Title: Falling Stars Author: Dûncristiel (verity@pacific.net.sg) Pairing: Elrond/Legolas Rating: NC-17 Summary: Elrond has doubts about his growing relationship with Legolas. Can be read as a semi-sequel to my earlier fic 'Promises Made' which is archived at Library of Moria and AC's Elrond site, but not necessary. 'Falling Stars' can be read alone ^_^ Archive: Library of Moria, AC's site. Any other, please do ask first Disclaimer: Hobbits, elves and sundry Middle-Earth inhabitants and concepts belong to Mr. J.R.R Tolkien and affiliates. I don't write for profit, only gratuitous self-gratification. Author's Note: My story is based on movie canon, not the LOTR books which is why I have taken the liberty, for which I am a little sorry, to have killed off Elrond's wife. I felt her presence, even recuperating in the Undying Lands, was a hindrance! Lastly, I really would like to dedicate this story to Lady L, Fluffy Hobbit and Mavis :) **************** //You are a very fine person, Mr Baggins, and I am very fond of you; but you are only quite a little fellow in a wide world after all!// "'Thank goodness!" said Bilbo laughing and handed him the tobacco-jar. The End.'" The hobbit perched upon the cunningly carved wood-made chair read aloud, his voice falling and rising in pleasing deep cadences, while his legs dangled a few inches above the floor. He closed the cover of the heavy, leather-bound tome he held in his hand with a resounding thud and said, "Well, that's it, there's none left to tell." Looking up at his listeners, he asked, "What say you then?" The tone was studiously casual but his expression upon that lined face, seamed deeply with wrinkles, was one of shy delight, pleased satisfaction and a desire for approval. "That was excellent, Bilbo. You have recounted your adventures on paper with great skill and clarity." Elrond said, a rare smile lighting his usually stern, patrician features. "Not even our finest bards nor chroniclers could desire to do better. I hope you will allow Rivendell the honor of retaining your book for our keeping. It will be a valuable addition indeed to our history and lore." Bilbo Baggins turned red with pleasure even as his hands flapped about extravagantly, refuting Elrond's praise. "Nonsense, nonsense. Why, my book's but the merest trumpery, unworthy to be shelved alongside the wisdom of your scribes! Glad you liked it though." "I fear you think too little of yourself and your book, Mr Baggins. Father is right, it would be a source of pride to our people and to the archived records of Rivendell if you would deign to present us with a copy of your writings and memoirs." Arwen said, a similar smile of brilliance gracing her fair features, as she gazed upon Bilbo from her chair near her father's. "I don't know...it's just a humble retelling of the adventures I had in my youth. Very boring really, now that I think about it, bore you Elf-folks to tears to read it I'm sure." Bilbo scratched his chin contemplatively. Father and daughter exchanged a quick, amused glance. "Come, Bilbo. I would deem it a grave insult if you do not bestow us a copy." Elrond schooled his features to customary grimness once more. Bilbo sighed deeply. "Oh very well, if you insist." The hobbit agreed with a great show of reluctance. "I and my people thank you for your generosity, Bilbo Baggins of the Shire." Elrond said with becoming gravity. "That's quite all right, Lord Elrond. I should be thanking you instead." Bilbo replied with equal solemnity and with a wink of laughter in his eyes. The elderly hobbit slid down from his chair and gave an elegant half-bow, incidentally showing off his refined waistcoat of inspired reds and greens, to express his gratitude. At that point he winced slightly as a pained grimace stamped across his features. He placed one hand behind his back and mumbled, "Ow..." "Mr Baggins?" Arwen asked, her brow creased with concern. "Are you feeling unwell, Bilbo?" Elrond stood up and walked to where the hobbit was. He laid his hand lightly upon Bilbo's shoulder and realized, with some shock, how fragile the little one had become. The bones of the hobbit rolled easily under his hand and he had to take care not to exert excessive strength, fearing to do so would cause irreparable damage. Bilbo Baggins looked every one of his one hundred and eleventh years tonight even in the forgiving luminescence of candlelight. And perceiving him so, Elrond felt the unaccustomed specter of sadness passed over him then though, other than his own people, he had little use for the further races of Middle-Earth, judging the greater number of them to be avaricious and grasping in their ways. And yet hobbits were different. These little folk, unprepossessing and yet possessing of vast fortitude had earned his respect and Bilbo Baggins's friendship was one of the rare attachments he still retained with the world outside of Imladris's boundaries. Since passing the One Ring to his nephew, Frodo Baggins, the hobbit had aged rapidly, the longevity and youthful appearance given to him by the Ring fading fast. It was but one element of the treacherous allure of Sauron's creation. It bestowed its favors as indiscriminately as it seized them away. "Not as young and spry as I used to be. This body of mine creaks worse than a broken rocking chair now." Bilbo admitted, a self-depredating note entering his voice. "You must give me an answer soon, old friend." Bilbo shook his head. "I don't know. You do me great honor by offering me passage to the Undying Lands, but..." he hesitated. "In the Gray Havens, multitude are the inexpressible delights and wonders and there, you will find many more adventures such as those you encountered in your younger days, along with your youth. You will be young again, Bilbo." Elrond told him. "Young again..." Bilbo Baggins murmured with a wistful nostalgia and involuntarily, he glanced up at the two eternally changeless beings before him. Bilbo had been a hobbit in the prime of his life, the wiry hair on his feet still chestnut colored and not snowy as the hair on his head now, when he first met Elrond and his daughter Arwen. More than sixty years had passed and still their mien had been touched not by the passage of pitiless time while his grew ever rougher and more wrinkled. "You tempt me with your offer, Lord Elrond, almost as much as the Ring had tempted me once with its seductive chirps." Bilbo shook his head slowly. "May I be allowed a little more time to consider?" "You may have as much time as you require." Elrond replied. "Thank you. I'd see the end of this business with the Ring first before I decide. To make sure that Frodo is all right at the end. I worry about him, you know. He's a good boy and he's been like a son to me." Bilbo explained. "And there is much of Middle-Earth that I'll miss if I threw it all behind. Even dull, ho-hum old Hobbiton and my gaggle of relatives." He gave a small chuckle. The three were gathered in Elrond's private study, the same room in which he and Gandalf the Gray had hotly debated the crucial fate of the Ring as well as its bearer several days before, only now the chamber was lit softly by the warmth of numerous candles, each flickering upon the elaborate stands, and not by the stark radiance of day though the room was no less pleasing nor sumptuous in detail for it. Leaves from the trees that surrounded Rivendell, blew in from the archway openings to strew upon the floor, creating a colorful and natural tapestry of fiery reds, emerald greens and soothing browns. "I'll retire for the night now, Lord Elrond, pardon me. I'd like to look for Sting, my sword. I know I brought that darn thing with me here but I just can't find it! I want to give it to Frodo when he leaves." "I would come with you, Mr Baggins, to assist you in your search. That is, if you do not mind my company." "It would be my pleasure, dear girl, my pleasure indeed." Bilbo offered his arm with gallant ease and Arwen graciously accepted, placing her hand over his proffered elbow. "Good night, Lord Elrond." Bilbo said. "Sleep well, my friend." The spiffily-dressed hobbit and the Elf-maid with her shining cascade of hair which reached to the back of her waist in night-dark folds made a charming and quaint tableau as they left Elrond's study together. Arwen deliberately slowed her steps to match that of Bilbo's shorter strides as they passed through the open doorway and into one of the many passageways and corridors that were part of Imladris. The moon shone vivid tonight and cast silvery paleness upon the white ivory of the flooring. The corridor had no barriers set along its length, only a number of minaret arches which one could pace through to step onto air. Beyond Rivendell, the Misty Mountains loomed in grandeur and milky spirals of wispy clouds wreathed their very tops, glowing ghostly blue under the moonlight. "I'll miss this and more if I proceed to the West. It pains my heart much for Middle-Earth is precious to me." Bilbo's rheumy eyes misted over with some sorrow as he looked at the glorious landscape. Then he squinted as something else caught his attention. "Look, there's that...what's he called again, Megolas, Lesolas, Salogel? Oh, never mind what's his name, it's that young fellow who's rather nifty with the bow. Seems like a nice boy, a little pale though, probably doesn't eat enough." "Legolas of Mirkwood he is. In the Common tongue, his name means Greenleaf and he is the son of Lord Thranduil of the Wood-Elves. Among my people, he is a prince in his own right." Arwen said calmly. "Well, he should pay a visit to Hobbiton one day. We'll fatten him right up in no time, put some meat on those scrawny bones." Bilbo continued to squint in a benevolent fashion. "My Father is within his chambers." She spoke with an offhand serenity when Legolas, dressed in robes of russet shades and dark greens, muted colors favored by the Elves who lived in Mirkwood, drew nearer. There was no need for pretense; Arwen knew the purpose of the Elf-prince's visit. It would be foolish to feign otherwise. "My thanks, Evenstar." Legolas acknowledged simply. As he and Arwen with Bilbo by her side strode pass each other, the Evenstar stopped and suddenly said, "A moment of your time if it pleases you, Prince of Mirkwood." Legolas halted his steps immediately. "Of course, High Lady." "Mr Baggins, I would ask you to wait a while. I have words for the Prince that is meant for his ears only. Forgive me my discourtesy." Bilbo nodded with understanding. "Take your time, my girl, I'll be by the balcony if you need me." Both Elves paused in conversation until Bilbo walked down the length of the passageway. He turned round a stone pillar, sculpted in the shape of a languishing Elf-maiden carrying an urn, and vanished. "You care much for the halfling." Legolas observed. "I do." Arwen nodded. "As I care deeply for my Father." Legolas's expression of respect for the Evenstar did not change but Arwen was quick to detect the subtle line of tension that ran through his lean frame at the mention of Elrond Half-Elven. Though she did not know Legolas as well as Aragorn did, the two had sealed their bond of friendship many years ago, but looking at him, she could not help but be well aware of the undeniable comeliness and attraction of the other Elf. His features seemed to have been hewn from the purest strain of marble, each exquisite in their individual perfection. His nose was aristocratic, his brow noble and his gaze was clear and unafraid as he awaited her pleasure. All Elves were gifted with stateliness of appearance but Arwen knew, without envy or conceit, that even among a preternaturally lovely race as her own, some were simply more beautiful. And this Elf before her was one of them. She knew too that Elrond would not relinquish his eons old indifference to the passions of the wayward heart easily for the sake of an appealing aspect and she had heard tales of Legolas's quick intelligence, his nimbleness with the longbow and valor in battle. "Misread me not, Legolas of Mirkwood. I would not tell my Father to whom he should grant his heart to as it is not my place to do so." Arwen's voice was distantly aloof and her gaze was reserved as she turned her indigo-blue eyes upon him. "But I will tell you this and I would that you heed me." Her faraway gaze sharpened in an instant like finely honed blades. "Cause him torment, no matter how slight, and not even the deepest mines of Moria where light reaches not, can hide you from wrath as you have never known." "I understand, my Lady." Legolas inclined his head slightly and his reply, though concise in its brevity, was no less convincing for it. He did not smile for it was not amusing in the least, having the Evenstar threatening him with physical hurt if he dared to betray her father. Though more famed for her beauty and generosity of nature, Arwen Undómiel possessed courage as remarkable as her loveliness and from the sporadic tales told to him by his friend and her intended, Aragorn of the Rangers, the Evenstar apparently knew how to wield an Elven-wrought sword as skillfully as any of their people's peerless blade-masters. "It is my hope that you do for I would find it a tricky duty, explaining to Thranduil why I had to grievously maim all of his son's limbs." "Daughter." Elrond's resonant voice broke their conversation and both turned to look at the Elf-Lord standing behind them. "I trust your good intentions but I do not need protection from Prince Legolas or from any other." His tone was mildly chastising but not censorious. "Yes, Father." Arwen agreed, deceptively docile in speech, but Elrond was not fooled. He knew every one of his children's temperaments well and Arwen had always been the closest to him. "I take my leave of you. May the lights of Elbereth guide you in your dreams this night." She swept her lavender skirts up gracefully in a curtsey and turned around to tread the same path that Bilbo had, moments ago. As she walked, she said, without glancing back to behold their reactions, "You will have absolute privacy within this ell of the house. No one shall disturb you, Father. I will make sure of that." Exasperation mixed with pride was clearly reflected in Elrond's eyes as he watched Arwen leave. Legolas caught it and wondered at the unexpected dull pain that he felt at the sight of Elrond's obvious love for his daughter. It was an unfamiliar sensation, as if someone had reached within his chest and squeezed his heart hard. Then the full regard of those dark, enigmatic eyes was focused upon him and he forgot how to breathe. "My regret if my daughter has offended you." It was the Master of Rivendell speaking and Legolas found he did not care for that particular tone. Civil, diplomatic and seemingly indifferent. He would smooth that slight furrow between Elrond's brow with his lips if he could but he bided his peace, for the moment. Brashness of adolescence had not shriveled with the transitory departure of the innumerable years but he had learned to temper it with restraint. Still, the impulse to act on his thought and make it reality was strong and he ached to touch the other, if only fleetingly. "She did not. Her repute is well-founded and my esteem for her grows deeper." he replied instead when air returned to his lungs once more. "She has much love for you." "Yes." "She fears I will break faith to you." Legolas continued with quiet steadiness. "And, will you?" Elrond hated himself for asking. It was a weak, needy question, entirely unworthy of the Master of Rivendell. It was the kind of question an Elf-maid might ask about the fidelity of her lover. And he knew by vocalizing his own fears, he was insulting Legolas's integrity and the strength of the promise they had exchanged. Yet, he had to ask for these infinite fears festered like a soul-sore since he realized that he could no longer lie to himself. "Never and you should not have to ask that of me." Legolas closed the distance between them in an eye-blink and pressed his lips against Elrond's in a kiss, neither gentle nor sweet, but hard and angry. His tongue demanded entry, parting Elrond's mouth with a fierce nudge, permitting no resistance and when he found none, slid in to ravage the sweet, slick darkness veiled within. They were almost of the same height, standing shoulder to shoulder, and Legolas grabbed the back of Elrond's head in a painful grip, compelling him to stay. Elrond did not flinch and he deliberately made himself not to respond. He stilled his arms to lie passively by his sides even though he wanted nothing more to bring them up and gather Legolas into an embrace. The quality of the kiss changed, becoming softer, gentler, losing much of the initial urgency, as Legolas's tongue glided sensually over Elrond's, tasting the memories of the other kiss they had shared, a lifetime ago, re-learning the silky/rough textures of his mouth, and Elrond found it harder with each ensuing caress to maintain his objectivity. As Legolas withdrew, lingering over quiescent lips, he prolonged the intimate contact by darting tender, butterfly-fine kisses over Elrond's face. He closed his eyes, afraid to reveal more than he could possibly yield, and he felt pressure descending, carefully, reverently, over one shut eyelid, and then the other as Legolas rasped his lips over his reluctance to see. And he did almost lose his hard-won discipline then for the touch of Legolas's lips burned more than he could bear. As the brittle caresses ended, Legolas did to him what he dared not do, wrapping him close and his arms were like bands of steel, unbreakable bonds to hold him. Winding around his waist and back, pressing him in so securely that he could feel the staccato beats of the other Elf's heart, penetrating through the robes he wore and seeping through his skin to join with his own, until he could not distinguish the melded rhythms apart. For a sweetly agonizing moment, both were content to remain in that simplest and uncomplicated display of affection. "I have no inclination to be known as your whore." Legolas told him abruptly when he lifted his head from where he had laid it, upon Elrond's shoulder. Rigid, his body becoming chilled stone despite the warmth of Legolas's embrace, Elrond replied with numb difficulty, "I would not ask that of you." "I know. I have offended you with my words now. But I wish only to share with you, my own fears. For you are not the only one who carries doubts." Legolas said. "You are the Lord of the Last Homely Home, he who carried the banner of Gil-Galad during the Great Wars. There are those, less kindly disposed, who would not look with approval if they know of us. Not all are like your daughter." "You are the prince of Mirkwood." Elrond protested. Legolas shook his head. "I am Prince because my Father is the Lord of the Wood-Elves." He smiled with some bitterness and the glint reflected in his eyes shone strangely fierce. "No, I am merely Laegolas, a woodland hunter among his people. Though I desire you as I have never wanted another, past or Ages yet to come, I do not crave to live, like a cowed pet, under the shadow of the Master of Imladris." Each of Legolas's unwavering words stabbed a narrow shard of remorse into Elrond. With brilliant, shameful clarity, he realized that he had been unforgivably selfish. Alone for far too long, he had allowed his ego and pride to let him assume that he was singular in his distress. Though, unlike Legolas, who despite his own misgivings at least had the courage to make known his feelings while he himself had let his qualms ruled him until he was blinded, and there was none so sightless as he who refused to see. He was guilty of that last failing and for that, he was at once furiously angry and deeply chagrined. "I..." he started to speak though he knew not what to say, words of ire perhaps or of regret, but Legolas placed a finger over his lips, silencing him. "To utter vows of devotion is not enough though sweetly they may fall upon the ears, I know that and know it very well. I shall prove myself worthy to stand beside you as an equal when I return from Mordor. And all who wishes to speak then will be silenced when the Dark Lord had been crushed within his own realm by the hands of the Fellowship." Releasing Elrond, Legolas dropped gracefully upon one knee before him, his eyes never leaving Elrond's face as if trying to etch the remembrance of that beautiful, harsh visage onto his soul. "But that day is still many months hence so then, this night, I will settle for proving myself true to my heart and to yours." Still kneeling, Legolas raised a hand to take hold of Elrond's palm. Golden lamps lit the stretch of the corridor but Vilya gleamed with a guileless radiance of its own. Vilya, one of the three great Elven Rings that had remained uncontaminated by the distorted lusts of Sauron and forged by Celebrimbor himself. The sapphire set upon the thin band of gold lost none of its azure luster even after nightfall and resembled one of Elbereth's own, fallen from its place among the starlit vaults. "Elrond Half-Elven. I love you." Legolas murmured as his lips brushed over the faceted smoothness of the sapphire. Both Elves felt it then, a whisper arising from nowhere to swirl around them like a maelstrom birthing newly, weaving narrow, taut cords of pressure that rose in invisible spirals. Binding them in an emptiness of infinity where nothing existed beyond each other and each in his own way was endowed with an almost intolerable, intensely heightened awareness of the other's materiality, made endurable precisely only because of that same reason. Elrond could feel a vortex of immeasurable desire meant for him shivering a crescendo in his bones, making him momentarily overwhelmed and disoriented, for though he had known the other Elf loved and wanted him, he had not understood that Legolas's longing encompassed the length and depth of an endlessly hungry sea. But as Vilya laid bare Legolas's soul to him, he at last comprehended fully that he would be devoured. The hunter would demand no less than complete surrender and he would show no mercy, that Elrond was sure. And perhaps he wanted to be consumed as well. Legolas's eyes were vibrant with wonderment and awe as the whorls of air gradually diminished and disappeared completely. His hair, strands of which had lifted to create a luminous halo around his head, fell to lie unmoving about his shoulders once more. Standing up, he used one hand to cup the side of Elrond's face with great care, fitting the shape of his palm along the contours of that austere countenance. The tips of his fingers were roughened slightly from the incalculable times he had pulled a bowstring back to unerringly aim death and they scrapped, not unpleasantly, against Elrond's cheek. "Well," he said, his throat hoarse with exultation for he knew the answer already, "have I proven myself true?" There was no uncertainty as Elrond raised his own palm to rest it along Legolas's jaw, marveling at the fragility of skin that he sensed through his hand. "Yes." Elrond conceded his defeat with a rueful half-smile. "Yes, you know you have. Though I wonder now whether have I proven myself worthy to stand alongside of you." He was rusty and unused to the finer arts of seduction but he remembered enough as he drew his body close to Legolas and consciously lowered his voice to a bare husk, dragging each word out to gust little heated breaths against the sensitive pointed tip, as he whispered recklessly, "Nonetheless if you want me, you may have me." Trying to stifle a laugh composed one part of real mirth and the rest, mounting hysteria, he judged he was successful in his first attempt at lovemaking when Legolas's head snapped back as if someone had struck him, to stare, wide-eyed, at Elrond. Then without saying anything, he grabbed hold of Elrond's arm to drag him unceremoniously along. "Legolas, my bed chamber lies in that direction." Elrond announced with commendable severity. Legolas did not break his stride and he did not look at Elrond but his pale face flushed a delicate crimson. "It is to my chamber that I am bound," he muttered. Still refusing to glance upon Elrond, but knowing the bafflement that must be coursing through the other's mind now, he took a deep breath before continuing, "Not your bed for I honor the memory of your lady too much to sully it with my presence...and I have discovered that jealousy is an oppressive mistress truly, for though the Lady Celebrían has long departed this existence, I am averse to sharing, even with a frail phantom from anamnesis." Elrond said nothing. He slowed his steps to walk sedately in his customary dignified fashion next to Legolas who followed in a similar pace in renewed reticence. They were careful of keeping a distance of space between them, not for fear of discovery, but because they knew that the barest stroke of skin on bare skin now, even through mischance, would be too much to tolerate. They arrived at Legolas's chambers which was but a short distance away from Elrond's, and the proximity of the two rooms may seem like luck but Elrond unexpectedly remembered that his daughter Arwen had been responsible for delegating sleeping quarters to those who had come to Rivendell for the Council meeting. Had she known, even when he had not himself? Like the rest of Rivendell, Legolas's chamber was spaciously delightful with every minutiae detail of the room aimed to please the eye, for the Elven race had a great fondness for the simplicity of effortless beauty. A rosewood colored writing desk and chair were placed at the side while upon another smaller table were laid a longbow, a quiver filled with arrows as well as two short blades, twin of the other in every aspect, from the design of the steel-wrought handgrip down to the plainness of the worn leather scabbards. Murals depicting scenes from stories so ancient that they were only remembered as myths and legends were painted with delicate care and precision on the walls. One side of the room opened out to a terrace, framed by three columns, which were linked overhead with arches engraved in an intricate curlicue manner. A curving flight of stairs, hewed from sheer rock, led from the terrace to a shaded courtyard, silent and empty now in the deep evening, except for the subtle chirping of crickets. However it was not the loveliness of the chamber that drew Elrond's attention but the sight of the bed, wide with white sheets contrasting starkly with the gold and auburn tinted dimness cast by candles. As with the objects in the room, the bed was attractive, more like a precious piece of art than an implement for rest, with a rising wooden headboard and the discernible shape of a massive tree carved upon the surface. Now that he was here, Elrond resisted an urge to twitch. Elf-Lords do not twitch no matter how nervous they were. His growing disquiet stemmed from the unutterable realness of that bed, smirking back at him with its array of plush pillows and soft covers. He and Legolas would soon be lying, together and probably unclothed as that seemed to be the tradition, upon that very bed. No one, not since his lady died, had he permitted any person to see or touch him in such vulnerable openness. He saw no shame in celibacy, merely finding it unessential to indulge in the gratification of the flesh, which while agreeable, were sometimes annoying for lust clouded reason and Elrond disliked not being in constant vigilant command of his emotions. It had been rash, unthinking craving, akin to lust, that ruled Isildur, making him susceptible to temptation and therefore, sowed the seeds of his ultimate fall. And yet, here he was, about to fracture his self-imposed abstinence with Legolas in every way possible... unbidden, snatches of images, each more lavishly graphic than the previous, flashed lightning quick across his mind. Elf-Lords do not blush either. Finally tearing his gaze away, he focused on Legolas instead and found that the other Elf's lips were curved upwards in an extraordinary grin of devious glee and adamantine determination, obviously reading the thoughts that were rushing through his mind. "I see no amusement in this." Elrond growled, trying to conceal his unexpected self-consciousness. "Nor do I." Legolas said. Casually, confidently, he extinguished the flickering flames of the candles that lit his chamber and with each candle he blew out, the room plunged into increasing shadowy darkness. He left one candle-stand still intact so that the chamber was spared from absolute lightlessness. He sauntered forth to stand before Elrond to ask with an impish lilt in his tone, "Can it be that the legendary Elrond who so defiantly fought in the battle to keep Eriador is contemplating retreat at this time?" "No." Elrond lied without compunction. "Good for I will not let you go now or ever, even if that is your intention." Legolas said, his voice becoming low and his eyes blazing with dangerous purpose. "I chose to stay and stay I will." Elrond stood proud. It was his decision, he initiated this sequence and to the end he will follow through. "Then shall we begin?" Legolas inclined his head and stole a quick kiss, inhaling Elrond's breath with ardent passion. Therewith, he went to sit at the edge of the bed, leaving Elrond to stand alone. He placed his elbows upon his knees to lean his body slightly forward in a relaxed posture as he watched with unfathomable inscrutability at the Elf-lord. "Very well." Elrond could not think of anything else to say. "Unclothe yourself." Elrond's body straightened in an instant, stiffening until he was motionless as a figure woven within a tapestry. His hands clenched into fists, his lips tightening in a thin line, the lines furrowing deeper upon his temples. And then...he unclenched his fingers carefully to purposely reach up and draw apart the front lapels of his outer robe, a rich colored velvet with gold brocaded cuffs. Slowly, he slid it off his shoulders, shrugging his arms through the sleeves with an ease he did not feel. The tunic beneath was more difficult and he had to stop once, while unbuttoning, to calm the visible clumsiness of his fingers. The last piece of garment was the hardest but willing himself not to think about it, the utter vulnerability that would be his to endure, the inevitable humiliation of exposure, he shed the simple black silken trousers without grace but adequate efficiency. When he did that, he recalled the slim circlet of gold around his brow and as his hands rose to remove it, Legolas stopped him. "Leave it." he said, his voice sounding oddly strained. Steeling himself, his legs braced apart slightly, cords of muscles pulled tense with the effort of remaining immobile, Elrond allowed himself to be viewed, unclad except for the circlet which rested cool against his forehead. He glared with steadiness, his posture one of waiting for the offensive to befall and knowing that wasn't exactly how a lover should behave but unable to stop the intuitive defensiveness, at Legolas who still sat on the bed, though he had tend backwards until his face was clothed in darkness. He did that because he was trying to regain some modicum of possession over his self, control that had crumpled rapidly with each item that Elrond shed. The aching between his legs grew harder as it throbbed with expectation. As he suspected, Elrond's body was a revelation unto itself, the heavy robes he always wore effectively hiding a lean, sinewy form consisting of broad shoulders and well-muscled arms, a sparse chest that was tipped with two brown shaded aureoles and darker colored nipples. The torso narrowed down to slim hips, which in turn tapered off to lithe legs that were sturdily powerful. Moonlight glimmered in from the arched openings and filtered through the decorative carvings on top to cast a delicate tracery of patterns onto Elrond's body, making him resembled a fantastic, half-real creature composed of pliant light and pale shadows. It would be needless to describe Elrond Half-Elven as beautiful and infinitely desirable and Legolas knew his love would not appreciate to be so depicted, his prickly pride refusing any suggestion of magnificence, but nevertheless, he thought it with a twinge of barbed pain and sweet apprehension. Seeing the look of restlessness heightening upon Elrond's face, he stood up and had to smother a chuckle when Elrond's hands instinctively twitched minutely towards the center of his thighs before consciously stilling them. Exquisite, pure and clean like a glass chalice, in every detail. Elrond did not move when Legolas walked to stand behind him this time. He did not stir when his ears caught the unmistakable rustling of someone divesting himself of garments worn. He merely waited. He didn't have to wait long. A surprised gasp was freed when he felt hands running down his sides, sliding around to caress his chest and briefly, passing open palms to soothe across his nipples and down the ridges of his stomach before descending over the sharply jutting bones of his hips, lingering over the tenuous flesh covering them. Then those hands, the feel of fingers accustomed to gripping the hilts of swords, rough warrior's hands that he recognized instantly for his own were the same, cupped the firm roundness of buttocks, squeezing but once, before moving forward again to enclose his waist. As the entire length of Legolas's nude body was pressed firm against his back, the gasp became an unwilling moan as the arm around his waist slid down further and fingers enveloped the warm, heavy weight between his legs. Elrond's body snapped taut, tighter than a drawn bowstring, every bone in his ribcage outlined in sharp relief as he let Legolas's clever fingers stroked him to fever-bright intensity until he felt he was blazing in a fiery inferno and his world constricted to the unbearable voluptuousness of sensation that was centered around his groin. Then other fingers, pitiless and relentless, pinched his left nipple and as pain and pleasure sparked along his spine, he let the back of his head fall upon Legolas's shoulder, strands of white-gold hair falling like summer rain to hide his face, and screamed, a raspy throaty sound of violent ecstasy. When the world coalesced into tangible fragments once more, Elrond found, with some detached stupefaction, that he was still standing as the spiked thorns of intense delight gradually dwindled, leaving all his limbs feeling disconnected from each other. "I am not quite done with you yet." Legolas's voice husked into his ear intimately. Elrond lifted his head and tried to clear the mist of satiation from his mind. There was something he needed to ask though he dreaded to acquire enlightenment. But he will ask for he was determined that there would be no clandestine secrets left untended, to poison and taint, between him and this one that he had chosen to bear the burden of the coming Ages with. "You have had other lovers." Elrond stated for Legolas's lovemaking had been so unwaveringly sure that it left no doubts to prior trysts. Legolas did not speak directly but his arms, still holding Elrond, drew tighter until it was hard to breathe and that was answer enough. Jealousy, gaunt with hooked claws that tore, snarled but Elrond disregarded it as best he could. He did not love Legolas any less nor begrudged him comfort in other arms for it was no betrayal, but the hurt rose, wild and sharp like untaught birdsong, within his breast. "There had been others, before I understood that my eyes lamented when the sight of your face was far and thus had tried to seek pallid imitations, but there will be none that I can bear to touch now, knowing that I have you. I need nothing else and if a time comes when you need me not, I will want no other anymore for once I had possessed something rarer and more precious than Mordor's baubles." Legolas said, with steadfast conviction. Time slowed and everything was distorted and formless. "Come to bed." was all the Lord of Rivendell said. Later, much later, when time stopped completely, grains of sand in an hourglass hanging, suspended, as he writhed mindlessly, like a trapped beast, against the heavy weight pinning him, his wrists caught by fingers that were misleadingly slender but strong enough to grasp and stay his attempts to flight, for it was too much and he was wreathed in flames that burned unceasingly. Unseeing and blind but aware, as an animal was when it was being hunted, of incandescent flashes of sensations ripping him apart, of distinct and separate impressions - the way flesh rippled under his hand when he twisted one wrist free to run it along a sweat-slicked back, the roughness of a tongue as it licked and kissed the side of his neck, the translucent flare of infinitesimal pains as teeth caught a nipple and bit. The heat gathered inside deep within, between his legs which were sundered wide as it strained to accommodate hips that shifted with a restless rhythm, driving him to near madness. Scalding him until his thoughts were as falling stars, random and scattered pinpricks of dazzling light. Another ramming thrust caused him to howl soundlessly as the white-hot agony of unadulterated ecstasy smote him yet again, until he could not could breathe. "Wait, Laegolas, wait..." Elrond gasped out when the shocks of pleasure threatened to destroy whatever remaining reason he retained to ashes. "It is too much...it burns, like dragon fire..." he pleaded incoherently. "I cannot wait." His lover was implacable. He lifted his head to stare down, droplets of sweat falling like silver needles, at Elrond who lay beneath him, dark hair fanning out upon white sheets, and holding him so tightly within. "I have waited for far too long." Elrond could not help but laughed shakily, feeling himself teetering precariously on the edge of a cliff, lined with knives. "And now you are here to claim and make me yours?" he asked, trying to find cohesion in irony and failing when Legolas bent to kiss him with feral greed, devouring him. "No. You have claimed me and made me yours." Legolas broke the kiss to say, his breaths and words harshly loving. He braced with strength of his feet, against the linen smoothness of the bed, to plunge in once more, deeper, harder than previous thrusts, until he could not tell where he began or ended, into Elrond. Spilling his seed within a dark, searing cage, which gripped him close as he did. Both shattered at that moment but that did not matter for they knew with an exhilarated anguish that the other would be there to catch the splintered shards. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ "Aha! I found it!" Bilbo brandished Sting in his hand triumphantly, waving it high above his head like some archaic fighter. "Strange but I was sure I've looked in there before but here it is now." He frowned with some suspicion at the mahogany colored chest, which was placed at the foot of his bed, as if suspecting the thing of deliberate malice by hiding the sword from his sight. Around him were strewn articles of clothing, shirts, breeches and waistcoats, piled haphazardly about and Arwen was helpfully picking up these items and neatly re-folding them. "I am glad you found it, Mr Baggins." She congratulated the hobbit while deftly pummeling a particularly stubborn velvet waistcoat into pristine submission. Bilbo noticed what she was doing. "Oh, my dear girl, please leave those alone, I'll keep them myself." "And never be able to find them afterwards when need arises." Arwen teased. Bilbo chuckled with embarrassment. "Don't you have to see Lord Elrond again?" Arwen sat down on a chair with a pile of sweet-smelling white shirts on her lap. "No, I think Father will be otherwise occupied for the rest of the night." She bent her head slightly, apparently intent on her task of folding, but Bilbo caught the quick knowing look that came and went across her face like a shaft of sunlight shining through clouds. The hobbit may be old, but he wasn't that decrepit yet and his mind was still sharply keen. "So that's it then. Well, well." Bilbo tapped the tip of his nose musingly with Sting's hilt. Considering awhile, he nodded with pleased approval. "I'm delighted. That boy might be a bit on the lean side but you know what? I have a feeling those two will suit very well." "Your meaning is obscure to me, Mr Baggins." It was not her secret to reveal so Arwen affected ignorance though she knew that the hobbit would not be fooled. And he wasn't as he winked slyly at her, indicating his understanding. Then his expression turned serious. "I am happy for Lord Elrond...I don't know if you glimpsed it because children sees their parents differently I suppose, but sometimes I think he is the loneliest person I know." //But no longer//, Arwen thought with satisfaction. She had asked those concerned not to disturb Father from now until morn and with brisk efficiency, informed the rest of the delegation from Mirkwood that their prince would not be with them for the evening and under no circumstances were they to proceed to his chamber or her Father's. She did not give any reasons for her requests but Elves were the souls of discretion and so none were needed. It pleased her to know that, whatever help she could not manage, she could at least gift to Elrond and Legolas this one night. Soon, the Fellowship would leave Rivendell to embark on their long journey where their intention to cast the One Ring into the flames of Mount Doom seemed so impossibly remote at this moment and she needed no ability of prophesy to be aware that the path to Mordor would certainly be fraught with many perils and some were deadly enough to slay. It would be idealistic and naive to expect all to return safely, and though she knew it was selfish of her but unable to prevent her heart from feeling so, she prayed that it would not be Aragorn to fall along the way. And yet, she hoped with all she had, that none would. She hoped. Burying her innumerable worries and dreads away where they would not reveal to trouble Bilbo whom she knew loved her well, like a niece though she was far older in years than he, and searched for a smile to reassure the old hobbit. The thought of Elrond and Legolas together arose and that though the day of parting would arrive with its unavoidable inevitability, a solitary night would therefore be all the more sweeter and cherished because of it. She found her smile at that, as she would smile too on the dawn when Aragorn will leave her in the company of the Fellowship. Changing the subject, she appeared thoughtful as she tried to recall the exact term that was spoken to her previously. "Mr Baggins, perhaps you would care to explain a mystery to me, what is this...old Toby that Master Merry and Pippin keeps insisting that I should try?" The End (Beginning quotes taken, with deep apologies to Mr Tolkien, from 'The Hobbit')