FIC: "The Hand of the King” AUTHOR: Dalogas Graywolf PAIRINGS: Legolas/Aragorn WARNING: Homosexual relationships and acts. Nothing kinky, but definitely down and dirty at times (we're talkin' NC- 17, folks). You gotta problem wit dat? Here's a tip: DON'T READ IT!!! RATING: NC-17 DISCLAIMER: Characters not mine. I'm just a guy who loves guys loving guys, filling in some gaps, with all due respect to Tolkien. SUMMARY: While recovering from Moria in Lothlórien, the Fellowship discovers a mysterious phenomenon that could threaten the future of all. ARCHIVE: Please ask. FEEDBACK: dalogasgraywolf@hotmail.com YAHOO GROUP: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/dalogasgraywolf/ BETA READER: Elfscribe (Luv ya) DEDICATION: “The Hand of the King” was written as an expression of love for my partner, Jon, who at times is my Legolas, and other times my Aragorn. Gerich veleth nîn, Jonathan. Thank you for loving me so completely. “My heart will be yours until the end of time.” THE HAND OF THE KING by Dalogas Graywolf “ . . . It seemed to him that he had stepped over a bridge of time into a corner of the Elder Days, and was now walking in a world that was no more. In Rivendell there was memory of ancient things; in Lórien the ancient things still lived on in the waking world. Evil had been seen and heard there, sorrow had been known; the Elves feared and distrusted the world outside; wolves were howling on the wood’s borders; but on the land of Lórien no shadow lay.” – The Fellowship of the Ring I. MEETING AGAIN, AS IF FOR THE FIRST TIME Chapter 1 Aragorn knew Lothlórien was safe, but he felt apprehensive nonetheless. Boromir’s words echoed in his head. “I will find no rest here,” the warrior had said. “I heard a voice inside my head. She spoke of my father and the fall of Gondor. She said to me, ’Even now there is hope left.’ But I can’t see it. It is long since we’ve had any hope.” Hope. Gandalf had carried the last remnants of hope into the abyss when he fell. Aragorn stood by a silver pool of water, staring at the moonlight reflecting off its shimmering surface. He was numb. All of his grief and despair he kept at bay, an internal battle more fierce than any swordfight he had ever fought. He had left Boromir and the rest of the Fellowship as they slept. Although he had tried to sleep, he shared Boromir’s despair of finding any rest tonight. His dreams were more perilous than the road before them. In his dreams, Arwen held him and stroked his hair, offering her solace to his pain. He dared not accept it. For as soon as he allowed himself to release the darkness threatening his resolve, all was lost. He feared that he would not be able to find his way back. He must maintain control. For he was needed. The Halflings needed his protection and Boromir needed his leadership. He wasn’t certain what Gimli needed, but felt the dwarf looked to him for direction. Even Arwen needed him to understand and accept her sacrifice, something he would never be able to do. The only one who didn’t seem to need him was Legolas. The mysterious elf prince was ever at his side, but never needing assistance. Aragorn was thankful for that. He already felt pulled in too many directions, and had little left to give to anyone. He hadn’t seen Legolas for several hours, and wondered where he might be. He assumed the elf was with his kindred. A prince needed to fulfill his ambassadorial duties, after all. Nevertheless, he missed the elf’s reassuring presence, and was descending into despair. The only thing halting his fall was his resolve. And that brink was growing more perilous with each passing moment. He sank to the soft grass beside the pool and sighed deeply. He was suddenly aware that he had not bathed in days, and his odour offended him. He pulled off his right boot, and then his left. He looked around, feeling as if he were being watched from the shadows, and then chastised himself for forgetting where he was. He stripped to the waist, and then waded into the silver pool to bathe. Chapter 2 “It is long since we’ve had any hope.” The night breeze carried Boromir’s lament to his Elven ears. He watched as Aragorn sat beside the grieving man, and then turned away. He felt as if he were intruding, even though he stood a fair distance away from the two humans as they discussed the beauty of their homeland. Legolas could not understand the appeal of hulking cities of stone, with little or no flora. How could anyone live like that, let alone be happy to do so? Humans were indeed a mystery. He left them to their reverie and began to explore the area surrounding the pavilion that had been prepared for them. He had long desired to see Lothlórien, and would take this opportunity, grievous though it may be, to acquaint himself with the forest, which seemed vibrant, even though it was well into night. It reminded him of the beauty of the Lady Galadriel, full of strength and grace, with an edge of danger. He walked until he came upon a silver pool. The moonlight reflecting off the surface soothed him, and he soon found himself kneeling on the grassy bank. The fall of Mithrandir was still a mystery. He remembered watching the hobbits outside the tomb that was Moria. Their forlorn grief had broken his heart. Gandalf was gone? How could that be? The loss of the Grey Pilgrim finally penetrated his confusion, and his own grief overtook him. His sobs were deep, but quiet. His nobility precluded any hysterics. As his grief poured out from him, he opened himself up completely to the communion with the forest and was slowly filled with its beauty and power. It was not a rush of energy, but rather a slow rising tide. It filled every dark corner of his wounded spirit like the sun breaking over a distant mountain peak, until it ultimately overtook him completely and he collapsed, tears of grief transformed into tears of joy. Seeing the streaks his tears left on his skin, he realized that he still carried the dust of Moria, and wished to rid himself of it immediately. He removed his clothing and waded into the pool, discovering it was deeper than it appeared, allowing him to submerge without having to lie down. The opposite bank was shrouded with a bank of dense shrubs, creating a home for any number of woodland creatures. After swimming around a bit, Legolas began to scrub his skin in earnest. He undid the braids in his hair, allowing it to fall around his shoulders and back. Diving headfirst into the water, he scrubbed his hair and scalp until the strands squeaked between his fingers. Having completed his bath, he lay floating on his back, staring at the moon. His hand roamed sensuously over the muscles of his chest and abdomen, his nerve endings still buzzing from the communion. He was surprised to discover that he was becoming aroused. This had not happened in quite a while. The image of Aragorn placing a reassuring hand on Boromir’s shoulder flashed across his mind. Now where did *that* come from? Before he could draw any conclusions, he heard footsteps approaching. Not wishing anyone to witness his arousal, he quickly submerged and surfaced under the canopy of the opposite bank. He remained very still to avoid creating any ripples on the water’s surface, thereby betraying his presence. The surface had scarcely cleared before the intruder appeared in the clearing. Legolas recognized the human gait, trained by elves for stealth. Aragorn walked as if Moria were caving in on him, so great was the burden he carried. He walked slowly to the pool, seemingly hypnotized by the shimmering moonlight. He stood at the edge and stared into the water. Then after a moment, he fell to his knees and sighed heavily. Legolas was surprised to find that he had not taken a breath since the man entered the clearing. Recalling his earlier indiscretion, he inhaled quietly. His nose wrinkled, mirroring the ranger’s expression of distaste. Legolas hoped Aragorn would bathe, if for no other reason than to remove the stench. Aragorn apparently shared his thought, as he removed his boots, stripped to the waist and entered the pool. Time slowed to a crawl as Legolas watched Aragorn bathe. His Elven eyes were able to discern the smallest detail, and Legolas memorized the man’s body, fascinated by its bestial ruggedness. The body hair of humans was considered distasteful by many of his kin, but Legolas found himself fascinated by it. The man submerged himself, then stood up, running his fingers through his hair. Legolas saw that the hair on the man’s forearms crept over his wrists and covered the back of his hands. Confused memories washed over him as he remembered his first encounter with Aragorn. ******************************************** Legolas had been to Rivendell many times, but this time was different. His father had received a summons from Elrond for an important meeting of the Council. Details had been withheld, but it was clear that dire circumstances lie behind the summons. The prince dreaded having to share the news of Gollum’s escape. He took some small respite from the fact that the creature had apparently been kidnapped by Orcs, for some hidden purpose. Nevertheless, he felt obligated to do whatever necessary to atone for his people’s weakness of heart. He had already spoken to Gandalf, humbly apologizing for failing to fulfill the wizard’s directive. Gandalf absolved him and his people of any blame. “He had help, you know. Kindness of heart and willingness to believe a creature can change should never be the subjects of regret. Be at peace, young prince.” Legolas now searched for Estel, the human raised in the house of Elrond, to extend his apologies. Although Gandalf had forgiven him, Legolas needed to receive absolution from the ranger as well. He encountered the Lady Arwen in the antechamber of the Hall of Elendil. He dipped his head and placed his hand over his heart in deference as she approached. “My Lady, can you tell me where I may find the one named Estel?” Arwen looked into his eyes as if she were looking into his very soul. Her time with the Lady Galadriel had transformed her into a being of great power and compassion. And sorrow. He could see it in her eyes. She knew things hidden from others. Her sight extended beyond the physical and into the realm of mystery. “Prince Legolas.” Her voice was tinged with sadness, but sounded like music to his ears. “Be strong, for he will need you. Lend him your strength when he has lost his way, for I shall not be there to comfort him.” Legolas furrowed his brow, confused by her words. “My lady, I would do as you ask, if only I understood. I do not know this Estel, and know not what strength he may need. You speak as if a journey lies before us both.” “Indeed. A perilous journey that will claim many lives to save many lives. The destinies of the Man King and the Elven Prince will forever be intertwined.” “Man King, my Lady?” “Estel is the name our people gave to him when he came to us. Among his own, he is Aragorn, son of Arathorn, heir of Isildur.” Legolas was surprised that his father had not mentioned this fact. Estel had delivered Gollum to Mirkwood while Legolas was away, and the prince missed meeting this mysterious human about whom he had heard so much. “You will find him within.” She fixed him with her gaze once more, touched her hand to his heart. “Be true.” She leaned forward to kiss him on the cheek, then turned and walked away. Legolas was not entirely sure what to make of this encounter. What journey could she see? Did it have something to do with tomorrow’s council? Legolas did not linger in contemplation, turning his attention to the grand hall beyond. As he entered the room, a figure stood with his back to him, silhouetted against the shaft of light illuminating the shards of Narsil. The man raised his arm and reached into the light to touch the hilt of the sword. The hands were rough, but they stroked the handle with great tenderness. The back of the hand and fingers were dusted with dark hair leading up the wrist and disappearing into the sleeves of the man’s tunic. Legolas felt his breath catch unexpectedly in his chest. His quiet gasp halted the hand in mid-stroke. Inexplicably nervous, Legolas felt the need to speak into the silence. “Aragorn?” “Yes?” The man did not turn. He did not move at all. “I am Legolas Greenleaf, son of Thranduil, of Mirkwood.” “I know who you are, Prince Legolas.” “If you know me, then please allow me to know you, and show me your face.” The man then turned to face Legolas, still in silhouette. Legolas took a step closer, and the man reciprocated, stepping into the light. Legolas had never seen a face so handsome. The man’s strong jaw was softened by a peppered beard, closely trimmed. His dark brown hair hung in waves of silken locks, barely reaching the man’s shoulders. The man’s piercing grey eyes looked directly into Legolas’ own, rendering him momentarily mute. The man held out his right hand in greeting. “I am Aragorn, son of Arathorn.” Legolas reached out and grasped the extended hand. As he did, a sudden vision flashed across his mind. He saw himself on a tremendous wall, fighting side by side with Aragorn in the pouring rain against a seemingly endless army of Orcs. “It is an honor to meet the Golden Prince of Mirkwood. Your father was a most gracious host last I ventured into your realm. Be welcome in the house of Elrond.” The man’s words reached him through a fog. He shook his head, hoping to shake the vision from his mind. “Prince Legolas?” Aragorn wore a face of concern. “Are you well?” The elf forced himself to focus on the man in front of him. “It is an honor to meet the heir of Isildur.” Aragorn cocked his head to one side and asked, “Is it possible that we have met before?” “No, we have not.” “”Tis strange,” the man mused, with a puzzled expression on his face. Legolas was finding it difficult to maintain the conversation. There was something about this man that made him feel strangely excited. His heart raced and he was repeatedly reminding himself to breathe. Forces beyond his comprehension were at work here, and the only thing he could think of was extricating himself from this moment so he could regain his composure. “Thank you for your welcome, Aragorn. I will withdraw now to prepare for tomorrow’s council. I look forward to seeing you there.” He deferred and turned to go. “It was good to finally meet you, Prince Legolas.” He turned back to face the man. Their eyes locked for a long moment. “And you as well.” Another long moment, and then Legolas broke his gaze and left the room. Outside in the antechamber, he stopped and supported himself against the wall. “What sorcery is this?” he muttered. “My body betrays me. Is this magic or madness?” He drew himself up, mustering all the self-control he could find, and walked away without looking back. He didn’t realize until later that, in his confusion, he had neglected to ask Aragorn’s forgiveness for Gollum’s escape. Unfortunately, that would have to wait until tomorrow’s council. Tonight, he had to find some way to pull himself together and focus on whatever crisis may be at hand. ******************************************** Legolas scrutinized the Dúnadan standing motionless in the center of the pool. The stark contrast between the man he met in Rivendell and the man who stood before him now was disturbing. The desolation of spirit was palpable, and Legolas longed to assuage the man’s despair. As in Rivendell, he was inexplicably compelled to speak the man’s name. Chapter 3 The water was cool on his skin, but Aragorn took no comfort from it. As he slowly walked into the pool, Boromir’s words continued their litany. It is long since we’ve had any hope. It is long since we’ve had any hope. It is long since we’ve had any hope. When he reached the center of the pool, he submerged himself and then stood up, running his fingers through his hair. He stopped with his hands locked behind his neck. It is long since we’ve had any hope. It is long since we’ve had any hope. His arms slowly dropped to his sides as he stared into space. He was losing. Losing the fight. Losing his courage. Losing his resolve. Losing himself. “Aragorn?” He heard his name, but did not have the energy to be alarmed. “Aragorn,” the voice repeated. He looked up to discover Legolas standing a few feet away from him in the water. He looked into the elf’s eyes and found a well of compassion he was not expecting. His wall began to crumble. A gasp of panic escaped him as his defenses began to give way. He gritted his teeth and fought to maintain his resolve. He would not allow the dark wings beating around his head to breach the barricade around his heart. He clenched his fists and struggled to keep from trembling. The elf watched him with an expression of sadness on his face, his head tilted to one side, as if imploring Aragorn to release his grief. An enormous fissure was forming in his fortification, and he could feel all control slipping away. A choked sob managed to break through, and then the dam gave way. The tears flowed, trailing down his cheeks and disappearing into his beard. Legolas stepped toward him and embraced him tightly. Aragorn was unable to hold back any longer, and his anguish broke through, wracking his body with deep sobs of grief and loss. He wrapped his arms around the elf’s torso, clinging to him as a drowning man will cling to driftwood. Legolas held him as he surrendered completely to his emotions, burying his face in the elf’s neck. In a dark corner of his mind, it registered that the handsome elf was naked, but it was quickly washed away by the flow of tears. Later, after the sorrow had run its course and Aragorn had regained his composure, Legolas held him by the arms and looked him over. “You look terrible,” he said with a wry smile. Aragorn was surprised to find that he was able to smile back in return. He probably did look terrible. “I’ll return in a moment. Finish your bath,” instructed the naked elf as he walked out of the pool and disappeared into the trees. Aragorn complied as he watched for his companion’s return. He stripped off his leggings and tossed them on the large rocks at one end of the pool. He had never been much of an exhibitionist, but found the experience oddly exhilarating. The elves felt no shame of the naked body. Until he was a young man, Aragorn had never thought twice about nudity, his own or others. It was only when he ventured out into the world of Man that he discovered the vulnerability and shame humans associated with the naked body. He had adopted the new conservancy not from any sense of shame, but rather as a form of defense. The heavy protective clothing he now wore served two-fold as a suit of emotional armor. He covered his body as he covered the light of his heritage, not feeling worthy to receive fealty from anyone. The only person who had seen him naked as an adult had been Arwen during an ill-advised late night swim. In fact the only sexual experience Aragorn had was in the ways of pleasuring oneself. Legolas returned, clutching a plant with golden leaves, which he dropped on the grass next to the ranger’s discarded clothes. Aragorn watched as the elf spread the ranger’s cloak on the grass beside the pool and sat down on its fur lining. He looked up to catch Aragorn staring at him. The elf looked back at him with such acceptance and tenderness that he felt himself blush. He dropped his head and pretended to focus on ridding himself of weeks of dirt and grime and blood. Having this handsome prince watch him as he bathed was something for which he was not entirely prepared. Ordinarily, he would try to control the situation, to take charge. But tonight the strength was not in him. He decided to abandon himself to the moment. He looked up at his companion. The elf met his eyes and smiled. CHAPTER 4 Legolas smiled as Aragorn looked up at him. The ranger’s distress was still evident, and Legolas was moved by the depth of the man’s anguish. The man took one more plunge under the water for a final rinse, and then walked to the bank and sat on the cloak beside the elf. Legolas could feel the heat from Aragorn’s body next to him. “I thank you for your kindness, Legolas.” The man’s head was down, arms wrapped around the knees drawn to his chest. But Legolas was not finished. “The body may be cleansed, but your spirit is still suffers.” He reached over and placed his hand on the man’s shoulder. “Will you allow me to help you find a measure of peace?” Aragorn lifted his head and turned to face him. The man was lost and broken, and his eyes told Legolas that he needed and wanted the elf’s assistance. “Then turn and lay on your stomach. I will attempt to ease your pain.” The man complied without hesitation. Legolas took the plant he had retrieved and broke the stalk, releasing a sweet-smelling oil, which he rubbed between his hands. He straddled Aragorn’s waist, and reached forward to massage the man’s shoulders. The muscles were as hard as stone. “Relax,” he whispered, as his hands kneaded the knots in Aragorn’s neck. The man groaned in response beneath him. Legolas discovered he liked the sound, and was pleased when his subject continued the vocal approvals. The tension in the man’s shoulders and neck began to diminish, so he began to move down the taut muscles of his companion’s back. Centuries ago, he had been with an Elven male. Nere’alon had been his name. He remembered how Nere’alon’s body felt under his hands. Lithe and delicate, with skin like alabaster. But the muscular and powerful body beneath him tonight exuded a passion that only the short-lived humans could enjoy. Legolas was stunned to discover that he was becoming aroused once again. His earlier erection had disappeared the moment he had seen Aragorn’s distress. But now, as he admired the man’s physique, it was rekindled. He froze midstroke as he suddenly realized what it was about this man that affected him so. He wanted Aragorn. And badly. II. COMMUNION BEGAN CHAPTER 5 Aragorn felt the tension draining from him under Legolas’ talented hands. “Relax,” whispered the elf. The warm breathe in his ear sent a hot surge through his body. The only sound he could make was a groan of pleasure. Legolas seemed to know exactly the amount of pressure needed to release the tension without causing excessive pain. The hands continued their way down his back, and then stopped abruptly. He felt Legolas moving backwards, and then spreading the man’s legs to kneel between them. The hands kneaded his buttocks, and then continued their way down his right thigh, focusing momentarily on the small muscles and ligaments of the knee, and then moving down his calf and ankle, finishing with a foot rub that had Aragorn moaning, a deep purr rumbling in his chest. Nothing in his experience had ever felt this good. The elf moved to the man’s left thigh, and repeated the journey down the leg to the foot. When he finished, Aragorn was so relaxed he could have slept for days. But Legolas had moved again. He felt the elf moving up and then lowering himself onto Aragorn’s back. He felt a hot column of flesh pressed between their bodies. His awareness quickened when the elf whispered into his ear. “Do you trust me, Aragorn?” “With my life, Legolas.” His reply was barely more than a whisper itself, but Aragorn knew the elf heard him. “Then trust this: The initial pain will pass, giving way to incredible pleasure.” He paused. “Do you trust me still?” “Yes, Legolas,” he replied, but with less certainty. Legolas responded by kissing his shoulder. His whole body, which was completely relaxed only a moment ago, was suddenly energized, every nerve ending buzzing with pleasure. The velvet lips trailed down his spine. When they reached the small of his back, he felt Legolas’ hands on his thighs, spreading his legs apart once more. He knew what was coming next, but did not move to stop it. He had already decided to let Legolas take the lead tonight. He needed someone to take the lead. CHAPTER 6 Legolas knelt between the ranger’s legs, surveying the man spread-eagled before him. It was one of the most arousing sights he had ever seen. He was captivated by the man’s body hair. The buttocks had a very fine dusting. But the thighs were covered with soft brown hair that Legolas could no longer resist. He leaned down and kissed the right inner thigh, licking the hairs flat onto the skin. Then he moved to the other thigh, and repeated the kiss. He continued this process moving up the insides of Aragorn’s thighs, eliciting groans from the man, who had begun grinding his hips against the cloak beneath him. Legolas finally reached the pinnacle, and began his final assault by gently blowing on the man’s opening. Aragorn shivered with pleasure. A loud groan escaped the man’s lips when the elf’s hot tongue made contact. Taking the groan as approval, he continued kissing and nibbling and licking and sucking on the pink ring, preparing it for the next step. He broke another plant stalk for more oil, which he applied to the sensitive flesh. He used his index finger to rub the outside of the man’s hole, spiraling inward until he slowly inserted his finger to the first knuckle. Aragorn gasped and instinctively tried to pull away, but Legolas held him fast. “Remember what I said: The initial pain will pass, giving way to pleasure. Do you trust me still?” After a moment, the man replied. “Do as you will.” Legolas withdrew his finger, then reinserted it, this time a little further. And again, a little further. Aragorn’s groans were through gritted teeth now. When he felt the man had relaxed sufficiently, he added a second finger to his probing. He stretched the opening with his fingers, slowly teaching it to relax enough to add a third finger. When Aragorn began to push back onto his fingers, Legolas knew it was time. CHAPTER 7 “Do you trust me still?” Aragorn hesitated at this final submission. He had trusted Legolas with his tortured spirit, but by releasing his body to the elf, he would be surrendering the last remnant of control that still remained in his grasp. He could stop this now, if he so wished. But he did not so wish. What he wished was for all these choices and responsibilities to just go away. If only for a moment. “Do as you will,” he finally acquiesced. Aragorn had no frame of reference for this experience. Pain becoming pleasure. That just didn’t make sense. But it was nevertheless true. The finger had hurt initially, but then the sensation changed. There was still pain, but it felt incredible. The elf’s fingers were causing sensations that had the man’s head spinning. He pushed his hips back onto the fingers that stroked him. Then the hand abruptly withdrew. He heard and smelled yet another plant stalk being broken for oil. Then Legolas was above him again, lowering himself onto him. He felt the intrusion, but did not resist. He wanted this. He wanted Legolas to take him. He tried to assist by raising his hips, giving the elf a better angle. Legolas slid into Aragorn ever so slowly, giving the man time to acclimate before moving further. But Aragorn wanted to feel Legolas completely inside him, and backed into him, impaling himself on Legolas’ shaft. Aragorn cried out in a mixture of pain and ecstasy. This was beyond bliss. Legolas slowly withdrew all but just the tip of his organ, and then filled him again. And again. So . . . slowly. Each thrust a long sensuous stroke. Again. Again. Slowly. Slowly. Each thrust pushed his own erection against the cloak beneath him, the friction adding to the sensations screaming through his body. Legolas began to hasten his pace, and Aragorn knew he would not last much longer. His groans were getting louder, timed to the elf’s quickening thrusts. He had his head on his folded arms, and stuffed the side of his hand into his mouth to stifle his increasing moans. He felt Legolas’ shaft grow larger yet as the elf began pounding himself into Aragorn with abandon. The Dúnadan felt the eruption start to rise in his loins, and then sensed Legolas joining him in his climax as they both exploded, crying out in unison as their bodies trembled and shook in ecstasy. A blinding light blasted through his mind in an orgasm unlike any before, and he surrendered to it completely, letting it wash over him again and again and again. Then, before his body could begin to recover, a warm glow began deep within his chest. It continued to grow, filling his entire body with light and warmth and love. It was like nothing he had ever experienced, and he wondered what was happening, though not alarmed. The golden light continued to grow until it overtook his senses completely, and as his body continued to tremble, he lost consciousness. CHAPTER 8 Aragorn stood upon Cerin Amroth, dressed in white, gazing westward into the twilight. He had stood here before. And he had not been alone. He turned his head. “Arwen!” “Melethron-nîn.” Her beauty took his breathe away. “I will cleave to you, Dúnadan, and turn from the Twilight.” “’Tis a dream,” he muttered in disbelief. “Then ‘tis a good dream,” she answered with a smile, kissing his lips. Aragorn suddenly recalled what had sent him into this dream, and felt the blood rush to his face. He dropped his gaze, certain she could tell. “Why do you blush, my love?” “I have failed you,” he replied. Her gentle laughter brought his head up again in question. “Does my confession amuse you?” “No, my love.” She smiled patiently. “Your innocence brings me joy.” Aragorn thought she was covering her true reaction, but did not trust his judgment. “Am I so innocent?” “Indeed, for you believe that our love can be touched by others.” She kissed him softly. “It cannot. We share a love that transcends the realms of both Elf and Man.” “But my actions have betrayed that love,” he protested. “How have you betrayed our love, Estel?” Aragorn could tell that she already knew the answer, but wanted him to say the words aloud. “Legolas . . . and I . . . ” he began. “Yes?” she prompted. “We...I . . . he made love to me.” “As he was instructed.” Aragorn’s mind was spinning. “Instructed? By whom?” “I spoke with the prince in Rivendell.” Aragorn’s reality was losing its precarious balance. Arwen had encouraged this? “But we are betrothed. Why would you do this? Was it to test my resolve? My loyalty?” “I have no need to test either.” “Then why? We have promised ourselves to each other. And now I am unable to come to you pure of heart and body. Why would you instruct Legolas to take what should have been yours?” “Legolas has taken nothing from you, Estel. And he has given you more than you know. What you have shared with him is not the same as the bond shared by you and me. There are many kinds of matings. The love between two companions can be strong indeed. You and Legolas share a common road, and it is destiny that you should lean on each other. He has proven to be my true friend by following my wishes to aid you in your time of need. Allow him to be your friend as well. He already loves you and wishes to break through the wall of solitude you have so effectively built.” “So my dalliance with him does not displease you?” She ran her delicate finger down the bridge of Aragorn’s nose, coming to rest on his lips. “No, my love. I rejoice at your Communion with Legolas. It is a moment you will never forget.” She brought his hand to her lips, kissing the spot where he had drawn blood, piercing his own flesh in the throes of orgasm. “As it should be.” She kissed his palm, then placed it against her heart. He could feel its steady rhythm spread up his arm, into his whole body. He felt his own heart fall into step with its beloved mate. It filled him with a great peace. But he still had questions. “Communion?” What did she mean? The twilight was fading quickly. “Arwen, what is this ‘Communion’?” As she faded from his awareness, her voice reached out to him. “Ask Legolas. He will tell you.” And then she was gone, though her heartbeat remained. The darkness continued to descend, and soon he surrendered to it, and slept. The heartbeat continued . . . CHAPTER 9 Aragorn awoke to sunlight filtering through the branches at specifically the right angle necessary to blind him as he opened his eyes. Squeezing them shut again, the ranger turned over, pulling the blanket over his head. It was no use. He was awake. He lowered the blanket to face the day. He was in a small clearing with a golden pool. Very peaceful. His bed consisted of white blankets spread on the soft green grass. He wore a white tunic and leggings. With the abundance of bright fabric, it was a wonder that he slept as late as he did. He sat up and scratched his beard. It was then that he saw his bandaged hand. He struggled to remember how he had been injured. Looking around the clearing, he saw his clothes, washed and drying on the rocks by the pool. None of this was familiar. On another day, this would be cause for concern. But not today. He threw the blanket aside and rose to his feet. He stretched his arms wide, yawning loudly enough to startle nearby birds into flight. He felt great! The injuries suffered on the road from Rivendell had vanished. But he remembered no healer. Shaking his head to wipe the final tendrils of slumber from his mind, he walked to the edge of the pool to splash cool water on his face. What did happen last night? He remembered the Fellowship talking about its audience with the Lady Galadriel. He had chastised Boromir for speaking ill of the Lady, and recommended everyone get some sleep. He had tried to sleep, but unsettling dreams drove him from his bed. He remembered feeling desolate and disheartened. He remembered coming upon a clearing. With a silver pool. He stood up and looked around in sudden recognition. The silver pool, now golden with the sunlight, lay before his feet. So he could at least place how he got here. But what happened in this clearing last night? His body appeared to be rejuvenated, with the glaring exception of his mysteriously bandaged hand. But his mind was filled with cobwebs. His nose picked up the scent of cooking meat. By the gods, he was hungry. With a glance at his drying clothes, he set off to find the source of the delicious aroma causing his mouth to water and his stomach to rumble. The smell was incredible! He allowed his nose to lead him, instinct guiding him more than anything else. He was moving at such a speed that he stumbled into the Fellowship’s pavilion before realizing it. Skidding to an immediate stop, he realized everyone was still asleep. Well, almost everyone. Legolas sat at a table, eating from the plate before him. The elf glanced up at his entrance and smiled. “Good morning, Aragorn,” he heralded loudly, his green eyes twinkling with mischief. A whispered memory echoed through his mind. “Do you trust me still?” And then the remaining memories of the previous night’s encounter exploded like a flash of lightning. The pain. The pleasure. Legolas. The healing Light. Arwen. The fading Twilight. The reassuring heartbeat. His head was spinning, and his knees started to buckle. He staggered to the nearest bench to sit before he fell. “Breakfast is prepared,” offered the elf. His dark eyebrows were arched in feigned innocence, but his impish grin betrayed his true intent. “Are you hungry?” he asked with just a hint of lechery, and then winked at the ranger. “Did I hear breakfast?” Pippin was awake. “I smell breakfast,” chirped Merry. “Is that rabbit I smell? Wake up, Master Frodo.” Breakfast. And Aragorn’s head hurt already. III. THE MORNING AFTER CHAPTER 10 Legolas collapsed trembling onto Aragorn’s back, burying his face in the man’s hair. The ranger appeared to have fallen into a deep sleep. He drank in the warmth of Aragorn’s body, lying with his arms outstretched over his companion’s like a shadow. He remained like this while his heartbeat and breathing returned to normal. The man’s scent was intoxicating. But he forced himself up onto his elbows and knees, then rolled off onto his back. And was swept away in a sea of light. The stars seemed closer somehow. Brighter. The cool breeze rustling the trees had become a strong wind, having increased to a low roar. Legolas sat up and looked around. The leaves on the trees were barely moving. He jumped at the sound of a large stone being tossed into the silver pool. But the surface showed only the slightest of ripples. What was it about the touch of this man that sent his body into such chaos? Turning his head to look at Aragorn, he was struck anew with the raw sensuality of the muscled physique, the sinewy back glistening with oil and sweat. He reached over and gently shook the man’s shoulder. “Aragorn.” Nothing. He tried again. “Aragorn?” Again nothing. He wondered if he should be concerned that the man was not waking. But instinct told him all was well. He wiped his hand across his torso, only to discover his own body covered with Aragorn’s sweat. The musky scent filled his awareness, evoking memories of the man groaning beneath him, pushing back to meet his thrusts. This time Legolas was not surprised at his arousal. And his lack of surprise was surprising in and of itself. Legolas was not inexperienced in the ways of love and its pleasures. But he was hardly an expert either. When he was younger, he had explored the joys of the flesh with the enthusiasm of any young elf. Some encounters were among the most exciting of his life. Others were much easier to forget. By the time he had reached the age of adulthood, he had grown weary of those who wished merely to share his bed. He became the chaste Golden Prince of Mirkwood, forsaking the body’s desire to bind with another. His passion he channeled into his bow, and word of his skill spread throughout Númenor. Legolas, the Chaste had become Legolas, the Warrior. For centuries, he had remained celibate. Until tonight. The reality of what had happened was beginning to work its way into his consciousness. He had made love. To a human. To Aragorn, heir of Isildur, betrothed to the Lady Arwen. He had never intended for it to happen. He was only trying to help a friend in need. He had never seen Aragorn in the light of passion. The vision of Aragorn’s rough hand gently stroking the shards of Narsil flashed across his mind. Did that explain his odd reaction to their meeting in the Hall of Elendil? Had he been attracted to him from the moment they met? He decided to bathe again to remove the man’s scent, as it was far too distracting. He rose and made a shallow dive into the pool. He was pleased to feel the cool water having the desired effect on his erection. He rinsed himself of sweat and oil, and pondered his connection to the future king of Man. He remained in the water, completely submerged to his neck, the cool water soothing his overheated nerves. No, he decided, it had not been a mere physical attraction to the ranger. Something else was at work here. The Lady Arwen had spoken of their intertwined destinies. He had always felt a healthy sense of importance as a prince of Mirkwood, though never approaching arrogance. It was a responsibility that he accepted with pride. But this was different. If the signs were to be believed, the time of his people was ending, and the time of Aragorn’s people beginning. If this transition was inevitable and ordained by the gods, and if the Lady Arwen’s vision was accurate, then Legolas had an important role to play in the coming months. She had asked him to help Aragorn. He was beginning to understand what she had meant. But he had so many questions. What should his role be? How was he supposed to help the future king? And what had happened during his orgasm with Aragorn? It was unlike any orgasm he had known in his youth. And though he felt exhilarated, he also had a sense of expectancy. As if events had yet to play themselves out. He realized that Aragorn would need a bath as much as he had. So he walked out of the pool and went to the sleeping ranger. He gently rolled the man over, and then lifted him in his arms and carried him to the pool. The scent once again was overpowering. It was a struggle to remain focused on his chosen task. He sat down in the shallow end of the pool with Aragorn’s back to his chest and proceeded to bathe the sleeping man. He was beginning to enjoy the process, his hands caressing Aragorn’s chest and abdomen, washing away the man’s emission. He was about to explore lower yet when he sensed someone approaching. He wrapped his arms around Aragorn’s chest protectively. He did not actually think any harm would befall them, but felt protective nonetheless. “What a lovely image.” Haldir had entered the clearing with a bundle under his arm. Legolas remained silent as the other elf approached the edge of the pool. “Good evening, Legolas. Good evening, Estel.” “He sleeps.” Legolas was shocked at his own discourtesy. “’Tis a deep sleep indeed that does not flee from cold water.” Haldir’s expression was not one of concern, but rather amusement. Legolas wondered at what Haldir knew that was so humorous. “But ‘tis well. Rest was needed. Do you need assistance?” “Nay, thank you.” Legolas was surprised to find he resented Haldir’s intrusion. Only slightly, but enough to confuse him even further. “Are you certain? He appears to be injured.” Following Haldir’s eyes to Aragorn’s hand, Legolas was dismayed to find that, in his own reverie, he had not seen the blood from a wound at the base of the man’s thumb. “It appears to be a bite wound,” Legolas observed, “of his own making.” Why would Aragorn bite his own hand? The answer came to him, and he smiled. Apparently, the extraordinary orgasm was not experienced by the elf alone. If Haldir had noticed the smile, he chose not to acknowledge it. “Allow me to assist you, Legolas.” Haldir did not wait for an answer. Legolas watched as he moved to a nearby mallorn and opened his bundle, withdrawing a white blanket which he spread on the soft grass skirting the tree’s trunk. He then withdrew two sets of clothing and laid them on the blanket. After withdrawing another blanket, he returned to the pool. “Are you going to watch me or finish his bath?” Haldir stood by silently as Legolas completed his task, taking great care with Aragorn’s injured hand. “Now deliver him to me and finish your own.” All resentment banished by his concern for the man, Legolas stood up, pulling Aragorn’s slumbering form with him. He walked out of the pool and passed his friend into Haldir’s blanket-covered arms. Haldir wrapped the blanket around the human and carried him to the mallorn, where he lowered him to the blanket on the ground. Legolas finished rinsing himself off while he watched Haldir dry the man’s body. When finished, he joined the two on the blanket. “Are these for me?” he asked, examining the white garments Haldir had brought. “And for him.” Haldir replied, placing the damp blanket aside. Legolas took it and dried his own body, watching as Haldir drew a brush through Aragorn’s hair, the man’s head cradled in the elf’s crossed legs. When he finished drying, he draped the blanket over a branch to dry, and then donned the garment provided by Haldir. The fabric was light as feathers on his skin, and his nerves were singing at its touch. He picked up the leggings provided for Aragorn, and knelt at the man’s feet. As he slipped the leggings over one foot, and then the other, he was struck by an overwhelming desire to lower his mouth and suck on the man’s toe. He forced himself to focus. By the time he had finished fastening the leggings, Haldir had finished with Aragorn’s hair. “You sit there,” Haldir instructed, pointing at the trunk of the tree. If anyone had spoken to him this way in Mirkwood, Legolas would have taken offense. He was a prince, after all. But he appreciated Haldir’s hospitality, and complied as Haldir lifted Aragorn and followed him to the tree. Haldir knelt and gently laid the man at Legolas’ left side. Legolas wrapped his arm around Aragorn’s shoulders, pulling the man to him. They sat there, Aragorn cradled against his side, while Haldir tended to the ranger’s injured hand. “The wound is not deep.” He reached into his tunic and retrieved a blue vial, which he opened and poured onto the wound. He quickly returned the vial, and wiped the excess from Aragorn’s hand. “That should prevent infection.” Legolas was paying little heed to Haldir’s ministrations. The scent of freshly washed hair was distracting him. He leaned his head forward and kissed the top of Aragorn’s head, inhaling deeply. He then laid his own head back against the mighty mallorn, closed his eyes, and allowed Haldir’s soft song of healing to soothe him into a reverie. ******************************************** He stood on the shore of a vast ocean. The wind blew his hair away from his face as he gazed to the setting sun on the horizon. Twilight was falling. He felt a presence beside him. He turned to find the Lady Galadriel gazing into the twilight with a wistful smile gracing her face. Her beauty was astonishing. She closed her eyes and her voice spoke to him in his mind. “Your spirit senses forces set in motion.” He answered her in kind, “Aye, my Lady. And I feel responsible.” “You are responsible. But not without need. When tribulation heralds the passing of ages, hearts of valor and compassion will step forward to assume their roles in history.” She opened her eyes, and turned to face him. She spoke aloud to him then. “The step you took leaving Imladris was but an infant’s compared to the step you have just taken with Aragorn.” “But I don’t understand what has happened. The experience was unlike anything I’ve known. And now I am bewitched by this man. My eyes are unable to release him. My hands reach to him unbidden. I fear I am becoming lost in this human.” “Surrendering your love to a human is a dangerous gift, Legolas. And one which should be considered in earnest. Yet I see in your eyes that the time of consideration is past. You have already surrendered yourself to fate.” “The Lady Arwen spoke of destiny and the Lady Galadriel speaks of fate. Have I no choice in this?” “There is always choice for the present and future, but the past is a choice already made. One cannot return to repeal a regretted decision. It was your choice to commune with the Dúnadan, and his choice to submit. He has entrusted to you his body and soul. These decisions carry great import.” “Is his mysterious slumber a cause for concern, my Lady?” She smiled ever so slightly. “Nay, good prince. It is merely his body’s means of accepting your gift of Communion.” Her smile increased with his confusion. “Just as your communion with the forest rejuvenated your spirit, so has Aragorn’s communion restored his. However, the human form is not strong enough to recover immediately, but must rest for many hours. There is nothing to fear. He sleeps in profound peace.” “How should I proceed, my Lady?” “With great care, Prince Legolas. Your choices now affect us all.” Her amused smile had vanished. She returned her eyes to the sea. The sun had all but vanished from the horizon. The light was fading quickly. He heard her again in his mind. “You must not offer yourself to him. You must persuade him to claim you.” And then the light was gone. ******************************************** “Your assistance, good Prince?” Legolas’ head snapped up. Haldir had finished bandaging Aragorn’s hand and was holding the other white tunic in his hands. Legolas grasped both of the man’s arms and held them forward for Haldir to slide the tunic down Aragorn’s arms and over his head. Haldir held the man’s forearms while Legolas finished pulling the tunic down over Aragorn’s torso, then slowly lowered him back to Legolas’ side. For the first time since their lovemaking, Aragorn stirred, and turned onto his side, laying his head upon Legolas’ chest. The bandaged hand rested upon his stomach, rising and falling with the elf’s breathing. The human slept still. Tears welled in Legolas’ eyes as he gazed upon his new love, trickling down his cheek and falling into the man’s auburn mane. “Estel is clearly in good hands. But how do you fare, good Prince? Will you say what has happened here tonight?” Legolas looked up at their benefactor, and smiled. “I will not, for mystery surrounds this night, and I comprehend too little. But I thank you, Haldir for your aid.” Haldir rose to his feet. “We are honored to host Mirkwood’s Prince.” “Your hospitality knows no equal. But how were you made aware that we were in need?” Haldir hesitated a moment, and then asked, “Should a similar Fellowship enter Mirkwood’s borders, pursued by foul creatures, how closely would your people observe your guests?” One avoided question for another. “Fair enough, good Haldir. I extend my gratitude once more. Your kindness honors the House of Thranduil.” Haldir placed his hand on his heart and bowed his head in deference to the prince, then quickly vanished into the trees. Legolas gazed down at the sleeping man. He could feel Aragorn’s beard through the thin fabric, scratching against his chest. His elven heart was beating strong and steady, and he wondered if Aragorn could hear it in his slumber. He spent the rest of the night with the future King of Man asleep in his arms. For hours he pondered the words of the Lady Galadriel, until the rising sun began to paint the sky pink. It was one of the most peaceful nights of his long life. Finally, he could sit still no longer. He carefully extracted himself from Aragorn’s sleeping embrace and walked to the edge of the pool for a drink. The rising sun was changing the color of the pool from a shimmering silver to a glimmering gold. He noticed their discarded clothes at the side of the pool, and took a few moments to wash them, and lay them out on the rocks to dry. He returned to the sleeping Dúnadan and pulled the extra blanket from the branch. Although now dry, it still held the scent of the freshly bathed man. He draped it over the ranger, and then knelt at the man’s side. “Sweet dreams, my king,” he whispered, stroking Aragorn’s hair. “Let us see what Fate holds in store for us. For my part, I shall never forget this night.” He leaned over and kissed the sleeping man’s cheek. The soft beard tickled his lips. He longed to know the sensation of Aragorn’s lips on his own. He quickly stood up, knowing that should he continue where he was, he would not be able to refrain from offering himself to the Dúnadan when he awoke from his slumber. After one last look at the sleeping man’s handsome face, Legolas turned and left the clearing. He ran. The energy that had been building the entire time Aragorn was asleep in his arms was finally finding its release. He ran like the wind, his feet barely touching the ground as he dashed through the forest toward the rising sun. The joy in his spirit could not be contained, and he began to laugh as he ran. The woodland creatures foraging in the early morning dew looked up at his passing, but were not alarmed. The music of his laughter was embraced by the song of the forest, the leaves dancing as he raced by them. At last, he came to the banks of the Anduin, where he stopped to take a drink of water and to catch his breath. He climbed to the top of a large rock jutting out into the river, where he sat with his legs hanging over the edge. He lifted his face to the morning sun and closed his eyes, remembering the feel of the human’s beard on his lips. The smell of the ranger’s freshly washed hair. The salty taste of his sweaty shoulders. The groans of passion rumbling in the man’s chest. The plea in the Dúnadan’s grey eyes. Aragorn was the most intoxicating creature he had ever known. He strove to understand his connection to the human. He pondered the Lady Galadriel’s use of the word ‘communion’. He had thought the experience with Aragorn to be unique, but she had implied he had experienced this ‘communion’ before. And then, as if someone had lifted the fog in his mind, he saw the connection. He was stunned by the implication, and then broke out laughing. This was going to be fun. He still needed some answers, and would seek out Haldir as soon as possible. But for the moment, he wanted to return to the Fellowship’s pavilion before Aragorn did. He leapt from the rock to the bank, and broke into an easy run, retracing his steps back to Caras Galadhon. The clearing where he and Aragorn had spent the night was due east of the city. He arrived to find the ranger still asleep, apparently not having moved since Legolas kissed his bearded cheek. He arrested the impulse to go to the sleeping man, and instead moved to the rock where his clothes lay. The elven fabric had dried already and he quickly changed into his normal garb. He moved to exit the clearing, but paused at the last moment. Turning for one last look, he saw the ranger turn over and pull the blanket up over his head. Stifling a whimper of delight, he quietly left the clearing. He continued west until he crossed the stream which ran south from the city’s wall. He crossed the white bridge and proceeded through the city’s gates, nodding in greeting to the sentries. He asked them where he might find Haldir, and learned that his guide and benefactor would be leaving for Cerin Amroth later that morning to organize the heightened security of Lothlórien’s borders. He thanked them and followed the path winding through the city until he reached the Fellowship’s pavilion at the foot of Celeborn’s chamber. He was pleased to see that everyone was still asleep. A sumptuous feast of a breakfast was spread on a large table in the center of the pavilion. The hospitality of the Galadhrim continued to astonish him. He chose a wide variety of delicacies, for his appetite was raging this morning. His plate was filled to overflowing as he sat down to enjoy his meal. The air was filled with song, a soft morning prayer, sung by voices extraordinarily blessed by the Valar. Whereas the previous night’s song was one of grief and remembrance, this morning’s music was of hope and new beginnings. Legolas felt his spirit soar in response to their words of comfort and inspiration. The food was absolutely incredible. He could not remember eating a more delicious meal. He had started on his second plateful when Aragorn came bursting onto the pavilion. The ranger appeared startled as he skidded to a stop. Legolas couldn’t help but smile at the man’s stunned expression. He had to share this with the rest of the Fellowship. “Good morning, Aragorn!” he announced, much louder than necessary. Aragorn looked at him in bewilderment. Then a look of shock overtook his face. The man stumbled, and sank onto a nearby bench. Legolas was going to enjoy this. CHAPTER 11 Aragorn was barely aware of the activity around him. The hobbits were gleefully exploring the breakfast laid out on the tables. Gimli sat on his couch and stretched, while Boromir moved to the fountain to splash cold water on his face. The elf sat opposite the table from him, wearing a impish grin. “You really should eat something,” he said, offering his plate to the ranger. Aragorn stared at him in confusion. How could he be sitting there, calmly talking about breakfast, after what had happened last night? He took the plate from Legolas without looking at it. His eyes were fixed on the elf. “So, Aragorn, you seem to have cleaned up well,” remarked Gimli, as he hopped down from his couch. “Indeed,” agreed Legolas. “Now if we could just get Boromir to bathe, the air might be fit to breathe.” “Gondor men do not concern themselves with such indulgences during times of war,” growled Boromir. “This would explain the adage ‘Never attack a Gondorian from down wind,’ now wouldn’t it?” bantered Gimli. Legolas laughed as Boromir glared at the dwarf. The elf’s laughter made Aragorn’s heart beat faster. “Aragorn?” Frodo was standing at his side, a full plate in hand. “You look flushed. Are you feeling well?” “Yes,” he answered quickly, tearing his eyes from the elf to look at the hobbit. “I am most well. The healing powers of Lothlórien have soothed my soul.” He returned his gaze to Legolas. “And body.” “Well, I’m very glad to hear it,” mumbled Pippin, his mouth full. He swallowed, and then added, “We’ve been very worried about you since . . . well, since . . . .” “Since we left Moria,” finished Merry. “You’ve never been terribly cheerful, Aragorn. But the last few days, you’ve been even more morose than ever.” “How can you speak of cheer when Gandalf has fallen?” barked Boromir. “By the gods, leave the man alone.” “Boromir . . . ” Legolas began. “No. I do not understand any of you. You act as if nothing has happened.” Boromir glared at the group. “Gandalf is dead. How can you laugh when the leader of the Fellowship has fallen?” No one spoke a word. Aragorn pondered Boromir’s words. It was true that grief still hung in the air. But not as heavily as the day before. As hard as he tried to accommodate Boromir by feeling badly, he found he could not. He returned his attention to the plate of food before him. It all looked and smelled delicious. But with so many choices before him, he was uncertain which to try first. He stared at the plate without moving. “For the sake of argument, let us say it is true that we are now leaderless,” Gimli acquiesced with a curious glance in Aragorn’s direction. “What do you suggest as our next objective, Boromir?” “It is no secret that I believe the ring should be taken to Minas Tirith,” proclaimed Boromir. “It is Gondor that we should seek.” “What do you think, Aragorn?” Gimli asked. Aragorn continued to stare at his plate, unable to decide what to eat. “I don’t care,” he said. All eyes of the Fellowship fell upon him. He felt their stares of incredulity. He didn’t care. Let them think and do what they want. Frodo was visibly shaken. “Aragorn, what do you mean you don’t care? Gandalf trusted you. He believed in you. I believe in you.” Legolas spoke. “Aragorn?” He brought his eyes up to meet the elf’s. The concern there touched his heart, but not his indifference. All he cared about right now was eating something, anything, for breakfast, and having Legolas wrap his arms around him. “So what do you suggest I try first?” he asked the elf. CHAPTER 12 “I don’t care,” said the ranger. Legolas had been watching Aragorn stare at his plate. But his eyes widened at the man’s statement. Something was wrong. This didn’t sound like Aragorn. He spoke the ranger’s name, hoping to rouse him from his reverie. The man looked up at him, the chaos in his grey eyes reaching out for Legolas. “So what do you suggest I try first?” Frodo sounded panicked. “Aragorn? Did you hear me?” The man suddenly stood up, his eyes still locked on Legolas. “I’m going for a walk. Legolas, would you care to join me?” Legolas wanted desperately to leave with him. To return to their clearing and abandon themselves to each other. But he fortified his resolve. “I regret, Aragorn, that I have other plans. I go to meet Haldir this morning to discuss my participation in the protection of Lothlórien’s borders. I wish to repay the hospitality of the Galadhrim.” “Very well. I will walk alone,” the ranger answered, his tone clipped and anxious. Legolas watched with a heavy heart as Aragorn turned and left the pavilion. He had thought this was going to be a lark, but now found his enthusiasm waning. This was going to be more difficult than he had thought. Frodo, along with everyone else, had watched Aragorn storm out of the pavilion. But now he turned his eyes to Legolas. “What troubles him? Why is he behaving as if we don’t matter to him? That the Fellowship doesn’t need him?” The hobbit was clearly agitated. He reached over and placed a reassuring hand on Frodo’s small shoulder. “Do not let it trouble you, Ringbearer. The ranger is unaccustomed to groups of people, spending most of his time in solitude. He simply requires some time alone.” He lied. He did not know what troubled Aragorn, but wanted to comfort Frodo and the others. Out of the corner of his eye, he spied Sam sneaking away from the pavilion, a full plate of food in hand. He assumed it was to follow Aragorn. Legolas hoped that Sam could ease Aragorn’s anxiety. It saddened him to know that the ranger’s disquiet was more than likely a direct result of the previous night’s activities, the nature of which remained a mystery. What had he done? IV. TRUSTING A HOBBIT CHAPTER 13 Just a short walk west of the city, Aragorn sat with his back against a young mallorn. He continued to struggle with the conflicting desires of his heart and body. He was betrothed to Arwen. He could not imagine his future without her at his side, and had no wish to. And yet he yearned for Legolas. The elf had awakened a raw physical passion that he had never felt before. He remembered meeting the Prince in Rivendell the evening before Elrond’s council. Even then he had felt a kinship with the elf. When their hands had touched in greeting, Aragorn had experienced a moment of prescience. These moments had been rare until recently, when they had begun to come upon him with increasing frequency. That day he had seen himself fighting side by side with the elf on the Deeping Wall. He assumed it was a vision of the future, as he had never fought at Helm’s Deep, but had only visited the Hornburg when he was serving Thengel in his early adventures away from Imladris. He wondered at the import of that vision. “Mr. Strider?” Aragorn looked up to find Sam peeking from behind the trunk of a nearby mallorn. “I don’t mean to intrude, but I brought you some food. You left before you had a chance to . . . .” The hobbit’s voice trailed off. “Thank you, Sam. Come.” He patted the ground next to him. “Sit with me.” Sam approached and presented the plate to the ranger. Aragorn accepted it, and began to eat as Sam joined him on the soft grass. He didn’t stop to consider what to eat first. He just picked the first thing his fingers touched. The fruit was succulent and tart, and was like oil on the fire of his appetite. He devoured the rest of the food on his plate as Sam watched. “You don’t look like a hobbit, but you have the appetite of one,” observed the halfling. Aragorn turned to look at his friend, who wore a half- hearted smile. Sam appeared a bit apprehensive, seemingly uncertain as to the appropriateness of levity under the current circumstances. Aragorn was moved by the selflessness of the gentle hobbit. He reached forward and, placing his hand behind Sam’s head, pulled the hobbit towards him and kissed him on the forehead. Sam’s cheeks deepened to a dusky rose, and the hobbit smiled self- consciously. Aragorn laughed and Sam seemed to relax. “So, Sam. What do you think of the food here in Lothlórien?” “Oh, it’s wonderful! The tables in Rivendell were most refined, with lots of fancy foods. But here, the dishes are wonderfully simple. Lots of vegetables. I like that. Although they could use some good potatoes.” “Potatoes?” “Aye, Mr. Strider. Potatoes. Don’t you like potatoes?” “I’ve never really thought about them one way or another, Sam. I’m sorry.” “Well, think now. If you had a choice, would you like a potato or not?” “I . . . yes, I’d like a potato.” “There, you see? Everybody likes potatoes. And I’m saying they could use a few here.” “You should taste the dishes of Mirkwood,” Aragorn suggested. “Tasty, are they?” “The elves of Mirkwood are artists with seasonings and spices. The different flavors dance on the tongue, casting their spells of pleasure and love and peace,” mused Aragorn. “It sounds wonderful,” Sam replied. “When this is all over, you’ll have to come to Hobbiton. I’ll cook you a meal you’ll never forget.” “That I doubt not, my friend.” The ranger felt a need to confide in someone. He looked at Sam and concluded that this hobbit was the most likely of the Fellowship, save Legolas, to keep his counsel. “Sam, can I ask you something?” “Of course,” Sam replied. “Have you ever been in love?” “Excuse me?” “Have you ever been in love?” Aragorn repeated. “That’s a mighty personal question, there, Mr. Strider.” “My apologies for being so direct, but I seek your counsel, and haven’t the patience for formalities. I am hoping you will trust the motives behind my question. I ask again, good Sam, have you ever been in love?” Sam hesitated for a moment and then confessed, “There’s a lass back home named Rosie.” “Rosie?” “Yes, Rose Cotton, and a beauty of a girl she is, too.” “Indeed?” “She grows the most fragrant garden in all of Hobbiton. Everybody thinks so. She takes petals from different flowers and brews them together to create the sweetest perfumes.” “She is aware of your affections?” “Oh, no!” The hobbit appeared mortified at the thought. “Mr. Frodo keeps encouraging me to tell her how I feel, but I’ve never mustered the courage to say anything save compliments on her garden.” “Perhaps gardening is the common ground in which the two of you can grow a future together,” Aragorn prophesied. “Perhaps. That is if we survive this quest and I’m able to find my way home.” They lapsed into a silence. Aragorn would never have asked his next question before. But today he felt an unusual antipathy towards communal judgment and pressed on. “Have you ever had feelings for someone outside of your reach, say . . . for another of your own gender?” he asked. Sam’s look of shock would have been humorous, were it not for the gravity of the question. Aragorn instantly regretted asking it. “I apologize,” he said. “I should have known that Rosie was the only one to hold the keys to your heart.” Sam’s expression softened a bit. “Well, I never said *that*.” “What are you saying, Sam?” “No, no, no, no. You’re not the only one who gets to ask questions here. Before I tell you any more, you have to tell me something.” “Very well. What do you wish to know?” Sam paused, pondering the question. Aragorn saw the answer form behind Sam’s eyes, and then the hobbit asked, “Why did you leave the pavilion this morning?” Aragorn took a moment to form his own answer. “I had a dream. It involved ‘relations’ between myself and another male. The dream haunted me this morning, and I wished to be alone to sort through my thoughts.” “Then why did you ask Legolas to join you?” the hobbit asked innocently. A moment later, the answer came to him. “Ooohhhhh. I see.” “What do you see, halfling?” “Your dream was about Legolas, wasn’t it?” Aragorn hesitated. “Mr. Strider?” “Yes, you’re right. It was about Legolas.” “Well, you needn’t be embarrassed by that, Mr. Strider. The elves are an exceedingly fair race. And in Rivendell, I heard Legolas described as one of the fairest of his kind. You’d have to be blind not to find his appearance pleasing.” Pleasing. An understatement, to be sure. He attempted to return the focus of the conversation back onto the hobbit. “I have answered your question. Now it is your turn. Who else besides Rose Cotton has a claim upon your most generous and kind heart?” Sam lowered his eyes to the ground and said nothing. Aragorn had a sudden realization. “Sam! Is it Frodo?” Sam reached for the empty plate. “So are you still hungry, Mr. Strider?” He started to stand up, but Aragorn stopped him with a hand on the top of the hobbit’s head. “Sam?” “What business is it of yours, anyway? Why are you so curious about affairs of the heart? Aren’t you betrothed to the Lady Arwen?” Aragorn did not answer, but watched as Sam put the pieces of the puzzle into place. “Oh, my goodness. It’s Legolas, isn’t it? You’re in love with Legolas!” “No! I mean, maybe . . . . I don’t know,” Aragorn stammered. “Well, if that doesn’t beat all,” Sam exclaimed. “What a curious picture that paints. Him all clean and fair, and you all . . . well, you’re clean now.” “This isn’t funny, hobbit,” chided Aragorn. “No, Mr. Strider. I’m sorry. It’s not.” “I’ve confessed my feelings for Legolas to you. Now I ask you to share with me your feelings for the Ringbearer.” “When you put it like that, it sounds like I’ve got a wee girl’s crush on him,’ protested Sam. “Well, explain to me the difference,” Aragorn prodded. “Very well. But then you must tell me more of your dream of Legolas.” “We shall see if your tale deserves another, Mr. Gamgee. Now tell on.” “All right, all right. Let’s see. My father tended the garden at Bag End. That’s where Mr. Bilbo lived. Now Mr. Frodo came to live in Bag End the very year I was born, so I’ve known Mr. Frodo my whole life. I’ve always been very fond of him. He treats me like I’m special.” At this the hobbit appeared a bit embarrassed. “You may not know this, Mr. Strider, but I am not known for my quick wit.” “By whose estimation?” “Everyone’s. That’s why I spent so much time with my dad at Bag End. Mr. Bilbo’s stories were so exciting, and he had the largest garden in Hobbiton.” “What about Frodo?” asked Aragorn, attempting to steer the hobbit to a point. “Mr. Frodo was always nice. Always smiling. But he had a sadness behind his smile, even when he would laugh. I suppose that would come from being an orphan. I always wanted to give him a big hug. To try to cheer him up, you know?” “The other kids would walk by Bag End and laugh at me. I guess I probably did look a sight, all dirtied up and all. But Mr. Frodo would shoo them away, and then say to me, “Don’t listen to them, Sam. You’re capable of great things. I can see it in your eyes.” Sam paused for a moment, then he drew himself up and took a deep breath. “That was when I first loved Mr. Frodo. Of course, so much has changed since then.” “What has changed?” asked the ranger. “Are you daft? Look at where we are! We sit in the realm of the elves! We’ve journeyed through the lost mines of Moria, and have lived to tell of it. And Mr. Frodo has been put through so much. I worry about him. It’s too much for a hobbit to bear.” Aragorn wanted to reassure the halfling. “From what I have seen, the responsibilities of Ringbearer suit him well. His heart is strong and true. And if I’m not mistaken,” and at this he took Sam’s chin in his hand, forcing the hobbit’s eyes to his own, “he does not bear his burden alone.” “That may be, Mr. Strider. I hope you’re right.” He released Sam’s chin and patted the hobbit’s cheek. “So what of your love for Frodo now? Where does your heart stand?” “My love and admiration grows with each new adventure we share. He is the bravest hobbit I’ve ever known. Or even heard of. And you know what? I think he cares for me as well.” “I’m sure of it, Sam.” “Really? You really think so?” Sam’s enthusiasm warmed Aragorn’s heart. “Yes, Sam. I do.” “You know, you were asking about ‘feelings for another of my gender’?” “Yes.” Aragorn’s heartbeat quickened as he felt the conversation moving into the desired arena. “Well, there have been times during this journey that I have felt . . . well, physical feelings for Mr. Frodo.” “Go on.” Aragorn’s mouth was suddenly dry. “Well, for example, while we were in the mines of Moria, Mr. Frodo would sleep with his head in my lap. As I looked down at him, I found myself wondering how it would feel to kiss him. I never have, but I’ve thought about it. Instead I would just run my fingers through his hair as he slept. One time, he stirred a bit and sighed, then pressed his head into my hand. I’ll remember that moment for as long as I live.” Aragorn sat mute as Sam became lost in the memory. A woodland creature moved through the forest behind them, twigs crackling into the silence. Sam broke his reverie. “So that’s my tale. It’s your turn now, Mr. Strider.” “Very well.” Aragorn took a deep breath and continued. “My dream was about Legolas. I have never looked upon another male with passion, but this elf elicits a desire that cannot be denied. I long to embrace him, to kiss him, to . . . ..” Aragorn hesitated. “Make love to him?” Sam prompted. “Yes. No. I mean . . . I long for *him* to make love to *me*.” “Ohhh. I see. Is that what your dream was about?” “No, in my dream I struggled with the conflict between my desire for Legolas and my love for Arwen.” “And how did your dream end?” Aragorn recalled the memory of his dream encounter with Arwen. How had it ended? She had told him she rejoiced at his communion with Legolas. He had asked her what ‘communion’ meant. “Ask Legolas. He will tell you,” had been her reply. To Sam’s question, Aragorn replied, “With more questions than when it began.” “Oh.” Sam’s expression was one of confusion. “Samwise Gamgee, I thank you for your kindness and your counsel. And do not fear. Your love for Frodo will remain our secret until you choose to make your devotion known.” He extended his hand to Sam. The hobbit’s tiny hand was swallowed by the human’s as they sealed their pact. “And I will keep your secret safe in my heart as well, Mr. Strider,” Sam said. Aragorn was more interested in the location of his beloved Legolas than he was in Sam's discretion, but he accepted the hobbit's gesture of confidence and friendship. Aragorn rose to his feet. “I ask you to pardon the abrupt ending to this breakfast, but I have need to speak to a certain elf," the ranger said. 'My dream holds a mystery that only he can help me solve.” CHAPTER 14 Boromir was no ranger, but he had some skill in stealth. Unfortunately, it failed him as his foot snapped a twig. And then another. He froze, hoping not to be detected. The voices continued. He exhaled softly, and continued moving forward until he could hear the words clearly. “. . . but this elf elicits a desire that cannot be denied. I long to embrace him, to kiss him, to . . . .” the ranger hesitated. “Make love to him?” the hobbit prompted. “Yes. No. I mean . . . I long for *him* to make love to *me*.” Boromir nearly fell over in shock. The heir of Isildur desired an elven male? “. . . conflict between my desire for Legolas and my love for Arwen.” Legolas?! Boromir pictured the two of them together. Aragorn on his hands and knees with the elf ramming his cock into the man from behind. He reached down and adjusted his growing erection. "Your love for Frodo will remain our secret until you choose to make your devotion known.” “And I will keep your secret safe in my heart as well, Mr. Strider.” Boromir retreated behind a tree as Aragorn stood and took his leave of the hobbit, who picked up an empty plate and followed after him. Boromir turned his back to the tree and slid down the trunk until he was sitting. Aragorn and Legolas. He thought he had sensed something between them this morning. He would not be surprised if Legolas desired Aragorn. Who wouldn’t? The ranger was one of the most attractive men Boromir had ever met. Their meeting in the Hall of Elendil had left him so overwhelmed that he had accidentally dropped the hilt of Narsil. He had heard the clang of the precious relic on the floor, but was unable to turn, wanting only to escape the moment. Boromir would never have guessed that Aragorn would be attracted to other men. He could usually tell, but this one was a mystery. He pictured the ranger standing in front of him. He imagined Aragorn slowly removing his tunic to reveal a tautly-muscled torso. Boromir reached down and released his raging erection. He spit on his hand and began to stroke his cock as he fantasized about the imaginary man in front of him. CHAPTER 15 Legolas was concerned about Aragorn, but did not want to worry the rest of the Fellowship needlessly. So he kept his thoughts to himself and hoped Sam’s company would bring some cheer to the ranger. Boromir sat off to himself, glaring into the forest. Legolas watched as Gimli, Pippin, and Merry devoured the breakfast feast. “Try this jelly, Merry,” suggested Pippin. “That’s not jelly. That’s jam,” Merry replied. “So it is,” conceded Pippin, taking a bite of bread and jam. “It’s still good,” he mumbled with his mouth full. “Jam, jelly, who cares? It is a vast improvement from what we’ve been living on for these past few weeks,” exclaimed Gimli. Boromir suddenly stood and announced, “I can bear this no longer. The boredom will drive me mad. If I am condemned to remain in this blasted forest, I wish to know my surroundings. Enjoy your breakfast, but this warrior is going to find some way to be more productive.” Having finished his decree, Boromir departed the pavilion in a huff. Legolas called after him, “You might volunteer to help guard the borders while we are guests, fragrant Gondorian. Your aroma would serve quite well as orc bait.” At this, Gimli and the feasting hobbits broke into laughter once more. They seemed to have abandoned themselves to the spell of Lothlórien. Frodo, however, did not appear to share their cheer. His expression was one of dread and anxiety. Legolas could sense the hobbit’s agitation, and spoke softly so he would not startle him. “Are you all right, Ringbearer?” he asked. Frodo answered simply. “I’m fine.” Legolas did not believe him, but did not press the issue. He was troubled by something about Boromir’s demeanor this morning. He was unable to determine exactly what that something was, but it was sufficient enough to raise an alarm in Legolas’ mind. He decided to take his leave of the dining half of the Fellowship and follow the other half, wherever they had gone. Legolas stood. “Well, then I’m off to Cerin Amroth. I may be gone for several days, so if you would, please extend my regards to the absent members of our Fellowship.” “You take care now, Master Elf,” charged Gimli. “We shall need your bow when we leave this place.” “I will most certainly, Master Dwarf.” The elf then crouched down, so his face was close to Frodo’s. “You should try to relax, Frodo. You are safe amongst my kindred here.” “I will try, Legolas. But please be careful.” “Your concern warms my heart, noble hobbit. But have faith. The Valar have protected my life thus far. I am here to protect you, and that charge is not yet completed.” The hobbit threw his arms around Legolas’ neck and embraced the elf tightly. Legolas embraced him in turn, lifting him off his feet and pulling him tightly to his chest. He held Frodo for several moments, and then returned the hobbit to the ground, satisfied that Frodo’s anxiety had subsided for the moment. “I’ll return in a day or so. Try not to get into any mischief, all right?” The elf ruffled Frodo’s hair, and called to the other hobbits, “That goes for all of you.” “Don’t worry about us,” replied Pippin. “As long as they keep this buffet full, I won’t be leaving this spot.” Legolas gave a final wink to Frodo, then left the pavilion. The hobbits’ voices behind him brought a grin to his face. “Frodo, come over here,” Merry beckoned. “You *must* try this quail.” “It’s not quail, it’s squab,” corrected Pippin. “It is not. It’s quail,” Merry argued. “I think I know my wild birds, Meriadoc Brandybuck, and this is squab,” countered Pippin. “It’s quail, or my name is Tom Bombadil.” “Well, Tom, this squab is delicious.” As Legolas moved towards the city’s gates, he picked up the Gondorian’s scent quite easily. He followed it across the white bridge and into the forest west of the city. It didn’t take very long to catch up to Boromir, who had tailed Sam, who had followed Aragorn. The Galadhrim must be laughing at this little parade. As he followed Boromir, Legolas came to the conclusion that the Gondorian fancied himself a ranger. He struggled to suppress his laughter as Boromir attempted to move silently through the forest. Boromir was now hiding behind a tree eavesdropping on a conversation between Aragorn and Sam, who sat a short distance away. Legolas had nimbly darted up a nearby tree, and now observed the entire scene from an overhead branch. Aragorn was speaking. “My dream was about Legolas. I have never looked upon another male with passion, but this elf elicits a desire that cannot be denied. I long to embrace him, to kiss him, to . . . .” The ranger hesitated. “Make love to him?” Sam prompted. “Yes. No. I mean . . . I long for *him* to make love to *me*.” Legolas nearly fell out of the tree. He was unprepared for the wave of happiness Aragorn’s words carried to his heart. He had to take a moment to reassure himself that he had indeed heard correctly. Aragorn *did* remember last night. But did he think it a dream? “Samwise Gamgee,” Aragorn said, “I thank you for your kindness and your counsel. And do not fear. Your love for Frodo will remain our secret until you choose to make your devotion known.” “And I will keep your secret safe in my heart as well, Mr. Strider,” Sam responded. Aragorn rose to his feet, saying “I ask you to pardon the abrupt ending to this breakfast, but I have need to speak to a certain elf. My dream holds a mystery that only he can help me solve.” Legolas was relieved that Aragorn would not find him. He was not prepared to be alone with the inquisitive man. He needed to remove himself from Aragorn’s spell for a brief period. Lady Galadriel had instructed him to proceed with great care, and he had every intention of heeding her words. A day or two guarding the borders would help him clear his head and form some sort of strategy. Normally, he would trust his instincts when approaching an unknown situation. This time, however, his instinct was his enemy, for it told him to return to their clearing and wait for Aragorn to arrive. His instinct wanted to grab Aragorn by the neck and pull him into a deep, soul-stirring kiss. To tear the clothes from the man’s body. To taste the salty skin. To smell the . . . . He shook his head to break the ranger’s spell. Looking down, he saw the ranger and the hobbit moving back towards the city. He turned his attention to the other human. Boromir had seated himself and withdrawn an impressive erection. The man closed his eyes as he began to pleasure himself. V. SAME PLACE, DIFFERENT DESTINATIONS CHAPTER 16 Boromir’s hand moved slowly up and down his cock as his fantasy Aragorn continued to disrobe for him. The ranger was running his hands over his own body, across his chest, over his shoulders, along his arms, up his neck, across his face, through his hair, behind his head. His biceps flexed, his head tilted back, his mouth half open, his eyes half closed. Boromir increased the speed of his strokes as Aragorn slid his hands down his torso and into the front of his breeches. He undid the fastenings that were keeping his own erection a prisoner. Boromir gasped as the man’s cock was released. Aragorn stared at him with lust in his slate grey eyes. “Do you like what you see, Boromir?” he asked. “Yes,” Boromir whispered. “Good.” Aragorn took a couple steps closer. The man’s cock was right in front of Boromir’s face as Aragorn stroked himself to full erection. He removed his hand and moved his hips closer to Boromir’s face. “Do you want this?” he asked. “Yes,” Boromir whispered again. “Take it. Take it in your mouth.” Boromir leaned forward and touched his tongue to the tip of Aragorn’s erection. Aragorn shuddered. Boromir liked that. Without hesitation he swallowed the man like a sheath sliding onto a sword. “Aaaahhhhh!!!” cried the ranger in pleasure, his eyes wide with surprise. Boromir looked up and drank in the sight of Aragorn’s tightly muscled torso, a light blanket of hair covering his chest and abdomen. The ranger looked down at him as he slowly moved up and down the man’s cock, using his tongue to apply extra pressure to the sensitive underside. While one hand continued to stroke his own cock, Boromir grabbed Aragorn with his other, pulling the ranger’s hips closer. The man began to move his hips back and forth. “Yes,” Boromir gasped, removing his lips for just a moment. “Like that.” Aragorn needed no further encouragement. He leaned forward, placing his hands on the tree in front of him, and proceeded to thrust his cock down Boromir’s throat. Boromir was in ecstasy. He was grunting with each thrust, his hand a blur on his own cock. Aragorn began to grunt as well, each increasing in pitch and volume as the ranger approached orgasm. “Do you want me to finish?” asked Aragorn. Boromir grunted and nodded, his mouth still full. “All right, then. Here it comes.” He gave several deep thrusts and then buried his cock, emptying his load into Boromir’s throat with a bone- rattling growl. Boromir gave several last strokes and then shot his own load over his hand, his howl of orgasm muffled by the ranger’s crotch. His body shuddered as he drank the last drops from Aragorn’s spent member, and then let it slip from his mouth. He leaned back against the tree, gasping for breath, his fantasy lover evaporating like mist in the morning sun. CHAPTER 17 Aragorn swiftly covered the distance back to the stone path circling the city. As he approached the city gates, he felt an odd sensation in his loins. He stopped walking, placing his hand over his lower abdomen where the sensation was growing. It felt familiar somehow. Suddenly, he felt a wave of pleasure wash over him. It reminded him of an orgasm, only not as intense. An echo almost. It soon passed, and he continued walking, wondering at his odd experiences this visit to Lothlórien. He crossed the bridge and entered the city. The morning was glorious and it lightened his spirits in spite of his unanswered questions. As he neared the crest of the hill and the pavilion, he encountered Haldir on the winding path. “Good morning, Estel,” said the elf as he stopped and gestured his greeting. “Good morning to you, Haldir,” replied Aragorn, returning the gesture. “You look quite rested, Estel. Are you enjoying your return to Lothlórien?” Haldir wore a smile similar to the one worn by a certain Mirkwood elf earlier this morning. How much did Haldir know? “Lothlórien always fills my spirit with joy, Haldir.” “I am glad you are well. I seek Prince Legolas. He has left the pavilion.” Haldir raised one eyebrow as he asked, “Would you perchance know where I may find him, Estel?” Aragorn cocked his head to one side in confusion. “No, I have not seen him. In truth, I was seeking the good Prince myself. You say he is not at the pavilion with my companions?” “No, he is not. They tell me that he left a short while ago saying he would return in several days.” “Several days?!” Aragorn was stunned. “He had not told you his plans?” asked Haldir. “No, he had not.” Aragorn could not decide whether to be hurt or angry. He could not believe that after what they had shared the night before, Legolas would abandon him. For several days! “Please excuse me, Haldir, but I need to speak to my companions.” Haldir must have heard them incorrectly. Several days? “I take my leave, then, for I am departing for the northern borders myself this hour. Would you consider joining us in the defense of our realm?” asked Haldir. “I regret I cannot, good Haldir. I have important matters of my own to investigate. But I am sure that your warriors will be more than adequate to the task at hand.” “Your sword arm will be missed. But fare you well, Estel. May the Valar bring you the illumination you seek.” “You are most gracious, Haldir.” The both gestured their farewells and proceeded on their way, Aragorn continuing up the hill, as Haldir continued down. CHAPTER 18 Legolas watched unaffected as Boromir emptied his load over his hand. He had watched Boromir in curiosity, but had not become aroused in any way. The Gondorian was not unattractive, but his churlish personality tainted what small measure of allure he possessed. Legolas did not care for Boromir very much. In fact, he wasn’t at all convinced that the Gondorian could be trusted. He wondered if the object of Boromir’s fantasy had been Aragorn. It was a logical conclusion, considering he had just been eavesdropping on Aragorn and Sam. Unless he favored the hobbit. No, that was highly improbable. Boromir seemed to hold the opinion that Man was the superior race, and other inhabitants of Middle Earth should acknowledge that without question. That he should desire a hobbit was simply not a reasonable possibility. It *was* reasonable, however, to conclude that Boromir was attracted to Aragorn. So the assumption that Boromir desired Aragorn begged another question. How far would he go to possess him? Legolas was concerned that Boromir might try to force himself on the ranger. This wouldn’t do. He pondered what to do as he watched the man below him wipe his hands on the grass and then refasten his breeches. No, this wouldn’t do at all. Legolas watched as Boromir pulled himself to his feet and retreated in the direction of the city. As soon as he was out of sight, Legolas dropped to the ground and began to run. He circled around Boromir and reached the white bridge before him. He proceeded into the city and nearly ran into Haldir. “Legolas! How fare you this morning?” “Haldir. I need your assistance.” “Tell me your need.” “I need you to recruit Boromir, the Gondorian, to patrol the northern borders.” “I hope you’ll share your reasons with me at some point, but your need is obviously urgent.” “He follows but a few moments behind me.” “Consider it done. Will you be joining us, Good Prince?” “Indeed I will. But for now, I must go to make preparations. Do not accept “no” for an answer from Boromir. This is very important.” “Go, Legolas. I will deal with the Gondorian when he arrives. We leave for Cerin Amroth within the hour.” “I look forward to the journey. I have need to speak to you about last night.” “I had hoped to hear that tale. I just encountered –” “Yes, but not now,” Legolas interrupted. “I will meet you at Cerin Amroth. My thanks again, Haldir. I will not forget your kindness.” “What I am able to give, I give freely, Good Prince. Now go.” Legolas retreated further into the city. He had one more person to talk to before he left. VI. MEMORIES OF LOVE CHAPTER 19 As he walked back to the city of the elves, if one could call a bunch of trees a ‘city’, Boromir’s spirit felt lighter than it had in years. The seed of hope had been planted and was now taking root. Ever since that summer at Everholt 15 years ago, Boromir had been haunted by the love of a handsome young man from Rohan, which weighed on his heart like a sinkstone. But he had discovered the magnificence of the male form five years before that fateful summer, on the occasion of his twenty-first birthday. He had been nursing a hangover when he had gone in search of his baby brother, Faramir, at his father’s behest. His search had led him to the stables. Noises in the loft had lured him up the ladder to peer into the shadows. He had been able to discern a couple in a passionate embrace. They lay kissing on a bed of straw as the young man thrust away at his lover beneath him, whose legs were locked around his waist. Boromir had recognized the man. He was from Rohan and served as one of their grooms. The Rohir’s blonde hair was matted against his sweaty shoulders. Veins strained against the skin stretched across the man’s chest and biceps as he held his lover’s ankles, stretching the legs wide. The hairless torso glistened with sweat, the washboard stomach muscles flexing and rolling as he pounded away, grunting with every thrust. The sight of the strong masculine body in the throes of passion had a profound and troubling effect on Boromir. He had become aroused himself. It was then that Boromir had caught a glimpse of the face of the Rohir’s partner to discover that it was . . . . Faramir!!! Boromir had fled the scene, determined to prevent his brother from disgracing the honor of their family’s name. He had succeeded. The degenerate horse lover had been expelled within the hour. But that man had never left Minas Tirith entirely. For the next five years, he had remained as a figment of Boromir’s dreams and fantasies. Boromir emerged from the trees onto the stone path to see Sam the hobbit approaching the white bridge to his right. Not wishing any company right now, Boromir walked in the opposite direction, following the path around to the northern point of the city. He encountered no one on the path and continued east although the path turned due north. He had wished to explore the city’s surroundings and took this opportunity for some time away from his companions. The air was clear and refreshing, with the perfume of flowers scenting the breeze blowing across his face. As much as he hated to admit it, the forest was very peaceful. It was those cursed elves that made him uneasy. So superior, so smug. He felt judgment in their eyes. Who were they to judge *him*? He was the eldest son of the Steward of Gondor, the commander of Gondor’s army, and a member of the Fellowship of the Ring. They could take their judgment and go to Mordor for all he cared. Let them leave Middle Earth for their ‘Grey Havens’, and good riddance. As he walked, he remembered his brother’s reaction to the news of the Rohir’s banishment. Faramir had not spoken to him for two months after that. And when they finally resumed conversation, it was as a neighbor might discuss the weather. There was a coldness between them from that day on for years, and Boromir genuinely regretted that. But it had been for Faramir’s own good. Or so he had thought at the time. He eventually came upon a stream that ran from the wall of the city on his right into the forest on his left. He decided to follow the stream southeast. The five years following his discovery of Faramir’s secret as well as his own were spent successfully avoiding any circumstance in which his composure could be compromised. He never allowed himself to look upon any male with passion. But in the privacy of his locked bedroom, he found release in the muscular arms of many a fantasy man. It was a dream he had thought never to be fulfilled. His father had become increasingly more concerned about the lengthening shadows of Mordor, and began to obsess on making preparations for an attack from the east. Many meetings and conferences were held to strategize and coordinate the protection of their lands. One such meeting took Boromir to Firienwood, which bridged the lands of Gondor and the Eastfold at the base of Ered Nimrais. There he had met Théodred, prince of Rohan. Théodred had stolen Boromir’s heart in the moment they met. Boromir had resisted at first, unsettled but intrigued by the handsome prince’s flirtations. But a mysteriously strong wine had soothed Boromir’s heart as well as his nerves, and he had ultimately surrendered to Théodred’s considerable charms. What a fool I was, thought Boromir, shaking the memory of that passionate night together from his head. He had followed the stream to its end and now emerged on the banks of the Anduin. The afternoon sun shone over his shoulder, throwing his shadow down the bank in front of him. The stream emptied into the river on his right by passing over and around a gauntlet of boulders before pouring over the edge of the embankment in a misty waterfall. The sound of the rushing water called to him and Boromir walked to spot where water met rock. He climbed up on a large boulder facing the river. The trees provided shade, creating a stark contrast against the bright sunlight hitting the eastern bank. He was beginning to understand what the others had been saying about Lothlórien. He wondered if the healing that began that night at Everholt would be completed here. For a moment, Boromir wondered what his companions were doing. He found to his surprise that he missed their company. More to the point, he missed Aragorn. Chapter 20 Aragorn sat on a boulder, his feet dangling in the cool water of the pool. The afternoon and his stomach were both full. By the time he had returned to the pavilion, breakfast had been cleared and an early lunch was being served, much to the hobbits’ delight. Upon arriving, he had immediately questioned them about Haldir’s claim that Legolas had already left for the northern borders. His heart sank at the confirmation of the elf’s words. He needed to see Legolas. Not just desired, but *needed* to see him. He had thought about following him to Cerin Amroth, but was uncertain as to how he would find him. He knew the lay of Lothlórien well, but Legolas could be anywhere in the Naith or west of the Celebrant. Frodo had certainly discouraged him. The sweet, strong hobbit had a manner that made one take heed, regardless of the distraction. Aragorn had been moved by Frodo’s plea, and abandoned thoughts of following Legolas. The elf had left word that he would return in two days’ time. The ranger’s questions could wait that long. They would have to. He had no choice. Frodo had taken his hand and led him to join them at the incredible banquet presented for their midday repast. He ate his fill, and allowed himself to enjoy the company of his remaining companions. The four hobbits were a joy. They had the uncanny ability to forget the tragedy and threats of impending doom that hung over Middle Earth like a shadow and enjoy the simple joys of a fine meal with friends. Perhaps their role was to keep the race of Man from becoming overly serious and self- absorbed. Sam was one of the kindest and gentlest souls Aragorn had ever encountered, but he had also witnessed the ferocity of Sam’s loyalty to Frodo. And Frodo himself possessed the strength of the heroes Aragorn had learned about in story and song. Though his own elvish name meant ‘hope’, it was Frodo the Ringbearer that carried the hope of all Middle Earth in his heart. Aragorn felt humbled to sit next to the great hero beside him. Merry and Pippin filled Aragorn’s heart with laughter. They appeared to be two halves of one whole, sensing the other’s mood and finishing each other’s sentences. That is, of course, when they were not bickering about some minute point of interest. Gimli the dwarf was as solid as a rock; a formidable ally in combat and loyal friend in need. Aragorn was quite impressed by Gimli’s willingness to release the hostility of his race towards the elvenfolk he encountered. Gimli’s friendship with Legolas had most definitely impacted the dwarf’s preconceptions, and their encounter with the Lady Galadriel had apparently eliminated any distrust of her motives. Gimli was smitten with love for the Lady of Lórien, pure of heart with no impurities to sully the magnitude of his affection. And though it was not like the love Aragorn felt for Arwen, and now Legolas, no truer love could be found. Nobody knew exactly where Boromir had gone. He was apparently on a scouting mission of some sort. Aragorn was somewhat concerned. Not so much that Boromir could do anything to harm Lothlórien, but rather that Lothlórien could possibly harm Boromir should he make an imprudent and impulsive decision. He momentarily considered going in search of his kinsman, but abandoned that thought as well. Boromir was the Commander of the army of Gondor. One would hope that he could take care of himself. Besides, like Legolas, Aragorn had no idea of where to begin looking for the man. So he ate his fill of the food and shared song and story with the hobbits, then took his leave, explaining he needed some time to himself. They all wished him well and bid him return for dinner. He assured them he would and left the pavilion. Without realizing where he was walking, he had retraced his steps to the clearing where he and Legolas had shared . . ., what, exactly? He was still uncertain as to what had occurred last night. He remembered the events clearly now, but the import of those events still eluded him. When he entered the clearing, he immediately noticed that all traces of their night together had been erased. All save his own clothes, folded by the pool. As he sat on the boulder where their clothes had dried that morning, he began to replay the night’s events in his mind. **************************************************** As he slowly walked into the pool, Boromir’s words continued their litany. It is long since we’ve had any hope. When he reached the center of the pool, he submerged himself and then stood up, running his fingers through his hair. He stopped with his hands locked behind his neck. It is long since we’ve had any hope. His arms slowly dropped to his sides as he stared into space. “Aragorn?” He heard his name, but did not have the energy to be alarmed. “Aragorn,” the voice repeated. He looked up to discover Legolas standing a few feet away from him in the water. He looked into the elf’s eyes and found a well of compassion he was not expecting. His wall began to crumble. A gasp of panic escaped him as his defenses began to give way. He gritted his teeth and fought to maintain his resolve. He clenched his fists and struggled to keep from trembling. The elf watched him with an expression of sadness on his face, his head tilted to one side, as if imploring Aragorn to release his grief. A choked sob managed to break through, and then the dam gave way. The tears flowed, trailing down his cheeks and disappearing into his beard. Legolas stepped toward him and embraced him tightly. He wrapped his arms around the elf’s torso, clinging to him as a drowning man will cling to driftwood. Legolas held him as he surrendered completely to his emotions, burying his face in the elf’s neck. In a dark corner of his mind, it registered that the handsome elf was naked, . . . . . . . and that awareness grew until all other thoughts and emotions were pushed aside. He gathered his composure and pulled away from Legolas, holding the elf at arm’s length so he could look at him. “You look terrible,” the elf commented with a smile. The long, silky blonde hair tumbled loosely around the elf’s shoulders, the tips of his ears barely visible. His eyes were deep and soulful, and Aragorn felt he could happily spend the rest of his life gazing into them. The elf’s lips were strong and full, and Aragorn could not contain his desire any longer. He moved in, tilting his head slightly to one side and lightly kissed those lips. He didn’t pull away, but remained in that position, their lips all but touching. He lightly kissed Legolas again. This time Legolas was apparently not content with such a chaste kiss, for he placed his hand behind Aragorn’s neck and pulled him into a kiss that set the ranger’s soul ablaze. The passion rose as they kissed, their mouths parted, tongues exploring and caressing each other in a fervor that grew with each passing heartbeat. Legolas broke the kiss and looked into Aragorn’s eyes. The love shone from the elf like a star in the night sky above them. They each threw their arms around the other and embraced tightly, as if they both wished to merge into one being. Aragorn felt Legolas pull away only slightly, and then felt the elf’s lips on his neck. Fireworks exploded in his loins and he felt the need to remove the rest of his clothing. He reached down and began to loosen the fastenings, but Legolas stopped him. “Allow me,” he said, hands sliding down Aragorn’s back and around his waist. The elf’s nimble fingers had the fastenings loosened in the blink of an eye. His hands grabbed each side of Aragorn’s breeches, and slowly pulled them down. He crouched down in the water in front of Aragorn to allow the ranger to remove first one foot and then the other from the wet clothing. His face was at the level of Aragorn’s stomach, and he leaned in to kiss the wet skin. The elf moved up Aragorn’s torso, his lips pressing against the man’s body as if he wished to draw the man’s soul through his skin. He tossed the man’s breeches onto the boulder at the side of the pool, and placed a hand on each side of Aragorn’s torso to steady the man’s body while he covered the ranger’s chest with a thousand sweet kisses. He would take strands of Aragorn’s chest hair between his teeth, tugging gently, then licking and kissing. As the talented tongue worked its way up his neck, Aragorn could feel the elf’s erection brushing against his own, sending tremors through his body. Legolas pulled away and smiled at the ranger’s reaction. “Is this your first time?” he asked. “Yes,” Aragorn answered. “Are you nervous?” asked the elf. “Were it anyone but you, Legolas, I would be. But you fill me with such comfort and peace that I fear nothing at this moment.” Aragorn placed first one hand on the elf’s chest, and then the other. He was no longer looking at the elf’s face, but rather at the sculpted beauty of his torso. Skin smooth as finely polished stone, without any trace of body hair. Aragorn ran his thumbs over the firm nipples, sending tremors through the elf’s body this time. His hands continued to explore the hard body. Legolas took hold of his hand and led him out of the pool. The elf spread the ranger’s cloak on the ground, and then gestured for him to sit down. He did so. Legolas knelt in between his legs and moved in to kiss Aragorn again, his hands on both sides of the man’s head, fingers entwined in the wet locks. Their tongues danced as Legolas pushed Aragorn onto his back, the elf lying on top of him. Aragorn wrapped his arms around the elf and embraced him tightly. They lay there, locked in embrace, their mouths drinking in the taste of each other for what seemed like hours. Aragorn felt he would never tire of kissing the handsome elf. After a time, however, Legolas pressed his hands on the ground on either side of Aragorn’s head, then rearranged his legs so he was straddling the man’s waist. He straightened up, and Aragorn uttered a small groan of astonishment at the beauty of the elf above him. Legolas was pulling his hair back away from his face, and Aragorn watched the elf’s upper arms flex with a desire that was making him dizzy. He reached up and placed his hands on the elf’s chest again, continuing his exploration of the exquisite body. He worked his way down the torso and along the elf’s thighs. Legolas trembled as he lightly traced his fingers along the elf’s erection. The elf began to move his hips as if to thrust himself into Aragorn’s hand. The man felt his own erection rubbing against the elf’s backside, and he began to tremble as well. Legolas was looking down at him, his eyes smoldering with desire, his lips swollen and parted in a seductive smile. The elf placed his own hands on Aragorn’s torso, exploring the man’s chest and shoulders, playing with the man’s chest hair. Legolas leaned over and kissed Aragorn with a soft passion that fanned the flames already raging in the man’s loins. The elf pulled away and asked him, “Are you certain you wish to continue?” “Yes,” he answered without hesitation. “Make love to me, Legolas.” “As you wish,” the elf replied, his eyes flashing with desire. *********************************************** Aragorn had laid back on the rock and reached inside his breeches to stroke his erection as he fantasized about the beautiful elf. His hand moved up and down the steel hard shaft as the Legolas in his mind made love to him. Chapter 21 Legolas arrived at Cerin Amroth shortly before sunset. As he entered the wide clearing, he heard his name being called. He followed the sound to find Rúmil waving to him from the flet high up in the mallorn at the top of the mound. Legolas waved back, and then Rúmil disappeared, only to reemerge descending the ladder to the ground. Legolas waited for the Lórien elf at the foot of the mound. “Well met, Prince Legolas,” greeted Rúmil. Legolas flinched inwardly. The title of ‘Prince’ was beginning to sound haughty and supercilious to his ears. “Greetings, Rúmil. What news of the invading orcs?” “Haldir even now goes to the confluence of the Nimrodel and the Celebrant. He instructed me to wait for you and to ask you to bring your bow as quickly as you are able.” “Then lead on, good Rúmil. My bow is pledged to the protection of Lothlórien.” Rúmil nodded, then turned to the west. Their progress would be slower by night, but they had no other choice. As they walked, Legolas wondered how Boromir was faring, fighting alongside a host of elves. He sincerely hoped that he had not put the Gondorian in harm’s way, but something deep inside told him that it was vitally important to keep Aragorn protected from Boromir’s lewd advances. Legolas was happy to know that his beloved would be safe in Caras Galadhon with the rest of the Fellowship. VII. QUESTIONS ANSWERED Chapter 22 Aragorn’s memory of the previous night and his fantasy blended together as he lay on his back on the rock by the pool, pleasuring himself under the setting sun. *********************************************************** Aragorn thrust his hips up towards the elf atop him as they kissed, eliciting a moan which flowed from Legolas into the ranger’s mouth, across his tongue and into his soul. Aragorn was consumed with desire and wrapped his arms around the elf’s torso, pulling himself up against the smooth hard body . . . . The elven fingers wrapped around him and began to softly stroke up and down his shaft. He gasped as his body convulsed. This brought a small laugh from Legolas, whose eyes had widened in mock surprise at Aragorn’s reaction. “Do you like how that feels?” he asked. “Gods, yes. Please don’t stop.” “Like this?” asked the elf, wrapping both hands firmly around him in one long down stroke, thumbs caressing the sensitive glans underneath. Aragorn arched his back, thrusting his hips as far into Legolas’ hands as he could. He closed his eyes and succumbed to the bliss coursing through his body. Legolas continued to stroke Aragorn’s cock, bringing him closer and closer to the edge, then releasing him, leaving him gasping and trembling in ecstasy . . . . Aragorn reached up and pulled Legolas to him, kissing the elf hard and passionately on the mouth. The elf’s only response was a lascivious smile. He pressed Aragorn back to the ground, then lifted both of the man’s knees onto his shoulders. The elf moved his hips in closer, the ranger’s knees over his shoulders. Aragorn could feel the long blond hair lightly grazing his thighs and the tip of the elf’s erection pressing against him as Legolas bent over him, raising the man’s hips even higher. Legolas leaned down and kissed Aragorn as he slowly pressed himself into the ranger. They both groaned loudly into each other’s mouths as Aragorn reached around and pulled Legolas to him, taking the entire length of the elf into his body. They continued to kiss and moan as Legolas pulled out all but the very tip and then plunged into him again and again. Moans became cries of pleasure, timed to the elf’s thrusts. “Aah! Aah! Aah! Aaaaahhhhhhh!” He came, shooting his load over himself and the elf. Witnessing Aragorn’s orgasm sent Legolas over the edge and he thrust himself deep inside the ranger in a final plunge into orgasm. Aragorn watched Legolas’ face twist in pleasure as he felt the pulsing of the elf inside him. Their bodies both trembled and convulsed in orgasmic rapture, their hands joined, fingers intertwined. ********************************************************* Aragorn looked down to discover he had made quite a mess. His stomach was covered with the sticky results of his fantasy. He stood up and stripped off the white tunic and leggings. Then he jumped into the pool to rinse off. The cool water of the pool against his hot skin sparked a sensation of such intensity that he did not wish to leave it. So he spent the next hour floating on his back, watching the stars emerge from the encroaching darkness. CHAPTER 23 It was shortly after sunset when the orgasm swept over Legolas. It caught him by such surprise that he lost his footing and tumbled to the ground. Rúmil was immediately at his side. “Prince Legolas! Are you injured?” he asked with only a hint of alarm. Legolas barely registered the question as his body reeled from the unexpected rush. He lay on his back, his head resting on Rúmil’s bended knee. His breathing came in ragged gasps and his limbs shook in uncontrollable pleasure. “Prince Legolas!” Rúmil’s alarm was increasing. Legolas reached up to pat his companion’s arm to assure him all was well. He felt Rúmil relax, but only a bit. He drew upon his resolve and gathered his wits enough to say, “Be at peace, Rúmil. I am well.” This had a significant impact on the elf, and Legolas felt Rúmil breathe a sigh of relief. Rúmil opened his water skin and presented it to Legolas. “Drink this, Prince. It is a restorative.” Legolas accepted the skin. “I thought I told you not to call me ‘Prince’.” He took a drink and felt the warmth flow through the sizzling nerves of his body. He took another long draught and swallowed. “My apologies. Legolas.” The use of the familiar name obviously did not come easily to Rúmil. “Thank you,” replied the archer. He drew a deep breath of crisp night air and held it in his chest. He closed his eyes and felt the life force of the forest being drawn into his body and soul. He slowly allowed the air to escape his lips, carrying with it all his cares and anxieties. He opened his eyes to see the stars peeking through the branches overhead, which waved as if blown by the very breath leaving his body. The earth beneath him felt as if it were pushing up at him, supporting him on its bedrock. The cool breeze brushed across his skin in a loving caress. The heightened awareness reminded him of the previous evening’s experience in the clearing before Aragorn arrived. Aragorn. How he longed to return to Caras Galadhon and join Aragorn in their private clearing. A part of him felt as if he was actually there, lying on his back in the cool water, watching the stars emerge from the encroaching darkness . . . . CHAPTER 24 Aragorn’s rumbling stomach eventually convinced him to wrench his gaze from the night sky and leave the pool. He dried himself with the white clothing he had discarded, then dressed himself in his normal attire. The old clothes felt odd. As if they did not fit anymore. But it was not the cut. Rather, the garments represented the old Aragorn. The ranger who allowed no one save Arwen into his heart. Had the white garments he had worn all day been dry, he would have changed once more. But that not being the case, he would have to suffer his current apparel. After shaking his head vigorously, then running his fingers through his hair in attempt to brush the locks into some semblance of order, he once more set off for the Fellowship’s pavilion. He moved silently through the darkness, effortlessly navigating the hazards of the wild forest. Chapter 25 “Legolas?” Rúmil’s voice recalled him to his present surroundings. “I was there,” Legolas said in a whisper. “Where were you, Legolas?” “Outside Caras Galadhon, in a clearing. I was lying on my back in a pool, watching the stars.” “Did you experience a sense of heightened perception? A sensitivity to the forest around you?” “Yes. What is this mystery?” he asked. “Communion,” replied Rúmil. Legolas was instantly sitting up and alert. “What did you say?” he asked urgently. “You were experiencing communion,” stated Rúmil. “That is what I thought you said. What can you tell me about this ‘communion’?” he asked. “It is one of the mysteries of Lothlórien,” began Rúmil. “Every one hundred years, Lothlórien enters a very unique cycle. For thirty nights, the nurturing love of the forest is quickened.” “Quickened?” “Consider this analogy: The mysterious powers of Lothlórien are like a magical book. Normally, the book sits in a darkened room. The only light with which one may read from the book is provided by a single candle. During the time of Communion, it is as if the light of Eärendil illuminated the room, allowing the mysteries of the book to be easily read. The nurturing life force of the forest during this time is similarly accessible, should one’s intent be one of love and respect.” “You are speaking of a ‘communion’ between the forest and an individual?” asked Legolas. “Yes.” “Is it possible for two individuals to commune with each other?” asked Legolas. “Most certainly.” “What would happen should two individuals commune within Lothlórien borders during this special time?” Legolas returned. “One would offer communion to the other, who would need to willingly relinquish control to the one making the offer. The one making the offer we shall call the provider and the other the recipient. The provider makes love to the recipient, opening a portal between them. The cares and anxieties of the recipient are drawn by the provider through this portal, The recipient is granted healing, peace, and a release from care. The provider experiences a sense of oneness, empowerment, and joy. A bond is created that transcends time and distance, transforming the individuals and the world around them.” “Are you saying that this bond is akin to the binding of marriage?” asked Legolas. “In many ways, yes. The ceremony is obviously a bit more private. But the spiritual connection created is one blessed by the Valar.” “How so?” “It is said in legend that the Valar placed a special star in the sky which would create this time of communion every 100 years, increasing the bonds of love within the forest’s borders. It is also said that when the time of elves wanes and the time of man waxes to its fullest measure, the Communion of Lothlórien will play a critical role in the passage of the ages.” Legolas felt there was something missing. “It seems to me that the process is not completed with the exchange you described. Nature will always bring a reflection of the gift, completing the cycle and providing closure.” “You are very wise, Prin . . . .” He stopped himself. “Legolas. The recipient becomes focused on the provider, to the exclusion of everything else, seeking to reconnect. Until that reunion is made, the bond is yet incomplete.” Legolas recalled Lady Galadriel’s words: “You must not offer yourself to him. You must persuade him to claim you.” A connection existed between her admonition and the conversation at hand. It was still unclear, but Legolas was certain of its existence. “When an individual communes with the forest,” Rúmil continued, “the energy is returned to the forest in a commitment to protect and serve. This is what inspires the Galadhrim.” “I have experienced such inspiration. It is what brings me to the northern borders. But the experience that brought me to my knees just now felt like . . . .,” Legolas hesitated. “An orgasm?” prompted Rúmil. “Yes. But how is that possible?” “Connections are felt on a deeper level during the time of Communion. One’s intentions and desires carry great power now. This would more than likely be the result of another’s fantasy about you. The stronger the desire and intent, the more powerful the connection.” Aragorn. Legolas smiled. “Rúmil, I thank you. Your words have answered a multitude of questions that have troubled my mind today. And I appreciate your discretion in not asking why I am so interested in this communion of which you speak.” “I give thanks that I have provided some solace,” replied Rúmil with a gratified smile. “Come, I feel much better.” He placed his hand on Rúmil’s shoulder for support as he rose to his feet. “Let us press on. Your brother surely requires our assistance.” “As you wish, Legolas,” said Rúmil, rising and dusting the debris from his knees. “Lead on, good Rúmil. You are my guide in more ways than one tonight.” Rúmil nodded, then turned and broke into an easy sprint. Legolas followed his lead, looking forward to seeing Haldir again. He also felt the need to confirm Boromir’s participation in the northern border patrols. He felt more strongly than ever that the Gondorian posed a grave threat to Aragorn. The ranger was obviously not himself, as was indicated by his behavior this morning, and Legolas was determined to protect him until he was able to protect himself. No matter. He would see both Haldir and Boromir soon enough. CHAPTER 26 Aragorn arrived at the pavilion in time for the latest meal. “Aragorn! There you are,” cried Frodo. “You missed dinner and supper. But you’ve made it in time for evening tea,” informed Pippin. His words slurred and bumped into one another, like a tired caravan brought to a sudden stop. Gimli looked very uncomfortable. “I’m glad you’ve returned, Aragorn. I’ve never seen such large appetites possessed by such small creatures.” “Creatures, are we then?” asked Sam indignantly. “Is that how you see us?” It was clear to Aragorn that his friend had been enjoying the wine. “My apologies, Master Gamgee. I use the term with affection. But this old dwarf can barely keep up with you. Food-wise, that is.” “Then make room, old dwarf,” declared Merry. “For in this battle against the diabolical onslaught of food, we hobbits are the strongest warriors you shall find.” Aragorn sensed the familiar sound of wine-inspired bravado and had to laugh quietly to himself. “If I weren’t so full, young Merry, this old dwarf would come over there and –” “Gimli,” interrupted Aragorn, laughing out loud. “Very well, Aragorn,” grumbled Gimli as he hopped down from his seat. “You take my post at the table and I shall attempt to walk off this growing ache in my belly. I believe it was the third course of dinner that doomed me to this discomfort. Blasted hobbits.” “Nobody forced you to eat that last piece of meat, Gimli,” admonished Frodo. “It was a matter of pride!” sputtered the dwarf over his shoulder as he left the pavilion. Aragorn joined the hobbits for yet another meal. Gimli eventually returned, having walked off his stomach ache, and the six remaining members of the Fellowship enjoyed an evening of food, wine, and story. Occasionally, Aragorn would ponder the whereabouts of Legolas and Boromir, but the hobbits would not allow his focus to waiver. They were constantly vigilant regarding his attention. He suspected they were feeling a bit neglected and abandoned. After a final bedtime snack, everyone agreed to retire for the night. The hobbits rarely had the opportunity to eat food of such quality or quantity, and felt the need to recover before resuming the ‘battle’ on the morrow. Aragorn suspected the wine contributed to their drowsiness as well. He visited each hobbit in turn as they were falling asleep, wishing them all pleasant dreams. His eyes met Gimli’s and they both nodded to each other, wishing each other a good night in silence. As Aragorn laid his head upon his own pillow, he thought of Legolas and smiled as he slipped into peaceful slumber. Chapter 27 Boromir returned from his expedition to the Anduin to find the Fellowship asleep; everyone save Legolas, who was nowhere to be seen. Boromir found Aragorn and stood at his bedside, watching the rise and fall of the ranger’s chest as he slept. He reached down and brushed a stray lock of hair from the man’s forehead. Aragorn stirred and groaned sensuously. Tomorrow he would find some way for him and Aragorn to spend some time alone together. Looking around the pavilion, he noticed a solitary plate remained on the table, filled with aromatic food. He sat down and proceeded to devour the repast with his hands. As he ate, the weight of his eyelids began to increase to the point where it was difficult to keep them open. After wiping his mouth on his sleeve, he retreated to his bed and threw himself on it, asleep before he landed. But his dreams were troubled with echoes of lost love. A hooded figure entered the pavilion and stood silently at Boromir’s bedside, watching the tears fall from the Gondorian’s eyes as he slept. VII. THE BEST OF INTENTIONS CHAPTER 28 A freshly bathed Aragorn returned from his morning visit to the clearing to find Boromir packing a bag with food and cooking utensils. “So where are you going today, Boromir?” asked Pippin. “I am returning to a peaceful spot I found on the banks of the Anduin.” “Peaceful?” asked Merry. “What’s wrong with right here? I can’t remember visiting a more peaceful spot since we left the Shire.” “We missed you yesterday, Boromir. Why do you have to leave again?” inquired Pippin, with just a bit of a whine. Boromir closed the pack and threw it over his shoulder. “As entertaining as your constant chattering can be, I found that I enjoyed the day of silence and wish to enjoy another.” “You wound me, Boromir,” said Merry with a mock pout. “And just what do you mean by ‘constant chattering,’ I’d like to know,” demanded Pippin. “I’ll have you know that –“ “Pippin,” interrupted Frodo, quietly yet sternly. “If Boromir wishes to explore his surroundings again today, who are we to interfere?” “But Frodo –,” began Pippin, but was interrupted this time by Merry who had just noticed Aragorn had returned to the pavilion and had been listening to the conversation. “Aragorn, will you talk some sense into this stubborn Gondorian? He wants to go ‘exploring’ again today.” “Aragorn is coming with me,” stated Boromir with authority. “He is?” asked Merry and Pippin in unison. “I am?” asked Aragorn. “Yes, Aragorn,” replied Boromir. “I found a cave with some interesting markings. I thought you would like to see it.” “A cave?” asked Gimli with enthusiasm. “Now that sounds like an interesting exploration.” “More importantly, I wish to acquaint myself with the man who aspires to be my king and the king of my people.” “Now that sounds rather dull,” observed Gimli with considerably less enthusiasm. “Boromir, I think such a discussion is a bit premature,” said Aragorn. “I find it difficult to think about leaving Lothlórien, much less where we will go after that or what we can hope to accomplish.” “But it is your role, Aragorn,” challenged Boromir. “Do you wish to turn aside from your responsibilities? You have spent your life hiding your heritage. Do you not wish to now claim what is rightfully yours?” Aragorn did not want to think about kingships or rings of power. These things held no interest for him anymore. “What I wish is to enjoy the beauty and peace of this forest while I may.” And to return to Legolas’ arms, he thought. Boromir had advanced toward him and now stood directly before him, staring into his eyes. “Then come with me. I will show you a place that will fill your soul with such peace that you will not wish to leave it.” Aragorn found he had not the will to resist the man’s earnest invitation. “Very well,” he said quietly. “I will join you.” “Good,” said Boromir clapping him on the shoulder with great satisfaction. “I will meet you at the city’s gates. Bring your bedroll. We’ll be spending the night.” He shouldered his own roll before moving to Merry and Pippin and crouching down so he could look them in the eyes. “We’ll be back tomorrow. I promise we’ll do some exploring of our own after that.” “That’s assuming we’ll be wanting to go then,” replied Pippin with feigned indifference. Boromir poked him in the chest, rocking him back on his heels. “If I must, I will pick you up and carry you, one under each arm,” he said with a smile. Aragorn’s heart was warmed by the man’s genuine affection for the troublesome pair. “Just do us a favor and bathe first,” requested Merry. Boromir ruffled Merry’s hair. “Do not test my forbearance, hobbit,” he cautioned with mock severity, then rose to leave the pavilion. “Do not tarry, Aragorn,” he called over his shoulder as he left. All eyes turned to Aragorn. “What?” he asked. “That was strange,” commented Sam, understating what was apparently on everybody’s mind. ‘What was so strange about it?” asked Aragorn. “Oh, nothing, Mr. Strider,” replied Sam, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “The future Steward of Gondor orders the future King of Men around all the time. I don’t know why we would be so surprised at this behavior today.” His sarcasm was then replaced by incredulous disapproval. “What do you mean ‘What was so strange about it?’ Granted, his boldness is nothing new, but your acceptance of his domineering behavior is. New, that is.” “I think you judge Boromir a bit too harshly, Sam,” answered Aragorn. “I think you judge Boromir a bit too lightly, Mr. Strider,” countered Sam. “Sam!” cried Merry. “He only wishes to protect his people,” countered Aragorn. “He is not thinking of himself alone.” “So he maintains,” argued Sam. “I say he’s up to something.” “I think I would be able to tell if Boromir had intentions that were less than honorable,” asserted Aragorn. “Are you so certain?” questioned Sam. “What are you implying, Mr. Gamgee?” asked Aragorn with increasing annoyance. “Begging your pardon, Mr. Strider,” said Sam. “No disrespect intended, but you don’t seem to be yourself lately.” “And you’re not the only one,” chimed in Pippin. “Boromir is changed as well.” “And let’s not forget about Legolas. He seemed to be in quite a state before he left yesterday,” added Merry. “So there is now a conspiracy?” asked Aragorn, annoyance turning to amusement. “Honestly, are all hobbits so rich in imagination?” “Scoff if you wish, Mr. Strider. But I say watch your back with that one, I do,” cautioned Sam. “Samwise Gamgee, your counsel is heard and heeded. I shall ‘watch my back’ as you advise,” acquiesced Aragorn with a smile. His friends’ concern for his welfare reminded him how much he was enjoying being a member of a group. His many years of being on his own seemed empty and meaningless when compared to the joy and pain of the last few months. Perhaps his self-imposed exile was truly coming to an end. He gathered his bedroll and joined Boromir at the gates. They proceeded south around the city and then followed the stream that flowed from the city’s wall to the Anduin in the east. They spent the rest of the morning walking in silence, enjoying the reassuring presence of the other’s company without the need for conversation. Aragorn knew the way, but allowed Boromir to lead, not wishing to rob the man of the opportunity to share what he believed to be his own discovery. He found he enjoyed Boromir taking the initiative. Had he not, Aragorn would have been content to lounge around the pavilion with the hobbits and Gimli all day. But now he had the opportunity to acquaint himself with this enigmatic and contradictory man from Gondor. Perhaps the future Steward would relax while in the company of a solitary fellow human away from the others. They reached their destination shortly after the noon hour, coming suddenly upon the embankment looking down on the mighty Anduin. The stream tumbled over boulders on their left into a small waterfall which pooled in a small depression in the rock before overflowing the edge and joining the river’s current. “So,” said Boromir. “What do you think?” “You were right. It is very peaceful. How did you find it?” Aragorn had visited this spot before, but felt no need to tell Boromir that. “I didn’t. I believe it found me,” replied Boromir. Aragorn thought the statement a bit odd, but did not question it. Boromir lowered his burdens to the ground and said, “I brought some food, but we’ll need fresh meat. Why don’t you procure us some game while I take a few moments to bathe.” “Gladly,” replied Aragorn, thrilled that the Gondorian was finally going to bathe. “I shall return shortly.” And with that he set out with his bow and arrow to track whatever wild animal he could find. His mission soon accomplished, he returned to the waterfall with two large rabbits. He looked down over the embankment to see Boromir standing naked under the waterfall, rinsing the grime from his muscular body. Aragorn watched as Boromir raised first one arm and then the other, rinsing his armpits and then rubbing his hands over his massive chest. Aragorn crouched down to one knee and lowered the rabbits to the ground as he watched Boromir bathe. The sunlight glistened off Boromir’s wet body, highlighting the hard and defined musculature of the impressively fit warrior. Aragorn found the strength and power of the man’s physique exceedingly attractive and wondered how he had failed to notice Boromir’s allure before today. Boromir turned his head and caught Aragorn watching him. The man smiled mysteriously then turned his back and returned to his bathing. Embarrassed to have been caught peeping, Aragorn who took the opportunity to quickly move out of sight. Aragorn recalled Sam’s words of caution. But Boromir gave no indication that his intentions were malevolent in any way. Aragorn’s intuition insisted that Boromir genuinely wished to become better acquainted with him. The question appeared to be ‘How acquainted did the Gondorian wish to become?’ CHAPTER 29 Orophin was waiting for them as Legolas and Rúmil emerged from the forest at the confluence of the Nimrodel and the Celebrant. The sun was setting ahead of them behind the Misty Mountains to the west. “Greetings, brother and Prince Legolas,” he saluted as they approached. “The prince wishes to be addressed simply as Legolas, good brother,” admonished Rúmil. “My apologies, Legolas. Your participation in our mission honors the Galadhrim.” Legolas bowed his head. “Tell me, Orophin,” asked Legolas, “where is Haldir and Boromir?” “Haldir moved into Dimrill Dale earlier this afternoon. Of Boromir I can not say. Did he not accompany you to Caras Galadhon?” Legolas felt his heart stop in his chest. His eyes closed and just like the first night in the clearing, once more the image of Aragorn placing a reassuring hand on Boromir’s shoulder flashed across his mind. “Legolas?” Rúmil asked in alarm. “I am fine,” he replied. He opened his eyes and looked at Orophin. “Are you telling me that Boromir is not with Haldir?” “No, Legolas, he is not,” Orophin replied. “He did not come with Haldir and is now somewhere else on patrol?” Legolas knew the answer, but was desperately seeking some explanation that did not include his leaving Aragorn at the mercy of the Gondorian. “No, Legolas.” “I must return to Caras Galadhon at once,” declared Legolas. “But Legolas,” protested Rúmil, “you are needed here.” “I apologize and will return as soon as I may. But Boromir’s presence in Caras Galadhon at this time threatens the Fellowship’s quest and I must return there to guard against that possibility.” With no further explanation, he turned and began his return journey to Aragorn. He only hoped that he would not arrive too late. IX. HIDDEN MOTIVES CHAPTER 30 “I have a confession to make,” said Boromir, finishing the first bottle of wine. He was glad he had brought plenty. The elf who served them breakfast had been very generous and had brought him three bottles. It wasn’t Meril’s Mysteries of Mirkwood, but it was a good wine nonetheless. “If it involves your cooking skills, I fear I must warn you that your secret is out,” said Aragorn. “What?” asked Boromir with apprehension. “I am impressed and somewhat surprised. I never would have suspected that you would have taken such an interest in cooking. Where did you learn such skills? I have lived a lifetime in the wild and have not the talent to prepare such a delicious repast.” “I had a very good teacher,” replied Boromir. The memory of Théodred still sent a searing arrow of pain through his heart, even after all these years. “But that is not my confession.” “Why have you not shared this gift with the rest of the Fellowship?” asked Aragorn. “I am certain Sam would appreciate the help.” “I do not think that Sam would appreciate anything that came from me. And Frodo would most likely suspect I was trying to poison him. I do not think he trusts me. Besides, need I remind you, of all people, that sometimes a man does not wish to reveal all about himself without good reason?” “But would not the gratitude of Merry and Pippin be reason enough?” “We both have vulnerable cracks in our emotional armor. I choose to conceal mine by keeping certain histories hidden just as you have concealed your own heritage.” The ranger’s expression softened and Boromir’s attraction to him increased. The compassion evident in Aragorn’s face fanned Boromir’s desire to kiss the man. The only other man who had ever shown him such kindness was Théodred, and years had passed since he had seen or spoken to the Rohir. “I suppose we all have our secrets to keep,” agreed Aragorn as Boromir handed him a newly opened bottle. The ranger took a long drink and then passed it back. “So what of this ‘confession’ of yours?” he asked. Boromir took the bottle and drank deeply. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. “Yesterday morning, I was concerned for your well-being when you left the pavilion,” he began. “I followed you into the forest and overheard the end of your conversation with Sam.” Aragorn’s face fell. “What did you hear?” he demanded. “Not much at all,” replied Boromir, attempting to sound conciliatory. “Just a bit about your attraction to Legolas and how it comes into conflict with your love for Arwen.” Aragorn was instantly on his feet and walking away from him. “I cannot believe you would do such a thing,” he fumed. “But then again, in truth, I can. Sam tried to warn me, but I refused to listen.” “Aragorn, come back,” called Boromir, rising to his feet and following him. Aragorn suddenly stopped and turned to confront Boromir. “What do you plan to do now?” he demanded. Boromir stopped a few paces away, not wishing to spook the angry ranger. “What do you mean?” he asked. “What do you intend to do with this information? Will you attempt to disgrace me or destroy my relationship with Arwen?” Boromir raised a hand to reassure his friend. “Aragorn, you misunderstand. I have no intentions of telling anyone. I will keep your secret to my grave.” Aragorn visibly relaxed a bit. “Very well. If your intention is not extortion, then why have you confessed this to me?” “My eavesdropping is only part of my confession, Aragorn.” “Then what else have you done?” asked Aragorn, a confused expression on his face. “Nothing that involves you nor anyone else in the Fellowship,” answered Boromir. “Please, sit back down and I’ll explain.” Aragorn glared at Boromir, apparently considering the situation. He finally broke his gaze, returned to their ‘table’ and sat down. He grabbed the open wine bottle as he did so and took a long drink. Boromir slowly rejoined Aragorn and braced himself for the final plunge. “When I was younger, I was in a relationship with another man. A sexual relationship.” There, he had said it. Aragorn’s eyes widened and his jaw dropped. The revelation had obviously taken him completely by surprise. “I tell you now so you will know that you are not alone,” submitted Boromir. “I . . . ,” Aragorn began, “am speechless.” “Do not judge me too harshly, Aragorn.” “Sam says I judge you too lightly.” “Sam’s opinion of me matters very little. Your opinion, on the other hand, matters a great deal.” “I do not judge you, Boromir. For should I denounce your past, I must condemn my own. I did not tell Sam, but Legolas made love to me two nights ago.” It was now Boromir’s turn to be surprised. “Your passion has been consummated?” “Well, . . . yes and no,” was the ranger’s enigmatic reply. “You speak in riddles, my friend.” “You must understand that I have never been attracted to another man before. I encountered Legolas in a clearing. He gave me succor in my grief. Before I knew what was happening, he was making love to me. And now I cannot stop thinking about him. So, in this case, the consummation has ignited the passion instead of the other way around.” “If I live to be one hundred years old, I will never understand the ways of the elves,” admitted Boromir. “I do not know how you lived with them for so long.” Aragorn appeared to take umbrage at this statement. “The elves have treated me with more kindness and respect than any man ever has,” he declared emphatically. Boromir felt everything he was saying was wrong. “My apologies. I meant no disrespect.” “Why do I find that difficult to believe?” asked Aragorn rhetorically. “Because, regrettably, I have given you cause to doubt me,” replied Boromir, feeling the need to confirm Aragorn’s mistrust. If he wished to earn the ranger’s trust now, he had to acknowledge his mistakes in the past. “And for that I am truly sorry. I only hope that this transgression is one you can bring yourself to someday forgive.” Aragorn eyed him suspiciously for a moment, took another drink from the bottle, and then asked, “So who was this man with whom you had a relationship?” “His identity is irrelevant,” dodged Boromir. “Suffice it to say that I learned a great deal about . . . cooking from this man.” “Ah, so this was the mysterious culinary teacher?” “Yes,” replied Boromir. His heart was in his throat and his eyes were beginning to swim. “What? No details? Don’t you trust me, Boromir?” Aragorn paused and when Boromir did not respond, he continued. “So where is he now? What happened to the relationship?” Boromir was unable to speak for fear of breaking into tears like a little girl, which was not the image he wished to present to the ranger. “I do not know,” was all he uttered, unwilling to risk more. He felt Aragorn’s eyes on him, and was angry at himself for appearing so weak. He pushed his pain down and regained his composure. “I have not spoken to him in a long time,” he added quietly. Aragorn was now silent. Boromir sensed Aragorn’s hostility diminishing as the ranger witnessed Boromir’s emotional struggle. He held the bottle out to Boromir who accepted it and took a long drink. “He obviously meant a great deal to you,” Aragorn observed. “And it is obvious the memory of him has brought you great pain.” Boromir returned the bottle to the ranger. “I am truly sorry that your heart has been so deeply wounded.” Aragorn lifted the bottle and, with several large gulps, finished the second bottle. “I only wish there was something I could do to help you find some peace.” “Your compassion is gift enough, Aragorn,” said Boromir. “Still, I would like to do something,” insisted Aragorn, placing a reassuring hand on Boromir’s shoulder. CHAPTER 31 Legolas was running through the forest when the vision flashed once more into his mind, stronger than ever, causing him to stumble and fall to the forest floor. The faint sound of large flapping wings overhead caused Legolas to look up, searching the sky through the trees for the creature making the sound. A shadow flew overhead, blocking the stars as it passed, but Legolas was unable to discern what nature of creature prowled the night skies over Lothlórien. Feeling time slip away like a rudderless boat down a swift- moving river, he leapt to his feet and continued on his way. CHAPTER 32 “Well,” said Boromir, “there is something . . . but no, I could not ask it of you.” The extent of his need confounded him, forcing him to greater and greater depths of vulnerability. “Speak, my friend. I wish to know,” compelled Aragorn. “It . . . he . . . .” Boromir stumbled with the words. He stopped, closed his eyes, took a deep breath and started once more. “What I miss most is the simple act of lying in his arms. To feel him wrapped around me gave me such a sense of calm and peace.” He spoke softly, almost to himself. “Home.” He had not realized until that moment just how true the statement was. “I believe I understand,” said Aragorn. “I, too, long to lie in the arms of my love.” “And which love would that be, Aragorn?” The question threw the ranger’s expression into confusion once more. Boromir was unable to quell his curiosity and he asked, “Do not the elves bind for life, forsaking all others?” Aragorn answered forlornly, “That is true.” He sighed deeply. “However, I am not an elf. I do not understand how it is possible for me to love two souls at once, but I do. Should I be forced to choose between the two, I fear I would lack the strength to do so.” “You may very well face such a choice, my friend,” counseled Boromir. “You had best prepare yourself for that eventuality.” “Thankfully, the choice is not before me now. However, I am witness to a friend in pain and wish to help.” Aragorn stood and extended his hand to Boromir who took it. The ranger pulled Boromir onto his feet and into a powerful embrace. Boromir raised his arms and wrapped them around Aragorn in disbelief. He inhaled deeply, drinking in the scent of the man in his arms. Aragorn pulled away and then sat down with his back against a nearby tree. He looked up and held his arms open wide. “I realize my arms cannot replace the love that you have lost, but perhaps it can ease your burden for a bit.” Boromir felt tears burning his eyes as he dropped to his knees at Aragorn’s side. He fell into the man’s arms and loosed the tears of heartbreak he had held at bay these many years. X. MAKING HIS MOVE CHAPTER 33 Legolas had almost completely crossed a small clearing when he heard movement behind him and turned to see a giant eagle land not ten paces away. The magnificent beast folded its wings as a figure clothed in a hooded brown robe leapt sprightly from the eagle’s back to the ground. “Radagast!” cried Legolas, his spirit soaring with hope. He jumped to his feet and moved to embrace his old friend. As he approached, however, the figure drew back the hood to reveal the face of a man he had never met, with dark tanned skin and long blonde hair. “Hello, Legolas,” he said. “Radagast?” inquired Legolas, recognizing the spirit but not the form. “That’s right.” “Why do you appear in this guise?” asked Legolas. “We have much to discuss and little time to do so. Come,” the Istar instructed, turning to his avian companion. “Gwaihir has already graciously agreed to carry us.” The Windlord lowered his mighty body to the ground while first Radagast and then Legolas pulled themselves up onto his broad back. As soon as they were settled, Radagast made a slight clicking sound and Gwaihir took flight. CHAPTER 34 Aragorn held the weeping Boromir for a good while. The man’s sobs wracked his large frame, his body shaking in the ranger’s arms. Aragorn’s heart broke for the piteous man and he wished to do more. But he could think of nothing within his power beyond what he was already doing. He drew his arms tighter around Boromir and focused all his goodwill and compassion, attempting to channel it into his friend. Opening himself to the moment, he felt the connection between them grow, giving him a deeper understanding of his friend’s profound grief. He had been in a similar state two nights ago when Legolas had eased the ranger’s grief. He instinctively focused on Boromir’s pain and sought to draw it out of the man, as one would suck on a snake bite to remove the venom. After a few more moments of tears, Boromir’s sobs began to subside, fading away to whimpers and sniffles. Aragorn felt Boromir’s body tense as the whimpers were stilled and the man drew the back of his forearm across his lower face and then rubbed each eye with the heel of his hand. “I’m sorry,” said Boromir with one last sniffle. “Why do you apologize?” asked Aragorn. “You’ve done no wrong.” “I have lost my restraint.” Aragorn gazed down at the light brown hair flowing down the back of Boromir’s head as the man remained folded in the ranger’s arms. “I am honored that you felt you could abandon your restraint with me, Boromir.” said Aragorn. “I have sensed your distrust.” “Please forgive my suspicions. Experience has taught me that a man’s words do not always reveal his true intentions. You have always treated me with respect and compassion, yet tonight you have surpassed your usual generosity of spirit. I will never forget this, Aragorn.” “I am glad we have moved beyond any doubt or mistrust,” said Aragorn. “You are a good man, Boromir, with a good heart.” “I fear the magic of this place has clouded your sense of judgment as well as my sense of discretion,” observed Boromir. Indeed, thought Aragorn, it may very well have. He was experiencing a mild sense of euphoria and joy mixed with Boromir’s melancholy. He lifted his face to the sky, releasing it all into the comforting embrace of Lothlórien. He felt at once lighter than air and completely grounded, in complete union with the forest. On some level, he sensed that he had Legolas to thank for this feeling of elation. “It is odd,” said Boromir, his voice so low Aragorn had to strain to make out the words. “Although we are both men and warriors, we could not otherwise be more different.” “How do you mean?” asked Aragorn. “To begin with, you resist the one thing I desire but cannot possess.” “Which would be?” Boromir raised his head and turned to look at Aragorn with bloodshot eyes. “The throne of Gondor,” he said, apparently surprised that he had to explain himself, then returned his head to Aragorn’s chest. “I have long thought that a true king would never return to Gondor. Meanwhile, my ancestors have stood between the Dark Lord and the complete destruction of Middle Earth. Why should we not become kings?” “Why, indeed,” agreed Aragorn. He heard in Boromir’s voice the same wine-induced bluster evident in the hobbits’ antics the night before. “My father insists that we follow the traditions of our forefathers. And on this he will not yield. ‘Gondor is ours, but not ours to claim,’ he says. And now a man emerges from the mists of legend who claims to be the heir of Isildur.” “Do you doubt that claim?” “I do not. However, if I understand my father’s reasoning, the Steward Pelendur, in rejecting Arvedui’s claim to the throne over a thousand years ago, effectively established a precedent that excluded Isildur’s line forever. So you may have just as much as trouble as I have had capturing the throne.” “I told you this morning that I have no desire to discuss my future plans, for I have none,” said Aragorn. “Why does the subject of your ascendance to king trouble you so, Aragorn?” Aragorn had asked himself that same question many times. And he was never pleased with the answer. “I know that the men of Minas Tirith pride themselves on being true to their word.” “Yes, that is so,” answered Boromir. “Then give me your word that you will never repeat this conversation to anyone.” “I give it. You have my word.” The Gondorian had not moved from Aragorn’s chest. Perhaps it was the wine or perhaps it was the trust just shown him by Boromir, but Aragorn felt the need to confess his doubts to someone. “I am afraid,” he said. “What is it you fear?” Boromir asked with no recrimination in his voice. How does one distill a lifetime of doubt to address such a simple question? Aragorn did not answer immediately, but took a moment to consider his reply. “My whole life I believed Men to be weak of heart,” he began, “and ill- equipped to resist the influence of greater wills than their own. Isildur’s fall to the power of the ring haunts my dreams, and I fear that when my time of testing is come, I will fail as Isildur failed.” “You are your own man, Aragorn. No man is bound irrevocably to the mistakes of his forefathers. To their laws, perhaps. But not to their actions.” Boromir’s words found their way to Aragorn’s heart, where they took root. Silence fell between them. The Gondorian’s hand began to slowly move back and forth across Aragorn’s chest. He felt Boromir readjust his position against the ranger’s body, pressing his crotch against Aragorn’s thigh. He could feel Boromir’s heart pounding against his side. “Boromir, why did you really tell me about your past with the cooking teacher?” he asked. The hand stopped moving. “I already told you. I wanted you to know you were not alone,” Boromir answered. Aragorn did not believe him. “Are you certain that you were not the one who did not wish to be alone?” he asked. Boromir pushed himself up on all fours facing Aragorn. “And what if that were true?” he asked. “What if neither of us wished to be alone tonight? Behold,” he looked around and then back to Aragorn’s eyes, “here we are. Alone together.” “What if I told you I was not interested?” countered Aragorn, staring back into the Gondorian’s grey eyes. “I would say that you were lying,” replied Boromir. “I saw you watching me earlier. And I saw the fire in your eyes.” Aragorn could see a fever burning behind Boromir’s gaze. The wine fueled the flame, but he could sense the source blazed from the man’s broken heart. “You want me, I know it,” proclaimed Boromir in a hoarse whisper as he moved in to kiss Aragorn. Aragorn ducked down and slipped out of the Gondorian’s grasp. He was on his feet in an instant, but was assaulted by a bout of dizziness that dulled his vision and muted his hearing in favor of the pounding of his heart in his ears. Blasted wine! So distracted was he that he did not sense Boromir coming at him from behind until he felt the hands on his body. CHAPTER 35 “Celeborn contacted me yesterday evening after Boromir did not move north according to your plan,” Radagast said. He was explaining the current state of affairs to Legolas as they soared between Lothlórien and the stars. Legolas wished the circumstances were not so dire. He would have liked to take the time to enjoy sailing through the sky on the back of a magnificent eagle, as experiences such as this were extremely rare, even for the immortal elves. He rode behind Radagast, his arms wrapped around the wizard’s torso. He would never think of the Istar in terms of sensual passion, but was nevertheless impressed with the wizard’s assumed physique. The muscles beneath his hands were firm and defined, and the face Radagast wore was most handsome. “And it’s a good thing he did too,” continued the wizard. “Boromir is capable of anything.” Legolas silently thanked the Valar for giving him the foresight to visit Celeborn before he left for the northern patrols. “It is clear he has designs on our ranger friend. That much I was able to glean from his dreams. The nature of those designs are not so clear, however.” “What could he do that could endanger the Fellowship’s quest?” Legolas asked. “Should he succeed in luring Aragorn into . . .,” Radagast hesitated, “well, let’s just say into an encounter, the nature of their coupling will determine the future reign of Gondor and the ultimate fate of Middle Earth.” “Dire consequences, to be sure.” Legolas brushed the hair away from his face with his hand, but the wind returned it across his eyes. He abandoned the attempt, knowing the task to be futile. “But in what way does ‘the nature of their coupling’ affect the future?” “How much do you understand about Communion?” asked Radagast. “Very little,” replied Legolas. “Rúmil told me what he knew, but there is much that remains a mystery.” “I have studied it for centuries and its mysteries still elude me. And its impact on humans is even more uncertain. But I have been able to glean some basic understanding of the phenomenon. All things are alive. This much I know you comprehend. Everything is energy manifested into physicality and has a unique energy pattern. An energy ‘signature’, if you will. Energy can be transferred from one thing into another. The energy of the rain is transferred to the plants which transfer it to animals who eat the plants. And on and on.” “I understand,” said Legolas. “During the time of Communion in Lórien, this transference of energy is heightened and increased.” “Rúmil said something about the recipient becoming focused on the provider, seeking to reconnect. He said, ‘Until that reunion is made, the bond is yet incomplete.’ Does this mean that the love must be requited in order for communion to occur?” asked Legolas. “Not necessarily. The joining need not be sexual. The emotional intent behind the joining is the core of the energy transfer between the individuals. And the strength of will behind the intent plays a role as well. In its purest manifestation, Communion is shared between two souls who love each other, each giving and sharing in equal parts, creating a binding of spirit.” “So a joining of love creates a bond of light,” surmised Legolas, “while a joining of anger or domination creates a darker union.” Legolas knew of no elf that had ever forcibly joined with another, but had heard of this happening among other races. “Your communion lit a fire within Aragorn, which must consume another in passion before it cools, revealing Aragorn’s new manifestation. Should Aragorn prevail in the struggle to dominate Boromir, his reign over Gondor will be one of oppression and tyranny,” explained Radagast. “Although I can’t see Aragorn choosing that road.” “And should Boromir dominate Aragorn?” “Denethor’s son will cast Aragorn down and assume the throne himself, leading to the ruin of all men.” “But neither outcome is desirable,” protested Legolas, beginning to understand the expansive implications of his night of passion with the Dúnadan. “Such is the urgency of our mission. Boromir has lured Aragorn away from the Fellowship, we assume to ‘mount his offensive,’ so to speak.” “They are alone right now?!” asked Legolas with alarm. “Yes, and have been all day.” “We must save Aragorn,” implored Legolas. He rebuked himself for ever leaving Aragorn’s side. “Indeed. That is our mission. But saving Aragorn from Boromir’s advances is not the end of the matter. Aragorn will still need to quell his passion, and you need to be the one with whom he joins.” “But the Lady Galadriel told me that I mustn’t offer myself to him. That he must claim me.” “Did she tell you to avoid him? Did she caution you against making yourself available to him?” “Well, no.” “Well, there it is, then.” The wizard was silent for a moment. “You know what this means, don’t you?” “Not entirely,” replied Legolas. “It means you will be bound to him for the rest of your days.” Legolas felt his heart leap for joy. He turned his face to the stars and reveled in the awesome beauty of the night. “Yes,” said Radagast indulgently, “love is a beautiful thing. There is but one small problem. Aragorn is already betrothed to the Lady Arwen.” “Will he refuse to bind with her now?” “Who knows which love he will choose. He may be incapable of making a choice and lose both in the process. And should he lose the love of Arwen, his reign will be severely weakened.” “What should I do?” asked Legolas. Radagast turned and looked at him for the first time since they took flight. “How much are you willing to sacrifice for the protection of Middle Earth?” he asked earnestly, peering into Legolas’ eyes as if he could read the elf’s thoughts before they were spoken. Legolas suddenly understood what he must do, and it broke his heart. “Here,” said Radagast, thrusting a vial into his hands. “Give a bit to Aragorn and imbibe a small amount yourself before you join. It will ease the journey of both elf and man.” His voice was soft and gentle. “I know this is difficult, little one. But it is your destiny. Without your love, Aragorn will never find the king within himself. You will lead the man to the king, bringing hope to all of Middle Earth.” Legolas nodded, accepting his fate. “What of Boromir?” he asked. Radagast returned his gaze to the east. “We will land on the banks of the Anduin and walk to their location. When we arrive, you attend to Aragorn. Gwaihir will bear you both to the clearing where this all began. Leave the Gondorian to my care.” “What will you do to him?” asked Legolas. “Boromir fights his own demons, Legolas. Do not judge him too harshly. He, too, has played a vital role in the fate of Middle Earth, and I suspect he will continue to do so.” The glorious view forgotten, Legolas fell silent for the remainder of the flight as he pondered the import of his upcoming reunion with Aragorn. CHAPTER 36 “You want me, I know it,” proclaimed Boromir in a hoarse whisper as he moved in to kiss Aragorn. He had always desired Aragorn, but the hunger to join with him had grown stronger since the ranger had indulged Boromir’s grief. In fact, Boromir did not feel quite himself. Perhaps it was the wine. Aragorn ducked down and slipped out of the Gondorian’s grasp. The ranger was on his feet in an instant, but was apparently unable to maintain his balance. Boromir rose and wrapped his arms around his friend from behind. “Do not worry, Aragorn. I gave you my word that I would tell no one about this night.” He kissed the ranger’s neck, running his hands down the front of Aragorn’s body. Aragorn leaned his head back onto Boromir’s shoulder, moaning as he submitted to the Gondorian’s capable hands on his crotch. Boromir turned the man around to face him, then leaned in and kissed Aragorn’s lips. Aragorn started to return the kiss, but then abruptly stopped and pushed Boromir away. “No!” he cried. “What is it?” asked Boromir. “Why do you stop yourself?” “I do not want this. Leave me be.” Aragorn turned from him and began to move away. Boromir reached out to stop him, but Aragorn pulled away from his touch. “Please wait,” Boromir begged, but the man would not stop walking. Boromir launched himself at the ranger, bringing them both to the ground. “Why do you turn from me?” Boromir demanded, straddling Théodred’s torso and pinning the man’s arms above his head. “Was it something I said? Something I did?” Boromir’s grief was mounting into rage. “Why did you stop loving me?” he howled into the Rohirrim’s face. XI. COMMUNION ACHIEVED CHAPTER 37 Legolas heard voices arguing as he climbed westward up the embankment to Aragorn’s location. Radagast had ascended twenty paces upstream and had already disappeared into the trees. “I will be using images and names gathered from the Gondorian’s dream,” the wizard had said. “Do not ask any questions. Simply follow my lead and wait for my signal.” Legolas had no idea what any of that meant, but assumed all would be made clear very soon. “No!” he heard Aragorn cry. He quickened his pace up the embankment. “What is it?” he heard Boromir ask. “Why do you stop yourself?” “I do not want this. Leave me be.” Aragorn sounded angry and perhaps a bit frightened. What was Boromir doing? He rebuked himself anew for leaving Aragorn to this danger. He achieved the top of the embankment to witness Boromir reaching out to stop Aragorn, who pulled away from his touch. “Please wait,” Boromir begged, but Aragorn would not stop walking. Boromir launched himself at the ranger, bringing them both to the ground. “Why do you turn from me?” Boromir demanded, straddling Aragorn’s torso and pinning the man’s arms above his head. “Was it something I said? Something I did? Why did you stop loving me?” he howled into the ranger’s face. “What are you raving about, Boromir?” asked Aragorn, struggling against the larger man’s grasp. Legolas was trembling with rage as he watched the Gondorian release Aragorn’s wrists and grab the ranger’s collar with both fists, hauling the man’s upper body off the ground. “Why did you not return to Everholt?” implored Boromir, holding Aragorn’s face inches from his own. Legolas was on his feet and running to Aragorn’s aid when he spotted Radagast entering the small clearing from the north. Legolas stopped dead in his tracks at the sight of him. The Istar had removed his robes and stood in the night air clothed only in leather leggings. The physique Legolas had felt earlier was revealed to be a stunning example of masculine beauty, the taut muscles rippling under a blanket of blonde body hair that covered the chest and arms. He did not know whose form the wizard had taken, but he was exquisite. “Boromir, I tell you I do not know what you’re talking about,” insisted Aragorn, attempting to push the man away. Legolas could not understand why the ranger did not simply strike Boromir. Aragorn was certainly capable of knocking the man unconscious. “It’s me. It’s Aragorn.” This appeared to have some sort of effect on Boromir. He released Aragorn to drop back to the ground and looked down at the ranger with an expression of horror on his face. “GONDOR!” Radagast’s voice had changed as well as his form and was now deep and resonant, the commanding voice of a young warrior in his prime. Boromir’s head snapped up and over to the transformed wizard. He tilted his head to one side quizzically, then shook his head as if to clear his vision. “Gondor,” said Radagast sadly. “What are you doing?” Legolas saw Boromir’s eyes widen in apparent shock and obvious longing. “Rohan?” asked the Gondorian in a voice strained with tentative hope. Radagast opened his arms in invitation. Boromir rose to his feet and began to stumble towards the wizard. “Rohan? Is it really you?” he asked incredulously, falling into the Istar’s embrace. “I can’t believe you’re here!” Radagast motioned behind Boromir’s back for Legolas to proceed and the elf ran to Aragorn’s side. Aragorn looked up at him with a dazed expression on his face. “Legolas?” he asked. “Shh. All is well. Come with me,” instructed Legolas, helping the ranger to his feet. “Where are we going?” asked Aragorn in speech that was somewhat slurred as they moved away from ‘Gondor’ and ‘Rohan.’ “Away from here,” answered Legolas. “Now be quiet until we are in flight.” “In flight? What are you talking about, elf? I’ve missed you, by the way.” “Shh,” Legolas hissed. “Fine. Be mysterious. You just *love* to be mysterious. And you do it so well.” Aragorn leaned over and kissed Legolas on the cheek. “Aragorn, behave. This is important.” They had reached the edge of the embankment, and Legolas peered over the edge to find Gwaihir waiting below as Radagast had promised. The eagle looked up, saw Legolas, and extended his wing out against the embankment. Legolas said, “Jump,” and gave Aragorn a shove, launching him over the edge of the embankment. He watched Aragorn land on the eagle’s wing and begin to crawl onto the creature’s back. He glanced back over his shoulder to see ‘Gondor’ and ‘Rohan’ fall to their knees. Legolas felt the pain of a broken heart pouring out in waves from the couple as they held each other in the firelight. Then he turned and leapt onto the back of the Eagle, landing lightly behind Aragorn, who did not look well. Legolas hoped the flight would not increase the ranger’s discomfort, but saw no alternative. He repeated the clicking sound Radagast had taught him, and Gwaihir took flight from the banks of the Anduin, turning westward to their clearing. During the flight, Legolas wrapped his arms around the waist of his love, who leaned back against him, laying his head on the elf’s shoulder. Legolas inhaled deeply, and was rewarded with the not so pleasant aroma of wine and sweat. Another bath was clearly in order. But he reveled in the weight of Aragorn’s body as the man reclined into a wine- induced slumber. Legolas drew his arms tighter around the sleeping ranger, treasuring every moment. He knew he would cherish this time together for the remainder of his days. He gazed skyward, the stars blurring through the tears that welled in his eyes. They arrived at their destination much too quickly. Gwaihir slowed his flight, twisted his wings to stall and then gently landed in the small clearing. He extended his wing downward, assisting Legolas in lowering the sleeping ranger safely to the ground. Legolas moved to face the magnificent creature, who lowered his head to look the elf in the eyes. “Mighty Gwaihir, I am forever in your debt, humbled to have been given such a magnificent gift. I thank you.” He bowed low to the Eagle. He felt the strong yet gentle touch of the bird’s beak on the top of his head, and he looked up into the eyes of the Eagle. The creature touched the tip of his beak to Legolas’ breast, then raised his head to give a mighty screech, filling the elf with power and clarity of purpose. Legolas understood that Gwaihir had shared a bit of his soaring spirit with him and was filled with joy and gratitude. The Eagle gave one more powerful screech, then took to the air and disappeared into the night sky. Legolas watched him go and then turned his attention to the slumbering ranger on the ground. The man was on his back, one knee up, arms stretched wide, head rolled to one side, auburn tresses tousled in every direction. Legolas knelt down next to the ranger and brushed the hair away from the man’s face. He remembered the tickling sensation of Aragorn's beard on his lips and how he had longed to taste that luscious mouth. His heart raced at the thought of satisfying that desire. He also understood that every new sensation and experience led him one step closer to his ultimate fate, and he became determined to extend their night together as long as he could. Although it merely postponed the inevitable, he was not prepared to say farewell just yet. He realized that he had not bathed since their last encounter, and though he did not carry the dust of Moria tonight, he felt the need to bathe in preparation for their reunion. He chose to let Aragorn sleep off the wine, leaning down to kiss the man on the forehead. He stroked the soft beard with the back of his fingers and said softly, “I do not know if I have the strength to do this, my love.” His eyes began to fill with tears and he forced himself to his feet as he hardened his resolve. Wiping his eyes as he walked towards the silver pool, he noticed the white bedding that had been spread on the ground under the same mallorn as their first night together. He also noticed several stalks of the plant he had used on Aragorn that night lying next to the bedding. Celeborn and the Galadhrim left nothing to chance. At least as little as possible. Legolas slowly removed his clothes and waded into the pool to bathe, his heart heavy with sorrow over the task that lay before him at the end of this night. The tears he struggled to keep at bay broke through his restraint and flowed from his eyes, cascading down his cheeks and dropping into the cool crystalline water. He wrapped his arms tightly around his chest in an attempt to suppress his grief, but the sobs rose from within and were released into the night air. CHAPTER 38 Aragorn awoke with a headache. Pushing himself up onto his elbows, he surveyed his surroundings. He was astonished to find himself in their clearing. He liked the fact that he thought of this place as ‘their’ clearing. It was as if this spot had not existed until Legolas created it for him. But how did he get here? He looked towards the silver pool and was delighted to see Legolas standing waist deep in the water. The elf stood with his back to the ranger, running long delicate fingers through the flaxen hair flowing down the pale, muscled back. When had the elf returned from the north? He vaguely remembered Legolas pushing him over a cliff to land on a feather bed. No, that couldn’t be right. Legolas turned and caught the ranger staring at him. "You're awake!" the elf exclaimed, an enormous grin spreading across his face. Aragorn responded with an abashed smile and a feeble wave. “How do you feel?” the elf asked in a louder voice than was necessary. Aragorn pressed a finger to his lips, silently requesting the elf to lower his voice a bit. “Oh. I’m sorry.” Aragorn doubted that. The elf quieted his voice to a loud whisper. “How do you feel?” Aragorn held his hand out, palm down, fingers spread, rocking it from side to side. “I see. Well, can I do anything for you?” asked Legolas, still whispering loudly. Aragorn crooked his finger, wordlessly summoning the elf to join him. “Have you lost your voice?” the elf asked as he left the pool and walked towards him, the beautiful hairless body shedding the water with every step. He stopped and stood at Aragorn’s feet. Aragorn sat up and patted the ground next to him and Legolas knelt as directed. Aragorn crooked his finger again, beckoning the elf to come closer. Legolas smiled and leaned forward. Gently taking Legolas’ face into both hands, Aragorn leaned forward and kissed him. Lightning crackled through the ranger’s soul as their mouths met, his lips seeking tenderly at first and then with increasing fire. Legolas started to laugh and broke their kiss, pushing the ranger away with a hand to Aragorn’s chest. “What?!” asked Aragorn, breaking his silence. “Why do you laugh?” “Your beard. It tickles,” replied Legolas, running his tongue over his smiling lips. “Perhaps it is time to shave.” “No!” cried Legolas, appearing genuinely alarmed. “Don’t. I like it.” “Very well. It stays,” he proclaimed, pulling Legolas into another kiss. The elf again pushed him away. “Phew!” he exclaimed, waving his hand in front of his face. “You reek of wine and smoke. Come with me,” he instructed, grabbing Aragorn’s hand and attempting to pull the ranger to his feet. Aragorn resisted, trying unsuccessfully to pull the elf back to the ground with him. “Aragorn, please,” Legolas cajoled. “You need to bathe.” Aragorn went limp. “Very well,” Legolas said, releasing the ranger’s hand. Aragorn fell back to the ground with a thud. “If you insist on behaving like a child, I shall treat you like one.” With startling speed and agility, Legolas scooped up Aragorn’s body into his arms and began to carry him to the water. “Legolas, put me down!” Aragorn struggled against the elf’s arms, but they were intractable. “I gave you the opportunity to do this on your own, but you refused.” “I’m warning you, elf. Put me down!” Aragorn demanded. He was enjoying himself, but this was literally carrying it a bit too far. “Or you will do what?” Legolas asked with great nonchalance. “Horrible human things. I mean it, Legolas.” Legolas was wading into the pool. “Put me down!” “As you wish, your majesty.” Legolas withdrew his arms and dropped Aragorn into the water. The shock caused him to gasp, which is not a very healthy thing to do while underwater. He jumped to his feet, breaking the surface and coughing the water from his lungs. “Maybe next time you’ll do as I ask,” said Legolas. With lightening speed that caught the elf off guard, Aragorn pushed Legolas backwards into the water. The ranger shook his head from side to side and then back, tossing his hair out of his face. He took a deep breath and released it. Suddenly he felt hands around his ankles. He looked down, “Legolas?” The grasping hands on his ankles gave a tug backwards, pulling his feet out from underneath him and plunging him face first into the water. He broke the surface face up to keep the hair out of his eyes. He remained crouched neck deep in the water, scanning the surface for any sign of the elf. “Very funny, elf!” he called. “You shall pay for that.” “I certainly hope so.” Aragorn spun around to face the bushes overgrowing the edge of the pool, Legolas’ apparent hiding place. “So you really want me to bathe,” he asked the bushes. “Very astute, especially for a human.” “You just like to watch me, don’t you?” “Very true. But more importantly, you smell.” Aragorn chuckled and resigned himself to his task. He fought with the shirt sticking to his skin as he removed the garment over his head. He tossed his boots ashore and then proceeded to remove his trousers, struggling to balance on one foot and then the other as he slipped the leggings over his feet. As he regained his footing, he felt the elf’s hands slide around his torso from behind. “Allow me to assist you,” offered Legolas. Aragorn’s skin burned under Legolas’ fingers, and he leaned back into the elf’s arms. Legolas pushed forward with his knees, buckling Aragorn’s legs and lowering them both into a crouch until they were submerged to their necks. He then began to rub his hands over Aragorn’s chest and abdomen, washing away the day’s sweat. Aragorn moaned in pleasure. He felt his lover’s member pressed between them with the same heat as their first night together. He felt his own cock beginning to stir. “That feels wonderful, Legolas.” “Excellent,” replied the elf. “Incidentally, there’s something I’ve been meaning to ask you,” said Aragorn. “Yes?” “Why did you leave me alone the other night?” “You mean after we made love?” asked Legolas. “Yes,” replied Aragorn. With one arm still around his waist, Legolas pushed forward on Aragorn’s shoulders until he complied by leaning forward. Legolas ran his hands over the ranger’s back, washing away the dirt and the stress. “Well, to begin with, you passed out. Cold. And our lovemaking filled me with such energy that I could not remain still. I rejoiced with the dawn and thanked the Valar for bringing you into my life. Why do you ask?” The elf’s voice took on an playfully condescending tone, as if he were speaking to a child. “Were you frightened when you woke to find me gone?” he teased. “Nooo, I wasn’t frightened. Just a little . . . disoriented,” answered Aragorn. Aragorn felt the hands as they moved lower, rubbing along his buttocks and against his opening. The ranger’s cock rose higher. “Now stand up,” instructed Legolas. Aragorn stood facing the elf, the tip of his cock breaking the water’s surface. Legolas ignored the obvious erection and proceeded to move down, then up, first his right leg, and then his left. “You didn’t remember a thing, did you?” accused Legolas. “Yes, I did,” protested Aragorn. “Not at first, you didn’t.” Aragorn remained silent. “I could tell by the expression on your face when you entered the pavilion the following morning,” Legolas teased. Aragorn could hear the smile in the elf’s voice. “But then I remembered everything,” Aragorn reasserted. He reached down and took Legolas’ chin in his hand, raising the elf’s eyes to meet his own. “And I have been remembering your touch ever since that moment. I can think of nothing else, sweet Legolas.” Legolas, who had momentarily ceased his ministrations, gave him a peculiar smile and then returned to the ranger’s bath. When he completed washing Aragorn’s legs, the elf finished by running his hands over Aragorn’s crotch, still avoiding the erection, but pulling gently on the man’s balls, causing the ranger to groan in pleasure. “There. You are now bathed,” announced Legolas, standing and walking out of the pool. “No, you missed a spot,” argued Aragorn. “No,” answered Legolas, turning at the edge of the pool to face him. He folded his arms across his chest while he stared back at Aragorn with that blasted impish grin and an imposing erection. “I don’t think so.” “I’m certain you did.” Aragorn gestured to his crotch. “Nooo, I didn’t ‘miss’ a spot. I left that particular area to your capable hands. You *do* know how to proceed in that area, do you not?” Aragorn smiled. If you only knew, he thought. “I believe I might need some instruction,” he answered. “You knew exactly what to do yesterday evening. Right here in this clearing, I would wager.” Legolas wore an enigmatic and confident smirk. The ranger’s mouth dropped open in amazement at the elf’s words. “How did you know that?” Aragorn asked. “You were journeying north.” “I have my ways,” answered Legolas. “Now you must finish your bath before you touch me again.” Aragorn wrapped his hand around his cock and stroked the length of it several times as he stared at Legolas. “Aragorn,” Legolas asked with an indulgent smile, “are you attempting to seduce me?" “Is it working?” asked the ranger, only partially in jest. Legolas rolled his eyes and walked away. “What?!” Aragorn threw both hands into the air in exasperation. “Where are you going?” His bath complete as far as he was concerned, he left the pool and followed Legolas to the bedding that awaited them under the tree. That was odd. He had not noticed the bedding before. But then again, once he had spotted Legolas, everything else had faded into the background. Legolas sat on the bed with his back against the tree. “You stay there and drip dry for a few moments,” he instructed from his throne. “That’s quite an authoritative stance to take for one so naked,” warned Aragorn. “Do not believe for a moment that my nudity in any way impairs my ability to enforce my royal edicts,” countered Legolas. Now it was Aragorn’s turn to roll his eyes. Before he could complete the mocking gesture, however, the infuriating elf deftly swept the ranger’s feet from under him, causing him to spin and fall on his back next to the elf with an undignified “Oomph,” which, of course, made the elf laugh even harder. “Please stop doing that,” the ranger said. “Doing what? I have nothing to do with your compromised sense of balance.” “And just how is my balance compromised?” “You apparently had consumed a fair amount of wine with Boromir when we found you.” The evening with Boromir returned to him in a flash, although parts were a bit hazy. He sat up, remembering Boromir’s confessions. “He knows about us, Legolas.” “It is of little consequence, Aragorn. Do not let it trouble you.” Aragorn felt the elf’s hand on his shoulder from behind. “He promised not to tell anyone.” Aragorn said. “Then I doubt he will.” Aragorn recalled Boromir’s advances. “He attacked me.” CHAPTER 39 “I know,” replied Legolas. “I arrived in time to witness the assault.” The memory still sent chills up the elf’s spine. Thank the gods they had arrived in time. “It was strange,” said Aragorn, turning and stretching out with his head upon the elf’s thigh. “Things had been going so well up until that point. Boromir and I had reached a new understanding. He really is a good man, Legolas, contrary to what you may think of him.” Legolas could not believe Aragorn was defending the brute. “A good man would not have attacked you, Aragorn,” he countered, laying his arm across the ranger’s chest, his fingers playing with the man’s chest hair. “But that’s what was so strange. It was as if forces were compelling him to . . . .” the ranger hesitated. “To what?” “You won’t judge Boromir?” asked the ranger, looking up at Legolas with those soulful slate grey eyes. “If you do not, then how could I?” asked Legolas. Aragorn’s eyes relaxed and he looked away. “Boromir attempted to kiss me.” Legolas was not terribly shocked at this news. He had suspected as much. Surely this was not what had Aragorn so concerned. “Twice,” added Aragorn. “And?” prompted Legolas. “And the second time I started to let him.” “Ah, I see.” So Aragorn fears judgment himself, he thought. Aragorn sat up and turned to face Legolas. “It was only for a moment. It must have been the wine.” “Be at peace, Aragorn,” reassured Legolas. “I condemn neither you nor your Gondorian friend. There are forces beyond our ken at work in Lothlórien which give rise to that which would otherwise be unexpressed.” “What forces?” “It is called ‘Communion’ and it happens only once every hundred years.” “Did you say ‘Communion?’” asked Aragorn. “Yes. You have heard of it?” “Arwen mentioned it.” “When did she say this?” asked Legolas. “In my dream, after you and I . . . .” “I suppose you could say we ‘communed,’ don’t you think?” mused Legolas. “Very well, after you and I communed,” finished Aragorn. “The Lady Arwen came to you in a dream?” “Yes.” “The Lady Galadriel spoke to me in mine,” the elf said. Aragorn’s eyebrows rose in surprise. “Why would these ladies take such interest in our dalliance?” “Apparently that dalliance plays an important role in the future of Middle Earth.” “Now you’re just being dramatic.” “No, Aragorn. This is vitally important. Your future reign is at stake.” Aragorn rose to his feet and began to walk away. “First Boromir and now you. Will I never be left alone about my cursed reign?” “Aragorn, wait.” “No!” The ranger suddenly turned to face him. “Why is everyone so concerned about my future kingship? What would they do, what would *you* do, if I simply left Lothlórien and disappeared into the wilderness?” “You wouldn’t do that, Aragorn.” “Wouldn’t I? How can you be so sure, Legolas? How well do you really know me?” Legolas rose and crossed to the agitated man, saying, “I know you, Aragorn, son of Arathorn, heir of Elendil. And I know that you would never evade your responsibilities. You are a man of honor, of courage, and of nobility.” He now stood face to face with the future king. “I know you. My body knows you. And my heart will forever be yours.” CHAPTER 40 Aragorn could not believe his ears. Had Legolas just proclaimed his love for him? He could feel the blood rushing through his veins, fueled by the flames burning in his racing heart. He grabbed Legolas by the shoulders and kissed the elf hard on the mouth. The archer’s hands rose to Aragorn’s sides and climbed the man’s back. Without breaking the kiss, Aragorn began to walk forward, forcing Legolas backward until the elf was up against the tree. “Ouch!” said Legolas, breaking the kiss at last. “What are you doing?” “I heard this was supposed to be fun. Something about barrels and monkeys not being half as much fun as an elf against a tree. Or something like that.” “What fool told you this?” “My good brothers,” Aragorn answered, kissing Legolas on the neck. “Ah, the twins! I should have known.” “Say what you will about them, they know how to enjoy themselves.” “Well, it’s not fun. It’s scratching my back.” “I meant fun for me,” teased Aragorn. He laughed at the expression of indignant outrage on the elf’s face. Legolas punched him playfully yet firmly in the stomach and pushed him away. Aragorn fell to his knees and doubled over dramatically, choking and laughing at the same time. When he recovered his breath, he looked up to discover he was at eye level with Legolas’ crotch. He had seen naked elves before, but had never taken the time to study the male form. The only organ he had ever examined was his own. He reached up and slid his hand underneath the elf’s growing member, cradling it along his fingers and into his palm. Their erections, which had been lost when the conversation had turned to Aragorn’s encounter with Boromir, were returning with a vengeance. Aragorn longed to taste Legolas’ cock. He extended his tongue and lifted the elf to his mouth. He gently licked the tip, sending a shiver through the elf’s body. He licked again, dragging his tongue along the underside of the head. This brought a moan from the elf, increasing Aragorn’s excitement. He opened his mouth and took in the growing member until it reached the back of his throat. He gagged and began to cough, releasing Legolas from his lips. “Whoa, human,” cautioned Legolas. “Don’t push yourself. Just take your time. Your tongue feels wonderful.” Aragorn swallowed and took a deep breath. Then he returned to his mission without hesitation, wrapping his tongue and lips around the head of the elf’s now fully erect cock. “Mmm, that’s it,” encouraged Legolas, leaning back against the tree, apparently now oblivious to the rough bark. Aragorn attacked the duty of pleasuring Legolas’ cock as he would have attacked any other challenge, with determination and zeal. He ran his tongue around the rim of the head, causing Legolas to squirm and twitch, especially when he concentrated on the sensitive underside. He decided to try a new tactic. He wrapped his lips around the entire head *except* the underside, curving his tongue down and out of contact with the narrow ridge of sensitive skin. He slowly moved the head in and out of his mouth, applying as much pressure as he could with the sides of his tongue and his lips around the head. The elf’s squirming increased, along with his moaning. “Mmmm. Mmmm. Ahhhhhh!!!” Legolas’ eyes flew open and his knees buckled as Aragorn suddenly applied his tongue down the neglected underside of the elf’s cock. “Gods!” the elf gasped. “Where did you learn *that*?” Aragorn removed his mouth to respond. “Do you approve?” “Oh, most definitely.” “Then I shall continue,” he said and proceeded to take the elf’s cock into his mouth once more, taking it until it almost touched the back of his throat and then stopped. “Unh,” grunted Legolas. Aragorn took a deep breath through his nose and then slowly pressed the elf’s cock against the back of his throat. Prepared for the intrusion, he found it relatively easy to resist the impulse to gag. Instead, he pushed farther, attempting to swallow as he did so. “Oh, Aragorn. Oh, oh, that’s incredible!” The ranger slowly backed off the erection until just the head was between his lips. He swirled his tongue around the tip while he took several deep breaths before he lowered himself once again onto the hot steel rod of flesh sliding between his lips and down his throat. “Oh my gods! Ahhhh! Mmmm.” Legolas’ moans inspired him to increase his pace, and he began to raise and lower his head onto the elf’s crotch. Legolas began to thrust his hips against Aragorn’s face, grunting every time his cock was buried into the ranger’s throat. Aragorn had placed his hands on Legolas’ thighs while the elf grasped the sides of his head, thrusting into his gullet. He now remained stationary, breathing through his nose between thrusts. Aragorn tasted the salty beginning of the elf’s emission, fueling his passion. He reached around and grabbed Legolas’ buttocks, pulling the elf into him deeper and quicker. Legolas responded to the encouragement, giving several deep thrusts and finally emptying himself down Aragorn’s throat with a mighty shout. The taste of the elf’s gift was both salty and a little sweet. Aragorn drank it as if it were an elixir of immortality. The elf’s body was lost in orgasm and Aragorn held him steady as he slowly backed off and finally released Legolas from his lips once more. He leaned forward and kissed the elf’s stomach, then began to stand, trailing his tongue up the hairless torso to the collarbone, where he began to kiss his way up the neck. “You have awakened me, Legolas,” he whispered into the elegantly pointed ear, “arousing feelings I’ve never felt before.” “Are you telling me you have never done that before?” asked Legolas incredulously between gasps. “I have never even considered it,” answered Aragorn, kissing the elf’s eyelids. “Although now that I have tried it, I must say that I truly enjoy it.” “Well, you certainly have a natural talent for it.” Aragorn smiled with pride. “I am pleased to have brought you such pleasure,” he said. “So much that I must sit down. My legs are weak.” “Here,” said Aragorn, sitting with his back against the tree. He spread his legs, patting the bedding between his thighs. “Sit down.” Legolas followed his instructions, leaning back against the ranger as Aragorn wrapped his arms around the elf’s torso, the blonde head resting on the man’s chest, nestled underneath a bearded chin. Aragorn savored the warmth of the elf’s body, feeling his arms rise and fall as Legolas regained his breath. The moment was so peaceful that Aragorn felt it could go on forever without him ever tiring of it. He leaned forward and kissed the top of the elf’s blond head. “Aragorn?” “Yes, Legolas?” “Should I require you to perform an act that you did not wish to carry out, would you put aside your misgivings and do it anyway?” asked Legolas. “I’m beginning to think that such an act does not exist,” replied Aragorn with a smile. “I’m serious, Aragorn. Would you do as I ask?” Aragorn sensed that Legolas considered the answer to his question to be of grave importance. He did not know why the elf would be asking such a question, but he knew that he could refuse his lover nothing. “Tell me what to do, and I swear on the blade of Andúril, I shall do it,” he vowed. “Do you mean that?” asked Legolas. “With all my heart, Legolas.” The elf was silent for a moment, and then said quietly, “Thank you, Aragorn.” They relapsed into silence once more. The peace in Aragorn’s soul was only surpassed by the love in his heart. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the tree, drinking in the moment. “So,” said Legolas,” if you’ve never done that before, I would wager you have not experienced it yourself either. Am I wrong?” “No, you are quite correct. I have never been with anyone before you, Legolas.” “Indeed? Someone of your bearing would have ample opportunity, I would think, to find companionship with an attractive woman, or man, before now. But you have never indulged your desires?” “I suppose the desires have never been strong enough to compel me into another’s arms. Since my twentieth year I have been captivated by the Lady Arwen. No other has approached her beauty and grace.” He opened his eyes and looked down at Legolas, pulling his arms tighter around the elf. “That is, no other before you.” Aragorn thought he felt a groan rumble in the elf’s chest. “Legolas?” “Yes?” answered the elf, with unusual cheer. “Is something troubling you?” Aragorn asked. Legolas rolled over in his arms until he was on all fours, facing Aragorn. “Nothing troubles me tonight.” Aragorn reached up and pulled the elf’s face to his, cupping his hand behind the elf’s neck and kissing him with an ever-building passion. Legolas responded to the kiss, opening his mouth. Aragorn pounced on the opportunity and darted his tongue between the elf’s lips, exploring his lover’s mouth and tongue with his own. Their tongues twisted and danced, accompanied by their moans of mutual passion. Legolas broke the kiss. Again. Aragorn refused to yield this time, however, and pulled the elf to him once more. Legolas returned the kiss indulgently at first, but once more Aragorn felt the elf drawn into the currents of passion flowing between them. CHAPTER 41 Aragorn was insistent and Legolas could no longer resist the pull of his heart. He once more surrendered to the ranger’s passion. He moved from the man’s lips to his chin, the beard scratching against his lips and tongue. He covered Aragorn’s cheeks and neck with kisses and began to move down the man’s chest, amazed at how the feel of the human’s body hair against his lips increased his already raging desire. He pulled away to gaze upon the object of his longing. Aragorn stared at him with sparkling eyes, his love for Legolas shining forth like a beacon out to sea, leading the voyager into safe harbor. Legolas knew the moment was at hand and could be postponed no longer. Tears welled in his eyes as he faced his darkest hour. “Why do you weep?” asked the ranger with deep concern in his voice and on his face. This was the point of no return. He could surrender to Destiny and allow Aragorn to sate his hunger. Alternatively, he could steel himself against his love’s advances and prevent the communion from its resolution. A large part of him favored the latter option, wishing to avoid the impending grief. Legolas responded to the man’s question by leaning in and kissing him softly on the lips. “I weep from joy, dear Aragorn,” he said softly. The ranger reached up and pulled Legolas’ lips tight against his. Legolas gave a small whimper as tears ran down his cheeks. He barely stifled the sobs that threatened to resurface, pulling away and wiping the tears from his cheeks. He gave a small deprecating laugh. “It is said that the tears of the elves are neverending.” Aragorn smiled, tears on his own face as well. “And apparently it is true.” Legolas laughed harder, the moment having passed. He was Destiny’s, as he had always been. CHAPTER 42 Aragorn wiped the tears from his eyes. “Stretch out onto your back,” the elf instructed, then sprinted to his discarded clothes, and withdrew something from the pocket. Aragorn moved away from the tree and then reclined onto his back as Legolas returned. “Wait,” the elf said, unstopping a small vial and taking a drink from it. He then held the vial out to Aragorn, who propped himself up on one elbow to accept it. “What am I drinking?” he asked, looking at the clear blue half-empty vial. Legolas knelt between the ranger’s legs as he said, “It will heighten the experience.” “That tells me what it does. But not what it is.” “Do you trust me, Aragorn?” Aragorn smiled at the echo from their previous evening together. “With my life, Legolas,” he answered. “Then drink.” Legolas held Aragorn’s gaze with such command that the ranger was unable to look away while he drank the remainder of the elixir in one swallow. He watched the dark clouds return to cover the elf’s visage once more. But only briefly and then they were gone. “Now, my dear Aragorn, you will receive from my lips the same delight as I have from yours.” With that pronouncement, he lowered his head to Aragorn’s crotch and proceeded to duplicate the ranger’s earlier performance, lick for lick, stroke for stroke. It was an incredible sensation to feel the elf’s mouth on his cock, but another experience entirely to relive his earlier ministrations from Legolas’ viewpoint. His instincts had been correct, the pleasure being beyond comprehension. Pleasuring himself had never felt like *this*. From the outermost reaches of his awareness, he heard the familiar sound of Legolas’ plant being broken, followed by the sweet sensual aroma. Consequently, he was not surprised by the intrusion of the elf’s finger. “Ah, yes, Legolas.” Aragorn had longed to feel the elf inside him for the last two days and the exquisite pressure took him closer to the edge. Legolas buried his finger inside the ranger, massaging Aragorn’s gland. Aragorn grabbed the elf’s head, pulling it onto his cock again and again, grunting with each thrust. He felt himself approaching the edge, and apparently so did Legolas. The elf withdrew his finger and his mouth at once, applying pressure to the underside of the ranger’s erection at its base with his thumb. The wave of orgasm dissipated before it could break, leaving Aragorn writhing in constrained passion. “Aaargh!” growled the ranger, and then broke into laughter. He lifted his head to look down upon that blasted smug grin. “You are wicked,” he told the elf. “A corrupter of kings. Yes, I know.” “That is not what I meant, and you know it.” “What displeased you, your majesty?” “The removal of your mouth, of course. Why did you stop?!” Legolas moved his hand up Aragorn’s erection, smearing the sticky fluid that oozed from the tip with his thumb, causing the ranger to gasp, his body twitching with pleasure. “Although I wish to feel you complete yourself inside of me, that was not the manner in which I wished it to happen,” answered the elf. “Then come here,” ordered Aragorn, pulling the elf up and on top of him. He rolled both of them onto their sides and continued until he was atop the glorious elf. He looked down upon the exquisite features and luxurious blonde hair. The love in Legolas’ eyes took his breath away. “I love you, Legolas,” he said. The elf’s eyes filled with tears and he answered with trembling voice, “And I love you, Aragorn.” Aragorn dove upon the elf’s swollen lips with a passion that threatened to drive him insane with desire. He wanted Legolas. And badly. Taking his cue from Legolas, Aragorn recalled the elf’s lovemaking and thought to reproduce that performance. But when he pulled away, he found he could not tear his eyes from his lover’s face, and made a small adjustment to his plan. He pushed Legolas’ thighs apart with his knees and knelt between the elf’s legs, lifting them up and onto his shoulders. Then he retrieved and broke another green stalk, smearing the slick gel onto his fingers. He reached down and slowly inserted his middle finger into his lover. He removed it to retrieve more gel and then reinserted it again, moving it in and out, massaging the tight muscle in preparation. “Oh, Aragorn. It has been so long. That feels magnificent.” Aragorn withdrew his hand, eliciting a whine of disappointment from Legolas. He then broke another stalk and applied the lubricant to his erection, which was harder than he had ever felt before. He repositioned Legolas’ legs on his shoulders and pushed forward, placing his hands on the ground on either side of the elf’s shoulders and raising his own knees so his feet and his hands bore all his weight. He lowered his hips until the tip of his member met the twitching opening of the elf. They both gasped as he made contact. Aragorn hesitated, not wishing to harm Legolas. “Don’t worry, my love. You will not hurt me,” reassured Legolas, reaching up and cupping Aragorn’s face between his hands. Aragorn took him at his word and plunged into him in one strong thrust. “AAHHHHH!” cried Legolas, his eyes rolling back in his head. Aragorn halted, concerned despite the elf’s previous reassurance. “Don’t stop!” the elf encouraged with great urgency. Aragorn felt the concern evaporate and animal lust assume control. He withdrew entirely and then plunged into his lover once again, drawing another cry from the elf. It only served to increase the ranger’s fervor as he began to pound away at the beautiful being beneath him, lost in the fever coursing through his veins. Aragorn’s face was positioned directly above Legolas’, their eyes staring into each other as their bodies and souls joined in union. Aragorn watched as the elf’s eyes began to fill with tears once more, and was so moved by love and adoration that he bent down and took the elf’s mouth with his own in a kiss that sealed their communion. Aragorn felt the oncoming rapture and increased his pace. He felt Legolas clenching around his cock as the elf shot his seed onto their chests. The pressure pushed him over the edge and he groaned into Legolas’ mouth as he emptied his passion into the elf’s body. They both broke their kiss and threw their heads back, their orgasmic shouts blending into one voice, heralding their love into the night. Aragorn felt a familiar glow within and knew he did not have long before he passed out again. “You bewitch me, elf,” he gasped, looking down into the face of his love. “I am completely under your spell.” The light within continued to grow and was overtaking his senses once more. He thought he saw tears return to the elf’s eyes, and managed to whisper “I love you,” before the darkness descended. CHAPTER 43 Legolas lay on his back clasping the sleeping body of the ranger to his chest. He remained where he was for a long time, crying tears of love and grief. Eventually, he realized he must continue and carefully rolled his lover off and onto his back. Legolas rose to kneel at the man’s side. He took Aragorn’s hand into his own and, taking a deep breath, closed his eyes. He focused on the connection that still sang between them, allowing it to draw him in . . . . ************************************** Legolas looked down and saw Aragorn, lying on his stomach. He bent down and kissed the small of the man’s back. “Aragorn,” he said tenderly. Aragorn stirred and rolled over, looking up at Legolas in surprise. “Legolas?” “Yes, Aragorn.” The ranger looked around in confusion. “Where . . . where are we?” he asked. They were on a white blanket floating in a sea of darkness. Nothing else existed except the two lovers on their bed. “Be at peace, Aragorn,” Legolas counseled, brushing hair from the ranger’s forehead. “We are meeting in your own mind as you sleep.” Legolas found he could feel Aragorn relax with an intimacy he had never experienced before. “But how is this possible, Legolas?” “The blue vial we both drank from contained a gift from an old friend of mine.” “To what purpose?” Legolas took a deep breath and answered as calmly as he could. “Aragorn, we need to talk.” “I do not like the sound of that,” muttered Aragorn apprehensively. “I asked you if you would do as I requested, though you had misgivings. You said, ‘Tell me what to do, and I swear on the blade of Andúril, I shall do it.’ Did you not?” “Yes, I did.” “Do you stand by that vow?” “Yes, I do. Legolas, tell me what is happening.” Legolas smiled inwardly to hear the commanding tone in the Dúnadan’s voice once more. “Aragorn, let me ask you something.” “Yes?” “Who is Arwen?” asked Legolas. “What?” “Who is Arwen?” Aragorn raised himself onto his elbows. “I don’t know what kind of game you’re playing, elf, but I don’t think it’s very amusing.” “This is no game, Aragorn,” Legolas said firmly. Aragorn flinched as if he had been struck. “I’m sorry, Aragorn, but this is very important. Now tell me, who is Arwen?” “You know who she is, Legolas.” “Humor me, you stubborn human,” Legolas insisted. Aragorn looked at him with confused eyes, but finally acquiesced and said “Arwen Evenstar is the daughter of Elrond of Rivendell, Granddaughter of Galadriel of Lothlórien.” “And who is she to you?” Legolas asked, bringing the point home. “Why, she is my betro—“ Aragorn stumbled on the word and the thought. “Legolas, what just happened between us?” “We bonded,” answered Legolas simply and sadly. “We . . . .” Aragorn fell silent for moment, looking down at the blanket. “Yes, we did. I can feel it.” He looked up at Legolas and smiled. “It feels wonderful, Legolas.” “Yes, it does, meleth-nîn.” Legolas said, caressing the man’s cheek. He fortified himself and continued. “But it cannot remain,” he said with finality, withdrawing his hand. Aragorn’s eyes widened and he asked “What do you mean, ‘it cannot remain?’” fear rising in his voice. “You must bond with Arwen,” said Legolas, his voice emotionless, lest Aragorn hear the despair in his heart. “Your reign depends on it.” “My reign will be my own, regardless of the individual to whom I’m bound.” “Aragorn, be reasonable. Do you seriously believe you would be allowed to take the throne if you were bound to me?” “I *am* bound to you, Legolas.” “They do not trust elves in the first place. Asking them to accept that their king is bound to an elven *male* is madness of the highest order.” “Then a mad king I shall be.” “Aragorn, stop it!” Legolas demanded. “I love you too, but you have to think.” “No! I cannot accept that I must release you now that I have found you.” “You must.” “I will not! Legolas, how can you do this to me?” “Do you think it was my intent to lose my heart to you, Aragorn, only to lose you to another, no matter how worthy she may be? Do you seriously think I wished for this to happen?” Can’t you see my heart is breaking? he asked silently. “Then why is this happening?” asked Aragorn in despair. “Because I unwittingly invoked Communion when I made love to you.” “What is this Communion curse that tears you from me?” demanded Aragorn. “It allowed you to release your cares and worries, leaving you with no thought or ambition for the future.” “Yes, and it was absolute bliss, thank you very much.” “In making love to me tonight, you have completed the cycle, reclaiming the initiative and boldness you released to me in our earlier encounter.” “Yes, I can most definitely feel that.” “In the process, we have bound ourselves to one another,” continued Legolas. “To my utter joy,” added Aragorn. Legolas shook his head. “Aragorn, this cannot be. You are for Arwen Evenstar. She is to be your queen.” “No!” cried Aragorn. “Yes,” Legolas reaffirmed quietly. “But I love *you*, Legolas,” the ranger protested. “Shhhh,” soothed Legolas, brushing the ranger’s cheek with his fingers. “Be at peace, meleth-nîn.” “I cannot. Not if I must lose you!” Aragorn’s tears widened the ever-expanding fissure in Legolas’ heart. “You must forget our love, Aragorn.” “Never!” “You promised.” “I never did.” “’Tell me what to do, and I swear on the blade of Andúril, I shall do it,’” repeated Legolas. “NO!” cried Aragorn, his eyes widening at hearing his own vow and realizing the implication. “Legolas, do not ask this of me, I beg of you,” pled the Dúnadan. Legolas was unable to hold back any longer and allowed the tears to flow. “You swore, Aragorn.” “No, please.” They both were sobbing now. “I beg you, release me from this vow, Legolas. Please!” “I cannot.” “So what am I supposed to do? Simply wipe clean the memory of our love?” “Yes.” “And how do you suggest I accomplish this task?” “Your vow has been given and the elixir consumed. It is already done.” Legolas broke down and fell onto Aragorn’s chest, weeping in despair. They both lay in silence for a time, no words adequate to express the depth of their sorrow. Eventually, Aragorn spoke. “I will tell you this, elf. Look at me.” Legolas lifted his head and gazed into the eyes of his beloved. “The love we have shared may be lost to my memory tomorrow, but my heart *will* remember,” Aragorn said. “I will always love you. *This* I vow.” Legolas took the man’s hand and placed it over his heart. “And my heart will be yours until the end of time, my dear sweet Aragorn.” He leaned forward and kissed the ranger on the lips. “I love you,” he said, tears running down his cheeks. The light in Aragorn’s eyes was beginning to fade, the eyelids beginning to close. “I love you,” the man answered. Then Legolas watched the eyes of his beloved close for the last time. When next they opened, they would be the eyes of his friend, nothing more. The beacon which was Aragorn’s love for Legolas was gone forever. His heart shattered into a million pieces, and he collapsed once more in sobs onto Aragorn’s chest. The surrounding darkness crept over them, but the elf was oblivious to its encroachment. No gloom could overwhelm the abyss that was his soul, and he surrendered to the shadow of despair, feeling it close around him like a shroud. **************************************************** Legolas awoke with his head on Aragorn’s bare chest. He could hear the beating heart and feel the rise and fall of the man’s breathing. Legolas sat up and surveyed the clearing. He hated this spot and never wanted to see it again. Eager to be done with this whole business, he bathed the sleeping Aragorn and then himself. After dressing them both, Legolas lifted Aragorn into his arms and began the trek back to Caras Galadhon. The intervening miles were a blur. Legolas took no joy from the forest tonight. His arms ached with the weight of the ranger, but he kept moving until he reached the Fellowship’s pavilion, whereupon he gently laid the man on his bed. He looked down upon his love and felt the tears rising again as he brushed a stray lock from Aragorn’s forehead. He turned away to avoid losing complete control once more. Tomorrow he would return to take his place within the Fellowship, but today he needed solitude. He looked around to discover Boromir asleep in his own bed. Legolas briefly wondered how the Gondorian’s night with Radagast had gone, but he dismissed the thought, knowing the wizard would have handled things appropriately. He walked to Gimli’s couch and knelt beside it. “Gimli,” he whispered as he shook the dwarf’s shoulder. Gimli snorted and tossed a little in his sleep. “Gimli,” he repeated, this time closer to the dwarf’s ear. “Wha. . . .” the dwarf woke with a start. “What is happening?” “Shhh,” hushed Legolas, placing a hand gently over the dwarf’s mouth. “The Fellowship is still sleeping.” The dwarf reached up and pushed the elf’s hand away. “As I would like to be, Master Elf.” “Gimli, please call me Legolas.” “Very well, Legolas,” the dwarf said with a mighty yawn. “Why do you wake me at this ghastly hour?” “I need to be alone this day. But on the morrow I would request your company. I seek to explore the width and breadth of Lothlórien ‘ere we leave. And since you were so enamored by the Lady of the Wood, I thought you would like to accompany me as I explore her realm. Would you honor me with your companionship?” “I would be honored to accompany you on your expedition,” accepted the dwarf. “I thank you for your invitation. In truth, my impression of elves has been most transformed over the last few weeks. You are a credit to your race, Prince Legolas.” Legolas smiled. “Just ‘Legolas’ will do fine, Gimli. The crown of Prince weighs too heavily on my head. And I have had more than my fill of royalty and nobility for now.” “As you wish.” “Now, go back to sleep. I will return tomorrow morning when we will begin our exploration “Goodnight, Legolas,” mumbled the sleepy dwarf as he turned onto his other side, facing away from Legolas and the rest of the pavilion. Legolas had taken several steps to leave the pavilion before stopping and returning to Aragorn’s bedside. He said nothing, but took one last look at the handsome bearded face he would love for eternity. He leaned over and kissed the lips of his lover, and then knelt down to take the man’s forearm into his hands, stroking the fine layer of hair as it crept over the wrist. He brought it to his lips and kissed the hand of the king. He then placed the hand on the sleeping man’s chest, turned and left the pavilion. CHAPTER 44 Aragorn awoke to the sound of birds singing and the hobbits having breakfast. His stomach growled, demanding some sort of sustenance. He sat up and swung his legs over the side of the couch where he had slept. He glanced at the adjacent couch to see Boromir, still asleep. Aragorn remembered the delicious meal Boromir cooked yesterday and how surprised he had been at the Gondorian’s skill. Where did Boromir say he had learned to cook? That particular detail was unclear, and the more Aragorn tried to remember it, the more elusive it became. No matter. The meal had been incredible and the wine most potent. He couldn’t believe they had actually stumbled back to the pavilion last night without hurting themselves. It truly was a mystery. All he knew was that he had never felt so rested and rejuvenated. He yawned and stretched, catching the attention of the hobbits. “Aragorn!” cried Frodo excitedly. “Good morning, Ringbearer,” answered Aragorn. CHAPTER 45 Boromir groaned at the sound of the cheerful voices. “Ah,” he heard Aragorn say, “Boromir is awake as well. Good morning, Boromir.” Boromir groaned again and covered his head with his pillow. “Now, now, my friend. It’s a beautiful day. Rise and join us,” encouraged the ranger. Boromir was astonished that Aragorn behaved as if last night's confrontation had never occurred. Despite a pounding headache, he remembered it all too well. Perhaps the ranger was attempting to shield the Gondorian from the disapproval of the Fellowship. For whatever reason, Boromir had no intention of reminding Aragorn of the serious transgression if it had been forgotten. “Boromir, wake up!” Merry commanded. “You promised to go exploring with us today,” added Pippin enthusiastically. Boromir removed the pillow from his head and reluctantly sat up. “Very well. If you insist,” he said wearily, rubbing his eyes with the heels of his hands. “We do, indeed.” Aragorn seemed rather chipper this morning, irritating Boromir to no end. “How is your head this morning, Boromir? Elven wine can be most potent, don’t you think?” asked the ranger. “Indeed,” Boromir replied. “I can barely remember a thing. Can you?” he asked probingly. “All I remember after dinner was stumbling back to the pavilion in the dark,” said Aragorn. “A merry stroll, to be sure, for I do remember laughing a great deal.” “You must have been laughing at me, for I do not remember such levity,” Boromir grumbled. Aragorn’s memory of the hike back to the pavilion was a mystery. But he did not question it. “Were you a depressing drunk, Boromir?” asked Pippin. “Well, he’s certainly gloomy when he’s sober, so I can definitely see him as a depressing drunk,” observed Merry. “Take care, hobbits,” Boromir warned. “I do not share Aragorn’s good cheer this morning.” “Right,” said Merry. “Don’t poke the bear.” Boromir looked up to glare at the little beasts, but his heart was warmed by the good cheer in Merry and Pippin’s faces. It was strange; his heart felt lighter than it had yesterday, and it was easier for him to accept the genuine affection of the two hobbits. Last night’s mysterious encounter after Aragorn had fled the scene had indeed brought some peace from the agony of Théodred’s rejection years ago. For that alone, he was thankful. XII. EPILOGUE Something was up. That much he was sure of. Sam couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something was up. He had been awakened earlier that morning by the reappearance of Legolas in whispered conversation with the dwarf. Sam had pretended to be asleep, but had watched Legolas move to Aragorn’s bed where he kissed the man’s lips and hand before he left. Sam would have thought that Aragorn’s desires had been returned by Legolas had it not been for the profound sadness emanating from the elf. Then later, when Aragorn and Boromir awoke, the Fellowship had discovered that the two men had become fast friends. They all now sat at the table, feasting as usual. “And you’ll never believe this,” Aragorn said through laughter, “Boromir can *cook*!” Merry and Pippin both snapped their heads in Boromir’s direction. “Is that so?” asked Pippin. “Aragorn exaggerates. It was no great matter,” replied an uncharacteristically modest Boromir. Aragorn told the story of their day on the Anduin, though the tale consisted of little more than a hike to the river, the bathing of Boromir, which brought cheers from everyone, dinner and a drunken hike home in the dark. Sam sought to test Aragorn’s state of mind. “Legolas was here this morning,” he said. Aragorn’s head popped up at the elf’s name, eyes bright. Yes, thought Sam. That’s the love I saw before. “He was? I wasn’t aware he had returned from the northern borders. Where is he now?” asked the ranger. “I wouldn’t know, I’m sure. But Gimli might. I heard them talking,” replied Sam. All eyes turned to Gimli. “Yes,” the dwarf confirmed. “Legolas was here. He invited me to join him tomorrow as he explores these woods. But he said he needed to be alone today. He didn’t offer a reason and I didn’t ask.” “I hope nothing untoward has happened to our elven friend,” the ranger remarked. But his concern apparently passed quickly. Too quickly, for Sam’s taste. “So, Ringbearer,” Aragorn said turning to Mr. Frodo. “Perhaps we should discuss your thoughts for the next step of our quest.” Sam stopped listening, giving no care to where they had to go. He would follow Mr. Frodo. No discussion. Instead he pondered the sudden return to apparent normality. But things weren’t really normal at all, were they? Legolas was heartbroken. The elf and the dwarf were going on an expedition together. Aragorn and Boromir were great friends. Aragorn was interested once more in the struggle against Mordor, though his love for Legolas had apparently been forgotten. And Boromir could cook! No, no, no. This wasn’t right at all. They might pretend that nothing had happened, but Sam was convinced that something had occurred. He didn’t know what it was, but he was fairly certain it involved Boromir, Aragorn, *and* Legolas. What exactly took place on the banks of the Anduin last night? This wasn’t over, thought Sam. No, this wasn’t over by a long shot. FINIS