Title: Hidden Strength (1/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing: Frodo/Elrond Rating: G Summary: Frodo arrives in Rivendell, barely clinging to his mortality. Elrond heals him and is surprised to discover just how strong the hobbit's spirit truly is. The elven king is disquieted by how drawn he is to Frodo. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I don't make any money from doing this. “Hidden Strength” Part 1 He didn’t quite know what to make of the wounded hobbit that was brought to him. Elrond had, of course, seen hobbits many times before, but Frodo Baggins was so very different from the rest of them. But for the dark curls he boasted, he could have passed as one of Elrond’s folk. He was delicate and beautiful, and the elven king could daresay he had never seen such fragile beauty among any race, before. Something inside of him twisted as his people brought they fading hobbit into Rivendell, followed shortly by a gaggle of other hobbits and Aragorn himself. “This wound was inflicted by a Morgul blade?” questioned Elrond as he opened the hobbit’s shirt and gently probed the stab wound. “Yes,” replied Aragorn, “On Weathertop. If Glorfindel had not come along when he did, I daresay Frodo wouldn’t have made it this far. Can you heal him?” Elrond pursed his lips, glancing at his audience from the corner of his eye. The sturdiest of the other three hobbits (nobody had bothered to give him their names) looked as though he had taken the wound himself. So agonized was the blond hobbit’s features that a surge of pity welled within the elf king’s heart. The love that the sturdy hobbit felt for the fragile figure in the bed was as clear as daylight. “I need time alone with him,” Elrond said sternly, his clear gaze resting on each of them in turn, “I may yet be able to save him, but I need to be free of distractions. Aragorn, show our guests to a quiet place, where they might rest and eat.” The ranger practically had to carry the blond hobbit out of the room, so reluctant was he to part with the stricken little one. Elrond heard him sob, “Oh, please save Mister Frodo!” as Aragorn gently shooed him out of the room. Once the door was shut, Elrond brushed his hand over his patient’s dark curls and closed his eyes. The desire to save this unusually lovely little creature consumed him, and he poured every ounce of strength he possessed into his healing. In the end it nearly killed him. The darkness had infested Frodo so strongly that it nearly dragged Elrond down with him. Just as the last of his strength was giving out and he was ready to accept that the hobbit was lost to him, Elrond felt it. The smallest response, like a hand reaching out from the darkness to grasp his. Elrond gasped and clung to the link. “Come back, fair one,” he murmured desperately, twining his own aura around the weakened one that cried for help, “come to me!” Frodo’s small body arched and a cry escaped his lips. His slender hands grasped Elrond’s longer ones and squeezed weakly, and his eyes shot open. For a moment, the elven king was stunned by the impossible blue color of those large irises. Elf and hobbit locked gazes, neither one aware of anything save the struggle from darkness that they were locked together in. Elrond was well and truly amazed at the stubborn strength that this diminutive creature possessed. He had never felt willpower to rival that of Frodo Baggins. The hobbit’s delicate lips curled into a snarl of agony as he worked with his benefactor to banish the poison from his body. Both of them cried out as the healing fulfilled its cycle, and Elrond collapsed on top of Frodo. Dragging deep, painful breaths, Elrond forced himself up so that he could determine the success of his desperate efforts. Frodo’s sweet, fair features had relaxed as he went into a healing sleep. Though his flesh was still too pale for the elf king’s liking, it was clear that they had beaten the darkness...together. Elrond touched the hobbit’s face, marveling at the silken texture of his skin. His dark blue gaze flicked to the vest that was strung over the chair in the corner of the room. He felt the presence of the ring...knew that the malevolent thing was waiting in the pocket of the garment. A delicate shudder passed through Elrond as he thought of how much resilience it took for one as small as Frodo to carry the ring this far. Like Gandalf, he did not trust himself to bear such a burden. It would be too easy for the ring to manipulate him, a great and ancient being...yet here was this little person, this hobbit, who seemed to show an extraordinary resistance to it’s evil. He would have a chain made, Elrond decided. A chain for Frodo to carry the ring, so that the temptation to put it on would not be so great. Elrond looked down at the sleeping patient once more. How strange, that he couldn’t seem to stop staring at him. The shadows had grown long within the chamber, signifying that the healing session had taken hours. He would inform Frodo’s traveling companions that he was on the mend, and then he would take a much-needed rest. A few hours of meditation should clear up his fatigue. ~*****************~ It would be days before Frodo would wake up. Though Elrond explained this to the other hobbits, they continuously checked on him...especially Samwise Gamgee. The elf king didn’t know if it was amusing or annoying, the fact that the little gardener wouldn’t take his word for it. Sam insisted on being by Frodo’s side, day in and day out, and it was only through the intervention of Gandalf that he was convinced to seek nourishment and rest for himself. “Thank you, my old friend,” commented Gandalf to Elrond one day, as they gazed down at the sleeping patient, “I’ve been told that he was nearly lost to us. You’ve done a great thing, by healing him.” Elrond tilted his head slightly, his shiny, raven locks swaying with the movement. “I very nearly lost him. Frodo has a wellspring of hidden strength that I did not expect to encounter. He looks so very fragile, yet I felt him fighting to live, and to join me in the light. Most impressive. Other, stronger folk might have given up and succumbed.” His long fingers reached down to smooth an errant curl away from Frodo’s closed eyelids. Gandalf smiled at the gesture. “You’re taken with him, I see.” Elrond sputtered and looked at the wizard with widened eyes. “I beg your pardon?” Gandalf chuckled. “Even the wisest of us sometimes overlook our own feelings for what they truly are, my old friend. The last time I saw you gaze at another being with such an expression was when you were with Celebrian.” Elrond looked well and truly exasperated. “Oh come now, Gandalf! Celebrian was my wife. Frodo is neither an elf nor a woman, so why would I have such feelings for him? I admit, he is a stunning fellow, but I hardly think that an admiration of beauty constitutes love...or even lust.” Gandalf gave one of those wily smiles that drove Elrond mad. “I should think you of all people would be more open to the idea, Elrond. After all, your people have not the compunctions of the rest of Middle Earth, when it comes to love. Why do you try to deny it, when you have had these types of relationships before?” Elrond opened his mouth, then snapped it shut and looked down at Frodo again. Why, indeed? The elves had never looked down upon having feelings for someone of the same gender, and many of them had relations with whomever they wanted, regardless of racial differences? Why was this so different? Because he respected Frodo, he realized. While he was enchanted with the hobbit’s beauty, he could not in good conscience allow his feelings to go beyond that. Such a relationship could never progress beyond physical pleasure, and after being exposed to Frodo’s aura as he had, Elrond thought the hobbit deserved more than that. “Let us forget about this, Gandalf,” he said firmly, his clear gaze still on Frodo, “I will admit that I am taken with him, but such feelings cannot be allowed to surface. I will not act upon them, for his safety. I have a feeling that Frodo’s part in our future is just beginning, and I will not get in the way.” Gandalf took a long pull from his pipe and said nothing. It was clear by the knowing look in his eye that he thought Elrond’s oath might not last. ~*************~ “I beg your pardon, Master Samwise, Gandalf,” said Elrond softly. This really was too much. He had come in to check on Frodo’s progress, as he did every day. His shock and discomfort was complete upon seeing that Samwise and Gandalf had stripped the comatose hobbit down to his skivvies and were bathing him as best they could. Gandalf’s grey eyes twinkled at the elven king as an uncharacteristic flush rose in his ivory cheeks upon seeing Frodo’s nudity. “Do come in, lord Elrond. We are merely cleaning our patient up. The smell of sickness needs to be gotten rid of, to encourage him to wake.” said Gandalf. “I think he’s doin’ much better, Sir,” said Sam respectfully as Elrond slowly entered the room, “he’s got a bit more color to his cheeks, and I swear I felt his hand twitch a minute ago.” Elrond nodded wordlessly and gazed down at the unconscious hobbit. Frodo was built unlike any other hobbit. He was not portly, not even chubby. His small body was lithe as any elf’s, with a hairless, smooth chest, pink nipples, and a tight little stomach. Calling forth his dignity, Elrond schooled his expression into one of professional concern as he leaned over Frodo. He touched the hobbit’s cheek with one long hand, then ran his fingers down his jaw and delicately felt around where the neck met it. There was no swelling, which meant that the infection was fading. Frodo’s skin was warm...not chilled as it had been over the past few days. “You are right, Master Gamgee. It seems that Frodo is recovering nicely.” “When do you think he’ll wake up?” the hobbit said with child-like enthusiasm. Elrond shared a smirk with Gandalf at the innocence of hobbits. “I wish that I could give you an estimation, Samwise. We will all simply have to be patient, and allow Frodo to wake at his own pace. One cannot rush these things, you know.” Sam frowned, but conceded the point with a nod. His work-roughened hands smoothed aside the very same errant lock of hair that Elrond had just been eyeing. “He didn’t deserve this,” the gardener whispered, “that ring is something for big folk to take care of...not hobbits like us.” Gandalf nodded in agreement as he began to dry Frodo’s dampened, pale skin with a towel. “Let us hope that we can find a worthy person to bear the burden, Samwise. I would much prefer for all of you to return to your quiet lives in the Shire, protected from the evils of the world. If luck is with us, we shall find a way to relieve Frodo of the responsibility.” Elrond checked a sigh. He agreed with Gandalf in that it would be a pity to put Frodo in the position of being the ring’s guardian, but in his healing trance, he had learned that very few possessed the marvelous spirit necessary to take on such a task. Frodo Baggins was a rarity, in all ways. Looking down at the vulnerable, sweet face, the elf king wished he had not discovered Frodo’s strength. It would be easier to hand the ring over to a less worthy individual, if he did not know just how powerful the little hobbit’s spirit really was. “Melui El Hen,”(1.) he whispered as he touched Frodo’s cheek. ~***********~ (1.) Translation: Sweet Star Child -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (2/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing: Frodo/Elrond Rating: G Summary: Frodo is recovering from his ordeal, and Elrond is organizing his council, to decide what to do about the ring. Both of them reflect on the attraction they feel towards one another, though neither of them realizes the other shares his feelings. Gandalf attempts to advise Elrond to open himself up to the possibility of love between he and Frodo. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I don't make any money off of this. “Hidden Strength” Part 2 Waking up proved to be difficult for Frodo. He was aware that he must get up, that he was in danger, but a thick fog kept dragging him back down. He heard Gandalf saying, “That’s it, dear boy. Come out of it.” He also heard a musical voice speaking in elvish. “Eria-am, el hen!” (1.) The voice said. The second voice was oddly familiar to Frodo, but he could not place where he had heard it before. Perhaps in a dream. He groaned and fluttered his eyelashes as he struggled to comply with their demand. The fear that the black riders were descending upon him lent the hobbit strength, and he forced himself to try and rise. Frodo was trembling with fear as his blue eyes opened wide and he tried to focus on his surroundings. “Where am I?” he rasped hoarsely, finally seeing two blurred figures nearby. The fog lifted from his eyes, and he parted his lips in relief to see that one of them was Gandalf. “You are in the house of Elrond,” the old wizard said with a smile, “and you are very fortunate to be here. A few hours more, and you would have been lost to us.” Frodo’s shaking began to subside as he realized that he was safe. His confused gaze slid off of Gandalf and found Elrond, who was smiling at him gently. “You...you pulled me out of the darkness,” Frodo said softly. He stared at the majestic elven king with undisguised awe. Elrond’s deep blue eyes regarded Frodo warmly, and his delicate features were both concerned and relieved as he nodded. “I might have failed, had you not been so determined. Gandalf was correct when he said that you have a mighty strength in you, Frodo Baggins. I welcome you to Rivendell.” Frodo winced as he sat up, for pain shot through his shoulder. Elrond knelt over him and propped some of the pillows behind him, to help the hobbit sit comfortably. “It will be quite tender for a while, young hobbit. I regret to say that it may never properly heal as well, given the nature of the weapon that caused your wound. I wish that I could do more for you,” he apologized. Frodo blushed. “Oh, no...You have already done so much! Please, do not apologize for things which you cannot control.” Elrond gazed at him silently for a moment, his dark eyes soft. Frodo shifted uncomfortably, feeling a fluttery feeling in his stomach from the elf’s gaze. The impulse to lay his palm against Elrond’s smooth cheek was so strong that he had to clench his hand into a little fist to resist the urge. He didn’t know if he was the only one who felt this connection between the two of them or not, but he didn’t want to embarrass himself by overstepping his bounds. Caressing the magnificent elf’s face as though he was a lover would most certainly be taking liberties that he had no right to take! “Your elegance and generous nature do you great credit, Frodo,” replied Elrond with a small smile. Frodo felt his cheeks warming again, and he cursed his own bashfulness as Gandalf chuckled. Elrond, however, merely straightened back up and gave Frodo a respectful nod. “What happened, Gandalf? Why didn’t you meet up with us as you said you would?” questioned Frodo. Gandalf’s smile faded, and his grey eyes became distant. “I am sorry, Frodo. I was...delayed.” He clearly was not going to elaborate on just how he was delayed, so Frodo did not bother questioning him further. He felt confident that it must have been something dire, for the wizard to have missed their meeting. Gandalf would never have left them in danger, if he could have helped it. Any further conversation between the three of them would have to wait, for the door opened, and Samwise stepped in. Frodo met his loyal gardener’s eyes and smiled widely as Sam gasped in delight. “Bless you Frodo...you’re awake!” Sam cried as he bounded across the room and grasped Frodo’s hand. “We were so worried about you! Weren’t we, Mister Gandalf?” Gandalf smiled warmly at the reunited friends. “Indeed. Samwise has hardly left your side, Frodo.” Frodo was caught between laughter and tears as he realized just how lucky he was to be alive. His joy faded into melancholy worry as his blue gaze strayed to his coat, hanging on a chair opposite his bed. “The ring?” he questioned, trying to keep the dread out of his voice. Had he lost it in his flight across the river? Was it safe?” “It is still in your pocket, Master Baggins,” answered Elrond swiftly. “Until the Council meets to decide what to do with it, it shall remain in your possession. If fortune smiles upon us, it will soon no longer be your burden to bear.” Frodo nodded and smiled, but Elrond could see the way his lips trembled, and the uncertainty in his incredible eyes. Frodo wasn’t sure that he wanted to give the ring up. Elrond could see this, and a note of disquiet found its way into his heart. Even with his uncanny resilience to the ring’s evil, the hobbit was becoming attached to it. “Let us not worry over these things, for the time being,” suggested Elrond with a supportive smile, “Now is the time to celebrate your recovery, Frodo. As soon as you feel strong enough, you may explore our city and visit your friends. Tonight, I shall hold a feast in your honor!” Frodo lowered his gaze bashfully. “You are a most gracious host, lord Elrond,” he said. As the fog cleared from his mind, Frodo remembered the elf calling him “Star Child.” The way the term had rolled off of Elrond’s tongue had sounded almost like an endearment, and Frodo didn’t quite know how to handle that. It made him feel warm inside, while at the same time, it confused him. He dared to peek up at the elf through his lashes, and Elrond was regarding him gravely. Elrond forced his lips not to quirk as the desire to chuckle came over him. Frodo really was a darling creature...quite modest and clearly uncomfortable with praise. “I shall leave you with your companions, Master Baggins,” he said with a graceful bow, “if there is anything that you need, do not hesitate to ask.” ~****************~ As promised, Elrond set up a magnificent feast that night. Frodo was too weak at first to leave his room for more than an hour or so at a time, but his joy at being reunited with his friends and to his surprise, Bilbo, made up for the pain in his shoulder and the weakness he felt. When he was too tired to join them outside, Sam, Merry and Pippin would come to his room and visit him. Frodo’s appetite was lacking for the first day, and Elrond cursed himself for foolishly setting up such a feast when Frodo’s stomach clearly wasn’t ready to take solid foods. Ah well...he would make up for it when Frodo was recovered enough to enjoy it. The elf king watched over Frodo quietly, never letting his observance become too obvious to others. Gandalf, of course, seemed to know just how closely Elrond was paying attention to Frodo’s recovery, and the elf found himself feeling uncharacteristic exasperation with his old friend. What was the harm in being concerned for Frodo’s well being? Gandalf needn’t smirk at him like that, every time he caught him looking at the hobbit. Still, the few times that Frodo had met Elrond’s eyes across the distance, the hobbit would smile warmly at him, and those bright, blue eyes would light up. It made the elf’s breath catch in his throat, and as the days passed, he wondered if he could keep his vow. The problem was becoming more serious. The more Elrond learned of Frodo’s personality, listened to his youthful voice, and watched the changes that his expressive face went through as he spoke, the harder it became for the elf to remain nonchalant with his observances. The simple fact was that Elrond could no longer deny that he watched over Frodo for the simple pleasure of looking at him. The hobbit was recovering nicely...better than he would have thought such a seemingly fragile being could. There was no logical reason for Elrond to secretly follow Frodo through the city any longer. Reluctantly, the elf king deemed to cease his foolish stalking and try to concentrate on making preparations for the council meeting. Gandalf joined him in his chambers overlooking the courtyard, and they both watched the four young hobbits converse together in the courtyard. “The two of you are linked now, Elrond,” said Gandalf upon noticing the hint of longing that sparked in the elf’s eyes, “in these troubled times, perhaps it would be best to take joy when you can, rather than deny your feelings.” Elrond tore his eyes away from Frodo and replied, “Those are wise words, my friend. In any other situation, I would heed your advice. However, this is not the time to indulge in such things. My people are leaving Middle Earth soon. The ring must be entrusted to someone worthy enough to bear it. Frodo has shown extraordinary resilience to its evil, and if the fate of the races is to rest on his shoulders, I would not wish to confuse him with my advances.” Gandalf sucked on his pipe and lowered his busy eyebrows. “Are you suggesting we leave the ring in Frodo’s possession?” When Elrond didn’t answer, he continued, “Frodo has done more than should have been expected of him already. We cannot place this burden on his shoulders. The Hobbits had nothing to do with the creations of the rings of power, and therefore should be left in piece. This is a task for those races who are more directly bound to the ring’s fate.” “All races are bound to its’ fate, Gandalf,” countered Elrond, “even those who were not involved in the creation of the rest of them. If something is not done to counter Sauron, Hobbits share the same doom as the rest of Middle Earth. Who would you trust with this burden? The dwarves? They live in their mountains and care nothing for the troubles of others. The humans? It was human folly that prevented the ring from being destroyed when there was the perfect opportunity.” He sighed heavily and placed a long hand on the wizard’s shoulder. “It grieves me to say this, old friend, but the ring cannot stay here. You know this, as well as I. Our only hope may lie in Frodo Baggins, though I too despise the thought of putting such an innocent under a heavy burden such as this.” Gandalf nodded in understanding, though he frowned. “All is not yet decided. The council may bring about a better path for us.” ~*************~ “He’s watching you again, Mister Frodo,” whispered Sam. Frodo kept his gaze from following Sam’s to the balcony, where Elrond stood. Everytime he met the elf’s eyes, his insides did little flips, and his heartbeat quickened. Elrond was too beautiful and exotic for Frodo not to stare at him, and he was convinced that the elf’s vigilance over him was out of simple concern for his well being. How would it look if Frodo stared at him like a lovesick tweenager? Frodo smiled at Sam and said, “He only wants to be sure that I’m recovering, Sam. Elves have different ways of expressing themselves than we do, and I’m sure that lord Elrond is merely reassuring himself that I’m recovering. I don’t mind...really.” “If you ask me, it’s creepy,” stated Pippin as he bit into an apple. Frodo hedged his brows at his cousin. “How is it creepy?” Pippin shared a look with Merry, and the Brandybuck said, “What Pip means is, he gets a look in his eye sometimes that suggests...well...if he were a hobbit, I’d think he wants to bed you.” Frodo had just lifted a goblet of water to his lips and taken a mouthful of it when Merry declared this, and the gentlehobbit coughed and sputtered as he swallowed the wrong way. Sam carefully patted his back on the side of his unwounded shoulder and gazed at him in concern as Frodo caught his breath. “Oh Merry...don’t be ridiculous!” scolded Frodo raggedly, between coughing spasms, “ever since you and Pippin...er...discovered your relationship, you’ve both thought of nothing but sex! Lord Elrond is merely concerned for my health. You don’t know how close I came to becoming a wraith, but he does! He was there!” Hearing the trembling note in Frodo’s voice, Merry quickly said, “I’m sorry, Frodo...we didn’t mean to upset you! You’re probably right. What could pass as a look of longing among our folk is probably nothing more than elvish intensity. We won’t bother you with it anymore.” “They’re a pretty rough group of people to read, if you’ll pardon my saying so, sir,” added Samwise in Merry and Pippin’s defense, “I thought he had an odd look in his eye too.” Frodo sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose. “I am the one who should be apologizing, here. I’ve got a headache coming on, and I over reacted and snapped, when I should have simply explained things. Forgive me.” Pippin patted Frodo’s good shoulder and muttered around a mouthful of apple, “Nothing to forgive, Frodo! You’ve stayed out longer than usual today.” “Mayhap I should take you back inside, where you can rest up a bit before supper?” suggested Sam. Frodo nodded wearily and allowed the gardener to put his arm around him supportively. Of their own accord, Frodo’s eyes rose to the balcony overhead. Elrond was standing there, his glorious mane of raven hair spilling about his shoulders and a gentle smile on his face. Frodo immediately returned the smile, amazed at how effortless it was. Elrond’s sensitive mouth smiled even wider, showing pearly teeth, and he nodded respectfully to Frodo. The hobbit stumbled, for his knees turned to jelly as a result of that gorgeous smile. Sam yelped as Frodo trod upon his foot clumsily, and the two of them nearly went down in a heap. Blushing furiously, Frodo stammered apologies to his friend. “It’s alright, Mister Frodo,” Sam assured him kindly, “you don’t weigh hardly nothing, so it didn’t hurt. Just startled me, is all.” Frodo reluctantly looked back up, expecting to see Elrond laughing at his clumsy display. Instead, the elf king was leaning over with a look of such concern on his face that Frodo was touched deeply. “Are you well, Master Baggins?” questioned Elrond. “Y-yes, lord Elrond. I merely had a moment of weakness, but it has passed,” Frodo lied. No, he was not well. He was anything but well. He was enamored with a being that was so far above him that he might as well be reaching for the moon. Elrond was a war hero, a king, and an elf. His accomplishments were as great as his beauty, and Frodo felt ashamed for entertaining thoughts of exploring the attraction he felt for him. Even if Elrond weren’t such an important figure, Frodo doubted that he would have any of the interest that Merry and Pippin claimed he did. Frodo was a hobbit, and he was male. Elrond had been married and raised a family...surely he would not be interested in bedding another male, who happened to only come to his waist! “Stop being ridiculous, Frodo Baggins,” the gentlehobbit mentally scolded himself. He had expected Sam to fall in love with one of the elves, not himself! ~**************~ (1.) Rise up, star child! -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (3/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: PG Summary: Frodo's regained his appetite, and to celebrate, Elrond provides another feast. Sam reflects upon the past as he realizes that Frodo fits in better with the elves than he does among hobbits, and he begins to suspect that something much deeper than admiration draws Frodo to the elf king. Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. They are all the propery of J.R.R. Tolkien. I simply enjoy writing about them because I can't get enough of them! No money is made. “Hidden Strength” Part 3 Elrond provided another feast that night, to make up for the fact that Frodo had been too ill to enjoy the first one. Frodo’s stomach growled conspicuously as he climbed onto his chair (the elves had thoughtfully provided stepping stools for the smaller hobbits, and placed cushions on their chairs so that they could sit at the proper height at the table). He grinned sheepishly as Elrond flashed an amused glance at him. “Ah, it seems your appetite has improved, Master Baggins,” the elf king said with a twinkle in his eyes. Several of the elves laughed softly in delight as Frodo’s delicate cheeks pinkened and he lowered his blue gaze. “Confound it Elrond...stop embarrassing the lad,” scolded Bilbo as he struggled into the chair beside Frodo. This made the elves laugh again, and Elrond’s smile broadened. If anything, Bilbo’s defense of him made Frodo even more uncomfortable. He rolled his eyes towards Sam and scratched his leg self consciously as they settled in for the dinner. His eyes strayed to Aragorn, who was sitting beside Arwen. The ranger looked completely different from the wild, dangerous man who had forcefully propelled Frodo up the stairs at the Prancing Pony. Strider had shaved and donned elvish attire. He wore this new look with refined dignity, and Frodo wished that he could mimic Aragorn’s ability to adapt. They chatted about minor things during the meal. Elrond asked Frodo to describe how things were in the Shire now, and the elf king listened attentively as Frodo explained. The hobbit hated the way his hands trembled with nervous energy as he looked into Elrond’s eyes. He thought it very undignified, the way he could barely grasp his fork. Samwise frowned as he watched Frodo and Elrond talk to one another. They seemed totally absorbed in each other, though neither one of them appeared to be aware of it. The gardener didn’t quite know what to make of his master’s connection to Elrond. Sam’s eyes slid to Merry and Pippin, who were holding hands under the table while they ate. Did Mister Frodo feel the sort of things towards Elrond as these two felt for each other? Looking back at Frodo, Sam began to suspect that he did...even if Frodo himself didn’t realize his feelings for what they were. Sam had known Frodo since they were lads. He remembered asking the Gaffer if the new Baggins lad was an elf, when he saw Frodo’s delicate, too-pretty features for the first time. Now it seemed that Frodo had finally found someone that he connected with, in ways that Samwise didn’t fully understand. His master had always been a bit of an outcast among hobbits, though most of the Shire was too polite to say anything to Frodo’s face. As with Bilbo, they respected his wealth and stature, even if they thought he was a bit mad. Frodo had always known how they felt towards him, though. Sam remembered one of Frodo’s birthday parties, when the gentlehobbit was just getting into his tweens. Some of the other lads at the party didn’t like the way the lasses were looking at Frodo, and they made some rather rude comments about him, and how malformed they thought he was. They said it just loud enough for Frodo to catch the comments about “that skinny, bug-eyed Frodo”. Samwise, who was still a child in comparison to Frodo, saw the entire exchange. He saw the way Frodo’s polite smile faltered, and how the shapely lips trembled. To his credit, Mister Frodo didn’t give the other boys the satisfaction of seeing how much their cruel comments hurt him. He continued through the night, laughing and drinking just a tad more than should be considered appropriate for a tweenager. If his smiles were slightly strained and did not touch his bright eyes, nobody noticed it. Nobody, that is, except for Samwise and Bilbo. Later on that night, Frodo had snuck off by himself. Bilbo approached Sam and said, “Why don’t you go find him, lad? I think he could use a good friend right now...someone closer to his age.” Sam didn’t hesitate. Something in his young mind troubled him about the odd look in Mister Frodo’s blue eyes, just before he left the party. All of the guests were too busy dancing and drinking to notice his absence. Sam and Bilbo had made a silent pact to keep a close eye on Frodo, since he had come to Hobbiton. They shared the fear that the emotional trauma of losing his parents, combined with the way other hobbits gave him a wide berth would eventually become too much for Frodo to take. With that thought, adrenaline had burst through Sam. Frodo had gone off in the direction of Bywater pool! What if he tried to drown himself? Sam would never forget the fear and horrible anticipation he felt as he ran as fast as his furry feet could carry him. He had called out to Frodo with a quiver on his voice, and when his master had answered, “Sam? Is that you?” in a slightly puzzled voice, Samwise nearly fainted with relief. As he rounded the bend, Frodo met him. He was wiping his eyes vigorously, but Sam could see that they were red-rimmed from crying. No matter how much Frodo blinked, his eyes continued to fill with tears. “Don’t listen to what them fools say, Mister Frodo,” Sam had said fiercely, “they’re just jealous. I think you’re beautiful, and so do most of the lasses in the Shire.” Even then, he was protective of Frodo. Though he was younger, he was becoming larger than Frodo already. Samwise had easily pulled his weeping master into his arms and hugged him tightly. “Don’t go hurtin’ yourself over what they say,” Sam said emphatically, feeling a lump in his throat. Frodo pulled back at that moment and regarded Sam with puzzled lapis eyes. “What do you mean, Sam?” When the gardener lowered his gaze and shrugged, too embarrassed to put his concerns into words, Frodo went still. “Ah, I think I see. Sam, did you believe I was going to try and...and kill myself?” “I don’t rightly know, sir. Mayhap I did. I always get scared when I see that pain in your eyes.” Sam wouldn’t meet said eyes as he spoke...he was ashamed for believing his master to be that weak. Instead of becoming angry, Frodo heaved a deep sigh and put both hands on Sam’s shoulders. “Samwise...look at me,” he commanded softly. The young gardener sniffled and obeyed. His master’s blue eyes were soft with tenderness as he whispered, “I won’t deny that I have thought of it. Sometimes, the temptation to go and be with my parents is strong, but I know that is not what they would want for me. Life might not be as simple for me as it is for other hobbits my age, but it is my life, and I will deal with it. Nevertheless, it’s wonderful to know that I have such a dear friend, to help me bear the burden of my not quite fitting in. Thank you, Sam.” And then Frodo hugged him tightly, and they talked of other, less depressing things while the revelry died down in Hobbiton. It didn’t surprise Sam that Frodo now found a strong bond with an elf. The gentlehobbit had never truly fit in with his own kind, and he spoke the elvish tongue as beautifully as Elrond himself. He did wonder just what sort of bond this was, however. Something told him it was as deep as the one that he and Frodo shared, but was quite different. After all...Frodo’s tastes didn’t run to the lasses. Sam had discovered that on accident, approximately a fortnight before Bilbo’s disappearance from the Shire.... Sam was startled back into the present when Elrond announced; “The council will begin in five days. Until then, let us put our troubles and worries over the ring behind us.” It occurred to Samwise that Frodo must have asked Elrond for advice. It bothered Sam that someone as great and wise as the elf king had no immediate answers to their dilemma. As far as the gardener was concerned, they had already done more than their part to get the ring safely to Rivendell. The rest should be up to bigger and wiser folk than the hobbits. Even Mister Frodo wasn’t big enough to handle something this big. Before he could stop himself, Sam blurted out, “Mister Frodo’s already done more than enough. Why can’t you take the ring?” His heart jumped to his throat and all the color drained from his ruddy cheeks when every single person in the dining hall ceased eating and speaking to look at him. Having all those elven eyes focused on him made Sam feel exposed and foolish, and he cleared his throat and added, “If you’ll pardon my saying so, Mister Elrond, sir.” The only thing that kept Sam from bolting from the dinner table and jumping out the window to escape those penetrating eyes was the grateful, yet amused smile that Frodo gave to him. Sam squared his shoulders and made himself hold Elrond’s fathomless gaze. Elrond put his fingers to his lips for a moment to control the smile that was tugging at his mouth. When he felt he had composed himself enough, he replied, “I understand how you feel, Master Gamgee. We all applaud Frodo and the rest of you for your courageous efforts in bringing the ring here. I would leave it at that, if it were so simple, but this is too great a threat to Middle Earth to leave out any options, no matter how reluctant we are to take them. Hobbits have as much to lose as the rest of us, and therefore, I would not leave your people out of such an important council.” Samwise sputtered and fell silent. Blast it, Elrond was right. He wouldn’t want to see his beloved Shire burned down or taken over by evil, and the knowledge that there might have been something that he and Mister Frodo could have done to stop something like that would haunt him. “It’s alright Sam,” said Frodo soothingly, patting his shoulder, “I understand how you feel. I’m certain that lord Elrond knows that you meant no disrespect.” Frodo’s eyes met the elf king’s, and Elrond nodded in agreement. “Indeed. I do not blame young Samwise for feeling the way he does. His protective loyalty to his people and friends does him much credit.” Gandalf interjected, “Don’t fret so, Samwise. Only the wisest of each race shall be attending the council. Surely, we can make a decision about the ring that will set you at ease.” Sam nodded and lowered his gaze. He wished he could believe them, but he saw the looks that passed between Gandalf and Elrond as the old wizard said this. Both of them bore a sad dread in their eyes that couldn’t be hidden from the inquisitive gardener. His fear for Frodo was grew stronger as the night wore on. ~**************~ *I am staring, * thought Elrond as he tried to tear his gaze off of Frodo’s face. It was difficult to keep his expression purely professional as the hobbit chatted with him. Frodo was so beautiful...like a marble sculpture that had been granted life. It wasn’t merely his physical beauty. It was his voice, his smile, and his thoughtful demeanor. He was a scholarly little fellow, who preferred to devote his time to reading and writing, rather than playing. As he watched Frodo’s animated, sweet features, Elrond could clearly picture him sitting in a tree, with a book in one hand and a pipe in the other. Frodo was describing their adventure through the barrow downs to Elrond, making motions with hands as he spoke. The piece of ham that Frodo had speared on his fork wobbled as he waved the silverware, and the hobbit flicked his wrist to demonstrate the movement of one of the barrow wights. Frodo’s lips parted in a round little “O” as the piece of meat flew off of his fork and sailed across the table, landing in Gandalf’s beard. His blue eyes were as wide as saucers as the wizard slowly looked down at the dangling bit of ham, then looked at Frodo with raised, bushy eyebrows. “Getting a bit over-zealous with your tales, are you? You must be recovering more quickly than I thought, Frodo,” Gandalf said. Bilbo choked on his wine and shook with hearty laughter, and Merry and Pippin guffawed. Elrond watched color spread out from Frodo’s delicate, pale cheekbones to the tips of his pointed little ears, and the elf king was hard put not to laugh out loud, himself. As it was he maintained his dignity by covering his mouth with a napkin and keeping his laughter muffled. His slim shoulders quivered and his eyes watered with the effort of keeping quiet. Aragorn smiled, his rugged features softening as he looked from Gandalf to Frodo. “Oh, forgive me, Gandalf! I did not mean to do that,” Frodo apologized heartily, and the hobbit began to climb off of his chair with the intention of helping Gandalf remove the offending object. Gandalf waved a gnarled hand and chuckled, “’Tis quite alright, dear boy. Don’t get up...I’m quite capable of taking care of this little matter, myself.” Poor Frodo’s face was such a bright shade of pink that it almost glowed, and Sam kept his gaze on his plate to keep his master from seeing the grin on his lips. Elrond’s amusement subsided as those impossibly blue eyes of Frodo’s sought out his sheepishly and blinked. My, his lashes were long! The elf king managed a friendly, soothing smile and raised his wineglass in salute. “Gandalf has battled evils far greater than a wayward piece of food, Master Baggins. Rest assured, the only thing that you’ve damaged is his pride.” Frodo laughed in delight and clinked his own glass against Elrond’s as the wizard harrumphed in mock indignation, and everyone joined in the laughter. Even Sam forgot his misgivings in the light of fellowship and relaxation in the air. ~**************~ -To be continued Title: Hidden strength (4/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Frodo is disturbed by a combination of dreams about Elrond and nightmares about the Nazgul. Giving up on sleep, he takes a walk to clear his head...but he isn't prepared to bump into the elven king. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I don't make any money from this. Warning: Rape, graphic sex “Hidden Strength” Part 4 Frodo could not sleep. His dreams prevented him from finding peace. At first, they were pleasant dreams involving himself and Elrond. The hobbit smiled in his sleep and unconsciously hugged his pillow, as he would like to do with the elf. His skin became flushed and a light sheen of perspiration formed on his brow. He licked his lips and whispered the elf king’s name as his dreams became more heated. Elrond’s mouth was worshipping his neck as the elf lifted Frodo into his arms, cupping his bottom. Frodo’s legs were locked around Elrond’s waist, and he whimpered pleadingly as he felt the elf’s hard length pressing against his own. That talented, sensitive mouth branded Frodo’s skin with wet heat as it traveled to his collar, the perfect teeth nipping gently. Elrond pushed Frodo up against a tree and purred words of longing into his ear as he opened the hobbit’s shirt. Frodo squeezed the pillow more tightly and caught his breath as the dream reached further heights. Elrond was taking him now. Somehow, both of them had shed their clothing in the blink of an eye, and Frodo was pinned in helpless ecstasy against the tree. Elrond stood naked, his long hands supporting Frodo’s bottom as he thrust his hardness rhythmically within the panting hobbit. Then the dream changed again. Elrond’s beautiful features dissolved and blackened, and Frodo cried out in confused fear to hear the otherworldly, grating voice of a Nazgul saying, “Ours, halfling. You belong to us now.” “Stop it! You are not real!” cried Frodo. His cry became a gasp of pain as the creature thrust sharply into him. The hobbit moaned and shoved at the shoulders of the Nazgul as it pumped its grave-cold flesh in and out of his tender body savagely. “Elrond...Sam...help me!” Frodo screamed. It was then that he awoke. He sat straight up in the bed, his sapphire eyes wild and staring as his lungs heaved for breath. His erection dissolved and he suddenly had to urinate quite badly. Nearly tripping over the covers and falling to the floor in his haste, the hobbit lurched to the privy in his private room. He winced at the pain in his shoulder as he lifted the oversized nightshirt he wore so that he could aim into the chamberpot. Shaking from head to toe and feeling nauseous, Frodo bit his lip and tried to calm himself. He tried to imagine the tension leaving his body with the stream of waste he was depositing into the bowl. “Just a dream...just a dream,” he whispered shakenly. When he was certain that his bladder was empty, he went to the sink and dampened a towel, then wiped his tender areas with it to clean them. His hands weren’t shaking so badly when he set the towel on the edge of the sink. “I shall never sleep now. Perhaps a walk will do me some good,” he mused aloud, his gaze straying to his newly washed clothes. He wished now that he had taken up Pippin’s offer to have one of his spare outfits. Frodo’s own pack had been lost in his desperate flight to the fjord, and he now only had the one pair of trousers, the one shirt and the one jacket. His bright gaze narrowed on the jacket pocket, where the ring resided. “Damn you,” he whispered. Whether he was blaming the ring for his nightmare, or his own weakness, he wasn’t certain. As a reminder of its evil, his shoulder began to throb again. The pain pulsed like a heartbeat, and he could swear that he heard the ring calling to him. Part of him began to believe that if he would just put the ring on, some of the pain in his wounded shoulder might go away. Or perhaps it would vanish altogether? His head tilted to the side, and his pupils dilated as he crossed the room, staring at the pocket of his jacket all the while. He realized what he was doing when his fingers encountered the smooth, gold band, and he jerked his hand away from the pocket as if it burned. “No,” he said fiercely, baring his teeth in a little snarl, “I won’t let you have your way. You can just stay in here and sulk, for all I care.” It probably wasn’t the wisest thing to do; leaving the ring alone and risking someone taking it, but Frodo didn’t care at this point. He was angry at the ring. It had manipulated the wonderful dream he was having and turned it into a nightmare. Logically, it could also have been caused by his stab wound and his own private fears, but Frodo needed to blame the ring. It helped him to be angry at the blasted thing, so that he wouldn’t be tempted to put it on, as it clearly wanted him to. Ignoring the ring’s soft, seductive calls, Frodo left the jacket where it was and changed into his clothes. “Plead all you want,” he said to the ring as he walked to the door, “you can just stay here and think about the price for meddling with my dreams!” He nearly slammed the door to accent his point, but realized that it might wake up the few people here who needed sleep at night. The thought of a crabby Gandalf descending on him was enough to make Frodo rethink and shut the door quietly. ~*************~ His furred feet made no sound as he walked the outdoor paths of Rivendell. “So beautiful,” he whispered in admiration. The architecture was so flowing and artful, and it somehow seemed to be a part of the nature that surrounded it. Rivendell was more a haven than a city, in Frodo’s eyes. He made a mental note not to speak out loud anymore, for there were elves wandering about. He didn’t want them to think he was cracked, like the Shirefolk did! It was strange to see people coming and going during this time of night. It was nearly midnight, and Elrond’s people were still going about their business. Frodo passed one elf who was sitting cross-legged on the ground, with his (her?) eyes closed. The hobbit’s dark brows drew down as he tried to determine what gender they were. Some of the elves were so androgynous in appearance that he could not quite decide, while others, like Elrond, were distinctly masculine or feminine. Despite Elrond’s ethereal beauty, Frodo could sense the strength in the elven king. He was definitely, perfectly male. The hobbit blushed and scolded himself for letting his mind wander again. He had never experienced such a heated crush on another individual before. He worried that he was being shallow, at first. Was it the elf lord’s physical beauty that drew him like a moth to a flame? After a bit of soul-searching, Frodo decided that couldn’t be it. There were many elves, both male and female, which were just as stunning to look upon as Elrond. It was his wisdom, Frodo decided. Elrond was thousands of years old, though he looked to be only out of his tweens. Frodo’s passion with history helped contribute to the obsessive attraction he had for Elrond. When he felt the elf king’s strength guiding him through the darkness, he had been in awe. When he awoke to find a legend smiling down at him, that awe became reverence, mixed with bewilderment at how very beautiful Elrond was in the flesh. He was Frodo’s hero. The hobbit chuckled softly at this thought. My, he was acting like a twit! Elrond would probably laugh if he knew. No...he wouldn’t laugh. The elf king was far too tasteful and elegant to laugh out loud at a hobbit’s foolishness. Frodo had no doubt that Elrond would be laughing on the inside, though. Frodo was looking at the stars as he walked. How brightly they shone here! Or, he amended, perhaps they merely appeared brighter because of his new outlook on life. Since his near-transformation, the hobbit had found a new appreciation for life. Colors stood out more vividly, sounds had a more musical quality to them, and every emotion he felt was magnified. Was it a result of his close call, or Elrond’s healing? Did those long, elegant hands bestow some of their magic upon him permanently? “Ah, stop it!” he chided himself as the thought of the elf’s hands on his body made a little thrill go through him. “Dar-ha, El Hen?”(1.) said a deep, melodic voice to Frodo’s left. The hobbit gasped as Elrond stepped out of the shadows with a curious expression on his face. “Umm...I was speaking to myself,” Frodo answered lamely. Elrond smiled and stopped before the hobbit. “May I ask what about?” “I h-had a nightmare...it kept me from sleeping. I was scolding myself for continuing to think about it," Frodo lied. Oh, how he hated fibbing to the kind elf lord, but he certainly wasn’t going to say, “Oh, I was having lustful fantasies about you, Elrond. Care to go off into the forest with me and make love?” Oh no...that certainly wouldn’t do. Elrond’s features softened in sympathy, though his eyes said he didn’t quite believe that was the entire truth. “I suppose my startling you so hasn’t helped. My apologies, Frodo.” Frodo gave a rather high pitched squeak of nervous laughter. “Oh no, Lord Elrond. Please...I should have paid more attention to my surroundings, instead of muttering like a deranged idiot and wandering blindly.” Elrond’s lips twitched. “Dear Frodo...you do have such a colorful way with words,” he said in a slightly uneven voice. Frodo smiled shyly. “You can laugh out loud, you know. I don’t mind, and I certainly understand if my quirkiness amuses you. You are allowed to get away with it.” At this, Elrond did laugh out loud, and Frodo’s smile widened. His laughter was so lovely, like soft chimes of music. “There now, you see? You have a wonderful laugh,” Frodo said impulsively. Elrond’s laughter died down to a soft chuckle, and he tilted his head and studied Frodo’s smiling, sweet face. If he didn’t know better, he would swear the hobbit was flirting with him! *I am flirting with him, * Frodo thought, his expressive blue eyes going blank, *that wasn’t meant to happen. * “Well, you do have a nice laugh,” Frodo dared to say, squaring his small shoulders, “and I think that people should hear it more often.” Elrond’s eyes went so soft and luminous that it was all Frodo could do not to climb onto the elf and kiss him right there. “You are a wonder, young hobbit. You are correct. My laughter is indeed a rare thing, these days. I’ve had little enough to laugh about, until you and your friends came to Rivendell.” Frodo felt sadness for the magnificent creature before him. Of course, Elrond had little to laugh about. He had overheard enough of Elrond and Gandalf’s conversations to understand the danger that Rivendell faced. “Will you be...leaving Middle Earth?” Frodo questioned past the lump that began to rise in his throat. He knew that many of the elves had already crossed the sea. How long before Elrond and his folk left as well? Unable to help himself, Elrond reached down and lightly stroked Frodo’s silky cheek with his fingertips. “Not for some time yet, El Hen. There is still much to do, and we are very reluctant to leave at such a crucial time.” Frodo closed his eyes and rubbed his cheek against the fingers that touched him, like a cat leaning into a petting hand. He did not see the look of desire spread across Elrond’s face from his action. With his eyes still closed, Frodo whispered, “Why do you call me Star Child?” Elrond made himself retract his hand and school his features. “Well Frodo...You have a light within you that shines for all to see. Your purity and grace reminds me of the stars I so love to gaze upon.” Azure eyes opened and gazed up at him wetly, and Elrond felt his heart contract as a large tear spilled down Frodo’s cheek. “That’s lovely. I...I do not deserve...” the hobbit began, but Elrond’s fingertips pressed against his lips, forestalling the rest of what he was going to say. “Oh yes you do, Frodo Baggins. Do not argue with me,” Elrond said sternly, though his tone was a gentle caress. Frodo nodded dumbly, too entranced with Elrond to even try to disobey. For a moment, the two stood staring at one another, and Frodo nearly forgot himself and kissed Elrond’s pressing fingers. He restrained himself, however, and took a deep breath when the elf king removed his hand and straightened up. “Walk with me?” offered Elrond with a smile, “perhaps a stroll and some friendly company might make you forget about your nightmares.” “Yes...I would be happy to walk with you,” Frodo said eagerly. Too eagerly. He blushed as one of Elrond’s elegant, dark brows lifted the slightest bit. Together, they strolled down the paths of Rivendell. Elrond led him onto a hill and gracefully seated himself on the grass. “This is a lovely place to watch the stars, Frodo. Care to sit with me?” he invited when the hobbit gazed down at him in puzzlement (though not too far down...the top of Elrond’s head still came up to Frodo’s shoulders when sitting). “Ah, yes. Of course,” Frodo replied nervously, and he plopped down with all the grace of a drunken sailor. The hobbit winced at the impact on his rear end, and he nearly overbalanced and fell over. Elrond placed a steadying hand on Frodo’s back, and the hobbit blushed as his groin hardened from the touch. A mere yard away from them was a tree. The moonlight splashed down on its leaves, bathing it in silvery light. The good part of Frodo’s dream came roaring back at him, and the hobbit suddenly felt dizzy as he looked from the tree to Elrond. “Frodo! Are you well?” questioned Elrond in concern as the hobbit swayed. Frodo nodded and took a deep breath. “Yes, I’m fine, lord Elrond. Pardon me, I seem to have had a moment of dizziness. It will pass.” Shaking his head, Elrond rubbed Frodo’s back soothingly as the hobbit took a few more deep breaths. Frodo blinked his large blue eyes at the elf and smiled timidly. “Thank you.” “You gave me a bit of a fright, my little friend. Perhaps you should lie back for a few moments.” Elrond suggested. Frodo nodded and allowed the elf to gently lower him onto the ground. Now lying on his back, Frodo stared in wonder at the scattered stars overhead. “Goodness...I don’t remember that constellation,” he remarked, pointing straight up. Elrond followed his finger with his eyes and smiled. “Ah yes. That is the pattern I like to call ‘The elven king’s folly’.” As rapt as a child, Frodo turned his magnificent eyes to Elrond. “What a peculiar name! Will you tell me the story behind it?” Elrond forced his grin down and nodded solemnly. “Aye. There once was an elven king, who thought himself to be quite brilliant. He surveyed his land proudly and swore that he knew every wonder that ever was. Then a vision came to him. ‘Twas a crusty old human with a pointed hat, who smelled strongly of Halfling pipeweed. ‘Behold!’ cried the vision, ‘My powers are greater than yours, for I can yet make the most dignified feel foolish!’ And then, the crusty old wizard began to describe all of the feelings and desires that the elven king felt. ‘Fear not thy feelings of love! Instead, thou should pity the poor youth for being loved by the greatest of fools!’” Frodo’s brow was furrowed in perplexity, and Elrond nearly lost his composure and couldn’t finish. The elven king paused for a moment and cleared his throat before finishing, “Then the vision disappeared in a puff of pipeweed, and before the elven king stood the fairest of all beings he had ever seen.” Frodo’s eyes clouded over as he tried to make sense of the insane story. “I...see. What did the elven king do?” the crusty old wizard sounded suspiciously like Gandalf. Elrond glanced at Frodo sidelong and grinned, and the hobbit finally caught onto the gag and gasped, “You made that up!” With a look of feigned indignation, Elrond put a hand to his chest and retorted, “I would never!” Forgetting whom it was sitting next to him, Frodo rose and slapped Elrond lightly on the knee. "You did! You are the elven king, and Gandalf is the crusty old human!” The hobbit burst into helpless peals of laughter, leaning against Elrond comfortably. Elrond held his offended expression for a moment longer, then his features lit up and he laughed with Frodo. “Yes, I made that up. I honestly don’t know what came over me, to be so silly.” Frodo sobered and gazed up at Elrond with a soft, puzzled smile. “I’m not sure I understand this riddle you’ve thrown at me. Who is this ‘fair being’ in your little story?” His innocence was astounding. Elrond tried to think of a way to answer Frodo without sounding like a complete buffoon, but he had brought this on himself by constructing it in the first place. He was amazed to feel his cheeks warm as he replied, “I am looking at him as we speak, Frodo.” ~****************~ (1.) Stop it, Star Child? -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (5/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Frodo is momentarily speechless by Elrond's admission to him. Things get a bit heated, and past experiences are discussed. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I make no money from this. Author's note: On Sindarin translation...finding a string of words in Elvish that means the same thing in English is a lot harder than I thought! At one point, Frodo says, "I desire to give it," but I mis-translated and it came out as, "I desire to strip." Though it wouldn't exactly be out of place in this chapter, I'm glad I double-checked. ;) “Hidden Strength” Part 5 Frodo stared at Elrond with undisguised shock. The elf king wondered if he had misinterpreted Frodo’s behavior. Did what he think of as flirtation just happen to be a normal behavior pattern for hobbits? Elrond parted his lips to apologize, for the last thing that he wanted was to destroy this innocent creature’s trust in him and the newfound friendship they enjoyed together. Elrond was mature enough to accept mere friendship with Frodo, though it ached his heart not to have more. “Frodo, I should not have-“ Elrond began to say, but the hobbit suddenly moved closer to him and rose up on his knees to press his mouth against the elf’s. It was Elrond’s turn to be shocked as Frodo’s satiny lips moved against his with slow, sensual deliberation. The hobbit’s tongue glided over Elrond’s lips, pushing gently between them to caress his teeth and gums. Elrond shuddered and opened his mouth further; sucking on the warm tongue that explored him. Innocent? Did he think Frodo was innocent? He would have to re-evaluate that opinion. Frodo’s small hands cupped the elf’s face, the pads of his fingers drawing delicate circles over the smooth skin. Elrond’s arm came about Frodo’s waist and he pulled the hobbit into his lap. The heat that was coursing through his body was maddening. Frodo made a slight purring sound in his throat and deepened the kiss, his tongue now thrusting demandingly into Elrond’s mouth. The passion that erupted from this small person astounded the elf king. The last time Elrond had experienced such sensuality in a mere kiss was...well, to be honest, he had never experienced it in this magnitude before. Frodo’s little hands were sliding down his neck now, and they paused at his chest and began to work at the buttons of his shirt. Elrond had always prided himself on his ability to control his body, even in the heat of passion. All pride flew out the window as Frodo gracefully positioned his small frame and straddled the elf’s lap. A groan disturbed the relative quiet of the night, and Elrond was humbled to realize that the groan came from him. Frodo’s erection pressed against the elf’s hardening groin, and his round little bottom rested on Elrond’s thighs. Hearing that beautiful voice make such a sound of need impassioned Frodo further, and he dragged his mouth over Elrond’s jaw and down, softly sucking at the skin of his neck. His fingers pulled Elrond’s shirt open, and Frodo slid his hands in and explored the satiny chest. The hobbit gave a thrilled little gasp when Elrond’s hands cupped his buttocks and pulled him harder against the bulge he was practically sitting on. Frodo began to unconsciously undulate his hips, rubbing their arousal against each other. “Ai, Frodo,” gasped Elrond against Frodo’s neck, “nin bain El Hen! Im boe sen!(1.)” He sucked on the hobbit’s earlobe and started to work on Frodo’s shirt buttons, aroused beyond reason. Frodo’s voice was a sultry caress as he replied, “Im anira-anna-ha. (2.)” He began to kiss the exposed V of ivory chest, and his eager little mouth fastened onto one of Elrond’s peach colored nipples. Elrond parted his lips and tilted his head back in pleasure as Frodo drew on the tight bud. The elf pulled Frodo’s shirt open and slid the material down to expose a creamy shoulder. He wanted to kiss the hobbit’s flesh, but it wasn’t possible while Frodo was worshiping his chest with his hands and mouth...Elrond simply couldn’t reach. Instead, his long hands slid down the hobbit’s body and between his legs. He cupped Frodo’s groin, gently rubbing and pressing through the trousers. Frodo moaned shakenly, and Elrond smiled when he felt a tiny damp spot on the material. His little love was close to his peak, and he meant to bring him over the edge. Frodo released Elrond’s nipple and returned to his mouth, nibbling and sucking on the sensitive lips hungrily and groaning in pleasure as the elf fondled his hardness. “Mister Frodo...are you out there? Are you all right?!” called Sam’s voice from the path below the entwined couple. They both froze, and Frodo swore softly at the untimely interruption. Reluctantly, he crawled off of Elrond’s lap and stood up on shaky legs. The elf stood up as well, and they both quickly rearranged their clothing as best they could, to hide the evidence of what they had been up to. Sam’s curly blond head came into view, and Frodo called out to him. “Up here, Sam.” The gardener wore a look of exasperated relief. “Bless you, sir...I thought you might be in trouble! I heard you cry out from my bedroom, and when I went to check on you, you were gone...but you left your jacket behind! Then I thought I heard you moaning when I came this way. Is everything all right? I could make up a warm compress if your shoulder’s hurtin’ you.” Frodo gave Elrond an apologetic, yet amused look as Samwise rambled on. “Yes Sam...everything is fine. I merely had a nightmare, and I came out to clear my head. Elrond and I have been talking. I...I jarred my shoulder as I sat down, which is why I cried out. It’s fine, now.” Sam breathed a sigh of relief, then blushed when he realized he had been completely ignoring lord Elrond. “Oh, I beg your pardon, sir! I was just so worried, you see-“ “Think nothing of it, Samwise. Frodo is dear to all of us, and I understand why your concern for him comes first.” Elrond interjected kindly. Sam nodded and lowered his gaze. He wasn’t blind. He saw how flushed Frodo’s cheeks were, and how bright his eyes were. Both Frodo and Elrond were breathing heavily, and Mister Frodo stood gingerly, as if his breeches were too tight. Yes sir, swollen lips and mussed hair was a sure giveaway that there was more happening here than “talking”. He had done it again! This was the second time he mistook a distant sound from Frodo to mean the gentlehobbit was in trouble. At least this time, he hadn’t come running just in time to see...what he saw the last time. Sam had mixed feelings about it. On the one hand, he was happy that Frodo had the good fortune of catching the eye of such a heroic elf. On the other hand, he was uneasy. An odd stab of jealousy towards Elrond found it’s way into the loyal servant’s heart, and he ruthlessly stomped it down. “Sam...are you alright?” questioned Frodo. The passion in his lapis gaze had cooled in concern, and he frowned at his friend. Sam shook himself out of his reverie and forced a cheery smile to his face. “O’ course, Mister Frodo! Now that I know you’re not hurt or nothin’, I’ll go back to bed. Wake me up, if you need anything.” He bowed awkwardly to Elrond, and the elf lord returned the bow with a grace that left the gardener breathless. Sam quickly turned and went back the way he came. He needed to examine his feelings more carefully. What right did he have to get jealous over Frodo being with someone, after all? He had Rosie waiting for him back home. “Can’t have your cake and eat it too, Samwise Gamgee,” he muttered to himself as he walked. ~***************~ Frodo turned back to Elrond and smiled at him, his cheeks heating once again. Now that their passion had cooled, he felt horrible for the wanton way he had attacked the elf. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, “I let my passion get the better of me...I’m truly not as promiscuous as I behaved earlier.” Elrond knelt smoothly before Frodo and caressed his face. “I was not voicing any complaints, sweet one. The passion raging within me was equally consuming.” He kissed Frodo softly, pulling back before it could become heated again. “I would like nothing better than to make love to you, right here under the stars. However, I have more respect for you than that. I wish to explore you, Frodo Baggins...every part of you. From that pulsing, fiery spirit of yours to those sweet lips. Rarely do I meet one such as you.” Frodo turned his head and kissed Elrond’s caressing palm tenderly. His blue eyes were luminous with emotion as he nodded. “Yes...you are right, Elrond. Bonds such as the one we share aren’t something to be rushed into. I promise I shall try to behave.” Elrond laughed softly at the hobbit’s words and seated himself on the grass, gently pulling Frodo into his lap again. His arms surrounded Frodo in a warm, strong embrace, and he kissed his soft curls and nuzzled his neck. Ah, this was sweet torture. Frodo’s back rested against Elrond’s chest, and his bottom pressed into the elf lord’s lap. Elrond grimaced as his passion heated again and he tried to control his body. It was no use...he hardened despite his best efforts, and Frodo shifted ever so slightly in enjoyment as he felt it pressing against his bottom. “This might have been more easily said than done,” Elrond sighed, hugging Frodo and kissing the spot below his ear. Frodo closed his eyes and smiled at the delicious sensation. “It certainly is not easy,” he agreed, his small hands running up and down Elrond’s thighs sensually, “but what I feel is more than physical attraction...though my treacherous body won’t behave itself.” Elrond fought the urge to drop his hands into the hobbit’s lap and finish what he had begun before Samwise interrupted them. “So tell me,” he whispered, “have you ever experienced love with another male before? I do not want to make you uncomfortable, Frodo.” The hobbit’s searing, clever kiss and the way his skilled hands had moved over Elrond’s flesh earlier suggested that Frodo was quite experienced, but he wanted to be certain. Frodo nodded, a delicate blush creeping up on his fair cheeks. “Yes. I began to experiment in my tweens. I thought at first that it was just a phase, this preference to other lads that I had. I never quite grew out of it, though. Poor Sam, I’m surprised to this day that he doesn’t shy away from me.” Elrond lifted an eyebrow. “You have had relations with Samwise?” it wouldn’t surprise him...and it would account for the worshipful way the gardener followed Frodo with his eyes. Frodo shook his head. “Oh no...nothing like that. Sam likes the lasses. He will marry Rose Cotton someday. I was referring to him...sort of...stumbling in on a tryst I was having with one of the Bolger lads one night. Of course, I had no idea that he was there! He told me the next day, poor thing. He broke down into tears and said, ‘I didn’t mean to spy on you, Mister Frodo, but I was afraid if I moved you’d hear me, and then we’d all have been embarrassed!’ Apparently, he heard me moaning and went to the shed where we were...ahem...getting to know one another. He thought someone was hurting me, you see.” Elrond smiled as Frodo chuckled softly. The hobbit’s face was a delightful shade of pink as he continued, “Sam looked into the window to see how many lads were ‘beating me up’, so that he’d know if he needed to get help. You can imagine what was going through his mind when he saw what was really happening.” Elrond shifted, his groin throbbing as he imagined what Sam might have seen. “What...did he see, El Hen?” the elf questioned huskily, kissing Frodo’s ear. Frodo shivered, reaching his arm up and behind so that he could run his fingers through Elrond’s silken, raven hair. “Perdoc was younger than I, and he was curious. He said he wanted to know what it was like to be with a lad, just once. He said I was the prettiest he had ever seen, and I’ll admit, he was a good-looking fellow. I took him into the shed behind Bag End and allowed him to do as he wished.” Elrond closed his eyes, wondering if he could endure this. His hands rubbed up and down Frodo’s arms as he murmured, “What did he wish to do?” Frodo smiled. “He wanted to have me...to be inside of me. I allowed him to do it.” Oh, Elbereth...this was truly torture. Elrond might not be able to enjoy that privilege, due to their size difference. There was possibly a way for he and Frodo to be together like that, but the elf king had no way of knowing it would work until he tried. As he was not willing to rush Frodo into that sort of intimacy so soon, he found the idea of the hobbit describing his encounter with the Bolger lad to be quite enticing. “Was it pleasant?” questioned the elf relentlessly. Frodo was caught up in the mood as well, and Elrond’s soft lips were caressing his neck and making him fantasize about the elf being in Perdoc’s place. “Oh yes...he was experienced with the lasses, you see. He was quite...aggressive. He insisted that I be naked, yet he only removed his trousers. He had me bend over the work table, so that I could rest my elbows on it.” Caught up in the story and his own arousal, Frodo didn’t even think of being embarrassed by describing the act to Elrond. “It was a bit painful at first. Perdoc was rather big, and even though we used oils to make his entrance easier, I cried out quite loudly when he entered me. He was thrusting rather hard, and he stopped a couple of times and asked me if it was alright.” Elrond’s breath was quickening, and he ran his lips up and down Frodo’s neck and jaw. “And what did you say?” Frodo gasped as those long fingers found his nipples through his shirt and gently squeezed them. It took him a moment to remember where he was in the story. “I said that I liked it that way.” Elrond said an elvish word that Frodo had never heard before...probably ancient dialect. His voice was strangely hoarse as he cupped Frodo’s chin and turned his head. Frodo moaned as the elf kissed him hard, his tongue thrusting deeply into the hobbit’s mouth. Heat exploded through Frodo’s groin and belly as he teased Elrond’s thrusting tongue with his own, and the hobbit turned in the elf’s lap and whimpered against his mouth. Before, Elrond had been so gentle, as if he was afraid that Frodo would break. Now his kiss was a claiming fire that made the hobbit want him inside more than ever. “Elrond,” he gasped against the other’s lips. The elven king heard the quiet plea of desperate longing in that gasp, and he forced himself to stop kissing Frodo. Taking deep breaths, he held the hobbit at arms-length and said, “Ai, Frodo...I will break my promise to take things slowly, if this continues. I lost control as I imagined what it would be like to...have you like that.” Frodo panted heavily and grit his teeth against the ache in his groin. “I know,” he said breathlessly, “’twas just as much my fault.” They came together again, holding each other and fighting the unbearable need within them. “Elbereth, you must think that I’m a wonton,” Frodo groaned, hiding his face in Elrond’s hair. The elf shook his head vehemently and cupped Frodo’s chin, forcing him to look up into his eyes. “No, Frodo. You forget, my people haven’t the constraints of others, when it comes to sharing pleasures of the body. I see nothing wrong with enjoying such interludes with those you are attracted to. I understand that Shirefolk are different, however. I would not want to place a burden of guilt or shame on your shoulders.” Frodo toyed with a lock of Elrond’s hair and snuggled against him. His genitals were still swollen and throbbing, but he enjoyed the closeness they were sharing. “I’m glad. If you were a hobbit, you might have been disgusted at me. My folk don’t actively have anything against experimenting with your own gender, but it’s expected for proper hobbits to marry and have children. I should think they would drive me away, if they knew I deflowered the sons of three influential families.” Elrond snorted, then covered his mouth in surprise at the sound. He had never laughed so freely as he did around Frodo Baggins. “Yet you say this fellow whom Sam caught you with had experience with the ladies?” he said past the soft chuckles. Frodo nodded. “Yes...he was my fourth, and my last until I met you.” Elrond stroked Frodo’s hair and kissed his forehead, rocking him back and forth. “I shall endeavor to be your last ever, if I have anything to say about it.” The elf king went still and furrowed his brows. What in the name of the Valar was he saying? Such a possessive statement was not fitting of an elf...especially directed towards a mortal! Frodo didn’t seem to mind. He sighed and looked up at Elrond with a teasing smile, his bright eyes sparkling. “Ah, well...we shall have to see. I’m difficult to satisfy, you know.” Elrond smirked. “We shall see.” He had over a thousand years of experience with same gender relations. When the time was right, he intended to show Frodo just what he had learned in the ages he had lived on Middle Earth. ~***********~ They held one another and kept the subject away from romance as best they could. They shared stories and experiences (again, keeping off the subject of sexual experiences), and it might have gone on all night long, if Elrond hadn't begun to rub Frodo’s back and stroke his hair. It felt so good that the hobbit’s blue eyes drifted shut, and he mumbled sleepily and snuggled deeper into the elf’s embrace. Elrond smiled fondly at his small companion, admiring the way Frodo’s dark lashes cast such thick fringe over his cheekbones. Never had he seen such long eyelashes...not even on one of his own people. He could tell when Frodo fell asleep. The hobbit’s breathing became deep and even, and his face relaxed. Elrond stared down at the fair features in appreciation. Frodo was so very sweet and ethereal in appearance. A dull ache throbbed in Elrond’s breast as his mind turned to what may have to be, in the near future. If they could not find a suitable person, this small, delicate being that he held in his arms would be the only hope for Middle Earth. The possibility of Frodo bearing the evil of the One Ring all the way to Mordor put a sense of dread in Elrond’s heart. “If only I could protect you from this,” he whispered as he lightly stroked the hobbit’s face. Frodo stirred slightly and shifted in his arms, but he did not wake. ~*************~ (1.) Ah, Frodo, my beautiful Star Child! I need this! (2.) I desire to give it. Title: Hidden Strength (6/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond (also Merry/Pippin, but not detailed) Rating: PG-13 Summary: Elrond holds back from taking the final step in the relationship that he and Frodo have formed. Frodo misnunderstands his reasons and begins to wonder if the elf lord is having second thoughts. Merry and Pippin unwittingly set things into motion, and Sam tries to deal with his own personal issues. Disclaimer: Tolkien owns Middle Earth and all of the characters. I just like to write about them. I make no money from doing this. “Hidden Strength” Part 6 Frodo felt movement. He blinked his sleepy eyes open in confusion, and found himself still in Elrond’s arms. The elven king was carrying him back towards the housing area. Frodo was surprised to see that the sky was lightening with the coming dawn. “You held me all night?” he whispered, looking up at Elrond drowsily. The elf smiled down at him. “Yes, Frodo. You were resting so peacefully that I was loath to wake you. I must admit that I enjoyed holding you, as well.” Frodo grinned happily and snuggled deeper into Elrond’s arms. His rest had been dreamless and deep, without the usual fears lurking about the edges of his mind to disturb it. “If only I could rest in your arms every night,” he hobbit sighed, closing his eyes again. Elrond planted a soft kiss on Frodo’s forehead, not concerned in the least that others were nearby to see it. The few elves the couple passed merely smiled at the sweet picture that their lord and the hobbit made together. They were too patient and relaxed a people to let the difference in size and race disturb them. Elrond carried Frodo into the building and down the delicately arching halls. He shifted the hobbit when he reached Frodo’s room, so that he could turn the knob and open the door. Frodo stirred as he was carried to his bed. He felt the ring calling him. On the bright side, it meant that nobody had taken it during his absence. On the downside, he must return to dealing with the thing’s unwholesome influence again. “Elrond?” he said as the elf lord lay him down and began to cover him up. “Yes, el hen?” “I know that you’ve got important things to do, with the day of the council drawing near, but would you stay with me for a while longer?” his blue gaze flicked to his jacket across the room, where the ring was waiting in the pocket. Elrond saw the touch of fear in Frodo’s eyes. He understood. The hobbit was afraid of the ring, yet he was drawn to it as well. Elrond caressed Frodo’s cheek and seated himself on the edge of the bed. “Of course, dear Frodo. There is little planning left for me to worry myself with. All of the arrangements have been made, and I certainly have no objections to spending more time with you. I merely did not want to intrude on any privacy you may wish to have.” Frodo smiled and pulled the covers aside in invitation. Elrond hesitated. Would he be able to continue holding this fair creature without ravishing him? All through the night as Frodo slept in his arms, the elf battled inwardly with the desire to take him to a secluded area and make love to him. The effect that Frodo had on both his body and heart was astounding. Elrond had examined his feelings through the night, carefully picking them apart and examining them with a critical eye. He had gained the wisdom in the ages he had lived on Middle Earth to discern the difference between infatuation and love. By the time the sky had begun to lighten, the elf king was sure. He was in love with Frodo Baggins. As impossible as it seemed in such a short time of knowing the hobbit, Elrond could not deny the truth. His heart yearned for Frodo as much as his body did, which made the cravings of his body stronger. Elrond’s hesitation confused Frodo. After what they had shared during the night, and after holding him until dawn, why was the elf now reluctant to lie beside him? “What’s the matter?” Frodo questioned softly. Elrond gave himself a mental shake and smiled down at the hobbit. “I want you...that is what the matter is. I will not hide the truth from you, Frodo. Holding you is a sweet torment, and as one who doesn’t truly sleep, I fear that I might keep you awake with my selfish desires.” Frodo’s lips parted, and he blushed delicately. Well, Elrond certainly told things as they were! All of Frodo’s past lovers, even those who were younger than him, tended to be patronizing towards him. His innocent appearance gave them the impression that he was fragile, and must be protected from the truth if they perceived that truth to be harmful. Not so, with this wonderful elf. Elrond’s honesty touched Frodo deeply, for it proved that the elf viewed him as an equal, instead of a pretty youth that was not mature enough to be told the truth. “Well, I am willing to take that risk,” Frodo said a bit breathlessly, laying his small hand on Elrond’s knee, “I’m sure you’re strong enough to resist.” A teasing smile lifted the corner of the hobbit’s mouth, and his sapphire eyes twinkled playfully. He patted the mattress with his other hand and looked at Elrond expectantly. Elrond chuckled and lay down beside Frodo, pulling his smaller form into his arms. “You are a stubborn one, Master Baggins,” he murmured, nuzzling Frodo’s soft curls. ~*************~ When Frodo wasn’t with his friends, he was with Elrond. He and the elf lord took what private moments they could, often walking through the gardens and discussing philosophy together. As the time for the council grew nearer, Frodo became more restless and frustrated. Elrond would not allow their affection to go farther than tender kisses and the occasional, passionate touching that Frodo enjoyed so much. He wondered if he was doing something wrong. Despite Elrond’s admittance that he wanted to make love to him, Frodo sensed the elf holding back. Perhaps Elrond was changing his mind. After all, Frodo was the size of a child, compared to Elrond. Mayhap he found the idea of coupling with Frodo to be repulsive. It was Merry that noticed Frodo’s melancholy mood. It was the day before the council would meet, and the four hobbits watched as representatives of the races showed up at the gates of Rivendell. Rough- featured Dwarves, stern, forbidding Men, and graceful, proud elves with fair hair and woodland green clothes entered the city. The magnitude of what was happening finally began to dawn on the Shirefolk. Merry noticed that Frodo seemed the least interested in the appearance of the other races. The gentlehobbit’s blue eyes were distant as he stood beside his friends in the courtyard and watched the procession being led to their separate guesthouses. “What’s the matter, Frodo?” Merry asked. Frodo shook his head and lowered his gaze. Sam looked at his master with sympathetic, brown eyes. They all knew how close Frodo and Elrond had become during their stay in Rivendell, but Samwise saw the restraint that the elf lord was showing. Each time Elrond took Frodo’s small hand and led him into the gardens, Sam saw the hopeful expression on his master’s face and the way the blue eyes stared up at the elf in adoration. Sam also saw the disappointed slump in Frodo’s slender shoulders each night, when the gentlehobbit returned to his room. He didn’t mean to spy on Frodo, but he was worried about him...and the anxiety the gardener felt grew worse as the council day approached. Sam kept quiet and averted his gaze, trying to think of something to do to busy himself. “Come on, Frodo. I’m your cousin...I can tell something’s bothering you. Is it the ring?” Merry prompted. Frodo’s hand strayed to his jacket pocket. No, it wasn’t the ring, but Merry mentioning the cursed thing brought it into Frodo’s awareness. “It is nothing I can’t handle, Merry,” Frodo said in a subdued voice. Merry exchanged a worried look with Pippin as Frodo absently rubbed his wounded shoulder. “You’re shoulder’s stiff again? I’ve got a cure for that,” the Brandybuck said with a sudden smile. Frodo raised an eyebrow at his cousin. “What do you mean?” he questioned. “We found a nice, secluded hot spring, deep in the gardens yesterday,” replied Pippin with a glint in his eye, “there are some deep spots, especially by the waterfall, but it only comes up to the waist by the edges.” Frodo frowned. A hot spring with a waterfall? What was the source? “Come on, Frodo. Let’s all have a soak,” suggested Merry, putting his arm around the more slender hobbit. “What if we get into trouble?” questioned Samwise nervously, “I don’t think the elves would like, it if they found out we were using their spring as a bathtub!” Pippin rolled his eyes. “You worry too much, Sam. Unwind a bit for a change!” The Took grabbed Samwise by the elbow. Frodo and Sam reluctantly allowed the Bucklanders to guide them through the winding paths to this secluded spot. Frodo’s shoulder was throbbing and numb today, and the idea of soaking in hot water was appealing to him. Perhaps his cousins were on to something. He glanced at Sam, who was looking a bit pale. The gardener had lived all his young life in Hobbiton, and like other Shirefolk in that area, he had an aversion to water. Bathing was one thing, but immersing oneself in a river, lake or pool was asking for trouble. “Don’t worry, Sam. I shall go in first and show you how far you can go before it starts to get deeper,” Frodo soothed. As the foliage became thicker, they could hear the sound of splashing water. “Don’t worry, it’s not a big waterfall,” Merry explained as he guided them off the path towards the sound, “It comes down off of some rocks...it’s about as wide as a Man is tall...or an elf-“ As he said this, they entered the clearing, and ironically there was an elf already in the spring. Merry choked on what he was saying, and all four hobbits came to an abrupt halt and stared. It was Elrond. He was completely, gloriously nude, and he stood beneath the waterfall with his head tilted back, rinsing his dark hair. The water in the pool only came up to his mid-thigh. “Now, that’s a pretty picture,” Pippin said breathlessly. Frodo thought his heart was going to explode in his chest. Elrond was everything he had dreamed of, and more. The elf’s smooth-muscled limbs were long and graceful, his hips were lean, his stomach flat and defined, his chest smooth and flawless. His ivory skin glistened with drops and tiny rivulets of water in the afternoon light. Frodo swallowed hard as his hungry gaze slowly took in every detail of Elrond’s form, and his cheeks flushed when he saw the elf lord’s groin. Elrond’s manhood was long and thick, nestled in a soft down of raven fur. Frodo’s breeches filled uncomfortably as he imagined touching that beautiful shaft. How much bigger would it be when erect? Even in repose it was as large as Frodo’s when he was fully aroused. Elbereth, was it even possible for he and Elrond to make love the way Frodo wanted to? Surely the elf couldn’t fit in his small body. “Stop starin’ at him!” Hissed Samwise in embarrassment as his three companions ogled the elf king. He grabbed Merry and Pippin by their arms and began to drag them away. “What if he sees you all rapin’ him with your eyes!” “Ow, Sam...that hurts!” complained Pippin, but neither he nor Merry resisted as the gardener pulled them back to the path. “Mister Frodo?” Sam said, looking over his shoulder at the stricken gentlehobbit. He certainly wasn’t going to order Frodo to turn away. Seeing that his master was too absorbed in the spectacle of the elf bathing, Sam shook his head and continued to the path with Merry and Pippin. “Stay here, you two...I’m goin’ back for mister Frodo,” he said with a stern glare. Merry and Pippin merely shrugged, still in shock from the sight. Sam’s cheeks were hot with mortification as he returned to find Frodo lying stomach-down on the grass with his chin propped in his hand. Sam crawled up next to his master, noting that Frodo had a perfect view of Elrond under the cover of the bushes, without being spotted himself. "Mister Frodo, I know I ain’t the one to be telling you what’s right and what’s wrong, but don’t you think it’s a mite bit rude to peep on lord Elrond like this?” he whispered. Frodo’s blue eyes were filled with such longing that Sam had to look away when they turned to him. For a moment, the gardener envied Elrond, to have Frodo desire him like that. “I know you’re right, Sam. I...I couldn’t help myself. I am a cad.” Frodo whispered, his cheeks coloring. Sam’s heart went out to his friend. For whatever reason, it was clear that Frodo and Elrond hadn’t taken the final step to relieve their hunger for each other. He wasn’t so certain the dignified elf lord would have been able to turn away, had the situation been reversed. “Why don’t you go to him, then?” he said without thinking. Sam’s eyebrows raised as he realized what he had just suggested. “Er...I mean...that is...” he stammered, trying to fix his error. “Oh,” Frodo said, his pupils dilating, “oh Sam...I don’t know if I could! What if he turns away from me?” Sam looked Frodo up and down, and a doubtful expression found its way onto his face. “I don’t think he would turn away from you, mister Frodo. How could he?” He was doing it again. The gardener cursed his own double standards. Finally, he sighed. He wanted Frodo happy, above all else. Laying a gentle, supportive hand on the slimmer hobbit’s shoulder, he gazed deeply into his master’s clear blue eyes and whispered, “I’m going to tell you the same thing you told me about Rosie, mister Frodo. How are you gonna know, if you don’t try? Go to him, me dear.” Frodo bit his lip, his eyes flicking from Sam to Elrond and back again. “Should I get undressed?” he said shyly. Sam cleared his throat. Frodo was more experienced in the ways of desire than he was, yet the gentlehobbit was as unsure as a virgin as he gazed at the gardener questioningly. How odd, to have mister Frodo asking him for advice! “I don’t rightly know, sir. Uh...I’d say you should. I mean, he might think it’s unfair that he’s naked and you’re fully clothed, after all.” Goodness gracious, his cheeks were hot! Sam wondered if his face was going to catch on fire soon. Frodo nodded slowly, blinking his eyes. “Yes...yes, you are right, Sam.” And then the smaller hobbit eagerly began to unbutton his shirt. His hands were shaking with fear and anticipation. “I cannot believe I’m doing this,” Frodo said with a nervous chuckle, “Elrond isn’t the same as the others I’ve been with...oh, Sam...do you think he will find me attractive? My body, that is? I’m so small and skinny!” Sam’s eyes were dazed as he watched his master undress. He swallowed hard and answered, “You ain’t skinny, mister Frodo. You’re as lithe and lovely as an elf.” It was then that Frodo heard the husky note of desire in Sam’s voice. He paused at the last button of his shirt and raised confused blue eyes to his friend. Sam averted his gaze uncomfortably and murmured, “I should go...I’ll make sure Merry and Pippin don’t bother you none.” He stood up and began to walk away, then he paused and said, “Don’t worry, mister Frodo. If Elrond sees even half of what I see in you, he won’t say no.” Frodo’s mouth was slack as Sam disappeared behind the foliage. “Oh, surely not,” Frodo whispered to himself as he wondered if Sam had sexual feelings towards him. Perhaps the gardener was confused. Frodo knew that Sam had always found him to be pretty, but the sturdy gardener was a pure, innocent soul...sweeter than he was judgmental. Maybe the danger that they had all been through together had thrown Sam into such concern for him that he THOUGHT he had sexual feelings for him. That would make sense, Frodo decided. The hobbit’s gaze moved back to the waterfall, where Elrond was blissfully allowing the crystalline wetness to cascade over his body. “Sam’s right...I must know,” Frodo whispered, unable to stand the torture of seeing such beauty without touching it. He returned to the task of removing his clothing, and he prayed to Elbereth that he would not be rejected. ~***********~ -To be continued Title: Hidden Strength (7/?) Author: Xenobia Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: Frodo struggles to overcome his insecurity as he debates whether or not to join Elrond in the spring. Restraints are laid aside, and promises are made. Disclaimer: Tolkien's characters, my story. I make no money from this “Hidden Strength” Part 7 Frodo got his shirt opened up and was just about to remove his jacket when he paused. The ring. Could he leave it unguarded on the bank? He brought his emotions under control and thought on this. Perhaps, if he was going to go through with this, he should move around to the other side of the pool, where the waterfall was. That way, it would be close by. “If I do not lose my nerve, that is,” he reflected. He still wasn’t sure that he could strip and simply join Elrond without invitation. While the elf king wasn’t avoiding him (indeed, Elrond showed up at his door at precisely the same time every night, and his smile was always warm and, dare Frodo think, loving), he began to wonder if it was an invasion of Elrond’s privacy to interrupt his bathing this way. Despite his trepidation, Frodo quietly snuck around the outer edges of the pool. Several times, he nearly tripped, for he couldn’t help but stare at Elrond’s beauty. He finally made it to the side near the waterfall, and he resumed stripping. He swallowed repeatedly, trying to bring moisture to his dry mouth and throat. Frodo winced as he pulled his jacket and shirt off. His shoulder throbbed, and he briefly touched the partially healed scar. It was an ugly thing...would Elrond be repulsed by it? “Don’t be silly, Frodo Baggins,” he whispered to himself, “He has seen it at its worse...if it repulsed him, surely things wouldn’t have gone as far between the two of you as they have already.” With shaking fingers, he unfastened his trousers and pulled them down. As he stepped out of them, he glanced down at his erection and smirked. Well, he might not be as large as Elrond, but for a hobbit, he was exceptional. He had seen uglier examples of male genitalia than his own. Still, his wasn’t as pretty as the elf lord's. Gritting his teeth against his insecurity, Frodo emerged from the bushes and quickly stepped into the water. His sapphire gazed stayed on Elrond as he slowly walked deeper and deeper into the spring. He prayed that his seduction plan wouldn’t completely backfire and leave him in shame and humiliation. ~*****************~ Elrond bowed his head and let the warm water rush over him and drown out the sounds of the world. Tomorrow was the day of the council. For better or for worse, Frodo would be a part of that council, and the outcome. Oh, what he wouldn’t give to keep the hobbit safe from these troubles! He could not, however. His intervention would only make things more difficult, and he knew that Frodo was more capable of making his own decisions and taking care of himself than most thought. The elf lord was torn between his desire to love and protect Frodo and the cold truth that the ring must be destroyed. Somehow, he knew that Frodo was their only hope, and the knowledge hurt both his heart and his spirit. Elrond sensed the presence of another person close by. This did not bother him, as there were many of his people who used this spring for bathing and relaxation. The “soap” which the elves used to bath themselves with was entirely natural, and did not pollute the water. It was peculiar for another of his people to choose this time of day, however. Most of them preferred to do it at night, so that they could watch the moon and stars reflect on the heated water as they soaked. The elf king shrugged. So there was another who sought to escape the tension of so many races in Rivendell at once. He certainly wouldn’t begrudge them the same luxury that he was now enjoying. He turned slightly to give a polite greeting, and the words stuck in his throat. Elrond rubbed his eyes to clear the water from them, certain that he was hallucinating. No, he wasn’t imagining it. Frodo Baggins was wading towards him, without a stitch of clothing on. The hobbit’s wide, blue eyes were shy and uncertain as they gazed up at Elrond. The elf’s breath caught in his throat as his glittering eyes took in the sight of Frodo’s lithe form. But for the scar on his left shoulder, which was still an angry red in the center, the hobbit was a vision of perfection. Though small in stature, Frodo was smooth muscled and graceful. His fully aroused penis was peach-ivory, with a rose tinted flush to the heart-shaped knob at the tip. He was better endowed than Elrond would have expected, given his slender frame. The elf felt himself harden in response, and Frodo’s bright gaze flicked to Elrond’s groin as the hobbit noticed it stirring. Frodo’s delicate lips smiled slightly, and a relieved expression relaxed his exquisite features. * He was afraid that I would reject him,* Elrond realized with a bit of surprise. Why did Frodo think himself unworthy of the elf lord’s love? The roaring in Elrond’s ears could have been from the waterfall or the fierce pounding of his heart...he could not distinguish between the two. “Oh, Frodo,” he whispered achingly. He could no longer hold back his desire to worship that small, lovely form. Forgetting that he was standing on a raised area beneath the falls, Elrond beckoned the halfling and said, “Come to me, el hen.” Frodo’s breath quickened as he moved to do as Elrond asked. He was a mere four feet away when he disappeared beneath the water with a small cry of surprise. Elrond gasped and slid into the deeper area where Frodo had gone under. It came up to the elf’s neck, but for the hobbit, it was far over his head. Elrond assumed that Frodo could not swim, based on what he knew of the Shirefolk and their fear of water. The elf started to duck beneath the water and search for Frodo frantically, but the hobbit emerged at that moment, coughing and sputtering. “So much for gracefully seducing you,” Frodo coughed, his cheeks bright pink with embarrassment. Elrond caught his small companion around the waist and laughed helplessly at his candid words. “Ah, but the ‘hobbit in distress’ routine works just as well as slow seduction,” he purred, kissing the smooth skin of Frodo’s neck. He was caught off guard as Frodo wrapped his legs around his waist and put his arms around his neck. The hobbit crushed his small mouth against his, pressing his hardened groin against Elrond’s belly as he kissed him hungrily. Elrond was taken aback, both by Frodo’s unrestrained eagerness and by the trembling that was shooting through his body. My, he was an unpredictable creature! Frodo could feel Elrond’s hard length against his bottom, and the hobbit whimpered and rubbed against it. Though a part of him stood back and hollered that he was behaving like one of those harlots in Bree, the other part that needed Elrond so desperately didn’t care. He told his morals to kindly take a walk, and he slipped his tongue past Elrond’s parted lips and explored his mouth. Elrond sucked gently on his tongue and cupped his bottom, strong fingers kneading the soft firmness sensually. He pulled back for a moment and stared deeply into Frodo’s eyes. “Im anira-an echad-meleth, el hen,(1.)” Elrond whispered huskily, and he gently pressed a finger against Frodo’s tight entrance, making him gasp in delight. “Oh, yes,” sighed Frodo, pressing down against the elf’s questing finger, “please, Elrond!” He had been fantasizing about that very thing, almost since he laid eyes on the elf king. Elrond continued to softly stroke and press against the sensitive spot. He wanted to be inside of his delicate companion, he had not lied. However, he was extremely worried about whether Frodo could accommodate him. The very last thing that he wanted to do was cause harm to the halfling. “We must be careful, fair one,” he breathed, kissing Frodo’s trembling lips, “you are much smaller than I, and this water would keep your passage from being properly prepared for me.” It took Frodo a moment to register what Elrond was talking about, so good did his fingers feel against him. Of course, the elf was right. They needed lubrication, and the warm spring water would wash it away before the act could begin. “Yes,” he murmured, slightly downcast, “you are absolutely right.” Elrond smiled at him, hearing the note of frustration in his soft voice. “Because we cannot do it here does not mean that I cannot give you pleasure,” he said, and he supported Frodo’s buttocks with one hand, while reaching between their bodies with the other. Frodo’s eyes went blank and heavy lidded as Elrond’s fingers curled around his throbbing erection. “Oh....ahhh,” Frodo gasped, his lips parted and slack with pleasure as Elrond began to pull at his penis in firm, long strokes. The elf kissed him softly, murmuring something that Frodo couldn’t make sense of in his passion. The hobbit’s fingers pressed delicately into Elrond’s shoulders as the elf pleasured him. “I...I want to do...the same for you,” Frodo gasped, reaching down and struggling to stretch his arm enough to touch Elrond as well. “There will be plenty of time for that later, melui el hen,” replied Elrond huskily, “for now, just relax against me and allow me to touch you.” “H-how much later?” Frodo whimpered, arching his back slightly as the pleasure began to build. Elrond chuckled softly and nibbled the hobbit’s sensitive earlobe. “Tonight, my impatient little darling. I will come to you tonight.” He slid the hand that was supporting Frodo’s bottom further down and cupped the hobbit’s full testicles, softly squeezing them. Frodo gave a shaken gasp of delight and groaned, his nostrils flaring as he breathed in the clean scent of his elven lover. "Nin bain calben hir,(2.)” he moaned, “I love you.” Elrond almost froze at those sweet words, but he managed to keep his wits about him as he replied, “And I love you, Frodo.” He kissed his lover passionately and increased the pressure and speed of his fondling. His lips muffled Frodo’s loud groan of release, and Elrond smiled as he felt the hobbit’s penis pulsate in his hand. He kissed Frodo’s forehead tenderly as the hobbit trembled in his arms and caught his breath. Once again, Frodo had proven himself to be braver than most. By uttering the words that Elrond himself had been afraid of speaking, the hobbit showed how willing he was to take risks. Elrond closed his eyes and held Frodo more tightly as that realization brought with it the possibility of his small lover going into danger with the ring of power. After Frodo recovered from the dizzying pleasure of his release, he murmured, “I see your talents don’t just lie in healing.” And he kissed Elrond’s neck. He had never experienced such a skilled touch on his body, and he felt weak from it. Elrond’s lips twitched against the hobbit’s smooth skin as he tried to hold back the grin of pride that pulled at his lips. “Ah, I shall take that as an enormous compliment, coming from one who is not easily satisfied.” Frodo blushed at the reminder of his bold statement a few nights ago. He had laced the truth with teasing when he had said it, more to entice Elrond than to challenge him. “Have I inflamed your ego, my lord?” he said, tilting his head back to look into the elf’s laughing eyes. “Not at all. I was just thinking of how I shall enjoy showing you how much more I can give you,” Elrond returned. He kissed Frodo’s ear and purred, “I intend to have you crying out like that all night long, Frodo Baggins.” Frodo’s body responded immediately and shamelessly to the elf’s promise, and he groaned and rested his forehead against Elrond’s shoulder. “What HAVE I gotten myself into this time?” he said jokingly. Elrond stroked his back and laughed softly. “You shall find out when the moon rises, my beloved hobbit.” ~*************~ (1.) I desire to make love, star child (2.) My beautiful elf lord Title: Hidden strength (8/?) Author: Xenobia (xarachnia@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Frodo/Elrond Rating: R Summary: It's the night before the Council of Elrond is to take place, and Frodo is nervous for more reasons than the meeting. Frodo and Elrond throw aside all constraints and decide to act on their feelings, for both of them sense the coming troubles, and the possibility that this could be their last chance. Disclaimer: Tolkien owns all of these characters and Middle Earth. I don't make any money from writing this. “Hidden Strength” Part 8 Concentrating on eating dinner was a difficult task, indeed. Not only was Frodo’s stomach filled with butterflies of anticipation for what was to come later in the evening, but also the presence of so many different races in the magnificent dinging hall made it worse. The humans seemed a bit self-assured and arrogant to him...especially the imposing man called Boromir. He was a great warrior, like Aragorn. Frodo could see that, but he also saw flaws in the Gondor man’s personality that the ranger did not possess. Bull-headed, Sam’s father would have said. Yes...Boromir was the sort who would not let go, once an idea found it’s way into his head. The stout dwarves were quite vocal, but Frodo found that he liked them. Bilbo had been among the party of Gimli’s father when they defeated Smaug, and the elder hobbit chatted companionably with the auburn-bearded dwarf of old times. Though they made a good show of being comfortable, Frodo could see that the dwarves were ill at ease in the Elven City. There were still bad memories between the two races...especially towards the elves of Mirkwood, who sat at a separate table. Frodo learned that the speaker for the Mirkwood elves was their prince, Legolas. He and Aragorn sat beside each other and chatted as they ate, and it was clear to the hobbit that they were old friends. Occasionally, one of the Mirkwood elves or one of the dwarves would make a snide remark about the other, which was promptly returned. Frodo stared at his food and pushed it around with his fork. “What’s the matter, mister Frodo?” asked Sam in a low whisper, “You ain’t eating. You need to keep up your strength so your shoulder’ll heal faster.” Frodo smiled at his friend and forced himself to take a bite of potato. He really wasn’t hungry. The veiled hostility between the dwarves and the Mirkwood elves added to his already frazzled nerves, and he was afraid that if he looked up at Elrond, he might burst into hysterical giggles. Gandalf settled a brewing argument between the elves and dwarves by threatening to turn them all into stone if they did not cease their bickering, and Frodo breathed a sigh of relief when both parties calmed down. He dared to peek at Elrond through lowered lashes. The elf king was having problems of his own. It seemed that Boromir was asking him endless questions about the purpose of the meeting, and no answer that Elrond could give would satisfy him. The elf lord clearly didn’t want to state the true purpose of the council in front of everyone at the table...it was meant to be a secretive meeting. For just a moment, long, indigo elven eyes met wide, sapphire hobbit ones across the table, and Elrond smiled tenderly at Frodo. The hobbit felt warmed clear to his toes, and some of the butterflies vacated his stomach, though his heart increased its rhythm. His blue eyes became unfocused as he daydreamed of getting up from his chair, walking over to Elrond, and crawling into the elf lord’s lap. He hardly noticed when his food plate was removed and replaced with a dessert dish. “Pudding!” cried Pippin in delight, startling Frodo out of his daydream. The gentlehobbit blushed as Merry looked at him quizzically. Frodo realized he had been staring at Elrond the entire time, probably with an expression on his face that left little doubt of what was on his mind. He ignored the knowing grin that his cousin flashed at he and Elrond, and concentrated on spooning up a mouthful of the pudding that sat in front of him. Sam watched the exchange and shook his head. Poor Frodo. He had never seen his master so lovesick, in all his years of knowing him. Of course, his own feelings on the matter were still confused. The gardener still didn’t know how to deal with the odd twinges of jealousy he felt towards Elrond. He imagined his head would clear up, once they were back home in the Shire and he could continue his courtship of Rose Cotton. Sam paused with his spoonful of pudding halfway to his lips. What if Frodo didn’t return with them? What if he chose to stay in Rivendell with Elrond? Or worse, what if they COULDN’T find someone to take responsibility for the ring, and the fate of the cursed thing ended up resting on his master’s slender shoulders? ~*************~ They survived the dinner, more or less. Elrond was caught up in the dining hall afterwards, conversing with the visiting representatives. Frodo understood, of course. The elf king was a gracious host, and it simply wouldn’t do for him to up and leave too quickly. “Want to come to our room and have a game of cards?” Pippin invited Frodo and Sam. “Anything to take my mind off all this carrying on,” muttered Samwise. “Ah, no thank you, Pippin. I think I should get plenty of rest, for tomorrow,” Frodo said politely. He exaggerated a yawn. Pippin shrugged and put his arm around Merry. “Your loss, cousin. We’re going to make it a drinking game.” Samwise frowned at the outrageous Took. “A drinking game?” Merry chuckled. “Yes...Pip’s idea, actually. We traded our pipes for a few liters of dwarven ale. Seems one of Gimli’s folk is a collector of cultural things from different races.” Frodo smiled as Sam groaned softly and grimaced. “You two will be the death of me yet,” complained the gardener, “mark my words!” They dragged him off, and Frodo shook his head and grinned. Bless those two, no matter how troubled times got, no matter how badly the odds were against them, they never ceased their celebration of life. Frodo envied his cousins for their bright, optimistic view on the world. Why, they would probably laugh in the face of the dark lord himself, given half the chance! Still chuckling softly, Frodo went to his own room. He leaned his back against the door as he shut it, and he closed his eyes and sighed. A soft whispering was lurking about the edge of his consciousness, just beneath his hearing. Frodo’s hand strayed to the vest pocket of his shirt, just over his heart. No, not tonight. He would not have this special evening ruined by the ring. He unbuttoned his shirt and removed it, then folded it up tightly and stuffed it into his new bag. A soft groan escaped his lips as his movements caused his shoulder to throb, and he considered boiling up some hot water to soak the wound. He didn’t want his shoulder to be stiff and sore when Elrond came. Yes, that was a good idea, he decided. A warm soak would relax the muscle and soothe the ache. ~***************~ Elrond was finally able to get away from the congregation, as his guests became muzzy-headed with food and drink. He swiftly padded down the hallway and knocked softly on Frodo’s bedroom door. There was no answer. Elrond frowned and turned the handle, then pushed the door open a crack and said, “Frodo, may I come in?” When he still received no answer, the elf became slightly worried, and he let himself into the room. A smile relaxed his features when he saw that Frodo was lying atop the covers of his bed, fast asleep. The hobbit was naked from the waist up, and there was a folded cloth resting on his left shoulder. Elrond closed the door and silently approached the large bed, marveling at how small Frodo looked in it. He gently lifted the damp cloth, which was now cool, and examined the scarred tissue beneath. It still looked more angry than a wound of it’s age should have, but he was relieved to find no swelling, and it didn’t feel cold to the touch anymore. Frodo moaned in his sleep as Elrond ran his sensitive fingers over the scar, and the elven king’s dark eyes flicked to the hobbit’s face and filled with pity. “If I could take this from you and bear it myself, I would,” the elf whispered. He lightly stroked Frodo’s soft curls away from his forehead and placed a gentle kiss on his brow. “I shall return swiftly, el hen,” he said, and then he straightened up and left the room again. He went to his own bedroom and searched his cabinet for the proper herbal jar and ointment to ease Frodo’s suffering. He paused as he was about to close the cabinet, and his eyes rested on a glass bottle of lavender oil. Elrond had the good grace to blush at the thoughts that went through his head as he considered taking that bottle back with him as well. It would not be used for medical purposes, but for lovemaking. That he was thinking in such terms when Frodo was obviously in pain made him feel shame, but considering how little control the two of them seemed to have around each other, he decided to take the lavender oil as well...just in case. After all, the original purpose of his coming to Frodo’s bedroom was so that they could lie together as lovers. Always the prudent one, Elrond forced his guilty feelings to subside and placed the bottle in his robe pocket. If Frodo still wanted him, at least he would be sufficiently prepared. Frodo was still asleep when Elrond returned to the bedroom. The elf took his robe off and draped it over a chair nearby, and then he sat himself on the bed and opened the jar of ointment he had brought. Frodo frowned and stirred when the elf began to carefully smooth the ointment over his scar. His sapphire eyes opened and blinked up at Elrond groggily. “You came,” Frodo whispered with a smile. Elrond returned the smile and briefly stroked the hobbit’s cheek with his free fingers. “Aye, little love. No, do not try to rise yet,” he gently pressed his hand against Frodo’s good shoulder as the hobbit started to sit up, “allow me to finish applying this ointment, first. It will ease the ache in your shoulder. I’ve also brought some Athelas leaves, if you wish for me to brew a tea for you.” Frodo flinched as Elrond’s gentle hand touched a particularly sore spot on his shoulder, then relaxed as the long fingers massaged the area and lessened the pain. “Thank you, Elrond. You really do spoil me, you know.” Elrond chuckled. “Not at all, el hen. Would you like for me to make the tea for you?” Frodo thought on this. When he was first recovering from his wound, they insisted that he drink Athelas tea several times a day. The brew did indeed ease the pain, but it also dulled his senses and made him feel detached and groggy. He wanted to be fully awake tonight. “No, I do not think that is needed. I’m feeling much better already, and I don’t want to fall asleep,” he finally answered. His small hand reached out and rested on Elrond’s thigh suggestively. “Is this silk?” he questioned, running his hand up and down the material of the elf’s nightclothes in a teasing caress. Elrond swallowed-the only sign of how Frodo’s touch was affecting him besides the growing bulge between his thighs. “Yes, it is. I could have a similar set of nightclothes made for you, if you wish. It feels wonderful against the skin.” Those big, bright eyes never left Elrond’s as the hobbit’s hand slid up the elf’s thigh and boldly settled on the bulge in his lap. Frodo stroked the hardness there gently and whispered, “I think I should rather feel you against my skin, lord Elrond.” As far as Frodo was concerned, there was no need to hide what they both intended and wanted behind words of idle chit-chat. Elrond’s eyebrows lifted and his lips parted in amazement (an expression that few creatures of any age had ever seen on the dignified elf’s handsome face). Never in his long life had anyone kept him so off-guard as Frodo Baggins did! “Are you certain that you want this, Frodo?” he questioned huskily, “I’m rather dubious as to whether I can control my desire for you, and I feel it’s only fair to warn you that things will progress much further than they have before, should this continue.” He couldn’t stop the sigh of pleasure that broke past his lips as Frodo’s wise little hand continued to squeeze and stroke him. Frodo’s breath quickened at Elrond’s words, and he nodded and sat up. “I want to love you, Elrond. Our lives might be changed forever, once the council has met tomorrow. Please, let’s take what we can tonight.” He scooted closer to the elf lord, careful to continue his massage as he began to place soft kisses up and down Elrond’s neck and cheek. “Ai Frodo,” sighed Elrond, turning his head to face the hobbit, “you are a much wiser soul than I.” With that, he cupped Frodo’s chin and pressed his mouth against his. At first, the pressure of his lips was tender and reverent. Then his passion began to take hold, and he deepened the kiss, his tongue gliding between Frodo’s lips to seek out the warm softness beyond. He gently but firmly pulled the hobbit’s stroking hand away from his groin, for it was exciting him too much, and Elrond wanted this night to last for a long, long time. Frodo didn’t argue with him as Elrond coaxed him to lie down. The elf nimbly unbuttoned Frodo’s trousers and pulled them off, then gazed down at the hobbit’s nudity with heated eyes. Though small in stature, Frodo’s body was as lithe and graceful as an elf’s. The only thing that took away from the illusion other than size was his large, lightly furred feet and the way his silky hair curled into dark ringlets. Elrond truly loved those tight curls and the way they wrapped around his fingers as though caressing them. It was a shame that more of the races weren’t blessed with such hair. He had seen some humans with curly hair, but it tended to stick out in all directions and frizz unbecomingly. As for the elves, some were blessed with heavy waves or loose ringlets, but nothing so smooth and silky as Frodo’s was. A soft chuckle from the hobbit gave Elrond pause, and he lifted an eyebrow. “What is so amusing, Master Baggins?” Frodo was grinning up at him, his fair cheeks flushed with a combination of passion and bashfulness. “You found a ticklish spot behind my ear. I did not want to disturb you, but you kept touching it as you ran your fingers through my hair,” he said. His tone was surprisingly shy, and his long lashes fluttered as he lowered his gaze. Elrond shook his head and laughed musically. “You really are an amazing creature, Frodo Baggins. I count myself lucky.” He took pity on his small lover and moved his hands to caress other parts of him. Frodo sighed and arched into Elrond’s touch like a cat enjoying a good scratch as the elf ran his hands down his smooth chest and stomach. Frodo lifted his gaze and whispered, “Am I to be the only one unclothed tonight?” and his eyes swept Elrond’s nightclothes meaningfully. “Patience, Frodo. I shall disrobe in time. For now, just allow me to touch you.” Silently, Elrond added, * I want to memorize every inch of you.* Frodo stared up at him and parted his lips as Elrond’s warm, long hands caressed his body. The hobbit could almost swear that there was some sort of energy emitting from the elf’s hands as they touched him. His skin tingled as they swept over him...it was almost tickling, but it felt wonderful at the same time. He gasped as the elf’s stroking slid lower, over his hips and thighs. Elrond meticulously explored Frodo’s body...unhurried and gentle in his caresses. He bent over and gave Frodo a soft kiss, and then he straightened back up and continued to stroke his hands down the hobbit’s legs. He even rubbed his feet, which at first made Frodo feel uncomfortable. He thought that surely Elrond wouldn’t find the large feet attractive. Compared to the delicate, small feet of the elves, Frodo felt that his were monstrous and ugly. Elrond apparently did not think so, for he lifted them and nuzzled his cheek against them lovingly. Frodo stared at the elf in amazement, and was quite thankful that he was a tidy hobbit who washed his feet often. How willing to do that would Elrond had been if Frodo hadn’t bathed them before getting into bed? He almost snorted with laughter at the thought, but Elrond’s hands were moving back up his calves and to his thighs, and the tingling sensation grew. “Mmm...what are you doing to me?” he murmured in pleasure, closing his lapis eyes. Elrond said nothing, merely smiled down at his young lover as he continued his exploration of him. He could tell by the way Frodo’s head slowly rolled back and forth and by the way his breath was quickening that he was effecting him as he wished to. He had never tried to use his abilities in this way before. It had always seemed to be such a frivolous waste, when there was no wound to heal. As he stared down at the hobbit and listened to his breathy sighs, Elrond deduced that using his gift to stimulate the flesh rather than heal it wasn’t such a waste, after all. He marveled at the beatific expressions that Frodo’s fair features underwent, and the elf lord bit his lip on a groan as the hobbit licked his lips unconsciously and whispered his name. “So fair,” Elrond whispered, unable to resist touching Frodo’s stiff rod of arousal any longer. He gently curled his fingers around the peach member and began to stimulate it...both in the traditional way and with his healing gift. Frodo gave a shaken gasp and bucked into the touch, his small hands splaying open on the bed for a moment. “Elrond,” the hobbit moaned, eyes opening wide. His hands clutched fistfuls of sheet and his back arched. There was more to Elrond’s stroking than an experienced touch...he was certain of it, now. The pleasure of the elf’s stroking hand was twice as strong as it should have been. Elrond almost stopped, fearing that it was too much for Frodo. Then the hobbit took a shuddering breath and sighed, “That feels...incredible.” He stopped speaking and closed his eyes, his brows furrowing as the sensations washed over him. Elrond fought to control his own arousal as he bent over Frodo and kissed him. The feel of his silken organ in the elf’s hand, pulsing with need, was driving him over the brink. Frodo’s soft cries blended in with Elrond’s quickening breath as the elf lord teasingly caressed the hobbit’s lips with his tongue. Frodo parted his lips and returned the caress with his own tongue, tangling his fingers into Elrond’s black, shiny hair. “Please,” Frodo groaned, bucking his hips as the waves of pleasure increased. Elrond stopped massaging Frodo’s hard shaft, and the hobbit’s eyes snapped open and looked up at the elf in disappointment. Elrond smiled at him and kissed his soft lips, which were pulling down into a pout. “I do not want it to end quickly for either of us, dear Frodo,” he explained. Then he stood up and began to disrobe. Frodo forgot his disappointment that Elrond had stopped touching him, and he gazed up at the elf with sultry, half-lidded blue eyes as he removed his clothing. The hobbit drank in the site of Elrond’s body, committing each curve, angle and line to his memory and his heart. The beauty of the graceful elven king was something that Frodo felt he would never forget, no matter what the future brought. He would cherish this night for the rest of his life. When Elrond stood naked before him, Frodo opened his arms eagerly. “Join with me, Elrond,” he whispered huskily, “our spirits have twined together, and now I wish for our flesh to do the same.” Looking down at the ethereal, delicate hobbit, Elrond could not agree more. He stretched out beside Frodo on the bed, taking him into his arms. Their mouths sought each other’s out almost desperately now, for both of them feared that this might be the only opportunity to express the love they felt for each other. There was the feeling of an approaching storm all around them...one that might sweep them apart forever. ~*****************~ -To be continued “Hidden Strength” Part 9 Frodo trembled with sensation as Elrond’s hands kneaded and caressed his small body. He placed tiny kisses all over the elflord’s chest and shoulders, frantically touching his silken flesh as he did so. He loved the way Elrond’s lean muscles bunched and relaxed beneath his fingers as he explored. He wanted to touch his lover’s erection, to feel the marble- silky texture of it again, but Elrond stayed his hand and again warned that it would end things too quickly. The hobbit sighed as Elrond’s mouth tenderly kissed and licked his stomach and chest. Sweat broke out all over Frodo’s body and he moved restlessly beneath Elrond. He slid his fingers into the elf’s ebony locks and urged him to bring his mouth back up. Elrond complied, kissing Frodo’s petal-soft lips arduously. “One mom