers, you have not bonded with him yet.” “You are right,” I say after pausing for a few moments. “I have found what I was searching for. Now that I have, I see no hurry to bond with him. I am not our Lady, but I feel there are things that have yet to take place that might sunder our bond. I do not wish to bind myself to him only to have that tie torn apart. If this bond is to be, then the Valar will tell us when the time is appropriate.” “But, you do love him?” “Aye. That I do.” He seems relieved to hear my answers to his questions. I know he may think my ways unusual, perhaps unconventional, but he will not try to change me. I can feel Rumil smile, and that brings a smile to my face. “Now then,” I say, my smile broadening. “When will it be your time to bond, Haldir?” “Me? Bond?” Haldir seems stricken by the very idea of such a thing happening. Oh, I could tease him forever on this matter. “Why yes. I have Elrohir to bond to, and I suspect Rumil will choose Lindir when he is ready. So, all that leaves is you. Come now, brother dear, there must be someone who you wish to spend the rest of your eternity with.” “Are you mocking me?” His glare would be one to stop any normal Galadhrim in their tracks. But I am not any normal Galadhrim; I am his older brother. “Of course not, gwanur,” I say while trying to sound innocent. “Whatever gave you that idea? Now, who would be perfect for you?” “Orophin…” I ignore the warning in his voice, barely able to contain my grin of mirth. “The princess Nimriel is a wonderful lady, then of course there is the lady Arwen.” I smile at his scowl but brush aside the implications of such a look. “Or is it that you prefer male lovers? Perhaps the prince Arondil, or his brother Celeron? Someone with darker hair maybe. What about the advisor Erestor? I believe he will make a wonderful partner.” “Orophin!” “Calm now, Haldir. I am only trying to help.” The leaves to my right began to quiver as Rumil struggles to suppress his laughter. “You will be all alone once Rumil and I have bonded. So, tell me who you like and I shall try my best to match you two together.” “Celeborn will never accept that!” “Celeborn?” His eyes go wide as he realizes his slip of the tongue. “By the Valar, Haldir, have you been bedding our Lord?!” Laughter explodes next to us upon the revelation, and I am finding it difficult to contain my own giggles. Of course Rumil and I had known about our brother and Lord the entire time; we had stumbled upon them by accident, and were told by the Lady Galadriel that it was an arrangement between her and her husband when we thought to report to her. Haldir never knew that we knew and had tried to keep it a secret. Until now. “I…we…that is…you are impossible, gwanur!” I can help it no longer and burst out into hysterics as, blushing a deep crimson, Haldir exits the talan, growling as he hears Rumil joining in my laughter. Once on the ground, he stalks off but, in his embarrassment, he nearly trips over a root and elicits more laughter from us. It takes some time before the giggles die down and we are able to breathe normally again. I steal a glance at Rumil, who smiles and waves in return before continuing with his patrol. I remain on my talan for a while longer, catching a last glimpse of Elrohir before he clears the forest and makes for Imladris with his brother and friends. Indeed it may be years before I see him again, but I am content to know that we will reunite. I pull out the ring hanging about my neck, and watch as the sun glitters upon the band. Smiling, I replace the ring beneath my tunic and move to leave the flet to continue with my patrol. Yes, one day we will reunite. Until then, I get to think of the reunion to come…and tease my brother mercilessly as pay back. Oh, the joys of being the eldest. Translations: Gwanur-Brother Chapter 9: After So Long Summary: Years have passed, the ring is destroyed, Elessar is on the throne of Gondor with his new elven wife. Elrohir is given one last chance to see Orophin before the Galadrim departs over sea (slash). Many times had he ridden to Imladris, but always with the intent of returning to his home. Over the years, he had carried messages to the lord of the valley or accompanied his Lord and Lady for some formal function or another. Sometimes he came alone or in the company of his brothers just for some time off. Within a few weeks of arriving, he would be turning around and riding back in the direction he had come. Alas, this ride would not make a complete circle; he would be leaving Lothlorien, his home for centuries, and would not return. It would be the last time he would see Imladris as well, yet he hoped it would not be the last he saw of his lover too. Orophin pulled the hood of his cloak a little lower about his face as the large party from Lorien entered the borders of the valley dwelling just as early evening set in. He wanted to see Elrohir so badly, but was half afraid of meeting the half-elf. The Galadhrim knew of the decision the Peredhil had to make now that Elrond was leaving Middle-earth. Elladan had already told Legolas of the choice he and his brother had made, but Elrohir had not had the chance to speak of the matter to him. Orophin regretted not having the time to speak with his lover in Minas Tirith during Arwen’s wedding to Aragorn; there was little he could do about that now except wonder what Elrohir had decided. Would he sail to the Undying Lands when he was ready? Or would he forever remain in Middle-earth to eventually pass away? Orophin hoped he would choose the first as the party drew ever closer to the manor. “What troubles you?” He turned to the voice and found Rumil eyeing him from behind his own cloak. “You seemed worried about something. Is it Elrohir?” “Aye,” Orophin replied with a small sigh. “But do not trouble yourself over the matter, gwanur.” “You are afraid of his decision.” /How wise of you, gwanur. Perhaps, at least to you and Haldir, my feelings are not so hidden./ “Aye, I am a little worried.” Rumil reached over, placing a comforting hand upon his brother’s arm. Orophin smiled at the small amount of contact as he covered his brother’s hand and gave it a light squeeze. “He loves you, Orophin. Whatever his decision, knowing that should be enough.” Rumil had become rather wise over the years; Orophin wondered if that was due to Lindir’s influence. Whatever the case, he was glad for the words that lightened his heart, even if only by a little. “Diola lle, Rumil.” The brothers exchanged smiles before quietly following the rest of the party in passing the arched gateway of Imladris. ~~~~~~~~~~ /Here they come. How many will be left with Ata’da when the party leaves? Not many it seems./ Elrohir was feeling nervous as he observed approaching party from Lorien, the fading sunlight shimmering off of his dark hair as he stood upon a balcony, overlooking the road to the Last Homely House. So many events had happened in the last few months that everything had been a blur. He was looking forward to greeting his friends from the Golden Wood, but at the same time he was saddened to see them, for Elrohir knew their final destination was the Grey Havens. It was a place he was not yet ready to journey to. His heart skipped a beat as his stormy gray eyes picked out one familiar silvery head from all the rest. Orophin had removed his hood as the party passed the arched gateway of Imladris, the sunlight glittering off of his hair. Elrohir watched as his father, accompanied by his seneschals, Elladan and Lindir, greeted Galadriel and the Galadhrim traveling with her. As the party dismounted from the steeds they had been riding, Lindir graced Haldir’s youngest brother with a brilliant smile and a warm embrace; they would be traveling together in two days time. Elladan took the chance to speak with Haldir, the former March Warden inquiring of news from Ithilien and its princes. The eldest twin was more than happy to provide the information, and the pair made off for a place to talk. That left Orophin alone with the rest of the unpacking party. Elrohir debated on whether or not to go down and greet his lover, but decided against it for now. He would find a more appropriate time for a reunion, preferably a time in private. Elrohir had been so lost in his thoughts for the last few moments that he completely missed the pair of blue eyes that lovingly fixed themselves upon his person. He was startled out of his reverie upon receiving the feeling of being watched before gray orbs returned the stare. Orophin smiled and signaled for him to stay before exchanging a few words with another Galadhrim and disappearing into the manor. Elrohir could feel his heart beating faster as he heard the footsteps made by soft booted feet drawing closer to his balcony perch. At long last, the door to the room opened, a lean form slipped in and wrapped itself lovingly around Elrohir’s person. “Lirimaer, I’ve missed you.” “A’maelamin…” He turned in the embrace to share a tender kiss with the one he loved so much. As they broke for air some moments later, Elrohir leaned his head against Orophin’s shoulder, a soft blush staining his cheeks as he wrapped a strand of silvery hair around his finger. A pang of sadness suddenly overcame him; Orophin sensed the slight change in his loved one. “What is it?” Elrohir sighed deeply, attempting to bury himself deeper within the warmth of the Galadhrim before he ventured a reply. “You will leave in three days.” “Will you not come with me?” Orophin felt his heart wrench when Elrohir shook his head. “I have things to do here; my tasks are not yet completed. I cannot leave my home…not yet.” “Yet?” He couldn’t stop the hope from sounding in his voice; Elrohir had said ‘yet.’ Orophin wondered if that meant the Peredhel still planned on venturing to Valinor. He waited patiently for the answer even though each passing second felt agonizingly slow. “Elladan and I had a talk while we were traveling to Rohan before Pelennor Fields. It was a long talk, lasting most of the ride. We debated things, reconsidered our decisions…and then we decided.” Gray eyes lifted to meet blue as Elrohir voiced his next words in a whisper. “We chose to be immortal.” The twin smiled faintly at the soft sigh Orophin uttered. “But we cannot leave Middle-earth yet.” “You will eventually?” “Aye, when we feel our work here is done. Elladan and I must look after Imladris for some years more. He will not leave until Legolas is ready to sail. And I cannot leave my brother alone.” He paused, collecting his thoughts while leaning his forehead against Orophin’s neck. “This is so difficult for me.” “Lirimaer?” When he received no answer, Orophin gently placed two fingers beneath a smooth chin, lifting Elrohir’s head until their eyes met. “What is so difficult for you?” “This decision my brother and I have made. Elladan does not have anything to worry about. Though they are far apart, Legolas is still residing on Middle-earth; they may see each other whenever they wish. But you…you will sail in three days time. You will sail, and I will remain here. How long must I wait before I can see you again?” Tears began to well up in the stormy orbs as a rush of emotions began to overwhelm his body. “How many years will pass before I can see you again? I’ve waited so long already, I do not know if my heart will endure it any longer.” “Lirimaer…” Orophin pulled him closer as Elrohir’s tears began to flow freely. He hated seeing his lover cry, but could understand the emotional turmoil he was going through. The Galadhrim was comforted that Elrohir would eventually sail over the sea, but what would happen in the meantime? Years would pass; would they take on new lovers? Orophin knew they would not, but how would the years change them? He too was afraid of the answer. “Hush now, lirimaer,” Orophin soothed while running gentle hands through raven locks. “We still have three days together. Let us make the most of them.” Elrohir nodded as he lifted his head and wiped the tears away. A smile graced his face as he felt a tender kiss being placed upon his lips before Orophin took his hand and led him away from the balcony. His lover was right, they still had three days left together. They would be the last days the pair would have together in a long time. The Peredhel was determined to make the most of them. ~~~~~~~~~~ The stars shone brightly overhead, brighter than they have ever been in the last few years. They twinkled and danced among the dark, clear sky as if to both bid farewell to the elves departing and welcome them to their new home. As always, one star in particular outshined all the others. Eärendil illuminated the valley dwelling, brightening a path for a pair of lovers who walked the banks of the Bruinen hand-in-hand. “Do you fear tomorrow?” “Nay, I do not fear it. I wish it would not come, but I do not fear it.” “We will be together again. It will be some time before that moment comes to pass. But, it will come.” “I know. I look forward to it.” Elrohir ceased his walk as he turned and wrapped his arms about the slender waist of his lover, leaning his head upon a shoulder. Orophin smiled, pulling him a little closer and laying a kiss upon the raven crown. They fell silent as they remained in one another’s embrace, the stars shining off of their hair and the river creating a light, misty spray about them. After a time, Orophin spoke again. “Elrohir?” “Hm?” “I would bind myself to you now, before I leave this land.” Gray eyes widened as Elrohir gazed up at his lover. Hope and loved shined in his eyes, the barest of smiles upon his lips. “Now?” Orophin nodded before embracing the twin tightly. Elrohir closed his eyes, sighing in contentment. Slowly he reached inside his tunic and retrieved his ring, Orophin copying his movements. The Galadhrim reached beneath raven hair, unclasping the silver chain and cradling Elrohir’s ring in his palm; his other hand took hold of the twin’s left. He looked upon the twin with a great deal of love when Elrohir took his own ring and waited. “I, Orophin of Lorien, bind myself to you, Elrohir Peredhel. I take you to be my chosen partner in life. I will wait for you in Valinor until the day you arrive to be with me forever.” Elrohir blushed faintly as he felt the cool circlet being slipping onto his left ring finger. He gently returned the kiss placed upon his lips before it was his turn. “I, Elrohir Peredhel, who has chosen to be accounted among the Firstborn, bind myself to you, Orophin of Lorien. You will forever have my heart, and I will make my way to you with the utmost speed when I am able.” He smiled as he slipped the ring onto his lover’s finger before their eyes locked. Their next words were spoken together, in a near whisper meant only for their ears and the stars above that took witness to their joining. “Im mela lle. Ilyamenie.” Each sighed blissfully as they felt a surge of warmth and love envelop them as the Valar blessed their match and sealed their union. As they joined for a kiss filled with their love for another, the stars brightened together in a warm glow; all those in Imladris who witnessed the change in the sky knew a bond had been formed and smiled at the happy thought. “Come,” Orophin said, tugging Elrohir into the surrounding woods. “Let us make the most of this night together. In the morning, we shall say good-bye with love in our hearts.” The twin smiled and nodded, allowing himself to be led into the trees. It took only a few moments before the Galadhrim found the spot he wanted. He had visited Imladris many times in the past, and had found the small meadow-like space during one of his first visits. It was large enough for three people to lie down in comfortably, and afforded a magnificent view of the sky. No paths led to it, so it was assumed few knew of the spot. Orophin loved it immensely; lying down in the grass reminded him of his talan in Lorien with its similarly majestic view of the stars. “I have never been here before,” Elrohir commented, gazing in wonder at the small meadow. “I don’t know how I could have missed it. Elladan and I explored the entire valley during our childhood.” “The surrounding trees are rather thick in this area. Even an elf could easily miss this place.” “I am glad you have brought me here then. When I am lonely in the coming years, I can come here and think of you.” Orophin smiled, drawing his bonded closer to share a kiss. He slowly drew his tongue over Elrohir’s bottom lip and delighted in the twin’s moans. Together they knelt then laid in the soft carpet of grass, Orophin’s body a pleasant weight upon Elrohir’s. Hands roamed familiar curves and plains through tunics and leggings before impatient fingers undid clasps and lacings, throwing the garments carelessly aside. The cool night air caressed their heated skin as eyes darkened with lust and love. “A’maelamin?” Elrohir’s voice sounded hitched as he spoke, arms tightly wound around his lover’s chest. “Lirimaer?” Orophin raised himself upon his elbows slightly, gazing down at the flushed face of his lover, one hand tentatively brushing aside a dark lock. “I need you. I need you now.” “But…” “Now, please.” The Galadhrim nodded once before raising a hand, dipping two fingers into the dark-haired elf’s mouth. Elrohir eagerly took them in, sucking on the digits lightly and playing with the finger pads with his tongue. Orophin grit his teeth as he became painfully hard just watching the sensual movements of his love’s tongue. He removed his fingers, replacing them with him lips and tongue while his hand made busy, seeking out his lover’s entrance. Elrohir moaned into the kiss as he felt himself being prepared; even in his frenzied need, he was glad Orophin was taking the time to ensure he wasn’t hurt. The slowness of their moves was started to wear on him; Orophin easily understood why Elrohir was so impatient to be claimed. The twin needed to know he was loved, needed to know he would always be loved, rather than relish in the sensual dance of their love making. Using his own pre-ejaculate, Orophin quickly slicked himself before slowly pressing through the entrance of his lover. Elrohir’s head fell back, hair spraying around in the grass in dark waves, a silent scream of pleasure leaving his lips. He pushed against his lover as Orophin began to move, stars dancing in both of their eyes at the intensity of their joining. Fingers interlaced, palms pressing together as Orophin leaned forward to claim another kiss, his hair creating a silvery curtain about their faces. As one they came, shuttering as their spilled their seeds. Feeling suddenly drained, Orophin fell forward, his head pillowed against Elrohir’s chest, the twin’s arms wrapping around him as gentle hands stroked his hair and back. “I will miss this,” Elrohir whispered, gently kissing a pointed ear. “I will miss the feeling of holding you and being held by you. I will miss you.” “And I you. But we will be together in the end.” Orophin tilted his head slightly to gaze into stormy eyes sparkling with love. “We are bonded now. We will always be together, and when we are not, we will find our ways back to one another.” Elrohir smiled, cupping his lover’s face in his hands and drawing them close for another kiss. The stars overhead twinkled, watching out for the lovers, promising in silence to keep them each safe until they would be reunited. ~~~~~~~~~~ He asked me this morning if I would accompany him to the shores, but I could not. I know that if I see the Sea, I will be compelled to go with him to Valinor; that is something I cannot do yet. Elladan and I are lords of Imladris now that Ada is sailing. My brother will not leave until Legolas is ready, and I cannot leave him alone. We also promised Arwen we would be with her until Estel passes; we must keep to our word. I do not know how many years will pass before I do make my way to the Grey Havens. I can only hope the time will pass quickly. In the midst of the riding party, I see him turn. Orophin, a’maelamin, I miss you already. You catch my eye, and I return your smile. Your smile is bittersweet, and I know mine is the same. We are bonded, our hearts pledged to one another for the rest of our time. Yet now we must part for a while, not knowing when we will be together again. Fear not, melme; I will always be true to you. I twist the band upon my finger as he turns and leaves through the gateway. Was this how Elladan felt when Legolas left for the quest with the Fellowship? Hollow yet whole? Your heart light and heavy at the same time? It is an odd feeling I must admit. “He loves you, gwanur,” a voice says from my elbow. I turn to find myself facing my mirror, who offers me an encouraging smile. “He loves you as much as you love him. And he is also a Galadhrim; Orophin will never betray your love.” “Aye, I know.” Elladan leans over, offering me a brotherly kiss upon my cheek before turning away and entering the house as the last of the party leaves. I watch them go, watch as they make their way down the paths that lead to the manor. Even with his hood on, I can still pick out Orophin from the rest. I wait until they are out of sight before entering the half-empty house. One day, I will be making that same journey. I smile as I think about that day and go about my new duties. /I look forward to meeting you again, a’maelamin./ Translations: Gwanur-Brother Diola lle-Thank you Ata’da-Grandfather Lirimaer-Lovely one A’maelamin-My beloved Im mela lle-I love you Ilyamenie-Always Ada-Father Melme-Love Chapter 10: Blessing of the Valar Summary: Arriving in Valinor with his brother and the rest of the elven company, Elrohir ponders what awaits him and is given a pleasant surprise (slash). The warm, salty air felt refreshing against his face as he leaned against the boat and watched the waters of the Sea sail by. It seemed to Elrohir that the water stretched for miles; Middle-earth was long behind them and Valinor was somewhere up ahead. The young Peredhel trusted the skills of the shipwright. He was more than confident that Círdan would get them to the Undying Lands with speed and in safety. His heart fluttered as the white ship pressed onwards. It had been ages since he was an elfling, and yet here he was feeling like a two-hundred-year-old again. Elrohir wondered about the land he had called home for so many years. Questions flew through his mind, replaced with new questions before answers could be formulated or found. How was Arwen faring now that she alone of their family remained? Would the handful of elves that stayed behind join them in time? How would Middle-earth change over the years? Questions, questions and more questions wound their way into Elrohir’s mind, making him suddenly feel exhausted and his limbs heavy. Yet there was nothing that could make the happy feeling that had embedded itself into his person go away; Elrohir was going home, to where his real home was. He was going to his lover. “Careful, pen-neth,” a kind voice said from his elbow. “Lean over any further and I’m afraid we’ll have to cast a net and drag you back into the ship like this morning’s breakfast.” “Círdan,” Elrohir greeted with a warm smile upon his face. The shipwright returned his smile, his gray-blue eyes sparkling. The Peredhel eyed him for a moment, marveling at the white beard the other elf sported, the only one of their kind to have such facial hair. The Teleri elf was kind and much loved among his own people and the other groups of elves. It was he who had come for Elrohir and the others when Estel passed away. “Excited to be going to where your true home is?” Círdan asked. Elrohir’s eyes sparkled at his words, though he wondered exactly what the other elf meant. “Aye. I miss Ada and Nana, Glorfindel and Erestor, grandmother and everyone else.” “Ah, but there is another you miss the most.” Círdan smiled at the light blush that began to stain Elrohir’s cheeks as the younger elf nervously twisted the band of mithril upon his left ring finger. “I see that I am correct. How long has it been? I dare say it has been a long time.” Elrohir nodded. “One hundred and twenty years.” “Ah, I see I am correct again.” “I’ve thought about him everyday since he left. Some nights I lie awake thinking of the times we had together. The longest we’ve ever been apart before was five years. One hundred and twenty is so short a time for an elf, and yet it felt like forever to me.” “That is because you are in love, and are loved in return, pen-neth. I am surprised you were not melancholy all these years.” Elrohir laughed at his words as a strong gust of wind caught their hair, raven and silver strands waving wildly about in the air. “Oh, but I was. I missed him terribly all these years. My heart would ease now and again seeing my brother with Legolas; they reminded me a lot of what Orophin and I share. And the visits to Minas Tirith were especially helpful. My sister refused to let me wander her halls in a daze and would always find ways to entertain me when I seemed to be feeling a bit down. My nephew and nieces also kept me busy to the point that I hardly had time to think about the separation.” The Peredhel smiled faintly as he paused for a thought. “I shall miss the family I still have in Middle-earth. But, I feel that I am going where I belong. I couldn’t be more happy.” Círdan smiled, patting the younger elf’s shoulder affectionately before pointing off into the distance. “We are almost there.” Elrohir turned and followed the shipwright’s finger with his gaze. There, in the far distance, his elvish eyes picked up a spot of land in the Sea. The land itself seemed to be shimmering with a light brighter than that of either Anor or Ithil. Overhead, the look-out also spotted the land and gave out a shout; from the lower decks, elves came forward to catch a view of the land that was to be their new home for the rest of eternity. Elrohir smiled upon seeing his twin, Legolas and Gimli come forth and marvel at the land; the Dwarf seemed especially touched to see it, the first of his kind to see the land of the Valar. /It is home. We are home./ ~~~~~~~~~~ “There! In the distance!” Light twinkled in Lindir’s green eyes as the former minstrel of Imladris caught the first sight of the white ship nearing the coast. Hundreds of elves had gathered to welcome their brethren, the recent arrivals from Middle-earth. Among them was the House of Elrond, there to welcome the elven-lord’s sons, and with them was the household of the King of Mirkwood; Thranduil had left sometime after Celeborn made for Imladris, and was now awaiting the arrival of his last child. And, of course, the Lady Galadriel was there to welcome the last of her people to the eternal shores. One stood apart from them, lingering on the edge of the woods that bordered the shores of Valinor. Patience had always been his virtue; there was very little to cause him to hurry or speed up his actions. He awaited one upon the ship, and would wait until he had greeted his family and friends. And, when he had, only then would Orophin step forward and greet his beloved. He felt nervous, and wondered if Elrohir had felt the same. For years the Galadhrim had wandered the lands of Valinor, settling in the forest that separated Manwe and Lorien’s lands. Most of the people of Lothlorien and Mirkwood had made their homes there; those of Imladris stayed close by their kinsmen while Círdan’s people had settled near the shores. The Wandering Company had taken to wandering the Undying Lands as they had in Middle-earth, but they always stayed close to their kindred. And Frodo and Bilbo, the two dear little Hobbits that had taken on the harsh task of a Ringbearer, once restored to their youth and health by the grace of the Valar had settled down with the members of Elrond’s house; they often visited the other companies and were found many times in the company of Mithrandir. Orophin felt at home in Valinor, much like he had felt at home in Lorien. But, there was something always missing in his life. His brothers could see it, indeed nearly everyone could observe the slight diminishing of the light in his eyes. They all knew what it meant, that part of his soul had stayed in the lands of his birth. The light had recently returned, however, and that brought about good news for the Firstborn. It brought the news that more of their kindred was returning home. “You can step a little closer, you know,” a voice sounded from Orophin’s right. He turned to view his brothers eyeing him. Sighing softly, he turned blue eyes back to the Sea and fixed them upon the ship swiftly approaching the shore. “I am not the first people he needs to greet when he arrives.” “No,” Haldir said. “But you are the one he wants to see the most.” “His family…” “Will understand,” Rumil finished. “They know his mind and