Title: Resurrection, 9/? Author: Larien Elengasse Type: FPS Characters: Erestor/Glorfindel, Lindir/Glorfindel, Galdor/Erestor, Elrond, Gil-galad, Erestor/Celebrimbor (implied) Gildor Rating: NC-17 Beta: Kenaz Archive: Rhovanion, OEAM, Melethryn. All others please ask. WARNING: Graphic depictions of sexual acts between two males and just a little bit of drama, because this is me, after all. Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, they are the property of JRR Tolkien and his estate, and I am sure he would be horrified if he read this. Author’s Notes: My Erestor muse insisted that he be given more attention and another shot at Glorfindel. He’s hard to refuse… As usual, I’m not adhering to the rules of Tolkien canon (big surprise, I’m sure), so if that’s your thing, this won’t entertain you. If not, then I hope you enjoy it. Set in the Second Age. Feedback: If you care to share, larienelengasse@yahoo.com Summary: Erestor and Galdor come to an understanding of sorts; Glorfindel guides Lindir in the first steps of adulthood. Erestor stood in the shadows, watching as Glorfindel led Lindir by the hand up the staircase. He wanted to believe it was innocent, that it was only two friends walking hand in hand together, yet he knew it was more than that – he could tell by the way they looked at one another; he had once been on the receiving end of one of those looks himself. In addition, Lindir’s desire for Glorfindel was thinly veiled – it was not the minstrel’s fault, he was young and had yet to learn how to affect a mask of indifference. “He promised you naught, Erestor,” he murmured to himself. “You and he are only friends, no more.” Galdor stood some distance behind Erestor, watching him from the shadows. When he had met the Noldo, he had felt the weight that bore down on his spirit; he felt the pain, the shame, the belief that he was unworthy of all the good that had happened to him. It hurt him to see one so emotionally battered, so fragile, yet possessing strength he did not know he had. Erestor had been bursting to unburden himself, yet he feared that in doing so, he would lose the love and respect of those he held so dear. So it had been easy to ply Erestor, for he had only needed the opportunity and the ear of one from whom he did not fear judgment. When Galdor opened the book and began to ask him about Celebrimbor, it had only taken a nudge to topple the wall around Erestor’s feelings. Once he did that, the pain and shame poured through the breach. Erestor needed reassurance, at least until he began to believe what Galdor knew already, that he was far stronger than anyone gave him credit for, including Erestor himself. He stepped forward and placed a hand upon the Noldo’s back. “It is his way to be generous, almost to a fault,” he murmured quietly into Erestor’s ear. “Glorfindel never uses his beauty to his advantage, though sometimes it works that way unintentionally.” Erestor nodded. “He and I are friends, nothing more. It is not my place to judge or…” Galdor turned the Noldo to face him. “You love him.” “I do, and he loves me; we are the dearest of friends.” “Do not be afraid to say it, Erestor.” “My foolish, weak heart will no longer lead me astray, into the arms of those who are incapable or unwilling to return my feelings. Do not mistake me, Galdor. I do not speak ill of Glorfindel; he has been nothing but kind and generous with me. But he and I are merely friends and that is how we shall remain.” “You have known his bed,” Galdor said softly. “Aye, and so have you, if my intuition is right.” “It was a long time ago, almost a lifetime ago,” Galdor answered quietly. “Yet it left its mark, yes?” Galdor smiled and nodded. “Aye, just as it did with you.” Erestor sighed. “So here we are, two elves left in the wake of his beauty and his touch. I do not wish to be that elf I was in Ost-in-Edhil; I want to be stronger.” Galdor placed his hands upon Erestor’s shoulders and pressed their forehead’s together. “You are stronger, Erestor, and I shall prove it to you.” “How?” “By being your friend and by always being honest with you. By showing you that you have value beyond your own imagining.” He sighed. “This is not what I intended.” Erestor cocked his head. “What did you intend?” “I intended to seduce you to my bed.” He chuckled. “Can I help it if I find you very beautiful?” He smiled as Erestor blushed and closed his eyes, a most alluring smile curving his lips. “However, bed play is not what my friend Erestor needs most now.” Erestor opened his eyes and stared deep into Galdor’s own. “How can you be sure? Perhaps it is what I need. I have known the touch of only two in my life Galdor; one who misused my trust and the other I cannot and will never have.” “How do you know that, Erestor? Perhaps you just need time…” “Glorfindel and I are friends, Galdor, nothing more, and nothing more will ever be.” “Coming to hasty decisions is never wise, my friend.” “So you deny me the opportunity to know you in this new way?” “You are sorely tempting me, Erestor,” Galdor answered softly. “You know I desire you.” He gasped quietly as he felt the Noldo’s hand brush his lower belly. “And I am offering myself to you, however you shall have me.” “This is a dangerous game,” Galdor whispered as he canted his head and brought his lips closer to Erestor’s. “And it is the danger that makes it so appealing,” Erestor replied softly, and he slid his hand around the back of Galdor’s neck, drawing the Sinda’s lips to his own. * * * * Lindir approached Glorfindel slowly. He had played this moment over in his mind thousands of times, yet now that it was here, he did not know what to do. The Elda stood next to his wide bed, his collar unbuttoned, his feet bare, a gentle smile curving his beautiful mouth as his large, azure eyes beckoned Lindir. With trembling hands, Lindir reached up and touched Glorfindel’s chest, feeling the solid muscle beneath his tunic. The soft, rustling sound his hands made as they slid over the fabric seemed amplified in his mind, as were all his senses; everything seemed more acute and time seemed to slow down. His heart pounded hard in his chest, his limbs trembled, and he felt more alive in that moment than he ever had before. “What shall I do?” he asked once he found his voice. “What do you wish to do?” Glorfindel queried. “Touch you, kiss you, see all of you,” Lindir whispered. Glorfindel leaned forward, nuzzling the Noldo’s ear and smiling at the soft gasp that issued from Lindir’s lips. “Then do as you wish, sparrow; undress me.” Lindir slowly worked the clasps on Glorfindel’s tunic, peeling it away from his body as though he were unwrapping a special gift. He had seen Glorfindel shirtless many times since he came to Imladris – on the training field, when they were building the house, at the river on days when they would all go swimming – yet this time was different; this time he could touch, this time he could kiss, and this time, he had the Elda all to himself. He ran his hands over Glorfindel’s chest, his fingers lightly grazing dusky, pebbled nipples, causing the warrior to sigh seductively and smile. He traced the rounded ridges of muscles with his fingers and watched them dance slightly beneath alabaster skin. He counted them, bending down and kissing each one as he felt Glorfindel’s hands move gently into his hair. “So beautiful,” Lindir murmured between kisses. Glorfindel began breathing deeply, his head hanging back and his eyes closed as he allowed Lindir this leisurely exploration. “Are you sure I am your first?” he murmured. “This feels as if you know what you are doing.” Lindir smiled at the compliment. “It is something I have practiced many times in my dreams,” he whispered. “But this is so much better than my dreams.” “Your practice was not wasted, my songbird,” Glorfindel answered, and a hiss of pleasure escaped him as Lindir’s lips closed around his navel, the minstrel’s tongue delving inside it. Lindir worked the laces on Glorfindel’s breeches, and then slid them over the warrior’s hips, leaving him in nothing but a loincloth. He swallowed as he gazed at the rise in the silk fabric, knowing at what lay beneath. He felt Glorfindel’s fingers under his chin and he looked into his friend’s eyes. They were a deep shade of blue, like the sky at twilight, just before Ithil revealed herself in full. It was as though those eyes called him, whispering a siren’s song of pleasure and gentle caresses, and he stood and leaned in, pressing his lips against Glorfindel’s soft mouth. Glorfindel opened his mouth, allowing Lindir to control the kiss, yielding to the slighter Noldo and wrapping his tongue around Lindir’s own as it entered his mouth. It was strange to know Lindir in this way, yet he had always held a special place in his heart for the young minstrel he had helped to rescue. As Lindir pulled away, Glorfindel looked at Lindir’s face; his eyes were closed and the loveliest smile curved his lips. “You taste good,” Lindir murmured. “Sweet, and I can taste just a little of the wine you had earlier on your tongue.” Glorfindel nuzzled Lindir’s neck. “I am so glad you approve.” Lindir laughed softly, causing him to purr in response. “How much have you experienced?” “Nothing, other than what we just did,” Lindir answered, unashamed. He felt Glorfindel’s fingers slowly working the clasps on his robe, as if the warrior were trying to give him time to change his mind. “I am nervous, but not afraid,” he whispered. “I trust you completely.” “To be honest, I am a little nervous myself,” Glorfindel replied. “I have initiated others, but never one whom I care so much about.” Lindir took Glorfindel’s face in his hands. “You care about me?” Glorfindel smiled. “Of course I do, sparrow.” He caressed Lindir’s cheek. “I remember the first time you held me in your arms,” Lindir said softly. “I was so frightened, yet I felt so safe there, despite all that was happening around us.” He leaned forward and pressed his forehead to Glorfindel’s. “It was as though in your arms, nothing could touch me, no matter how terrible it was.” “Let us not think on that bleak day now. These are far better times we live in; nothing will ever hurt you like that again.” “No it will not,” Lindir murmured, “not as long as I have you watching over me.” He brushed his lips against Glorfindel’s. “Kiss me again,” he answered, “touch me, I need to feel your skin against my own.” “Ah, sparrow, there is nothing in this world that I would not give you, not when you ask me like that.” Glorfindel cradled Lindir’s head in his hand and kissed him soundly, as his free hand opened the last of the clasps on the minstrel’s robe. Releasing Lindir’s mouth, he slid the silken robe from the minstrel’s shoulders, then ran his hands over Lindir’s shoulders, arms, and chest as the Noldo shuddered with desire. “I shall love you well this eve, my songbird,” he murmured, and then he lifted Lindir in his arms and carried him to the bed. To be continued…