Title: The Breaking - Chapter 1/? Author: Keil Author's Email: keiltagh (at) comcast (dot) net Pairing: Aragorn/Legolas Rating: NC17 Summary: Strange forces are at work against the remaining members of the Fellowship, but none feel it more than Legolas or Aragorn. Disclaimer: Characters and the world of Arda copyright Tolkien and all that, no money being made, utmost respect for his works. Authors Note: This is my first ever piece of fanfiction, and it has been a very long time since I've written anything at all. I don't have any betas yet but I do my best to go over everything. Any and all feedback is greatly appreciated! My intent here is to attempt as canon a missing scenes piece as possible. (Book, not movie). Current rating is PG-ish but it will increase to R or NC-17. Enough notes, hope you enjoy! --------------------- The Breaking --------------------- Chapter 1 Three days and nights now he'd felt it; a pressure so real that if he was not sure of his own sanity he might expect to find someone's hands pressing into him, reaching through cloth and flesh to lean heavily into his insides. This was not the sort of thing that could escape his notice, and neither did he overlook the difference between the chill he would have expected and the way this feeling so often left this skin feeling branded. He was being watched. Lifting his elven eyes toward the encroaching false dawn glimmering with faint, dark hues over the horizon, he carefully upturned some soil and slid it over the last remaining embers of the small fire. It was one of the few times there had been both a need for warmth and a lack of danger -- while the cold affected his kind not at all, the night had brought an unusual chill and a wind slicing earnestly between the dagger-like spires surrounding them, cutting more easily into his companions than usual. The lack of threat was not entirely rationalised in his mind, though neither the dwarf nor the man showed any awareness of the eyes he so constantly felt burning into him. No -- as far as the others were concerned, this time they were not the prize. As the last elements of glowing charcoal disappeared beneath a heavy spray of loose earth, he turned his back on the cooling mass and immediately lashed out with one foot. The deep, soft snoring that had previously seemed almost an icon of the landscape was abruptly cut short by a grunt of surprise and a throaty grumble. "Up, Gimli," he ordered, stepping off toward his unused bedroll and kneeling to collect his things. "Dawn arrives and we fall farther behind our quarry." Before the dwarf could utter even an incoherent syllable of discord he added, "Aragorn will be waiting," and slung his quiver onto his back, pausing to run a set of slender fingers over his bow. All was in order. Paying little heed to the garbled sounds of protest behind him, some of which should have at least garnered a raised brow in a show of amusement, Legolas shifted his gaze to the west, into the rocks and sparse trees that were too thin now to call a forest. A barren field of grey and brown stood gregariously in stark contrast to the sound of rushing water he could still hear floating on the wind from the east. It was but a moment before he caught sight of a figure in the distance at the crown of another rise; he had heard Aragorn depart while the stars had still been dancing brightly overhead, undimmed by the procession of the rising sun ready to force its way over the shoulders of the world. He was not sure whether to call the man impatient, or the dwarf lazy, but if he were to choose the former he would have to apply it to himself as well, for he did not want to stop moving until the last of the Orcs had been slain. They had not taken even half a night's rest, and Gimli was really the only one who had taken advantage of the short respite. They must continue on keenly; the creatures they tracked showed no signs of slowing, and if they were to find the trail that had been lost sometime before the arriving dawn they could not compromise their fierce pace. The elf shot a glance behind him, brows drawn downward in a show of impatience, although there was some humour behind his glare. "Gimli --" "Right, right," the dwarf said darkly, slipping a last throwing axe through a thick leather hoop over his armour. "Can't fall behind, can we?" A gloved hand twisted part of his beard back into place, and he heaved a growl of a sigh before setting his feet into motion. Gimli was about to offer a few choice words about that lunatic of a ranger, but Legolas was already on the move, striding smoothly even in this labyrinth of tricky stone. And in truth, he would not have really agreed with his own words. Despite his inclination to take advantage of the dark hours for rest, he was as anxious to overtake the enemy as anyone else. With a grunt, he closed his gloved fingers around the handle of his double-headed axe and took of with steady, albeit much shorter strides, his bulky square boots crushing or tossing aside whatever plant or stone happened to fall in their path. The terrain of the Emyn Muil was sharply undulating, rock and hill joining forces to great effect at slowing progress and often forcing one to spare a second thought for the placement of each step. Legolas could hear the dwarf's heavy footfalls some distance behind him, landing heavily on the ground and accompanied by various disdainful grumbling about this hill and that. He did not for a moment consider slowing -- if dwarves could live in those sunless mountain caves of theirs, surely they could see by the pale pre-dawn light whose blue hues were steadily being driven away by the hint of red and orange flames licking delicately at the indigo horizon. Above them the stars had begun to recede, fading softly into the night behind them, and the elf sung quietly to himself; it would not be long before they would reach the top of the large rise upon which the still silhouette of a solitary man stood, one knee bent and his hand resting on the pommel of his sheathed sword. Legolas suddenly narrowed his eyes and cast a piercing glance into the shadows surrounding him. His flesh tingled at the sensation of eyes upon him, skin crawling beneath the heat of some unseen stare. He nearly broke stride, but as suddenly as it had come, it was gone, leaving him to feel somehow chilled. But the cold was brief --- so brief in fact that he was unsure whether he had felt it at all, especially without having ever truly experienced such a sensation before. The corners of his mouth tilted downward, but he pushed on until his feet carried him up the last rise and he came to a halt near Aragorn. For a moment the man did not acknowledge him, rather stood motionless and lost somewhere in the grey distance, his eyes searching something that was not there. "Are you sure one of us should not carry Gimli?" the elf asked just loudly enough for the breeze to carry his voice back to the ears of their short companion. "The dwarf may have admirable stamina, but his legs appear to be of little use on such a swift journey as ours." At this his frown transformed into a smirk, but after a moment his mouth settled into a line and his brow lowered pensively. "Estel?" The ranger's lack of surprise indicated he was well aware of his surroundings, however deep in thought he might appear. His expression was heavy, but somehow blank, which suggested there was more on his mind than just the trail laid out before them. Silence hung delicately in the air for a long moment before the echo of a deep sound of frustration snatched it from the air as a leaf caught in the wind, scattering across the hills and meeting their ears. It was then Aragorn turned, giving a laugh that was more of a forced breath than anything, but letting his lips twist into a smile that did not quite reach his eyes. He might have answered at last, but the stout shape of a running dwarf appeared and ambled towards them. "I'd like to see the princeling try it," Gimli said gruffly, his voice sounding as if it had been scraped over as many rocks as the his boot soles. His jaw was set, but his eyes twinkled slightly beneath his helmet. Legolas was about to retort when the sun finally broke into the eastern sky behind them, sending glittering deep golden rays to loosen the shadows' hold on the world, burning them out of crevices and corners. There was much to ponder this hour, as Aragorn indicated his discovery of a slaughtered group of orcs, some of whom appeared to hail from the north. Careful examination, however, yielded no clues as to the direction their game had taken, and Aragorn returned to scouring the land in ever widening circles looking for evidence. His sharp eyes were strangely unfocused as they took in every bent stem of grass, every depression and rise of dirt, the pattern of each scattering of rock. The smooth skin at the edge's of the elf's eyes barely crinkled as he watched the man, whose behaviour was not lost on him. He was used to his friend being somewhat stand-offish at times, even overly serious, but there had been a strange cloud over his face for the last day. Boromir, perhaps; it had been only a short time since Gondor's son had fallen, since he had redeemed himself from the weight of the ring and given the very last thing he had to give in an attempt to prevent the shattering of the Fellowship, and save Merry and Pippin. He had borne himself valiantly out from under the spell of Isildur's Bane and paid with his life. Legolas had watched his last breaths with Aragorn at his side. He had been witness to their exchange of words, and it had been a heavy moment, the air filled with uncertainty and despair and more than a little anger, even if it had not entirely been a surprise. The ring might have taken them all had the Fellowship not broken as it had. But such things are hard on the heart and no less easy on the mind, especially when one was falling into step with his own fate, as was Elessar. It was not long after Legolas spotted an eagle flying so high it was beyond the sight of any of his companions that they caught a glimpse of their quarry trampling across the hills in the distant fields, barely a smudge of motion on the horizon. With renewed energy, the group set about to discover the path the Orcs had taken out of this cursed place of razor sharp rock. He could hear the dawn arrive in full, although its song was muffled by a cry to his right. Giving up his own scrutiny of the landscape, Legolas turned just in time to see Aragorn slipping off to the north -- he must have made a discovery. In an instant he was running after the ranger, catching up to the dwarf, who stood scowling. "He's found the way out," his shorter companion nearly growled before offering a keen-edged grin; if anything could get Gimli running, it appeared to be the promise of a chance to sever various body parts from the Orcs. Returning the smile, Legolas passed the now sprinting dwarf and headed up a water channel, seeming for a second to lead nowhere, until suddenly it deposited them without ceremony at the edge of Emyn Muil. Before them, the earth appeared to drop off, tumbling downward in the form of a cliff wall that perhaps even the most skilled climber could not scale. But presently Aragorn discovered tracks leading down a narrow, stream crafted ravine. Rock and dust tumbled down after them, the sounds of their collisions echoing smartly off the solid stone walls. A few curses reached the elf's ears as he heard Gimli nearly take a fall, but the dwarf had righted himself he could see as he gave a quick backward glance. It was not long before the crags suddenly disappeared, and the grey of old weathered stone gave way to something much more alive. Indeed, it was as if they had stepped from night into day as the desolate scape they now left behind was lost beneath a tide of thick, rolling green meeting the base of the cliffs -- the eastern border of Rohan. His face split into a grin as if he were breathing life for the first time, the elf glanced toward Aragorn. His intent to approach the man about his worries was out of time, here; talk of darker things could wait until a time when it would not mar such good news as the trail they saw laid out so blatantly before them. The grass of the fields was so thoroughly damaged it was blackened and nearly gone in places. Legolas took a few steps ahead of his companions to survey the fields. As soon as he had advanced a few paces, he shivered: there it was again, that burning feeling he knew should have been cool. His eyes closed almost to slits, he spun back to face the others, looking again the Aragorn. "Estel --" "We should continue directly," the man said; his voice was hard and deliberate, as if he had just forced his jaw to unclench. "Come." Leaving no room for protest, Aragorn took off at once, eyes dark and cast downward at the trail spreading in a wide swath into the distance. Gimli seemed unfazed and followed without hesitation, determined to overtake the Orcs as much to destroy them as to save the little ones. Only Legolas lingered for any amount of time, a hand on one end of his bow while the other tip rested in the long grass. Perhaps Aragorn had felt it, too. Or perhaps he was not in the mood for conversation, it was hard to say -- but something was obviously troubling his friend. With a flick of his wrist, Legolas caught the bow by the middle and set off in pursuit with strides that easily brought him up to run alongside the others. The man would not meet his gaze, and he knew they were in for a longer journey than he had expected. Through the day they ran on, their progress coming more easily on the open land with little worry of missing the trail. They ran on as the sun circled lazily overhead and fell into dusk, and set now in front of them as their path had turned westward. Estel had found the Lórien cloak pin of one of the hobbits, surrounded by tracks that indicated he'd managed to get away from his captors for a short time. With renewed hope which in turn gave them new strength, they took bites of lembas and kept running, sprinting, until the world was painted orange and purple and it felt as if they were passing through a dream. Until the purples calmed to blues and greys and made the landscape seem drenched in black and white. Until finally all the colour disappeared completely, and they only had the company of the stars and the waxing moon to see them through. Legolas sang the stars out in his native tongue as he did so many nights, making them seem to shine all the brighter. It was not until the moon set that they paused, watching the world go dark around them. It was finally decided they should stop and rest, for fear of losing the trail or missing signs the hobbits might have once again escaped. Aside from Gimli, who seemed quite happy to stop for the evening, they made camp with reservation in the shelter of a jutting boulder atop a small hill. It was warmer within the valleys of the Riddermark, so there was no fire. Legolas watched Aragorn quietly as the man and Gimli prepared for sleep -- he was keen to go onward, but something strange was causing their hearts to weary, and in this way their bodies, too, wearied. It was not long before the familiar snoring of the dwarf indicated he was fast asleep, and the man finally turned to look at the elf. "I will take watch. You rest, my friend," Legolas said, though he knew it was not necessary. He did not need sleep, and he would not take it this night. If he needed it at all, he might let his mind wander to home and along dream-paths even as their steps carried them farther across the plains. Aragorn nodded, his eyes almost black beneath the shadow of his brow, and he tore his gaze away to lie quietly on his bedroll. He knew he would not sleep well, so he folded his hands over his chest and watched the stars for a while. The elf's voice drifted to him on the wind, and he was not surprised none before the elves had ever sung, for this sound could make all others in the world seem like some terrible cacophony. His chest rose and fell heavily as a sigh escaped him, but he closed his eyes and let the sound lull him into a fitful rest he had not seen since the start of their journey. As his song ended, voice fading and rising up toward the sky as if it intended to take root with the sparkling stars, Legolas drew his knees up to his chin where he sat on the boulder. He let the wind carry its stories from the western valley and wash over him. Breathing deeply, he savoured every scent that was shared with him on the breeze, and closed his eyes. He heard nothing but the distant call of some birds and the rustling of foraging creatures. And the breathing of his companions. He eyed Aragorn as the man tossed in unquiet nearby, gaze growing sharp. The knot which had been building in his belly for the past few days tightened, and he found himself annoyed that he thought he should go wake the man and tell him he must only be dreaming. He was sure this ache in his gut was only the disintegration of the Fellowship; he did not let the others know of the depth of his sorrow for the events which had unfolded the previous day. Frowning, he lifted his gaze once again to concentrate on his watch. It was not long before he heard stirring below, and the scraping of thick leather over stone. "Are you certain you require no rest?" He was not startled by the voice, but did turn towards it. Aragorn had joined him on the stony outcropping, but did not move to sit. Legolas offered a soft snort of mock offence and turned away again. "Certain, yes," he said, a smile evident in his voice. "If I begin to feel tired or faint," he continued lightly, "I will merely take a sip of miruvor, and you will not have to worry about needing to come to my rescue." He waved absently with a slender hand. It was the ranger's turn to snort, although beneath the amusement in the sound, Legolas sensed something coursing deeper. Indeed, Aragorn said nothing after this, rather stood in silence watching the fields for a long time. Watching, but not entirely seeing them. It may have been a long while, but measurements of such things as time are relative, especially to an elf, but at length Legolas felt a hand on his shoulder, its fingers tense but not gripping tightly. "Hannon le," and the hand and the source of the words were gone. His head pivoted only far enough to see his jerkin remained uncrumpled where the hand had rested, as if it had not been there at all, but he could hear Aragorn's steps as the man departed, even if he did walk like one of his kin. Legolas frowned and climbed to his feet while smoothly dusting himself off. The rustle below told him the dwarf was also awake, and he navigated the drop off the boulder with a nimble leap and joined them. He was surprised to find Gimli nearly ready, and for a moment was disappointed he hadn't been able to kick his friend awake again. The thought manifested itself in a smirk that did not escape th dwarf's attention. "Thought you might get to carry me?" he asked the elf as he secured an axe into straps across his back. Instead of answering, Legolas offered a cutting but humourous smile and a mock bow. Gimli chuckled at this and then jerked his head in the direction of Aragorn's departing back. "A bit quiet, isn't he?" He lifted a hand to smooth his beard absently before turning back. Making a non-committal sound, Legolas nodded and followed Gimli's gaze, running a thumb and forefinger down the string of his bow. "It is curious." But he said no more, for a falter in Estel's stride indicated he'd overheard them. He stopped himself from rolling his eyes and looked back to Gimli, mouth pulled to the side somewhat. "A bit /loud/ aren't you?" he asked good-naturedly, although his expression was creased with worry. "Oooh," came the grudging reply that was more grumble than word. "Let's go. Or are you going to stand around all day singing?" He lifted his axe in one hand and headed after Aragorn, a guffaw winding its way back to the elf's ears. Legolas stood where he was and pondered Gimli's form for a moment -- from the back he appeared not unlike a large, trotting pony. He flashed a grin that went without witness and ran off to catch them up, sparing a wide eyed glance at the disappearing stars sinking into the deep blue field above, and began singing once again in a voice that carried just far enough to be heard by his friends. Gimli smiled to himself; he could not deny the sound of the elf's voice was something he enjoyed, and he was certain, or nearly so, one could tell evil from good by whether or not a creature fled before its sound. The night fell heavily on a day of little talk and less food, though the lembas truly was a blessing. This night, as the others, they were forced to pause in their pursuit lest the cover of darkness disguise some sign of importance. Always the one to take advantage of such moments, Gimli was quickly adrift in slumber. Aragorn lay still enough to appear sleeping, but his breath was ragged and uneven. "What troubles you?" Legolas asked suddenly, keeping his face expressionless, his voice soft enough so it did not disturb the quiet of the field, rather seemed as if it might belong. With a graceful motion he bent his knees and settled down across the small fire from Aragorn. The sound of breathing ceased, and one might have wondered if it was going to begin again so long was the air still. "'Tis nothing but the toils of our journey, Legolas," the man finally replied, one arm lifting up so he might run a hand through unkempt hair. After a moment he shifted on the ground and pushed himself up to mirror the elf. "You have seen the way something in these lands works against us, and gives those creatures some strange advantage of speed over these hills." Absently he ran a thumb along his ring finger, feeling the cool metal band and sliding it over his skin. Legolas kept his eyes on the ranger's though Aragorn refused steadily to meet them, and instead insisted upon staring into the fire. "You are too quiet my friend, ever since we left the Anduin behind us." Without looking up, Aragorn replied, "Where Boromir was lost and Merry and Pippin taken? Where the Fellowship was destroyed leaving us with barely enough shards to wonder if indeed we have strayed far enough for hope of defeating Sauron? Do you expect something else?" His voice was throaty and game barrelling out through his teeth. He glanced toward Gimli, but his voice had no disturbed the dwarf. He doubted much could, right now. The elf frowned -- there was anger in the undercurrent of so many of the ranger's action of late. "You sound as a man without hope to drive his heart," he said after many minutes. "It is nothing, Legolas." Aragorn made as if to lie down, but again changed his mind. "I am just letting this weariness get to me." Legolas nodded. "Then get some sleep. I will take the watch." With as smooth a motion as he had dropped to the ground, the elf once again stood and turned from the fire. His breath hitched, then, and his shoulders stiffened under the heat of skin feeling as if it were being ever branded. He felt someone's eyes boring into him once again, like fire in a forge onto cold steel. Spinning around, he thought he saw the last of the slowly fading embers mirrored in a pair of eyes in the darkness beyond. But then it was gone, and Aragorn was already shifting on his bedroll with his back to the dying flames. The next time, he was going to ask Estel whether or not he'd felt it even if the man had found his most restful sleep in years. Well before dawn the sleeping pair woke to find Legolas again ready to be on the move. The elf's eyes held a distant somberness, and as they gathered their things beneath the red dawn and set off once again at top speed, it soon became clear they were at least a day and a half behind now. They had lost much time even though it appeared their quarry had rested a while, and though Gimli was weathering such a gruelling quest as well as his friends, he indeed felt a heaviness upon his soul that bent his back and made his strides shorter. Aragorn's face was drawn, and his own stride seemed weaker. Only Legolas seemed to be as fleet and light as before, leaving no footprints behind him as he ran. But they kept hoping, and so kept moving. The insistent roar of the Entwash could be heard to the west, and as the day grew late the tracks became more sparse, nearly disappearing over ground, which had become much more solid and riddled with stone, holding fewer things for the Orcs to blacken and destroy along the way. Near the ending of the day a dark swath on the horizon became visible, and they stopped once more in sight of the dark jutting peaks of the Mist Mountains and th darker slab of Fangorn Forest below it. A cold wind carved its way down from the snowy peaks that lay hidden in heavy bellied cloud to the north, and so Aragorn and Legolas went about collecting wood for a fire. It was in the shadows of the dark evening that the elf called out suddenly. "Aragorn!" He dropped his bundle of kindling and before it his the ground had drawn an arrow to his bow. A quiet haunted the air, and within it a moment that, if one were listening for it, all the night's creatures seemed to cease their speech. In another moment to short to measure a voice broke the stillness. "Legolas?" came the call as the shape of a man approached, sword at the ready. "I must ask you, Estel," the elf said gravely and not without some impatience, "have you felt as though we are being watched?" His boots made no sound over the grass and leaves as he slowly turned a circle and squinted out into the surrounding landscape. Aragorn's jaw tightened until it nearly popped, and he dropped his hand from Andúril, curling his fingers instead into a fist. "Do you sense something, Legolas?" he asked slowly, allowing himself to turn and stare off into the deepening dark when the elf finally looked in his direction. "I have neither seen nor felt anything since we left the Falls of Rauros behind us, save for those we chase." The elf did not overlook the hand that was now missing from the sword, and the corners of his mouth turned downward to match the movement of his brow. "Tell me what it is, friend," the elf said slowly, but steadily, not yet ready to loosen the tension on his bowstring. Now was not the time for games, and the Aragorn he knew was not the type to play them. There was something the man kept hidden behind those eyes, and it grew stronger the more they removed themselves from the ring. "There is nothing," Aragorn insisted a bit too harshly. "Perhaps it is the same thing which works to tire us so, yet harry the Orcs." His excuse was a weak one, and he knew it, but he hoped it was enough to sate the elf's sudden curiosity. In truth, he would not know what to say anyway. His answer drew a nod from Legolas, who decided not to press the issue for the time being. Again, he felt a knot in his stomach as he watched the ranger return to his wood gathering. Still, he could not tell from where it came, nor its reasons for settling itself so heavily in his gut.Maybe this chase was affecting them all more than they realised, or could understand. Watching the night swallow his friend, he nearly scowled. The elf stood for a long moment before finally scooping up his discarded pile of sticks and branches, and finally headed back to camp. Gimli was already snoring soundly. With a shake of his head Legolas said, "I do not think he would wake even if the enemy came thundering back over him." Aragorn had already gotten the first sparks of the fire going, and was feeding the smaller twigs and branches into the hungry flames before finally adding the thicker tree limbs. "I would call it a draw," he replied with a hint of a smile, "between sleep and slaughter for that one." Standing up, he brushed the remnants of dirt and splinters off his hands and stepped back. "You will take watch?" he asked in a moment of wry mirth that seemed so rare these days as he arranged himself for sleep. With a nod of his head, Legolas narrowed his eyes a fraction while he studied Aragorn. "Of course," he said simply, not realising he'd lifted his hand and placed it supportively against his abdomen. The man broke eye contact and set off in search of rest, while Legolas was left to turn his attention to the sky. He spent his time walking the land and singing softly to himself, but in the back of his mind, he realised the knot in his stomach was getting tighter still, and he set to trying to unravel it. Time passed quickly, and for once Gimli appeared to have as much trouble finding the dream world as Aragorn. Often they would wake and watch the elf as he paced to and fro, creating melodies and spinning them off into the night, and for the most part ignoring them. It was only towards morning when he was certain beyond all measure that there was someone there. He turned, glaring, behind him, eyes glistening and aimed toward the circle around the campfire, where his friends were sleeping. The fire bathed things in sharp relief, and his gaze was at last met, again a pair of intense eyes flickering orange and gold as a mirror of the burning wood before them. Mirrors which were, behind the flame painting, a steely, grey blue. "Aragorn." Title: The Breaking - Chapter 2/? Author: Keil Author's Email: keiltagh (at) comcast (dot) net Pairing: Aragorn/Legolas Rating: Currently PG, will increase Summary: Strange forces are at work against the remaining members of the Fellowship, but none feel it more than Legolas or Aragorn. Disclaimer: Characters and the world of Arda copyright Tolkien and all that, no money being made, utmost respect for his works. Authors Note: This chapter's a bit shorter than usual in order to keep the timeframe working without drawing it out too long. --------------------- The Breaking --------------------- Chapter 2 His cry seemed to dissolve. There was but a vault of blackness enveloping the frigid fire which was carving, into the orbs behind it, a deep contrast of amber and gold. Legolas was not about to allow himself to become transfixed at such an ethereal sight -- the fate of the Wood had long since accustomed him to the dangers the Darkness had wrought upon this world. In less than an instant he had drawn and knocked an arrow, aiming steadily in the space between those burning eyes. Scarcely a second had passed, but it was enough to set the elf's skin crawling with some foreign heat just beneath the surface; at last he was confronted with the source of his recent ill-ease, and he was determined to put and end to this now. In one smooth motion he increased the tension on his bow, careful to keep the path of his arrow true, as he stepped around the campfire so he might see beyond it. Legolas's focus was cleaved in twain by a sound that came scattered from his left, and he was forced to rely on his finely tuned reflexes to shift his balance, retreating backward to widen his field of vision. In the sparse moments these movements took, the sound had turned to a growling, and the small flames ahead of him came to the verge of burning themselves out. Vanished were the eyes before the elf's piercing gaze. He did not lower his bow. "What is it now?" The query came thickly, almost in a roar, and between the shadows Legolas could see Gimli rising swiftly from the ground, alert though he had just been heavy in slumber. His call to Aragorn must have woken the dwarf, but that Gimli had been roused in the middle of the night was not his immediate concern; his disquiet rested in Aragorn's direction, and it was there he turned his attention, his eyes fraught with worry. "Aragorn!" he repeated more fiercely this time, uncertain as to whether he had come to any harm. But the man was already climbing to his feet, pushing himself upward in a nimble motion with one arm and drawing his legs beneath him as his free hand reached for his sword. He was up only a breath after Gimli and casting a furtive glance around him for any present dangers, rubbing his jaw along his free arm's sleeve. When he saw nothing which posed a threat, he turned back to the elf with an eerily penetrating stare, the shadows thrown from the light at his feet exaggerating the angles of his face, making his eyes seem sunken and rimmed with black. "What is it, Legolas?" he asked, his voice sounding strained almost to the point of breaking. His grip flexing on the leather of his sword handle, causing the leather to protest slightly, and he recovered to the point his voice sounded only gritty, perhaps from sleep. "Do you sense something near?" "Did you not see it?" the elf asked with more than a hint of incredulity, finally lowering his weapon, though he did not relax the tension that placed his arrow at the ready. He lifted his chin toward the area between the fire and the ranger's bedroll. "It was just before you, nay, right on top of you I should guess, and you were unaware?" Without moving his head, Legolas let his eyes wander to the left and then the right before hastily looking back to Aragorn. The man cast his own eyes downward as if to look for signs left by this thing of which the elf now spoke. He was somewhat taken aback by the outburst, and the soles of his boots rustled the sparse grass as he shifted his weight. "What is it you saw?" Gimli, who had armed himself without hesitation upon standing, cleared his throat. "I saw nothing, nor heard nothing," he said, providing each of his companion with a curious look as he searched their faces. His words hung in the air until the elf finally tore his gaze from Aragorn to look at him. "And you, have you not felt as if something were watching us these last days?" If there was any panic driving the frustration evident in his voice, Legolas was not letting on. But it was obvious enough the fair haired elf thought something amiss. A deep frown marred Gimli's features, and he reactively turned in place as if he might now sense something to which he had so far been oblivious. "No," he said carefully once his eyes had fallen again on Legolas. He watched the elf for a moment, sparing Aragorn a surreptitious glance, and wondered if in fact his own senses might be failing him -- perhaps there /was/ something out there and he was too focused on one task to notice it. "What do you see, then, elf? My eyes are keen, but they have spent much time in darkness this evening, and my ears in quiet." He placed the head of his axe on the ground and rested both hands atop the end of the handle. For a moment Legolas appeared as if he could at any moment launch into a string of unwholesome curses, but his composure did not break, and instead he merely set his jaw with lowered eyebrows and stared hard into the dying fire; slowly he removed the arrow from his bow and slid it back into his quiver. Something was terribly wrong here, and he refused to consider that he might be losing his mind. Nay, it was not possible. "Then it must be nothing," he said finally, lifting his head and turning to take a few steps away from the group. "A trick of the eye, a mixing of exhaustion and inconstant firelight. The same black forces at work all around us which begin to plunge this land into shadow, and take with it all those that inhabit its borders." He was well aware how similar his statement sounded to the one given by Aragorn only a few hours earlier, but he desired not to let himself be forced into any other explanation. No, not now. "Perhaps some rest, then," Gimli ventures in earnest, though he held high doubts that the elf would take his suggestion with any measure of sincerity. "You take yours, Gimli, it is well deserved," Legolas said absently. "I will rest as soon as we have completed this quest, and Merry and Pippin rest safely within our guard." His voice was stronger now, but the eyes staring stoicly off over the plains were not shining with hope as they had in days previous. He breathed the night air deeply, letting it fill his chest and work to calm him. Wanting to put some distance between himself and the experience, he paced off beneath the light of the remaining stars. A half growl of protest was aimed at Legolas's back -- the dwarf wished, it seemed, to say something else, but had thought better of it and returned to his place beside the flickering flames. He settled himself on the ground, but did not expect to sleep again before the sun rose. Aragorn had not said anything after the elf's well delivered parry. Its meaning was certainly not lost on him, and, had their circumstances not been so dire, the idea of the elf saying he was addled by exhaustion might have made him laugh. All he could do now was offer a nod to the dwarf as his friend set out on a search for the dream world again; but he did not relax. His shoulders were strung more tightly than Legolas's bow had been, and he stood, turning his eyes to watch the last flame flicker out and curls of smoke spiral into the darkness that now surrounded them. As the elf retreated out of sight, the last of the smoke dissipated into thin air, and Aragorn felt a wave of nausea wash over him, strong enough to force him to his knees. He nearly fell to the ground as he crossed his legs, hitting the earth heavily and feeling some of the air leave his lungs. Resting his elbows on his knees, he sat in silence until the sun rose. The dawn broke without song, and the thought came unbidden to Aragorn that Legolas had made no sound he could hear in the hours since the incident. As the light began to pour over the land like a slow wash of tide, he could see his friend some ways off, standing facing the north and west, unmoving. He took in the scene with a little pain, and finally gathered his feet beneath him and pushed himself up. His joints groaned softly in protest; he had not moved since he had succumbed to near sickness earlier. He kicked at the mound of charcoal before him with a boot to see if it might flare up again, but it was too cold, and the remaining wood disintegrated into a thick black powder at his touch. Gimli had finally fallen asleep again an hour before, and his hallmark rasping breath was drifting up and down on the breeze. Aragorn grimaced, running a calloused hand roughly through his hair as if he might drag out whatever weighed so heavily upon him with such a simple gesture. He was no longer unwell, but a ghost of the feeling remained, as if he had received a fierce blow to the stomach and the pain had faded, leaving only a mark in its place. He took a moment to collect his thoughts, folding his arms across his chest and breathing slowly in and out. Finally, he stepped away from the camp, dropping his arms to his sides and slowly approaching Legolas. "I do not think you mistaken," the ranger ventured as he drew within several paces of the elf. His words were slow and considerate, as if it took great effort to form them and allow the sound to escape past his lips. Legolas did not turn, but held up a graceful hand instead. "We all hold our secrets, Estel, some buried deep enough it feels as if we might never unearth them. But there are those which would allow the Shadow that so readily tries to engulf the world to swallow us more easily." It was then he turned, his even-eyes like ice yet not unkind, for they were rendered dark with worry. "Something is amiss, my friend, and though I will trouble you no more after this unless I hold good reason, I ask you again to grace me with the reasons behind your strange silences and all the glances that fall askance." After a pause, in which Aragorn remained composed but silent, he added, "Do you think it so strange for one to find cause for concern when his friend will not meet his eye?" Aragorn could not help but feel somewhat shamed at this. He felt compelled to reach out to his friend, but kept his hands still by his sides, and somehow managed to avoid wringing them, or crossing his arms. "Of course I do not think it strange." He straightened his back but stood motionless otherwise, getting lost in the smell of fresh grass and distant rolling waters. At length, he lifted his chin. "I cannot say." Legolas's brow drew downward and he frowned, but he held the ranger's gaze. "No -- I mean it not that way." Aragorn hissed softly in frustration. "In all honesty I can tell you I know of no secrets I keep which would be cause for such regard. And if I know of none, either my mind serves to keep them from me, or else none exist." And it was truth, but he feared the possibility of the former, as his mind did seem to be playing at some unknown game. Often did his heart leap to beat hard within his breast, as if it might at any time burst though his rib cage, and more and more did his eyes rove to places he'd never before lingered a glance. It angered him, with visions of losing others as he had Boromir or Gandalf before him had been lost. He was no stranger to death or pain and had borne witness to more than enough atrocity to steel himself for anything. He could not corner the source of cold sweats and sleepless nights, and he feared it would get worse. All the sounds of the valley could be heard, and the rushing of the distant Entwash suddenly seemed deafening in the quiet that followed. It was clear the elf remained unconvinced, and perhaps had even taken some small injury at the words, but if he did, he was not about to dwell upon it. Aragorn found he could no longer keep his hands still, and reached out toward Legolas to put a hand on his shoulder. To his astonishment he found his wrist caught by a nimble hand, and Legolas took a step closer, his eyes reminiscent of a stalking cat. The ranger inhaled a bit too sharply as he avoided wincing at the surprising pressure being applied to his arm, and awaited whatever harsh words that waited to fall from the elf's lips. But none came. Rather, the blue eyes under the stern line of the elf's forehead were ripped from his and he felt them roving over his face, resting now and then before moving on. The entire thing lasted but briefly, and then his arm was all but thrown back at him and Legolas was gone, striding back toward Gimli. He balled his fingers into fists and clenched them so tightly his battered nails left half moons on his palms, and would have drawn blood had they been just a fraction longer. A defeated snarl escaped his clenched teeth and he shook his head in an effort to clear it. He had little luck in this venture. Legolas had not accepted his answer -- the elf would remain true to his word, but Aragorn knew he could not evade this forever. What did his friend expect? The recent months were no secret, the weight they each bore was shouldered between them all and attempting to unearth the things that might lay beneath the surface could do as much to weaken as to strengthen. Aragorn's anger flared at this thought, despite his knowledge he knew he was merely hedging the undeniable. His problem lay in his inability to decipher precisely what it was he fought to deny. A pain in his jaw brought him back to the present; he was grinding his teeth. It was a recently obtained habit, and one he should stamp out soon enough. A raucous curse split the air, and though he might have stood there forever, Aragorn made his way back to the camp, where Gimli was standing indignantly and attempting to stare down Legolas. "I would do the same to you," the shorter one said, glowering, "if I weren't sure your ribs couldn't handle it!" This earned naught but an arched brow on the part of the elf. Legolas acknowledged the man's arrival with no more than a locked gaze, and gave a wide berth to Aragorn's belongings. The tension was stronger than the new wind blowing in from the east, and Gimli eyed his companions as he quietly situated his throwing axes. While Aragorn belted his scabbard around his waist and sheathed Andúril, the dwarf attempted to divert the tension. "You, elf, need to calm down, unless you plan to run circles round the Uruks until they dizzy and pass out from exhaustion." For a moment it appeared to be a one sided exchange, but after a hard stare Legolas shook his head and laughed. "Better me than you!" was all he said before he took off over the grass. "Come, Gimli!" The dwarf gave an exasperated shake of his head which was easily countered by a good natured chuckle. Seeing that Aragorn was ready to be on the move, he hoisted higher the axe he carried and started after Legolas. Without pause, the ranger readjusted his quiver and took up his place in another arduous day of travel, chasing down the enemy. Another day yet of running, running: on without end. But today, it was not long before they found themselves outnumbered by scores, and surrounded with razor edged steel at their throats. Title: The Breaking - Chapter 3/? Author: Keil Author's Email: keiltagh (at) comcast (dot) net Pairing: Aragorn/Legolas Rating: Currently PG, will increase Summary: Strange forces are at work against the remaining members of the Fellowship, but none feel it more than Legolas or Aragorn. Disclaimer: Characters and the world of Arda copyright Tolkien and all that, no money being made, utmost respect for his works. --------------------- The Breaking --------------------- Chapter 3 At last they took their leave from the Riders of Rohan. It had been uncertain enough a meeting at first, as upon contact they had been surrounded, encircled by men upon their great war horses with long spears aimed at the Three Hunters like the spokes of some giant wheel. And if this was not a bad enough thing already, Gimli had done quite a job offending Éomer, the Third Marshal of the Riddermark, and Aragorn had done well to step in once Legolas had aimed an arrow at the son of Éomund before anyone could blink an eye. The ranger's words had safely eased the tension, and at length they had been lent horses of some of the Rohirrim's fallen men. Hasufel, a great dark grey beast, became Aragorn's mount, and a lighter but still fiery steed, Arod, had come to Legolas. The elf had sent both saddle and bridle away with the men of Rohan, and had leapt lightly up without use for such things to find the horse tame and eager beneath him. Behind him rested Gimli, who had not wished to borrow nor be bothered with a horse, and so sat gripping the elf, ill at ease as if certain it meant life or death. Away they galloped, covering ground quickly, and soon the group of Rohirrim were but a small, dark motion fading rapidly in the distance. The horses were fast, and they sped toward the banks of the Entwash and the trail of which Éomer had spoken like ghosts of the plain. The tracks of the riders that hastened back from the Wold were much easier to follow than the sparse evidence that remained of the group of Orcs as they had fled in front of the mounted pursuit. They hurried east along the trampled ground and toward the Wold, careful to keep enough distance from the trail to avoid marring it with the hooves of their own horses. Many times Aragorn would ride ahead and dismount, approaching the path and inspecting the ground -- crawling over every disturbance that caught his eye. Legolas found himself more often than not watching the ranger work, though rising beneath the admiration for the man's tracking skills was something that made him frown darkly, something he could not yet label. At last it became easier to follow a sparse trail of fallen Orc bodies than to keep up with the sights of marked earth and bent grass. Here and there along the way were twisted corpses, more often than not with grey feathered arrow shafts protruding from neck or chest. Afternoon wore on and still they rode, more hopeful now as the horses ate up the land in huge strides, and the distant mark of shadow that was the Forest of Fangorn came to be large enough to discern the presences of individual trees. Clouds hung heavy in the sky, rolling darkly and obscuring the sun, though rain did not fall. Because of this the light seemed to fade early, and more quickly than usual, but it was about this time they reached the edge of the old forest. In a large glade they discovered a pile of smouldering ashes, the remains of the Orcs that had been slaughtered in the recent battle. Nearby lay a pile of bruised and battered gear of war: cloven shields, broken swords and cracked helmets. In the centre of this pile, overlooking the smoking dead, was the head of a goblin impaled upon a stick, its empty eyes watching the burning bodies and looking after the departed soldiers that had earlier slain him. As well, not far from there, near where the Entwash poured from between the trees, was a mound of freshly tilled earth surrounded by fifteen spears -- the fallen Rohirrim. The riders dismounted, Aragorn stepping deftly out of the stirrups. Gimli had more trouble with this task, and despite the attempt by Legolas to assist him, the dwarf ended up tumbling to the ground and writhing on his back for a few moments. "You, my friend, remind me well of a stranded tortoise," the elf said with little, or perhaps no, attempt at concealing his amusement. Gimli struggled and righted himself before springing to his feet, shooting his fair haired friend a glare that might have struck a lesser being dead on contact and then strode away, mumbling something about 'fell beasts' and cooking. Legolas gave one last chuckle and shook his head as he slid effortlessly from the back of his steed. Leaving the horses picketed, they set to scouring the land as the light finally abandoned them completely, leaving them swimming in darkness once again. No trace of the little ones had yet been found, and each of the company could not help but feel somewhat heartsick as the possibilities of Merry's and Pippin's fates narrowed. It was with lowered eyes they came to make camp beneath the eaves of an old chestnut tree, whose dried leaves whispered softly in the encroaching night. Between the chill air and Gimli's insistence, they decided to build a fire, and the dwarf set out to gather wood. "'Tis not safe to cut from the living trees," Aragorn warned with a wary glance into the deep dark behind the populous trunks of the trees. "Make sure only to gather wood already dead for the fire, and do not wander too far." He settled himself with his back against the trunk of the old chestnut tree, hearing the leaves shiver slightly above him. There was no argument from Gimli, who was out of all of them the most suspicious of the ancient wood, and insistent upon keeping his axe at his side. Legolas stood not far from Aragorn, looking out across the Wold and into the eastern night. No stars joined them this evening, hidden stealthily in the pitch that stretched forever overhead. After some time, he turned toward the forest, peering keenly into the obscurity of the trees, and seemed to be listening to the distant calling of voices. Gimli was out of sight, busy collecting kindling, and the only disturbance in the air was a muted groaning that sounded as if it hailed from far over the hills in the depths of Fangorn, wafting down the slopes and busying the elf's ears. His mind left the sounds of the forest behind after a while; his skin had not crawled so heatedly under scrutiny since before their encounter with the Rohirrim, but he now discovered the uneasy feeling had returned to some degree. With a slight grimace marring his otherwise placid features, Legolas turned his head in Aragorn's direction. The ranger was lost deep in thought, else he might have taken notice of the elf's movement much sooner. A pair of penetrating blue eyes met his, and the seconds stretched on much longer than he would have liked, he thought, before he was able to rip his gaze away and banish it instead to the ground before his boots. Indeed, aside from discussion pertinent to the quest before them, there had been few words exchanged in the past day -- less, even, than the quiet days that had preceded that. Aragorn did not know if he expected the elf to speak, but no words came to his ears. Though he could feel the other's eyes seeming to pin him to the trunk behind him for such a long time, he found himself scowling and was nearly brought to say something himself. Even as he looked up again the feeling disappeared, and Legolas was now looking back at the woods. The rustling of leaves and the soft scrape of boot over rock signalled someone's approach, and but a few seconds later, Gimli appeared from the shadows with a bundle of wood piled so high in his arms it obscured half of his face. Their sheltering tree appeared to enjoy the warmth of the fire Gimli built, its higher boughs drawing downward and seeming to rub its leaves together like old, dry hands. As Legolas commented on the strange behaviour of their plant companion, they fell into a lengthy discussion of the ancient forest, and Gimli once again made known his aversion to its peculiar presence. The light haired elf passed on Celeborn's warning not to push too deeply into the heart of the wood, and the others nodded their approval. "You might be safer without an axe," Legolas pointed out rather cheekily to the dwarf, without a second thought to entering the forest unarmed. Gimli's eyes widened slightly as if he were appalled, and one side of his mouth twitched before he spoke. "If I didn't know better," the dwarf said, "I would swear you were trying to get me killed, elf." His voice was light-hearted but for a small tone that undercut it with a seriousness that proved his aversion well. Legolas flashed him a sympathetic smile, and they drew lots for watches. The first fell on Gimli, and Aragorn reminded him once again about taking only the dead wood for the fire, and to let it burn out rather than stray too far in search of more fuel. At last, the ranger and the elf each settled in their places and fell quickly asleep. The elf's eyes remained open and staring, almost unseeing, mixing dream world and waking world as his kind were want to do, fair hands folded across his chest. Gimli sat alert, his axes at the ready, listening, but for now the only sounds aside from the soft crackle-pop of the fire was the rustling of leaves all around. As the night wore on, suddenly there appeared a cloaked man, face hidden by the wide brin of his hat. Gimli started, but was unable to utter a word straight away. His stirring, though, roused the others as well as any words might, and Aragorn and Legolas both sat up to stare at the newcomer. The ranger rose to his feet and invited the stranger to warm himself by the fire, but the man disappeared without a trace beneath the moonless sky as soon as Aragorn had taken a step. It was at this point that Legolas cried out at the departure of their mounts, who had pulled themselves free and had perhaps gone the same way as the strange visitor, for they, too, were out of sight. The only sign of the horses was a distant whinnying from far off, and the three stood troubled before this new stroke of foul luck. The passing of the night was slow, after that -- they had decided it must have been the work of Saruman and there was nothing to be done for it at the moment. Gimli was relieved of his watch by Aragorn, and the dwarf headed readily to find sleep, though his hands never left his axe. Legolas resumed his place on the ground and rested open-eyed and motionless. The old man did not reappear during Aragorn's watch, and his only company was the wind and the branches that shifted and whispered, singing softly behind him. He wondered, though, how much of the noise was caused by the breeze. The fire burned steadily, and while he watched the blue and orange flames lick at the dry wood, he bent his knees and rested an elbow atop one of them, his fingers entwined in his dark hair thoughtfully. His line of sight drifted, moving toward Legolas's prone form, and though he was unsure how long his gaze remained there he felt suddenly as one who was falling. Having to drop both arms to his sides, he placed his palms flat on the ground to steady himself. He felt dizzy, and cursed silently under his breath. Reaching out then, and unsheathing Andúril, Aragorn withdrew also the whetstone from a buckled pocket on the scabbard. He held the sword pointing straight out from him and watched the fire trail bright lines over the gleaming metal, the light tracing in sharp arcs in an inconstant dance over the blade. He began to sharpen it slowly, so as to not make too much noise. His insides felt unsettled, as if they shifted in anticipation of something he could not yet fathom. It was not the hunt for their hobbit friends, and it was not the parting of Frodo in the days before. It was not the loss of any of the Fellowship, and it was not, for once, the path that fate seemed it would have him walk. He chanced a glance once again at the elf, and gritted his teeth before returning his attention to his watch, and to the task he had set himself to while away the time. The wind picked up briskly, carrying with it a sharper bite and threatening the fire. The ranger tossed a few more pieces of wood into the thirsty flames and watched the sparks that wound themselves upward in lazy loops on the heated air. For the time the fire flared up, much more of the area was visible around him. Though the shadows shifted with the movement of the flames, giving things a sense of false motion, he could see Legolas had woken, and was watching him with a look that might send him bursting into flames, or freeze the bones within his flesh -- he could not decide. Aragorn shifted under the weight of the stare, and, and he placed his sword slowly back into the scabbard. Replacing the whetstone as well, glad for an excuse to keep his hands busy, he exhaled heavily and finally let his weapon fall to the ground beside him. "My watch is over," he said, a question though it was phrased as a statement. The elf stood and took a few steps toward the fire. Seating himself across from the ranger, he did not break eye contact just yet -- at least, he was still focusing on Aragorn's eyes even if the ranger was avoiding his. If the ranger felt he could look at him in such away but not hold his ground when it was returned in kind, so be it. Above them the clouds began to blow away, trailing into ever thinning wisps and allowing a few stars to peek through in front of a field of black. "No," Legolas said smoothly, the firelight shimmering over his hair in much the same manner as it had danced over Aragorn's blade. "You are quite contemplative, my friend," he added softening his eyes though there was a light in their depths that remained sharp and unexplained. "And I do not believe your mind wanders to any paths we have so far taken, nor to any we might take in days to follow." Letting his forearms rest on the knees of his folded legs, he continued, "I know you will try to convince me otherwise." Aragorn straightened, feeling the bark press uncomfortably into his spine as he leaned against the tree. He drew his knees up a bit higher, crossing his arms over them to hide the bottom half of his face as he chewed a lip. "Then I will not," he conceded, and his brow crinkled in unspoken confusion. "Though did you not say --" "I said I would not again request that you reveal your reasons for silence, Estel," the elf interrupted, yet he made even this ill mannered move seem gracious. "But that is not my intent this night. I wish to know your reason for watching me so." His request was rather brazen and artless, and it threw Aragorn off more than a little. He was not used to such forthcoming from his elvish friend. "I --" The ranger found himself unable to respond, and he was forced to consciously stop his jaw from working in silence. He returned his hand to his hair, and his eyes hardened as he found a suitable rock toward which to direct his frustration. Realisation was slowly dawning on him, day by day, but that brought understanding no closer to his grasp. For this moment, he decided to be as truthful as his mind might allow. "I find myself wandering much, of late," the man said after a long stretch of silence. "I would ask your forgiveness; you must think me less capable of the wit and provision required for such a journey as ours." The corners of Legolas's mouth turned down slightly. "I do not think you unfit," he replied, remaining still across from his companion. "These days have set all our minds to trouble, immersing us in replaying the past or attempting to gauge the future. I do not find your preoccupations to be keeping you from the task, as without you we certainly would not have come this far, and still retain enough hope within our hearts." He finally released Aragorn from his gaze, but did not completely avert his eyes. The man could do naught but nod, relaxing his arms enough to let his hands come to rest on his knees. The jewel in his ring glittered harshly in the shifting light, and he thought he could see it reflected in the elf's eyes. "It was your eyes I saw last night behind the flames, shining as something, some/one/, I could not know, and so at first thought them belonging to some strange beast or demon behind the reins of Sauron." Legolas had restored his gaze to Aragorn's eyes now, waiting for the man to look up. Aragorn tensed, every muscle seeming to quiver in protest as his body went rigid. His chin snapped up, and he aimed a darkened look toward the elf with eyes that suddenly appeared ragged and red-rimmed. But his glance faltered once burnished grey eyes locked with icy blue. For a moment, his look became haunted, and he could not bear for it to show so he turned away again. Legolas had to say no more than this; it was clear it explained much to the elf. It came to him that his friend had complained not at all of feeling watched since that night, and for good reason. Aragorn had set himself the purpose of avoiding even looking at his friend once it had become a forethought for them all. He was certain that the strange occurrences and ill fortune in these lands did much to add to these experiences a sort of exacerbation, and it did much to lend reason to the extremity to which Legolas had reacted the previous eve. In truth, the ranger had been sitting quietly, considering the darker places that had made small homes in his soul when he realised that having his friend near somehow made them better, and yet worse all at once. He had been regarding the elf through the flames when Legolas had finally turned and called out. His silence seemed to be taken as an affirmation, as a voice at last reached his ears that he could hear above his rushing blood. "It is my watch, now. You should rest." So he offered no more words, merely stood and moved to the side where he had previously unfurled his bedroll, and lay down once again. He turned his back to the fire and he lowered himself to the ground, and behind him he was sure he heard Legolas's voice very quietly in the dark. "Ú-moe edaved." As the ranger had taken his shift on watch to sharpen his weapon, Legolas set about using his own time alone to fletch some new arrows. This was something he could do in his sleep, but he found himself taking longer than usual and putting an aggravated force behind each of his actions. When he had damaged a third feather with a violent motion, he sighed heavily and thought it wise to put it off, at least until he had cleared his head. As he took Aragorn's place in front of the tree, he leaned back and suddenly felt that ever present knot in his stomach twitch. He could not, however, tell if it was tightening or loosening, such was the ambiguity of the feeling. So he did his best to ignore it. Legolas set his eyes and ears to the lookout, and spent the rest of the night in stillness, letting the fire burn itself out. The pale wash of dawn greeted them with a bitterness that left even the green of Rohan feeling barren. Aragorn was awake when Legolas finally stood, and the elf was quite certain his friend had not slept since their talk during the night. Sparing Gimli a kick this dawn, Legolas instead placed a hand on the dwarf's shoulder and shook him lightly; he was feeling overly gentle this morning, even if it was only because he felt quite distant. This method of rousing earned the elf a curious look from Gimli, but he was not questioned further, and was rather glad for it. Instead they quietly set about fixing a small breakfast with their remaining supplies. It was not as rejuvenating as lembas, but it was a welcome difference, and still allowed their stomachs to feel full and their hunger to be sated in a more rewarding fashion. They deliberated on the loss of their horses, and the elf thought it was not the fault of the cloaked man the night before, even if that had been Saruman. The animals had sounded as if they had not run in terror, rather in joy, as if they were off to a reunion with an old friend. There was still nothing to be done about it, however, and they accepted that they would return to proceeding on foot, unless the beasts returned of their own accord. They would have to search for them later, as they had left an oath with Éomer to return them at the outcome, no matter what it might be, of their quest. Gimli was as silent as the others as the sun rose without offering much warmth to the land. He appeared quite aware of the strain that had tightened further over the course of his companions' watches, and he wished not to disturb anything that might lay between them. Instead of attempting conversation, he resigned himself to be contented lending what assistance he could in the search for more signs of the hobbits. Aragorn began at their encampment, starting to circle outward from the dead fire and making his way back in the direction of the location that had seen the battle of Orcs and men. As the day began to progress, none gave voice to the fears they all shared that the bodies of their small friends lay mixed forever in the pile of charred remains. The higher the sun rose, the slower they began to move, as if fighting something within themselves that arrested the movement of their limbs and turned their minds again and again to the rubble that had still not ceased smoking. A yolk rested heavy over their hearts as the ranger drew nearer the knoll of the battle, and Legolas let himself lag behind to search other areas. He was certain Aragorn must have heard the words tumble from his lips while the stars had still shone in the sky, as he had seemingly been powerless to stop them. It angered him, that sudden inability to keep himself in check, and, more than that, he was furious that he could not explain it, even to himself. Presently, he paused, standing to his full height and moving one graceful hand to settle atop the handle of the white knife in his belt, and let the other come to rest over his abdomen, fingers listing over the material of his soft over tunic. Before he had much opportunity to delve into his own thoughts, his introspection was cut short as a shout came from the distance; Aragorn was bidding his friends to join him at his side. Without hesitation his nimble feet carried him over the hill, Gimli's path meeting with his own along the way. As they crested a small rise they saw the ranger examining closely a spot of well worn ground. He had discovered something. It was not long before traces of a hobbit were found; it must have been one of the halflings, for despite the muddled footprints there were, beside a severed rope and a knife that must have cut it, crumbs of waybread. Only a hobbit would have paused in the midst of a chaotic battle for a bite to eat. The evidence suggested at least one had escaped, and they followed the trail toward the brink of Fangorn Forest, seeing where it disappeared beyond the trees. There was little to discuss; there was great need to follow, and follow they would. It was at once easier and more difficult to track within the darkening confines of the wood, but Aragorn kept the trail as they wound around trunk and under limb and over rock and branch. The air was thick and the bark of the trees a murky charcoal with strange patterns of lighter moss the grew reminiscent of curling smoke. Legolas was sure the outer edges of the forest were of no danger to the party, though the trees still shook fretfully with anger and sent hisses back and forth above the heads of the company. Although it had been their intent to avoid the deeper places of these woods, they had no choice but to follow each sign that was unearthed as it lay a path ever inward, and finally to a hill covered in strange tracks. From this hill, atop a great piece of stone they again caught sight of the old man in a tattered grey cloak and hat moving amongst the foliage below. Gimli gave great urging for Legolas to dispatch the man before he could approach, but Aragorn countered his words. Of a sudden, the stranger approached with great steps toward the hill, and climbed it to look up at them from the base of the rock. The three attempted to draw their weapons but found after doing so they were unable to hold onto them. It was with great despair Legolas watched his bow and arrow clatter to the ground as his arms willed themselves to his sides. With mighty leaps the man scaled the stone and stood before them, speaking as if he knew their names yet he did not give his own. When Gimli discovered he could again lift his axe, the dwarf prepared to strike the old man, and as the man and elf retrieved their weapons, once again they lost control of them. Gimli dropped his axe, Aragorn's sword burned in his hands and fell to the ground, and as the man cast aside his grey cloak to reveal shining white robes, Legolas at last shot an arrow high into the tree tops before crying out, "Mithrandir! Mithrandir!" It was Gandalf. The three hunters were awestruck, unable to believe their dear friend had come back to them. Legolas felt his heart swell and Gimli could barely contain himself. The reunited group set to exchanging tales, and the company marvelled at the wizard's story of his battle with the ancient Balrog. The wizard, in turn, mourned the valiant loss of Boromir at the Falls of Rauros. But all of their hearts were lightened further by the news that Merry and Pippin were safe in the care of old Treebeard, upon whose hill they now stood. With this good news, and the knowledge that the fate of Frodo and the ring was out of their hands, they decided with haste to turn to Rohan, and to give aid to the ailing King Théoden. The group, now numbering four, eagerly trekked back though the paths of Fangorn, though none quite so eagerly as Gimli. Once they reached the plains of the Wold, Gandalf summoned a great white horse, Shadowfax, to the astonishment of the others. Perhaps the only thing more surprising than Gandalf's alliance with this great steed of the Mearas was that their missing horses came running back at the heals of the white stallion. It could not be helped that the faces of the elf, dwarf, and man were all split with mirroring smiles. Their friends were safe, Gandalf had returned, and the horses had not been lost to them. Forgetting himself in the joyous moment, Legolas clapped a hand on Aragorn's shoulder and turned toward him, wanting, without giving it thought, to share his happiness. The ranger instantly looked back, but as their eyes locked, both smiles faded ever so slowly; their gaze held fast for a moment, though it appeared as though lightning might dash between them so charged did the glare become. The elf drew his hand back almost as if he had been burned, and, letting his gaze linger only a second longer than was appropriate, he turned away swiftly and stepped to Arod's side. Gimli was too busy speaking cheerily with Gandalf to take notice of the exchange that took place behind him. As Legolas swung himself adeptly onto the horse's back, he beckoned his shorter friend it was time to get going. Hasufel came to Aragorn at the ranger's call, and he climbed into the saddle, spinning the steel grey horse around to face Gandalf, who was in the midst of swinging himself onto the back of Shadowfax. The elf and man avoided each other's eye and set their concentration to the task at hand with no little ease. Aragorn's hands sweat lightly on the reins and he clenched his jaw. Legolas felt his hands slip just a small amount over the strands of thick mane he held in one hand. But such fortunes gave them renewed strength, and with hearts lighter than they could recall, they prepared to make off with speed toward Edoras and the halls of Meduseld. --------------------- ** Ú-moe edaved. -- 'There is nothing to forgive.' Title: The Breaking - Chapter 4/? Author: Keil Author's Email: keiltagh (at) comcast (dot) net Pairing: Aragorn/Legolas (brief implied Aragorn/Arwen) Rating: Currently PG13, will increase Summary: Strange forces are at work against the remaining members of the Fellowship, but none feel it more than Legolas or Aragorn. Disclaimer: Characters and the world of Arda copyright Tolkien and all that, no money being made, utmost respect for his works. Authors Note: Major assumptions in this chapter: -- there is a guest hall near Meduseld for visitors (ie: political/important) to Rohan -- it took enough time to muster forces that before the group were allowed to choose mail and armour that they might have been provided chambers for a short rest after Wormtongue's departure. --------------------- The Breaking --------------------- Chapter 4 It had been but a few short hours since the group had taken leave from the Golden Hall. Upon their arrival to Meduseld, Gandalf had carefully freed Théoden from the mist that had overthrown his mind beneath the Shadow and veiled his eyes to the truth. The king had seemed to wake from a long dream, and it was not long before the citizens of Rohan were rejoicing, the happy din rising from the streets below and filtering into the court. With more than a little haste they had submerged themselves in talks of the war that seethed on the edge of everyone's vision: of the probable moves of Mordor and Isengard, and of the Orcs now rampaging through the hills of the Riddermark. At length Théoden had sent for the collection of Edoras's forces with orders that every Rohirrim should be called to the ready with all speed. Gandalf unveiled the servant Grima as the snake he had become, uncoiling words over the king's mind and taking hold of it, pushing it into the murky water and holding it beneath the surface in hopes of allowing the Shadow to more easily engulf and besiege the kingdom. Théoden barely held his wrath at the revelations of leechcraft he had suffered at the hands of his once trusted servant. However, after some deliberation, Wormtongue's life had been spared, and he had been granted a horse despite the reservations of many. He was also given a choice: to run and never look back, or to stand and fight alongside his ruler and his people. But the king's former advisor had chosen to flee, and in leaving spat violently at his lord's feet. Preparations were in their final stages. The women and children would be readying for the protection of Dunharrow, and the men were already collecting to ride to Helm's Deep in the very north of the White Mountains. A small feast had been conjured expeditiously to celebrate the recovery of Rohan's leader, and Aragorn and his friends had been offered places in the king's guest hall to take what respite they may find following their mighty journey. It would do little good to have them suffering under the yolk of exhaustion in the shadow of the trying days ahead. Théoden called for them each to be taken to chambers within the guest halls, though Gandalf declined, wishing instead to keep counsel with the king. The elf, dwarf and ranger gladly removed themselves from the court and made their way outside the walls to the Hall's stone steps, and from there they headed down the dusty path that led to their offered accommodations. They walked in silence, save for the sound of their boots connecting with stone and the soft creak of the well worn leather of their gear. Gimli had been, as he so often was when faced with the opportunity, quite glad for a chance to get some rest, and he eagerly took the first room the court's attendant led them past. As they parted, Legolas was almost certain he already heard a steady rumbling filtering through the thick wood of the door. With a chuckle, the elf disappeared into his chosen chamber, as he had deemed the chance to at least was and change desirable. The ranger, too, thought it wise to make the best use of this time to acquire some uninterrupted sleep after so many nights going without, even if it was to be found only in a short span of hours. Aragorn laid his things on a narrow table without haste. His hands lingered over the leather of his belt as he traced the smooth surface to where it intersected the scabbard. He pulled his hands away, but not his eyes, which remained pinioned upon his weapon with heavy lids. The flicker of candle light bouncing shadows off the uneven stone caught his attention, and he blinked slowly before backing up and turning toward the bed. He pinched the bridge of his nose with a grimace, and rubbed lightly at the inner corners of his eyes. With a heavy sigh he fell onto the mattress, not even bothering to remove his boots. But he discovered his slumber was fitful, for the brief moments it came at all, and he felt more than trapped by the high walls around him and the dark, empty corners of the room. It was not long before he accepted defeat, and gathered his things to him, intent upon returning to Meduseld and the anticipation of war that was surely so palpable it seemed ready to set the timber alight. Aragorn's hand pulled closed the door to the room so graciously lent him, fingertips tracing over the cool metal of the latch before he drew himself up to his full height and turned to face the stone walls of the corridor. Dark tapestries rich in colour and texture decorated the passageway, each depicting the horses for which Rohan was renown; some appeared in battle and some within the strong but delicate imagery of the shields of the Lords. Directly across the hall towered another door of solid oak and dark brass, a mirror of the closed archway that led to his own chambers. Both had one torch burning boldly on each side, the four fires challenging the moonlight that filtered in through the unshuttered window. The ranger emitted a soft sigh through his nose as he stepped lightly over the flagstone and turned towards the night. Beyond the open stone he caught a glimpse of the moon hanging solitary in the pale sky, tendrils of cloud caressing it as if they whispered secrets only the night could know. The stars had not yet shown themselves, but the heavens above the hills of the city already wore a dark cloak which spun ever deeper as he drew his weapon from its sheath and held it still before him. With a frown, he let the sword of Elendil, and all it entailed, slice the invading moonlight, the clean metal inflaming it into a fierce battle with the burnished gold that cascaded over his shoulders from the sconces at his back. As the man's eyes swept over the blade's edge, the clink of a door hinge came to his ear. It was but a brief moment his muscles tensed as he strained to hear the anticipated flutter of footsteps. None came. He dared not wait another instant and turned quickly, lifting his sword as his shoulders twisted; he was only partly surprised to hear the collision of metal on metal echo back down the hall with sharp precision before it faded into the stone. Andúril had come to rest against the blade of a white elven knife, and as the rest of Aragorn's body caught up with his sword only an second later, he came face to face with Legolas. Neither moved to drop their weapon, rather stood and listened to the dying sound of clashing steel and carefully locking gazes. The corners of the elf's mouth were subtly upturned in a strange smile, and his expression quickly earned him narrowed eyes and a creased brow from the man standing opposite him. "You seem easily troubled tonight, mellon nîn," Legolas said quietly, his eyes squinting ever so slightly as the words slipped past his lips, seeming as if they sought to look beyond the shadows that partially shielded his friend's face. Without making any motion to draw back, Aragorn slowly allowed himself a deep breath. "I would do better not forget you can move as a ghost when you wish," he replied, his excuse deliberate in its deficiency, and the elf thought there lay beneath the statement a hint of accusation. The man tilted his head to the side as he spoke, one edge of his mouth lifting upward as a distant light flickered faintly in the depths of his eyes; whether it was something the remained unspoken, or merely a retelling of the torchlight, Legolas found it suddenly difficult to discern. With an abrupt motion the ranger moved his sword in a tight circle, dislodging it from the long knife, and brought his second hand alongside the first on its handle. He was not entirely taken aback when the elf did not retreat but instead recovered and brought his weapon down again, forcing Aragorn to parry with a sideways twist of his sword. There was a brief pause during which the man would have sworn on the Valar the elf smiled, and then blades were flying: blistering combinations of blocks, parries and thrusts, neither willing to give, or take, quarter. Certainly the clatter would soon draw someone's attention, Aragorn thought, though his focus did not drift or wane. Instead, he clenched his teeth and grunted as he put a new force behind his attack. This time he was surprised to find the elf respond in kind, and he growled faintly as the unexpected contest of skill began to edge across the line of a friendly sparring match. Sweat did more than bead on his brow, falling now in small rivulets over the angles of his face and matting his hair in dark curls around his ears and the base of his neck. Legolas was not subject to quite the same evidence of effort and was sweating only lightly, but the ranger could tell the elf was straining as much as he. Steel flashed sharply in the light, and the torches seemed to flare more brightly as the edges of the tapestries shifted in the wind of conflict. Finally, Legolas brought his knife straight down from above his head and Aragorn caught it on the cross guard of his sword. There the din calmed, and the sound dimmed and faded, but in their ears remained a steady ringing. The man's shoulders were angled at the elf's chest, their arms nearly touching and their eyes shining brightly. With a movement that was certain to do justice to his elvish upbringing, Aragorn lashed out with a leg, hooking it behind one of Legolas's and pulling it back swiftly. The elf was clearly caught off guard by this and lost his balance. Before he allowed himself the luxury of contemplating this move, as Legolas fell he was able to swing his other leg out with enough force to knock the ranger's supporting limb out from under him. The elf hit the ground first, his back crashing into the stone nearly hard enough to knock the wind from his body as his head cracked smartly against the smooth slate of the floor. A moment later he felt a weight collide with him from above, hard enough to finish the job of robbing his lungs of air, and he fought a gasp. Legolas blinked hard, trying to chase from his vision the stars that must have rushed in from the night, and when he opened his eyes, Aragorn was staring down at him, inches above his face, tendrils of dark hair hanging down to brush his cheeks with no more force than a whisper of air. He could feel the man's breath coming rapidly over his lips, and he swallowed thickly as he tried to calm a gasping that rose up in his breast. The elf's stomach twinged, causing his eyes to widen, but he caught in his throat the sound that tried to escape him and his gaze sharpened. Without warning Legolas collected himself and twisted his legs just enough to lock around the other's, mustering enough force from his prone position to flip Aragorn over. His hands fell to either side of the man's head as he reversed their positions, and he couldn't help but smirk at the shock apparent on the face so close to his. Now pale hair rained down from above to fall on darker skinned cheeks, and Legolas glared down at his friend, his lingering gaze smouldering cobalt. Just as the elf was about to push himself up, Aragorn's closed fist struck him squarely in the ribs. With a jolted expression of shock for being caught off guard twice in such a short span of time, Legolas made to stand with one hand cradling his side, and the ranger struggled to his feet once he was unhindered by the other's weight. As soon as they were both upright once again, the elf pulled back one arm, and when it came forward again it drove his knuckles right into Aragorn's eye. With that, he bent to pick up his knife and returned the blade to its place on his belt before stalking off down the hall, leaving the man staring after him. When the elf reached the juncture of corridors, one arm still held tenderly around his injured ribs, he nearly ran straight into Gimli. "I thought you saw everything coming!" the dwarf said gruffly and not with a little frustration as he was forced to recover with a quick backward step. He eyed Legolas with exasperation, preparing for whatever remark the elf might throw his way, but none came. His expression reformed slowly, and looked to his friend now from beneath an arched brow, seeing the elf's condition for the first time. Legolas had narrowly avoided trampling the dwarf in his hasty escape, stopping short just before he bowled into him, but he did not remain where he was for long. At the dwarf's comment, he narrowed his eyes and resumed walking with giant strides, disappearing quickly around the corner with steps that echoed behind him long after he had gone. Gimli expressed his astonishment with round eyes for a moment as he watched the elf exit the hall, but his face quickly melted into an annoyed frown as he shot a dark look down the corridor in Aragorn's direction. The man was still standing where he had been when Legolas had punched him in the face, his fingers palpating the tender flesh above his cheekbone and below his eyebrow. Removing his fingers from his head, he glanced down to see a small amount of blood on the tips of them, which he rubbed slowly between thumb and forefingers. With a quiet curse he used his sleeve to wipe what he could away, as it was already beginning to dry. Certainly that would never go unnoticed. "Oh, that's it!" came a roar from the dwarf's end of the hall. Indeed, Gimli was stalking down the walkway toward the ranger, axe in hand and not carried lightly. Aragorn would have sworn he saw the torches shrink beneath the sound, flames retreating into the sconces the light dimmed momentarily. "I don't claim ta know what's goin' on b'tween tha two o' you, but if anyone's goin' ta be beatin' the life outta anyone else, it's going ta be /me/ beating it outta you both!" As if to emphasise his point, he hoisted the axe in one hand and glared with eyes reminiscent of hard coals. "Now what was that lit'l display all about?" Aragorn blinked a few times and looked down at the dwarf before bending to pick up his sword. He sheathed his weapon, but kept his hand on the pommel as he stood straight again. With an exasperated breath the man said shortly, "Take it up with him, he started it," before stepping around the dwarf and beating a trail along the same path Legolas had taken on his way out. He did not stop to consider that his statement was not, perhaps, entirely true but was also incredibly puerile, and instead forced his mind to jump ahead to their imminent departure. There were things that needed doing before they left, and he was not about to let them fall to the back of his mind. In only a few long strides he had reached the meeting of corridors and turned down the one that led out of the guest hall. "He -- Oh, that's rich!" came the thundering reply, but there was nothing else Gimli could say once Aragorn had vanished, gone the same way as the elf, and he placed the butt of his axe handle on the ground thoughtfully. This was just what they needed, to have the man and elf fighting like spoiled children on the eve of a great war. Never had he seen a row last so long between the two. In fact, he was sure that aside from a few short disagreements, his friends had never found themselves at such odds before. He, however, was not one to dwell on such things without reason, and while he fully intended to follow through with his threat of a thorough pummeling should this continue much longer, for now he was interested only in the food and drink that awaited him in the Golden Hall. With a greatly heaved sigh, he shook his head to no one and set his feet to follow after his friends. The four companions reunited in their seats at the king's board. The food was already awaiting them and they quickly joined in, eating and drinking what they were able stomach well enough before they were to ride out once more. Aragorn and Legolas both faced the meal with little conversation, though the elf seemed more willing to partake in banter with the surrounding crowd than the man. Gandalf laid upon Aragorn a sharp eye at one point, but he said nothing and the ranger offered no words of his own. The wizard had noticed his new injury, and Aragorn absently lifted a hand to touch the split flesh before he returned to his meal. He did little more than stir the food on his plate into something less recognisable, the taut feeling that plagued his midsection was unyielding, and it ruined his appetite. He glanced over in Legolas's direction, but it appeared the elf was not having the same ill fortune as he in partaking of the meal catered them. He grumbled in frustration, or envy, he did not know, and returned his eyes to the plate before him as he resumed stabbing at the food, quite a bit more heavily than before. Upon finishing, Théoden wished to impart to each of them a gift, in thanks for their presence and their aid. Gandalf spoke of his growing bond with the great stallion Shadowfax, and the king gladly granted the wizard the greatest horse in his kingdom. For the rest of them he offered the choice of anything that lay within the armoury. They finally came arrayed in the raiment of the Rohirrim, though Gimli had no need for mail, as none could match what already covered him, made in the depths of the mountains by his own people. At the gate, the dwarf made reparations with the king's sister-son Éomer before the host of a thousand strong men set off into the distance, leaving Éowyn, sister-daughter of Théoden standing alone in sparkling armour and in charge of a still, empty hall. The sun began to fail as they rode deeper into the plain, falling slowly behind the hill and setting ablaze the gold fields that lay before them. Night crept closer, chasing the burnished pinks and blues finally from the sky and carrying on its tail a host of stars that sparkled lightly above them. The men could oft hear Legolas singing as he travelled along with the head of the company, and they rode for long hours before finally making camp in the wake of deepening darkness. They were not but halfway to their destination, and the wind was too warm for the time of year, a foreboding of what force rode strongly behind them, somewhere they could not yet see. They lit no fires in their uncertainty, and kept a strong watch. It was not long after the ranks broke and many of the Rohan riders had set up simple white tents in tidy rows that Legolas found himself faced with the rather unsightly wrath of the dwarf. Gimli had come to him with a sour expression and an attempt at intimidating stature just as the last light was finally slipping away behind the swarm of distant mountains. "A fine hit," the dwarf said, his voice low but rumbling nonetheless. "Now, laddie, the point of concern is, what do you intend to do about it?" Though behind his friend's apparent anger he could see a driving force of great concern, Legolas was faintly surprised at the softness of the dwarf's words given Gimli's contradictory appearance. His brow creased lightly as he observed his short friend, but he did not offer explanation: whether or not it was needed, he was not sure. "Nay, I know not what happened," Gimli said preemptively, answering the question that was brimming in the elf's eyes and made clear by his silent voice. "But," he added with a strange gleam in his expression, "I know quite enough. An' if you two don't settle it, this row o' yourn, I'm going to hav' ta do it for ya." He offered a smile, at the same time both impish and sad, as he clapped Legolas heavily on the arm. Without another word to Legolas, he turns on his heel and walked away, muttering something about youngsters and idiocy. The elf did not watch him leave, but crossed his arms where he stood and looked up to the sky. He absently rubbed a hand over the lower ribs on his left side. Aragorn might have walked away before it began, but then, so might he have done the same. The hand touching his ribs moved over his stomach and flattened there; it was almost as if he could feel the knot within his gut as a physical thing and it quivered at the memory of his injury's circumstances. His eyes shot daggers into the darkness, as if there he could find the cause of all this and slay it once and for all. It must lay out there, somewhere, the same thing that heated the wind and drove their enemies forth. It was the same will that preoccupied his mind and altered his senses. Yet at the same time he wished to destroy it, he dared not consider giving up this feeling though he might try to disconnect himself from it. The warm breeze wandered over his face and he flushed at the remembrance of Aragorn's hair tracing the contours of his cheeks. Valar deliver him, he thought as he closed his eyes -- these were strange fates, and he dared not allow them to become any stranger. Aragorn had been purposeful in his choice of place to settle for the night. He sat on the edge of the encampment, not separate but none to close, either, to the rows of tents behind him that were now the only things to stand out past a few feet. His gaze was directed westward along the peaks of the White Mountains that now were invisible to him, his arms draped loosely around bent knees. They should reach their destination sometime late on the morrow, and he expected they would have little leeway between their arrival and the coming of what forces drew closer from the darkness to the northwest, or the storm laden sky that growled silently in the east. Grinding his teeth lightly, the man cast his gaze downward and pressed one thumb heavily into the palm of the opposite hand. The night felt as a heavy blanket over the eyes despite the stars that broke though the black shield stretching overhead. He was glad for it, whatever else he thought, as he wanted to be alone, and it would make him more difficult to find among the small army behind him. Certainly, save by pure chance, Gimli would never come across him; though the dwarf might boast the sight of a hawk, in truth his short friend often mistook shapes in broad daylight, and missed some things altogether. It was probably something to so with the idea of dwelling beneath the ground, but Aragorn could not say for sure. The wind had grown stronger and came often in short bursts that tore at clothing and felt harsh against the skin. It was one of these gusts that Aragorn felt against his face that reminded him of his encounter with Legolas earlier that day. The air brushed over the cut on his cheek, and he lifted a hand to bring his fingers to the near fresh wound, his eyes thoughtful behind closed lids. When he made contact with warm skin that was not his, the man's eyes flashed open again and he froze. He felt fingers beneath his -- what he had felt was not the wind after all but someone's hand tracing the small gash below his eye. He moved his head back to break the contact as his eyes sought the source of the fingers that lightly closed around his. "Your words come back to haunt you," came a soft voice, melodic even in its subdued tones, and Aragorn quickly focused on Legolas. It seemed the elf had purposely approached him without a sound, like a ghost, and Aragorn could not help but exhale small breath of a laugh before his throat tightened and he furrowed his brow, his expression becoming strained. Legolas lowered the ranger's hand and released it, placing it on the man's knee before letting his own arm rest on his leg where he stooped next to his friend. "I am sorry for the injury," the elf said quietly, his eyes intently searching the ranger's face for a long moment, lingering at last on the cut before slipping back up to the stormy grey eyes. Aragorn swallowed, and managed a simple "Hmph." The corners of his mouth twitched shallowly in the direction of a grimace, but a moment later his face was once again masked. "I concede I did aught to earn it," he added slowly, a long time later, and not without letting his eyes rove to the elf's side. "And here I believe I might offer the same words of apology, but to your ribs instead." He lifted his chin along the same path as his eyes. The elf laughed softly, though where it should be a musical sound it seemed strained, and shook his head. "My side pains me no longer, whatever damage was done is healed, or nearly so," he countered. His expression was pensive, but retained the traces of that distant smile. "I might offer more, but you should not forget you began it," Aragorn added with a gesture of his hand, giving Legolas a sidelong glance from beneath unruly hair and then looking back out into the night uneasily. He allowed the heel of one boot to dig into the soft earth. "Are you claiming I fight dirty?" The elf asked ineloquently, attempting a sound of mock offence as he watched the earth gather in a small, semi-circular pile around the ranger's foot. Aragorn did naught but shake his head before letting the silence stretch itself near to the breaking point, even the sounds of the wild seeming to pause. "You fight well," came his clumsy reply at last, but he did nothing to elaborate and there was no answer from the other in the dark. For a long time, in fact, there was nothing, and the sounds of the night slowly began to return. Aragorn did not allow himself to look up, thinking at last his friend must have left him in the same silence with which he had arrived. He heard not even the breath that had just been falling so closely he could feel it against his cheek if he tried hard enough. His shoulders sagged under an invisible weight, but as he drew a ragged breath he felt the tips of two fingers trace again over the ruined trail of dried blood on his cheekbone, before the sound of footsteps retreated into the night. Tangling both hands into his hair, Aragorn stared at the ground beneath him for a long time, not truly seeing it in the dark, but knowing it was there, nonetheless. Knowing he would not suddenly disappear into some void below or find himself unable to stand. It was constant, and in this way somehow comforting. No matter the outcome, it would still be here in some form or another, and while this aided not the rifts that were ever shifting in his soul, it served to calm him in light of the uncertainties, of the things on which he could not depend nor set his heart. Friendship, love -- it made him sick to his stomach to think of losing those dearest to him. And as the first face that entered his mind was that of the elf that had just left his side, he squeezed his eyes shut and fisted his fingers around large tresses of hair, but the small pains did nothing to clear his mind. Others he saw, too, amongst them being Gandalf, Gimli, the hobbits, and of course Arwen. Arwen. Surely it was this tainted land that did not bring her to the forefront of his mind, and instead sought to stir within him the unknown, delving into his most hidden places and drawing out whatever fear lay within them and feeding readily on each one. It was this that caused his mind to wander and his eyes as well. It must be this. His breath hitched, and it was a long time before he looked up. When he at last lifted his gaze, the dawn had begun to paint the landscape with an angry hand, seeming to engulf the peaks of the mountains in the distance in red flame. His eyes immediately followed the path Legolas had taken upon leaving him last night, but he did not see anyone but the few alert Rohirrim. He did not know, either, what he expected to see, but he did not have time to dwell upon it, for the horns sounded and the camp came to life. Within an hour they were again on the move, riding on through the fiery dawn towards Helm's Deep. Title: The Breaking - Chapter 5/? Author: Keil Author's Email: keiltagh (at) comcast (dot) net Pairing: Aragorn/Legolas (brief implied Aragorn/Arwen) Rating: Currently PG13, will increase Summary: Strange forces are at work against the remaining members of the Fellowship, but none feel it more than Legolas or Aragorn. Disclaimer: Characters and the world of Arda copyright Tolkien and all that, no money being made, utmost respect for his works. Authors Note: In this chapter, because it fits so well and doesn't exactly throw off book canon (and I couldn't resist), I am borrowing a scene from the movieverse (rewriting only a mention of its occurrence and some actions taken, but imagining something like it happened). --------------------- The Breaking --------------------- Chapter 5 Onward they rode, the sun circling all too quickly overhead. A rider from the scattered Westfold's forces had come out to meet them with news of the remaining warriors. It was near this same time that Gandalf had taken leave for, in his words, a swift errand, though the Rohirrim held little store that he would return to their aid. Shadowfax carried the white wizard like pale silver on the wind out of sight and into the darkness, and the party rode ever deeper into the claws of the northernmost White Mountains without him. As the wavering veil of night began to draw across them from the east, their path turned abruptly southward. In the last misty blue shimmering of the evening, the great bulk of the Thrihyrne towered above them, its silhouette as dark its bottomless promise of safety beyond. Helm's Deep was within their reach, and they went now to the aid of whatever people awaited them within its walls. News had come of wolf riders loose in the surrounding valleys, but their need drove them onward. Of Orcs, too, they heard, but any bands they came across swiftly scattered and departed, leaving the members of the company chasing shadows. Up and up the trail finally carried them, and though the air was still warm it did not hold the same vague oppression of the valley wind; the riders seemed to exhale a long held breath at once. Behind them in the canyons and slopes they had not long left, they could see torches, small flames flickering in the distance that melted into larger, leaping fires that tore through the darkness. The enemy was behind them, and they were burning and despoiling everything in their path as they marched determinedly on in the wake of the men of Rohan. At last they reached the Hornburg, dismounting and sending their horses far into the heights of the Deep before beginning to ready what forces were available. They had perhaps a thousand men ready to fight, but many of these had seen too many years, or were young sons in the company of their fathers. Éomer did not hold much confidence in the timely arrival of Erkenbrand and the Westfold's remaining Rohirrim, at least those that were not the women and children already present in the safety of the caves. In time they drew all their men inside the Deep. Most were given orders to ready themselves upon the Deeping Wall, while the king and the men of his household took shelter in the Hornburg. The steady groaning of the mountain grew beneath the constant paces of the enemy, a small roaring that became ever more insistent as the seconds passed. They had little time before the stronghold would find itself under siege, and the men already prepared watched the distant red orange fires with the same anticipation a moth showed a flame. Their company once again down by one, the three hunters loosed their horses with the guard that had been spared to keep them safe, and their mounts disappeared into the heights of the stronghold to join the others. While they were already arrayed well enough with weaponry and mail, it was with a desire to take stock of the situation that they descended into the Hornburg's armoury. Upon arriving, Gimli apparently decided it was best to let Aragorn do whatever it was he wished to accomplish on his own, and he found a tall wooden chair in which he was happy to prop himself. Here he rested whilst the ranger and elf eyed the available stock of weapons and armour, watching it disappear steadily into the throng of men that came to claim what they could. It was when they realised how small their numbers stood compared to the sea of flame and steel that steadily approached the Deep that Legolas expressed his concern. The elf was sure it would be naught but a slaughter, and he pointed out the fear dancing in every man's eyes and as well that the able bodied were not all, in fact, entirely able. Aragorn responded with ferocity, taking a few steps in Legolas's direction and meeting his eye with a gaze carved with dagger; if death was their fate, he would fall by their sides, as one of them. Gimli was forced to hold the elf back as the ranger turned on his heel, leaving his belongings behind in his eagerness to remove himself from any company. He wanted solitude, yet at the same time he found himself desiring not to have to think. Certainly the forces they had mustered here at the Hornburg were not enough to defeat the hordes that had emptied from Isengard and stood upon their doorstep. But this was not worth considering. They must fight, and fight they would, with hope at least of holding off the enemy and inflicting as much damage upon their masses as possible. There may be no glory ahead, but he was determined also that there would be no regret. Aragorn stepped swiftly down a set of steps that branched off the hall, not too far from the rooms from when he'd come. His steps echoed harshly in his ears as he turned the corner at the bottom of the stairs. finding himself in a small corridor lined with windows. The pitch of night hung heavily outside, so coarse it lent no light to the hallway and left the torch fires uncontested and burning slowly. The ranger stepped up toward the stone sill of one archway and placed his palms flat on its cool surface, letting his weight shift forward to lean on his hands. He stared into the deep sky in hopes of catching a glimpse of some twinkling star or facet of moon, no matter how faint. But the heavens remained hidden from the word behind a sea of black bellied cloud. A sharp sigh escaped through his nose and he closed his eyes, letting his head fall forward while he breathed slowly. He wished to calm his nerves. The night air was thick and warm and did little to clear his head. It began to feel as though the more he breathed it in, the heavier his chest became. With a small, frustrated growl he pulled back from the window and, without turning, took a few backward steps. The air was no different, but he inhaled deeply again, eyes unfocusing to some point outside beneath the cover of night. He had not been standing there long when he felt a hand on his shoulder and a subdued voice reached his ears. "Aragorn." His anger not yet spent, indeed now flashing like an oil fire, the man spun without hesitation. He knew to whom the voice belonged, but it was as if the single word spoken by the elf gave cause to further incense him. He struck out as the figure behind him in a move that was not intended to harm, but that forced Legolas back up against the wall next to the steps. Aragorn held his forearm across his friend's chest, his elbow digging into the soft flesh at the inside of the elf's left arm and his hand grasping the opposite shoulder tightly to hold that arm in place. His eyes were raging clouds, and they unleashed such a fury in their gaze as to nearly cause Legolas to forget just who was there, pinning him to the wall. The elf offered no struggle, only held up his left hand placatingly and lifted his head back just far enough that he could feel his hair brush against the rough granite behind him. This did not leave much room between himself and the furour of the man only inches away. Legolas nearly closed his eyes at the familiarity of the warm breath he now felt against his cheek, but he forced them to remain open and in even contact with the silver blue pair looming so closely. He felt his throat hitch as he tried to swallow, but he was able to say one word in a clear, soft voice. "Estel." At this, the ranger's lashes fluttered over his eyes when he blinked rapidly, as if he were unexpectedly returning from somewhere not at all similar to where he now found himself. His eyes became taut and a distant wind seemed to blow the raging storm away, leaving behind only a cool, uncertain ocean that now searched Legolas's face. He did not ease the pressure with which he held his friend against the wall, but he did drop his eyes in an effort to take in the situation. His brow furrowed as if he were surprised to find himself standing as he was, bearing much of his weight on the arm laid across the elf's chest. With a ragged breath, he tilted his head upward, expression becoming drawn as he did so. When at last he met Legolas's gaze once more, the calm ocean in his eyes had once again become tumultuous; they no longer held anger, but a strange comprehension and the beginnings of a tide of anguish that threatened to overthrow them. Slowly, his fingers relaxed their grip and he transferred some of his weight off his arm. Though instead of easily leaning back, he stepped in closer to Legolas to allow his legs to bear the burden of his weight. The elf shifted only a fraction, acutely aware of his proximity to Aragorn but wanting to quiet the aches the rock pressed into his shoulders. He made no other move just yet, every sense attuned to the soft rush of air between them, the coalescing of fabrics that clung to their bodies and the heat he could feel coming off the ranger's skin. As he returned the man's searching look, his mouth pulled into a soft grimace. His friend's head fell forward slightly, and quietly, Legolas allowed his own head to drop until his forehead met Aragorn's. The man did not flinch, and he could not help but smile to himself. They stood like this for some time before the man allowed his eyes to slip closed. Legolas watched him with an expression worn with confusion and concern, but he waited, unmoving, and let his friend collect himself. It was all the elf could do to keep his breathing at some level of normalcy, or to lift a hand to the troubled cheek before him. The knot in his stomach felt suddenly as a beast that threatened to claw its way up and out through his throat, trapped there as be was between the wall and Aragorn's body, but he set his jaw harshly to quell the feeling. At length, grey blue eyes slipped open, this time tinted with a grave determination, and Aragorn let his arm fall away from his friend. It ceased its journey halfway to his side, then, and his hand came up once more. Reaching with a battle weathered hand toward the pale skin of the elf's face, the ranger swallowed thickly and inclined his chin. Their mingled breath traced warm shapes over lips with barely a trace left of the night air between them. "Aragorn..." One lip brushed faintly against another. "Legolas, I must--" the man said as he heard his name fade into the shadows surrounding them. But before his fingers could connect with anything, a hand grasped him around the wrist. Aragorn's brow quirked downward, but the firm grip was released and there came to rest a finger pressed against his lips. "Forgive me," was all the elf said, pulling away enough so that he might now raise the arm that was now freed and holding Aragorn's belt and sheathed sword. He dropped his other hand from the man's face and lifted a collection of leather and metal with both hands in offering, his mouth upturning in a smile. Aragorn inhaled a sharper breath than he'd intended as he felt the slight pressure against his lips disappear. He tore his eyes away to look down at what Legolas held for him. He was not entirely certain of the subject of Legolas's apology -- though perhaps it was more than one thing. He felt as if he needed a long drink to sooth the parched ache that sprang up so suddenly within his throat, but he nodded in thanks and reached out to take what was offered him. Not immediately trusting himself to speak, Aragorn let his fingers run over the scabbard and then grasped the sword and belt both. With a sudden, but slowly executed step backward, the man finally locked eyes once again with the elf prince. "Ú-moe edaved, Legolas." The elf's past words were deliberately returned to him, and his ears rang with their distant echo. Aragorn did not look away, and he lifted his hand to grip his friend warmly on the shoulder. Flexing his hand softly for a moment, he reached up to brush the elf's cheek with his fingertips. "Too often of late have we been seeking to render some apology between us." Before Legolas had the chance to respond, the sound of horns slicing though the walls of the keep reached their ears, reverberating off rock and stone and gliding down hall and stair to shatter the stillness. It was the final call to gather the Rohirrim. Battle was nigh, and it was but a final, lingering glance the two gave each other before taking off up the steps. Once they reached Gimli, Aragorn set off to join Éomer, leaving the elf and dwarf together to attend the forces gathered on the Deeping Wall. As they parted in the crowd, Legolas felt a hand on his arm for the briefest of moments, and then the ranger was gone. "Well, come on, laddie, yer not goin' soft on me now, are yeh?" Gimli growled as he jabbed Legolas lightly in the side. The elf started, turning with a drawn brow toward the dwarf, but he nodded and wasted no more time. He and Gimli took to the hall, setting out to fill their places and await the forces of Isengard. ... The battle was hard fought. Time after time the men had nearly lost the wall to the never ending flood of Orcs and Uruk-hai and the men of Dunland, such was Isengard's endless well of dark soldiers. At length, much of the wall had been destroyed in a blast of granite that decimated an entire portion; the Hornburg had been flooded with a black river of deformed creatures of battle seeping in through every hole in rock and stone. It was with a final rally of hope that the king and his men rode out with Aragorn in such a charge that nothing withstood their wrath. It was the coming of dawn that brought with it the return of Gandalf and a host of men at his heels. The wizard had sought out Erkenbrand and his remaining men, and they now came in a lasting charge that tore gaping holes in the legions of the enemy, sundering them into a madness that fled in terror toward the trees. It was from beneath these trees that they would never emerge alive. Théoden put forth his intent to join Gandalf on his passage to Isengard, and chose a host of men that would attend alongside him. But they had need of sleep and time to recover their strength, so they returned at once to the Hornburg in search of this respite. Gimli, who had at one heart wrenching moment in the battle seemed lost to them, had taken a wound to the head. The dwarf refused to allow it to slow him down, or prevent him from joining the journey ahead. His helm was nearly split, taking the worst of the blow, but he was in need of aid if the injury were to heal properly. Aragorn said he would tend it while the dwarf rested, and despite the short argument, Gimli finally acquiesced. Aragorn clapped a hand on Gimli's shoulder, careful not to jar him, and they turned their backs on the fields of dead. The fallen would be tended to and buried by those who were not under swift need for other duties. A small messenger party rode with happy haste past Legolas and his companions, and at once, in their wake of victory, it became easier to remember there would be a time for mourning, but it was not now. With lighter steps helped aloft by happy, if tired, hearts, the three made their way back to the Hornburg, carefully scaling or sidestepping the rubble that remained of the Deeping Wall. The ranger led Gimli to the bed in a small room and convinced him to lie down. The dwarf's cap was removed but not tossed aside, rather placed carefully onto the table against the wall. Within moments of being relieved of this pressure, the ranger's short friend was sleeping. With water and cloth and gentle strokes, Aragorn cleaned the wound on Gimli's head, humming softly to himself as he worked with care. Once the mud and blood had been washed away, the ranger rung out the cloth one last time before setting it side on the floor. He had already removed his belt and its myriad decorations when they arrived, and he stepped now to the table. He pulled the thin leather strings of one pouch, reaching inside to remove a clump of greyish green. Tugging some leaves from the plant in his hands, he chewed them slowly as he replaced the remainder back into the pouch. Turning back to Gimli, Aragorn removed the pulp of leaves from his mouth and placed them onto the wound. The dwarf stirred, but did not wake, and at last the man wrapped a second cloth over the mashed leaves to keep them in place, and to prevent them drying out. His friend should be in fine shape once he woke. Legolas had remained in the hall when they'd arrived at this room and set himself to pacing quietly and unhurriedly outside the open door. After some time, the sound of snoring reached him, and he paused, bow still in one hand, and stepped to the threshold. "How is he?" the elf asked, looking to the bed where Gimli's broad chest rose and fell seemingly without worry. "Exhausted," Aragorn said, slowly wiping his hands on another towel and letting that drop onto the table, his eyes on Legolas the entire time. "But with rest he will heal quickly, enough even to be quite himself once he wakes later. His stubbornness is no surprise to me," the ranger added, taking a few steps in the elf's direction. "I am glad." With a slight smile, Legolas looked from the prone figure of the dwarf and toward the man in front of him as he lifted his bow and stored it over his shoulder. He surveyed Aragorn with cool eyes, but the corners of his mouth remained slightly upturned. When the ranger made no move, the elf took a step back, leaving enough room for someone to pass by him. Aragorn's eye was caught by a motion of the elf's arm as Legolas gestured with a hand outside the room. The message received, Aragorn lifted his chin in acknowledgement and brushed past his friend, pulling the door closed behind him. His throat felt tight, and he lifted a hand to the fabric around his neck to give it a frustrated tug. Legolas was already striding ahead of him, and the man followed. His friend did not go far, as the elf merely wished to allow some breathing room should Gimli wake. They both came to a halt after they had passed only a few empty rooms, and Aragorn was surprised to find hands on either sides of his shoulders pushing him back against the wall without warning. The action was not rough, despite the pressure he felt from Legolas's hands, and thought this a taste of his own medicine, to which it would be foolish to object. The only thing the ranger offered the eyes now staring intently into his was a clouded look, one withered with exhaustion yet with something still glinting underneath. The skin at the corners of his own eyes crinkled faintly. Legolas leaned in close, the trace of any smile now completely wiped from his expression as he carefully searched Aragorn's face. The silence weighed over them as real as heavy winter cloaks, and it was almost to the point the ranger could no longer stand it when finally the elf spoke. "You take foolish risks, Estel." There was a hardness behind the penetrating blue stare that Aragorn could not place, but he could not deny the words rubbed him the wrong way. "I did naught but what was necessary to defend--" the ranger began heatedly, his head moving tersely with his words, but he was cut off by the force of his shoulders being pressed flat into the layered stone behind him. "No," came the short reply as Legolas moved in even closer, his knee brushing against the man's, though he made no move to displace it. "I speak not of risking body and life in war or battle," the elf continued with a heavy breath, and Aragorn's muscles tensed involuntarily. Legolas's eyes tightened somewhat, and he corrected himself without explanation. His gaze softened. "Nay, not entirely." His grip relaxed enough to allow the ranger's shoulders to sink forward from their harsh position against the stone. Aragorn's throat tightened and relaxed as he swallowed roughly, his jaw twitching as if he meant to speak, but no words came. A moment passed, and he lifted one hand to run it through his hair in a display of frustration. His action unseated Legolas's hand from his shoulder, but the elf did not withdraw it. Instead, he let it drop lower and come to rest flat against the centre of Aragorn's chest. The ranger ceased all movement for a second before allowing his arms to drop loosely to his sides. "Legolas..." he said cautiously, eyes flicking back and forth in their focus on the elf's face as he sought understanding. He could feel sweat beginning to bead upon his brow, and he blinked slowly as for a second, the world seemed to sway. He pressed his palms back, flat against the wall to steady himself. "The air is hot, can you not feel it?" his friend said at length, the sound of his voice distant, mirroring a look that flashed briefly through the elf's eyes as he broke the man's gaze to give a suspicious glance around them. Legolas blinked slowly as if clearing himself from the fog of some uncertain thought and again met Aragorn's gaze. "It seeks to seep into all of us with some invisible malice, to twist beyond recognition whatever it might find within its grasp." There was hardly any room left between them, but he stepped closer, and the fingers that lay against Aragorn's chest curled just enough to pull some fabric into their hold, and then stilled. Aragorn's figure slumped slightly, his head falling forward as he sighed. His hands were still at his sides against the stone, for he feared moving them just yet. "I can," the man said at last; the atmosphere was thick with something none of them had yet been able to discern, and it had not dissipated with the defeat of Saruman's forces. His mind was reeling and his eyes tilted downward to the slender fingers caught up int he cloth of his shirt: just above his heart. Aragorn took a deep breath, lifting his gaze back to the elf's face, watching the shifting paths of gold trimmed shadows the firelight cast over his soft features. "Legolas--" he began again, but before more words could tumble past his lips, he felt the remaining weight recede from his shoulder and the strikingly familiar feel of fingers against his mouth. "It sets the mind to a fever," the elf said, his expression becoming grave and his eyes unmoving as he regarded Aragorn. "And seeks to entangle one's thoughts until it becomes unclear which come from the heart, and which arrive from some place unknown and ignoble." Legolas fell silent for a moment, his eyes becoming hooded. He dropped a hand back to Aragorn's shoulder, leaving the man's mouth unhindered. When again he spoke, his voice was muted and his eyes remained downcast, staring at the fibre he held tightly in his other hand. "It wishes to make us forget ourselves, at times..." Legolas remembered well enough his friend's unanticipated reaction to his initially friendly ambush in the guest halls of Edoras. While the elf had not felt compelled to antagonise the man further, neither had he been willing to allow Aragorn to enforce such an upper hand while he merely walked away. The ranger licked his lips and let his upper body rest more heavily against the wall. His friend was right; he had been forgetting himself more often of late, and coming to blows with Legolas had so far been the most obvious consequence. And the way he had turned on him just before the battle had begun. His brow furrowed deeply as his eyes ceased flicking back and forth in the only evidence of any internal conflict. "And you mellon nîn, do you find yourself so troubled?" His gaze steadied itself on the face of his fair friend, and one hand left its supportive place on the stone behind him to be placed on the elf's shoulder. Legolas shook his head, his attention refocusing at the offered contact. "I feel it strongly, around us all, but it is not my heart that causes me worry." At this, his blue eyes locked with the grey across from him, and he lifted his chin. "Not your heart," Aragorn repeated slowly, his voice strained and low in his throat. His face flushed with a suddenness that caught him well off guard, and he broke eye contact with the elf to turn his head aside. He found himself locking his jaw in an attempt to bite back something to which he was not quite able to give a name but that made him feel as if he'd been hit hard in the gut. Absently, the ranger lifted his other hand off the wall and laid it across his stomach, brushing against the elf's wrist where his friend still clutched his over shirt. The feeling caused his throat to constrict and drew his concentration back to Legolas. "Ú hûn lîn, sennui nîn," Aragorn said, the tone of his voice regaining a warm composure. The firelight flickered mutedly off a background of grey, distant flashes of lightning in a motionless rain storm. Legolas proffered a subdued smile, and at last let his fingers loose on the fabric as he dropped both hands to his side. Aragorn started faintly at the loss of contact, but allowed himself to do nothing more. "I do not question that you remember who awaits you at journey's end," was all the elf said before he stepped back from the ranger, his boots soundless over the flagstone. Aragorn could not help but believe the elf could at that moment see straight through him, piercing clothes and flesh and staring sharp eyes at the heart that now pounded so strongly within his breast; it kept tempo with the breaths that came and went so rapidly. Of course he had not forgotten, never lost the knowledge of the sacrifice so freely offered him, nestled quietly away in its own recess within his chest. Even in his brief visitation to this memory of Arwen he knew it could not fade, no matter what influence sought to twist or remove it completely from the depths of his soul. But elsewhere within him, there was a turbulence growing ever less intense in its uncertainty, and ever more ardent in its insistent presence. It was this, too, that Legolas saw, and he was sure now it was one aspect of the elf's concern. He nodded, his shoulders falling with a heavy sigh beneath the weight of his burgeoning mistrust in himself. Yet he knew not why Legolas should be so worried about this; certainly, despite the existence of feelings of which he was growing well enough aware, the acknowledgement of possible causes should remain prominent enough in his mine to prevent any more uncouth reactions. Unless -- Aragorn's eyes lifted with immediacy and he pinned the elf under a steady gaze. What exactly was the elf saying? "Legolas, is there something --" The ranger's question was cut off as promptly as it had begun, severed, but not before the meaning had sprung deftly to hang in the air like a shield between them. Aragorn could feel the air change as the elf took another step backward and placed a palm on the handle of the knife in his belt. "The sound of snoring has ceased. I think Gimli must be awake," the elf said, lifting the other hand in a way that brooked no argument as he turned his head in the direction of the dwarf's room. "Someone should go to him before he rouses himself and causes further injury." His pale face still held a smile, but it was not reflected anywhere in the depths of blue above that Aragorn could see. The man half opened his mouth to speak, but the look on the elf's face made him think better of it. He settled for a nod, ignoring the sharp twinge beneath his ribs. Again, he conceded his friend was right; he must be more attentive and careful in discerning what was real and what was not. This was but a figment, some ethereal wand