Title: Hobbits Play: A Light Shining Within Author: Dandy Baggins. (dandybaggins@yahoo.com) Pairing: Frodo/Sam/Galadriel Rating: R (?) Summary: Frodo and Sam discover how deep the water really runs, with a little help from the Lady. Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. I write for love of the One Book and the movie. Warning: A little bit of slash. Authors Note: Comments and suggestions are always welcome. “A Light Seemed to Be Shining Faintly Within:” JRR Tolkien (TTT) I spied him as he sat watching the stream, quietly tossing pebbles into its constant movement, a strange habit of his watching the waters flow past. It was like he was seeing things that wasn’t there. As strange as the collection of little stones and tokens that he carries in that pouch in his breeks, and like those strange blue crystals, that so match his eyes, that he gives away so freely. Strange he is, more like an elf than a hobbit at times. Well that would be old Mr. Bilbo’s doing. He practically raised him after his parents died. Sure he lived at The Hall, but Bag End was his real home. What sort of magic did he learn from Mr. Bilbo and the elves he encountered in The Shire. Lorien. Sanctuary at last. But for how long? The journey could begin anew, tomorrow, next week, how much longer has not been decreed, I am healed of my head injury, and he of his chest. The spear thrust had not touched his outside, but his inside had been damaged by the impact of the wall. One does not go entirely unscathed by such a blow. The healers have done a miraculous job setting his ribs to rights in such a short time. Too short by my reckoning, maybe something else is going on, maybe something tied to my reoccurring dreams. A dream that fills me with wonder, awe, and for some reason jealousy, for I want – no – I desire to share in it. Should I wait for him to choose? Always, everything is thrust upon his small shoulders. His choice. Aragorn joining us at Bree; take the Ring; the Mines of Moria; all these and more were by his choice. Does he ever get tired of being the one to choose? Doesn’t he wish once in awhile to have someone else decide? I see the gentle looks, and now these strange dreams. I wonder, does he share them too? I stood among the trees, watching him in his solitude. Sanctuary. We each find sanctuary in different ways – he in the flow of the water. Myself in the workings of Celeborn’s gardens. Ah, breaking from my thoughts, I had come to the spring to wash away the sweat and the soil from my hands and face. Even as quietly as I approached, his head lifted as I came nearer, and he spoke. “Hullo Sam.” I chuckled as I approached, more rapidly now. I reached out and touched him on the shoulder in acknowledgement. “How did you know it was me, Frodo?” I asked. He chuckled and shrugged his shoulders. “There is nothing magical to it Sam, I smelled the soil and the herbs, and well, since Weathertop my other senses are heightened, especially” he added, almost sorrowfully, “at night.” He motioned for me to sit beside him, and went back to tossing pebbles. I washed my face and hands using the soft sand by the stream as my soap. My thoughts were confused as I sat next to him. How, where do I begin? Just do it Sam, I told myself, that’s what you really came out here to do. I took a deep breath. “Mr. Frodo, Sir. Can we talk?” “Of course, Sam.” He dropped the rest of the pebbles into the water. We both sat for a moment and watched the rings become ripples and disappear. “Come Sam, Tell me what is troubling you.” His voice ever soft and quiet. I barely heard it over the babbling of the stream. It was easier to look at the water, than into his eyes as I spoke. “Frodo, well it’s…” I paused, this had started wrong, this was more difficult then I anticipated. I began again. “Frodo, I have been having a strange dream. It has been reoccurring over the last week or maybe two. Time seems to travel differently here. Its about you Sir. Last night I awoke from it, and your bed was empty.” “Oh?” He asked. I turned my eyes to him, getting lost into his own. Now for it Samwise. “Its about you, Sir and The Lady” I blushed, I knew this was all coming out wrong and yet I could not stop the words as they poured out. “Sir, you were being intimate with her in a glade of some sort, and I was experiencing it in my dreams. I do not know whether to be happy for you, jealous or…” the words faltered. He placed his finger against my lips. A shiver went down my spine at his contact. “It’s okay Sam, “ he whispered. “Yes, Its true, I have been with The Lady, more than once – but more so do I wish…” it was his turn to pause and blush. “that you had been there too. Somehow you are dreaming, about my actions. Tell me what it is you desire….” “What I desire?” I blushed. And he nodded, encouraging me. I could barely whisper the single word. “You.” “Ah, my Sam, if that is what you truly want than come walk with me tonight.” --------- As we took our late night stroll through Lorien's gardens. I had time to think earlier in the day. So many questions filled my head. Where do I start? Why, you ninny-hammer Sam, start at the beginning of course. I ask him the first thing that popped into my head. ‘How long have you known that I was watching you and her in my dreams.’ His answer was spoken in his normal, quiet way. ‘I think you know the answer to that, Sam, but I will answer, I have known since the beginning. And you?” I felt my cheeks redden. Turn about was fair play. ‘The same.’ Sadly he smiled, ‘And yet you never said anything.’ I shrugged my shoulders. I felt like I was intruding. He heard me, honest I didn’t say the words aloud, but he heard me. He grabbed me by the hands and swung me to face him, he spoke emphatically “Never, my friend, You were never an intrusion.’ He released me and we walked on in silence. Then he spoke again. ‘Shall we call her?’ I shrugged again. ‘As you wish, Mr..’ He cut me off. ‘No Sam, not this time, this time it will be as you wish.’ My choice? I was given a choice to agree or not to agree with something I have yearned for months, years rather, and now since he had begun sharing with me. I nodded. My throat had a large lump in it, it was difficult to speak properly. Again he seemed to understand. I was able to gasp out two small words.. "here.. now?" He looked at me, his eyes seeing my panic of suddenly being caught in the open. ‘No, Sam, not here, we will go to one of the pools, I know where there is a secluded one in the orchard, it is a bit more -- private there and well, she likes being among the apple trees. Besides I do not want the light to be seen, who knows how the men and the other elves would react. And well..’ for all that he knew he still blushed when he admitted.. ‘She likes to bathe with me in the pool..’ To which I could only whisper in reply.. I know, Mr. Frodo, I know. ----------- We quietly walked through the gardens. The silver of the full moon peeped through a sea of stars. It wasn’t long before we reached the small hot pool in the orchard. The trees surrounded us, the dried leaves crackling in the wind was the only sound about us. He led me to the edge of the hot pool, the steam rising through the night. And turned toward me. “Are you ready? And are you sure you want to do this. I – I would not have you turn away from me afterward.” It was my turn to reassure him. I laid my hand on his shoulder and squeezed. “That would never happen, Frodo, besides it is too late for that, I am in too deep as it is.” “Then let us begin” We knelt on the ground facing each other . He grasped my shaking hands. My heartbeat was racing. “Do not be afraid, Sam” He leaned forward and kissed me full upon the lips. I drew back, my eyes wide in shock and confusion. There was an electricity in the air. Could he feel it too? A small grin lit his face, he didn't speak, but took my hand and placed it against his chest, I could feel that his heartbeat was racing like my own. Patiently he waited for the slowing of the beats. He searched my eyes with his own. Are you sure, was the unspoken question, I nodded again. His hand reached out and brushed back the hair from my face. His fingers soft, smooth. I closed my eyes at the contact, but could not keep them closed for long, the desire to watch was to strong, I reopened them. Again he leaned forward, but this time I returned the kiss with my own needs and desires. The ground around us started to glow with a soft aurora, faintly it started and I thought I was mistaken but soon the glade that we were in was filled with it. I drew back startled. “Sir!” I exclaimed.. "The light..." Disappeared. “Frodo?” (my hands were shaking uncontrollably now) “What just happened?” Again he smile and for the first time since we started on this journey he spoke- His hands fumbling with the items in his pocket as was his habit when struggling for an answer. “It is difficult to explain Sam. It has something to do with a meeting between the two worlds. The dream and the wake. You are usually in one or the other, and things are as different as black and white, so to speak. You have found The Lady and I in the dream, it happens sometimes when you are dreaming you stumble across into different lives other than your own, that is why you could feel us there, but could not experience it. You had to meet us in the middle, in the gray, where there is no boundaries and no borders.” He paused and chuckled. “Do you know, you are a deep sleeper Sam. It was difficult to find you in the dream world. Well the part that we three are going to is in this middle realm, you have just discovered that when we speak it puts solidly back into the realm of being awake and the spell breaks, if spell is what you consider it, I do not. You were always curious about Gandalf’s magic, this is different, more earthen in nature. But I digress. She cannot journey fully into our reality, as we cannot journey into hers, we must meet halfway in this dreamworld. Does she really appear here, or not, who can say. But the stones, that I carry in my pocket, somehow have called out to her. And well…now it seems to you also. And as we cannot speak to each other, we cannot speak to her, well so I believed until recently.” He must have noticed my confused look for he stopped speaking and smiled. “I do not understand how it all works, she could not explain it to me either. But, note this, as long as the light glows do not speak or the spell will be broken again, and she will not be able to join us.” Again we started, the light raising about us the same as it did before. Frodo reached out with his hand and touched my lips with his fingertip as a reminder. Raising his eyes, he acknowledged her presence with a nod. I felt her kiss me softly on the top of the head. The glow now surrounded us three, as she arrived naked into our circle. Reaching out he pulled off my vest; at the same time her hands reached around from behind me and untucked my shirt. Between the two of them, without a word, I was slowly stripped from my attire, as each drop of clothes was removed and each patch of skin revealed I felt their fingertips or lips lightly brush the hairs on my body. It was like a kitchen dance, each cook knowing what the other was doing, casually sidestepping when they would cross paths. Then her and I started on him. I felt clumsy in that I had never stripped another man before, but with her guidance and his patience, we soon had him divested of his clothes too. I waited as she suddenly gave him a joyous embrace, and then turned to me, both their eyes beaming, and embraced me with that same contagious enthusiasm. Taking us both by the hands, she led us into the water. For what seemed like hours we splashed among the pool, casually teasing each other with our closeness, the water droplets sparkling in the glowing light. I wanted more. Suddenly, our play became more serious when she reached out and grabbed me and pulled me into her embrace, her lips locking onto mine, I felt him come up behind me and kiss the back of my neck, I felt myself enlarging at their continued playfulness. His hands were probing my bottom, while hers continued to play with my front. I-I was being swept away by the intensity of their emotions for each other and for me. She lowered herself in front of me and began to nibble the area where her hands had been softly teasing. I thought I was hungry with desire before, I was literally starving now. I felt Frodo’s hands running small circles around my buttocks; the combination of the two of them in unison was causing my brain to explode. Oh Elbereth I wanted...needed...them…both, together. Suddenly I was taken from both ends, her mouth taking me fully in, his fingers probing the inside of me, I could no longer breath. I could no longer think. Suddenly wrapping a leg around me he tripped me backward into the water and she landed on top of me. Frodo was all smiles, as he now moved around behind her. I watched, from where I lay in the water, as he helped her position herself above me. Then, Sweet Elbereth, suddenly she was plunging herself down onto me. Water, the great equalizer, seemed to make the Lady almost hobbit size. Frodo now shifted so that he too was upon me, straddled behind her, his hands reaching around her he grabbed her by her breasts and tenderly stroked her nipples causing them to harden with excitement. By their own accord my hands reached out and touched his. An electrical shock surged through us and the sparks flew from the contact. Moaning now she increased her rate, and he helped her raise and lower herself over and over again. Until in blessed agony I felt the release of pressure. She felt it to and sagged into his arms. As we lay panting in the warm languid pool, I thought to myself, what about him She roused again; seems we were not finished. Struggling we left the pool, and her and I turned our attention onto him, not that it had ever left. Now he lay upon the grass, the water sparking on his pale skin; it was then that I realized that the light came from inside him. I nearly said something aloud; I opened my mouth to speak, and remembered. They threw a glance at each other, would that I could share in their secret conversation. He smiled and I heard the words in my head. ‘You already have Sam.’ My eyes went wide in shock. At last I understood. What I thought had been coincidences weren’t, they were communicating with me, I had just failed to hear. Frodo smiled and shook his head, but it was her thoughts that answered. She took my hand. 'Almost Sam, you just failed to believe.’ Hungrily now we turned our attention back to what we had been doing. In unison we started at his feet and slowly worked our way up his body, drying his skin with our tongues, our hair, our touch. He lay back with his eyes shut; his soft moans were music to our ears. Suddenly I realized what I had been thinking, we were together on this, and there were no longer three separate bodies, there was one. They both nodded in agreement. We continue our journey upward. She on the right, I on the left, we reached his genitals at the same time and there she lingered as I continued the trek upwards. I stopped as his nipples remembering the way he had rubbed on hers in the water, I thought briefly for a moment, should I nibble on them, his/her answer came instantly back into my head, ‘yes’. So I bent my head to the task. Now his moans were coming out deeper more animalistic and I kissed and bit his lips nibbling the points and lobes of his ears, tailing my tongue down his neck his shoulders. Oh Elbereth. What feelings I shared. For I felt both the sucking, and the being sucked upon feeling also. It was too much, my head was spinning and the world was fast disappearing from my sight. Elbereth I wanted to take them both again. Suddenly in a threefold flash of hunger it was time. Again standing in the water, her in the deep, I in the shallows. We positioned him in the middle. I was behind and she in front. His erect penis searching for and finding the Lady’s vagina. Slowly she maneuvered herself until she had fully encased him inside her. I heard their moans of passion, begin and the desire to share was too much. She understood. She paused and pressing against him she reached around him and carefully helped me to guide myself into him, slowly, his moans were first of desire, than of a brief flash of pain, and then finally in ecstasy, all of us experiencing the same feelings, the same needs. Now we pressed him between us. She pressed him from the front and I from the rear. We held each other up in support. Sharing, controlling, giving, taking, all wrapped up in a blazing light of wants. Faster we thrust into the oneness. Each desiring to connect to the one on the other side, each trying to reach the light that glowed within, each striving and at end, each succeeding. The world exploded in a shower of sparks that would have put Gandalf’s fireworks to shame. We struggled out of the pool and sagged on the ground in a heap. No one dared to move, no one able to breath, and time stood still on the edge of the pool. The light slowly dimmed around us as we lay there and our breathing returned back to normal. Lying in a heap we fell asleep, each maintaining a contact with the other two, each creating a buffer against the cool night. And as the sound of birds rose about us before the start of a new day, she tenderly kissed us both again and suddenly disappeared. I heard the words in my head as she departed. One more nightly visit and then on the morrow you shall depart. Frodo and I supporting each other, dressed and returned to our pavilion to sleep away the day. One more day and one more precious night. Maybe the lessons taught by the Lady, will help sustain us as we journey to the mountain and back.