Title: Strange turns. Author: Maybe (miztruzt@yahoo.com) Rating: R – I think! Pairing: Legolas and Aragorn. Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine, just the weird bits Tolkien didn’t put in! If I get any facts wrong I apologize to whoever is going to take it personally. No money made, just playing. Summary: Beginning of the relationship, brought about by a peculiar twist of fate. Notes: Set approximately in the first two and a half weeks of the journey ‘cause I wanted to use the whole company. Assume that Legolas and Aragorn know each other a little based on the time spent in Rivendell and Aragorn’s alliance with Arwen. (Feedback would be appreciated.) “No, Gandalf!” Aragorn shouted, his voice cracking like a whip in the shocked air. “I will not leave him!” Gandalf met the panic stricken eyes of the Ranger and saw beneath the fear, the resolution. He nodded curtly. “Very well, but we cannot linger. We must move on…” “Aye, aye and quickly too,” Gimli broke in, casting a troubled glance over his shoulder as though expecting the hells to open behind him. His gaze fell to his dropped axe and grew still more concerned. He half reached out to pick up the bloodied weapon but did not do so. “Cursed be the weapon that takes blood from a friend,” he said uneasily, reluctant to touch it. “But I have no other.” “’Twas an accident,” Legolas hissed from between clenched teeth. His face was blanched; sweat staining his brow, his skin damp with it, and cool, far cooler than healthy for even an Elf. “So, perhaps the curse will not fall upon your head.” Aragorn had intended the words as a comfort to the Dwarf, but somewhere on the way to his mouth the tone changed itself and came out riddled with barbs. Gimli hung his head, shuffling away a few paces. Aragorn opened his mouth to apologize but a whimper from Legolas diverted his attention. The Elf shuddered, his eyelids fluttering like a butterfly beating weakly against the sides of a room, unable to escape from a grey, stony prison. “Do not lose consciousness, I beg of you.” Gandalf dropped to his knees on the muddied, leaf-strewn floor of the forest. “Trying not to…” the Elf began, but cut off half way through with a pained gasp, forming instead the words; “It hurts!” “Hush, hush,” Aragorn pleaded, slipping an arm around Legolas’ shoulders, using a free hand to stroke the long golden hair back from the agonized brown eyes. Gandalf looked at him sharply, wondering for the first time what had been happening under his nose between the Elf and the Ranger. A moment later he was left wondering no longer, there was no further need, for Aragorn’s lips were pressed against Legolas’ mouth. The Elf’s eyes widened a little, surprised perhaps, but certainly not upset about it. Sam, his own eyes extended almost on stalks, opened his mouth in a soundless exclamation. Legolas winced again and Sam seconded the gesture out of sympathy. “Don’t you go dying on us, Master Legolas, don’t you die,” he stammered. “Dwarven silver,” Legolas managed to explain. “It burns deep…on a Elf, like me…” He gasped for breath and fell silent again, gritting his teeth. Pippin now too approached, cautiously, for Gandalf had already bellowed at everyone for overcrowding the wounded Elf. “But…but it’s such a little wound,” he protested. “And aren’t you immortal?” “Immortal yes, but hardly invulnerable,” Gandalf said impatiently. “Hush a while, let me think.” “It’s hardly a little wound,” Merry told Pippin in an undertone, also rising from the clump of rocks to which they had retreated. “It would have cut one of us in half,” Frodo added, his eyes fixed on Legolas again, fingering the ring through his breast pocket like a talisman, albeit one that had brought such evil upon them, not one that would prevent it. Legolas groaned again, beginning to shiver violently. Aragorn pulled him closer to his chest, ignoring the blood seeping into his shirt. Legolas closed his eyes, trying to shut out the pain. Distantly he was aware of Sam repeating ‘Don’t you die,’ like a mantra and warm tears, like heavy summer showers falling onto his hair. He leapt from a bent position, having ducked to avoid the charge of the ringwraith as it tried to access Frodo behind him, landing, for all his Elvin agility, awkwardly on the vast rocks at the edge of the moor. Below, Gimli’s axe flashed this way and that, sending spurts of a thick, slimy substance up into the air to splatter on the rock side, or the unfortunate Sam’s hair, as he was crouched beneath the overhang. Beside him, whose presence had not added to the ease of the jump, Aragorn wielded his sword. He fitted an arrow, shooting at one of the riders that swooped upon the unwary Merry, retreating with haste from the stamping, blood-encrusted hooves of another black stallion. A rider lunged at him, his mount rearing as Frodo ducked behind the rock he and Aragorn were defending from atop it, the flashing hooves driving him back a pace to balance precariously upon a fallen tree, half propped against the rock, half still embedded in the earth. By some miracle the persistent rider managed to avoid both Aragorn and Gimli’s blades and threw itself after him. But the tree was did not appreciate being trampled on. While Legolas’ slight weight went almost unnoticed, the black horse colliding with the trunk shattered the rotted wood. Half jumping to avoid falling, Legolas had no time to register Gimli step back, virtually beneath the falling trunk, until the axe bit into his shoulder. Pain like icy fire exploded through his body, his whole world contracting inwards onto the brilliant point of pain. He thought in a flash of agonized horror ‘Dwarven silver!’ before the darkness stole him. Legolas opened his eyes; not wanting to relive the accident a second longer and thinking dimly of trying to soothe Aragorn, but a cry fell from his lips instead. It was one thing to merge the worlds of Elves and Men by intention, to rest and watch in the same heartbeat, but another entirely to be beyond the controlling of it, to know not what was current reality and what some other where. He covered his eyes with his hand, shaking. Hands gripped his shoulders and he moaned at the pain it induced. “Hush, hush,” the voice was familiar, but he could not place it. “What-? Who-?” he began anxiously. He tried to inhale calmly but it hurt too much and shallows breaths drew insufficient air to his lungs. “Steady, steady, Legolas,” Aragorn murmured in Elvish. “Legolas!” he added louder as the Elf’s eyes rolled back into his head, his hand sliding limply into his lap. “Legolas!” Aragorn pulled him into a sitting position again, bracing his own body to support the Elf, kissing the silvery blond hair repeatedly. Gandalf stood talking rapidly to Sam, Merry and Pippen. The later were nodding repeatedly, inane intensity on both their faces. Sam was frowning; he cast a scared look in Legolas’ direction and then back at Gandalf with even more attention. Finally he too nodded and hurried off with the other hobbits, Frodo excluded, in tow. Frodo made some move to follow but was immediately restrained by Gandalf and Boromir. It was hardly wise to allow the ring bearer beyond the reach of at least three sets of weapons, preferably more. “Legolas?” Aragorn whispered, continuing to speak in Elvin tongue. “Do you hear me?” The Elf started to nod and then stopped quickly. “I hear you, I just dare not open my eyes, the world turns strangely.” “Then do not,” Aragorn’s hand caressed his brow. “But don’t faint again either.” Legolas made the mistake of trying to nod again and regretted it a second time. “I won’t,” he whispered instead, also switching to his native tongue. “Aragorn? I…I love you.” “Don’t,” the Ranger shushed him fiercely. “I’ll kill you myself if you talk like you are going to die.” He almost shook Legolas. “Damn you, could you not have told me that before?” “Sorry,” Legolas murmured dazedly. “Careful!” Gandalf barked as Aragorn gripped Legolas’ shoulders hard. “You’ll hurt him the worse by doing that!” He was busy shredding something into a bowl held by Frodo, while Boromir fetched water from the river. At another time, seeing Gimli dangling by his boots, cursing profoundly as he fished desperately for the trickle of water at the bottom of the deep ditch; held up by Boromir; would have been an amusing spectacle, particularly as his beard was getting wet. “I love you too,” Aragorn cradled Legolas closer. It was ironic, the Elf thought, in all honesty, that now was the moment that they had finally acknowledged that their friendship had become something more. Both had been afraid to admit it, break the surface of the tranquil waters, and cause the inevitable frictious ripples. Now was likely to be too late. The thought also occurred to him that Aragorn actually already had a lover, Arwen, no less. As Elves tended to choose partners for life or at least be intensely loyal to those whom they partnered, forever being rather too long for most relationships to endure, he was very aware that he had just caused irreparable damage to an ancient tradition. His last conscious thought was that, finally he had chosen a partner himself, but it was rather unfortunate that Aragorn was human and also another man… * * * * * * * Admittedly he was rather surprised to wake at all, but the world stood steady around him and the dull ache in his shoulder reminded him that he was actually still alive and not in the spirit world. Although Merry and Pippin trying to roast apples over the small fire lit between the heavy trees, and burning their fingers at regular intervals was as big an indication as any. “Legolas?” Aragorn shifted beside him, he had been staring off into the night, watchful and wary as always, but still held the Elf’s hand in a warm clasp. From the fact that he could no longer feel his fingers it was probable that Aragorn had been sitting there for some time. “So,” Gandalf remarked, appearing from behind the tree trunk. “You are awake at last.” “How long have I been sleeping?” Legolas swiped at his eyes, which were unused to being closed for so long a time. “Are we much delayed?” “Nearly twenty four hours,” Gandalf replied, kindly not mentioning the twenty-four before that. “I must confess I would have left you by now, with a guard, to catch us up, had not your friends been so insistent. And, if nothing else, this is a welcome rest for all of us, for we have covered a good distance in a short time, though not enough I fear. And now, are you feeling any better?” “A great deal,” Legolas replied, trying to sit up and discovering that he could, albeit with assistance. Gandalf laid a hand on the Elf’s cool brow thoughtfully and then withdrew it, apparently content. “Rest a little longer,” he advised. “Come dawn we must move on again, but it would be unwise to travel through the night.” “Gimli will be much relieved,” Aragorn remarked as Gandalf moved away; to attend to Pippin, who had lost his apple in the fire and was trying to retrieve it with a branch that kept catching aflame also, scattering sparks amongst the trees. “You will set the whole wood alight, Pippin,” they heard Gandalf call ahead. They watched in silence for a few moments, as the others in the Fellowship began to make tracks for bed. “Gimli is not alone in that sentiment,” Legolas admitted, after the fire had been doused and the blankets spread out beside the steaming embers, Pippin sat up for a time, sucking singed fingers and sulking about the loss of his apple, which had, by the time he did find it, turned to a blackened husk of charcoal. “Indeed he is not,” Aragorn touched Legolas’ cheek. “Now tell me honestly, and in confidence, are you well enough to travel by break of day?” Legolas graced the question with due consideration. “Yes, I think so,” he replied finally. “The wound aches, but is naught more than an irritation.” Aragorn traced the line of the Elf’s jaw and Legolas moved into the contact, rubbing his face against the curled fingers like a cat. “That is good news indeed. I was concerned that you, in your desire not to detain us, would have answered untruthfully.” “I would not lie, but you are right to ask, you know my impatience too well.” Aragorn smiled. He glanced down at the leaves and cleared his throat, darting Legolas a sideways look. “There is but one matter in which I would that you were a little more impatient.” Legolas watched him intently, suspecting he knew what the Ranger was referring to but as he wasn’t even sure which reality he had been in when he had said those few words in Elvish, he wasn’t swift to respond. “Truly, caution can check my haste on occasions,” he replied carefully. “Caution is all very well, you fool,” Aragorn twisted around, placing a hand either side of Legolas’ body, pinning him to the dirt. “But throw it to the wind on in this affair. Did you mean it, what you spoke of when you first fell to Gimli’s blade?” “If you believe nothing else I ever speak, believe that those words were true,” Legolas answered, feeling a frission of nervous excitement trip down the length of his body, but pleasant, unlike the muscle clenching (although that did happen), heart stopping terror that had already on many instances seized him since the quest began. Aragorn lowered his body over Legolas’, so that his next words stirred against the Elf’s lips. “Good.” Legolas surrendered to the deep kiss bestowed upon his willing mouth. He slid his arms around Aragorn, gasping a little, out of both pleasure and pain as the injured shoulder throbbed when Aragorn’s body straddled his. “I… I should probably warn you…” he managed to get out between kisses. “Wha-?” Aragorn murmured against his neck, his hands slid inside Legolas’ tunic and the Elf started. “Are you alright?” Aragorn pulled back enough to study Legolas’ face, slightly puzzled. “Your hands are cold,” Legolas smiled; catching the offending hand and kissing it. “Wait though,” he said reluctantly as Aragorn stroked his stomach again with chilly fingers. “I should….” “Yes?” Aragorn asked gently. Legolas watched his face, uncertain. “While we are not strangers to such matters as these, Elves live such a long time that, well...” he shrugged a little, blushing. Legolas had never found himself embarrassed by his customs before now, but in that moment he felt like a child beside the younger man. “Everything has its own time and with eternity before us, few rush into such things,” he grimaced “Though granted it is not true of all.” “I know of that,” Aragorn replied, gently kissing his brow. He smiled almost pensively. “In many ways you Elves lead sheltered lives. I know that most only become couples for long durations or at very least, with a vast placing of faith in each other’s loyalty. I didn’t know what to expect from you, some in Rivendell suggested perhaps that you would fall into that latter category you mentioned and yet you surprise me, your hesitation does you credit. I would cast not one stone if you had not of course, but if you are concerned, I want to assure you that is not why I want to do this.” Legolas sighed aloud with relief, but still he hesitated, wondering how much he could readily tell at this stage, how much he could bear to bring up… And how much longer he could talk because it was interfering with kissing. His previous track records would indicate not very. He watched Aragorn with questioning eyes, wondering how much the human was prepared to deal with. Finally he settled on a snippet of the whole truth. “Aragorn, I am not, as many of my kind in Rivendell may have found it amusing to lead you to believe, some sort of Elvin whore.” He paused again and then altered the truth to make the situation less complicated. “I am not entirely sure about how to proceed with you.” “There is time enough ‘til morning to change that,” Aragorn replied. “If you yourself are certain?” Legolas nodded, reaching for Aragorn again, pulling him down into another kiss. Sam rolled over sleepily, woken by the sound of voices, yet the darkness of the wood and the silvery orb hanging overhead, just visible between the branches of a two vast trees proclaimed it to be still night. Frodo was lying on his stomach beside him, one arm curled beneath his head, the other hand laid atop the ring in his breast pocket. The loud snores from two feet away told him that Gimli also slept. Merry and Pippin were curled around each other in a tangle of blankets to keep warm. Twisting around he saw Gandalf propped up against a tree; he was motionless, as though sleeping, but Sam could not be sure. That left strangers or… “Ow!” Legolas sucked in a breath. “Shh! Are you alright?” Aragorn was stroking the Elf’s back soothingly. “It’s not always easy, first time.” “I noticed that,” the Elf gasped biting his lower lip and bowing his head adding silently, which I had forgotten. Curse it all, I think perhaps next time, I will not be so submissive. Aragorn shifted slightly, one hand reaching for something and Legolas gasped again, his breathing quickening. First time for what? Sam wondered. Why were they sitting like that…? He was about to call out to them and then, by the silvery spotlight of the moon, Sam saw Aragorn kiss Legolas’ lips; and felt his cheeks run hot with shame. “Do you trust me?” the Ranger asked softly. “I…” Legolas caught his breath in a third gasp, this one less pained and the sentence never finished. Sam put his head back down, clamping his hands firmly over his ears…Then he put his blankets over his head…And then his bag atop that. Gimli snorted explosively, snuffling as he changed position. Legolas giggled at the sound. Aragorn muttered something and the Elf giggled again…Sam was out of things to stop his ears with. Dawn couldn’t have come too soon in Sam’s eyes. Legolas rose, as was his usual custom, with the sun. Previously the Elf’s lack of sleeping at all hadn’t troubled Sam as Legolas tended to be considerate of the others, wandering silently, neither asleep nor truly awake. But that had been previously. Sam packed his bedding in silence, wondering if it would be of any use during the remainder of the trip. He crossed his fingers. Gandalf was talking to Legolas. “It is good to see you on your feet again,” was his parting comment as he left the Elf staring out across the wide expanse of moorland that was to be trekked that day. “I’m surprised you can stand,” Aragorn remarked, joining Legolas with a smile to gaze out at the mossy green of the short grass, pepper speckled with craggy boulder and stumpy bushes before them. “You really are insatiable.” “And suffering for it!” Legolas laughed, springing lightly away to the river as if to counter his words. “You look tired,” Frodo observed, coming to sit beside Sam stifling a yawn himself. “I am,” Sam glowered at Legolas, who was lying back on the riverbank, rinsing his hair in the stream. The silvery blond strands floating like a mermaid’s mane on the surface of the water. He tried not to think about exactly how long he had spent trying not to listen to giggles (mostly Legolas), gasps; a cry when Legolas had jarred his shoulder, followed hastily by ‘No, no its fine,’ accompanied by another giggle and, worse yet, the moans that had nothing to do with pain at all. He hardly knew where to look when Aragorn strode over and flung himself down onto the grass beside them. Legolas followed more slowly, and sat more cautiously. Merry busied himself serving cooked strips of meat that Pippin was dissecting; having been told sternly by Gandalf that if he didn’t stop playing about with the fire he turn him into a toad. It wasn’t strictly possible, but it made for a wonderful threat. Aragorn busied himself combing the tangles out of Legolas’ wet hair with his fingers. Gimli and Boromir came to sit too, taking chunks of bread, looking, Sam noticed with irritation, quite rested. Boromir cast Legolas and Aragorn a look that could have grilled the meat to cinders before the fire ever touched it. Aragorn remained oblivious but it was evident that Legolas had seen, for the Elf’s eyes narrowed fractionally, clearly he was puzzled. Boromir got up and walked away again. Gimli followed his scowl and his eyes lighted on Legolas. He did a double take, opened his mouth to speak and promptly choked on a hunk of bread. Spitting pieces in all directions, one landing in the fire - much to Merry’s revulsion - he managed to speak. “Elf! You are recovered. That is a fine thing indeed,” then, almost as if he had shown too much enthusiasm, he all but retracted the comment. “Humph, never thought I’d see the day when the survival of an Elf was a good thing.” “Your concern is touching, Gimli.” Legolas thanked him anyway. “Well, ahem, can’t be killing fellow members of the, ah, Fellowship,” the dwarf muttered into his beard. “Where is your axe?” Legolas’ gaze dropped to Gimli’s belt. “And, come to that, my bow and quivers?” He tried to twist around for a look and then concealed a wince as other parts of his body protested that they had done quite enough already. “Gandalf has your weapons,” Gimli assured him. “And my axe is with my things.” “You should carry it,” Legolas told him. “I would feel better myself if I knew that you were not defenseless.” “There now, I believe I said as much myself,” Gandalf chided Gimli, lifting his head from examining something in his pack. “Are we pushing on today?” Boromir called over from where he had been throwing stones into the river. “A couple of days is a long time to be detained.” “A couple?” Legolas echoed, horrified. “This I was not told.” Gandalf sighed, shooting an annoyed look in Boromir’s direction. “Concern yourself not, my good Legolas. Pippin himself has also been ill. For all their endearing ways,” Gandalf glanced fondly at Frodo and Sam, “Hobbits are not known for common sense regarding food.” “Well, it looked edible!” Pippin defended himself. “My foolish Took, many things look edible, but if you were to put them in your mouth, I feel sure that at least half of them would not be. If you were to bite off your own…finger, for example,” Gandalf added, waving a hand at the returning Merry who was closing the fastening of his trousers having relieved himself in the wood. “It would not taste pleasant. Why? Because such things as ‘fingers’ are not necessarily intended for ones mouth, whether or not it is possible to put them there.” Did he or did he not specifically glance at Legolas and Aragorn? Certainly the Elf’s sightline dropped to the floor, though his expression did not change, and Aragorn stared at Gandalf, his lips parting slightly. Sam glanced at the others quickly to see if they had noticed any of this. Merry was examining his fingers and then, with some consternation, the front of his trousers, Frodo burst out laughing but possibly only at Merry…then again, of course, if anyone would have noticed it would have been Frodo – could he himself be wrong? Sam wondered. Pippin had retreated into high dudgeon, as far as an over enthusiastic and talkative hobbit can. Gimli simply returned Sam’s curious look blankly. Sam sighed. He had hoped that the wretched ring excursion couldn’t get worse but now he was confused atop everything else. =====