Title: Mael-Gûl – Chapter VI c – Through Eregion (Past and Present) - Part IV and V Author: Aislynn Crowdaughter Author's Email: Aislynn.Crowdaughter@gmx.net Pairings: Aragorn/Legolas (mainly), Boromir/Legolas , Gimli/Legolas, Others/Legolas. Rating: NC (M) –strictly adults only. Summary: AU. Legolas slave fic. Mirkwood is a subjected realm and must give hostages to the other Elven realms as slaves. Legolas is the slave of Aragorn, who is a sadist. And to keep Legolas loyal to the Ranger, he is bound by a cruel spell: the *Mael-Gûl*... This story was inspired by BlueGolds story “Bound” which can be found here: http://www.libraryofmoria.com/legolasaragorn/boundbybluegold.txt I use similar plot ideas here with her permission. *Warnings*: Slash, m/m, BDSM, *torture*, toys, d/s, hard stuff, *Non-con sexual situations* and *debatable consent*. Drug Abuse (in Flashbacks only). *Very* graphic descriptions, both physical and mental; abuse both physical and sexual. SPECIAL WARNING FOR THIS CHAPTER: *explicit torture*, severe abuse, *explicit gang rape*, and *mutilation* (in Flashbacks only). I mean it! This chapter has very strong stuff, so please don't read if you don't like! Also there will be Flashbacks including sexual situations with adolescents. I am going back into the history of Estel and Legolas at some point, and I feel that Estel's first fumbling explorations of sexuality may have started as early as seventeen, and probably included a certain Elf. But there will be no sexual abuse of minors. The gang-rape and mutilation scenes happen in the first flashback of Part I “Past and Present I: Enslaved”, another explicit gang rape scene happens in the flashback scene of Part VI, “Past and Present IV: Master and Slave”. Please heed the Warnings! Disclaimer: Not mine. LOTR was created by J.R.R. Tolkien, who owns the characters, safe a few original characters in side roles. Peter Jackson owns the Movies. I just borrow from them without permission. The setting of the story is inspired by a plot bunny of Cheysuli and the story “Bound” by BlueGold, as mentioned in the summary and author's note. The idea of the *Mael-Gûl*, or *Rhach e- Maelangwedh* (Lust-Spell, Curse of Lustchain) however is entirely mine. Feedback: Yes please! Send to Aislynn.Crowdaughter@gmx.net This is my first LOTR fic, and I am no native speaker. Any comments welcome, including about grammar! ...*Betareader*: Surreysmum. All remaining errors are my own. Thank you! *Additional Author's Note*: This story is based on the Movieverse with some book elements. *However*, this is *AU*. Utterly and completely. I apologize to all Tolkien purists. I know the Master himself would rotate in his grave if ever he was confronted with anything like this. I know, Galadriel, Elrond, Thranduil and their Elves are not this way, and Aragorn is neither. But I simply had to write this, so please don’t read if you don’t like. You have been warned! Additionally, I wish to announce that in this chapter, I am operating *extensively* with flashback scenes. Here is a Guide: // /flashback/ //; ************Time change within a flashback***********; “speech”; 'thoughts' *Languages*: I am no great expert in Sindarin and have no clue to its grammar, therefore I will just use a few words of this language in this fic. So whenever Aragorn is speaking with Elves, consider the conversation is taking place in Sindarin, except if explicitly differently mentioned. At the council or among the Fellowship, he and everybody else is talking in Common Speech or Westron, except if differently mentioned. For all other notes and warnings see Prologue and Chapter One. ________________________ CHAPTER VI c Through Eregion (Past and Present)– Part IV and V PART IV - Respite Aragorn trudged on, his face grim and forbidding. He was all too aware that his dark mood was palpable and surrounded him like a dark, stormy cloud. Once in a while he cast sullen glances into the direction of his slave, often briefly meeting Legolas' gaze; but always, the slave quickly looked away. He seemed subdued and miserable. It would have melted Aragorn's heart and triggered his concern if not for the images replaying before his eyes, filling his mind whenever he allowed it to wander. *The face of the Elf raised in abandon, relaxed in passion and pleasure; gasping at the thrusts of another into his pliant body... finding release in complete ecstasy... Boromir's harsh breathing mingling with the Elf's as he thrust into the willing body...* He shook his head again, trying to banish the images, but they remained. and it did not improve his mood that he himself was responsible for this mess and had completely brought it on himself. Legolas avoided him. His slave took care to be as far from him as he could manage, mostly sticking to himself or chatting with the Hobbits, sometimes scouting ahead, but always avoiding Aragorn and Boromir. Boromir was not too happy about this, Aragorn could see; the Man of Gondor had earlier that day tried to share some intimacy with the Elf, some tender caress, but Legolas had sidestepped him skilfully and fled. He had then hesitantly approached his master, only to shy away when he picked up on Aragorn's foul mood, and had avoided him ever since. Boromir's looks had turned from hurt to anger to annoyance. Now, the Gondorian simply left the Elf in peace, apparently satisfied by the fact that Legolas at least avoided Aragorn as well. The Hobbits, sensing the Elf's disturbed mood, shot both men dark looks and tried their best to form a protective bulwark around the slave when he was with the Fellowship. And while Aragorn often felt Legolas' look on him, the slave carefully avoided meeting his eyes and looked away whenever Aragorn looked into his direction. Of course, Aragorn could have easily put a stop to this by simply commanding his slave to stay close. But he hesitated. In the back of his mind, he knew all too well that Legolas avoided him because of his master's obvious black mood, and he had to admit that at the moment his slave was wise to do so. For if Legolas came close to him and he had to smell the scent of Boromir on him again, he did not knew what he would do. Aragorn chided himself. It was stupid of him to be jealous; after all, he himself had commanded the Elf into the other man's bedding. Legolas had not wanted to go, had begged him to revoke his command; but he had insisted, and his most loyal slave had reluctantly but obediently followed his command against his own preferences. It was not Legolas' fault that, true to his master's explicit encouragement, he had then found it in himself to enjoy the sharing. And yet. There it was. Aragorn could not banish the image of Legolas in Boromir's arms out of his head, the pleasure and the abandon on his Elf's face as he allowed himself to find pleasure in the other man's embrace. Boromir's gentleness, so different to everything he, Aragorn, could give his partner. Legolas' expression of wonder and passion... It sat like a cold fist of anger in his stomach, urging him *to hurt, to punish, to avenge*. In the back of his mind, some dark and ugly part of himself whispered to him of all the ways to punish his wayward slave and show him exactly to whom he belonged. Thoroughly. To teach him better than to seek and find pleasure with anyone beside his master. The sane and rational part of his mind chided himself and discarded the thought. *'And drive him even further away from you?'* the voice of reason in his mind questioned dryly. *'Do you wish to drive him into the arms of the Gondorian *with force*? He did only what you asked him to, after all!'* And after all, how could he punish Legolas for obeying his command? No. He was being childish. And there was a cold fear in his soul, the fear of losing the affection of his Elf for good. Even while Legolas was bound to him without escape, the unconditional faith and trust the Elf still placed in him was precious. He simply could not bear to lose that. The mere thought that Legolas could come to truly loathe him for good was too painful to contemplate. It took his breath away and sent currents of grief and sadness through his soul. He could not risk that. For a moment he was flooded with regret and grief nearly too great to bear. *They had lost so much already...* No. He could not risk driving Legolas further apart from him. So he allowed his slave to avoid him and trudged on, fretting in silence. It was late in the afternoon when he finally had an epiphany. There was a way how he could show his Elf exactly what he meant to him, how much he truly appreciated him. A way how he could remind Legolas to whom he belonged and what they had together, without driving him further away. It was something Boromir would never do. And Legolas would even like it. And more, it would show his Elf why the command to share himself with others was a good thing. It would even serve to remind Aragorn himself of that. He would show Legolas how dear he was to him,how much he meant to him. It was perfect. Smiling to himself and in a much better mood, Aragorn went to seek out his Elf and prepare for his plans. _______________ o ______________ Aragorn did not get his chance until the evening. Legolas had been at first a bit hesitant when his master sought him out, and the Hobbits, always protective of the Elf, had taken that slight hesitance as a call to form a wall around him and engage both Aragorn and the Elf in animated chatter. Aragorn had at first been taken aback by their ploy, but a look at Legolas' grateful face had been enough to convince him to play along. While he would have been well within his rights to simply chase Legolas' self-appointed body-guards away and ask the Elf to have a word with him, his aim was still regaining his Elf's commitment and trust. And the best way to ensure that was certainly *not* aggravating the Hobbits and claiming Legolas' sole attention to himself by mere command. So he patiently played along and registered with satisfaction that slowly, very slowly, Legolas seemed to relax again. When the Fellowship finally settled down to camp and the Hobbits went along to settle down and haggle about the chores, Aragorn stepped closer to his Elf and touched him. “I would have you near me for the night,” he informed his slave. “I have missed you all day, Little Leaf. Stay close to me this evening.” Legolas gave him a startled, apprehensive look, then Samwise called his name and asked him to fetch firewood. The Elf hesitated a moment, then he gave his master an obedient bow, mumbled a polite “as soon as I am back, My Lord,” and went to fetch the firewood as he had been asked to do. Aragorn sighed and turned to seek out Gandalf and discuss their course during the following days. He could not help noticing the brief communication between his slave and the Hobbits at the other side of the camp, just out of earshot, though. He noticed their frowning and Legolas' grateful expression but gentle shake of head. He thought he could guess the content of the exchange. If he was not completely mistaken, they were offering the Elf their protection from his master again, should he need it. Apparently, Legolas declined. Aragorn was grateful for this proof of his Elf's continued loyalty, and resolved to prove to Legolas that he deserved it. Later, when the Fellowship sat around the fire, Legolas settled hesitantly down beside him. Aragorn reached out, touched his arm and guided him close. The Elf reluctantly but obediently leaned against him, and Aragorn gathered him in his arms, in nearly the same position as the evening before. He could feel Legolas' body tense up against him. Slowly and tenderly he began to pet the tense form, ignoring the pointed glares of the Hobbits and the sullen looks of Boromir. Slowly and hesitantly Legolas began to relax under his ministrations. Aragorn registered it with satisfaction. For a few, long moments, he simply luxuriated in the Elf's closeness and unique smell and feel. “I wondered what I had to do to get my hands on you, today,” he whispered after some time. “You did your best to avoid me all day, Little Leaf.” Legolas tensed up again. “I'm sorry, master,” he stammered, obviously terrified, “I just...” Aragorn sighed and just continued to pet him gently. “Shhh, it's all right. I admit I was in a terrible mood most of today,” he admitted. When Legolas didn't immediately relax against him, he soothed: “It is not your fault, Little Leaf. I was just being stupid.” He kissed him gently on the head. Legolas turned in his arms and looked at him. “You – you are not-?” Aragorn met his gaze with slight grief and self-deprecating amusement. “Angry?” he asked, raising a brow. “No, not anymore. At least not at you. Jealous? Yes, I am. Terribly so. I was glowering all day. I said I was being stupid, did I not?” Legolas shrank a bit, his eyes widening in fear. Yet at the same time, there was a little spark of defiance. Aragorn was absurdly pleased to see it. At least he had not yet destroyed the spirit in his Elf. “But,” Legolas began, “you said...” Aragorn kissed him. “I know what I said and commanded you to do,” he said then. “That's why I said I'm being stupid. Still, it's killing me to know you were in his arms, and it drives me mad that I have to share you. I still think that this thrice-cursed bargain is for the best and the right thing to do to keep you safe. But that certainly doesn't mean I'll have to like it.” Legolas looked at him uncomprehendingly. ”But you told me you would have me relish it, master,” he protested feebly. Aragorn sighed and stroked tenderly through his hair. “I know,” he said, and after a moment forced himself to add: “and to that I hold. I am not angry at you, Little Leaf, just at myself. And I promise I won't take that anger out on you.” Legolas swallowed hard. He didn't doubt that this was his master's intention. Even so... Carefully, he began: “Estel...” Aragorn kissed him again. “I promise,” he repeated then, holding his gaze. “Do not fear. I won't!” Legolas held his gaze for a moment, then he sighed in relief. He relaxed visibly, and his body in Aragorn's arms finally grew pliant. “Thank you,” he said quietly .”I... am sorry I avoided you today, Estel.” Aragorn shook his head. “No matter. It was probably for the best,” he admitted reluctantly. “I needed time to work through my unjustified anger.” He smiled and petted Legolas' back and shoulders tenderly. “It is as well that tonight it is my turn again.” To his dismay, he saw Legolas' eyes widen again in sudden fear and felt the Elf's body in his arms tense up immediately. For a moment, dark, terrible anger welled up in him and the jealous beast inside his guts screamed and growled. *'Do you miss his touch already so much that you loathe mine?'* the beast howled, *'Do you already prefer him that much?!'* But then, rational thought set in again and he fought his jealousy down. Bitterly he reminded himself that there were very good reasons for Legolas' reluctance and fear of his master's attentions, none of which had anything to do with Boromir. *'Well, not tonight,'* he thought, *'tonight you are in for a pleasant surprise, melethron!'* Still, a part of him felt as if he would drown in grief, and he wanted to scream. *How had he ever brought them both to this?* He saw the renewed fear deepening in his slave's eyes and shook his head. Then he brought his mouth close to one of the delicate ears and placed a quick kiss to its tip. “Shhh, do not fear,” he rasped. “I will be gentle. I promised, remember?” He felt Legolas hesitate a moment, then nod and relax again. For a moment, he was flooded with relief. Legolas still trusted him implicitly. He had not managed to destroy what was between them for good. Grateful and relieved, Aragorn kissed the ear under his lips again and promised: “Do not fear! I promise you, you will not regret it! I have something special in mind for us tonight, Little Leaf. And it is nothing you need fear, I promise!” Legolas' eyes widened a bit at Aragorn's mention of his 'special plans', and there was a quick flash of fear. It filled Aragorn with sudden grief. *Of course, '*something special*' rarely meant something good for Legolas anymore when it came to their bed-play, did it?* But he resisted the impulse to explain and to assure, hoping desperately Legolas would trust him. Legolas looked at him questioningly, but he just smiled and refused to say more. Instead, he simply held his slave's gaze and continued his tender petting. Finally, after searching his gaze for long moments, the Elf gave up and turned in his arms again, comfortably settling against him. Aragorn luxuriated in this undeniable proof of trust and promised himself that tonight, at least, Legolas would have no reason to regret it. _________________ o ______________ Legolas leaned drowsily against his master, savouring Aragorn's slow, gentle petting. It was a peaceful moment, and he was grateful for Estel's unexpected tenderness, even more so, since after seeing Aragorn's palpable dark mood all day he had feared the worst for the night. Still, something within him hesitated to relax and lower his guard completely. Aragorn would take him later this night. True, Aragorn had promised to be gentle – at least as gentle as he could. He would try to make their joining bearable, even enjoyable for his slave. And of course, Legolas relished every moment of tenderness and concern Estel showed him like the most precious jewel, and kept it treasured in his heart. But still Legolas could not help fearing the night. He knew that Aragorn had no choice, as little as he had himself. And normally, Aragorn tried to keep the level of pain he was forced to cause him bearable. He would surely do so tonight. But Legolas did not know if he could bear Estel hurting him again tonight. Not after these recent dreams and sweet memories of their early time together. He did not know if he could take Aragorn's cruel attentions again so soon after that. So it was with much apprehension that he finally followed his master to their packs to fetch oil as well as their bedrolls and blankets, and afterwards out of the camp to find some privacy together. At least they had time; Aragorn had managed to fend off any attempt to enroll him or Legolas for watch-duty tonight, even though it meant that both of them had to take watches tomorrow. But he had been adamant, and finally, Boromir gave in, although with a very sour face. The Gondorian cast them a sullen look when they left the camp, but at least he kept to himself and allowed them privacy. So did the Hobbits. They seemed to accept Legolas' reassurance that he didn't need protection tonight and left him to his own devices. Legolas wished he could be as sure that he did not need their help as he had told them. Aragorn led him out of the camp and into the bushes. They did not go very far; Aragorn sought a place that would offer protection of their privacy and was well out of sight and immediate earshot from the camp, but would allow them to hear if the alarm was raised and get back in time if there was an attack. Finally he found a place to his content, surrounded by bushes and with soft, mossy ground, and spread out his bedroll, signaling Legolas to do the same. He placed his blanket beside their bedding and sat down, taking off his weapons and placing them in easy reach. Legolas shrugged out of his harness and placed it beside the weapons of his master, then he stood mute and waited for Aragorn's commands. He was surprised when his master smiled up at him. Aragorn settled more comfortably on his bedroll and patted the place beside him. “Come to me, Little Leaf,” he invited. “Sit down beside me.” Amazed and a little mystified, Legolas obeyed. He had expected a command to undress, or to kneel, not a gentle invitation. *What was Estel playing at?!* Carefully, he settled down beside his master, kneeling before him. “Estel?” he began questioningly, “What...” Aragorn just smiled at him and placed a finger on his lips. Then he traced the features of his Elf with admiration. “Shhh! I have waited for this moment all day,” he said hoarsly, “I could hardly stand to wait much longer.” He raised both hands and traced Legolas' face, followed his features lovingly: the sculpted cheekbones, the elegant ears, the sensitive neck; then he moved on to comb gently through the silken hair. With delight he first saw the pupils of his Elf dilate, then the eyes fluttering closed under his touch, watched Legolas' face relax and his lips open in wonder, heard the reverent whisper of his name: *“Estel...”* Desire surged through him. He leaned forward and graced the lips of his Elf with a tender kiss, just a sweet promise instead of a demanding taking of his lover's mouth. “You do not know how beautiful you are,” he whispered. “Make love to me!” Legolas' eyes flew open. He drew back and looked at him, eyes wide in wonder. When he saw that his master was serious, his eyes widened even more. “Estel,” he gasped breathlessly, “You would allow me... *truly*?” Aragorn saw his wonder and his joy at the thought and smiled even wider. “Yes, *melethron*. I want to feel you inside me tonight,” he answered. “Please, Little Leaf! I need to feel your body within mine. I want you!” He looked at his partner admiringly. “Make love to me?” For a moment, Legolas just looked at him, apparently too amazed and overwhelmed to react. Then the face of his Elf transformed in raw longing and his eyes went black with desire. So much love, so much surprise and gratitude, so much pure, unblemished joy were shining back at him. For this sight alone, Aragorn decided, this had been a wonderful idea. But still his slave seemed somehow hesitant to take him up on his offer, as if Legolas could just not believe his ears. Aragorn decided to prompt him. He tilted his head and pursed his lips in a little pout. “Do you not want me?” he asked coyly. In the next instant, he found himself flat on his back and straddled by a very determined, very aroused Elf, who took his mouth in a demanding kiss. “I do want you,” Legolas breathed when he let him up for air, “I do want you, Estel!” It was nearly a sob, and Legolas' eyes were bright with joy and gratitude; Aragorn had to swallow at the depth of their expression. But then Legolas ceased to speak and plunged down on his master's willing mouth again, plundering it thoroughly. Then he moved on to his neck, his ears, his shoulders... Aragorn felt somewhat overwhelmed at the concentrated assault on his body, loving and full of tenderness, but very determined. Legolas' mouth, his hands were everywhere, kissing, nipping, caressing and tickling. It was nearly frightening to find himself suddenly at the mercy of his normally so humble and submissive Elf, but at the same time, it was exciting to take the passive role for a change. And in any case, he trusted Legolas implicitly. So he gave himself over to the concentrated assault, squirming, moaning, laughing in delight, until the tender and maddening caresses suddenly stopped and he looked up at his lover a little startled. Legolas' face shone, but now it held a nearly predatory expression. “You, My Lord,” he said, “have entirely too many clothes on!” Aragorn raised his brows and looked back at his slave. “Then, *melethron*, I suggest we remedy that!” he offered. Legolas hands started immediately on his belt, then moved to open the bindings of his jerkin. Aragorn let him work, then shoved him gently back and off himself so he could sit up. “Wait, *melethron*,” he said breathlessly, “let me undress for you!” He caught a glimpse of Legolas' look of wonder, then he was busy getting the shirt over his head, assisted by his Elf. It took them only moments; they eagerly helped each other out of their garb until they were both completely naked for each other. Then Legolas turned back to his master. Asking and receiving Aragorn's permission with his eyes, he gently and lovingly guided the Adan back on his back, kissing him tenderly. With one hand, he reached for one of their blankets. He would have preferred to leave it, but it was cold, and Estel did not have the same resistance as an Elf against exposure. So he spread it over the two of them, then returned to worshiping the beloved body, now unhindered by restraining cloth. He stole another kiss, savoring the sweet, responsive mouth under his own; then he moved on to kiss the well known scar on Estel's lip, a reminder of an early fight with a particularly nasty group of humans. He moved on to map the beloved features of his master with gentle kisses. He watched the eyes fluttering closed and graced each with a gentle kiss. Then he moved on to the side of his master's head. Legolas blew into one round ear and grinned at the delighted laughter this elicited. He bit gently into the sensitive lobe. Estel gasped. His hands came up and kneaded into the Elf's back. Legolas licked along the lobe, followed the round shape with his tongue, then closed his mouth down on the captive flesh and suckled. Estel groaned. Legolas grinned. He knew that the human was not as sensitive here as an Elf, but Estel still liked this nearly as much as Legolas himself. And he was right. Estel's hands buried into Legolas' shoulders and his groin surged up against him. “Legolas!” his master growled in a mixture of amusement and helpless begging, “Please! You are killing me here!” Legolas grinned again and gave the captive lobe under his lips a last, teasing lick. Then he took pity on the human and moved down. His hands trailed southwards, following the lines They traced the ribs, the muscled chest, the flat stomach, kneading, caressing, stroking, mapping the scars along their way. There were many, and for most of them he knew exactly how and when they had been received. Each was a reminder of a failure, because they meant he had not been successful in watching Estel's back. Only a few had been gained when Legolas had not been there. Then again, all these scars also meant Estel had lived through another battle to receive them. He mapped them all: this one of the warg-bite that had nearly cost them both their life, Estel's by the long, gruesome fever following the bite, and his own by default; that of an ugly sword-stroke, and this here stemmed from an encounter with a nasty arrow. He marveled that Estel's body was such an open map of all his valorous deeds. His own body showed little of the struggles of the past, but then the reminder of any wounds he received faded fast on him, as did any marks left by Estel's harsher games. Legolas quickly banished this last thought. He was determined to enjoy this gift and unwilling to spoil this moment by thoughts of inevitable pain and grief. Legolas' mouth moved to his master's neck, suckling and nibbling, until Estel began to moan and thrash against him. He moved on to that spot at the joint of neck and shoulders where Estel always was so sensitive, and started to nibble. His hands rubbed Estel's stomach, lingering, refusing to roam further down. Estel groaned. His hands buried harder into Legolas back and his groin surged up again, seeking contact. But he just succeeded in rubbing himself a little against the Elf's thighs, far too little friction to feed his building need. Legolas' hands finally left the human's stomach and trailed down, kneading his thighs, carefully avoiding the center of the Adan's excitement. Estel growled in frustration. “Legolas!--” he whined, “Please....” - but at least he did not command his Elf to move on. Legolas grinned again. He gave the spot he had been working a last, teasing swirl with his tongue and kissed his way along the hollow of Estel's throat down to the chest. Finding one of the nipples, he gave it his closest attention. Estel moaned when the hot mouth closed over the sensitive body part, suckling and teasing it mercilessly. He stroked his hands helplessly over the Elf's smooth back, resisting the impulse to turn the tables; he had resolved to let Legolas be on top tonight, and so he would let him have his way. But it was difficult. The Elf seemed determined to subject him to this sweet torment as thoroughly and intently as he could. Still, he could not help raising his groin again, trying to push it against the thighs of his lover, trying to get contact.... but the Elf skillfully avoided him. He seemed intent on torturing him with frustration. Then Legolas graced the nipple he was suckling lightly with his teeth and Estel yelped. He groaned again when the offended body part was soothed again by a swirling tongue. “Legolas,” he whined, *“melethron, *please*...”* His whining was rewarded when the teasing mouth moved to his other tit and Legolas hands finally, mercifully, found their way to his manhood. At Aragorn's pleas, Legolas looked up at him, grinning, delighting in his human's expression of desire and need. It was a pity that he was so rarely allowed to worship Estel's body like this any more. Most of the times, his master preferred him on the receiving end, submissive and passive, waiting obediently for whatever he would receive.... that Estel would grant him this, and now, was an unbelievable gift he could not relish enough! His hands moved down and closed over his human's maleness, to give him finally a part of what he craved -- -- and found it still soft and hardly risen. Despite his obvious arousal, Estel had barely stirred for him! While he himself was already so hard he ached. He frowned and looked alarmed up at his master's face. He met Aragorn's eyes, black with passion. Aragorn's hands stroked over his hair. “Don't mind that,” the *Adan* groaned, “move on, please, Little Leaf! You are killing me here!” It took only a moment, then Legolas obeyed. His hands lingered a few more moments on the soft flesh that refused to harden under his attentions, although the nimble fingers did their best to coax it up, then they moved on and found the soft scrotum and the sacs, starting to tease and massage gently. One of the clever hands trailed further down between the hard-muscled buttocks. Aragorn hissed as a nimble finger found the puckered hole of his most private entrance and lingered to stroke and tease around it. He could not help tensing up in anticipation. It had been so long since he last allowed his lover to do that... Yet to his frustration, the finger didn't dip inside, but circled his hole a few more times, then left him again. He suppressed the urge to whimper. *What was his devious, impish Elven slave suddenly up to?!* Legolas lavished the tit under his lips with mouth and tongue, grinning at Estel's little moan of protest. He graced the nipple with a last, gentle bite - Estel moaned and jerked up against him – then he trailed further down kissing and licking his way from the hairy chest to the belly-button. Meanwhile, one of his hands sneaked out under the blanket to the little vial of oil he had placed in easy reach beside their weapons. He blew into Estel's navel and proceeded to licking around it and burrowing his tongue in it. He had to grin at Estel's little yelp and thorough squirming. Estel was ticklish here, and Legolas knew it. He was delighted at the rumbling laughter answering his assault, and the hands of his master buried in his hair. “Legolas, please!” Estel begged helplessly. “Don't tease so, Little Leaf! I need you!” A little disappointed, yet obedient, Legolas finally gave in and moved down to suckle on his master's shaft. Which had still not stirred nor filled out more. Legolas looked up, startled out of his haze of pleasure, and met Aragorn's gaze. Aragorn groaned as the hot mouth closed over his sensitive member. He felt Legolas freeze and looked down to see what was wrong. Yet he knew already. The blanket had fallen away at some point during their proceedings, and he could see the face of his Elf, cheeks hollowed in pleasuring his master's manhood – which still refused to harden for him, despite of all his ministrations. While he watched, Aragorn could see a flash of grief and disappointment flash through his Elf's eyes. He could not take it. He shook his head and caressed his lover's face. “Don't mind that,” he said again, voice raw in need, “I do not need to grow hard to enjoy having you fill me! Please, Little Leaf! *Take me*!” he urged then. *“Make me yours!”* He could see the eyes of his Elf dilate and turn black again in sudden desire at his words. Then Legolas closed his eyes, and engulfed the man's soft member. Aragorn groaned as the talented tongue swirled over the sensitive head, and the suckling sensation gently massaged his length, although the stubborn flesh still refused to gain full hardness. Then he gasped as he was breached by a nimble finger, entering him, caressing him from the inside, in rhythm with the working mouth. He could not help tensing up against the gentle intruder; but there was no pain. The finger was well lubricated. He had not even noticed when Legolas had managed to coat his hands with the oil. Then the clever digits found his sweet spot, and pleasure exploded in his head. Legolas swallowed in anticipation at Aragorn's harsh breathing and thrashing movements. He forced himself to take his time, to stretch and prepare patiently, although he was so hard himself that he could hardly wait any longer. Finally, after the first finger had been joined by the second, then the third, he gave the soft member of his master a last, suckling caress, and let it go and straightened up. He positioned himself between Aragorn's legs and moved them up so they were bent and spread apart for him. Aragorn could not help swallowing. It had been so very long since he last had allowed himself to be taken. He knew there would be pleasure, yet he could not help feeling a little tense. He felt the slender fingers intruding again, caressing his channel, stretching gently. Then the fingers left and were replaced by thick, hot flesh. Aragorn hissed as the hot silken column breached him and entered, at first only the head, then pushing slowly further. He tensed in sudden pain, and Legolas immediately stopped. Aragorn took deep breaths while he allowed his passage to adjust to the intruding member. Legolas' body inside his own felt unbelievable: hot, tight, full, completing him in ways he could not fathom... and the face of his Elf while he did this was a marvel to behold: glowing in pleasure, full of concentration, and shining in raw longing and complete abandon. The sight nearly undid him. The thought flickered through his mind: *'I really should do this more often!'* - and in fact for a few, long moments he could hardly understand why he had not. Then he remembered, and for a moment, it it filled him with sharp grief. *If only he could give him more of this! If only *this* would be enough to keep his Elf alive...* Yet it was not, and so all he could do was to give himself to this moment and his Elf and keep the sight of Legolas' joy treasured in his heart as best as he could. He knew it could not last. He knew they could not stay like this. But he could give his Elf this gift, here, now, the very least that he could do for him... So he looked at his Elf, savoring his joy, and wishing with all his heart he could do more. Then Legolas hit his sweet spot again and he gasped with joy and and all thought left him. Carefully Legolas began to move inside him, and Aragorn gave himself completely over to the moment. While Legolas entered his master, his mind was briefly flooded by the memory of another time.... // / “Make love to me!” the young Adan demanded. Legolas' eyes went wide. “You mean?--” Estel nodded. “Yes,” he reassured his lover, “I want to feel you inside!” Legolas hesitated. Never in his wildest dreams had he expected such an offer. “Are you sure?”he asked carefully. He was rewarded with a look of love and trust. “Yes, I am sure,” Estel affirmed, “I want to feel you inside! I want to feel what you do when I make love to you!” He noticed his lover's hesitation and looked puzzled. “Do you not want me?” Legolas felt himself melt inside. He could have died on the spot and counted himself happy. “Yes, I want you,” he replied, “it's just... I don't want to hurt you!” Estel's eyes grew wide. “It hurts?” he asked, startled, “But... I thought...” Legolas could see the concern shining in his eyes and hurried to reassure him: “It always hurts a little. But when it is done rightly, the pleasure far outweighs the pain. It always does when you lie with me.” The concern in his lover's eyes changed to trust and determination. “Then I want you to take me!” Estel said. “I know you will not hurt me!” Legolas could not resist any longer. He leaned forward and closed the mouth of his lover with a kiss. “I won't” he promised then, when he started to make love to his beloved, “I won't!!!” And he did his best to keep his promise. And yet, Estel's eyes were round as saucers when Legolas positioned himself and carefully entered him, first with one finger, then another and another. Trust shone in the young Adan's eyes, but it mingled with apprehension and fear. Then Legolas' finger found Estel's sweet spot, and the young man shouted in surprise. “What was that?” he finally asked when he could breathe again. Legolas marveled at the expression of wonder in his eyes. He smiled. “That is the reason why it is well worth it,” he said, and plunged down on his lover, and Estel gave himself willingly over to him. Their coupling was pure bliss. When Estel reached his peak, it was the expression of abandon and ecstasy on the young human's face that undid his lover. / // They had often lain like this together, in their first, blissful year. He had never forgotten any of these moments, and he had treasured every single one deep in his heart. As he had done with every single time Aragorn let him have him later, rare as it had been, after the change when they had become master and slave. Every single occasion was a memory he would relish until the end of Arda, if he was to live that long. And now Estel was giving him this gift again. It was bliss. It was pure, wonderful bliss, feeling Estel's body closing around him, feeling his little movements, hearing his gasps, feeling his flesh fluttering against him. Joy surged through him, elation that Estel would give him this, and every moan and gasp filled him again with joy that he was allowed to give such pleasure. When Legolas finally reached his peak and spilled himself inside his human's body, he shouted Estel's name and heard Estel's answering whisper of his own. He was flooded by joy, riding the bliss closing around them both in waves. At last, he collapsed exhausted over his lover's body, resting a moment before he slipped out to separate them. // / When he was done and their bodies were separated, he held his young lover in his arms, glowing in love and gratitude. Finally, he noticed Estel's wide eyes, looking at him in wonder. He felt a sudden surge of concern. “Did I hurt you?”he asked. At first, the human bravely shook his head. Then he gave in. “A little,” Estel admitted. “But you were right, the pleasure was well worth it!” Legolas smiled back at him. “I'm glad,” he said. “I've never done this before.” Estel stared at him incredulously. “You didn't--?! But I thought!--” Legolas shook his head. “I have been taken, yes. But I have never taken anyone myself. Until today,” he said. “I am a slave, remember? A slave is taken by his master, not the other way round. It *simply isn't done*!” Estel scowled at his bitter statement. “Not with me, you aren't,” he said. “But I am glad you did not do this before with anyone.” Legolas looked at him questioningly. Estel kissed him. “This way, we have something that just belongs to us,” the young human said. “Something that just belongs to you and me. Thank you!” he concluded. “Thank you for this gift. I love you!” “And I love you,” Legolas answered him, and meant it, “with everything I am.” He kissed his lover again. “Thank you, Estel. Thank you!” / // Legolas opened his eyes and looked at his human master. Aragorn's eyes smiled back at him. Legolas could not resist; he brought their mouths together in a kiss. “Thank you,” he said then. “Thank you, Estel!” “It was my pleasure, Little Leaf,” his *Adan* said. “I would give myself to you more often if it would but keep you alive.” He reached out and caressed his Elf's face. Legolas savored the caress; but he noticed his master's slight tension. He looked down between them, and saw Aragorn's still just half- erect member lying dormant and unspent between the *Adan's* legs. Aragorn had hardly been aroused. All the pleasure they had shared tonight had hardly made him stir. It was too much. Legolas could not help himself. He broke down, buried his face in Aragorn's chest and cried. Aragorn tenderly held him against himself, petting his head. Finally, he placed a soft kiss on the bowed head and reached down to tilt his slave's face up to his own again. “If you cry every time I let you take me, Little Leaf, you will bring me to the conclusion that it is a very bad idea,” he joked gently. Legolas just shivered in his arms. He couldn't answer. Aragorn kissed his cheeks. “Please don't grieve so, Little Leaf,” he said. “I told you that I do not need to spill myself to enjoy having you take me. You gave me great pleasure tonight. Truly!” He placed kisses over his Elf's eyes. “Please don't cry anymore!” Legolas swallowed, trying to stop his tears. “Forgive me, master,” he croaked. “It s just...” He looked up into Aragorn's sad, grief-filled eyes, and suddenly he could not stand it anymore. “Take me, My Lord,” he begged. “Please! *Take me*!” For a moment, Aragorn stared back at him without comprehension. Then he swallowed. “Are you sure?” he asked. “I would – I would have to hurt you again, Little Leaf. I do not want to hurt you, tonight.” Legolas felt as if his heart would break. “Please,” he said. “I'm sure. Please, take me, my Lord. I need to feel you!” Aragorn looked into his face for another moment, then he gasped. “All right,” he said hoarsely, “if you're sure...” Arousal and desire surged through him and replaced his hesitation. He sat up and straightened himself, pushing his slave back. “Kneel!” he commanded harshly. Legolas obeyed, head bowed, legs spread, in the submissive pose requested by his master. Aragorn breathed harshly. “Remember that you asked for this,” he warned. “Come here. I want your ass over my knees, face down. And do not move, or shout. *You are to keep silent*. Do you understand?!” Legolas nodded. He did not look up, just followed the command. When his master harshly grabbed his hair to hold him in place and smacked his hand down on his ass, setting off long-trained reactions of mixed pain and arousal, he gave himself over to the familiar sensation. It did not take much. The fact alone that Legolas had *asked* for this, had begged him to be taken, especially after their tender sharing earlier tonight, was enough to spark Aragorn's arousal and make him hard and ready with much less than the usual amount of harshness. When he took his slave, roughly and demandingly, he nevertheless took care to bring Legolas to hardness and made him reach his peak, too. When he spilled himself within the Elf's body, he was overwhelmed by gratitude and held his Elf a long time after they sank down beside each other, completely exhausted. Finally, they lay beside each other, huddled into each other's arms. Legolas nestled against him, shivering, but clearly unwilling to let go. Aragorn stroked over his slave's hair silently, thinking back to their earlier sharing. Legolas' unbelievable tenderness, his sweet eagerness, his shining eyes... still to be given such a gift after all he had done to his Elf filled him with gratitude. And yet... For a moment, an unwelcome thought settled into the back of his mind, filling him with sudden, rekindled arousal. *Maybe when this Quest was done they could repeat something like this. But maybe then, he could have Legolas tie him up, making the whole thing even more exciting by denying himself any way to urge his slave on save by command. And maybe he could use a paddle on Legolas before, just enough to brighten his ass and make him hurt; and maybe he could make him wear a carag(1), just big enough to remind him he was owned, and maybe he could trap his erection, too, allowing the Elf to come only when he received permission to remove the trappings...* The unbidden images were enough to make him gasp and bring him to sudden, instant hardness. Then he recalled the love and worship in Legolas' eyes as his Elf made love to him earlier that night, and loathed himself. Bile rose in his throat. How could he even *think* to take this unbelievable gift of trust and love and twist it in such a way for his own pleasure? Nay. He would die before he went so far as to do that. Carefully and full of grief he stroked over the golden hair of the shivering Elf nestled against him, holding to him as if for sheer life. “We need to go back,” he finally reluctantly said, “we will be missed already.” Instead of following his command, Legolas just burrowed deeper against him, shaking his head a little. “Please, My Lord,” the Elf begged, “not yet. Hold me, Estel. Just a little longer.” Wordlessly, Aragorn enfolded the shivering slave more tightly in his arms. If it was necessary, he decided, they could stay like this all night – a small respite from the total mess he had made of the beauty and the love they once had shared together. ____________ o ______________ PART V – Past and Present III: Caught In the end Aragorn found he needed to shake his drowsy slave awake and help him dress, then gently steer him back to the camp. Legolas seemed incapable of staying awake for long, and Aragorn asked himself how much sleep – or rather, peaceful dreams – his slave had had during these last few nights. Apparently, it wasn't much. He hoped sincerely that tonight, at least, would be better. At least neither of them had any watch-duty tonight. Returning to camp, he offered the Dwarf on guard only a short nod and then busied himself spreading out both their bedrolls close to each other, setting their weapons into easy reach and directing his Elf on the bedroll beside him. Tucking them both under their combined blankets, he proceeded to enfold Legolas back into his arms. Tonight, at least, the Elf was about to get some much-needed rest, if he could help it. Contented by the trust with which his Elf immediately burrowed deeper against him, he relaxed and soon fell into peaceful sleep. Legolas dreamed.... // / Legolas could hear the trees whispering around them. Warm sun- rays filtered through the thick canopy above them, and everywhere the birds were singing their songs to greet the early summer. It was as if all the wood around him and Estel shared in their happiness. He lay, contentedly nestled in his young lover's arms, on the mossy ground, still caught in the afterglow of their slow and tender love play. Estel was busy painting idle patterns on Legolas' chest and listening to the forest-song around them. Legolas just savored the moment, glad of his lover's tender caresses. “You know, you are beautiful,” Estel finally said. “You truly belong in this forest. You are glowing like all those green leaves up there. Only that *you* are *mine*. You are *my* little leaf, and unlike them, you only belong to me!” Legolas idly swatted at his teasing finger, then he frowned. He craned his head at his younger lover. “What did you call me?” he asked. Estel smiled mischievously. “Little Leaf,” he said. “*My* Little Leaf. It fits, don't you think?” Legolas drew his brows together, starting to say: “Who are you calling 'little',” but then a thought flitted through his mind and he started. Frowning a little, he carefully asked: “Don't you like my real name, Estel?” His lover frowned and looked at him a little startled. “Of course I like your name!” he protested. “It's a beautiful name; it fits you!” Slowly, drawing out every syllable, he continued: ”*Legolas* - Greenleaf, glowing with all the fresh life of the forest. It is as beautiful as you!” he concluded, smiling. “Why?” He noticed Legolas' remaining frown, and hurried to ask with concern: “What's wrong?” Legolas hesitated. “Nothing. Just... if you like my name... why do you call me with a pet name then?” he asked a bit hesitantly. He saw Estel's stunned and a little hurt expression and hurried to explain: “It is just... your brothers...” he stopped helplessly. But Estel had understood. He smiled and kissed him. “I know. They rarely call you by your name. They always call you 'Pet' or something equally belittling. Only I and of course Glorfindel ever call you by your name. I think, Glorfindel does so always. He even calls you 'Greenleaf' when he's speaking Westron, or Quenya!” Legolas nodded, dismayed he had to spoil this wonderful moment with such a discussion. “I know. He does so to make a point; it is a gesture of respect,” he said carefully. “I am very honored that he cares so much.” Estel looked at him keenly for a moment and cocked a brow. “While I do not?” he asked. Then he smiled and shook his head. He took his lover's shoulders and said seriously: “But 'tis not meant as a sign of disrespect when I call you such. 'Tis an endearment! It is a name I use for you as my beloved, a name for you that just belongs to me! And it is just reserved for us! It just belongs to you and me. Something special, as you are for me!” He carefully held Legolas' gaze. “Do you not like it?” Legolas felt himself melt under his lover's earnest affection. He leaned forward and kissed him soundly. “You can call me anything,” he said, “For whatever name you give to me will always be an endearment to me.” And he believed it at this moment between them, to the very core of his heart. Estel beamed at him. “Then I will do so,” he said, “From now on you will be my Little Leaf to me,” he kissed Legolas again, on mouth and both eyes, as if to seal their bond, “and I will be yours. Your Estel.” “You always are Estel to me,” Legolas murmured, “you always were.” Estel settled back into the moss and returned to painting idle patterns on his lover's skin. “You know,” he began again after a while, “I have been thinking.” Legolas had been staring up into the green canopy above them following the path of the fireflies dancing in the sunlight. Now he turned his head back to his human lover. Estel didn't meet his gaze. He seemed fascinated by the patterns he was drawing. “I've been thinking about you and me, and about the future,” he said. “I hate it that you belong to my brothers. You should belong to *me*. I mean, *just* to me. We are together most of the time, anyway.” Legolas felt a pang of dismay. Why did his lover need to spoil this wonderful moment with thoughts and comments like that? Their official roles would catch up with them soon enough, as soon as they had to return to the house. And even more, what waited for them in the future... He refused to think about later. So he merely wrinkled his brows and remarked mildly: “I am their slave, remember? And I am bound to them by the spell. I will have to lie with them again, soon. And in any case, if they command me to their bed, I have to obey.” Estel looked pained. “That's it exactly,” he said fiercely, “it shouldn't be that way. You should belong to *me*! And I should be able to give you what you need, not them!” Legolas sighed. “Estel,” he began, but Estel shook his head. “No,” he said with sudden determination, looking up and meeting his gaze, “hear me out! I want us to remain together! I want you to be *mine*!” Legolas was somewhat startled by his sudden fierceness, and at the same time Estel's passion was greatly endearing. However, neither of them had power over this. So he began again, tiredly: “Estel...” Estel looked down again. He bit his lips. His face held a determined expression. “You know,” he said again, “I will be twenty a few months from now. I will reach my majority. When I come of age, father will probably give me a special gift. It's customary!” Legolas tensed a bit. He wished Estel had chosen another topic. He knew how much the prospect of his majority meant to Estel, when he would finally become an adult in law and gain all the privileges attached to this. Of course he didn't begrudge Estel his coming of age, but he could not help his own feelings of fear and dismay at the thought, because it also meant that he and Estel likely would have to part. Gilraen, Estel's mother, had dropped hints lately that Estel's late real father, whose name she still refused to disclose, had been one of the Dunedain, like herself. Estel was eager to find out more about his heritage and planned to seek out the Rangers when he came of age, maybe even spend some time with them. And as much as Legolas wished for Estel to find out from whom he stemmed, it also meant Estel would leave Rivendell, and when he did, Legolas would lose him. Legolas could not bear this thought. He just couldn't. So he had tried hard during these last few months to banish any thought about the future and relish just what they had together now, as long as it lasted. He did not want to think about later. But obviously, Estel did. And he looked at him expectantly. Legolas forced himself to nod. “I know,” he answered quietly. “Glorfindel told me about it. It's customary to honor the majority of any son of the house, by giving the young warrior a special gift. Your brothers talked the other day about the ones given to them at their time. Elrohir got a precious chain mail made of truesilver(2) that once belonged to Gil-Galad, and an enchanted sword that glows when Orcs are close. And Elladan got a special horse, said to descend from Nahar himself, Orome's stallion(3).” Estel smiled at him. “Exactly!” he affirmed. “But I don't want a horse, or any form of armor, even be it made of mithril! I want *you*!” Legolas looked at him, dumbfounded. Estel beamed at him. “Don't you see?” he asked, “It's perfect! I will ask my father for a slave. A special slave, belonging solely to me, as my own property and without any restrictions. I will ask him for you! I won't accept anything else. He will have no choice but to give you to me!” Legolas was startled. “You... want me to become your slave?” he asked alarmed. Estel looked at him, registering his alarm, and kissed him thoroughly. “Of course!” he affirmed then. “At least in name. I want you to belong to me officially. I want us to belong together! Think about it! You will be mine. Nobody save me will be allowed to touch you. The spell will be extended to me, so every time we make love I can give you what you need. And we will be together! We will remain together as long as I live. I could protect you! Nobody would be allowed to hurt you anymore, except with my explicit permission. Which of course I won't give!” His eyes held Legolas' gaze, pleading with him to understand. “I cannot set you free. You are a Mirkwood hostage, and father will not free you or your people just because I demand it. Nor can we force him,” he said. “And you are bound by this accursed spell, so we can't even run away together! But I can make sure that we remain together! And you would not be just a hostage in my care. You would be my sole property, for me alone to use and handle as I wish. Father could not even punish you on a whim or take you back from me again to make you pay for some perceived slight another hostage - or your father's realm - committed. Nobody could gainsay me if I treated you gently! No need of hiding our feelings any longer, no need to keep from touching when we are in public, no more fear what my brothers may wish to do to you! You would belong to me! You would be mine, and it would be my business alone how I treated you! It would be perfect!” After a moment, he added fiercely: “And I would take you with me when I leave. We could explore the world together. You would be fighting by my side, and be my lover, wherever we go. Wouldn't you like that, too?” Legolas looked at him. He was touched by Estel's fierceness, his intensity. And what Estel said sounded good, of course. Still... He swallowed. “Elrond will never allow that,” he said with conviction. “And your brothers... why should they agree to give me up?” He shook his head, bleakly. ”It will never work.” Estel shrugged. “Father won't know you'll be and mean much more to me than just my slave,” he said, “and my brothers won't object. They have practically given you to me already, as it is. They will be happy to do it officially, now; I bet they plan to do so anyway.” He kissed his lover again. “Do not worry so, beloved! It will work out just perfectly. You'll see! And nobody will ever have the power to part us again! You will be truly mine. I cannot be parted from you, and I won't. We will remain together, as we belong.” Legolas savored the kiss. He wished he could be as sure as Estel that everything would be all right, but he could not shake the fear that something might go horribly wrong. And yet, staying a lifetime with Estel sounded and felt exactly like everything he wanted. He would not have to fear being parted from the one he loved. He would stay with Estel, as long as Estel lived. What could be better? “I would like that very much,” he said. “I would be honored to belong to you, Estel.” Estel smiled. “Make love to me,” he invited. “I want to feel you inside me again. I am so happy we won't have to part. I love you!” “And I love you, Estel,” Legolas said. “I truly do!” And he began to kiss and stroke his younger lover fervently. Soon they were eagerly sharing kisses and tender caresses again. Legolas dedicated himself to the worship of his lover's body with abandon. He resolved to take it slow and concentrated on bringing his lover to his peak with tongue and mouth before he would proceed to sheath himself in him. He smiled at Estel's little sounds of pleasure and his moans of protest at the slow pace. So engulfed was he in his thorough worship, that he didn't notice for some time that something was very wrong. But finally it registered in his mind that there was danger. He frowned. All his instincts were on alert, and something in the back of his mind was screaming. He stopped his slow suction of Estel's engorged member, and his head came up, listening. Then it registered. The forest was silent. The trees were screaming a warning at him. Alarmed, he let go of his lover's body and rose up. He ignored Estel's petulant protest: “Legolas, what's wrong? Don't stop now!” -- but it was too late. “What is this?” a sneering voice cut into their intimate moment. ” What do you think you're doing with that slave?! Giving yourself to him like a slut? How disgusting!” Startled and disturbed, Estel's head came up beside him. Legolas turned, and they found themselves staring into the derisive face of Erestor. ________________ o _________________ Legolas was shell-shocked. He had to admit he admired Estel's quick recovery, for it took the young human only a heartbeat to shake off his stunned expression. Then Estel's posture changed and he narrowed his eyes. “What do you mean, Lord Erestor?”he asked haughtily and with just the right amount of arrogance, “I should think it was obvious enough what I was doing. I'm taking pleasure in this slave!” He shrugged. “Legolas *is* a pleasure-slave, is he not? So I am using him according to his purpose. I do not see, however, in which way this matter would be any of *your* business!” Legolas had to swallow at his tone. He quickly bowed his head in a submissive gesture, schooling his face to blankness and kneeling as was his duty in the presence of his betters. But it was hard to get control over his feelings. He knew Estel was lying, that he only said what Erestor needed to hear. He *had* to be lying, hadn't he?! Legolas hurried to cut off this train of thought and stopped himself from flinching lest he betray them both with his reaction. He knelt, head bowed, as he was supposed to. He could not see the face of the Noldor Lord in this pose, but he didn't need to; Erestor's sneer was audible in his voice. “You take your pleasure in this slave?” the Noldor mocked, “Although he belongs to your brothers? I wasn't aware that the Lords Elrohir and Elladan were in the habit of sharing! Except of course when it comes to the Lord Glorfindel. How does it come to pass you use the slaves of others without permission?” Legolas could not help flicking his gaze quickly to the face of Estel, who was still sitting on the ground beside him, obviously unwilling to give up his position and activity just due to Erestor's intrusion. Estel's eyes were cold as glaciers; they didn't betray any of the human's emotions. “Why would you think I haven't their permission?” the Adan asked coldly. “I am their brother after all! *Of course* I have their permission! I was invited. Now, if you do not mind, I'd like this slave to finish what he started, so if you would kindly leave and let me have my privacy?” Erestor sneered angrily. But he didn't walk away. Instead, he took a step closer and reached for Legolas. Legolas sensed his motion more that he saw it. He quickly rolled himself out under the Noldor's hand and well out of reach. He forced himself not to jump up and attack, but to stay on his knees, albeit in a position slightly behind and to the side of Estel's reassuring presence. Erestor growled. He made another step forward, but was blocked. Estel jumped up the same moment Legolas started to move. Now he stood, placing himself threateningly between his lover and the Noldor Elf. “What do you think you are doing?” he hissed. “This slave is not *yours* to touch! Go get your own!” Erestor glowered, but then he made a haughty face. “I was just going to take him to your father,” he said. “Apparently that slave has overstepped his limits and shared himself with others than the ones to whom he has been given. Our Liege-Lord may decide if he accepts your claim of invitation or if there needs to be a harsher punishment!” Estel didn't move. “I don't believe it is *your* business with whom my brothers decide to share their slave,” he snarled, “or even the decision of our father. Legolas is *their* property after all, and it is *their* decision whom they decide to invite into sharing him. I ask you again, Lord Erestor, to leave and grant me my privacy now.” Legolas had to swallow at his posture. From his position, he could no longer see Estel's face, but the set of the shoulders of his lover – and his voice – spoke volumes. Estel was every ounce the warrior he had come to be, and he did not seem perturbed in the least by the mere fact that he was completely naked. Even more, he was deadly angry now. Legolas suspected that the young Adan was just a breath away from throttling the advisor of his foster- father. Erestor didn't budge. “If you wanted your privacy, why didn't you take your little bed- toy to your chambers?” he sneered, “Why did you take him here? No! I think your foster-father will hear about this! And he won't be amused that the human he took in and raised as his own son rewards his generosity by dallying with a lowly slave in the woods as if he had no sense of decency!” Estel tensed, obviously preparing to answer, or to attack, but at that moment another voice cut in. “Maybe he *liked* it here, Lord Erestor,” the new speaker said, “what better place to enjoy taking a delicious body than this beautiful clearing, covered from sight by greenery and accompanied by the lovely song of birds? Maybe the young Lord Estel simply did not expect he'd be disturbed by anyone who might happen to stumble over them, but thought whoever would do so would be polite and discreet enough to silently move on and choose another place for themselves.” Erestor spun in the direction of the voice. Legolas suppressed a sigh of relief, but could not help shooting their rescuer a grateful look. It was Lord Glorfindel, and he looked every inch as if he had just happened to come across them by chance. Estel turned to the other Noldor Lord and greeted him with a respectful nod. For the first time, he looked slightly embarrassed by his own nakedness, Legolas noticed. Erestor narrowed his eyes. “Lord Glorfindel!” he said, “What a surprise to meet you here! This forest seems quite crowded today. May I ask what brings you to this place?” He hadn't missed the fact that the golden headed Noldor was not wearing any weapons, other than his usual long knife. The Seneschal had not been hunting, or on patrol duty, then. Glorfindel shrugged and held his gaze. “Obviously the same as you, Lord Erestor,” he replied coolly. “I was enjoying this wonderful day and took a walk. With just the difference that when I realized the young Lord Estel had chosen this place to indulge his pleasure with some company I resolved to choose another way. I was going to leave them to their privacy. Until the noise of your argument brought me back. I thought that there had been an attack!” Erestor glared at him. *“Some company?!”* he asked, “He was using his brothers' slave! I hardly think...” “And Estel has just explained to you that he has his brothers' invitation to do so,” Glorfindel interrupted him. “So I think it would be prudent to leave him to it now, don't you agree?” Erestor thinned his lips. “I still think our Lord Elrond will be most interested to hear about this,” he growled, “and I doubt very much he will be pleased to learn what his foster-son is doing!” He sent a last, glaring gaze over the tableau of the other Noldor Lord, the glowering human and the kneeling slave. Then he spun on his heel and started on the way back towards the house. “You can be sure that he will hear about this!” he threw over his shoulder. Then he was gone. Legolas let out the breath he had been holding. So did Estel. The human spun around towards his lover. “Are you all right?” he asked quietly, kneeling down by Legolas' side, “did he manage to touch you?” Legolas just shook his head. He was badly shaken, and he was still having trouble getting over the things Estel had said on his behalf. Of course Estel had been lying. He *knew* he had been lying! Still... Glorfindel had hesitated another moment, listening. When he was sure Erestor was gone, he stepped close, slightly touching Legolas' shoulder. “I'm sorry I wasn't in time to warn you,” he said with regret. “When I saw Erestor heading this way, I followed him, but I wasn't fast enough.” Then he rounded on Estel. “What did you mean, you were just 'using this slave according to his purpose'?!” he asked angrily. Estel paled under his accusations, but held his gaze defiantly. “I just told him what he needed to hear,” he defended himself. “Legolas knows that I don't feel that way.” He turned to his lover with concern. “You do know I love you, do you not?” he asked anxiously, “you *do* know I didn't mean it?” Legolas held his gaze and swallowed. “I do, Estel,” he said quietly. Estel hugged him, and he closed his eyes a moment, grateful for the affirmation. Glorfindel interrupted them. “I'm glad you didn't mean it,” the Noldor Lord said, “but we hardly have time for this! You know that this can mean Legolas' death, do you not? What did you think you were doing, letting yourself be caught unawares?! Erestor will be on his way to Elrond now. We must be fast!” Estel paled, mouthing tonelessly: “-- Death?” Legolas bowed his head, contrite. “I'm sorry,” he said, “we should have been more alert. I should have--” Estel silenced him with a touch. “We were both unaware,” he said. “Don't blame yourself for this!” He looked up to Glorfindel, desperate. “What should we do? I haven't really asked my brothers...” Glorfindel met his gaze, glaring at him, and he flinched. “Anyway. I cannot let Legolas be killed! There has to be a way!--” Glorfindel cursed. He shook his head. “I thought as much,” he said. “This is bad. Very bad. But not everything is lost yet.” He turned his frowning gaze back on Estel. “Cover yourself and run back to the house. Seek out your brothers. Hurry! You need to warn them so they can cover your lie!” he urged. “I will talk to Elrond. And you, Legolas,” he turned back to the slave, “dress yourself and go back to your masters. Stay with them, whatever happens! They may punish you, but they will protect you! Don't let yourself be caught by Elrond or by his guards alone!” Legolas bowed to the Seneschal, grateful for his counsel, and hurried to follow his command. Soon he and Estel were covered in clothing again. Sharing a last, quick hug – possibly the last they would ever share – they then started back toward the house and to whatever fate would wait for them there. ________________ 0 __________________ “What were you thinking?!” Elladan's voice cut into Estel, and he flinched. “Letting yourself be caught unawares like that! And while using our pet without permission!” Estel bristled. “I was invited!” he insisted. “You invited me yourself, remember? That day shortly after I fought my first battle?” Elladan glared at him. “You declined as I recall,” he objected. Estel opened his mouth to answer, but he was relieved of it by Elrohir, who was standing beside their kneeling slave, petting him casually. Legolas was shivering under his attentions. “Oh, come on, brother, it's not as if we didn't know!” he said reasonably. “Estel took Legolas shortly afterwards, and they have been together ever since. We both knew that, and we did tolerate it. It was quite sweet actually to see them holding hands together whenever Estel thought himself and our pet unobserved.” Elladan turned his head to him, annoyed by his interference, then he glared down at their kneeling slave. “Yet still the fact remains that our pet has shared himself without explicit permission!” he insisted. He turned fully to Legolas. “You know that we can have you killed for that? Or mutilated?” he hissed. Behind him, Estel shouted, horrified: “No! Elladan, it was *my* fault, not his! You cannot do that!” Elladan ignored him, staring down at their kneeling slave and his twin brother, now crouching beside him. “Look at me!” he bellowed. Legolas did not dare immediately to look up and meet his master's eyes. The first thought flitting through his head was a cynical 'they need an excuse?' -- but *that* was certainly nothing he could dare to share with his masters. After a moment, he finally forced himself to look up as he had been commanded, and whispered tonelessly: ”I know, My Lord.” Elrohir beside him smiled and shrugged. “We will not do that, though” he said silkily, stroking over the shivering slave's back and shoulders. “You are far too lovely to waste you in such a way! But we may think up a prolonged punishment for you, if only to make a point!” He stroked the back of their slave some more in counterpoint to his threatening words and smiled as Legolas flinched under his touch. Elladan nodded thoughtfully. “We may even make our dear brother Estel watch, since he was the one who brought it down on you,” he said with a sidelong glance at their human brother. Estel paled visibly again. “No! Don't hurt him! He only did what he was told to do! If you wish to punish someone, punish me! Besides, I will not participate in anything that will hurt Legolas!” he said. Elladan turned on him angrily. “Oh, yes, you will!” he hissed. “You will do everything we tell you to sort out this mess you made! You have done enough, letting yourself be caught like that, so now you will do everything needed to make sure we can cover your hide!” Estel paled even more under his tone yet opened his mouth to answer defiantly: “But...” Elladan took a step into his direction and Estel stopped. “No 'buts', little brother,” Elladan hissed. “You will do exactly as we say! You will do whatever we demand of you for this! It will be hard enough already, as it is, to save our pet and cover up this mess. Father will be here shortly, and he will be livid! We will tell him you had our permission, of course, but it will be hard enough to soothe his wrath! He may demand our slave to be killed, or take him away from us as punishment and give him to somebody else. Erestor, for example, who wanted so long to have a share of him!” Behind him, Elrohir added sleekly while stroking through Legolas' hair: “And that would be such a waste, would it not?” Estel flinched and locked his gaze with Legolas, desperate, frightened grey eyes meeting equally fearful blue ones. Then Estel shook his head and looked to Elladan again. “No!” he whispered tonelessly. “Please, don't let this happen! Save him! I'll do anything, but please save him from father's wrath!” Elladan glared back at him, but then he nodded. “If we can, we will,” he said angrily. “But you had better leave now to make sure of that! Father will be on his way already, and he had better not find you here!” Estel looked at him, then shared a last glance with Legolas. Legolas tried to look hopeful for him, but failed. Estel seemed to understand, though. He bowed his head. Then he looked up again at Elladan and nodded. “Be strong, beloved,” he whispered with a last, short glance at Legolas, then he turned and left. _______________ o ______________ // / Legolas turned in his sleep and moaned, He knew he was dreaming, he knew he was caught in a memory, and he knew he didn't want to continue this dream. Yet he couldn't wake up. He huddled deeper into the arms of the human who held him, but Estel was deeply asleep, too,and obviously he didn't register his slave's tossing in his arms. There was no escape from this dream, then; he had to relive the memories again./ // Estel didn't leave the chambers of his brothers a moment too soon. For only moments after he had left, they heard the angry approaching steps of Lord Elrond. The door opened, and there was the Lord of Rivendell, angry as an approaching storm. Elladan met his father's gaze, standing slightly between him and his brother Elrohir. Elrohir stood upright, too, but he didn't leave his place beside their kneeling slave, and his left hand still rested possessively on Legolas' head. Legolas took one look at the hated Elflord's face and quickly lowered his eyes and bowed his head. For once he was grateful for the closeness of his masters, and even Elrohir's normally so feared and loathed touch reassured him. He huddled into the shadow of his twin masters and tried his best to turn invisible. He knew that his life was hanging on a thread and it was solely in the power of his masters to save him, if they wished. All he himself might say or do now would only make it worse. So he bowed his head and tried to turn into a statue. Elrond was livid. And his mood wasn't improved by the tableau presented to him. He took a threatening step into the room. “What is this I hear?” he growled, “Your brother Estel has been caught whoring around with your slave without permission? You were careless enough about that slave that he could ensnare my foster son and seduce him to share himself with him, and now Estel gives himself to that worthless Mirkwood spawn like a common slut?” Legolas fought hard against the urge to jump up and attack. Only the hand of his master, for a moment burying more harshly in his hair, held him in place and prevented him from giving in into his fear and anger. Elrohir stood, as if nothing could ever shake him, facing his angry father and lord with complete nonchalance. So did Elladan. He had turned a bit so Legolas and Elrohir could see his face and he could at need share glances with his brother. Now he raised a brow. “Who says Estel used our slave without permission?” he asked, feigning astonishment. “Of course he had permission. We invited him!” Elrond stopped short. “You allowed your brother to be ensnared like this?!” he asked disbelievingly. Elrohir, from his place beside Legolas, shrugged. “Oh, please!” he said. “Who told you that he was 'ensnared'? He took pleasure in our pet, as he was supposed to do! Estel is certainly old enough to learn the ways of pleasure, is he not?” Elladan nodded. “He has been a man for some time now, and he has proven himself a worthy warrior. When do you think it's time he learned what a man must know about bed-play? We thought that it was time he learned how to answer his bodily needs in that direction as well.” Elrond paused. “He's nineteen...” he objected. Elladan shrugged. “And he will be twenty in just a few months. You said yourself that is the time he will come of age. We often ride with the rangers, as you know. Many men have had their first experiences at an even earlier age. He 's certainly old enough to enjoy a body warming his bed, don't you think?” Elrond narrowed his eyes. *“With this slave?”* he asked incredulously, nodding at Legolas. Elrohir shrugged again. “Why not? He's available, he's ours, and Estel likes him,” he argued. “Much better than if he had pursued that doomed affair with that cooking girl. She's free after all, and far under his station. What if she'd demanded that he marry her? That way our brother won't be sleeping around, and his needs are taken care of. Moreover, it all stays within the family.” Elladan added: “And Legolas will never hurt Estel. Our pet is devoted enough to our brother, as it is.” It was the wrong thing to say. Elrond furrowed his brows again and turned his gaze back onto the kneeling slave, glowering. His eyes glittered dangerously. “And after all, why shouldn't he?” he mused with false indifference, “when my foster-son is so devoted to him and lowers himself to being his whore as if he has no decency at all! Erestor tells me that Estel was in the process of letting himself be devoured by this worthless Mirkwood-spawn when they were disturbed, and then was even ready to defend him!” His voice held venom. Legolas paled visibly, schooling his face to blankness. It took all his strength to remain silent and keep kneeling motionless, head bowed, without showing emotion. All his instincts urged him to jump up and to attack, to kill, first the hated Lord of Rivendell, then the chief advisor if he got that far. At his side, Elrohir tightened his grip in his hair warningly, keeping him in place. The younger of the twins always had possessed an uncanny ability to read him. Regardless of Elrond's palpable anger, the twins seemed completely unconcerned. Elladan merely raised a brow, Elrohir rolled his eyes. “Oh, *Erestor*,” he said. “He has always been rankled that we never allowed him to share our slave. He probably was jealous watching Estel taking what he could not have. I think you should not place too much weight on his testimony in this matter.” Elrond gave him a hard stare. “You would accuse my chief advisor of lying?” he asked dangerously. Elladan cocked his head. “We merely imply that he may have *misjudged* what he saw,” he said diplomatically. “I hardly can believe that Estel would allow himself to be taken.” He turned directly to the kneeling slave. “Look at me!” he commanded. “Did Erestor find you entering our brother? Or did Estel command you to enter him?” Legolas swallowed. He was utterly grateful for the wording of the question. Not daring to say too much, he merely met his master's gaze and shook his head. “No, My Lord,” he whispered, blushing furiously. Beside him, Elrohir asked : “What did you do, then?” Legolas swallowed again, fighting his fear and hatred. He could not risk giving himself away. Carefully phrasing his words, he whispered again: “Your brother, My Lord, had me serving him with my mouth. He... had enjoyed me earlier, already.” It wasn't exactly a lie, and so he was able to hold Elladan's gaze while he said it without flinching. And yet he felt as if he would choke on the words. He hated Elrohir for forcing him to lay out for him what he and Estel had shared together. If the older twin saw through his deception, he at least didn't show it. Elladan merely raised his other brow and turned back to his father. “I do not think that there is cause for alarm, then, Adar,” he said calmly, “albeit I admit it would have been wiser if Estel had taken his explorations to his chambers. But then, he likes the woods.” Elrond scowled. His angry gaze turned back and rested on the kneeling slave, who now held his head humbly bowed again. “There still remains the fact that he nearly attacked my advisor,” he growled, “and in defense of that worthless slave! He apparently needs to learn where his priorities should lie, and how to be a proper master! And that *snake*,” - he nodded into the direction of the slave- “needs to be taken care of!” He made a threatening step in Legolas' direction. Elladan took a casual step to the side that moved him between his father and his younger brother. He began to protest: “But, Ada!--” Elrond glared at him. But behind Elladan, at Legolas' side, Elrohir merely raised a brow. “Maybe,” he mused, “our brother could indeed use some instruction how to properly use a slave. So far, we have just trusted his curiosity and inventiveness. But there are so many lovely ways of taking pleasure in a slave. Maybe it's time we taught them to him in a more direct manner.” His hand, while he was speaking, was sensually stroking through the kneeling slave's hair, and his eyes rested on Legolas' body in a contemplative way. Elrond paused. His second-born son was devious, he knew, and very inventive. Normally, he did not trust Elrohir too far, for when it came to plotting the younger of the twins had an uncanny genius of thinking up the most intricate schemes to further his own and his twin's advantage. He also had fairly few qualms. And when it came to pleasure, the younger twin specialized in the more cruel arts and had an eerily accurate gift for reading his victim's most tormenting fears. This could be interesting. Elrond gave his second son a measuring gaze, raising a brow. He threw a short, grim look toward the kneeling form beside Elrohir's knee. “Using *that slave*?” he barked. Elrohir shrugged and smiled. “Why not?” he asked. “You just complained about Estel and our Pet here being too close. What better way to put our Pet back into his place than using him to teach the harsher ways of pleasure to the very one you claim he has ensnared? What better way to set Estel's mind right about what it means to be a master and how to treat a slave, than teaching him to use the one he always treated gently in a harsher way?” Elrond hesitated. He studied the shivering slave beside his younger son with glittering eyes. Legolas was frozen. Elrohir's suggestion had him horrified, and he had paled visibly under the proposal. His reaction did not go unnoticed. The Lord of Rivendell narrowed his eyes and studied him thoughtfully. “Very well,” he finally decided. “But I want to be informed about the progress Estel makes! And you had better make sure he learns not only how to take his pleasure, but also how to keep a slave in line by command and discipline! I want you to make sure he learns to be a proper master, with everything that includes, especially concerning how to appropriately treat a slave and how to mete out punishment!” He rounded on the twins. “Do I make myself clear?!” Elrohir simply held his gaze. “Perfectly clear, Adar,” he said, “I do not think we will have any problems teaching these things to him” Elrond turned to him. “Very good,” he said dangerously and coldly, “and I suggest you be successful, because if you are not and I learn that Estel has been ensnared for good I'll have that slave killed. I will not have my foster-son corrupted into a weakling who doesn't know the difference between his own standing and that of a worthless slave and who knows not how to enforce respect and proper discipline in those whose only purpose is to serve him.” Elrohir cocked his head, obviously unperturbed. “I do not think you need fear, Adar,” he said. “Estel may yet surprise you.” He smiled. “So far, he has excelled at everything.” He stroked over the hair of the kneeling slave suggestively. “We will start his education today,” he said, “and give it our highest priority.” Elrond watched him for a moment with narrowed eyes. “See that you do,” he barked, then he gave the slave a last, angry glare, and went out. The twins listened to his angrily retreating steps until they were sure he was gone. Finally, Elladan let out his breath. “That was close,” he observed. He sent a skeptical glance to his twin. “Are you sure that this will work?” he asked. “Estel adores our pet. He even loves him. I do not think he will suddenly develop a taste for cruel bed-play, using him, or regard him merely as another slave.” Elrohir shrugged. “Do not judge too fast about the preferences of our little brother,” he said mysteriously. “He may yet surprise you. But in truth it doesn't really matter if Estel turns away from Legolas, or how he regards our pet in the future.” He crouched down beside the slave again and started petting him lovingly, smiling as his victim shivered under his unwanted attentions. Looking up, he met his brother's questioning gaze. He smiled. “The important thing is that father believed it,” he explained. “Trust me! We will save our little pet from being killed, get father to let Estel be with Legolas to his heart's desire, and have a lot of fun on top of it all. All we must do is keep father convinced that the plan is working.” He looked back at their pet, and his smile widened. “And we will do our best to keep him convinced,will we not? I'm sure you'll do your very best serving all three of us together, me, Elladan and our dearest Estel. Won't you, little Pet?” Legolas trembled under his touch. He could not bring himself to give an answer./ // ____________ 0 ___________ -- End of Chapter VI c-- -- To be continued in CHAPTER VI d - PART VI - “Past And Present IV: Master And Slave” Notes: (1) Carag – Sindarin: Spike. Short for taer carag aniron, straight spike of desire – a pleasure staff or dildo; in this case: a butt- plug. (2) Truesilver = Mithril. This is completely made up by me. But I reasoned: Why not? Why should only Bilbo own one of these things? Gil-Galad was the last Noldorin High King after all, and they loved mithril and valued it nearly above all else. Wouldn't he have wanted to have a mithril chain-mail, too? And wouldn't he have bestowed it on Elrond in case of his death, like his ring? (3) Orome (Sindarin name: Araw) is the name of the great huntsman of the Valar, the protector of the forest. His horse is said to be the ancestor of the Mearas of Rohan.