Title: And He Will… Author: Piper Email: imladris_orphan@hotmail.com Rated: NC-17 Genre: Slight AU, Angst, Romance Pairing: Glorfindel/Elrond Summary: Glorfindel returns to middle earth as a young Elrond and Elros approach their majority and the biggest decision of their lives. The task appointed to the ancient elf of Gondolin does not seem too difficult as he is whisked from Mandos Halls, back into the world of the living. Serve the High King of the Noldor…and his heir, should he continue to have one after the Peredhils’ decisions are made. Relatively simple. What the Eldar did not count on? Falling in love….with a half-elf. Warning: SLASH, graphic sex, implied rape Disclaimer: Sucks to be me. Don’t own em. A part of this story is inspired by the fic “Waking” by CJK. It’s similar, but I made great pains to make sure it wasn’t too similar. Just the initial ‘waking’ and the general idea is the same. Tell me if I’m wrong, cause I encourage you to read that fic. It’s very good. Characters: Gil-Galad, Cirdan, Elrond, Elros, Glorfindel, Erestor, Estel Other Characters: Sare Author’s note: Huiwaa (Night Wind) ~~~~ Prologue Gil-Galad smiled sadly, gazing at the many pictures spread across the desk in his study. So many years, so many memories…yet now it all seemed so short a time, too short a time. His boys were all grown up now…well, nearly. Only a few months left till they reached their majority. How they had grown, too. From the tiny, weak, malnourished tots, all of seven winters that he’d found all those years ago, to the tall, strong and exquisitely beautiful young half elves he’d come to love as his own sons. Cousins they truly were, but he had raised them up, with the help of his own foster father, Cirdan, and they were if nothing else, sons of his heart. Though identical in looks with their bright pewter/silver colored eyes, and dark ebony colored hair, his boys were as different as night and day. However, he loved them both as much as they loved him, and each other. …They’d been inseparable since birth… Gil-Galad frowned. That fact both pleased and frightened him. They’d always been there for each other, looked out for each other. So if one made the decision to…remain…the other would as well. However, by the same token, they could both leave…but would one allow their loyalty to the other, their love of the other, rule his entire future? Would their love of him come into play? Ai, this was pure torture. The children had been gone for nearly a year. Much to his kingdoms dismay, they had returned to Himring, to keep a promise to the elf-lord who had saved them from death, and cared for them until his own love of them allowed their release, and the High King’s consequential finding of his long lost heirs. Only four years did Lord Maglor and his elder brother Maehdros have the twin sons of Earendiel, but in those four years, he taught them much, loved them much, and they him in return. Little love they had for Maehdros, Elrond the least, and Gil-Galad always wearily wondered why, from the youngster’s nervous habits and fear of trusting. Long did it take him to win over the quieter, wiser twin, but at great reward. For upon the youngster coming out of his shell, so to speak, Gil-Galad was blessed with a curious, affectionate and playful child. Elros was the rowdier of the two, he loved playing battle games, rough housing with his brother and chatting with anyone and everyone who would listen. Elrond preferred reading books, learning new things, being with horses and cuddling with his king…gentle games of tickling permitted. Yes, they were very different, destined for different things, but both had good hearts. They were kind, compassionate and fiercely loyal to their loved ones…for the few they had in the beginning, the twins were now much loved by the king’s people, and they in turn loved them. The whole city was waiting with baited breath for their beloved Peredhil’s decision. They were expected to return within a fortnight, decision made. …Whether they chose to be counted among the Eldar…or the Edain. Chapter 1 The High King shook his head in wonder. “Were you not before my very eyes, I would not believe it. Glorfindel of Gondolin. Mighty warrior and Balrog slayer. You have returned to us, old friend.” “Indeed, Sire.” “…why?” Glorfindel smiled. “The Valar will it. They granted me back my life on Middle Earth in return for my service and guardianship of your house. You and your heirs.” At this, the King’s face darkened. “That is if I have any heirs. You are aware of the decision my foster sons are soon to make…if they have not already.” “I was told of it, yes. You are truly concerned they will not choose the way of the Eldar?” Gil-Galad sighed, leaning back in his chair, looking out the window of his study toward the sea. “If I know my boys, and I believe I do…Elrond would very well choose to be of the Eldar. He has an insatiable curiosity that a mere century would not satisfy. There is much he wants to learn…he wishes to be a teacher, a healer…a master of both. He very well could be, would be…the very best…he’s a clever lad…but as I greatly love him and his brother, they greatly love each other as well. The bond of twins is something we cannot understand. Tis a special thing. I can not decide what terrifies me more. Losing them both, or losing one and watching the other have half his soul ripped away…if he survived.” “So, you don’t believe the other…what is his name?” “Elros…” “Elros…you do not believe he would choose to be Eldar.” Gil-Galad sighed once again, rubbing a hand across his forehead. “Despite their bond, and their equally good hearts, they are quite different. While Elrond is curious and intellectual…not that Elros isn’t bright of course…Elros is more…reckless…fearless, enjoys creating battle strategy…he likes to live in the moment. Treat life like each day could be his last.” “Very human.” “Indeed. Though Elrond is fond of humans as well, Elros has great love and interest in them. He often goes off with our human allies for hunts and other such things. He would be a great leader among them. He admires the valor of ones with such fragile lives.” “Bravery that matches his own?” “Well yes, but don’t get me wrong. Elrond is quite brave, *quite* selfless. He was the most malnourished when I found them as children. I learned not much later that it was because he gave up many of his rations to his brother…without telling him of course. No, Elrond is fearless as well, but he is not so reckless, he does not look for trouble…though it often finds him. He would rather end things peacefully than fight, but he can fight just as well, in some ways better than his brother, if only because, as I said, he is less reckless. He uses skill over brute force and quick reflexes.” “They sound like quite the pair.” Glorfindel observed, swirling his glass of minuvor, a quirk of a smile on his lips. The King chuckled. “Indeed. Yes, Lord Glorfindel, I do believe you’ll like them. There are few who do not. They are an…interesting…and wonderful mix of Elf and Man. Quite exquisite to look upon. Both are tall, similar in looks, but the best way to tell them apart is Elros is slightly broader, and his nose is slightly crooked…” At this Gil- Galad smiled with a shake of his head. “He had wanted to prove he could steer a ship on his own. Beam swung around and broke his nose.” Glorfindel winced and chuckled. Yes, he certainly was looking forward to meeting the infamous pair. Chapter 2 Two nights later, he did. He was sitting in the library catching up on the events he had missed during his time with Mandos, when he heard shouting from the streets below. Cheerful shouting, rejoicing…the twins were home. Glorfindel had been surprised, weary, but admittedly impressed upon learning of the young ones’ journey to see the elf that had helped in the massacre of their people. But he had to grudgingly accept, as it appeared the High King had, that Maglor had won a place in the boys’ heart. He had obviously (though no doubt, having not counted on it) loved the Peredhil, and taken good care of them. Of his love, he had released them, without his brother’s knowledge. He had bid the boys to one day return when it was safe, just so he would know they could, that they were happy, and that maybe, just maybe, they forgave him. They did. /They are as compassionate as the King has said./ He shook his head, not imagining he could have forgiven so easily. /It must be their man blood. Life is too short for men to hold such grudges…even half men./ Erestor, an apprentice advisor to the king, and a dear friend of the twins came walking quickly into the library, a grin barely suppressed on his young face. His light brown hair was slightly tousled, obviously he had run down the corridor before adopting a more placid pace before the mighty elf lord. “Milord, the young lords have returned home. The king wishes for you to meet him at the palace gates to greet them.” “Of course,” Glorfindel replied easily, smiling inwardly at the ever present, though well hidden, suspicious gleam in the youngster’s eyes. Though around about the twins’ age, the young elf was exceedingly mature for his age, and in Glorfindel’s opinion, a tad too serious. He was also very protective of his king, the twins and fellow palace help. Erestor didn’t trust this blonde elf that had come back from the dead. That alone was strange, let alone the fact that Glorfindel was admittedly arrogant for an elf and slightly…unorthodox and…informal. Though he let the Elf Lord know his displeasure in subtle ways, the youngster was careful to keep his countenance respectful. He was still a legendary warrior and lord, and Erestor prided himself on his control and formality. Elrond often nearly had to beat it into his friend’s head not to call him “milord”. With a slight nod, Erestor was gone, no doubt hurrying down to the gates himself, very much having missed his friends. Glorfindel indeed arrived to find Erestor not far from the king’s side, waiting patiently for the gates to open. Gil- Galad bid Glorfindel to his left side, and the elf lord complied, being slightly behind the High King. The gates were opening and Glorfindel raised his eyes as two horses, one black, one bay, both carrying a rider identical to the other, entered into the court. The twins dismounted simultaneously, and all but the king, bowed slightly in respect to the young lords. They in turn, dropped to one knee, bowing to their king before he stepped forward and pulled them up together, his embrace encompassing them both. They embraced him back, happy smiles on their tired faces. “I’ve missed you,” he whispered, before pulling back and saying in a clear voice. “Welcome home.” There was a sudden rising of voices, welcoming them back. They smiled at their small audience within the gates, pleased to see their friends again, but they had greatly missed the elf that had been their father since their toddling days and quickly returned their attention to him. “We missed you too-“ “-Ada. How fare you? Where-“ “-is Cirdan? Didn’t he miss us?” The two often finished each others sentences, and several decades of this had caused the king to grow accustomed and he barely blinked. “He missed you greatly, but he had some young sailors he needed to go through some more training with. He will be back in time for dinner.” “Good. How is everyone-“ “-else? Sare? Erestor? Who’s-“ “that?” Elrond finished, his eyes having caught the blonde beauty who had been standing on his Ada’s left. The blonde held his gaze, something in the Eldar’s eyes puzzling the quieter twin. He didn’t have time to ponder as Erestor and Sare, having heard their names, approached. “As you can see, Sare and Erestor are quite well, possibly even happy to see you.” Sare lightly slapped her king’s arm, as she was of the few who could do so, having been the king’s own nanny when he had come to live with Cirdan. “Just ignore him, my babies. We’re ecstatic to see you, aren’t we Erestor?” Elros blushed at Sare’s words, but Elrond was too busy hugging his friend to care. “Hullo, Estor. How are things? Lots for you to catch Ros and I up on.” Erestor smiled, returning the hug. “Tons.” “Good. We’ll chat after dinner.” Erestor nodded, stepping back behind his king, as did Sare after greeting both boys with a hug and kiss. “And as for “who’s that”,” the king continued, eyeing the boys reproachfully for their slightly rude (unintentionally of course), inquiry. Even Elrond had the grace to blush this time, as his gaze was once again focused on the golden haired elf before him. The elf in question took his cue to step forward, finally tearing his gaze away from Elrond, as it hadn’t left since the moment the youngsters had dismounted. “Boys…you both may know of him, you Elrond I am certain will, this is Lord Glorfindel of Gondolin. He has come to stay with us…indefinitely.” Elrond’s face was filled with wonder…if a little suspicion. Elros was ready to be impressed, but he was still skeptical. “Aren’t you dead?” There was a cough of laughter, likely emanating from Sare or the butler. Gil-Galad fought the urge to roll his eyes, pursing his lips. “He was, Elros…but he’s not anymore.” Before Elros could reply, Elrond tilted his head in a way Glorfindel found most endearing and asked. “Why?” Glorfindel locked eyes with the youth who had instantly caught his interest. “The Valar wished for me to serve the high king and…his heirs.” Elrond brow furrowed. “Forgive me for sounding like a five year old, but…why?” Gil-Galad chuckled, and Glorfindel’s smile widened. “Apparently you’re all quite special.” Still not understanding, he was set to question more, but Elrond’s dignity would not allow it, for what else was there to ask but… why? Why were they special? And how did the Valar know that the king would even have heirs. No one but he, Ros and Maglor knew of their decisions. This thought caused Elrond’s eyes to drop and he sighed. Of course the Valar were far seeing. They knew. Gil-Galad looked immediately concerned at his foster sons sudden mood change. “El?” Elrond forced a smile on his face for his father’s sake. “Nothing, Ada. I’m just tired. Can Ros and I retire to our chambers?” Still concerned, but understanding now was not the time, Gil-Galad nodded. “I’ll come by in a few hours to wake you for dinner.” “Thank you, Adar.” With a kiss to both sons’ foreheads, Gil-Galad gestured for Sare, Erestor and Glorfindel to follow him toward the kitchens, while the boys helped the help take their things to their rooms. As they entered the palace doors, the twins shared a look. In a few hours, their world would change forever. Chapter 3 Gil-Galad sighed upon entering Elrond’s room. The young half-elf had made his decision, the king could tell. The youngster was perched on the window sill, one leg dangling down over the outer side. Often he would find the melancholy twin perched precariously, pondering something of great importance, and scaring his foster father witless. Even a full blooded elf would not survive the fall from the boys’ tower rooms. “El, please get down from there…and tell me. I can wait no longer.” Elrond, having heard his Ada enter, smiled sadly, turning to look at the older elf. Memories of his childhood rushed at him at his foster father’s words. Many a times had he heard those exact words…almost exactly. Yes, he had decided. It had been the most painful decision of his life. Now to tell his Ada. He had to tell someone. For he and Ros, having talked long on the journey to Himring, had come to a decision and told Maglor, together, a few days into their stay. Elrond had remained quiet, unable to voice his grief to the only other elf besides his brother, foster father, or Cirdan that he trusted, for fear of upsetting his brother. And when he had been alone with Maglor, he did not wish to ruin their brief, but joyous time together. He had missed his old caretaker’s songs, stories and gentle smile. Now, with the one elf who could (if not fully, at least partially) understand his grief, he allowed the tears to well up in his eyes. Gil-Galad’s stomach lurched. His El did not cry. So it was as he had somewhat hoped and somewhat feared. His biggest hope, he had ultimately known to be the most unlikely; that both would decide to be of the Eldar. His second had been that one would remain, rather than both being numbered among Edain. He had been unsure of the outcome, wondering how their bond would come into play. Now he knew. Yes, he knew. Elrond would, as he had suspected, be among the Eldar, and Elros…would not. For only the imminent loss of his brother would bring such grief to those bright, jewel-like eyes. Elrond saw the understanding in his foster father’s eyes. He knew the older elf knew he and his brother well enough to understand from his look alone what decisions they had made. He slipped down from his perch, a sob forming in his throat as the King’s eyes filled and he gathered the younger elf into his arms. No words were spoken, for none were needed. Everything was as it was. Elrond would live, and Elros, eventually would die. Elrond was Gil-Galad’s heir, and Elros would be a leader among men. A King if he so wished. “He does,” Elrond whispered into his Ada’s shoulder, knowing his fathers thoughts. “He will be a great king,” Gil-Galad returned just as quietly. “I know. But it hurts. I don’t want him to die.” “Neither do I, but he still has many years.” Elrond sniffed. “We don’t know that…he could get…sick…” Yes, he could. The thought terrified the King, as he knew it did the youngster in his arms. “Oh El…I don’t know what to say. Tis your brother’s choice.” “You knew he would decide such, didn’t you?” “…just as you did. Just as he and I knew what your decision would be. I held hope that you would both remain, but very little. Your brother is very different from you, but no less bright, no less special.” “*He* is special, not I. He is braver than I, taking the life of mortals.” Gil-Galad blinked back tears. “Bravery has nothing to do with it. I know you did not make your decision based on fear of death, El.” Elrond sighed. No, he hadn’t, but it still felt strange. “Do you think the Valar know?” “They know.” Both foster father and son turned at the new, but familiar voice. A misty eyed Cirdan stood in the doorway, followed by a freely weeping Elros. “The Valar came to me at sea, told me of the decisions and brought me, somewhat happy tidings. For the valor of his parents, himself, and his brother…Elros has been granted a longer lifespan than other mortals. 500 years. Also, it has been foreseen that upon reaching his majority he will become King of Numenor. A King of Men.” Gil-Galad and Elrond were glad at this, but still their eyes showed great sadness as they looked upon Elros, who without a word, pulled Cirdan along. The four, who had been a family for many years, stood together embracing, knowing their life was now forever changed, but determined to acknowledge the love that would never fade. Chapter 4 He was breathtaking, that’s all there was to it. Elrond, son of Earendiel, foster son of the High King Gil-Galad, was…beyond words, really. He stole all word, breath and thought away. For the brief moment that his eyes weren’t on the youngster, Glorfindel had noticed the crowds appreciating both youngsters, but yes, especially Elrond. Why? They were twins…but Glorfindel saw it too. Besides, Elros being broader, and his nose, yes, slightly crooked, though not very noticeable, there was just a difference to them that was undeniable. Something that apparently came from age, from maturity…it was unexplainable, but unmistakable. Elrond Half-Eleven was something else, with his dark, twilight hued hair, pewter/silver eyes, bright as the light of the silmarils, and his dark skin. Darker than most elves, it was olive toned, from the man blood flowing through his veins and his face was of stronger structure than most elves. He was tall though, as elves are, slim as well, yet broader than most, beaten only by Gil-Galad, his brother and Glorfindel himself. His skin appeared still as smooth, and his hair as silky as an elf’s. He was indeed a magnificent mix of both races. Incredible. Glorfindel had never been so attracted to another being. He’d had several loves before, male and female, for he loved to work his charm, and always had his way. He was also a glorious elf, with his lustrious golden hair, soft but intense blue eyes, and his creamy flawless skin. But even he was not worthy of the beauty of the creature that had stood before him. And it seemed everyone recognized this beauty, except the beauty himself. Just looking at him, observing his manner, Glorfindel could tell. He was the epitome of humbleness, of modesty. He even appeared a mite shy. Glorfindel imagined the king preferred it that way. He was no doubt aware of his foster son’s looks, his charm, and his innocence to it all. He’d seen the pride, but protectiveness the king had displayed, no doubt also noticing the admiring looks from his own people. Yes, he gave the warning clearly, wordlessly. No one was to touch his son. Not without the lad’s utmost willingness, and only in the case of real love. Glorfindel didn’t know about love, but he recognized the lust coursing through him and he shook himself. Gil-Galad was his friend, and he was sworn to protect and serve both he and his heirs, should they remain. Nothing could ever happen between he and Elrond…yet he still yearned for the child to choose immortality, to remain with the king, and thus him. Chapter 5 Dinner had been uneventful, mostly the family catching up, as Cirdan had returned, and a few friends had joined the feast. It was a quiet, but enjoyable meal, with the twins chattering on about their journey. Actually, Elros was chattering on about their journey. Elrond appeared content to listen to his brother weave the tale, adding his own input here and there where he felt his brother either exaggerated, or didn’t tell the whole story. Glorfindel was hard put to keep his eyes off the young half elf, but forced himself none the less, not wanting to draw attention from his king, or Lord Cirdan. He took a sip of his wine. Setting it down he raised his eyes to find Elrond’s on him. They met briefly, causing the youth to startle, a light blush staining his cheeks and the tips of his pointed ears. Glorfindel smiled in his most friendly, non-intimidating, non-suggestive way, causing the young elf to return the smile, albeit shyly, before dropping his gaze to his plate, then sliding over to his brother who was laughing heartily with the king and the shipwright. Elrond smiled genuinely at this, glad to see his family hadn’t completely changed. The sudden recalling of the earlier “discussion” however caused his eyes to cloud over with sadness, and he inwardly sighed, his shoulders drooping. Glorfindel, who hadn’t removed his gaze, caught all this and frowned. Especially upon seeing an emotional mask fly up, a fake smile pasting itself unto his beautiful face as his family looked over at him, teasingly asking him about his “fall” off his horse. Forcing his thoughts of earlier away, Elrond mock pouted and insisted he tell them what had really happened, forgetting his sadness for the moment. Glorfindel however, did not. Later that evening… Elrond rubbed his hand over the velvety muzzle of his pitch black stallion, Huiwaa…Huey. (Author snickers.) The great beast sighed, feeling the sad air that surrounded his beloved master and friend. “I’m sorry, Huey. I know you can feel it. I must be depressing you. Feel free to throw me off next time I ride you, okay?” “Careful Pen-neth, he may take you up on that.” Elrond whirled around to find the beautiful blonde warrior that had joined his father’s service. The legendary Lord Glorfindel. He was momentarily at a loss for words, then his horse nudged him gently in the back, whuffing his desire for the attention to return to him. Elrond snapped out of his daze, bowing slightly in respect, a friendly, if hesitant smile on his face. “Milord, you startled me, and respectfully Sir, I would deserve it. My mood affects his, and it’s hardly fair for him to be sad after such a long and tiresome journey.” “I good steed is sensitive to his master’s heart.” “And he is the greatest…and that is of course, my completely unbiased opinion.” Elrond replied with a playful smile as he turned his attention back to the source of their discussion. Huiwaa was eyeing the stranger in distaste. No one besides the king had stolen his master’s attention away from him for so long before. He didn’t like it, and he made this quite clear, pinning his ears back as the stranger approached. “Huey!” Elrond admonished, then turned to apologize to the warrior that was now beside him. “I’m sorry, he gets a little jealous when he doesn’t have my complete undivided attention. I suppose he is a little spoilt.” Glorfindel laughed, and Elrond decided he loved that sound…he also decided that he very much liked the older elf. He’d already realized how beautiful the other was, but since the warrior would obviously never be interested in someone like him, he figured a friend would be the next best thing. “Well with loyalty like his, I’m sure he deserves a little special treatment. Horses are amazing creatures, hardy, loyal, courageous and surprisingly loving if you treat them right. You’re both lucky to have one another.” Elrond smiled, happy to find someone besides his father that shared his love of horses…and his father full heartedly believed Huey *was* spoilt rotten. At the same time, Huiwaa suddenly changed his opinion of the tall, blonde stranger. He wasn’t so bad. As long as he didn’t hurt his master…or take *too* much attention away from him…he would tolerate having him around. He could tell too that the stranger would be around, and for quite awhile. The clever horse recognized the developing friendship, and how much the blonde liked his master. He’d have to keep his eye on these two elves. “Do you have a horse?” “Not yet, but I imagine I’ll require one soon enough. I don’t suppose you could help me out with that…” Elrond smiled. “I’d love too. My father…the king that is, has a wide selection of foals to choose from this year…that is if you’d like a foal. You can borrow one of the army’s mounts until yours would be ready to ride. I really think you should…there is this one foal that really stands out. If I didn’t already have Huey…” At this, he got a disgruntled look from his mount, who deliberately turned his back on the two elves. The dark haired half elf rolled his eyes. “Go ahead and sulk you big baby. You know I wouldn’t trade you for the finest horse on Arda.” A disgusted snort. He was the finest horse on Arda. Glorfindel hid the smirk on his face with his hand, but shared an amused look with the younger elf. “I’m sorry, Huey, *you* are the finest horse on Arda. So why would I trade you?” The horse continued to sulk though, and Elrond just sighed, shaking his head. “He’ll get over it. Would you like to go see this foal…a colt. He really is something. I think he’d be perfect for you.” “I would love to, milord. Lead the way.” “Alright then, and please, call me Elrond.” “Elrond.” Two barns over… “Here he is…” Glorfindel looked in the large box stall and smiled. Elrond wasn’t kidding. The newly weaned colt was going to be a very handsome steed. His dark grey coat would lighten to a silvery grey, and his gangly limbs would fill out nicely judging from the fine lines and perfect confirmation. “He’s beautiful Elrond.” “Isn’t he? He’s very sweet… with me anyway…he can give some of the grooms a hard time. He’s got spirit…and a lot of it, he just needs someone that can handle him…someone equally spirited. Like you.” Glorfindel smiled at the subtle compliment. “Or you…” he added. “Are you sure you don’t want this one for yourself?” Elrond smiled, shaking his head. “Nay, my friend. Huey and I are rightly matched, as I believe you and this one are. Tell me, does a name come to mind? He doesn’t have one yet.” There was a short pause, and then it came to him as the colt approached, snuffling his outstretched palm. So the child was right, perhaps they were meant to be. “Aye…Asfaloth.” “Perfect. So, you’ll take him?” “If the King has no objections…” “He doesn’t. He already gave me permission to find the right rider for…Asfaloth. I’ve found him.” “Thank you.” “You’re welcome. …here.” Glorfindel accepted the brush the youngster offered him, before the half elf seated himself on the stall door’s ledge. Glorfindel quietly began brushing his newly acquired foal. The silence was surprisingly comfortable, and so complete that the golden haired warrior looked up to be sure Elrond hadn’t disappeared, or fallen asleep. The youth was there, and wide awake, but staring off, and that sad look had returned to his jewel like eyes. “Contrary to popular belief, I’m not so arrogant that I won’t listen to a friend’s troubles.” Elrond blinked, then turned his head to look at the elder elf. A small smile lit his features. “I’ve not heard of rumors quite like that.” “Truly? …I freely admit to arrogance.” “I’ve heard that…but no one has accused you of uncaring or self centeredness…which one would assume from someone who does not wish to hear others troubles.” “Well, that’s a relief.” Elrond smiled, then took to twirling a strand of hay between long fingers. “But I don’t wish to trouble you with my childish heartaches.” “The fear of loss is not childish.” Elrond’s gaze snapped up. “How-“ “If I was so blind as to not see myself the bond that you share with your twin, the king’s words would have been enough. As would his belief to what you each would decide, if I had not seen the sadness in your eyes at dinner…and now. Your brother has chosen mortality…” It wasn’t a question, but Elrond nodded anyway. “I don’t claim to understand your pain, Elrond. But I would listen, if you wish to unburden your heart. Though I know you love and trust your brother and your father, I imagine this is not something you wish to burden them with. Their hearts are already heavy.” Elrond blinked away tears he refused to allow to fall, but nodded, saying… “I will miss him.” There was another long silence, and then the younger elf opened up to the warrior. “He is so much a part of me, the thought of him not being there…of one day being beyond my grasp forever. Tis not something I wish to think of…but it’s there none the less. I can not escape his fate anymore then he can…only differently. He will feel no more…but what of me? I fear what will happen when the other part of my soul is ripped away. Will I die anyway? I do not fear death, Lord Glorfindel…I fear separation. If I should die, I know where I’m going. It won’t be where my brother goes. In five hundred short years…my brother will pass from this earth. He’ll be gone, like a leaf on the wind.” Another pause, sorrowful but thoughtful. Glorfindel spoke, carefully but honestly. “That I will not deny little one, but think of him more as a…seed…on the wind. When it returns to the earth, it will sprout up and carry on the life cycle. A new growth…a new birth. Your brother will live on in his children. They can not replace him, but he will never truly be gone from you or your heart. Each new face, each new descendant will carry a part of him, and you will love each of them equally and uniquely. Your brother’s legacy will live on, as will you, and you will be there for them, as you are for him now. And perhaps, a special one will come along, that reminds you so much of your brother, or you…” “And I will lose him too.” “Yes, but you will have the memories to light your fragile soul.” Elrond nodded, feeling a mite better but still smiling sadly at his new friend. “You think me fragile?” Glorfindel smiled sadly back. “Nay, pen-neth. I think you very strong…you need to be strong.” “Nay, I *have* to be strong.” “You will. And I will be there for you when your strength may tremble, and threaten to fail. I will hold you up.” “You plan to always be near?” “Tis why I came back.” “Duty…” Elrond replied, feeling suddenly even more alone then before. The elder elf was here out of duty. He’d almost forgotten that in their easy camaraderie. Glorfindel saw the change and spoke up, not lying, but reassuring none the less, for he truly believed it. “Duty for now, perhaps…but I do not doubt that before long, duty will have nothing to do with it. The Valar are right, Elrond Peredhil. You are very special.” Pewter/silver eyes met soft blue, and a new bond was formed. It was one that silently promised to withstand the ages of the earth. Chapter 6 Third Age Elrond woke slowly, grudgingly. He found himself incredibly comfortable, and warm. Why was he so warm…not too warm, like too many blankets on a hot day warm… but the nice warm. Like that of a warm body pressed against- wait, that was it. There was someone lying beside him. But who? Twas not Estel. The person was much too large to be his four year old foster son. He blinked bleary silver eyes. He saw nothing from this angle, for the person was against his back, he now realized, with their arm flung over his waist. Not wanting to wake them, he turned his head slowly, trying to see behind himself. It was no use, his head could not go back that far, but he had a clue…long golden hair hung over his shoulder, mixing with his own ebony colored strands. There were very few golden haired elves in Imladris…and only one with color us rich and glorious as this. Glorfindel, his seneschal and long time friend. What was he doing in… Elrond glanced around… in *his* chambers. Elrond looked down at himself, relieved to see his clothes still intact. Well, at least they hadn’t done anything too stupid. He recalled now the wine they had consumed last night. It had been the anniversary of Celebrian’s departure, and he had been somber and quiet the whole day. His best friend had had enough of his fowl mood, and subtly had him drink an entire bottle of their strongest wine. They were both lucky nothing stupid had happened. Elrond was lucky he hadn’t allowed himself to slip up and act on the attraction he had felt for the Vanyar elf for as long as he could remember. Their friendship meant too much to him to lose it for one night of passion. Passion he was supposed to no longer possess. He was six and half millennia for Elbereth’s sake. Long ago had he lost the insatiable desire for intimacy of *that* sort. Though Celebrian had lost it even sooner than him. And yes, though he had no longer felt urges for his wife’s company, he had been startled to realize he often wondered about his best friend. The thought frightened him. He remembered the last, and only male he had ever been with… It had not been voluntary, and he vividly remembered the pain, the humiliation…only due to the human part of him was he not dead. No, the thought of being with another male, being forced into submission, frightened him terribly, for he knew the memories of he and…that kinslayer…would resurface and ruin any chance of an actual relationship. And the only male he’d ever desired was Glorfindel, so that was out of the question. He would not lose his best friend to this odd curiosity he had developed…though somewhere deep inside, he knew it was more than curiosity, more than blatant lust for the beautiful elf-warrior. He was in love…but it could never be. Yes, thank god they had done nothing stupid last night. “El?” Elrond nearly jumped out of his skin, not realizing his friend had woken. “….what is it?” “Relax, please, I’m trying to sleep.” “What?” “What are you still drunk and your hearing impaired. I said relax, I’m trying to sleep.” “I am relaxed.” ”Like hell you are. Just a few moments ago, I felt you wake and stiffen up. It’s just me, mellonin, I promise we behaved ourselves. Stop worrying and go back to sleep, cause I’m not moving. I’m quite comfortable here, thank you.” Elrond smiled, saying softly, “well, you’re welcome.” Glorfindel chuckled, patting his friend’s stomach with the hand flung over his side. Elrond instantly tensed up again, which did not go unnoticed by his friend, who was now utterly confused. Never before had Elrond been weary of his touch. They’d slept this near before, on many a battle ground. What was he thinking about? “El? For Elbereth's sake, calm down, you act like I’m trying to seduce you.” /However tempting that is./ “Believe me, you’d know it if I was trying to seduce you.” Elrond chuckled. “Oh really?” /Sometimes I wish you would… but no, it would not be right. Besides, I’m just a silly half elf, and you a legendary warrior, older than most forests of this world./ Elrond often found it odd, that such an ancient and mighty individual called *him* Lord. But it was as such, and often Glorfindel’s silly pranks and arrogant behavior made him appear younger than Elrond. However, there were other times when his nobility and wisdom…his bravery…knocked reality back into the half elf about just who it was he was dealing with. One of the first Eldar to awaken on Arda. As old as Lord Celeborn and Lord Cirdan themselves His train of thought was broken, when he found himself flat on his back, Glorfindel hovering over him, his wrists pinned to either side of his head. “Yes, really,” the golden haired Vanyar replied. Before Elrond could say another word, Glorfindel’s lips descended, placing a gentle but pleasing kiss on his Lord’s soft, but firm lips. Glorfindel had no idea really, why he did that. Well, there was the obvious fact that he strongly desired to do so…and so much more to his Lord and friend, but he knew he should not of. He needed to be careful. It couldn’t lead anywhere, or better stated, *he* couldn’t get carried away. His friend did not desire him in return. No, he should not have done this, so he fervently hoped, as he pulled away, that Elrond would take it as a joke, just a silly prank between old friends. …They could laugh it off. Yes, that would work. He pulled back slowly, deep down, not wanting to end the bliss. How could such a simple gesture, such an “innocent” kiss, make him feel like he was on fire…in a good way. It didn’t matter at the moment. What mattered was the look on his friend’s face. Besides shock, there was fear... FEAR? What the- “El? Are you okay? I was just teas-“ “Were you?” “What?” Elrond had stared at his friend, as he had pulled away. He had caught his eyes, seeing the desire. It was quickly hidden, but he had seen it. Desire? His friend desired him? He? Elrond Half-Elven? What could the Vanyar possibly see in him? His heart raced. Not only from the confusion and shock of the possibilities, nor just from that single look in his friend’s eye, but the memories. Memories had overtaken, as his friend, though gently, firmly held him down and kissed him, however sweetly. Maehdros had started out gently as well, attempting to seduce him the second time they’d met. When it hadn’t worked, things had gotten rough, and painful…and really quite terrifying. The fear, nay, terror, in his friend’s eyes startled the elf-warrior. His friend had faced many a battle, fought orcs, wargs, trolls and the dark Lord himself. Never had he shown fear. ~Were you?~ Elrond’s question registered. What? …Oh no. He didn’t think he’d been teasing. /What does that matter, you idiot? Who cares about you and your own selfish fears about him knowing. He’s terrified. Fix it./ “El, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you.” “You didn’t, Glory. Please tell me the truth though. Why did you do that?” “I told you, I was just-“ Hurt and indignation was now mixed with the fear, that had faded only slightly. “Don’t you lie to me, Glory. You never have before, don’t start now.” “El. Please, I-“ “No. Answer me, Glory.” There was a long pause as Glorfindel watched his friend watching him. Still in the same position, Glorfindel hovering over his friend, his grip loosened. “Only if you answer my question?” Elrond frowned. “What question?” “Why are you afraid? You know I would never hurt you.” “I know, and I’m not afraid.” “Now it’s you who is lying. Please, let us not start this now. More than 6000 years we’ve known each other, and never have we told a lie.” “Well, then start talking.” “You first.” “Dammit, Glory.” “No, El, what are you afraid of? You know I wouldn’t hurt you, so what is it? Are you afraid it *was* just teasing? Or are you afraid it’s more?” “That would influence your answer.” “I won’t lie to you, if you won’t lie to me.” There was another long pause, while the two elves, the most stubborn of their race, eyed each other. “Neither, not really.” Elrond finally answered, his gaze sliding away from the intense blue eyes that were attempting to judge the truth of his words. “Then what else could it be except fear of me?” Elrond snorted softly. “Don’t flatter yourself, Glory. We’ve trained together many a time. You know I can handle you.” Glory would have smiled at that, despite the truth in it. But his friend was avoiding the question. “So, you do not fear me?” “Nay.” “Then this won’t bother you.” “Wha-“ Glorfindel, still being gentle, but firm, placed his mouth over his friend’s partially open one, kissing him deeply. He kept his tongue in his own mouth though, not wanting to tempt himself beyond return. Again, he felt the half elf stiffen, and as he pulled away, indeed, the large eyes were wide and darkened with fear. He noticed now it was an odd fear. One that he couldn’t explain, couldn’t comprehend. It was…strange. “You’re lying.” Regaining his breath, anger flew into the dark haired elf’s eyes. “I AM NOT!” “Then why do you recoil at my touch. Surely I am not that perverse.” “You know you’re not, you arrogant Vanyar!” Glory nearly rolled his eyes. “Stop avoiding.” “You haven’t answered my question. Why did you do that? Why did you do it again?” “Look-“ “Glory.” “El-“ He couldn’t know. This alone would take time to mend. “Just forget about it. Twas a mistake. I did not mean to upset you. Let it go, Elrond.” There was hurt once again shining in his Peredhel’s eyes. Dammit. “Answer me, Glory.” It was a soft plea…that demanded to be answered. “I need to know what you were frightened of, before I tell you.” “Why? You can’t lie to me anyway, if it be what you fear. Which it’s not, so please…” “How do you know it’s not?” “Because you have no idea.” “No, I don’t. So please, tell me.” There was a sigh from the dark haired elf. “Glory….do you desire me?” There he’d said it. Glory sighed, releasing one wrist to gently push a stray lock of dark silk behind a pointed ear. “Oh El, everyone desires you. You surely know that.” “What?” Glorfindel raised an eyebrow. “Please tell me you knew that. Don’t you see the people staring at you, man, elf…Elbereth, sometimes even dwarf?” Elrond shrugged. “I am half elven. I get a lot of attention for that.” Glorfindel stared at his friend in wonder. 6000 years, and the blonde had had no idea his friend didn’t truly know that others desired him. He always thought the elf was just…not vain. That he didn’t like to mention it, or make others feel less attractive. That he was just humble, modest…well he was, but nay, he truly didn’t realize his own beauty. “El, really. Haven’t you had others tell you you’re beautiful?” “Well, yes, but I’m Lord of Imladris, they ha-“ “All right, fine. Haven’t you ever seen the look in another’s eyes when the gaze upon you?” There was a pause. “You mean like the one in yours? The desire I saw in your eyes?” Glory stiffened slightly, but sighed. He knew anyway, he had just basically admitted it. At least part of it. “Yes.” There was another pause. “Yes, I’ve seen it before…once. I guess I just didn’t notice it other than that. Or maybe there wasn’t anything to notice. Glory, maybe your own…desire… for me, clouds your observations. I-“ Glory frowned, cutting him off. He’d seen it before…once. The fear had returned to his eyes then. “El? Who?” “What?” “Who’s eyes did you see it in before?” “What does it matter?” “It matters.” The dark haired elf lord shrugged, looking away. “Celebrian.” He wasn’t lying. Though their marriage was arranged, love had grown between them, and Celebrian never had any problems being attracted to the half elf. Celebrian however, wasn’t who he had referred to. The once. The once that really stuck in his mind. “Besides her.” Glorfindel knew he was avoiding again. “I said once.” “Yes, once that you truly recall *not* being your wife, who should have felt some attraction. Who else?” Elrond squirmed under the hold. “It matters not anymore. Glory…I do not fear you alright…I trust you.” “I’m glad. Now please trust me and tell me what troubles you. I can put enough together to know that either my desire, or the physical contact frighten you.” Elrond frowned. “I’m not a child.” “No. No, you’re not. That’s why I am concerned. What fear holds you, a mighty warrior, so stricken at the gaze and touch of a friend who would sooner die by his own hand, than harm you in any way?” There was a long pause as Elrond locked eyes with his friend, before saying softly. “Tis both. But tis not you.” Glory frowned. “I don’t understand…. You see someone else? Or…are reminded of someone else…?” He thought for a moment, as Elrond had sighed, turning his head to the side. A thought struck him. “This person, who you saw the lust in their eyes, it is them I remind you of. Who was it? Another male elf? You never told me you had a male lover before.” “I didn’t.” Elrond whispered. “Not willingly.” It was Glory’s turn to freeze. “El?” he prompted, half afraid what he was to learn. Had someone hurt his friend? Did someone violate him? But then how- “Ho-“ “I’m only half elf, Glory. It wouldn’t kill me…but it hurt…and it haunts me. I fear it always will…both times, though I hardly recall the first, I don’t need to. I know it happened.” “First? It happened twice? The same person? Who El? Tell me who hurt you!” Another long pause, finally a choked sigh. “Maehdros, Glory. Maehdros raped me. Once as a child, out of pure spite for me, the son of the people who withheld his precious gems. When Maglor found out, he was furious, heartbroken and guilt ridden. He released us. I never told my brother that that was why. I just told him Maglor loved us enough to let us go. Which was true, just not detailed.” Glory swallowed, closing his eyes, checking the tears that threatened. “And the second time?” Elrond blinked tears of his own. “Just before you and I met…” “When you went to see them.” “No, we went to see Maglor. In his own realm. Maehdros heard of our visit. He followed us. Elros and I split up to do some hunting. Maehdros caught me off guard in the woods. At first I think he just wanted to vent his anger. Yelling, slapping. A rift had formed between him and his brother after we had left. Then he seemed to take notice of me, after he hit me once and knocked me down. I had been too shocked up until then to fight back. I never thought I’d see him again. I lay there and he went quiet and this look came over his eyes. Lust, pure lust. In seconds he was on me. He was gentle at first, but I tried to struggle. I didn’t want it. But he was larger and much more skilled than I. He got rough, raped me, and then left. An hour later, I cleaned myself up, and went to find my brother. But I never told him. I never told anyone.” Elrond’s misty eyes turned up to his friend. “It hurt Glory. And I’d never been so scared in my life.” “Oh El. No wonder. I’m so sorry. I had no idea.” He released his grip on his friend’s wrists, and rolling onto his side, gathered his friend against him. “No, I’m sorry Glory. I truly do trust you. I just-“ “Saw the lust and couldn’t forget. You may never forget. I’m sorry. But El, there’s one difference between Maehdros and I.” “Glory, don’t be silly. There are a thousand differences between you.” Glorfindel smiled against his friend’s silky, midnight colored hair. “But only one that’s truly important.” “…” “He didn’t love you. I do.” Elrond blinked, as did Glory. Did he just say that? Elrond pulled back slightly. “What?” “I-I…I mean as-as a friend, El.” Elrond tilted his head, frowning. “Glory?” Oh, he wasn’t buying it. /Would you, Mr. smooth talking… ‘I-I’ indeed./ He sighed. “El, please. I don’t want to lose you.” “Why would you lose me?” “I don’t want things to be awkward.” There was a pause. “You don’t just desire me…you love me. And that makes things awkward?” “Yes, El. You…you do not feel the same, and besides, you were married, and then there is the children. I-“ “That’s why you never told me? How long have you felt this way?” “A long time, El.” “How long, Glory?” “I’ve desired you since the day we met…I suppose I’ve loved you that long as well. That evening, in the stables… I’ve never met anyone like you.” Elrond looked away for a moment. “More than six millennia is a long time to secretly love someone…I know.” “Well ye- What? You know?” Elrond eyes lifted and he met Glory’s with determination, a little nervousness and…what was that? “I love you, Glory.” Oh. That’s what that was. “You-you what? You love me?” Elrond nodded, face happy, sad and a little nervous. “Wh-why? When? I mean, how long?” “Why do I love you? Why not? Who wouldn’t?” “El, be serious. Why not? I’m arrogant, self-righteous, obnoxious-“ “-Stubborn, aggravating, incorrigible…” Glorfindel frowned, giving his friend a look that clearly said, /gee thanks./ Elrond laughed softly, the sound music to the Vanyar’s ears. “You are all those things, yes, but you are so much more. Clever, witty, brave, loyal, honest, funny, kind, thoughtful…you’re not afraid to have fun, you don’t care what others may think and-and you’re beautiful, Glory. All of that, good and bad, make you who you are, and I love you. Every part of you, from your subtle thoughtfulness to your obstinate stubbornness.” Elrond was both moved and amused to see the arrogant elf…blush. “And when?” he asked quietly, locking eyes with his friend. “I also was attracted to you the moment we met. My love…I don’t know when it started Glory, but it’s grown stronger and stronger with each passing century.” “And why didn’t you say anything, I mean before Celebrian?” “I didn’t think someone like you could ever love someone like me.” Glorfindel didn’t think he could be shocked more this day. “Why on Arda not?” “Glorfindel, you nearly as old as the earth, you’re a legend. You could have anyone your heart desired. You *have*. Tell me you do not recall all the times you shared your night time antics with me…and occasional afternoons.” Elrond smiled at this, but Glory could see the troubled look. “It bothered you…” “Well, yes, I guess it did a bit…a lot. I know it’s silly, we weren’t together or anything, you never knew of my feelings, and you certainly weren’t bothered by Celebrian. I-“ “You’re wrong. Celebrian was a dear friend, but I had to fight my darker half not to hate her for having you, when I wanted you for myself.” Elrond looked shocked. “Why Glory? Why do you want me? What do I possess that other, greater, fairer elves do not?” “Well that’s easy. They have not your mind, your body, your heart, or you soul. Just as I am so many things, you are as well. Stubborn as all get out. I’ve really met my match in you, you’re impossible. But El, you are so beautiful, inside and out. You’re the single most compassionate being I’ve ever met. You are incredibly wise and intelligent, and at that, so much younger than those possessing near your intelligence and wisdom, who *are* as old as the earth. You have a very odd sense of humor that I adore. You’re incredibly brave and self- sacrificing…almost to a fault. I’ve met my match also in wits and cleverness with you. Verbal sparring has never been so fun. Your loyalty and faith in your people is moving. Your gifts as a healer, your abilities with sword and bow. Your natural way with horses…with children. You’re amazing Elrond Half-Elven. I do not count myself worthy to be loved by you.” “Than we are at an impasse,” Elrond said ever so softly, touched by his friend’s words. “For I fear I am not worthy of you. What are we to do now?” Glorfindel held his friend’s dark gaze, sweeping a hand over the soft cheek, cupping the side of his face. “Trust, melethron. Trust.” Pewter colored eyes were large and luminous, looking hopeful but confused. “Trust what?” “That I love you, and you I. Should that not be enough?” “Yes it should. But Glory-“ “…” “-I do want you. I mean, I do desire you, but you must understand. I do not know how easily I will forget…him. His touch.” “You will not. Not easily, but I can help you. You must trust me. Slowly we shall take this. I know you’re nervous, you’ve never been with a male besides ~him~, but I can show you that it doesn’t have to hurt. I can take your fear and pain and only bring you pleasure if you’ll let me….will you?” “…yes. I will.” With a loving smile and a nod, Glory slowly, gently, rolled his friend back underneath him, and once again hovered over him. He could see the tension in his friend, but now understood. He would see how far he could go in attempt to relax his friend. If the fear became to strong, he would ease off. This wasn’t about jumping his love here and now. This was about showing his love that everything would be alright. They could be together. They should be together. They would be. Elrond loved him. Slowly, not wishing to startle his friend again, he lowered his lips once more to Elrond’s. With practiced ease, he gently caressed the others lips with his own. After a few moments, when his friend did not tense up further, and upon opening his eye to find his friend’s closed, accepting the kiss, he closed his eyes again. He then carefully opened his mouth, easing his tongue out to lap at the seam of his friend’s lips, encouraging him to open up to him. Have having had lovers before, though female, Elrond understood this and slowly, hesitantly, opened his mouth to his friend. Tensing slightly at the other males’ tongue entering, he relaxed some when immediately Glorfindel slowed his pace, retracting his tongue briefly, then slowly sliding it in again. This time, El didn’t react frantically, instead accepted it, allowing it to tangle with his. For some time, with Elrond relaxing more and more into the pleasurable embrace of mouths, they did this, Glorfindel alternately pulling back to suckle and nip his friend’s bottom lip, or placing light kisses at the corner of the half elf’s mouth. Then Glorfindel increased their contact, lowering his body so he no longer hovered, straining his arms, but lay along his friend’s body; thighs, hips and chests in contact as they were the same height. Instantly, Elrond stiffened again, the distinct masculine weight unnerving him. Glory didn’t pull away, but held one of his friend’s hands in his, while his other stroked the dark, ebony hair, placing soft kisses on the half elf’s face, muttering reassurances to him softly, soothingly. It took a bit longer, but eventually the dark haired lord’s breathing evened out again, his body relaxed some of its nervous tension, though he was still taut, this time from the desire that was building in him. He could feel the other elf’s arousal, pressing into his own stirring. This both frightened and pleased him. The memories were clear, but his friend wanted him, however was not forcing him. He knew he’d stop if he only asked. But he didn’t, not yet. How far could he get without fear overwhelming him? The light kisses ended, as the nervous tension dissipated, and once more deep, passionate kisses took over, Elrond growing somewhat bolder and taking the initiative to nip and suckle at his friend’s full lips. This pleased Glorfindel to no end, but he remained in control, no matter how his desire grew for the beauty beneath him. He knew what he wanted right now would only frighten and hurt his friend…especially with his desire so built up. He didn’t trust himself to be gentle with the younger elf. The thought of taking the dark haired elf was overwhelming, he wanted so badly to be thrusting in and out of his enchanting Peredhel, making him cry out in ecstasy. The thought caused a stir in his already tight breeches. Elrond noticed, tensing again slightly. Immediately, Glorfindel pulled back. “I’m sorry, mellonin. Tis hard. We should stop for now. I fear losing control of myself. 6000 years is a long time to fantasize about someone.” Elrond looked up into his friend’s soft, yet expressive eyes. He smiled. “You fantasized about me?” Glorfindel chuckled. “All too often.” “Go ahead.” “What?” “Live out your fantasy’s Glory.” “Nay. I cannot. I will not hurt you.” Elrond looked confused. “Your fantasies involve harming me?” Glory’s eyes widened. “Elbereth no. Even in my darkest desires I would never hurt you…they are just…rather…rough.” Elrond seemed to understand and smiled at his friend. “I will not break.” “I know, but…” “I trust you, Glory.” “El, you don’t understand. I fear losing control with you. To not have the strength to stop…if I frighten you, which in this situation would lead to harm…to pain… I couldn’t live with myself if I hurt you.” “You? Lose control?” “El…you are the most amazing creature I have ever laid eyes on. The only thing stronger than my lust for you, is my love…which is why, I just can’t…” “I want you too.” “You trust my heart, as you should…but you know I tend to be…well, you should know better than to trust that certain drive of mine.” “They often have minds of their own…” Glorfindel chuckled softly. “Aye.” “Oh Glory, what can I say to make you see…” “Nothing. We’re just both going to have to have patience.” “But you don’t have any.” Glorfindel smiled, “then I shall have to acquire some. This…between us…needs time. You mean too much to me. You aren’t like the others. It’s not just about sex, El. Please, you must understand….” Elrond smiled, his eyes now silver with happiness. “I do…though how long exactly are we talking here?” Glorfindel looked distressed and befuddled. “Well, I don’t know…I’ll-we’ll….just know…okay?” “Yes, milord.” “Very funny.” “Aye, and I don’t even try.” “I know.” The blonde leaned forward, kissing the half elf sweetly. “I’ll see you at breakfast…you best get up and see about getting the little imp out of bed.” Elrond nodded, bright eyes never leaving his friend’s face. “You’re beautiful,” he said, chastely kissing the blonde warrior one last time, before getting up to indeed wake up his youngest son, Estel. Glorfindel felt his heart swell at that. So many years…so many wasted years. Well, no more. Elrond was his…nearly his. He could barely suppress his desire to take the other elf, and truly claim him. Chapter 7 Several Weeks Later Glorfindel stood in the doorway, watching his lord and friend bent over some important documents, reading, signing and stamping before rolling up and placing in what the golden haired elf had dubbed the “done” pile. It was late, well past midnight. Though they had had a few moments to themselves in the past few weeks, not nearly enough as many things about the realm had come up. There were stolen kisses here and there, in the stables, in the garden, once on a riding trail as they had gone to inspect how the warriors training ground held up, and its warriors. Actually, Elrond had gone to inspect his loves work, and had much approved, thus Glorfindel earning the deep and *very* rewarding kiss on their return. Now, he gazed lovingly at his best friend, who’s hair was slightly mussed, no doubt from the half elf hastily pushing his hair back, as his formal braids kept swinging down into his face, as they were now. Twilight locks brushed the olive toned cheek, causing him to flick it back to no avail as it swung back down. Glorfindel silently chuckled upon hearing the indignant huff. He was one of the few to ever see the proud, mighty elf lord…pout. Erestor often chastised him, telling him to act his age. Celebrian had oft just rolled her eyes and shook her head, muttering something about humans and maturity. Glorfindel however, adored it. Finding it to be most endearing and in truth, extremely arousing. But everything about the half elf was arousing, and at the moment, Glorfindel couldn’t resist. He silently approached his love, slipping beside and then behind him unnoticed. The golden haired elf knew he was the only being ever to successfully sneak up on his friend. It drove the Noldor crazy when he did it. Without a word, Glorfindel slid his hands on and down broad shoulders, caressing the chest that now contained a rapidly beating heart as his friend jumped, cursing. Glorfindel chuckled, whispering, “Caught you again.” His friend visibly relaxed and then mock scowled back at his seneschal. “You nearly have me a heart attack.” “As unfortunate as that would have been, you’ve taught me well many forms of resuscitation. Mind if I practice one on you anyway?” Now waiting for an answer, the golden haired elf tilted his head till his lips captured the others in an open mouth kiss as the Noldor had been about to respond cleverly. All clever thoughts escaped him at his friend’s simple caress, intensified by hands stroking his muscled chest. Elrond gasped as his friend pulled away, saying in between breaths. “You know…you’re…doing it…wrong.” “Oh?” Glorfindel exclaimed, raising an eyebrow. “Perhaps I need another lesson…” Elrond smiled at the blonde who turned his chair, kneeling before him. “Among other things, right?” He questioned, teasingly. But a soft, serious, “Aye,” was his only response as the Vanyar reached behind him, unclasping the clip holding the Half-Elf’s long, dark hair back. Strands fell forward, mixing with the strands that the Vanyar was now loosening from the formal braids that showed his Lord’s status. With tender care, Glorfindel ran his fingers through the soft silky tresses. They were like water running easily over his hands, and it cascaded freely now about the half elf’s shoulders. “So beautiful,” Glorfindel whispered, smiling as his lord bashfully ducked his head, hiding the light flush beyond the dark ebony locks that curtained his face. Glorfindel would have none of it, and he reached to turn his love’s face back to his, brushing the twilight strands behind delicate pointed ears. Then, ever so gently, he leaned forward, kissing the soft, firm lips. “I love you.” Moments later found Elrond lifted up and seated on his desk, mouth firmly trapped by his seneschal’s. The blonde devoured the other’s lips and tongue, savoring the taste he had become familiar with so recently…one he could hardly believe he’d lived so long without. Elrond closed his eyes, relaxing into the embrace as his friend’s arms wrapped around his waist. Glorfindel, standing between his friend’s spread legs, carefully, as testing waters, rubbed himself up against his friend, allowing him to feel his need. He was rewarded with a soft moan, and a stirring from the other elf. Glorfindel bit the supple lip in his mouth, before sucking on it soothingly. Feeling encouraged, he slipped his hands up under his friend’s tunic, running them over the rippling muscle of his friend’s stomach and chest. He rubbed enticing circles over Elrond’s nipples, causing them to harden. With a gasp, Elrond pulled back slightly. “…door…” he managed before another gasp interrupted as Glorfindel sucked greedily at the elegant neck. “…locked…” Glorfindel returned in a mumble. Elrond pushed back slightly, giving his friend a confused look. He didn’t normally lock the door when he came in. The blonde practically read his thoughts. “Well, I admit this time I had planned on seducing you…tell me, is it working?” Elrond smiled mischievously. “I’d keep trying if I were you.” Glorfindel’s eyes darkened to indigo. “If you were me, you’d understand just how magnificent you are…you’d never let you go…” “Then don’t.” “I didn’t plan on it.” There was a pause as Elrond lovingly caressed his friends smooth cheek, then ran his hand through thick, golden locks as he spoke softly. “My heart is yours Glorfindel…I think it always has been. Take it…and me. I belong to you now…make me yours forever.” “Now that I *do* plan on.” This was said without arrogance, but whispered, eyes bright with love. The blonde was deeply moved by his friend’s trust, love and complete submission. Lord Elrond had never submitted (willingly) to anyone before. He could take the half elf right here, right now, he was ready. And he did plan to very soon, but not here. No, his love deserved better for their first time. Gently he tugged on his friend’s waist, pulling him forward, stepping back as the other slipped off the desk top. Elrond looked at him quizzically. Glorfindel just smiled, and taking the half elf’s hand, led him through the back door of the study, down a deserted hallway, to Elrond’s chambers. Closing and locking the door behind him, lest the children come to their father during the night, Glorfindel turned back to his love, who’s eyes were shining, a sweet smile on his handsome face. Elrond understood his friend’s thoughts and was touched. Taking the initiative, still clasping his friend’s warm hand, Elrond walked backwards, leading him to the bed. He stopped upon feeling his calves hit the back of the dark wood frame. He sighed into his friend’s mouth as it met his, tongues once again dueling. This time he returned the love nips, suckling at tender flesh to sooth and entice. He quivered as his friend’s warm hands once again found there way into his tunic, though now through the front, as the blonde had unbuttoned it without the half elf’s notice, and it was slipping to the floor. The hands slid down his back as well, caressing strong muscles, coming to stop over the half elf’s backside. Elrond moaned low in his throat as Glorfindel kneaded the firm roundness there, pressing the half elf into himself, rubbing their arousals together through their breeches. Glorfindel groaned as well, nipping more fervently at his friend’s kiss bruised lips. He was trying to take this slow, but as each second passed, the fire within grew stronger. The glorious creature submitting to his touch was an aphrodisiac in himself. None had ever burned a fire this hot in the Vanyar’s body. …Balrog included. “Oh El, I must have you.” “I told you melethron. I am yours. Take me.” “Now…?” “Now.” Elrond was on his back, mouth open in a gasp as Glorfindel licked, nibbled and suckled his way down the half elf’s smooth, dark body, while his hands unlaced breeches. Knowing his friend’s torso had always been sensitive (he was again among the few who dared to tickle the elf lord) he dipped his tongue into his friend’s naval, pleased at the gasp emitted and the hips bucking upwards, allowing him, as he had expected, to slip breeches down over the narrow hips. Once his love was naked he took the merest moment to admire the perfection he saw. Then his lust took over again. He needed the other soon, but he also wanted explore just a bit. What other parts of his best friend were sensitive to his touch? The ears, he knew, having snuck up on his friend a time or two the past few weeks, wrapping arms around him from behind, licking and suckling on the tip of his friend’s ear. He still remembered the delicious shudder that had coursed through the dark haired elf. But that anyone knew. Elves ears were sensitive. That was that. But what else could he discover on his new playground… H ran his hands over the lean muscular body, nipping and suckling where he went, testing areas for interest. Hmmmm…the neck, behind the ear…a gasp…collar bone…a deep moan…nipples, well of course a throaty groan… His hands ran down the hard body, running over ribs and taut muscle, down to the hips…a sharp quiver…hmmm…the hips… He trailed kisses down the solid torso, bypassing the other elf’s obvious need, to ever so slightly lick at an enticingly protruding hipbone. Elrond jerked, eyes snapping open, surprised at his body’s reaction to that. “What did…you do?” he gasped, hands resting on the blondes broad shoulders. Glorfindel grinned mischievously. “This…” he said, before licking at the other hip bone, and suckling at it while his hand ran over the other one in soft, feather touches. Elrond gasped, hips bucking upwards. Extremely aroused by his friend’s actions, Glorfindel was tempted to do as he had been bid, just take his friend, but no…no, this was good. He found himself more and more aroused by eliciting such strong reactions from his lord. Hmm… Kneeling between his friend’s legs, he moved both hands to firmly grip the slender hips below him. The firm touch, it seemed, ever more inflamed his friend, whose eyes had gone from their normal silver brightness to dark, passionate pewter. Glorfindel imagined at his peak, his lord’s eyes were black. He hoped to see such. With a wicked grin, hands holding down, but subtly caressing the lean hips, his head lowered to take his friend into his mouth. Elrond automatically bucked upwards, but Glorfindel’s grip was firm. The half elf gasped and whimpered, his breath coming short at the pleasant pressure on his hips (what he had realized shortly before was an erogenous zone for him) and the obvious wet heat engulfing his member, licking and sucking expertly. The dark haired lord knew he was going to come, this was too much. “Glory-‘” he gasped out, hands too busy clutching feverishly at the linen, to reach out and push his friend back. “Argh!” He cried, eyes rolling back, body quivering as he came in his friend’s mouth. As Elrond went slack, breathing hard, sweat formed on his whole body, Glorfindel stretched over top of him, leaning down to kiss him, allowing him to taste himself. Elrond didn’t think he had anything left, but his friend’s deft fingers caressing his hips and now his spine, he found caused immediate sensations. He was hard again, as his friend seemed to touch every part of him that responded so fervently, Glorfindel suckled behind an ear, pressed their arousals together, gripped a slim hip, ran a hand from collar bone down a sensitive side to slide behind and trail fingers along a spine that arched up off the bed from all the pleasurable torture. “Oh Elbereth, Glory. No more, just take me.” Glorfindel nuzzled into his friend’s neck, mumbling. “More than willingly, milord.” Glorfindel’s hand at Elrond’s hip, slipped down to gather pre-fluid, quickly coated the blonde’s member, before slipping down between the half elf’s legs. He quickly stretched and soothed the tight opening with pre-fluid, knowing how close he was, not wanting to waste another second. Still, he was gentle as he pushed into his friend, who whimpered. He stopped, but Elrond shook his head, hand slipping down to the blonde’s backside, encouraging him to continue. Finally, completely engulfed in his friend’s impossibly tight heat, Glorfindel gasped for breath. Elbereth, it was so blessedly good. He groaned as Elrond lifted his hips, encouraging him further. “Oh yes, El. Elbereth, yes.” He started slowly, but soon quickened his pace as his friend squirmed beneath him, whimpering in pleasure, biting his lip to keep from screaming, as was the Vanyar. Elrond’s eyes were closed, but upon Glorfindel’s whispered request, they opened. Black they were, the dark pewter barely discernable from the dilated pupils. Glorfindel gripped the waist tightly, ramming into the half elf, he began grunting with effort, sweat pouring off both of them. The bed shook with the intensity. Glorfindel almost came just watching through hooded eyes as his friend began twisting and writhing beneath him, head thrown back against the pillows, sweat glistening on the lean body. “Yes, Glory. Yes!” He groaned. That was it. Leaning forward, wrapping his arms up and around his friends shoulders, he bit down into a sensitive collarbone, stifling a scream as he slammed into his love, his body shuddered as he spurt his seed into his friend, Elrond’s own seed slick on their taut stomachs. Glorfindel continued to pound into him, drawing it out as he emptied himself inside his friend. Finally spent, Glorfindel collapsed on top of his equally spent lord. “Ai, Elbereth,” “No, I’m Elrond,” came the labored, but mischievous reply. Glorfindel chuckled, nudging his nose affectionately against his dark lover’s. “Cheeky Half Elf.” “Mmmm…” Moments later, both were asleep, Glorfindel having slipped onto his side, and the younger elf curling into him, safe and quite content. Epilogue The Next Morning… Glorfindel woke at the same time as his lover. But what had awoken them? They looked at each other and then smiled at a small voice that answered the unspoken question. “Ada?” “I’ll let him in.” Glorfindel said, tossing his friend a night shirt that had never made it on the previous night, as he himself donned his breeches and a robe. He unlocked and opened the door to a mussed, sleepy eyed, four year old. The child took no notice that his much older friend was in his Ada’s chambers so early in the morning, for early it was, the sun had not even touched the horizon. Without a word, he opened his arms to the blonde, who immediately picked him up, closed the door and returned to the warmth of his Lord’s bed. As soon as he settled back down beside his love, Estel crawled over and into his Ada’s lap, curling into the familiar warmth, tiny hand instinctively going to a lock of dark ebony hair. “Nightmare?” El asked gently, eyes shining with affection for his youngest (though foster) child. The fact that he was not directly his, did not stop the unconditional love he had for him. He was his child, by all other rights. “Mmmm-hmmm.” The boy still sometimes suffered nightmares of his parents death, though he hardly remembered who his parents were, it was still frightening images that assailed such a young mind. “You’re safe, little one. Rest now, Glory and I are here.” “Mmm-kay.” He was already dropping back off. Elrond continued to sit up with him, rocking him gently, humming a lullaby softly. He trailed off when he realized that the weight beside him had shifted, and there was a light pressure on his left leg, and Estel was sitting on his right. Glorfindel had slipped down, head resting on his thigh, eyes dimmed and unfocused in Elven sleep. With a loving smile at his best friend and lover, Elrond cradled his son to him in one arm, and let the hand of his other run soothingly through long, golden strands of silk. Not much later, he himself was once again asleep, his last thoughts being /He was right…/ ~ Flashback ~ “And perhaps, a special one will come along, that reminds you so much of your brother, or you…” “And I will lose him too.” “Yes, but you will have the memories to light your fragile soul.” “You think me fragile?” “Nay, pen-neth. I think you very strong…you need to be strong.” “Nay, I *have* to be strong.” “You will. And I will be there for you when your strength may tremble, and threaten to fail. I will hold you up….” ~ End Flashback ~ /And he will…/ The End