Title: Hidden Strength (1/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing: Frodo/Elrond Rating: G Summary: Frodo arrives in Rivendell, barely clinging to his mortality. Elrond heals him and is surprised to discover just how strong the hobbit's spirit truly is. The elven king is disquieted by how drawn he is to Frodo. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I don't make any money from doing this. “Hidden Strength” Part 1 He didn’t quite know what to make of the wounded hobbit that was brought to him. Elrond had, of course, seen hobbits many times before, but Frodo Baggins was so very different from the rest of them. But for the dark curls he boasted, he could have passed as one of Elrond’s folk. He was delicate and beautiful, and the elven king could daresay he had never seen such fragile beauty among any race, before. Something inside of him twisted as his people brought they fading hobbit into Rivendell, followed shortly by a gaggle of other hobbits and Aragorn himself. “This wound was inflicted by a Morgul blade?” questioned Elrond as he opened the hobbit’s shirt and gently probed the stab wound. “Yes,” replied Aragorn, “On Weathertop. If Glorfindel had not come along when he did, I daresay Frodo wouldn’t have made it this far. Can you heal him?” Elrond pursed his lips, glancing at his audience from the corner of his eye. The sturdiest of the other three hobbits (nobody had bothered to give him their names) looked as though he had taken the wound himself. So agonized was the blond hobbit’s features that a surge of pity welled within the elf king’s heart. The love that the sturdy hobbit felt for the fragile figure in the bed was as clear as daylight. “I need time alone with him,” Elrond said sternly, his clear gaze resting on each of them in turn, “I may yet be able to save him, but I need to be free of distractions. Aragorn, show our guests to a quiet place, where they might rest and eat.” The ranger practically had to carry the blond hobbit out of the room, so reluctant was he to part with the stricken little one. Elrond heard him sob, “Oh, please save Mister Frodo!” as Aragorn gently shooed him out of the room. Once the door was shut, Elrond brushed his hand over his patient’s dark curls and closed his eyes. The desire to save this unusually lovely little creature consumed him, and he poured every ounce of strength he possessed into his healing. In the end it nearly killed him. The darkness had infested Frodo so strongly that it nearly dragged Elrond down with him. Just as the last of his strength was giving out and he was ready to accept that the hobbit was lost to him, Elrond felt it. The smallest response, like a hand reaching out from the darkness to grasp his. Elrond gasped and clung to the link. “Come back, fair one,” he murmured desperately, twining his own aura around the weakened one that cried for help, “come to me!” Frodo’s small body arched and a cry escaped his lips. His slender hands grasped Elrond’s longer ones and squeezed weakly, and his eyes shot open. For a moment, the elven king was stunned by the impossible blue color of those large irises. Elf and hobbit locked gazes, neither one aware of anything save the struggle from darkness that they were locked together in. Elrond was well and truly amazed at the stubborn strength that this diminutive creature possessed. He had never felt willpower to rival that of Frodo Baggins. The hobbit’s delicate lips curled into a snarl of agony as he worked with his benefactor to banish the poison from his body. Both of them cried out as the healing fulfilled its cycle, and Elrond collapsed on top of Frodo. Dragging deep, painful breaths, Elrond forced himself up so that he could determine the success of his desperate efforts. Frodo’s sweet, fair features had relaxed as he went into a healing sleep. Though his flesh was still too pale for the elf king’s liking, it was clear that they had beaten the darkness...together. Elrond touched the hobbit’s face, marveling at the silken texture of his skin. His dark blue gaze flicked to the vest that was strung over the chair in the corner of the room. He felt the presence of the ring...knew that the malevolent thing was waiting in the pocket of the garment. A delicate shudder passed through Elrond as he thought of how much resilience it took for one as small as Frodo to carry the ring this far. Like Gandalf, he did not trust himself to bear such a burden. It would be too easy for the ring to manipulate him, a great and ancient being...yet here was this little person, this hobbit, who seemed to show an extraordinary resistance to it’s evil. He would have a chain made, Elrond decided. A chain for Frodo to carry the ring, so that the temptation to put it on would not be so great. Elrond looked down at the sleeping patient once more. How strange, that he couldn’t seem to stop staring at him. The shadows had grown long within the chamber, signifying that the healing session had taken hours. He would inform Frodo’s traveling companions that he was on the mend, and then he would take a much-needed rest. A few hours of meditation should clear up his fatigue. ~*****************~ It would be days before Frodo would wake up. Though Elrond explained this to the other hobbits, they continuously checked on him...especially Samwise Gamgee. The elf king didn’t know if it was amusing or annoying, the fact that the little gardener wouldn’t take his word for it. Sam insisted on being by Frodo’s side, day in and day out, and it was only through the intervention of Gandalf that he was convinced to seek nourishment and rest for himself. “Thank you, my old friend,” commented Gandalf to Elrond one day, as they gazed down at the sleeping patient, “I’ve been told that he was nearly lost to us. You’ve done a great thing, by healing him.” Elrond tilted his head slightly, his shiny, raven locks swaying with the movement. “I very nearly lost him. Frodo has a wellspring of hidden strength that I did not expect to encounter. He looks so very fragile, yet I felt him fighting to live, and to join me in the light. Most impressive. Other, stronger folk might have given up and succumbed.” His long fingers reached down to smooth an errant curl away from Frodo’s closed eyelids. Gandalf smiled at the gesture. “You’re taken with him, I see.” Elrond sputtered and looked at the wizard with widened eyes. “I beg your pardon?” Gandalf chuckled. “Even the wisest of us sometimes overlook our own feelings for what they truly are, my old friend. The last time I saw you gaze at another being with such an expression was when you were with Celebrian.” Elrond looked well and truly exasperated. “Oh come now, Gandalf! Celebrian was my wife. Frodo is neither an elf nor a woman, so why would I have such feelings for him? I admit, he is a stunning fellow, but I hardly think that an admiration of beauty constitutes love...or even lust.” Gandalf gave one of those wily smiles that drove Elrond mad. “I should think you of all people would be more open to the idea, Elrond. After all, your people have not the compunctions of the rest of Middle Earth, when it comes to love. Why do you try to deny it, when you have had these types of relationships before?” Elrond opened his mouth, then snapped it shut and looked down at Frodo again. Why, indeed? The elves had never looked down upon having feelings for someone of the same gender, and many of them had relations with whomever they wanted, regardless of racial differences? Why was this so different? Because he respected Frodo, he realized. While he was enchanted with the hobbit’s beauty, he could not in good conscience allow his feelings to go beyond that. Such a relationship could never progress beyond physical pleasure, and after being exposed to Frodo’s aura as he had, Elrond thought the hobbit deserved more than that. “Let us forget about this, Gandalf,” he said firmly, his clear gaze still on Frodo, “I will admit that I am taken with him, but such feelings cannot be allowed to surface. I will not act upon them, for his safety. I have a feeling that Frodo’s part in our future is just beginning, and I will not get in the way.” Gandalf took a long pull from his pipe and said nothing. It was clear by the knowing look in his eye that he thought Elrond’s oath might not last. ~*************~ “I beg your pardon, Master Samwise, Gandalf,” said Elrond softly. This really was too much. He had come in to check on Frodo’s progress, as he did every day. His shock and discomfort was complete upon seeing that Samwise and Gandalf had stripped the comatose hobbit down to his skivvies and were bathing him as best they could. Gandalf’s grey eyes twinkled at the elven king as an uncharacteristic flush rose in his ivory cheeks upon seeing Frodo’s nudity. “Do come in, lord Elrond. We are merely cleaning our patient up. The smell of sickness needs to be gotten rid of, to encourage him to wake.” said Gandalf. “I think he’s doin’ much better, Sir,” said Sam respectfully as Elrond slowly entered the room, “he’s got a bit more color to his cheeks, and I swear I felt his hand twitch a minute ago.” Elrond nodded wordlessly and gazed down at the unconscious hobbit. Frodo was built unlike any other hobbit. He was not portly, not even chubby. His small body was lithe as any elf’s, with a hairless, smooth chest, pink nipples, and a tight little stomach. Calling forth his dignity, Elrond schooled his expression into one of professional concern as he leaned over Frodo. He touched the hobbit’s cheek with one long hand, then ran his fingers down his jaw and delicately felt around where the neck met it. There was no swelling, which meant that the infection was fading. Frodo’s skin was warm...not chilled as it had been over the past few days. “You are right, Master Gamgee. It seems that Frodo is recovering nicely.” “When do you think he’ll wake up?” the hobbit said with child-like enthusiasm. Elrond shared a smirk with Gandalf at the innocence of hobbits. “I wish that I could give you an estimation, Samwise. We will all simply have to be patient, and allow Frodo to wake at his own pace. One cannot rush these things, you know.” Sam frowned, but conceded the point with a nod. His work-roughened hands smoothed aside the very same errant lock of hair that Elrond had just been eyeing. “He didn’t deserve this,” the gardener whispered, “that ring is something for big folk to take care of...not hobbits like us.” Gandalf nodded in agreement as he began to dry Frodo’s dampened, pale skin with a towel. “Let us hope that we can find a worthy person to bear the burden, Samwise. I would much prefer for all of you to return to your quiet lives in the Shire, protected from the evils of the world. If luck is with us, we shall find a way to relieve Frodo of the responsibility.” Elrond checked a sigh. He agreed with Gandalf in that it would be a pity to put Frodo in the position of being the ring’s guardian, but in his healing trance, he had learned that very few possessed the marvelous spirit necessary to take on such a task. Frodo Baggins was a rarity, in all ways. Looking down at the vulnerable, sweet face, the elf king wished he had not discovered Frodo’s strength. It would be easier to hand the ring over to a less worthy individual, if he did not know just how powerful the little hobbit’s spirit really was. “Melui El Hen,”(1.) he whispered as he touched Frodo’s cheek. ~***********~ (1.) Translation: Sweet Star Child -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (2/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing: Frodo/Elrond Rating: G Summary: Frodo is recovering from his ordeal, and Elrond is organizing his council, to decide what to do about the ring. Both of them reflect on the attraction they feel towards one another, though neither of them realizes the other shares his feelings. Gandalf attempts to advise Elrond to open himself up to the possibility of love between he and Frodo. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I don't make any money off of this. “Hidden Strength” Part 2 Waking up proved to be difficult for Frodo. He was aware that he must get up, that he was in danger, but a thick fog kept dragging him back down. He heard Gandalf saying, “That’s it, dear boy. Come out of it.” He also heard a musical voice speaking in elvish. “Eria-am, el hen!” (1.) The voice said. The second voice was oddly familiar to Frodo, but he could not place where he had heard it before. Perhaps in a dream. He groaned and fluttered his eyelashes as he struggled to comply with their demand. The fear that the black riders were descending upon him lent the hobbit strength, and he forced himself to try and rise. Frodo was trembling with fear as his blue eyes opened wide and he tried to focus on his surroundings. “Where am I?” he rasped hoarsely, finally seeing two blurred figures nearby. The fog lifted from his eyes, and he parted his lips in relief to see that one of them was Gandalf. “You are in the house of Elrond,” the old wizard said with a smile, “and you are very fortunate to be here. A few hours more, and you would have been lost to us.” Frodo’s shaking began to subside as he realized that he was safe. His confused gaze slid off of Gandalf and found Elrond, who was smiling at him gently. “You...you pulled me out of the darkness,” Frodo said softly. He stared at the majestic elven king with undisguised awe. Elrond’s deep blue eyes regarded Frodo warmly, and his delicate features were both concerned and relieved as he nodded. “I might have failed, had you not been so determined. Gandalf was correct when he said that you have a mighty strength in you, Frodo Baggins. I welcome you to Rivendell.” Frodo winced as he sat up, for pain shot through his shoulder. Elrond knelt over him and propped some of the pillows behind him, to help the hobbit sit comfortably. “It will be quite tender for a while, young hobbit. I regret to say that it may never properly heal as well, given the nature of the weapon that caused your wound. I wish that I could do more for you,” he apologized. Frodo blushed. “Oh, no...You have already done so much! Please, do not apologize for things which you cannot control.” Elrond gazed at him silently for a moment, his dark eyes soft. Frodo shifted uncomfortably, feeling a fluttery feeling in his stomach from the elf’s gaze. The impulse to lay his palm against Elrond’s smooth cheek was so strong that he had to clench his hand into a little fist to resist the urge. He didn’t know if he was the only one who felt this connection between the two of them or not, but he didn’t want to embarrass himself by overstepping his bounds. Caressing the magnificent elf’s face as though he was a lover would most certainly be taking liberties that he had no right to take! “Your elegance and generous nature do you great credit, Frodo,” replied Elrond with a small smile. Frodo felt his cheeks warming again, and he cursed his own bashfulness as Gandalf chuckled. Elrond, however, merely straightened back up and gave Frodo a respectful nod. “What happened, Gandalf? Why didn’t you meet up with us as you said you would?” questioned Frodo. Gandalf’s smile faded, and his grey eyes became distant. “I am sorry, Frodo. I was...delayed.” He clearly was not going to elaborate on just how he was delayed, so Frodo did not bother questioning him further. He felt confident that it must have been something dire, for the wizard to have missed their meeting. Gandalf would never have left them in danger, if he could have helped it. Any further conversation between the three of them would have to wait, for the door opened, and Samwise stepped in. Frodo met his loyal gardener’s eyes and smiled widely as Sam gasped in delight. “Bless you Frodo...you’re awake!” Sam cried as he bounded across the room and grasped Frodo’s hand. “We were so worried about you! Weren’t we, Mister Gandalf?” Gandalf smiled warmly at the reunited friends. “Indeed. Samwise has hardly left your side, Frodo.” Frodo was caught between laughter and tears as he realized just how lucky he was to be alive. His joy faded into melancholy worry as his blue gaze strayed to his coat, hanging on a chair opposite his bed. “The ring?” he questioned, trying to keep the dread out of his voice. Had he lost it in his flight across the river? Was it safe?” “It is still in your pocket, Master Baggins,” answered Elrond swiftly. “Until the Council meets to decide what to do with it, it shall remain in your possession. If fortune smiles upon us, it will soon no longer be your burden to bear.” Frodo nodded and smiled, but Elrond could see the way his lips trembled, and the uncertainty in his incredible eyes. Frodo wasn’t sure that he wanted to give the ring up. Elrond could see this, and a note of disquiet found its way into his heart. Even with his uncanny resilience to the ring’s evil, the hobbit was becoming attached to it. “Let us not worry over these things, for the time being,” suggested Elrond with a supportive smile, “Now is the time to celebrate your recovery, Frodo. As soon as you feel strong enough, you may explore our city and visit your friends. Tonight, I shall hold a feast in your honor!” Frodo lowered his gaze bashfully. “You are a most gracious host, lord Elrond,” he said. As the fog cleared from his mind, Frodo remembered the elf calling him “Star Child.” The way the term had rolled off of Elrond’s tongue had sounded almost like an endearment, and Frodo didn’t quite know how to handle that. It made him feel warm inside, while at the same time, it confused him. He dared to peek up at the elf through his lashes, and Elrond was regarding him gravely. Elrond forced his lips not to quirk as the desire to chuckle came over him. Frodo really was a darling creature...quite modest and clearly uncomfortable with praise. “I shall leave you with your companions, Master Baggins,” he said with a graceful bow, “if there is anything that you need, do not hesitate to ask.” ~****************~ As promised, Elrond set up a magnificent feast that night. Frodo was too weak at first to leave his room for more than an hour or so at a time, but his joy at being reunited with his friends and to his surprise, Bilbo, made up for the pain in his shoulder and the weakness he felt. When he was too tired to join them outside, Sam, Merry and Pippin would come to his room and visit him. Frodo’s appetite was lacking for the first day, and Elrond cursed himself for foolishly setting up such a feast when Frodo’s stomach clearly wasn’t ready to take solid foods. Ah well...he would make up for it when Frodo was recovered enough to enjoy it. The elf king watched over Frodo quietly, never letting his observance become too obvious to others. Gandalf, of course, seemed to know just how closely Elrond was paying attention to Frodo’s recovery, and the elf found himself feeling uncharacteristic exasperation with his old friend. What was the harm in being concerned for Frodo’s well being? Gandalf needn’t smirk at him like that, every time he caught him looking at the hobbit. Still, the few times that Frodo had met Elrond’s eyes across the distance, the hobbit would smile warmly at him, and those bright, blue eyes would light up. It made the elf’s breath catch in his throat, and as the days passed, he wondered if he could keep his vow. The problem was becoming more serious. The more Elrond learned of Frodo’s personality, listened to his youthful voice, and watched the changes that his expressive face went through as he spoke, the harder it became for the elf to remain nonchalant with his observances. The simple fact was that Elrond could no longer deny that he watched over Frodo for the simple pleasure of looking at him. The hobbit was recovering nicely...better than he would have thought such a seemingly fragile being could. There was no logical reason for Elrond to secretly follow Frodo through the city any longer. Reluctantly, the elf king deemed to cease his foolish stalking and try to concentrate on making preparations for the council meeting. Gandalf joined him in his chambers overlooking the courtyard, and they both watched the four young hobbits converse together in the courtyard. “The two of you are linked now, Elrond,” said Gandalf upon noticing the hint of longing that sparked in the elf’s eyes, “in these troubled times, perhaps it would be best to take joy when you can, rather than deny your feelings.” Elrond tore his eyes away from Frodo and replied, “Those are wise words, my friend. In any other situation, I would heed your advice. However, this is not the time to indulge in such things. My people are leaving Middle Earth soon. The ring must be entrusted to someone worthy enough to bear it. Frodo has shown extraordinary resilience to its evil, and if the fate of the races is to rest on his shoulders, I would not wish to confuse him with my advances.” Gandalf sucked on his pipe and lowered his busy eyebrows. “Are you suggesting we leave the ring in Frodo’s possession?” When Elrond didn’t answer, he continued, “Frodo has done more than should have been expected of him already. We cannot place this burden on his shoulders. The Hobbits had nothing to do with the creations of the rings of power, and therefore should be left in piece. This is a task for those races who are more directly bound to the ring’s fate.” “All races are bound to its’ fate, Gandalf,” countered Elrond, “even those who were not involved in the creation of the rest of them. If something is not done to counter Sauron, Hobbits share the same doom as the rest of Middle Earth. Who would you trust with this burden? The dwarves? They live in their mountains and care nothing for the troubles of others. The humans? It was human folly that prevented the ring from being destroyed when there was the perfect opportunity.” He sighed heavily and placed a long hand on the wizard’s shoulder. “It grieves me to say this, old friend, but the ring cannot stay here. You know this, as well as I. Our only hope may lie in Frodo Baggins, though I too despise the thought of putting such an innocent under a heavy burden such as this.” Gandalf nodded in understanding, though he frowned. “All is not yet decided. The council may bring about a better path for us.” ~*************~ “He’s watching you again, Mister Frodo,” whispered Sam. Frodo kept his gaze from following Sam’s to the balcony, where Elrond stood. Everytime he met the elf’s eyes, his insides did little flips, and his heartbeat quickened. Elrond was too beautiful and exotic for Frodo not to stare at him, and he was convinced that the elf’s vigilance over him was out of simple concern for his well being. How would it look if Frodo stared at him like a lovesick tweenager? Frodo smiled at Sam and said, “He only wants to be sure that I’m recovering, Sam. Elves have different ways of expressing themselves than we do, and I’m sure that lord Elrond is merely reassuring himself that I’m recovering. I don’t mind...really.” “If you ask me, it’s creepy,” stated Pippin as he bit into an apple. Frodo hedged his brows at his cousin. “How is it creepy?” Pippin shared a look with Merry, and the Brandybuck said, “What Pip means is, he gets a look in his eye sometimes that suggests...well...if he were a hobbit, I’d think he wants to bed you.” Frodo had just lifted a goblet of water to his lips and taken a mouthful of it when Merry declared this, and the gentlehobbit coughed and sputtered as he swallowed the wrong way. Sam carefully patted his back on the side of his unwounded shoulder and gazed at him in concern as Frodo caught his breath. “Oh Merry...don’t be ridiculous!” scolded Frodo raggedly, between coughing spasms, “ever since you and Pippin...er...discovered your relationship, you’ve both thought of nothing but sex! Lord Elrond is merely concerned for my health. You don’t know how close I came to becoming a wraith, but he does! He was there!” Hearing the trembling note in Frodo’s voice, Merry quickly said, “I’m sorry, Frodo...we didn’t mean to upset you! You’re probably right. What could pass as a look of longing among our folk is probably nothing more than elvish intensity. We won’t bother you with it anymore.” “They’re a pretty rough group of people to read, if you’ll pardon my saying so, sir,” added Samwise in Merry and Pippin’s defense, “I thought he had an odd look in his eye too.” Frodo sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose. “I am the one who should be apologizing, here. I’ve got a headache coming on, and I over reacted and snapped, when I should have simply explained things. Forgive me.” Pippin patted Frodo’s good shoulder and muttered around a mouthful of apple, “Nothing to forgive, Frodo! You’ve stayed out longer than usual today.” “Mayhap I should take you back inside, where you can rest up a bit before supper?” suggested Sam. Frodo nodded wearily and allowed the gardener to put his arm around him supportively. Of their own accord, Frodo’s eyes rose to the balcony overhead. Elrond was standing there, his glorious mane of raven hair spilling about his shoulders and a gentle smile on his face. Frodo immediately returned the smile, amazed at how effortless it was. Elrond’s sensitive mouth smiled even wider, showing pearly teeth, and he nodded respectfully to Frodo. The hobbit stumbled, for his knees turned to jelly as a result of that gorgeous smile. Sam yelped as Frodo trod upon his foot clumsily, and the two of them nearly went down in a heap. Blushing furiously, Frodo stammered apologies to his friend. “It’s alright, Mister Frodo,” Sam assured him kindly, “you don’t weigh hardly nothing, so it didn’t hurt. Just startled me, is all.” Frodo reluctantly looked back up, expecting to see Elrond laughing at his clumsy display. Instead, the elf king was leaning over with a look of such concern on his face that Frodo was touched deeply. “Are you well, Master Baggins?” questioned Elrond. “Y-yes, lord Elrond. I merely had a moment of weakness, but it has passed,” Frodo lied. No, he was not well. He was anything but well. He was enamored with a being that was so far above him that he might as well be reaching for the moon. Elrond was a war hero, a king, and an elf. His accomplishments were as great as his beauty, and Frodo felt ashamed for entertaining thoughts of exploring the attraction he felt for him. Even if Elrond weren’t such an important figure, Frodo doubted that he would have any of the interest that Merry and Pippin claimed he did. Frodo was a hobbit, and he was male. Elrond had been married and raised a family...surely he would not be interested in bedding another male, who happened to only come to his waist! “Stop being ridiculous, Frodo Baggins,” the gentlehobbit mentally scolded himself. He had expected Sam to fall in love with one of the elves, not himself! ~**************~ (1.) Rise up, star child! -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (3/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG Summary: Frodo's regained his appetite, and to celebrate, Elrond provides another feast. Sam reflects upon the past as he realizes that Frodo fits in better with the elves than he does among hobbits, and he begins to suspect that something much deeper than admiration draws Frodo to the elf king. Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. They are all the propery of J.R.R. Tolkien. I simply enjoy writing about them because I can't get enough of them! No money is made. “Hidden Strength” Part 3 Elrond provided another feast that night, to make up for the fact that Frodo had been too ill to enjoy the first one. Frodo’s stomach growled conspicuously as he climbed onto his chair (the elves had thoughtfully provided stepping stools for the smaller hobbits, and placed cushions on their chairs so that they could sit at the proper height at the table). He grinned sheepishly as Elrond flashed an amused glance at him. “Ah, it seems your appetite has improved, Master Baggins,” the elf king said with a twinkle in his eyes. Several of the elves laughed softly in delight as Frodo’s delicate cheeks pinkened and he lowered his blue gaze. “Confound it Elrond...stop embarrassing the lad,” scolded Bilbo as he struggled into the chair beside Frodo. This made the elves laugh again, and Elrond’s smile broadened. If anything, Bilbo’s defense of him made Frodo even more uncomfortable. He rolled his eyes towards Sam and scratched his leg self consciously as they settled in for the dinner. His eyes strayed to Aragorn, who was sitting beside Arwen. The ranger looked completely different from the wild, dangerous man who had forcefully propelled Frodo up the stairs at the Prancing Pony. Strider had shaved and donned elvish attire. He wore this new look with refined dignity, and Frodo wished that he could mimic Aragorn’s ability to adapt. They chatted about minor things during the meal. Elrond asked Frodo to describe how things were in the Shire now, and the elf king listened attentively as Frodo explained. The hobbit hated the way his hands trembled with nervous energy as he looked into Elrond’s eyes. He thought it very undignified, the way he could barely grasp his fork. Samwise frowned as he watched Frodo and Elrond talk to one another. They seemed totally absorbed in each other, though neither one of them appeared to be aware of it. The gardener didn’t quite know what to make of his master’s connection to Elrond. Sam’s eyes slid to Merry and Pippin, who were holding hands under the table while they ate. Did Mister Frodo feel the sort of things towards Elrond as these two felt for each other? Looking back at Frodo, Sam began to suspect that he did...even if Frodo himself didn’t realize his feelings for what they were. Sam had known Frodo since they were lads. He remembered asking the Gaffer if the new Baggins lad was an elf, when he saw Frodo’s delicate, too-pretty features for the first time. Now it seemed that Frodo had finally found someone that he connected with, in ways that Samwise didn’t fully understand. His master had always been a bit of an outcast among hobbits, though most of the Shire was too polite to say anything to Frodo’s face. As with Bilbo, they respected his wealth and stature, even if they thought he was a bit mad. Frodo had always known how they felt towards him, though. Sam remembered one of Frodo’s birthday parties, when the gentlehobbit was just getting into his tweens. Some of the other lads at the party didn’t like the way the lasses were looking at Frodo, and they made some rather rude comments about him, and how malformed they thought he was. They said it just loud enough for Frodo to catch the comments about “that skinny, bug-eyed Frodo”. Samwise, who was still a child in comparison to Frodo, saw the entire exchange. He saw the way Frodo’s polite smile faltered, and how the shapely lips trembled. To his credit, Mister Frodo didn’t give the other boys the satisfaction of seeing how much their cruel comments hurt him. He continued through the night, laughing and drinking just a tad more than should be considered appropriate for a tweenager. If his smiles were slightly strained and did not touch his bright eyes, nobody noticed it. Nobody, that is, except for Samwise and Bilbo. Later on that night, Frodo had snuck off by himself. Bilbo approached Sam and said, “Why don’t you go find him, lad? I think he could use a good friend right now...someone closer to his age.” Sam didn’t hesitate. Something in his young mind troubled him about the odd look in Mister Frodo’s blue eyes, just before he left the party. All of the guests were too busy dancing and drinking to notice his absence. Sam and Bilbo had made a silent pact to keep a close eye on Frodo, since he had come to Hobbiton. They shared the fear that the emotional trauma of losing his parents, combined with the way other hobbits gave him a wide berth would eventually become too much for Frodo to take. With that thought, adrenaline had burst through Sam. Frodo had gone off in the direction of Bywater pool! What if he tried to drown himself? Sam would never forget the fear and horrible anticipation he felt as he ran as fast as his furry feet could carry him. He had called out to Frodo with a quiver on his voice, and when his master had answered, “Sam? Is that you?” in a slightly puzzled voice, Samwise nearly fainted with relief. As he rounded the bend, Frodo met him. He was wiping his eyes vigorously, but Sam could see that they were red-rimmed from crying. No matter how much Frodo blinked, his eyes continued to fill with tears. “Don’t listen to what them fools say, Mister Frodo,” Sam had said fiercely, “they’re just jealous. I think you’re beautiful, and so do most of the lasses in the Shire.” Even then, he was protective of Frodo. Though he was younger, he was becoming larger than Frodo already. Samwise had easily pulled his weeping master into his arms and hugged him tightly. “Don’t go hurtin’ yourself over what they say,” Sam said emphatically, feeling a lump in his throat. Frodo pulled back at that moment and regarded Sam with puzzled lapis eyes. “What do you mean, Sam?” When the gardener lowered his gaze and shrugged, too embarrassed to put his concerns into words, Frodo went still. “Ah, I think I see. Sam, did you believe I was going to try and...and kill myself?” “I don’t rightly know, sir. Mayhap I did. I always get scared when I see that pain in your eyes.” Sam wouldn’t meet said eyes as he spoke...he was ashamed for believing his master to be that weak. Instead of becoming angry, Frodo heaved a deep sigh and put both hands on Sam’s shoulders. “Samwise...look at me,” he commanded softly. The young gardener sniffled and obeyed. His master’s blue eyes were soft with tenderness as he whispered, “I won’t deny that I have thought of it. Sometimes, the temptation to go and be with my parents is strong, but I know that is not what they would want for me. Life might not be as simple for me as it is for other hobbits my age, but it is my life, and I will deal with it. Nevertheless, it’s wonderful to know that I have such a dear friend, to help me bear the burden of my not quite fitting in. Thank you, Sam.” And then Frodo hugged him tightly, and they talked of other, less depressing things while the revelry died down in Hobbiton. It didn’t surprise Sam that Frodo now found a strong bond with an elf. The gentlehobbit had never truly fit in with his own kind, and he spoke the elvish tongue as beautifully as Elrond himself. He did wonder just what sort of bond this was, however. Something told him it was as deep as the one that he and Frodo shared, but was quite different. After all...Frodo’s tastes didn’t run to the lasses. Sam had discovered that on accident, approximately a fortnight before Bilbo’s disappearance from the Shire.... Sam was startled back into the present when Elrond announced; “The council will begin in five days. Until then, let us put our troubles and worries over the ring behind us.” It occurred to Samwise that Frodo must have asked Elrond for advice. It bothered Sam that someone as great and wise as the elf king had no immediate answers to their dilemma. As far as the gardener was concerned, they had already done more than their part to get the ring safely to Rivendell. The rest should be up to bigger and wiser folk than the hobbits. Even Mister Frodo wasn’t big enough to handle something this big. Before he could stop himself, Sam blurted out, “Mister Frodo’s already done more than enough. Why can’t you take the ring?” His heart jumped to his throat and all the color drained from his ruddy cheeks when every single person in the dining hall ceased eating and speaking to look at him. Having all those elven eyes focused on him made Sam feel exposed and foolish, and he cleared his throat and added, “If you’ll pardon my saying so, Mister Elrond, sir.” The only thing that kept Sam from bolting from the dinner table and jumping out the window to escape those penetrating eyes was the grateful, yet amused smile that Frodo gave to him. Sam squared his shoulders and made himself hold Elrond’s fathomless gaze. Elrond put his fingers to his lips for a moment to control the smile that was tugging at his mouth. When he felt he had composed himself enough, he replied, “I understand how you feel, Master Gamgee. We all applaud Frodo and the rest of you for your courageous efforts in bringing the ring here. I would leave it at that, if it were so simple, but this is too great a threat to Middle Earth to leave out any options, no matter how reluctant we are to take them. Hobbits have as much to lose as the rest of us, and therefore, I would not leave your people out of such an important council.” Samwise sputtered and fell silent. Blast it, Elrond was right. He wouldn’t want to see his beloved Shire burned down or taken over by evil, and the knowledge that there might have been something that he and Mister Frodo could have done to stop something like that would haunt him. “It’s alright Sam,” said Frodo soothingly, patting his shoulder, “I understand how you feel. I’m certain that lord Elrond knows that you meant no disrespect.” Frodo’s eyes met the elf king’s, and Elrond nodded in agreement. “Indeed. I do not blame young Samwise for feeling the way he does. His protective loyalty to his people and friends does him much credit.” Gandalf interjected, “Don’t fret so, Samwise. Only the wisest of each race shall be attending the council. Surely, we can make a decision about the ring that will set you at ease.” Sam nodded and lowered his gaze. He wished he could believe them, but he saw the looks that passed between Gandalf and Elrond as the old wizard said this. Both of them bore a sad dread in their eyes that couldn’t be hidden from the inquisitive gardener. His fear for Frodo was grew stronger as the night wore on. ~**************~ *I am staring, * thought Elrond as he tried to tear his gaze off of Frodo’s face. It was difficult to keep his expression purely professional as the hobbit chatted with him. Frodo was so beautiful...like a marble sculpture that had been granted life. It wasn’t merely his physical beauty. It was his voice, his smile, and his thoughtful demeanor. He was a scholarly little fellow, who preferred to devote his time to reading and writing, rather than playing. As he watched Frodo’s animated, sweet features, Elrond could clearly picture him sitting in a tree, with a book in one hand and a pipe in the other. Frodo was describing their adventure through the barrow downs to Elrond, making motions with hands as he spoke. The piece of ham that Frodo had speared on his fork wobbled as he waved the silverware, and the hobbit flicked his wrist to demonstrate the movement of one of the barrow wights. Frodo’s lips parted in a round little “O” as the piece of meat flew off of his fork and sailed across the table, landing in Gandalf’s beard. His blue eyes were as wide as saucers as the wizard slowly looked down at the dangling bit of ham, then looked at Frodo with raised, bushy eyebrows. “Getting a bit over-zealous with your tales, are you? You must be recovering more quickly than I thought, Frodo,” Gandalf said. Bilbo choked on his wine and shook with hearty laughter, and Merry and Pippin guffawed. Elrond watched color spread out from Frodo’s delicate, pale cheekbones to the tips of his pointed little ears, and the elf king was hard put not to laugh out loud, himself. As it was he maintained his dignity by covering his mouth with a napkin and keeping his laughter muffled. His slim shoulders quivered and his eyes watered with the effort of keeping quiet. Aragorn smiled, his rugged features softening as he looked from Gandalf to Frodo. “Oh, forgive me, Gandalf! I did not mean to do that,” Frodo apologized heartily, and the hobbit began to climb off of his chair with the intention of helping Gandalf remove the offending object. Gandalf waved a gnarled hand and chuckled, “’Tis quite alright, dear boy. Don’t get up...I’m quite capable of taking care of this little matter, myself.” Poor Frodo’s face was such a bright shade of pink that it almost glowed, and Sam kept his gaze on his plate to keep his master from seeing the grin on his lips. Elrond’s amusement subsided as those impossibly blue eyes of Frodo’s sought out his sheepishly and blinked. My, his lashes were long! The elf king managed a friendly, soothing smile and raised his wineglass in salute. “Gandalf has battled evils far greater than a wayward piece of food, Master Baggins. Rest assured, the only thing that you’ve damaged is his pride.” Frodo laughed in delight and clinked his own glass against Elrond’s as the wizard harrumphed in mock indignation, and everyone joined in the laughter. Even Sam forgot his misgivings in the light of fellowship and relaxation in the air. ~**************~ -To be continued Title: Hidden strength (4/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Frodo is disturbed by a combination of dreams about Elrond and nightmares about the Nazgul. Giving up on sleep, he takes a walk to clear his head...but he isn't prepared to bump into the elven king. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I don't make any money from this. Warning: Rape, graphic sex “Hidden Strength” Part 4 Frodo could not sleep. His dreams prevented him from finding peace. At first, they were pleasant dreams involving himself and Elrond. The hobbit smiled in his sleep and unconsciously hugged his pillow, as he would like to do with the elf. His skin became flushed and a light sheen of perspiration formed on his brow. He licked his lips and whispered the elf king’s name as his dreams became more heated. Elrond’s mouth was worshipping his neck as the elf lifted Frodo into his arms, cupping his bottom. Frodo’s legs were locked around Elrond’s waist, and he whimpered pleadingly as he felt the elf’s hard length pressing against his own. That talented, sensitive mouth branded Frodo’s skin with wet heat as it traveled to his collar, the perfect teeth nipping gently. Elrond pushed Frodo up against a tree and purred words of longing into his ear as he opened the hobbit’s shirt. Frodo squeezed the pillow more tightly and caught his breath as the dream reached further heights. Elrond was taking him now. Somehow, both of them had shed their clothing in the blink of an eye, and Frodo was pinned in helpless ecstasy against the tree. Elrond stood naked, his long hands supporting Frodo’s bottom as he thrust his hardness rhythmically within the panting hobbit. Then the dream changed again. Elrond’s beautiful features dissolved and blackened, and Frodo cried out in confused fear to hear the otherworldly, grating voice of a Nazgul saying, “Ours, halfling. You belong to us now.” “Stop it! You are not real!” cried Frodo. His cry became a gasp of pain as the creature thrust sharply into him. The hobbit moaned and shoved at the shoulders of the Nazgul as it pumped its grave-cold flesh in and out of his tender body savagely. “Elrond...Sam...help me!” Frodo screamed. It was then that he awoke. He sat straight up in the bed, his sapphire eyes wild and staring as his lungs heaved for breath. His erection dissolved and he suddenly had to urinate quite badly. Nearly tripping over the covers and falling to the floor in his haste, the hobbit lurched to the privy in his private room. He winced at the pain in his shoulder as he lifted the oversized nightshirt he wore so that he could aim into the chamberpot. Shaking from head to toe and feeling nauseous, Frodo bit his lip and tried to calm himself. He tried to imagine the tension leaving his body with the stream of waste he was depositing into the bowl. “Just a dream...just a dream,” he whispered shakenly. When he was certain that his bladder was empty, he went to the sink and dampened a towel, then wiped his tender areas with it to clean them. His hands weren’t shaking so badly when he set the towel on the edge of the sink. “I shall never sleep now. Perhaps a walk will do me some good,” he mused aloud, his gaze straying to his newly washed clothes. He wished now that he had taken up Pippin’s offer to have one of his spare outfits. Frodo’s own pack had been lost in his desperate flight to the fjord, and he now only had the one pair of trousers, the one shirt and the one jacket. His bright gaze narrowed on the jacket pocket, where the ring resided. “Damn you,” he whispered. Whether he was blaming the ring for his nightmare, or his own weakness, he wasn’t certain. As a reminder of its evil, his shoulder began to throb again. The pain pulsed like a heartbeat, and he could swear that he heard the ring calling to him. Part of him began to believe that if he would just put the ring on, some of the pain in his wounded shoulder might go away. Or perhaps it would vanish altogether? His head tilted to the side, and his pupils dilated as he crossed the room, staring at the pocket of his jacket all the while. He realized what he was doing when his fingers encountered the smooth, gold band, and he jerked his hand away from the pocket as if it burned. “No,” he said fiercely, baring his teeth in a little snarl, “I won’t let you have your way. You can just stay in here and sulk, for all I care.” It probably wasn’t the wisest thing to do; leaving the ring alone and risking someone taking it, but Frodo didn’t care at this point. He was angry at the ring. It had manipulated the wonderful dream he was having and turned it into a nightmare. Logically, it could also have been caused by his stab wound and his own private fears, but Frodo needed to blame the ring. It helped him to be angry at the blasted thing, so that he wouldn’t be tempted to put it on, as it clearly wanted him to. Ignoring the ring’s soft, seductive calls, Frodo left the jacket where it was and changed into his clothes. “Plead all you want,” he said to the ring as he walked to the door, “you can just stay here and think about the price for meddling with my dreams!” He nearly slammed the door to accent his point, but realized that it might wake up the few people here who needed sleep at night. The thought of a crabby Gandalf descending on him was enough to make Frodo rethink and shut the door quietly. ~*************~ His furred feet made no sound as he walked the outdoor paths of Rivendell. “So beautiful,” he whispered in admiration. The architecture was so flowing and artful, and it somehow seemed to be a part of the nature that surrounded it. Rivendell was more a haven than a city, in Frodo’s eyes. He made a mental note not to speak out loud anymore, for there were elves wandering about. He didn’t want them to think he was cracked, like the Shirefolk did! It was strange to see people coming and going during this time of night. It was nearly midnight, and Elrond’s people were still going about their business. Frodo passed one elf who was sitting cross-legged on the ground, with his (her?) eyes closed. The hobbit’s dark brows drew down as he tried to determine what gender they were. Some of the elves were so androgynous in appearance that he could not quite decide, while others, like Elrond, were distinctly masculine or feminine. Despite Elrond’s ethereal beauty, Frodo could sense the strength in the elven king. He was definitely, perfectly male. The hobbit blushed and scolded himself for letting his mind wander again. He had never experienced such a heated crush on another individual before. He worried that he was being shallow, at first. Was it the elf lord’s physical beauty that drew him like a moth to a flame? After a bit of soul-searching, Frodo decided that couldn’t be it. There were many elves, both male and female, which were just as stunning to look upon as Elrond. It was his wisdom, Frodo decided. Elrond was thousands of years old, though he looked to be only out of his tweens. Frodo’s passion with history helped contribute to the obsessive attraction he had for Elrond. When he felt the elf king’s strength guiding him through the darkness, he had been in awe. When he awoke to find a legend smiling down at him, that awe became reverence, mixed with bewilderment at how very beautiful Elrond was in the flesh. He was Frodo’s hero. The hobbit chuckled softly at this thought. My, he was acting like a twit! Elrond would probably laugh if he knew. No...he wouldn’t laugh. The elf king was far too tasteful and elegant to laugh out loud at a hobbit’s foolishness. Frodo had no doubt that Elrond would be laughing on the inside, though. Frodo was looking at the stars as he walked. How brightly they shone here! Or, he amended, perhaps they merely appeared brighter because of his new outlook on life. Since his near-transformation, the hobbit had found a new appreciation for life. Colors stood out more vividly, sounds had a more musical quality to them, and every emotion he felt was magnified. Was it a result of his close call, or Elrond’s healing? Did those long, elegant hands bestow some of their magic upon him permanently? “Ah, stop it!” he chided himself as the thought of the elf’s hands on his body made a little thrill go through him. “Dar-ha, El Hen?”(1.) said a deep, melodic voice to Frodo’s left. The hobbit gasped as Elrond stepped out of the shadows with a curious expression on his face. “Umm...I was speaking to myself,” Frodo answered lamely. Elrond smiled and stopped before the hobbit. “May I ask what about?” “I h-had a nightmare...it kept me from sleeping. I was scolding myself for continuing to think about it," Frodo lied. Oh, how he hated fibbing to the kind elf lord, but he certainly wasn’t going to say, “Oh, I was having lustful fantasies about you, Elrond. Care to go off into the forest with me and make love?” Oh no...that certainly wouldn’t do. Elrond’s features softened in sympathy, though his eyes said he didn’t quite believe that was the entire truth. “I suppose my startling you so hasn’t helped. My apologies, Frodo.” Frodo gave a rather high pitched squeak of nervous laughter. “Oh no, Lord Elrond. Please...I should have paid more attention to my surroundings, instead of muttering like a deranged idiot and wandering blindly.” Elrond’s lips twitched. “Dear Frodo...you do have such a colorful way with words,” he said in a slightly uneven voice. Frodo smiled shyly. “You can laugh out loud, you know. I don’t mind, and I certainly understand if my quirkiness amuses you. You are allowed to get away with it.” At this, Elrond did laugh out loud, and Frodo’s smile widened. His laughter was so lovely, like soft chimes of music. “There now, you see? You have a wonderful laugh,” Frodo said impulsively. Elrond’s laughter died down to a soft chuckle, and he tilted his head and studied Frodo’s smiling, sweet face. If he didn’t know better, he would swear the hobbit was flirting with him! *I am flirting with him, * Frodo thought, his expressive blue eyes going blank, *that wasn’t meant to happen. * “Well, you do have a nice laugh,” Frodo dared to say, squaring his small shoulders, “and I think that people should hear it more often.” Elrond’s eyes went so soft and luminous that it was all Frodo could do not to climb onto the elf and kiss him right there. “You are a wonder, young hobbit. You are correct. My laughter is indeed a rare thing, these days. I’ve had little enough to laugh about, until you and your friends came to Rivendell.” Frodo felt sadness for the magnificent creature before him. Of course, Elrond had little to laugh about. He had overheard enough of Elrond and Gandalf’s conversations to understand the danger that Rivendell faced. “Will you be...leaving Middle Earth?” Frodo questioned past the lump that began to rise in his throat. He knew that many of the elves had already crossed the sea. How long before Elrond and his folk left as well? Unable to help himself, Elrond reached down and lightly stroked Frodo’s silky cheek with his fingertips. “Not for some time yet, El Hen. There is still much to do, and we are very reluctant to leave at such a crucial time.” Frodo closed his eyes and rubbed his cheek against the fingers that touched him, like a cat leaning into a petting hand. He did not see the look of desire spread across Elrond’s face from his action. With his eyes still closed, Frodo whispered, “Why do you call me Star Child?” Elrond made himself retract his hand and school his features. “Well Frodo...You have a light within you that shines for all to see. Your purity and grace reminds me of the stars I so love to gaze upon.” Azure eyes opened and gazed up at him wetly, and Elrond felt his heart contract as a large tear spilled down Frodo’s cheek. “That’s lovely. I...I do not deserve...” the hobbit began, but Elrond’s fingertips pressed against his lips, forestalling the rest of what he was going to say. “Oh yes you do, Frodo Baggins. Do not argue with me,” Elrond said sternly, though his tone was a gentle caress. Frodo nodded dumbly, too entranced with Elrond to even try to disobey. For a moment, the two stood staring at one another, and Frodo nearly forgot himself and kissed Elrond’s pressing fingers. He restrained himself, however, and took a deep breath when the elf king removed his hand and straightened up. “Walk with me?” offered Elrond with a smile, “perhaps a stroll and some friendly company might make you forget about your nightmares.” “Yes...I would be happy to walk with you,” Frodo said eagerly. Too eagerly. He blushed as one of Elrond’s elegant, dark brows lifted the slightest bit. Together, they strolled down the paths of Rivendell. Elrond led him onto a hill and gracefully seated himself on the grass. “This is a lovely place to watch the stars, Frodo. Care to sit with me?” he invited when the hobbit gazed down at him in puzzlement (though not too far down...the top of Elrond’s head still came up to Frodo’s shoulders when sitting). “Ah, yes. Of course,” Frodo replied nervously, and he plopped down with all the grace of a drunken sailor. The hobbit winced at the impact on his rear end, and he nearly overbalanced and fell over. Elrond placed a steadying hand on Frodo’s back, and the hobbit blushed as his groin hardened from the touch. A mere yard away from them was a tree. The moonlight splashed down on its leaves, bathing it in silvery light. The good part of Frodo’s dream came roaring back at him, and the hobbit suddenly felt dizzy as he looked from the tree to Elrond. “Frodo! Are you well?” questioned Elrond in concern as the hobbit swayed. Frodo nodded and took a deep breath. “Yes, I’m fine, lord Elrond. Pardon me, I seem to have had a moment of dizziness. It will pass.” Shaking his head, Elrond rubbed Frodo’s back soothingly as the hobbit took a few more deep breaths. Frodo blinked his large blue eyes at the elf and smiled timidly. “Thank you.” “You gave me a bit of a fright, my little friend. Perhaps you should lie back for a few moments.” Elrond suggested. Frodo nodded and allowed the elf to gently lower him onto the ground. Now lying on his back, Frodo stared in wonder at the scattered stars overhead. “Goodness...I don’t remember that constellation,” he remarked, pointing straight up. Elrond followed his finger with his eyes and smiled. “Ah yes. That is the pattern I like to call ‘The elven king’s folly’.” As rapt as a child, Frodo turned his magnificent eyes to Elrond. “What a peculiar name! Will you tell me the story behind it?” Elrond forced his grin down and nodded solemnly. “Aye. There once was an elven king, who thought himself to be quite brilliant. He surveyed his land proudly and swore that he knew every wonder that ever was. Then a vision came to him. ‘Twas a crusty old human with a pointed hat, who smelled strongly of Halfling pipeweed. ‘Behold!’ cried the vision, ‘My powers are greater than yours, for I can yet make the most dignified feel foolish!’ And then, the crusty old wizard began to describe all of the feelings and desires that the elven king felt. ‘Fear not thy feelings of love! Instead, thou should pity the poor youth for being loved by the greatest of fools!’” Frodo’s brow was furrowed in perplexity, and Elrond nearly lost his composure and couldn’t finish. The elven king paused for a moment and cleared his throat before finishing, “Then the vision disappeared in a puff of pipeweed, and before the elven king stood the fairest of all beings he had ever seen.” Frodo’s eyes clouded over as he tried to make sense of the insane story. “I...see. What did the elven king do?” the crusty old wizard sounded suspiciously like Gandalf. Elrond glanced at Frodo sidelong and grinned, and the hobbit finally caught onto the gag and gasped, “You made that up!” With a look of feigned indignation, Elrond put a hand to his chest and retorted, “I would never!” Forgetting whom it was sitting next to him, Frodo rose and slapped Elrond lightly on the knee. "You did! You are the elven king, and Gandalf is the crusty old human!” The hobbit burst into helpless peals of laughter, leaning against Elrond comfortably. Elrond held his offended expression for a moment longer, then his features lit up and he laughed with Frodo. “Yes, I made that up. I honestly don’t know what came over me, to be so silly.” Frodo sobered and gazed up at Elrond with a soft, puzzled smile. “I’m not sure I understand this riddle you’ve thrown at me. Who is this ‘fair being’ in your little story?” His innocence was astounding. Elrond tried to think of a way to answer Frodo without sounding like a complete buffoon, but he had brought this on himself by constructing it in the first place. He was amazed to feel his cheeks warm as he replied, “I am looking at him as we speak, Frodo.” ~****************~ (1.) Stop it, Star Child? -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (5/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Frodo is momentarily speechless by Elrond's admission to him. Things get a bit heated, and past experiences are discussed. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I make no money from this. Author's note: On Sindarin translation...finding a string of words in Elvish that means the same thing in English is a lot harder than I thought! At one point, Frodo says, "I desire to give it," but I mis-translated and it came out as, "I desire to strip." Though it wouldn't exactly be out of place in this chapter, I'm glad I double-checked. ;) “Hidden Strength” Part 5 Frodo stared at Elrond with undisguised shock. The elf king wondered if he had misinterpreted Frodo’s behavior. Did what he think of as flirtation just happen to be a normal behavior pattern for hobbits? Elrond parted his lips to apologize, for the last thing that he wanted was to destroy this innocent creature’s trust in him and the newfound friendship they enjoyed together. Elrond was mature enough to accept mere friendship with Frodo, though it ached his heart not to have more. “Frodo, I should not have-“ Elrond began to say, but the hobbit suddenly moved closer to him and rose up on his knees to press his mouth against the elf’s. It was Elrond’s turn to be shocked as Frodo’s satiny lips moved against his with slow, sensual deliberation. The hobbit’s tongue glided over Elrond’s lips, pushing gently between them to caress his teeth and gums. Elrond shuddered and opened his mouth further; sucking on the warm tongue that explored him. Innocent? Did he think Frodo was innocent? He would have to re-evaluate that opinion. Frodo’s small hands cupped the elf’s face, the pads of his fingers drawing delicate circles over the smooth skin. Elrond’s arm came about Frodo’s waist and he pulled the hobbit into his lap. The heat that was coursing through his body was maddening. Frodo made a slight purring sound in his throat and deepened the kiss, his tongue now thrusting demandingly into Elrond’s mouth. The passion that erupted from this small person astounded the elf king. The last time Elrond had experienced such sensuality in a mere kiss was...well, to be honest, he had never experienced it in this magnitude before. Frodo’s little hands were sliding down his neck now, and they paused at his chest and began to work at the buttons of his shirt. Elrond had always prided himself on his ability to control his body, even in the heat of passion. All pride flew out the window as Frodo gracefully positioned his small frame and straddled the elf’s lap. A groan disturbed the relative quiet of the night, and Elrond was humbled to realize that the groan came from him. Frodo’s erection pressed against the elf’s hardening groin, and his round little bottom rested on Elrond’s thighs. Hearing that beautiful voice make such a sound of need impassioned Frodo further, and he dragged his mouth over Elrond’s jaw and down, softly sucking at the skin of his neck. His fingers pulled Elrond’s shirt open, and Frodo slid his hands in and explored the satiny chest. The hobbit gave a thrilled little gasp when Elrond’s hands cupped his buttocks and pulled him harder against the bulge he was practically sitting on. Frodo began to unconsciously undulate his hips, rubbing their arousal against each other. “Ai, Frodo,” gasped Elrond against Frodo’s neck, “nin bain El Hen! Im boe sen!(1.)” He sucked on the hobbit’s earlobe and started to work on Frodo’s shirt buttons, aroused beyond reason. Frodo’s voice was a sultry caress as he replied, “Im anira-anna-ha. (2.)” He began to kiss the exposed V of ivory chest, and his eager little mouth fastened onto one of Elrond’s peach colored nipples. Elrond parted his lips and tilted his head back in pleasure as Frodo drew on the tight bud. The elf pulled Frodo’s shirt open and slid the material down to expose a creamy shoulder. He wanted to kiss the hobbit’s flesh, but it wasn’t possible while Frodo was worshiping his chest with his hands and mouth...Elrond simply couldn’t reach. Instead, his long hands slid down the hobbit’s body and between his legs. He cupped Frodo’s groin, gently rubbing and pressing through the trousers. Frodo moaned shakenly, and Elrond smiled when he felt a tiny damp spot on the material. His little love was close to his peak, and he meant to bring him over the edge. Frodo released Elrond’s nipple and returned to his mouth, nibbling and sucking on the sensitive lips hungrily and groaning in pleasure as the elf fondled his hardness. “Mister Frodo...are you out there? Are you all right?!” called Sam’s voice from the path below the entwined couple. They both froze, and Frodo swore softly at the untimely interruption. Reluctantly, he crawled off of Elrond’s lap and stood up on shaky legs. The elf stood up as well, and they both quickly rearranged their clothing as best they could, to hide the evidence of what they had been up to. Sam’s curly blond head came into view, and Frodo called out to him. “Up here, Sam.” The gardener wore a look of exasperated relief. “Bless you, sir...I thought you might be in trouble! I heard you cry out from my bedroom, and when I went to check on you, you were gone...but you left your jacket behind! Then I thought I heard you moaning when I came this way. Is everything all right? I could make up a warm compress if your shoulder’s hurtin’ you.” Frodo gave Elrond an apologetic, yet amused look as Samwise rambled on. “Yes Sam...everything is fine. I merely had a nightmare, and I came out to clear my head. Elrond and I have been talking. I...I jarred my shoulder as I sat down, which is why I cried out. It’s fine, now.” Sam breathed a sigh of relief, then blushed when he realized he had been completely ignoring lord Elrond. “Oh, I beg your pardon, sir! I was just so worried, you see-“ “Think nothing of it, Samwise. Frodo is dear to all of us, and I understand why your concern for him comes first.” Elrond interjected kindly. Sam nodded and lowered his gaze. He wasn’t blind. He saw how flushed Frodo’s cheeks were, and how bright his eyes were. Both Frodo and Elrond were breathing heavily, and Mister Frodo stood gingerly, as if his breeches were too tight. Yes sir, swollen lips and mussed hair was a sure giveaway that there was more happening here than “talking”. He had done it again! This was the second time he mistook a distant sound from Frodo to mean the gentlehobbit was in trouble. At least this time, he hadn’t come running just in time to see...what he saw the last time. Sam had mixed feelings about it. On the one hand, he was happy that Frodo had the good fortune of catching the eye of such a heroic elf. On the other hand, he was uneasy. An odd stab of jealousy towards Elrond found it’s way into the loyal servant’s heart, and he ruthlessly stomped it down. “Sam...are you alright?” questioned Frodo. The passion in his lapis gaze had cooled in concern, and he frowned at his friend. Sam shook himself out of his reverie and forced a cheery smile to his face. “O’ course, Mister Frodo! Now that I know you’re not hurt or nothin’, I’ll go back to bed. Wake me up, if you need anything.” He bowed awkwardly to Elrond, and the elf lord returned the bow with a grace that left the gardener breathless. Sam quickly turned and went back the way he came. He needed to examine his feelings more carefully. What right did he have to get jealous over Frodo being with someone, after all? He had Rosie waiting for him back home. “Can’t have your cake and eat it too, Samwise Gamgee,” he muttered to himself as he walked. ~***************~ Frodo turned back to Elrond and smiled at him, his cheeks heating once again. Now that their passion had cooled, he felt horrible for the wanton way he had attacked the elf. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, “I let my passion get the better of me...I’m truly not as promiscuous as I behaved earlier.” Elrond knelt smoothly before Frodo and caressed his face. “I was not voicing any complaints, sweet one. The passion raging within me was equally consuming.” He kissed Frodo softly, pulling back before it could become heated again. “I would like nothing better than to make love to you, right here under the stars. However, I have more respect for you than that. I wish to explore you, Frodo Baggins...every part of you. From that pulsing, fiery spirit of yours to those sweet lips. Rarely do I meet one such as you.” Frodo turned his head and kissed Elrond’s caressing palm tenderly. His blue eyes were luminous with emotion as he nodded. “Yes...you are right, Elrond. Bonds such as the one we share aren’t something to be rushed into. I promise I shall try to behave.” Elrond laughed softly at the hobbit’s words and seated himself on the grass, gently pulling Frodo into his lap again. His arms surrounded Frodo in a warm, strong embrace, and he kissed his soft curls and nuzzled his neck. Ah, this was sweet torture. Frodo’s back rested against Elrond’s chest, and his bottom pressed into the elf lord’s lap. Elrond grimaced as his passion heated again and he tried to control his body. It was no use...he hardened despite his best efforts, and Frodo shifted ever so slightly in enjoyment as he felt it pressing against his bottom. “This might have been more easily said than done,” Elrond sighed, hugging Frodo and kissing the spot below his ear. Frodo closed his eyes and smiled at the delicious sensation. “It certainly is not easy,” he agreed, his small hands running up and down Elrond’s thighs sensually, “but what I feel is more than physical attraction...though my treacherous body won’t behave itself.” Elrond fought the urge to drop his hands into the hobbit’s lap and finish what he had begun before Samwise interrupted them. “So tell me,” he whispered, “have you ever experienced love with another male before? I do not want to make you uncomfortable, Frodo.” The hobbit’s searing, clever kiss and the way his skilled hands had moved over Elrond’s flesh earlier suggested that Frodo was quite experienced, but he wanted to be certain. Frodo nodded, a delicate blush creeping up on his fair cheeks. “Yes. I began to experiment in my tweens. I thought at first that it was just a phase, this preference to other lads that I had. I never quite grew out of it, though. Poor Sam, I’m surprised to this day that he doesn’t shy away from me.” Elrond lifted an eyebrow. “You have had relations with Samwise?” it wouldn’t surprise him...and it would account for the worshipful way the gardener followed Frodo with his eyes. Frodo shook his head. “Oh no...nothing like that. Sam likes the lasses. He will marry Rose Cotton someday. I was referring to him...sort of...stumbling in on a tryst I was having with one of the Bolger lads one night. Of course, I had no idea that he was there! He told me the next day, poor thing. He broke down into tears and said, ‘I didn’t mean to spy on you, Mister Frodo, but I was afraid if I moved you’d hear me, and then we’d all have been embarrassed!’ Apparently, he heard me moaning and went to the shed where we were...ahem...getting to know one another. He thought someone was hurting me, you see.” Elrond smiled as Frodo chuckled softly. The hobbit’s face was a delightful shade of pink as he continued, “Sam looked into the window to see how many lads were ‘beating me up’, so that he’d know if he needed to get help. You can imagine what was going through his mind when he saw what was really happening.” Elrond shifted, his groin throbbing as he imagined what Sam might have seen. “What...did he see, El Hen?” the elf questioned huskily, kissing Frodo’s ear. Frodo shivered, reaching his arm up and behind so that he could run his fingers through Elrond’s silken, raven hair. “Perdoc was younger than I, and he was curious. He said he wanted to know what it was like to be with a lad, just once. He said I was the prettiest he had ever seen, and I’ll admit, he was a good-looking fellow. I took him into the shed behind Bag End and allowed him to do as he wished.” Elrond closed his eyes, wondering if he could endure this. His hands rubbed up and down Frodo’s arms as he murmured, “What did he wish to do?” Frodo smiled. “He wanted to have me...to be inside of me. I allowed him to do it.” Oh, Elbereth...this was truly torture. Elrond might not be able to enjoy that privilege, due to their size difference. There was possibly a way for he and Frodo to be together like that, but the elf king had no way of knowing it would work until he tried. As he was not willing to rush Frodo into that sort of intimacy so soon, he found the idea of the hobbit describing his encounter with the Bolger lad to be quite enticing. “Was it pleasant?” questioned the elf relentlessly. Frodo was caught up in the mood as well, and Elrond’s soft lips were caressing his neck and making him fantasize about the elf being in Perdoc’s place. “Oh yes...he was experienced with the lasses, you see. He was quite...aggressive. He insisted that I be naked, yet he only removed his trousers. He had me bend over the work table, so that I could rest my elbows on it.” Caught up in the story and his own arousal, Frodo didn’t even think of being embarrassed by describing the act to Elrond. “It was a bit painful at first. Perdoc was rather big, and even though we used oils to make his entrance easier, I cried out quite loudly when he entered me. He was thrusting rather hard, and he stopped a couple of times and asked me if it was alright.” Elrond’s breath was quickening, and he ran his lips up and down Frodo’s neck and jaw. “And what did you say?” Frodo gasped as those long fingers found his nipples through his shirt and gently squeezed them. It took him a moment to remember where he was in the story. “I said that I liked it that way.” Elrond said an elvish word that Frodo had never heard before...probably ancient dialect. His voice was strangely hoarse as he cupped Frodo’s chin and turned his head. Frodo moaned as the elf kissed him hard, his tongue thrusting deeply into the hobbit’s mouth. Heat exploded through Frodo’s groin and belly as he teased Elrond’s thrusting tongue with his own, and the hobbit turned in the elf’s lap and whimpered against his mouth. Before, Elrond had been so gentle, as if he was afraid that Frodo would break. Now his kiss was a claiming fire that made the hobbit want him inside more than ever. “Elrond,” he gasped against the other’s lips. The elven king heard the quiet plea of desperate longing in that gasp, and he forced himself to stop kissing Frodo. Taking deep breaths, he held the hobbit at arms-length and said, “Ai, Frodo...I will break my promise to take things slowly, if this continues. I lost control as I imagined what it would be like to...have you like that.” Frodo panted heavily and grit his teeth against the ache in his groin. “I know,” he said breathlessly, “’twas just as much my fault.” They came together again, holding each other and fighting the unbearable need within them. “Elbereth, you must think that I’m a wonton,” Frodo groaned, hiding his face in Elrond’s hair. The elf shook his head vehemently and cupped Frodo’s chin, forcing him to look up into his eyes. “No, Frodo. You forget, my people haven’t the constraints of others, when it comes to sharing pleasures of the body. I see nothing wrong with enjoying such interludes with those you are attracted to. I understand that Shirefolk are different, however. I would not want to place a burden of guilt or shame on your shoulders.” Frodo toyed with a lock of Elrond’s hair and snuggled against him. His genitals were still swollen and throbbing, but he enjoyed the closeness they were sharing. “I’m glad. If you were a hobbit, you might have been disgusted at me. My folk don’t actively have anything against experimenting with your own gender, but it’s expected for proper hobbits to marry and have children. I should think they would drive me away, if they knew I deflowered the sons of three influential families.” Elrond snorted, then covered his mouth in surprise at the sound. He had never laughed so freely as he did around Frodo Baggins. “Yet you say this fellow whom Sam caught you with had experience with the ladies?” he said past the soft chuckles. Frodo nodded. “Yes...he was my fourth, and my last until I met you.” Elrond stroked Frodo’s hair and kissed his forehead, rocking him back and forth. “I shall endeavor to be your last ever, if I have anything to say about it.” The elf king went still and furrowed his brows. What in the name of the Valar was he saying? Such a possessive statement was not fitting of an elf...especially directed towards a mortal! Frodo didn’t seem to mind. He sighed and looked up at Elrond with a teasing smile, his bright eyes sparkling. “Ah, well...we shall have to see. I’m difficult to satisfy, you know.” Elrond smirked. “We shall see.” He had over a thousand years of experience with same gender relations. When the time was right, he intended to show Frodo just what he had learned in the ages he had lived on Middle Earth. ~***********~ They held one another and kept the subject away from romance as best they could. They shared stories and experiences (again, keeping off the subject of sexual experiences), and it might have gone on all night long, if Elrond hadn't begun to rub Frodo’s back and stroke his hair. It felt so good that the hobbit’s blue eyes drifted shut, and he mumbled sleepily and snuggled deeper into the elf’s embrace. Elrond smiled fondly at his small companion, admiring the way Frodo’s dark lashes cast such thick fringe over his cheekbones. Never had he seen such long eyelashes...not even on one of his own people. He could tell when Frodo fell asleep. The hobbit’s breathing became deep and even, and his face relaxed. Elrond stared down at the fair features in appreciation. Frodo was so very sweet and ethereal in appearance. A dull ache throbbed in Elrond’s breast as his mind turned to what may have to be, in the near future. If they could not find a suitable person, this small, delicate being that he held in his arms would be the only hope for Middle Earth. The possibility of Frodo bearing the evil of the One Ring all the way to Mordor put a sense of dread in Elrond’s heart. “If only I could protect you from this,” he whispered as he lightly stroked the hobbit’s face. Frodo stirred slightly and shifted in his arms, but he did not wake. ~*************~ (1.) Ah, Frodo, my beautiful Star Child! I need this! (2.) I desire to give it. Title: Hidden Strength (6/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond (also Merry/Pippin, but not detailed) Rating: PG-13 Summary: Elrond holds back from taking the final step in the relationship that he and Frodo have formed. Frodo misnunderstands his reasons and begins to wonder if the elf lord is having second thoughts. Merry and Pippin unwittingly set things into motion, and Sam tries to deal with his own personal issues. Disclaimer: Tolkien owns Middle Earth and all of the characters. I just like to write about them. I make no money from doing this. “Hidden Strength” Part 6 Frodo felt movement. He blinked his sleepy eyes open in confusion, and found himself still in Elrond’s arms. The elven king was carrying him back towards the housing area. Frodo was surprised to see that the sky was lightening with the coming dawn. “You held me all night?” he whispered, looking up at Elrond drowsily. The elf smiled down at him. “Yes, Frodo. You were resting so peacefully that I was loath to wake you. I must admit that I enjoyed holding you, as well.” Frodo grinned happily and snuggled deeper into Elrond’s arms. His rest had been dreamless and deep, without the usual fears lurking about the edges of his mind to disturb it. “If only I could rest in your arms every night,” he hobbit sighed, closing his eyes again. Elrond planted a soft kiss on Frodo’s forehead, not concerned in the least that others were nearby to see it. The few elves the couple passed merely smiled at the sweet picture that their lord and the hobbit made together. They were too patient and relaxed a people to let the difference in size and race disturb them. Elrond carried Frodo into the building and down the delicately arching halls. He shifted the hobbit when he reached Frodo’s room, so that he could turn the knob and open the door. Frodo stirred as he was carried to his bed. He felt the ring calling him. On the bright side, it meant that nobody had taken it during his absence. On the downside, he must return to dealing with the thing’s unwholesome influence again. “Elrond?” he said as the elf lord lay him down and began to cover him up. “Yes, el hen?” “I know that you’ve got important things to do, with the day of the council drawing near, but would you stay with me for a while longer?” his blue gaze flicked to his jacket across the room, where the ring was waiting in the pocket. Elrond saw the touch of fear in Frodo’s eyes. He understood. The hobbit was afraid of the ring, yet he was drawn to it as well. Elrond caressed Frodo’s cheek and seated himself on the edge of the bed. “Of course, dear Frodo. There is little planning left for me to worry myself with. All of the arrangements have been made, and I certainly have no objections to spending more time with you. I merely did not want to intrude on any privacy you may wish to have.” Frodo smiled and pulled the covers aside in invitation. Elrond hesitated. Would he be able to continue holding this fair creature without ravishing him? All through the night as Frodo slept in his arms, the elf battled inwardly with the desire to take him to a secluded area and make love to him. The effect that Frodo had on both his body and heart was astounding. Elrond had examined his feelings through the night, carefully picking them apart and examining them with a critical eye. He had gained the wisdom in the ages he had lived on Middle Earth to discern the difference between infatuation and love. By the time the sky had begun to lighten, the elf king was sure. He was in love with Frodo Baggins. As impossible as it seemed in such a short time of knowing the hobbit, Elrond could not deny the truth. His heart yearned for Frodo as much as his body did, which made the cravings of his body stronger. Elrond’s hesitation confused Frodo. After what they had shared during the night, and after holding him until dawn, why was the elf now reluctant to lie beside him? “What’s the matter?” Frodo questioned softly. Elrond gave himself a mental shake and smiled down at the hobbit. “I want you...that is what the matter is. I will not hide the truth from you, Frodo. Holding you is a sweet torment, and as one who doesn’t truly sleep, I fear that I might keep you awake with my selfish desires.” Frodo’s lips parted, and he blushed delicately. Well, Elrond certainly told things as they were! All of Frodo’s past lovers, even those who were younger than him, tended to be patronizing towards him. His innocent appearance gave them the impression that he was fragile, and must be protected from the truth if they perceived that truth to be harmful. Not so, with this wonderful elf. Elrond’s honesty touched Frodo deeply, for it proved that the elf viewed him as an equal, instead of a pretty youth that was not mature enough to be told the truth. “Well, I am willing to take that risk,” Frodo said a bit breathlessly, laying his small hand on Elrond’s knee, “I’m sure you’re strong enough to resist.” A teasing smile lifted the corner of the hobbit’s mouth, and his sapphire eyes twinkled playfully. He patted the mattress with his other hand and looked at Elrond expectantly. Elrond chuckled and lay down beside Frodo, pulling his smaller form into his arms. “You are a stubborn one, Master Baggins,” he murmured, nuzzling Frodo’s soft curls. ~*************~ When Frodo wasn’t with his friends, he was with Elrond. He and the elf lord took what private moments they could, often walking through the gardens and discussing philosophy together. As the time for the council grew nearer, Frodo became more restless and frustrated. Elrond would not allow their affection to go farther than tender kisses and the occasional, passionate touching that Frodo enjoyed so much. He wondered if he was doing something wrong. Despite Elrond’s admittance that he wanted to make love to him, Frodo sensed the elf holding back. Perhaps Elrond was changing his mind. After all, Frodo was the size of a child, compared to Elrond. Mayhap he found the idea of coupling with Frodo to be repulsive. It was Merry that noticed Frodo’s melancholy mood. It was the day before the council would meet, and the four hobbits watched as representatives of the races showed up at the gates of Rivendell. Rough- featured Dwarves, stern, forbidding Men, and graceful, proud elves with fair hair and woodland green clothes entered the city. The magnitude of what was happening finally began to dawn on the Shirefolk. Merry noticed that Frodo seemed the least interested in the appearance of the other races. The gentlehobbit’s blue eyes were distant as he stood beside his friends in the courtyard and watched the procession being led to their separate guesthouses. “What’s the matter, Frodo?” Merry asked. Frodo shook his head and lowered his gaze. Sam looked at his master with sympathetic, brown eyes. They all knew how close Frodo and Elrond had become during their stay in Rivendell, but Samwise saw the restraint that the elf lord was showing. Each time Elrond took Frodo’s small hand and led him into the gardens, Sam saw the hopeful expression on his master’s face and the way the blue eyes stared up at the elf in adoration. Sam also saw the disappointed slump in Frodo’s slender shoulders each night, when the gentlehobbit returned to his room. He didn’t mean to spy on Frodo, but he was worried about him...and the anxiety the gardener felt grew worse as the council day approached. Sam kept quiet and averted his gaze, trying to think of something to do to busy himself. “Come on, Frodo. I’m your cousin...I can tell something’s bothering you. Is it the ring?” Merry prompted. Frodo’s hand strayed to his jacket pocket. No, it wasn’t the ring, but Merry mentioning the cursed thing brought it into Frodo’s awareness. “It is nothing I can’t handle, Merry,” Frodo said in a subdued voice. Merry exchanged a worried look with Pippin as Frodo absently rubbed his wounded shoulder. “You’re shoulder’s stiff again? I’ve got a cure for that,” the Brandybuck said with a sudden smile. Frodo raised an eyebrow at his cousin. “What do you mean?” he questioned. “We found a nice, secluded hot spring, deep in the gardens yesterday,” replied Pippin with a glint in his eye, “there are some deep spots, especially by the waterfall, but it only comes up to the waist by the edges.” Frodo frowned. A hot spring with a waterfall? What was the source? “Come on, Frodo. Let’s all have a soak,” suggested Merry, putting his arm around the more slender hobbit. “What if we get into trouble?” questioned Samwise nervously, “I don’t think the elves would like, it if they found out we were using their spring as a bathtub!” Pippin rolled his eyes. “You worry too much, Sam. Unwind a bit for a change!” The Took grabbed Samwise by the elbow. Frodo and Sam reluctantly allowed the Bucklanders to guide them through the winding paths to this secluded spot. Frodo’s shoulder was throbbing and numb today, and the idea of soaking in hot water was appealing to him. Perhaps his cousins were on to something. He glanced at Sam, who was looking a bit pale. The gardener had lived all his young life in Hobbiton, and like other Shirefolk in that area, he had an aversion to water. Bathing was one thing, but immersing oneself in a river, lake or pool was asking for trouble. “Don’t worry, Sam. I shall go in first and show you how far you can go before it starts to get deeper,” Frodo soothed. As the foliage became thicker, they could hear the sound of splashing water. “Don’t worry, it’s not a big waterfall,” Merry explained as he guided them off the path towards the sound, “It comes down off of some rocks...it’s about as wide as a Man is tall...or an elf-“ As he said this, they entered the clearing, and ironically there was an elf already in the spring. Merry choked on what he was saying, and all four hobbits came to an abrupt halt and stared. It was Elrond. He was completely, gloriously nude, and he stood beneath the waterfall with his head tilted back, rinsing his dark hair. The water in the pool only came up to his mid-thigh. “Now, that’s a pretty picture,” Pippin said breathlessly. Frodo thought his heart was going to explode in his chest. Elrond was everything he had dreamed of, and more. The elf’s smooth-muscled limbs were long and graceful, his hips were lean, his stomach flat and defined, his chest smooth and flawless. His ivory skin glistened with drops and tiny rivulets of water in the afternoon light. Frodo swallowed hard as his hungry gaze slowly took in every detail of Elrond’s form, and his cheeks flushed when he saw the elf lord’s groin. Elrond’s manhood was long and thick, nestled in a soft down of raven fur. Frodo’s breeches filled uncomfortably as he imagined touching that beautiful shaft. How much bigger would it be when erect? Even in repose it was as large as Frodo’s when he was fully aroused. Elbereth, was it even possible for he and Elrond to make love the way Frodo wanted to? Surely the elf couldn’t fit in his small body. “Stop starin’ at him!” Hissed Samwise in embarrassment as his three companions ogled the elf king. He grabbed Merry and Pippin by their arms and began to drag them away. “What if he sees you all rapin’ him with your eyes!” “Ow, Sam...that hurts!” complained Pippin, but neither he nor Merry resisted as the gardener pulled them back to the path. “Mister Frodo?” Sam said, looking over his shoulder at the stricken gentlehobbit. He certainly wasn’t going to order Frodo to turn away. Seeing that his master was too absorbed in the spectacle of the elf bathing, Sam shook his head and continued to the path with Merry and Pippin. “Stay here, you two...I’m goin’ back for mister Frodo,” he said with a stern glare. Merry and Pippin merely shrugged, still in shock from the sight. Sam’s cheeks were hot with mortification as he returned to find Frodo lying stomach-down on the grass with his chin propped in his hand. Sam crawled up next to his master, noting that Frodo had a perfect view of Elrond under the cover of the bushes, without being spotted himself. "Mister Frodo, I know I ain’t the one to be telling you what’s right and what’s wrong, but don’t you think it’s a mite bit rude to peep on lord Elrond like this?” he whispered. Frodo’s blue eyes were filled with such longing that Sam had to look away when they turned to him. For a moment, the gardener envied Elrond, to have Frodo desire him like that. “I know you’re right, Sam. I...I couldn’t help myself. I am a cad.” Frodo whispered, his cheeks coloring. Sam’s heart went out to his friend. For whatever reason, it was clear that Frodo and Elrond hadn’t taken the final step to relieve their hunger for each other. He wasn’t so certain the dignified elf lord would have been able to turn away, had the situation been reversed. “Why don’t you go to him, then?” he said without thinking. Sam’s eyebrows raised as he realized what he had just suggested. “Er...I mean...that is...” he stammered, trying to fix his error. “Oh,” Frodo said, his pupils dilating, “oh Sam...I don’t know if I could! What if he turns away from me?” Sam looked Frodo up and down, and a doubtful expression found its way onto his face. “I don’t think he would turn away from you, mister Frodo. How could he?” He was doing it again. The gardener cursed his own double standards. Finally, he sighed. He wanted Frodo happy, above all else. Laying a gentle, supportive hand on the slimmer hobbit’s shoulder, he gazed deeply into his master’s clear blue eyes and whispered, “I’m going to tell you the same thing you told me about Rosie, mister Frodo. How are you gonna know, if you don’t try? Go to him, me dear.” Frodo bit his lip, his eyes flicking from Sam to Elrond and back again. “Should I get undressed?” he said shyly. Sam cleared his throat. Frodo was more experienced in the ways of desire than he was, yet the gentlehobbit was as unsure as a virgin as he gazed at the gardener questioningly. How odd, to have mister Frodo asking him for advice! “I don’t rightly know, sir. Uh...I’d say you should. I mean, he might think it’s unfair that he’s naked and you’re fully clothed, after all.” Goodness gracious, his cheeks were hot! Sam wondered if his face was going to catch on fire soon. Frodo nodded slowly, blinking his eyes. “Yes...yes, you are right, Sam.” And then the smaller hobbit eagerly began to unbutton his shirt. His hands were shaking with fear and anticipation. “I cannot believe I’m doing this,” Frodo said with a nervous chuckle, “Elrond isn’t the same as the others I’ve been with...oh, Sam...do you think he will find me attractive? My body, that is? I’m so small and skinny!” Sam’s eyes were dazed as he watched his master undress. He swallowed hard and answered, “You ain’t skinny, mister Frodo. You’re as lithe and lovely as an elf.” It was then that Frodo heard the husky note of desire in Sam’s voice. He paused at the last button of his shirt and raised confused blue eyes to his friend. Sam averted his gaze uncomfortably and murmured, “I should go...I’ll make sure Merry and Pippin don’t bother you none.” He stood up and began to walk away, then he paused and said, “Don’t worry, mister Frodo. If Elrond sees even half of what I see in you, he won’t say no.” Frodo’s mouth was slack as Sam disappeared behind the foliage. “Oh, surely not,” Frodo whispered to himself as he wondered if Sam had sexual feelings towards him. Perhaps the gardener was confused. Frodo knew that Sam had always found him to be pretty, but the sturdy gardener was a pure, innocent soul...sweeter than he was judgmental. Maybe the danger that they had all been through together had thrown Sam into such concern for him that he THOUGHT he had sexual feelings for him. That would make sense, Frodo decided. The hobbit’s gaze moved back to the waterfall, where Elrond was blissfully allowing the crystalline wetness to cascade over his body. “Sam’s right...I must know,” Frodo whispered, unable to stand the torture of seeing such beauty without touching it. He returned to the task of removing his clothing, and he prayed to Elbereth that he would not be rejected. ~***********~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (7/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Frodo struggles to overcome his insecurity as he debates whether or not to join Elrond in the spring. Restraints are laid aside, and promises are made. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I make no money from this “Hidden Strength” Part 7 Frodo got his shirt opened up and was just about to remove his jacket when he paused. The ring. Could he leave it unguarded on the bank? He brought his emotions under control and thought on this. Perhaps, if he was going to go through with this, he should move around to the other side of the pool, where the waterfall was. That way, it would be close by. “If I do not lose my nerve, that is,” he reflected. He still wasn’t sure that he could strip and simply join Elrond without invitation. While the elf king wasn’t avoiding him (indeed, Elrond showed up at his door at precisely the same time every night, and his smile was always warm and, dare Frodo think, loving), he began to wonder if it was an invasion of Elrond’s privacy to interrupt his bathing this way. Despite his trepidation, Frodo quietly snuck around the outer edges of the pool. Several times, he nearly tripped, for he couldn’t help but stare at Elrond’s beauty. He finally made it to the side near the waterfall, and he resumed stripping. He swallowed repeatedly, trying to bring moisture to his dry mouth and throat. Frodo winced as he pulled his jacket and shirt off. His shoulder throbbed, and he briefly touched the partially healed scar. It was an ugly thing...would Elrond be repulsed by it? “Don’t be silly, Frodo Baggins,” he whispered to himself, “He has seen it at its worse...if it repulsed him, surely things wouldn’t have gone as far between the two of you as they have already.” With shaking fingers, he unfastened his trousers and pulled them down. As he stepped out of them, he glanced down at his erection and smirked. Well, he might not be as large as Elrond, but for a hobbit, he was exceptional. He had seen uglier examples of male genitalia than his own. Still, his wasn’t as pretty as the elf lord's. Gritting his teeth against his insecurity, Frodo emerged from the bushes and quickly stepped into the water. His sapphire gazed stayed on Elrond as he slowly walked deeper and deeper into the spring. He prayed that his seduction plan wouldn’t completely backfire and leave him in shame and humiliation. ~*****************~ Elrond bowed his head and let the warm water rush over him and drown out the sounds of the world. Tomorrow was the day of the council. For better or for worse, Frodo would be a part of that council, and the outcome. Oh, what he wouldn’t give to keep the hobbit safe from these troubles! He could not, however. His intervention would only make things more difficult, and he knew that Frodo was more capable of making his own decisions and taking care of himself than most thought. The elf lord was torn between his desire to love and protect Frodo and the cold truth that the ring must be destroyed. Somehow, he knew that Frodo was their only hope, and the knowledge hurt both his heart and his spirit. Elrond sensed the presence of another person close by. This did not bother him, as there were many of his people who used this spring for bathing and relaxation. The “soap” which the elves used to bath themselves with was entirely natural, and did not pollute the water. It was peculiar for another of his people to choose this time of day, however. Most of them preferred to do it at night, so that they could watch the moon and stars reflect on the heated water as they soaked. The elf king shrugged. So there was another who sought to escape the tension of so many races in Rivendell at once. He certainly wouldn’t begrudge them the same luxury that he was now enjoying. He turned slightly to give a polite greeting, and the words stuck in his throat. Elrond rubbed his eyes to clear the water from them, certain that he was hallucinating. No, he wasn’t imagining it. Frodo Baggins was wading towards him, without a stitch of clothing on. The hobbit’s wide, blue eyes were shy and uncertain as they gazed up at Elrond. The elf’s breath caught in his throat as his glittering eyes took in the sight of Frodo’s lithe form. But for the scar on his left shoulder, which was still an angry red in the center, the hobbit was a vision of perfection. Though small in stature, Frodo was smooth muscled and graceful. His fully aroused penis was peach-ivory, with a rose tinted flush to the heart-shaped knob at the tip. He was better endowed than Elrond would have expected, given his slender frame. The elf felt himself harden in response, and Frodo’s bright gaze flicked to Elrond’s groin as the hobbit noticed it stirring. Frodo’s delicate lips smiled slightly, and a relieved expression relaxed his exquisite features. * He was afraid that I would reject him,* Elrond realized with a bit of surprise. Why did Frodo think himself unworthy of the elf lord’s love? The roaring in Elrond’s ears could have been from the waterfall or the fierce pounding of his heart...he could not distinguish between the two. “Oh, Frodo,” he whispered achingly. He could no longer hold back his desire to worship that small, lovely form. Forgetting that he was standing on a raised area beneath the falls, Elrond beckoned the halfling and said, “Come to me, el hen.” Frodo’s breath quickened as he moved to do as Elrond asked. He was a mere four feet away when he disappeared beneath the water with a small cry of surprise. Elrond gasped and slid into the deeper area where Frodo had gone under. It came up to the elf’s neck, but for the hobbit, it was far over his head. Elrond assumed that Frodo could not swim, based on what he knew of the Shirefolk and their fear of water. The elf started to duck beneath the water and search for Frodo frantically, but the hobbit emerged at that moment, coughing and sputtering. “So much for gracefully seducing you,” Frodo coughed, his cheeks bright pink with embarrassment. Elrond caught his small companion around the waist and laughed helplessly at his candid words. “Ah, but the ‘hobbit in distress’ routine works just as well as slow seduction,” he purred, kissing the smooth skin of Frodo’s neck. He was caught off guard as Frodo wrapped his legs around his waist and put his arms around his neck. The hobbit crushed his small mouth against his, pressing his hardened groin against Elrond’s belly as he kissed him hungrily. Elrond was taken aback, both by Frodo’s unrestrained eagerness and by the trembling that was shooting through his body. My, he was an unpredictable creature! Frodo could feel Elrond’s hard length against his bottom, and the hobbit whimpered and rubbed against it. Though a part of him stood back and hollered that he was behaving like one of those harlots in Bree, the other part that needed Elrond so desperately didn’t care. He told his morals to kindly take a walk, and he slipped his tongue past Elrond’s parted lips and explored his mouth. Elrond sucked gently on his tongue and cupped his bottom, strong fingers kneading the soft firmness sensually. He pulled back for a moment and stared deeply into Frodo’s eyes. “Im anira-an echad-meleth, el hen,(1.)” Elrond whispered huskily, and he gently pressed a finger against Frodo’s tight entrance, making him gasp in delight. “Oh, yes,” sighed Frodo, pressing down against the elf’s questing finger, “please, Elrond!” He had been fantasizing about that very thing, almost since he laid eyes on the elf king. Elrond continued to softly stroke and press against the sensitive spot. He wanted to be inside of his delicate companion, he had not lied. However, he was extremely worried about whether Frodo could accommodate him. The very last thing that he wanted to do was cause harm to the halfling. “We must be careful, fair one,” he breathed, kissing Frodo’s trembling lips, “you are much smaller than I, and this water would keep your passage from being properly prepared for me.” It took Frodo a moment to register what Elrond was talking about, so good did his fingers feel against him. Of course, the elf was right. They needed lubrication, and the warm spring water would wash it away before the act could begin. “Yes,” he murmured, slightly downcast, “you are absolutely right.” Elrond smiled at him, hearing the note of frustration in his soft voice. “Because we cannot do it here does not mean that I cannot give you pleasure,” he said, and he supported Frodo’s buttocks with one hand, while reaching between their bodies with the other. Frodo’s eyes went blank and heavy lidded as Elrond’s fingers curled around his throbbing erection. “Oh....ahhh,” Frodo gasped, his lips parted and slack with pleasure as Elrond began to pull at his penis in firm, long strokes. The elf kissed him softly, murmuring something that Frodo couldn’t make sense of in his passion. The hobbit’s fingers pressed delicately into Elrond’s shoulders as the elf pleasured him. “I...I want to do...the same for you,” Frodo gasped, reaching down and struggling to stretch his arm enough to touch Elrond as well. “There will be plenty of time for that later, melui el hen,” replied Elrond huskily, “for now, just relax against me and allow me to touch you.” “H-how much later?” Frodo whimpered, arching his back slightly as the pleasure began to build. Elrond chuckled softly and nibbled the hobbit’s sensitive earlobe. “Tonight, my impatient little darling. I will come to you tonight.” He slid the hand that was supporting Frodo’s bottom further down and cupped the hobbit’s full testicles, softly squeezing them. Frodo gave a shaken gasp of delight and groaned, his nostrils flaring as he breathed in the clean scent of his elven lover. "Nin bain calben hir,(2.)” he moaned, “I love you.” Elrond almost froze at those sweet words, but he managed to keep his wits about him as he replied, “And I love you, Frodo.” He kissed his lover passionately and increased the pressure and speed of his fondling. His lips muffled Frodo’s loud groan of release, and Elrond smiled as he felt the hobbit’s penis pulsate in his hand. He kissed Frodo’s forehead tenderly as the hobbit trembled in his arms and caught his breath. Once again, Frodo had proven himself to be braver than most. By uttering the words that Elrond himself had been afraid of speaking, the hobbit showed how willing he was to take risks. Elrond closed his eyes and held Frodo more tightly as that realization brought with it the possibility of his small lover going into danger with the ring of power. After Frodo recovered from the dizzying pleasure of his release, he murmured, “I see your talents don’t just lie in healing.” And he kissed Elrond’s neck. He had never experienced such a skilled touch on his body, and he felt weak from it. Elrond’s lips twitched against the hobbit’s smooth skin as he tried to hold back the grin of pride that pulled at his lips. “Ah, I shall take that as an enormous compliment, coming from one who is not easily satisfied.” Frodo blushed at the reminder of his bold statement a few nights ago. He had laced the truth with teasing when he had said it, more to entice Elrond than to challenge him. “Have I inflamed your ego, my lord?” he said, tilting his head back to look into the elf’s laughing eyes. “Not at all. I was just thinking of how I shall enjoy showing you how much more I can give you,” Elrond returned. He kissed Frodo’s ear and purred, “I intend to have you crying out like that all night long, Frodo Baggins.” Frodo’s body responded immediately and shamelessly to the elf’s promise, and he groaned and rested his forehead against Elrond’s shoulder. “What HAVE I gotten myself into this time?” he said jokingly. Elrond stroked his back and laughed softly. “You shall find out when the moon rises, my beloved hobbit.” ~*************~ (1.) I desire to make love, star child (2.) My beautiful elf lord Title: Hidden strength (8/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: It's the night before the Council of Elrond is to take place, and Frodo is nervous for more reasons than the meeting. Frodo and Elrond throw aside all constraints and decide to act on their feelings, for both of them sense the coming troubles, and the possibility that this could be their last chance. Disclaimer: Tolkien owns all of these characters and Middle Earth. I don't make any money from writing this. “Hidden Strength” Part 8 Concentrating on eating dinner was a difficult task, indeed. Not only was Frodo’s stomach filled with butterflies of anticipation for what was to come later in the evening, but also the presence of so many different races in the magnificent dinging hall made it worse. The humans seemed a bit self-assured and arrogant to him...especially the imposing man called Boromir. He was a great warrior, like Aragorn. Frodo could see that, but he also saw flaws in the Gondor man’s personality that the ranger did not possess. Bull-headed, Sam’s father would have said. Yes...Boromir was the sort who would not let go, once an idea found it’s way into his head. The stout dwarves were quite vocal, but Frodo found that he liked them. Bilbo had been among the party of Gimli’s father when they defeated Smaug, and the elder hobbit chatted companionably with the auburn-bearded dwarf of old times. Though they made a good show of being comfortable, Frodo could see that the dwarves were ill at ease in the Elven City. There were still bad memories between the two races...especially towards the elves of Mirkwood, who sat at a separate table. Frodo learned that the speaker for the Mirkwood elves was their prince, Legolas. He and Aragorn sat beside each other and chatted as they ate, and it was clear to the hobbit that they were old friends. Occasionally, one of the Mirkwood elves or one of the dwarves would make a snide remark about the other, which was promptly returned. Frodo stared at his food and pushed it around with his fork. “What’s the matter, mister Frodo?” asked Sam in a low whisper, “You ain’t eating. You need to keep up your strength so your shoulder’ll heal faster.” Frodo smiled at his friend and forced himself to take a bite of potato. He really wasn’t hungry. The veiled hostility between the dwarves and the Mirkwood elves added to his already frazzled nerves, and he was afraid that if he looked up at Elrond, he might burst into hysterical giggles. Gandalf settled a brewing argument between the elves and dwarves by threatening to turn them all into stone if they did not cease their bickering, and Frodo breathed a sigh of relief when both parties calmed down. He dared to peek at Elrond through lowered lashes. The elf king was having problems of his own. It seemed that Boromir was asking him endless questions about the purpose of the meeting, and no answer that Elrond could give would satisfy him. The elf lord clearly didn’t want to state the true purpose of the council in front of everyone at the table...it was meant to be a secretive meeting. For just a moment, long, indigo elven eyes met wide, sapphire hobbit ones across the table, and Elrond smiled tenderly at Frodo. The hobbit felt warmed clear to his toes, and some of the butterflies vacated his stomach, though his heart increased its rhythm. His blue eyes became unfocused as he daydreamed of getting up from his chair, walking over to Elrond, and crawling into the elf lord’s lap. He hardly noticed when his food plate was removed and replaced with a dessert dish. “Pudding!” cried Pippin in delight, startling Frodo out of his daydream. The gentlehobbit blushed as Merry looked at him quizzically. Frodo realized he had been staring at Elrond the entire time, probably with an expression on his face that left little doubt of what was on his mind. He ignored the knowing grin that his cousin flashed at he and Elrond, and concentrated on spooning up a mouthful of the pudding that sat in front of him. Sam watched the exchange and shook his head. Poor Frodo. He had never seen his master so lovesick, in all his years of knowing him. Of course, his own feelings on the matter were still confused. The gardener still didn’t know how to deal with the odd twinges of jealousy he felt towards Elrond. He imagined his head would clear up, once they were back home in the Shire and he could continue his courtship of Rose Cotton. Sam paused with his spoonful of pudding halfway to his lips. What if Frodo didn’t return with them? What if he chose to stay in Rivendell with Elrond? Or worse, what if they COULDN’T find someone to take responsibility for the ring, and the fate of the cursed thing ended up resting on his master’s slender shoulders? ~*************~ They survived the dinner, more or less. Elrond was caught up in the dining hall afterwards, conversing with the visiting representatives. Frodo understood, of course. The elf king was a gracious host, and it simply wouldn’t do for him to up and leave too quickly. “Want to come to our room and have a game of cards?” Pippin invited Frodo and Sam. “Anything to take my mind off all this carrying on,” muttered Samwise. “Ah, no thank you, Pippin. I think I should get plenty of rest, for tomorrow,” Frodo said politely. He exaggerated a yawn. Pippin shrugged and put his arm around Merry. “Your loss, cousin. We’re going to make it a drinking game.” Samwise frowned at the outrageous Took. “A drinking game?” Merry chuckled. “Yes...Pip’s idea, actually. We traded our pipes for a few liters of dwarven ale. Seems one of Gimli’s folk is a collector of cultural things from different races.” Frodo smiled as Sam groaned softly and grimaced. “You two will be the death of me yet,” complained the gardener, “mark my words!” They dragged him off, and Frodo shook his head and grinned. Bless those two, no matter how troubled times got, no matter how badly the odds were against them, they never ceased their celebration of life. Frodo envied his cousins for their bright, optimistic view on the world. Why, they would probably laugh in the face of the dark lord himself, given half the chance! Still chuckling softly, Frodo went to his own room. He leaned his back against the door as he shut it, and he closed his eyes and sighed. A soft whispering was lurking about the edge of his consciousness, just beneath his hearing. Frodo’s hand strayed to the vest pocket of his shirt, just over his heart. No, not tonight. He would not have this special evening ruined by the ring. He unbuttoned his shirt and removed it, then folded it up tightly and stuffed it into his new bag. A soft groan escaped his lips as his movements caused his shoulder to throb, and he considered boiling up some hot water to soak the wound. He didn’t want his shoulder to be stiff and sore when Elrond came. Yes, that was a good idea, he decided. A warm soak would relax the muscle and soothe the ache. ~***************~ Elrond was finally able to get away from the congregation, as his guests became muzzy-headed with food and drink. He swiftly padded down the hallway and knocked softly on Frodo’s bedroom door. There was no answer. Elrond frowned and turned the handle, then pushed the door open a crack and said, “Frodo, may I come in?” When he still received no answer, the elf became slightly worried, and he let himself into the room. A smile relaxed his features when he saw that Frodo was lying atop the covers of his bed, fast asleep. The hobbit was naked from the waist up, and there was a folded cloth resting on his left shoulder. Elrond closed the door and silently approached the large bed, marveling at how small Frodo looked in it. He gently lifted the damp cloth, which was now cool, and examined the scarred tissue beneath. It still looked more angry than a wound of it’s age should have, but he was relieved to find no swelling, and it didn’t feel cold to the touch anymore. Frodo moaned in his sleep as Elrond ran his sensitive fingers over the scar, and the elven king’s dark eyes flicked to the hobbit’s face and filled with pity. “If I could take this from you and bear it myself, I would,” the elf whispered. He lightly stroked Frodo’s soft curls away from his forehead and placed a gentle kiss on his brow. “I shall return swiftly, el hen,” he said, and then he straightened up and left the room again. He went to his own bedroom and searched his cabinet for the proper herbal jar and ointment to ease Frodo’s suffering. He paused as he was about to close the cabinet, and his eyes rested on a glass bottle of lavender oil. Elrond had the good grace to blush at the thoughts that went through his head as he considered taking that bottle back with him as well. It would not be used for medical purposes, but for lovemaking. That he was thinking in such terms when Frodo was obviously in pain made him feel shame, but considering how little control the two of them seemed to have around each other, he decided to take the lavender oil as well...just in case. After all, the original purpose of his coming to Frodo’s bedroom was so that they could lie together as lovers. Always the prudent one, Elrond forced his guilty feelings to subside and placed the bottle in his robe pocket. If Frodo still wanted him, at least he would be sufficiently prepared. Frodo was still asleep when Elrond returned to the bedroom. The elf took his robe off and draped it over a chair nearby, and then he sat himself on the bed and opened the jar of ointment he had brought. Frodo frowned and stirred when the elf began to carefully smooth the ointment over his scar. His sapphire eyes opened and blinked up at Elrond groggily. “You came,” Frodo whispered with a smile. Elrond returned the smile and briefly stroked the hobbit’s cheek with his free fingers. “Aye, little love. No, do not try to rise yet,” he gently pressed his hand against Frodo’s good shoulder as the hobbit started to sit up, “allow me to finish applying this ointment, first. It will ease the ache in your shoulder. I’ve also brought some Athelas leaves, if you wish for me to brew a tea for you.” Frodo flinched as Elrond’s gentle hand touched a particularly sore spot on his shoulder, then relaxed as the long fingers massaged the area and lessened the pain. “Thank you, Elrond. You really do spoil me, you know.” Elrond chuckled. “Not at all, el hen. Would you like for me to make the tea for you?” Frodo thought on this. When he was first recovering from his wound, they insisted that he drink Athelas tea several times a day. The brew did indeed ease the pain, but it also dulled his senses and made him feel detached and groggy. He wanted to be fully awake tonight. “No, I do not think that is needed. I’m feeling much better already, and I don’t want to fall asleep,” he finally answered. His small hand reached out and rested on Elrond’s thigh suggestively. “Is this silk?” he questioned, running his hand up and down the material of the elf’s nightclothes in a teasing caress. Elrond swallowed-the only sign of how Frodo’s touch was affecting him besides the growing bulge between his thighs. “Yes, it is. I could have a similar set of nightclothes made for you, if you wish. It feels wonderful against the skin.” Those big, bright eyes never left Elrond’s as the hobbit’s hand slid up the elf’s thigh and boldly settled on the bulge in his lap. Frodo stroked the hardness there gently and whispered, “I think I should rather feel you against my skin, lord Elrond.” As far as Frodo was concerned, there was no need to hide what they both intended and wanted behind words of idle chit-chat. Elrond’s eyebrows lifted and his lips parted in amazement (an expression that few creatures of any age had ever seen on the dignified elf’s handsome face). Never in his long life had anyone kept him so off-guard as Frodo Baggins did! “Are you certain that you want this, Frodo?” he questioned huskily, “I’m rather dubious as to whether I can control my desire for you, and I feel it’s only fair to warn you that things will progress much further than they have before, should this continue.” He couldn’t stop the sigh of pleasure that broke past his lips as Frodo’s wise little hand continued to squeeze and stroke him. Frodo’s breath quickened at Elrond’s words, and he nodded and sat up. “I want to love you, Elrond. Our lives might be changed forever, once the council has met tomorrow. Please, let’s take what we can tonight.” He scooted closer to the elf lord, careful to continue his massage as he began to place soft kisses up and down Elrond’s neck and cheek. “Ai Frodo,” sighed Elrond, turning his head to face the hobbit, “you are a much wiser soul than I.” With that, he cupped Frodo’s chin and pressed his mouth against his. At first, the pressure of his lips was tender and reverent. Then his passion began to take hold, and he deepened the kiss, his tongue gliding between Frodo’s lips to seek out the warm softness beyond. He gently but firmly pulled the hobbit’s stroking hand away from his groin, for it was exciting him too much, and Elrond wanted this night to last for a long, long time. Frodo didn’t argue with him as Elrond coaxed him to lie down. The elf nimbly unbuttoned Frodo’s trousers and pulled them off, then gazed down at the hobbit’s nudity with heated eyes. Though small in stature, Frodo’s body was as lithe and graceful as an elf’s. The only thing that took away from the illusion other than size was his large, lightly furred feet and the way his silky hair curled into dark ringlets. Elrond truly loved those tight curls and the way they wrapped around his fingers as though caressing them. It was a shame that more of the races weren’t blessed with such hair. He had seen some humans with curly hair, but it tended to stick out in all directions and frizz unbecomingly. As for the elves, some were blessed with heavy waves or loose ringlets, but nothing so smooth and silky as Frodo’s was. A soft chuckle from the hobbit gave Elrond pause, and he lifted an eyebrow. “What is so amusing, Master Baggins?” Frodo was grinning up at him, his fair cheeks flushed with a combination of passion and bashfulness. “You found a ticklish spot behind my ear. I did not want to disturb you, but you kept touching it as you ran your fingers through my hair,” he said. His tone was surprisingly shy, and his long lashes fluttered as he lowered his gaze. Elrond shook his head and laughed musically. “You really are an amazing creature, Frodo Baggins. I count myself lucky.” He took pity on his small lover and moved his hands to caress other parts of him. Frodo sighed and arched into Elrond’s touch like a cat enjoying a good scratch as the elf ran his hands down his smooth chest and stomach. Frodo lifted his gaze and whispered, “Am I to be the only one unclothed tonight?” and his eyes swept Elrond’s nightclothes meaningfully. “Patience, Frodo. I shall disrobe in time. For now, just allow me to touch you.” Silently, Elrond added, * I want to memorize every inch of you.* Frodo stared up at him and parted his lips as Elrond’s warm, long hands caressed his body. The hobbit could almost swear that there was some sort of energy emitting from the elf’s hands as they touched him. His skin tingled as they swept over him...it was almost tickling, but it felt wonderful at the same time. He gasped as the elf’s stroking slid lower, over his hips and thighs. Elrond meticulously explored Frodo’s body...unhurried and gentle in his caresses. He bent over and gave Frodo a soft kiss, and then he straightened back up and continued to stroke his hands down the hobbit’s legs. He even rubbed his feet, which at first made Frodo feel uncomfortable. He thought that surely Elrond wouldn’t find the large feet attractive. Compared to the delicate, small feet of the elves, Frodo felt that his were monstrous and ugly. Elrond apparently did not think so, for he lifted them and nuzzled his cheek against them lovingly. Frodo stared at the elf in amazement, and was quite thankful that he was a tidy hobbit who washed his feet often. How willing to do that would Elrond had been if Frodo hadn’t bathed them before getting into bed? He almost snorted with laughter at the thought, but Elrond’s hands were moving back up his calves and to his thighs, and the tingling sensation grew. “Mmm...what are you doing to me?” he murmured in pleasure, closing his lapis eyes. Elrond said nothing, merely smiled down at his young lover as he continued his exploration of him. He could tell by the way Frodo’s head slowly rolled back and forth and by the way his breath was quickening that he was effecting him as he wished to. He had never tried to use his abilities in this way before. It had always seemed to be such a frivolous waste, when there was no wound to heal. As he stared down at the hobbit and listened to his breathy sighs, Elrond deduced that using his gift to stimulate the flesh rather than heal it wasn’t such a waste, after all. He marveled at the beatific expressions that Frodo’s fair features underwent, and the elf lord bit his lip on a groan as the hobbit licked his lips unconsciously and whispered his name. “So fair,” Elrond whispered, unable to resist touching Frodo’s stiff rod of arousal any longer. He gently curled his fingers around the peach member and began to stimulate it...both in the traditional way and with his healing gift. Frodo gave a shaken gasp and bucked into the touch, his small hands splaying open on the bed for a moment. “Elrond,” the hobbit moaned, eyes opening wide. His hands clutched fistfuls of sheet and his back arched. There was more to Elrond’s stroking than an experienced touch...he was certain of it, now. The pleasure of the elf’s stroking hand was twice as strong as it should have been. Elrond almost stopped, fearing that it was too much for Frodo. Then the hobbit took a shuddering breath and sighed, “That feels...incredible.” He stopped speaking and closed his eyes, his brows furrowing as the sensations washed over him. Elrond fought to control his own arousal as he bent over Frodo and kissed him. The feel of his silken organ in the elf’s hand, pulsing with need, was driving him over the brink. Frodo’s soft cries blended in with Elrond’s quickening breath as the elf lord teasingly caressed the hobbit’s lips with his tongue. Frodo parted his lips and returned the caress with his own tongue, tangling his fingers into Elrond’s black, shiny hair. “Please,” Frodo groaned, bucking his hips as the waves of pleasure increased. Elrond stopped massaging Frodo’s hard shaft, and the hobbit’s eyes snapped open and looked up at the elf in disappointment. Elrond smiled at him and kissed his soft lips, which were pulling down into a pout. “I do not want it to end quickly for either of us, dear Frodo,” he explained. Then he stood up and began to disrobe. Frodo forgot his disappointment that Elrond had stopped touching him, and he gazed up at the elf with sultry, half-lidded blue eyes as he removed his clothing. The hobbit drank in the site of Elrond’s body, committing each curve, angle and line to his memory and his heart. The beauty of the graceful elven king was something that Frodo felt he would never forget, no matter what the future brought. He would cherish this night for the rest of his life. When Elrond stood naked before him, Frodo opened his arms eagerly. “Join with me, Elrond,” he whispered huskily, “our spirits have twined together, and now I wish for our flesh to do the same.” Looking down at the ethereal, delicate hobbit, Elrond could not agree more. He stretched out beside Frodo on the bed, taking him into his arms. Their mouths sought each other’s out almost desperately now, for both of them feared that this might be the only opportunity to express the love they felt for each other. There was the feeling of an approaching storm all around them...one that might sweep them apart forever. ~*****************~ -To be continued “Hidden Strength” Part 9 Frodo trembled with sensation as Elrond’s hands kneaded and caressed his small body. He placed tiny kisses all over the elflord’s chest and shoulders, frantically touching his silken flesh as he did so. He loved the way Elrond’s lean muscles bunched and relaxed beneath his fingers as he explored. He wanted to touch his lover’s erection, to feel the marble- silky texture of it again, but Elrond stayed his hand and again warned that it would end things too quickly. The hobbit sighed as Elrond’s mouth tenderly kissed and licked his stomach and chest. Sweat broke out all over Frodo’s body and he moved restlessly beneath Elrond. He slid his fingers into the elf’s ebony locks and urged him to bring his mouth back up. Elrond complied, kissing Frodo’s petal-soft lips arduously. “One moment, Frodo,” he said breathlessly, and he rose again. A smile tugged at his lips as Frodo groaned in frustration, but he continued across the room to where his robe was. Frodo watched curiously as the elf produced a small bottle of oil from the confines of his robe pocket. He couldn’t help but blush as Elrond turned back to him with a heated gaze and returned to the bed. “If you are truly willing to go through with this, the lavender oil will make things much easier,” Elrond murmured as he slid into bed beside Frodo again. Frodo’s wide eyes traveled down Elrond’s body and rested on his long, thick penis. Was it possible for them to be together that way? The question in his heart must have shown on his face, for Elrond set the oil down between them and stroked his jaw gently. “There is a way that I could prepare your body to accommodate me, Frodo. I have never tried it before, so I cannot be certain that it will work. However, if you are willing to try, I will do all that I can to ensure your comfort, el hen.” Frodo swallowed hard and looked deeply into Elrond’s eyes. “I trust you,” he said simply. Elrond would never hurt him, and if his skill with healing was any indication, Frodo believed that the elven king could indeed make it possible for them to couple. Elrond smiled down at him and picked up the bottle. Frodo watched as the elf uncorked it and poured a small amount into his long palm. The hobbit had never been this nervous with a lover before...not even when it was his first time! He supposed it was because Elrond was so much bigger than he was. Or maybe it was because for the first time in his life, Frodo knew beyond a doubt that he was in love. Surely, having deep feelings for the person who you are going to be making love with would account for all of the nervous butterflies in the stomach! Elrond watched Frodo’s face as he coaxed the hobbit to part his thighs and began to smooth the oil over his tight entrance. Those vivid blue eyes fluttered closed in pleasure at the sensation, and those rosebud lips parted in a sigh. The elf’s heart thudded painfully, and he almost stopped what he was doing in amazement at how beautiful his little love was. He managed to get a hold of his emotions, and he gently pushed a finger into the slick, narrow heat of Frodo’s body. The hobbit gasped and arched his back as Elrond found his secret spot, deep inside, and began to stroke it. The elf covered Frodo’s mouth with his to muffle the loud cries that the hobbit began to emit. Frodo shook like a leaf in the breeze and clutched at Elrond’s shoulders desperately as the elf’s long finger stroked deeply inside of him. “Is it too much for you, el hen?” Whispered Elrond against Frodo’s quivering mouth. The hobbit shook his head negatively, unable to find words to explain that he was feeling nothing but pleasure from the intrusion. Elrond continued, and he concentrated on carefully manipulating the tight muscles of Frodo’s canal. He slipped another finger into him and used his powers to dilate the entrance. Frodo’s eyes opened wide and he whimpered. “Oh...that feels...” he couldn’t describe the sensation as his canal slowly opened to Elrond’s gentle ministrations. “Is it hurting you, little love?” Elrond asked in concern. Frodo again shook his head, struggling for breath. A ragged cry burst from his lips as Elrond pressed against that spot within him again. Elrond kissed Frodo hard as the hobbit climaxed. He worried that the hobbit’s vocal expressions of pleasure might bring Samwise crashing into the room at any moment to see if he was being hurt. For a long time, Frodo’s penis bucked against Elrond’s belly, slickening both their bodies with his seed. The hobbit moaned against Elrond’s mouth and held him tightly as the orgasm played itself out. “There now, Frodo,” purred Elrond as the hobbit trembled against him, “I’ve got you...just let it out.” His satisfaction in bringing Frodo to such intense release nearly made Elrond lose what little control he had left. He kissed the hobbit’s sweating brow and continued to gently thrust his fingers within him, steadily widening his passageway. “Elrond...oh, Elrond,” Frodo gasped, kissing the elflord feverishly, “I want you inside of me...please, do not make me wait!” Elrond nuzzled Frodo’s neck and said, “Patience, el hen. I cannot rush this. Just a bit longer, and we shall be together.” He smiled at Frodo’s frustrated groan and kissed him soundly. Patience, indeed! He was fairly on the verge of explosion, himself! He slid a third finger in with the rest, and was satisfied that it didn’t seem to cause his lover any pain. Frodo bucked his hips mindlessly and tossed his head, groaning in need. His spent organ began to harden again. “It’s time, my love,” gasped Elrond. He could barely control his own urges, and reminded himself that he would have to move slowly at first, until he was certain that Frodo was safely adjusted to his size. The best way to be certain of this would be to make love in a sitting position, with Frodo facing him on his lap. Elrond removed his fingers from within the hobbit and quickly poured more of the lavender oil onto his hand, then coated his own throbbing organ with the substance. Frodo cracked his blue eyes open and sat up, feeling wonderful and strange after Elrond’s gentle manipulation of his body. He felt stretched, but it didn’t hurt at all. There was a pleasant tingling sensation in his nether parts from the elf’s touch. Elrond scooted to the edge of the bed and let his legs dangle over the side, then motioned for Frodo to come to him. The hobbit eagerly obeyed, and Elrond lifted him into his lap. “Wrap your legs around my waist, sweet one,” Elrond commanded softly. Frodo guessed what Elrond had in mind, and a thrill shot through him. He had never tried a position like this before, and the intimacy that it promised made his heart leap. He did as he was told, wriggling impatiently as he felt Elrond’s long length pressing against his stretched entrance. Elrond slid his hand beneath Frodo’s rounded bottom and lifted him so that he could position his shaft at the hobbit’s opening. He relaxed his hold and cupped Frodo’s hips, then slowly thrust upward. Frodo gave a loud cry and hugged Elrond around the neck as the elf’s thickness slid into his small body. He groaned his lover’s name and lowered himself onto the hardness, not caring if the entire house heard his cries of pleasure. Elrond whispered Frodo’s name shakenly and began to move within him. His mouth covered the hobbit’s as Frodo continued to cry out loudly. He could tell by the tone of Frodo’s cries that he was not in pain...quite the opposite, in fact. Elrond kept one hand supporting Frodo’s bottom, while he reached between their bodies with the other hand and gripped the hobbit’s erection. “Ai, ‘tis just right, el hen,” Elrond panted, rubbing the length of Frodo’s stiff arousal as he rhythmically pumped his penis in and out of his heat. The elven king could feel nothing except Frodo...nothing else existed for him. He tasted salt as he kissed the hobbit, and he realized with a shock that it was from Frodo’s tears. “Frodo?” he said breathlessly, ceasing his movements for a moment out of fear that he was hurting the hobbit. “Don’t stop,” Frodo whimpered, cupping Elrond’s face and gazing into his dark eyes, “I only weep from happiness.” Then he kissed the elf deeply and undulated his hips, making him gasp. Elrond understood how his lover felt. When he entered Frodo’s body and heard his breathless cry of pleasure, the elflord had almost felt like weeping for joy, himself. Never had he felt such a strong connection to another being before. Elrond closed his eyes and breathed in the damp, earthy scent of his lover as he stroked his erection and increased the force of his thrusts. He began to murmur incoherent elvish endearments as he took Frodo. Both their bodies sparkled with a fine sheen of perspiration as they kissed and rocked against each other. Their intertwined shadows flickered against the wall of the lamplit room with their movements, and Frodo’s loud cries mingled with Elrond’s soft, breathy ones. Frodo’s thighs tightened around Elrond’s waist and the hobbit shook all over as he climaxed in his lover’s hand. His shout of release was muffled by the elf’s mouth, and he whimpered and hugged Elrond tightly. Unable to hold off any longer, Elrond gave one last smooth, deep thrust and wrapped his arms around Frodo as his peak came. Frodo sighed in satisfaction as his lover’s seed filled him. As they recovered from their pleasure, elf and hobbit held onto one another, neither saying a word. Frodo rested his cheek against Elrond’s chest, and the elf kissed his damp, curly head and stroked his back, sighing in contentment. “I wish that we could stay like this forever,” Frodo sighed, snuggling against Elrond. The elf’s softening member was still inside of him, and Frodo enjoyed the feel of it. “As do I, beautiful one,” agreed Elrond. How long they stayed in that position, neither of them could tell, but eventually, Frodo began to doze, and Elrond gently lifted him and lay him down on his stomach. “What are you doing?” Murmured Frodo in confusion as Elrond’s hands separated his buttocks. “I am examining you for blood, el hen. I want to be certain that I did not harm you.” Frodo smiled and arched into Elrond’s touch as the elf’s fingers gently probed the outer edges of his entrance. “Stop being naughty, little one,” huffed Elrond, though he was smiling. There was no indication whatsoever that their lovemaking had caused any harm to Frodo, and the hobbit’s sphincter was already tightening up to it’s natural state. Relaxing in relief, Elrond kissed Frodo’s shoulder and combed his fingers through the hobbit’s springy curls. “I love you, Frodo.” Frodo turned his head and looked up at Elrond. “I love you too. Make love to me again...just like this.” Elrond’s jaw dropped at the unexpected demand. Not that it wasn’t too tempting to resist. Frodo’s smooth, round little bottom beckoned him to squeeze it, and the thought of having the hobbit again made Elrond groan softly. “You aren’t too sore from the last time?” he questioned, and then he blushed at the raw tone of desire in his own voice. “I feel wonderful Elrond. However, I can feel my body going back to normal. Please, make love to me again! Before it wears off and we must begin where we started.” Elrond needed no further urging. He quickly took up the bottle of lavender oil and coated his hardening penis with it, just to be sure there would be sufficient lubrication. He smirked ruefully at the half empty bottle as he placed it on the nightstand. It seemed he would need to make more soon. Frodo rose up on his hands and knees and pressed himself back, pushing his buttocks against Elrond’s stomach as the elf knelt behind him. “You are far too tempting a treasure to resist, el hen,” gasped the elflord, and he positioned himself and entered Frodo’s waiting heat in one smooth thrust. Frodo groaned, for he was a bit tighter this time, and it was slightly painful. Elrond went still and held himself within the hobbit, leaning over his bowed back to brush his hair aside and plant silken kisses on his neck. “I am sorry, Frodo. I shall be still until you have adjusted.” Frodo nodded and closed his eyes, his hands curling into fists as he waited for the sting to subside. When it did, he moved forward a bit, then pressed back against his lover encouragingly. Elrond gripped the hobbit’s hips and began to move. “Harder,” gasped Frodo demandingly, arching his back. Cautiously, Elrond obeyed. He wished to put more force into their lovemaking himself, but he refused to harm Frodo to do it. When the hobbit shuddered in pleasure and urged him to greater speed, Elrond lost himself. The bed bumped against the wall with the force of their movements, and Elrond was forced to cover Frodo’s mouth with his hand, for the hobbit’s cries were indeed becoming alarmingly sharp and loud. The last thing they needed was for not only Samwise, but all of Frodo’s friends (including his cousin Bilbo) to come barging in to his rescue and find the two of them like this. If he wasn’t feeling so good from making love to Frodo, Elrond might have chuckled at the image. As it was, the only thing he could concentrate on was the feel of his lover’s canal gripping him firmly, and the sound of Frodo’s muffled groans. Elrond decided to take it one step further, and he began to stroke Frodo’s throbbing penis and use his healing powers again. Frodo’s eyes opened wide in shock and he cried out sharply against Elrond’s hand. The combination of the elflord’s touch and his hardness pumping in and out of him was more pleasure than Frodo could bear. He tried to tell Elrond to stop, that he would surely die from the sensation, but the elf’s hand muffled his cry, and Elrond was too caught up in their lovemaking to realize Frodo was trying to say something. The hobbit rose up, so that he was on his knees leaning back against the elf, and Elrond pulled him tight against him and kissed his shoulder as he gave a sharp thrust of his cock. Frodo’s sapphire eyes rolled and his penis bucked violently in Elrond’s hand. His entire body went rigid, and without meaning to, he bit Elrond’s hand. The elf stoically accepted the pain, finding himself surprisingly aroused by the indication of how intense his lover’s orgasm was. He kissed Frodo’s pointed ear and murmured soothingly to him, pushing himself deep inside of the hobbit as the climax played itself out. Frodo went limp with exhaustion in Elrond’s arms when it was finally finished, and his hair was positively wet with perspiration. He panted heavily as Elrond resumed his thrusting, and he leaned back and allowed his lover to support him. “Im car-u iest sen an meth, (1)” Elrond gasped, bowing his head as he struggled to fight his impending climax. Frodo reached up and combed his fingers into Elrond’s damp hair, turning his head for a kiss. When the hobbit’s soft lips pressed against his own, the elflord could no longer hold back. He cried Frodo’s name and wrapped his arms around the hobbit’s torso as he orgasmed. Frodo smiled and caressed Elrond’s thighs, which he sat between. So much for him being difficult to satisfy. Elrond had given him more satisfaction than he could handle. Frodo’s heavy lidded eyes gazed at the curtains of the window, watching as the night breeze made them billow softly. The hobbit went still and color flooded his cheeks, for the curtains blew open just long enough for him to make out what he could swear was the tops of two curly heads. Merry and Pippin? Sam and Merry? Pippin and Sam? He narrowed his eyes to try and see the color of the hair, but when the curtain billowed aside again, it was gone. It must have been a trick of the moonlight...possibly the bushes outside the bedroom window simply looked like a pair of hobbit heads. “What is the matter, el hen?” murmured Elrond softly, his lips seeking the damp skin of Frodo’s neck. Frodo shook his head. “Nothing, my lord. My eyes were playing tricks on me.” Elrond sighed in contentment and slipped out of Frodo, then turned him around and lay him down. He bowed over the hobbit and placed a tender kiss on his lips. “I shall return swiftly to bath you, Frodo,” he whispered, glancing down at the slick fluid coating Frodo’s hips and stomach. The hobbit blushed profusely, and Elrond chuckled and rubbed the tip of his nose against his. “There is no need to be embarrassed now, little one,” he said in amusement. Frodo smiled bashfully up at him. “Of course. I don’t quite understand my odd embarrassment factor myself. It is rather silly of me to be shy now, of all times.” They shared a soft laugh, and Elrond went into the privy to dampen a cloth. When he returned, he lovingly bathed the evidence of their lovemaking from Frodo’s pale skin, kissing the areas softly as he finished. Then he set the cloth aside and pulled Frodo into his arms, stroking the hobbit’s soft curls until he fell asleep. ~**************~ Outside the window, Sam and Pippin sat scrunched up together, neither daring to breathe until they were positive that Frodo hadn’t decided to come and investigate. As usual, Samwise hadn’t meant to spy on his master, but he couldn’t ignore the loud, hoarse cries that came from Frodo’s room. He could tell they were being muffled as well. Because he had an idea of what was probably going on in there, he fought with himself not to go and investigate. It was Pippin’s idea to peek into the bedroom window. Merry had passed out, having lost several hands to his cousin and therefore being forced to drink more than Pippin and Sam. When the cries had begun, Pippin saw how worried Sam’s face was, and he began to worry himself. It didn’t take much convincing to get the gardener to go with him to see if Frodo was all right. Sam stared straight ahead, his expression caught between embarrassment, dismay, and something else that Pippin couldn’t quite put his finger on. If it were Merry and not Samwise, he would have sworn it was desire. Because this was Sam, he couldn’t imagine that being the case. Pippin was having a difficult time cooling down after witnessing most of Frodo and Elrond’s lovemaking, and the Took had every intention of waking Merry up when he returned to their room, even if he had to splash a bucket of water on the passed-out Brandybuck. He honestly didn’t know who was prettier; Elrond or Frodo. “Should have woken Merry up and made him come with,” he decided aloud. At least then his lover would be just as hot and bothered as he was. Poor Merry...he was in for it, when Pip got back. “W-we should go now,” whispered Sam. “Yes...you’re quite right,” replied Pippin. In a daze, Peregrin quietly crawled away from the window. He noticed that Sam hesitated, and when he looked back, the gardener was peeking into the window again, watching Frodo cuddle up to Elrond and go to sleep. Pippin’s eyebrows shot into his hair at the longing expression that came over Sam’s face. So, he was definitely in love with one of them-or at least in lust. At first, Pippin thought it might be Elrond. Sam had always loved elves, after all. Then he saw the gardener mouth Frodo’s name and sigh heavily. “Not good,” Pippin thought grimly. “Come on, Sam...before we get caught,” Pippin whispered harshly, pulling on his friend’s arm. Samwise reluctantly allowed himself to be led away. “Don’t tell him we saw that, Pip,” the gardener begged, “I couldn’t bear it if mister Frodo knew I was spying on him again!” Pippin paused, his eyes glittering in the moonlight. “Again? How many times have you spied on him before?” Sam bowed his head and wouldn’t answer. His face was flushed with shame. Pippin shook his head and gave the gardener a sympathetic pat on the back. “It’s all right, Sam. I won’t say anything.” He couldn’t really blame Samwise. If he were going on looks alone, he would have gone after Frodo long ago, himself. The gentlehobbit was one of the most beautiful, ethereal people Pippin had ever seen, but he wasn’t Pip’s type. It was Merry who drew the young Took to him like a moth to a flame. Given his feelings for the Brandybuck, Pippin could understand Sam’s dilemma completely. ~***************~ -To be continued (1.) I do not wish this to end. Title: Hidden Strength (10/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG-13 Summary: A bit of fluff and hurt/comfort in this chapter. Elrond works another sort of healing on an emotionally ailing Frodo, the morning after their first time. Disclaimer: Tolkien's character and world, my story. I make no money from this. Warning: Mushy. “Hidden Strength” Part 10 Frodo awoke to find Elrond lying quietly beside him, staring at him. The hobbit blushed, having no idea how to react to such close observation. He was used to his lovers sleeping beside him, not watching him. “Good morning,” he said with an exaggerated yawn to cover his shyness. Elrond smiled and stroked his back with deft fingertips. “Did you sleep well?” He questioned softly. It took a moment for Frodo to answer, for the elf’s fingertips felt positively heavenly as they glided along his skin, and Elrond’s dark eyes were soft and tender on him. “Yes, it was wonderful. I haven’t slept so well since...since...ah, bother. I cannot remember the last time I slept so well!” He snuggled against Elrond, enjoying the contact of skin on skin. “What of you? I know that elves don’t exactly sleep, persay, but did you rest at all?” Elrond hugged Frodo to him and nuzzled his hair. “I rested quite peacefully, el hen. I quite enjoyed watching you sleep. All lines of worry and pain ease from your gentle features, and you make me think of poetry and all that is pure.” Frodo swallowed a laugh, and was surprised to find that as soon as he did, it became a soft whimper. Tears welled up in his eyes and he blinked rapidly. “Ah, forgive me,” he said in a small voice, for Elrond felt the moisture against his chest and pulled back to look at Frodo in concern, “I don’t know what’s come over me. I...I feel such strong emotions around you, Elrond. Joy so great that it hurts, and sorrow so deep that there’s nothing to do for it but to laugh. I do not know why this is, except that I fear we’ll be parted, soon.” Elrond smoothed the moisture over Frodo’s pale cheeks with his thumbs and kissed him softly. “I understand, Frodo. It is difficult for me as well, knowing that in a few short hours, our lives could be changed forever. You feel it as well, do you not?” Frodo’s sapphire gaze was both frightened and confused as it met Elrond’s. “Yes. Though I do not know what it is that I feel. It’s as though there is a heavy weight waiting to be placed on my shoulders. I won’t say what I fear could happen, for to do so might make it all the more probable.” Elrond nodded slowly and rested his hand on the curve of Frodo’s hip. “I agree. Let us not trouble ourselves until we know for certain. I would use the time we have left until the Council to enjoy one another’s presence.” Frodo grinned, his cheeks dimpling slightly with the expression. “I think I know just how I would like to enjoy one another’s presence, my lord,” he said in a husky whisper. His small hand slid down from Elrond’s chest to his abdomen and lower. The elven king sighed and closed his eyes as Frodo fondled his hardening groin. “It may not be wise to repeat the actions of last night, dear el hen,” whispered Elrond with the tiniest quiver of pleasure in his voice. Despite his mild argument, his hips were flexing in time with Frodo’s talented strokes. Frodo nibbled the elf’s sensitive earlobe and said, “I’m fine with it, Elrond. I promise you that I’m not as fragile as I look.” Elrond smiled again and dragged his lips along the hobbit’s cheek and to his mouth. He hungrily nibbled and sucked on Frodo’s lips for a moment, then paused to murmur, “I should like to feel you inside of me as well, love. How does a bit of turnabout sound to you?” Frodo’s eyebrows lifted and he pulled back to stare at Elrond. His fair features were the very picture of surprise. “Really?” He said with some confusion. Taken aback by the disbelief coloring his lover’s voice, Elrond nodded. “Of course, Frodo. Have you never experienced it that way before?” Those blue eyes dropped and those high cheekbones pinkened, and Elrond had his answer. “Well, no. I’ve never even considered it before, actually. I suppose I’ve always enjoyed being on the receiving end so much that it never occurred to me that I might like it the other way as well.” Elrond cupped his chin and made him raise his eyes. “If you aren’t comfortable with it, we do not have to-“ he started, but Frodo suddenly kissed him hard and demandingly, cutting off anything else he might say. “I want to,” the hobbit said breathlessly against Elrond’s lips, “oh, to feel you like that...yes, I do want to!” Elrond understood. Frodo was so pretty to look at that it was possible that many of the lads he had been with thought of him in the same way they thought of women. How much easier was it for them to experiment with someone of the same gender if that person was even more lovely than most of the lasses in their village? Mostly farmers, Elrond could clearly picture their desire to “claim” Frodo. Of course Frodo would have little experience being the “dominant” partner...he was constantly underestimated, even by his dearest friends. Samwise couldn’t be more protective over his beloved master if he was a pregnant woman! With that thought, Elrond chuckled helplessly. “What’s so funny?” Said Frodo indignantly, suddenly suspecting that Elrond had played a cruel joke on him. “Forgive me, dear Frodo,” Elrond said as he tried to control his laughter, “I was pondering how it was possible for someone as sensual as you to have never tried the dominant position before. What you said about not being as fragile as you look brought some thoughts to my mind that tickled me.” “What thoughts?” Frodo questioned relentlessly, his stroking hand slowing. He tilted his head to the side and chewed his bottom lip as he gazed up at the elf lord. Of course, Frodo looked positively adorable and innocent when he did this, which made Elrond’s belly quiver with laughter all the more. “Elrond! Tell me!” Frodo harped, beginning to lose patience. Despite his annoyance, Frodo began to smile in spite of himself. There was nothing more infectious than the laughter of someone you loved...especially when that laughter sounded like bells. Elrond wiped the moisture from the corners of his eyes and said, “Very well, but try not to get angry with me. I have noticed how protective others are of you, almost as though you are a child. I was just thinking that your Samwise could not be more protective of you if you were a pregnant female.” He bit HIS lip then, tensing up in anticipation of an angry outburst in defense of the gardener. Frodo’s lips parted and his eyes went blank for a moment, and then his small frame shook with peals of laughter. “Oh, that is so cruel, but so true!” He snickered. “Poor, dear Sam. I never really noticed it so much, until you said that!” They both laughed then, smothering the sound in the pillows in case any of the hobbits in the next room heard. Elrond hadn’t laughed this often in the presence of another person in ages. It felt wonderful to be so carefree. Frodo finally sobered a bit and rolled onto his back. He propped himself up on his elbows and turned his tousled head to look at Elrond seriously. “Why do you suppose people are like that to me, Elrond?” Elrond rolled onto his side and rested his cheek in the palm of his hand as he propped himself up as well. His other hand reached out and smoothed some errant, dark curls away from Frodo’s lovely eyes, and he frowned slightly. “I think it is because you are so fair, and so dear. Your voice is sweet and melodic, yet masculine. To some, it is possibly difficult to balance the combination in their minds.” “But, not to you,” Frodo protested with a smile. “No...not to me. As I have said before, el hen; you have qualities that my own people admire and strive for. I understand you because we are kindred spirits, you and I. Your cousins and Samwise, however...there is a different story. Your thirst for knowledge of the outside world, your silence, and your build...all of these things set you apart from your fellows. It makes you exotic to them, and they love you all the more for it.” Frodo’s bottom lip began to tremble ever so slightly and his eyes again misted with tears. Elrond seemed to feel the pain of all those years that Frodo had searched for acceptance and never quite found it. The elven king was putting words to what was in Frodo's heart, and he was seeing the reasons for other’s behavior towards the gentlehobbit more clearly than Frodo himself could have. “They do not mean to hurt you, Frodo,” Elrond said with all confidence, pulling the hobbit into his arms to soothe him, “they do it out of love for you. Nothing evil ever comes of love. Remember that.” All the years of hiding his pain from others came down on Frodo’s shoulders in that moment, and to his horror, he found himself sobbing like a child. Nobody had ever seen him cry like this except for Sam, Bilbo, and Frodo’s dear, deceased parents. Elrond held the hobbit and sang softly in elvish to him, kissing his hair now and then. He hadn’t meant to break open old wounds, but Elrond was suddenly very glad that he did. There was more to healing than knitting a bone or mending a cut. Frodo Baggins had older, deeper wounds that had obviously been festering. All thoughts of lovemaking put aside, the elf crooned to Frodo as the hobbit cried against his chest. ~******************~ “Ah, I think I am finally finished,” sniffled Frodo as the last hitching sob left his lips, “I’m terribly sorry for that. Your words, you see...they were right on the spot. I have been covering it up because I know that they love me, but it does hurt me when they treat me like...like I am defenseless.” Elrond kissed the salty tears from Frodo’s cheeks and whispered, “’Tis alright, little love. You’ve clearly been holding a lot inside of you, and it needed to be set loose.” Frodo sniffled again and again, and Elrond finally chuckled and told him to wait there. The hobbit watched with watery blue eyes as Elrond got out of bed and went to the privy. Even in his over-emotional state, Frodo couldn’t stop himself from admiring the lean perfection of the elf’s form. Elrond returned with a handkerchief, which he handed to Frodo. Looking at the exquisite embroidery on the material, Frodo protested, “Oh...no. I couldn’t sully this with my...my-“ “That is what it is there for, Frodo. They are all washed in the end, so there is no harm in it, I assure you.” Elrond said firmly, though his eyes twinkled with amusement. “Well, if you insist,” the hobbit said dubiously. Elrond smiled as Frodo wiped his eyes first, then covered his reddened little nose and blew it. “Better?” He inquired when the hobbit finished. Frodo nodded and smiled sheepishly. “I should put this in the sink to soak...I shouldn’t like it if housekeeping came in and innocently picked this up without knowing what’s...er...in it.” His words made Elrond snort unbecomingly with laughter, and the elf shook his head in amazement. “You are priceless, my dear hobbit,” he said with a smile as Frodo frowned with mock insult at him. Elrond thought it would be best not to mention the other towels that housekeeping would be picking up...considering what sort of body fluids were on them. Poor Frodo was embarrassed enough as it was. ~***********~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (11/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing: Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG Summary: Frodo joins the great council and learns that sometimes, it's the smallest people who must carry the biggest burdens. Disclaimer: Tolkien owns Middle Earth and all its characters. My fanfictions are non-profit and intended for entertainment only. “Hidden Strength” Part 11 They didn’t have time for further lovemaking, for the hour was drawing near for the Council. With heavy regret, Elrond and Frodo cleaned themselves up and dressed, and then they merely held one another on the bed and conversed softly. Frodo wondered if he and Elrond should leave the room at separate times, so that if Samwise happened to be in the hallway, he wouldn't know that the elven king had stayed the night. Deep down, Frodo sensed that his loyal friend was confused about his feelings towards him, and he wanted to protect Sam from getting hurt by the knowledge that he and Elrond had lain together. He changed his mind with a shake of his head, just as he was about to suggest his idea. No, Samwise Gamgee might be simple-hearted, but he was not simple-minded. He was the one who encouraged Frodo to take the first step towards Elrond, after all. If Sam hadn’t encouraged him, Frodo wasn’t sure that he would have gathered the nerve to approach Elrond at the hot spring, and last evening might not have happened. Sam already knew. Trying to spare his feelings now was futile. “What are you thinking of, Frodo?” Elrond asked as he adjusted his cape. Frodo smirked. “I am that transparent, am I?” “Nay, merely expressive. It is easy for me to tell when something is troubling you. Your eyes grow shadowed.” Frodo looked up at Elrond and searched for words. “I do not want to hurt Sam. I know he cares for me, possibly more than he typically lets on. He’s been acting strange, lately. The way he looks at me is...oh, how do I explain it. I think that Samwise is struggling with himself over his feelings for me, and I do not want to rub what happened between you and I in his face. Yet, I do not want to hide my feelings for you, either.” He frowned pensively and lowered his gaze as he took one of Elrond’s long hands in his small ones and stroked it lovingly. Elrond knelt so that he was eye-level with his lover. “Frodo, I understand. I have seen what you describe, and you show great consideration by worrying over his feelings. Do you remember what I said this morning, about love?” Frodo nodded. “Yes. You said that no evil would ever come of it. Do you think that Sam is in love with me?” Elrond smiled kindly and replied, “Perhaps. Or, perhaps he loves you a bit more dearly than he loves his other friends, and he is infatuated with you as well. That could lead to the confusion that he seems to have. Only he can find the answer to that, Frodo. Take heart, though. From my observations, Samwise is not the sort of individual who will allow his confusion to sully the bond he shares with you. You will not lose his friendship.” Frodo smiled and hugged Elrond, enjoying the elf’s closeness for a few moments before they had to leave the room. His words reassured him and lifted some of the weight from his small shoulders. ~***************~ Frodo felt small and insignificant among the great leaders at the Council, and he was very thankful to have Bilbo there with him. Sam, Merry and Pippin were told to busy themselves elsewhere in the Elven City until the Council ended. Though this hurt them, they did understand that this was far too big a thing for Elrond to include everyone in it. In fact, the only reason that Frodo and Bilbo were there was due to their connection to the ring. Elrond introduced Frodo to each representative present at the council, and he learned much about each of them. First, Gloin spoke, telling of the fall of Moria, and that thirty years ago, his cousin Balin had gone with many of their folk to investigate rumors of the great city being retaken. He went on to say that a year ago, a messenger arrived at Dain from Mordor: a rider swathed in black, which rode a black horse. He made a “peace offering” from Sauron, claming that his master would craft rings like the ones of old in return for the dwarves’ friendship. The rider also asked about hobbits, and where they might be found. He said that Sauron knew of one, which was a friend to the dwarves at one time. Frodo shivered as he listened to this, and his blue eyes flicked to Bilbo. It was obvious which hobbit the dark rider was speaking of. Bilbo took the news stoically, though he did reach out and give Frodo a light, reassuring pat on the arm. To Frodo’s relief, he learned that the dwarves said nothing to the rider about Bilbo. The rider promised the dwarves three of the rings that their forefathers once wore if they could bring the ring that “the thief” stole from Sauron. The dwarves came to warn Bilbo, and to find out what they could about the mysterious ring. Next, Elrond stood and told of the rings of power, and how they were forged in the Second Age. Many at the council only knew bits and pieces of the truth behind the legend, and the elven king had a captive audience. Like wide-eyed children, the council members listened raptly to his recounting of those lost days, and how Numenor fell, and how the Last Alliance of Elves and Men came to be. He paused and sighed heavily. “I remember how glorious those banners were, and how it lifted my heart to see my people working with that noble bloodline of Men to rid Middle Earth of the threat,” Elrond said in a droning voice. At that moment, it struck Frodo fully. Elrond was really, truly there when all this happened! Of course, he knew the legends, but for some reason it didn’t seem quite real to him, until his lover spoke of it as if it were yesterday. He stared at the elf in astonishment and wonder, and marveled anew that such a being could love someone like him. He dared not interrupt with questions, however. Elrond continued his story, going on to explain the claiming of the ring by Isildur, and how Elrond and Cirdan counseled him on the folly of keeping it for himself. He ignored their advice and chose not to destroy it, for it had wormed its way into his heart. Then it had betrayed him, to his death, and nobody knew what became of the ring until the day that Bilbo found it in Gollum’s cave. Again, there was a pause, and several council members looked at Bilbo with slightly doubtful expressions on their faces. This soft looking, small creature had found the Ring of Power and held it for all these years? Only the dwarves seemed to accept it as truth. Boromir spoke next, and Frodo couldn’t hide the slight frown of distaste that curled his delicate mouth. Elrond noticed it and gave the hobbit a small smile, his eyes asking for Frodo’s patience. Frodo’s expression softened immediately, for he was unable to deny the beautiful elf lord anything that he asked for. He didn’t know exactly what it was about Boromir that he disliked. There was simply a feel to the man that made the hobbit nervous. Perhaps it was his quick, urgent way of speaking and the passionate tone to his voice. He seemed like one who allowed strong feelings to overtake logic. Frodo hardly listened to Boromir’s story. The warrior said something about being in a company that defended a bridge from the armies of Mordor, and something about them being allied with people called Haradrim and Easterlings, whatever they were. He claimed that both he and his brother were plagued by the same dream, and he had come to seek answers. Frodo suddenly found himself listening more closely to the man as he described the words the voice in his dream had said to him: “Seek for the Sword that was broken: In Imladris it dwells; There shall be counsels taken Stronger than Morgul-spells. There shall be shown a token That Doom is near at hand, For Isildur’s Bane shall waken, And the Halfling forth shall stand.” (1.) “Neither my brother nor I could understand what these words meant, but it is becoming clear to me now,” Finished Boromir. His dark eyes flicked to Frodo, who shrank away instinctively. It was then that Strider stood up and spoke for the first time since the meeting began. “Here is at least one part of the riddle that can be made clear,” the ranger said, and he set his broken sword upon the table. The two pieces caught the light and reflected it. Here is where Frodo became lost again. Boromir puffed up like an over inflated toad and challenged Strider. His insults towards the ranger were hardly what the hobbit would call subtle. Elrond settled the argument quite suddenly, by announcing; “He is Aragorn, son of Arathorn. and he is a direct descendant of Isildur himself.” Frodo’s mouth went slack for a moment, as did Boromir’s and the men in his company. The hobbit finally found his voice and said, “Then the ring is not mine, after all! It is yours!” He had been told Strider’s true name already, but not his true identity. He had no idea that the rough stranger who had frightened him so badly in the Prancing Pony and then protected him so well on the way here was the rightful king of Gondor! Aragorn shook his head. “No. It belongs to none of us. For now, you are to hold it.” “Bring forth the ring, Frodo,” said Elrond, “show them all the cause of this Doom that hangs over our heads.” Slowly, hesitantly, the hobbit reached into his vest pocket and produced the ring. He heard it whispering silently to him as he set it upon the table beside the shards of Narsil. He fought his reluctance to let go of it, and when he withdrew his hand from the table and stepped back, he sighed in profound relief. It was out of his hands, now. Wiser heads than his could now decide what to do with it. Boromir’s eyes glinted as he stared at the ring, the hobbit, and the broken sword, and he seemed extraordinarily pleased with himself for solving the riddle in the dream. “It is destiny, then! I was meant to find the One Ring, and return it to Gondor, so that we might use it against the enemy!” He cried. “That mistake has already been made once, and it is because of attempts to keep the ring that we are all in such danger now!” Snapped Gandalf irritably. “The ring belongs to no-one save Sauron,” Aragorn firmly added, “None of us can use it. It would instead use us to conduct it’s evil.” “Then what would you suggest?” Growled Boromir, “That we leave it in the hands of these small creatures here, who would not be able to protect it from the evil that searches for it?” Bilbo huffed indignantly, but for once, Frodo agreed with Boromir. The Shire was most certainly the last place in Middle Earth to hide the ring! “I will not touch it,” Said Elrond evenly, “the ring corrupts all who bear it. Some are simply more resilient to it’s evil and do not succumb as quickly as others. There are two choices that we can make. We can hide the ring and pray that it is never found again, or we can destroy it.” The gathered races hesitated and quieted, looking at one another suspiciously. Gimli, son of Gloin, finally spoke up. “Well, if it’s to be destruction, what are we waiting for?” Elrond shook his head. “We cannot destroy it by any means that we have here. In order to do this, someone must take it back into the lands of Mordor, and into the very place where it was forged. Only in the fires of Orodruin can the ring be un-made.” Boromir looked at the elven king in stark disbelief. “That is madness! One cannot simply stroll through the blackened lands of Mordor and into Mount Doom! You could not accomplish this with an entire army!” Prince Legolas interjected, “There is no other choice! Lord Elrond is right! Someone must do as he says, or a second darkness will surely cover the lands!” Bilbo flailed his arms and cried, “Well then, who is that to be? Who do you expect to go on this cracked campaign you’ve set forth?” Elrond covered his mouth and coughed, and Frodo could tell that the elf was trying not to smile at Bilbo’s descriptive outburst. Mistaking Elrond’s gesture as a hint, Bilbo slowly nodded. “Ah, I see. Bilbo the silly hobbit started this whole thing, and Bilbo the silly hobbit had better finish it. Well, I suppose I am responsible, after all...” Elrond hid his alarm well as he put his hand on the elderly hobbit’s shoulder and shook his head. “No, my friend. This has passed beyond your hands. Do not trouble yourself.” The elf lord didn’t like the way Bilbo’s gaze latched hungrily on the ring. “Well then, who?” questioned Gloin. “That is what we are trying to decide!” snapped Gandalf impatiently. The wizard was looking everywhere but at Frodo, and so was Elrond, for that matter. The gentlehobbit was no fool. He could see that both of them were desperate to leave him out of this. Frodo sat quietly and hoped that a suitable candidate could be found, for he wanted nothing more to do with the ring. When he had left in on the table and said his farewells to the troublesome thing, the pressure that he had been feeling inside lifted. Even his shoulder stopped aching so much. Arguments began, and they began to segregate among themselves. The elves and dwarves shouted over one another’s heads to be heard, and the humans shouted over both of them...which incidentally angered the elves and dwarves further. Gandalf shook his head and stood up to try and resolve the problem, but the council members were so caught up in their arguments that to them, he sounded just like any of the hollering humans. Elrond looked on with the expression of a long-suffering parent witnessing a fight between children. His velvet gaze turned to Frodo, and the hobbit saw the distress in his eyes. Frodo stared at the ring, for it had begun to whisper again. How he could hear it above all the noise, he couldn’t say, but it was chanting; “Ash nazg durbatuluk, ash nazg gimbatul, ash nazg thrakatuluk agh burzum-ishi krimpatul.” Frodo put his hand over his forehead as a headache began to surface. The ring’s evil chant grew louder and more frightening as those of the council argued more vehemently. The hobbit went still and widened his blue eyes, sure that he was seeing things. The polished surface of the ring was reflecting the arguing races in a warped manner, making their faces seem twisted with hate that only orc faces should be able to express. Frodo could swear that he saw flames surrounding the council. He could feel the heat. Breathing became difficult, and sweat beaded upon his brow. He looked up at Elrond to see if he was experiencing the same thing, but the elf was shaking his head and sharing a look with Gandalf of sheer exasperation. Against his will, Frodo’s eyes shifted back to the ring, and he trembled in horror as the flesh burned from the bones of those in the reflection. The ring was laughing at him now, laughing at his weakness and his loathing of what it was showing him. “Stop it,” he rasped. That hateful chant began again, and the council members in the reflections were little more than charred skeletons whose blackened flesh flaked away as they moved. “Stop it,” Frodo moaned, closing his eyes. The image remained there, and the horrible laughter increased. Finally, the hobbit could take no more. He stood up and shouted; “Stop it!” as loudly as he could. Amazingly, Frodo’s shrill cry pierced through their blind anger, and the council did, indeed, stop and stare at him. “I will take the ring to Mordor,” Frodo said with firm resolve, “though, I do not know the way.” Gandalf closed his eyes, and a swift spasm of pain crossed his lined face. Elrond gazed at Frodo with a combination of admiration and agony in his dark eyes. His fears were realized, and no matter how much he wanted to, he could not deny that this seemed to be the only way. ~**************~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (12/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG Summary: The White Council has finished, and Frodo has much to think about. Elrond seeks time alone with the hobbit, and he eases Frodo's angst. Disclaimer: All characters in this story and Middle Earth belong to Tolkien. This is purely for entertainment, and no profit is made from it. “Hidden Strength” Part 12 All were silent in the Council. Frodo stood stunned by his own words, unbelieving that he had spoken them. Elrond’s gaze was piercing as he said softly, “This is meant to be, Frodo. Though it grieves me, I can think of no other as suitable as you to bear the ring. You will not go alone, however. We shall choose companions to travel with you, and protect you.” “Mister Frodo’s not going anywhere without me!” Cried a familiar voice from around the bend. Elrond turned with raised eyebrows to find Samwise Gamgee hurrying to Frodo’s side. Frodo couldn’t stop his grin and the sigh of relief that passed his lips as his servant stood beside him. “Indeed,” said Elrond with amusement, “it seems impossible to separate the two of you, even when he is brought to a private council, and you are not.” Several of the other council members chuckled at the jest, and Samwise blushed and put his hands on his hips. Elrond announced that the meeting was at an end, for now. They would decide on who would accompany Frodo on his quest later. “Come along, my lad,” Bilbo said to his heir, “I’ve a few things I’d like you to have for this journey.” Frodo cast one last look at Elrond, then the ring. “I shall have a chain made for it, Frodo. You needn’t worry over anyone taking it,” Elrond assured his lover. Frodo nodded and bit his lip, then went with Bilbo. Sam started to eagerly follow the Bagginses, but Elrond stopped him with a long hand on his shoulder. “A moment if you will, Samwise,” he said softly, so that those leaving couldn’t hear. Sam winced, figuring he was going to get a good talking-to for sneaking into the council uninvited. “I’m right sorry about that, mister Elrond sir,” he said in a nervous voice, “I just couldn’t stop worrying over it! I know I should have waited, but mister Frodo needed me, and-“ “Hush, Sam. I did not ask you to stay behind so that I could lecture you,” Elrond said in amusement. The gardener relaxed a bit and looked up at the elven king suspiciously. “Well, if you aren’t punishing me, what do you want? If you’ll pardon my asking, sir.” Samwise blushed, remembering who he was talking to and realizing how disrespectful he was being. Elrond smiled at the flustered hobbit to ease his discomfort. “I merely wanted to ask you something.” Puzzled over what someone like Elrond could possibly have to ask of someone like him, Sam went still. Elrond took a deep breath and blew it out slowly. His amazing eyes caught and held Sam’s as he said, “I know that it’s rather redundant of me to ask this of you, Sam. However, I want for you to make a promise to me. Promise me that you will protect Frodo on this journey.” Surprised by the request, Sam said, “’O course I will...with my own life!” Elrond knelt before Sam, and the gardener was confused by the intensity in his dark eyes. “The sort of protection that I am asking you to give is much more difficult than using your fists or a blade to defend him, Samwise. Protect Frodo from himself. Do you understand?” Elrond’s gaze slowly slid from Sam to the ring, which was still sitting on the table. Sam followed the elf’s gaze and swallowed hard. Protect Frodo from himself? Oh dear...what would that horrible ring do to his master? “The ring,” Sam whispered, “I think I get what you’re saying, sir. Even someone as pure as Frodo might lose his way with that thing whispering at him all the time, right?” Elrond nodded. “Just so.” He looked at Sam again and continued, “He will need someone to remind him of why he is bearing this burden, Sam. Someone who loves him, someone who brings the Shire with him. Frodo may very well lose himself before he reaches his destination, if you do not lend him your strength. Even as powerful as his will is, I fear for what may happen as the ring wears it away.” Samwise flushed at Elrond’s words. Someone who loves him...so, the elf king knew about his feelings. What he said about Frodo losing himself reminded Sam of what Gandalf made him promise; “Don’t you lose him, Samwise Gamgee!” Sam knew that arguing with Elrond about his feelings wouldn’t help. As one who loved Frodo as much as the gardener did, Elrond could see right through him. Samwise nodded solemnly and said, “You have my word, sir.” ~**************~ Sam was so deep in thought that he didn’t even notice Merry hurrying towards him. The gardener walked through the halls of Elrond’s great house with his head down and his eyes on his furry feet. He nearly swallowed his teeth when Merry grabbed his arm and said urgently, “Come on, Sam...we’re having a meeting in Bilbo’s room! Hurry up!” The Brandybuck practically dragged the startled gardener down the side corridor to Bilbo’s room. Frodo, Pippin and Bilbo were already there when they arrived. “Ah, here he is...the sneak!” Said Pippin. The youngest hobbit had a distinctive pout on his features, and Sam wondered why he was so angry. “I did what I thought was best, you,” Samwise said indignantly, poking Pippin in the chest. “Well, it’s hardly fair that you were rewarded for it!” Countered the Took. “Rewarded?” Frodo laughed incredulously, “How do you figure? I cannot think of a worse punishment than making him come along on this journey. This is not going to be a hike through the woods, Pippin.” Merry argued, “We know that, Frodo. Regardless, Pippin and I want to come with you. You need friends on an expedition like this, as well as guards! You cannot expect us to leave you to face this alone.” “That’s right!” Added Pippin, “we hobbits have to stick together, and you need people of intelligence on this...this...thing!” “In that case,” boomed a voice from outside the window, startling the five hobbits badly, “You most certainly won’t be picked, Peregrin Took!” “Gandalf,” wheezed Bilbo, relaxing the deathgrip he had on Frodo’s arm, “you’ve done a fine job of scaring a few more years from this old hobbit!” Gandalf smiled and rested his elbows on the windowsill. “Nothing has been decided yet. There is no need to be so anxious.” “Well, they’ve decided to shuck this duty on my nephew, that’s for certain!” Bilbo growled. “Be that as it may, it will be a few weeks before a party is decided on to accompany Frodo and Samwise. I suggest you all try to relax and enjoy Rivendell, in the meantime.” “Where has Aragorn gone?” Frodo asked, “I wanted to ask him more about his family, but he left before I could find him.” “He has gone with Elrond’s sons. I was not told what they are doing.” Frodo’s eyes widened in surprise. Elrond’s sons? Why haven’t I met them?” Gandalf chuckled at the hurt tone in the hobbit’s voice. “Elladan and Elrohir were here for a very short time this morning, and as soon as the council ended, they left with Aragorn. You shall meet them upon their return, I’m sure.” ~***************~ Elrond was so eager to get business taken care of and find Frodo that he barely paid attention to what was going on around him. Of course, the most important decisions had already been made. All that was left was to organize for the visitors to stay until a decision of who would accompany Frodo on his quest was made. Scouting parties were sent out to try and locate the black riders, for Elrond knew that they hadn’t been destroyed in the river. By the time all of this was taken care of, the elf king felt tired. He needed to meditate, but more than that, he needed to speak with Frodo. The hobbit would need comfort in the light of the recent events, and Elrond needed Frodo’s presence just as badly. There was no way of knowing for certain how long they had together before Frodo must set out...a month, or perhaps two at most. Elrond searched all over the place for his lover, and he finally found Frodo sitting alone at the top of the hill where they had shared their first kiss. The elf king started forward eagerly, but stopped when he heard soft sniffles coming from the huddled form. Even in the darkness, Elrond could see that Frodo’s shoulders were shaking. So as not to startle him, Elrond said, “Frodo? May I sit with you?” He approached slowly. Frodo rubbed his eyes vigorously on his sleeve in a vain attempt to dry his tears, and when he looked up at Elrond, those soulful blue eyes pierced the elf’s heart to the quick. “It has poisoned Bilbo,” Frodo said simply. Elrond sat down beside the hobbit and asked, “What do you mean?” Frodo reached into the open collar of his shirt and drew the ring out, which hung on a silver chain around his neck, which Elrond had arranged to be crafted for him. The hobbit’s gaze was both contemplative and angry as he looked at the dangling ring. “Bilbo gave me his old mithril shirt and Sting,” Frodo whispered, “and when I began to remove my shirt to try the mithril on, he saw the ring around my neck. His eyes had an odd light in them. I’ve never seen him look that way, before. He started to reach out to the ring and said he wanted to hold it, one last time.” Elrond put his arm around Frodo’s shoulders and drew the hobbit close as his voice thickened with emotion. “Go on, beloved.” Frodo’s eyes were haunted as they lifted to meet Elrond’s. “I said that I didn’t think it was a good idea, and he...changed. His mouth opened wider than I thought a hobbit’s could, and his eyes bugged out, and he started to slobber and froth at the mouth! He...he lunged at me, and I jerked back and raised my fist. I didn’t want to hit him, Elrond, but I could think of nothing else to do!” Frodo bit his lip and fought a rising sob, and Elrond squeezed him and kissed his forehead. Taking a deep, shuddering breath, the hobbit finished, “Fortunately, it never came to striking him. I think that the shock of seeing his ‘nephew’ poised to hit him must have broken through his madness. He collapsed after that and apologized, then started to cry. I was almost afraid to hug him, after what had happened! I did, however. Oh, Elrond...will this happen to everyone who is near the ring? Will everyone I care about start to change? Will I?” Elrond frowned, trying to come up with some comforting words. He could not lie to Frodo, however. “You will find that some will resist the temptation of the ring more than others, Frodo. I shall do my best to choose companions who are least likely to be affected by it, but you must be aware that even the most stalwart can be corrupted by its allure. I think that you have the courage and will to resist it, and your Samwise is so stubborn that even if he hears the call of the ring, he is likely to tell it to ‘shut up’.” Frodo laughed at this, some of the tragedy fading from his beautiful eyes. “Thank you, Elrond. You don’t know how much it means to me, to have someone as wise as you be truthful towards me and advise me as you do. No matter what happens in the future, I’ll carry you forever in my heart.” Elrond slid his hand under Frodo’s chin and tilted his head back, then brought his mouth down to claim his lips. Frodo clung to the elf, delighting in the feelings that swept through him as the satiny mouth moved against his. It wasn’t an urgent kiss, for both of them needed emotional gratitude more than sexual release. Their lips moved softly against one another, their hands caressed each other’s faces and shoulders, and their bodies pressed tightly to one another’s. “Come with me to my room tonight, el hen,” whispered Elrond when he broke the kiss, “this is one of the rare occasions where I feel that I need rest, and I would prefer to hold you in my arms.” “Of course,” Frodo answered immediately, tracing his lover’s firm jaw with his fingertips. This was just what he needed. A quiet night of kissing and holding and comforting. Whether it would lead to something more, neither of them could tell. For the moment, they only wanted to be together. They stood up and walked hand in hand through the garden, heading to the buildings. “Will you introduce me to your sons when they return?” Frodo asked. “Of course, Frodo. I apologize for not doing so sooner, but they have been quite busy. I think that you’ll find them to be nothing like me.” Elrond smiled down at him. “Really?” Frodo said in surprise, “They take after their mother?” Elrond shrugged. “A bit. They are twins, though you will see that their personalities differ enough to make up for the confusion people have when trying to tell them apart. Both favor me in looks, but it ends there. They are more like Aragorn than any elf I have ever known.” Frodo grinned at that. For some reason, a picture of a pair of Elrond look-a-likes with wild hair and the beginnings of a beard flashed in his head. The image was so ridiculous that he laughed out loud. Elves could not even grow facial hair...how silly! “Find that amusing, do you?” Elrond said with a chuckle. Frodo cleared his throat and pinched his lips, trying to contain the giggles that continued to rise in his chest. “I’m sorry,” he finally blurted, stopping on the pathway and doubling over, “but I always think of Aragorn as ‘Strider’ when he is mentioned. Wild looking, dangerous, dark and handsome. When you said that they are like him, I pictured you with tangled hair and a beard!” Tears began to stream down the hobbit’s face and he clutched Elrond’s leg to keep from falling over with mirth. Elrond tried to imagine it, but he simply couldn’t picture himself or his sons in such a state. Despite this, the way Frodo’s face lit up when he laughed and the merry twinkle in his eyes made Elrond smile. “Darkly handsome, is he?” the elf said with mock jealousy, “Now my lover AND my daughter are smitten with Aragorn.” Frodo went along with the act and tapped his chin thoughtfully. “Well, Aragorn is sooo strong and forceful! I think I should like someone like that.” “Strong and forceful, eh? Nin maelui pen(1), we shall see about that!” Elrond cried, and he lifted Frodo and carried the giggling hobbit off the path and into the bushes. “What are you doing?” Frodo said between chuckles, struggling lightly for the sake of the game. “Teaching you not to have a roving eye, my delectable hobbit,” Elrond said, nibbling Frodo’s earlobe when he finished speaking. Frodo gave a little sigh as tingles shot through him from the simple act. Perhaps simply lying together was not on the agenda for tonight, after all. ~*************~ (1.) My lustful one -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (13/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Sometimes, a couple can get a bit too playful. Disclaimer: Middle Earth and all its characters are the property of Tolkien. I write these purely for entertainment, and make no money from doing so. “Hidden Strength” Part 13 Elrond laid Frodo down on the ground, a few yards away from the paths and into the gardens, so that they would be out of sight. His nimble fingers unfastened the buttons of the hobbit’s vest and pulled his shirt out of his breeches so that he could slide his hands beneath the material and touch his body. Frodo’s sigh of arousal was quickly replaced with an indignant squeak, for the elf lord began to tickle him. “Oh! Foul! That’s cheating!” the hobbit cried breathlessly, squirming to escape Elrond’s relentless hands. Elrond grinned toothily and put his weight partially on Frodo to hold him still, and he continued to stroke the hobbit's ribs with his fingertips. “There now...what was that about Aragorn, sweet hobbit? Do you still stand by your original statement?” To make the torture worse, he began to blow into Frodo’s ear. “Geeeee! Stop it!” Frodo laughed, trying to tilt his head away from the elf’s mouth, while at the same time slithering his small body to avoid the tickling fingers. His face was red from laughter and embarrassment; Elrond’s playful attentions were having a bigger effect on Frodo than merely making him laugh. The hobbit grew harder and harder as Elrond tickled him, and if he weren’t laughing so hard, he would have wondered why on Middle Earth his body was reacting that way. Elrond noticed it too. He could feel Frodo’s erection pressing hard against his hip. Just as he was about to stop his tormenting of his small captive, Frodo jerked violently and suddenly gasped with pain. His back arched and his mouth opened wide, and his right hand reached up to cover his wounded shoulder. “Ai, Frodo!” gasped Elrond, “Forgive me, I should not have gotten rough with you. Here, allow me to see to it.” He gently pried the hobbit’s hand off of the wounded shoulder and unbuttoned Frodo’s shirt. He pulled the material open and examined the angry scar with a clinical eye. “It has become aggravated,” Elrond whispered guiltily, “Come, I shall take you to my room and smooth a balm over it to ease it. I am sorry, Frodo.” Frodo gazed up at him with pain glazed eyes and smiled benignly. “Don’t blame yourself, Elrond. It was my squirming that did it, not your tickling.” “Even so, it was my tickling that caused you to squirm, and therefore, I am responsible for your pain,” Elrond retorted without missing a beat. He gently lifted his smaller companion into his arms and stood up. Frodo sighed and rested his head against Elrond’s chest as the elf carried him back to the pathways. There was no use arguing with Elrond, and he quite liked being held like this...even if was slightly undignified. Frodo allowed himself the pleasure of being held by someone bigger and stronger than himself, and he focused on the silken feeling of Elrond’s chest against his cheek, to take his mind off of the throbbing pain shooting through his shoulder. The hobbit didn’t care who saw them. Once they were in Elrond’s room, the elf carried his patient to the huge bed and laid him down in the center. Frodo looked around with curious blue eyes, and he frowned. Elrond paused as he started to move to the cabinet against the south wall. “What is it, Frodo?” Frodo bit his lip, wondering how to say what was on his mind without sounding insulting. Finally, he shrugged and said, “I expected your personal chambers to be a bit...well...more grand. It’s lovely,” he added quickly, “but I thought it would be huge. A sort of miniature palace, if you follow me.” Elrond smiled in amusement and opened the cabinet to search for the salve. “I once had quite a large bedroom, but I found it to become lonely, after my wife went into the West. Not only that, but the winters made the room quite chilly at night, even with the fireplace lit. I chose to convert my bedroom into a guestroom for visitors of high social standing, and moved into one of the smaller rooms. I am much happier with this size, to be truthful.” Frodo blushed, worrying that he had offended his host. “It truly is lovely, and I meant no offence. I suppose I thought that a king would have a...a...” he blushed even hotter and couldn’t finish. Elrond turned and lifted a dark eyebrow at him. “A more ‘kingly’ room?” Frodo nodded, then winced when the movement caused his shoulder to throb even more. Elrond’s smile was kind and understanding as he returned to the bedside and opened the jar of brownish colored ointment. “It’s perfectly alright, Frodo. Do not be embarrassed for your questions, as I don’t find them offensive in the least. Most in my position would indeed have a gigantic bedroom. After living alone for so long, I simply lost interest in size.” Frodo snorted and covered his mouth on a giggle. “That’s a good thing for me,” he managed to say. Laughing made his shoulder hurt more, but he couldn’t help it. Elrond tilted his head in puzzlement and his eyes went blank, as he tried reviewed his own words in his head and tried to figure out what Frodo found so amusing. Finally, a grin tugged at his lips and his eyes sparkled down at the hobbit. “Ah, meaning that if I were preoccupied with size, I might not have had an interest in you? I suppose it is a good thing, then.” His voice was a velvety, teasing caress that brought shivers up and down Frodo’s spine. Elrond seated himself on the edge of the bed and finished unbuttoning Frodo’s shirt, and then he pulled it open and began to apply the salve. “This will make the swelling go down, el hen. I shall use my healing on you as I rub it into the scar. Forgive me if it causes discomfort at first.” Frodo held himself still and didn’t complain as the elf gently rubbed the ointment into his aching scar. Elrond’s eyes flicked from his shoulder to his face often, to gauge if he was pressing too hard. The hobbit suffered in silence, biting his lip now and then. The pain began to fade, and Elrond’s long hand went still and rested over the wound. Frodo sighed in relief as warmth filled his shoulder and soothed the chilled ache deep within. “Thank you, Elrond. You are too good to me.” Elrond’s response was to lean forward and kiss Frodo lingeringly. When he pulled back, the hobbit was staring at him with a question burning in his blue eyes. “I shall probably regret asking you this, but what do you suppose your wife would think of what has happened between you and I?” Frodo groaned inwardly as soon as the question passed his lips. Now, why did he have to ruin the moment by saying such an absurd thing? He answered himself immediately. * Because you are jealous of her. You worry that Elrond will travel to the West and forget about you entirely.* Elrond paused for a moment and ran his fingers through Frodo’s curls thoughtfully. “I would imagine she would be fine with it, Frodo. She and I did not always spend our evenings alone, to be honest with you.” The surprise that Frodo felt at the admission made him forget what little pain was left in his shoulder, and he struggled to sit up. “W-what?” he gasped. “Shhh...do not aggravate your wound, lend el hen. You should not find this information so surprising, given what you know of my people and their views on love.” His dark, starry eyes were troubled as he lowered himself onto his side next to Frodo and propped rested his head in his hand. “Know this, Frodo. As long as I exist, I shall always love you. I shall also love Celebrian just as strongly. Does this knowledge hurt you?” Frodo considered this and reached out to touch Elrond’s silken cheek. “Not as much as I would have thought,” he whispered, “after all, it’s only fair. She IS your wife, and the mother of your children. I suppose if she can share you, so can I.” Elrond smiled and pulled Frodo into his embrace. “You know, I do believe she would be as taken with you as I am. She has always appreciated dark hair and fair skin, and you are positively a wonderful person, Frodo.” The hobbit kissed Elrond’s neck and murmured, “I wish that you would stop giving me airs like that. I have plenty of faults, you know.” “None so strong that they take away from what is good and right in you,” Elrond argued. Frodo was hardly listening, for he had discovered that the feel of Elrond’s petal-soft skin against his lips was far to intoxicating to stop. He continued to drag his mouth along Elrond’s neck, and he parted the material of the elf’s embroidered robe to bare the top portion of his chest. “I take it you are feeling better,” Elrond murmured softly, kissing the crown of the hobbit’s head as Frodo kissed and licked his chest. “Much, thank you,” Frodo responded. He shimmied down Elrond’s long form and grasped the hem of his robe. “I want this off,” he demanded, raising fiery blue eyes to his lover. “Far be it from me to protest,” Elrond said, and he sat up and removed the garment, then folded it neatly and set it on the chair beside the bed. “These too,” Frodo commented, running his hand down Elrond’s breeches. The simple caress ignited fires in the elf’s blood, and he kissed Frodo deeply while he removed his boots and breeches. Frodo broke the kiss and pulled away from Elrond once he was naked, so that he could enjoy the sight of the elf’s smooth, lithe body. “Lie back,” he commanded huskily. A small part of him was flabbergasted that he had the nerve to speak to Lord Elrond this way, but Frodo stubbornly ignored it and crawled on top of his lover as the elf complied with his wishes. “You are quite the unpredictable creature, Frodo,” Elrond sighed as the hobbit straddled him. “But you like it, don’t you?” Frodo said as he leaned forward and touched the tip of his nose to Elrond’s. Elrond’s vision was filled with the hobbit’s amazingly blue eyes, and he swallowed and said, “Aye, I like it very much.” He kissed Frodo then, sliding his tongue past the hobbit’s lips and teasing the moist recesses within, while his hands began to undress Frodo. The hobbit’s vest and shirt soon joined Elrond’s robe on the chair, and the elf murmured, “I cannot remove the rest whilst you are sitting this way, beloved.” Frodo obligingly lay atop Elrond and lifted his hips so that the elf could pull his trousers off. It was Elrond’s turn to admire Frodo’s slim form. Completely nude save for the chain and ring round his neck, Frodo was a vision of fragile beauty. His smooth, hairless chest was lean muscled and firm, his rose- pink nipples were small and hard with desire, and his belly was flat and smooth. Again, Elrond had to marvel at Frodo’s build. Most unusual, for a halfling. He reached up and put his hands around Frodo’s waist, stroking the pale flesh in a sensual glide that made the hobbit gasp. Frodo closed his bright eyes and whispered, “I wish that I could stay here with you forever, Elrond. I cannot stop thinking of what may happen-“ Elrond pressed his fingertips against Frodo’s lips and whispered, “Shhh, do not think of such things tonight, el hen. Do not think of this.” he briefly touched to golden band hanging on the chain around Frodo’s neck, and the hobbit’s eyes flashed open. His tension drained immediately when Elrond did not continue to touch the ring. Rather, the elflord grasped the chain in his fingers and lifted it over Frodo’s head. A protest began to form on the hobbit’s lips, but Elrond only dropped the chain on top of their discarded clothing, and then turned his dark gaze back to the hobbit and disregarded the thing altogether. “Close your eyes, Frodo. Do not think, just feel.” Frodo did as he was asked, and he moaned softly as Elrond’s hands began to stroke his body. The elf stared up at his lover as he touched his face, his chest, and his stomach. He loved the way Frodo’s dark curls framed his delicate features and fell to his shoulders, loved the way the small, pointed tips of the hobbit’s ears peeked out through the soft main. He brought his hands up again and threaded his fingers into Frodo’s hair, softly stroking the sensitive points of his ears. Frodo’s head lolled in pleasure, and his bow-shaped lips parted to release a sigh. Elrond slid his hands down Frodo’s neck and shoulders, then his arms, until he reached the hobbit’s hands. He stroked one of them, while he brought the other to his lips and drew two of the small fingers into his mouth, sucking gently. Frodo’s heavy lids lifted slightly to allow a sliver of blue flame to peer down at the elflord. Elrond caressed Frodo’s body with his eyes as he caressed his fingers with his lips and tongue. He gazed at the hobbit’s full erection, admiring the pink organ and the way it tightened and throbbed from the attention he was giving Frodo’s fingers. He released Frodo’s fingers from his mouth to murmur, “may I do this to other parts of you, Frodo?” His gaze rested pointedly on the stiff shaft between the hobbit’s legs. Frodo followed his gaze and swallowed, his throat working as he tried to make himself speak. He had done what Elrond was suggesting to past lovers before, but had never had it done to him. “I...of course, Elrond,” he stammered nervously. What would it feel like? It must be a pleasurable sensation, given the sounds his lovers made when he did it to them. He was blushing now, and he hated that. He wanted to be in control of himself, not shying away in embarrassment every time Elrond did something new to him! “Lie down in my place, Frodo,” Elrond coaxed as he lifted the hobbit off of his body. Frodo obeyed, feeling awkward and as skittish as a virgin. Elrond parted the hobbit’s thighs and stretched out on the bed, and then his mouth was taking Frodo’s straining cock into its depths and sucking hard on it. Frodo squeaked in shocked surprise, having expected his lover to take it slow. Elrond, apparently, was too eager to taste him to move cautiously. Frodo’s hands rested on Elrond’s head, his fingers threading into the satiny, black hair as the elf took him in and out of his mouth. Elrond paused for a moment and released the slickened member, long enough to say, “Frodo, you are pulling my hair,” with a slightly painful grin at the hobbit. “S-sorry,” Frodo panted, and he let go of Elrond’s head to grip the bedsheets. “Relax, el hen. It is much more satisfying, that way,” Elrond whispered. Frodo breathed a sigh and lay back, closing his eyes. Elrond began again, at a slower, less intense pace this time. "Ooooh,” Frodo moaned, his eyes opening wide with disbelief. Each firm pull of Elrond’s mouth felt as if it was drawing all the sensation in Frodo’s body down to his groin. Elrond released the organ again, only to lick up and down the length of it. Frodo shuddered in pleasure and raised his hips, wanting more. Elrond obliged by circling the swollen cap at the tip with his tongue, licking the salty drops of fluid that began to leak from it. Then he sucked the organ into his mouth again, and Frodo groaned. Elrond’s breath quickened with desire, and he was pleased with the results he was getting. Frodo’s penis was silken and warm in his mouth, and the elf enjoyed suckling it immensely. Frodo was thrusting his hips wantonly and arching his back as the pleasure grew more and more intense. His breath hitched unevenly and he began to cry out loudly. “W-wait,” the hobbit moaned, pushing at Elrond’s shoulders, “I am going...to spill myself...too soon!” Elrond was slightly puzzled, for that was precisely the point. However, Frodo was begging him to stop, and so he did. When the elf lord looked down at his lover with questioning eyes, Frodo gasped, “I want to do...what you said that we could do last evening. I have never been the one to...to...” Frodo blushed and trailed off, his blue eyes lowering shyly. Elrond understood, and he smiled and moved up on the bed so that he could kiss Frodo tenderly. “Of course, little love. I shall retrieve the oil from the cabinet.” Frodo watched him, admiring the smooth curve of the elf’s buttocks as he walked across the room to the cabinet. The hobbit tried to calm his breathing and the thundering of his heart. How hard could it be? All he had to do was position himself at the right spot and thrust his hips forward, right? Somehow, Frodo didn’t think it was as simple as that, however. ~****************~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (14/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: NC-17 Summary: See part 13 Disclaimer: The usual. Tolkien's characters, my dirty mind, profit-free, don't sue me. “Hidden Strength” Part 14 Elrond returned to the bed and lay down beside Frodo. The hobbit swallowed hard as Elrond opened the bottle of oil and poured some of it onto his hand. Noticing how nervous Frodo was, the elf smiled. “Try to relax, Frodo. Just let it happen.” Then he began to smooth the scented oil over Frodo’s erection, squeezing the throbbing organ firmly and making the hobbit gasp. He kissed Frodo’s parted lips and lay down on his back, coaxing the hobbit to stretch out on top of him. Frodo was trembling and gasping as he rolled over on top of his lover. “Now, smooth some of the oil over my entrance, Frodo,” commanded Elrond as he handed the bottle to him. With shaking hands, Frodo dripped some of the oil onto his fingers and situated himself between the elf’s smooth, pale thighs. It was difficult to concentrate, for Elrond’s talented hand was still stroking his erection. Frodo moaned softly and rotated his hips in time with the elf’s touch, and he reached down between Elrond’s thighs and found his sphincter. Frodo grasped Elrond’s wrist with his free hand and gazed at the elf with heavy-lidded eyes. “I am going to be unable to even start, if you continue to do that,” Frodo said with a breathy chuckle. “Ah, forgive me, el hen. I suppose I am a bit too fascinated with your body. I shall refrain from touching you there, for now.” Elrond’s dark eyes were lusty and playful. He removed his gripping hand and caressed Frodo’s back, instead. He sighed in pleasure as the hobbit gently and hesitantly entered him with one finger. “It isn’t hurting you, is it?” Frodo questioned. Elrond smiled at him. “Not at all, Frodo. I promise that I shall let you know if I feel any discomfort.” He hid his amusement of Frodo’s bashful exploration of his most secret place. The hobbit’s expression was both curious and excited as he added a second finger to the penetration and slowly stroked in and out with them. Elrond closed his eyes and moved his hips encouragingly, finding Frodo’s gentleness to be very arousing. He didn’t see the mischievous grin that lit the hobbit’s features as an idea came to Frodo. Elrond’s eyes flew open in surprise as he felt Frodo’s soft lips kissing his penis. He looked down and watched as the hobbit pleasured him. Frodo’s long lashes cast shadows over his cheekbones as he closed his eyes and slid his lips along the pulsing length of the elf’s shaft. His tongue darted out to delicately trace the crease at the base of the head, and Elrond sucked in a sharp breath and barely managed not to moan out loud. The hobbit’s small fingers gently scissored back and forth within Elrond, relaxing the snug muscles of his entrance. He added a third finger to the penetration and grasped Elrond’s penis with his other hand, to hold the organ still. Elrond blurted something incoherent in elvish as the hobbit sucked the top of his penis into his mouth and teased it with his tongue. Frodo felt much more confident as Elrond gasped his name and arched his back in pleasure. He was afraid that he would do it wrong, and that his fingers were too small to have much of an impact. He was still frustrated, however. He couldn’t reach that spot that he knew must be somewhere, deep inside. He could only hope that his manhood was long enough, for he certainly wasn’t getting anywhere trying to find it this way. Despite the fact that he couldn’t reach the gland, Elrond’s soft cries told Frodo that he was making up for it with other things. He swirled his tongue round and round over the tiny opening at the tip of Elrond’s penis, while sucking firmly on it at the same time. He thrust his fingers harder into the elf’s snug entrance, and Elrond trembled and grasped the bedsheets. Elrond could not wait any longer. He hadn’t felt a lover inside of him in years, and his entire body was screaming for it. “Now, Frodo...please,” he groaned. He was shocked by the ragged, desperate quality of his own voice. Frodo looked up at Elrond with passion-heavy eyes and removed his fingers from within the elf. He started to stretch out on top of Elrond, but then he realized his head would only reach up to Elrond’s chest, which would make him feel a bit ridiculous. Frodo smiled as he remembered a position that he had often used with his last lover, and he sat back on his heels between Elrond’s thighs and coaxed his lover to spread them wider and bend his legs. Elrond caught on, and he complied with Frodo without argument. Frodo guided his aching cock to the snug entrance to Elrond’s body, and he rubbed the tip back and forth across it. “You oughtn’t tease me, el hen,” panted Elrond. He rested his hands on Frodo’s hips and urged them forward, making the tip of the hobbit’s penis push in, just at the opening. Frodo bit his lip and trembled at the sensation of Elrond’s body gripping the head of his shaft. He put his hands on the elf’s hips to brace himself as he pushed forward, sliding his penis in up to the hilt. Elrond arched his neck and gasped Frodo’s name, and the hobbit held still and gulped as he tried to control himself. Once he caught his breath somewhat, Frodo pulled back almost to the tip, then thrust again. He moaned and closed his eyes, and then repeated the motions again. Elrond’s breath hitched slightly, each time Frodo’s organ filled him, and the hobbit gasped, “Am I touching it?” Elrond nodded wordlessly and squeezed Frodo’s hips as he pumped himself in and out. His lover filled him perfectly. His hardness was just long and thick enough to stretch Elrond without discomfort, and he was indeed pushing against his prostate each time he thrust. Elrond bucked his hips in pleasure as Frodo moved one of his hands to the elf’s erection and stroked it lovingly. His fingers were longer than a typical hobbit’s, so his thumb was almost able to meet his middle finger around the circumference of the hard organ. He gazed upon Elrond’s delicate, yet masculine elvish features, adoring the way his sculpted lips parted with pleasure, and the way he bared his elegant neck as he came closer to climaxing. Frodo hissed through his teeth and closed his eyes, thrusting harder and harder. His groans were hoarse and uneven as he lost what little control he possessed. Elrond let go of the hobbit’s hips and reached up to thread his fingers into Frodo’s hair and cup his face. He stared up at his lover with an almost pained expression, his deep blue eyes locking with Frodo’s bright ones, and he gasped the hobbit’s name and peaked. Frodo smiled through his own pleasure as the elf’s penis jerked in his grasp and released small spurts of pearly fluid. Frodo gave three more hard thrusts and bowed his head, moaning through his teeth as he spilled himself within his lover. Panting with release, they stayed in that position for several minutes. Finally, Frodo carefully withdrew from Elrond’s heat and he crawled on top of the elf and lay his head on his chest. Elrond put his arms around Frodo and kissed his damp curls. “And you were worried,” the elf teased breathlessly. Frodo chuckled and kissed the smooth chest he lay against. “Indeed I was. Was my performance satisfactory?” Elrond replied, “Mmm-hmm. I look forward to an encore, in fact.” ~***************~ From that night on, Frodo retired to Elrond’s bedroom each evening. Samwise took it all in stride, still struggling to identify his feelings for his master. He felt such conflicting emotions over the whole thing. On the one hand, he was happy for Frodo, and he wanted him to enjoy every moment he was given with the magnificent elven king. On the other hand, Sam was having increasingly frequent and disturbing dreams about himself and Frodo. It was his own fault, really. If he hadn’t snuck outside to Frodo’s window with Pippin that night, he never would have witnessed his master making love with Elrond. Unfortunately, what was done was done, and now he dreamed about it every night...only in his dream, Sam was in Elrond’s place. He couldn’t be near Frodo anymore without being flabbergasted into stupidity by the gentlehobbit’s wide, blue eyes. To make matters worse, Sam was certain that Gandalf knew what was going on in his mind. The wizard’s grey eyes had a shrewdness about them when he looked at Samwise, and the gardener found himself blushing profusely every time Gandalf looked at him. Frodo seemed different around him, too. Goodness, could his master have somehow found out that he spied on him that night? Sam didn’t really think so, but Frodo seemed to be a wee bit cautious around him, lately. He was as friendly as ever, but he never touched him anymore for longer than a moment. He used to hug him often, or put his arm around his waist as they walked, but he had stopped doing all that. After two weeks of this odd behavior, Samwise decided that he couldn’t take it any more. He had to know if it was all in his head or if mister Frodo’s attitude towards him had really changed. He and Frodo were walking through the gardens together, and Samwise looked around carefully to be sure that there was nobody nearby. Seeing no one, he stepped in front of his master and took both his hands in his. Frodo's blue eyes were puzzled as Sam said, “Please sir, can we move off of the path and talk in private? I’ve got somewhat I’ve been meaning to ask you, and I don’t want no eavesdroppers listening in.” Frodo had been dreading this moment. He couldn’t be certain of course, but he had a pretty fair idea of what it was Samwise wanted to talk about. Reluctantly, he nodded and allowed the gardener to draw him away from the path and out of sight. Once they were safely hidden from prying eyes, Sam took a deep breath and looked at Frodo with earnest, brown eyes. “Mister Frodo, I don’t know how to tell you this. Mayhap I should just get it over with and come right out with it. I...I think you’ve been acting different towards me since the day o’ the White Council. You almost act like you’re afraid to touch me, and I don’t know what I did wrong.” His voice was getting thick with emotion, and he had to quickly wipe a sleeve across his eyes. Feeling wretched, Frodo hugged his friend and said, “Oh no, Sam! You’ve done nothing wrong at all!” He didn’t want to put Sam on the spot and make the moment any more awkward than it had to be, so Frodo settled for a half-truth. “I’m sorry that I’ve been behaving oddly towards you, my dear friend,” Frodo said, pulling away slightly to look into the gardener’s eyes, “I was actually trying to spare you any discomfort. I wasn’t sure how you felt about Elrond and I, and I did not want to make you uncomfortable by touching you too often. I thought it might be disturbing for you, knowing the sort of relationship that I am in. Do you understand?” Sam snuffled and nodded. “Aye, I do, sir. But you don’t have to worry about that. I don’t care who you’re with, as long as you’re happy. That’s the truth.” Frodo smiled brilliantly and hugged Sam again, resting his head on his shoulder. “Thank you, Sam. You don’t know how much it means to me, to have your support.” He pulled back again and gazed at the gardener with eyes luminous with unshed tears. “You’ve always been there for me. I do not know what I would do without you.” Sam stared into his master’s eyes, and suddenly he could hardly breath. Frodo was too beautiful, and too close. Sam cupped the back of Frodo’s head and crushed his mouth against the smaller hobbit’s. Frodo was so startled by the unexpected kiss that all he could do for a moment was make a muffled sound of surprise against Sam’s lips. The gardener heard a whispering under the edge of his hearing, urging him on. He groaned hungrily and plunged his tongue into Frodo’s mouth, holding the smaller hobbit tightly against his body. Frodo’s shock wore off, and he pushed at Sam’s shoulders and tore his mouth away. “Sam! What are you doing?” He cried. Samwise released Frodo so suddenly that they both stumbled a bit. His breathing was heavy, and he held his hands out wide with his fingers spread. “Oh, mister Frodo...I didn’t mean to...I don’t know what came over me...” He fell to his knees and began to weep. The ring was hot against Frodo’s skin, and he could hear it whispering Sam’s name. He swallowed hard and knelt beside his friend. “Sam, calm down. It wasn’t you,” he murmured. “Yes it was! I couldn’t help it,” Sam sobbed. Frodo put his hand on Sam’s shoulder and squeezed it gently. “No, Sam. The ring did it. It aggravated the situation. It manipulated your feelings and twisted them into something else. Shhh, don’t cry, my dear friend. It’s alright.” He hugged the gardener and rocked him gently. Sam looked into Frodo’s eyes and said, “But those feelings really are there, mister Frodo. It weren’t just the ring! I have the same feelings for you as I do for Rose Cotton.” Frodo sighed and ran his fingers through the gardener’s blond curls. “I know, Sam.” Sam stared. “Y-you know? H-how?” Frodo smiled slightly. “Little things that you have said and done. I wasn’t truthful with you when I spoke before. I HAVE been avoiding touching you as often, because I did not want to confuse you any further.” Sam’s face became bright red. “Oh, mister Frodo...how can you stand to be around me now, after I went and did that? I’ve gone and ruined your trust in me now!” Frodo shook his head and put his fingertips against Sam’s lips to shush him. “No, you haven’t, Sam. I know you. Even if you do have those sort of feelings for me, you would never have tried to push yourself onto me like that, if it weren't for the ring. Don’t torture yourself! This thing,” he squeezed the ring hard, his knuckles going white, “this thing distorts everything that is pure and makes it evil. I never thought that it would have used your feelings in that way! What was it trying to accomplish, I wonder? Did you feel any need to take the ring from me?” Sam calmed somewhat. “Well, no. I just wanted to...to...I can’t say it, mister Frodo, it’s too embarrassing!” Frodo almost smiled. “It’s alright, Sam. I think I see the motive behind its manipulation of your feelings. It was trying to make me afraid of you. Trying to break my spirit and make me distrustful of the person whom I know I can rely on the most on this journey!” Sam frowned at Frodo’s clenched fist, where the ring was held. “Well, at least I know what to watch out for. You’ve got to believe me, sir...I know you and Elrond belong together, and I’d never do anything to hurt that bond!” Frodo let go of the ring and pulled the gardener into his embrace. “I know that, Sam. I have faith that you won’t let it get to you again, now that you know what to look out for.” ~******************~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (15/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG Summary: Time has passed in Rivendell, and Frodo has recovered from his wounds as well as he will ever be able to. The scouting parties that left in search of news of the enemy's movement have returned, and the time for the Fellowship to form and leave Rivendell is coming near. Disclaimer: The usual. All characters and Middle Earth belong to Tolkien, and I make no profit from this. “Hidden Strength” Part 15 Time went by, and the hobbits enjoyed their time in Rivendell. Each of them looked at this respite from their quest as a sort of holiday. Frodo and Sam spoke no more of what happened between the two of them, and Samwise found that having accepted his own feelings, he was able to obtain a measure of peace. Things were almost back to the way they were before this whole mess started. Merry and Pippin spent a lot of time gambling with the visiting dwarves and getting into mischief whenever they could. Frodo spent every night in Elrond’s arms, savoring the time he had with the elven king. During the day, he spent most of his time with Samwise, Merry and Pippin. Frodo finally got his first look at Elrond’s sons. He was able to identify them for who they were from the first moment he saw them. Elladan and Elrohir looked so much like Elrond that the hobbit rubbed his eyes when he first saw them leading their magnificent horses through the city. Aside from the fact that the twins were roughly a half a head shorter than Elrond, and they wore forest green and brown clothing like that of rangers, Frodo might have thought he had been hit over the head and was seeing two Elrond’s approaching. The one with the shorter hair caught sight of Frodo staring stupidly at them, and he flashed a white smile and waved. “Ho there, Ringbearer! Elladan and I have returned, with news for our father. Tell me, where might we find Lord Elrond?” Frodo felt a blush rising as he lowered his gaze shyly. They knew about he and Elrond...he could see it in their too-wise eyes. “I believe that he can be found in the house of healing, at this hour,” he said softly as they approached, “making decisions with Gandalf about whom is to come with me on my journey.” The one with the longer hair, whom Frodo now knew to be Elladan, knelt before the hobbit and tilted his head so that he could look into Frodo’s bashful, blue eyes. “You are a rather shy creature to be taking this responsibility,” he said mildly, sliding his long fingers beneath Frodo’s chin to force him to lift his head, “I wonder if Father might be making a mistake in entrusting you with this burden.” THAT made Frodo angry. Not so much that the arrogant elf had spoken the obvious, for he had often wondered himself where Elrond saw this “strength” in him. He was angry at the patronizing way that Elladan spoke of his father’s decision. “Now, see here,” Frodo huffed, sounding for all the world like Samwise Gamgee, “perhaps my ability to see this thing through isn’t all that obvious...I shan’t disagree with you on that. However, your father is one of the wisest, most insightful people I have ever met, and he has destroyed evils that would have made a second’s work of you or I! So, please show a bit of respect, or do not speak to me again!” Merry and Pippin were just coming around the corner to meet up with Frodo for afternoon tea, and they stopped dead in their tracks upon hearing their cousin’s indignant rant. Frodo had his hands on his hips and was glaring blue flames at two people who looked enough like Elrond to confuse the eyes. Merry was ready to rush to Frodo’s defense, figuring that his words might anger the two formidable looking elves. To the surprise of all three hobbits, Elrohir and Elladan shared a look of surprise, and then both of them chuckled behind their hands. “Peace, good hobbit,” Elladan said unsteadily as Frodo continued to glare indignantly at him, “I was but testing you. I see now what our Father sees. Forgive my rude manners.” Frodo relaxed a bit and stroked his smooth chin in thought. “You were testing me? Why, pray tell? Isn’t the word of Elrond enough for you?” Seeing that they had truly angered Frodo, Elrohir patted his horse and knelt beside his brother, so that he was eye-level with the hobbit as well. “It is not that we don’t trust our father’s decisions, Master Baggins. Let us simply say that we were both curious, for it wasn’t apparent to us that you were the best choice. I mean no offence by that,” he quickly added when Frodo scowled, “it is just that you seem like such a gentle, timid creature by all appearances. Frankly, we weren’t certain that you had the nerve to do this...until now.” Frodo still wasn’t certain that this was a compliment, but he nodded politely anyways. Elrond was right...his sons were not like him in personality. It wasn’t that the hobbit really disliked them, but they lacked the grace and elegance of speech that their beautiful father possessed. Despite the greater years they had on him, Frodo felt as though he was speaking with a pair of tweenagers who hadn’t yet learned that they weren’t gods. By elvish standards, perhaps Elrohir and Elladan were just that; youths. Perhaps Frodo himself was actually more tempered than they were, and so, thinking that, he gave them a break. “No harm done,” he said gracefully, with a slight bow of respect. The sons of Elrond were humbled by Frodo’s elegance and lithe beauty, while at the same time, they were both amused and impressed with how quickly and fiercely the hobbit had leaped to Elrond's defense. They exchanged another look between one another, each thinking the same thing: “If Father hadn’t caught his eye, I certainly wouldn’t have minded a bit of affection with this hobbit.” Neither of them had any particular preference with gender, or even race...and hobbits were as yet still a mystery to them. Merry and Pippin finally deemed it safe to approach, and they called out a greeting to Frodo “Oi, Frodo! We’ve been looking all over for you! Samwise is waiting at one of the gazebos with afternoon tea!” Merry spouted. Upon reaching Frodo, Merry swept his hat off and bowed low to the handsome twins. “Good afternoon to you, sirs. Meriadoc Brandybuck, at your service.” Not to be outdone by his lover, Pippin bowed as well. “Peregrin Took. I’m also at your service!” Neither of them noticed Frodo rolling his eyes and shaking his head. They were both too concerned with flirting with Elrond’s sons. Elrohir and Elladan smiled at the taken hobbits, both amused and intrigued by them. Well, they weren’t elvish fair, like Master Baggins, but they were charming little fellows. Quite attractive, in a cute way. “A great pleasure,” Elrohir said with a nod. “We’re about to have afternoon tea,” Pippin said guilelessly, “You’re both welcome to join us. Sam’s prepared quite a feast!” Frodo groaned inwardly and glared at the outrageous Took. Sometimes, he wondered how it was possible that he was related to Pippin and Merry. He could clearly picture the two of them pawing at the elves as they tried to eat. Elrond would be horrified! Fortunately for Frodo’s piece of mind, the twins declined. “Perhaps another time,” Elladan said with a hint of regret, “we must find our Father and report to him. Enjoy your meal, friends!” And then, he and his brother were off again, heading towards the house of healing. “Ah well,” Merry said in disappointment, “there’s always tomorrow.” “You two are incorrigible,” Frodo snapped. ~***************~ The hobbits were greeted with another surprise upon reaching the gazebo where Samwise waited. This time, it was a more pleasant one. Aragorn was there with Arwen. The couple sat across from Sam on the picnic blanket that the gardener had lain down on the floor of the gazebo. “Mr. Frodo!” Sam waved with a broad smile on his face. Frodo returned the smile and wave, pleased that he and Sam were once again trusting friends, despite the little mishap with the ring, weeks ago. “What a pleasure to have the two of you join us,” Frodo said to Aragorn and Arwen, taking the elven princess’s hand in his to kiss it. She laughed in delight. “Why, thank you, Master Baggins. Samwise spotted the two of us walking along the footpath, and he graciously offered a seat to us at his picnic.” Frodo frowned, thinking that the floor of a gazebo was no place for a lady of Arwen’s stature to sit upon-picnic blanket or no. “I shall go into one of the buildings and retrieve a cushion for you, my lady,” he said. Arwen put her hand on his arm to stay him as he began to turn away. “There is no need, Master Baggins. My rump is no more fragile than your own, I assure you.” Samwise blushed to the roots of his hair and mumbled something, looking every which way except at Arwen, and Merry and Pippin laughed unabashedly at the lady’s words. Aragorn grinned at poor Frodo, who stood there with his mouth open, at a loss for what to do. “Have a seat, Frodo. Let us have a relaxing meal.” Frodo nodded and bowed deeply to Arwen. “Your pardon, lady. I should not have made assumptions.” She merely smiled up at him serenely, and what her thoughts might have been was anyone’s guess. Samwise quickly poured everyone a cup of elvish mead to go with the meal, and then he passed out carved wooden plates and eating utensils. “Well now, we’ve got baked ham, assorted cheeses, roasted tomatoes, fresh-baked bread, and my very own potato and mushroom soup,” he said as he passed out small bowls to go with the plates, “everyone help yourselves to whatever you want...there’s plenty to go around!” Frodo inhaled the aroma of the food deeply, realizing how hungry he was. “Ah, Sam lad...you’ve outdone yourself. This is wonderful!” “Less talk, more eat!” Pippin muttered around a mouthful of bread. Little bits flew out of his mouth as he spoke. “Ouch! Why’d you smack me, Merry?” Embarrassed by Pippin’s rude manners in front of Arwen, Merry whispered, “You know better than that, Pip! For Elbereth’s sake, stop eating like a troll!” Arwen chuckled quietly and shared a smile with Aragorn. These hobbits, they could be just like children, sometimes. It had been far too long since anyone in Rivendell had enjoyed the privilege of being in the company of such innocence. To cover up his cousin’s crude behavior, Frodo said, “Did you find anything interesting in your travels, Aragorn?” He could have slapped himself, for bringing up the ranger’s search reminded everyone present of what it was he had been scouting for. A hush fell over the group, like a blanket of doom settling over their shoulders. “I...I should not have asked,” Frodo said faintly, his blue eyes shadowed as his hand instinctively reached up to clasp the ring that hung around his neck. Aragorn’s grey eyes followed the motion and narrowed. “Don’t worry yourself, Frodo. You were only thinking practically,” he said softly. “I traveled with the Rangers to the lands down the Greyflood. We went as far as Tharbad. We found no trace of the Ringwraiths, save for the remains of the beasts they rode and a tattered cloak in the ford. We can only assume that they are scattered for the time being, and will need new mounts. This should give us a bit of time.” “You mean, the water didn’t destroy them?” Frodo asked with wide eyes. He had already been told that they couldn’t be killed so easily, but oh, he had hoped. Aragorn shook his head. “I am sorry Frodo, but no. You may at least take heart in the knowledge that they aren’t anywhere in the North. The riders have looked far and wide for any trace of them, and found naught. We are safe from them for a time, I think.” Frodo glanced at Samwise and found the same misgivings he felt mirrored in his friend’s eyes. “Well, that’s something, at least,” he tried to say cheerfully. It came out dull and leaden, like the lump that now rested in his stomach and ruined his appetite. ~*************~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (16/17) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Summary: The day has finally come for Frodo and the Fellowship to leave Rivendell and continue their dangerous journey. Elrond fights an inner battle to let him go. Disclaimer: All characters and Middle Earth are the property of J.R.R. Tolkien. I make no profit from my fanfiction, and do it expressly for entertainment purposes only. “Hidden Strength” Part 16 “You are very quiet tonight,” Frodo murmured as he kissed Elrond’s smooth chest. He was lying atop his lover, his legs straddled over the elf’s hips comfortably. They were both nude, and the afterglow of their lovemaking made their pale skin glisten in the lamplight. Elrond ran his fingers through Frodo’s soft curls and smiled at him, but he said nothing. “It’s almost time, isn’t it?” Frodo guessed, a frown turning his delicate lips. “Let us not think of it tonight, Frodo,” Elrond whispered, looking into the hobbit’s eyes, “you already know the answer. I would rather spend tonight loving you.” Frodo bit his lip and felt a lump well in his throat, but he nodded in agreement. Elrond was right, as always. Talking about it was useless, for it would only bring unanswerable questions about the future to the surface, and it would make them both unhappy. He went back to kissing Elrond’s silken skin, concentrating on the feel of his lover’s body and the sound of his gentle sighs of pleasure. Frodo felt Elrond’s penis hardening against the cleft of his buttocks, and he couldn’t stop the mischievous smile that lit his features as he turned his blue gaze up at the elf’s. “Already?” he murmured. Elrond chuckled, making the hobbit atop him rock and bounce with the movements of his chest and abdomen. “Indeed. You do elicit a response in me so very quickly, El Hen. What do you intend to do about it?” Frodo smiled and did not answer with words. He was already prepared for Elrond from their earlier lovemaking, so he sat up and raised his small body, grasping Elrond’s stiff length in his slender hand. Elrond closed his eyes and moaned as Frodo positioned himself over his erection and slowly slid down onto it. The hobbit parted his lips and let his breath out in a slow exhale as he filled himself with Elrond’s hardness. Once he was impaled as deeply as he could be, Frodo resumed his original position, resting his chest and stomach against Elrond’s torso. He lay his cheek against the elf’s chest and caressed his nipples with his fingertips as he began to move his hips slowly. Elrond’s eyes rolled and then closed in exquisite delight. This was a new way of doing things that took him a bit by surprise, and the sensuality of the slow, gently movements was breathtaking. “Ai, Frodo,” he sighed, caressing the hobbit’s back with his fingertips. The hobbit’s organ stirred and sprung to life, throbbing like a separate entity between their bodies as he made love to Elrond. For all of Frodo’s submissive nature in the bedroom, he always managed to be the one in control. It still flabbergasted Elrond, that this young, seemingly fragile being could make him feel so utterly helpless. Frodo kissed Elrond’s skin again and again, rubbing his lips back and forth across it and tickling it with his quickening breath. He made himself keep his movements slow and deliberate, biting his lip at the feel of Elrond’s slick, hard manhood pushing in and out of him an inch at a time. He wished that his arms were longer, so that he could reach behind himself and fondle the elf’s scrotum, but there was no help for it, and Elrond seemed to be enjoying things well enough as it was. They spoke no words to one another, content to quietly explore the sensations that they shared through the intimate act. Elrond began to clench his teeth as the pleasure built and built, but never seemed to reach a peak. His hands trembled and his breath hitched as he fought for control, and Frodo rose up slowly and furrowed his brows. Elrond stared up at his lover as the hobbit’s expression began to tense up. Delicate lips parted, eyelids fluttering, throat working, Frodo seemed to be on the very edge of climax. “Enough,” Elrond groaned huskily, and he cupped Frodo’s hips and sat up, then rolled over, putting the hobbit beneath him. Somehow, he managed not to slip out of Frodo’s tight heat as he changed their position, and he thrust deeply and firmly into him, making the hobbit cry out sharply. He did it again, and again, grunting Frodo’s name as he lost all sense of control. Frodo spread his thighs wider and tangled his fingers into Elrond’s ebony hair as the elf continued the smooth, hard thrusts. Despite his excitement and desperation to bring them both to bliss, Elrond remained enough in control of himself to monitor Frodo’s responses so that he would know if he were pushing too hard. In the time they had spent together as lovers, the elven king had learned that Frodo was capable of taking much more by way of lovemaking than he had thought. He had learned to read his small partner’s cries and determine when he was getting close to becoming too rough with him. He kissed the tip of Frodo’s nose, and then his parted, gasping mouth, sliding his tongue in delicately. The gentle thrust of Elrond’s smooth tongue sent Frodo over the brink, and he groaned quite loudly into his lover’s mouth as his seed came. Elrond panted against Frodo’s lips and held his own orgasm at bay. Sometimes, he wished that he could remain within Frodo’s gripping heat all night long, but that wasn’t likely to be comfortable for the hobbit, and so Elrond always tried to extend the length of time they spent making love. Inevitably, the pleasure became too great for him to hold it off any longer, and he gasped an endearment in ancient elvish and closed his eyes as he climaxed within the hobbit. “Nin Meleth,”(1) Elrond sighed as he kissed Frodo tenderly. The hobbit was smiling gently up at him, breathing heavily from the experience. In that moment, Elrond felt a great surge of weakness. In that moment, nothing mattered to him more than keeping Frodo safe. He very nearly lost himself and demanded that Frodo stay here with him. They could find another to bear the ring to Mordor. This beautiful, bright creature beneath him was more precious than all the races on middle earth. “Frodo, I-“ Elrond whispered breathlessly. The sapphire eyes gazed serenely back up at him, blinking slowly. When Elrond hesitated, Frodo seemed to sense the struggle within him. “I know,” the hobbit whispered, reaching up to trace Elrond’s lips with his fingers, “I feel the same.” Elrond closed his eyes and kissed Frodo’s fingers, feeling his resolve return along with the pain of acceptance. He nodded slowly, confidant that he and Frodo both knew exactly what each other was feeling. For a long time, they remained that way, until Elrond’s arms began to cramp from the strain of holding his weight off of Frodo’s body. Elrond pulled his sated organ out of the hobbit and lay down beside him, and Frodo cuddled close and rested his cheek against the elf’s chest. The hobbit’s bright eyes closed sleepily as Elrond’s long fingers stroked his hair, and the sound of the elf’s heartbeat thrumming against his ear guided Frodo into his dreams. ~****************~ Leaving Elrond’s bed and preparing to meet up with everyone the next morning was difficult for Frodo. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of his lover as he dressed, and Elrond was having the same problem. When they were both dressed and groomed, they stood before each other silently for a few moments. “It is time,” Elrond finally whispered. Frodo lowered his gaze and stared at the embroidered carpet on the floor. “Yes. I suppose there is no use delaying it.” Elrond came to his knees before the hobbit and took him into his arms, holding him tightly. Frodo was shivering. Rubbing his back, Elrond said; “be brave, El Hen. This is only the beginning of your trials.” He closed his dark eyes and inhaled the hobbit’s scent, vowing to keep it with him for the rest of his days. Frodo didn’t respond verbally, but he held onto Elrond tightly and rubbed his soft cheek against his. They broke the embrace regretfully, and Frodo closed his eyes and gripped the ring that hung around his neck as he followed his lover out the door. *I must do this, * the hobbit thought as he reminded himself of Middle Earth’s peril. All free folk of this world would fight their own battles against the evil of Mordor. He knew that he would not be the only one stepping into peril. The knowledge that while he was setting out to his task, others would be preparing for war, was a strange comfort to Frodo. It reminded him that he was not alone in his fight. In fact, he almost felt as if the coming war would act as a decoy, to draw the dark forces away from him so that he and his companions could creep into the blackened lands. He prayed for strength as he walked down the halls of Elrond’s house beside the elven king. Who would come with him? Samwise was obviously going to be there, thank goodness. Gandalf would be there as well, and that gave Frodo the courage to continue walking instead of collapsing in a weeping heap on the floor. They returned to the council, where everyone was already waiting for them. Frodo’s eyes lit up with hope as he saw Merry and Pippin standing beside Samwise (they had been offered chairs, of course, but the hobbits were too excited and nervous to sit down). Elrond guided Frodo to a seat and looked down at him gravely. “It has been decided. After long debate, the Fellowship of the Ring has been chosen.” The gathered assembly waited quietly for Elrond to continue, and Frodo fidgeted with nervous energy. Why couldn’t his lover have simply told him last night? Would letting him know who would journey with him have been so hard? Looking up into Elrond’s eyes, the hobbit saw how pained the elf was. No, he couldn’t bring himself to discuss it at all, Frodo realized. The decision must have been finalized yesterday, before the two of them retired to the bedroom. His lover hadn’t told him the outcome because of the pain that it was causing him to see him go. For a moment, it seemed that Elrond was the fragile one. Frodo was struck by a sudden urge to protect the elf king. He had watched his wife leave Middle Earth to heal, and now he had to watch Frodo leave Rivendell, possibly never to return. It must pain him greatly. Elrond composed himself and said evenly; “For his wisdom, Gandalf the Grey. For his loyalty, Samwise Gamgee, of the Shire. Representing the dwarves will be Gimli, son of Gloin. Legolas, Prince of Mirkwood shall represent the elves, and for Men, Boromir of Gondor and Aragorn of the Dunadan.” He paused and gazed upon Merry and Pippin, who looked as though they were both ready to shout in frustration. A soft smile graced Elrond’s lips as he finished, “And for the last two, we shall trust a friendship. Meriadoc Brandybuck, and Peregrin Took shall accompany the Ringbearer. After all, hobbits must ‘stick together’, mustn’t they?” Merry and Pippin looked at each other with joy spreading on their impish features, and they hooted happily and hugged each other, then Frodo and Sam. A weight lifted from Frodo’s heart as he looked at those who would be coming with him. It was a good choice. All save one. He felt a twinge of unease as his eyes settled on Boromir. That the man was courageous and skilled was not a question in Frodo’s eyes. There was a spiritual frailty about Boromir that worried him, a desperate energy that threatened to consume the son of Gondor. Frodo’s eyes met Elrond’s briefly, and the elf king nodded, as if understanding what was on the hobbit’s mind. For good or ill, Elrond believed that Boromir should go with them. Frodo could not understand it, but he trusted his lover. ~*************~ They were waiting at the gates of Rivendell. Elrond gave his blessings to each of them, speaking elegant, inspiring words that Frodo could barely hear over the pounding of his heart. The hobbit noticed the aching look that Arwen had in her eyes, though her father could not see it, for she was standing behind him. Frodo followed her gaze to Aragorn, who stared back at her with a promise on his features. Oh, this was so hard! It didn’t gladden Frodo to know that he was not the only member of the Fellowship walking away from someone he was in love with. If he could have spared the noble ranger the ache that he was feeling, he would have done it gladly. Frodo wished vehemently that they weren’t surrounded by so many people as Elrond approached him. He wanted to kiss the elf king, one last time. Elrond knelt before the hobbit and placed his long hands on his shoulders, gazing deeply into his eyes. “Farewell, Frodo,” he whispered, “I shall speak your name in my prayers each night, and I shall eagerly await your return. May your road be as safe as possible.” Frodo closed his eyes and fought the tears that built up behind his lids. Elrond’s fingers threaded into the hobbit’s springy curls, and slowly, the elf king leaned forward and pressed his lips against Frodo’s. It was not a proper farewell in the presence of so many, but Elrond had no intention of letting Frodo go without feeling his lips against his one last time. Frodo returned the kiss gently, feeling wetness drip down his cheeks. Samwise looked around uncomfortably, not certain how he should be reacting to the public display of affection. He noticed that Boromir and Gimli had both raised their eyebrows in surprise and confusion, but the rest of the gathering didn’t seem to care much. Legolas wore a soft smile on his fair features, Gandalf waited patiently, Merry and Pippin sighed and rested their heads together, and Aragorn was too focused on sending his love to Arwen through his eyes. The elves weren’t the least put out by their leader’s farewell kiss. Elrond broke the kiss and whispered one last endearment to Frodo, and then he stood up and backed away. “May the blessings of all free folk of Middle Earth go with you.” he murmured. Frodo stared at him for a moment longer, and then he turned and walked towards the gate. His traveling companions parted respectfully for him to allow him to take the lead. Frodo took a deep breath and made the first step outside of Rivendell’s protective gate. Then he stopped, realizing with some mortification that he had no idea which way to turn. Gandalf’s gnarled hand rested supportively on the hobbit’s shoulder, and Frodo whispered, “Gandalf! Mordor, is it left or right?” “Left,” came the mumbled reply. Elrond watched them file out of his city, and he sighed deeply. Frodo’s small form was soon swallowed up by the rest of the Fellowship as they moved to follow him. Elrond was a tad surprised when his daughter came up beside him and put her arm around his waist. Glad that she was no longer angry with him for the way he had lectured her the other night on the dangers of loving Aragorn, he returned the half-embrace thankfully. “Both of our beloved mortals are journeying into danger,” Arwen whispered. Elrond nodded quietly and squeezed her. He had been selfish and hypocritical, he realized. The entire time he was trying to convince her to change her mind about Aragorn, he himself had been bedding a mortal. “I am an old fool,” he whispered guiltily. Arwen smiled softly and nodded in agreement. (1.) My love ~****************~ -To be continued in Epilogue Title: Hidden strength (17/17) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG Summary: The final chapter and Epilogue to Hidden Strength. Frodo's journey has ended, and he must now choose between the Shire and a new life in Valinor with Elrond. Disclaimer: Middle Earth and all of the characters belong to Tolkien. No profit is made from this or any other fanfics I write. Warning: Alternate ending “Hidden Strength” Part 17: Epilogue The days that followed Frodo’s departure from Rivendell were filled with tests, for all of middle earth as well as the ring bearer. On March 3rd, Elrond received news from Galadriel concerning the progress of the Fellowship. His heart sank when he discovered that Boromir had perished and the fellowship was broken. Frodo and Sam had left the others, seemingly with the purpose of going to Mordor by themselves, and Merry and Pippin were missing. Of Aragorn, the only news that Galadriel could provide was that he was tracking Merry and Pippin with the help of Legolas and Gimli. These events happened sometime in the latter half of February, and so Elrond worried constantly. By now, a multitude of things might have happened to Frodo or any of the others. His Star Child could be dead, and the ring could by lying somewhere in Emyn Muil. Something within the elven king’s heart cried out for him to take action, but he quelled the instinctive response to the danger his lover was in and forced himself to concentrate on the affairs of his people. The alliance between Men and Elves was over, and there was much to do. He could not afford to rush off on a whim to try and seek Frodo out. Sighing deeply, Elrond lit the fireplace in his room, to ward off the chill that had come with the evening. It was unusual for it to be this cold, even in February. Was the chill due to the temperature in the air, or the cold that was settling around his heart and in his bones? ~***************~ March 7, 3019 “Mr. Frodo, we can’t trust this Faramir fellow,” whispered Samwise as he settled down to sleep beside his Master. Though the Man had been kind to them and given them much needed food, water and shelter, he was still Boromir’s brother. Sam was still beating himself up over blurting out that Frodo carried the enemy’s Ring, and though Faramir withdrew after the hobbits convinced him of the worthiness of their cause, the gardener was loath to trust him so soon. He had learned a hard, bitter lesson during their travels. There was simply no way of knowing whom you could put your trust into, and Sam was beginning to view everyone except dear Frodo as a threat. “Go to sleep, Sam,” Frodo murmured tiredly, reaching out to put his arm around the gardener, “I am not foolish enough to put total faith in him, but there’s nothing more we can do about it, for now. We cannot leave except by his good graces, so I suggest you calm down and try to be a bit friendlier to him. The quest will fail if he refuses to let us go.” Sam hugged Frodo close, as had become his custom since the two of them set out on their own. It was an instinctive gesture of protection that he at first feared would make his Master uncomfortable, given Sam’s feelings for him. Frodo, however, was as trusting as a child in the gardener’s arms, having complete faith in his friend to protect him and keep him warm. It made Sam’s heart swell to know that Frodo trusted him not to try anything silly. Of course, Sam always placed a kiss on Frodo’s head before going to sleep, but Frodo didn’t mind that, either. He always merely smiled and cuddled closer, whispering a goodnight. A few feet away, Faramir watched the two hobbits snuggle together tightly beneath their bedrolls, and he wondered if all hobbits were so affectionate towards one another. From the information he had gathered, these two had been through so much together, it was no wonder they hugged each other close at night. Faramir heaved a sigh and rubbed his tired eyes. The only question left was what he should do with them. He knew what his father would say. Bring the ring to him and keep the halflings under close guard. As much as his upbringing told him to do just that, Faramir’s heart felt that it was wrong. The ring had destroyed his brother as surely as the arrows that pierced his breast, and Faramir sensed that it would do the same to any who attempted to use it. What would happen to Middle Earth, if Faramir did as his upbringing demanded? ~****************~ Samwise was completely against Frodo’s pleas to spare Gollum’s life. When Faramir woke them and asked them to identify the creature, the first thing that Sam wanted to say was; “Shoot him! That stinker’s nothin’ but trouble!” Frodo must have seen Sam’s expression and guessed what was going through his head, for the ringbearer pulled Sam close and whispered, “We still need him, Sam. I don’t like it any more than you do, but we cannot find our way without his help!” Sam snapped his mouth shut and grimaced, realizing that his Master was right. He protested when Frodo offered himself as a martyr for the creature. Sam chewed his nails (which were already down to the quick in the first place) as Frodo slowly crept down to retrieve Gollum. One false move, and Faramir’s men would shoot both of them! Luckily, the ring bearer managed to distract Gollum long enough for Anborn to capture him...though the hobbit hadn’t intended for it to go that way. He followed miserably as the Men brought the captive creature back, and later explained to Samwise that it had felt like treachery. He had intended to coax Gollum to follow him back, not to deceive him and stand by while they trussed him up with rope. “Don’t be so hard on yourself, Frodo,” Sam said comfortingly, “you didn’t ask them to do that. Anyways, you’re forgettin’ who Gollum is. Treachery is his bread and butter. A little turnabout might teach him a lesson.” Frodo sighed and shook his head. It seemed like everything he did lately was surrounded with lies and deceit, and Sam didn’t understand how that didn’t make him much better than Gollum. After drilling Gollum and listening to Frodo’s pleas to release the creature, Faramir reluctantly agreed and told Gollum that he would surrender him to Frodo. Frodo then reminded Faramir that he hadn’t yet made a decision concerning the hobbits. He was as polite about it as he could be, yet Faramir sensed the desperate urgency within Frodo as he questioned what was to become of them. Faramir threw caution into the wind, convinced that it was best to allow the three of them to continue their journey. He had felt the ring’s malevolent pull, and keeping Frodo around for much longer might prove disastrous. He announced that Frodo and Sam were free to go, and so long as Frodo vouched for Gollum, he was free as well. He reminded Gollum that once they were gone, he would be shot on sight if he was ever seen near the borders again. They rested up for another day, and Faramir provided them with provisions and new walking staves to help them in their travels. He also offered his advice while his men went to fetch Gollum from the room they kept him in. "I know that you have little choice but to trust this creature, Frodo,” he whispered as he knelt before the hobbits, “and I don’t pretend to know why. I would council that you always be on your guard around him, however. You say that he is not entirely wicked, and I believe you are sincere about that, but deception can also come in the form of pity. Do not let yours overtake your good judgement, little friend.” Frodo nodded and dared to put his hand on the Man’s shoulder in a friendly gesture. “I understand. Believe me, Samwise here has enough mistrust for the both of us.” He grinned at his servant, and the gardener harrumphed and nodded empathetically. Faramir laughed. “I wish that I had more time to learn about you and your people. You seem almost as children to me, yet in some ways you are wiser than the eldest among my own people. Fare well, hobbit friends. I wish you a safe journey, or at least as safe a journey as one can expect, considering where you are going.” ~***************~ March 14th, 3019 “I’m with you, Frodo me dear!” The darkness lifted slightly, and Frodo could make out the aggrieved features of his friend. His mind was blurred with confusion and pain, and Frodo wondered where he was and how he had ended up naked atop a heap of filthy rags. It came back to him slowly. Running from Shelob’s lair, feeling the swift sting of pain in his shoulder, and waking up to find orcs pawing at him and tearing his clothing off to search through it. He shuddered at the memory of the things they promised to do with him when the “master” declared that he was of no more use. “Ah, Sam...was that you singing? I thought it was a dream, or that I was already dead. How did you find me?” Sam held a waterskin to Frodo’s parched lips and encouraged him to drink from it. “It was a stroke of luck. If you hadn’t answered my song, I don’t think I would have thought to look here. Can you stand?” Frodo tried, with Sam’s help. His legs felt like water, but he didn’t topple. “Yes, I think I can walk, Sam. It’s useless, though, because they’ve taken everything that I had! Everything!” Sam slowly pulled the ring out from beneath his shirt and held it aloft a bit, dangling on the chain. “I’m sorry, sir. I thought you were dead, you see, and I didn’t want them getting their paws on it. I was going to take it to the crack of doom myself, or die trying. Then I overheard them talking about that spider’s poisons and saying you weren’t dead, and I couldn’t leave you!” “Give it to me,” Frodo said, blue eyes dilated in the dim light. There was a fey sparkle in those wide eyes, and Sam hesitated. “It’s mine! Give it to me, thief!” Frodo said in a parched howl. With shaking hands, Samwise pulled the chain off of his neck and hastily handed it over to his Master. Once the ring was again in his possession, Frodo calmed, and he came back to himself and realized what he had just said. “Oh, Sam! Forgive me, this cursed thing puts the most evil thoughts in my mind!” “It’s alright, Mr. Frodo,” Sam soothed, “I understand. I didn’t even want to let it go, and I ain’t been carrying it for long! It wasn’t you saying those horrible things, sir.” He blushed and averted his eyes as he spoke, for the chain and ring that Frodo slipped over his head were the only items on his body. His flesh was feverishly pink, and the pale scar from the Nazgul blade was visible even in the darkness, and there was now a whip wheal snaking across his hip and back, but despite all this, he was beautiful. “Here, let me put my cloak around you,” Sam said gruffly, feeling horrible for admiring Frodo’s form in this crucial time. “Thank you, Sam. I’m feeling a bit stronger now,” Frodo said softly. Noticing the shrill alarms and cries echoing through the tower, the ring bearer winced and leaned against his friend. “However are we to get out of here?” He wondered aloud. Sam already had a plan for that. There were bodies of the smaller breed of orc lying everywhere. “We’ll disguise ourselves and keep our heads down. If luck is with us, we’ll be out of here and on our way to finish our quest in no time at all.” Frodo sighed. “Luck. It seems our luck always runs out at the most inopportune times, but if you think there’s a hope for us, I’ll follow.” ~****************~ In the end, it wasn’t actually Frodo or Sam that finished what they set out to do. Just as they reached the crack of doom, Frodo’s resolve wavered and his will finally broke. A heartbroken Samwise watched in despair as his beloved Master announced that he was claiming the ring for himself. All hope had fled, and in that moment, Samwise Gamgee contemplated doing the unthinkable. He thought of sacrificing his dear Frodo, and not to save Middle Earth. He wanted to save Frodo from the ring, and his body was tensing up to pounce on his Master and send them both falling to their doom with the ring. Fate stepped in and chose a different path for them both, however. Frodo slipped the ring on, and Sam’s chance was gone. Yet Gollum leapt out of the shadows and knocked Sam down. When the gardener lifted his dizzy head, he saw the creature grappling with thin air, and he watched in horror as Gollum bit down hard and blood sprayed from mid-air. Everything seemed to happen at once, then. Frodo appeared with a cry of agony, and as he fell to the ground and rolled back and forth, clutching his hand, Samwise crawled to him to help. The loyal gardener forgave Frodo for his weakness in that instant, and he cradled his Master’s sobbing form and watched with him as Gollum did a disjointed victory dance. Both hobbits had just enough coherent thought to be amazed when the creature lost his footing in his excitement and fell into the crack, screaming “Preciouss!” as he went to his doom. It was over. The ring was destroyed. Samwise could instantly feel the change in his Master, as if he was visibly relieved of a heavy burden. They didn’t have the strength or will to celebrate, though, for the mountain was rumbling and their deaths were certain. ~***************~ “Lord Elrond! This is unexpected,” Aragorn said with a frown. Elrond had come riding up with a small band of elves, just as chaos broke loose on the battle fields and the orcish armies seemed to lose all focus. “I must see this to its end,” Elrond said, his dark eyes scanning the ominous peak of Mount Doom, “even if I am too late to lend my support in the war, I must know the outcome.” Aragorn raised an eyebrow at the elf king, frankly shocked by this anxious behavior from one who was always determined to do things slowly and methodically. “We have heard no word of Frodo, but I can tell you that he was successful with his quest. The black hand of Sauron reached out for a moment, in despair, and then it vanished. His forces are scattered and leaderless.” Elrond nodded, but did not smile. Just how was Frodo successful? He had told Samwise to protect the ring bearer, from himself, if needed. What if Frodo lost control at the end and Sam had to choose between his friend and the world? He knew that of all the Fellowship, only the gentle gardener had the strength to support Frodo unquestioningly. Elrond stayed tense and watchful, illogically hoping to see two small figures scaling their way down the mountain, away from the fire and ash that grew ever more furious. Was his beloved no more? A cry from Gandalf cut through his reverie. “The Eagles! The Eagles have come!” Elrond watched the breathtaking scene as the mighty ruler of Eagles and his followers helped to finish the battle. He sent his own warriors in to aid, but in truth there was no longer a need for it. When all was cleared, the king of Eagles landed before Gandalf, and the two of them spoke in the avian tongue. Elrond felt a tingle pass down his spine, sensing that what Gandalf said to the great bird had something to do with Frodo. Then the wizard climbed onto Gwaihir’s back, and the pair flew off towards the peak of Mount Doom, with another great eagle, Landroval, following. ~*****************~ Elrond was a dignified Lord, but when he saw the Eagle gently lower the bodies of two small hobbits to the ground, he nearly shouted in bitter grief. His vision blurred, and he dismounted his horse and rushed to Frodo’s side. Reaching out slowly, he smoothed the dark curls away from the hobbit’s face. Frodo was gaunter than he remembered, and there were dark circles around his eyes. Gandalf landed and dismounted from Gwaihir’s back, bowing deeply to the eagle and thanking him. He then saw the raw grief etched in Elrond’s face and realized that the elf’s emotions were keeping him from realizing that Frodo was not dead. “He yet lives, Lord Elrond. They both do. Their breathing is very shallow, for they have inhaled the poisonous fumes of Mount Doom.” Elrond wasted no time. He gathered Frodo’s limp body into his arms and said to Aragorn, “If you are willing, I would welcome your help. I must help them both to expel the poisons from their lungs and breath properly.” “Of course,” Aragorn said quietly, and he bent to pick up Samwise. “I have no Athelas, but I have brought with me other herbs that will suffice to clean the infection from their wounds. My tent is near, if you will follow.” Together, they hurried to Aragorn’s tent with their precious burdens, ignoring the inquiring looks that people gave them as they passed. ~*******************~ Elrond was alone with Frodo, bathing the dirt and ash from his body so that he could clean his wounds more efficiently. He had already cleared both hobbits’ lungs of poisons and worked his healing to help them recover quickly, but he needed this time to dote on his lover. He gently set Frodo’s bandaged hand aside and sponged the hobbit’s thin torso and stomach off. “I thought that my last vision of you would be of you lying still and cold on the ground, El Hen,” Elrond whispered as he cleaned the pale flesh with utmost care. If Frodo could not hear his words, it didn’t matter. He needed to speak them. Frodo’s many wounds and his gauntness made his fragile beauty even more apparent, rather than take away from it. The tragedy of the suffering that this gentle creature had endured was marked forever on his small form, and Elrond found his eyes welling with tears again. “Ai, Frodo,” he murmured, caressing the hobbit’s cheek with his fingertips, “I have not wept so easily since Celebrian left to heal in Valinor. Would it surprise you, I wonder, to know that this elven king whom you find so heroic is reduced to a weeping mortal by the sight of you? I think that it would. If only you would open your azure eyes and smile at me.” He sighed heavily and leaned down to place a gentle kiss on Frodo’s dry lips, and then he covered the hobbit’s nudity with the blankets and watched over him like a hawk. They moved to Ithilien, and Frodo and Sam slept through the entire thing. It wasn’t until the 8th of April (or 14th of the New Year to Men) that Frodo woke up. It was early morning, and he was tossing restlessly and mumbling nightmarish things about his experiences. Elrond came out of his light trance and rushed to his side, stroking his hair soothingly as the hobbit cried out and moaned. Frodo struggled against the hands that held him down, feeling terror wash over him. He wasn’t dead yet, and somehow an orc or some other creature in Sauron’s army had found them! “Sam! Run!” he cried, hoping that his friend was even alive to hear his warning. “The darkness has been defeated, Frodo! Awake now,” called a familiar, beautiful voice. Frodo sat up, gasping as his eyes flew open and searched his surroundings. Elrond was beside him, holding him loosely and gazing down at him with mixed concern and love. “You are really here? Oh! I am alive!” Gasped Frodo, touching himself frantically as if to make certain of the fact. “Sam...is Sam all right?” “Shhh,” whispered Elrond with a smile, “Samwise is just fine. He is sleeping in the bed beside yours, yet if you continue yelling, you will wake him up.” Frodo closed his eyes in relief, and his small form trembled. “I thought that we had been captured again,” he whispered, falling into Elrond’s arms weakly and clutching at his shirt, “I can’t tell you how wonderful it is to have you here. I thought that even if I lived through all this, I would surely never see you again. In fact, that was the thought that drove me to despair and caused me to fail, in the end. As much as your love comforted me on my journey, it also made what I must do all the more bitter. I never dreamed that I would look upon you again!” He began to weep, but he was so dehydrated that no tears would come. Elrond hugged Frodo as tightly as he dared and kissed the crown of his head, rocking him. “There now, Frodo...I am here and you have won your battle. What is most important now is that you replenish the moisture that your body has lost, and that you rest. Do you feel that you could eat?” Frodo shook his head, nausea still cramping his gut. “No, not right away. I feel that I could drink a river dry, however.” Elrond smiled and kept one arm around Frodo as he reached across and poured some water from a nearby pitcher into a wooden cup, and then he held the cup to the hobbit’s lips. “Not too quickly, El Hen,” the elf cautioned as Frodo gulped the water desperately, “try to sip it, at first. There is plenty where this came from.” Frodo gave a shuddering sigh and obeyed his lover, sipping at the cool water as slowly as his thirst would allow. He drained three full cups of it before he was finally satisfied, and he gave a soft moan of pain as Elrond helped him to lay back down. “Rest now, beloved,” Elrond whispered as he gently stroked the hobbit’s curls, “recover from your pains. I shall be here beside you.” ~*****************~ Many things happened in the days afterwards. The hobbits were reunited with one another, and they shared stories of their adventures as they recovered from their wounds together. Frodo was quiet most of the time, preferring not to relive any part of his experiences if he could help it. Samwise filled Merry and Pippin in on most of the details. Some parts he left out, of course, for they were too painful and too personal to speak of so soon. The hobbits were honored, especially Frodo (much to his embarrassment), and Aragorn was coronated. Frodo spent his nights in Elrond’s loving arms as he slowly regained his strength. They did not make love, for it was too soon for such intimacy, and Elrond was frankly worried that he might harm his small companion. He did not have to tell Frodo that the worst of his wounds would never heal. The hobbit knew this already. He would never regain his health completely, and though it was a depressing thought, Frodo hardly gave it a care for the time being. He was too caught up in being alive to allow his concerns to shadow the fragile peace that he had found. He lay in bed each night with Elrond, and they kissed and caressed and spoke of their love for one another. By day, he spent as much time with Sam, Merry and Pippin as he could. The day of Aragorn and Arwen’s wedding came, and Frodo lent his silent support to Elrond as the elven king watched his daughter take her vows. Frodo could feel the tension in Elrond’s spirit. This wasn’t merely the symbolic loss of a daughter to her husband to him, Frodo know. For Elrond, this was Arwen signing her own death certificate, and it was tearing him up...even if his smooth features betrayed no signs of his emotions. Frodo slipped his small hand into Elrond’s long one as the vows were completed, and he sighed in relief when Elrond responded with a gentle squeeze. At least he knew that he could do a bit of his own healing, if given a chance. Despite the smile that Elrond gave to the hobbit when the wedding was finished, later that night he came to bed looking strangely exhausted for an elf. “Will you talk to me about it, or is it too soon?” Frodo asked, unconsciously repeating the words that Elrond had spoken to him when he fully awoke after being saved from Mount Doom. His sapphire eyes were sympathetic and gentle as he scooted closer to his lover and placed his hand on his pale chest. Elrond caressed Frodo’s upturned face and murmured, “I had bitter words with my daughter concerning her decision to wed Elissar. I truly have no right to be harsh, yet I cannot seem to help it. It is not because I do not love Aragorn, for I do. However, Arwen is opening herself up to great pain, by choosing not to sail to Valinor with her people. I cannot bear to think of it.” Frodo’s bright, haunted eyes were steady as they stared into Elrond’s. “And what of you and I, Elrond? Do you not doom yourself in a similar way for loving me? Do I not doom myself as well? What more hope do you and I have than Arwen and Aragorn?” Elrond swallowed, hating the despair in the hobbit’s voice. “You may come to Valinor, Frodo. You and Bilbo have both earned that right, as ring bearers. If you chose to do so, you could live with Celebrian and I, at peace in the undying lands.” “Yes, but it all depends on choice, doesn’t it?” Frodo said, tracing patterns on the silken skin of his lover's chest, “My choice to join you in Valinor would be no easier than Arwen’s choice to remain here. In the end, we would both choose a land that we don’t truly belong in, so that we can be with the one we love. Don’t you see, Elrond? You must trust your daughter to make the decision that is best for her. I know it hurts, but please, don’t let it drive you away from her.” Elrond nodded slowly, considering the hobbit’s heartfelt words. “I am an arrogant creature, aren’t I, Master Baggins?” he whispered at last. Frodo smiled. “Sometimes. Most of the time you are very wise, though.” Elrond laughed for the first time since that awful day when Frodo had left Rivendell, and a weight lifted from his heart. “Whatever would I do without you, El Hen?” ~*******************~ The day came for everyone to depart. Frodo chose to travel to Rivendell, to see Bilbo again. He painfully explained to Elrond that he wasn’t willing to leave Middle Earth...at least, not yet. Though he was weary and longed to escape his pain, a part of him couldn’t let go of his old life. Elrond was understanding about it. “I will wait for you, Frodo,” he promised on the night before the hobbits were to leave for the Shire, “I shall await your decision before making my journey to the Blessed Realms. I cannot leave you behind, if there is a chance that you might come to regret your decision to stay.” Frodo didn’t argue with him, for he knew, somewhere in his heart, that he would eventually be unable to cope with the suffering. It grew worse on the anniversary of the day he was stabbed by the Nazgul and on the day Shelob bit him. They made love that night, carefully and tenderly. Elrond was reluctant at first to go beyond caressing and kissing, but Frodo begged him, needing to feel the elf’s warmth within him once more. It was an unhurried, thorough coupling, possibly the most gently passionate one they had ever shared. The next day, once again, Frodo left Elrond. He bid goodbye to Bilbo and his lover, and he traveled with his friends back to the Shire. Their homecoming wasn’t pleasant. They found that Saruman had sent forces to invade the Shire months ago, and his men were still present. They had cut down the beautiful Party Tree and many of the others that made the Shire so uniquely lovely. They had abused and imprisoned the hobbits. Merry and Pippin were the real heroes that day. They roused their frightened kin, and with Frodo and Sam’s help, they launched a rebellion against the tyrannical Men who had occupied their home. Once the threat was driven away, the Shire began to rebuild, and Samwise planted the seeds given to him by Galadriel. Frodo was given Bag End again as a token of appreciation, and he was elected as Mayor. Sam finally married Rose Cotton, and Frodo invited the two of them to come and live with him. What they didn’t know was that he was making plans to leave everything to his loyal gardener and his wife. Samwise tried his best to help Frodo with his pains, and though he never said anything to his Master, the love that he bore for the smaller hobbit was plain to see. He loved his Rosie, certainly, but he knew that he could never stop loving Frodo. He refused to take advantage of his master’s vulnerable state, however. Even when Frodo was as weak as a babe and Sam would hold him tight to generate warmth, the gardener never allowed himself more than a chaste kiss on Frodo’s forehead. He had a wife now, and a daughter. He learned to live with his lingering attraction to his master and be a good husband and father. Besides that, Frodo still belonged to Elrond, though he had left the elven king to come home. One day, while Sam was weeding the garden of Bag End and Rose was away with Elanor visiting her parents, Frodo came out and began to ask questions. “Tell me, Sam...what is that plant there?” His breath sighed across the skin of the gardener’s neck as he knelt down behind him and placed his hands on his shoulders. Sam shivered in spite of himself. “Ah, that’s broccoli, sir. The vine next to it is pumpkin.” Frodo moved to the side and squatted down beside the gardener, laying his head on his shoulder. “And that one?” Samwise hesitated. Why was Mister Frodo so interested in gardening, all the sudden? There was a hidden meaning here, but he sure couldn’t figure out what it was. “That’s beet root.” “Oh. I think it’s wonderful that you know so much about living things, Sam.” Sam’s brows furrowed, and he turned his head to look down at the hobbit who rested his cheek on his shoulder. Frodo’s wide, blue eyes were gazing up at him with some gentle emotion in them that he couldn’t quite place. Sam couldn’t explain how, but he knew then that his master had made his decision to leave Middle Earth...possibly forever. This was all just bandage talk, little bits that Frodo wanted to take with him for remembrance. Tears filled Sam’s eyes, and he raised a dirty fist to them and wiped them as he sniffled. “You’re going soon, aren’t you Frodo?” He didn’t bother with formalities. They were pointless, now. Frodo sighed. “Yes. I want you to know that Bag End is yours now. I’ve left everything to you and your family, Sam. You deserve no less. Please understand, I’m simply not strong enough to live with the pain anymore.” He began to cry quietly as well, and he stared up at Sam imploringly. “I thought it best that I tell you while Rose is away. I wish for you to come to the Grey Havens with me, Sam. One last adventure together.” Sam looked down at the plants beneath his hands and fought to bring his emotions under control. He knew this day was coming. He knew it from the moment he realized that his master would never heal from his wounds. He had to be strong, now. “Of course, I’ll come with you, Frodo. Your Sam won’t ever leave you to face anything on your own.” Frodo smiled through his tears. “Thank you, Sam. There is one other thing that I must do, if only once.” Samwise stared at him with a befuddled expression on his face as Frodo leaned closer. The gardener’s eyes popped open wide as his master’s soft lips came into contact with his, and his fingers curled mindlessly into the loose soil beneath them. Bliss. That was the one word that Sam could use to describe the tender, loving kiss that Frodo bestowed upon him. Common sense jabbed at the gardener just enough to make him gasp, “B-but Mister Frodo...what about Elrond? What about Rosie?” Frodo’s fingers combed into Sam’s curls and he whispered against his lips, “Relax, Sam. I only wanted to kiss you. We needn’t go further than that, and I think after all this time, we should let go just once and breathe the love we bear for each other. It is different from what we have for Rosie and Elrond...I see that, now.” Samwise didn’t argue with that, and he didn’t care if someone happened upon them. He put his arms around Frodo and deepened the kiss, feeling tears flowing freely down his cheeks. This is all that he ever wanted, and he had always been too frightened of the consequences to ask for it. After a few moments, Frodo quietly suggested they go inside, to spend the evening undisturbed so that they could get an early start in the morning. Again, Sam didn’t argue. He allowed his master to take his hand and lead him into the burrow, and they lay in Frodo’s bed together and kissed tenderly for hours, holding one another as they did so. It didn’t progress beyond a few shy touches and caresses, for both of them knew the limits of what they should be doing. Neither was willing to be unfaithful to their partners, even if Frodo hadn’t been with Elrond in years. Samwise traveled with Frodo to the Grey Havens, confident that he could make it back home before Rose and his daughter returned. In case he didn’t, he left a note for them, explaining his absence and promising that he would be home soon. “Mister Frodo, I don’t mean to sound rude, but how do you know the boats will be there for you when we get there?” Sam asked. Frodo smiled gently, his blue gaze unfocused and staying in the direction of the sea. “The ship will be there, and so will the others,” he murmured, “I can feel it. If I do not leave with this ship, then I will lose my chance, Sam.” Sam wanted to ask what “others” Frodo was talking about, but he couldn’t speak past the lump in his throat. His question was answered when they reached the shores of the Grey Havens and he saw the magnificent white elven ship waiting peacefully in the water. “They” were all of the ring bearers and a few of the remaining elven leaders. Elrond stood at the boarding plank of the ship, looking around anxiously. He was stalling to the last minute, waiting for Frodo, Sam realized. Aboard the ship already was Gandalf, Bilbo, Galadriel, and some others that Sam didn’t recognize. Galadriel called out to Elrond, saying that time was running out, and the elf kind snapped something back to her in their own tongue. Frodo turned to Sam, his blue eyes clearer than the gardener had seen them since before the ring came into their lives. “Sam, I’ll never forget what you’ve done for me,” Frodo whispered, cupping his friend’s face, “and I hope that when you look back and remember me, you’ll see me as I once was, and not as I am now. I would have you remember me in my happier days, my friend.” Sam couldn’t speak. He could only nod and hug Frodo tightly as sobs tore through his chest. The embrace seemed to last for an eternity, and yet it was finished all too quickly. Samwise reluctantly let his master go and sniffed, “You should go, before they leave you behind, Frodo. Go and heal, me dear. I...I promise to remember your smiles, instead of your tears.” Frodo bit his lip and for a moment, he seemed to reconsider. He looked from Sam to Elrond, tears dripping down his face. “Go on, Frodo. You can’t do yourself any more good here. I know that, now,” Sam said in a husky, yet determined voice. Frodo drew a deep, ragged breath and nodded, and then he turned and stumbled in the sand towards the ship and his lover. Sam watched silently as Elrond spotted him and met him half way. The elf king went to his knees and embraced Frodo, hugging him tightly. They spoke, and then they kissed, and Elrond lifted Frodo as easily as he would a child. He carried the ailing hobbit onto the boarding plank, pausing once to look over his shoulder and give a caring, thankful smile and nod of respect to Samwise. Then they set sail, and Frodo Baggins left Middle Earth. ~***************~ “We have docked, Frodo,” Elrond said tenderly to his bedridden companion. He smoothed some wayward, dark curls from the hobbit’s forehead before taking his small hands and rubbing them for warmth. “Soon, you will be in a warm bed, and my wife and I shall be spoiling you with more care than you can stand. How does that sound?” Frodo smiled at his lover, though he could hardly see his features through the dark fog that clouded his vision. Granted, he could make out Elrond’s face more clearly than before, and he could already feel the pain receding as a result of being on the shores of Valinor. “That would be...wonderful,” he said sluggishly. He reached up to put his arms around Elrond’s neck as the elf lifted him gently. ~*****************~ The illness passed more quickly than usual, and Frodo awoke to the sound of a lovely, feminine voice singing. It was an elvish tune, and he smiled and stretched as he felt the warm rays of the sun on his face. Remembering where he was, the hobbit opened his eyes wide and sat up with a gasp. On the edge of the bed he lay in was a silver haired woman with pale blue eyes and delicately beautiful features. “C-Celebrian?” Frodo said nervously, uncertain of how he should speak to Elrond’s wife, if this was she. “Good morning, Master Baggins. My husband is cooking a nice stew for you. I cannot tell you how pleased I am that you have joined us here.” Her smile was warm and friendly, and even a little awed. Frodo realized that he was unclothed beneath the thin sheet that covered him, and he blushed and lay back down, pulling it up to his neck. “Oh, a great pleasure, lady,” he stammered with wide eyes, “I surely would have preferred to make a better impression, however. I am not at my most dignified, I’m afraid.” “Do not trouble yourself, El Hen. Celebrian helped me bathe you and put you to bed. She cares for you as I do,” Elrond’s velvety voice said from the doorway. Frodo blushed even further and managed not to squeak. The elven king smiled and approached with a carved wooden bowl and a spoon in his hands. “I do hope you are hungry, Frodo. I’ve made an elvish stew, which should replenish the energy that you lost during your illness.” Frodo thanked his lover and took the offering. He was extremely self-conscious as Elrond and Celebrian chatted softly with one another, casting fond looks at him as he ate. Of course, Elrond had said long ago that his wife would be accepting of Frodo...the hobbit just didn’t expect her to be this accepting! She was a kind and beautiful woman, and Frodo felt clumsy and inept in comparison. Celebrian seemed to have no such worries, herself. She chatted with her husband and Frodo, asking the hobbit how he was feeling and expressing sympathy for all that he had endured. She even reached out and tucked a wayward curl behind his ear, so that it wouldn’t get in the way while he ate. Frodo was surprised at just how sharp his appetite was. He hadn’t been this hungry since before he left the Shire on that fateful day to take the ring to bigger folk. As he read his thoughts, Elrond smiled at the empty bowl and said, “Here, Frodo...I shall serve you another helping. You must be hungry.” Frodo blushed and murmured a shy thank-you. His blue eyes were timid as he looked at Celebrian and questioned, “Has the blessed realms healed your wounds, milady?” “Indeed it has, Frodo. Though it took time, being in this land has restored me to my former health. In time, it shall do the same for you. The hardest part is letting go and healing your heart.” Frodo swallowed as his eyes watered. Her words made him think of the Shire, and Samwise and his cousins. True, he had Bilbo and Elrond here (and apparently Celebrian as well), but it was so very hard not to feel homesick. He forgot all about his embarrassment over this stranger bathing him and his awkwardness with how to communicate with her. Celebrian watched the different expressions that Frodo’s youthful face went through, and she understood how torn he was. She dared to place her slender hand on his good shoulder and whisper, “We have all left things behind that we love, Frodo. Do not fear to let your pain show, as there is no one here who would not understand your longings. We are here for you.” He nodded and whispered, “Thank you.” Elrond returned to the bedroom with a fresh bowl of stew, and he gave it to Frodo and seated himself beside him on the bed. “If you feel well enough when you’ve finished eating, we would like to give you a brief tour. This lodging is only temporary, until the three of us can find a design that offers equal comfort to us all. I would like to find a compromise so that you can feel more at home, without Celebrian and I bumping our heads on the ceiling.” Elrond smiled teasingly at the hobbit, and Frodo laughed. “That sounds wonderful, and I can’t thank you enough for being so considerate. I believe I have the strength now for a stroll, and if it’s no trouble, I should like to visit Bilbo and Gandalf.” “Of course, El Hen. I will lie out clean clothes for you to dress in while you finish your meal. Do not feel rushed...you may have as many helpings as you wish.” ~*****************~ Frodo did indeed have a third helping of the stew. Celebrian made a teasing remark that she thought her husband was joking when he told her about hobbit appetites, and Frodo blushed to the roots of his hair, but laughed with her. His unease faded, for Celebrian was a light-hearted woman with a good sense of humor. If there was a spark of sadness in her eyes for missing her children, it was tempered with her happiness to have her husband and Frodo. They allowed him the privacy to dress, understanding that his modesty didn’t allow for stripping in front of both of them, just yet. “Well, what do you think of our little Master Baggins, my love?” Elrond questioned while the couple seated themselves in the parlor to wait. “I feel as though I know him already, my lord. He is everything that you said he was and more...absolutely stunning and adorable. I do worry that he might not be comfortable with the living arrangements, however. I know little of hobbits, but they tend to live monogamously, do they not?” Elrond nodded. “Yes, that is true. They are more reserved with their relationships than we elves are, and I daresay that many of them would scoff at the thought of three people in an equal partnership. I have faith that Frodo will adjust to it, however. He is an extraordinary creature, and he is not stingy with his love.” She chuckled. “This I do not doubt, but the sort of love that I would eventually like to share may not appeal to the hobbit. He has only had relations with males, has he not? Oh, I merely worry that I might offend or frighten him, Elrond. I shall be careful of how I touch him and await your word, before I allow myself to become too familiar with him.” Elrond grinned and put his arm around her, pleased beyond measure that she found Frodo as appealing as he did. He had worried that she might find Frodo to be too child-like to consider an equal bond with him, but his concerns were proving to be unfounded. “Let us not be hasty, my love. I think that Frodo likes you more than you allow yourself to believe. Try not to be overly nervous, for I’ve never known you to stumble, when it comes to matters of the heart.” ~****************~ They showed Frodo all of the sights around the little community that they lived in, and as promised, they took him to visit Bilbo and Gandalf. The day was spent sharing tales and smoking pipes (at least for the hobbits and Gandalf), and eating. Frodo pointed out an empty dwelling that took his fancy, as they were walking home. “That one...I do like that,” he said softly. Elrond smiled. Of course. Frodo had pointed out one of the cottages that was built into a hillside. It wasn’t exactly a hobbit burrow, but it was similar to one, and it was a large place. “Well, let us have a look inside then, shall we?” Elrond suggested. It was perfect for their needs. The truth of the matter was, whatever Frodo wanted was what they were going to get, as Elrond and Celebrian preferred to spend much of their time outdoors anyways. After inspecting the house, they agreed that it was best for all of them. The roof was high, so the two elves could stand at full height within. They would have furniture built that would accommodate both elven and hobbit sizes. Frodo was a bit dismayed about the kitchen, complaining that he would likely scald himself trying to reach up to do his cooking, but Celebrian suggested they turn one of the unused bedrooms into a little kitchen just for the hobbit. “That isn’t too much?” Frodo questioned dubiously, not wanting to be any trouble. “Of course not! You deserve to live in dignity, and I certainly would not wish to go about my daily business having to constantly stand on my tiptoes or stand on a box. There is no reason why you should, either. This is going to be your home, Frodo, and we shall do whatever is necessary to make it right for you.” Celebrian said with a soft smile. He blushed, lowering his gaze as an attack of shyness washed over him again. In many ways, Celebrian was like the lady Galadriel; all starry beauty and grace. However, she was much more approachable than Galadriel, and very friendly and caring. He was mortified to find himself wondering what it would be like to cuddle up to her at night. Part of it was because she was Elrond’s wife, and therefore, Frodo loved her. Another part of it was curiosity. He had never had much contact with the fairer sex, and Celebrian was about as fair as they got, in his eyes. Though sex with a woman was never something that really appealed to him, he found himself less intimidated by the thought of being held by the lovely elven queen than he thought he would be. “It seems we are going to be rather busy, then,” Elrond chuckled. “Come now, let us return to our current home and settle in for the evening. I can see that you are becoming weary, Frodo.” “I don’t want you to feel as though you both have to stay indoors on my account,” Frodo said, “It isn’t fair to you.” Elrond stroked Frodo’s back. “Nonsense. We want to spend time with you. Perhaps we shall go outside while you are asleep in the night. For now, it is time to relax.” They returned to the house, and Celebrian lit the lamps while Elrond showed Frodo where the rest of his clothing could be found. “I took the liberty of putting them in this dresser while you were resting, but you may arrange them however you wish. We have tailors here as well, if you wish to have more clothing made. You’ll find that our fair city is much like those in Middle Earth. There are even taverns.” Frodo laughed. “Ah, I was afraid to ask about that. What a delight to hear. I shall have to test the quality of their ale, soon.” Elrond smiled, his dark eyes tender as the hobbit chose his nightshirt and laid it out on the bed. Elrond went to one knee and caressed Frodo’s cheek with his fingertips. “I know that you aren’t yet comfortable with my wife, el hen, so until you adjust, we shall give you the privacy that you need. You have only to call if you need me, and I shall come.” Frodo turned his head and closed his eyes, kissing his lover’s fingers softly. “Thank you. You’re always so understanding, Elrond. I am grateful to have both of you with me.” Elrond leaned in to kiss Frodo on the lips, and the hobbit put his arms around his neck and welcomed it. It was an unhurried, loving kiss, which was exactly what Frodo needed at this time. After long moments, Elrond pulled away and stroked Frodo’s cheek one last time before standing up. “We shall be in the parlor if you need us, el hen. May your sleep be untroubled.” ~************~ Frodo’s sleep was far from untroubled. Elrond was just taking a sip of mead when he heard his lover cry out in terror. The elven king exchanged a worried look with his wife, and they both got up and hastened to the hobbit’s bedroom. Frodo was hugging one of the pillows piled on the bed, sobbing pitifully and moaning denials. Elrond gently pried the pillow from the hobbit’s desperate grasp and murmured, “Frodo, awaken. It is a nightmare! I am here.” He gently shook his small companion to wake him. Frodo sat up with a strangled gasp, his sapphire eyes round and unseeing in the darkness. Celebrian quickly lit the lamp beside the hobbit’s bed, so that he could see where he was. “Mordor,” choked Frodo, hugging himself and shivering. “All lost...all gone.” Elrond passed his palm over the hobbit’s staring eyes, and they cleared. Frodo blinked at his lover, perspiration beading his fair features. “Oh, Elrond! I’m sorry...I can’t seem to help it,” he gasped. Elrond lifted the hobbit, then sat on the bed and cradled him in his lap. “Hush now, beloved. You are not to blame for your suffering. Close your eyes and take a deep breath.” Frodo obeyed, his hand clutching Elrond’s silk shirt as the elf rocked him and stroked his hair. Celebrian watched quietly, aching to comfort Frodo but unsure of whether her comfort would be welcome. Her husband worked his magic, and the hobbit’s long lashes fluttered, while his rosebud lips parted in a yawn. She smiled as Frodo drifted off to sleep, and Elrond looked up at her and smiled as well. He carefully lay the hobbit down and slid into bed beside him, then motioned for Celebrian to come around the other side. “Are you certain?” she said into his mind, not daring to speak out loud for the fear that she might wake Frodo. “Yes, my love. Come and lay with us. I am sure that he will find you presence comforting. Trust me.” She removed her robe and crossed the room to get into bed from the other side. Frodo stirred as she embraced him from behind and snuggled up to him, and she paused. He turned his head and blinked sleepy blue eyes at her, and both Celebrian and Elrond tensed inwardly as they awaited his reaction. Frodo was mildly surprised, and a bit at a loss as he felt Celebrian’s soft, feminine curves press against him. She wore a gossamer nightgown that somehow managed to hide her body and show it off at the same time. Frodo turned to look at Elrond, whose lean, hard body provided an interesting contrast against Frodo’s on the other side. The elf king looked down at him tenderly and encouragingly, giving Frodo permission to do as he wished. Hesitantly, the hobbit rolled over to face Celebrian, who strangely enough bore an expression of uncertainty on her beautiful face. He realized that she was seeking his approval, but didn’t know how to ask. Finally, Frodo smiled up at her and put his arm around her waist, then threw caution into the wind and rested his head on her chest. It was new and pleasant, to feel a woman’s soft bosom cushioning his cheek. He wondered if he had been too forward, for she went still for a moment. Then she began to comb her fingers through his hair, and he sighed in pleasure and cuddled closer. Celebrian smiled in amazement, first at the hobbit in her arms, and then at her husband. She had wondered if holding Frodo would be like holding a child, but it wasn’t, for all his small stature. His body was lithe beneath the long nightshirt, as graceful as an elf’s. She found that he fit nicely against her, and she kissed the crown of his head and sighed. Elrond embraced both of them, kissing Frodo’s head and then his wife’s lips. Frodo’s eyelids became heavy, and a content little smile curved his mouth. He felt safe and loved, sandwiched between two wise, beautiful beings. This wasn’t a bit strange, and the ache in his heart became more bearable with the knowledge that he would have this peace until the end of his days. It might take time, but he would heal. ~*****************~ The End