TITLE: Spirit AUTHOR: Aeneus (aeneus111@hotmail.com) RATING: R PAIRING: Éowyn/Galadriel SUMMARY: Éowyn and Galadriel meet in Edoras before Theoden's funeral. DISTRIBUTION: Please ask first. DISCLAIMER: All of these characters are Tolkien's, not mine. This is written purely for my own entertainment and hopefully that of others. FEEDBACK: Highly appreciated NOTE: In response to the Library of Moria femslash challenge. Set during RotK (small liberties are taken with the timeline). --- The halls of Meduseld felt cold. Not just the air, also the whole atmosphere. Rohan was in mourning for its lost king. Éomer had left weeks before to bring Theoden's body back from Minis Tirith and was expected back tomorrow. Until that time Éowyn walked the halls alone. The chill made the hairs on her arms stand up. The waiting was making her uneasy, but still she found no rest sitting with the other women, preparing for the funeral. She had felt healed when she had taken her leave of Faramir to go back to her own city. But now that seemed so far away. When she left Edoras, she had been prepared to die with honour in battle for her country. Now she had made a pledge to lay down her arms and become a healer. All done in love for the steward who had been so kind to her and who had made her forget her disappointment and longing for the great glory of king Aragorn for a while. Her feelings may have been forgotten for a brief time, but they had not gone. She could still feel them. Especially now that she was back among her kindred. Although her betrothal to the lord Faramir was yet to be made official, word had spread of all that had happened in Gondor during and after the war of the Ring. Instead of the respect that she had wanted so hard to gain, they looked upon her with relieve and pity. Like she had gone temporarily mad, but had now luckily come to her senses. It pained her to remember when she had first told Éomer of her words to Faramir. He had responded with gladness, but also with reserve. He had asked if she was sure, maybe thinking her still unstable from her injury, and confided in her the words Aragorn and Gandalf had spoken to him in the house of healing. How they had perceived her unhappiness, but also her spirit and her courage. Was she truly ready to become a healer and a wife? She had assured him of her love for Faramir, but Éomer's tone had shaken her. Her own brother, who would soon be declared king of the Mark, feared her to freeze once more. So with a shiver she made for her sleeping quarter to retire for the night. But doubt and unrest now plagued her and it was long before she finally fell asleep. *** The great number in their company made progress slow. They had left the capital of Gondor fourteen days ago and it would take another day before they would reach Edoras. A camp was made for the night and a guard was set up around the wain of the fallen king. Galadriel took the opportunity to seek out her son-in-law Elrond. They had spoken often before but there was still more that needed to be said. Many preparations had to be made before they would take the final ship West. She could clearly feel Elrond's reluctance to leave his only daughter behind. She found him quietly observing the men of Rohan tending to Theoden's wain. He sighed as she stood beside him. "So much care for the dead." "He gave his live in honour, he deserves no less." "Still, what will that mean in the end? Middle-earth may be at peace now, but it won't last. You know that." Elrond looked sideways at Galadriel. She nodded that she knew this too. "What will happen then?" "That will not be our concern anymore. That is for Men to determine." "Men will die. Everyone here will die regardless." Elrond gestured towards the tents the men had set up, somewhat away from the elven tents. "It will all come to nothing. How can I leave Arwen to face this doom?" It saddened her to hear the bitterness in his voice. "You underestimate the potential of Men. There's great strength in the people of Rohan and Gondor. I can feel it. The race of Men has a lot to offer Middle-earth and Arwen would be proud to join with its faith." Indeed she had felt strength not only in the men of Rohan, but especially in one of their women. The Lady Éowyn had caught her mind when she had first seen her in Minas Tirith, even though they had not had the opportunity to meet then. As the company approached closer to Edoras, she sensed again that powerful will trying to restrain an even more powerful urge for freedom. It intrigued her to find such force in a mortal. "We should not linger on the future, but embrace the time our races still have together." Galadriel left Elrond deep in thought as she went back to join Celeborn for the night. Her own thoughts dwelling on their conversation and the mortal woman she was finally about to meet. *** Every man, woman and child lined the streets to pay tribute to Theoden and to wonder at the strange assembly of people and races who accompanied the procession through Edoras to the great hall of Meduseld. From the terrace Éowyn watched them approach. As she tried to spot her brother Éomer and her future husband Faramir, her eyes fell on a tall and radiant she-elf. She was dressed in a long flowing white gown and her golden hair seemed to catch the rays of the sun and reflect them like light on water. She rode proudly on a magnificent white horse that would impress many of Rohan's experienced horsemen. Éowyn recognised the elfwoman as the queen of Lothlorien. She had seen her before in Minas Tirith. The Lady of the Wood was a legendary figure in Rohan's history and even as a child Éowyn was fascinated by the stories and folk tales about this powerful and magical woman. //Lady of Rohan// The voice in her head startled Éowyn. She looked and saw the elven queen's eyes fixed on her from afar. Seeing this figure for the first time in real life had made her shiver with excitement and now she felt that same kind of anticipation rise up in her again. //I feel your struggle// The alien voice was hypnotising and felt strange in her head. She didn't know how to respond. //Do not fear me. I am Galadriel// Not knowing what else to do, Éowyn bowed her head in greeting. She could see Galadriel repeat the gesture in the distance. While the king's body was laid down in one of the halls, Éomer immediately came to look for his sister. Éowyn was busy overseeing the housemaids who were making last minute preparations for dinner that night. At the sight of her brother she smiled relieved. "All has been made ready for your return. I've seen to it that everything is in order." "And what of you. Have you seen Faramir yet?" Éomer was loath to press his sister again after their difficult conversation in Minas Tirith, but he felt it had to be done. Éowyn tried to hide her unease at his question. "No, he has been busy." "I will announce you betrothal after Theoden's funeral. Can I still say you give your hand freely?" "I will not change my word." "How about your mind?" She did not respond and before her brother could press further, the Lothlorien queen approached. Immediately Éomer stood up straight to welcome her. "I would like to introduce my sister Éowyn." Éowyn bowed her head again. "I've heard of your great deeds in slaying the Nazgul king. I'm glad to see you have fully recovered." The complement made Éowyn stand up straight again. Galadriel looked at her with keen interest. "Indeed I have, my Lady." "I have a gift for you. I would have given it to you in Minas Tirith, but it was not quite ready then." "I'm honoured." "Then I will see you later." With that, Galadriel moved away to join her kinsmen, leaving Éowyn stunned. *** It wasn't until the day before the funeral that they met together once more. Galadriel found Éowyn alone on the terrace watching the stars. She looked down when she heard the elfwoman speak. "Lady Éowyn, I've brought you the gift I spoke of." Éowyn saw that Galadriel carried a long packet wrapped in cloth. "There's no need." "On the contrary, your courage earned no less. Take it." Éowyn took the packet and slowly unwrapped it. She could hardly believe her eyes as her own sword lay there before her. "How is this possible?" "The shards were saved and I commanded it to be reforged. Such a great sword deserves not to be broken." //Like its wielder// Éowyn handled the sword for a while, before responding. "It did not break me." She brought the blade to a standstill a little bit too close to Galadriel's front. Galadriel however remained unfazed by this action. "You fear you are." She saw Éowyn begin to lower the sword, showing in her eyes her internal struggle. The elf saw her opening. She suddenly stepped closer and with one hand grabbed the wrist of Éowyn's sword-arm. With the other she held on to Éowyn's shoulder to hold her tight. "I've lived through the ages and I know the power of a sword. But there is greater power still." Éowyn's pupils had grown large. She pushed against her restrains, but Galadriel just increased the pressure on her wrist, making her drop the sword. The hand on her shoulder moved up to her head and pulled her in closer. Galadriel's voice had dropped to a whisper. "Willpower." She then bend down and to Éowyn's surprise kissed her softly on her lips. "I feel it in you and that can never be taken away." Éowyn however wasn't taken aback for long. She manoeuvred her free arm in between their bodies for leverage and with one strong push freed herself. "You underestimate me like the rest of them." The two women eyed each other for a moment. "No, you underestimate yourself. You think because others might see in you nothing more but a nurse and a wife, that that is all you will be." Galadriel spoke calmly. Éowyn forced her lips together, not willing to show how accurate the elfwoman's words were. Galadriel stepped closer, making Éowyn immediately stand on guard. But this time she moved slow and openly. Éowyn still remained tense, ready for any more unexpected moves, but Galadriel only laid her hand gently on the woman's arm. "You don't need to lose your freedom in this marriage.....I never did in mine." She kissed Éowyn again, this time letting it last longer before pulling back slightly. "Your will is yours alone. Let that give you strength." Éowyn was still speechless when the other woman kissed her lightly on the side of her neck. She hadn't felt these kinds of powerful emotions since she rode off from Edoras as Dernhelm. Her hands felt along Galadriel's shoulders and arms, feeling both the soft skin and the strong muscles underneath. "You're beautiful." She had said the words before she could think about them, but she knew them to be true. Galadriel laid her hand against Éowyn's cheek. "So are you Lady of the Mark.....Slayer of evil.....Warrior of Rohan." Her other hand came to rest on Éowyn's waist. "Let me show you how beautiful you are." She could barely nod, so wrapped up was Éowyn in her feelings. Side by side they left the terrace. *** Éowyn's bedroom was modest, but comfortable. Once inside Éowyn desperately wanted to feel more of Galadriel's mouth on her own, but when she reached up, the elfwoman grabbed her arm and twisted it behind her back. "Show me more of that will of yours." She didn't need to hear those words twice. Éowyn twisted round, pulling the taller woman with her. Galadriel now had to hold on to her to keep from falling. Éowyn took instant advantage of the elf's vulnerability by kissing her strongly. Galadriel soon regained her balance and returned the kiss with like force. Their tongues explored each other's mouth mercilessly. All the while Galadriel slowly manoeuvred Éowyn round so she had her back to a wooden writing table. With one swift motion Galadriel lifted her onto the desk. After taking a second to realise what had happened, Éowyn hiked up her dress and wrapped her legs around the elf to pull her in. Galadriel took hold of the fringe of the dress, but waited before pulling it up even further. "You've already shown me strength, now will you let me show you beauty?" Éowyn's mind tumbled through the events of the past month, from Aragorn, Dernhelm, Theoden and Faramir, till the woman before her. There was no more doubt in her mind. "We have this night." *** Galadriel left the mortal woman sleeping soundly as she refastened her dress and quietly left the room. There were few people about at this early hour, so none noticed the tall elfwoman walk back to the guesthouse. When she entered her own room, she wasn't surprised to see her husband already awake. Celeborn set by the window staring far into the distance while the stars faded in the coming daylight. He didn't even turn when Galadriel entered the room. "After al these countless years, this land still holds so much beauty." Even though she herself had lived in Valinor at the height of its splendour, she still had to agree with him. "Indeed it does." Celeborn looked at her. "Are we really ready to leave?" Galadriel crossed the room to stand by him and gave him a soft kiss on his forehead. "I am." END