SWEPT AWAY (Prequel to :THE HARD TRAVELLED PATH TO DESTINY) Author: E'amane'Aldarion Betas: Ziantasha, T. Futcher Rating: R Main Pairing: HALDIR/SIDDHIR (OC) Other Pairings: Haldir/ Elrond, Haldir/Anarin, Haldir/Tinion, Haldir/Dinendal. Feedback: Sure! Eamane5@aol.com Warnings: Slash/Angst/Character death Note: This story came as a result of several people who read my first story, "The Hard Traveled Path to Destiny" wanting to know more about Haldir's relationship with his first love, (Siddhir). Hope you like it folks! (smile) Thank you all so very much for your feedback and compliments, all of which are very much appreciated. Disclaimer: All characters (except Siddhir and Aranel) are the property of J.R.R. Tolkien. I am just having fun with them. No money made here. That's for sure- because I am soooo broke! Summary: A story of Haldir's first love, who helped to shape the manner of Elf he came to be. Timeline: Way before the Fellowship was even thought of. Archives: Mirrormere, Lotrfanfiction,com, SlashFiction.net, Aniron Slash. Anyone else, Please let me know where. Translations: [In brackets] *-* used for the Elvish language and for emphasis. **-** used for Telepathic thoughts. **************************************************************************** ONE "Elbereth! Where in Arda did you *learn* those things Haldir? Elrond breathlessly questioned, while disengaging his legs from the platinum haired Elf's shoulders. Haldir smirked and moved to lie beside the older Elf. "Here and there." "Here and *there?* But you are barely out of your majority!" "Then I suppose I am a good study." Haldir chuckled. Elrond looked at him with raised eyebrows and sighed, still catching his breath. "That would be an understatement, fair one. I fear you could be hazardous to my health. I think perhaps I should leave you to those who are younger and have the breath to keep up with you." Haldir feigned a pout. "You are leaving me so soon? What a pity. Mayhap I am not as skilled a lover as I thought." Elrond closed his eyes. "You are by far skilled enough, *lirimaer* [lovely one]. Anyone who says anything different is a fool, and you are right- you are far better at giving than receiving." Haldir chuckled, took Elrond's face in his hands and planted a soft kiss on his lips. "Giving is my preference. Such sweet praise you render me, *melethron nin* [my lover]- but you say you will leave me still." Elrond opened his eyes to meet Haldir's. "If I thought I could, I would keep you to myself until the world's end. But you are an eagle *nin bain* [my beauty], and one not meant to be caged- at least not with me. You have a light that shines brighter than any I have seen in many years, and it must be free to shine where it will. I will not rob you of that." "Again, you flatter me. Are you certain of your decision?" Elrond sighed. "I am certain. There is much ahead in life for you *mir nin* [my treasure], and I cannot in good conscience keep you from it." Haldir looked at him. "You sound troubled." Elrond smiled, and reached out to gently pull a few stray strands of silky silver hair from Haldir's cheek. "I am sad that I am not a millennia or two younger. But I am certain that setting you free is the right thing to do." "As you wish, but it feels like rejection to me." Haldir answered. Elrond turned to him, shocked. "'Tis *not* rejection, *melethron nin* [my lover]. I do only what is for the greater good. When you are older and have the weight of the good of your people on your shoulders, you will understand what I do this day." Haldir gazed at him for a long moment. "You have been reading me again, and you know I dislike when you do that. Shall I leave you now?" "No. Let us lie here for a time. I wish to bask in your light a while longer." Haldir smiled, and put his arms around him. "As you wish, my Lord." ******************** Three hours later, a knock on the door awakened them. Erestor's soft voice called out from beyond it. "My Lord?" Elrond looked over at Haldir, who gazed back at him questionably, and then called out; "Give me a moment, Erestor." "Very well, my Lord." Erestor's muffled voice replied. Without a word, Haldir climbed out of the bed and started to dress. "Forgive me *lirimaer* [lovely one]. This is not Lorien, and I do not wish my house to know of my personal affairs." Elrond explained, offering him an uneasy smile. Haldir raised an eyebrow. "What makes you think it is so in *Lorien?"* Then he sighed. "Worry not. I will slip out into the gardens for a time, but I think that perhaps it is best I prepare to leave anyway." "I never said I wanted you to *leave,* Haldir." Elrond replied, quickly slipping into his robes and moving towards him. "Please bear with me. I will meet you in the gardens forthwith." Haldir nodded, and stepped outside into the bright and sunny afternoon. ******************** Tinion grinned as Fereveldir approached him slightly ahead of his charge. "*Mae Govannen, mellonamin* [well met, my friend]." Fereveldir grasped Tinion's shoulder briefly in greeting, and smiled. "*Mae Govannen.* How are you on this fine day?" "I am well. I see you are the first to arrive, as always." Fereveldir laughed as another blond elf strolled up and stood beside him. "As is my habit. You know Nilfalath, my second in command?" "I do." Tinion replied, nodding courteously to the serious looking elf, who nodded in return. "Have you any idea why Lord Amroth has called us to Caras Galadon? What is amiss?" Fereveldir asked. "I know only that all divisions have been called in, but not by Lord Amroth. He has been away for a time now. Lord Celeborn and the Lady Galadriel are here, and it is they who have summoned the divisions. Tinion responded. Fereveldir's mouth dropped open. "*All * divisions? Even those from the south and east?" Tinion nodded. "Elbereth! It must be something of great importance then. Tell me, where is Haldir that you are in command in his stead?" "Haldir is in Rivendell on leave, but we have sent a party to hasten his return." They turned at the sound of approaching horses and saw what appeared to be the remaining two divisions nearing the great divide. Tinion grasped Fereveldir's shoulder. "Take your division through. Accommodations have been set up near the common where all will wait until the Lord and Lady are ready to address us." Fereveldir turned to Nilfalath. "See them through, *mellon* [friend]. I will join you shortly. It has been a long time since I have seen our brothers from the south and east." Nilfalath nodded, and waved the other members of the division ahead. They left Tinion and Fereveldir to greet the approaching contingents. ******************** Haldir stretched out on a bench in Elrond's gardens and closed his eyes. The warm sun felt good on his face. He sighed deeply and started to drift off. Suddenly, his eyes fluttered open. An elf stood in front of him gazing down at him disapprovingly. He pulled his long legs in and sat upright. "The path through here is narrow enough without one having to climb over someone's limbs, subaltern." The elf commented. Haldir smirked. "My, Melpomaen. Such ill manner for a lovely day such as this hardly seems appropriate. Can you not say hello?" "Hello Haldir." Melpomaen echoed dully. "Now that you have removed my barrier, I will continue on about my business. You may finish napping now." "I would much rather talk with you for a time, if you do not mind." Melpomaen raised an eyebrow. "What could you possibly want to talk to me about?" Haldir smiled devilishly. "Why about you, of course." "What about me?" Haldir reached out and took Melpomaen's hand, gently pulling him down to sit beside him on the bench. He did not resist- but once seated, he sat rigid, glaring at him expectantly. Haldir released his hand, slightly taken aback. "You look at me as if you think I am about to attack you." "I am at a loss as to why you feel the need to converse with me at all." Haldir blinked, bewildered. "Why would I *not* want to converse with you? You are a fellow kinsman after all, and being of Rivendell, I would assume your cognitive powers are stronger than that." Echoes of the many tales he had heard spoken about this elf flashed through his mind all at once. The elf was smooth, he had to admit, with his not so subtle good looks and abrasive demeanor-but he did not intend to become another yet another one of his conquests. He frowned and backed away a bit on the bench. "Surely you jest." Haldir smiled uneasily. "Why would I do that?" Melpomaen's features hardened. "It appears you really *are* as arrogant as it is said. What makes you think that an elf of my station would desire to be with *you?* An elf whose rank is below mine? Not to mention one who has most likely been with more elves that can be counted? Do you think me a fool?" Haldir blinked and stared at him for a moment in stunned silence. It was true he found him fair, but what he was suggesting had not even crossed his mind. Melpomaen smirked. "What is this? The infamous Haldir of Lorien has nothing to say? This has to be a first." He rose to his feet. "What have I done to warrant such contempt from you?" Haldir asked, when he found his voice. "I have no more time for banter, Haldir. Know that what you seek will never be realized. Good day." Melpomaen responded coldly before walking away. ******************** "Calaglin! Dinendal! How very good to see you again!" Fereveldir greeted, firmly grasping both elves on the shoulders. "And we you, *mellon*[friend]. ‘Tis been a long time. *Mae Govannen* [well met], Tinion." Calaglin replied with a pleasant smile. Dinendal nodded with respect. "*Mae Govannen.*" Tinion answered. "Your charge will go through to the common. You will all be made comfortable there." Calaglin nodded. "Very well." "I shall meet you there forthwith. I would love to trade barbs with you and catch up on whatever I have missed, but I would first like to greet Siddhir and his contingent from the east." Fereveldir explained. "It has been even longer since I have seen him." Dinendal's crystal blue eyes widened. "Are *all* of Lorien's guard gathering here?" "As of this moment, that is so." Tinion confirmed. "Except Haldir, but he has been sent for." Dinendal raised an eyebrow and he shot a look at Calaglin. "I suppose we should not tarry then." Calaglin nodded. "Agreed. Let us press on. Fereveldir, We shall meet up with you in the common." ******************** Haldir sat bewildered, staring after Melpomaen's retreating form. He was so distracted that he did not hear another elf approach until he was upon him. He started and turned swiftly when he became aware of the elf's presence. The pleasant looking, dark haired elf spoke. "Forgive me; I am Anarin. I did not mean to startle you." "Worry not, for there is nothing to forgive. I am Haldir." "Pleased to meet your acquaintance," Anarin replied. Haldir frowned. "You seem to be the only one, I fear." Anarin smiled compassionately and shook his head while glancing over in the direction that Melpomaen had taken. "I apologize for overhearing and for the rudeness of my kinsman. I know not what has rendered him so disagreeable this day. He usually is very kind." "I suppose it is just me, then." Haldir murmured. Anarin gently touched his shoulder. "Worry not." They both saw Elrond at once as he came into view quickly making his way towards them. Anarin let his hand slip from Haldir's shoulder and bowed as Elrond drew near. "*Mae Govannen* [well met], my Lord." "*Mae Govannen, Anarin.*" Elrond returned, nodding with respect. "I need to have a word with Haldir." "Very well, my Lord. I was just out for a stroll. Good day, Haldir." "Good day." Haldir answered. Anarin sauntered off, and Elrond took a seat beside Haldir on the bench. "Forgive me for taking so long. There was business I had to attend to." Elrond explained. "No matter." Haldir sighed. Elrond looked at him. "Are you still upset with me?" Haldir leaned forward to adjust the straps on his boots. "I am not upset with you. However, I feel it is time for me to return to Lorien. Two rejections in one day are a bit much, even for me." Elrond frowned. "Haldir, I did *not* reject you. But what is this you say? *Two* rejections? Who was the other? Anarin?" "Nay, not Anarin. He was quite pleasant. I should have met him sooner." "Who then?" Elrond queried. Haldir stretched and stood. "It matters not." Elrond stood and met his eyes. "When were you thinking of leaving?" "Now." Elrond frowned. "Haldir, *please* do not leave like this. Cannot you wait until the morrow at least?" "I fail to see why. What difference would the morrow make?" Haldir questioned. Elrond looked at him. "It would give me a chance to prove to you that I *care*, Haldir. You seem to only associate coupling with caring and loving, and I need to show you that it is not always so. One *can* care very deeply without coupling, and there are those who can couple and feel nothing at all but the pleasure of the moment. Please give me this chance to try and show you thus." Haldir stared back at him a while before speaking. Finally, he sighed. "Very well. I shall stay until the morrow at least." Elrond smiled. "That is all I ask. Come now with me to look in on the children; then we will have something to eat together." "Very well." They went inside and eventually entered a large room situated only a few doors down from Elrond's chambers. A fair maiden with stunning dark wavy hair smiled brightly and stood. "Come to check on the children, my Lord?" Elrond smiled. "They are sleeping I presume?" "Arwen and Elrohir are, but Elladan is wide awake." Elrond chuckled. "As always. He is far more inquisitive than his brother." They walked over to Arwen's crib first. Haldir watched as Elrond bent down to kiss the tiny she-elf on the cheek, and then moved with him again over to the slightly larger crib that held the twins. He kissed Elrohir in the same manner as Arwen, before kissing and lifting a smiling Elladan from his bed. "You are ever so watchful, *pen-tithen* [little one]." He cooed, as he held the child closely to his breast. Haldir smiled. "You have made very handsome children, my Lord." He offered Elladan a finger, which the elfling grabbed quickly and tried to pull to his mouth to chew. "Thank you, Haldir. They are my life. I see my dear Celebrian every time I gaze upon them, for they all have her looks." Haldir chuckled and gently pried his finger from Elladan's grip with his other hand. "And this one is hungry. It is best you have him fed before he makes a meal of the next unsuspecting person's fingers." "I suspect that you are right." Elrond laughed, as he passed Elladan to the smiling woman who stood nearby. "Do you miss her, my Lord?" Elrond turned to look into Haldir's caring grey eyes and sighed. "With every day that passes, but death has claimed her and I cannot fall apart. I have my children to care for." Haldir nodded with silent understanding. Elrond collected himself, turned and nodded to the woman and then to Haldir. "Come; let us go now and have dinner." ******************** "Siddhir! How long it has been since I have seen you? By the Gods, you are even more a vision than I remembered." Fereveldir laughed. Siddhir flashed a brilliant smile while grasping the shoulder of his kin in greeting. "And you flatter me still, *mellon.*[friend] It is good to see you as well." Tinion examined the elf thoroughly in awe of his beauty before commenting; "Nay, he does not. In fact, I would venture to say that he has greatly *understated* your beauty, fair one." Siddhir grinned and turned to Elviondel, his second in command, and winked. Then he returned his attention back to the equally fair platinum haired elf before him, his dark eyes smiling along with his lips. "Why Tinion, I did not know you cared." Tinion gazed deeply into those seductive dark eyes that seemed to twinkle with a light of their own. "Perhaps you might soon let me show you how much." Siddhir's full lips spread into a wide grin, and his eyes held Tinion's unwavering gaze. "Perhaps." Fereveldir chuckled as he looked from Tinion to Siddhir. Their attraction to each other seemed quite evident. He coughed loudly. "My friends, perhaps it is wise we get everyone settled in the common now. Darkness will soon be upon us." ******************** Elrond and Haldir strolled quietly down to Elrond's chambers after dinner. The halls were deserted and quiet enough to hear their light footsteps. Many had retired early, and those who had not still lingered in the dining hall. Haldir was pensive as Elrond opened the large doors and waited for him to step inside. Once inside, Elrond closed the doors and pulled him into a firm embrace. "I regret that I have made you feel less than you deserve, *nin bain*[my beauty]." I swear to you that is *not*the case, no matter what you may think. I care for you far more than you know, and that is why I do what I must do. You are worthy of love Haldir. You are worthy of a love that blinds you with happiness, and I know that I am not the one who will be that for you. I want you to be free to be available to it when it comes. But know this; you will *always* have a place in my heart. And when that glorious day *does * arrive, you *will* understand what I have done. As for the other matter you spoke of, it is best to try and put it past you. I am certain that rejection is not something that you have experienced often, if at all- and I know that it is painful; no matter how strong you are. But it matters not; for whomever he was- he also is not your light. Now come; let us undress and go to bed." Haldir followed him over to the large bed in the centre of the ornately decorated room. He undressed quietly, and watched Elrond curiously as he did the same. When they both climbed in bed under the cool crisp sheets, Elrond quickly gathered Haldir in his arms and held him close to his breast, gently caressing his silky fair hair even as he felt the slightly ticklish sensation of silent silver tears streaming down his chest. TWO Haldir rose first the following morning and slipped quietly from the huge bed, leaving Elrond to continue sleeping. He gathered his clothes and went into the private chamber adjoining the large room for a bath. The warm water in the pool immediately relaxed his tense muscles the moment he slipped into it. He looked around and wondered briefly how Elrond had managed to get his own private pool from a nearby stream into the privacy of his rooms, but he did not ponder upon it long. He closed his eyes with a sigh of relief and relaxed, letting the churning water massage his body. He began to feel stronger. Something inside slowly moved within him, coursing through the length of his body and strengthening his resolve. He would not allow himself to be hurt like that ever again; he thought- and he definitely would not show it. If all thought him arrogant, then so be it. He knew in his heart that the statement was a falsehood, so it mattered not- but one thing was certain; in the end, it would be far less painful for him to let them continue to perceive him that way. He was not used to rejection. Although he did not truly contemplate Elrond as a lover of his own and understood his reasoning, it still hurt some that he would claim to enjoy his company and yet put him aside as a lover. Melpomaen's words however, had stung like the slice of an Orc's blade, and he felt as if he had been cut twice. He was now determined never to feel that sting again. Coupling was pleasurable; there was no way he could ever totally give up that-but opening his heart in the process was a mistake he would not soon make again. Love was for the fainthearted. He decided he would spend his time from this day forward becoming a better warrior and taking care of his brothers rather than pursuing a fruitless venture such as love. "Have I told you lately how very fair you are, Haldir?" Elrond whispered, breaking the silence of Haldir's reverie. Haldir opened his eyes and looked up at him nonchalantly. "Not this morn, but last night will suffice." Elrond smiled, as he slipped off his robes and joined him in the bath. "Are you feeling better now?" "I feel wonderful. Thank you for inquiring." "I am glad. Have you changed your mind about staying a while longer?" Haldir thought a moment. Anarin was quite receptive to him the previous day, and he was more than fair. Perhaps he *should* stay awhile longer. He looked at Elrond. "Possibly" Elrond smiled. "That makes my heart glad, *lirimaer* [lovely one]. "Whatever would please you, my Lord." Haldir replied, with a winning smile. ******************** "When will they speak with us, Tinion? Have you heard any news?" Calaglin asked, as they were eating breakfast. "The borders have been quiet of late, but I am certain they will not always be thus." Tinion shrugged. "I know not, but I presume they will wait for Haldir's return, and the dispatch sent after him. It was said that they want *all* of Lorien's guard present." Fereveldir looked at Siddhir. "Can you see anything *mellon?* Anything to quiet the minds of the curious?" Siddhir chuckled and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Your curious mind first and foremost. Forgive me, *mellonamin* [my friend], but I see nothing. The lady is powerful and she senses my presence. She will not unlock any doors at this time." Tinion raised an eyebrow. "What say you, Siddhir? Do you have the gift?" Siddhir winced. "I have- but it is not is it all powerful, and far from predictable." "How is that so? You are of Lorien. None in Lorien have the gift, and only a few in Imladris can even come close to the skills of Lord Elrond." Calaglin asked, curious. Siddhir looked at Fereveldir and laughed. Tinion frowned. "I fail to see what is so amusing." "Forgive me. I thought all of Lorien knew that I am a descendant of Lord Elrond's line. He is a distant cousin." "Ah! That would explain it!" Tinion exclaimed. "Explain what?" Siddhir inquired, amused. "Your dark eyes. They are not common of Lorien." Siddhir grinned. "Far be it from me to be common, eh Fereveldir?" Fereveldir smiled. "Oh, that is certain." "Well, I rather like uncommon. In fact, I am known for it." Tinion remarked staring deep into Siddhir's dark eyes. The elf was quiet, but even still he captivated him with his subtle elegance. "That too is certain." Fereveldir commented, as he rose. "I think I will take a stroll. I am sure you both can entertain yourselves in my absence?" Tinion laughed aloud. "You are right about that as well, *mellon* [friend]." Calaglin looked from Tinion to Siddhir and stood. "Wait, Fereveldir. I think I shall accompany you." ******************** "That was a fine breakfast. Do you not agree, Haldir?" Elrond asked. "'Twas fine indeed." Haldir replied, wiping his mouth. "I shall have to visit your kitchens and inquire as to how it was prepared." Elrond raised an eyebrow. "You enjoy cooking, do you?" "I do." "I see there is still much to learn about you, *lirimaer* [lovely one]. I thought it was healing that you were interested in." Haldir pushed his empty plate aside. "I am interested in many things." "Somehow I am not surprised. I sense a vast yearning for knowledge within you. You certainly learned swiftly all I have taught you about healing." Elrond remarked. Haldir smirked. "Surely my Lord has far more important matters to attend to other than to make duty of delving into the mind of a common elf such as myself. I learned quickly because healing interests me." Elrond frowned. "Haldir, you are *not* a common elf, and you should not refer to yourself as such." "No matter." Haldir replied, standing. "I feel like a stroll. Would you care- " He stopped and turned when Glorfindel entered the dining hall. Elrond looked up expectantly, as Glorfindel stopped and bowed before him. Elrond smiled. "*Quel amrun, mellonamin* [good morning, my friend]." "*Quel amrun* my Lord; Haldir." Glorfindel replied. "Forgive me for the intrusion, but riders from Lorien have arrived to fetch Haldir. They say he has been called back to Lorien forthwith." Haldir stared at him wide-eyed and slightly perturbed. "Is there anything amiss?" "They would not say. They have said only that you are to return to Lorien without delay, and that they were to accompany you." Haldir raised an eyebrow. "Then I shall return. I am certain they would not call upon me while on leave if it were not of great significance. I will go now to my rooms and gather my belongings." "Very well." Elrond almost sighed, disappointment clearly edging his voice. Haldir turned and hurriedly left the dining hall. Glorfindel watched Haldir leave. "There is a parchment for you as well, my Lord." He handed the rolled paper to Elrond. Elrond took it, and slowly opened the parchment. He read it as Glorfindel waited expectantly. A few moments later Erestor entered the dining hall, but remained quiet when he noticed Elrond was reading. Elrond finished reading and rolled the parchment closed again. "There are great changes taking place in Lorien. I sense that many of them will ultimately be for the better." "Forgive me my Lord, but why was I told to give you this parchment in Haldir's absence if it were all for the good?" Glorfindel asked. Elrond sighed. " There is some bad with the good, and they do not want Haldir to learn of it before he is home. Given his state of mind as of late, I think it is a good idea as well." He stood. "Come; let us see him off." ******************** "Ah, Siddhir! There you are! I was looking for you. I feared you may have run off with Tinion to some secret place never to return." Fereveldir remarked with a grin, as he took a seat beside him on the grass. Siddhir chuckled heartily. "Nay, I think not. I am here relaxing and waiting like everyone else to hear news as to why we have all been called upon. How are you faring, friend?" "I fare well. Thank you for asking. Tell me, how are things in the east?" Siddhir sighed; and his beautiful face suddenly became sullen. "Things have been oddly quiet for the last few months, but before that it seemed we would come upon bands of Orcs almost routinely. With every encounter it seems their numbers grow. I fear darkness is near once again." Fereveldir's large blue eyes widened. "Have you seen it?" "No. I speak from sheer reason. The patterns of the Orcs are changing. One has only but to pay attention, and they will see as I have. That alone spells trouble." Fereveldir groaned. " I know of what you speak. I too have noticed a significant change in their numbers at our borders as well. It is as if they know something and are organizing themselves." Siddhir's fair features twisted in to a grimace. "You give the lowly beasts far too much credit. They have not the wits to organize themselves in such a manner. They are being led." Fereveldir turned to gaze into Siddhir's eyes. "Led? But by whom? Melkor has not been heard from in ages, and Sauron was defeated in the last war. Peace has come once again throughout our lands." "If that is so, why are the Orcs' numbers increasing, and why do they try to come upon us? Nay, *mellonamin* [my friend], something is amiss. They gather their strength, because they know it will take great numbers to thwart us." Fereveldir blinked. "Who do you think leads them?" Siddhir looked away for a moment and them returned his gaze to his friend. "The dark Lord Sauron is far worse than Melkor ever was. He surpassed his mentor's vile teachings and I believe that it is he who somehow stirs life into those beasts. If not directly, then he is at least behind it. I know not yet how, but I feel it is so." "Do you think that is why we all have been called upon?" Fereveldir asked. "I know not for certain, but I do think it may be part of it." Siddhir confessed. Fereveldir exhaled. "Never have I known your thoughts to be wrong, whether they be by sight or conjecture." Siddhir looked at him. "There are times when I wish it were not so; either my thoughts or my gift." Fereveldir smiled and placed a hand on Siddhir's shoulder. "Forgive me *mellon* [friend] for dampening your spirit. I know it must be a burden at times. I would greatly like to see you smile again, so let us speak of more pleasant things. Tell me, what is happening with you and Tinion?" Siddhir's musical laughter resounded through the wood, but he said nothing. Fereveldir grinned. "I take it things are going well?" "Why Fereveldir, for one who is not attracted to the male gender, you take great delight in hearing our tales. Have you been thinking of converting?" Siddhir joked. Fereveldir laughed hard. "Nay, I cannot say that. Although I have seen many an attractive male here in Lorien, I still find the she-elf more so. It is just that the tales I have heard are so entertaining." "I will grant you that, as I have heard some quite entertaining tales myself. Tell me about the one whom we wait upon; the one called Haldir. I have heard many tales about him, but I have yet to meet him, as our paths have not crossed. I have heard also that the two of you are close friends. Is he truly as fair and promiscuous as it is said?" Fereveldir chuckled. "Yes, we are close- and yes, I suppose he is fair. Both males and females here in Lorien seem to find him attractive, quiet as it is kept. But, I would *not* say he is as promiscuous as it has been told. I too have heard those tales, and I think more often than not some were more *wishes* than actual events." Siddhir grinned. "Is that so? How very intriguing." Fereveldir chortled. "It is so." "Tell me more. What manner of Elf is he? Who are his parents?" Siddhir asked. Fereveldir grew quiet for a moment, and then spoke in a lower tone of voice. "Haldir's story is a sad one. He and his younger brothers were orphaned when their parents were killed in an Orc attack in the middle of the night where they lived just outside the great divide several years ago. He was awake to witness it, and somehow escaped dragging his sleeping brothers with him. The Orcs were dealt with, when we learned what had happened; but not in time to save the lives of his parents. Lord Amroth took a liking to him immediately for his ability to save his siblings, and bade him to stay in here in Caras Galadon rather than go back across the divide. He took Haldir under his wing and personally taught him archery and how to use a blade. It was not long before Haldir's talent with wielding both surpassed everyone's expectations. He was an intense study. Every free moment he could get, he was either practising or entering tournaments. He won more contests than could be counted, and after awhile Lord Amroth promoted him to Captain and gave him his own charge. All of that while caring for his brothers then and still. He is very devoted to them. I have personally seen him go without food himself so that they might eat their fill. For an Elf who was far from being a father, he has become a great one." "He is away now. Who watches after them in his stead?" Siddhir asked, interested. "We *all* do when not on watch, but at this time Orolonn and his wife Aranel and looking after them. Haldir did not want to go on leave, but Lord Amroth had insisted before he left, for all could clearly see that Haldir was weary. He reluctantly acquiesced and went to Rivendell for some rest. When he returns, you can be sure that the first thing he will do is go and seek his brothers out." "What are their names?" Siddhir inquired. "The eldest of the two is called Orophin. The younger elfling is called Rumil." "Unusual names, even for Lorien, " Siddhir commented. Fereveldir chuckled. "All right, fair one. I have told you enough. Do not think that I have not caught on to your evasiveness before. You will share a tale with *me* now." Siddhir's dark eyes sparkled as he smiled brightly at Fereveldir. "You do not wish to hear *any* tale; you wish to hear about Tinion." Fereveldir bellowed with laughter. "Ah! I am found out. Are you reading me, *mellon* [friend]?" "Nay, ‘tis not necessary. Your question alone speaks volumes, but I fear I have nothing to tell. Tinion was called into Caras Galadon before we could finish our chat." "Elbereth! All that and *nothing* happened?" "I am afraid not, friend." Siddhir chuckled. Fereveldir pulled himself up from the grass and offered a hand to Siddhir. "Well, as it seems that I cannot have my fill of entertaining tales this eve, perhaps we can fill our bellies instead. Food is now being set out. Would you care to join me?" Siddhir took his hand and hoisted himself up to stand. "I would indeed." ******************** Haldir was the last to mount his horse, as the others in his party slowly moved away. Elrond stepped forward to meet him with a smile. "I shall miss you, Haldir. I would hope that you will visit Rivendell again on holiday in the future." "I will, my Lord. You need not question that." Haldir answered. "For that I am glad. Have a safe journey, *mellonamin* [my friend]." Haldir winked and then swiftly turned his horse and galloped to join the others in his party. Elrond watched until they faded into the distance, and then turned and walked slowly over to his friend and councillor Erestor, who was waiting quietly behind him. Together they walked back to the main house. THREE It was early morning when Haldir and his company eventually rode across the great divide and into Lothlorien. Haldir looked about curiously, noticing the lack of sentries at their posts. It was eerily quiet. He frowned and turned to one of the elves that rode beside him. "What is amiss here? Why is there no one at their posts?" "All are gathered in the common and beyond Captain." One elf answered. "Lord Amroth ordered this?" "No, Captain. Lord Amroth has yet to return. It is said that Lord Celeborn and the Lady Galadriel have made this so." Haldir's eyebrow raised. "Celeborn of Doriath?" "Yes, Captain." The elf replied. Haldir was stunned, but he gave no indication. "Very well." They continued on until almost reaching the common before Tinion suddenly stepped out from behind some shrubbery and greeted them. "Haldir, it is good to see you again. You were well missed here in Lorien. I regret that your leave was cut short, but it could not be helped." Haldir dismounted his horse, and the other elves followed suit. "I have rested enough. Tell me Tinion, what is amiss here?" Tinion nodded. "I will tell you of what I know. The rest I am sure will come as soon after it is relayed that you have returned." ******************** "Aranel, although we know not which day we will get news, we must gather still in the common. Are you not yet ready?" Orolonn called out, winking at Orophin as he stood by his side. The young elf giggled. "Orolonn, the children have just eaten, and you know what a mess Rumil becomes. I had to clean him up. Really, we go through this every day. You should know better by now. We will be there as always." Aranel replied, as she came into view carrying Rumil- still a toddler, in her arms. Orolonn chuckled. " I know, *melamin*[my love]. I was only having fun with you." Aranel frowned. "Some fun." Orolonn pulled her into his embrace, kissed her on the cheek and stroked her long silky hair. "Forgive me. I shall not do it again." "Make sure you keep to your promise, or the next time it will be you who cleans him up." Aranel giggled. Rumil tittered, reached out and grabbed a handful of Orolonn's hair and began to tug. "Ru! Do not do that!" Orophin shrieked, as he tried with Aranel to assist Orolonn in removing the elflings hand from his hair. Rumil chortled and pulled even more. Orolonn winced. "The child has quite a grip." "Rumil!" A low familiar voice rang out from behind them. "All turned to see Haldir standing there with a stern look. Rumil released Orolonn's hair immediately and held out his small arms. "Da!" "Brother!" Orophin called out, as he ran to greet him. Haldir suddenly smiled and embraced him, then took his hand as he made his way over to Orolonn, Aranel and a grinning Rumil. "Forgive him* mellon* [friend], for I know he is wilful. He does that to me at least once a week." Haldir remarked, as he took Rumil from Aranel's arms. "*Mae Govannen* [well met], milady. Thank you both for attending to my brothers in my absence." Orolonn chuckled. "You are very welcome, and there is nothing to forgive *mellon.* We both hope to have one just like him someday." Haldir looked at Rumil and feigned a frown. "Surely you jest! Why would you want one of these troublesome things?" They laughed as Rumil planted a kiss on Haldir's cheek and snuggled his small head in under his neck. Haldir smiled and kissed him back, tussling the elfling's wild honey blond hair. "You have won my heart again, little one. You need not pour it on so thickly." Aranel laughed, and winked at her husband. "As if he ever lost it. Come; let us go now." ******************** Siddhir looked up from the place he was seated along with Fereveldir, Calaglin and Dinendal as Haldir entered the common with his brothers, Orolonn and Aranel. He leaned in closer to Fereveldir. "That is Haldir, is it not? The one holding the children?" Fereveldir turned to see them as they seated themselves. "Yes, that is Haldir and his brothers." Siddhir smiled. "The rumours are correct. He Fereveldir turned to his friend. "What is this? You find him appealing as well? What will happen with Tinion then?" Calaglin and Dinendal smiled, but said nothing. Siddhir raised an eyebrow. "Why can I not have them both?" Fereveldir blinked, and chuckled. "Forgive me. I am aware that I have not seen you in some time, *mellon*[friend]- but I never pictured you as one who would entertain numerous lovers at once- or be enticed by those that do. I suppose I do not know you as well as I thought." Siddhir grabbed a few strawberries from a nearby platter and began to eat one, gazing intently in the direction where Haldir sat. "You know me well enough,* mellon.* It is but only one I have in mind." ******************** "Have you eaten this morn, Haldir? I could go and fetch you something if you like. We have all eaten before you arrived." Aranel stated. "Nay, I have not. But I will get something for myself soon enough. Thank you for offering." Haldir answered. Aranel frowned. "You do not eat nearly enough, Haldir. I have seen you." Orolonn chuckled. " *Melamin*[my love], try not to coddle Haldir as you do his brothers. He has long reached his majority." Haldir smiled at Orolonn's remark. "I *know* that, husband mine-but that does not mean he should not eat. He has earned the rank of Captain, and as Captain he should be strong enough to lead his charge. He cannot do that if he is weak from hunger." Orolonn turned to Haldir. "Looking after your brothers has raised her maternal instinct. If I were you..." Haldir laughed and stood. "I am going. I will take my brothers with me." Orolonn turned to his wife. "Are you happy now?" "Quite." Aranel answered, satisfied. ******************** Siddhir watched with growing interest as Haldir made his way through the people gathered there to one of the many tables filled with food. The love he had for his brothers was quite evident as he watched him carefully pick out pieces of fruit and pheasant to hand to the brother at his side, and then feed some to the one in his arms before taking his own share. He was a vision yes, but there was something else- something that he could feel and not quite explain. Perhaps it was his gift helping to aid his senses- perhaps not. All he knew for sure was that there was something about *this* Elf that tugged at his heart, and he wanted that Elf for his own. "Siddhir?" Muffled snickers brought him out of his reverie. He turned to Fereveldir to find his friend's kind chiselled features gazing at him with concern. "Siddhir? Are you all right?" Fereveldir repeated, with more chuckles from both Calaglin and Dinendal in the background. "He is fine, Fereveldir. Haldir's presence has just struck him, as it did with many others including myself. He will survive." Dinendal replied. Fereveldir relaxed and smiled. "It would seem so." "Forgive me, Fereveldir. What were you saying?" Siddhir asked. "It was of no consequence, *mellon*[friend]. I will go and bring something back for all of us. Continue your watch." Fereverdir remarked. He left the table. ******************** Haldir finished his breakfast, and turned to wipe Rumil's mouth. It always amazed him how much Rumil could eat. There were times when he ate even more than Orophin, who was a lot older- and cleaner. He smiled at the thought, and then suddenly he felt that he was being watched. He turned around, searching through literally hundreds of Elven faces until his eyes settled on one. His heart skipped a beat in his chest as he found the dark eyes of an Elf he did not know that were yet still gazing at him as he sat relaxed, seated at the same table as Calaglin and Dinendal of the south guard. He sat there transfixed, even as Rumil started to pull on his hair- frozen as if he were collared and being drawn into those eyes. What was this? he thought. The strangely seductive elf did not move a muscle. He sat there still, just looking at him. Looking *through* him, it felt- and that feeling did not cease until Tinion stepped in the path of those eyes and blocked them from his sight. He came to himself again, and looked up at Tinion- as if suddenly free of an eerie trance. "Captain, there will be news forthwith. We are but only to wait a few moments longer. The Lord and Lady are soon coming." Tinion stated. "Very well. *Hannon lle*[thank you]." Haldir murmured. Tinion tussled Orophin's platinum hair. "Oro, you grow more every time I lay eyes upon you." Orophin smiled. "Soon I will be big enough to grapple with you, and learn to hunt and fight." "That is very true, and look at this one! Is he not significantly larger as well?" Tinion questioned as he took Rumil from Haldir's arms. Haldir laughed. "He is, if the pain in my arm is any indication." Rumil chortled as Tinion threw him up in the air, only to catch him again and repeat the process. "He is not so weighty, Captain. Perhaps you should exercise those arms of yours more often." Haldir smirked. "Perhaps *you* should carry him around more often." "Well said, *mellon*[friend]-for I have hoisted that little one many a day." Fereveldir remarked, stepping up behind Orophin and giving his shoulders a gentle squeeze. It is good to see you again, Haldir." Haldir stood and grasped Fereveldir's shoulder in greeting. "And I you, *mellonamin*[my friend]." "How was your stay in Rivendell? I trust you got the rest that you so severely needed?" "I did, but it is good to be home- even if things are a tad astray." Fereveldir looked around. "Yes, it seems so- but I have a feeling that things will soon be in order." "I certainly hope so. I am used to a much quieter Lorien." Tinion handed Rumil back to Haldir, and the elfling promptly regurgitated some of his recently eaten food on him. Haldir frowned, pulled a napkin from the table and wiped Rumil's mouth and then his soiled tunic. Fereveldir and Orophin chuckled at the look of surprise on Tinion's face. "I thank you for that, Tinion." Haldir muttered, scowling. "Forgive me, Captain! I knew not that he had just eaten, or I would not have shaken him up so." Haldir sighed. "Never mind. It matters not. He is fine." Orophin stepped forward. "I will take him brother if you wish to go and change." Haldir smiled. *"Hannon lle, pen-neth*[thank you, young one]. It is all right, I will survive until this day is done." All heads turned as the sound of horns that suddenly reverberated throughout the wood. Tinion placed an arm on Haldir's shoulder. "I think we are about to get the news we seek, Captain." Haldir stood and shifted a now sleeping Rumil in his arms and grasped Orophin's hand. "It appears so. Come; let us move in closer." As they strolled away, Haldir turned back to seek out the Elf with the dark eyes that had haunted him so; but he had gone. FOUR The voices of hundreds of Lorien elves were hushed when Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel appeared, along with another Elf of whom most did not recognize. Tinion's large iridescent blue eyes gazed upon that Elf with keen interest. When the Elf's eyes finally settled upon him, he smiled and nodded with an elegance that made Tinion's limbs tingle with excitement. It was not until Lord Celeborn raised his arms and spoke that he could tear his eyes away from the strangely alluring Elf's gaze. "Greetings, blessed kin of Lorien. We have gathered all here so that we may speak to you as one. There are events that have occurred and events that will occur of which we must inform you. I am Celeborn, for those of you who do not know of me already, and this is my wife- the Lady Galadriel, keeper of Nenya, a ring of power. To her left is Galdor, ambassador from the Grey Havens." Fereveldir stepped forward and bowed. "My Lord, we are in most esteemed company. May I inquire if it is good or bad tidings that you deliver to us?" Celeborn looked at him and smiled. "I fear there is some bad with the good, but we hope the good will make the bad more bearable." Fereveldir nodded and stepped back into place. Several murmurs began to sound throughout the mass of elves. Celeborn raised his arms again to quiet them. "I must first inform you that sadly, it has been confirmed that Lord Amroth was lost at sea while searching for his love, Nimrodel. This is the reason we come to you now in Lorien's time of sorrow and absence of direction. With your will and assistance, the Lady Galadriel and I will rule Lorien together and see to it that its people are cared for and that peace is maintained throughout its lands." Several Elves, including Haldir's mouths hung agape. There were a few, mostly females, who sobbed openly. They were quickly consoled with a comforting arm about their shoulders by either their mates or those who were near. The rest simply stood there, in silence, awaiting further instructions. Celeborn continued; "Know that we grieve with you as well. Amroth was a great Elf, and one who will always be remembered, no matter the passage of time. We will soon hold a memorial in his name for the benefit of all who wish to remember him and pay their respects. But for now we must come together and work with one another to keep Lorien as strong as it always was. Behold now my wife; Galadriel, lady of light." Celeborn nodded to Galadriel, who stepped slightly forward. All there suddenly became so silent that one could hear the sharp intakes of breath that came forth collectively from the mass of elves gathered there. Both male and female alike gasped in awe of her beauty and presence. She closed her eyes and held her arms out wide. Slowly a gentle breeze came forth and caressed them all; enveloping them with a great sense of calm. Then to everyone's astonishment, the leaves on the surrounding Mallorns began to change; from green, to red and finally to gold- and they shimmered with light as if they were alive. The Lady opened her eyes and lowered her arms, but the great trees remained the same- more beautiful and golden than any other trees they had ever seen. And then she spoke; her voice as pleasant and alluring as her person. "We will not only rule you, but serve you as well, kind kin of Lorien. To that you have our word, along with our protection and guidance. There will be rules of course- for one must always have those, but we are certain there will be none you cannot live with. Even so, you are free to reside where you will, and if you choose not to stay, you are free to leave. We will not force our presence upon those who do not desire us." She turned and nodded to Galdor. "Galdor is here from the Grey Havens, and those who feel they might like to reside there or in Valinor are free to leave with him when he departs." She hesitated a moment before continuing; "For those who wish to stay, we will know each and every one of you. We wish to know every Captain, every first in command, every elf, she-elf and elfling. We will hold an audience with you all- starting this day. First with all Captains, their firsts in command, the guards themselves and then the remainder of Lorien's people. But before this, my husband will speak to you once more." Galadriel stepped aside, nearer to Galdor as Celeborn once again stepped forward to speak. "Blessed kin of Lorien, we hope you will all stay and help us to keep Lorien great, for there is much work to be done. Homes will need building for one- and after we have met all of you, we would have the guards of all four regions move their camps inside the great divide, and set up anew there. Our Lady's protection cannot extend much beyond that point, and we will have all of you within its reach. We will no longer have a fixed guard station at every point. We will schedule rosters so that every Elf in the guard may have the benefit of seeing all of Lorien and not be contained to only one region. We will of course have several chosen members maintain their guard here in the west, for it is here in Caras Galadon where the Lady and I will reside. Eventually we will grant the rank of Marchwarden to one Elf of the guard to run *all* divisions answering only to us. As soon as this is accomplished, we will hold the memorial services as promised for our beloved Lord Amroth. Have you any inquiries?" Celeborn looked over the mass of elves standing before him, but all were silent. "Very well. As the hour grows late, we will start first with the Captains of the guard and their firsts in command for the remainder of this day. All others are excused. Go back to your homes, or stroll about and enjoy what is left of this wondrous day. We will call upon you again on the morrow, and every day thereafter until we have personally met each and every elf in Lorien. May the Valar's grace be with you all." The Elves began to scatter, murmuring quietly amongst themselves. Eventually only Fereveldir, Nilfalath, Calaglin, Dinendal, Siddhir, Elviondel, Tinion and Haldir, with Orophin at his side and Rumil in his arms remained standing before Celeborn, Galadriel and Galdor, whose kind eyes remained fixed on Tinion. Celeborn smiled, and extended his hand to them. "Brothers and defenders of Lorien, come now with us. We are exceptionally interested in getting to know you." ******************** The largest Mallorn that existed in Caras Galadon where Amroth once dwelled looked amazingly new and unusual as they came upon it. Shimmering with the same, yet somehow different luminescence as the other Mallorns now did, it appeared much grander than they remembered. The long winding staircase that led up to the receiving room and quarters above was now alive with light, and the further they climbed the brighter it became. From the low murmurs amongst them, it was obvious that they were both in awe and duly impressed. Haldir however, kept his excitement in check. He not yet knew what this new development might mean for himself and his brothers. As they seated themselves in the receiving room, Galadriel looked upon them with a smile and a twinkle in her eyes. "I think we will start with you." She said, pointing to Siddhir. "The rest of you may relax until we are done." "Yes, my Lady." Siddhir answered, as he rose and followed Galadriel and Celeborn into another room. Galdor remained behind. He chose the vacancy that Siddhir had left and sat next to Tinion, looking at him closely. "It is a day of great changes. Is it not?" Tinion smiled. "It is. But, I feel they are good changes. I welcome them." "As do we all, I am sure." Fereveldir added. "Although losing Lord Amroth was not something we ever anticipated would happen." Galdor nodded kindly. "We all must choose our own paths. He chose his seeking out his love." Dinendal sighed. "That is true." He turned to Haldir. "Can I assist you with the children, Haldir?" Haldir did not hear him. He was lost in thought, staring at the door that Siddhir went through with Galadriel and Celeborn. He did not even notice that Orophin was now asleep as well, with his head resting against his shoulder. ******************** Galadriel smiled and nodded to Celeborn. "He is the one whose presence I felt." "You are of Elrond's line, I presume?" Celeborn inquired. " I am a distant cousin." Siddhir admitted, with a smile. "I am called Siddhir." Galadriel grinned. " I would say that you were not so very distant. I took some doing to keep your light from invading mine. We are very pleased to meet you, Siddhir." "I too am pleased, fair lady. Forgive me, for my invasion was not intentional. There are times when I cannot control my gift." "How far can you reach? Can you see your own fate?" Celeborn asked. "No, not directly. But there are times when I can see things that may involve me through the perceptions of others. Even so, my gift seems to have a will of its own. It controls me far more than I ever controlled it. Sometimes images and voices will just come to me without warning, and then there are times when I try to will it to the forefront and nothing happens." "How very interesting." Galadriel remarked. Siddhir grimaced. "It is at times, yes." Celeborn chuckled. "Have you ever read Elrond?" "I have, and he has known and chastised me for it every time. His gift is very strong." Siddhir replied with a grin. "That is very true." Galadriel commented. "Siddhir, I would like you to stay here in Caras Galadon as part of our own personal guard. A gift like yours, however erratic it may be- can certainly be of help. Have you any objections?" "None, my Lord." "Good. We have but a few more questions in getting to know you, and then you will be free to go." Siddhir's dark eyes sparkled brightly as his gift suddenly enlightened him to Celeborn's thoughts. He gazed quickly at Galadriel, knowing instinctively that she could also be aware. Her slight wink and dazzling smile quickly confirmed his suspicions. He returned his gaze to Celeborn. "I know, my Lord. I am ready." ******************** "Haldir?" Haldir blinked and turned to Dinendal. "Forgive me. You said something?" Dinendal's soft features spread into a wide grin. "I asked if you needed help with the children. Are they not cumbersome upon you in that position?" Haldir suddenly became aware of Orophin's weight against his shoulder, and shifted Rumil to his other arm, so that Orophin could rest his head on his lap instead. He smiled. "I had not noticed until now. Thank you, but I can manage." "Very well." Dinendal answered. The door opened, and Siddhir locked eyes with Haldir as he walked back out to the receiving room. Haldir returned his gaze with the same intensity until Celeborn cleared his throat. "You must be Haldir. Lord Amroth spoke very highly of you when we saw him last almost a year ago. Please join us." Dinendal, being seated closest to Haldir helped to pull Orophin up from his lap. Haldir stood, and gently nudged him awake. He started to hand a still sleeping Rumil to Dinendal when Galadriel appeared in the open doorway. "No, bring them Haldir. We would like very much to meet your brothers as well." Haldir shifted Rumil again and took Orophin by the hand, slowly following the Lord and Lady inside; all the while feeling Siddhir's piercing gaze upon his back. ******************** Elrond came upon Anarin in the gardens shortly after dinner and greeted him with a smile. "Anarin, it is good to see you again. I regret that I had not the time to converse with you more a few days ago. How have you been faring?" Anarin bowed, and smiled warmly in return. "I fare well, my Lord. Thank you for asking." "Come; let us sit and chat awhile. Is this not a lovely eve?" "It is indeed, my Lord." Anarin replied, as they took a seat together on a nearby bench. Elrond looked into the Elf's kind green eyes. "Tell me, Anarin. When I came upon you that day with Haldir, had the two of you had a disagreement before I arrived?" "Nay, my Lord. I had not been with him long, but Haldir and I got along well. His discord was with Melpomaen. Although I know not all of what it was about." "What do you know?" Elrond inquired. Anarin sighed. "I know not of Haldir's words exactly, but I surmised that he may have been interested in Melpomaen. Melpomaen however, was harsh in his rejection of him in return. I was quite shocked. So was Haldir." Elrond's surprise showed clearly on his features. "*Melpomaen? *Are you certain?" "I am, my Lord." "I am shocked as well. I have never known Melpomaen to be cruel." "Nor have I, my Lord. Mayhap he is troubled." Anarin suggested. "Perhaps you are right." Elrond replied, as he stood. "I think I will seek him out. If someone in my house is troubled, I would know why; for I pride myself in keeping harmony within our walls. I would hope that if you were to ever become so bothered, you would come to me." Anarin smiled. "I would, my Lord. Worry not." Elrond placed a hand on Anarin's shoulder. "Thank you for your help, *mellon* [friend]. Enjoy the rest of your evening." ******************** "Haldir, please tell the others we will be with them momentarily." Galadriel stated, as she handed a giggling Rumil back to him. Celeborn chuckled at the elfling's infectious laughter. "Yes, my Lady." Galadriel kneeled down to face Orophin. "It is very nice to have met you, Orophin." Orophin blushed and bowed. "Thank you, my Lady." Galadriel rose and smiled as she gazed into Haldir's intense grey eyes. "Such a burden you were left to bear, *pen-neth* [young one], but you took it upon you and shouldered it as your own. You have done well, Haldir. We are proud to know you." Haldir's surprise was clearly conveyed by an expression that held both bewilderment and wonder. He shifted Rumil to the other arm and bowed, guiding Orophin with him. Celeborn smiled and clapped and hand on Haldir's shoulder when he rose. "The hour draws late, Captain. You are excused. We will talk with you again soon, for you too have been selected to stay here in Caras Galadon as part of our personal guard. Is that agreeable with you?" Haldir breathed a sigh of relief and smiled. "Certainly, my Lord." "Good. Go now, I am sure your brothers are both tired and hungry." Celeborn replied. "Yes, my Lord. *Quel undome* [good evening]. *Quel undome,* my Lady." Galadriel smiled. "*Quel undome,* Haldir." They both watched as Haldir guided Orophin through the open door, then stepped through it himself, closing it gently behind him. Galadriel immediately turned to her husband. "Oh, *melamin!* [my love] Do you feel for them as I do? Do you know what I am thinking?" Celeborn chuckled and drew her into his arms. "But of course, *mela en' coiamin* [love of my life]. One does not have to possess the gift of foresight to see that." FIVE Things progressed rapidly under the new rule of Celeborn and Galadriel, for all were eager to resume their peaceful way of life. Within a few weeks the Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel had personally met with every elf who dwelled in Lorien; and all guard posts were swiftly relocated without incident within the great divide. Rosters were drawn up and assigned on a weekly basis for the balance of the guard, while the Captains and firsts in command from all four contingents had been selected to remain in Caras Galadon, except when overseeing all guard posts on a rotating basis. The calm was briefly interrupted by sorrow when as promised, Celeborn and Galadriel held services for Lord Amroth. The whole of Lorien attended, for Lord Amroth had been very good to his people, and even though it was a bright sunny day, a gloom seemed to hang over them as they both remembered and said a fond farewell to their beloved lost Lord. After the services ended, a shadow stayed with them throughout the remainder of the day and long into the night. Although they were excited and happy with their new rulers, they could not help but feel deeply the loss of their old and trusted one. Lorien was quieter that night than it had been in hundreds of years. ******************** Rumil giggled and slapped his hands hard on the water, making it spray and catch both Haldir and Orophin square in their faces. He burst forth then in fits of giggles and splashed more when he saw the obvious displeasure it brought them. Orophin started to whine, and Haldir lifted the thrashing toddler swiftly out of the water. "That is enough, mischievous one. Every bath I give you results in a bath for us as well." He scolded. "He does that on purpose, brother." Orophin groaned, wiping his face. Haldir wrapped Rumil in a cloth and turned to look at his younger sibling. "You did much the same when you were his age. Do not judge him so harshly, *pen-neth* [young one]. As if knowing Orophin was upset, Rumil reached out and touched his face. Haldir smiled. "You see? He was just playing, Oro. He loves you just as I do." "I suppose." Haldir shifted Rumil to his other arm. "You need not suppose, for it is so. I know these things- and you would do well to remember that. Now come; gather our belongings from the shore so that we may go and find ourselves something to eat." ******************** "You are quite a good shot." Galdor remarked, as he came upon Tinion on the practice field. Tinion turned to him and smiled. "*Hannon lle* [thank you]. "You are most welcome. Please forgive the intrusion. I have been watching you for quite some time. I felt that I should at least advise you of my presence here." Tinion let loose another arrow that found its mark. "That is very kind, but I knew you were there. I surmised you would speak to me when you chose to." Galdor laughed heartily. "Is that so?" "It is indeed." Tinion answered with a wink. Then he turned, walked over to the target and pulled his spent arrows from it. Galdor watched him with growing interest. "I was about to have breakfast. Would you care to join me?" "I certainly would, for I am famished- but we must stop by my talan first so I can rid myself of my weapons if you do not mind." Galdor looked long into Tinion's large shimmering blue eyes. "Of course not." Tinion smiled. "Good." As they left the practice field, Galdor grinned and stole a glance at the fair, silver haired sentinel. The undertone in his statement was not lost on him. He liked this elf. He liked him a lot. ******************** "Ah, Haldir! Come; join us," Fereveldir called out when Haldir entered the common with Orophin and Rumil. Haldir nodded to him in acknowledgement and started to make his way over. He stopped once to chat with Orolonn and his wife Aranel before he finally joined them, allowing Orophin to sit first before taking a seat beside him and placing Rumil between them. "*Mae Govannen.*" [well met] Haldir greeted, nodding both to Fereveldir and Siddhir, who sat beside him. Siddhir smiled and nodded in return. "You are looking well, Haldir." Fereveldir commented. Haldir smiled back at him. "As are you, *mellon.*"[friend] "*Hannon lle.*" [thank you] Fereveldir replied, smiling as he looked at Siddhir, who was quietly watching Haldir feed Rumil. "I do not think you two have been properly introduced. Haldir, this is Siddhir, formerly of the east contingent. Siddhir, this is Haldir, from here in Caras Galadon. The two little ones are Haldir's brothers, Orophin and Rumil." "Pleased to meet you." Haldir greeted. Siddhir's smile lit up his already strikingly fair features. "And I you. I have heard much about you." Haldir frowned. "Do not believe all of what you hear." Fereveldir laughed. " I have informed him of that already, *mellon* [ friend]." "*Hannon lle.*" " I rarely pay attention to idle gossip. I much prefer to make my own assessments." Siddhir remarked. Haldir looked straight into the fair elf's curiously dark eyes. "Then I would say you are wise indeed." The comment brought a light chuckle from Siddhir. They all nodded to Tinion and Galdor when they entered and chose a bench not far from them. Fereveldir turned to Siddhir with a smile. "I think Tinion has found other company, friend." Siddhir laughed. "Well, that is quite all right. I have found other company as well." Haldir looked at him, and saw something different in his eyes this time. Before he could decipher what it may have been, both Siddhir and Fereveldir abruptly stood. "My Lady," Fereveldir whispered. Haldir turned sharply to see Galadriel standing behind him and hurriedly got to his feet. "Forgive me, my Lady. I did not see you behind me." Galadriel giggled and smiled, her bright blue eyes sparkling in the day's light. "Be seated, all of you. I am just out enjoying this wonderful day." They sat, and Galadriel kneeled down to play with Rumil. The toddler giggled and offered her a grape he held in his hands. She took it, and put it in her mouth. This delighted Rumil, and he reached out and pulled more from the large platter laid out in front of him on the large table. "Take care, my Lady. You might find your clothing quite soiled if he gets it in his mind to try and feed you as he does me." Haldir warned. Galadriel grinned. "'Tis only clothing after all, Captain. May I hold him?" Haldir's eyes widened. "If you wish, my Lady-but I must warn you, he is prone to hair pulling." "I will be fine." She answered, lifting Rumil up from the bench. Rumil giggled and immediately reached for her hair. "Ru!" Haldir scolded, rising quickly and catching his small hand. Rumil, puzzled, looked up at Haldir with wide eyes. "Da?" Galadriel smiled. ""Tis all right, Haldir. You may release him." "But, my Lady…" "Release him." She repeated in a soft voice. Haldir did as he was told, and to his horror, Rumil promptly shot out his hand again. But the elfling did not pull Galadriel's hair. Instead he merely stroked it and laughed. Behind him, Fereveldir, Siddhir and even Orophin began to chortle. Haldir stood there in shock as Rumil turned to him and smiled. "Da!" "You see? It is as I told you. I would like to take them off your hands for a time. Is that agreeable with you?" Galadriel asked. Haldir's features registered the shock he was still feeling. "Ah, y...yes my Lady." He stammered. "Very well. I shall return them in one hour." She reached out her hand to Orophin, who took it. They started to walk away, and then she turned back. "Haldir, will you stay here, or will you return to your talan?" "Um, I will stay here, my Lady." She smiled. "Very well. We will soon return." Haldir watched open mouthed as Galadriel almost glided out of the common with his brothers. Slowly he turned back around and sat down. Fereveldir laughed hard. "Not to worry, *mellon.* [friend] I do not believe that our Lady will kidnap them." Haldir blinked. "It is not that. Did you see how *good* Rumil was with her? It was unbelievable! If it were anyone else he would have ripped their hair out the first chance he got." Siddhir grinned. "He may be an elfling, but he is a *wise* elfling for certain." Fereveldir laughed and stood. "Well, as I have had my share of entertainment this day, I will be going. I am due to relieve Dinendal's watch." "*Namarie, mellonamin.*"[farewell my friend] Haldir and Siddhir chorused in unison. Fereveldir smiled, and winked at Siddhir. "I trust you will keep my good friend Haldir company while he waits for his brothers to return?" "But of course." Siddhir replied, gazing into Haldir's eyes. "Good. *Quel re.*" [good day] He strolled off in the direction that Galadriel had taken, nodding briefly to Tinion and Galdor as he passed. "Do you like it here in Caras Galadon?" Haldir asked. "Yes, I like it very much," Siddhir answered. Haldir looked at him. "How is it that I have never noticed you before? How long have you been in the east?" Siddhir chuckled. "I have been in the east for *centuries.* I suppose our paths simply have not crossed until now." Haldir's brow furrowed. "Still, I find it odd. Where were you before that?" "Rivendell." Haldir's eyebrow rose ever so slightly. *That* is what makes him seem odd and yet familiar at the same time, he thought. The elf looked of Lorien… well, almost, if not for the eyes- but he also had an air about him that was distinctly of Imladris. "Penny for your thoughts, Captain." Siddhir remarked. "Can you not read them?" Siddhir's eyes twinkled with amusement. "Not at the moment, but give me time." Haldir was about to retort, when Galadriel entered the common again, but alone this time. Haldir's hear thumped in his chest. Something has happened, he thought, apprehensively. Suddenly he felt Siddhir's hand lightly tap his shoulder. "There is no need to worry, Haldir. Your brothers are fine. Our Lady just wishes to speak with you. I will take my leave." Stunned, he turned to face him, but Siddhir was already strolling off in the opposite direction. He turned back just as Galadriel reached him. "Is something wrong, my Lady?" Galadriel smiled. "By the Valar, no. Your brother's are fine. They are with my husband, and having a lovely time. I have come now for you, Haldir." "My Lady?" Galadriel sat down on the bench where he stood, and patted the space beside her. "Come; sit down. I wish to speak with you." Haldir did as he was told, with anxiety building fast within him. Galadriel took his hand. "There is no need to worry, Haldir. Please relax. All I wish to do is ask you something." "Yes, my Lady?" "I have talked it over with my husband, and he is as excited as I with the idea. Now, I wish to discuss it with you. You see, I am no longer able to bear children. Celebrian, the one child I did have, died in an Orc attack, much like your parents. There has been an empty space in my heart for a very long time, for I had hoped to have many children." Haldir's eyes widened in realization. "You wish to adopt my brothers as your own?" "We wish to adopt your brothers- *and* you, Haldir." Haldir blinked. "But my Lady, I have already reached my majority. Surely you do not mean to include me." Galadriel smiled. "We *especially* wish to include you, Haldir. Just because you have reached your majority, is no reason for you to be alone." "Um… I do not know what to say, my Lady." "I would hope you would say yes." "Would I still be able to care for them?" Haldir asked. "But of course! I did not mean to imply that you would no longer be able to see them! By the graces, no! We would *help* you to raise them. They love you very much, Haldir. We could not tear them away from you if we *tried*- which we most certainly would not. Think of it this way; instead of having to enlist others in Lorien to assist you when you have to be away, you would have *us* to look after them. We would be your foster parents." Haldir visibly relaxed. "I understand, but I would wish no special favours because of this, my Lady." Galadriel chuckled. "Lord Amroth took a shine to you as well. Did he bring upon you any special favours? Did you not get your position because you *earned* it?" "I did, my Lady" Haldir answered. "Well then, there is no reason why we should do different, is there?" "No, my Lady." Galadriel took his hands in hers. Haldir could feel the warmth of her concern flow through them. He looked into her shining blue eyes. "*Hannon lle, Arwenamin*." [thank you, my Lady] Galadriel smiled, and bent forward to kiss him on the forehead. "Do we have an accord?" Haldir smiled. "If you are certain, yes, my Lady." Galadriel's light laughter surrounded them. She stood, and he rose with her, for she had not yet released his hand. Instead, she looked up at him and smiled. "I am pleased to be able to call you my foster son, Haldir. Come now; let us seek out those wonderful brothers of yours, for they have asked for you." As they left the common, Siddhir's smiling eyes followed them. SIX A week later, Fereveldir and Haldir were shooting arrows on the practice field when Siddhir happened by. He stopped to watch, and took a seat next to Orophin, who was sitting on the grass not far from his brother's side. "Hello, Orophin. Do you mind if I sit by you?" Siddhir asked politely. "You may. We have to be quiet, though. My brother does not like to be distracted when he is practicing." Siddhir smiled and placed a finger to his lips. They both turned to watch again. Fereveldir laughed. "I am catching up with you in points, Haldir. You must not be feeling well today. It is either that or you are just rusty from lack of practice whilst lying around Rivendell." Haldir smirked. "Do not be fooled, *mellon*. [friend]. I feel quite well. I was just giving you some leeway so as not to destroy you completely in defeat. We cannot have captains wallowing in self pity here in Caras Galadon. We must set an example for the others." Fereveldir laughed even harder, which made Siddhir smile. Fereveldir turned to him. "Do you hear him, Siddhir? His self confidence is astonishing, is it not?" "It is. Especially since he is the one losing at the moment." Siddhir agreed. Haldir raised an eyebrow. "Ah, but only for the moment, non- believer. Would you care to join dear Fereveldir in defeat? You may then console each other." Siddhir smiled. "I would indeed, but I have not my bow." "Fortunate for you, *gwador* [brother, not related]. I suppose I will just have to annihilate you some other day. But alas, you shall have a sample of my prowess with a bow when I put dear Fereveldir out of his misery." Haldir chuckled. "*Antolle ulua sulrim, mellonamin.*[much wind pours from your mouth, my friend]. Fereveldir laughed. Haldir snickered. "Wind you say? We shall see. It is your turn, with six arrows left. Proceed." Fereveldir smiled, and raised his bow. He fired his six arrows in rapid succession. When he was done, they looked at the mark. Two of his arrows had hit dead centre, two were placed an inch away from the gold, and the final two rested at the very end of the board. He groaned before looking at Haldir, who smiled brightly. "Hmm, I think it is you who are feeling ill, my friend," Haldir laughed. Fereveldir pulled his arrows from the target. "I admit it was not my best shooting, but you will have to make at least three centre hits now to best me." Fereveldir countered. "That is true." "Will you concede now?" Fereveldir asked. Haldir raised an eyebrow. "I think not." He turned then to Orophin. "Can I win, Oro?" Orophin smiled with delight. "Yes, brother. You can win." Siddhir chuckled. Haldir winked at Fereveldir. "Oro says I can win. *Lle diesel?* [are you ready]? "I am ready." Fereveldir grinned. Haldir raised his bow and fired off six arrows so quickly it was all a blur, but they *heard* it- the crisp twanging sound of the bow and the whooshing sound of the six arrows that left it. Fereveldir's mouth dropped open as Siddhir and Orophin stood to get a better look. Not only did all six of Haldir's arrows hit the gold, one lay embedded in the very centre while the other five closely circled it. So closely, that one could not pull out the centre arrow without disturbing the other five. Orophin clapped his hands with delight. Siddhir smiled and turned back to look at Haldir. "Impressive." Haldir grinned and took a bow. "*Hannon lle.*" [thank you] Fereveldir shook his head, smiling. "You have bested me again! I cannot believe your luck." "Luck had *nothing* to do with that, *mellon*. [friend]" Haldir replied, winking as he took Orophin's hand. "I will give you another chance any time you like." "I think I would like a chance, Haldir." Siddhir remarked. Haldir raised an eyebrow. "Oh, you would, would you? Very well; choose a day, and I will be here." "How about now? I will retrieve my bow and quickly return." Siddhir offered, with a twinkle in his chocolate eyes. Haldir frowned. "I have spent most of the morn shooting, whilst you would be fresh. You would have me at a disadvantage." Siddhir grinned, and looked into Haldir's eyes, challenging him. "I would think that one who possessed skill, would have it *always.* Unless, of course- it was just luck after all." Fereveldir laughed hard at the look that crossed Haldir's features. Haldir stared at Siddhir for a long time before answering. Finally he said, "Get your bow." Siddhir laughed and sprinted off into the wood. Neither he nor the others noticed Celeborn smiling as he watched from the woods behind them. ******************** "Have I told you how pleased I am to have met you, *lirimaer*[ lovely one]?" Galdor asked. Tinion chuckled. "A thousand times, *melethron nin* [my lover], but you may continue. I never tire of hearing it." Galdor chuckled. "Never in all my many years upon this earth have I met another as exhilarating and refreshing as you." Tinion smiled, and then abruptly stepped back, pulling Galdor with him as Siddhir sprinted by them. "Whoa, sentinel! What is the reason for such haste?" Tinion called out to Siddhir's back. Siddhir stopped and turned to them. "I have to retrieve my bow quickly. I have challenged Haldir to a shoot." Tinion chuckled. "Have you gone mad? No one can best Haldir with a bow- or a sword for that matter. We have all tried, and we have all failed." Galdor smiled. Siddhir winked. "There is a first time for everything." "I have no doubt your skill with a bow is exemplary, for you would not have been named Captain of the east contingent were it not- but taking on Haldir is no easy task. He will no doubt obliterate you on the field now for having the nerve to challenge him," Tinion warned. Siddhir laughed. "Then he will have to, because what is done is done. I must go now, for they are waiting." Siddhir left, and Tinion turned to Galdor with a grin. "Do you mind if we return to the practice fields? I would not miss this for the heavens." Galdor smiled. "Of course not. It seems that we will be quite entertained." They turned around and headed back the way they had come, with Tinion telling all they met along the way of the upcoming spectacle. ******************** Galadriel stepped out on the terrace of her talan with Rumil in her arms. It was a wondrously clear afternoon, with many billowy white clouds of countless shapes stretching across the great powder blue expanse of sky. She breathed in deeply and sighed. She noticed movement below her. Several elves were running towards the practice fields. She frowned. She knew Haldir had gone there earlier and had taken Orophin with him, but she knew not where her husband was. She hoped that nothing ill had happened there. "Anyriand, can you tell me why so many are going to the practice fields?" She called out to a tall lean elf who was passing below her. The elf looked up. "It seems that Captain Siddhir has challenged Captain Haldir to a shooting match, my Lady." Galadriel smiled. "Is that so? Thank you sentinel, you may continue on your way." "Very well, my Lady." Anyriand replied, departing. Galadriel chuckled to herself, gave a grinning Rumil a gentle squeeze and went back inside. She knew now where her husband had to be. If there was a shooting match, he was bound to be close enough to witness it, but far enough so that the participants could not see him watching. He had been doing so ever since they discussed whom they might name Marchwarden. ******************** When Siddhir returned, he looked around wide-eyed, for several elves had gathered along the practice field. Haldir frowned and pulled himself up from the grass when he spotted him and walked over to meet him. "I realise you do not know me well Siddhir, but I must tell you- I really *abhor* spectacles. Did you inform every elf you met along the way that we were shooting here?" Siddhir grimaced. "Nay, Haldir. The only one I told was Tinion. Galdor was with him, though." "I should have known." Haldir grumbled, turning to look where Tinion was standing. Tinion winked back at him, smiling broadly. He returned his attention to Siddhir. "You realise of course that I will make you pay dearly for this." Siddhir laughed. "I realise that you must try." Haldir smirked. "We shall see. Come; you have made me wait long enough." They walked together towards the centre of the field. Siddhir turned to Haldir with a wicked grin. "I think we should try something a little more challenging instead of standard target practice." Haldir raised an eyebrow. "What would you suggest?" Siddhir looked around. "I think we should shoot doubles, and while moving. That will make it so much more interesting. Do you not agree?" "Continue." Haldir prompted. "Six targets, spaced out, about thirty yards apart. We will run from one to the other, taking our best shot at each, from the same distance. How does that sound?" "It sounds like you will not only be bested, but you will be spent from exertion as well." Haldir replied. Siddhir burst out in joyful laughter. "Shall we proceed?" Haldir held out his hand. "After you. You are challenging me after all." Siddhir grinned and walked away. Haldir turned and walked over to Anyriand. "Sentinel, please set forth six targets, side by side, thirty yards apart." "You are to shoot whilst *moving*?" The elf queried, shock etched clear on his face. "Yes, sentinel." Siddhir answered. "But Captain, surely you know it is quite dangerous to do so; dangerous even for all those who watch." The elf countered. Siddhir smiled and grasped Anyriand on the shoulder. "Worry not, *mellon.* [friend] Trust that I would not suggest anything that might cause harm to others. They are at quite a safe distance at any rate, as you can plainly see." The elf looked around and nodded. "Yes, Captain." All waited while Anyriand went about his task. Celeborn chuckled to himself under the cover of a great Mallorn and watched with increasing interest. When Anyriand was done, Haldir strolled over to Siddhir. "Has the stage been set to your liking?" Siddhir smiled. "Yes, it is fine." Haldir held out his hand. "After you." Siddhir winked, took his bow from his back, and walked until he was a little past the location of the first target. All were silent. The lithe elf suddenly broke out into a sprint, thirty yards away and parallel with the targets, shooting an arrow at each as he approached it- until he had hit them all and was standing on the other side of the field. Applause rang out from the elves gathered there. Haldir and several others moved in close to the targets to see where Siddhir's arrows had landed. Three were in the gold. The remaining three were close enough; not quite in the centre, but definitely in the zone. "Three are dead centre!" Tinion called out. More applause from the elves, including Celeborn from his hiding place, as Siddhir joined them. Haldir turned to him. "Impressive. I see now why you had the guts to challenge me." Siddhir smiled. "Do you *still* think you can best me?" Haldir licked his lip. "I know not. We shall see. Orophin!" Orophin jumped up from the grass and ran over to him. "Yes, brother?" "Can I win, Oro?" Haldir asked, with a wink. Orophin smiled brightly. "Yes, brother. You can win." Haldir turned to Siddhir. "Oro says I can win, so win I must." Siddhir chuckled. "Your challenge awaits." "It does indeed." Haldir said, lifting his bow and walking away to take his position. Orophin, Tinion, Siddhir and the others quickly ran back to their places in the crowd, which had grown even larger since Siddhir's shoot. The din within them silenced abruptly when Haldir reached the starting point. Haldir closed his eyes for a second, and then opened them and started to run the same path as Siddhir, shooting at the targets one by one as he quickly passed them. He could hear the roars of the crowd grow louder and louder with each target, telling him that he had hit his mark each time. Finally, he was done. He waited while the cloud of dust he had created dissipated, and then slowly walked back to join the others. As the thunderous applause continued, Celeborn smiled brightly, chuckling as he quietly slipped away unseen. "Haldir has won!" Tinion announced, at full volume. "Elbereth!" Siddhir swore as he ran by the targets one by one, examining them. They were all the same; dead center in the gold. Of the three perfect shots he scored himself, Haldir's arrows had split each one of his own arrows and had taken their place. He turned to face Haldir when he approached, astonishment clearly edging his features. "I have learned a great lesson this day, *mellon* [friend]." Haldir smiled. "Have you? And what would it be?" "'Tis not arrogance, but confidence that drives you thus." Siddhir remarked, with a broad smile. "Tell me, are you as good in the bedchamber as you are with a bow?" Haldir blinked, and started to laugh- amused that along with Tinion, there was yet *another* elf who possessed the same bravado as himself. He leaned in close so that Siddhir could not mistake his reply. "Did you not hear? My proclivities in *that*area are *also* well documented facts of Elven lore." He winked and left a stunned Siddhir standing there smiling, as he took Orophin's hand and strolled away from the practise fields. The crowd began to disband slowly behind them, excitedly chatting about the day's challenge. Tinion placed an arm across Siddhir's shoulders as he walked with Galdor and Fereveldir by his side. "Well, he annihilated you as is his fashion, but I must admit, you gave him one *hell* of a fight. You did well, Siddhir. You deserve all due credit. I am sure Haldir would agree with me." Siddhir laughed. "*Hannon lle, mellon* [thank you, friend], but I was really only trying to get him to notice me." Fereveldir grinned. "Oh, he *noticed* you all right. Have no fear there, my friend. My, what an eventful day! Are you as famished as I am? Come; let us seek some nourishment." SEVEN It was near dusk when Haldir entered the common and seated himself amongst a group of elves having dinner there. Several of them started to applaud when they saw him. He smiled and waved his hand, begging them to stop. Many praised him anyway for his skill with a bow. He endured their comments and questions with subtle grace and eventually they quieted down. He served himself a plate of food and quietly started to eat. It was not long before applause rang out yet again. Haldir turned to see Siddhir, Fereveldir and Dinendal enter the common. Fereveldir spotted him and led them over to the table where he sat. Haldir nodded politely at them. His longtime friend's angular face broke out into a wide grin as he and the others filled the empty places beside him. "You were *incredible* today, *mellon.*[friend] I am *certain* now that you were only toying with me all these months." Fereveldir chuckled. Haldir smiled demurely. "Mayhap the Valar was just with me today, *mellonamin* [my friend]" "In a pig's eye!" Siddhir cut in. "What you did this day was neither by grace nor chance. You are a skilled warrior, Haldir. You should state yourself as nothing less." "Never has a truer word been spoken." Dinendal added, biting into a strawberry. Haldir raised an eyebrow and looked deep into Siddhir's eyes. "You are quite the skilled warrior yourself, and a worthy opponent indeed." "*Hannon lle*" [thank you]. Siddhir replied with a bright smile. "Where are Ru and Oro this eve?" Fereveldir asked. "They are with our Lord and Lady. I went to collect Ru after the match, but he was already asleep, so I did not disturb him. Oro was weary as well, so we decided that it would be best for them to spend the night there, although I miss them terribly. Our talan is far too quiet without them." Haldir answered. Fereveldir smiled. "I am certain they are missing you too, *mellonamin*."[my friend] They ate in silence for a few moments. Slowly the common began to empty, eventually leaving only the four of them seated at one of the many large tables. Dinendal groaned and pushed his plate aside, rubbing his stomach. "I think I may have overdone it. Everything was so good, but now I am miserable." Fereveldir laughed. "You are not alone, *mellon* [friend]. I think I have eaten enough myself to last for several days." Dinendal's cerulean eyes sparkled as he glanced at Siddhir and Haldir. "You two did not eat much." He turned then to Fereveldir. "Perhaps our gluttony is the reason we cannot surpass them on the practice fields, eh, Fereveldir?" Fereveldir laughed hard, and was joined by all. "Perhaps you are right." Haldir shook his head. "Do not underestimate yourselves, my friends. You too are worthy archers. Were you not, you would not have earned your positions here." Dinendal's full lips curled into a smile. "Be that as it may, I think the next time I shoot against either of you, I will do so with an empty stomach." "Here, here." Fereveldir remarked, raising his goblet for all to touch. Dinendal finished his wine and stood. "It has been a lovely evening, but I must leave you now, for I have watch in the morning." "As do I." Fereveldir added, popping a last grape into his mouth and rising from the table. "I will walk with you, Dinendal. I would like to stop in and say hello to Calaglin before retiring. *Quel du * [good night], Haldir; Siddhir." "*Quel du.*" Haldir and Siddhir chorused in return. They watched as their friends left the common, laughing together on their way. When they were out of sight, Siddhir turned to look at Haldir. "It seems we have been left completely alone." Haldir grinned, and looked around. "So it does. Do not worry yourself; You need not stay just to keep me company. If you are weary, feel free to leave. I do not have Ru and Oro to attend to, nor do I have watch on the morrow- so I am free to enjoy the night. It is something I do not have the chance to do very often." Siddhir gazed into Haldir's grey eyes. "Do you wish me to leave?" Haldir blinked. "No, I did not say that." Siddhir smirked. "Good, for I was hoping you would show me those other talents you spoke of." Haldir's brow furrowed, confused. "What say you?" "Oh, I see. ‘Twas not the truth, and you were boasting after all." Siddhir chuckled. Haldir sat there a moment gazing at Siddhir as if he had gone mad. Then all at once, realization hit him. He smiled broadly. "I never boast unless I am jesting, but you surprise me." "How so?" Siddhir questioned. "There are some who are ill at ease with the rumours that surround me, although I suppose I should be flattered. Until now, only Tinion seemed not to care or have an opinion. Have you not heard any the many tales spun of my decadent lifestyle?" Haldir asked. "I have, and I care not." Siddhir retorted, staring straight into his eyes. Haldir held his gaze for some time before speaking. Siddhir suddenly smiled, confusing him all the more. "Siddhir, I think perhaps we should talk," Haldir began. Siddhir reached out and held his hand. "I do not wish to *talk,* Haldir. What I *wish*- is for you to *do* what you were just thinking. I find that position intriguing, for I have never been in it before." Haldir's eyes widened at Siddhir's remark. He had forgotten that he possessed the gift of foresight. Had he not been so aroused by this stunning elf's want of him, he may have even blushed, for his thoughts had been seductive indeed. "Very well, but I warn you, fair one- you had best not be jesting when you come to me in this manner. To do so would not be wise." Siddhir laughed, ignoring the warning and stood, pulling Haldir with him. "You have an empty talan this night. It would be best if we go there. I have not a talan yet, and my accommodations at the present do not offer solitude." ******************** Elrond sat alone on the veranda, gazing out into the twilight. He felt, rather than heard Erestor come up quietly behind him. He smiled, and spoke without turning his head. "It is all right, Erestor. Come; sit with me so that we both might enjoy this lovely night together." "Yes, my Lord." Erestor's soft voice replied, as he pulled out a chair and took a seat. "Could you not sleep either, friend?" Elrond asked. "Not very well, I am afraid." Elrond sighed. "We have been stricken with the same affliction it seems." Erestor looked at him. He looked worn. "Have you been thinking of Lady Celebrian, my Lord?" Elrond smiled as he considered him. "You know me well." "My Lord, forgive me if I trespass, but you should try to open your heart again. Lady Celebrian would not want you to mourn her for an eternity in solitude. She would wish to see you happy once more. You know I speak the truth." Erestor remarked. Elrond sighed. "I know." "Could you not use help in raising your children as well? There are many fair maidens about that would love to have that chance. You would not have to be alone. Surely it is something you have pondered at one time or the other." Elrond looked into the kind brown eyes of his good friend and councillor. "I will never marry again. But, I have thought of companionship; very recently in fact." "Then you should seek it, my Lord." Erestor advised. Elrond smiled. "Erestor, you are wise, and I am proud to have you as both my friend and councillor. But tell me, why do you offer me advice that you do not heed yourself?" "My Lord?" "You too are alone. Why do you not seek companionship?" Erestor smiled nervously. He could not tell Elrond that he did indeed fancy someone, but was afraid to voice his feelings. As well as he knew him, he did not know if he could broach this particular subject with him, for it was not conventional. The person he had developed feelings for was Glorfindel- not a maiden. "Ah, well, my duties do not leave me much time for that at the present." Elrond laughed. "Then I must lessen your workload, my friend. You deserve happiness as well as I." Erestor shifted in his chair. " I think it best we concentrate on you, my Lord. A happy ruler makes for a happy house." "There was one I considered; but alas, it was not meant to be." "How so?" Erestor asked, interested. Elrond sighed heavily. "Many reasons; memories of Celebrian, my own fears of the irregular I suppose, but the most outstanding reason was that I foresaw this person's happiness with another. Elbereth, there are times when I wished I did not possess the gift." "Irregular? Whatever do you mean, my Lord?" Elrond smiled and looked at his companion. "I suppose I am old, set in my ways and somewhat fearful of being totally adventurous. The young seem to have the force of will to go about seeking what makes them happy, no matter the cost or what others may think. I expect I have not yet reached that point in my long life." "My Lord, there was a time when I too would have agreed with you. But, I have to tell you- when one is alone at night without the benefit of someone to love, it makes you plead for the strength to throw all caution to the wind. Personally, I secretly envy those that do." Elrond raised an eyebrow and considered his raven-haired friend for a time before speaking. "Can I tell you something, Erestor? I think I am inclined to agree." ******************** "You must excuse the condition of my talan. Orophin and Rumil are quite disorganized." Haldir apologized, as he quickly picked up things scattered about by his younger siblings. Siddhir smiled. "It matters not. I am a bit untidy myself as that goes." "Is that why every time I have seen you your braids are in disarray?" Haldir questioned. Siddhir touched his misshapen braids and chuckled. "I care not about conformity. Whether my braids are neat or no has nothing to do with my skill as a warrior. Even Lord Amroth tired of reprimanding me for it. I am surprised *you* noticed, however. I thought you noticed naught about me at all, which was the true reason I challenged you." Haldir smiled and moved closer to him. "Is that so? Well, as it happens, I noticed you some time ago, *gwador.*"[brother-not related] "Ah! So why are we still talking?" Haldir grinned, and kissed him softly on the lips. "Because I would not want you to be misled, impatient one." "No one misleads *me* into anything, Haldir. Make no mistake about that. But, you surprise me as well. From the tales I *have* heard, never in a thousand years would I have thought that you were so inhibited." Siddhir teased. Haldir raised an eyebrow and swiftly pulled Siddhir into a tight embrace. "*Inhibited?* We shall see about *that*, *lirimaer* [lovely one]. Come; for I too have grown weary of talk." EIGHT Siddhir awoke and reached out his arm in an attempt to feel the warmth of Haldir's body. Instead, his hand raked across cool, crisp sheets. The bed was empty. Perplexed, he turned over to see Haldir sitting at his desk, apparently working on an ornately carved bow. "*Quel amrun, melethron nin,*" [Good morning, my lover] Haldir greeted without turning his head. Siddhir smiled. "*Quel amrun.*I do hope it is something important that drags you away from my side so soon, because I am not yet finished with you." "Is that so?" Haldir chuckled. "I would think that after last eve, you would be quite exhausted-not to mention tender." Siddhir raised an eyebrow. "I am not a novice at coupling, Haldir. You are just the first that I have come upon who is so well endowed. Even still, after last eve, I can certainly say I am quite used to you now. So, how about coming back to bed? What are you doing anyway?" Haldir laughed. "We will see about that. Orophin's begetting day is soon coming. I am working on his gift." Siddhir slipped out of bed and strolled over to Haldir to get a better look at the bow. "May I see it?" "Of course." Haldir replied, handing it to him. Siddhir gazed in wonder at the intricate design that Haldir had carved in the polished wood. He moved a finger along the length of the bow and turned it over for further inspection. Soon after, he handed it back to him. "It is beautiful. Your work is first rate, Haldir. I can tell you have been working on this for some time." Haldir smiled as he looked at it. "I have." "I believe I am witnessing yet *another* of your many skills, *mir nin* [my treasure],"Siddhir remarked, with a sly smile. Haldir put the bow carefully aside and pulled him close. "I have a few, yes." Siddhir looked into his eyes. "I would someday like to know them all." Haldir was silent. He just sat there, staring up into Siddhir's ebony eyes as he stood before him. Did he dare to hope that this magnificent, beautiful elf could possibly be his and his alone? Would he even want him if not for the passion they shared? Why was he even thinking about him in those terms? Had he not long ago made a decision to give up on love? And rightfully so, for love could only cause problems that he did not need, nor want. What he *should* be doing is… Siddhir frowned. "Have I said something wrong?" Haldir blinked. Siddhir's voice abruptly cut off his train of thought. "Forgive me. What say you?" "I said I would someday like to know of all your talents. Are you all right?" "I am fine, but why do you ask? Surely you know already what I was thinking." Siddhir sighed. "Haldir, I have told you that my gift is not all powerful, and it certainly is not totally controllable. I was *not* trying to read you. Is this to be a problem between us?" Haldir stood and pulled him close. "No, it is not a problem. Forgive me for my assumptions. I am just a tad wary of those that have the ability to look into my mind." Siddhir smiled. "Why is that? Do you have something to hide?" Haldir laughed, stepped back and spread his arms out wide. "Hide? What can I hide? I am standing here in all my naked glory." "And glorious your nakedness is too." Siddhir remarked, as his eyes moved seductively over Haldir's muscular form. "Now perhaps you will share some of its magnificence with me." Haldir kissed him, and slowly backed him up until they both fell onto the bed, with Siddhir lying beneath him. Their kiss still unbroken, their tongues explored deeper into the sweet caverns of the other's mouth until finally coming apart for much needed air. "*Im anira lle."* [I desire you] Siddhir whispered, his dark, sparkling eyes boring into Haldir's. Haldir did not respond. Instead, he retrieved the small vial of oil that was underneath the pillow and quickly coated himself and Siddhir's nether region with it. When he was done, he did not have to coax the stunning, lithe elf's legs upon his shoulders, for they were already there. " Haldir whispered. Siddhir gazed back at him with burning eyes. "Not soon enough." Haldir smiled, then quickly found his lover's opening with his elfhood and thrust forward, penetrating him in one swift motion. Siddhir's breath hitched in his throat. Haldir quickly leaned forward to nibble on Siddhir's ear as he moved inside him, causing his lover to cry out with desire. "I thought you were ready for me, *lirimaer* [ lovely one]." He cooed. Siddhir did not answer. He grabbed Haldir behind the neck, pulled him close and kissed him deeply, with such force Haldir thought he might swallow his tongue. After a time he released him, and cried out again as another thrust hit home. Haldir was trying hard to pace himself and extend the intense pleasure he was feeling being inside the writhing, sensuous elf beneath him, but the combination of the warm tightness of his body, his frantic undulating movements, and moans of pleasure were about to undo him. He forced himself to slow his thrusts. "*Le daro! Saes! Le daro!" *[Don't stop! Please! Don't stop!] Siddhir cried aloud. So loud, in fact that it briefly crossed his mind that all of Lorien could hear. But it was no use. He could *not* stop, because he was too far gone. So was Siddhir, and if the *world* heard them now- he cared not. He grabbed his lover's elfhood and stroked it in time to his quicker, more forceful thrusts. With every thrust he heard his name, over and over again. "Haldir! Haldir! Haldir! Aiya!" [Oh!] They spent themselves together. Exhausted, Haldir collapsed on top of him. He could hear and feel Siddhir's heavy breathing, and it matched his own. He was still inside him as they rested for several moments, catching their breath. When he could move again, he raised himself up so that Siddhir could lower his legs, and pulled himself from him. Then he fell onto the bed beside him and closed his eyes. Siddhir's eyes were also closed, but his full lips curled into a wide grin. "I believe you were not quite ready for *me*, *melethron nin.*" [my lover] Haldir chuckled. "I believe you are right. You are unique indeed, *nin bain*."[my beauty] Siddhir opened his eyes and turned to face him. "How so?" "Well, I have to say that I have not come across an elf such as you before. I have spent much time perfecting the art of coupling for the most intense pleasure possible, but you seem not to care much for the protocol at all." Siddhir's bright laughter filled the room. Haldir smiled. The elf's beauty was even more radiant. Siddhir turned to retrieve one of the sheets from the floor and used it to clean his essence from Haldir's stomach. "That is true of me most times, but be that as it may- I *do* occasionally care for protocol, so do not stop honing your skills." It was Haldir's turn to laugh. Never had anyone so captivated him. Siddhir was not only one of the most *beautiful* elves he had ever seen; but he had both spirit and keen wit as well; all of which he found powerfully alluring. Siddhir moved in to kiss him passionately. "You should laugh and smile more often, Captain- for you are quite beautiful as well." Haldir blinked. "Before you complain, it just came to me. I did not will it." "What came to you?" "That you think I am beautiful. That was all, I swear." Siddhir replied seriously. Haldir laughed and pulled him close. "It is all right, *mir nin* [my treasure]. Your gift is a part of you, and I suppose I will just have to get used to it." Siddhir smiled. "I knew you had it in you to be reasonable." "It does no good to fret upon things we cannot change." Haldir reasoned. "My sentiments exactly. So, when is Orophin's begetting day? Will you be finished with the bow in time?" "Hopefully so. It is next month." "That is not so very far away. Perhaps I should get going now and leave you some time to work on it." Siddhir suggested. "It is quite all right. I fear I will not have much time today anyway. I will be going to pick my brothers up soon and spend time with them. I have watch on the morrow and for three days after. I will not have much time to spend with them then, so I want to get in what I can." Siddhir looked into his eyes. "May I accompany you? I would love to get to know them." "Would you?" "Certainly." "Very well. I must warn you however, that Rumil is quite taken with hair pulling, so you must be careful. Do not let him get a hold of you. He is quite strong." Siddhir laughed. "I will take precautions." Haldir reached out and touched Siddhir's face, and looked deep into his dark eyes. "Tell me, do you know what I am thinking at this very moment?" Siddhir held his gaze. "You wish me to try?" "Yes." Siddhir continued to look into Haldir's intense grey eyes. No words or vision came to him, but something else did. A warmth of feeling that seemed to surge from Haldir's body into his. He could not quite explain it, or put the sensation into words, but it was there- sound as steel, flowing through them both, engulfing and washing over them. "Nay, ‘tis nothing but a warm feeling." Siddhir answered. Haldir kissed him. "Good, for I would not want to get ahead of myself and possibly mislead you into challenging me again. Come; we should bathe and dress for the hour is growing late." ******************** Tinion looked up as Galdor descended the stairs from Caras Galadon. When the tall slender elf saw him standing there, he smiled warmly. "Tinion, I am pleased to lay eyes upon you once again." "I have come to see you off," Tinion replied. Galdor's features expressed surprise. "Were you ordered thus? I told your Lord and Lady that an escort was not necessary. I have come and gone from the harbour many times." Tinion walked beside him. "Nay. I have come because I *wished* to do so. I will miss you, *melamin*. [my love] Galdor smiled. "And I you, *lirimaer*. [lovely one] But worry not, I will always return. Hopefully the next time will not be very long in coming." "I hope for that as well." They trod on. Soon they reached the obscure narrow path that lead down to the harbour, and slowly descended upon it. Before reaching the end, Tinion stopped walking and grabbed Galdor's hand, pulling him close so that he might kiss him. Galdor responded to the kiss with the same passion Tinion felt. When the kiss was over, Galdor cupped Tinion's face in his hands. "It will not be too long, *mir nin*. [my treasure] This I promise you." "A day is too long,* melethron nin*, [my lover] but I will wait." Tinion replied. Galdor caressed his cheek, and pulled his fingers gently through Tinion's silky mane of platinum hair. "*Lle ume vanima. Gerich veleth nin*, Tinion." [You are beautiful. You have my love] Tinion smiled. "*Gerich veleth nin*." "You remember our agreement?" Galdor asked. "I do." "Good. Come now; I must not be late, and it probably is not a very good idea for us to be seen being so intimate in public." Tinion frowned. "Galdor, I have deep feelings for you and I care *not* who knows it." Galdor chuckled. "My, how I love when you vocalize your thoughts so explicitly. You are so refreshing, *melamin*. [my love] Tinion winked and held out his hand. "Shall we go?" Galdor smiled and took it. They strolled hand in hand down to the harbour, laughing all the way. ******************** "I cannot *believe* he has not pulled your hair yet!" Haldir exclaimed, as he watched Rumil happy and content in Siddhir's arms. Siddhir smiled. "Mayhap that is because I am special, eh? What do you think, Orophin?" Orophin looked up at him. "You have the gift like our Lady. You *are* special. Mayhap Rumil knows it. Some babies are special too." Siddhir chuckled, shifted Rumil to his other arm, and knelt down to address Orophin face to face. "That is very possibly true, but by no means am I *that* special, Orophin. My gift has naught the brilliance of that of our Lady. In fact, it pales miserably in comparison. Rumil just likes me better is all." He winked slyly at Haldir. Orophin laughed and looked quickly at Haldir. He was smiling. It made him glad to see him smile. He had not seen his brother smile quite like that in a very long time. He looked back up at the handsome captain that stood before him, holding and playing with his little brother. Rumil seemed to like him very much too. He did not know why, but he did not want the captain to leave. He wanted the captain to stay with them as long as possible. He turned to Haldir. "Brother, can Siddhir come with us to the river? And after that, can he have dinner with us too?" Haldir looked at him. "I know not, Oro. Mayhap Siddhir has other plans for the rest of the day. It would be rude of us to impose on *all* of his time. Would you not agree?" Orophin turned back to Siddhir. "Are we taking all of your time, Siddhir?" Siddhir flashed a brilliant smile. "Not to worry, Orophin. I have plenty of time. Would you like to go to the river now?" Orophin smiled. "Yes, very much." He looked at Haldir. "Then to the river we will go. I *always* have time for those I care about." NINE "Captain Haldir, there is a party heading this way. Look, there- to the east." Calaglin announced, pointing in the direction of the approaching visitors. Haldir raised an eyebrow as his eyes followed Calaglin's direction. "It looks to be Lord Elrond. Has his coming been announced?" "No, Captain." Several low whistles sounded from the surrounding Mallorns around them. Haldir responded in kind, and settled back on the branch upon which he was perched. "It will be near an hour before they arrive. Please go and inform the Lord and Lady that they are coming." "Yes, Captain," Calaglin replied, swiftly rising. He turned and quickly descended the Mallorn, dropping to the ground without a sound. "Calaglin?" "Yes, Captain?" Calaglin responded, looking up. "It will soon be time for a shift change. After informing our Lord and Lady, you may retire." "Are you certain, Captain?" "Quite. All is well. Enjoy your extra time." "Thank you, Captain." Haldir nodded as the elf began to walk away, and then called out; "Calaglin?" The elf turned to look back up at him. "Yes, Captain?" "Call me Haldir." Calaglin smiled, nodded and disappeared from sight. ******************** In another Mallorn, Tinion and Siddhir sat alert at their posts. Tinion turned to Siddhir with a frown. "I cannot quite make out who it is from this distance." "Lord Elrond is amongst them. Who else travels with him, I know not." Siddhir answered. Tinion frowned again. "We were told not of Lord Elrond's coming." Siddhir smiled. "Perhaps that is because he told no one. Then again, perhaps Lady Galadriel already knows." "Ah! How could I forget? By the Valar, there will be *three* with the gift here now! We must all take care our thoughts." Siddhir laughed. "You worry for naught, *mellon.*" [friend] "If you say so." Siddhir smiled. "When will we go to greet them?" "When Haldir gives word," Tinion replied, matter of factly. "Tinion, may I ask you something?" Tinion turned to look in Siddhir's eyes. "Certainly." "Is Haldir committed to anyone?" "Why do you ask?" Tinion countered. Siddhir smiled. "There is no need to feel defensive, *mellon*, for I certainly mean him no harm. I am just curious." Tinion relaxed and chuckled. "Do you really mean to ask *that* question, or do you mean to ask me if *I* have been with him?" Siddhir grinned. "I have been found out, it seems. Both." "Yes, I have been with him. As far as I know, no- he is not committed to anyone." "Does that not bother you?" "Nay. Why should it?" "No reason, I suppose," Siddhir replied, quietly. Tinion looked at him more closely. "You too have been with him." "What makes you think that?" Tinion laughed. "Because all that have want the same thing, *and* have the same look upon their faces afterward. They want him for their own." "And you find that amusing?" Siddhir asked. "Nay, not amusing really. He is a superb lover and a good elf. I understand why is sought after by so many." "But not you?" Tinion grinned. "'Tis not my nature to belong to only one. I like variety in coupling." Siddhir laughed then. "Is that so? Well, I thought you looked right captivated by Galdor of the Grey Havens. The two of you were hardly apart since he arrived." Tinion winked. "Ah! So you have been watching after me, fair one? 'Tis true; I find Galdor special, but he is in the Havens, and I am here. We have an understanding betwixt us." "And that is?" Siddhir coaxed. "We will see whom we like while apart, but when he is here or I there-we will be with one another only." Siddhir raised an eyebrow. "Funny, it seems to me to be the very same thing." Tinion turned to face him completely. "You tell me something now, *lirimaer;* [lovely one] since you have been with Haldir, do you fancy any other?" "Nay. ‘Tis him alone I want," Siddhir answered. Tinion grinned. "Then it is *not* the same thing at all, for even though I crave Galdor, I fancy *you* still. But at least I know now that I have no chance. A great pity indeed, I might add." Siddhir chuckled. "Tinion, you have a one track mind." "That is what I have been trying to tell you, *nin bain.* [my beauty] They were interrupted by a series of high-pitched whistles from the trees beyond. Quickly they descended their post high in the huge Mallorn and went to greet the incoming arrivals. ******************** "Haldir, how very good it is to see you again." Elrond greeted, once he and his party had dismounted. Haldir bowed his head. "Many thanks, my Lord. It is good to see you as well." "You know Erestor and Glorfindel," Elrond announced. "Also Anarin and Melpomaen as well?" "I do." Haldir responded. "*Mae Govannen." *[well met] All there responded in kind. Elrond turned then and nodded to Melpomaen, who stepped forward. "I regret my disposition and treatment of you the last time we crossed paths, Haldir. I was quite unfair to you when you were only trying to be pleasant. Forgive me." Haldir regarded him with unreadable eyes. "It is of no consequence. Worry not." Siddhir and Tinion joined them then. Elrond chuckled and smiled broadly when he saw Siddhir, and stepped forward to embrace him. He released him and took a step back. "It has been long since I have seen you, Siddhir. *Lle maa quell. Vanimle sila tiri."*[You look good. Your beauty shines bright] Siddhir flashed a brilliant smile. "*Hannon lle.* [thank you] You flatter me, cousin." Elrond chuckled. "I speak naught but the truth, my kin. As you well know, I am not one prone to flattery, although you *could* tighten up your braids some. You are a warrior after all." Siddhir laughed. "Now *that* is the Elrond I know." All there chuckled, including Elrond. "My Lord, Tinion and Siddhir will escort you and your party through to Caras Galadon." Haldir stated. He whistled then, and several other elves appeared and led away the horses. Elrond nodded. "Very well, but I would like to see you some time later, Haldir." "Yes, my Lord." Elrond turned to Siddhir and placed an arm across his shoulders as they slowly moved through the forest. "We must catch up. *Nae saian luume."* [it has been too long] "*Manka lle merna."* [If you wish] Siddhir replied, smiling brightly. ******************** An hour later, the replacements for the watch arrived, and Haldir descended from his post high in the branches of the great Mallorn and casually made his way home along a quiet path. When he entered, he immediately took off his weapons and relaxed upon his bed. He was weary, but he did not intend to sleep. There were only a few finishing touches left to Orophin's gift, and he would see them done this evening. He frowned when he felt something hard underneath the sheets. He sat up and pulled the sheets aside to reveal several nuts and broken pieces on Lembas stored there. Rumil, he thought. He shook his head, smiling, and removed them. He rose and went to a large, locked trunk in the room. He opened it and retrieved the bow and took it back with him to the desk. He held it up and examined it thoroughly, and then smiled. Siddhir was right. It *did* look very good. Orophin will love it, he thought. He knew Orophin had long wanted a bow of his own. He could see it in his eyes every time he took him along for a match, and in the way he always wanted to polish his bow. It was about time he had his own, and what better time to present it to him than his upcoming begetting day. He smiled. He went right to work and nearly an hour later the meticulously carved design on the bow's frame was finished. He sighed heavily and held it out again, painstakingly checking it from end to end, and all around. It was perfect. Everything was almost done; the quiver and arrows were made long ago. Now it was time to set forth stringing it. He sighed with relief when a knock came upon his door. He rose, placed the bow back in the trunk and went to the door and opened it. Elrond was grinning on the other side. "My Lord?" Haldir asked, puzzled as he looked around for others who might be with him. Elrond smiled. "I am alone, Haldir. I was on my way to the guest talans and I wanted to stop by and speak with you for a moment- if you do not mind. Lord Celeborn informed me of where you stayed." "Of course." Haldir replied, backing away from the door. Elrond stepped inside, and stood waiting while Haldir closed the door and quickly offered him a chair. "Would you care to sit down?" Elrond sat. "Thank you. I will only disturb you for a short time. How are you, Haldir?" "I am well, my Lord. Thank you for inquiring." Haldir answered, sitting near him. "I trust you are happy to be back home?" Haldir smiled. "Although I like Rivendell immensely, I admit I missed Lorien. It is my home, after all." "So it is. How have you adapted to the changes?" "Very well. The Lord and Lady are very kind." "I am glad. Does most of Lorien feel the same?" Haldir frowned. "I cannot truly speak for anyone save myself, but I think all are content." Elrond smiled. "It appears so. I hear you quite bested my cousin shooting not so long ago." Haldir grinned. "He challenged me. He should not have done that." "Apparently." Elrond chuckled. "Siddhir is quite a skilled archer at any rate. It was not all that easy to beat him." Haldir remarked. "I am sure it was not. I have seen him shoot. Even as a child, he was always quite accurate." Haldir nodded. Elrond smiled. "Have you found your love yet?" "Pardon, my Lord?" "Your love, Haldir. He is here in Lorien. I have foreseen it." Elrond replied, perplexed. "You are mistaken, my Lord. I am not in love- nor do I wish to be. That ship has long sailed." Elrond frowned. "Haldir, to love someone is not an offence." "I did not say that it was. I said only that I do not desire it." "May I ask why?" Elrond queried. Haldir sighed. "Love brings naught but pain, and if pain is to be bestowed upon me, I wish for it to be only in battle." Elrond looked at him for a long moment. "Haldir, do not close your heart. You cannot deceive me. I know you have a lot of love to give. Happiness is yours for the taking; you have only but to accept it." Haldir looked at him. "*Coupling* makes me happy; *very* happy, in fact. Would you care to?" Elrond frowned. "Haldir, you *know* what I mean." Haldir smirked. "Right. I have so much, but you *still* have no desire to be with me again. That is promising." Elrond's voice grew stern. "Hear me, Haldir. There are only *two* reasons that I cannot be with you again, and the first is that I would not be able to let you go. The second and most important reason is that I have foreseen your happiness with another, and I will not stand in the way of that. I *care* for you Haldir, and I want to see you *have* that happiness- even if it means that it is not with me. *Heniach nin?"* [do you understand] Haldir decided not to argue the point any further. Elrond could be quite stubborn, *and* long-winded. "Yes, my Lord." Elrond smiled, and rose. Haldir rose as well. "Good. Well, I will not keep you any longer, as the hour grows late. *Quel du. Quel esta, mellonamin."* [Good night. Rest well, my friend] "*Quel du, Heruamin."* [Rest well, my Lord] Haldir replied, as he saw Elrond out. He stood watching as Elrond strolled away and out of sight, his long robes streaming out behind him. He sighed, and was about to turn away when a slight movement at the corner of his eye caught his attention. "Who is there?" he called out. "Forgive me." Anarin answered, stepping out of the shadows and looking up at him. "I did not mean to disturb you, nor did I mean to eavesdrop. When I saw Lord Elrond, I figured it was best I stayed out of sight." Haldir smiled down at him. "No matter. It is very good to see you again, fair Anarin. Will you not come in? *Creoso a'braramin."* [welcome to my dwelling] TEN The next morning, Fereveldir strolled by the common and saw Siddhir sitting alone having breakfast. He stopped and went to greet him. He strolled up beside him, placed his bow on the table and took a seat. "You are up early,*mellon.*" [friend] Siddhir smiled. "As of late, ‘tis my habit." Fereveldir chuckled. "No doubt due to the close confines you are sharing." "Very likely indeed." "I am sure you will not have to wait much longer. I have heard that several new talans are in the finishing stages." "That would be a blessing," Siddhir replied, taking a bite from a pear. "Have you watch today?" "Nay, not ‘til this eve," Siddhir replied. Fereveldir grinned. "I was about to go and wake Haldir and get him to shoot a few rounds with me. Care to join us?" "I have not my bow. I would have to go back and retrieve it." Fereveldir waved a hand, dismissing the idea. "No matter, you could use mine. We are just shooting for sport. There will be no competition this time." "Very well, I suppose I will join you then. One of us will have to look after Rumil at any rate," Siddhir remarked, finishing off his pear. Fereveldir popped a cherry in his mouth. "We will not have to look after Rumil. He and Oro are with Orolonn and Aranel. Haldir arranged it so that he could finish Oro's gift. The Lord and Lady have guests, and he did not wish to disturb them." "Is that so?" Siddhir asked, surprised. Fereveldir looked at him. "You seem perplexed." "No matter." Siddhir answered, shaking his head. "Are you ready to depart?" Fereveldir stood, retrieved his bow and several cherries. "Ready when you are." ******************** Celeborn and Galadriel greeted a stern looking Elrond as he was escorted into their receiving room by a tall, strongly built elf called Nilfalath. The elf nodded and left, closing the doors behind him. Galadriel smiled to herself. Having known Elrond for quite some time, she was well aware of his propensity towards sleeping late into the afternoon. She motioned for him to join them as they sat. Celeborn placed a platter containing hot tea and dates on the table before them. "Forgive us Elrond, for calling upon you so early in the day, but there has been a development that we must discuss. It is of the utmost importance," Celeborn announced. Elrond nodded, and poured himself a cup of tea. "Very well. I will hear of the matter." Celeborn nodded to Galadriel, who looked deep into Elrond's eyes. "We have all been very preoccupied, and have had to deal with many difficult transitions. That is true of you as well as us, but have you not wondered why we have heard naught from our kin in Mirkwood?" Elrond sighed heavily. "I *have* wondered. I have just not had the time to pursue it further. The Great War, Amroth's disappearance, Gil-Galad, Celebrian…" Galadriel placed an understanding hand over his. "I know." "I meant to send sentries long ago, but- " "We have." Celeborn interjected. Elrond raised an eyebrow. "What news?" "'Tis not favourable news, I fear," Galadriel replied. "We sent riders to Mirkwood to invite them here as we did you, but they were turned away without an explanation. We were not to be outdone, so we sent another party right behind them. This time we were lucky enough to have sent someone who was friendly with one of the guards at the gate." "Have we been enlightened as to what is amiss?" Elrond asked, sitting up straight in his chair. "Oropher too was lost in the great battle, for he did not survive his wounds as previously thought. Thranduil, *son* of Oropher rules Mirkwood now." Elrond groaned and shook his head. "Thranduil's wife was a casualty as well. We know not how, or even if it was as a result of the war, but it seems that when they became aware that they would be overrun, they sent out riders to both Lorien and Imladris for aid," Galadriel explained. Elrond's eyes widened. "I received no word of riders from Mirkwood requesting aid." "Nor did Lord Amroth," Celeborn interjected. "We have spoken in depth with *all* of Lorien's soldiers. None mentioned riders or anything of the like. We were quite thorough." Galadriel sighed. "At any rate, Thranduil has condemned us for not answering their call. He will have nothing to do with either Lorien *or* Imladris." Elrond groaned. "It is likely their riders were taken down before they could even reach us." "I think it is *very* likely," Celeborn remarked, "yet he condemns us still." Galadriel looked at Elrond. "This is something that we must work hard to repair." "I agree. Our realms should not be in discord," Elrond murmured. Celeborn re-filled their cups. "Then I suggest we settle in, put our heads together and figure out the best course of action." ******************** Fereveldir and Siddhir turned onto the road that would lead them to Haldir's talan, and strolled happily along, engaged in light conversation. "I am soon due for leave, and I am looking forward to it. It has been some time, and I have to say that I have become weary enough to actually need the rest," Fereveldir chuckled. "Where will you go? Imladris?" Siddhir asked. "I have thought upon it, but no- I will visit the Grey Havens this year." "I am told the Havens are quite lovely," Siddhir remarked. "Seeing Galdor reminded me that I had yet another choice. I am quite excited about it." Siddhir grinned. "Well, I wish you a very pleasant trip. Be sure to bring-" Fereveldir turned to look at Siddhir questionably. The elf had stopped in his tracks and was staring straight ahead, with a look he could not quite discern on his fair features. He turned to follow his gaze. Haldir was leaving his talan with another elf, whom he assumed to be from Rivendell due to his colouring. He was pleasant looking, though not very tall, with long, straight hair as dark as a raven's feathers. They were laughing. He turned to Siddhir, whom apparently had recovered from whatever had plagued him, for he had resumed walking. He stepped quickly to catch up with him. "Is everything all right, *mellon?* [friend] Fereveldir queried. "Quite," Siddhir answered quickly. Haldir's companion noticed them first, his dark eyes widening in surprise. "Siddhir? Is that you?" he asked. Siddhir smiled. "How fare you, Anarin? It is good to see you again." Anarin rushed forward and embraced him. *"Lle maa quell, mellonamin."*[you look good, my friend] "As do you," Siddhir replied, when Anarin released him. "This is Fereveldir. I see you already know Haldir." Anarin looked back at Haldir and smiled. "Yes, we met in Rivendell." He turned back to Fereveldir then. "I am pleased to meet you, Fereveldir." "As am I," Fereveldir responded. Haldir watched the reunion quietly, but was not lost to the silent sparks that shot at him through Siddhir's dark eyes when their eyes met. "Anarin, we are meeting Haldir to get in some shooting practise. Perhaps you would like to join us?" Fereveldir questioned. Before Anarin could respond, Siddhir interjected; "Fereveldir, you and Haldir go ahead. I would like to spend some time with Anarin and catch up, for I have not seen him in centuries. I will shoot with you another time." "Of course," Fereveldir agreed. Siddhir turned to the elf. "Is that all right with you, Anarin?" Anarin smiled brightly. "Certainly." "Good. We will depart then," Siddhir stated. Anarin smiled and nodded to Fereveldir and Haldir. *"Quel re."* [good day] They nodded in return. Haldir sighed inwardly. It was apparent that Siddhir had no intention of speaking to him directly, and he had to admit to himself that it bothered him. "Have a good shoot," Siddhir called out over his shoulder as he and Anarin walked away. Fereveldir turned to his longtime friend. "Are you and Siddhir having a disagreement?" Haldir looked at him. "Why do you ask?" "Because he said naught a word to you, and that is not like him. Besides, I happen to know that he cares deeply for you." Haldir smirked. "Mayhap he has realized his mistake. Come; let us go now." ******************** Siddhir smiled broadly when he and Anarin reached the common. Erestor, Glorfindel and Melpomaen were seated there having a late breakfast. They strolled over to join them. "I am glad to be able to spend some time with my kin. How are you?" Siddhir greeted. All there received him with warm embraces, and then they sat down together. Erestor beamed. "You are looking well, my friend." "*Very* well, it seems," Melpomaen added, his eyes looking over Siddhir thoroughly. Siddhir looked at him and smiled, but said nothing. "He does not look a day over five hundred for sure," Anarin chuckled. "Perhaps you should share your secret with us now, as I am the eldest here. I