Title: The Saving Grace Author: Ilye Email: ilye_elf@yahoo.co.uk Summary: Third in the "Kindred Spirits" trilogy. Legolas, who is still not fully healed, has fled from Imladris after discovering the events of the previous night, and now the race is on to find him before he fades from the grief... Elrohir/Legolas and Elrond/Glorfindel slash. Rating: NC-17 Disclaimers: Don't own, don't sue. Wow, how original was that... Author's Note: For those of you who don't know, this is the Elrohir/Legolas sequel to another of my fics, "Don't Fade Away" - written for everyone who thought that I should put these two together! If you haven't already, then you might want to read that first, otherwise it won't make much sense. I am also writing the first in the trilogy at the same time - it's called "In Lieu of Love" and can alsso be found on this site. It will contain some information about the binding to save technique, and while it isn't essential for you to have read it, because I will try and explain it as clearly as possible, it might help. Okay, on with the story. Sorry this first chapter is so short, for starters, I promise that others will be longer! Italic sentences denote someone's thoughts. Oh, and one more thing - this deserves the R rating right from the very first paragraph. I start as I mean to go on! This story starts a bit later on the same morning that "Don't Fade Away" ends. To remind you, Aragorn was asleep in Elrond's chambers after starting to heal Legolas, Legolas has woken up with a hangover and run away, Elrohir was feeling ill and was in bed, and Elrond and Glorfindel declared their undying love for each other and exchanged...uh...rings ;-) And again, thanks to my beta, Caz! *************** The Saving Grace *************** *************** Chapter 1 *************** Just What I Needed to Hear... The water was blissfully hot and wonderfully fragrant as Elrond slid into the huge sunken tub, joining his lover in bathing away the remnants of the previous night's exertions. Glorfindel grinned and ducked below the surface to dampen his golden hair, then resurfaced and shook his head violently from side to side. Droplets of liquid flew in every direction, spraying Elrond, who merely raised an eyebrow before launching himself at the self-satisfied Eldar and dragging them both under the foamy water. Limbs tangled as they crashed into each other, causing water to slop over the edge of the bath and onto the floor. When the Elven-lords re-emerged from below the bubbles they were breathing heavily and laughing, their bodies pressed close. Chocolate eyes met sapphire blue for an instant, sending electric jolts through both their beings, before they found themselves caught up in a sweet, deep kiss that was becoming more passionate by the minute. Glorfindel took the lead after a few moments and pushed Elrond gently backwards, until he was sitting on a step carved in the side of the sunken tub. The willing half-Elf did as was silently requested of him without breaking the kiss, smiling into his lover's mouth as his hips were straddled. The feel of Glorfindel in his lap was enough to make him achingly hard, and soon his erection was pressing prominently into the other's thigh. When Glorfindel felt this he broke the kiss, smirking, and wriggled a bit, relishing the delicious gasp that left Elrond's mouth. An elegant hand slipped between their bodies, long fingers curling around and stroking the pulsing hardness, and he began to gently kiss his way down Elrond's neck. The half-Elf sighed elatedly and closed his eyes, laying his head back against the stone as the Eldar peppered his skin with delicate yet taunting kisses that drew ever closer to the water line just below his ribs. Elrond arched out of the water with an almost inaudible moan, beseeching his lover not to stop, and reached out to clasp Glorfindel's shoulders. Suddenly heavy, hurried footsteps sounded outside the partly open door, causing Elrond's head to snap up in trepidation. He listened closely, hearing the footsteps come increasingly closer; he then grabbed Glorfindel's head with both hands and forced him under the water, just as a dark head and a worried expression appeared around the door. "There you are, Adar,' sighed Aragorn, a little out of breath and in an anxious tone of voice, as he caught sight of his foster-father in the large tub in the centre of the bathroom. "There is a problem; Legolas is missing." Elrond groaned inwardly - and then outwardly, for a warm mouth suddenly encased his erection, sending a shiver through his body; of course, Glorfindel could not hear their conversation from under the water. A small, choked noise escaped his throat, which he barely managed to disguise with a cough, and subtly tried to push Glorfindel's head away from his groin, but with little success. // Thank Elbereth for the bubbles...// "Where have you looked, Estel?" he asked, noticing with a wince the huskiness of his voice and quickened breathing. "You know how he likes his privacy - perhaps he is in his room?" Aragorn shook his head. "Nay, he is not. Nor is he in the kitchens, nor the dining halls, nor by the fire..." Elrond sighed heavily, followed by a poorly concealed gasp and a few more hand motions under the surface - // how has Glorfindel not died from lack of air?! // "I will come, Estel. Wake Elladan and Erestor," he replied curtly, hoping that his foster-son was too worked up to notice the distinct flush across his usually pale cheeks. Aragorn raised an eyebrow. "And Glorfindel?" "Nay, he is already awake. He is lurking about somewhere..." The Man nodded in acknowledgement and left to do as he was bid, his heavy footfalls reverberating down the corridor. With a deep exhalation, Elrond pulled Glorfindel up to the surface again. The Eldar was gasping for breath after his ducking, although his face was still alight with mischief, his eyes gleaming. His heart sank, however, when he saw Elrond's anxious expression, and he cocked his head in concern. " What is the matter, melethron? What happened?" Elrond raised his dark eyes to his lover's bright sapphire pair, the sight of which left him able to manage a weak smile. "It was Estel. He cannot find Legolas." Glorfindel frowned and extended a hand to the half-Elf's shoulder, squeezing it in reassurance. "Legolas likes to be alone at times, we all know that. He has probably just gone off for some time to himself." Elrond raised an eyebrow. "Yes, but remember what happened the last time he went off for some time to himself - last night, if I recall correctly. And added to the fact that he is not fully healed, either..." The Eldar bit his lip, his brow creasing. "Aye, well, either way we will do nothing to remedy the situation by sitting here talking," he reasoned, climbing out of the bath and offering a hand to his lover. Elrond accepted, and found himself pulled into a tight hug and a brief kiss as he stood. "We will find him, nîn ind; he cannot be far away," assured the Eldar as he took two towels from the nearby bench and handed one to Elrond. "Do not worry just yet." Another weak smile from Elrond. "Aye, nîn bellas. I know, and I will try. Nonetheless, I have sent Estel to wake Elladan and Erestor, so they can help. I think it would be better if we left Elrohir to sleep." Glorfindel made a noise of agreement and smiled reassuringly, releasing the half-Elf so that he could begin dressing in the hastily discarded clothes at his feet. Elrond followed suit, and it was only a few moments before both Elven-lords were fully clothed again, damp hair pulled back, unbraided, into a pony-tail at the back of their heads. With one last brief kiss for luck, they set off to find Aragorn, Elladan and Erestor. *** Elvish Translations: adar - father melethron - love/lover nîn ind - my heart nîn bellas - my strength *************** Chapter 2 *************** Giving Chase Elrond strode into the library, flanked by Glorfindel, to meet Aragorn, Elladan and Erestor as agreed. The lord of Imladris' dark-haired son and advisor both looked dishevelled and bleary-eyed, obviously having been woken in a hurry, and Elladan yawned widely in way of greeting to his father. The two Elven-lords did not bother to sit at the table at which the three other dark-haired figures were sitting. Elrond wasted no time in getting started. "Start at the beginning, Estel. Tell me what has happened." The King shrugged, a confused expression upon his face. "'Tis simple; I awoke early this morning to find that Legolas was not there. I searched everywhere - in his rooms, in the kitchens, by the fire, in here, but he is nowhere to be seen." He paused and shook his head. "I am worried, adar, especially after he tried to kill himself last night." Elrond nodded curtly. "And did anyone have the common sense to check the stables and see if his horse is still here?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. The three at the table lowered their gazes sheepishly and shook their dark heads. The half-Elf clapped his hands together, emitting a sharp, action- promoting sound. "Well, what are we waiting for? Come on! If he really has run off then we cannot afford to waste time; he is still far from healed." Upon seeing Erestor's puzzled expression Elrond turned to him, motioning for his advisor to fall into a quick step beside him as the five figures strode in the direction of the stables. "Briefly, Erestor, Legolas is grieving for Estel. He very nearly died last night, after he tried to kill himself at the top of the waterfall and fell in, but fortunately Elrohir saved him. Estel began to heal him last night, but he is still weak and fading; that is why we need to find him." Erestor opened his mouth, a torrent of queries obviously ready to pour from his tongue. "No questions, it is all being dealt with," cut in Elrond. Now was not the time for him to be explaining unnecessary issues. Erestor seemed to accept this and remained silent whilst the group briskly made their way outside and towards the stables. Upon entering the barn it was clear to see that the stall that had previously held Legolas' steed was empty, for the door was swung wide open, and the tack was nowhere to be seen. Aragorn swore loudly in Westron and Elladan pursed his lips in anxiety; Elrond stopped mid-step, his shoulders sagging visibly. Glorfindel cast a sideways glance at his lover, seeing this, and instantly took control of the conversation. "Estel, Elladan, tack up your horses. You too, my lord. Erestor, return to the house and maintain control of things there. Inform Arwen of what has happened, and on no account are you to allow Elrohir to leave these grounds. But keep everything as quiet as possible; the fewer people who know about this, the better." His words were immediately obeyed and the blond Eldar saddled up his own horse; within moments all four horses were tacked up and the riders mounted, debating their next move. "It is most likely that he is returning to Mirkwood," commented Aragorn, urging his horse into a trot as they made their way through the city and towards the gates. "Probably," replied Glorfindel, drawing up level with the Man as he also moved into trot. The others followed. "Though do you not think that he would have chosen a lesser used route, to lower the chances of us finding him?" Elrond ground to a halt, clapping one hand to his forehead at his stupidity. "Of course, that is highly likely. Perhaps we should pair off, then; how about I take this route with Estel, and you take another with Elladan?" Glorfindel agreed with a nod of his head, spinning Asfaloth on the spot and motioning to Elladan as he accelerated into canter in the other direction. "Aye - come on, Elladan, there is no time to lose! Ride safely, my lord." Much as Elrond wished to watch his lover go, he could not. Time ticked. The further that Legolas got from Imladris then the more danger his life was in; Aragorn sped past his foster-father in a blur, calling something unintelligible as he went. Elrond's horse followed without him having to give any aids, and together they galloped from Imladris via the main route. Wind whipped past Aragorn's face as they galloped along the beaten track, pushing his horse as fast as he would go for well over ten minutes. All he could concentrate on was finding Legolas as soon as possible; his conscience taunted him and bombarded him with horrifying scenarios. // What if they did not find him in time? What if he has faded already? What if he is too weak, and some awful injury has befallen him? What if... // The nagging calling inside his head filled his senses, so that all he could hear was the voice and all he could concentrate on was searching, seeking, scanning for a trail, a hint, a clue. But there was nothing, nothing except the pounding of the hooves beneath him, the heaving of the flanks, the dark coat frenzied into white foam. Realisation hit him and he pulled Aglar up, absentmindedly soothing the strained animal with a soft word and a pat. A few moments later his foster-father drew up next to him, his face flushed from both exertion and irritation, his horse in a similar condition to the King's. He raised an eyebrow scathingly at Aragorn. "Has that helped you to vent some of your frustration, Estel?" The half- Elf's voice was laced with sarcasm, his tone annoyed. "Wearing the horses to exhaustion within the first quarter-hour will be fruitless to us all. Use your head. Now come on, do not just stop; walk your horse before he catches a chill." Aragorn was shamefaced, but did as he was told. They walked in silence, until the horses had caught their breath again and the lather on their coats had dried. After another few moments, the Man looked over to his foster- father in question. "I see no trail, adar." Elrond's face was sombre as he replied, and his brow creased a little. "Nor I. Ai, this is not good; I can only hope that Elladan and Glorfindel are having more luck than us." He stopped speaking for a moment, then resumed as though he had forgotten something, or almost as if he were talking to himself. "Although it is more likely that he would have taken the least used track if he did not want to be followed," he murmured. Aragorn nodded dejectedly, and heaved a sigh that caused Elrond to look over to him. The Man caught the half-Elf's eye, holding the chocolate gaze with his steel- grey for a moment before he felt compelled to look away. They continued walking in silence for a few minutes, until Aragorn spoke up softly. "This is my fault, adar. I cannot help thinking about it, about what would have happened if we had not stolen those nights of comfort together on the Quest, or if we had not been so close." Elrond looked over to his foster-son, and when their eyes met this time Aragorn found himself lost in the confusing, swirling depths of the half- Elf's, no longer penetrating and critical as they had been previously. "You were both friends, and you needed comfort, Estel," he said slowly, choosing his words with care. "I can sympathise with you on both of those accounts." Aragorn maintained the gaze. "Yes, but I still cannot stop thinking about it. About what those nights really meant to him, and our friendship, and our lack of contact over the past two years." He paused, but Elrond gave him the room that he needed to continue. When he next spoke, his voice was almost a murmur, reproachful and laden with guilt. "Or what if I had agreed to save him sooner." Elrond did not reply, instead breaking the eye contact and pursing his lips, pushing his horse into a trot once more as a signal to Aragorn that they should get moving again. ~~~ The dark figure upon the chestnut stallion swayed a little in the saddle as he rode, encouraging the tired animal to continue in the canter. The hood of his thick black cloak was pulled up over his head, hiding his face, and his shoulders were hunched up as though he were cold. He shook his head as if to clear it, revealing a few stray strands of golden hair from under the hood as he did so, before finally relenting and slowing his horse to a trot. The stallion willingly obliged, exhausted from the fast pace that he had been forced to maintain, and was praised with a pat and a soft word from his master. The rider let out the reins a little, allowing his steed to stretch out his neck; the sudden relaxation caused the horse to trip over a protruding tree root, and the rider was thrown forwards onto his neck. Legolas cursed, for he had never before been unseated by something so trivial as a stumble. Gathering up the reins again and lifting Arod's head, he pushed forwards along the little-used path towards Mirkwood. *************** Chapter 3 *************** Tell-Tale Erestor tapped gently on the door to Arwen's chambers and waited. A few sounds could be heard before the door was opened, to reveal the pristinely dressed Queen of Gondor. A mild look of pleasant surprise spread across her face when she first clapped eyes on the Elf at her door, though she frowned a little after noticing his dishevelled appearance and confused expression. “Erestor! What can I do for you? Is something the matter?” The male Elf nodded, somewhat dazedly. “Aye, my lady, I regret to say that there is. I know not the entire story, but Legolas has gone missing. Your father, Estel, Glorfindel and Elladan have gone in search for him.” Arwen closed her eyes wearily. “I had thought everything was too good to be true.” She paused and opened her eyes again, revealing troubled jade orbs beneath the lids and long, dark lashes, and stepped out into corridor. “What about Elrohir? Does he know?” “No, not yet,” came the reply. “I was instructed not to let him leave the grounds of the house, on any account. Do you think we should tell him?” Arwen considered for a moment before answering. ”I am not sure,” she admitted finally, “I am in two minds over the subject. It is not fair to keep this from him, for it is something that he should know. But then again, I am also certain that my brother would not hesitate to go after Legolas the second he finds out; you know as well as I how close they are. What do you think?” Erestor cocked his head pensively. “Perhaps we should take this as it comes, and see how things turn out. How is he this morning - have you seen him yet? I gather he jumped into the water to save Legolas.” Arwen nodded. “Yes, he did. He acted very bravely last night; I am proud of him. I was actually about to check on him now, though I was in no rush because I assumed that father would have done. But obviously he has other matters requiring his attention now...” She added this last sentence thoughtfully after a pause, before continuing. “I will go and see my brother, and if he finds out then he finds out. There is nothing much we can do otherwise, and he is bound to discover this sooner or later. You go and get some breakfast, and then get properly washed and dressed. I am assuming you were woken in a hurry?!” “Does it show?” Erestor grinned sheepishly. Arwen laughed despite herself. “Very much so!” she teased, educing a feigned scowl from the other Elf. “Go on -I shall come and find you later.” With that she turned away and began walking towards Elrohir's chambers, leaving Erestor to sort himself out. Her brother's rooms were situated at the other side of the house and on the top floor, due to the fact that he greatly valued his privacy, and Arwen was glad that she encountered very few people on the way. // Everyone probably exhausted themselves after the feast last night //, she thought wryly as she arrived at her brother's door, and tapped gently on it. There was no reply, so she turned the handle and slipped inside, smiling wistfully at the sight of her elder brother sleeping soundly in the bed. She walked over and sat down on the edge of it, extending her hand to gently caress his cheek with her fingers. The pale skin was rather cool and Arwen's brow creased, but at that moment Elrohir turned his head and blearily focused his eyes on his sister. “Good morning, gwanur-nîn,” she greeted him, her frown evolving into a smile. He blinked at her sleepily. “'Mornin'.” The mumbled word was followed by a gaping yawn, and he brought his hand up to rub his eyes. “How do you feel?” Elrohir waved away the question. “Fine, fine,” he insisted. He did not tell her that, in actual fact, he felt a little cold, and that his head was rather fuzzy. Instead he dismissed them as side effects of jumping into the water last night; he was bound to feel a bit strange. Besides, that was the least of his worries at the moment. “How fares Legolas this morning?” he continued, sitting up in the bed a little. “Is he up yet?” Arwen closed her eyes and sighed heavily; there was that inevitable question. Elrohir raised an eyebrow. “Arwen? What is wrong? Tell me what has happened.” "Elrohir, you must promise not to do anything stupid..." "Arwen..." Elrohir's voice was menacing as he sat up properly and threw the covers off his legs. "Legolas has gone missing." The she-Elf winced, thus missing the dismayed expression on her brother’s face. The rustle of sheets announced the fact that he had stood up, and she looked over to see him about to pull on some clothes. “What do you think you are doing?” Elrohir looked at her as if she were stupid. “I’m going to find him, of course. What did you think I was doing?” “Nay, Elrohir, you cannot! Father and Glorfindel are already searching with Elladan and Estel; there is no point in you going out as well. Besides, Father said that you were not to leave the grounds of the house.” Elrohir snorted as he started to put on his clothes, turning his back to her. “I do not care – what if they do not find him? What then, Arwen? He cannot be fully healed yet, and either way he will fade if Estel is not there. Besides, he must have run away because he still does not want to be with Estel. And let’s face it, he was not really in a position to choose last night, was he?” Arwen cut in, her voice beseeching. “Please, Elrohir, stay. You are not well, I know, and –“ Elrohir turned his head to look at his sister sceptically. “What makes you think I am not well?” Arwen shrugged. “Nothing in particular, just that your skin is cold. And you did not seem very well last night!” Elrohir shook his head impatiently as he continued dressing. “Your imagination, dear sister. I have told you, I am in good health. Last night was just the effects of the cold water, and the shock. I am fine.” He finished buttoning up his shirt and turned back round to face her. “Legolas, however, is not. He could die, Arwen, and I will not let that happen.” His voice was quiet this time but no less insistent, and full of sincerity. “I will bind myself to him if that is what it takes, but I could not bear to let him go when I could do otherwise.” Without a further word he turned on his heel and strode towards the door, grabbing his cloak on the way out. Arwen uttered an outraged cry and grabbed at his arm, but he shook her off and ran down the corridor, merely glancing back at her apologetically before he vanished round a corner. Arwen clenched her fists in frustration and heaved a heavy sigh, gritting her teeth, then rushed off to find Erestor and inform him of the not unexpected turn of events. Elvish Translations: Gwanur-nîn – my brother *************** Chapter 4 *************** Runaway Tongues Glorfindel scanned the area between the trees to either side of him with his sharp sapphire eyes, but still he could see nothing. He was beginning to get worried; they had been out for almost two hours now, and still there was no sign of Legolas or his horse. He pursed his lips together in frustration, marring his handsome features, and looked over to Elladan, who was wearing a similarly perturbed expression. "Nothing," sighed the Eldar, answering the silent question from the younger Elf. "No sign whatsoever; I can only assume that he has not come this way. I hope that your father and Estel are having more luck than us." "As do I," agreed Elladan with a grim nod. "So what do you propose we do?" Glorfindel shrugged. "There is no point in us staying out here and chasing imaginary trails. It is probably best if we turn back and follow another." "But what if we end up on the same trail as father and Estel? Surely that would be nothing more than a glorious waste of time?" remarked Elladan sarcastically. A pointed look was thrown his way. "Do you have any better ideas?" Glorfindel's voice was sceptical. "Besides, we should easily be able to tell whether they have been before us, for their trails will be no older than two hours." Elladan looked slightly shamefaced, and the tips of his ears coloured slightly pink. "Aye, you are right as usual. I really should think before I speak, shouldn't I?" Glorfindel offered him a kind smile, gratefully received. "Come on, then," continued the younger Elf, halting and turning his horse. "Let us head back." Silence fell upon them for a few moments as they changed their direction, still examining the ground before them and to either side, lest they picked up on something they had previously missed. After a few moments a drop of water splashed onto Elladan's nose, shortly followed by another, and he looked up at the gathering storm clouds in the sky. "I do believe we are going to get wet," he commented, to no one in particular, but Glorfindel took the chance to reply anyway. "Yes, and neither of us have cloaks. Perhaps it is a good thing we are returning back, for I do not fancy the idea of searching in the rain for hours on end in naught but my shirt and leggings." Elladan did not voice an answer to the slightly touchy comment; he understood that Glorfindel had reason to be stressed at this moment. Nonetheless, he risked a glance over at the Eldar, and for the first time noticed a familiar blue and silver ring on the blond's left ring finger. He frowned, and surreptitiously nudged his horse closer to the Eldar's grey stallion. A few more sideways glances were cast at the silver band set with a sapphire stone, before he looked up to find himself being regarded with a pair of similar gems. They twinkled in amusement, though his fair face showed the converse, as Elladan gave himself a mental shake. Glorfindel raised an eyebrow, smirking, when the dark-haired Elf averted his eyes in embarrassment. "Pray tell, what do you find so interesting about my hand, Elladan?" His voice was perfectly serious, despite the fact that the Eldar knew perfectly well what the younger Elf had been looking at. Elladan cleared his throat nervously before he spoke hesitantly. "I...you...is that Vilya?" His voice held notes of disbelief; he was not quite certain that he trusted his eyes. Glorfindel smiled, shyly this time, and glanced down at his hand. "Aye, 'tis," he answered, and Elladan noticed how his voice had instantly become more cheerful, less sombre. "When?" "Last night." Glorfindel's shy smile had become wider as he recalled the events of the previous night, and his eyes glistened brightly. "He told me that I was his Vilya, and that the world would never grow dim for him, as long as we were together." He paused for a moment, looking up at Elladan before he continued. "I love him so much..." The dark Elf grinned happily and clapped the handsome blond on the shoulder. "Aye, that much I can tell!" he replied. "And he you - more than you could know, I think. Do you plan to...make yourselves public...any time soon?" Glorfindel shrugged. "I had hoped that we would do so in the next few days, although the current state of affairs now suggests otherwise. I wanted to do so before, but your father has been reluctant until recently." Elladan cocked his head thoughtfully. "I think I can understand why. He has greater reason than yourself." The Eldar's right eyebrow shot up towards his hairline, and he looked at the younger Elf with incredulous curiosity. "How so?" The dark Elf shrugged. "He is the Lord of Imladris; he holds a high and respected position. Some may consider it inappropriate for him to be sleeping with his seneschal, particularly after his wife departed West." "Elladan!" Glorfindel exclaimed. "What did you just say?!" Chocolate eyes went wide as Elladan realised what he had just said, and he clapped his hand over his mouth. "Ai! No, no, no, no, no! That is not what I mean at all! Forgive me, there I go speaking without thinking again! Nay, I know that you love my father more than anything on this earth, and rank holds no claim in my opinion, but what I meant was that others may not see it like that - you know how narrow-minded people can be - and obviously they do not know the full story, for if they did then they would understand, but --" "Elladan," cut in Glorfindel gently, placing his hand on the younger Elf's shoulder and stemming the torrent of words. "Shut up." The other Elf flushed furiously and looked away, causing the Eldar to laugh softly. "Sometimes I wonder if your mouth is connected to your brain at all, pen-neth!" What could have been taken as a derogatory comment was proven otherwise by a companionable squeeze of Elladan's shoulder. The embarrassed Elf could not help but smile despite himself. "I know perfectly well what you meant to say," continued Glorfindel, cocking his head to look at him. "But there are others who may not. You said it yourself; people can be very narrow-minded, and once they have reached an opinion on something they will not change it readily. It would be easy for them to get the wrong impression of you." He paused, and for a moment silence descended before the blond began again, thoughtfully, but returning to the original tangent. "But then, I have no reason to believe that any member of Imladris, ‘Lórien or Mirkwood will react adversely to this. It is something that I wish to celebrate; we should not have to hide our love. We are bound, in the closest possible way, and if that does not prove something then I know not what does." By this point it was raining heavily, with a chill wind uncharacteristic for the time of year, piercing their damp clothes. Elladan shook his head slowly in wonder, regarding the blond out of the corner of his eye. "Such words of wisdom..." he mused, causing Glorfindel to laugh quietly. "Perhaps, but consider the ages that I have had to cultivate them!" Elladan laughed too. "So there is hope for me yet, then!" Glorfindel smirked slyly. "Nay, pen-neth, I feel that there will never be hope for you! Your mouth has always been connected directly to your heart, and it would take some major surgery to change that!" The younger Elf spluttered indignantly, and Glorfindel laughed again. "I should not worry about it," he added, almost as an afterthought. "I prefer you like this." A shy smile from the dark Elf. "Now, come on," continued the blond, "the gates are in sight, and I am frozen to the bone!" Elladan agreed with a firm nod, and both riders spurred their horses forward towards the city. As they were nearing the junction of two major tracks, however, they heard the sound of hooves coming along the other road and stopped, looking behind them hopefully. To their surprise they saw Aragorn and Elrond, who had obviously had similar thoughts to Elladan and Glorfindel and were riding in the direction of the city. The latter pair of the four waited at the junction before falling into step with the former two. "Any luck?" questioned Glorfindel, although he knew what the answer would be. Elrond shook his head. "Nay, no sign whatsoever. We were just heading back to fetch our cloaks, for we are soaking wet and frozen through." // Not to mention the fact that our horses are exhausted, // he added mentally with a sideways glance at Aragorn, but held his tongue. The King pursed his lips in irritation. "Curse this rain; aside from making us turn back, it will wash away any remaining tracks that Legolas has left." Elrond now turned his full gaze to his foster-son and fixed him with his stony glare. "There is no point in following tracks that do not exist, Estel. You as a Ranger should know that better than the rest of us. We are only wasting time by keeping to this path; we may as well try and find another way to go." Aragorn sighed heavily but did not answer, and Glorfindel chanced a glance at his frustrated lover. Elrond caught the blond's eye and smiled grimly; it was obvious that they had shared clashing opinions for most of their ride. Glorfindel recalled that Elrond and Aragorn had never got along that well; of course they had loved each other in the way of a father and son, but they were always quarrelling over one subject or another. They were too similar, too stubborn, and many a time that had led to conflict between them. Now appeared to be no exception, and Glorfindel considered taking Aragorn with him instead of Elladan when they set out again. By this point they had reached the house, and left their horses in the hands of the grooms whilst they dashed inside to change their clothes and grab their cloaks. Just as they were preparing to leave again, however, having met in the entrance hall as agreed, Erestor came running down the stairs. "My lord, have you had any luck?" he asked, his tone anxious. Elrond shook his head, regarding his advisor with interest. "No, unfortunately we haven't. We are about to set off on different paths. Why, what is the matter?" Erestor worried at his lower lip, and his voice was hesitant when he spoke. "I am sorry, my lord...Arwen and I tried to stop him, but --" "Erestor..." Elrond demanded. "Elrohir has run after Legolas." To be continued... Elvish Translations: Pen-neth - young one *************** Chapter 5 *************** Of Black Thoughts and Mud Elrohir paused as he came to the junction, to consider which path Legolas might have taken. The blond Prince was far too cunning to have taken the main road, Elrohir decided; if Legolas really did not want to be found then he would have gone by the least travelled route. The dark-haired Elf thought for a moment, before a slow smile spread across his face. He recalled showing his friend a little-used path out of the city once before, which led from the back of the vale and bypassed the main guardhouse; surely that would have been Legolas' most favoured road. Turning his horse on the spot, Elrohir then pushed into canter and sped through the city. He stopped again to check the trails as the hard road became a dirt track, and was relieved to see that, despite the rain, there were still faint hoof prints in the rapidly forming mud. Pulling his cloak tightly around him, and the hood over his face to keep out the rain, he spurred his horse into a canter once more and took off along the track. The track led through the forest, and it was dark beneath the trees, given the thick clouds overhead. Elrohir had to keep his eyes peeled for any further signs of his friend. The marks were encouraging, though - the imprint in the mud of where a horse had stumbled here, a shred of Mirkwood-coloured fabric over there on a branch, and all the way the ever-fading hoof prints that showed where Arod had been. The rain was falling harder and faster by the minute, and the heightening wind was beginning to drive it into Elrohir's face. He lowered his hood over his brow and dropped his eyes to the floor, thanking Elbereth that Legolas had taken his own cloak. Suddenly an ominous rumble of thunder sounded above and he glanced up, counting the seconds until the flash of lightning ensued. Eleven seconds; well, that was encouraging. At least the storm was still a fair distance away. Shaking his head to dismiss any horrible scenarios and "what-if"s that threatened to creep upon him, Elrohir bent all his attention on following the fading tracks in the mud, and spurred his horse forwards. *** Legolas cursed at the first clap of thunder and glanced up into the sky. Lightning followed several seconds later, and Arod jumped at the sudden flash that illuminated the surroundings for a split second. Legolas could feel that the horse was tense underneath him, almost so much so that he was trembling; the chestnut had always had a nervous disposition, and the approaching storm was doing nothing to help. The Prince stretched out his hand to rub Arod's wither, in an attempt to calm the worried animal, but as he was doing so he caught sight of the flash of white that enveloped his wrist, and frowned. Both wrists were still bandaged from the night before, for the gashes in his forearms were still far from healed. He could feel the dull throb from the base of his palm to the crook of his elbow - which, no doubt, was being exacerbated by his grip on the reins - and although combined with the slight itching that signified new tissue growth, the pain was tiring none the less. Legolas sighed as he considered the state that he was in; he was still not fully healed, which meant that he was weak and fading. His once strong, lean figure was now bony and gaunt, and his forearms were slit from elbow to palm; not to mention the fact that his abused muscles still ached all over. His pain and weariness, combined with the foul weather and his desolate situation, sent him into a black mood, and he began to sink deep into a dark reverie of irrational thoughts. // How could I have let this happen? // he chastised himself harshly. // Look at yourself; you are weak and pitiful. No wonder Aragorn did not wish to save you! So what are you going to do now? Creep off home, where you can die in peace. Nobody else will save you instead. // The Prince scowled at himself and bit his lip hard, for no particular reason. He absentmindedly picked at one of the bandages, his concentration wandered as his dark thoughts enveloped him, and lost focus on the now- difficult task in hand of simply riding his horse. It was no wonder, then, that he was thrown off balance when his still- nervous mount started again at another clap of thunder and streak of lightning, this time much closer together, and lost both of his stirrups. Before he had time to right himself, however, something shot out of the bushes to his left in a flurry of leaves and water droplets, obviously startled by the horse, and Arod shied sideways into the trees. Legolas was thrown completely to one side as his horse darted out from underneath him, and, lacking the strength to hold himself in the saddle, grabbed at the chestnut mane in desperation. Whatever had shot out of the bushes previously - presumably a bird - squawked loudly in astonishment, which only succeeded in spooking Arod further. He galloped off into the forest to the side of the path, darting left and right to avoid the trees in his fright. Legolas could do nothing but hang on to the handful of mane, but the rain had left it slippery and hard to grip, and finally he lost his hold when Arod lurched to one side. He could almost feel himself falling in slow motion as the mud came up to greet him. He landed on his side, but his head hit the ground, hard beneath the mud, with a thud. Everything went black, and the limp figure rolled heavily onto his front. The rain came down and the thunder clapped overhead, but the Prince lay still. *************** Chapter 6 *************** Absent Elrond looked at Erestor incredulously. "What?" His voice was cool and even, belying the chord of dismay that had struck his heart, and had taken on the tone that could - and often did - make the addressed blanch and quake in their boots. And Erestor was doing just that. "M-my lord, I am sorry..." he stammered, pausing to gulp and dislodge the words that had caught in his throat. "We tried to stop him, but he would not listen." Elrond raised the other eyebrow and pursed his lips. "Astounding," he muttered tightly. "I ask for one thing, if nothing else, to be done while I am gone, and... never mind, there is no point in worrying over this now.." He paused and ran his hand over his face then looked up, wearing a totally different expression as though he had changed masks in the manner of a player. This time his features were set with grim determination, and a new flicker of willpower lit his eyes. "Right; how long ago did he leave?" "About three-quarters of an hour, my lord." Erestor's voice was steadier this time, having seen the forcible change in the Lord of Imladris' mood. Glorfindel noticed that his cheeks had returned more to their natural colour, now he could see that he was not going to be on the receiving end of Elrond's temper. "Did you see which way he went?" "Aye, he rode through the city. I thought it rather strange, but --" Erestor was cut off by an exasperated groan from Elladan, and all eyes were turned towards the elder twin. "How could I be so stupid?! There is a path, unused for many years, on the other side of the city, which bypasses the main gates and guardhouse, and leads from the back of the vale. Elrohir showed it to Legolas once before; I am certain that is the route by which he would have left." Elrond looked at his son in wonder. "Do you remember the way to it?" Elladan nodded vigorously, and his father leapt into action. "Then come with me and show me the way," he instructed, motioning for Elladan to follow as he strode forwards. Aragorn and Glorfindel also started forwards, but he stopped and turned to face them. "Nay, I wish for the pair of you to remain behind." Aragorn looked amazed. "But father," he began, looking to his foster- father with imploring grey eyes. Elrond shook his head and cut him off with a wave of his hand. "No, Estel, I will not discuss this now. You are to remain here and that is that. If you so wish, you can complain upon my return." Glorfindel received no words, but he understood why Elrond was refusing to let Aragorn come along. A silent look shared between the two lovers spoke volumes to him, and he nodded the half-Elf good luck. With a hidden smile for the blond, Elrond turned on his heel and led Elladan from the entrance hall, out to the yard where the grooms were waiting with fresh horses. They wrapped their cloaks tightly around them against the driving rain, mounted in one swift, easy motion and instantly spurred their horses onwards. Elrond allowed Elladan to go on ahead, and then followed him along the short path into the city. The few citizens who were still outside in the dreadful weather stopped to watch in awe as the two Elves clattered through the narrow streets with their heads lowered against the stinging water droplets and the wind whistling in their ears. Their hair, darkened to jet by the torrential downpour, was plastered to their faces underneath the hoods of the already soaking cloaks, but every Elf in the road recognised their lord and his son, and instantly cleared the way for them. Emerging on the far side of the city, where the houses were few and far between, Elladan slowed the pace slightly so that he could search for the path and any signs of his brother and the Prince. A hoof print caught his eye, though watery and difficult to distinguish now, and he followed the general direction of it until his sharp Elven vision spied the space in the trees that he was searching for. He looked back at his father to point out the path, but at that moment lightning flashed overhead, and he jumped. A long, low roll of thunder followed several moments later. "Six seconds," yelled Elrond above the rising wind. "Two leagues away." Elladan nodded grimly and jerked his head towards the path that led into the forest. He did not bother to speak, for the direction of the wind was such that his father would not have heard anyway. Elrond understood, however, and followed his son between the trees. *** Elrohir grimaced at the realisation that the storm was drawing closer when the next flash of lightning and rumble of thunder ensued, and he encouraged his tiring horse forwards. The path was becoming difficult to negotiate now, for it had been disused for years and the forest was starting to grow over it. He had to duck and dodge branches that reached out to block his way, but twigs still lashed at his face and snagged his cloak as he rode past at a fast canter. All the time he was keeping his eyes peeled for the ever-fading signs of the lost Prince, and it was beginning to wear on him, despite consoling himself with the fact that at least there was still a trail. He was alerted to the weariness of his mount when she stumbled, and finally allowed her to slow to a walk temporarily; it made their journey along the winding path easier, anyway. The twin sighed and rubbed the mare's neck, realising his own fatigue for the first time. He had not expected to tire so quickly, for he was fit and active, and used to hunting for days at a time. But then again, he had jumped into the icy pool at the waterfall last night, and run from there to the house with Legolas in his arms. Not to mention the emotional draining factor of the entire situation; he was tired and drained, and nothing more. // Arwen does not know what she is talking about, // he convinced himself with a shake of his head. And yet, there was something that he could not quite put his finger on. It was indescribable - he could not have told another about it if he were asked to - and yet it was so faint that he was uncertain as to whether it was his imagination. Absentmindedly, Elrohir took his left hand from the reins and laid it across his chest, palm over sternum. The action surprised him, for it had been completely instinctive, and he frowned at himself for doing it. He was left no more time to dwell on the topic, however, for his horse suddenly whinnied and halted. Drawing his attentions back to the task in hand, Elrohir asked his horse to start moving forwards again and peered through the trees. At first he could see very little, save a flash of chestnut between the dripping leaves, but a foul curse left his mouth upon coming into full view of the scene before him. Arod was standing across the path, head down, grazing. His tack and coat were splattered with mud, in addition to being dripping wet. What panicked Elrohir most, however, was that one stirrup was flipped over the saddle, and it looked as though a handful of mane had been pulled out at the base of the neck, near the saddle. Looking down at the ground, Elrohir now noticed that the fading hoof prints veered suddenly sideways into the trees, before emerging again a few feet away. A horrible, sickening feeling rose in the pit of his stomach as a sense of foreboding swept over him. Legolas was nowhere to be seen. *************** Chapter 7 *************** There For You Aragorn stood, dejected and confused, at the foot of the stairs. He felt helpless, and his concern for both Elrohir and Legolas had grown three- fold since the storm had come closer and the winds had picked up. He looked up questioningly at Glorfindel, who was regarding him curiously with one delicate golden eyebrow arched high. "The usual personality conflict?" questioned the Eldar, referring to the constant disagreements that used to occur between Elrond and Aragorn, when the Dunedan was growing up in Imladris. The King sighed and passed his hand over his face. "Aye, I suppose so," he answered vaguely, distracted as he was by his increasing anxiety. "But I do not understand - why did adar not wish me to go?" The blonde's expression was unreadable. "They will find them," he assured the Man tersely, pointedly ignoring the question, and then disappeared along one of the passageways leading from the entrance hall with Erestor hot on his heels. Aragorn sighed again, and was about to walk away when a pair of arms snaked around his waist from behind, calming and gentle. He melted back against Arwen's comforting presence. "He is right, they will find them," she murmured, and placed a tender kiss on his cheek. Aragorn distantly registered the irony in their reversal of positions; he had held her in this manner only the night before at the fireworks. He turned within the embrace, dropping his hands to her hips, and Arwen smiled at him lovingly, her arms still around his waist. The jade and stone regards locked together for many seconds as unspoken thoughts were exchanged, and finally Arwen moved one hand up to cradle the base of her husband's skull. She kissed him chastely, first on the forehead and then on the lips, before pulling his head down to her shoulder. The King sighed heavily, his breath brushing over the flawless creamy skin of her neck. "I fear for them," he admitted at last. "The weather out there is foul, and Legolas is still so weak...." Arwen sighed in turn, and raised a hand so that she could rub his back. He inhaled the scent of his Queen as she combed her fingers through his wet, raven hair; she always smelled fresh, of the forest, an aroma that never failed to soothe him. Arwen smiled wistfully down at him, and dropped a kiss to the dark crown as they held each other. *** Elrohir vaulted off his horse, ignoring the puddle that he landed in as water splashed everywhere and seeped in through his boots. He reached out and caught hold of Arod's reins, flipping them over the chestnut's head and encouraging him forwards. Arod looked startled and tried to back off, but Elrohir spoke softly to him and calmed him easily. Once the animal was a little more settled, the raven-haired Elf tied the reins to the low branch of a bush so that he could graze and vaulted back onto Rhossûl. He immediately wheeled her round on the spot and kicked her forwards, ducking into the trees off the side of the path. Dark eyes were everywhere at once, flicking from the hoof prints on the ground to the spaces between the trees, searching desperately for any sign whatsoever of the fallen Prince. Arod had obviously shied at something, Elrohir deduced, from the zigzag direction of the tracks, and it would appear from the pattern of hoof prints that the stallion had also been galloping. The tracks were leading him deep into the forest as he trotted through the trees, mindful of low branches waiting to sweep him from his horse. It was becoming darker and darker, now, as the trees became thicker and thicker; it was making it very difficult to see, and Elrohir found that, despite his sharp Elven eyesight, he had to strain his eyes in the gloom. Added to that, it was raining harder. Raindrops were blown into his face by the chill wind, water running from the end of his nose, and his dark hair was plastered to his face with water and spots of mud. Elrohir jumped and cursed as another bolt of lightning illuminated the sky, immediately followed by violent clap of thunder. The storm was right overhead now, loud, angry and powerful, and there was still no sign of Legolas. He was beginning to truly fear for his friend. He waited until the next rumble of thunder had growled itself to death before he started to call out the Prince's name. "Legolas? Legolas, can you hear me? Where are you?" His words were only borne away on the wind and the frequent thunderclaps drowned him out, but nonetheless he kept trying, painfully aware of the unsteadiness of his voice and the panic in his tone. Suddenly, Elrohir noticed a change in the tracks; they veered sharply to the right, around the trunk of a large, old oak tree, and he had to gather Rhossûl almost to a halt so that he could steer round the corner in time to follow them. He pursued them for a few minutes longer, but soon became acutely aware that they had changed; judging by the sequence of the prints, Arod had slowed to a trot at this point, and the trail had become much less winding. In fact, they were leading in a large loop back towards the main path. Surely Legolas would not have fallen off at this point? Biting his lip in frustration, Elrohir whirled Rhossûl round on the spot and urged her back the way they had just come, now pushing into a canter. His eyes darted back and forth, straining to the point of discomfort in the shadows, but still there was nothing. Another enormous bolt of lightning lit up the sky, frightening even the usually steady Rhossûl, and causing her to start sideways. Elrohir kept his balance with ease, but was surprised when the mare leapt forwards this time, almost as though she had jumped an obstacle. His head snapped round over his shoulder to see what it was, just the next lightning bolt was born, and he instantly yanked his mare to a halt. Lying on the ground was a still, dark figure. Elrohir leapt from his horse so fast that he almost landed flat on his face. He abandoned the reins, trusting Rhossûl to stay by him, and dropped to his knees beside the fallen figure. "Legolas!" he called, grasping the Prince by the shoulder and turning him onto his side. "Legolas, wake up! Can you hear me?" He shook the shoulder gently and the Prince groaned softly, but he did not open his eyes. Elrohir laughed hysterically in relief to hear a sound, any sound, from his friend, and continued to speak to him. "Legolas, I know you're there - I want you to open your eyes for me, can you do that?" Another groan ensued from Legolas, who then coughed. Finally his eyelashes fluttered, and his eyes opened halfway to see Elrohir peering down at him. "Oh, thank Elbereth!" exclaimed the dark-haired Elf, almost collapsing in his relief. "Legolas, you scared me so much! Don't worry, everything will be fine - come on, sit up out of this mud. I want you to drink some of this." He slipped a hand behind Legolas' shoulders, and gently encouraged him to sit up. He then pulled a small silver flask from the pouch at his belt and unscrewed the lid, pressing it to the Prince's ashen lips. "Come on, just a mouthful - it's miruvor, it will help warm you." Legolas parted his lips obediently, and allowed Elrohir to trickle a little of the cordial into his mouth. It tasted sweet and heady, and did help to warm him - but only minutely. Shivers wracked his slender form. for he was frozen through, drenched and plastered with mud. His head was swimming, and he could not find the energy to speak, but he was grateful for the inane chatter that Elrohir was spouting; it gave him something to focus on. "Ada, Glorfindel, Estel and Elladan are already searching for you," Elrohir was saying as he removed his cloak and wrapped it tightly around Legolas. "Everyone else will be worried sick, we have to get you back to the house." This registered in Legolas' dazed brain, and he opened his mouth as though to speak. "I don't want t-to return...I d-don't want Aragorn." What came out was a hoarse whisper, his voice trembling dramatically, and he had to repeat it for Elrohir to hear him above the storm. The twin stopped his ministrations and fixed his eyes intensely on the Prince's own sapphire pair. "And I won't let him have you," he declared firmly, framing the ashen, mud streaked face with his hands. The skin was icy to his touch, although strangely it burned at the same time, but Legolas' wide-eyed, anxious expression dragged his mind away from this. "If you would have me, mellon-nîn, then I would have you." A soft, chaste kiss to the cold forehead and a finger on the pallid lips prevented further discussion "But now is neither the time nor the place to debate this. Up with you, and on my horse!" With that he pulled the Prince to his feet, holding him up as his knees shook beneath his weight. Rhossûl was a mere few steps away, but the manner in which Legolas was swaying left Elrohir with little doubt that he would not make it. So instead, he lifted the too-slender form into his arms and raised him up, then placed him gently in the saddle. The raven-haired Elf swung himself up afterwards, wrapping the cloak even tighter around Legolas and clutching him to his chest, lest he fall again. He then took the reins up in his spare hand, and pushed his horse back in the direction of the main path. To be continued... Elvish Translations: Mellon-nîn - my friend N/B: Miruvor was the cordial of Imladris, and is mentioned in FotR (the book, at least). It seemed to revive the Fellowship a little at Caradhras. *************** Chapter 8 *************** Not Now... Legolas was physically unable to keep himself on Elrohir's horse any longer, and had to rely on the twin to hold him in the saddle. The golden head lolled back against his friend's firm chest as Elrohir clutched at him tightly, and Legolas could feel his limbs becoming heavier and heavier. He was so cold, so tired... Elrohir glanced down at the Prince's face, and saw that the sapphire eyes were vacant and the lids half closed. A chord of panic struck in his chest, and he shook the other Elf gently as he tried to hide his anxiety. "Legolas? Legolas, wake up! Don't you go to sleep on me!" The eyelids fluttered a little, and the blue eyes became slightly more focused as the Prince shook his head weakly. "So tired..." he whispered. Elrohir's brow creased. "Nay, meldir, you cannot go to sleep just yet. Stay with me; talk to me." Legolas frowned in concentration; he wanted to obey his friend so much, but it was so hard when his head felt as though it was filled with cotton, and all he felt capable of was sleeping. Talking seemed impossible. There was an inviting blackness in the corners of his vision now, which was threatening to creep in around him. And it would be so easy to let it do so... Elrohir saw the Prince's eyes start to take on their blank appearance again and his eyelids beginning to sag, and he shook him again. "Come on, Legolas, don't give in!" Notes of panic were now starting to seep into his voice as he realised exactly how close to fading his best friend really was, and he kicked Rhossûl on even faster in the canter. "Stay awake, come on... I know!" A way for Elrohir to keep Legolas on the right side of consciousness came into his mind; he needed to give the Prince something to focus on. "Can you sing for me, Legolas? Will you sing?" Singing sounded plausible to Legolas, and he nodded feebly against Elrohir's chest. "Sing what?" Elrohir emitted a heavy sigh of relief. "Oh, I don't know..." He wracked his brains for something - anything - for Legolas to sing, and found himself humming the first melody that came into his head. The low sounds rippled through the Prince's back, and Legolas laughed softly despite himself as he recognised the tune, interrupting the twin's crooning. "Frodo's song. I remember that story." He paused for a moment, a ghost of a smile playing across his haunted features, before he began to quietly chant the lyrics. There is an inn, a merry old inn beneath an old grey hill, And there they brew a beer so brown That the Man in the Moon himself came down one night to drink his fill. Suddenly he stopped singing, and pulled a face. "Ugh, I cannot see how they do it," he spat, his brow wrinkling in disgust. Elrohir raised an eyebrow, taken aback. "How who do what?" "Men and Hobbits... drink beer." The twin grinned and chuckled softly; he could only admire his friend for managing to maintain his sense of humour, even in such a situation as this. "It must be an acquired taste!" Legolas made another sound of disgust. "I know not why they would wish to acquire something such as that," he declared blearily, and then shook his head against his friend's chest, as if to clear it. It was such an effort staying awake, and everything was so confusing. "Why are we talking about beer?" "You started it!" stated Elrohir, feigning haughtiness. Legolas' thought patterns seemed to be rather muddled - although that was probably to be expected when he could barely lift his head of his own accord. Anyway, the twin decided that he much preferred semi-coherent ramblings to unconsciousness, and their usual banter was as good as anything. Legolas snorted in reply, and started to faintly hum the tune to himself again. They were nearing the main path by this point, and while the thinner trees made it easier to see, it was still raining heavily. The sky was dark with unspent storm clouds, and though that bitter wind still whistled around them, it was also sweeping away the worst of the storm. Elrohir clutched the Prince closer to him as they reached the path and rounded the corner - and then swore loudly as he realised that Arod was still tied to the branch of a tree. Legolas blinked in surprise at the curse that sounded in his ear, and stopped singing. Elrohir pulled Rhossûl to a halt next to the chestnut stallion, who had stopped grazing and lifted his head to see what was happening. The twin pushed the mare closer to Arod, and, extracting a knife from his belt as he leaned carefully over, swiftly sliced through the reins at the base of the bit ring. The shift of weight in the saddle and the slackening of support made Legolas sway uncertainly, and Elrohir had to sit up quickly in order to prevent him from falling. He settled the weakened Prince once more, and then turned back to Arod, whispering gently to him in Elvish. "Aphado men, Arod. Daro neva; lye auta bar." With that he turned Rhossûl on the spot and pushed her up into canter again. To Legolas' vague amazement, Arod turned and followed behind them. "Now I know why you are called "Elf-Knight"," muttered the blond sleepily. "To have mortal blood in your veins, and still have such control over an animal like that...it must be...I don't know." Elrohir laughed, and suddenly dropped a kiss to the hooded head. Legolas' eyes widened. "What was that for?" The twin shrugged as best he could whilst cantering along with an armful of largely immobile Elf. "I felt like it." Legolas smiled faintly. "You have never kissed me before." Elrohir looked down at him, expression dismayed, though the Prince was unable to see it. "What in Middle Earth are you talking about? I kissed you just a few minutes ago, and several times yesterday." //When I thought that I had almost lost you,// he failed to add. Legolas groaned softly; it was becoming increasingly difficult for him to express his already muddled thoughts, for the blackness was impinging more and more into his field of vision. And he was still so cold, so tired... "No, no," he insisted, "This one was different. It was...unprecedented. You-- " Abruptly, he stopped talking. A violent shiver rippled through his thin form, closely followed by two more, and a sudden change came over the fair Elf. He drew back against Elrohir's body, trying to gain whatever warmth he could from his friend, and clutched weakly at the arm around his middle with his hands. Daggers of ice had suddenly begun to pierce his skin, and his body felt completely deserted of warmth, save one burning spot just below his sternum. "Ai, Elrohir, I am s-so c-cold," he whimpered as another shiver took and shook his slim body. His teeth had begun to chatter as he shook, making his words difficult to distinguish. "S-so cold, so t-tired... what is h-happenin-ng?" Elrohir gritted his own teeth and squeezed the Prince tighter, rubbing as much of his body as he could with his free hand in an attempt to warm him. When Elven grief finally struck, it struck fast. Another glance down at the fair, mud-streaked face showed that the sapphire eyes were struggling to stay in focus, and the raven-haired twin started talking to his friend again in a last desperate attempt to keep him conscious. "Legolas, you have to fight this! We are almost home - don't let it take you now! Come on, meldir, mellon-nîn, maltaren-nîn, stay with me... stay with me..." Legolas was indeed fighting, though he had so little strength left to fight with. Vicious shivers wracked his entire body, so that he was now trembling ferociously in Elrohir's arms, and soft whimpers escaped his lips every now and then. His breathing was coming in short, sharp, shallow gasps as he shook, trying to catch a lungful of air. His mouth was moving as though he wanted to speak, although between the gasping and the chattering of teeth it was nearly impossible. Now frantic, Elrohir kicked his mare hard and forced her to gallop. The animal was tiring fast, but she seemed to understand the urgency of the situation and accelerated, even keeping her footing despite the slippery mud left by the rain. The twin bit his lip, and willed Legolas to fight just a little longer, for they were now not far away from the edge of the forest. "Legolas, I will bind to you out here if I need to, but I will not let you go!" he muttered through clenched teeth. The Prince coughed and gasped again; the shivers had now subsided a little, for his body had no strength to produce them any longer, and he still clutched feebly at the arm around his waist. Finally, though, he succeeded in drawing a large enough breath of air to allow him to speak a few words, and he squeezed Elrohir's hand to make certain that he was listening. The twin lowered his head. "Than-nk you... L-love y-you..." came the breath; it was a breath, because at long last the fair Prince was unable to ward off the blackness and the cold any longer, and his eyes fluttered shut. A sob threatened to choke Elrohir, and tears stung fiercely at his eyes, but he furiously blinked them away; he refused to lose Legolas, and as long as the Prince was breathing he still had a chance. Only slight shivers rippled the once-powerful muscles below the layers of clothing now, but the slim chest was still rising and falling. And at least the breathing was currently peaceful; those horrible gasps had made Elrohir's own heart ache with sorrow for the hapless figure in his arms. Determination now set his heart instead, and he urged his mare not to stop - //not far now, not far now.//So intent on reaching home was he that he galloped straight past the two dark riders coming towards him on the path, and failed to notice their presence until they had turned around and galloped up level with him. Elvish Translations: Meldir - friend Aphado men, Arod. Daro neva; lye auta bar. - Follow us, Arod. Stay close; we are going home. Maltaren-nîn - my golden Prince N/B: The song is taken from "The Fellowship of the Ring", Book I - "At the Sign of the Prancing Pony", and "Elf- Knight" is the literal meaning of Elrohir according to Tolkien. *************** Chapter Nine *************** "Elrohir!" The sound of his father's voice caused him to turn his head, and he saw that his father and brother were galloping on either side of him. The younger twin managed a dour smile, but did not falter once in the gallop. Legolas' body was lifeless in his arms, the hooded golden head nodding in time to the movement of the horse. The once-bright sapphire eyes were now fully closed, a worrying sign to any Elf, but the slight rise and fall of the slim chest gave Elrohir just the tiniest spark of hope. Elrond's heart fell into his feet at the sight of Mirkwood's Prince in his son's arms. Legolas looked little more than a wet and battered doll, ashen and mud-streaked. The eternal flame of his spirit was almost totally extinguished now, aided, no doubt, by the rain and the wind. It would not be long... From the other side of the younger twin, Elladan felt the same. He could also see that Rhossûl was tiring, and called out to his brother. "Elrohir! Give him to us! Our horses are fresher than yours - we will get him to Estel faster." Both Elrond and Elrohir shot him a filthy look. "I told Estel not to come for a reason, Elladan!" yelled the Lord of Imladris, struggling to make himself heard as the words were ripped from his mouth by the rain and the speed at which they were galloping. Elrohir nodded in agreement, though he did not take his eyes from the path ahead; they were almost at the edge of the forest now. "He does not want, Estel! That much should be obvious by now!" he shouted in turn. "He loves //me//." Elladan looked taken aback at the sudden possessiveness in his usually quiet and passive brother's voice. "You are not going to bind him to you?" Elrohir looked dreadful; Elladan was unsure if his brother was strong enough. He looked frozen through and shaken up - understandably, of course, but it would make things more difficult none the less. He wore no cloak, which he appeared to have wrapped around Legolas, and his clothes were drenched, his skin nearly as pale as the Prince's. That pallid face, fretful in its determination, was briefly turned towards him at the question, and blackened eyes flashed. "I see no other way around this," came the reply, simple, though powerful enough to halt any other questions. Or almost. "You are not strong enough!" cried the elder twin in dismay, unable to contain himself. He could not face the thought of losing his brother. "Remember Ada and Glorf--" A vicious glare from his father did silence him this time, and his face took on a wide-eyed expression. Elrohir ignored him, and kept his eyes fixed on the path ahead; he could now see the edge of the forest, and the trees were thinning out as they neared it. In his arms, Legolas whimpered suddenly, almost inaudibly. The sound was heart-rending, and Elrohir kissed his cheek lovingly. "Not long now, maltaren-nîn," he murmured gently, pressing his own cheek firmly against the side of the Prince's head as a measure of comfort - though whether it was for Legolas' benefit or his own he was unable to tell. The simple gesture did, in fact, ease his heart a little, though he could not have explained it for a Silmaril. Or perhaps he could... That nagging sensation behind his ribs, eased by his proximity to the Prince; his fatigue, and feeling cold, and now that ominous tugging that he could feel on nowhere in particular throughout his body. He knew not when the latter had appeared, but he had certainly not had it before he found Legol... //Damn! Grief - Arwen was right. // With one last dogged burst, he kicked his mare again. The clatter of hooves erupted around them; they had reached the road that led through the city. The streets were empty by this point, for no one had any desire to stay out in the foul weather for longer than necessary, though a few curious noses appeared over windowsills as they reached the outskirts of the city. The three riders bolted along the narrow lanes, still closely followed by one loose chestnut stallion, and Elrohir could not help but wryly think what a sight they must have made. They ducked and dived through the streets that would lead them to the Last Homely House as quickly as possible, but in the opinions of the twins and their father it took far too long for them to reach the short path that approached the house. The four sets of hooves made an awful, echoing din as they finally galloped into the main front yard. Elrohir nearly fell off his horse in relief, but remained mounted until his father and brother had jumped from and abandoned their mounts so that they could help Legolas down. Reluctantly, Elrohir released his grip on the Prince, and allowed Elrond to gently take him into his arms. The younger twin then leaped from his own horse, sparing her a grateful pat as he did. He stumbled a little upon landing, and Elladan instantly placed a hand upon his waist to steady him. Elrohir irritably brushed away the hand, turning instead and racing up the steps after his father. With a pained look and a heavy sigh, Elladan followed, leaving the horses to be tended by the grooms. Elrond had headed straight for the Halls of Fire, uncaring of who else might be in there - anyway, it was the middle of the day and it should be empty. Right now, the only thing that mattered was getting Legolas somewhere warm. And then getting Elrohir there with him. A glance behind showed that both his sons were right on his heels, jogging to keep up with their father's long steps as he strode along the corridor with the weightless, lifeless Prince in his arms. They rounded the corner, and walked straight through the large, open doors that led into the Halls of Fire; to Elrond's relief there were very few people there - in fact, only Aragorn and Arwen. Both got to their feet anxiously when the Lord of Imladris entered the room, tailed by his sons, and with Legolas unconscious in his arms. Arwen covered her mouth at the sight of the Prince, and, to Elrond's total astonishment, Aragorn looked as though he was about to burst into tears. "Oh, gods, Legolas," he whispered hoarsely as his foster- father swept past him and up to the huge fire burning in the grate. There were numerous furs and cushions lain out before the hearth, and gently, ever so gently, Elrond knelt and set Legolas down upon them. He then began to strip away the layers of sodden clothing, flinging them to one side in a forgotten heap as he started to call out orders. "Right, someone get some more logs for this fire; I want it as hot as you can get it. Elladan, go and fetch Glorfindel and Erestor - try the library. And Elrohir, get over here if you're going to do this." His words were obeyed immediately; Elladan vanished, and Arwen began to throw more wood onto the fire. Elrohir was instantly at the Prince's side, kneeling on the furs next to the prone form and bending over him, whispering softly. "Legolas, can you hear me? We're home now, we're home, you're going to be fine." He bowed his dark head, hair still sodden, and began to plant soft, tender kisses over the ashen face to punctuate his words. "You're safe now, maltaren- nîn, you're safe; I won't let him have you, do you hear me? I'm going to save you, I won't let him have you." Elrond ignored the exchange as he continued peeling away wet clothes, whilst Aragorn stood watching the scene dejectedly. "Is there anything I can do?" he asked softly, desperate for anything to do that might help; the sense of guilt that he felt was overwhelming. Elrohir ignored the question, whilst Elrond shook his head distractedly. "No, Estel, not right now," he muttered, finally removing Legolas' leggings and throwing a warmed blanket over the now-naked body. Another shudder shook the skinny figure, and Elrohir looked up in panic. He had felt another tug on that intangible part of his body, more forceful this time, and knew that he had to do something right then. "Ada, I have to do this now!" he insisted, moving so that he was kneeling with one leg either side of Legolas' hips and extracting his knife from his belt. "He will not last much longer!" He stretched over the stone hearth and held the blade of his knife into the flames of the fire, until Elrond caught his wrist, forcing his son to look at him. "Elrohir, are you sure you want to do this?" His voice was deadly serious, with traces of nothing less than fear. "Aye, 'tis very dangerous," agreed a deep, musical voice from the doorway. Glorfindel. The blond strode over to the fireplace, concern etched all over his handsome features, and bent over the three figures on the furs. He cocked his head at the younger twin, placing a hand on his shoulder, and then spared a sorrowful glance at the dying Prince. "But you are right, you have to do it now. Do it properly, and do it well. I have faith in you." Elrohir managed the weakest trace of a smile - trust the Eldar to spout such words of wisdom at a time like this. He clasped Glorfindel's hand briefly, and then turned to his father. "And you, Ada? Do you have faith in me?" he asked shakily. Elrond smiled. "Every faith, gwenneth," he replied resolutely, leaning over and kissing his son's forehead. "If you are certain, then I believe in you. I shall be back in half an hour. Good luck, and I love you." "'Love you too," returned the twin, relieved a little, at least, and turned back to hold his blade in the fire as he heard receding footsteps and the doors close behind him. Elvish Translations: Gwenneth - younger twin (a childhood endearment for Elrohir) *************** Chapter Ten *************** Fusion Elrohir held the blade in the flames until it was glowing, keeping a firm grip on the hilt despite the heat that was being conducted through it. Finally, when it was hot enough, he extracted it, and bent over Legolas again. In the few moments it had taken him to heat and sterilise the blade, the Prince's lips had taken on a bluish tinge and his breathing had slowed even more. Elrohir grabbed Legolas' left hand and turned it so that the palm was facing up; he then took the knife, still glowing, and slowly, deliberately, scored a line about half an inch deep across the whole diagonal width of the flesh. Now taking the blade in his left hand and laying Legolas' down for a second, the twin did the same to his own right hand. The metal was hot and bit sharply into his flesh, but he simply grimaced and bore it, as bright red blood sprang up amidst the pale skin. Swiftly picking up Legolas' hand again, so that as little blood as possible was wasted, he pressed the two matching gashes together and raised their arms up high, interlacing their long, elegant fingers together. The blood of Legolas' that made contact with his skin was icy cold, and it almost took Elrohir's breath away. He did not, however, take his hand away, instead holding the Prince's arm well above his heart and allowing his own heated blood to flow down into the chill form. He could still feel that ominous tug on his spirit, which was now becoming stronger and stronger as his life essence flowed into the dying Prince, and soon he had to bow his head in concentration as he pulled against the tow. The blood began to bang in his ears; he could hear the rhythmic thump of what must have been a heart, though for some reason there was also a patter in the background. Elrohir squeezed his eyes shut, forcing himself to focus on the slow, steady beat as the pull increased again and the heat began to leach from his flesh. It was because of this that he failed to notice when the patter in the background started to become louder, less erratic, until at last it was beating in time with the other heart. The two drums resounded through every fibre of his being; he could almost feel his body vibrating with each thump. And the pull, still towing, tugging, sweeping the warmth out of his body, pulling him forwards to Mandos knows where with its forceful, intangible current, making it harder and harder for him to resist. It was winning, despite all his valiant efforts; it drew him forwards into the blackness as he weakened, almost unable to fight any longer... At a loss for anything else to do, though still refusing to let Legolas go, Elrohir began to whisper an ancient prayer to the Valar. "Valarllo, ya vanessë antaë ninna, á lavë lelyaës. Á lavë náë engaiës." Over and over he whispered the prayer, willing that it would reach them and that pity would be taken upon them. But still the pull increased, until finally he could hold on no longer... Then it faded. Not to nothingness; not at all. It was definitely still there, nagging and threatening in the backdrop, but not to the extent that Elrohir had to fight with his spirit to prevent it from claiming Legolas'. He forced himself to open his eyes, afraid of what he might see, but nearly fainted in relief when he noticed that the dark eyelashes had fluttered against the still pallid skin. Legolas gasped, and coughed a little, before finally allowing his eyes to open halfway and gaze blearily up at the raven-haired Elf. Elrohir choked back a sob and swooped down to shower kisses over the gaunt, bemused face, though without relinquishing the life-giving contact of their palms. "Oh, thank the Valar, Legolas! You scared me so much!" he cried between kisses, before he finally stopped and pressed their noses close together, whispering against the lips that had retained at least a touch of their natural colour. "Don't worry, maltaren-nin, you're safe now, you're safe. Estel won't have you any more." Legolas smiled feebly, almost falsely, against Elrohir's lips, though his eyes held traces of confusion and trepidation. "But then who would?" he murmured, his voice hoarse and cracked, weak. Elrohir instantly kissed him to silence. "I would have you!" he murmured back against the Prince's mouth, noses still touching. "Did you hear nothing I said? I would never let you go, not to something like this. Trust me, meldir, I am not doing this out of a sense of duty - I...I love you too." The face of the golden-haired Elf lit up with a brilliant, earnest smile - possibly the most beautiful thing Elrohir had ever seen, he decided, despite the weariness, the pallor, and the shadows marring the fair features. Then, before he knew what was happening, Legolas had shakily raised his free arm, still bandaged at the forearm, and entangled his fingers in Elrohir's sodden, raven tresses as he pulled the twin close for a kiss of his own accord. It was tentative, though both Elves trembled in its wake, and finally Legolas muttered, "Have me then, since you would." Elrohir pulled back, beaming, and inadvertently pulling Legolas' arm up with him as he failed to release their hands. With a slightly anxious glance at their joined palms, he hesitantly opened his fingers and broke the contact. The pull instantly faded again as scarlet blood stained creamy-white skin, the channel created so that the essence of one body could flow into the other being interrupted. Legolas shuddered a little and twitched, his skin blanching back another degree, but when, after an uneasy interlude, he remained conscious and coherent, Elrohir hastily began to remove his sodden clothes and throw them to one side. Finally divested of the soggy fabric, he returned to kneel over Legolas' hips and interlaced the fingers of their cut hands once again. The pull returned once more, and for a second he had to resist it as before, but when it died back again he relaxed and turned to other important tasks. Light from the flames danced over his pale skin as he leaned forwards over the Prince, chocolate eyes mimicking the effect in the doting gaze, and both smiled again as lips met once more. This kiss was deep and passionate, enough so to create sparks of energy between the pair as lips parted and tongues met. First contact, however, was followed by a gasp from each pair of lips. Elrohir pulled back in surprised bewilderment and gazed down at Legolas in wonder. "Do...do you think..." he began, unsure of what to say, exactly. "...we will feel each other's pleasure too?" finished Legolas, gripping the twin's hand tighter as their blood continued to flow between them. Elrohir nodded, smiling in anticipation, and the Prince beamed back. "There is only one way to find out!" The raven-haired Elf lowered his head at that, and claimed Legolas' lips once more, as passionate and deep as before, yet tender and sweet in the same instant. A pleasant tingle, twice magnified, spread through the flesh of each Elf, warming as it went. Legolas shuddered again, appreciatively, returning the kiss as best he could at the same time. It was difficult in the presence of the tow, though it had been greatly lessened since Elrohir had helped him to fight it, and his body was still so tired, so cold... However, the problem of returning the kiss was soon solved for him as the twin abandoned his mouth and began to trail perfect, delicate butterfly kisses along the angular jaw line instead. The Prince turned his head into the contact, and Elrohir found that he could feel a minute, pleasurable shiver in his own body every time his lips met skin. He soon discovered himself moving lower and lower, until he reached the blanket that covered the Prince's body, to about halfway up his chest. Sweeping it a little lower so that it was out of his way, the twin now hesitantly began to discover the slim planes of chest. His tongue flicked out of his mouth experimentally, to swipe at the bud of a nipple; Legolas arched into it as much as his stiff, unresponsive body would allow, and Elrohir felt a wave of pleasure wash over him again. He smiled, first to himself and then at the Prince, before he lowered his head again and began to skilfully tease the pert flesh, kissing, licking and sucking until both bodies were thrumming pleasantly. Finally, he lifted his head and moved back up to meet the blond's lips, claiming them once more in a soul-searching kiss. He was not surprised to find that his member was erect, after the unusual sensation of feeling pleasure such as that reciprocated, and was even less surprised to find that Legolas was also hard, the firm flesh pressing up through the blanket. The Prince moaned softly into Elrohir's mouth and entangled the fingers of his right hand in the dark hair once more. That sensation alone was almost overwhelming, as the blood of the twin warmed his chilly flesh and re-kindled his guttering eternal flame, in combination with the doubled pleasure of the kiss. He tingled and trembled all over, his kiss becoming more and more passive as his member stirred to full hardness and the pull weakened a little more, until finally Elrohir pulled away from him, gasping for breath. A quiet whimper of protest left the Prince's reddening lips, and the raven-haired twin smiled indulgently down at him. Skin flickered in the firelight and dark eyes danced as Legolas gazed back up at the exotic beauty of his newfound lover, his closest friend, and discovered that he could not help but smile back. "Vanima," he whispered softly, reaching up to snatch more of that delicious lip contact that sent shivers through both their forms. "Vanima ve' tindome. Garo amin, Aduial, im anta lle sii', saes... Melo nin..." Elrohir's eyes lit up at the request. "Ilyamenie," he murmured back, before claiming those lips, so very nearly lost, in his own once more. This time, however, his left hand slipped down the Prince's body to find the blanket, and he stood up so he could push it away and onto the floor. The now-naked skin of both their hips made contact for the first time when Elrohir resumed his position, straddling the blond, for this time he allowed himself to sit down fully on Legolas' legs. He wiggled a little to make himself comfortable, but whilst doing so their erections collided and rubbed together exquisitely. Soft gasps of pleasure left both pairs of kiss- bruised lips, before Elrohir brought his free hand up to grasp both shafts of hot flesh and started to stroke them together. The delicious friction sent judders through both slender bodies as Elrohir caressed the columns together, and memories of the shared pull on their spirits flew to the back of their minds in favour of this new sensation. Drops of crystalline liquid leaked from each, and Legolas bucked his hips helplessly as his raven-haired lover flicked his thumb over the heads, intermingling the first pearls of their essence. He continued to tease and torment the Prince, although the feeling was more than reciprocated on himself, and finally the pair was left taut, gasping, floating, with only the thumping contact of their bleeding palms to ground them. At last, Elrohir removed his left hand and shifted his hips away from Legolas'. The Prince moaned in frustration and tightened his shaking grip on the twin's hand, peering up at him with imploring, lust-darkened blue eyes. "Saes, Aduial," he whispered again, his voice deep and rough by this point. "Sii', im lle gara sii'... Im tyava ta sal'... Ta tuka..." Elrohir understood at once, for he could also still feel it - magnified, no doubt, by the blood flowing between them and their hearts still beating in time. "Ai'nad," he murmured back, slipping his free hand down to spread the Prince's legs and then further to caress the cleft behind. "Ai'nad, ilyamenie - Im ta tyava vithel." His fingers still slick with their first drops of seed, Elrohir gently slid past the tight ring of muscle, soon encouraged to add another by Legolas' sigh of satisfaction. He scissored and probed with utmost care, ensuring that he found and stroked that spot which made the blond call out softly, ever so softly, as though it were to him alone. The sound was musical, exquisite - a voice heard far too little over the previous weeks and a voice Elrohir had never thought he would hear again. Oh, to play more of that beautiful music... Finally sure that his golden Prince, his Greenleaf, would feel no pain from this - for surely such a perfect creature, who had already suffered so much in the cruel hands of fate, deserved to feel no pain - Elrohir replaced the cruel hands with his own tender pair, the pain with his pleasure and the suffering with his spirit. He filled the Prince, in every possible way that he could, sliding into him painlessly and tenderly, and with a dual ecstasy that rippled through every fibre of his very being. And then he moved, rocking his hips with long, slow strokes and feeling his blood pulse further through his lover; moving to a united rhythm that pounded in two pairs of perfectly pointed ears. And all the while the music played, soft and smooth and rich, intended only for the ears of the other. Music played, musical gasps, whilst flesh warmed and coloured once more in the dancing flames of the fire, dancing as though they were celebrating the intermingling of souls. The souls intertwined as Elrohir moved, basking in the sweet music and that beautiful warmth that surrounded him - that //was// him. At that moment, it was what he lived for, that tightness and that all- encompassing heat, and the unique feeling of thrusting and being thrust into, as Legolas writhed below him in complete and utter ecstasy. Two souls wrapped around each other as their bodies joined, ebony enveloping gold; polishing it, making it bright once more by using its very self, until the two became the one. And the one, now ebony and gold in the same instant, trembled, as each became the other for a split of a second, feeling what he felt, and the other felt, and more. Elrohir gasped at the moment of fusion, instinctively claiming Legolas' lips once again as the Prince gasped back and gripped the twin's hand with all the strength in his body that existed, and had been given to him. Wetness spread between them and into them, each still feeling the same as the other, for they were still as one. The souls fused, melded into one of darkness and light Then finally they split and fell, Elrohir collapsing forwards onto Legolas in total exhaustion. They were two again, now, though each held part of the other, and still they clasped the other's hand. That pounding contact, constant throughout, was then all that existed for a time, all that reached them through the darkness... Eventually, though, the darkness faded, and Elrohir became aware of his surroundings once again. He was still lying atop Legolas' chest, the blond Elf breathing calmly and deeply underneath him and his eyes closed. A soft, pale radiance was radiating from the Prince's cream skin as he dozed and floated in his afterglow - in Elrohir's afterglow - something that the twin now realised he had failed to notice was missing. He laughed quietly to himself, lifting his head wearily to regard the beautiful, peaceful face in awe. His heart leapt in his chest at the very sight; although the features were still pinched and the spirit obviously far from healed, they no longer appeared haunted or lifeless, the full, pink lips, once tinged with blue, parted enticingly. Legolas looked alive again, given light anew, and whilst it would take weeks for that light to be regained to the levels the Prince once possessed, there was now hope. Looking down dotingly at Legolas whilst he dozed, Elrohir bowed his head and chastely kissed the high forehead. At the touch of his lips to skin, however, the brilliant sapphire eyes fluttered slowly open and Legolas gazed back up at his newfound lover. Sleepy smiles slid across both their faces, and Elrohir unwound his right fingers from the blond's left at last so that he could caress that stunning face. His eye, however, was instantly drawn to his palm, and chocolate orbs were turned to it. "Look," he murmured in amazement to the Prince, showing him his palm. "Healed - and you too." Blue eyes flicked across to the inside of both hands, widening when they saw that the ebony-haired twin was correct. Too drained to answer, however, his only response was a soft, sated sigh, and Elrohir chuckled as he pressed his lips to Legolas' once more. Then, succumbing to the deep sleep that beckoned to him oh-so appealingly, the twin covered both their exhausted figures with another blanket and settled down next to his Prince, finally falling happily asleep with legs entangled and healed palms clasped, fingers interlaced. Elvish Translations: Valarllo, ya vanessë antaë ninna, á lavë lelyaës. Á lavë náë engaiës - By the Valar, what grace has given to me, let it be passed to him. Let him be spared (shamelessly stolen from the film and translated into Quenya) Vanima - Beautiful Vanima ve' tindome - Beautiful like the starry evening Garo amin, Aduial, im anta lle sii', saes... Melo nin... - Have me, Twilight, I need you now, please... Love me... Ilyamenie - Always Sii', im lle gara sii'... Im tyava ta sal'... Ta tuka... - Now, I need you now... I can feel it still... It pulls... Ai'nad - Anything Im ta tyava vithel - I can feel it too *************** Chapter Eleven *************** Liar, Liar Almost before the doors had closed on the couple in front of the fire, Arwen uttered a soft, low cry of pent-up dismay, and threw herself into Elladan's arms. Surprised at the uncharacteristic display, yet grateful at the same instant, her brother took her and held her close, burying his face in her shoulder as she did the same to him. Together, they held each other, consoling and convincing themselves that their brother and his lover would be all right. Elrond watched his son and daughter for a moment, the hint of a tight, wry smile playing over his lips, before he turned without a word and walked along the corridor, motioning for all to follow him. Glorfindel was instantly at his heels, pursued at a short distance by Arwen and Elladan, and, at a further distance, Aragorn. Erestor remained a subtle way outside the hall, to ensure that none entered the occupied chambers. The half-Elf led the others towards his study, in the hope of some privacy from the more trivial workings of the kingdom for a time, and a place for discussion and waiting. Aragorn was the last to enter his foster-father's study, his head hanging and his shoulders as slumped as if they carried the entire weight of Arda upon them. He closed the door with a soft click, and turned to see the scene that awaited him. Elladan and Arwen were sitting stiffly side by side on the edge of the sofa under the window, hands clasped tightly together. Elrond perched on the edge of his desk, his knuckles white as he clenched at the wood, and with Glorfindel hovering just to his right. All eyes flicked to the King as he stood by the door, then gradually fell away, and had Aragorn had Anduril with him he would gladly have sliced the strained atmosphere to relieve the tension as a heavy silence descended. No one spoke for several minutes, each holding their tense positions as they gazed into nothingness, lost in their thoughts. Eventually, though, Elrond heaved a long, shuddering sigh, rousing each from their musings, and they looked at him expectantly. "So, we wait," he remarked quietly, his voice tired and tight. In one subtle step, Glorfindel had moved next to him and covered one hand clutching the wood with his own. Elrond glanced down at it, and his eyes lit up a little; it was the Eldar's left hand, Vilya prominent upon it for all who cared to notice. Smiling slightly, the half-Elf looked up once more, then passed his hand wearily over his face as he realised that Aragorn was still on his feet. "Estel, please, sit down," he offered as he gestured with his free hand. The King, who had been leaning against the closed door, stood up straight and moved to an armchair nearby. He collapsed bodily into it, shoulders sagging and legs splayed most inelegantly, propping his elbow on the armrest and supporting his brow in his hand. A few more moments of silence followed, and then he looked up through his fingers at his foster-father, one word evident upon his lips. "Why?" Elrond sighed; he knew that this would come sooner or later. "Legolas obviously does not wish to be with you, Estel," he pointed out gently, feeling Glorfindel's hand tighten over his own as both Elven-lords noticed the spark of... //what? Guilt? Self-loathing?// pass over the Man's face. Arwen caught it, too, and with a peck to Elladan's cheek she rose and walked over to her husband's chair. Looking up at her, he smiled weakly and shifted position so that she could settle herself into his lap. His strong arms snaked around the waist of his beloved, and he inhaled her scent as he held her close, her arms moving to wrap around his neck. "I know that, now," he murmured after a moment, his stony grey eyes deep and sad. "I am so sorry..." The Lord of Imladris sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, closing his eyes momentarily. "'Twas not all your fault, Estel, do not blame yourself for it," he admitted finally. Much as the half-Elf himself would have liked to blame Aragorn for this, he reluctantly conceded to the fact that no one person was to blame. Aragorn had done as he had eventually seen fit, when it came to the crux of the moment; Legolas had certainly not objected to being saved at the time. And then there was the encouragement, the urging, from himself, Glorfindel and Arwen - yet when the King had finally done what was being requested of him, it had all backfired, and now here was another placing his life on the line to save the Prince's. No wonder Aragorn felt so dejected. He hated to admit it, but Elrond now realised that it was he who had unwittingly caused all this damage, and cast his eyes to the floor. If only he had let Elrohir save Legolas the first time around... Glancing up once more, he noticed his elder son still sitting alone on the sofa. "Elladan, would you leave us for a moment?" he requested softly of the twin. His son looked up, surprised, then got to his feet a little stiffly. "Aye, of course," he muttered, voice tight, "I shall go and find Erestor, then..." Covering the space to the door in a few long strides and slipping out, Elrond barely had time to notice the hurt expression on the twin's face and his offended posture as the door clicked closed. Glorfindel had kept a firm grip on his hand throughout, for which he was most grateful, since even through such a minute amount of contact he could feel the strength of his saviour ebbing into him. The sapphire eyes, however, had followed Elladan to the door, and only now flicked back across to his lord; Elrond caught his eye and nodded apologetically. Without a word, the golden-haired Eldar leaned over and pressed a loving kiss to the half-Elf's brow, before he also stood and left the room. Elrond turned now to face Aragorn and Arwen, the King holding his Queen tight as though he would never let her go, with her settled back comfortably against him. The Elven- lord's eyes were sad and watery as regarded the couple, silent for another few moments afore he spoke. "Elrohir should have done this before," he murmured, musical voice melancholy. "You should never have had to choose like that. If only I had thought a little more clearly, then this would never have happened. But now..." he paused and closed his eyes briefly, his words tailing off. "Now, I...they..." "Do not talk as if they are already dead, Ada, for the love of Elbereth!" exclaimed Arwen, releasing her arms from around her husband's neck as she flew to her feet and moved to stand in front of the desk. This turn of events had left her unusually flustered, a far cry from her customary gentle disposition. "You said yourself that you had faith in him - nay, that you had EVERY faith! They are both strong! Surely they can overcome this with ease?" Her jade eyes glistened brightly as she stood before her father, imploring, desperate, and searching for a glimmer of hope and support, of confirmation. Elrond cast his gaze to the floor and shook his head, whispering softly, "I cannot give you false hope, Arwen, I am sorry. Legolas was dying in there; how could you not see that? I can but hope, can but pray, that they will come through this; there is, of course, a chance. It has happened before now, and it will happen again." He lifted his eyes from the flagstones once more, the deep brown orbs forced as neutral and impassive as his features. "You are correct, when you say that Elrohir is strong. Yet I fear that the pull is stronger." Arwen uttered a choked cry and stumbled back a step or two, right into the waiting arms of her husband, who had stood up and caught her, holding her protectively close to his chest. "How can you speak such harsh words, father?" she gasped; her voice had risen several tones in her distress. The half-Elf raised an eyebrow. "You expect me to lie to you?" he intoned incredulously. "What is the point? By the grace of the Valar, it will not come to that. But do not disregard the notion altogether, is all that I ask." Arwen sniffed softly from Aragorn's arms, though her tears did not fall through sheer strength of will. "I never did," she murmured, eyes wide and haunted. "I never forgot that...and neither did I ask you to lie to me. Just...just do not speak as though they are already dead." Elrond nodded once in agreement. Aragorn remained silent; he could not bring himself to give voice to any one of the innumerable thoughts churning inside his head at that precise moment. Instead, he regarded his foster father, The raw emotions in the chocolate eyes and the pale face caught him off guard, expertly schooled to impassiveness as they had been just minutes before. Pain and fear lingered over the ageless features, which right now seemed caught in a moment that he would much rather forget. To the Man, the half-Elf seemed deeply unsettled, but not from the events of the present day; they seemed...haunted, almost. Then it struck him. //He remembers. // Glancing over to Elrond, Aragorn's grey eyes met his foster- father's chocolate pair, and he tilted his head to show that he understood - in part, at least. Pushing Arwen away from him and holding her by the shoulders so he could see into her face, the King then smiled down at her sadly and kissed her forehead soothingly. "Come, let us go outside for a moment," he suggested subtly, whilst urging her gently towards the door with one hand still on her shoulders. A weak smile of acquiescence slid over her lips, and she did as she was bid. As they left without another word, Aragorn was careful to leave the door wide open. He had seen Glorfindel sitting on the floor in the passageway the minute he had opened it, and noted the way in which the blond's wide, azure eyes snapped over to the door in concern. The King sent the Eldar a meaningful look as he turned down the corridor, and tried not to smile as he sensed the tall figure spring to his feet and stride towards his lord's study. *** Elrond looked up as Glorfindel swept into the room, and smiled wistfully at him. He had not moved from his position on the edge of the desk. The blond closed the door firmly behind him and stepped up beside the half-Elf, holding out his arms. Without a second thought, Elrond moved into the awaiting embrace and melted towards the warm, strong body of his lover; Glorfindel practically cocooned him, wrapping his long arms around the dark-haired half-Elf. He pressed his cheek against the still damp raven locks as Elrond nuzzled at the crook of his shoulder, stroking the back beneath his hands with long, slow, soothing strokes. The Eldar did not bother to ask his lover what had passed between the three of them whilst he was sitting outside, for he knew that if Elrond wanted him to know, he would tell him. The half-Elf in his arms smiled wanly against the blond's shoulder as his back was rubbed, but much as he would have liked to stay in the safety of his lover's arms, drawing on the strength of his saviour, Elrond pulled away after just a few brief moments. Something much more pressing was weighing on his mind. "It is almost time," he stated softly, glancing at the clock for emphasis. Twenty-five minutes of the promised half an hour had passed. "I want to wait outside." Glorfindel nodded, but did not release his lover just yet. Instead, he dipped his golden head, covering Elrond's lips as a measure of comfort for the half-Elf as he kissed him sweetly and deeply. It did not last long, but Elrond felt his spirits had lifted by some minute degree as the Eldar drew back. "Come, then," muttered the blond, laying one arm over his lover's shoulder and leading him towards the door. Elrond sighed heavily, and complied. The anticipation was killing him. To be continued... *************** Chapter Twelve *************** A Nervous Wreck Elladan silently bit his tongue as he exited his father's study and made his way back down the corridor that led to the Halls of Fire, unconsciously dragging his feet as he went. His nerves were in shreds; Arwen's unusually childish and emotional behaviour had seen to that. He was tired, he was cold, and he was wet. He was scared, worried and generally - naturally - upset by the whole ordeal. And he was lonely. With a heavy sigh, he sank onto the bench in the chamber outside the Hall of Fire, forgetting that he had originally come there to find Erestor. Resting his chin in his hands, and in turn resting his elbows on his knees, the elder twin sat hunched upon the seat with his dark eyes glassy, worrying nervously at his lower lip as thoughts of possible scenarios raced through his troubled mind. He sat there for what could have been several minutes, until he was slowly roused from his involuntary self-torment by the presence of a shadow that had fallen upon him. Tilting his head up to look at the figure standing over him, Elladan offered a sad smile when he registered that it was Erestor. He then lowered his gaze to the flagstones once more. Erestor elegantly inclined his head in a gesture of concern, and, without a word, moved to sit next to the troubled twin. Elladan sighed again. "I have seen this go wrong before now," he murmured, his voice laden with sorrow and fright, trembling ever so slightly. In a motion of comfort to himself - the only kind he seemed likely to find at present - he curled one leg underneath him and wrapped his arms tightly about himself. "But nîn tithen gwanunig, too... Ai, I know not if I could bear it." Erestor sat regarding the elder twin with his wide, grey eyes, pooling with sympathy for the miserable figure. He was uncertain if Elladan was talking to himself or not, for his mutterings were almost inaudible - and incomprehensible to the advisor - and his eyes were still pinned to the floor. Indeed, his words could well have been meant for none other than himself, for he jumped when Erestor placed a hand gently upon his shoulder, and his head snapped up. "I have sensed nothing ill from out here, Elladan," he declared soothingly, his usually sharply handsome features softening a degree in his attempt to comfort. "And if you have no untoward feelings, either, then that can only be taken as a good sign. The pair of you have held such a strong bond since birth that surely you would be able to tell if something had gone amiss?" Elladan shrugged, considering the idea. Erestor was usually right, and it made sense to listen to him when he offered advice; he //was//the chief advisor to the Lord of Imladris, after all. And yet, the Peredhel twin could not help but fear that something would go wrong, just as it had some five hundred years past. And those circumstances had been more favourable, too! Legolas had been on the brink of death for the second time in as many days when Elladan had last seen him, and all was definitely not well with Elrohir either. The very thought made Elladan shudder, and he coerced the dark thoughts to the back of his mind for even the briefest of moments, forcing himself to instead concentrate on Erestor. His watery chocolate eyes turned slowly up to the elder Elf, whose own grey pair twinkled down at him from where they punctuated his pale face, dramatically framed by jet-black hair. The advisor's hand was still on his shoulder, and it touched Elladan to see the concern evident in his reserved former tutor. He had known Erestor for as long as he could remember, the other having been entrusted with the twins' education, and although Elladan knew that Erestor could be as gentle as any Elf, this softer side of his nature was often disguised by a harsher, more distant and detached outer. The twin smiled weakly up at his father's advisor, but said nothing. Seeing that he was not going to receive a verbal response from the normally lively, animated and outspoken elder twin, Erestor gave his shoulder one last squeeze and allowed his hand to slip down to the bench. It unnerved him slightly to see Elladan behaving like this, though from the little he knew about the binding technique, he could easily understand why. Then the thought came to mind that Elladan probably wished to be alone - why else would he have come out to the hall, when he could be with his family instead? Erestor was not about to disobey Elrond, and yet at the same time he thought that he should probably give Elladan some space; so, with a wordless glance to the twin, he moved to get to his feet. Although Elladan did not take his eyes from the floor, one hand swiftly stirred from where he was still hugging himself and was placed over Erestor's on the bench to prevent him from leaving. With a faint, shy smile, Erestor then settled himself back down, taking the twin's hand within his own and clasping it tightly. A mock of his own smile played across Elladan's lips at this, though weary and tainted with sorrow, and, thus they sat together in silence. Both raised their eyes several minutes later, when the silence was disturbed by footsteps reverberating down the corridor from in the direction of Elrond's study. Elladan's gaze was harsh, his eyes wide and with trepidation evident in the dark orbs, whilst Erestor's was softer and more accepting of whatever was to follow. The two Elves relaxed, however, having tensed at the sound, when Arwen and Aragorn rounded the corner, the King's arm laid protectively around his Queen's willowy waist. Sad smiles were offered all round as they moved towards the bench, and Erestor released Elladan's hand after one last squeeze so that he could stand in a motion of respect. Arwen nodded at him and then sat down in his place next to her brother, whilst Aragorn hovered at her side. Elladan acknowledged her presence with a sideways flicker of his chocolate gaze, before dropping it to the ground yet again as she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and pulled him sideways towards her. Passively, he neither followed nor resisted the movement, simply allowing her to hold him close if she wished. Aragorn watched in silence; then, at a loss with what to do with himself, he collapsed into a sitting position on the floor, back resting in the space between the legs of his foster-brother and his wife. Erestor moved to stand beside the window, facing away from the three on the other side of the room to allow them a little privacy. However, this lasted for possibly the best part of five minutes, before more footsteps were heard from down the corridor to precede the arrival of Elrond and his ever-present golden shadow. All eyes were turned to the approaching pair as they moved towards the great double doors leading into the hall, but Elrond motioned for them all to stay put for the moment. Glorfindel placed a hand supportively on the half-Elf's shoulder as he cracked open one of the doors, and slowly the raven-haired lord slipped inside and vanished into the hall, followed by his seneschal. ~~~ Elrond did not know that he had been holding his breath, until it rushed out of his lungs in a deep exhalation of relief upon seeing the scene laid out before him. Huddled under a blanket, upon a pile of furs in front of the fire, lay the two exhausted Elves, eyes closed in a deep healing sleep, but alive and glowing softly nonetheless. The half-Elf felt his lover's arms slide around his waist from behind, and he gratefully leaned back against the strong body of the taller Elf. A sound beside them, followed by a soft gasp, caught their attention, and both turned their heads to see Elladan standing beside them, obviously unable to keep away any longer. Arwen and Aragorn followed a few seconds later, and Glorfindel turned his head fully to look to the back of the hall; seeing Erestor standing there, he beckoned the chief advisor into the hall to stand with the family. None noticed the surprised expression upon the face of the black-haired Elf, for all had forgotten that he did not know about Elrond and Glorfindel, and were instead paying their attentions to the newly bound couple. Arwen's expression was slightly anxious as she stepped up to look over her brother and Legolas, and she glanced over to her father in concern. "Their eyes are closed, Ada," she murmured, her brow creasing slightly. Elrond looked over to her and smiled reassuringly. "Aye, nîn sellath - 'tis a healing sleep. They are fine - look, see how they glow." The she-Elf looked back to the couple, to see that her father was right. There was a soft, pale glow being emitted from both sleeping forms, visible even from under the thick blanket. Legolas and Elrohir together there presented a beautiful sight; Elrohir lay to one side and slightly on top of Legolas, his head tucked into the crook of the Prince's neck. The long locks of their hair, now dry from their exertions and time spent in front of the fire, cascaded over their shoulders and vanished under the blanket that covered them from mid-chest downwards, gold interwoven with ebony to produce a glorious sheet of dual-hued silk. Both faces were serene, relaxed in the sleep that carried them far from their present troubles, and they were clasping hands in a manner that Elrond recognised all too well. The half-Elf shuddered in Glorfindel's arms, and the blond moved his head to enquire what had caused it. Elrond noticed his concern, but said nothing, and instead Glorfindel followed his gaze to where it was still resting upon the slender, conjoined hands, fingers interlaced. No blood could be seen on the creamy skin, although a few scarlet drops were visible on the surrounding furs; self-consciously, Elrond lifted his own left hand and stared at the palm, aware for the first time in recent times of the faint scar that divided the flesh in two. His blond lover lifted his own right hand, revealing the matching blemish, and reached for the half-Elf's hand to hold it in the same way as Elrohir and Legolas' were clasped. Elrond gripped back hard, needing to feel the reassuring touch of Glorfindel's skin against his own all of a sudden - however, it was not enough. Without thinking twice, he tilted his head up and to the side so that he could reach the blond's lips, and, sensing his lover's need, Glorfindel kissed him tenderly. The kiss broke after just a few seconds, but it was enough to leave Elrond smiling; Glorfindel beamed back down at him, sapphire eyes twinkling. The blond then looked up again, to take in the state of the rest of the family, and met with a pair of grey eyes, wide and shocked. Glorfindel laughed softly and pressed another kiss into the back of the dark head, causing Elrond to also look over in the same direction. "It seems as though we have forgotten about someone, melethron," he muttered, making it sound as though he were talking to Elrond but loud enough so that Erestor could hear. The half-Elf grinned guiltily. "Aye, so we have," he murmured back, moving his head again so that he could deliberately press his lips to Glorfindel's jaw. "Well, Erestor, there is something you should know!" The chief advisor was utterly dumbfounded; here was his lord in the arms of his seneschal - having just kissed, no less! His mouth opened and closed several times before he was able to coax words out from it, and when they did finally emerge, he spluttered upon them. "I...I...you...how long?" "In the region of five hundred years," replied Elrond, squeezing Glorfindel's hand tighter. "Five hundred years...but wasn't that when Celebrìan..." Elrond nodded, thinking that perhaps this was not such a good idea, after all. But Erestor was certainly quick witted; he would give him that. "But then does that mean..." Erestor's grey eyes flicked over to the sleeping couple before the fire, as though to illustrate his point. Elrond nodded again. The advisor's mouth opened and closed a few more times, and he had to give up and take a deep breath before he finally found the words that he was looking for. "You have my utmost admiration, my lords." To be continued... Elvish Translations: Nîn tithen gwanunig - my little twin brother Nîn sellath - My daughter Melethron - Lover *************** Chapter Thirteen *************** Support Me Elrond could almost feel the satisfaction radiating from Glorfindel at these words, and he pressed back more firmly against his lover, offering his chief advisor a gracious smile at the same time. "Thank you, Erestor; it means a great deal to us to know we have your support," he declared, bowing his head a little. Glorfindel also murmured his thanks, the vibrations of his deep voice rippling from his chest and through Elrond's back, leaving a pleasant, tingling sensation in their wake. Erestor also bowed his dark head, slowly recovering his calm and distant composure, and turned back to the slumbering couple before the fire. For another moment, the six figures stood around regarding the newly bound pair in silence, each allowing their thoughts to wander in their own, private direction. At last, however, Elrond blinked away the glaze that had briefly passed over his eyes, and cleared his throat before he spoke. "We really should move them somewhere more private," he mused out loud, lifting each of the other bystanders from their own reverie. Arwen inclined her head. "Elrohir's room?" came her suggestion, based on the fact that the younger twin's quarters were situated in the quietest part of the house. Her father nodded thoughtfully. "Mm, 'tis probably best," he agreed, adding after another moment's thought, "Would you go on and light the fire, sellath-nîn? And lay out a pair of sleeping robes, too; they need to be kept warm." Arwen nodded in return, then placed a hand on her husband's shoulder as she moved to leave. He raised his round, grey eyes to her in question, then stirred to action, accompanying her out of the halls as she left to do as she was bid. Elrond watched them go, and then turned his attentions to Erestor. "There is no need for you to stay any longer, Erestor - you are free to go, if you so wish." The black-haired Elf made a shallow bow to the half-Elf. "Thank you, my lord. I am glad they are well. Do not hesitate to call if you have need for me." Even words halted him as he too turned to leave, and he glanced over his shoulder to listen to his lord once more. "They are hardly what I would call *well*, Erestor, but I thank you for your concern, nonetheless." The tips of the advisor's pointed ears coloured pink, but he managed to maintain his cool facade as he bowed to his lord once more and left, borne upon swift steps. Elladan was now the only other conscious presence in the hall, aside from Glorfindel, and he had not moved from his position since he had first entered the room. Elrond inclined his head and stepped out of his lover's embrace and up to his eldest son, speaking his name as he went. "Elladan?" This produced no result, so the half-Elf reached out a hand to lay it on the twin's shoulder. Elladan jumped at the contact, startled from his thoughts, and caught his father's chocolate regard, wide-eyed and wild. "They will be fine, Elladan, do not fear," Elrond assured his son, who had started trembling slightly. Elladan nodded, trying not to appear as wretched as he felt, but in the end was unable to prevent it and screwed his eyes tightly shut. He took a deep breath, frustrated at himself, and pinched the bridge of his nose, before passing both hands across his face and shaking his head. "Aye... aye, I know they will," he sighed heavily. "But when you have seen it go wrong before...well, you know..." A shadow passed over both Elrond and Glorfindel's faces, but the half-Elf crippled his own emotions for the time being in order to comfort his son a little. "I know," he echoed softly, pursing his lips in a wry smile and squeezing the younger Elf's shoulder. Elladan looked at him sadly, and at last Elrond pulled him into the quick, tight embrace for which he had been longing, but not wanted to ask. The elder half-Elf felt the younger smile against his shoulder in a strained fashion, and noted with concern the way in which a shiver ran through the slight form. "You are cold, gweniaur," he stated, pulling back to lay the back of his hand against the pallid cheek and brushing a few stray, damp strands of dark hair away from Elladan's face in a paternal manner. "And these clothes are still wet from the rain - go on with you and get into a hot bath. We will take care of these two." "But..." Elladan's brow creased in protest, but Elrond raised an eyebrow menacingly and the elder twin knew better than to argue with him. With an acquiescing shake of his head and one last lingering glance back at his brother, the twin turned and trundled from the hall. Glorfindel regarded his lover, who turned to him when Elladan's footsteps could no longer be heard in the corridor, wearing a wistful expression. "It pains me to see him like that, nîn bellas," he sighed. "Such a far cry from his usual animated self." The blond inclined his head elegantly, his bright blue eyes unreadable. "And it does not pain you to see Elrohir like this?" he questioned gently, gesturing behind him. Elrond shrugged. "I am proud of him for it, but yes, it does." "Elladan deserves your pride as much as Elrohir, nîn ind," replied Glorfindel, his voice still gentle and diplomatic. "He has just not had the chance to prove it yet. And he always was very close to Elrohir - this is as hard for him as it is for us...if not more so. I suspect he is lonely; you know how gregarious he usually is. I cannot really blame him, for it is not as though we have given him a huge amount of support through this." Elrond closed his eyes. "You are right, as usual," he conceded, moving now to kneel besides Legolas and Elrohir. "I shall spend some time with his in due course; but, for now, let us deal with this twin, yes?" Glorfindel could not help but smirk as he knelt with his back to the fire on the other side of the slumbering Elves, facing Elrond. "Do not be disheartened by it," he insisted, and stretched over to place a loving kiss on the half-Elf's forehead. "They are tougher than you think." Elrond could not hold back his grin in return, retorting, "They must take after their father, then, in that respect!" His blond lover smirked again, glad as he was to see some of the more cheerful, playful banter emerging from the dark-haired Peredhel once more. "As opposed to the Maiar they received from their mother, I suppose!" Elrond shot him a sceptical look. "Hush for a while, will you, and let me fantasise?!" "What is there to fantasise about? I should be offended! I meant tough in texture, as opposed to tough in bearing, which is obviously what you were talking about." The half-Elf looked at him, astonished. "You know - difficult to eat?" Elrond gaped at him for a moment or so, shocked to silence by the utterly inane topic of conversation, and then pursed his lips to keep back a torrent of silent giggles. Glorfindel felt his own lips twitch upwards as he watched his lover attempting to remain silent so as not to awaken the sleepers, and waited until they seemed to have subsided before opening his mouth to continue. Elrond, however, whipped his hand up and planted it firmly over the blond's mouth, preventing him from saying anything further. "Just stop right there!" he hissed, though his face was lit up by a brilliant beam. "As though anyone should even think about cooking my poor boys! Just see to your Prince, would you?" Glorfindel mock-pouted as the hand was removed, but obeyed nonetheless... or at least until he thought that the time was right for one last retort. "Who said anything about cooking them?" he muttered slyly, shooting a sideways glance at his lover. "I should eat them raw." Elrond snorted and shook his head in dismay, but otherwise ignored him and busied himself with the task now in hand. Gently, the half-Elf reached down and began to untwine the lovers' fingers from where their hands were still clasped as they slept. Just as he had pulled the palms apart and laid that of the dark-haired Elf away from the Prince's, however, Elrohir stirred and whimpered softly, moving his hand back up to feel for Legolas' again. Elrond snickered silently and separated them once more, but this time Elrohir's brow furrowed in protest and he stirred again, his eyes cracking half-open to see who was disturbing his well-earned rest. "Ada," he whispered, the word almost inaudible, upon seeing that it was his father, and buried his face deeper into the creamy column of Legolas' neck. Elrond smiled down dotingly at him as he reached out to pet the raven wind, rain and passion-ruffled locks. "Aye, gwenneth, come on, you cannot stay here," he murmured back. "People will be coming in here in a few hours. Let us take you both upstairs, hmm?" Elrohir mumbled something, though Elrond was not quite certain if there were actually any words to the noise or whether it was merely a hum; whichever way, he gently slid his arms around his younger son so that he could pull him away from the unconscious Prince, and raised his torso so that it was cradled safely in his arms, the blanket wrapped tightly around his otherwise unclothed figure. The twin whimpered again and nuzzled against his father's tunic, but cracked open his eyes once more to look up at him when Elrond lifted him fully into his arms. "Can walk," he muttered sulkily, pouting. His father grinned indulgently at him. "I daresay you can, but won't you humour me, just this once?" Elrohir screwed his eyes shut and pouted further, muttering yet another unintelligible thing to himself, but made no other form of protest as he seemed to fall asleep again against his father. Elrond motioned to Glorfindel, who had also lifted Legolas into his arms, wrapped in another blanket, and together they got to their feet and made their way out of the hall. "He weighs nothing," exclaimed Glorfindel softly as they began to climb the stairs. The half-Elf glanced over to the limp, blond figure in his lover's arms, noting with a frown the still bandaged wrists. The fabric was now dirty and splattered with mud, but Elrond doubted that the mud had actually penetrated the thick layers of cloth that he had wrapped the Prince's forearms with the night before, and decided that they could wait until the next day. "Are you surprised?" he answered to Glorfindel. The blond Elda shrugged as best he could, then shook his head. "Nay, I suppose not." No more words were exchanged between them as they finished climbing the flight of stairs. Elrond shifted Elrohir's weight in his arms a little, surprised at how heavy his son actually was. Glorfindel glanced at him sidelong, but the half- Elf shook his head and unconsciously tightened his grip on his son. Thus, they made their way to the far side of the house, relieved not to encounter anyone save the odd maid in their paths. To be continued... Elvish Translations: Gweniaur - Older twin (a childhood endearment for Elladan) Author: Ilye Email: ilye_elf@yahoo.co.uk Website: www.geocities.com/talesfromthevale Rating: NC-17 Disclaimers: Don't own, don't sue. Wow, how original was that... *****