Title: The Space Between Author : Fiona (mauvemalady@hotmail.com) Pairing(s): Aragorn/Legolas Rating: R Summary: Aragorn and Legolas have wanted each other all through the ordeal of the Fellowship. Now that the Dark Lord is vanquished and all is well with the world, things should be easy. But that’s not always the case… Disclaimer: I neither own these characters nor make money off them, nor do I think they’d stick around long if I did. Warning: Rape Chapter One Arien had not yet risen and Lothlorien lay quiet in the blue hues of predawn. Weary and grief-stricken, the Fellowship of the Ring lay slumbering in the safety of the great trees’ vigil. All save two. Aragorn strolled amongst the trunks of the trees, too tired to seek the bath he’d risen to find. His eyes shone red and raw in the eerie half- light that suffused the area; he’d spent the night up pondering his fate and that of his companions. In his stupor he failed to catch sigh of Legolas the elf, dark-garbed as he was, until he nearly ran into him. “Legolas, it’s a long journey ahead. Why aren’t you resting?” “I could ask the same of you,” Legolas replied, then smiled a little and shrugged. “I just wanted to see the glory of Lothlorien while I could. Our stay is so brief. Though,” and he chuckled, “if I’m tired enough for you to sneak up on me I ought to be getting some sleep, it’s true.” Exhaustion had eaten away Aragorn’s patience and a good deal of his common sense. “What’s that supposed to mean?” Legolas’ brows furrowed. “Nothing, Aragorn. I only know that Pippin told me Arwen got a blade under your nose unawares—“ “And you’ll be holding that against me until I die, I suppose?” “Honestly, I meant no offense, and Pippin could’ve been telling yarns for all I know—" “So you’re saying I don’t make a good elf?” Aragorn demanded. “I’m too short, then, or what?” “Um—“ Color climbed in the elf’s pale face. “And I suppose I’m too—too old, right, and hasty?” Legolas threw up his hands. “Well, yes! Every time we make a decision, it’s ‘No, we go this way’, and ‘That’s not how it will work!’” Emboldened by this outburst, Legolas went further. “Hasty? Yes you’re hasty, all the time, and showing your gray!” Aragorn grew quiet. “And that’s because of my ancestor, right? Isildur bred it into me?” “Yes! It’s all because of—“ Legolas faltered and saw that he’d gone too far. “I mean—“ “Take it back!” Aragorn swung a fist at him howling, “Take it back, Legolas, take it back!” “That’s not what I meant! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean—“ Legolas ducked behind a tree, and then another one, as Aragorn advanced ruthlessly upon him. “Take it back!” Aragorn roared. “Curse you, Legolas, take it back!” “I take it back, I take back, I take it—ah!” The ground beneath the elf’s feet crumbled and he risked a glance behind him. A dry creek bed carpeted in fall leaves gaped wide and steep at his back. “Please Aragorn, please,” he whined, and would have continued in that fashion. But Aragorn paused for no breath at Legolas’ dismay and threw yet another punch. This time it connected, doubling Legolas over even as it toppled him backward over the lip of the hollow. And because Aragorn followed through with such fury the motion overbalanced him and he tipped forward also, his eyes as round as Legolas’ in the instant before the ground rushed up to catch them. Over and over they tumbled, collecting scrapes and bruises along the way. Legolas felt what breath remained leave him as Aragorn landed on top of him. The punch and the fall, and a particularly painful twinge in his wrist, brought tears to Legolas’ eyes, along with shame at having lost a fight so completely, and to a human, too. Aragorn’s eyes reopened more slowly and they were twin lamps of sorrow and remorse in the forest gloom. And then he kissed Legolas, full on the lips. Both men froze. “I…er…” Aragorn recovered first, pushing himself off Legolas as if burned. Legolas stayed sprawled, fighting the blush that was rising in his cheeks. Aragorn glanced in the direction of Legolas’ lower half and turned away, his own cheeks crimson in the muddled light of predawn. “You…” Legolas stood upright in a hurry, brushing the golden leaves of Lothlorien from his garb and hair. “You, ah, have—well, you know.” He thought of Arwen and cringed. “Still,” he thought, “Aniron.” Aragorn whirled and regarded Legolas incredulously. The elf paled as he realized he’d spoken aloud. “I mean—“ “I know what you mean,” Aragorn said slowly, taking a step forward. “But…” He shook his head and looked up in time to catch a smile on Legolas’ lips. “What?” “Your hair,” Legolas laughed. “When was the last time you washed it?” “Why I—“ Aragorn began, then burst out laughing. The sound was full and rich, and came from deep in his chest, made all the fuller from months, years of toil and worry. Legolas’ alarmed expression only made him laugh all the harder. “What now?” he cried, when he finally got his voice under control, “Am I to discover that Green Elves don’t laugh, either?” “It’s not that,” Legolas blurted. “It’s that I’m standing here watching you and—“ He turned away. “It’s going to be very hard.” “Oh? What is?” “Going on with this quest and…keeping myself from you.” Legolas’ last words were a whisper. “What now? Speak up, Legolas, son of Thranduil, for my ears are filled to bursting with all that hobbit chatter.” Legolas glanced sharply at him. “The hobbits are full of good, Aragorn.” “Aye, I know it. Full of food, too, the way they eat. Now what was it you were saying?” “Nothing.” Legolas topped the steep bank in a few graceful bounds and, framed by the morning light, gazed back down on Aragorn with blurred vision. The Man slumped suddenly and Legolas was about to spring suddenly when Aragorn spoke in a voice worn raw with time. “I know what you want, Legolas. I, too…” He bent to pick up his fallen cloak and avoided Legolas’ eyes. “Aniron,” he whispered, and Legolas being the elf he was heard it clear as a clarion call. “But it was not to be.” Stung, the elf hurried back into the milky shadows of Lothlorien, dreading the journey before them. * * * * The vast canopy of stars over Rohan had long since unfurled itself when Gimli, Aragorn and Legolas came to a panting halt. “The elf may be able to run with the horses,” Gimli wheezed, “but we need sleep.” “But we can’t—“ “He’s right, Legolas,” Aragorn spoke under cover of darkness and so didn’t feel the need to hide his admiring glance from the shadowy form of the elf. “We’ll be of no use to Merry or Pippin half-dead from running.” “They’ll be half-dead at this rate,” Legolas muttered, then grew suddenly agreeable. “You know, I’m actually quite tired. Let’s just call it quits here, shall we?” “Sounds good.” Gimli and Aragorn followed suit and sprawled in the tall, waving grasses of Rohan, well distant from each other. When Gimli’s snoring reached its full, normal pitch, Legolas rose and saw Aragorn, as he’d hoped he would, stealthily creeping off in the direction of the trail they had been following. Legolas recalled Aragorn’s look earlier that evening and wondered if the Man remembered about Elves seeing in the dark. “You can stop skulking around, Legolas,” Aragorn whispered. Legolas grinned in the starlight but made no move toward Aragorn. “How did you know I was here? Improving on your tracking?” Legolas joked, then, thinking of their previous argument, hastily switched gears. “Where are you going?” “Still following the orcs, of course.” “We oughtn’t to be leaving Gimli—“ “Oh, damn the dwarf!” Aragorn spun, catching Legolas by his shoulders. “Legolas, don’t you understand, we’re out here to…I wanted to…” “I don’t think you know what you want,” Legolas said softly, and Aragorn’s hands on his shoulders were sharp in his mind. A shock of hair hid Aragorn’s eyes and with the gentlest of gestures Legolas flicked it aside. “Boromir,” he whispered, and to his sorrow (but not complete surprise) Aragorn’s hands withdrew. “Yes. You know he…” The Man’s voice caught. “He pledged allegiance to me. Right before he…died. Him, to me.” “I know. I was there.” “Oh.” Aragorn laughed weakly. “You Elves have such good ears. He was so angry with me! Such a bitter man. I know he struggled so hard and just as…just as…” His voice could go no further and so his body carried him there, collapsing into Legolas’ arms. He sobbed silently into Legolas’ garb, too grief-stricken to feel the tension in the arms that held him, too teary to catch the fierce feeling in the elf’s eyes. “You know what he said to me?” Aragorn asked at last. “Before the—before Amon Hen, we spoke of our country, Gondor. He wanted to go to Minas Tirith, then to Mordor. Do you know what he said?” “What,” Legolas mumbled, quaking with the effort of reigning himself in. Even if he could just rest his lips in that tumbled head of hair in his arms… “He said I put the affairs of Elves before Men. He said—he said I forsook my own people.” At this Legolas allowed himself the pleasure of cupping Aragorn’s tear-streaked beard in his hands. “Never have I met or sung of a man so true as you,” Legolas whispered. “And I have had thousands of years’ opportunity. Aragorn son of Arathorn, I can think of no Man I would rather march with against the Dark Lord and see crowned as King. And,” he added, even more softly, “Boromir was wrong for many reasons. For one…the affairs of Men and Elves are entwined.” Aragorn looked up then, through his guilt and sorrow to the starlit Elf above him, and saw the shining eyes, felt the palms damp against his face. “You…” He still leaned against Legolas the way he’d fallen, up against his chest, and turning his face to the fabric he snuck his tongue between the shirt buttons. Legolas let out a cry and stroked Aragorn’s beard tenderly with both hands, the tears making his pale skin gleam. He brought his caresses down the grizzled chin, down the neck, down. A glint of silver caught at his tear-streaked hand, and he drew the pendant out where Aragorn could see it. “Is this what you want?” Legolas shook as Aragorn withdrew his tongue and leaned slack against him. “Only if you desire it…” The elf trailed off. Aragorn would know what he meant. After a time Aragorn pulled slowly away and stood on his own two feet. “Forgive me,” he whispered, and Legolas saw that he meant it. “There are things…there are some things that could be done, and some that must.” He winced as he turned away. “I couldn’t even see your face in this cursed dark.” Legolas reached out a hand—still sparkling with tears—to the departing Man but drew back, heavy with the sorrow he’d suspected would come. “I’ll be there in the sun all morning,” he sighed sadly, and with a rueful smile caught Aragorn’s weak laugh from the swathe of shadows. * * * * Legolas watched the waves beating upon the shore in rhythmic bursts of blue and white. Before him floated the pristine white carving and lofty sails of a ship of Cirdan, framed by the wide sea and wider sky. “Almost,” he thought, “as wide as the sky over Rohan.” From the windswept bow an elf beckoned impatiently to him and Legolas rose to board the great ship. Gimli was already aboard with special permission from the Elves, as were many others. But not the one he’d have chosen over all. With a sigh Legolas strapped his quiver to his back, more out of habit than need for protection, and strode forward, beautiful and reluctant, toward the ship and the pull of the sea. From behind rushed a thunder of hooves, checking his gait. He turned and a mottle of silver and black caught the rising sun and blinded him for an instant. Mud flew up around hooves still gleaming as the labored breathing of a horse reached his ears. “Don’t!” came the familiar voice even as the elf recognized the Man, and strong arms threw themselves around Legolas. “Elessar…” Legolas buried his face in Aragorn’s neck and wept freely. “My Elessar,” he crooned again, and felt Aragorn’s arms tighten around him. With a sinking heart he pulled away. “But…what are you doing here?” “Keeping you from leaving,” Aragorn said, and felt Legolas slump in his arms. “I know! I know the pull of the sea is so great in you! But, please Legolas, please now that everything is set—“ Legolas raised a fair hand to the fiery green jewel at Aragorn’s neck. “You are King, remember? You have your duties.” His voice was heavy. “That doesn’t matter now.” “How can you say that? After all that’s been done, you would just abandon it to chance?” It knifed Legolas to say it but say it he had to. “You are King and…everyone…loves you. Needs you. You…wanted it.” He paused. “How can I stay here and watch?” “Everything is different. Arwen…” Aragorn looked away. “Arwen had a son.” He caught Legolas’ face, smooth and ageless, in his callused hand as the elf tried to turn away. The rising sun caught the tears in both their eyes. “He will grow up strong and well. I—I am free.” But Legolas remained bowed with remorse. “They would not let you go even if you tried. You have your duties and they would hunt you for forsaking all they held dear. And for what…” Now Aragorn turned Legolas’ face toward him, for his hand had never left that fair face. “For you,” he said firmly, and brought his lips to the elf’s. Legolas let him keep them there for a shining moment. As the tongue he so remembered slipped in between his lips he spoke around it, and stayed Aragorn’s advance with a pale hand. “They will hunt you,” he insisted, fearing the worst. “Then let us run.” Grabbing Legolas’ hand he bounded onto Shadowfax, the gleaming silver steed who had by now quite recovered his breath. Legolas stared at the dark-clad man upon the brilliant horse, then glanced back to the ship that waited. By now a crowd had assembled on deck and was watching intently. “They have seen—“ he began, but even as he said it his hand tightened in Aragorn’s. “Let them see. They will never catch us!” Aragorn swung Legolas up behind him on Shadowfax and turned the horse north. “We’ll follow the shore, so you will never be parted from the song of the sea.” He felt Legolas’ excitement behind him. “Or you,” the elf purred, wrapping his arms around Aragorn and squeezing as Shadowfax leaped into a surf-churning gallop. Not once did he look back as the elven seacraft fell away behind them. His lips were too busy with the back of Aragorn’s neck, his hands with the buttons on the Man’s shirt. As the sun which had risen on sorrow now kindled flames of pink and peach over the sea, it lent some of its light to the flesh of the two forms entangled in the sand, warming each to a burnished gold. Shadowfax nosed through the brush at a respectful distance as Legolas stroked Aragorn’s hair. “I always liked your hair,” the elf murmured, kissing the knob of bone at the base of Aragorn’s neck. “Don’t ever change it.” “You see the gray, don’t you.” There was shame in the Man’s words. “I see beauty.” In Aragorn’s flattered silence Legolas brought his kisses down, down and no chains of duty stopped him this time. When he reached the Man’s tailbone he paused, snaking a hand over to curl Aragorn’s chest hair into lazy little circlets. “Does the King wish me to continue?” he intoned. Aragorn caught Legolas’ circling finger and brought it between his lips, sucking hungrily. Behind him, Legolas hummed. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he whispered as he bridged the space between them. The scruffy head he loved so dearly arched back into the cradle of his arm in a perfect fit as they moved, and Aragorn took advantage of the closeness and seized the elf’s lips in a wet kiss. “Legolas,” the Man smiled, and reaching behind pulled the elf ever closer. He felt the hard, beautiful nipples flanking his spine as the two of them rose, higher and higher until cries of joy tore from their throats as one. The sun sank smiling into the sea, its last rays licking the pair on the beach. ************************************************************ Aniron = “I desire.” Chapter Two "Maybe we should send Shadowfax on his way," Legolas said, from his seat by the fire. "They're probably missing him in Rohan." "Hmm?" Aragorn looked up from his sword, which shone in the firelight as he honed its edge. He glanced at the glossy-coated animal browsing a few dunes away and shrugged. "I expect he'll go when he feels like it." "How did you get him to carry you after—to the Grey Havens?" Aragorn grinned. "Carry me after you, you mean. I, er…well, remember what Gandalf said about Shadowfax being an especially wise horse?" Legolas gave him a blank look. "Well, he did! And so I kind of, um, explained the situation…" Legolas burst out laughing. "You laid your love troubles on a horse?" "Well it worked, didn't it?" Aragorn shot forward suddenly and pecked Legolas on the cheek. "And it was well worth it, if I do say so myself." Legolas smiled and was about to return the kiss when something rustled in the brush. He whirled. "Did you hear that?" "Hear what?" The Elf reached for his knives and rose on silent feet. "There," he whispered, jerking his head in the direction of a clump of brambleberry bushes. In an instant Aragorn was beside Legolas, sword cold and gleaming out before him. "Let me handle it," the Man whispered. Legolas smirked. "Save me, oh knight," he chuckled, and darted forward into the undergrowth. A flustered Aragorn followed on his heels. All was quiet in the tangle of shrub and shadow. Legolas raised his hand for a halt and then threw himself sideways, hauling Aragorn along with him. A bolt of silver shot past their heads, imbedding itself in the trunk of a brambleberry plant. Aragorn leapt over Legolas, wielding his sword like an extension of his body, and let fly into the thicket. "Wait, Elessar!" cried Legolas. At his words a yell rose from the impenetrable dark. "Gwanno, gur o dagnir o Undomiel! Gwanno!" A second silver bolt parted Aragorn's hair as he ducked. "Legolas! What do you see?" he shouted, but Legolas, even with his elven eyes, could see nothing but foliage. "Let us get back into the open—I can't see anything!" As the two charged out of the undergrowth silence fell again. Aragorn nursed a sick feeling in his stomach but fought it back in case of battle. "They're gone?" Legolas questioned, more to himself than to Aragorn. "Gur o dagnir o Undomiel," Aragorn said quietly. "Evenstar's heartbane. Elf against elf…what have I done." At once Legolas was at his side, gripping Aragorn's arm as if for life. "Don't, don't you dare, Aragorn. You are so quick to blame yourself, always— don't think this is your fault!" Aragorn seemed not to have heard. " 'They will hunt you', you said…but they are hunting you, too! Why didn't I see it? How could I have brought this on you? If I'd only stopped to think! Now the Elves are avenging my abandonment of Arwen Evenstar, and what better way to do it than go after the one I abandoned her for—" "No!" Legolas pushed Aragorn to the ground and fell atop him, their faces nearly touching. "No, Aragorn, you brought nothing on me! Wasn't it my choice to accept your gift in Lothlorien? Wasn't it my choice to hold you under the stars in Rohan?" He threw a hand in the direction of the dark sea behind its dunes. "Wasn't it my choice to turn away from Cirdan's ship and the sea that's always calling?" "You mean…the call…you're suffering because of—" "No!" Legolas thrust his face into the crook of Aragorn's neck, letting his tears pool in the hollow there. "I am with you. Nothing would make me suffer more than to part from you." Not caring whether elves, Gondormen or Arwen herself walked out of the bushes, Legolas thrust his lips against Aragorn's and waited for the flesh beneath to kindle. Aragorn's eyes remained heavy with sorrow. "Legolas—" "Shh." Legolas ensured silence with his tongue and smoothed Aragorn's brows. "My dear king," he crooned. "My poor, dear king." He held the Aragorn until long after the last dying embers floated away on the breeze. * * * * In the morning Shadowfax was gone. "Do you think they took him?" Legolas asked, hand hovering over his knives as he glanced around. Aragorn snorted. "That horse? He wouldn't let them. I suppose he decided he had better things to do." But he, too, gave the sandscrub a wary look. "At any rate we'd better get moving. Scuff out the fire, would you?" When Legolas turned back from the task he caught Aragorn slipping something silver back into his pack. "What's that?" The Man's face fell. "Daggers." He drew the slim blades out for Legolas to see. "Of ancient Elven design. They wanted to be sure we knew who they were." He moved to slip them back into his belt, but Legolas stayed his hand. "Look," he said, pointing to a circlet of gold leaves on the pommels of the knives. "I haven't seen the like of those since the ones the Lady Galadriel gave Merry and Pippin, back in Lothlorien." He took a knife and turned it over in his pale hands. "You don't think…" "No." Aragorn turned to face the wind, which had picked up overnight. "There were many weapons made in those days. You can't assume these are the same ones." "But they are of Elven make and we give our gifts sparingly, holding the past close! You know that." Aragorn looked back at him and his eyes were creased with pain. "Please, Legolas. Don't have me believe they would betray us so. There is only so much in this world you can forsake." Legolas thought of the oath Pippin took in Minas Tirith and said nothing. As the sun lent color to sky and sea the two lovers set out on foot, following the line of the dunes north along the coast. To the east the Blue Mountains loomed, crowned in foliage of a green to belie the mountains their name. Legolas focused hard on the trees, at first searching for sign of pursuit but then focusing on the woodlands for themselves, trying to keep them foremost in his mind and to ignore the sound of the sea on his left. When they crossed a trickle of a stream he realized with a start just how light his pack was, and that they were down to one skin of fresh water. Aragorn proposed they trek further inland to where the salty backwash of the tides failed to penetrate the stream and Legolas accepted this with relief, hoping that distance from the waves would ease their pull. "Let me carry that awhile," Aragorn said as Legolas hefted the pack on his shoulder. "You look strained." "I'm fine!" the Elf insisted, but handed the pack over gladly. He feared the sea's reflection in his eyes and to conceal it bent quickly to the stream. "Water's fresh," he proclaimed, and took a long draught. "Here's as good a place to rest as any." Aragorn knelt beside Legolas and, when both their heads hovered over the water, sent an arm's-length of water splashing over Legolas' head. "Hey!" the Elf spluttered. "What was that for?" He splashed Aragorn, and the Man splashed back, and soon the two of them were leaping through the knee-deep stream, yelling and sending gouts of water onto each other and the shore. "Now look what you've done. Our food is soaked!" Legolas cried, pushing Aragorn playfully into a deep spot. The Man came up yelping. "It bit me! Something's in there and it zapped me!" Even as Aragorn waded ashore for his sword Legolas' eyes lit up. "Zapped you? Was it an eel?" "How should I know? I wasn't exactly sticking around to find out its life story." "Freshwater eels are good fried," Legolas said, adding dryly, "Particularly when the rest of your rations are soaked to mush." "I wasn't the only one splashing, you know." Aragorn smiled fondly as he leaned on his sword on shore, watching Legolas with keen interest. "Just how do you go about catching eel, anyway?" "There are several ways." Legolas shot a wicked grin over his shoulder as he rolled up his sleeves. "I prefer my bare hands." Aragorn watched raptly as Legolas advanced into the deeper portion of the stream, stuck dumb by the transformation in the Elf as he went from joker to hunter. The blue eyes sharpened; the slender frame coiled tight as a spring; and the hands, those pale, long-boned hands Aragorn knew so well and cherished for their grace, became weapons in and of themselves, poised for attack at a moment's notice. He watched as Legolas' hands plunged into the depths and back, sending a glittering arc of spray with them as he showed off a writhing fish. "Got it!" he crowed, resplendent in sunstruck water droplets as Aragorn watched, beaming. He was still watching when the arrow sprouted from the Elf's chest. "Legolaaas!" The Elf's eyes lost their hunting gleam, his lips their triumphant smirk. Instead his brows drew together in the deepest puzzlement as he fell forward, blue eyes hunting no longer. The eel slid by Aragorn as he churned through the water to the floating green-clad form. "Legolas!" He jerked the Elf from the water, slamming the slim back with his fist. "Cough, Legolas! Oh for—" Thwock! An arrow whooshed by Aragorn's ear as he ducked, drawing blood. His eyes darted along the sparsely forested shore even as his hands clung to the Elf in his arms. Hunching low over the unmoving Legolas, Aragorn eased them both toward the shore and his sword. He had almost reached it when movement caught his eye and he ducked as another arrow hissed over his head. The tide, which had been rising in him since those dear blue eyes clouded in confusion, broke in a storm of red. "Curse you!" he roared as he launched himself from the shallows. Grabbing his sword he shot toward the spot in the undergrowth from whence he'd seen the arrow come. "I'll kill you! I'll kill you all!" Two more arrows sprung forth; he swung his sword in an arc and cleaved them in half. "You'll find that difficult, traitor." "Gwanno!" Aragorn cried, and hacked savagely to his left. A derisive snort reached his ears. "The Dunadan and the thief make enough noise for even a Man to track them. Or do they remember the people they fought for?" The snap of a twig alerted Aragorn and he whirled, bearing the shining edge of his sword as tidings. A tall, pale Elf in vaguely familiar gray and black stood before him and stopped the cut of Aragorn's sword with a curved blade. "He did nothing!" Aragorn roared, striking again and again coming up against the silver strength of the Elf's blade. "He stole nothing! How dare you accuse him!" "Oh, I beg to differ." Out darted the Elf's blade, in and out again like a serpent's tongue. Aragorn through his red rage somehow managed to block each attack. "After all," the unnamed Elf shrugged carelessly, cutting in with a vicious sideswipe that left Aragorn's sword hand numb, "He stole you, didn't he?" With that both swordsmen let loose. Right, left, up, down, they danced around the glade in a flurry of flashing metal. At every clang of steel Legolas' puzzled blue eyes leapt before Aragorn and he slashed all the harder. When it came time that Man and Elf stood locked blade to blade, the formerly implacable visage of the strangely familiar Elf twisted into a sneer. "Undomiel weeps." Aragorn ducked out of the lock and prepared to swing. "I don't care!" he screamed as the muscles along his arm tensed for the jar of hitting flesh. But in an instant, teeth of stone bit into his neck from behind. "I brought company," the Elf smiled, and motioned over his shoulder. Out of the shadows five elves appeared, identically attired in the gray and black garb of their seeming leader. Every one had an arrow drawn and fixed on Aragorn. "Sweet are the voices on the Lost Isle calling…" the Elf sang softly, invidiously, and Aragorn howled. "His song! Curse your lips that sing it!" And even as his sword darted forward and the arrows of the encircling Elves left their bows, a glimmer of silver shone through the trees. "Legolaaas!" he wailed, the blue eyes more piercing now, near his death, than at any other time. But he plunged his sword into air, and felt not the gouge of arrows in his flesh. He hit the ground in time to see mighty hooves strike within a hairsbreadth of the ducking elf's jaw. "Run! Run, you fools!" cried the Elf even as two of his band crashed to the ground under the rearing horse. Screams and wild neighing filled the glen as the Elves fled in twos and threes, the odd one stopping now and then to fire an arrow back at the torrent of silver mane and flecks of sweat. These fell shrieking under flying hooves. All this was as nothing to Aragorn, who had torn from the forest as soon as the horse arrived. He flung himself beside Legolas in the water where he'd left him, tears blurring the beautiful vision of the fallen Elf. "Legolas, Legolas," he moaned, cradling the blonde head in his grimy fingers. "I…I killed you! If I hadn't…if I'd paid attention…" His eyes caught on the grey-feathered shaft protruding from his lover's chest, and he struck at it in fury. The shaft snapped off into the water, where it spun around once or twice before being carried off downstream. A faint moan reached Aragorn's ears. He stared at the still lips and pale face in his arms. "Legolas…?" He pressed an ear to those lips. The barest of breaths came forth. "Oh please, oh help me, hang on, Legolas! Hang on, just…just…" He laid Legolas gently on the shore and leapt to his feet. "Just let me find some athelas, my dear sweet Legolas, just hang on and let me find it…" Aragorn lurched into the underbrush like a man taken with madness, tearing leaf and limb aside in search of a few white flowers. Thunder crackled overhead but he did not hear it. "It worked before, didn't it, Legolas? Countless times. Rarely known fact, now all over the world. Everyone thought it was a weed but we know better, don't we, Legolas? Legolas? Legolas!" This last was a shriek that sent the surrounding forest into spiraling quiet. The athelas plant, or kingsfoil as it was more commonly known, was nowhere to be found. "Curse these woods!" Aragorn shouted, shredding the greenery before him. A cold wind winnowed its way through the trees and chilled him to the bone. He shivered. "We're too far north!" He looked around at the tough hardwoods and stiff pines with condemnation. The epiphany sent him rocking on his heels, then dashing back toward the stream. "Shadowfax!" he roared, and the silver horse appearing snorting and leaf-strewn at his side, but limber. "Legolas, he, he…" Aragorn lifted his Elf from the water as if he were made of glass, cursing himself for exposing the poor thing to the chill mountain current for so long. Legolas' breathing, when he bent an ear, was fainter thanbefore. "Ride!" Aragorn hissed as he leapt astride Shadowfax, Elf and all. The mighty horse turned instinctively south as thunder crashed overhead, flinching neither at the slicing rain that began to fall or the slapping of branches as they plowed through the thin band of woods. "Ride, damn you!" Aragorn howled as they broke cover onto the naked dunes, the wind hurling rain full into his face. He brought his cloak around Legolas to shield him partly and covered the rest of the Elf with his own body, continually blinking out tears. They spattered onto the cloth of Legolas' garb with the rhythm of hoofbeats. "Don't mind a little rain, do you Legolas? Of course not, of course not. Just hold on until we get a little ways south, just far enough for athelas to grow again and…and…" He choked on his words and opened his mouth again, but knew not what to say. Behind and before him the storm gathered its forces, and to his right the sea frothed and foamed. Pressing his face to Legolas' own he sang: "To the Sea, to the Sea! The white gulls are crying, The wind is blowing, and the white foam is flying… "You see, Legolas? It's your song. I remember it after all this time and— oh Legolas, please hold on and listen; see, I remember! "West, west away, the round sun is falling. Grey ship, grey ship, do you hear them calling, The voices of my people that have gone before me? I will leave, I will leave—" On these words a lump seized Aragorn's throat that would not let go, and so he clutched the Elf to his chest and thought the words, thought them loud against the pounding of Shadowfax's hooves and the shriek of the wind. A gust sent Legolas' fair hair flying and Aragorn yelped, patting the golden strand back with the hand that didn't cling to the horse's mane. "The wind's mussing your hair, you don't want it all tangled you know." His voice was strangled. He stroked the pale cheek and shed tears onto it, peering through the rain always for the change in greenery that would foretell the habitation of the much-needed athelas plant. ************************************************************ Gwanno, gur o dagnir o Undomiel! = Die, wretched traitor of Evenstar! Gwanno! = Die! Chapter Three Legolas woke to the sound of singing. “Shh,” came a warm voice when he tried to speak. “Save your strength.” The Elf cracked an eye open and then opened both eyes joyfully, for it was a damp Aragorn that hovered temptingly near over him. He moved to brush a dripping strand of hair from Aragorn’s face and gasped with the pain. “Save your strength, I said, you’re hurting yourself!” The pain in Aragorn’s voice belied his content countenance. “I’m sorry. I just…you were…” Legolas smiled. “I thought I’d lost you,” Aragorn finished in a hoarse whisper, and bent down to kiss the elf, letting his lips linger. A muffled roll of thunder reached their ears. “What—“ Legolas began, but Aragorn enforced a kiss to keep him quiet. “You were shot,” he said at last. “When you were hunting the eel, you remember? In the little stream.” “It was a fine eel, too,” Legolas croaked, and was rewarded with a teary smile and a kiss from Aragorn. “So you do remember. But after that there were…elves…clad in gray and black. One in particular fought very well. The others had bows but he said…are you feeling better? Do you need me to change the poultice?” He gestured to a clump of green plants at his side. “I’ve got plenty of athelas now. Had to drive Shadowfax nearly into the ground to get here—yes, Shadowfax is back. He’s outside.” Another roll of thunder sounded stuffily as if capped by cotton. “We’re in a cave a ways south of where we were—almost back to the Grey Havens, I think.” “What did the elves—“ Legolas began in a voice he tried to make tender. But it was too weak for anything but croaking. “We’re out of food, too—I, er, left it behind—but I can solve that quickly enough. What matters now is you.” At Aragorn’s body-length glance Legolas jumped at the realization that he was completely naked. Aragorn saw his face and defended himself. “You were wet! Soaked through to the bone. You’d have caught a chill if you sat around in those clothes. So I just…ah…removed them…they’re drying by the fire.” He nodded toward a crackling fire tucked into a niche in the limestone. “They’ll be ready…sometime…” He trailed off as he cast another long look at Legolas. “You’re very beautiful, you know,” he said in a very different voice. Then, even softer, “Aniron.” “Likewise,” Legolas replied. As if he needed to. Aragorn shook himself and brought his gaze back firmly to Legolas’ eyes alone. “But you’re very ill and need to rest. As soon as your clothes dry I’ll cover you up, use them as blankets—“ “I bet yours would dry faster.” Legolas laughed at the look on Aragorn’s face, then grimaced as the action sent pain lancing through his chest. “What have I been telling you? Hush!” But Aragorn unbuckled his cloak and spread it out by the fire. “I’m only doing this to keep you warm,” he mock-grumbled, and shed the rest of his clothes. When he had the desire was plain on both their faces and other places. “If you could just—ah!” Legolas yelped as he tried to shift his position and sweat broke out on his forehead with the agony. Aragorn dabbed it away with a gentle hand. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry—“ He raised a finger to Legolas’ lips as the elf tried to protest. “No, I am blaming myself. Because it was my fault. You are one thing, but to be snuck up on unawares by the likes of him…” His teeth shown in a snarl. “That elf looked familiar the moment I saw him, now I remember.” The snarl left his face as he ran his fingers lightly down Legolas’ smooth chest, being careful to stay well away from the poulticed wound. “When Undomiel came to Minas Tirith, her father brought a sizable company of elves with him. Bodyguards, I suppose you’d call them. Then we he and Galadriel went away to the west, they were supposed to go to. He scowled. “But not all of them went.” Legolas laid a weak hand on Aragorn’s knee, as much as he could reach. “What—“ “Shh.” Aragorn caressed the long, delicate fingers. “That’s another thing—your hands, do you know how they change when you’re hunting? You wouldn’t think that these,“ and he lifted the hand to his lips, inhaling rapturously, “would be able to touch anything but goodness and light itself.” “Guess that bodes well for you,” Legolas managed, his voice barely a whisper now. He eased his hand from Aragorn’s hold and let it fall, down to where he clutched the Man’s member. Aragorn made a startled sound. “The…ah…athelas…” he panted between the work of the long fingers. “Is working just fine.” The firelight caught Legolas’ hair and turned it to flame, and that was the last thing Aragorn rightly perceived as skillful elven hands sent pleasure washing over everything. * * * * “You never told me who that elf was,” Legolas murmured sleepily from where his head lay in Aragorn’s lap. Sunlight caught the golden mane as Aragorn braided it with tender fingers. “The one who stayed after Elrond left?” “Not just one,” Aragorn spat. “A whole company. They thought of themselves as Arwen’s personal bodyguards. They were with her…constantly…” The shining braid slipped from his hands as he stared out the cave entrance and beyond. “They claimed to be strengthening the bonds between Elves and Men.” Legolas was silent. “His name is Glorfindel. I don’t know if Elrond actually instructed him to hover around Minas Tirith, but I doubt it. We never got along. He was a prince in the house of Elrond and I think…” He picked up the braid again, frowning at it. “For all that rain your hair needs washing, mereth.” “Kept me too dry for my own good, hmm?” smiled Legolas. He prodded the subject of Glorfindel no further, instead reaching up a pale hand to Aragorn’s cheek. “You should get some more rest yourself. You don’t always have to be hunting all about, you know.” “I don’t just hunt.” Aragorn looked out of the cave again, this time wearily. Suddenly he clutched Legolas’ hand to his chest, crying, “They’ll be back! I know they’ll be back and what if I miss them again? They’ll hurt you Legolas, my dear Legolas, and all for what? My ‘abandonment’ of Arwen Evenstar? As if she—“ Legolas sat up and placed an arm around Aragorn. “You oughtn’t to—“ “Where will we go?” Aragorn barreled on. “Is this how we will manage, beating around the bush, trying to avoid supposed ‘avengers’ from one day to the next? That’s not what I wanted for you, mereth! Not ever!” The Man’s grey eyes gleamed. “I had such hopes, I—I waited so long. And now…” “Your hopes are far from crushed.” Legolas voice was gentle, his hand soothing as it rubbed Aragorn’s back in little circles. “What is it you’re worried about? Us being alone out here? Why not go back to civilization, then?” With his head bowed Aragorn did not see the strain in Legolas’ eyes as he said this. “Well?” “They would spurn and hunt us, same as Glorfindel.” “Then let us return to our friends.” Legolas rose without grimacing. “Come on, the Shire can’t be that far off, can it? Two, three days perhaps, if we don’t push poor Shadowfax.” “The hobbits?” “Why not?” Aragorn smiled faintly as he remembered Boromir trying to teach the hobbits to fight. That had been before he became king, before Moria, before…everything. “I suppose they wouldn’t mind seeing us.” “Of course not. They’d be delighted.” Aragorn peered curiously at his lover, shuffling among their few belongings now with elven grace. “You’re not worried about Pippin and his oath, then? To Gondor?” “Aragorn,” Legolas began, ceasing preparations to face him. “Do you remember that night in Rohan?” He grinned at the Man’s expression. “So you do. Do you remember what you told me, then? ‘There are some things that could be done, and some that must.’ You are worried about us staying out here in the wilderness—no, let me finish. You are. You’re a wreck. We could continue gallivanting around these fair blue mountains while you lose your mind to panic, but I won’t have it. We will go east,” he said, turning abruptly away to tend to the clasp on a waterskin, “and take the chance with Pippin.” In a moment Aragorn’s arms were around Legolas, his beard tickling the back of the elf’s neck. “So decisive, my beautiful Green Elf.” Even as the teasing mew escaped his throat at Aragorn’s doings behind him, Legolas thanked Elbereth he wasn’t facing west. West toward the endless sky, the sun’s bed and the sea. * * * * At midday Aragorn called a halt at the feet of Ered Luin. “I’m not looking forward to skirting the Grey Havens,” he sighed as he gazed south toward the Gulf. “But these mountains are impassable.” “They ought to be,” said Legolas, as he swung the day’s catch off his shoulder. “They kept a great many elves in the dark about the eastern lands, back ages ago.” “I know.” Aragorn surveyed the stretch of unforested slope they rested on with sharp eyes. Summer flowers and thigh-high grass as thick as Legolas’ mane clothed the mountain between rock and trees, north and south. “The sooner we get to the Shire, the better.” “Mmm.” Legolas held the distant blue waters in his eyes for as long as he could bear, then plucked a yellow flower from its stem and twirled it idly between thumb and forefinger. “The wind is blowing, and the white foam is flying…” “What?” Aragorn turned to face the elf by the skewered meat. “Nothing,” Legolas flashed a smile and hastily piled more pine needles onto the infant flame. “Just humming is all.” “Tell me, Legolas.” Aragorn knelt in front of him, placing a hand on either of Legolas’ shoulders. “I know your people and the sea that beckons them. Are you—do you feel it?” Legolas avoided the Man’s eyes. “I was just humming a tune, I didn’t mean anything by it—“ “Legolas.” Aragorn cupped the elf’s chin in his hand and turned the pale, sun-blazed face up to his own. The elf’s eyes were pleading. “Have I—“ “Oh don’t, Aragorn, please don’t!” With a cry Legolas whirled away, grabbing Aragorn at the last moment and drawing him down into the long grass with him. “You’ve done nothing,” he whispered, hoarse and raw, and yanked viciously at the Man’s belt buckle. “What—but I—“ Legolas fixed Aragorn with a look that stopped him cold, then hot. He lay still as deft fingers robbed him of his clothing, raising a hand only when the last gauntlet was flung aside. “What about you,” he said softly, and with slightly clumsier yet no less needful hands offered the green garb of the elf up to the mountain winds. “You’ve done nothing,” Legolas hissed again, punctuating his words with glittering tears and then a kiss that ricocheted down to Aragorn’s toes. As the elf moved down Aragorn grasped his milky forearm. “Wait.” They kissed, then Aragorn continued, “You’re always giving—and I’m always taking. Sit back.” Legolas’ eyes gaped wide and blue, but he did not protest as Aragorn traced his collarbone with his tongue. Instead he giggled. “What?” Aragorn murmured into flesh. “Your beard. It tickles.” “Shall I shave it?” “Oh no, I like it. I’ve always liked it. It’s—ahh!” Aragorn allowed himself a small smile of triumph as the slim body of Legolas surged up against his. Above them the tops of the summer grasses danced, throwing prancing shadows down onto lip and leg and nipple. “My king, my king, you’re—“ Legolas lost his words in a gasp; Aragorn was licking figure eights around his navel. “Hmm? Lower you say?” Aragorn slid panther-like down the length of the elf’s body, reveling in every goosebump, every golden hair. “I thought elves were impervious to cold,” he purred as he reached his destination. Legolas flung his legs around the man’s neck, buried his long fingers in Aragorn’s hair. “Although really I don’t see the necessity of clothing if it doesn’t bother—“ “Shut up,” Legolas moaned. A shudder rippled through him as Aragorn did just that. * * * * “It was worth it,” Aragorn thought from the warm, glowing place in which he floated—probably, some part of him recognized, somewhere within the golden regions of Legolas. “The war, the pomp, the duty…it was worth it, for this.” He hummed deep in his throat and nuzzled forward, more complete than he had even been in his life. “He’s a beautiful creature, a thing of…godliness.” He opened his eyes to tell Legolas so, if he were awake, letting his eyelids flutter before opening for a moment in anticipation of the shining form of his lover. But what he saw upon opening his eyes was not Legolas. Instead he was looking down the cold stone point and long shaft of an arrow. ************************************************************ Note: Mereth=love, or my loved one Chapter Four “Wh-what—Legolas!” Aragorn lurched toward the limp form a few feet away but went flying back when a boot connected with his chest. “Save your breath, Oh King,” sneered a voice from above. Coughing for breath, Aragorn lashed out with his feet only to be kicked again; this time in his exposed back. “Mereth,” he whimpered, clawing the ground toward his lover. The by-now familiar boot came down on his fingers. “I said, save your breath.” Long hands caught Aragorn by his beard, held his face up to a pair of smirking eyes. “You’ll need it, I assure you.” The teeth below the eyes were small and glinted harshly in the dying light. “Glorfindel!” Aragorn jerked his head out of the elf’s grasp and reached for his sword. But it wasn’t there. “How stupid do you think I am?” the elf laughed before motioning to the circle of archers. “You two, take care of the usurper. The king is my responsibility.” His laughter hung foul in the air as he kicked Aragorn in the ribs. “Why?” gasped Aragorn. “Why him? Leave him be! He did nothing—“ “Now now, Dunadan, we’ve been through this. Thranduil’s son stole you.” Glorfindel thrust his fair face into Aragorn’s. “And that, my dear king, is a very serious offense.” “Gwanno,” Aragorn snarled, and brought a kick of his own up between the elf’s legs. Glorfindel dodged it. Just barely. “Take him,” he snapped. “He won’t go easily.” Three of the encircling elves moved to unstring their bows, and in that moment Aragorn saw his chance. He was rolling up off the balls of his feet before Glorfindel had turned back again; was raising fists to strike the two black-clad elves over Legolas when hot breath hissed into his ear. “I don’t think so, Elessar.” In a rage Aragorn whirled, or meant to. But a blunt object in the elf’s hand hit the back of his head with a crack, and the last thing he saw before darkness closed in was the slim, beautiful body of Legolas, innocent and inert beneath the two tall elves in their cloaks of ebon. * * * * “Unnh…” Legolas fought the waves of blackness that wrapped his mind in sticky webs. “Aragorn? What…happened…?” “Quiet back there,” came a voice, melodious and uncertain. “We want this to go as smoothly as possible.” Legolas tried to speak again but his mouth would not work. Neither would his hands, his feet…all seemed sluggish, as if connected by only the barest of threads to his mind. “Aragorn!” he thought in panic, “What’s going on? Where are—“ “I said quiet!” Pain lanced through Legolas’ shoulder, then shot again through his chest and the arrow-wound. He yelped. “Elrohir, what did you do to him?” “I didn’t—all I did was poke him—“ Through waves of pain Legolas felt something twitch aside over his wound. “Where did he get that? Sweet Elbereth, they haven’t been shooting at him have they?” “Elladan!” Legolas blurted suddenly, for the sticky wrappings around his brain were slowly loosening and he recalled the voice. He fought for control of his limbs, even just his eyes. “What is this? Where’s Aragorn? Help me—“ “I’m afraid we can’t do that, Legolas, son of Thranduil. You’ll make it gentler for yourself if you just go along with us.” “But—why—ai!” The elf moved weak hands up to protect the tear in his chest. “Elrohir, be easy! Look at him. It’s not as if he can hurt us.” “I don’t want to listen to his babbling the whole way.” “Please, he was our friend once. He—“ Legolas finally cracked an eye open, for all the good it did him. Darkness still dominated to the point that he wondered if he’d fallen back into a dream, until he managed to tilt his head upward to a sky full of stars. They comforted him, and their presence gave him strength enough to beat back the lethargy that lorded over his tongue. “Was? When did things change, sons of Elrond? Why—“ “When did things change?” a voice, which Legolas recognized as Elrohir’s, cut through the night like a scythe. “Things changed, Legolas, when you lured our sister’s husband away from her. Things changed when you robbed a country of its king. Things—argh!” Out of the night a pale face loomed, dark-haired and condemning. “We were going West, did you know that? There’s nothing left for us here. It’s the twilight of the elves, Legolas! Our father left, and we were right behind him.” The face twisted into a hiss. “And then you had to run off with Arwen’s fancy of a Man.” “Come on, Elrohir. Let’s just ride, all right?” Legolas’ vision returned enough to catch a restraining hand on Elrohir’s shoulder above him. “Where is he?” Legolas demanded, voice soft. “Where is Aragorn?” The recently-subdued Elrohir swiveled around in his seat and struck Legolas hard across the chest, his weakness clear now. A cry of agony ripped from Legolas’ throat. “How dare you ask about him?” Elrohir roared into the stillness. “After all you’ve done you still have the nerve to treat him as your…your…” The elf threw up his hands in disgust and returned to the reins, or so Legolas guessed by the renewed jingle of harness in the night. That and the muffled thud of a horses’ hooves on loam failed to fill the vast canopy of earth and sky; even in his pain- blurred condition Legolas felt the yawning emptiness stretching around them as if they were but a few leaves in a lake. He felt small. And weak. “Did they really shoot you?” Elladan asked after a long while, during which Legolas had clung longingly to memories of the previous day—or was it the day before that?—with Aragorn. He answered the question with stony silence. “Legolas, did they—“ “Oh, give it up, Elladan. What do we care?” There was a little swish, and the horse picked up its pace. “They had no cause to do that. They could have just come up to them calmly and—“ “No cause? No cause? Do you forsake your sister, Elladan? Our sister? This—prince—of Mirkwood yanked Undomiel’s Aragorn from her, and his duties as king besides. And you say there’s no cause to take them by force?” “But do we know if Glorfindel and them even tried to discuss—“ “Discuss?” Elrohir exploded. “What’s to discuss? Would you rather we be sitting, munching lembas, chatting about the weather and the horses while Legolas paws over our sister’s husband like a…a…” He slammed his fist into the wood of what Legolas guessed to be a cart or carriage. “What’s to discuss?” “He’s not hers.” “What?” Elrohir roared, raising a fist. Elladan stayed it. “He’s not hers,” Legolas repeated, his voice gathering strength from the undrugged parts of his body. “Once he might have been, because he willed it, but Undomiel gave herself away long ago.” He braced himself for another blow and added, “To Glorfindel.” “I don’t believe it!” cried Elrohir, leering over the back of the cart. “And I’ve had enough of your muttering on this trip! One more word and you’ll feel a worse pain then any Glorfindel ever gave you, understand?” “Elrohir!” his brother admonished but said no more after that. Legolas stilled his tongue and focused on rest, gathering his strength. Whatever they’d done to him still impaired his night vision and he could make out no more than vague shapes against the blackness, but dawn would come eventually. And with it, knowledge. Legolas settled his battered self as best he could on the hard wood slats of the cart, and wondered if they had hurt Aragorn or blamed him—if they blamed him he’d only soak it up. What if they had killed him? No, he couldn’t be dead. Legolas would have felt it, he was sure. “Wherever you are, mereth,” Legolas thought, as sleep bore him away from the hard wood and the ache in his chest, “I love you.” His hands gripped each other in the cold he didn’t feel. * * * * Rough hands jarred Legolas from sleep. “I hate to do this, Thranduil’s son,” came Elladan’s apology. Legolas struggled to sort out the elf’s face from the blessed blue of dawn and dark canopy of trees. “Then don’t,” he managed to croak, confused. Elladan advanced upon him with a soiled cloth in hand. “It’s for your own good, though—whatever happens.” Legolas lashed out with bare feet, knowing only that that cloth should not come near him. Then he yelped as a stick jabbed from above came down on his wound. Elladan stepped lightly forward, grimacing, and smothered Legolas’ face with the cloth. “Noo!” Legolas cried. “Nnnnuh…” He felt his body slackening, felt the sticky webs weaving themselves over his mind, and he panicked. His flung-out arm caught Elladan’s cloak as he pulled away, and Elrond’s unwilling son was forced to bend close to the pained face of his friend. “Why?” Legolas whimpered. His blue eyes, clouding over already, leaked tears. Elladan untangled the limp hand from his cloak and replaced it on Legolas’ breast, over his wound. Out of pity or hesitance or plain nervousness, whatever Elladan had put on the cloth hadn’t been applied strongly enough. When against this weakness Legolas’ fear rose and lent power, he was able to fight off the sticky sleep the drug tried to induce, although the effort left him incapable of moving or speaking or even hearing very well. He kept his eyes shut, believing with his muddled mind that seeing things would overpower him altogether, and strained through the sticky whips and cords to catch snatches of blurry conversation. He wanted to hear, felt the need to grasp at least this much of his situation. He wanted Aragorn, too, and his labored train of thought frequently tore away from the conversation he was trying to hear to fuss over memories. “…don’t think we should do this, Elrohir.” “But he…husband!” Legolas would have smiled if his mouth worked. He was remembering Aragorn’s face in the cave, those touching worry-lines deepened by the firelight’s play, vanishing in an instant when Legolas had held him. He giggled, or tried to. His throat wouldn’t work for some reason. Why was that? Oh, the elves. The ones Aragorn fought for him, the sweetie. Where was Aragorn, anyway? The cart beneath him ceased its squeak and squeal, and Legolas hovered on the brink of sleep in the sudden peace. “I know they told us…but look at him.” “So we might as well…” “But we don’t have to! …no loyalty?” “Loyalty! In his presence! Why…” “…said they had contacts there, didn’t they? He was once our…” “Fine…leave him to them.” Leave him to them. What did that mean? Who was even talking? With a vague sense annoyance Legolas sensed the cart resume its forward motion. So much for sleep. But, wasn’t sleep what he was trying to avoid? Why? Sleep was nice. Sleep was—“ “…awake!” “But I…” “Fool! …not strong enough!” “Does it really…” “No. I’ll…” The bonds around Legolas’ mind convulsed as pain sliced through them. In the moment of clarity his panic came back, and his fierce desire to stay awake, but it was too much for him. The pain had cut too deep and now he was helpless, falling down, down into a black void. He could not even give voice to his misery with lips that refused to move. “There. He’s out cold now.” Those were the words Legolas took with him into darkness. He tried to summon a vision of Aragorn or even just his voice, soft and gentle for so tough an individual, but they would not come. The elf felt utterly alone as consciousness fled him. * * * * He woke alone. This time he didn’t linger in the dreamy lethargy the drug left on him but fought it back ferociously, forcing thick eyelids open before moving anything else. Neither stars nor wood slats greeted his eyes as he would have expected. Instead a stuffy darkness pervaded, interspersed with bulky shadows the elf’s impaired night vision couldn’t identify. The steady throb in his chest increased to a stinging sensation as he gathered strength and hurled himself sideways beneath his wool blanket, intending to surprise those nearest him and attack. He hit a wall. “Aragorn!” he yelled, and the sound surprised him. But not for long. Lost and aching, and partially drugged at the hand of a former friend, it seemed the natural thing to do. “Aragorn!” he cried again, and again. “Aragorn! Aragorn! Aragorn!” “Will you hush?” called a voice. Legolas’ jaw shut with a clack as footsteps, still far off, drew nearer. “Honestly, you’ll wake the whole place, yelling bloody murder like that. Though I can’t say I blame you for screaming for anyone at all, not the way that Elrohir was going on.” The footsteps paused and the sound of metal on metal reached Legolas’ sharpening hearing. “Boy, I don’t know what you did, but you sure got him in a temper. Poor Elladan—he’ll have to catch it the whole way back wherever they’re going. Stupid key…” A thin line of light pierced the gloom and traced itself into a rectangle as Legolas watched, too weak to rise. “There we go. Now don’t try anything funny, I’ll have you know I’m fully armed over here, and gash or blackthorn juice or anything else— terrible stuff, that. I tell you I just couldn’t believe it when Elladan said he’d used it—I’ve a good many years experience under my belt and I’ll knock the stuffing out of you if you so much as cough at me. Now just a minute…” The line of light broadened and silhouetted a stooping figure carrying a lantern and something that glinted in the shadows. “I’ve got your dinner right here, see, and if you want to eat it you’d better be on your best behavior.” The figure advanced with the lantern and held it up, casting its globe of light over Legolas, who drew back under the blanket at its glare. “A little light shy now, are we? A regular Gollum I’ve got here.” The glittering object, which turned out to be a sword and a very fine one, bobbed as the arm that held it shook off a basket. “All right, so that was uncalled for. I apologize. Anyway you might as well eat up.” Something about the voice sparked something in Legolas, and he peeked blearily out from under the hood of the blanket, trying to adjust to even the dim glow of the lantern. “I’m the one what carried you in here and let me tell you, I could’ve carried ten of you. I don’t suppose Elrohir let Elladan give you even a crust of bread—or did they keep you under the blackthorn the whole time? Nasty stuff, like I said. It isn’t every day you see an elf who’ll touch the blackthorn…” “Pippin?” Legolas blurted incredulously. The tip of the gleaming sword darted out and flicked away the blanket. “Ho now, who are you to—” The voice ground to a halt, and the basket of food fell to the floor with a thump. “L-Legolas?” In the thin light given off by the lantern, it was hard to tell who was more surprised. Chapter Five “Do wake up,” came a solicitous croon. “You need your sustenance.” Aragorn moaned as varying curtains of black shifted behind his eyes. The curtains were all he knew. “Come on, now. King.” The voice twisted the word into something vile. “Get up and eat.” With a jolt memory came back to the Man and he hurled himself in the direction of the voice, only to be yanked back at hand and foot. “Curse you, what have you done to him!” he spat into the pale, placid face before him. Glorfindel only smiled. “Who, your little elven concubine? He’s hardly any of your concern now.” Glorfindel nudged a pile of chains with a black-booted toe. “You have bigger problems.” Again Aragorn threw himself at the elf, blind to reason and the pain that still pulsed at the back of his head. Again iron bands held him back. “Where is he?” he roared, breathing heavily. “I’ll kill you, I swear I will! Where is Legolas?” “I can hardly tell you if you kill me.” Glorfindel laughed at the fresh fury on Aragorn’s face. “Eat up and I might get around to talking about your dear, slutty little elf.” Once more he nudged with his black velvet boot, this time a tin full of steaming meat and potatoes. “I hope you enjoy that. We don’t usually supply meat, but you were an exception.” Aragorn spat on the food. “Curse you and your exceptions! What have you done—“ “I gave you an ultimatum, and you are free to take it or leave it. Though, in your situation,” the elf added, grinning wickedly from behind a half-raised hand, “I wouldn’t think there would be much of a choice.” His teeth gleamed as Aragorn, shaking with rage, drew the tin to him and ate with manacled hands. He watched until the last scraps were wiped clean of the tin with the Man’s fingers. “Well?” Aragorn demanded. “What’s that? Do I hear someone calling me?” Glorfindel cocked a hand to his ear expectantly. “Oh dear me, it appears I’m needed on deck. I hate to—my, aren’t we feisty?” In one fluid movement the elf dodged the viciously thrown tin plate. His laughter seeped over Aragorn’s hoarse cries of outrage. “Don’t you worry, I’ll be back. Wouldn’t want you to get lonely down here.” With a last flash of teeth he disappeared through a wooden doorway and up some stairs, his tread too soft to be heard. “Curse you!” Aragorn shouted again, his voice cracking on the last word before he broke into sobs. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” He slammed his fist into the planks beneath him, but it could not beat out the image of Legolas’ crystalline blue eyes laughing, sparkling in the sun and wind. “I’m sorry,” Aragorn choked. “I let this happen to you.” His hands were bleeding when he finally ceased his hammering and lay down naked amidst his chains. But he did not sleep. There could be no sleep with those beautiful blue eyes hovering right behind his own. * * * * After an indeterminate time during which Aragorn had recognized the rocking under him as that of the sea, and after what light filtered down the stairs and through the door had long since faded, a faint glow appeared in that direction and grew stronger. Aragorn was ready. As the light grew warmer he balled his fists around his chains, sat back on haunches coiled like springs. The ache at the base of his skull he ignored like he ignored the gnawing in the pit of his stomach. Only the eyes would not leave him, and he did not want them to. He wanted them there to see this. The light lingered for a moment outside the doorway before spilling in, outlining a dark figure. Aragorn waited, waited for the tread of soft feet to come closer, closer… “Gwanno!” He lunged up, not forwards, and wielding his chain like a balrog’s whip ensnared the figure in bands of iron. The lantern hit the floor with a crash and a small flame spread, but Aragorn ignored it. In an instant the very chains that held him went around the elven neck—he could see it now, ghostly pale in the light of the fire—tighter and tighter. He pulled the chains until his hands bled, the splinters grinding back and forth, further into his flesh, and he pulled harder. In time the kicking of the soft boots upon the floor ceased; the arms in their black velvet stopped their spasms. Aragorn sat back, panting, and was wondering what to do next when a torrent of cold water washed over him. “Bravo!” Aragorn whirled in the direction of the doorway, but his sight was blurred by seawater. “I’m afraid Thalion there wouldn’t agree with me, but then we don’t have to worry about his opinion now, do we?” A tinkling laugh filled the room as a black-caped figure came into the almost-dead glow of the flame, dripping bucket held distastefully away from the fine embroidery. “I really must thank you. The pull of the sea was getting a bit too strong for our dear Thalion. He was all for changing course and heading West to Valinor, Man and all. But you were kind enough to save me the trouble of setting him straight.” The laugh came again but Aragorn barely heard it over the rasp of his own breathing. “I’ll kill you,” he snarled. Tears of wrath joined the seawater in his eyes. “Oh, do get angry,” Glorfindel purred, coming into the light of the nearly quenched flames. They cast his eyes into shadows from which two tiny pricks of light burned. “You’re so…amusing, when you’re angry.” Deftly he ducked the chains Aragorn hurled at him, catching them when they fell and yanking with a strength the Man hadn’t counted on. Iron bit into wrists and ankles as Glorfindel pulled him to the utmost reach of his chains, smiling that small-toothed smiled of his. “Oh yes,” the elf crooned softly, something changing in the pinpoints of eyes, “most amusing.” Aragorn spat into the pale face so close to his, and the gob of spittle slid slowly down the elf’s cheek. “What have you done to him?” Aragorn grated, barely able to get the words out between lips twisted in revulsion. Glorfindel ignored the question, instead pulling a long slim dagger from the depths of his cloak. “I can see,” he murmured, wiping the spittle off his face with the blade, then tracing its tip along Aragorn’s cheekbone, “that you and Undomiel will have much to say to each other.” He laughed at the change in the face under the knife. “What, you thought I would just kill you? Oh, but that would be so swift! Though I don’t doubt you’d want it, given your ‘faithful’ slut’s abandonment of you for the glories of Elvenhome…” “You lie!” Aragorn jerked at the end of his chains, to no avail but the pricking of Glorfindel’s knife into his skin. “You killed him! Never. He would never—“ “Believe me if you want,” the elf shrugged, hurling chains and Man to the floor in sudden disinterest. “I don’t really care. But isn’t it a little self-serving to presume that Legolas would choose death over eternal light in the halls of the Valar? Life without you?” Glorfindel sauntered across the floor, toeing out the last lick of flame on his way by. He paused in the doorway, a shadow within a shadow. “We gave him a choice, Aragorn son of Arathorn. He is an elf, after all.” He laughed, and it was neither tinkling nor delighted. “Even if he does have poor taste in flesh.” The soft discordance of splinters against velvet was the only sound made as he left. Aragorn slumped to the floor, exhausted by the fight and the bite of the seawater in all his wounds. He did not believe Glorfindel. Legolas’ eyes had never left him, never even faded before his sight once since he’d come to consciousness, and in them he saw all the reassurance he needed and more. Legolas would not abandon him. And yet there was the question of just what had happened to the elf, and did they hurt him, and why all this had to happen in the first place, why they couldn’t have just lived happily— The Man bowed his head. He knew why. He had failed in his vigilance, failed Legolas. He was getting old, softening as the elf had not and would not for all eternity. Had Legolas not pointed out the silver glinting in his hair that first day on the beach after the Grey Havens? Beauty, he had called it then. “But is this beauty?” Aragorn asked the cold hold of the ship. “Is whatever they’ve done to you, wherever they’ve taken you—is that beauty?” The groaning of the ship in the hands of the sea was all the answer given to him, and in the turgid silence he lay his head in his bleeding hands and wept. There were no words, Elven or otherwise, to express his sorrow. * * * * Days passed. Aragorn was aware of them only in the reappearance of food—which never seemed to fill him—and of Glorfindel, who never seemed to get close enough for Aragorn to kill him. The Man doubted he had the strength to, anyway, though he wore his wrists and ankles raw in effort to free himself for just that purpose. Glorfindel laughed. At last, after they had been on the Anduin for several days with the wind against them, cries filtered down from above deck. “Minas Tirith! You can see the fair city from here!” Glorfindel’s pale face craned around the doorway set with a lurid grin. “Is your heart quickening, oh King? Are you quaking at the thought of return your beloved city—to your wife?” He laughed as usual, but there was a chill in it that Aragorn noticed but failed to care about. The elf had never let slip Legolas’ true whereabouts; never dropped the ruse—Aragorn was sure it was a ruse—that he had taken the ship to Erresea. The Man had spent the days in the dark, alternately mourning over and pining after Legolas. Now, as the moment of confrontation with Arwen Evenstar drew near, he felt only empty and longing for his lost lover. Glorfindel returned with a host of similarly-attired elves in full accouterment. “Take him, and watch his chains,” Glorfindel ordered, swirling his black cape and adopting a look of concern. “You know what happened to poor Thalion.” In instant the elves were upon Aragorn, grinding him down into the rough floor, holding him there as they undid the rusty iron around his joints. He bucked when he felt the shackles fall away; heaved and strained against the immaculate hands that held him, but somebody grabbed a fistful of his hair and snapped a heavy iron collar around his neck “A collar for the wild beast,” a tinkling voice breathed into his ear, and the Man let loose a howl. “My point exactly,” Glorfindel giggled, clapping delightedly as Aragorn lunged. An elf behind him jerked on a chain attached the collar and he flew back, his head jarring with the whiplash. “You’ll present in fine form to the Queen, I’m sure.” Aragorn regarded him with silent loathing as he led the procession of black-clad elves out of the stinking hold, five chains in total coming from the collar with the fifth in Glorfindel’s hand, and out into the sunlight. The Man squinted his eyes to slits in the face of the well-lit onslaught but did not close them; real light felt so wonderful. In the sun’s warmth he felt capable of giving things thought again. “Oh dear, we can’t have you parading through the streets like that,” Glorfindel sighed, shooting Aragorn’s naked body a glance. They had left him as they’d taken him. “I guess we’ll just have to arrange for other transportation. Down the ramp, and don’t let him jump!” Aragorn allowed himself a snort as they picked their way down the gangplank. Don’t let him jump? As if he would commit suicide when there was still a chance that somewhere, somehow Legolas still lived…still…wanted him for all his faults… “Something amuses you, King Aragorn?” Glorfindel purred from the back of a carriage waiting by the quay. “I hardly think this a laughing matter. Perhaps the sun is addling your mind after so much time away from it? I’ll be happy to fix that for you.” At an imperious gesture from Glorfindel, the elves around Aragorn picked him up and hurled him into the back of the carriage, whose bolt he heard slam into the grooves before he’d even risen. “What?” he yelled, loud enough for even his hoarse voice to penetrate the heavy wood. “Too frightened to ride back here with me?” A chilling laughed echoed from above. Aragorn settled himself in a corner of the windowless carriage to wait, feeling grateful that the floor had been worn smooth with care—or with use. The smell was less than kindly to the nose but no worse than that of the hold, and he pondered his situation with the strength even that brief glimpse of the sun had given him. He wondered what he should say to Arwen—what he would say to Arwen. Certainly he would not try to conceal the truth—Legolas was his as Arwen was not and hadn’t been for a long time. He might even bring that up, those lonely nights after their wedding, when— His musings scattered as the sounds of the city reached him. Music, hawkers, life! The white flags flapping, the seven walls gleaming with the dwarves’ repairs…Minas Tirith! Eagerly he stood amidst his chains, searching the cell-like walls for a crack, a knothole, anything with which to behold his beloved city. Oh, if only the others hadn’t been around after the Field of Cormallen, if only it had just been Aragorn and Legolas! Then the Man would have shown off his city in even its injured splendor; he would have borrowed poor Boromir’s words to describe it, the ancient beauty… With a noise of grinding gravel the carriage came to a halt. Aragorn waited impatiently, longing for the ride to be open and the doors to open, be it Elrond himself who awaited him. For the sound and feel, if not sight, of his birthright filled him with hope anew—he would escape or receive pardon, he knew he would, and after that he would find Legolas and be with him to the end of his days, if the elf would have him. And even this doubt, and the weight of all his failures, was lifted a little within the white walls. Aragorn waited impatiently for the carriage to resume its motion, but it did not. What were they doing? Had a wheel mired itself in mud, an axel snapped? No, he would have felt it. His curiosity piqued as hurried voices babbled outside, too soft or far away to hear. They couldn’t have reached the palace yet; it stood at the top of the towering city, in the very last set of walls. Why, they’d barely made it past the first gate judging by the time, they couldn’t possibly be further than— Golden sunlight blinded him as the doors to the cell-carriage were thrown open. The chains pooled around his feet disappeared suddenly, balled into a tangled of iron and were hauled forward, forcing Aragorn to stumble along behind. The pace increased to an elven run and the Man panted to keep up, his long days of hunger and confinement weighing heavily on his movements. “Move, keep moving!” came a hiss in his ear as he crashed over chiseled stone—what felt to be a doorframe. He opened his eyes and could make out stairs and fine furniture, frescoes and lush décor. “Maybe we made it to the palace after all,” he thought, “and I dozed off along the way. Maybe my brain really is addled. Where else would you find this wealth…?” “Down the stairs! Now!” a voice snapped. Aragorn barely kept his balance down the steep winding stairwell. He hadn’t occupied the palace long, but he didn’t remember any spiral staircases descending from the ground floor. This had to be a wine cellar or cooler. It didn’t make any sense. “Is it all right? Did anyone see us?” “No, my lord. We’re too early for it to be very busy.” “Good, good, put that—no, not there! There!” Aragorn’s eyes had to adjust anew to fresh darkness and were still trying to make the transition when manacles of shining silver, and not iron, clacked suddenly shut over his wrists, yanking his arms out above him. Glorfindel’s face loomed out of the pervading darkness like that of a ghost. “I hope you enjoy our hospitality,” Glorfindel purred softly. A wild light was in his eyes. “ ‘Our’,” Aragorn thought. “So he’s being open about it.” Then he said outright, because he could think of nothing else, “Are you sure Undomiel would hearken so readily to your reference to the two of you?” Glorfindel laughed, and it no longer tinkled but hiccoughed up and down the lilting scale of elven chords. “Undomiel?” he sputtered between guffaws. “Who said anything about Undomiel? When I said ‘our’ I meant our,” he said with a smile, extending his hands outward to the ten or so black-clad elves that ranged about the room. He turned the all- encompassing gesture into an imperious one and the chains that whipped around Aragorn’s legs flew out to either side, snaring him that way. A cold wisp of presentiment licked at the base of his spine. “Where is—“ he began, but broke off as Glorfindel skipped suddenly close, his pinpoints of eyes dancing with mild mirth. “You didn’t really think I’d give you to her, did you?” the elf whispered. “Such faith you have.” He laughed graciously through small, glinting teeth. “But honestly, that would be such a waste. Arwen fails to see…your charms.” Glorfindel smiled as Aragorn ducked his head frantically out of the elf’s kiss. “The collar,” he commanded to a cohort behind the Man, and Aragorn felt his neck anchor into the position he’d twisted it; arched back out of the reach of Glorfindel’s mouth. The elf compensated for the gap with a small step forward. “Try and escape it now,” he chuckled, and seized Aragorn’s mouth in a savage kiss. Aragorn bit down, as hard as he knew how, and was rewarded with a squeal. “Curse you and—“ Glorfindel stopped, smiling a bloody smile. “Ah, but I should be praising such energy. I am an elf, after all, am I not?” His smile deepened. “Like him?” “No!” Aragorn howled as Glorfindel slipped out of view. Behind him. “No no no, sweet Elbereth—help me!” he cried to the shadowy figures looking on. “One of you, somebody help me! You’ve got to— you’ll never be Legolas!” he shrieked, changing targets to the closer and much more dangerous one at his back. “Never! You stinking, filthy— help me! Help me!” “You’re so enchanting when you’re like this,” Glorfindel giggled at Aragorn’s ear. A horrific shudder shook the Man. “Get away from me! Elbereth, Gilthoniel, help me! Oh, for the love of—Legolas!” he screamed, and there was neither lust nor longing but blind panic in the sound that bounced off stone, deep underground. “That’s right,” Glorfindel chanted softly amidst the sound of rustling fabric, “say his name. Remind yourself of him. Oh,” he assured, running a hand over the hysterically jerking head of hair, “I know I can’t be Legolas Greenleaf to you. I know that quite well. No, what I aim to do—“ He took Aragorn’s head in both hands and grinned down into the gray eyes with glee, “is to best him.” Aragorn heaved at his bonds, slicing the polished metal deep into his flesh, pulling harder, feeling the old iron collar saw at his neck. Metal clanked on metal as he struggled fruitlessly, encouraging the collar at his neck in its sawing, praying for it to behead him. Glorfindel saw this and grabbed the Man’s head roughly by the ears, tut-tutting as he did so. “My my, we’ll have to get you a better collar. I meant to have one made, you know. But without you to measure I knew I’d get it the wrong size. I knew I’d underestimate your…girth.” He brought his face within a hairsbreadth of Aragorn’s; breathed in deeply. “Do you have any idea how long I’ve waited for this?” Aragorn’s howls blurred together until they lost all meaning save that of torment. His wrists and ankles bled freely but he did not feel them any more than he heard his own screams or smelled the perfume Glorfindel had applied. Terror swept through the man, terror and a pain so great it blotted out Legolas’ dear blue eyes from their familiar post at the front of the Man’s consciousness. And when they were gone, those last remnants of goodness and light …that was the most terrifying thing of all. Chapter Six “How did—why are—what happened?” Pippin stammered, staring at the grimy pile of rags on the floor. “Pippin,” Legolas cried joyfully, weakly, tears forging tracks through the dirt on his face. “Oh Pippin, Pippin, Pippin!” His labored crawl forward brought the hobbit out of his shock and he stopped Legolas’ advance with a steady hand. “Don’t move an inch. Here,” he ordered, retrieving the fallen basket from the floor and thrusting it at the elf. “I don’t want another word out of you until you’ve eaten everything in there.” He waved aside Legolas’ tearful protest. “Not. One. Word.” “Where’s Aragorn?” the elf persisted. “What have they done to him, Pippin?” The hobbit frowned. “Aragorn? What has he got to do with anything? Eat up, you’re wilting as you—good heavens, you’re injured!” Legolas struck at Pippin’s anxious hand with a viciousness the hobbit wouldn’t have thought possible of one in such poor condition. “Tell—me—where—he—is.” The elf held Pippin’s arm in a grip that hurt. “Don’t lie to me, Pippin. I know of your oath to Gondor. What have they done with Elessar?” “I know nothing! Honest! Legolas, you’ve got to believe me. All I know is that Elrohir and Elladan showed up on my doorstep in the raiment of the Queen’s Guards and told me to keep their—“ Understanding dawned like a cloud in Pippin’s face and he sank to the ground. “What! What is it?” hissed Legolas. “I don’t know. It’s just that…” He looked at the battered, bleeding elf before him. “They called you a traitor. ‘Look after this traitor to the throne of Gondor until you are contacted,’ they said, and I…I…I can’t be here!” He jerked himself from Legolas’ grief-slackened grip and dashed toward the door. “I’ll get Merry! Eat the food, Legolas, you need it! I was never here!” He ignored Legolas’ anguished yell and backed out the door bowing apologetically, adding once more, “I was never here!” The door slammed shut behind him. Alone, but with the light of the lamp to combat the gloom, Legolas’s hunger mastered his frustration and he threw himself on the basket prepared with hobbit fare. It did not disappoint him. Vegetable pasties, hot bread, and cheese the color of leaves in Lothlorien filled the stuffy little room with the smells of good baking and sweet, sweet sustenance. Legolas quaffed one filled skin after the other, not even noticing what was in it, so great was his thirst. But by far the most splendid of the hobbits’ generous prison victuals were the apples, sharp and crisp in his mouth, for they reminded him of Aragorn and the Man’s patent fondness for the fruit. Legolas couldn’t count the number of times, before the breaking of the Fellowship and after, when he’d turned and caught Aragorn’s brilliant teeth just piercing the gleaming hide of another apple, or his gauntleted hands just tossing away a core. Such thoughts lent power to the sorrow in Legolas over his now-pacified stomach, and the tears that had sprung in joy at the discovery of his old friend returned, this time in remorse. It was in this woeful state that Merry found the elf when he burst in panting through the door. “It is you!” Merry ran to Legolas’ side, grimacing at the glistening wound the lamp shone upon. “We have to get you up and out of this hole. Don’t mind Pippin, he’ll get himself sorted out. Oh Legolas, what happened?” “She had a son,” Legolas said softly, seeming not to hear Merry. “It should have been all right. She had a son.” “Who? Who had a—oh Legolas, look at you! Come on, get up before you make me carry you. Or—wait, can you get up?” At the elf’s silence, Merry mumbled an apology and scooped the elf up into his arms, which had grown longer than most hobbits’ with the aid of Treebeard’s special concoction. Still, the long pale legs trailed across the floor as Merry hefted him out, begging forgiveness for the confounded low ceilings and narrow doorways all. Legolas suffered the journey without grunt or complaint, though Merry’s shoulder dug rendingly into his chest wound. “We can’t keep you here,” the hobbit winced as Legolas’ foot hit a table. “Not right now, anyway. Pippin’s terrified they’ll come back and start asking for you and—oof! I sent him over to Sam’s to—“ “You live together?” Legolas spoke suddenly. His voice was tender and brought a smile to Merry’s lips as he replied. “Well, yes, Pippin and I do. Sam couldn’t stand to see some stranger take over Bag End and took it up himself, but that left the Crickhollow place and we, ah…” “It must be nice,” Legolas whispered dreamily. In his mind he was already broadening the doorways, lengthening the windows; touching and tweaking the cozy home around him into the vision of the house he would share with Aragorn. There would be an apple orchard in the back, of course, and an ample cellar to stow its bounty away into the winter months to please the Man. And there’d be a fireplace in nearly every room to chase away the cold, but perhaps not in the bedroom where they would provide their own warmth. Ah yes, there’d be a great bed, plumped with pillows and thick blankets and— “You okay there, Legolas?” Merry set him gently down in front of a dying fire. “Sit just a minute there while I stoke it up and then— gracious, your wound, I forgot!” Pinkening, the hobbit hurried from the room, then back, with an armful of towels and a pile of garments. “I, er, thought you might want to dress before…well, Sam’s got little ones running around, you see, and well…” Legolas’ lips cracked as they smiled. “Thank you, Merry. Those windows over there, you know—they could stand to be a little wider.” Merry’s face puckered in a frown. “How much of that wine did you drink, Legolas? Are you sure you’re—oh, here’s Sam!” With a grateful grimace Merry gestured to the back door, through which a stout hobbit panting for breath stumbled. “Merry, Pippin said to—oh.” Sam stared. “We ought to—can you—Merry, look at him! Look at that cut! Don’t just stand there, get me something to clean it with!” Merry pointed eagerly to the pile on the table. “Well then, what about water? Needle? Thread? We can’t do anything without—Legolas? Legolas!” The room had been getting pleasantly warm for a while, for all that the fire at Legolas’ side remained dead. Now it seemed to Legolas that Sam and Merry, and all the quaint hobbity décor, began to spin, slowly and lullingly, as if part of some great thrumming song before a child’s bedtime. Legolas leaned forward into it, letting himself fall, and instead of falling it felt as though he were being lifted up in arms strong and sure. Yes, and if he thought about it they felt rather like Aragorn’s arms, and he could see Aragorn’s smile over him, disarming him, hear his startlingly soft voice urging him to rest, to sleep, he would feel so much better afterward. For a moment the elf fought, desiring to look upon the face of his Elessar longer, feel the strong arms around him for all eternity, but the warmth and safety of his surroundings and the exhaustion of his own body forced him into deep, peaceful slumber. * * * * “Aragorn?” “Aragorn’s not here, Legolas. I’m sorry.” Pale light framing a curly head greeted Legolas upon waking. The elf let his eyes slide closed. “I thought…” “I know.” Sam coughed awkwardly. “You talk in your sleep.” Legolas sat bolt upright and yelped. “Sleep? How long have I been sleeping? I have to go after—“ “Shh. You can’t go after anyone until you’re healed. Which will be sooner rather than later, I think. Your wound looks remarkably better already.” “How long has it been?” “Only a day. No, no, don’t get upset—that’s a record. Usually two wineskins of Pippin’s brew lay them cold for a week. Does your head hurt?” “Only my—only where the arrow went in.” Legolas noted the cozy fire, the semicircle windows, the bed from which his legs stuck out from the knees. “Do they know anything?” he asked softly. Sam shook his head. “Pippin only knows what comes to his door and anyway he hasn’t been…he’s still worried. But give him time.” He turned. “Rosie, he’s up now. If it wouldn’t be too much trouble—“ “Out of the way, Samwise Gamgee, or do you plan on eating Master Greenleaf’s breakfast all by yourself?” A smiling hobbit, wide of girth and bright of face, entered bearing a large tray heaped with steaming fare. A pair of wide staring eyes under a mop of dark hair clung to her skirts. “Oh, don’t tell me you’ve been badgering the poor thing when he’s only just gotten up, and without a decent breakfast in him, either? Out, out!” Despite her words Rosie smiled as Sam shuffled out of the room, pink as a posy. “A fine time you’d be having if you’d stayed at Merry and Pippin’s place. What with all the parties they throw over there you’d be lucky if—Elanor, do you mind?” The tiny hobbit-child parted from her mother’s skirts for an instant, beheld Legolas with jaw dropped in wonder, then reattached her pudgy fist to the apron. Rosie sighed. “Don’t mind her, she’s just a little shy is all. Anyway, Master Greenleaf—“ At Legolas’ wince Rosie tossed her head. “Now don’t even start. After all you’ve been through you deserve a little extra respect, even if only in title. As I was saying, you’ve got your basic nutbread over here, straight from the oven, with some bayberry jam and then there are the oat farls…” Legolas stopped paying attention to the scrupulous housewife. Instead his eyes followed the antics of little Elanor, who alternately opened her mouth as if to say something then shut it abruptly and buried her face. At last when Rosie had gone through the naming of all the generous produce on the tray her glance followed Legolas’ to the child at her side, whose mouth clacked audibly shut in the sudden silence. “Goodness, Elanor, if you want to say something, go ahead and say it.” She shot a measuring glance at Legolas and continued, “Come to think of it, Master Greenleaf might want something and I have to go finish the baking. If you’d keep an eye on him for me I’m sure I could cook up a suitable reward for you.” “Tarts?” squeaked Elanor. Rosie nodded. “Okay!” With a last smile at Legolas, the hobbit matron left the room, words already rising to her lips to stem Sam’s protest. “It’ll be good for him,” she whispered outside the door. “But—“ “Have you looked at him, really? Man or Elf, no one can stand that kind of heart-strain for long without something to take his mind off it. Leave him to Elanor.” Sam sighed and followed his wife away from the little room. Meanwhile, Elanor was watching with wonder as Legolas reached for a slice of bread. “So…” she said at last, voice barely above a whisper. “You’re really an elf?” Legolas conjured up a grin. “The genuine article.” “Genuine? What’s genuine?” “It means ‘real’. Say, how old are you, anyway?” “Three. How old are you?” “Two thousands nine hundred and thirty four.” At the girl’s face Legolas chuckled through his scone, sending crumbs spraying out across the bed. “Can you even count that high?” “I can too!” Elanor asserted haughtily, all trace of wonder gone. Then she changed again. “But, um…” She batted her eyes at him and he laughed again. “What?” “Could I braid your hair, Mr. Elf?” Legolas’ throat caught mid-swallow and he had to cough. It stung. “Sure…” he managed finally, looking away. “Sure. Go ahead.” “Yay! I’ve been practicing on the ponies. It’s just that Mommy keeps her hair all short and so does Daddy and…” The child’s babble faded to Legolas’ ears as she clambered up the slats at the head of the bed and perched there, gathering his long blonde hair into her plump little fingers. He said nothing as she prattled on about different ways to braid the hair, how nice it was, all straight and flat and not like everyone’s hair around here, all curly and everything. He said nothing when she asked him to lean forward a minute, he was lying on some of his hair; merely obeyed then sank back down onto the pillow, staring straight at the ceiling. Rosie said nothing when, from the doorway, she caught the glint of tears from the guestroom. Silently she looked on as her daughter braided the fine golden mane of the elf, who remembered another’s hands, another’s voice behind him. One by one the gleaming strands twined together, tomorrow and forever. * * * * After three days, and against the arguments of Sam and Rosie both, Legolas insisted he was ready to set out after Aragorn and his captors. Ruefully Rosie prepared him clothing that she nevertheless put much care into, even taking the time to develop a shade of green Sam deemed closest to the garb he remembered Legolas in before Amon Hen. When all was ready Merry, who throughout the elf’s convalescence had come to visit frequently, and Pippin—who’d been a less recurrent visitor at Bag End— came over and begged Legolas to stay one more night. “You’ll be wanting to start out early in the morning, won’t you, Legolas?” Pippin insisted. “I’ve been away from the stars far too long anyway—for all that the hospitality was the best,” Legolas hastily added. He was restless, and wanted Aragorn badly. “But doncha think it’d be better to—“ “I’m going, Pippin,” Legolas asserted, firm but kind. He turned to face the assembled hobbits before Bag End—his old friends and their loved ones. “Thank you all. You’ve no idea what it meant—to be restored by people who knew you.” “Who still do,” Merry butted in, smiling. “Good luck, Mr. Elf!” little Elanor blurted, and Legolas gave up attempting speech. A lump was forming in his throat, anyway. “Yes, good luck!” chorused the onlookers. All but Pippin. “I wish you’d stay just a little longer,” the hobbit mumbled, until Merry gave him a sharp look and his jaw clanked shut. The sun had passed its zenith when Legolas set out, and by the time he reached the Threefarthing stone it was well near to setting. The elf was about to leave the road and head cross country south—meaning to start from the Grey Havens in the search for Aragorn and proceed from there—when frantic hoofbeats reached his keen ears. In an instant he was behind the stone, arrow drawn and ready in the bow he’d fashioned while bedridden. A cloud of dust rose furiously over the road he’d just been on and he grit his teeth, glaring. Nothing was going to stop his hunt for Aragorn, and if the same black-outfitted folks who attacked before tried it again, he’d slay them all. Soon shouting drifted above the hoofbeats. “Wait! Wait, Legolas—where are you? Wait!” Legolas waited until the sweating, heaving pony with its hobbit burden had ground to a halt in front of the stone, its rider turning first one way, then the other. Then Legolas stepped out from behind the stone, quiet as light. “What is it, Merry?” The hobbit yelped. “There you are! You’ve got to—he—turn back, turn back now! There’s plenty of places to hide in the Shire and I’m not beholden to—“ Legolas’ blue eyes sparked in the remaining light. “What is it? What happened?” “He—“ Merry’s face screwed up in a grimace. “He sold you out, Legolas! Pippin, he—they came asking and…and…” “Who? Where?” Even as he spoke Legolas melded back into the shadows around the stone, arrow once again cocked. “The same folk who attacked you back near the Grey Havens. Elves in the garb of Gondor, though not Elrohir or Elladan. I didn’t know them. You—“ “Did they say anything about Aragorn?” Legolas’ voice was a hiss in the steeping darkness. “I…um…” “Well? Merry!” “I’m trying to—yes, they said they’d taken him to Gondor. But Legolas, they—“ “Who? Did they have a name?” “Yes, Glorfindel, but—“ “Glorfindel!” A thousand and one memories of Glorfindel leaped to Legolas’ mind, each one now tainted with malice. “That vile, reeking scum—“ “Legolas!” Following Merry’s stricken gaze the elf whirled. The barest shadows were making there way up out of a dip of land to the south of the road, and at Merry’s shout they increased speed, throwing back their cloaks to reveal glittering blades. “I tried to tell you—Pippin told them where you were—he said he had to,” the hobbit moaned. Legolas seemed not to notice. “Hear me!” he called to the shadows, which ceased their advance. “I am Legolas, son of Thranduil, and I do not forget when I am wronged.” His voice shook with rage. “You attacked me in the northern lands and that was a wrong. You wounded me, and that was a wrong. And you kidnapped Aragorn of the Dunadain, and for that I will fight until the blood of every last one of you drips from my hands!” He let out a howl then the likes of which hadn’t been heard in the Shire, even in Frodo’s vision in Galadriel’s mirror, and the shadows hesitated. “And I, Meriadoc Brandybuck, will fight with him!” cried Merry, leaping of his frightened pony with sword drawn. The two friends stood against the Threefarthing Stone in the last of the day’s light, sword bared and arrows drawn, a revival of the Fellowship. But one of the figures bearing toward them stopped suddenly, and the five or six cohorts froze after it. “Then know whom it is you fight,” the figure spoke, voice ringing like dark music in the air. “For I am Arwen Evenstar.” Chapter Eight Blades flashed under the new moon and soon Merry lay snarling in a ring of black cloaks, clutching one arm to the bleeding other. Legolas, meanwhile, was deeply immersed in a duel of swords with Arwen. No one intervened. “Why?” Legolas shouted, parrying a hack to his right that left his sword arm tingling. Sweat streaked his pale hair glistening dark. “You have your son! What more do you want of him?” Arwen’s shining falchion snaked its way past Legolas’ guard, nearly to his throat before he raised his sword and locked the two of them in a test of strength. “Nothing,” the dark elf hissed, her breath clouding the metal between them. When Legolas’ eyebrows knit in confusion she whirled, letting her sword arc out away form her. “I want nothing from his but his happiness.” “But then why—“ Arwen raised pale fingers to her lips and whistled, and from the forest south of the Threefarthing Stone came a rustle and then a glimmer. Forehead still damp from combat, Legolas watched as a shimmering figure all in white glided out of the woods, through the grasses toward them. As it approached the elf discerned that it was not one but two figures, a horse and a human, and a woman at that. What light there was in the sky seemed to pulse in the coat and mane of the horse, and in the fair face of the lady. When they stopped before him she smiled, and he knew her. “Lady of Rohan?” Eowyn smirked. “You look surprised.” “But I thought—“ “You thought a great many things, Legolas, son of Thranduil.” Arwen spoke, coming to stand beside the Shieldmaiden on her shining mount. “All of which turned out to be wrong.” Seeing them standing there, it hit Legolas like a shaft in the heart, and his blue eyes popped. The two women laughed. “We’ve been following your boat for quite a while,” Eowyn chuckled, swinging easily down from her horse. “Although he’s the only one who ever caught up to you,” she added, nodding toward the animal. “Shadowfax!” Legolas stroked the long equine nose. “So that’s where he kept running off to.” He turned beseechingly from one woman to the other. “But, please! If you were following us—why?—you must know where Aragorn is! Is he all right?” “First let’s attend to your loyal hobbit friend there.” Arwen moved toward the grimacing Merry in his ring of blades. Legolas grabbed her arm. “No, Undomiel, tell me now! What has Glorfindel done to my King? Tell me!” Arwen saw something in the blue eyes that made her turn away and Eowyn, whose hand had shot to her sword at Legolas’s accosting of her lover, relaxed. “I left as soon as Glorfindel did,” the dark elf intoned, looking off into the darkness. “He said he was out to redress wrongs done to me, and before I could stop him he went off with that hateful company of his. I wanted to find Elessar first, to grant him royal pardon and set him free. To tell him…” She looked toward the white glow of Eowyn in the night and smiled. “I wouldn’t have come close if the Lady hadn’t found me. Since Gandalf left, Shadowfax seems to have given himself over to her.” “Somewhat, anyway,” Eowyn cut in. “He kept running off, presumably to you. He’d be gone for days at a time and we’d just keep on—“ “He carried Aragorn to me.” Legolas’ voice was soft. “I was at the Gray Havens, on the docks even, and Shadowfax brought him to me in time.” He regarded the steed standing off to one side with a mixture of gratitude and wistfulness. “No other beast could have done it.” Eowyn nodded. “I believe he senses when he’s needed.” “So when Shadowfax wasn’t there, and that was often, we tracked you,” Arwen continued. “Or—Aragorn. I was sure we’d catch up to you before Glorfindel did, and warn you. Tell you that you didn’t have to run.” “You could’ve borrowed other horses,” Legolas muttered darkly. “It wasn’t that.” Eowyn laid a restraining hand on his arm. “We didn’t want to get too close to the sea.” Legolas looked from pale eyes to dark without speaking. Behind him he heard Merry’s grumbling as the cloaked attendants bound his wound. “Do you feel it?” Arwen whispered after a time. Even as the words left her lips she looked away. Legolas was slow in replying. In truth, since they’d been attacked, he had been too fraught with grief and worry to think of the sea or its pull on him. But now that Arwen brought it up, the old tug rose to his consciousness, ceaselessly yet fainter now with the distance between him and the lapping waves. “Yes,” he said at last. His words were simple and without condemnation. “I feel it. It’s not as strong now, with the mountains between us, but I feel it.” “Don’t you—“ Arwen’s face twisted into tragedy. “I will not leave Aragorn.” Eowyn gave a cry. “We had no choice!” Her eyes glittered in defense even as she asserted that there was none necessary. “We aren’t like you. We don’t have time. Since—Aragorn—she is mortal!” “So am I.” Two sets of eyes gaped at him. Arwen recovered first. “You mean—with a mortal woman—“ “No, never!” Legolas frowned. “With Aragorn. Who else?” “But I thought you only lost your immortality when your lover was…condoned,” Eowyn murmured, as baffled as her lover. “You mean you didn’t know—but Arwen!” Legolas insisted, “What about Maedhros and Fingon? Don’t you remember them?” “No.” “Didn’t your father ever—“ “I was raised in the trees of Lothlorien, Legolas.” “All the more reason, then! Galadriel would know, she was there!” “Tell us,” Eowyn snapped. Her tone struck sparks and Legolas sensed that these women wouldn’t like to hear what he was about to say. He didn’t care. “Maedhros and Fingon were friends when they left the Blessed Realm, and when both came east Maedhros saved Fingon from where Morgoth had chained him—“ “I know that,” Arwen fixed him with a look of urgency, along with a certain unwillingness to believe that prompted Legolas to be all the more frank. “They were lovers,” he stated. “They died, and came to the halls of Mandos separately, mourning their separation in life. They begged Mandos to give them hands with which to hold each other once more. Mandos went to Manwe and he granted their request and more, calling their love sacred. He restored to them life, if mortal, and granted them the chance to live short, beautiful lives before departing on the paths of Men.” “How do you know this?” “My father Thranduil told me, and Elros told him—Elros knew about it when he chose life as a man. He was your uncle. I can’t believe—“ “My father would never tell me such a thing,” Arwen whimpered, just as Eowyn let out a yell. “All these years! All these years wasted, wasted trying to lure Aragorn into loving you so you could—could become mortal and now—“ She howled into the night, prompting abrupt silence from Merry and his circle of swordsmen. “So much wasted!” “You and Aragorn must have been so happy,” Arwen murmured sadly, half to herself. But her words caused a change in Legolas’ face that Eowyn failed to miss. “You did tell him, didn’t you?” Legolas looked to the stars. “You didn’t tell him?!” Eowyn exploded. “You knew all this and you didn’t tell him? Do you have any idea what a burden that is for him? Knowing you will die when the one you love goes on and…and…” Her voice caught. Arwen, too, choked up as she threw her arms around the Shieldmaiden and Legolas casually stepped off to one side, thoughts whirling. Burden? He had never meant to put any burden on his dear Aragorn’s shoulders, never! Neither had he stopped to think what the lack of knowledge, and Maedhros and Fingon, would do to one in the Man’s position. Knowing you will die when the one you love goes on… He had meant to tell Aragorn, meant even to use it as a subtle lead- in one day to topics best left to hands and not mouths. He’d meant to remind him, just in case the Man had forgotten the story. But he’d never found the right place or time, and now they were running out of it, just as Eowyn said. So much wasted… “I thought he knew,” the elf whispered. He thought of Aragorn’s gray eyes clouded with guilt and grief. The Man was always so quick to find fault in himself. “I thought…he…knew.” Then, more softly still, “What have I done?” Warm breath snorted down his neck and Legolas turned to see Shadowfax pawing the ground impatiently. “You’ll let me—“ he elf asked, but in answer the horse snorted again and stamped the ground. “Thank you.” Legolas leapt atop the silver back, glanced back toward the embracing women and thought better of it. Just as Shadowfax turned south he heard a shout. “Good luck, Legolas!” Merry called. His good arm waved from a tangle of Arwen’s band. “Give my best to Aragorn!” “I’ll do that, Merry!” Legolas called, choking up and urging Shadowfax forward under the low-slung moon. “We’re coming,” he whispered past the lump in his throat. “We’re coming, Aragorn.” * * * * Never before had Legolas ridden so hard. Mile after mile drummed by underhoof without a pause, and long after even his elven muscles had developed a steady throb he and Shadowfax were still speeding southward. The Brandywine flashed by in a splash of moonlight, as did barren land between it and the Greyflood. This second river would have posed a problem for a lesser animal than Shadowfax, but under the horse’s hooves, and Legolas’ fervent prayers, the current seemed to slacken for them, making the crossing last all of a minute. When the sun tinged the horizon the elf spared it the barest of glances. All his concentration focused upon the blotched, summer-seared land to the south. To the east, he knew, lay the spot where the Fellowship had been attacked by wargs so long ago, and the memory bit at him. Aragorn had seemed the bravest of them all; he always had. You’d never have guessed the burdens he fashioned for himself, and here Legolas had gone and piled on more. “I’m coming,” he cried into the howl of wind, raising it to a shout when he words fell away. “I’m coming!” He could have sworn Shadowfax picked up the pace. The Misty Mountains had always hovered watchfully to the west, but as the sun sank Legolas thought he saw the first rumple on the horizon to the south. At his exultant yell Shadowfax slowed to a canter, then a trot. “But we’re so close! Please, just a little further! Please!” Legolas begged, but the horse only came to a stop. For the first time Legolas noticed the sweat soaking the animal from ears to hooves, the chuffing gasps of breath that streamed from flared nostrils. He apologized. “I’m sorry. We’ve come a long way.” He gazed at the tiny wrinkle to the twilit south in wonder. “Two hundred miles, at least.” Silence reigned from then on and he bid the great horse goodnight, though he himself did not sleep. He kept thinking of Aragorn in the grasses at the feet of Ered Luin, bronzed and shimmering with sunlight’s kisses and Legolas’ own. How long had it been? The elf searched the oft-sung-of stars, but found no answer. He would have given a whole sky of the celebrated jewels of his people for Aragorn’s safety. In the morning the hint of mountain to the south was gone, and Legolas assumed with a heavy heart that he had invented it out of desperation. Around noon, though, the wrinkle reappeared and grew, and his excitement outgrew it threefold when the silver thread of the river Isen glimmered in the distance. Legolas hadn’t ascertained from Arwen and Eowyn exactly where Glorfindel had taken or would take Aragorn, and at first the elf cursed himself for the discrepancy. But he soon decided that, had either of them known, they would have told him sooner, revelation about mortality or no, and with that in mind he had Shadowfax bear him straight south toward the White Mountains. He had neither the time nor the patience to go around them, either through the Gap of Rohan or west to a series of gentler heights, so he vowed to find a way through them when he came to them. After that he would head to Minas Tirith, and if Aragorn wasn’t there…well, he’d worry about it when it got there. They crossed the Adorn at mid-afternoon and by nightfall the snowy front of the White Mountains had anchored itself securely into their vision. Legolas waited with veiled misery for Shadowfax to check his gallop and call a halt for the night but he didn’t, and before long they were mounting the steppes to the stone monoliths. “I don’t know how long you plan to stay with me,” the elf spoke, patting the sweaty neck affectionately, “but I thank you for taking me this far.” Shadowfax snorted but tossed his head, and Legolas sensed the horse’s pleasure. They were picking their way up a rocky slope by dawn, and when they halted at the mouth of a frigid stream Legolas finally fell into a troubled sleep, borne there by nerves too tired to do anything else. * * * * “I’ll be right back, Shadowfax. Wait here.” Legolas would have stalked if he had the energy. He hated doing this, gallivanting off to hunt while Aragorn could be Elbereth knew where, bruised and beaten and all manner of things not pleasant to dwell upon. But the elf had to eat. He’d been putting it off for the ten days they’d been in the mountains, inching laboriously east along dire precipices and under towering peaks, always at the mercy of the wrathful mountain storms prone to spring up at a moment’s notice. His plan had been to make a quick and easy crossing south into the flatter lands of Gondor, but to the south the cliff faces lost even their goat trails, and all was rigid planes and impassable angles. They had been forced to meander east, wasting time and energy, and now with spots swimming before his eyes Legolas had to take even more time to hunt enough food to keep him going. Exhaustion and fury gnawed at his nerves and he made his taut way along a snow- dotted swale, smoldering eyes alert for any sign of edibles. The sun was fading fast. “If only I had some lembas,” he muttered, then bit back a yip. Tucked up into a crevice at the end of the field, a dull green plant bowed low with berries. Legolas staggered over to it and began plucking the dark fruit in handfuls, cramming them into his mouth in a very un-elflike fashion. He hadn’t eaten since the meeting with Arwen and Eowyn—he’d left his pack there in his haste to head south— and now the stringy, slightly-wizened cloudberries felt ambrosial to his shrunken stomach. When he’d picked the plant clean he sighed and leaned against the rock it sprouted from, wondering if its seeds had spread nearby. His gut still cried out for food. In the peace of falling night he heard, or thought he heard, the rushing of water. Visions of spring-fed cloudberries filling his head, Legolas scaled the brief cliff face and came out onto a wandering ledge overlooking an arm of forest that transcended the treeline. “There!” His eyes lit up as the flash and flicker of whitewater filtered through the trees. Deft as any mountain goat, the elf whirled down the rock-strewn path that could only have been but a few feet wide at its best points, leaping the gaps when he came to them. With triumph he rounded a last awkward bend onto a knob of rock overlooking a magnificent waterfall. His years of growing up under sky and tree overwhelmed his hunger and for a moment he just stood there, taking in the explosion from the rocks, the frothing leap into space and the spray-lashed trees at the bottom. Grief and worry had robbed him of his faculties for the whole of his journey; for the first time he took in the scene around him for the splendor it truly offered. Then, as he turned away to scout for berries, something caught his eye. The sun was behind the peak and cast a shadow on already dark forest, blurring colors even to his infra-vision, and without thinking Legolas drew his homemade bow from his quiver and notched an arrow to it. No sense in not being ready. With a wary eye out for spray-slick rocks and traitorous scree he advanced toward the edge of the knob, all traces of fatigue gone pushed from his limbs with the first jolt of adrenaline. When the rock ended he found himself facing a forty-foot drop onto a lesser tier of the mountain, muddled with scraggly pines and the rushing stream. He froze for a moment, hoping for a repeat of the motion that had drawn his attention, but the place seemed deserted. He turned away. “You could not kill him!” Immediately Legolas flattened to the contours of the rock and raised his bow, sighting along it to the tumbled shadows below. There— there, atop a rock half-hidden by a wind-ragged pine, a pale head shone bright. A figure it was, garbed all in black, gesticulating wildly to the night. Legolas tightened his hold on his bow. Until, below the figure, what Legolas had judged to be a rock whirled around with a clatter of iron. The elf’s breath died in his throat. Forty feet below him in the last light of a dying day, Aragorn, son of Arathorn, stood proud and naked in his chains. Chapter Nine Even as Glorfindel’s whisper died in Aragorn’s ears, even through his own revulsion the man thought he heard a whistling in the air. The sudden bite of nails deeper into his shoulders was the only warning he had as Glorfindel let out a yowl behind him. But he forgot his pain when the shout came from above: “Aragorn!” Detesting his name in Glorfindel’s mouth, Aragorn whirled, chain preceding him. He relished the thought of iron wrapping around that pale, fragile neck before him; relished the snap of blonde hair turned blue with shadow that would follow. And then he saw the eyes, so lost and quizzical. “Noo!” Aragorn hauled on the chain to no avail—but when it reached the point where it was supposed to wrap and break, the air was empty. Instead, the Man felt cool hands thrust up against his naked skin, hot tears spilling down into his welts and stinging. “L-Lego…las…” No. No, he didn’t believe it. Wouldn’t believe it—it was just another one of Glorfindel’s tricks, or a hallucination. “Don’t touch me,” he snarled, bringing his chain back for the final blow. “Aragorn.” Long, familiar fingers turned toward the sky in supplication. Wood clattered on stone as a bow dropped to the ground, echoing in the chill air. A shudder wracked through Aragorn from his lacerated feet to the hand that clenched the chain high in the air. He let loose a sound, not a howl and not a sob but somewhere in between, such that any stranger hearing it would have glanced nervously to the side for fear of attack by a wild animal. He fell. And in that moment Legolas was there, no cruel trick or floating memory but real, grasping Legolas, catching the Man as he pitched forward and holding him as great wrenching tears poured forth from his eyes. “I thought—for so long—“ “Shh,” the elf soothed, holding the Man close but lightly, sensing the harm raw want could bring. “I almost—oh please forgive me, Legolas, I—“ “There is nothing to forgive.” Legolas smiled as recognition dawned through the tears in Aragorn’s eyes. “You remember that? I’m returning the favor.” Fresh sobs wrung Aragorn and this time it was his turn to cling. Legolas tightened his grip only a little and Aragorn drew his face from the crook of the elf’s neck in worry. “Don’t you—but—“ “I don’t want to hurt you,” Legolas breathed. His voice barely registered above a whisper. “You can’t. Not you. Not ever.” Aragorn moaned as Legolas’ arms circled him fully. “I wish that were true.” The elf touched the collar around Aragorn’s neck as if afraid of being burned. Aragorn saw his lover’s grimace and fought back a sob long enough to hiss, “It wasn’t your fault, Legolas. Don’t even think it.” “It is. I didn’t tell you…” Legolas frowned. “Tell me what?” “Where’s Glorfindel?” The name twisted Aragorn’s face into a snarl so vicious it stayed Legolas’ treeward glance. “What…did he do…to you?” the elf asked, his voice tender. Aragorn whirled up off the ground, brandishing his chain. “Kill him. Kill him—I was sure you shot him! He screamed, I was there! I was there…” Tilting, swirling trees and nameless shadows spun before him. Dimly Aragorn heard Legolas’ cry, felt strong hands cupping his elbows, brushing old scabs. His attempt to grimace rendered little as the trees were whirling faster and Legolas’ voice was getting farther and farther away. “It’s all right…all…right…” But it wasn’t all right, Aragorn tried to protest. Where was Glorfindel? The arrow hit home; Aragorn heard it. He was there… The trees finally blurred into their own shadows and settled into his mind’s black night. * * * * “Leg--!” “Shh. I’m right here.” Aragorn’s eyes flew open and yes, there was Legolas, his blue eyes bright in the darkness. “How long have I been out? Oh, Legolas, I’m so—“ “Absolutely not,” the elf cut in, bringing a finger to Aragorn’s lips. “You’ve only been unconscious a few hours and you are not to be a bit sorry. I didn’t even think of the condition you’re in, and now that I look at those wounds…” He shook his head in marvel. “You truly are a wonder, Elessar. This—“ Legolas brought Aragorn’s red-ringed wrist to his mouth and brushed his lips across it; the Man hadn’t realized his hand was in Legolas’—“ this alone nearly cut to the bone. And your feet, your poor feet—don’t you even think of apologizing.” “Where is Glorfindel?” “There isn’t any athelas up here—it’s even rarer at these heights than it is up north of the Grey Havens—so I did what I could. There are poultices at your ankles so be careful not to—“ “Legolas—“ “And eat. You’re skin and bones. What have they been feeding you?” “Pain,” Aragorn blurted. He winced at the look on Legolas’ face, but he had to do this. “Legolas. Where. Is. Glorfindel?” The elf looked away to the star-strewn sky, or tried to. Aragorn caught the smooth chin in his hand, forcing eye contact. “I thought I shot him,” Legolas whispered. It came out as more of a whimper. “I was sure I did.” “You did shoot him. I heard him scream.” “Then it wasn’t fatal.” At the hardening of the Man’s face, Legolas threw back his head in a soundless wail. “I tried, Aragorn! There was no trail, no nothing! Some blood on the rocks, and then…” He picked up Aragorn’s mutilated hand and clutched it to his chest. “I didn’t know. I didn’t know what he did to you. But after you fainted, to make sure you were all right I checked all over and…and…” “Don’t.” “I’m sorry.” “Don’t! Don’t say it, Legolas!” Aragorn tightened a fist around Legolas’ grasping fingers. His voice was hoarse. “It is not your fault. It never was. What’s done is done, so it doesn’t matter now, anyway.” “Doesn’t it? Doesn’t this—“ Legolas touched the now glistening shackle-marks so lightly Aragorn could hardly feel it— “Doesn’t this matter?” “I don’t want it to.” A bitter wind cut across the mountains to where they sat, and Aragorn shivered beneath Legolas’ cloak. “You’re cold. Here.” The elf reached for his hobbit-fashioned belt buckle and looked up with a grimace when Aragorn’s hand stopped him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—I only want you to be warm. I promise I won’t do anything else.” “Is that what you think?” There were tears in the man’s eyes; they shone hard and piercing in the silver streaks at his temples. He took one of Legolas’ hands in both of his and tried to speak, but the words wouldn’t come. Legolas’ face was in shadow cast by the rind of moon, and he was glad. “I don’t…want…to hurt you, Aragorn.” “Mereth.” Aragorn forced Legolas to meet his eyes, blurred though they were. “I said I didn’t want it to matter. I meant it. What he—what Glorfindel did,” and he fought to keep his voice level at the name, “is gone now. Over with. You are here and…did you know that the first day I saw the sky after all that time, I thought of you?” Legolas shook his head. “I did. It was the blue of it, I think. Just like your eyes. Oh, Legolas, you have no idea how much I missed you.” Not wanting to correct him or hurt him, and unsure whether he could avoid either, Legolas sat still as the rocks they sheltered in. “Please, Legolas. Don’t—don’t hold back.” A skirl of dead pine needles whisked over their heads before he added, in the barest of whispers, “Not for me, anyway.” “There is no other reason!” Legolas cried, scooping the Man up into a fierce embrace and kiss that left both their lips pulsing. “There is no other reason I’d hold back, Elessar. None,” the elf panted into Aragorn’s ear. Then, softer, silkier, “Are you still cold?” “Very,” Aragorn replied, cracking a smile he knew Legolas could see even in the dark. It was the first time Legolas had seen that smile since their parting. Assurances or no, the elf was gentle. Hands first, stroking Aragorn’s face as his lips flitted across it, then down to his neck and shoulders, feeling bone where there should have been muscle. Sensing Aragorn’s distress as his hands slid lower, he kept them tangled in his chest hair as his tongue followed up. When he reached the first cut he licked it tentatively and Aragorn whimpered. “Did I—“ “No!” the Man gasped, groping for Legolas’ golden mane and burying his fingers there. “Go on.” Legolas moved from wound to wound, never pressing, only bathing, taking care to slip his hands a fraction of an inch lower each time. Finally when he moved to hold Aragorn the Man yelped, and instantly Legolas was cupping Aragorn’s face in his hands. “It’s all right, it’s all right, we don’t have to—“ “No!” Aragorn hissed, though tears leaked from his eyes. “I want you to. He won’t have that power over me. He won’t!” Legolas kissed the tears away and stroked Aragorn’s head where it lay in his lap. “Of course he won’t,” he murmured, “but there’s such a thing as rushing it, my—“ “Legolas.” “Yes?” Aragorn shuddered. “Please…please don’t call me king. Don’t apologize, just—please.” “All right.” Legolas’ hand never faltered in its tender caressing, despite the mist in his eyes. “It’s cold and getting late. Shall I just keep you warm, then?” Aragorn nodded in Legolas’ grip and the elf divested himself of the rest of his clothing, draping it over the two of them as an extra barrier against the mountains’ chill. Legolas lay as close as he dared under the blankets, fearing to upset what fragile balance was left to his lover, and when Aragorn made the move to pull and hold him close, closing the space between them, he could have wept for joy. Instead he returned the embrace, wordless, and in such a sleepy, rapturous state of mind he forgot Eowyn’s order. * * * * The sun dawned pale and cold on the mountaintops, and on the two tiny figures making their way amidst boulders and sudden drops. The remains of a campfire lay behind them, freshly stubbed out and kicked askew, but not even a core of the wizened crabapples cooked there rolled in the ashes. “You should have eaten some, Legolas,” Aragorn admonished for the tenth time that morning. “You look famished.” “Your eyes are still bleary from sleep, then. I’m fine.” The elf had to look hard at the rock wall in front of them to bring it into focus. “Besides, Shadowfax and I fished a stream a little before I found you. There—is that one too steep, as well?” “Let me try.” Aragorn, garbed in Legolas’ cloak and tunic at the elf’s insistence, approached the sheer face and found a handhold. Putting his weight on it sent the paper-thin scabs on his wrists cracking. He bit back a bark of pain. “No, still too steep. Listen, Legolas, why don’t you scale this then go back and get Shadowfax—“ Legolas was at Aragorn’s side, his pale hand gripping the Man’s shoulder, before the tiniest tumbling pebble betrayed him. “No, Aragorn. If we never see Shadowfax again, I’m not leaving you.” Tears of frustration and love both blurred Aragorn’s eyesight and he had to stand still for a moment to wrestle them away. No use giving in now; they’d never get out of the mountains if they fell into raptures every ten minutes. “Well then,” he coughed at last, turning toward what passed as a rocky path. “Let’s find a way out of here.” Noon had passed, as well as many worried looks toward the storm clouds brewing in the west, when Aragorn let out a shout and went running. “Wait! Aragorn, it’s not safe!” Legolas yelled, barely keeping his balance as he stumbled after his lover. “We’re here! We’re here!” Undeterred, Aragorn vaulted over twisted scrub and glacial chunks of boulders, bounding ahead with the exuberance of a small boy. “We made it, Legolas, we made it!” “To where?” cried the elf, though he found he didn’t need to. When he had stood still long enough for his vision to quit its reeling, great stone walls, smoother than was natural, rose before him, emblazoned with a white tree higher than three men. “The Citadel,” he breathed. “Minas Tirith isn’t far off…” Then, summoning air for the long jaunt, panted after Aragorn. “Wait, Aragorn! You’ve got to be still—“ But Aragorn never heard Legolas’ call. Nor did he see the half- shadow that flew from the great tree’s carved branches, hurtling with speed unknown to man to where he leaped and frolicked through the rockfield. He was still leap-limping toward the Citadel, iron chain banging off the rocks behind him, when the shadow fell. “Aragorn!” Legolas saw. In fits and bursts between trips, and stumbles, and near-blackouts when spurs of rock caught him in the face, he saw the shadow take Aragorn from the ground; saw it rise again like a remade beast, flitting away only a hairsbreadth less quickly than it arrived. Legolas tried to call Aragorn’s name again and again, but a sticky substance was welling his mouth and darkness was bubbling in his eyes; he felt woozy and the precious word would not come. “Missing something?” Legolas pitched forward, screaming, “Gwanno lle! Gwanno—“ “How sweet. After a month of failing to kill me, you’re taking up your lover’s sword.” A laugh that only elven ears could catch carried on the wind. “So to speak.” “I’ll—“ Legolas fought his way to unsteady feet, crying blindly, “I’ll kill you! All the curses of Elbereth on you, Glorfindel, I’ll kill you!” “That’s what he said, too!” A cackle. Legolas lurched forward again, throwing out cut and bleeding hands where his elven grace failed him. Where was the wretched creature? Gradually his sight returned through a haze of stars and nauseous ebon waves. The tree spread its branches before him, stark white against the sheer cliff face and as inviting. “Glorfindel!” he howled. The rock field lay empty. A smattering of sound to his left brought his bow up in an instant, arrow notched and drawn. There; he could