TITLE: By Moonlight and Starlight AUTHOR: Euryale PAIRING: Legolas/Aragorn SPOILERS: Books 2, 3, 5, 6. And when I say spoilers, I mean SPOILERS. If you have not read all three volumes, get thee to a library, fer chreist's saeke! I give you one week! Go, my children! WARNING: The following is (gasp) slash (and NC-17, at that). If you're too young for that, go away. If you're not interested in that, turn back now. If you've got a problem with that, get help and leave the rest of us alone. TYPE: Angst, Romance, all that good stuff DISCLAIMERS: These characters obviously do not belong to me. I am under no delusions to the contrary, nor am I stupid enough to be trying to make any money off of the use of them. I think good old J-double-R wouldn't mind this too much, though. He obviously knew that Sam and Frodo were getting it on, why would he be opposed to Legolas and Aragorn breaking some of that sexual tension? Mmmmmmmmm... Elf-ilicious...(wipes drool off keyboard) Wait! Where was I? Ah, yes, disclaimers... Some bits are quoted straight out of the text and are denoted by... wait for it... quotes. However, so is original dialogue. You're bright, you can figure out which is which. ARCHIVING: Feel free, but if you would drop me a note to tell me what you've done with it, that would be lovely. SUMMARY: Every night's rest is mentioned, but rest can mean more than sleep STORY NOTES: I wrote this while reading the books, I had no idea where it was going as I was writing. This is supposed to fit in right alongside the text and I'm kind of assuming that you have the books freshly in mind. It might be a tad bit confusing if you don't. FEEDBACK: Yes, please. euryale@email.com For the Nit-Pickers: Appendix F says that the dialect of Mirkwood is never used in the book, so don't knock my Elvish. I'm making it up as best I can. *****And thus begins By Moonlight and Starlight********** He looked up at the silvery moonlight. Wide awake in the glimmering night he stood watch, forgoing the sleep that his companions enjoyed. He had walked the day in elf-dreams and preferred to spend the night alone with his thoughts. His golden hair shown white under the stars and his eyes were the only things glowing with warmth in the chill darkness. He turned these eyes from contemplation of the skies to contemplation of his companions. The dwarf snored deeply and batted away some unseen fly or cobweb and Legolas smiled to himself. He felt a great friendship for the dwarf and counted himself lucky to have such a comrade. His eyes wandered further to where Aragorn lay, peaceful and beautiful in slumber, and he felt a warmth fill his body as he gazed upon the man's face. Soft moonlight caressed his noble brow, his fine nose, his silken cheek, and his soft lips. Legolas' eyes did the same. He cast his mind back to L—rien and the vision the Lady of that wood had shown him. His dearest desire pitted against the peril of the journey he had undertaken. Her visions had disturbed him less than they had the others for he had understood since Rivendell that the one and the other were inextricably bound together. He felt at peace watching the sleep of the Ranger. His heart swelled within him and it was the rise and fall of Aragorn's breath that he watched that night. Dawn came swiftly and Legolas turned to watch the sun fill the sky. Aragorn woke, and raised his hand to shield his eyes from the sun which burned on the horizon. He thought he saw the sun itself moving towards him, a being of such magnificent light and utter beauty that he was struck to the heart with wonder. The creature moved again and he felt as if the movement was a blessing laid upon him. He was taken breathless by the emotion. "Awake! Awake!" cried the luminous being, and as it stepped out of the sun's path, Aragorn saw that it was none other than Legolas. *** That day was full of hard travel and the hope that the three companions held for their friends was fading. Legolas spent that night in much the same reverie as the previous night, humming tunes from old elven ballads, sometimes changing the words to praise for Aragorn's eyes rather than those of whom they were originally sung. Aragorn rose before morning and went to join Legolas. The latter stopped his song abruptly and looked with wide eyes at his friend as he approached. Aragorn was taken aback by this sudden change in Legolas. He came up close to the elf as if for some secret conference but neither could find any words for the other. Legolas could feel Aragorn's breath on his shoulder and his heart beat fast. His eyes fell to the grass at his feet. They stood like this for a long moment, until Gimli yawned loudly and drew himself to his feet. The two taller companions stepped quickly apart, shaken Ð Aragorn visibly so. Gimli approached and all three watched the sun rise together before starting again on their quest. *** The following night Legolas slept. Aragorn kept the first watch. His mind was full of thoughts which he could not seem to order. He looked down at the elf's sleeping form and felt a pang spread through his chest that he could not name. Delicate and ethereally, eternally beautiful. A wisdom of ages shown on his face, even through his closed eyes. And fair! He was fairer than any, even... Aragorn shook these thoughts out of his head and turned away to watch the edges of their encampment. Legolas woke. It was surely past his hour for the watch. He rose and saw Aragorn half-kneeling and staring off into the middle distance away from their camp. Legolas came up quietly behind him, curious as to what he was watching. He came around to Aragorn's right and crouched down to his level to see what could be seen. He placed his hand on Aragorn's to indicate his presence, but the man did not move at all. Suddenly worried, Legolas swung around in front of Aragorn, touching his cheek with the long cool fingers of his other hand. At this contact, Aragorn's hand shot up and caught Legolas' wrist, his gaze returning to the world at hand, then searching deep within the elf's grey eyes. The touch of Aragorn's fingers on his wrist sent a burst of fire through his veins. His fingertips still grazed the other man's face and he splayed them in a warm caressing gesture. Aragorn made no objection. Legolas let his fingers wander farther, into the hair behind Aragorn's ear. Aragorn's eyes drifted half shut and Legolas gently pulled his head forward and softly touched his lips with his own. Aragorn sighed into the kiss and twined his fingers into those of Legolas' left hand. Legolas' lips moved over Aragorn's searchingly and Aragorn found himself responding, desire welling in him. They stood, never losing contact, arms going around each other, hungrily devouring each other's lips. Legolas felt more joy in that moment than he had in ages. Aragorn's breath tasted earthy and sweet. Legolas felt his knees go weak as Aragorn's hands moved down his back and through his hair. His own hands held Aragorn as tightly as he could as if afraid that he would evaporate and disappear. Breathlessly, they drew back from each other. Legolas traced the contours of Aragorn's face with one long finger. Gimli grumbled and rolled over in his sleep. Aragorn started, kissed Legolas softly one more time and went to lay down to sleep. Legolas looked after him tenderly then turned to begin his watch. *** Of how this company met again with Gandalf, came to the court of Rohan, and went to battle against the orcs little shall be said here, for cleverer pens than this have treated that matter. Know only that while Legolas joked lightly with Gimli about the orcs that each had taken, his heart was heavy with worry for Aragorn fighting in the heat of battle on the ground below the wall on which Legolas was perched. His heart nearly stopped when Aragorn stumbled on the stair and had his last arrow not succeeded in felling the orc just behind, Legolas would have thrown himself into the fray, fighting with his teeth if necessary to save his love or to share his doom. Once the danger was over and Aragorn was up the stairs, he collapsed against Legolas' breast and they held each other a long moment before returning towards the others. Great relief was upon them after the fall of Isengaurd. Merry and Pippin had been found and they had the strength of the whole army of Rohan with them. Their worries were few and their hearts were light. *** Neither Legolas nor Aragorn were numbered amongst the watch for that night. Despite both that and their fatigue, neither thought of sleep. They spread their cloaks close together on the edge of the ring of exhausted warriors and lay down as if for sleep, but their eyes were bright and their minds were whirling. Legolas was drunk with the nearness of this man whom he valued above all others. Aragorn, for his part, trembled inside. The memory of the night that he had kept watch haunted his thoughts. He did not understand why he felt such warmth, such heat for his dearest Legolas. His spirit had never been troubled by thoughts of this kind before, he had thought that his heart lay in the cool hands of the Maid of Rivendell never suspecting the fire that could be roused within it by the mere touch of the Prince of Mirkwood. He rolled over to face Legolas, whose eyes fluttered shut just as soon. Desiring to rediscover the bliss of that flame, he reached a hand out to touch Legolas' open palm. To his surprise, Legolas' hand closed over his own, bright grey eyes suddenly open and gazing into his very soul. Legolas tugged lightly on his hand and within a moment they were standing and he was being led into the brush, beyond which somewhere stood the night watch. "I don't understand this, Legolas. I don't understand what is happening." "Neither do I, Aragorn, but I know that it is good." "I am certain it is, but it is so strange... I could lose myself for an age in the depths of your eyes." Legolas smiled. "I could lose the ages for the touch of your lips." Legolas moistened his lips with a flick of his pink tongue and Aragorn bent his head to cover the elf's lips with his own, his hand going up to brush the line of Legolas' jaw. Legolas gasped, a tremor of pleasure shaking him to the very core. Hungrily he returned the kiss, as if searching for something in the depths of this embrace. As their tongues entwined he felt himself perched on the edge of an impending oblivion that he had no desire to resist. His hands came up to the neck of Aragorn's tunic and loosed the ties there. He slipped one fine long hand into the shirt and ran it over Aragorn's breast. As his fingers grazed the small hard nipple, Aragorn shuddered, his hands falling to encircle Legolas' slim waist. Legolas let out a low murmur of pleasure as the strong firm hands of Aragorn ventured under his tunic, to his waistband... A horrendous shriek pierced the still night air. "Pippin!" cried Aragorn. Their arms fell to their sides and they turned and ran in the direction of their friend's screams. *** It seemed that the war would begin in earnest now, and soon. It had already separated so many people from those they loved and Legolas would not have it separate him from Aragorn. He would follow Aragorn even unto the jaws of certain doom. Legolas' heart sank as Halbarad presented Aragorn with the standard wrought by the Lady of Rivendell, which he had borne from that place. No crueler blow could have more swiftly woken him from the dreamstate he had walked in for days now. But it seemed to him that Aragorn's eyes dimmed as well upon beholding this gift. "And Aragorn said: ÔNow I know what you bear. Bear it still for me a while!' And he turned and looked away to the north under the great stars, and then he fell silent and spoke no more while the night's journey lasted." Legolas was troubled. He begrudged the presence of the men of Rohan, the Dunedain, and even the hobbits and dear Gimli. He wished more than anything to smooth the deepening lines of care from Aragorn's brow and to soften the ever- harder expression in his eyes. Gazing upon Aragorn's face after he had looked in to the Stone of Orthanc was almost more than he could bear. *** His silent torment was only increased by the persistent words of Lady Eowyn. Legolas was by nature far from hateful, but he could find no kind thoughts for their hostess. When at length she gave them leave to go to their lodging, Legolas was relieved and went quickly. Aragorn tarried with her a while. When he came in to the chamber, he found Gimli already fast asleep and Legolas sitting on the floor fixing him with his soft grey eyes. Aragorn went to the lone chair and sat, holding his head between his hands, trying to master his ragged breath. Legolas rose silently and went to him. Taking his face in his own hands, he kissed Aragorn tenderly and smoothed a hand over his brow as he had been longing to do. Aragorn pushed him away firmly, one hand planted against his breast. He rose and strode quickly out the door. After a paralyzing moment of agony, Legolas followed. He followed Aragorn to the edge of the nearby wood where he found him seated on the edge of a large flat whetstone looking off into the dark between the trees. Aragorn could not have heard him come, but must have felt his presence for he began to speak. "The Lady Eowyn troubles me. And there will always be more like her. Least of all... I cannot bring myself to speak that name. My duty calls me one way, yet my desire calls me in another." "Has it ever been otherwise, in any of the ages of this earth?" "You cannot go with me. Not towards the evil whither I am bound. Not to such danger." Legolas blinked away a tear. "Have I not already said that I would follow you even into death?" He approached the seated man and breathed into his ear "Elessar, melnyet mavoin‘." At these simple words of love, Aragorn turned his head to meet Legolas' kiss. Soft as feathers, hot as flame, suddenly Aragorn was struck with a wave of desire and reached up grabbing Legolas' shoulder to pull the elf down closer to him. Legolas' left leg came across Aragorn's lap, and he found himself straddling his love, pressing him down onto the stone, his lips ever moving, exploring the curves of Aragorn's mouth. His kisses trailed down to the pulse at Aragorn's throat, and Aragorn trembled, his hands venturing up the back of the elf's tunic. Legolas sat back and tore the tunic off over his head. Aragorn was stunned by the beauty of the body that was revealed to him. He took Legolas' hands and covered them with kisses, taking care to place one kiss atop each finger, the tip of his tongue coming to caress them gently. Legolas sighed and felt his desire mounting. He reached down, brushing the hair back from Aragorn's face and with a smile, he began to untie the laces at Aragorn's neck. In a moment the obstacle was removed and Legolas' hands traced patterns over Aragorn's chest. Aragorn felt a welling of arousal that took his breath from him. The hot body moving over him with palms and lips and flickering tongue clouded his mind and he thought he might faint from such unknown unsuspected pleasure. Legolas tasted the salt of his skin and breathed his sweet scent and he was enflamed. He breathed heavily against Aragorn's flesh, trailing ever further down, his open mouth twisted in a groan of pleasure. Legolas worked Aragorn's trousers down over his hips and Aragorn let out a small cry as he felt himself freed to the night air. Legolas' hands were immediately upon him. Aragorn could see the expression of wonder on Legolas' face. Legolas could barely believe that after so long, after so much torment, that he held the man he loved, naked and panting with desire, below him. At the first touch of Legolas' lips on his bursting arousal, Aragorn's vision swam before him and went dark. A moan escaped from deep in his throat. The feel of Legolas' tongue wandering up and down his hard length drove him mad. Legolas relished the sounds that escaped Aragorn's carefully guarded lips. Aragorn reached a hand out to tangle in Legolas' long golden hair and as he did so, Legolas took him deep into his mouth, closing his lips softly about his girth. Aragorn gasped and his head fell back and with an involuntary thrust and a voiceless cry he released his passion, his tension, his fear, and everything that weighed on his mind, except the love that he felt for Legolas. This last grew, glowing white-hot in his heart. In a moment he had caught his breath and he stood and took his beloved Legolas in his arms. They held each other fast, loath to separate. Aragorn then felt the fullness of his lover's aroused desire, still hard and yearning against him. Aragorn knelt in the dust at Legolas' feet. Legolas tried to tug him back to his feet as if to say that this was not necessary, he had what he wanted. But Aragorn would have none of it. Gliding Legolas' trousers down over his slim hips Aragorn released the ivory object of his desire, long and slim as was everything about Legolas. A slightly different shape than his own, but impossibly beautiful to his eyes. He kissed it, and ran his red tongue up it in long wet lines, taking the tip between his lips and trailing these lips back to the base. Legolas gave a little whimper, unable to believe the reality of these longed-for caresses. Aragorn ran his hands up the backs of Legolas' legs gently and slowly. Legolas' hands fell onto the crown of Aragorn's head. He bent forwards, panting, a film of perspiration covering his brow. Aragorn's ministrations continued unrelentingly and Legolas lost the hold he had been keeping on himself. In a far-off voice he moaned as his pleasure peaked. His knees went weak and he would have fallen had Aragorn not caught him. Breathless, they kissed and Legolas could taste his own earthy tang on Aragorn's tongue. After many more embraces and caresses, they dressed and returned silently to the room where Gimli slept and there they laid themselves down and fell asleep hand in hand. *** The road to Pelargir was long and hard and felt more and more hopeless. There was no time now for tender words or soft glances. The grim grey company behind them and the battle that waited before them darkened Aragorn's mind. He had to struggle for the will to go on, to draw breath. For failure would bring an end to everything, these lands, this life, and, not least of all, his dream of an endless summer afternoon spent in a meadow wrapped in Legolas' long arms. Success would put an end to this last as well. He led drearily on. Legolas rode along in elf-dreams, refusing to allow his mind to stray to thoughts of After. Aragorn's heart had accepted him and this one thought supported him through the long ride and the bitter battle fought at its end. *** As Legolas finally staggered off of the barren battlefield, he felt a change in the wind and he breathed deeply of the fresh fragrant air. A certain spice on it, a certain salt tang, invigorated his spirit and renewed his love of all living things. Though a creature of the Air itself, he thought he had never felt a breeze so inviting. Then he heard cries above him and, raising his eyes to the sky, he saw great white birds diving and swooping and he was enchanted by their dance. He passed a brief eternity entranced by their spell and then the touch of Aragorn's hand on his shoulder brought him back to the present. In an instant he understood. These were the gulls and he had breathed the scent of the sea. He had felt the nearness of the sea as they approached, he knew that now, and he also understood the Lady's warnings. The spell of the sea was in his blood now and was as intoxicating as the spell of Aragorn's eyes. The sea endures beyond anything in the world of men. In that moment he felt his heart break and all of his hope evaporate as the morning mist. Managing a weak smile he turned and raised a hand to Aragorn's cheek, then dropping his arm, he followed Aragorn to the camp. On board the ship, as their host prepared for arrival at the siege of Minas Tirith, Legolas himself set the Star of Elendil on Aragorn's brow. *** Aragorn was a radiant king. He was stately and magnificent as he saw to the needs of his new people, but a sadness hid behind his eyes. Word had come from Rivendell... Arwen would arrive within a fortnight. His duty lay clearly before him. He wished to speak with Legolas at least once more before she came, but the elf had been studiously keeping his distance since the Great Battle, only appearing before Aragorn in the midst of great crowds and what Aragorn had to say to him required solitude. Legolas clutched desperately to the shred of happiness left to him, the knowledge that Aragorn was near and had not turned his eyes to any other. He lived in dread of the day that this too would be taken from him. She would come tomorrow, or the day after. The hobbits wished to return to their beloved shire and the others would follow. The fellowship would be ripped asunder at last and a new life must begin after. They had finally left him, all the people who had occupied his day with their requests and vows of loyalty. He was exhausted, but he found himself roaming the halls of the great dwelling nonetheless. He had to find Legolas before it was too late. He saw a soft light shining under a door to his left. Pushing the door open quietly, he saw that the full moon was shining in through the unshuttered window. His heart leapt to see that asleep on the bed just under that window lay Legolas, face peaceful and luminous, long hair splayed out over his shoulders, one arm hanging off the bed, hand grazing the floor. A quick glance told him that, for perhaps the first time, Legolas had been given a separate room from Gimli. He stood in the doorway, overcome by the beauty of this creature before him and loath to mar this beauty by waking his beloved elf. He was struck by fear now that the moment had come to speak. In that moment Legolas' eyes fluttered open. "I could hear your breath," he whispered sleepily. "I think I would know it from any other." "She is coming tomorrow," Aragorn broke in. "I know," said Legolas, looking away. "I think I shall leave with the hobbits." "I do not want you to go," "You know I cannot stay. You have duties to fulfill, as do I, I suppose." "Please stay," The earnest tone of his voice stabbed at Legolas' heart. "There are woods near here! Beautiful woods, great trees, clear streams! They deserve a prince to watch over them!" "This is already difficult enough!" snapped Legolas. "Ithilien is not far. Perhaps I shall visit from time to time." "I...I love you. I always shall, I expect. I cannot bear to see you go." Legolas rose and went to Aragorn, taking him in his arms. "Melnyet, an ilya asar voronwa," He said softly. Aragorn's lips came to his cheek, kissing away the single salt tear that had escaped him. Legolas threw his arms around Aragorn's neck turning his face up for a searing kiss. Aragorn's mind went blank. He was moving his lips over Legolas' with ever-increasing intensity and hunger while his hands roamed over Legolas' chest, up to his neck, down to his waist, slowly and softly. Legolas moved his parted lips down across Aragorn's throat, teeth grazing the skin over the wildly beating pulse, drawing a wet line with his tongue to where neck met collarbone. Cumbersome clothing was soon discarded and both man and elf stood naked in the moonlight. Aragorn drew Legolas to him and, bending his head, began to lick slow strong circles over and around the elf's right nipple, sucking gently and firmly. Low sounds of pleasure began to grow in Legolas' throat, moans which he could not master. Aragorn pushed Legolas down to the bed, covering him with his body. The sensation of his and Aragorn's mutual arousal pressed together against him drove Legolas mad. He caught fire and found himself writhing beneath his adored, their tongues twining together wildly, raking his fingers across Aragorn's back. He could feel the beads of impassioned perspiration covering his body. This moment could last forever. Aragorn pulled back suddenly, his eyes, dark with passion, looking deep into Legolas humid grey eyes. "I am yours," he said. "I want to be entirely yours." Legolas' breath fell short as he understood. Reaching up for Aragorn's lips again he twisted to the side to allow Aragorn to come beneath him. Their regards locked together as Aragorn spread his thighs and tilted his hips. Legolas, trembling, accomplished his love's desire. As their bodies became one, Aragorn abandoned himself entirely to the thrilling sensations, groaning in pleasure, gasping for more, grabbing Legolas by the shoulders, greedily kissing his mouth. Legolas began to move back and forth, their eyes never leaving each other. They moved together into the eternal rhythm of passion, older than the stars. The humid breath against their cheeks, the velvet fingers moving across their bodies, the satin lips fluttering over their eyelids and against each other, the sounds of pleasure welling up from their very souls, all of these things drove them ever forwards, towards the shimmering climax which they had so long desired. Legolas twined his fingers in Aragorn's hair and he fought for breath against the swiftly rising ecstasy within him. His blood burned in his veins and his body ached with desire. Aragorn had never known such blinding, dizzying joy. His eyes drifted shut as their rhythm increased its speed. He felt that he was falling ever down and down through cloud upon cloud of bliss. He heard Legolas' breath change, coming short and fast, his face changed by emotion and wonderful sensation. Radiant. Legolas cried out as his climax peaked, Aragorn's voice joining it as he was swept away by the violent perfection of Legolas' spasms. For one brilliant moment their union was complete and nothing else in this world or any other mattered at all. Legolas fell breathless and panting against Aragorn's chest. Aragorn covered his face with passionate kisses which were returned in kind. They murmured words to each other, soft sweet promises which neither could afford to keep nor even remember in daylight, lovers goodbyes, lovers tears. They fell asleep in each other's arms, the most perfect moments of peace either would ever know. Aragorn woke with the first light of dawn and after placing one final kiss upon Legolas' brow and with one lingering glance from the doorway, he stole back to his own rooms as silently as he had come. *** Legolas did not shed a single tear at the wedding. He stood like stone and betrayed no emotion whatsoever. Aragorn passed an uneventful wedding night, pleading exhaustion from the preparations and festivities. *** Legolas was dismayed that Aragorn set out from Minas Tirith with the travelers. As glad as he was to be able to look on Aragorn's face a few days longer, he wanted to be left alone with his grief. When they reached the site of their first battle, Gimli insisted on taking him to the wondrous caves he had found there. Deep in the heart of these caves, Legolas was overcome and he wept. Gimli held him and listened attentively as Legolas poured out his soul. "We should leave the company immediately," said Gimli. "It would be best for you. Take me to your forest in the north." Legolas agreed and returned to the others with a drawn face. The two of them made their excuses and said their farewells. Aragorn addressed hardly a word to Legolas and did not say goodbye. They parted swiftly. *** As he had said he would, Legolas moved south to the woods of Ithilien to dwell the closer to both Aragorn and the sea. When the elven rings passed into the west, he was filled with a desire to accompany them but for love of Gondor and its king, he remained. The call of the sea ate away at him nonetheless. In the years that followed the elves of Ithilien and the men of Gondor lived side by side in peace. Their leaders would meet at the border between their lands from time to time to discuss matters of government, but before setting themselves to whatever business was at hand, they would stand silently, palm to palm in greeting. This moment would sometimes last long enough that even the Ents at the edge of the wood would take notice and wonder. *** The call of the sea grew stronger and stronger, yet Legolas remained. The day that news came to him of Aragorn's death, bitter sadness and resigned peace flowed through him. He built a ship and, inviting Gimli, his confidant and closest friend, Legolas set sail for the west. As the shores of Middle Earth passed from his sight, Legolas closed his eyes, craving the oblivion that the western lands promised. End