Title: Orion Author: Sanctuary (eugenv_p@hotmail.com) Fandom: The Fellowship of the Ring - movie Pairing: Frodo/Legolas Category: Romance Rating: NC-17 Summary: Legolas and Frodo declare their love but they must part... But can they live apart? Status: New; Complete Date: November 26, 2002 Series/Sequel: No Disclaimer: I acknowledge that someone other than myself holds the copyright to these characters. No profit has been made from this story. Warning: brief self-mutilation scene Character Death(s): Frodo and Legolas Translation : Mornië alantië = Darkness has fallen Feedback: Please! “You saved my life” Frodo said gazing into Legolas’ eyes. “You’d better make it up to me” And did he… Who knew that the blond elf, the prince of Mirkwood would find the most intimate sanctuary in a hobbit’s warm embrace… That he would find what was denied to him for millennia in the love of the most passing and insignificant of creatures… Yet Frodo’s love was the warmest place Legolas had ever been in. Their naked bodies completed each other in ways many have experienced but none so passionately, and so completely breathtaking. Frodo had been a creature of habit back in the Shire and passion was not a word one would use in regard to hobbits. Yet, Legolas had made him lose himself in the most beautiful way one can experience. Frodo now desired nothing more than to be held by Legolas’ strong and gentle arms for all eternity. ‘Power only tempts those who are not truly happy’ Gandalf once said and only now did Frodo understand those words as the elf’s warm lips were all that he would ever desire. Their embraces witnessed only by the Moon were so intense that tears came to Frodo’s eyes never wanting to let go. Salty tears which made their way down his face only to be kissed away by Legolas. He had never been adored before. Living among his own jaded kind had made Legolas quite skeptical about the affairs of the heart. But this little hobbit offering himself and opening his heart made the elf feel true love for the first time in his long existence. The way Frodo would gently slide his hands through the elf’s hair and then he would rest his cheek on that smooth shoulder made Legolas feel that there is not anything more important than the little guy which had given him his heart. Their union would have seemed uncanny to any pair of eyes, but no eyes beheld this sight in the wilderness of the forest. Legolas taught Frodo how to hear the trees’ voices, how to move without making a sound and how to braid his hair. Frodo taught Legolas how to read the stars and how to dance. They kissed each other in places they had never been kissed. They explored their bodies with the passion that only sparks between soul mates. They rested in the stillness of the night and did no speak. Words were something that everyone had knowledge of, but nobody else shared their sweet caresses and their soft kisses. The touch of Legolas' delicate but strong hands exploring his body was often too much for Frodo as it took him to a place he was afraid to stay too long, afraid he would lose himself forever in an ocean of pleasure. As Legolas kissed the top of his head, he buried his face in the elf's chest hoping he would never have to move again. Legolas was blown away by the hobbit's earthy taste and he slid his tongue in Frodo's mouth as often as he could. Frodo was as hungry for kisses never getting enough of the cinnamon sweetness of the elf. "I will give it up for you" Legolas suddenly said as he lay besides Frodo on the soft grass. "Can you see Orion or Vela tonight?" Frodo answered as if he never heard him. "Did you hear me?" "Orion is very important. If you spot Orion you'll never lose your way." "Frodo?" "You mustn't do it. There is a natural order which must not be disturbed." Tears came to Frodo's eyes as he blurred out what he thought he'd never say: "I love you as I never thought possible but I must let you go. Your hear the call of Mirkwood, don't you? All elves have left this land but one..." "It's true they left but I will not abandon you, my Frodo." "You cannot go against the natural order of things. All we have are stolen moments. You stay here you're gone forever, I go there I'll lose my way if we stay here we're not together, anywhere is..." "Mornië alantië" "We were meant to be together only to aid the fall of darkness. My only comfort will the thought that all of this was meant to be." "It doesn't have to be that way" "You know it does" Legolas knew. And how queer it was for the hobbit to be the wisest of the two. Pain. There was nothing left but pain. Frodo's heart had been broken only once but with great consequences. How could he let the elf go. He wanted to be done with this life that maybe the pain would be easier to bear in the next. Not a moment passed by Frodo without thinking of Legolas. Then the idea suddenly came to him. He started to hurt himself. First it was by accident when Frodo dropped a large pot on his left foot. The physical pain invaded him like a virus, and for a moment he forgot about his pained heart. Three days later a bruised and bloody Frodo was found by Sam in the cotton field. The hobbit had savagely cut himself and had lost most of his blood. Sam took him back to Bag End but he knew it was too late for Frodo. He stood by his side that night and finally left him in the morning to make breakfast. When he returned he found Frodo on the floor. He had got out of bed and tied his own belt around his neck. Tears went down Sam's cheeks as he bent down and picked up Frodo's warm body. He cried in silence for hours and did not eat breakfast, lunch or diner that day... Pain. There was nothing left but pain. Legolas had not left Middle Earth with the elves. As he reached Mirkwood he knew. He knew Frodo was dead. Legolas' world came down in a thousand pieces. He cursed himself for leaving the hobbit. Legolas hurt himself too. He hurt himself more than Frodo. His beautiful blue eyes became empty and he was left with an eternity of regret, tormenting himself for all time. He sought only the wildest forests where he would be undisturbed by the sound of the world of men. Frodo sometimes came to him in his sleep which was never serene. And he woke up sobbing... When he felt he was losing his memories of Frodo, he shielded himself in his fairest memory and died alone, whispering Frodo's name... End