Title: Into The West Author: Rutaari (Nalenuur@yahoo.com) Pairing: Legolas/Aragorn Rating: R Summary: The tale of Aragorn and Legolas' relationship throughout the War of the Ring. Legolas promises to stay with Aragorn, but some wounds even time can not heal. Warnings: none Archive: YES! Just please email me and let me know. Feedback: is what keeps me alive. AN: This fic is based on the song "Into the West" by Howard Shore and sung my Annie Lennox. It's on the soundtrack, and won the Golden Globe award for best single on a soundtrack! I Love it!!!!! Anyway, forgive if all the Elvish isn't correct, and if you don't like happy endings, don't read this. Its for the January Challenge on LofM. Into The West ~~~~~~~~~~ Lay down your sweet and weary head. Night is falling You have come to journey’s end. Sleep now and dream of the ones who came before. They are calling from across a distant shore. Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face? Soon you will see all of your fears will pass away. Safe in my arms. You’re only sleeping. What can you see on the horizon? Why do the white gulls call? Across the sea a pale moon rises. The ships have come to carry you home. And all will turn to silver glass. A light on the water... All souls pass. Hope fades Into the world of night. Through shadows falling, out of memory and time. Don’t say we have come now to the end. White shores are calling. You and I will meet again. You’ll be here in my arms just sleeping. What can you see On the horizon? Why do the white gulls call? Across the sea a pale moon rises. The ships have come to carry you home. And all will turn to silver glass. A light on the water... Grey ships pass Into the West. Bliss. I found it impossible to understand why no elf had set foot in this magnificent wood in nearly an age. The air was heavy with water and smelled of damp soil and moss; a heavy, musky smell that filled my nostrils and put my spirit at ease. The way the light flickered through the canopy leaves and scattered dancing patterns on the forest floor made my eyes sparkle. But what I loved most about this forest was the trees. They spoke more than the trees in my home. These trees were alive, were filled with energy and life that seeped from every pour in every leaf. The voices of the trees flowed from every branch and every bower, speaking to me. They said they were glad of my coming; it was too long since they’d met one of the eldar, the people who first awoke their ancestors, and even some of them. I could not help but smile at them. My eyes came then to Aragorn, sitting tall on Brego. The man turned his head, his blue orbs catching mine. He saw how happy I was, how at ease, for now, atleast. He smiled back at me before turning and continuing his trail after Gandalf. Gimli muttered something behind me that got trapped in his beard, and I did not hear him. “Listen, Gimli.” I said. “The trees speak to eachother, to me. Can you not hear them?” “Aye, I hear them, laddie.” Gimli growled. “But I canno’ understand what they are saying. Just a bit creepy if you ask me.” “Well no one did.” I replied, annoyed by the dwarf’s ignorance and lack of respect. “They speak to me, and I understand every word.” “Well of course you do!” Gimli laughed. “You’re a pointy-eared elven prince!” I frowned at this comment, but did not reply. I did not mind that he called me pointy-eared, indeed I was. But there was a reason I did not introduce myself as “prince,” and I did not wish others to call me by that title. For centuries people had called me “prince,” people I thought to be my friends and companions. In the end, it all had turned into a way to get into high society. I’ve seen the way people gaze at me, so lustfully and without care. To be laden with the title “prince” only added to their lust for me, for me to belong to them. “I’m sorry, laddie.” Gimli’s voice came softer. “I did not mean anything by it.” “It is forgiven, master dwarf,” I said sincerely, “it is nothing.” With that I nudged Arod into an easy trot, pulling him alongside Brego. Aragorn turned and regarded me with a brief smile. “What troubles you, Aragorn?” I asked him, letting him know that his drooping head did not hide his worried face. He looked up at me with a look that clearly showed awe. He thought he hid things so well, but from the one who loved him more than life itself he could hide not even the twitch on the side of his mouth that began his frown. “Uule, nin-melesse.” (Nothing, my love.) Aragorn fibbed. “Ta uya uule. Ta uule naa karkaras uya na karkerasle ya naa lamba ve’ nyano varwa masta.” (It is not nothing. If it were nothing your teeth would not be gnawing at your lip like a mouse on bread.) I said, referring to his annoying habit of chewing his lip when he grew nervous. “Amin kaure amen kai na ana telwa.” (I fear we will be too late.) Aragorn admitted. “Ta hosse atast Minas Tirith lo metima esse. Ne sina luume ta kotumo lo tanka ana salpa Osgiliath, a Atan maure i osto ten hossa.” (The assault upon Minas Tirith is already begun. By this time the enemy is sure to have taken Osgiliath, and Men will need the city for defence.) “Ta uya ana telwa.” I assured him. “I ohta esse, naa ta siin esse. I Fanna Osto uyu lanta, Aragorn. Uya anda weyo ve lle ohten ta.” (It is not too late.The attack is begun, yes, but is has just begun. The White City will not fall, Aragorn. Not while Men such as you defend it.) Aragorn lifted his chin and smiled at me again, but this time his smile was false. He tried to let me know that my words had helped, but I knew they had not. Nothing I could say would ease Aragorn’s nerves. Instead, I let Arod once again fall behind the prancing Brego as we passed through a trail that required us to be in single file. Gimli had not said a thing. He had not understood what we had said, but he knew it had not been happy. “He’ll be alright, lad.” The dwarf said quietly, patting my shoulder. “I hope so.” I replied. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We rode for a long while. I was aware of the presence of something ahead of us, something growing larger, and I heard the tiny voices and cheerful laughter long before the rest of my companions. I did not say anything of them, not wanting to spoil the surprise and have to listen to the dwarf grumble the rest of the way. We at last reached the edge of the wood, and spreading before us, in a vast expanse of water, was Isenguard, and sitting there on the wall, enjoying that nasty habit they partook in, and munching on the Valar knows what, were Merry and Pippin. “Welcome, to Isengard!” Merry stood up and motioned dramatacly, and I could not help but laugh inwardly and grin at them while Gimli sat behind me, an incredulous look plastered on his face, and Aragorn just grinned. Gandalf made some comment about “hobbits” before pulling the halflings onto horses behind a few of the other riders, and our horses carefully stepped through the stones of the fallen wall and began picking their way among rubble and debris, traipsing through knee-deep water in the direction of the tower. It was then that I saw it, my very first Ent. I was agape, something unusual for an elf, and could do nothing but sit and stare in wonder and bewilderment and absolute exctasy. Treebeard, his name was, and he spoke with a deep, rumbling voice that sounded as if it had spoken through many an age. “The treachery of Saruman... is washing away...” Treebeard wheezed. Just then something caught my eye. Pippin had spotted something in the water, something that emitted great power. I could feel it pulsing, coursing through the water, glowing a bright light that cleared the dark water surrounding it. Pippin’s hands disappeared into the water, latching onto the object. I started to say something, but for some reason stopped. It was breathtaking, enchanting, if you will. Big and round, shimmering wet it the sunlight that peeked through the cloud, and in it, in the center, was a shape I could not name, did not want to name, but it continued to hold my attentions. “Peregrin Took, I will take that.” Gandalf’s voice broke my reverie, and I looked over to see the round object disappear in a grey cloth. I know what that object was. It called to me, as if it were the very ring itself. There was only one thing in this world that held such power as that, the palantir. I was grateful that it was in Mithrandir’s hands now, where I knew it would be safe. And safe it should stay. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We rode to Edoras, long and hard. My elven strength did not demand that I rest, but the Men and Dwarf needed to take a break part way, and the caravan stopped. I did my duty, tieing the horses and tending to them, before sneaking into the trees to scout the area. The men depended on my eyes and ears, which could see an orc from a million raika away and hear an eagle a league into the sky. Therefor, I made it my duty to be sure our surroundings were secure. I wondered alone for quite a while, finding a little stream running nearby, as well as a jagged outcropping of cliffs in which I immediately scaled and stood over the trees, scanning the area with my eyes. From my vantage point I could still make out Isenguard, if I followed the river Isen with my eyes and looked upon the Misty Mountains, I could just barely see the peak of the black tower peeking from its hiding place, like a small child peering over the countertop, searching for something sweet to snack on. I heard the footfalls long before I saw the one they belonged to. In all honesty I had hoped he would come after me, eventually anyway. I knew it was him, I had the sound of his movement engrained in my brain. I would never forget his footsteps, the sound of his voice in danger, the grunts and moans he emitted when in the throes of passion. I would love him forever, even if I could not have him. “The river runs freely once again.” His voice said from a few feet behind me. “It is good to see.” I knew he did not think he would startle me. As boys he would try, would sneak up on me when he thought I least expected it, and try to frighten me. To this day he had not succeeded, never would succeed. “It is.” I replied, still staring out over the canopy of the trees. “As well as to see the trees once more, even if it is not my home.” “Legolas...” He did not continue, just closed the space between us and wrapped his arms around my body, holding me close. His face found the crook of my neck, and I giggled softly as his beard tickled my neck, his tongue finding the pulse that hid beneath my jawbone. “I malle na anda.” (The road has been long.) I managed to say quietly, though my voice sounded weak. “Lle roome serya.” (You should rest.) “I will not rest.” He said, halting his ministrations, and I knew that my words has disconcerted him; aroused unwanted emotions and feelings. “Not with the thoughts that run through my mind.” I leaned my head back onto the Man’s shoulder, closing my eyes and sighing into the air. “What of your thoughts?” I asked, letting one of my palms find Aragorn’s face, running my smooth skin across his rough beard. “My thoughts?” He repeated. “My thoughts are of Gondor, of Minas Tirith, of the Rohan, Dumholt, Gandalf’s words, among other things.” “That is much to think.” I said. “What of ‘other things’?” “Of you.” Aragorn replied, turning me around to face him. I opened my eyes, staring deep into his blue orbs. “Of me?” I asked. “Legolas, my offer still stands.” He said, cupping my face in his hands, his fingers ghosting across my chin as if he were holding some valuable trinket that would shatter if he pressed it too hard. “Your offer is foolish.” I said bluntly, trying to keep my thoughts focused. “It is not foolish!” Aragorn protested! “Love is never foolish.” “But it is blind.” I replied, turning my back. Neither of us spoke, until at last I sighed and gave him an answer. “Aragorn, you know that all I want is for us to be together, but fate does not deem it so. If you tell me that you will bind yourself to me and turn aside Arwen then my heart feels too greatly not to do so, but do you really think it the right thing to do? You will be the king of Gondor, of Arnor. Aragorn, you will rule half of Middle Earth. You must produce an heir.” “And I will do so!” Aragorn cried, taking my hands. “Even if that means the heir is not of my blood! None need ever know that.” I sighed, turning my eyes to the ground. Aragorn continued to look hopefully into my face. I could not deny him, I knew that. I did not have the will power. “Legolas, please, promise you’ll spend your life with me.” Aragorn pleaded, and I looked up to see his eyes pooling with tears that threatened to spill out into a waterfall of sorrow. A smile crept onto my face. “Yes, I promise, Aragorn.” I finally replied. “With all my heart.” With that Aragorn picked me up and spun me around once, his lips finding mine and sealing our deal with a passionate kiss. His tongue explored my mouth for the millionth time since we had met, making certain that I would taste of no other. When he finally set me down and we pulled apart for want of air I smiled at him again, and then broke into laughter. “What is so funny?” Aragorn asked, cocking his head at me curiously. “It seems we are not alone.” I laughed, pointing behind Aragorn. There stood Merry and Pippin, both sets of cheeks flushing pink at what they had witnessed, looking as if they wanted to say something, but couldn’t seem to find the right time to say it. All of the fellowship knew of Aragorn and myself, but we tried not to openly display our love for one another, not now, atleast. “It also seems your elven hearing has deserted you.” Aragorn laughed, taking my hand in his own and guiding me toward the hobbits. “Sorry...” Merry mumbled. “Gandalf wished to speak with Aragorn.” “He said we would find you two together.” Pippin smiled that stupid smile of his and I laughed at him inwardly. Hobbits were too cute not to adore. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A day later we arrived in Edoras. A feast was held in honor of the dead, and all the people of the city were invited. Gimli and I stood on the back wall, watching the event. I had been invited to sit with Aragorn in the front, as a guest of honor, but I had declined. For some reason I felt I needed space from Aragorn, to give him time to think over his decision. I, myself, needed time. “Hail the victorious dead!” Theoden’s voice boomed over the chatter and laughing. “Hail the victorious dead!” The rousing cry went up, mugs were lifted, and then pressed against thirsting lips. I noticed Aragorn then. His heart was not in the celebration, and I saw as he paused before sipping from his mug. That was strange. Normally Aragorn was the most cheerful person at a party, laughing and cheering, drinking far too much wine for my taste, and dragging me onto the dance floor to spin me around until he fell to the floor with drunken laughter. That was the Aragorn I knew. I kept my eye on Aragorn, watching him as I leaned against the wall and crossed my arms, trying to remain unnoticed. It did not work. A young Rohan maiden approached me. I could see her eyes were glazed and her cheeks flushed pink; she was clearly drunk. “Do elves not dance, my lord?” She asked as she leaned against my frame. I tried not to turn my head in disgust of the smell that came from her lips. “Not tonight, my lady.” I replied instead. “Why not?” She protested my answer. “Would you not wish to arrive home with a story of dancing and *bedding* a lady of the Mark?” At this I did not hide my horror at her outright remark. My eyebrows went up in shock and my mouth remained open. “No my lady.” I replied after a moment. “For every elf in my realm knows that I am already spoken for.” At this the woman’s lip pouted, and her eyebrows went into a scowl. “Spoken for by whom?” She mumbled as she turned to walk away. “Some fat elven princes with legs to plump to part.” I suppose the woman did not know much about elves, or perhaps forgot about our keen hearing. Indeed, I heard her comment, and it enraged me. I have always prided myself on my ability to remain stoic, but the combination of Aragorn’s proposal and the nervousness of the upcoming battle had my nerves on edge, and I slipped. I grabbed her shoulder and spun her around, snarling at her. “Nay, my lady.” I said vengefully. “Taken by the Dunedain standing in the corner.” My finger pointed in Aragorn’s direction, and the woman’s gaze followed my finger. Suddenly, a grin spread across her features. “Well it looks like you’ll have to find another to speak for you.” She said wickedly. “For that one is already bored with you, it seems.” The lady’s comment stunned me, and I did not react as she tore her arm from my grip and stalked away. Instead, I turned to see what in all the realms that woman had been speaking of. Standing across the room was Aragorn, drinking from a mug that the Lady Eowyn had offered. I noticed her flirtation immediately, how close she was to Aragorn and the coy look she displayed on her face. My eyes darkened at once. I saw Aragorn look up to me, and he walked past Eowyn and started toward me. “Why do you stand here and not join the celebration?” Aragorn asked me. “Perhaps to allow you to partake in your own transactions with others.” I replied coldly, not looking at Aragorn. “What?” Aragorn’s eyes widened in confusion. “Do not think I am so blind that I would not see you with the lady of Rohan.” I scowled. “Why do you lead her on?” “I do no such thing!” Aragorn replied. “Do you not?” I questioned, my eyes coming to Aragorn’s. “You must tell her you are already spoken for.” I told him. “Not only for my sake, but for hers. Her heart will shatter when you do not take her in the end of this.” Aragorn remained silent, but he knew I was right. “Very well.” He said. “I shall tell her.” “Thank you, Aragorn.” I said, my features softening. We both remained silent for a moment longer, before Aragorn grinned at me. “What?” I asked. “Will you not dance just once with me?” He asked. “In front of the Rohan?” I asked. “Do you really think it wise?” “Of course!” He laughed. “Why not?” “Because they are sure to notice our affections for one another.” I replied. “So?” Aragorn’s boyish nature was shining through. “Come!” He demanded, and before I could protest I was being drug across the room and swept into the flurry of moving feet and spinning arms. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Late that night I stood outside of Meduseld, not moving a muscle, peering into the night. The mountains could just be seen in the darkness, their white peaks glimmering from the moon and starlight. Everything was still but for the wind that whipped gently at my cape and tickled my face every few moments. The air was chill, and though it did not affect me I knew that the rest of the people residing in Rohan would be bundled down tightly tonight. I stood in silence, deep in thought. I heard the footsteps long before the man approached, and knew that Aragorn had come to seek me out. We had danced long into the night, ignoring the looks of curiosity that the rohirrim gave us. I knew he wished for me to come to bed-it was only a few hours until dawn- but I would find no sleep tonight, not as I looked to the East, to Mordor, not while this feeling of dread consumed me. Aragorn began walking toward me, not speaking a word. He understood my melancholy, understood that I felt something. “The stars are veiled.” I said. He stopped beside me, still silent. “Something stirs in the East...” I said. “A sleepless malice.” I looked at Aragorn then, only to see him returning my gaze. He knew I felt Him, knew that I was the one who could best guess Sauron’s place. “The eye of the Enemy is moving.” I said, suddenly aware of the power moving toward us. Suddenly it hit me like a knife in the chest, the sheer power of it nearly knocking me off balance. “He is here!” I cried, and turned to run back into the hall, where the source of power felt the greatest. Aragorn followed as I ran as fast as my feet could fly into the Hall. A nameless power pulled me in the right direction, toward the room where Gandalf and the hobbits and Gimli were sleeping. I slowed, unsure of whether or not we should enter the room so quickly. Aragorn had no reserves, and he reached the door before me, throwing it open and bursting into the room. “Held him! Someone help him!” Merry was screaming, nearly in tears. My eyes fell to Pippin, writhing on the floor, clinging to something in his hands. The palantir. Suddenly Aragorn grasped the great orb and wrenched it from Pippin’s hands, falling to the floor as the great power began to overtake him, and yet he fought it. I jumped into the room, grasping Aragorn’s shoulders, giving him strength. With a great heave Aragorn threw the palantir across the floor, as if trying to shove a great opponent off of himself. Gandalf was awake now, and he threw a cloth over the sphere. “Fool of a Took!” He cried, and suddenly we all looked down to see Pippin prostrate on the floor, his eyes wide open, staring into space. Gandalf rushed to the hobbit’s side, grasping Pippin’s hand in his own. “Look at me.” He ordered. “Gandalf... forgive me.” Pippin squeaked, and started to close his eyes. “Look at me!” Gandalf commanded again, and Pippin’s eyes flew open. “What did you see?” “A tree... a white tree... in a courtyard of stone... It was dead.” Pippin’s uttering made perfect sense to me, and I knew it did to Aragorn and Gandalf as well. “The city was burning.” Pippin whispered. “Minas Tirith? Is that what you saw?” Gandalf asked. “I saw...” Pippin seemed utterly terrified. “I saw Him!” He cried suddenly. “I could hear his voice in my head!” “And what did you tell Him?” Gandalf asked. “Speak!” “He asked my name.” Pippin replied. “I didn’t answer. He hurt me!” “What did you tell him about Frodo and the Ring?” Gandalf asked. Pippin gave no answer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In the morning we met Theoden in the hall to discuss the previous night’s events. Aragorn stood on the other side of the room, leaving me next to the dwarf. He had disappeared after Pippin’s confession last night, but I had sought him out, knowing he was troubled. He had seen something in the palantir, too, and I knew it. Why he did not speak of it I did not know. I had found him in the stables, whispering to Brego about something... his first horse, I believe. When I asked what he had seen he did not give a reply. He said it was nothing, but I did not believe him. Still, I could not get him to speak to me. “There was no lie in Pippin’s eyes.” Gandalf said to Theoden. “A fool... but an honest fool he remains.” I smiled a little at Gandalf’s words. “He told Sauron nothing of Frodo and the Ring.” Gandalf continued. “We’ve been strangely fortunate. Pippin saw in the palantir a glimpse of the enemy’s plan. Sauron moves to strike the city of Minas Tirith. His defeat at Helm’s Deep showed our enemy one thing: he knows the heir of Elendil has come forth.” At this I saw Aragorn grimace. He did not wish for this, and it pained him. “Men are not as weak as He supposed.” Gandalf went on. “There is courage still, strength enough perhaps to challenge Him. He will not risk the people of Middle Earth uniting under one banner.” There was as eery silence for moment. “He will raise Minas Tirith to the ground before he sees a King return to the throne of Men.” Gandalf turned to Theoden. “If the beacons of Gondor are lit, Rohan must be ready for war.” A strange look came over Theoden’s face, and I began to worry that Theoden’s selfish human nature would be our downfall. “Tell me, why should we ride to the aid of those he did not come to ours?” Aragorn turned to look at Theoden, a shocked expression on his face. “What do we owe Gondor?” Theoden asked anyone in the room. “I will go.” Aragorn offered. “No!” Gandalf said. “They must be warned!” Aragorn cried in reply. “They will be.” Gandalf assured him, and stepped closer to Aragorn. “You must come to Minas Tirith by another road. Follow the river and look to the black ships.” Aragorn’s gaze came up to meet Gandalf’s before the Istari turned to regard the others. “Understand this; things are now in motion that can not be undone.” Gandalf spoke. “I ride for Minas Tirith... and I won’t be going alone.” He turned to Pippin, and fear filled the hobbit’s eyes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ For the next few days Edoras lay in quiet anticipation. Walking down the street one heard nothing but the murmur of the winds and an occasional whinney from the horses. Aragorn did not speak often, did not even show his face in the Golden Hall. He sat outside on the cliff, ignoring the pleas of the Rohan nobles for him to join them inside, and watched the mountaintops. He did not mind it out here, I knew. Aragorn had always favored the outdoors to in, always preferred a soft, leafy ground to a feather-filled bed. I knew he was waiting, waiting to see the flame upon the hill, the signal that Gondor was in dire need of help. It was on the fourth day since Gandalf and Pippin had departed. I was in Meduseld, sitting at a table watching- or trying not to watch- Gimli down another pint of ale and a great slab of salted pork. Suddenly the great doors came flying open and Aragorn came rushing into the hall, his hair wild, his face showing a thin sheen of sweat. “The beacons of Minas Tirith! The beacons are lit!” The Man cried out, and came to a halt in front of King Theoden. “Gondor calls for aid!” Theoden was silent. Every being in the room was silent, awaiting Theoden’s answer. I looked around at Gimli, Eowyn, Eomer, Gamling, and then to Aragorn. He stood there, arms away from his sides, chest heaving with heavy breath, and fear shining brightly in his eyes. Would Theoden answer? “And Rohan will answer.” Theoden said at last, and I saw Aragorn’s breath let out and he smiled. “Muster the rohirrim!” Theoden called, and Edoras, within seconds, had turned into a blur of anticipated activity. Aragorn, Gimli and I went to our room to gather our belongings. I threw my bow over my shoulder and gave Aragorn an encouraging smile. “Do not worry.” I said. “It will all be right in the end. I promise.” Aragorn smiled back at me. “Hannon lle.” He said, and turned to leave the room. We walked down the steps of the Golden Hall, and I wondered if that would be the last time I would every stand on those steps and see the snow-covered mountains surrounding me. Our horses were brought out to us, and I began tieing my belongings to the saddle, along with Gimli’s things. As I did so, I did not miss the encounter between Aragorn and Eowyn. I did not hear what they spoke of, for once I was too far away, but I did not like the look that Eowyn gave the Dunedain. I knew at once that he still had not told her. I mounted Arod and pulled Gimli up behind me, ignoring the dwarf’s grumblings about not wanting to have to ride a horse again. I saw Aragorn across the courtyard smile at me as he mounted Brego, but I did not smile back at him. A look of confusion came over his face; he did not know why I was upset with him. Instead of speaking, I turned Arod and rode toward the front of the riders, ignoring Aragorn’s call of my name. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We rode all day, not taking a single rest. I was aware of the curious glances that Aragorn shot my way, but I chose not to heed them. He was caught in conversation with various nobles, but mostly the king, and did not get the chance to come talk to me, though I knew that is what he wished to do. “I think it is time for me to... uhm... get a change of scenery.” Gimli said after a long while, and I knew he really wanted me to go talk to Aragorn. “I will walk for a while... stretch my legs.” I nodded at the dwarf as he slid off Arod’s back and trudged off toward the front of the line, but did not change my position in the ranks. Aragorn did, however, and he rode up next to me. I continued to stare ahead, not looking at him, not even glancing. “Legolas? What have I done to upset you?” Aragorn asked, his eyebrow raised in concern. “You had better stop worrying about upsetting me and start worrying about the pain you will cause another.” I replied, pulling Arod’s head around to avoid colliding with a rider who had stopped. Aragorn adjusted his horse’s pace to keep up with my turn and stared at me. “What?” He asked incredulously. “You still have not told her.” I replied, my eyes catching his. Aragorn sighed. “No, I have not.” He admitted. “Why not?” I asked innocently. “Because... because I have not found the right moment.” Aragorn replied. “Oh, I see.” I said. “Well why not now? She is riding all by herself, just up ahead. Tell her now.” Aragorn looked at me like I’d gone mad. “Aragorn, I know that there are many things going on in your mind right now, and the burdens on your shoulders are great, but this can not wait.” I stated. “Legolas...” Aragorn stopped, knowing that nothing he could say could change my mind. “Very well.” He rode off, but not in the direction of the lady Eowyn. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We arrived at Dunharrow late that evening. I took the horses and tied them, taking off their saddles and rubbing my hands along their weary backs and legs. I listened as Theoden and Aragorn spoke of the numbers. They were disappointing at best. “We have till dawn, then we must ride.” Aragorn told the king, and Theoden nodded his understanding. Suddenly a few of the horses in the lines began whinneying in fright and rearing off the ground. Some of the men rushed foreword and grabbed their ropes. I eased myself past the frightened creatures, not wanting to be struck with a hoof. “The horses are restless... and the men are quiet.” I said to Aragorn and Theoden. “They grow nervous in the shadow of the mountain.” Eomer said, having heard my statement as he came past. Both of us turned our heads to look at the great crack in the mountain that ran vertically, right above our heads. “That road there, where does that lead?” Gimli asked, having followed me through the wild horses to safety. “It is the road to the Dimholt; the door under the mountain.” I replied. “None who venture there ever return.” Eomer added. “That mountain is evil.” Something overcame Aragorn then, as the rest of the men parted to go about their own business. The Man walked past me, his eyes fixed on the great crevice, as if allured by some magical force. He stood stock still for a moment, staring into the void, as if he had seen something there. Gimli noticed it as well, and before Aragorn could look any closer Gimli tapped his arm. “Aragorn... let’s find some food.” Aragorn looked back at the path, but whatever he had seen or felt there was gone. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I did not sleep with Aragorn that night. I did not even go to his tent. Instead I stood on the edge of the cliff, staring across the open landscape at the thousands of white tents that dotted the fields. Thousands of Men, and yet still not enough. I had promised Aragorn that all would end well. I did not make promises, they were too hard to keep. And yet I had promised him. Had it really been wise? I wondered now as I looked across the countryside at all the frightened Men. Could someone like me really promise that the world would not come to an end? It was then, as I watched the road that led up to the Dimholt pass, that I saw the rider. I did not recognize him at first, could not, for he was cloaked in black and had hidden his form well. It was his horse I recognized right away; not the heavy, muscled horses of the Rohirrim and of Gondor, but the light, long-legged horses, of the elves. As I looked closer I could see the horse more clearly; a dapple grey, with grey mane and tail, and a black sock on his front leg. I knew that horse. It was then that I knew what would come to pass. I raced the tent where Gimli was sleeping, throwing the dwarf’s axe at him. “Rise.” I ordered. “We are leaving.” By the time Gimli emerged from his tent, clothed in battle armor, I had Arod saddled and ready. “Where are we going?” He asked. “Lord Elrond is come.” I told him. “The elf lord?” Gimli asked. “For what?” “In hopes to guide his foster son.” I answered. “To give him something that will change the outcome of this war.” Gimli knew not of what I spoke, but the words that had come from my lips were enough to convince him that going with me was worth it. I handed Arod’s reigns to Gimli and walked off, needing to know where Aragorn was. I found him outside his tent, saddling Brego. Suddenly a figure came bursting from behind a tent, following him. “Why are you doing this!?” Eowyn asked. “The war lies to the East, you can not leave on the eve of battle!” Aragorn looked at Eowyn, searching for something in her eyes. I believe it was then that he truly knew, that he knew that she loved him. “You can not abandon the men.” Eowyn said, choking on a sob. “Eowyn...” Aragorn started. “We need you here.” Eowyn interrupted. “Why have you come?” Aragorn asked, wanted to hear Eowyn speak what her heart knew was true. “Do you not know?” was Eowyn’s reply, her eyes glistening with tears. Aragorn did not answer for a moment, as he buckled the straps of Brego’s bridle, he seemed lost in thought. “It is but a shadow and a thought that you love.” Aragorn told her. “I can not give you what you seek.” With that he took Brego’s reigns and began leading the horse away, as Eowyn stepped back and stared at him with horror. I left, not wanting to see the heartbreak the woman felt. I ran back to Gimli, taking Arod from him, and leading the horse to intercept Aragorn’s path. “Just where do you think you’re off to?” Gimli asked Aragorn, and a glint of humor appeared in the Man’s eye. “Not this time.” Aragorn said. “This time you must stay, Gimli.” That was my cue. I led Arod from behind the tent which had hidden us, giving Aragorn a sincere smile. “Have you learned nothing about the stubbornness of dwarves?” I asked. “Might as well accept it... we’re going with you, laddie.” Gimli laughed, and Aragorn shook his head in defeat. With that, Aragorn walked into the great crevice, and Gimli and I followed. We ignored the calls of the other Men, shouting for us to turn back. But they did not know what we knew. The Men who lived in the dimholt- liars, traitors, thieves- would answer to the king alone. I looked up and watched as Aragorn strode confidently through the pass. The king indeed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We rode for a long time, well into the daylight. The path was dry and desolate. No living thing grew, and the wind whipped through the pass with unyielding ferocity. “What kind of an army would linger in such a place?” Gimli asked. “One that is cursed.” I replied. “Long ago the Men of the Mountain swore an oath to the last king of Gondor...to come to his aid, to fight. But when the time came, when Gondor’s need was dire, they fled... vanishing into the darkness of the mountain.” I retold the tale I had heard so many times, one that had been my favorite as an elfling. “And so Isildur cursed them...never to rest, until they had fulfilled their pledge.” It was then we arrived at the Dwimorberg, the door that led under the mountain. We got off our horses, not wanting to ride underground. An evil wind swept through the pass, and the horses grew restless. “The very warmth of my blood seems drawn away.” Gimli said, but we gave no reply. We stopped and stared at the entrance, the great stone wall. My eyes found the pictographs carved above the door, and I read them. “The way is shut... it was made by those who are dead... and the dead keep it. The way is shut.” A sudden blast of wind burst past the door, carrying angry howls upon it. The horses reared, spooked by the dead. Aragorn and I lost the grip on the reigns and the horses fled, galloping as fast as they could away from the door. “Brego!” Aragorn called, but it was in vain. He turned back to the door, a threatening gaze coming over his face. “I do not fear death!” He cried, and disappeared into the black void. Both Gimli and I remained, terrified. I gathered up my courage and gave Gimli one last glance before taking a step into the door and vanishing into the darkness. I heard the words he spoke behind me. “Well this is something unheard of! An elf will go underground where a dwarf dare not!” The dwarf exclaimed. “Ahhh... I’ll never hear the end of it!” I laughed as I heard Gimli’s footfalls step in behind mine. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The path underground went on for miles and miles, never seeming to end. We walked in single file; Aragorn, myself, and Gimli. Sometime along the way I felt the need to tell Aragorn I knew of what he told Eowyn, and I stepped up beside him. “You told her.” I said, and he turned his head to regard me. “It broke her heart.” Aragorn replied. “I know.” I said. “But it would have been worse if you had waited longer.” “I know.” Aragorn said, and turned his head to smile at me. “I’m glad you are with me, Legolas.” “I’m glad I am with you.” I replied, and brushed a stray locke of hair out of his eyes. “Hharrrummm...” Gimli’s grunt came from behind, and suddenly Aragorn and I realised that we were no longer in the confining tunnel we have been in. We had stepped into a great cave, carved with intricate designs and patterns, and at the head of the cave were steps leading to a great hall. We all stopped, our heads spinning around, taking in the great surroundings. “Who enters my domain?” A voice came, and we whirled to find a Man, or he had the figure of a Man; his flesh was falling from his bones, his hair nearly gone, and he glowed a translucent green. “One who will have your allegiance.” Aragorn replied, his voice sure. “The dead to not suffer the living to pass.” The King of the Dead spoke. “You will suffer me!” Aragorn replied, taking a step foreword. The King let out a shrill laugh that sent chills through my bones. I turned, nearly falling over at the sight of thousands of ghosts gliding across an empty pit, right towards us. Suddenly we were surrounded. “The way is shut... it was made by those who are dead... and the dead keep it.” The king repeated my words. “The way is shut. Now you must die.” The king moved toward Aragorn, and I let fly an arrow, but to my shock and horror, it whizzed right through the ghost and landed with a clatter upon the rock. “I summon you to fulfill your oath!” Aragorn cried fearlessly. “None but the king of Gondor may command me!” The king of the dead cried. Aragorn held up Anduril- Flame of the West, and readied for the strike. The king’s sword came down swiftly, and I feared that his ghost-sword would swing through Anduril and split Aragorn in two, but the sound of steel on steel eased my fears. A look of shock came over the ghost, and he cried out. “That blade was broken!” “It has been re-made.” Aragorn said, pushing the king back. All the dead went silent, and the king stood in shock. Gimli and I looked on, now confident in ourselves and our leader. “Fight for us, and regain your honor.” Aragorn offered. “What say you?” Anduril swung about, pointing at individual ghosts. “You waste your time, Aragorn!” Gimli cried suddenly. They had no honor in life they have none now in death.” Aragorn ignored Gimli’s statement. “I am Isildur’s heir! Fight for me!” He cried. “And I will hold your oath fulfilled!” The king smiled at Aragorn as Anduril’s tip came to his face. “What say you!?” Aragorn cried. There was long silence, an eerie silence, before the king of the dead spoke. “We will follow the King.” He said. Aragorn smirked. “To the river Anduin. We have some work to finish.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Running beside ten-thousand ghosts was something I never thought I would do, but I did it. Aragorn, Gimli, and I ran as fast as we could, trying to keep up with the dead men. Aragorn spoke of more evil men coming in fleets up the river, right towards Osgiliath and Minas Tirith. We were to meet them at the junction of the river and the Bay of Belfalas. It took us not a day to reach our destination. I was worried, in truth, frightened of the sea. My Ada had told me long ago to never look upon it, or allow myself to hear the waves crashing on the shore. The call of the sea would be great enough for me without having seen it, but once I set eyes upon it, there would be no holding back. But I would follow Aragorn anywhere, and I realised my mistake when I first set eyes on the great blue desert, the rhythmic sound of the waves lapping at the sand, the cry of the gulls from overhead. It struck me with such force I nearly fell to the ground, and suddenly felt like a great rope had been tied about my heart and was attached to the great waves that were heading out to sea. Now I understood my one mistake in following Aragorn. But I ignored it, for now, anyway. Though it pained me, I would not sail while I still had a chance of being with Aragorn. I saw them before anyone else, the great black sails sweeping in the wind. As soon as the ships were even with us the dead made themselves noticeable, gliding across the water and slaughtering all the men on board. It was only then that Aragorn, Gimli and I boarded. Aragorn knew something in me had changed, and he gave me worried glances, but I assured him that I was alright. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We heard the battle long before we saw it; the sound of steel on steel, of arrows whizzing, the frightened whinneys of horses and hooves dancing, but most of all, the cries of the dead and dying, the men in agony and pain. The three of us hid behind the decks, not wanting to let our enemies know we were aboard. “Late as usual! Pirate scum! There’s enough work here that needs doing!” An orc growled at the ship. “Come on you sea-rats! Get off your ships!” With that, Aragorn, Gimli, and I jumped off the boat onto the decks. I felt empowered, confident that for now the weapon was in our hands. The orcs laughed, glad they could have an easy kill, but Aragorn, Gimli, and I smiled. “There’s plenty for the both of us.” Gimli said, grinning. “May the best dwarf win.” I nodded in agreement, and suddenly we were all surrounded with the ghosts, the enemy was cut down almost before Gimli and I could do a thing. We fought our way to the Pelennor fields. I lost sight of Aragorn, but managed to somehow stay where I could hear him if need be. My bow and arrows sang an almost continuous song as I fired at anything that looked like it was on the other side of this war. “Fifteen... sixteen...” I counted off. Eventually I resorted to my twin blades, needing them for close-contact battle. Slash, parry, spin, block, slash, move on. It became part of my dance. Suddenly I heard Aragorn’s frantic voice call my name. “Legolas!!!” I turned suddenly, just in time to see a Mumakil on an Oliphaunt coming toward me at a fast pace. I paused for a moment, wondering what on earth Aragorn thought I could do against that thing. Then I noticed all the arrows protruding from the thick-skinned beast. As the giant foot came swinging my way I grabbed ahold of the jagged bones that jutted from the armor the animal wore, and swung myself onto his foot, shouldering my bow. I crouched low on the animal’s foot, and when it’s back rear came near me, I launched myself over and grasped the ornaments on that foot, and began my ascent upwards, using the arrows protruding from the animal’s skin to hold onto. Once I reached the oliphaunt’s rump, I stood up, easily balancing thanks to my elven abilities, and began firing more arrows. “Thirty-three... thirty-four...”I counted off. The two men fell to their deaths, and I crouched low and let another fly over my shoulder. Grabbing hold of a rope that hung from the huge platform the beast carried, I swung down near the creature’s belly, pulling a knife from my boot. I swung across once, and then the next time I came across, I let the knife slice across the creature’s girth. I felt the platform begin to slide away, and jammed my knife back into my boot and grabbed a hold of the rope with both hands. As the platform fell, taking dozens of men with it, I was pulled up onto the oliphaunt’s back, and I stood tall upon the beast’s spine, staring proudly down at my kill. I grabbed my bow and stepped across the beast’s neck to stand just over his skull, producing three arrows in my hand. I pulled back the bow of Galadriel, and released the arrows. The animal started to go down with a jolt. I shifted my weight, feeling the animal move under me, and held on with my toes as it fell. The momentum of the creature pushed me foreword, and I ran down the animal’s nose and slid down it’s trunk, landing neatly on the ground, grinning. “That only counts as one!” Gimli cried out, and I went about my fighting. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Everything was dead. The air wreaked of death and carnage. Men, orcs, horses, oliphaunts, nazgul... all of them dead. Aragorn stood in front of the King of the Dead, an inner battle going on in his head. Should he release them? “Release us!” The king commanded, though it sounded closer to a beg. “Bad idea!” Gimli said. “Very handy in a tight spot, these lads. Even if they are dead.” Once again, we chose to ignore the dwarf. “You gave us your word!” The king snarled, angry. “I hold your oath fulfilled.” Aragorn spoke. “Go... be at peace.” A peaceful look came across the king’s face, followed by a simple smile. With a great sigh he and his fellow dead vanished, carried into the wind. Aragorn turned to me then, taking me in his arms, embracing me. “Are you well?” Aragorn asked. “I am.” I replied. “Are you?” “I am fine.” Aragorn said, smiling. “Come, there is much work to do.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ An hour later we stood in the great hall in Minas Tirith. Gimli sat lazily smoking a pipe in the king’s throne, Aragorn stood across the room, studying Gandalf, and I stood watching Aragorn with love and awe. “Frodo has passed beyond my sight.” Gandalf said. “The darkness if deepening.” “If Sauron had the ring, we would know it.” Aragorn said. “It is only a matter of time...” Gandalf’s words went unsaid. “He has suffered a defeat, yes... but... behind the walls of Mordor the enemy is re-grouping.” “Let them stay there!” Gimli growled. “Let them rot! Why should we care?” “Because ten thousand orcs now stand between Frodo and Mount Doom.” Gandalf said matter-of-factly. All went quiet, Gandalf began to pace. “I’ve sent him to his death...” Gandalf murmured. “No...” Aragorn stopped Gandalf’s words. “There is still hope for Frodo.” It was then that I knew why Elrond had called him Estel. He held hope for all of us, even the Istari. “He needs time, and safe passage across the plains of Gorgoroth.” Aragorn went on. We can give him that.” “How?” Gimli asked. “Draw out Sauron’s armies. Empty his lands.” Aragorn stated, suddenly very sure of himself. “Then we gather our full strength and march on the Black Gate.” Gimli coughed, everyone else just stood and looked stunned, not trying to hide the fact that they thought Aragorn had gone mad. “We can not achieve victory through strength of arms.” Eomer said. “Not for ourselves...” Aragorn continued. “But we can give Frodo a chance if we keep Sauron’s eye fixed upon us!” Aragorn turned to regard Gandalf. “Keep him blind to all else that moves.” “A diversion.” I understood his reasoning now. “Sauron will suspect a trap.” Gandalf said. “He will not take the bait.” “Certainty of death... small chance of success...” Gimli laughed. “What are we waiting for?” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Aragorn?” I entered the chamber slowly, watching as Aragorn put down his chain-mail armor and turned to look at me. “Legolas.” He said, coming toward me. He grabbed my face, pressing his lips against mine with such passion I blanched for a moment. “Aragorn...”I gasped. “Legolas...” He pleaded. “Once more...” He began divesting me of my clothes, and I reached back with my foot and shut the door to the chambers before pulling madly at the ties on his tunic. “We don’t have time.” I said, but continued anyway. “We have time.” He assured me, pushing me onto the bed and yanking my leggings from my body. I gasped as my arousal was released from its bindings, and then found I could not breath when I saw how excited Aragorn was. His body lay across mine, our erections touching, as he began worshiping my body. I could have lain there and let him kiss every inch of my body, but eventually someone would wonder where we were. “No time...” I gasped. “Now.” Aragorn nodded and put his finger to my lips. I sucked it in, curling my tongue around the digit. His eyes rolled into the back of his head, before he pulled his finger out of my mouth and began worming it into me. “Gods...” I gasped, arching my back as he found my sensitive gland. “Saes...” I begged. I leaned my body foreword and before Aragorn could do anything took his cock in my mouth, sucking it like I had his finger. Aragorn lost control then, his breathing turned into ragged pants and moans and a cry of disappointment when I released him. But he understood. He placed himself at my opening, and began slowly sliding into my body. “So hot....” Aragorn moaned, and kept sliding into me. I forced my body to relax, to take the whole of the man, who was most assuredly blessed with more than just long life. It took several moments, but Aragorn finally filled me, and I let out a loud moan as he brushed past my sweet spot. Aragorn grinned wickedly at me and moved, brushing past me again. I knew he was teasing me, wanting me to beg. Instead I teased him back, contracting all the muscles that surrounded his cock, and he yelled and nearly collapsed. That alone had been enough to nearly make him come. Aragorn glared at me. “Move.” I commanded, and he obeyed, and began pumping in and out of me. I arched my back and bucked into him, gripping the sheets with my fingers, turning my knuckles white as he hit my prostate over and over again. “Aaaarrrg!” I cried out, my eyes closing, gritting my teeth. “Come with me, love.” Aragorn said, and began pumping my rock-hard erection with his hand. That sped things up much faster, and we both came moments later, screaming eachother’s name and cries of undying love and fealty. Aragorn collapsed onto me, and my arms instinctively came up around him. We lay there, eyes closed, panting, until our breathing slowed and we could think clearly. “Aragorn...” I said weakly. “Hmmm?” “It is time.” I said. Aragorn pushed himself off me a little and stared down into my eyes. He leaned down and kissed me lightly on the lips, before pulling himself out of me slowly. I moaned, wondering if this would be the last time Aragorn and I shared a bed, the last time I heard him cry out my name, the last time he came into me, filling me with his essence. “I wish I could stay here with you forever.” Aragorn whispered huskily. “As do I.” I replied. “But...” I took his face in my palms and looked into his eyes. “You are the son of kings, soon to be crowned the king of the reunited kingdom, a line that was broken an age ago. Today is your day.” Aragorn smiled nervously at me, but raised himself from the bed and pulled on his leggings and tunic. “Come, help me figure these royal garbs out.” Aragorn said, pulling on his chain mail and wrestling with the jerkin that had been given him, displaying a picture of the silver tree, surrounded by seven stars. I stood and took the top from him. “I have never worn such things.” Aragorn said. “It is not in a ranger’s uniform to wear such finery.” “But it is in a king’s.” I replied, holding up the jerkin so that he could slip his arms into it. “I am no king.” Aragorn replied, and his statement startled me. I stepped before him and began lacing the jerkin up. “You are a king in every way.” I assured him, tilting his head up to look into my eyes. “You are *my* king.” “And you are my prince.” Aragorn said, kissing my forehead. “Hannon lle, Legolas, ten vor-nat.” (Thank you, Legolas, for everything.) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am an elf, one of the eldar, gifted with beauty, wisdom, strength, balance, impeccable hearing, keen eyes, and above all, immortal life. And yet here I stand, upon my white steed, next to the man I love, and before is the one thing I have never feared, until now. Death. What else can the Black Gate be described as? We are an army of a mere few-hundred, challenging an army of ten-thousand. Only death can come of it. And yet here I remain, next to Aragorn, my king, for the simple reason that I have sworn my love and loyalty to him, that I love him too much to abandon him in the hour of his dire need. If I were to leave him, I would be just like the Men of the Mountain who abandoned Isildur, doomed to remain in the world of the living. If I were to leave him I would be labeled a coward, a traitor. Legolas Thranduilion is no coward, and no traitor. Aragorn, riding in front of me upon Brego, cloaked in the velvet dressings only the King’s horse may bear, spurred his horse and rode foreword, toward the Black Gate. Gandalf, Gimli, Eomer, and the hobbits rode after him. The ride seemed to take forever, and the wall seemed to grow taller and taller in front of us, blocking all light from us as we rode into it’s shadow. It seemed to mark our doom. Aragorn halted before the gate, trying to keep his prancing horse from fleeing in terror. “Let the Lord of the Black Lands come forth!” Aragorn yelled. “Let justice be done upon him!” We waited for an eternity, in silence, in fear. At last, a lurching sound filled the air, and the Black Gate began to open. It was then we were greeted with the sight we knew would come, with what we had feared. Orcs, thousands of them, swarming in huge masses like a family of ants. “Pull back!” Aragorn cried, bringing Brego around. “Pull back!” We fled back to the soldiers, riding as fast and as hard as we could. I could see as we approached the fear that shone in the soldier’s eyes, the fielded wreaked of it. I stopped Arod in front of the lines, letting Gimli down to the ground. The army of Mordor was surrounding us, closing us in. We were trapped. I turned to Aragorn, my eyes telling him that I was scared, too. I looked for the same fear in his eyes, but saw none. Somehow, back in that chamber, when Aragorn had pulled on that vest, when he had stepped upon his horse who wore the symbol of Gondor, Aragorn had accepted his role as king, had become who he had meant to be. He gave me a determined look, a look that told me that he would fight until the end. Men would not fall this day, not without a fight. I set my chin and watched as Aragorn cantered Brego up the lines, yelling out words of encouragement to his men. “Hold your ground!” Aragorn cried. “Hold your ground!” Brego began dancing nervously, feeling Aragorn’s eagerness, his anticipation. The horse would not hold still, and Aragorn rode him up and down the lines, screaming at his men. “Sons of Gondor, of Rohan... my brothers...” I watched Aragorn as he spoke so eloquently to his men, His men who would follow him to the very end of the world, who *had* followed him to the very end of the world, simply for the reason that they loved him, that he had won their hearts as he had won mine. “I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me!” He turned and galloped back down the line of men. “A day may come, when the courage of Men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship... but it is not *this* day!” I nodded my head in agreement, a tear trickling down my cheek as I watched the one I loved fight for everything he held dear, for the Fate of the world. “An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the age of Men comes crashing down! But it is NOT this day! This day we fight! By all that you hold dear on this good earth...” Aragorn’s gaze met mine, “I bid you, stand! Men of the West!!!” I jumped off Arod, following Aragorn’s suite, and the horse cantered back into the ranks. I took a step foreword, watching Aragorn as he drew his sword and stared at his men. “They love you.” I said. “I love you.” Aragorn smiled at me and squeezed my shoulder before taking his place at the head of the ranks. I stood beside Gimli, glad that I would be with a friend. “Never thought I’d die fighting side by side with an elf.” Gimli grumbled. I looked at the dwarf understandingly. “What about side by side with a friend?” I asked. Gimli’s eyes met mine, and he smiled sincerely. “Aye, I could do that.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We were surrounded, utterly lost in this sea of evil. Hopeless. Nay, not hopeless, I thought, as I watched Aragorn; Estel; our Hope. I watched as his face contorted, as if he had heard some strange summon to him. He stared straight ahead, not moving, his body tense and rigid. Slowly, he turned around and faced Gandalf, then Gimli, then me. “For Frodo.” And with that, Aragorn raised the mighty Anduril and charged foreword with a yell. Pippin and Merry followed, and I glanced at Gimli and followed in without hesitation. I hit my first enemy with an arrow just before Aragorn reached the enemy ranks, and continued to fire arrows until I ran out, and had no other choice but to pull out my scimitars. I slashed at my foes with huge, swinging sweeps, using the blades as if they were merely extensions of my arms. I grimaced as a giant X was cut through my enemy’s body, and his intestines exploded from his belly as he fell to the floor. But there was no time for delay, and I continued on to my next opponent. I did not bother to keep count, knowing that if I did, no soul would ever hear the number anyway. A shrill, chilling scream suddenly reached my sensitive ears, and it almost sent me tumbling to the ground. I looked up to see the sky swarming with huge, black beasts. Nazgul. Men began to scream in terror and run, fearing the beasts’ claws and huge, razor teeth. “Stay! Fight!” I cried, trying to encourage the Men to continue. It was then that I saw the movement off to the West, in the sky, something coming toward us swiftly. It was not Nazgul, I knew, but when they finally reached my sight I smiled. “Gwahir...” I whispered, grinning as I decapitated another opponent. “The eagles!” I heard Pippin scream. “The eagles are coming!” And suddenly the Nazgul didn’t matter, were nothing to any of us. The eagles fought them, clawing at their exposed belly’s, causing them to screech in pain and anger. The enemies spun and dove, twisting in a mad attempt to be the one who would not go tumbling back to the earth. For once, our side seemed to be at an advantage. The Nazgul’s beasts were no match for the lords of the winds. I continued to fight, trying at the same time to keep an eye on Aragorn. An enemy approached me then, a huge uruk-hai, who blocked my vision and I could no longer see the Dunedian, not even in my peripheral vision. I grew frustrated, and plunged my dagger into my opponent as soon as possible. I realized, though, that it was too late, as I turned and saw Aragorn staring up at a huge beast of Mordor, who was charging at him with incredible speed. Aragorn was too late, there was not enough time for him to react. As quickly as I could I pulled my bow, not caring to even aim, only hoping, praying that I would be capable of stopping the beat. The creature slammed into Aragorn, knocking him to the ground with huge force. I saw Aragorn’s head slam into the ground, his eyes flutter, and watched in horror as a huge foot was planted on his chest. “Aragorn!!!” I let my arrow fly. A smile spread across my face as the beast roared in pain and swiped at his eyes, where my green and golden arrow, the symbol of Mirkwood, protruded from his face. I looked down to see Aragorn holding a dagger that was covered in blood, expecting to see him looking up at me gratefully. Instead, a look of shock and horror covered his face, and I realized too late that I had made a huge sacrifice in using my bow and arrow. I started to turn, to try to defend myself, but I was too late. Suddenly, a stabbing pain shot through my belly, and I arched my back, trying to escape the pain. My eyes fell downward, and I grunted as I saw a blade disappear from my stomach. I looked up again, searching for Aragorn’s face. The man was in shock, struggling to rise from the ground, to get to me before it was too late. But it was too late. Too late for me. I grasped at my belly, watching as red blood pooled around my hands. I fell to the ground. I felt the ground rumble beneath me, saw the huge light that flashed across the field, heard the great explosion as the Black Gate came crashing to the earth, and smiled as the enemy fled in fear and confusion. “Frodo! Frodo!!!” I heard a hobbit cry, but I was not sure which one it was. Suddenly there was something warm in my hand, something gripping my shoulder, and something wet fell upon my face. Aragorn. I tried to smile as he stared down at me, tears flowing freely from his eyes. “Legolas... why?” Aragorn asked. “For...” I coughed, ignoring the blood that sputtered from my mouth, and the blinding pain that exploded in my gut. “For the Fate of Men.” I whispered, smiling up at Aragorn, knowing that my teeth were stained with my blood. “Aragorn... I love you.” I told him, starting to close my eyes. “No!” Aragorn cried, and I forced myself to look at him, though all I wanted to do was sleep. “No! Don’t you do that! Don’t you dare say your goodbyes. Not now, not yet! You promised Legolas! You promised it would all end well!” He gripped my hand with such force it hurt, his tears dripping upon my face like rain drops. “It is well.” I struggled. “You are well. The world is well.” “No!!!” Aragorn cried, and pulled me into a strong embrace. I let my eyes close, let myself drift into unconsciousness. It was there that I wanted to remember forever, safe in Aragorn’s arms, where nothing could ever harm me. There I was happy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My eyes fluttered open. Where was I? Was I dead? Light was all around me, white light. Suddenly I realized where I was. The White City, everything was white there. A shooting pain coursed through my body, and I gasped, my eyes opening wide. It was then I saw him, laying there, asleep. His hair was strewn untidily across the bed, his right hand grasping mine, and in his left, the ring I had given him when we had first fallen in love; a silver band, with a sapphire blue stone in the center, perfectly round. I had found the stone in the Lonely Mountain and given it to him, saying that it looked like his eyes. I thought he had lost it long ago. I had no idea he still had it. “Aragorn...” I whispered, weakly lifting my hand and running my fingers through his hair. “My love...” His head rose slowly, and I noticed the dark circles around his eyes. How long had he fretted over me? “Legolas!” He cried, his eyes flying wide. “You’re awake!” “I’m awake.” I repeated. “How long have I been asleep?” “Four days.” Aragorn told me. “Its remarkable.” “What’s remarkable?” I asked, smiling, glad that I was back with my love. “Your healing.” Aragorn told me, and lifted my tunic, showing me a scar that ran jagged across my belly. “Its only been four days but the only sign that you were injured is this scar.” He ran his fingers lightly across the scar, and I trembled under his tough. “Are you in pain?” Aragorn asked. “Yes, but it is not bad.” I told him, though I lied. I was in so much pain I thought I would pass out. “Legolas...” Aragorn started, but stopped. I gazed at him, letting him know that I was listening. “Tomorrow I am crowned king.” He said. “Tomorrow I will announce you as my consort.” “And I will accept.” I told him, knowing that he wondered if I would still agree to his plan. Suddenly Aragorn went silent, his eyes dropping to the floor. He stayed there. “Nin-melesse, what is wrong?” I asked, once again brushing his hair with my fingertips. “Nothing.” He replied. “It is not nothing, or you would not look away from me.” I said, pushing myself up to sit. “What troubles you?” “Legolas, do you remember the night that Pippin looked into the palantir?” Aragorn asked. It startled me, the question was out of the blue. “Yes...” I said cautiously. Where was this going? Aragorn said nothing, once again his gaze dropping to the floor. “You saw something, didn’t you?” I asked. “He spoke to you. You would not tell me. Tell me now.” “He said... He spoke of you.” Aragorn said quietly. “He showed me our future. He showed me an image of you... sailing away on a ship... waving goodbye to me.” “Aragorn...” I raised my hand to caress his face. “He also showed Pippin a burning tree, but that did not become a reality.” His blue orbs met mine, tears shining in their corners. “I will not leave you.” Aragorn smiled weakly at me, before pulling me into a strong embrace. I let him hug me, though it caused another explosion in my belly. I did not show any sign that I was in pain, not wanting to worry the ranger. “Come, take me outside.” I said happily. “Show me your new kingdom.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aragorn and I walked for a long time. He lent me his arm, letting me lean against his shoulder for support, though I found that I could walk surprisingly well by myself. He showed me the stables, the gardens, the great, white walls, and the room that was to be our chamber. He told me of all that had happened after I had fainted, how the black gate had fallen, how the eagles had retrieved Frodo and Sam from the mountain of fire, how one of them had whisked me away to the castle and just managed to save me. We stopped by to check on Frodo, and I felt guilty for not thinking of the brave hobbit sooner. Just as we arrived at the room, we heard laughter and cheering. I entered the door just after Gimli, to find Frodo, Merry, and Pippin bouncing excitedly on the bed, laughing. I gave Frodo an encouraging and happy smile, to show him that both of us were well, and stepped to the side to allow Aragorn to enter. The soon-to-be-king shared a smile with Frodo, before standing next to me, grinning. I saw Frodo’s face fall slightly, and realized that the one most dear to him was missing. I looked in the doorway as Sam appeared, not saying a word. Through the laughter and storytelling of the hobbits, and the chuckling of Gimli and Gandalf, a moment passed between the two hobbits, and knowing smile, though no words were spoken. I knew then that something had happened between the two hobbits, and I knew exactly how Frodo felt as Aragorn’s arm came around me and his lips touched the top of my head. I knew all too well. Too soon, our day was ended, and a guard came to inform Aragorn that dinner was being served. We walked into the great hall arm in arm, smiling at those who knew we were together, and those who looked somewhat shocked to see us that way. Somehow, I managed to hide the pain that I was in with every step I took. Aragorn seated me next to his chair at the head of the table, across from Mithrandir and next to Gimli, who gave me an encouraging pat on the back and a grumble of “glad to see you standing, master elf” before digging into the feast prepared for us. As usual, I selected the most elf-like foods on the table, placing a large slice of melon on my plate and carefully slicing it with my fork and knife. I lifted the delicious-smelling fruit to my lips and popped it into my mouth, savoring the sweet juices. I swallowed easily, but as soon as I did, a shooting pain shot through my stomach, different from the dull throb that had occurred all day. I gasped and squeezed my eyes shut. “Legolas?” Aragorn asked, dropping his own fork. “Aragorn...” I started to say something, looking up at the ponderous faces of Oolodrim and the hobbits and dwarf, but I felt blood trickle down my chin and another pain shot through me. I felt myself falling, but knew when I stopped that Aragorn had caught me. I was only slightly aware of being carried something, to our chambers, I believe. I felt myself being lain on a soft cushion, and I recognized the feel of the feather-mattress beneath me. I was having trouble discerning what was going on around me, could only concentrate on the blinding pain coursing through my body. “...bleeding internally...” That was Gandalf’s voice. “...no...” Aragorn’s. “...speak with him... please...” Gandalf again. I blanched for a moment, but when I opened my eyes again I became more aware of what was going on around me. Gandalf’s big, grey eyes were staring down at me sorrowfully. Where had Aragorn gone? “He has given me a moment with you.” Gandalf explained, and I looked back up at the Istari, who took my hand in his own and looked at me. “Gandalf...” Something was wrong, I knew it. The last time someone had looked at me like that my mother had lived only a day more. What was happening? “Legolas...” Gandalf’s voice was comforting, one I had known since my days as an elfling, one who had guided me through many trials in life. “Legolas... have you ever seen the sea?” What a curious question. “Yes.” I replied, confused. “Only briefly, when we took the pirate ships on the Anduin. It was... beautiful.” “Yes... yes it is.” His voice was soft. “Does it call to you?” “Every day. Every day I hear the sound of waves crashing, the call of the gulls, can smell the salt in the air.” I replied truthfully. “But I will not leave Aragorn.” Gandalf nodded. “Legolas... you are dieing. There is nothing I can do. If you remain in Middle Earth you will not last, not for even another few days.” I stared at him, unable to speak. “It is over, Legolas.” Gandalf went on, but I knew it broke his heart to say such things. “The love that you and Aragorn possess will live on forever, but you will fade.” “No...” I shook my head. “I promised. Its the only promise I ever made... please Gandalf...” “I’m so sorry, Legolas.” Gandalf said. “The only option I can give you is to sail West, now, as soon as you can. There is a ship leaving Ithilien tomorrow eve. Let Aragorn wed Arwen, let the people of Gondor have their hope. It is the only thing you can do.” “I can die here... with the one I love.” I replied coldly. “Do you really think he would let you?” Gandalf asked. “No.” I said after a pause. “No...” I began to cry. Tears welled in my eyes and flowed freely down my cheeks. I sobbed as Gandalf pulled me into his arms and embraced me. It felt good, reassuring, as Gandalf had a way to be. I felt suddenly like a child again, like the little blonde elfling who would always find trouble, would always race the fastest horse, climb the tallest tree, pull the stupidest pranks. And every time, every time it went wrong, there was Gandalf, maybe not right away, but a year or so later, he would be there, hugging me and telling me it would be alright. Not this time. This time it wouldn’t be. This time Gandalf had run out of choices, and so had I. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aragorn knelt on the step, his head held high, his gaze sure, as Gandalf slowly raised the crown of Gondor for all to see, and gently laid it upon Aragorn’s brow. “Now come the days of the king.” Gandalf said. “May they be blessed.” I saw Aragorn take a deep breath, watching him turn to face his people, before lifting his gaze to face all of them. They began to cheer, for their king, for their lives, for their Hope restored. “This day does not belong to one Man, but to all.” Aragorn said with a gesture of his hands. “Let us together rebuild this world... that we may share in the days of peace.” The people continued to cheer, but it was quickly replaced with the sound of Aragorn’s deep baritone filling the courtyard. “Et Earello Endorenna utulien... Sinome maruvan ar Hildinyar tenn’ Ambar-Metta!” (Out of the Great Sea to Middle Earth I am come. In this place I will abide, and my heirs, until the end of time.) Aragorn began to descend the steps, walking slowly through the people as they bowed, showing respect to their new king. I stepped foreword as he came to me, my silver tunic shining, my crown, showing my status as Prince of Eryn Lasgalen glimmering in the sunlight. I did not know what Aragorn would do, and was surprised when he put his hand upon my shoulder in a traditional elven greeting and smiled at me. “Hannon lle.” He said, and I returned his smile, though inside I was weeping. My eyes glazed with tears as I motioned with my head for him to look behind me, and he did. He saw Elrond, standing there next to the banner the elves had fashioned, showing the white tree on silver. The banner moved toward Aragorn, and slowly moved to the side, revealing Undomiel, her white dress shining, her circlet about her head shimmering against her auburn hair. She moved toward him, and he took the banner from her, holding it aside. They stared at one another for a moment, before Arwen jumped into Aragorn’s arms and pressed her lips firmly to his. I closed my eyes, not wanting to watch the elf princess as she stole my life from me. Instead, the happy cheer of the crowd told me everything, and I longed to turn and run from this place, though I would not. I would not shame Aragorn in that way. I felt Gimli’s hand on my shoulder, trying to reassure me, and did not watch as Aragorn led Arwen along, showing the country of Gondor their new queen. Instead, my gaze fell to the hobbits. They looked misplaced, standing among the tall Men, sheepish grins on their faces. And yet, I knew that they were the bravest and most courageous of any being there. As Aragorn approached them, they exchanged glances, not knowing what they should do. They bowed. “My friends...” Aragorn sounded shocked. The hobbits looked up at him, worried they had done wrong. “You bow to no one!” With that, Aragorn bent to one knee, lowering his head, bowing to Frodo Baggins, Samwise Gamgee, Meriadoc Brandybuck, and Peregrin Took; saviors of Middle Earth. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The road to Ithilien was short, only a few hours ride. I winced and gritted my teeth as the horse jostled me, causing me pain. Once we reached the shore it was easier, smoother. I would miss him, the faithful stallion who had carried both me and Gimli so far, so fearlessly. Looking around my cloak I could see Aragorn beside me, sitting astride Brego, silent. “Aragorn...” He looked at me knowingly, but quickly returned to his original state. I had begged him, pleaded him to let me stay, to let me die with him, in peace. I knew he would not allow it. If there were a way for me to live Aragorn would have it. So he was Arwen’s now, no longer mine, no longer could I call him my own. I tear rolled down my cheek, followed quickly by another, and then a torrent of them. “Legolas!” Aragorn cried, jumping from his mount and running to me, pulling me from Arod’s back. “Legolas, please don’t weep.” “I can’t...” I sobbed. “I can’t do it... Please, Aragorn... please don’t make me leave you.” Aragorn pulled me into his arms, holding me tight against his chest. “Sssh.” He soothed. “It will be alright.” “No.” I denied him. “The pain will pass.” He said. “Once you reach Valinor...” “It will never pass.” I told him, burying my face in the crook of his neck, hiding my eyes from the sight of the water, of the waves lapping lovingly on the pale sand, of the beautiful grey ship that beckoned to me. “I love you too much.” I said. “I love you.” Aragorn cried, for I could feel his tears dripping onto my head. “Legolas... Legolas listen to me...” He pulled me away from him, forcing me to look into his eyes, which were so filled with love. “I will never forget you, you hear me? Never. I love you more than anything.” “And I you.” I sobbed, and leaned back into his arms. “I will think of you all the time.” Aragorn promised. “Every time I see a mallorn tree I will think of the first time I met you, every time I shoot a bow I will think of how you taught me to shoot, but I could never be as good as you, every time I see an elf with hair as fair as yours, every time I see a white horse... It will be you.” I could say nothing, simply sobbed into his neck and gripped his jerkin with my hands, holding on so tight my knuckles turned white. We stood that way for a long while, forgetting everything that was going on around us, only knowing that this was our last time together, would be our last time to hold eachother in our arms, to smell the other’s scent, to hear the familiar heartbeat that murmured secretly beneath the flesh. “Legolas...” Gandalf’s soft call got my attention, and I turned to see the Istari standing upon the dock, waiting for me to board the ship. “It is time.” I nodded at the wizard and turned my tear-filled eyes to look into Aragorn’s. “This is for you.” Aragorn said, slipping something into my fingers. I opened them and looked down, sobbing again as I saw what he had given me; the sapphire ring that I had found in the Lonely Mountain. “Look at it when you want to remember me.” Aragorn said, sliding the ring onto my finger. I said nothing, but reached up and ghosted my fingers across the pendant of the tree and arrow which hung about his neck, the pendant I had given him. He knew I meant the same. I turned, looking at Gandalf, but my feet could not carry me from Him. I took a hesitant step forward, then another, and suddenly it was easier. I watched my feet trod through the sand, but when they reached the wooden dock, I halted. No. Whirling around I raced back to Aragorn, leaping into his arms and pressing my lips to his. Our tongues explored eachother, wanting one last taste, one last time. I closed my eyes, relishing in the feel of being in Aragorn’s arms. So much passion, so much love. I reveled in this moment, before pulling away and walking back to the dock. This time I made it, heard the sound of my feet padding up the wooden ramp, felt as Gandalf’s hand brushed past my back in encouragement. I wished he could go with me. He had promised he would meet me there soon. I reached the edge of the ship, and turned, my eyes meeting Aragorn’s from afar. ‘I love you.’ I mouthed. ‘I love you.’ I read his lips. With that I gave him a smile, not wanting our last moments to be grievous. An elf came aboard and closed the door to the boat with a resounding “clink” and suddenly I realized there was no going back. I ran to the edge of the ship, leaning out over the silver water to peer at the one I loved. He sat astride Brego, watching as the ship pulled slowly away from the harbor. I raised my hand in a slow wave, smiling as he returned it. I felt as if I had left my heart behind, and all I wanted to do was jump over the edge of the ship and race back to shore to claim it again. Instead, I took one last look at Aragorn, his hair flying in the wind, his vest emblazoned with the symbol for the country he loved, his head held high, his eyes shimmering in the sunlight, and with every ounce of strength I had I turned my head from him. My feet lead me slowly across the deck, to the other side of the ship. Here I saw the sea, shimming in blue and silver, going on and on, until it met with the sky, where the seagulls sang their songs of mourning. This was the end. This was where the story of Elessar Telcontar and Legolas Thranduilion came to a halt. I stared at the sea, wondering what my life would hold from this day. Would I feel this pain forever in my heart? Would I think of Him every moment of every day? Would I forget him? Only time would tell. Only time could heal my wounds, only time could reveal what would lie ahead... into the West.