Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R Summary: Legolas and Gimli explore the city of Minas Tirith and start to make discoveries. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill – and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: None. Author's note. This is a work in progress, with a long way to go, as the gaps and edges are those not only of the book narrative but of the author's time as well (So what's new?). Warmest thanks to the dear people who took the time to write kind words about my first attempt at a fanfic 'Revelry by Night', which will turn up in a slightly revised version later on in this story: you are my sunshine :) Archive: I'd be honoured - just ask. For Continuing Strange 1/? In the days following the coronation, they continued their exploration of the city, until they knew it pretty well from top to bottom, and the city knew them: the mismatched pair from the King's fellowship, whose like had not been seen within the walls even by the very eldest of citizens. They were of course made welcome wherever they went, but the people were mainly busy with the repair of the lower level and the ravaged lands within the Rammas Echor, and they felt, before they were made to feel, that the welcome might wear thin. * This is a strange time, said Legolas; The King has come into his own, and yet it is not the new beginning that we all looked for. He waits, we all wait, in a space between the old and the new. * And waits for what? asked the dwarf; Gandalf seems to know something, but says nothing. * The White Tree is dead in the Fountain Court. A new sapling must be found. * That means searching, not waiting, surely? Well, both: I do not know more. * If our help were needed, it would have been asked for, said Gimli. "We must seek our own employment." * Strange, is it not, that we find it hard to enjoy rest now we have it? * Rest turns to idleness after a while. A dwarf cannot keep holiday forever. * No, idleness does not suit you, or me. * I never heard that elves were much inclined to toil, said Gimli, with a sidelong glance of deliberate mischief. Legolas almost snapped back at him: * We have our crafts and our necessities of life to attend to, but make no parade of industry! He looked right and left along the broad stone-paved street, where a hundred little signs of neglect could be detected in almost all the buildings: the very stones of the city showed the fatigue of the long conflict, and continued: * I and my people could make this a fairer place: I hope we will. But the time for that is not yet. * And I see everywhere work that my hands would do or direct. Gimli stepped up onto the broad ledge of the parapet and looked down on the lower levels, to where the city walls swept round to meet the steep rocky face of the mountain and the space for building was narrow and often dark. It seemed from the appearance of the quarter that the inhabitants were of the poorer classes. * There is still damage untended below, close by the mountain, yet people seem busy everywhere but there. Legolas leaned over to see. * It seems a dark place, so close to the foot of the mountain, even in summer. Those look like dwellings of the poorer folk. But see, there are people - a few: women mainly, and children. He looked more carefully, shading his eyes with one hand, a familiar gesture from the days of the Quest, and went on: * Yes, I see some damage there: the great stones from the war engines have broken the roofs of the houses, there, at the end of the street, though the nearer part seems unharmed. * And the women and children are there in the ruins of their homes? This is dangerous. * Yes, and I see only one or two old men; none of the bands that work elsewhere under masters. * Then here is work for a dwarf's hand and eye. I shall go down, before ruin is made worse by unskilled searching. * I shall go with you, my friend - maybe there is work for me too. Gimli's response was a faint snort of disbelief, but he jumped down from the fire-step without further remark, and started off along the street - in the wrong direction, as it seemed to Legolas, if he wished to descend from the fourth level, where they now stood, to the first. As he was about to speak, Gimli turned abruptly to his right, and disappeared into the wall. Legolas sprang forward, and saw that the reason for the vanishing was nothing more than a narrow opening in the parapet, leading to a steep stair that ran back down within the thickness of the high wall. Gimli was descending rapidly into a deeply shadowed tunnel between the tall buildings of Minas Tirith, and was soon out of sight again as the steps turned between smooth blank walls. Legolas followed him down and blinked in the sudden gloom, then looked up to be sure that there was still bright sunlight above - with the near- inevitable result that he missed his footing and would have fallen if the way had not been so narrow that he could brace his hands against the walls. But he uttered a little startled exclamation as he stumbled, and the sound echoed between the stones and soon brought Gimli leaping back up around the corner. * Legolas? What is it? * I looked up at the sky and almost fell. * Looked at the sky? Addle-pated elf! Save your star-gazing for the night time! And though his words were ungentle, the sound of his deep voice was not. Legolas looked up again, but not until he stood on the small landing at the turn. * This is a strange place, like being underground in the light of day. Are there many of these ways in the city? I had not seen them. * There are several in each level that I have seen - they follow the bones of the mountain: one may travel more quickly than by taking the roads all around. * Descent will be quick enough; said the elf; and an easy way to break one's neck! * Then take more care and forget the skies for a moment. Come on. Legolas followed him round the turn, then, after a short descent, another, and saw the tall narrow cleft of light that led out between the houses onto the third level. The pair had grown used to turning heads as they went about the city, but their sudden appearance in the street caused more of a stir than usual, enough to make them feel rather uncomfortable, but Gimli quickly located the entry to the next alley, and they were gone again. Legolas remarked that these ways would have presented a great danger had the enemy come within the city, but Gimli had already seen that, set into the walls at intervals, were large blocks of stone made to be dislodged to close the narrow ways at need, and pointed out the places where a lever would be thrust to do the job. * And I wonder at you, master Elf, that you say this, when two or three of your folk, with the of shortest your forest bows, could hold such a stair against an army as long as you had arrows, even without the stones. * All these stone walls turn my brain, friend Gimli. Though they are white, and the sun shines, it is dark here. * No darker than under the boughs of your forest. * No - yes - but still the stone is strange to me. This stair turned among the buildings in much the same way as the other, sometimes being an a complete tunnel, and they soon emerged into full sunlight on the broad street of the second level, with the flank of the mountain looming ever higher on their left, and the road to Rohan winding away below. The street was deserted, and looking around they saw that many of the buildings seemed to be storehouses, and were either disused, or closed up as the city made holiday. When they looked over the outer wall, they saw clearly that the number of damaged buildings was quite small, for the main attack had been at the gate of the city, and the high tide of assault had washed up to this place last and fallen back first. But a few people searched there disconsolately among the rubble, looking for their belongings. * As I said, there is danger here! See the old fellow in the straw hat? Will he risk his neck for a few sticks of furniture? The King is making provision against all this - will they not go and receive it? Gimli hurried to the next stairway and started down, his quick firm steps echoing between the walls. The steps were clear to the bottom, save for a few fallen chips of stone, but dwarf and elf emerged into a dismal scene of dust and rubble, and the lingering smell of the enemy's fires. The little group of the labouring folk of Minas Tirith turned from their work in surprise at the sudden apparition, though the two were quickly recognised and made welcome. Then Gimli set about putting his stonecraft to use in the service of the people, examining the damage to see what might be done to clear the mess without danger. Coming to the first house, the home of a widow with two small sons who clung to her skirts, he stooped under the broken doorway, looking for a way to help the woman find a few things to take to the house of the neighbour who was sheltering her. Legolas started to follow him, but was turned back at once. * Come in when I say, not before, please; Gimli said firmly. He turned to study the fallen stones and beams in silence, looking for a way to the less damaged parts at the back of the house, against the rock, where the widow hoped to find a few things still fit for use to help out her neighbour's stores. He moved a stone here, a splintered beam there, quiet, strong and scarcely stirring the dust, and a way cleared before him. Then he called Legolas in: * This is no work for such hands as yours, but since you would come, take this timber here, and when I raise the end of the lintel, put it here, against the pillar, and we shall have a doorway that will stand. Legolas did as Gimli asked, and soon the woman could come in, curtseying her thanks to the 'two lords' at every other word. Gimli watched carefully until she and her friends had removed what they needed, then moved to the next place. He brushed dust from his hands, saying: * We are not dressed for this work. It would be better to return to the guest house and come down again. But I can still look to see what needs to be done. He walked to and fro along the street, almost to where it ended at the foot of the mountain, where one of the many springs of Mindolluin fell into a public well. He continued, peering in through broken windows and under slanting door jambs, until suddenly he was aware that Legolas, so light of foot, had climbed up onto the ruins of the most severely damaged place and was walking along the jagged top of a broken wall, looking over into the wreckage beyond. The dwarf was immediately incensed by such carelessness, and called to him sharply to come down. Legolas turned quickly back, almost running along the wall top, startled by the note of alarm in Gimli's voice into realising the risk he courted. Even as he jumped lightly down to Gimli, half the wall fell in behind him with a huge smother of white dust, and a crash that was as nothing to the roar with which Gimli berated his folly as the stones rattled into stillness and the dust began to settle. The dwarf was so furious that he burst into a tirade in his own fierce language, and none who heard it failed to understand, without knowing a single word; but the mother who stood by also heard in her heart the sound of an anxious love. Legolas recoiled a couple of paces as Gimli concluded in the Common Speech with a stinging: If you can do nothing useful, do nothing! The elf recovering his wits snapped back: * Yes, if your voice does not bring the whole mountain down upon us! As they glared combatively at each other amid the falling dust, the smaller child, frightened by the noise and raised voices, began to cry loudly. The mother hugged him, then looked up at Legolas: * Don't mind what your friend says, Sir, she said shyly; - I scold my little ones much the same when they give me a fright! Then curtseying nervously towards Gimli she added: * Begging your pardon, Sir, but he frightened me too, running on the wall like that. * And you were right to be frightened! Gimli replied in a sort of conciliatory growl; - We meant to help... * Oh you have helped, Sir, you have! * But I think now we should leave, and I shall return tomorrow better prepared ... He turned back towards Legolas: * Which will doubtless mean without you. Legolas said nothing, knowing he had been at fault, but favoured the dwarf with a rebellious look. When they started back up the steps, Gimli stood aside, letting Legolas pass, and muttering into his dusty beard * Must I have you under my eye all the time? Addle-pated elf! While another part of his mind said . He followed the graceful green-clad figure, and chuckled suddenly to himself at the woman's words, and then thought . When they reached the second level, it was still deserted and so quiet that they could hear a faint sound of running water somewhere nearby, which made them mindful of the dust on their hands and faces and in their throats. Side by side once more they crossed the smooth white- paved street and tried to find the source of the trickling sound. The steps which would take them up to the next level opened a little way to their left on the far side of the street, a dark fissure between two shuttered buildings; but almost opposite the entrance from which they had emerged was an iron gate set in a carved archway. Beyond the curved tracery of the grille they could see marble steps that seemed to lead to a terrace above a row of broad, low arches, all firmly closed with heavy wooden doors. The tops of a few small trees and a festoon of bright- leaved creeper hinted at a garden beyond the high wall, and the sound of water seemed to come from the gateway. Legolas looked up at the greenery with interest: * The city needs more of that. * And could have it; said Gimli; there are many good springs, like the one we hear now, bringing water through the rock from the snows of Mindolluin, enough for men and gardens. * Let us see if those who dwell here will allow us to drink from their spring; said the elf. Reaching the gate, he looked through and saw that the water they heard ran in little falls in a channel down the left side of the stair and then disappeared underground just inside the gate. Next they saw that the gate was not locked, nor even bolted, but stood slightly ajar - yet it did not seem to offer a welcome, and their eyes took in what their hearts had already guessed; that this was the gate of one of the many empty houses of Minas Tirith. Legolas pushed the gate and it swung inwards with a long grating squeal. Small plants and grasses were growing at the edges of the steps, and dead leaves lay in the angles. * There is none here to give or deny; said Gimli; I am sorry to see it: this work is good, both the stone and the iron. * And these ferns have been carefully set by the waterway. Legolas stooped and dipped his hands into the water in the narrow channel. * Ah! It is cold! The snows of Mindolluin truly. He shook his hands and the bright drops flew sparkling in the sunshine. Then he went down on one knee beside the channel, splashed water over his face, and drank from cupped hands. Gimli stood and watched him for a moment, still angered by his carelessness and caught again by his quiet grace. Then he too stepped forward and knelt by the streamlet to wash his hands and face and drink the cool, pure water. When they stood again in the noonday sunshine that streamed over the high wall above the gate, Legolas said: * Your beard shines with diamonds, friend Gimli, and snows of Mindolluin are the mine. Gimli glanced down at the rainbow sparkles that mingled with the plaster dust on his carefully braided beard and felt again the elf's strange ability to shake him with anger and delight. * A fine pair of vagabonds we must look, smothered with dust and seeking water as if we were homeless; he growled; Diamonds indeed! But he could not forbear a smile, and Legolas smiled in return, but would not meet his eyes for long. Then Gimli looked around again at the place they were in, and saw that on the right of the small paved square where they stood was a narrow door with a little shuttered window beside it - a gatekeeper's lodge in better days. A rusting iron sconce was set above the archway on the inside, and a bracket that might have carried a bell, but of the bell and a chain or lever to ring it there was no sign. On the left rose a mossy, fern-tufted wall, partly of the rock of Mindolluin, partly of masonry, the side of another building set against the mountain, but the right-hand wall of the stair was of smooth dressed blocks, the side of the terrace they had guessed at from the street. The marble stairs, well-proportioned and wide enough for three to walk abreast, ran up to a second gate of iron scrollwork. Elf and dwarf looked at each other, and silently agreed to go up. The second gate was latched but also unlocked, and opened in the northeast corner of a courtyard, larger than they had expected to find, warm and bright with the sun. On the left, a little way inside the gate, the water of the spring fell from a fissure, above the height of the elf's head, in the wall of living rock, and cascaded into a marble basin from which the overflow ran down beside the stair. There seemed to be no sound in the whole city but the gentle music of falling water. The courtyard breathed a secret peace. The two intruders heard no challenge and now expected none. They stood and gazed around. The place must have been a pleasant dwelling, and that not long ago. On their left, the eastern wall of the court was of rock, topped by the walls of adjacent buildings; facing them on the south, and built, as they soon discovered, partly into the rock of the mountain side, was a range of rooms, fronted by a narrow verandah and roofed with red tiles. Above the tiles rose the rock and then the stone of the third level parapet. The west and north sides of the court held the rest of the house, fronted with the verandah that sheltered doors and windows, and where the north range met the stairway a second arch led back along the end of the building to the terrace overlooking the street. Legolas turned that way first, and they looked down over the roadway to the first level below. The terrace plants in their tubs and troughs were surviving but the soil was drying in the early summer heat. Legolas touched the leaves anxiously and felt the soil. * They all need water * Send for Master Samwise. He might be glad to tend this place. * I know he would, but so should I. There was a wistful note in Legolas' voice as he looked at the plants and shrubs, and Gimli watched him thoughtfully. They explored the whole house, and found every room unlocked but all apparently in good order, even to pieces of furniture and hangings in some of the rooms. * This has not been empty long, said Gimli; Only a matter of months. Legolas agreed. In the north range of the building, opening 0nto the terrace above the street, they found the principal rooms: nearest the entrance gate was a very large living room, with windows flanking doors to courtyard and terrace; next, through an interior connecting door, a smaller room with windows to the terrace only; then through another interior door, the main bedchamber, with a tall window facing north onto the terrace and a smaller one west to the side of the mountain. This room also had its own door to the courtyard, under the verandah. Behind the bedchamber, on the western side, were four more rooms, the first another bedroom with a bed still in it, all rather dark, with the verandah shading the doors and windows on one side, and the mountains looming beyond the windows opposite, above the roofs of the few other buildings that completed the sloping street which ended at the mountain face, like the one below. The southern side of the court, built against the wall of the level above, held the long kitchen, a washroom, storerooms and a privy. Gimli pottered about, examining details of stone, wood and metalwork, seeing for the first time the inside of a house that had belonged, he guessed, to the merchant class of Gondor. Suddenly he realised that Legolas had found where the garden tools were kept, had discovered a watering can, and was busy taking care of the plants and the small trees in their troughs. Gimli stepped out from the shade of the verandah and watched him. He was so absorbed in his work that it was some time before he noticed the dwarf. * Maybe the people will return, said Legolas; or new owners found, probably soon, now the war is over. It will not take much to keep the plants well till then. * Your hands will be best to tend them, and 'tis a pleasant place surely. It should not stand empty long. Legolas stood still in the middle of the courtyard, watering can in hand. * For the first time, I think I could live, for a while at least, in this city of stone. * But the halls of your father are stone of the mountain - how is this different? Legolas frowned. * I know: yet they feel like the forest, and this does not. * Elves! said Gimli softly. Legolas' grey eyes flashed. * You were glad to stay among the trees of Lorien. * True, said Gimli; Though Lorien is like no other forest. And I could live here also, among these strong rocks. And our help could still be of use below; so why not remove here? It wants but little to make it habitable again. A dwarf can keep holiday only for so long! Ach! Nonsense! We are guests in a fine house. It would be discourtesy ... His words trailed into silence as he wondered why he suddenly wished to leave the companionable house and work in this lonely corner of the city. Legolas resumed his tending of the plants, for it grieved him to see the little trees wilting in their urns. There should be green things growing, either to welcome the return of those who had lived here before, or to offer a greeting to someone made homeless by the burning in the Pelennor or elsewhere in the city. Now Gimli followed him as though drawn by a magnet, watching as he examined the plants and gave them water. Suddenly Legolas turned to him and said; * You do not rush in and make my mistakes, dear Gimli. I will not need to scold you for washing the plants away with overmuch water, or any other addle-pated thing! * Forgive my harsh words, Legolas. I was glad of your help, though it is not work for hands such as yours, and you frightened me by putting yourself into danger. * You were right to scold. I did not realise the danger, and I deserved all you said; - he smiled suddenly; - Even if I did not understand a word of it! There, that's done. The plants will be well enough for a while. Shall we go back up? They closed all the doors they had opened, and fastened the gates behind them, leaving the empty house to dream in the sunlight, and went back up by the steep ways of the city to the house where they were lodged with their companions. This was a large guest house on the prestigious fifth level, where the owners were glad to receive such distinguished visitors, after recent times that had seen only dwindling trade. When the others came in, they exchanged news of their doings, and Legolas and Gimli described the deserted house in the quiet corner of the city. Sam said he liked the sound of the place, and wondered who had lived there, whether they might come back; whether someone could go and stay there - To keep the place alive, so to speak. * I know where we might ask, said Pippin; There's an Office of Property Records, or some such name. I passed it the other day. * Then let's go there - after luncheon! said Merry. * First things first; said Gimli with a smile. And so it was that later the same afternoon Pippin found himself leading quite a deputation to the House of Records, Legolas and Gimli bemused to find that the hobbits had somehow decided that the deserted house was meant for them and that matters must be arranged. And such was the standing of the Fellowship in the city that they could have received all they cared to ask for that the city could by any means grant, or so it seemed. Pippin soon found the right officials, and it was established that the house was indeed ownerless. The Warden in charge read through the entries in his ledger with a grave face, and though nothing was said, they all guessed at some tragedy of the war. It seemed that this official was empowered to have some of Faramir's household start work on making the dwelling ready the next day, so Legolas and Gimli were swept off again by the hobbits, having contributed barely a dozen words apiece to the proceedings, with Sam making up a shopping list for the next morning's market aloud as they went. On returning to the guest house, they found that Gandalf and Frodo had come back from their day's conference with the King and the chief men of the city, and so could be told, in differing simultaneous versions, of what had gone on through the day. By the time the deserted house, the falling wall, the stairs, the woman with the two boys, the trees and the spring in the rock had all been thoroughly confused, no-one seemed ready to admit to knowing who had first thought of finding a new home for Legolas and Gimli, though Merry and Pippin chose to maintain that it was Sam, because of his concern for the neglected plants and trees. By the end of their evening meal, Frodo had laughingly given up any pretence of understanding the tale, and Sam caught Gandalf eyeing the elf and dwarf with what he described to himself as a 'very old-fashioned look'. But Sam sympathised with their wish to work for the good of the city, even while they were honoured guests enjoying a time of rest and recovery, and felt inclined to lend a hand himself. ...TBC Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R Summary: Legolas lacks the party spirit. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: None. Author's note. Just a short section this time. Archive: I'd be honoured - just ask. For Continuing Strange 2/? As the daylight faded, the large ground floor room at the front of the guest house began to fill with visitors, people whom the hobbits had met in the city, calling in after the day's work. Legolas looked at the darkening sky: soon he would walk out to watch the stars from the ramparts of the city, as he had done most nights since their arrival - but people would insist on talking to him, and he could do no less than respond courteously, while the stars came out and the hall grew noisier and more crowded. Eventually someone started tuning a fiddle, and the sound was greeted with enthusiasm. In no time at all, an impromptu party was well under way; beer and wine were being ordered, and someone with a tin whistle joined the fiddler. Legolas turned from talking to an off-duty member of the guard to see a woman handing to Gimli a small gittern which the dwarf began to tune, bending his head close to the instrument to be able to hear. It had not really occurred to him before that the dwarves might like music or make music, despite the song or chant of Moria that Gimli had sung (admittedly in a rather fine voice) for the Fellowship: music was such a distinctively elvish thing. Yet he could see from the way Gimli handled the instrument that it was familiar to him. Once satisfied with the tuning, the dwarf struck a plangent chord on the metal strings, and as if this was an expected signal, there came a scraping of chair legs on the tiles and a general pushing aside of furniture. Fiddler and whistle-player appeared beside Gimli, and a discussion of repertoire seemed imminent. Gandalf passed behind the elf, making for the door, and Legolas was convinced that he heard a muttering to the effect of 'let battle commence!' before the wizard disappeared. Looking back across the room towards Gimli again, he saw that the dwarf was now ensconced on one of the deep window sills, with the other two musicians on stools set on top of one of the large tables that had been pushed against the wall. They seemed to have agreed that the fiddler, a man of the city, should lead off, with the other two joining in as they picked up the melody. He clearly made a good choice, for in no time at all a dance had begun which the hobbits and a few men of Rohan who were present soon recognised as a hay, though the people of Minas Tirith had a different name for it. Pippin favoured the elf with this information as Sam and Merry, and even Frodo, went gaily past, weaving through the line down the hall and back again. The Pippin also joined the line, and after a couple of turns up and down, shot off the end with a leap and a screech, which evidently gave the overcrowded line the signal to resolve itself into a circle, or as near a circle as might be, given the shape of the room, which allowed more people to join in, but left little space for anything else. Legolas rose from his seat and edged towards the door. He saw that Gimli was keeping an eye of the fiddler, and adding an accompaniment to the swirling melody with growing confidence while the whistle-player contributed a counterpoint of rustic virtuosity. There was high good humour everywhere; a clapping of hands, tapping of feet, laughter and loud voices. The room was growing very warm too: windows were flung open, and the sound of mirth and music floating out into the streets drew more people in. Legolas stood in the arch of the doorway, unnoticed in the shadowy recess, and felt again the sense of stifling and oppression that had come upon him from time to time since he had entered the city. The noise and the heat made things worse, and yet he wished that he did not shrink from such honest, vulgar merriment. He almost wanted to be asked to stay, rather than have it accepted that he would not wish to do so. He saw one of the men of Rohan, very young and but newly recovered from wounding in the Battle of the Pelennor, and soon tired, leave the hay and climb up to Gimli's window sill. Gimli handed him the gittern, jumped down, and was bundled into the dance by the hobbits. Legolas fled into the cool street, and strode swiftly away, followed by the strains of another lively dance tune. Before he found a stair to climb higher in the city, he heard a wonderful laugh amid the music - deep, rich and resonant: it could only be Gimli's. His step faltered and he almost turned back, but the thought of the lamplit heat of the room dissuaded him. A waxing moon sailed among light bars of cloud above the vales of Anduin, and the air of the late spring night was mild and sweet, but Legolas wandered restlessly and the stars were veiled from his eyes by his own reproaches. He climbed to the walkway on the rampart, and leaned on the parapet, looking down over the city, where many lights burned and the sounds of life floated up - voices, music, domestic animals: but his heart said to him . He tied the little leather thong with a neat knot, and Legolas remained motionless before him. * Legolas? The elf started, as if from sleep. * You were right, friend Gimli; not a single thought left! They went down the stairs to the street, and Legolas paused and said: * I can smell burning. Wood - and something else. They crossed the street, climbed up to the parapet and looked over, but could see nothing strange. The elf must have caught the smoke from one of the many domestic hearths in the city, or from some workshop. But as they turned towards the entrance to the steps that would take them down to the lower level, they heard a woman's voice cry out shrilly somewhere below, cutting through the noises of the city like a knife. Seconds later there came a rumble and a crash of stone, followed after a moment's silence by a dreadful scream. The two leaped forward and down the narrow turning steps as fast as they could go, Gimli leading, ever surer-footed on stone even than the elf. When they reached the bottom they saw the widow and the other people of the lower street, either outside, or running towards, the last damaged house, from which rose a cloud of white dust and a trail of darker smoke. An old man was trying to prevent the widow from entering the ruins. Legolas and Gimli ran up to them, and soon discovered that the woman's younger son, the five-year-old whose toy Gimli had mended, had run into the house, which had then collapsed. The widow was crying out that the boy had seen a little dog go into the house and had run in after it, but no one else had seen the animal. Gimli took charge, and everyone stood back. He climbed over the sill of a vanished window, and started to make his way in. The fallen stone and timber seemed to have settled firmly, and he called Legolas in after him. They could see no trace of the boy until they came to the half-buried doorway of an inner room at the back of the house, where the smell of smoke was strongest. A little of the roof remained, hanging insecurely above the mass of wreckage. Gimli moved cautiously, squinting through gaps, and caught a glimpse of the red cloth of the boy's coat. There was no sign of movement. He eyed the stone and timber, and began to move pieces carefully, passing them back to Legolas. The little group of people waited in the street in a fearful silence, broken only by the mother's sobbing. A few small stones fell rattling and timber creaked. A large stone lintel had fallen across the doorway and jammed fast. Even Gimli's strength could not move it, for there was not room to get a good hold or leverage. The dwarf eyed the narrow gap. * I cannot pass through, and climbing over the top without preparation will surely bring down the rest of the roof; but you, Legolas, you might. The elf looked doubtful, but the mother's cry still sounded in his head in the silence, and he crouched down, though fearful of the weight of stone above him, and found that he could just slide through under the lintel on his stomach where Gimli's barrel-chested frame would not go. Scratched and dusty, he crawled through into the dark cavity beyond, and quickly saw one little outflung hand under the stone. He touched it and already the fingers seemed chill. He set to work as fast as he could, but it seemed an age before he uncovered the small body, while Gimli and the menfolk worked together to clear a safer way into the room. At last the elf held the child in his arms, and the others outside froze in despair, hearing his soft wail of grief when he knew for certain that the boy was dead. Soon the way was open for him to pass the little corpse to Gimli and then climb from the ruin. So the mother received her dead son from the arms of the dwarf, while the elf followed, tears running unheeded through the dirt on his face. The woman, now unable even to weep, took the child to her breast while her family gathered round her. Someone thanked Legolas and Gimli for recovering the body. Gimli made a halting answer, saying that they had worked too slowly. One of the old men said no, why should they have troubled with the ruins of an empty house? Then the little group turned away to the home where the woman was staying, the other boy clinging, shocked and uncomprehending, to his mother's skirts. Elf and dwarf were left alone. Gimli sat down on a stone block and wept. Legolas went down on one knee beside him and took hold of his hands, and only then saw that his own were cut and bleeding, his gloves forgotten in his haste to reach the child. Gimli touched the elf's hands gently, and his tears fell on them. Legolas bit his lip, fighting his own tears, saying inwardly . But Gimli said nothing, for his touch was simply to honour the elf's work to save the child, and his heart was too full of grief for words. Children are yet more precious than gold to the dwarves, though few of other races understand this. A dwarf without wealth is wretched indeed; one who loses a mate is solitary no matter how wealthy; but one who loses a child is a living desolation, and Gimli could not believe otherwise of men. The two stayed there in the street together for a while, until the ringing of the tower bell recalled them to the world, and they realised that the time was past noon. Gimli spoke at last. * Still the Shadow lingers. This is a city of victory, of peace - and the little one dies! Legolas shivered in the sunshine and stood up, running his right hand jerkily down the length of his left arm, and repeating the gesture to the other side, trying to wipe from his body the memory of the child's limp form and lolling head. * Let us go home. Gimli got up, and they returned to their quiet sunny courtyard. He poured wine for them from a stone bottle in the larder, but Legolas scarcely tasted his, and went to sit under the leaf-shaded colonnade on the terrace, trying to travel in his mind to the comfort of the greenwood. He did not notice when Gimli got washed, changed his clothes, and went out, closing the iron gates carefully behind him so as not to break his elvish dreams. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R Summary: Gimli carves a memorial for the little boy, and Legolas behaves very unexpectedly. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: None. Author's note. The unusual method of removing a stone chip from the eye is taken from 'Dutch Agnes Her Valentine' by W.G.Collingwood Archive: I'd be honoured - just ask. For Continuing Strange 6/? Legolas started awake almost two hours later as the dwarf returned and he heard the tread of booted feet in the courtyard. Coming back to reality with an unpleasant jolt, Legolas hurried through the archway and saw Gimli setting something down on the table outside the kitchen. * Gimli, where have you been? Gimli turned at the sound of his voice, surprised to see him still in his old clothes, and quickly realising also that he was in what seemed to the dwarf an unelvish state of distress. * I have been to see the people below; he said; - To find out the time and custom of burial in this place. The old man - he is the child's great-grandfather - told me. He seems to me a worthy citizen, and it is a hard fate that he has lived to see this hour of victory and yet lose three generations of the men of his line. Legolas stared at him with dark blank eyes, as if he did not understand what he was being told. He saw the dwarf soberly and formally dressed in plain dark brown, with the traditional deep dwarvish hood, and began to grasp what he had been doing. As Legolas stood and stared at him, Gimli continued: * The child will be buried at the third hour before noon tomorrow. The burial ground lies outside the walls of the city, opposite the very place where he died, though of course the way thither lies through the great gate. The people of their sort commonly use wooden grave markers, but they will have stone if they can get it. Therefore I have chosen this block, fallen from the wall in the battle, and well finished, and will cut it for him now. I have tools for such work. And the people ask that I should come to the burial, and you also, if you will. Legolas sat down suddenly on the bench as if his feet would no longer support him, and saw the white marble block that the dwarf had placed on the table. * Yes, I will go with you; he answered faintly, then looked up at Gimli; - We have seen many dead, you and I: both friend and foe, foot soldiers and riders; Theoden the King, Halbarad - so many - but this - there was never death in my heart till now, even when Gandalf fell. I thought there could be no darker time than that, but - He could not explain further. Gimli nodded gently. * Yes, I know. And we could do no more than follow his funeral, though he were a king. Gimli went off to his room to put on his working clothes and leather apron again, and find the tools he needed. Legolas sat and looked at the white stone. It was not large, somewhat less than a foot square, and tapered slightly in thickness. The edges and corners were somewhat chipped and uneven, though the surface that lay uppermost was very smooth. Gimli returned with the leather bag containing the tools he had collected during his days in the city. He also carried a scrap of coarse grey paper, which he tucked under one corner of the stone. He started taking things out of the bag: a leather roll holding chisels; a wooden mallet; and from a pocket of his jerkin a little wooden box that held charcoal sticks. Legolas simply sat and watched, feeling helpless and ignorant, knowing he must rely on the dwarf for guidance now that he had strayed into the dark heart of mortal life. Gimli sat down facing the light, and set the stone before him, then looked round at Legolas, feeling for his bewilderment. He had a task to do, the elf had none, so: * Keep thy hands busy and thy mind quiet, sweet elf; he said gently; - This will be a long evening's work, into the night. Food and drink would not come amiss. Legolas seemed to wake up. * Yes, surely. I'll see to it. It had not needed the long days of the Quest, when all had shared duties, to rid him of any ideas of what was or was not fitting for him to do; his years in the defence of Mirkwood had already seen to that, for all who fought the enemy had to be able to survive unaided at need. He turned and went into the kitchen, put more wood in the stove, set a pot of water to boil, and looked through the store of simple fare provided by the city; bread, cured meat, cheese, apples, honey, butter - all good and plentiful; and a stock of dried herbs and other things for infusion, left by Sam when he brought the mushrooms. Legolas sniffed the various packages, and the scent of blackberries from one of them filled his mind with memories of happy days in the greenwood, tending the trees, or hunting deer with his kinsmen along the eaves of the forest. He set the packet by the stove, and prepared the platters while the water boiled. He heard the occasional clink of metal as Gimli made ready for his work, and then, unexpectedly, the sound of the dwarf's deep voice, singing very softly in his own tongue a few staves of a strange tune. The song was quiet, yet rich and full, and the sound seemed to fall around the elf like a velvet mantle, and to speak of beauty growing out of darkness. Legolas stood spellbound for a long moment, but the song soon ceased, and he stepped out into the evening sunlight again with a platter of food and an earthen cup of the fragrant infusion for Gimli, who breathed the sweet vapour and said: * What is this? The scent alone cheers my heart. * It is the scent of the wildwood as summer moves to autumn; said Legolas; - A gift from Master Samwise. * Tell me, Legolas, how do they count wisdom in that strange land of the Shire, if one such as he is named only half wise? * I cannot tell; said the elf; - Unless his naming was over-hasty, and never put right: or maybe it is a protection against pride. * Ah, that last I could believe, for he is protected. Gimli sipped the blackberry brew and smiled. * My thanks to you, Legolas. This is just what I needed for inspiration. Legolas brought his own food and sat at the other side of the table. Gimli ate bread and honey, and just looked at the stone, touching the surface lightly from time to time. Legolas watched. Then the dwarf took a deep breath, pushed the wooden platter aside and smoothed out the piece of grey paper. He laid it beside the stone, fixed a charcoal stick into a brass holder, and began to set out his work on the white surface of the stone. Now Legolas could see that the paper had the boy's name and his father's written on it in elvish characters. Gimli's marking out seemed to consist of just a few very light lines and points, placing the shape of the names. At the lower right of the stone he marked something else, that the elf did not recognise, but he did not speak, and simply watched and waited. Gimli went over the work again, putting in more detail, wiping some of the marks away with a scrap of rough leather and correcting them. At last he selected a chisel, took up his mallet, and began to cut the stone. He worked steadily, the light double strokes falling with surprising speed and regularity, and gradually the shapes of elvish letters formed, cut cleanly into the stone. * These letters are not easy to work; he said, pausing to brush aside some dust and fine stone chips; - Dwarf runes are better for carving, with straighter lines. Legolas nodded. It was not something he had ever considered, but it seemed to make sense. From time to time Gimli would select a different chisel to suit the shape he was cutting, and Legolas started to look at the tools, seeing the various widths and angles of the edges, picking them up and comparing them; but Gimli found the movement of elvish hands at the edge of his vision distracting and said quietly: * Don't fidget; as if he were addressing some inattentive dwarf apprentice. * Sorry. Legolas sat still, elbows on the table, chin resting on the backs of his interlaced fingers. Gimli worked on, and the stone walls of the little courtyard house echoed with a silvery sound. The sun was sinking, and soon the great mountain cast its shadow over the city. The work was not half done. The dwarf laid down his tools, clenching and stretching his powerful hands. * Now I need lamps, but it is not good to work through the change of light; so, another cup of that brew of Sam's, and let us see how many lamps or candles are in the house. Hmm. I must move and work in the kitchen; moths will fly into the flames out here. Legolas had already noticed a number of lamps on a shelf at the far end of the long kitchen, opposite the stove. * I think you will have light enough; he said; - I'll see what I can find. Soon the room glowed with the warm light of thick wax candles, burning with steady flames in their glass shields. These were lamps meant for the main rooms of the house, made of fine crystal that gave a good light. Gimli seemed pleased when he brought in the stone, and asked Legolas to move only one of the lamps he had hung from the hooks set in the beams of the low ceiling. When he started work again, Legolas sat as before and watched. Until now, he had only seen Gimli sharpen axe blades, knives or arrow heads, cut wood or repair other gear of war and travel: no, not only that; he had played the gittern with evident skill the other evening; and now the blunt-tipped fingers guided a chisel that cut letters in stone like a clean pen-stroke. How did he place and weight the innumerable little blows to form those clear and flowing lines? The art of stone cutting, which had seemed to be revealing itself to him, dissolved back into greater mystery. Legolas leaned closer, then started back as a tiny flying stone chip stung his left eye. He raised a hand automatically, but Gimli said NO! loudly enough to stop him, stood up quickly and walked around the table. He turned the elf's face toward the nearest lamp with one hand under his chin and then gently lifted the lid of the left eye which now streamed with tears. Legolas did not blink, and was utterly astonished when Gimli, having examined the eye carefully, suddenly drew very close, darted out the tip of his tongue - and the piercing sting of the stone was gone. Gimli spat out the sharp and dangerous splinter, and grinned broadly at the look on the elf's face. * 'Tis an ancient trick of miners and stone-cutters; he said; - Even the lightest fingers may be too heavy, and sight is too precious. Bathe your eye with the waters of the spring, and it will be better in minutes. * Thank you. I am sorry. Everything I do is a trouble to you, just more elvish nonsense. Gimli stared at him, hands on hips, deliberately exaggerating the dwarvish attitude. * Now that IS nonsense. Such things happen all the time, so no more of it. Go and bathe your eye, then keep me company again. I may need your advice. The last words were a surprise, so Legolas did as he was bidden without a word. Soon Gimli's mallet and chisel sounded again, and the dwarf smiled a little as he worked, even though it was hard to cut the flowing lines of the letters cleanly - the elf's skin so soft, the fine bone beneath, smooth and strong - it was pleasure simply to be near him and work without speaking. Legolas came back and resumed his place. By midnight the letters were done. Gimli turned the stone about, examining each shape in the fall of the lamplight. * It is not so well done, I fear; not ill, but not well. To Legolas' eyes, the deeply incised letters appeared as clear as fine penmanship, and he said so. * Thank you, my friend. Yes, it is not ill done. But now comes the last mile, if you will help me. * Help you? How? We have some stonecraft in the greenwood, but not like this. * It is not stonecraft that I look for, Legolas, but your eye that sees the beauty of growing things. Come, sit here on the bench beside me, and see what I would cut in this space on the stone. Legolas moved closer to the dwarf and looked at the faint charcoal lines to which he pointed with one blunt finger, the squarish nail white with stone dust. At first the elf could not make out what the lines were intended to show, and glanced round to see Gimli watching him anxiously. He looked back, knowing it was important not to ask 'What is it?' and suddenly saw the answer, an answer that pierced his heart strangely with tenderness for the dwarf: he had outlined a small cluster of niphredil, such as he had seen springing from the forest floor in Lórien, mingling the frail nodding heads with closed buds that looked like tears falling for the dead child. Legolas looked back at him, lips parting with his soft intake of breath. * Ah! Niphredil! How wisely you choose. The blossoms seem to weep. * Then I have drawn them well? He sounded eager for reassurance, and went on: * There was so much to see in the Golden Wood, so much to learn, to remember, and all strange to my eyes. Look closely now, and tell me where memory has failed, where I have gone astray, before I begin to cut, for it cannot be put right but by starting afresh, and it is now past midnight. Here, take the charcoal and correct my work as you will. He offered the charcoal stick in its little brass holder, and Legolas took it automatically, but when he looked at the stone again he felt a surge of dismay. He could find no fault, but even if he had, felt no certainty of being able to correct it. If he said so, would Gimli believe him, or think it elvish condescension? How was it that a dwarf could make an elf feel so inadequate? * I have no skill to alter what you have done; he said, laying down the charcoal; - Your memory does not deceive you. Your song called the flowers from the stone - they will grow when you strike. Gimli's sharp breath and sudden straightening of the back shocked him. The deep-set eyes flashed with unexpected anger and suspicion. * You understood the song? Where did you learn our language, elf? Legolas' shoulders drooped. He shook his head, uttering a soft dejected No! * I did not know one word, but the meaning seemed to enter my heart. The yellow lamplight glittered and swam in a haze of tears, and he looked away, trying to hide his weakness from Gimli's keen gaze. * Legolas, forgive me! The deep voice was soft again: * I wound your gentleness with old suspicions that should never come between us. His work-hardened right hand reached out and curved against the elf's cheek. A light sweep of the thumb brushed tears from silken gold-brown lashes. * You judge my work kindly, and this is how I repay you! It is as I said: still shadows linger, even in our minds. Forgive me. Legolas could not speak, but leaned his face against Gimli's hand, raising his own left hand to cover the dwarf's, then drew it away so that he could place a kiss in the dusty palm. * Ach! Sweet forgiveness! May it bless my work. The candles in the crystal lamps were starting to burn down and flicker. Recovering his composure, Legolas stood up. * Without light there will be no work. He went to the store cupboards to find more candles, while Gimli laid out the tools he would need to carve the flowers. Soon the light strokes of the mallet, and the ringing of steel on stone, began again, and Legolas sat silent and still, watching as before. Inch by inch the fine leaf-blades, slender stems and nodding heads of niphredil grew on the face of the white stone block, until Legolas fancied that he saw them sway in the soft breeze of Lórien if a candle flame leapt or sank. At last Gimli sat back from his work and stretched, then wiped the surface of the stone with the flat of his hand. The film of dust removed, the plant forms stood out, pure and graceful. Legolas rose to look, leaning lightly over Gimli's shoulder. * Surely that is well done, whatever you say of the letters. Truly, I think these stone flowers stir as if they lived. * Truly? Gimli twisted on the bench to look up at him. * Truly. Gimli drew a deep breath, released it slowly, and seemed satisfied. Then he took up yet another chisel from the collection laid out neatly on the leather roll, and worked quickly round the edge of the stone, taking out the chips and cracks. * There! I have not the time or the means to polish it, but the surface is fair enough to serve. And it is more than three hours past midnight. In fact the sky was already growing light with the early dawn of summer. Legolas reached out and touched the stone, tracing the lettering and the flowers with his fingertips. Gimli watched with a smile that was hidden by his thick moustache. He was now satisfied that he had done his best in the circumstances, but for the elf there was no such comfort. He felt the silence of the night all around them, the city at rest under the watchful eyes of the guards; and down below, somewhere in the shadows, a house of death, where an old man and his grandson's widow kept vigil beside one more lost hope of Gondor. Legolas stood up behind the dwarf, pressing his folded hands to his chest in an odd, awkward gesture, as if he felt some pain. * You have a gift to bring, Gimli, that will please them in days to come, when the first sorrow is past. You understand mortal grief. What can I do? Gimli rose and looked at him, seeing the grey eyes dark and wide in wondering pain. * You will come with me to the burial. You will look like a king's son. And the memory of your beauty and your sorrow will comfort them also as the years pass. Legolas gazed at him doubtfully, wanting to believe him, and bowed his head slowly. * And now I must rest; said the dwarf: - But first the hands must be busy again and quiet the mind. Do you see to the fire and put out the lamps, while I tidy my tools. Legolas moved to comply, glancing round all the time at the swift neatness of the dwarf as he put away the tools of his magical craft and swept up the dust and fragments of stone. Soon there was nothing on the table but the stone block, the leather tool roll, and the mallet, side by side, and the wooden platters with the remains of their meal. The last two lamps on the ceiling hooks shed a soft light. Legolas picked up the platters and moved towards the workbench by the sink, and Gimli reached out and took the last apple as he passed. thought the elf with a sudden lifting of the spirits A moment later an extraordinary sound stopped him in his tracks: a loud crunch like a blow struck in battle, hideous in the silence where only a faint crackle from the fire in the stove could be heard. Legolas turned swiftly, to see Gimli offering him half of the apple. He had simply twisted it in two between his hands, down through the core, having caught his smile and guessed his thought. * Hungry as a hobbit, eh, Master Elf? Well, share it - it is juicy and sweet. But what troubles you? Legolas set down the plates and took the half apple. It was indeed juicy. * It was the noise. It sounded like, like - He did not want to bring such memories into the quiet house. * Ach! So it did! Elvish ears are so keen. I am sorry. Legolas dismissed the matter with a little wave of his hand, and took a bite of apple. Gimli licked juice from his fingers before turning his attention to his half of the fruit. * There are good orchards somewhere hereabouts; said the elf. * Or there were; said Gimli; - After all that has happened, I fear there will be much replanting needed - work for your folk, perhaps? * Yes indeed. Some of us have skill with orchard trees, some with the woodland sort. There will be work for all in the new age. * And a good thing too! But I have had enough of work for today. Will you take down a lamp for me? My arm will not reach so far! Legolas took the nearest lamp down from its hook with an easy stretch, while Gimli put his tools in his bag, slung it over his shoulder and picked up the stone. They walked side by side across the courtyard under a pale sky from which night was already fading, and Legolas opened the door to the dwarf's room under the shadow of the verandah. He went in and set the lamp on the table, then returned to the kitchen to take down the other lamp for himself while Gimli prepared for bed. As soon as he was out in the courtyard and alone, Legolas felt the sorrow of the day return with new force. He could not stay out with the stars, even for what remained of the night, nor did he want to be alone under a roof of stone. The events of the day had disturbed his elvish certainties, and he would find no rest in the familiar paths of waking dreams. With sudden unthinking resolve, he darted into the room he had chosen as his and opened the cedarwood chest at the foot of the bed. As much by touch as by sight, he found a soft white robe folded away at the bottom, flung off his clothes, put on the robe and shook his hair out of its working braid, and then, taking his lamp, padded barefoot along the verandah and whisked into Gimli's room before the dwarf returned from washing away the last dust of his labours in the back kitchen. Gimli saw the light beyond his half-open door as soon as he stepped into the courtyard and hesitated, puzzled, then hurried across and stopped again, amazed, a couple of steps inside the room, by the tall white figure, lamp in hand, that faced him framed by the dimly glowing window. For a long moment they stared at each other. Gimli felt compelled to say something. * Will you walk out to view the stars like that? * No, this is for rest. Gimli sat down abruptly on the edge of the bed, unable to believe what was happening. Legolas had turned and was closing the curtain. * Will you even shut out the stars? The wooden rings clashed faintly on the curtain pole and Legolas turned back to face him across the flame of the little lamp. * Tonight I would shut out earth and stars, shut out all but thee. Gimli heard grief and loneliness in the soft elvish voice, the voice of an immortal who had held death in his arms and felt mortal despair for the first time. But he could only gaze and whisper: * Thy beauty leaves me breathless. * Then I will hide it from thee; said Legolas, unsmiling, and stepped forward. So Gimli saw his fate come towards him on slim pale feet, scarcely less white than the robe that rippled and clung between the long legs of the elf as he walked. Legolas put his candle on the wall bracket, lifted the bedclothes, and slid into the bed, where he lay stretched flat on his back and covered to his chin. Gimli still sat, astonished, yet not too much so to turn round and look down at the elf, who looked back with a pleading intensity. Gimli understood that this was not the moment to admire elvish beauty, nor the time to fear any elvish distaste for the sight of a naked dwarf. He took off his rough brown robe, let it fall to the floor, and put on his plain dwarvish nightshirt. Legolas just stared with the same expression, until Gimli lay beside him. Then his eyes closed slowly and opened again. Gimli thrust his left arm gently under the elf's neck, and felt the slim strong body creep timidly against him like a frightened child's. * Hands of a dwarf, hold me. You bring beauty out of the darkness of stone. Help me to mortal sleep out of my elvish wakefulness. Let me share your nightly death and learn to wake again. The very strangeness of the words alarmed him and shocked his mind away from awakening desire. He had heard tales enough of what might happen if an elf came to one's bed (not that such tales ever said anything about elves and dwarves - the other party was always a mortal) but, true or untrue, none of them resembled what was happening now, so he drew Legolas closer, in the bend of his arm, until the elf's head rested on his shoulder, against his thick beard. He laid his other arm gently round the strangely cool body, and held him firmly. The elf seemed to be shivering slightly, trembling like a poplar leaf in a faint breeze. It was only the merest fine tremor, but from deep within his body, as disturbing as the first warning vibrations in the heart of a mountain when the work of the miners goes awry. Gimli did not fully understand, but he knew that the death of the child had been to Legolas as the ill-aimed stroke of the miner's pick. he thought; He could not decide what to say, and instead stroked Legolas' back slowly, fingers aware of the archer's powerful muscles under the thin stuff of the gown. Legolas sighed, and his breathing seemed to slow a little. After a while Gimli asked softly: * What is it that ails you, my friend? What is there here to harm the fair folk? For a moment it seemed that the elf would not reply, but then he put his arm around Gimli and started to speak in a low murmur, so quietly that Gimli was never sure that he had heard everything aright. * I see mortal life pass by me, so swift, so frail, so often beautiful, so full of invention and courage; but it is like the waters of Nimrodel flowing through my hands. I cannot hold a moment of it. It is out reach, through a veil, in a mirror, the life of mortals that springs and dies and springs again and is new - and all I know of it is the child, dead under the stones, and I feel that I am left behind by the stream, with a dead dream in my hand, in a world where there is nothing new, because it is immortal. I want to sleep and wake again, and be made new. The old man and the mother, they will not die, though the child did, will they? * Sometimes people do die, of grief and pain; said Gimli; - But mostly no, they will not die till their time comes. * They will sleep, and wake again, and a new day will come and bring its comfort. * Most like, if not soon. New grief has an open eye, Legolas, and the sleep you speak of does not come at bidding. * Yet how often have we seen those who have lost their friends and kin in battle fall into sleep and rise next day to fight again. And it must be so for all mortals, for they prosper and grow as we do not, despite all the weakness we see in them. I seem to see that their strength is in their frailty, and that makes me afraid for the life of my kind. Gimli was both deeply astonished and alarmed, and thought he had misheard, or misunderstood. Could Legolas truly be saying that the life of mortals might in some way surpass that of the elves? It was surely an idea that had never been entertained by an elf before, or by any other. He did not feel equal to questioning now, when he needed rest, yet the elf's words made a clear picture in his mind of one left behind by the river of life, and it was a picture that filled him with dismay, for he lived in that river of change, loss and renewal, and like others before him had wished to leave it and dwell on the unchanging shore. He raised his hand and gently stroked Legolas' head, and caressed the angle of his brow and temple with a broad, hard-skinned thumb. Almost at once he felt the special stillness that gripped the elf at a touch to his head or hair. Maybe this was the way to give him the sleep he craved, and escape from perplexing ideas and arguments in the dead hours of the night. Warily, he allowed himself to enjoy the form of the skull under his hand, the fine smooth hair, the delicate-seeming skin. The candles flared and burned out, sending drifts of smoke into the warm air. Gimli's dwarvish sense of thrift reproved him for neglect, while another inner voice asked In the darkness he seemed to hear the elf's breathing more clearly, and realised that it had slowed to a gentle rhythm of rest. he thought, and fell asleep in his turn, his hand laid protectively on Legolas' head. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE (7 & 8) Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R/NC17 Summary: 7 - The funeral. 8 - What happened afterwards. Gimli encounters a puzzling aspect of elvish sexuality: it will take him a while to work out a reasonable explanation. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: Slash. Author's note. 7. Morning found them still close together, and Gimli woke first, despite the closed curtains, for dwarves need no bells or daylight to mark the passing hours, being born with a sense of time suited to life underground. He was very surprised that Legolas did not wake as soon as he stirred, having quickly learned during the journey that the Elf's wakefulness was an unfailing safeguard through the weariest night. He rose cautiously and opened the curtains, thinking that the daylight would rouse Legolas gently, and set about preparing for the day. Legolas was still asleep when Gimli went to the kitchen to mend the fire and prepare breakfast, and while he was busy there the gate clanked and Sam appeared with his basket and an offering of further treasure from the dewy fields of Pelennor. Gimli stepped to the kitchen door to greet the Hobbit, then catching a glimpse of white looked suddenly past him across the courtyard, so that Sam turned inst inctively and looked too, and saw Legolas standing in the doorway of Gimli's room in his long robe, one hand on the door jamb, beautiful, dishevelled and seeming so stunned with sleep as to be unsteady on his feet. Sam turned back towards Gimli with an expression more like a grin of triumph than the shock the Dwarf expected. Gimli found his voice: 'It's a long story, and it ends with a funeral this morning.' Now Legolas was crossing the courtyard, looking more wakeful with every step. 'Good morning, Sam. Have you been out early with your lady friends?' Sam laughed, delighted by the Elf's composure. 'On my own, I'm afraid! I was too early for lady friends, not too early for mushrooms.' 'And nothing will keep a Hobbit from his mushrooms!' Legolas sat down on the courtyard bench and picked a large mushroom from the basket that Sam had set on the table. 'Splendid! Thank you, Sam.' He put the succulent fungus back, then pressed one hand to his forehead and ran it back over his hair. 'Mortal sleep; darkness; I don't know - but peace, yes, peace.' The others watched him, wondering. Sam guessed that they had shared a bed, but not for the usual reason. Maybe that would happen later. 'A bath will wake you', said Gimli. Legolas stood up and stretched his long arms with his catlike grace, then seemed to tense with the return of memory. 'The boy! When - ?' 'Time enough' said Gimli, gently; 'I said, we must look like lords, for him. Go and make ready. Sam and I will see to the breakfast.' 'A boy? What boy?' asked Sam, as Legolas moved away. 'Give me a hand in the kitchen and I'll tell you.' When Sam had heard the story, he wished he could accompany his friends, for he had a Hobbit's strong desire to do the right thing in such circumstances, but he had to go with Frodo to a meeting with Faramir before the hour of the burial. Gimli brought the stone from his room and set it on the table for Sam to see. Sam thoroughly approved of his having taken time to discover what was usual for a burial among the common folk of Minas Tirith, and of the use of his special skill in making the grave marker. Back in the kitchen, he could hear Legolas in the further room beyond the curtained arch, and lifted the wooden cover of the setpot to check the contents. It was well filled with pleasantly steaming water. Sam was surprised. 'I refilled it last night' said Gimli; 'But he doesn't care for hot water.' 'Ugh!' said Sam, with a mock shiver; 'Even on a sunny morning like this I wouldn't say no to hot water. Hobbits love hot baths - Bilbo made a song about it.' 'I doubt if even that would persuade an Elf' laughed Gimli. Sam turned his attention to the pan of frying mushrooms and the kettle. Gimli set the table. 'Will you have breakfast with us, Sam? Second breakfast?' Gimli added, with a deep friendly chuckle. 'Second, as you rightly guess; and yes, thank you very much.' Legolas pushed aside the heavy red-brown curtain and came into the kitchen, his hair sleek and damp, with all the braids out. Sam thought suddenly that the long straight white robe, which he took to be some sort of elvish nightgown, gave him an odd resemblance to Galadriel, and wondered if Gimli thought so too. This morning he was thinking quickly enough not to put the idea into words. Legolas said: 'I don't know why it should be, but things seem to smell better when Sam does the cooking.' Gimli uttered a kind of disparaging snort. 'No offence to your cooking, my friend! But Sam's smells better than anyone's.' 'That's very kind, I'm sure' said Sam; 'But I dare say you wouldn't have to go far in this city to find better, if you cared to look.' Breakfast over, Sam hurried off back to Frodo, and the grey-haired chamberlain from Faramir's household appeared to see to what was needed about the house that day. If he thought that there was anything eccentric, or worse, in their choosing to remove to this place together, neither word nor manner betrayed it. With orders for the day given, they were alone again, looking at each other across the kitchen table. 'What did Sam think?' Legolas asked abruptly, and saw Gimli smile. 'Many things, some right and some wrong; but he was pleased, I could see it in his face. I told him what happened to the child, showed him the stone.' 'Sam is one of a kind, I think. Pleased!' 'Not quite one of a kind, I would say. Remember that Merry and Pippin helped to install us here before we could say a word against it. Sam will be reporting back!' The look on Legolas' face was worth a little embarrassment. 'But look you, Legolas, we cannot sit longer. It is proper to go down to the house to join the funeral there, so we must get ready.' The Elf, who had seemed to be drifting into a dreamlike state, woke up again and blinked at Gimli, the sorrow of the day returning to his face. He went out into the courtyard and started combing his hair in the sunshine to dry it, while Gimli returned to his room and chose a tunic of fine velvet, of an indigo colour like a thundercloud, with silver borders, as fit for the occasion. With black breeches and boots, and a heavy black leather belt richly ornamented with silver, the effect was sombre and dignified. When he had combed and rebraided his beard to his satisfaction, he undid his thick plait of red-brown hair and spread it into a shining bushy mantle over his shoulders, thinking it unlikely that anyone would understand that this represented dwarvish formality: braided hair, as distinct from a braided beard, being for everyday wear, for work, for war, travel or sleep. Then he took up his grey cloak and also his old travelling pack, to carry the stone, and went to find Legolas. Legolas was still in his room, opening his pack to take out something wrapped in soft dark cloth. He did not know why he had carried it all the way from Rivendell, where he had worn it last, a useless piece of finery - until now: his favourite circlet of silver leaves. He must ask Gimli if it would be right to wear it. He glanced out of the window just as the Dwarf, having put his cloak and bag down on the table, turned around to look for him. As Gimli stood there in the sunshine, Legolas felt his heart stop at the sight of the noble figure before him, and then leap painfully against his ribs. All the grandeur of the Dwarf's ancient, stoical , misunderstood race seemed to shine around him. Legolas' hands shook and the silver circlet almost fell to the floor. He gripped it firmly, forcing himself back to calm, but whispering to himself: 'Every day I see him for the first time!' He took a few deep breaths, opened the door and went out. This was not the moment to confess his feelings, any more than last night had been for him to hear Gimli's words of love. Gimli looked him up and down as he approached. His forest green garments were as rich and dark as the Dwarf's blue, set off by silver embroidery and a white shirt of the finest linen. The silver circlet caught the Dwarf's eye immediately. 'Should I wear this?' Legolas asked, holding it out to Gimli. 'Yes. You are a king's son and should let it be seen.' He turned the fine silver around with skilled fingers. 'This was not made for you.' It was a statement, not a question. 'No, I had it from my father, and he from his.' 'I see that would be so. This is ancient work, Dwarf's work, too. I see the name of one Nain marked here: but there have been many of that name among our people, and I cannot tell which it should be.' He looked up at Legolas again. 'Ah, that is what kept you, putting more braids in your hair to stop the circlet cutting. Would you sit down, please?' He laid the circlet on the table. Legolas sat on the bench and Gimli put his hands lightly around the Elf's head, thumbs almost touching in the middle of his forehead. Then he took the circlet up again and passed it between his hands, running them out from the centre to the two open ends. 'Hmm. This deserves careful work. But for now ...' Legolas watched, but could not understand exactly what reshaping the Dwarf's powerful hands sought to perform. He could not see that anything was happening to the band of finely-wrought silver leaves, but when Gimli slipped it into place on his brow he felt the difference immediately. Gimli smiled at the look on his face. 'That will do for today, will it not? I can make the final corrections later.' He inspected the narrow braids of the Elf's bright hair, all formed with the usual elvish four strands, and made sure that they were arranged in the same way on each side of his head, some under and some flowing over the circlet. Legolas felt again, more strongly than ever, the strange effect of Gimli's hands on his hair. Blood and breath seemed to stop, waiting, waiting ... He must speak of it soon, or one day he would surely fall to the ground senseless, and how Gimli would feel if that happened he dared not imagine. He realised that Gimli was speaking to him, as he slid the carved stone into his pack. 'I said, it is time to go. I think we should wear the Lady's cloaks.' Content to be guided by Gimli's understanding of what was proper, Legolas fetched his grey cloak from his room and put it on. Gimli had slung his pack across his shoulder, so that it hung by his side, concealed under the cloak. They went down to the first level, and saw the little party of friends and neighbours assembling, waiting for the bereaved family. They were greeted with grave bows and few words, and Legolas saw that Gimli had learned the customs of the people well, for everyone, man, woman and child, was dressed in the best they had, under plain cloaks. His embroideries and silver circlet were no more or less correct than their homespun. Soon the house door was opened, and the widowed mother, her white kerchief now changed for black, came out with her surviving son, followed by some female relations. Then came her grandfather, and after him two younger men, bearing the child's coffin between them on a plain wooden bier. All the people waiting in the street drew their hoods up over their heads, and Legolas and Gimli did the same as they took their places at the end of the little procession. The grandfather led the way, followed by the two with the coffin, then the mother and son, then the rest of the family, and friends in their proper order, and lastly the two strangers, who kept their eyes on the people in front of them, but were nevertheless aware that some of those whom they passed in the street noticed their presence despite the concealing cloaks of the Galadhrim. It was a long slow walk, round half the circumference of the city to the ruined gate, and then back again outside the walls to the burial ground close by the foot of the mountain. The Keepers of the Tombs led them to the freshly-dug grave, and the simple ceremony of farewell began. Some of the women sobbed aloud; the dark trees rustled, and the quietly spoken words were partly lost to the hearing of Elf and Dwarf, and soon the little coffin was lowered from sight and the first earth cast into the grave by the mother. Legolas wondered at her tearful dignity, and her curtsey to the Keepers which an Elf princess could scarcely have bettered for pride and grace. Then he saw the old grandfather look across at Gimli, and with a nod and a gesture of his hand indicate that it was time for him to present the stone. As the Dwarf stepped forward there was only the merest stir, as if the company had been told beforehand what would happen. Gimli carried the stone in both hands, having slid it from the bag during the ceremony, and offered it to the mother, who gazed earnestly into his craggy face before looking down and laying one hand on the carved name in acceptance and blessing. Then the Keepers took the stone and placed it at the head of the grave - but the freshest among many new graves - and all was over. The mourners put back their hoods, and the procession walked back in order as before. This time there was no mistaking two of the king's companions among the common people, and the tale made its way about the city. Legolas wondered what they should do when they reached the house where the widow was staying, but Gimli had acquired some knowledge. 'Only the family and closest friends will go in; he whispered; 'Then someone will bring out glasses of a particular drink for the rest of us, and when that has been taken, we may depart.' The drink, served in very small thick glasses by an elderly woman, was a strange herbal concoction of a dark brown colour - bitter, strongly alcoholic and fiercely warming. When everyone had drunk, the mother appeared in the doorway and said: 'I thank you for your friendship.' All those outside bowed to her, she went back into the house, and the old woman followed with her tray of empty glasses and closed the door. The friends and neighbours dispersed quietly, bowing to the two companions with few words. Legolas and Gimli climbed the long steep steps to their house on the next level, while Mindolluin rolled a wave of chilly air down from snow-capped heights. It seemed a fitting comment from the great mountain. 8. They stood in the courtyard and looked at each other. Duty done, they had come to a hollow time, a blank. It was already past noon. Gimli saw the Elf's face pale and cold in the sunlight, despite the ritual drink. 'Time for some wine, I think.' Legolas followed him into the kitchen and sat at the end of the table nearest the fire. Gimli looked at him sideways. It was the first time he had seen Legolas show any sign of feeling cold - even on Caradhras he had been unconcerned: underground in Moria he had not shivered, but now - Gimli chose a strong red wine and filled two large glasses. As he gave one to Legolas their hands touched: the Elf really was cold, his strange elven flesh reflecting his state of mind. thought Gimli, with admiring tenderness, finding it wonderful that time had not dulled or hardened him. Legolas took a deep draught of the wine, and in the space of a few heartbeats it seemed that a faint ghost of its ruby colour glowed through his skin. Gimli raised his glass in a silent toast to his friend, and drank. The stove ticked and rustled faintly as ashes settled within, and quiet warmth surrounded them. 'Alone again' said Gimli. 'What? No, don't say alone: together.' 'That's what I meant, just us. And is that what you want, the two of us, together?' 'Yes! Or why are we here at all?' Legolas leaned forward, across the table: 'We have come so far, by strange paths' he went on; 'Always drawing closer. I do not want this to end ...' Then he paused, as if his own words had surprised him, and Gimli could see the pulse in the side of his throat. 'It must end, or change' said the Dwarf gruffly; 'We know there is work to be done, in this new age, in a kingdom reborn; we know what we would do and where. We should begin with the city, you and I, so the end might be delayed. And after that - then we would have, if all goes well, Aglarond and Ithilien - far enough apart, yet peace need not divide us, if we will otherwise.' 'Your words comfort me. We will be together, even when apart. We have shared so much, it cannot end.' 'Cannot? War and danger brought us together. With that gone, what will hold us?' 'Do you trust me no longer? One moment you speak comfort, and the next ...' 'Trust? Yes, I trust even where I do not understand, yet I dare not believe that one of your kind would choose to be with me when peace sets you free.' 'What?' Legolas shook his head rapidly, as if he had dived under water and come up unable to hear, then suddenly understanding. 'Oh, foolish Dwarf! I am not 'my kind'! I am not 'Elves'! as you say in your disparaging voice. I am I, Legolas; and I see you with my own sight, not the sight of my people. I beheld you this morning, out there in the court, your hair spun out of copper, bronze and gold, your robe like a storm cloud edged with silver by the sun, and it was I that was left breathless! Does not your own pride tell you that you are splendid? Will you always fear that the false judgements of the Elves may be true?' Gimli stared in wonder, hearing this sudden tirade, and Legolas saw a deeper colour flush his ruddy cheeks, and the dark eyes dropped shyly from his gaze. 'I have no pride before you.' 'Now we change places and YOU talk nonsense! I want to see your dwarvish pride shine out, for it is true, true, and our elvish ideas mistaken.' Gimli drew a deep breath, fighting the shock and delight of what he was hearing. 'Is it not all words? he growled; - If to love beauty and gather it is greed, we are greedy; if to keep what we have is grasping, we are so; if it is jealousy to guard the beauty we love from those who would despoil it, yes, we are jealous!' Then suddenly he laughed: - 'But that an Elf should so change his mind is wonderful, and you are wonderful.' He stood up slowly, gazing at the Elf, and said in his deepest, softest voice: 'And a Dwarf loves what is rare and wonderful!' Legolas set his glass down unsteadily, spilling a few dark drops of wine, and stood too, as if compelled to follow Gimli, and they simply stepped close and embraced. Legolas let his cheek rest against the top of Gimli's head, and, feeling the Dwarf's powerful arms clasped around him, trembled violently and whispered against the luxuriant springy hair: 'Gimli Glóin's son, take me to your bed again' he hesitated and laughed shakily - 'before I fall over!' Gimli's first reaction was a tightening of his grip and a deep chuckle. Then he drew back, took up his wineglass and the flagon, indicating with a jerk of the head that Legolas should bring his glass, and turned to lead the way. They crossed the courtyard in a dazed silence, Legolas with one arm around the Dwarf's shoulders, clinging for support as his head swam with something stronger than wine. Once in the room, Gimli set glass and flagon on the chest beside the bed and, suddenly mindful of the possibility of unexpected visitors, recalled that he had seen a wooden bar for the door - somewhere. He glanced impatiently round the room, spotted it leaning up in a corner, and hastily grabbed it and dropped it into place. When he looked around, he saw that Legolas was sitting on the far side of the bed - 'his' side already - his dark green tunic gone, bending to take off his fine leather boots. He looked back over his shoulder at Gimli, aware of the barring of the door, and teasingly said: 'You forgot the other one!' It was true; Gimli had forgotten for the moment, because the wall hangings covered it, the door to the smaller of the two living rooms. He did not pause in pulling off his fine indigo velvet, but concluded the action by flinging the garment at Legolas' head, and skidding across the tiles with a scrape of boot studs to bolt the inner door. Legolas struggled with the folds of heavy dark stuff for a moment, laughing, shook it off, and had slithered out of his breeches and braies by the time Gimli returned to find him sitting by the pillow wearing only his fine white shirt, legs curled gracefully sideways under him. Gimli dragged his boots off and knelt on the bed facing the Elf, then slowly reached out and touched his cheek. Legolas drew a sharp breath and seemed unable to release it for a strangely long moment. 'Thy touch stills me as the stoat's eye stills the rabbit.' Gimli started back. 'That is a cruel comparison!' But then, seeing from the Elf's face that it was not meant so, and catching the glint of the silver oak leaf, token of the greenwood, that hung on its fine chain below the delicate hollow of his throat, teasingly said: 'Or dost thou wish I would bite thee?' And, suiting action to the words, pounced on Legolas, pushing him down onto the pillows, kissing him with open mouth. For a little while longer, Legolas lay mesmerised by the new sensation of bearded lips caressing him, moving from neck to jaw to mouth, but as lips and tongues met, and the last shreds of conscious thought melted away like morning mist, it was not strangeness that enchanted him, but familiarity. The memory of riding together on the grey horse swept over him, and the heat and scent of Gimli's body welcomed him to a place that was already home. He wrapped his arms around Gimli, pulling him closer, clutching the thick mane of bright hair and returning kiss for kiss. Then all Gimli's years of loneliness overwhelmed him and there was nothing in the world but his blinding desire for the beautiful being whose words spoke of love, whose body offered comfort, while the Elf's lithe form leapt under him like a landed fish in response to his fierce instinctive movements. Legolas was just aware of Gimli struggling out of his breeches and kicking them aside before falling upon him again as the storm of desire swept through him. Legolas arched against him in reply, taut and strong as his own war bow, and as swiftly released. But Gimli's words of passion turned to weeping, and Legolas felt hot tears on his face and neck, and began to wonder, as his own breathing steadied, what old wounds opened and bled in the Dwarf's heart. He rolled gently away, sat up, and with a graceful cross-armed gesture grasped the hem of his sweat-soaked shirt, drew it up over his head and let it drop onto the bed rail before settling back close to Gimli, stroking his hair and thick-muscled back. Gimli's breath also grew quieter, and he nuzzled against Legolas' neck, eyes closed, tasting the salty sweat on the Elf's skin, while his broad right hand wandered slowly down Legolas' side, pausing and exploring, sliding across his firm belly and down to the soft bush of fine gold curls, and then stopping suddenly at a dismaying discovery of something that had gone unnoticed in the confusion of passion. Gimli started back and sat up with a violent surge of movement. 'What elvish mockery is this? You dare to tempt my desire when you are cold?' The furious rumble of his voice shocked Legolas out of his contented drowsiness, utterly bewildered. His expression was enough to check Gimli's angry fear of humiliation until understanding dawned in the Elf's face, and he too sat up, saying: 'Peace, peace, dearest friend! Did you not know - ? Let me speak, and if there is any mockery, then take thine axe to my neck and I will deserve it.' Gimli sank back warily, confused and suspicious, but Legolas looked and sounded to be in earnest. 'Did I not know what?' To his utter amazement, Legolas gave way to a sudden fit of disgraceful, captivating elvish giggles, which ceased before he could grow angry again: somehow, the startling silliness was oddly reassuring, as if Legolas were laughing at himself. 'Not you? Not anyone?' Legolas exclaimed; - 'Is this knowledge so old it has become a secret?' 'Now you are talking in riddles!' 'Forgive me. I would not hurt you, by word or deed. I understand your anger and am ashamed to have caused it. I will explain.' Gimli drew the covers over his cooling body, and gazed up at the Elf, trying to read his face. What was he about to learn? He had never heard any tales of deficiencies among the Elves, yet there was strange and conflicting evidence before him now. Legolas sat up with his feet tucked sideways under him again, a slight frown creasing his broad forehead and drawing his straight golden-brown eyebrows almost into a single line. Then his face cleared as he decided where to begin. 'While you were at Imladris, did you see any Elf children?' This was not in the least what Gimli had expected. 'No: but would I know one if I saw one?' 'Yes: an Elf child is clearly a child. And in my father's lands, when you came with the traders, or in the Golden Wood?' 'No; unless Elves hide their children from the eyes of others.' 'They do not, for there are none to hide. Gimli, you know I have lived in Middle-earth many lives of your people, more than a thousand and threescore years, and yet I am among the late-born of our kind. Our time here is coming to an end, and that end has long been upon us, and therefore we, the last born, do not breed, and our bodies sleep, as we say. Though we feel love and desire, we do not show it in making seed as you do, as men do. Sometimes, I must tell you, we may not even look as if we are aroused when in truth we are, and so you think me cold when I am not. And yet I think you felt my pleasure, in all but that - ' 'And you thought I knew?' 'I thought it was common kn0wledge that while the older Elves still seem awake in the body, the younger are not; but it must have been forgotten. So please believe I meant no mockery; but if you think otherwise, then take your axe, for I would rather not live than wound you so.' Then Gimli saw that he spoke the truth, and though that shocked him, it was the thought of the axe that made him shudder, conjuring a hideous vision of fair flesh torn and bright hair bloodied. 'Don't say these things! My axe will always be ready only to defend you and will never harm. I understand a little better now. It is what you feel that matters. How could I think you would deceive me at such a time? I must get used to your - peculiarity!' Legolas smiled back, and bent down to kiss him under a falling curtain of fine gold. 'If I give you the chance!' 'I shall make the chance. Lie down!' 'Oh! Orders now!' But he complied nonetheless. 'What you have said grieves me, Legolas, yet you are so fair to my eyes, brave and skilful, and I find no fault in the essence of you, whatever may be the fate of your body.' To his amazement he saw tears welling in the Elf's grey eyes. 'I have been mocked for it before now.' 'That I can well imagine! And I accused you of mockery. Forgive me, Legolas.' 'There is nothing to forgive. I should have spoken sooner, but I was swept away by your dwarvish strength and beauty.' 'Swept away? You? And I thought that I - ' 'Did I not tell you, there in the kitchen? Today I saw you, truly SAW YOU, and my heart was changed, or I understood it at last! I had begun to love you as a friend in Lorien, when we shared our griefs and our wonder at the Golden Wood, and afterwards as a comrade in arms - ' Gimli interrupted him, touching his lips lightly with one finger: 'No, not begun in Lorien! Was it not your hand that plucked me from Balin's tomb, from certain death? Doubtless I would have slain many orcs, but to what end? No, that is love, to risk yourself for another, whom you may not even like: that I call love.' Legolas turned to face him more squarely: 'Is that the dwarves' description of love?' 'What? You think we have just one description?' He tempered the abruptness of his words by stroking Legolas' cheek lightly with the backs of his fingers, and the Elf felt the slight prickle of the hirsute caress spread a delightful tingling through his skin. Gimli went on: 'No Dwarf would disagree, though all would have something to add.' 'And in the end it is a mystery, you and I, that it can be. And yet it is so, as if I have been waiting for you all my life.' 'Yes, dear Elf, I feel it too.' He moved closer to Legolas. 'But is it not something forbidden?' Legolas laughed, a bright, clear, ringing laugh. 'Forbidden? Elves are not much given to forbidding, and especially not to forbidding love. But not even Elves will forbid what they cannot imagine!' Then Gimli laughed too. 'Fair one, I cannot but think there is a dwarvish strain in you - that was so reasonable, it is worthy of a Dwarf!' 'Then maybe we are not so different after all!' Gimli laughed again, then Legolas saw his expression darken. 'Maybe we are yet more like than you think' he said slowly, as the thought came to him that he should return Legolas' revelation with one of his own: 'I shall have no more offspring than you.' 'But you - there is no flaw in your body!' 'As for that, no, but there is in my fate. Maybe you know this, or maybe not, but our kind may choose a mate but once, and if we find none, or having found we lose, or desire one we cannot have, then we must be solitary all our days. And it was my fate to find and to lose.' 'Is that why you wept, before, as we joined?' 'I wept? Then, yes. I will tell you, one day. Not now. Now I have you - ' 'Are we destined to console each other?' asked Legolas; - 'Already you seem not to mind my lateborn fate; but I, how should I comfort you for what you have lost?' 'You are here, Legolas; you lie beside me, and show no distaste - ' Now Legolas interrupted him: 'Surely you are the most forgetful Dwarf that ever was! Have I not told you, or must I remind you every hour? You are beautiful to me, strange but beautiful, in heart and body, and the more so for what you have told me. And you forget another thing: the lady Galadriel did not scorn your request. Shall I think less of you?' Gimli drew a deep sighing breath and relaxed. 'Wise Elf! You speak the one name that calms my doubts. Sweet name, on sweet lips.' He kissed the Elf tenderly, and leaned on his elbow, gazing in admiration at the soft glow of translucent skin and the fine bluish tracery of veins. 'Rose-agate Elf!' A smile warmed Legolas' voice. 'A mineral comparison, I think; something from your vision of Aglarond. Well, I shall see for myself one day, as I promised, and in the meantime take it as a compliment!' 'Ach! Vanity!' Gimli teased him, kissing the smiling lips again. Then he let the trail of kisses wander down Legolas' sleek-muscled torso, bushy braids of beard stroking and tickling, until curiosity got the better of him. 'So this has been happening for a long time? And affects the women too?' 'A long time in the years of Middle-earth. And yes, the fading takes all alike. That would be part of the reason for the Lady Arwen's choice: not only to share the life of the King and then die, rather than live on alone. She could not truly be his wife, bear his children, without giving up the life of the Elves, and becoming mortal.' Gimli lay still between the Elf's long legs, head now pillowed on his belly, curiosity forgotten, and wondered at what he was told; only to find that to him as a mortal being (albeit one who would not follow the way of Men out of the world) it came as little surprise: the price of the endless newness of the life of Men is death. Such knowledge is born into all mortals, much as they resent and resist it. How could any Elf but the exceptional Arwen both understand and act upon that? And another thought came to him, a different understanding of Legolas' grief at the death of the child. He almost said it aloud, but better judgement prevailed over dwarvish outspokenness. His thoughts began to drift sleepily, and he felt Legolas' hands gently playing with his hair, moving more and more slowly, until both slept, lost in the moment, without thought or fear for the future. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE (9, 10, 11) Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R/NC17 Summary: 9 – New love. 10 – Another party 11 - Aragorn/Faramir. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: Slash. Author's note. Pt 11 replaces ‘Revelry by Night’ 9. By the time they woke again, the afternoon sun was well down the sky, and the mountain's great shadow had started to roll across the northern quarter of the city, cooling the air a little. They looked at each other with a moment of shy surprise, hardly comprehending what had happened, or on what road they had taken their first steps. Legolas stretched elegantly, then drew up one foot and ran it down along Gimli's leg. 'Hairy monster!' he chuckled affectionately; 'You feel as if you are clothed even with nothing on. And warm, so warm. It must be the heat of your forge fires that has passed into your blood.' 'It may be so' said the Dwarf; 'And you are like polished marble beside me, cool as your forest springs - or bare as an egg, according to whether we are trading compliments or insults!' Expecting some reaction to this, Gimli sat up quickly as he spoke, only to have Legolas snatch up his shirt from the bedhead and wrap it round him, covering his face with the soft stuff that smelled of their mingled sweat, so that he nearly lost his balance and fell off the bed. Once he had disentangled himself, they enjoyed a real romp, full of laughter and mischievous tickling caresses, ending in a breathless embrace and a tangle of bedclothes. Legolas struggled back to his pillow and lay panting and smiling with eyes half shut. Gimli remembered the wine, refilled his glass and drank deeply, then waved the flagon before the Elf's face. Legolas sat up, snatched the flagon, and drank from it in a most unelvish manner, even spilling a few drops which ran down his chin and onto his chest, before Gimli grabbed it back to prevent further disaster to the wine - but then he turned his attention to removing the red stains from fair skin with light fluttering strokes of his hot tongue. When that was done, Legolas rolled over, sighing with contentment, and Gimli saw how his long fine hair stuck damply to his back. 'Legolas, I don't believe I ever saw you sweat, on the chase or in battle, but now - ' He reached out and lifted the clinging strands gently. 'Then I was not heated by a furnace of a Dwarf! And a cool forest spring would be very welcome now.' 'You have the waters of Mindolluin no further off than the courtyard, if you wish to take a chill (though no doubt Elves never suffer such things!) but I would prefer the hot water from the kitchen.' Legolas rolled back and looked at him with a happy grin. 'Shall we agree to compromise on 'warm'?' 'That will suit well enough in this weather' Gimli replied, smiling in return; 'I think we may have started on many compromises! He sprang out of bed and began to tidy his scattered clothes, then took his brown robe from the peg by the door and put it on, provoking a fresh fit of giggles from Legolas. 'Well?' He pretended an outraged dwarvish glare. 'It looks ... it looks... oh, never mind, I think I like it!' Gimli bounced back onto the bed, landing on his knees with a thump that nearly threw Legolas out at the other side. 'Like it? You'd better!' He maintained the pretence of a growl for a moment, then sat back, looking down at the smiling Elf. 'Legolas, what are we doing? How can I feel so happy if it's wrong? - Wrong? It should be impossible ... ' 'This is not wrong. New, strange, difficult - maybe; but not wrong. I won't believe that.' 'Thank you, Legolas. I will forget my fears and enjoy this gift you have given me.' He stooped and kissed the silver oak leaf that had slid on its chain to lie against the warm pulse beating in the Elf's neck. Legolas' hands caressed his back through the coarse stuff of the brown robe. Gimli sat up and sighed. 'Should we go up and see the others? They will notice our absence.' Legolas laughed softly. 'And might come looking! Or perhaps not - remember you said that Sam thought we were lovers already? But yes, let's take a bath and go.' Bathing turned out to be such a pleasant occupation that they found themselves lighting the lamps before every task, including the drying of hair in front of the kitchen fire, re-braiding Gimli's beard, and so forth, was done. By the time they were dressed again, in brighter colours than those chosen for the morning, it was almost dark outside and cool air was rolling steadily down the mountain into their quarter of the city. They put on their grey cloaks and set off up the winding alleys and steps to the great guest house. 10 As they had expected, there was another noisy and cheerful gathering in progress, even larger than before, large enough to spill out from the big main dining hall into the courtyard beyond the double arch of the entrance. Lamps and torches lit the scene, and the air was much warmer than in the lower levels. Music and singing mingled with all the talk and laughter, and the new arrivals received a warm welcome. It was soon clear that people had been attracted by stories of a mad Elf dancing on the tables, as well as by the general prospect of a lively evening. For a moment Gimli feared that Legolas would take flight into lordly isolation again, but some musicians in the courtyard struck up a vigorous measure, and his eyes glittered with the spell of it, promising more elvish madness to come. But the Elf had no thought now of leaving Gimli's presence: his distaste for the noisy merrymaking of men (and Hobbits) was as if it had never been. While the pair were telling Frodo and Sam about the events of the morning, there came a clattering of wooden clogs and a chattering of female voices under the archway, and the Pelennor girls appeared, each with a little reticule of intricately netted yarn in which she carried her dancing slippers. Merry and Pippin materialised from somewhere within the house as soon as the girls appeared, and Gimli realised that there were more girls, younger girls, Hobbit-sized girls, in fact, than had been in the original group. There seemed to be much introducing of younger sisters going on, and the Hobbits escorted the party to the rear of the courtyard, where Gandalf was sitting, to leave their outdoor clogs safely behind his chair when they changed into their colourful embroidered leather slippers. 'What did I tell you, Legolas?' said the Dwarf; 'Short skirts, white stockings, backless slippers - and PETTICOATS!' Legolas had certainly never seen costumes like these before: white shifts gathered with drawstrings into ruffles at neck and elbow, black fitted bodices edged with coloured braid, full skirts in a variety of strong colours ('short' meaning the hem a couple of inches below the knee in the case of the younger girls and four or so for the older ones) and of course the mass of white petticoats of a length artfully calculated to show a startling quantity and variety of edging styles just below the edge of the skirt: and once animated by movement ... After the first surprise, the Elf thought that he might not be noticed if he did dance on the tables again. The group of seamen had returned, and greeted Gimli warmly. Flute and fiddle could be heard inside the house, and the crowd seemed to be growing by the minute. There were more musicians in the courtyard tonight, a small band, in fact: another fiddle, flute, whistle, pipes, gittern, drum - and Sam, now an established specialist on the spoons. The band launched into a fast and vigorous dance with a four beat rhythm, the melody surging and swirling in intricate lines above the patter of the broad shallow drum, played with a short double-ended stick by a young man with a nimble wrist. It soon appeared that this music was suitable for the favourite Hobbit dance of the Springle-ring, and Merry and Pip quickly set about teaching it to their new ladyfriends. Nor was it long before some enterprising person ( thought Gimli) had raided the stables and produced a few sets of small harness bells to give the full character of this dance from the distant Shire. In no time at all the girls had picked up the steps, and the petticoats flew and the slipper heels clacked amid the jingling of the bells. After a number of repeats, the tune changed its beat to triple time, according to the custom of the players, throwing those who did not expect it into uproarious confusion for a while, but the dancing continued in cheerful disorder. Someone remembered that Gimli had played the gittern rather well, and produced another instrument from somewhere. The Dwarf found a seat between the fishermen and a group from the city, which included the two singing sisters, and Legolas stood behind him, eyes darting round the scene of crowded merrymaking, body swaying slightly in time to the music. When the band's contribution had hurtled to an end, the piper played alone, a slower tune to give everyone a time to get their breath back, and the city singers ran quietly through a strange piece of 'mouth music' (as they called it) trying to teach Gimli the refrain, because they had heard him sing with the seamen and had admired his voice. Like all who rely on memory before writing to record words, he learned it quickly, though the sounds were strange, and there was no meaning to hold on to; but when the piper finished, and the singers began a humming drone to support the soloist, he was ready to join in, capturing the irregular syncopated rhythms to perfection. He felt Legolas' hands on his shoulders again, learning the music through his body, until another voice, sweet and clear, was added to the refrain along with the Dwarf's softly resonant bass. In a lull after the singing, Gandalf, holding aloft a large tankard, could be heard declaiming to general approval some verses of which the main drift appeared to be 'He that buys land buys many stones; He that buys beef buys many bones; He that buys eggs buys many shells; But he that buys good ale buys nothing else!' This was greeted by a loud chorus of 'Then bring us in good ale!' - which was what seemed to be happening in any case. Gimli laughed aloud with sheer pleasure at the sight of the great wizard so carefree at last; the band struck up a furious reel, and Legolas jumped out to join the dancing, unable to resist any longer. Gimli took up the gittern, and added his chords to the harmony, beating time with a clash of hobnails on the stone paving, punctuating the music with percussive strikes of his fingers on the well-worn soundboard of the instrument, and keeping all the while one eye on the shining hair of the Elf as he threaded his way among the swirling dancers. The din was terrific, echoing round the tall buildings and high walls, and the still evening air was thick with smoke from the vast quantities of pipeweed being smoked. Gondorian pipeweed came from somewhere in the south, and had been in very short supply lately, but the ending of the war had seen the prompt arrival of merchants with stocks of whatever goods they had been able to preserve for the coming of better times. The Hobbits maintained a preference for Southfarthing weed, but smoked the foreign imports readily enough. They had been surprised to find the habit established here, among the working classes at least, and wondered if Gandalf himself had introduced it on his travels, but no one seemed to know anything of the history of pipeweed in the city. Pippin whizzed past the Dwarf, arm in arm with a small and vivacious Pelennor girl, and yelled something about a 'proper shindig' before disappearing into the crowd again, and, yes, someone at the far side of the courtyard was trying to persuade Legolas onto the table. 11. Higher up in the city, Faramir, still not out of convalescence, but weary of resting, put on his cloak and slipped out of the private door of his apartments in the citadel, having heard second-hand rumours of the parties at the companions' lodging, and resolved to see what, if anything, was really going on. As he walked quietly through the almost empty streets and alleys, he soon realised that something was indeed happening, for the sounds floated up clearly on the still air - music, laughter, talk and song, a clamour of celebration. He climbed up onto the parapet of the level above the guest house, and could see something of the events in the torchlit court far below and hear the powerful resonance of men's voices singing. The men of Ethir Anduin were singing the tale of a seaman's love for his captain's daughter. The voices were somewhat strident, the ensemble ragged and miscellaneous, yet the harmonies were so rich, the tone so strong and thrilling that the very stones of the city seemed to vibrate in sympathy. He hurried down a steeply-stepped tunnel between the houses, lit only by a few oil lamps, unaware of a tall grey-clad figure not far behind, on the same errand. When he reached the lower street and came to the entrance, the song had given way to the driving rhythm of another dance, and as he was about to step out from under the archway he was almost bowled over by something - someone - that flew at head height across the gap between the two tables flanking the entrance. Faramir staggered back and was caught by somebody behind him, somebody very strong, whom he could not see in the shadow of the deep arch when he turned to offer his thanks. He stepped forward again, and saw that the rumours were true: a wild wood-Elf dancing on the tables, girls and women singing and dancing; musicians from, it seemed, all parts of the kingdom; Gandalf ordering ale and hot pies for all and sundry; a happy, noisy, friendly, overwhelming confusion. Faramir edged cautiously round the wall, unnoticed in the shadows, and managed to find a seat on a bench in a dark corner. After the quiet of his confinement, first in the Houses of Healing and afterwards in his own rooms, all this resounding joy made him dizzy: so may different songs, dances, melodies; so many voices, accents, dialects - even other languages. He had never seen, heard, or imagined anything quite like this, and it seemed that he had never before encountered such happiness, for all his life had been lived in the growing shadow of a dreadful enemy, in the house of a grim father. At once the thought came to him that even in victory Denethor would have disdained this joyfully vulgar surge of life, and Faramir realised that he himself scarcely knew how to be glad, while among this crowd, his own people and all the strangers, was a wealth he had never seen: fiddles and flutes, voices and dancing feet - all were instruments of joy - even Sam's spoons! He looked at the little Hobbit, sitting a few tables away, joining in the music with a strange expression on his homely face: the faintly malicious glee of the virtuoso, who makes the difficult look easy, the easy impossible, and can outdo any rival. Faramir smiled in the shadows and felt a little less lonely. The miscellaneous band, augmented by anyone who felt able to join in, now burst into a popular melody of such headlong gusto and abandon as seemed likely to reduce the gathering to total chaos. Merry, Pippin, and two of the short-skirted girls had taken refuge from the crush on another of the tables, shaking their bells vigorously. Faramir was just able to hear Sam declare to Gandalf that the white petticoat frills were like the petals of the Gaffer's prize carnations. He smiled once again. Some of the merrymakers were now amusing themselves by building little pyramids of tankards on the tables to challenge the dancing Elf, while others cheered him on. Under the influence of music, he seemed to have thrown all traces of elvish restraint to the winds, but neither missed a beat nor touched one tankard, and, carried along by the vital stream of melody, concluded his progress by leaping higher than ever and executing a compete turn in the air in a manner feared likely by Faramir to bring disaster on himself, or his fellows, or the tables and tankards, or all together - but the crowd, more alert than they seemed, stood back and made sufficient space for him to alight safely on the pavement in front of Gandalf and Frodo amid general applause, while the music crashed to a sudden, but evidently expected, halt. Faramir felt happier at the ensuing reduction in noise, and wondered if the party was about to break up; but no, the lull merely allowed the wizard to call for more refreshments, and Faramir watched the beautiful Elf, eyes sparkling with laughter, drinking wine and sharing a joke with Frodo, who was describing his dancing as 'better than my efforts at Bree!' The Elf's long golden hair reminded Faramir keenly of the absent Éowyn, and he sighed and felt his loneliness return. He looked away to find some distraction as the piper started to play a slow reflective melody and the noise in the courtyard subsided further, to a sociable hum and a clatter of mugs and dishes. His glance fell first on the unusual (to him) and diverting sight of the large Dwarf, who had been one of the King's companions, holding in one hand the gittern he had been playing (Musical dwarves? Yes, he suddenly recalled that instrument-making was one of their crafts, and some dwarvish work lay neglected in store rooms of Minas Tirith, forgotten since the arts of peace fell out of use and favour after the death of his mother) and in the other hand a large mug of foaming ale. The froth naturally attached itself to the Dwarf's remarkable moustache when he drank, and he licked most of it off afterwards with evident relish, swiping the rest away with his broad hand. Faramir saw that the Elf was now standing in front of the Dwarf, saying something that made the latter smile broadly, showing very white teeth. Between the recent uproar and his own still uncertain health, Faramir could not remember the name of this unique being, whose bushy mane of hair, as unusual in Gondor as his forked and braided beard, gleamed bright brown and red-gold in the torchlight, almost matching in colour the wood of the instrument he had been playing. Faramir reflected that he, and his brother, and doubtless many others of their people, had been fighting so long to defend their land that they had forgotten, or never learned, much of what they were protecting - never learned because their lives had been dedicated to that one task. He stirred uneasily, his body echoing his mental skirting round the bitter question: what if things we thought to defend are there no longer when we return to look for them? And yet, there before him were the Elf and Dwarf, the Hobbits, and most of all his own people, who seemed to have been able to fight and come back to enjoy the peace they had won. Now he saw that the grey-haired old woman who helped run the guest house was approaching the Dwarf rather shyly, with a worn leather bag in her hands that could only hold a small harp. The courtyard, though crowded as ever, was now relatively quiet, with only the piper playing very softly, and Faramir felt better able to take in the scene around him, and as the Dwarf spoke kindly (to judge by his expression) to the old woman, he became aware of another man sitting in the shadows to his left, in the darkest corner of the court. This was curious: another who wished to see the cheerful gathering and yet keep apart. A quick turn of the shadowy head showed Faramir that his observation had been noted, and a second movement in the next instant seemed to beckon him towards the corner. He hesitated, and another tilt of the head said 'Come'. While the Dwarf examined the harp, found where the key was hidden in the base, and began to tune it, he left his place and moved towards the dark figure. The light seemed to fall differently when he reached the furthest bench, and he saw, faintly illuminated, enough of a lean, fine-boned face to recognise his new King. A half-seen gesture invited him to be seated. Aragorn said nothing, but sat watching with his arms resting on the table. Faramir adopted a similar position beside him. The piper stopped playing now to enjoy his share of the food and drink, and in the lull that followed, one voice began to sing alone, a man's voice, rich and even in tone, raised suddenly in lament in the middle of the feast, recalling all that had lately passed away like the May morning dew. The man was singing in Westron with an accent that Faramir did not recognise immediately. But when he had picked him out in the uneven light he saw that the singer was one of the remnant of Westfold men, left behind to recover from their wounds when Erkenbrand marched out, who were waiting for King Eomer to return. He was not a young man, with shaggy greying yellow hair cut short, and with thick bushy eyebrows, standing among his comrades, singing one of their own songs, to a slow melody with strange grace-notes and unexpected intervals, odd but beautiful to Gondorian ears. 'The house I was raised in is but a stone on a stone ... ' The words spoke for all that had been swept away by the long wars. Someone brought a fresh torch and stuck it in a wall sconce not far away, and Faramir glancing round saw the King's face more clearly and was shocked by the gleam of tears falling slowly down the weather-beaten cheek, but in the same instant the pain of his own losses awoke and he did not think the grieving strange. Aragorn caught his glance, and making no attempt to hide or brush away the tears said softly; 'Much will be ended by this new beginning, and the day when Imladris where I was fostered will be no more than a stone on a stone is not far off.' Faramir gazed at him with little understanding, though he had heard from Gandalf that Aragorn had been brought up by the Elves. The King was speaking again; 'Once Arwen is here, Lord Elrond's work is almost done; in a year or two at most he and his people will take ship into the West and return no more, and with his power gone, his house, great and fair as it is, must fall.' 'It is grief indeed, my lord, to know that the fair folk must leave us when we have scarcely seen them.' He looked across at Legolas, still standing near Gimli and listening to the singer. 'And will this Elf leave us too?' 'Ah! He is of another kindred and will stay longer. It is his wish to bring some of his woodland people south into Ithilien to speed the healing of the land, and to help restore the gardens here in the city.' 'A generous wish' said Faramir, as the song ended amid a rustle and murmur of approval. Very soon the Westfold men began to sing again, this time in their own 'impenetrable dialect' (as Éowyn had named it) but it seemed clear that this song was more cheerful than the last, with each man singing a declamatory verse in turn above a drone provided by a hurdy-gurdy, and all joining in a lively and rhythmical refrain. Faramir saw the Dwarf resume tuning the harp, and then play softly with his head bowed close to the strings so that only he could hear during the song. 'I am ashamed to say that I have forgotten the name of the noble Dwarf, even though he was kind enough to visit me with his companions when I was in the House of Healing.' 'He is Gimli, son of Glóin, a Dwarf of Erebor, though he was born in Ered Luin in the days of the dragon Smaug. His father was one of the company of Thorin Oakenshield who helped free the northlands of the dragon.' It seemed that Gimli had now tuned the harp to his satisfaction, for the clear ringing sound of its metal strings joined the harmony of the Westfold chorus. The men's voices, harsh yet tuneful, filled the courtyard and echoed among the buildings. Aragorn tilted his head, listening intently to the words. 'It seems to be about wild goats' he said doubtfully. 'That could be right. Éowyn says they can be like a plague in parts of the Westfold. So you know the language?' 'I have learned something of many tongues in my years of wandering' Aragorn replied, and smiled inwardly at the way Faramir suddenly sounded as if he had been married to the Lady of Rohan for years. The song ended with a final loud chorus and was met with warm applause, even though few, apart from the singers and Aragorn, had understood much of it. Gimli was still playing the little harp, to the evident delight of the old landlady, and eventually struck up a measure so odd that more and more of the company turned their attention towards it. The notes rippled light and fast, with swift upward runs like darting flames, and the toe of one dwarvish boot clicked the beat on the flagstones, a rhythm that Faramir found hard to catch. The Elf seemed fascinated too, and stood by Gimli swaying unevenly, as if his whole body were trying to grasp the music. Suddenly it seemed to take hold of him, and as he moved Faramir also picked up the five-count measure - something he had never heard before. 'Is that dwarvish music?' he asked. 'I think it must be, though I have never heard the like.' They watched fascinated, as, with remembered and invented steps, the Elf made a circling dance to suit the music, raising his arms high with such grace that the curving movements seemed to flow out through hands and fingers into the air as sparks fly upwards from the flames. The embroidery on his emerald green coat glinted gold in the torchlight, and his calm, absorbed, unsmiling face made him seem lost in the music, a figure of remote enchantment. But the Dwarf's eyes never left him, and gave the tiny signal to warn of the end of the music, and the Elf saw it and finished his dance with a low bow to the musician. 'A strange pair' said Faramir; 'The first of their kindred to be seen in the city in my lifetime.' 'Much longer than that, I think' said Aragorn; 'Yet I trust you will see more of both peoples in future, for Gimli has said that his folk would undertake the forging of new gates for the city, and such works of masonry as may be needed.' 'This is good news indeed. I shall be glad to see the free peoples work together in peace as well as in war.' Now it seemed that some of those present were calling on the men of Ethir Anduin for a repeat of the sailor's love song. There was a general stirring and movement, and some people seemed to be leaving, but the leader of the seamen gathered his group and again invited Gimli to join them. The Elf went with him as he moved to a bench beside the seamen, having returned the harp to the landlady. After the liberal serving of ale and the high good humour of the evening, the song began at a greater volume than before, and quickly grew louder, especially when they came to the words: 'For when I'm drinking I am thinking, And wish the skipper's daughter were here.' This performance was such a success that an encore was called for immediately, and given yet more loudly, with the Dwarf's tremendous voice unrestrained, and the others rising above it as if taking extra strength from the deep notes. Faramir saw that the Elf was now standing close behind the Dwarf, hands on his shoulders under the rich mane of shining hair, and understood at once that he did so to feel as well as hear that unique voice. His words to Aragorn reflected what the Elf had felt; 'It is as if one should hear a mountain sing!' The song master was directing some of the men to take each verse of the song alone in turn, and the different voices soared into the night, higher or lower, rougher or sweeter, and the noise of the choruses seemed liable to fetch the mortar from the joints of the masonry with its powerful resonance. Even the Dwarf was given his turn, and got the verse that said; '"I'm so in love, I'll not deny it, My heart lies smothering in my breast. It's not for you to let the world know it; A troubled mind can know no rest."' He seemed to lean his head right back against the Elf's chest as he sang, and Aragorn smiled in the shadows, wondering if he knew what he was singing, or had merely learned the words by rote, complete with the accent of the men of the Ethir, so that 'know it' sounded more like 'naw et'. Frodo, Sam and Gandalf were exchanging smiling looks with raised eyebrows - that much the King could see. And he could see the look of shining tenderness the Elf turned on the Dwarf, the easy acceptance of hands on shoulders: that was new, and he was pleased to see it. he thought, He smiled again at the pair. Gimli looked as if he meant all the words he was singing, except the 'troubled mind'. There was no sign of that. This friendship had moved on, the seeming opposites united: Elf and Dwarf, both children of the One, the first generation and the adopted ones, ancient and undeniable wrongs set aside at the end of elvendom on earth. As the final chorus was given one last rousing repeat, Aragorn thought over what he knew about the two. He was aware that Legolas shared the fate of the last-born, who had become a barren stock, though he also knew that it was not unheard of for the last-born to marry; and he knew that Gimli was a Dwarf who had found a mate and lost her: both were therefore suited for the Quest in that they had no wife or family to leave behind. He concluded that they had been destined to find all they needed in each other. He smiled again. Perhaps they were even a sign of promise for the new age. As the applause for the song subsided, Faramir felt suddenly dizzy and leaned forward, head in hands. Aragorn touched him gently on the shoulder. 'You have stayed long enough, I think.' 'Too long, you should say! Yes, I must go back.' 'And the way seems long. I shall go with you.' 'Thank you, my lord.' With one hand on his elbow, Aragorn soon steered him round the edge of the courtyard to the archway. Already the band was tuning up again and the proceedings were showing ominous signs of gathering speed as the two paused in the double archway and were aware of others at the far side in the darkness. The Dwarf's voice said: 'Those wretched Hobbits will dance all night!' 'Unless they get up to some other tricks with their ladyfriends!' 'Those girls are little more than children, and the Hobbits are grown men beside them!' 'I was not speaking of the little sisters, my friend. It's the elder ones who find the idea - or the reality - of Hobbits - er - intriguing.' There was a mingling of dwarvish and elvish chuckles, and then two dark shapes merged into one. A moment later there was a muffled exclamation and: 'Legolas! What in Middle-earth have you been eating?' Faramir was aware of the tall man beside him stifling an undignified splutter with his fist and backing hastily to the far wall of the archway. There followed a pause for consideration. 'Oh, a variety of things, all good. Perhaps it was the fish.' 'Ach! Fish!' The voices faded a little. 'And I cannot say that ale improves your beard!' 'I don't think they'll ever change - in some ways!' said Aragorn. Two shadowy figures moved off down the street. 'Elves! What are you like!' said the Dwarf's voice in the distance. The words of the Elf's reply were incomprehensible, though the tone of mock reproof was not. 'Public meeting!' A louder burst of noise propelled the two men towards the dark street, and Faramir breathed more easily away from the crush. Aragorn looked after the retreating figures of Elf and Dwarf. 'Their bed will be a happy one tonight - when they resolve the matter of the fish!' His deep voice sounded warm with affection and amusement. Faramir stopped in mid-stride. 'Their - ? You mean they are lovers?' 'Oh, yes. But they set their love aside on the Quest, almost unknowing, for the greater love of Middle-earth; and now they are free, and will be happy, I trust.' Faramir realised that the King saw nothing amiss in such a love, and his mind darted over what he himself knew: some men who seemed to have an outright aversion to women; some, like Boromir, who were courteously indifferent and simply preferred the company of men; some who took things further, to exclusive devotion. In Gondor it was not so much the fact, but rather the character, of such a friendship that counted: was it true, faithful, decorously conducted, or not? Then he arrived at the heart of the matter. 'But Elf and Dwarf?' he said, astonished, for he was not unversed in the lore of past ages. 'Yes! Wonderful, is it not? And good that a new age brings something as new as that! Though no doubt not all will see it in such a light. There will be frowns, anger, and perhaps mockery. But their faith in each other is strong now, and will endure.' 'A new age must bring new ways' said Faramir;'And some will reject the new merely because it is new. But trust earned in battle forges the strongest bonds.' 'You say well, Faramir. And it is not Elf and Dwarf alone who are new here!' The music and foot-stamping of a furious jig pursued them into the street, interspersed with yells and screeches, some of them clearly uttered by Hobbits. 'Tallywhack and tandem!' Faramir exclaimed suddenly, laughing. 'What language is that?' 'Hobbit language, I suppose. Something Master Meriadoc said when they came to visit me, and things got to such a pitch that my Lady Éowyn turned them all out like a farm wife shooing chickens. He said that his grandmother would be scolding them for "raising tallywhack and tandem"'. 'I never heard even Hobbits use such words before, but no doubt the Bucklanders have their own expressions, and that seems well enough suited to describe the noise in there.' They walked slowly up the street, followed by the fading sounds of revelry by night. Faramir tried not to think of the long steep climb to the citadel ahead. They passed through the lamplit tunnels in the rock, to the eyes of the few others abroad just two more benighted merrymakers going home in cloaked and hooded anonymity. Eventually, when Faramir stumbled on a broken paving stone, Aragorn's right arm came quickly round him, and was not withdrawn once he was steadied, for the King sensed immediately that the younger man had not yet recovered his full strength. They moved on slowly, in silence, until an owl flew out of a deserted turret, passing low over their heads with a shriek that made them both jump. 'So there are owls in the city still' said Aragorn, with a smiling note in his voice. thought Faramir He paused in his stride and turned towards Aragorn, still supported in the curve of his arm, but before he could speak, the other said: 'Do you remember? Two young boys watching for owls from a high battlement in the moonlight, when they should have been in bed?' Then Faramir did remember: two young boys and a tall kindly stranger, a visitor soon gone, but, they had learned, a man once well-regarded by their grandfather Echthelion, if not by their own father. 'Thorongil?' he asked faintly, wondering. It seemed so long ago, yet would explain so much, explain why he had seemed already to know the King when he was called back from the deadly sleep of his wounding. 'Yes, Thorongil. So you remember.' 'I remember. Faramir sighed. He remembered a warmth and kindliness in the strange warrior that he had scarcely known from his own father. 'Did Boromir know?' 'No; the question never arose.' 'If he had come home with you, he would have known. He rarely spoke of Thorongil, but I knew he did not forget.' They moved on slowly. 'Faramir, it was not his fate to come home; it was his part to take a great step on the road to victory and so leave us. Do you truly understand that when he seemed about to fall victim to the power of the Ring, he saved us all from it, and saved himself?' 'How can this be?' asked Faramir. They had spoken of this before, and yet the darkness that had clouded his mind seemed to have allowed only partial understanding. He knew that his brother had died a hero's death, for he had seen the light around him in the mysterious boat, but the true nature of the victory eluded him. 'By trying to take the Ring, he forced Frodo to action in the nick of time, and that in turn forced me. Any longer delay, and the Ring would either have fallen into the hands of Saruman's orcs, or been revealed at once to the Dark Lord, which would have ended both our Quest and our world. And once the Ring was gone, once Frodo left, Boromir became himself again. Without Boromir, we would most likely all have been brought to nothing: never forget that.' Their steps halted again. In the cloud-veiled moonlight Faramir saw the King lean towards him, and received a firm kiss on his brow. 'And who can say to how far a shore the elven boat may have borne him?' They walked on, unnoticed in the shadows. Then the King spoke again: 'You seem very weary, Faramir, and it troubles me.' 'I am weary with idleness, weary with waiting; but it will pass.' 'Weary with waiting! Yes, indeed. Here we are in the slack water between the departing tide of the old age and that of the new which does not yet flow. We have been schooled to action so long that to do nothing is a burden.' 'You speak truly' Faramir replied. When they came at last to the narrow iron grille and inner wooden door in the wall of the citadel, Faramir took the keys from the leather wallet at his belt, opened the locks, and paused on the threshold, reluctant now to take leave of the one whose very presence seemed to give him strength. Since Aragorn had kissed his brow, he had scarcely felt the length and the steepness of the way home. 'My thanks for your company; he said; 'Alone, I would have fallen, been taken up as a vagabond - and been severely treated by Gandalf and yourself for risking my health!' 'It is as well that I too was curious concerning the Hobbits' celebrations.' Faramir could hear the smile in the King's voice in the near-darkness. They stood so close in the narrow gateway that he fancied he could feel a faint brush of warm breath. 'And like you I am weary with waiting' Aragorn continued; - 'I would ask you to help me bear that burden a while.' There was no reply but a brief indrawn gasp. 'Please understand whereof I speak, and say yes or no as your heart guides you. I would have that comfort that warriors may give each other, lying together before or after battle: but I would not have you consent as if to an order.' Faramir found his voice at last. 'I understand well enough, for I have not lain with another since Boromir went away and I was given his command, for I reasoned as you concerning orders. But I owe you my life, and will not grudge my bed or my body - and would not even had you never saved me.' He drew back against the side of the deep stone arch, allowing Aragorn to step past him into the little courtyard beyond, while he barred and locked the grille and the thick, iron-banded door, shutting out the last pale glimmer of reflected moonlight from the marble-paved street. Then they were in a tiny courtyard, filled with the scent of night-blooming flowers and the music of a little fountain. Faramir led Aragorn towards another archway, where the faint light of a small lamp showed clearly in the darkness. The lamp hung by another narrow door which opened onto a winding stair within the thickness of the massive walls, leading to Faramir's apartments. He took the lamp from its bracket and led the way up the stairs in silence until they came to the southeast facing room that was his bedchamber. He took of his cloak and from the lamp lit a couple of the candles that stood ready on a little marble wall shelf by the bed, then blew out the lamp and turned to face Aragorn in calm acceptance. Aragorn stepped close and took him in a gentle embrace, and Faramir slid his arms around the taller man's neck. Their kiss was soft and Faramir knew that this would be no fierce battlefield coupling, to blot out fear or memory. It would be love, though fleeting. But no - rather the brief celebration of a devotion that would endure. He uttered a little sigh of contentment as a strong hand caressed his head and then moved to unfasten his surcoat. When he was stripped to the waist, Aragorn ran both hands down his sides and said softly: 'Still too thin - but when you are wed, happiness will put flesh on your bones sooner than feeding.' Aragorn also noticed the tiny hiss of breath as his fingers passed over the scar of Faramir's wounding, but he said nothing then. By morning he would have determined what salve or remedy he should prepare. Faramir sweated up suddenly under the touch, and Aragorn lifted him in the practised grip that had carried many wounded men to safety after battle, and laid him on the bed. Then he stood back, and with an unhurried neatness that made Faramir smile, removed his own clothes and folded them on the clothes-stool at the foot of the bed. When he stood before Faramir naked, fair skin gilded by the candlelight, the young man's first thought was that like him his King was also too thin, and awaited a like cure. Then Aragorn turned his attention to removing Faramir's boots and the rest of his clothing, and though his body showed he was ready for their coming encounter, he moved without haste, or shyness, until Faramir was naked, and then sank down beside him, drawing him close until they comforted each other for the weariness of waiting. Afterwards they slid under the covers and talked softly of hopes and plans for the future, until words gave way to caresses again, and then talked more as the candles burned down. After a long moment of silence, Aragorn uttered a little short chuckling sound. 'What is it amuses you, dear lord?' 'I was merely wondering what conversation it could be, between yourself and the lady Éowyn, that would encompass the wild goats of Westfold.' 'Oh! Yes, I remember. It was only the second time, I think, that I had been allowed out into the city, and Master Peregrin took me to see the house where the Companions were staying. I was walking with a long staff then - you'll understand later why I mention it - Peregrin said it made me look like a wizard. We met the others leaving the house as we came in, and I sat talking with Peregrin on the balcony overlooking the street and watching the comings and goings. Then we saw Éowyn walking along all alone: she had met the others, who had said I was at the house, and had decided to come down. So Peregrin ran and brought her up to the balcony, and the next thing was, we heard the Westfold men marching down from the citadel, where they had just taken leave of you, on their way to the stables to their horses. They were singing a marching song, and Éowyn began to smile and laugh when she heard it. So I asked what song it was, and she said it was one where the men make up scandalous rhymes about their captains, and the better liked the captain, the ruder the verse.' 'I have heard such things' said Aragorn, laughing again. 'Then, as they were passing below, she stood up and hailed them, in a voice like a silver trumpet, and they halted in some disorder - the Rohirrim are not much given to marching - and turned and cheered her. Then she was speaking to Marshal Erkenbrand and others in their own tongue for a while, and then one bolder than the rest, seeing me with my stick beside her, spoke in Westron and said 'He who marries a lady of Rohan should need no staff', or some such words, which did not sound well, and there was a silence. Then Erkenbrand spoke to the man, who replied in the tongue of Rohan, and I felt the mood change as Erkenbrand called to my lady, and as he spoke, she took the staff from my hand and gave it to Peregrin. Then she took my hand and laid it upon her shoulder, and then spoke in Westron herself and said 'Is this what you meant, Wolfram of the wayward tongue? He who marries a lady of Rohan will need no other staff!' Then they all cheered again, and the one called Wolfram looked like a man reprieved from a grievous sentence. I put my arm around her shoulders, and they cheered ever louder, until Erkenbrand brought them to order, and she bade them farewell. They marched off and someone started another song, which made my lady laugh again, and she told me it was a wedding song from the Westfold, that weddings in the Westfold can be very remarkable events, lasting many days in the noble households. And after that we asked and answered many questions about our lands, until we came at length to the wild goats of Westfold: and that was the conversation.' 'It is good to hear of her laughter' Aragorn said; - 'I hope I may often hear it for myself in days to come.' 'Truly it is a wonder, and all owing to you, that she lives to be my lady of laughter, when once I thought I should never see her smile.' 'I healed her wounds, it is true, but it was you healed her heart.' Then Aragorn kissed Faramir's brow and thanked him for his generous love, and Faramir said: 'I think you must know it was scarcely unselfish of me to keep you here, when your least touch renews my strength!' Aragorn laughed softly. 'You are nothing if not honest, dear friend. May you always continue so. Let me tell you that you are not the only one to gain by this. But I think you will also understand that this night must be as a dream that may not come again, to be forgotten at morning, or a memory that is not spoken of.' 'My thoughts had not travelled so far, I confess; but I understand, and I am glad to have this treasure. As for forgetting at will, I cannot promise that, but all that passes here will be a memory folded away at the bottom of my mind, where none but I may come upon it.' 'Folded away! I like those words. At the bottom of your mind! You speak as poetically as any Elf; we shall always be brothers.' 'I could wish for nothing better. And my mother was of the line of Dol Amroth: your comrade Legolas seemed to find something elvish in their prince.' 'True. Then we are kin, if by forgotten lines. Now let us sleep, or we shall be weary again by morning!' Faramir sat up briefly and pinched out the last candle. In the velvet darkness he enjoyed once more the King's kind words and gentle handling, and then rested nestled like a child in his firm embrace. After a while, Aragorn felt the other's chest heave with a deep sigh. 'Faramir? What troubles you?' 'My father .... ' His words trailed off in a breath. 'I understand more about Boromir; but my father, that is different ... ' 'Yes, my dear Faramir, that is different.' Now the King's voice was clear and uncompromising, the voice of one who would not offer easy consolation. 'Your father had courage and pride, for which we must honour him. He did not fall under the dominion of the Dark Lord, yet he fell into something as dreadful and dangerous in its own way - despair, the denial of the life of Arda - and he would have taken you with him into that darkness: you, and others.' Faramir was silent for a long time, reflecting on this. 'Even the Hobbits did not despair' he said at last; - 'When they had more reason than any of us. That was why they succeeded, by going on, by hoping.' 'I believe that is so.' 'He was always so sure, my father, so certain: that he was right, that he KNEW, better than the rest of us. Now, of course, I understand why. Sure that the line of kings would not return - yet it was not lost, and here you are ... ' He turned in Aragorn's embrace, and slid down, so that his cheek rested against his chest. 'And then he was sure that Stewards could never become Kings; and sure that he WAS king, in all but name. He was sure that Sauron could not be overthrown, but sure that he would never yield ... ' 'Call nothing sure that has not come to pass' said Aragorn; - 'And even then, not the wisest in Middle-earth can foretell all ends.' There was silence for a while; then Faramir said: 'That must be so, for if all is foretold and ordained, what need is there for our lives?' Aragorn drew breath to reply, then paused, almost as if he felt the thought forming in Faramir's mind. 'So my father did as he did, because he was sure, because he could see no need for his life - or for mine.' 'You are wise, my beloved Steward, grown strong in war to live in peace. And Gondor has need of you.' 'Then - then what will become of his spirit, since he caused his own death?' 'That I cannot say, but I will hope - as must you, for here is no end, but another beginning.' Faramir sighed again. He was too tired to think further, and yet felt peace returning to his heart. He woke alone in the brightness of morning, feeling that at last he had come back to life and health. Sitting up, he saw a chair moved aside from its place by the wall, and another memory came to him, of the two young boys, dragging by the hand the kindly stranger who had stayed so briefly in their halls, eager to show of their latest discovery of a 'secret passage'. So the King had used the knowledge gained as 'Thorongil' and sought his own apartments unseen. Then yet another memory revived, dim with sleep: a soft short beard brushed his cheek as a low voice said : . If he had made any reply, he could not recall it. Faramir got up to re-lock the 'secret' door, whistling quietly to himself - an old habit long left off in the years of darkness - ready for the new age of his life. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE (12) Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R. Summary: What was Aragorn thinking about 'a troubled mind'??. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: None Author's note. 12. In the house in the lower city, things did not go quite as Aragorn had hoped. Legolas became aware of a change in the quality of Gimli's silence as they walked back down the hill. All the high spirits of the evening seemed to drain out of him and when at last they had left the veiled moonlight of the night and lit the candles in their bedroom, and Legolas began to unfasten the clasps of his emerald tunic, Gimli stood motionless in the middle of the floor. Legolas turned, drawing breath to question, but Gimli held up his hand in a little warding-off gesture, and he halted, puzzled and suddenly anxious. 'Legolas, I must speak before I touch thee again and forget the whole world.' Forget the whole world! The words seemed to burn in the Elf's mind. Gimli backed away and sat down in the armchair at the right of the terrace window. Legolas moved cautiously to the one on the left. 'I told you, did I not, that a Dwarf will take but one mate in a lifetime, or else be solitary?' 'Yes, you did.' 'And I told you that I had my one chance; that I had found and lost.' 'Yes.' 'We were betrothed, but her family had to make a journey to the Iron Hills, on the matter of an inheritance. It was winter before they could return, and on the way wolves of the north fell on them, and she was slain, with others of the party, and lies under uncarved stone in a place I do not know.' 'Oh my friend! Then you were never married!' 'Married! No, but' - (he smiled faintly) - 'we anticipated matters, as is quite usual. And since then I have followed the way of our people, and had no mate, nor wanted one. Until now. Until tonight. And now my heart wakes, and something impossible has happened. Perhaps it is because you are of another kindred; perhaps it is because this is a new age, I cannot tell. But I think, I fear, I have been given a second chance.' 'Fear?' said Legolas, leaning forward slightly, hands clenching into fists on his knees. 'Fear. For if I touch thee once again, the gift will be given, and it will be as the first should have been, for life. But you Elves may have many loves in your long years, I understand it is your way, and the stubborn and jealous heart of a Dwarf is no burden to lay upon you.' Legolas looked at him in distress, pierced by his honesty, his further revelation of his grief, and also stung by his fear that an Elf might find utter devotion tiresome. But why should he know otherwise? Each kindred had an ample share of ideas about the other that were simply not so. Legolas took a deep breath. 'What you say of the loves of Elves is true, and yet not all the truth. Some indeed may have many lesser loves, and be content to live so; and some will not. Some will seek one to be their partner for ever, and some will find that one without seeking. And I too fear, I fear, and I hope, that I will be among these last, as my fate finds me.' If he had expected to see Gimli receive this gladly, he was mistaken. 'Say not so, dearest Elf! It would be cruel grief to give such love to one of mortal kind. I would rather leave thee now' (looking as if he might jump up at that moment and go) 'than see an immortal heart so bound - or else I would have to endure the pain of sharing a doomed love with thee till my death should set thee free.' Then Legolas sprang from his seat with a speed that lifted the hair from his shoulders, and fell on his knees in front of the Dwarf, covering his face with his hands and bowing his head to the ground. 'Do not speak of leaving me! Whatever I say or do will wound thee, whom I least wish to hurt. I am come to a strange gate, and can go neither forward nor back.' Gimli looked in amazement at the Elf crouched before him, bright hair spreading over the dark wine-red tiles of the floor. How could one of the firstborn kneel thus to a Dwarf? As his bewildered silence lengthened, Legolas seemed to sink lower still as if in despair. Then at last Gimli stirred, and slid from his seat to kneel as well, and gently took hold of Legolas' wrists, trying to raise him, and saying silently in his mind Then he spoke softly: 'There is no way now but forward. I hold thy hands and my gift is given, for good or ill, for thee to receive or refuse as thou wilt. But, received or refused, I will not regret it, for all I have shared with thee: hardship on the journey, danger and trust in battle, joy here in this room. Wherever this gate takes us, I will not regret.' Legolas' hands seemed inert in his, yet the Elf slowly straightened up and faced him, grey eyes silvered with unshed tears. They gazed steadily at each other for a long minute. 'This dark gate will open if we go forward together;' said Legolas; - 'But where will the way lead us?' Then Gimli thought he heard the words he should say. 'We cannot see the way, for we have yet to shape it, by our own choices.' Legolas' hands seemed to quiver with returning life, his eyes flashed with a familiar determined look, and he said: 'Then an end to all this - whatever they say, I will love thee!' Strangely, he glanced around the room as if surrounded, not by enemies, but by some who would question, and uttered a brief sentence in the elvish tongue, in a louder, defiant tone. Gimli stared at him. 'What - what did you say? You spoke in elvish.' Legolas blinked as if coming out of a dream. 'I told them I follow a star of earth.' Gimli seemed to understand vaguely what this might mean. 'Told them ...' 'The guardians of my people. They sense what is happening.' 'And a star of earth?' 'It is an old saying, meaning one who takes a mortal as only mate. Few such are remembered in the stories of the great ones - the rest are altogether forgotten, taken from distinction.' 'Then so be it, if we are together.' They put their arms around each other and leaned close, each with his head against the other's shoulder. 'Thy strange gate opens;' said Gimli softly; - 'Tomorrow will bring us to the other side. Maybe the next gate on the way will be but half-closed.' Then he rose to his feet, drawing Legolas gently up after him, and turned him around towards the bed. Suddenly they both felt almost too weary to stand, as if they had run across Rohan again. They undressed in silence and laid their clothes neatly side by side on the chest at the foot of the bed. Gimli put out his candle and lay down, and in a moment Legolas joined him, his elvish beauty adorned only by the silver oak leaf talisman of Mirkwood on its short chain. Then the Elf reached out and extinguished his candle too, and turned towards Gimli, drawing him close with one arm about his waist. Resting his head on the raw-silk mantle of Dwarf hair, he whispered: 'My star shines bright under the mountain, where I never knew such things could be.' 'And I see now that the forest is a mine of treasure more divine than those of earth.' Legolas drifted towards mortal sleep, easily found now, so close to a mortal beloved. The night breeze stirred faintly through the room. 'A warm bright day tomorrow;' said Legolas, in a different, wakeful sounding voice, only for Gimli to realise seconds later that he was already asleep. He smiled: Legolas had somehow taught himself a sort of mortal sleep, and his waking was like a mortal's too, but the falling asleep was not quite right yet, being as disconcertingly sudden as the blowing out of a lamp. And now the Elf had defied his 'guardians' - Gimli did not know who they were: some of the Maiar, perhaps, with a special care for wood Elves - and could fall asleep so sweetly. But Gimli lay awake for a while, wondering. This finding of a mate was a spiritual matter, but a strangely physical experience. He felt as if all his internal organs were repositioning themselves, and he had no words, except in his own language, to describe what was happening, other than 'the gift is given'. Not 'I give my gift' but 'is given', for that part of a Dwarf's nature is not fully under conscious control - whence its power. He knew that the giving could be denied: he could have left, still could, at the cost of a terrible effort of will that would greatly shorten his life, but Legolas' anguish at the thought of parting had overruled any impulse to resist the gift. It was done. They were one. He drew the Elf a little closer against his heart, and as the weird turmoil within began to subside, he too slept. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE (13/14) Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: G. Summary: The evil force that killed the little boy has not finished its work. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: Elvish curiosity brings trouble. Author's note. 13. When he woke, early on the promised fine morning, Gimli was alone in the bed, alone in the room. Struggling up through layers of sleep like morning mist in the valley, he became aware that the air was full of birdsong - no, not simply birdsong - surely there was a voice, an elvish voice, blended with the sound. He got out of bed and padded naked across the cool tiles to look out of the window. In the soft morning light he saw Legolas, dressed in his fine white robe, offering breadcrumbs to the birds on his outstretched hands, whistling and singing softly to them as he did so. Gimli stood with his hands on the windowsill, almost holding his breath for fear of disturbing the enchanting scene. There must have been more than two dozen little birds, fluttering and chirping around Legolas: sparrows, bluetits, robins were familiar to Gimli, but others were not. They all flew eagerly to the Elf's hands, perching on his fingers to take the crumbs and then darting away. A little wren flew out of one of the terrace trees, alighted on Legolas' right hand, and burst into loud trilling song. The Elf whistled back in a wonderful imitation, and the tiny bird challenged him again. Gimli watched until a memory of the previous evening returned to him, and he sang as quietly as he could: 'Where the pretty small birds do change their voices And every moment a different sound.' Legolas turned towards the window, and some of the birds flew off into the bushes, but the wren kept its place. Then, moving smoothly and slowly, Legolas began to walk across the terrace, talking and chirruping gently to the bird as he did so. It looked at him with bright little eyes, cocking its head to one side and the other, but stayed on his finger. Still talking to the bird, Legolas reached the window, and carefully extended his hand towards Gimli, who reached out cautiously in response until their hands were almost touching. Legolas continued speaking to the bird, mixing elvish words and bird sounds, until the wren suddenly hopped from his finger to Gimli's, and uttered the trilling phrases of its song. Legolas saw how the Dwarf's eyes were fixed on the tiny bird, wondering but keen, as if he were recording every detail of its appearance in his mind, as surely as if he were carving it in stone or casting in bronze; and he saw a gentle smile spread over Gimli's craggy features, like spring sunshine on a rocky cliff, as the wren sang again. Gimli was smiling not only at the trust the Elf could win from wild creatures, but also at the delicate grip of tiny sharp claws and the warmth of the miniature feet which he could feel on the sensitive side of his finger. Legolas spoke again in elvish, as the wren examined Gimli with jet-bright eyes full of alien intelligence. He thanked the bird for its courtesy, and it trilled again and flew off in a rustling whirr of feathers. 'Thank you, dear friend, that was beautiful' said Gimli; - 'One little brown wren - what a wonder!' 'The earth is full of wonders, is it not? And a little work with a watering can brings them back to the city. You see I have been busy while you slept.' 'Ah! They come not to the city, they come to thee' Gimli replied. He could see how well the trees had grown in the short time that Legolas had tended them, and added: 'Soon you will have your own wood within the city.' 'I have to say I love to see things green and growing about any dwelling, fair though the stonework may be.' Gimli responded with the dwarvish grunt that this sort of remark had always earned, meaning that he was reluctant to concur too readily with elvish opinion; but, seeing the graceful figuring of dark branches, green leaves and white blossoms against the smooth marble walls, he had to say: 'I would not altogether disagree.' Legolas laughed his clear ringing laugh, and leaned in at the window to kiss Gimli on the brow. 'Then rise, and let us finish what we started below there, to help make this city fair as it should be!' This was the very admonition to set the Dwarf in a bustle, being one never to leave a task unfinished, and they had dressed, breakfasted and set off for their work in what seemed like seconds. As the lower gate clicked shut behind them, Legolas said: 'My friend, we are happy, when there is every reason we should not be so. How can this be?' Gimli looked up at him sharply, about to make some remark that Elves think too much, but what Legolas said was true. Instead he replied: 'Sometimes our hearts understand more than we know, dear Elf, and last night's dark gate has opened on a light we have not seen before.' So they turned back into the moment, and went down to the lower city. The street was, if possible, quieter than ever. There was no sign of activity. The houses where the widow and her family and friends lived all looked shut up and deserted. Elf and Dwarf wondered if the people were there, but following some tradition of mourning. In fact they were absent, having returned to the burial ground on the second day for the final closing of the grave, according to their custom. Gimli had brought his tool bag with him, and set it on a stone to open it and select what he might need. Legolas looked around the empty street, which ended with the fountain at the foot of the rock face not far beyond the last of the damaged houses. It was so quiet that the only sound was the cool splashing of water falling from a spout in the rock into the wide marble basin. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a sudden movement. Something, a small animal, seemed to run into the house where the child had died. Legolas remembered some talk of a dog that he had followed, and walked off to take a look while Gimli rummaged in his leather bag. The Dwarf had just found the wedges he wanted when he was startled by a strange low hissing sound from somewhere behind him. As he turned towards it, it ended in a sort of thump mingled with a cry of pain that could only have been uttered by Legolas. Gimli leapt towards the sound, seeing as he did so a plume of black smoke rise from the ruins and swirl rapidly up across the face of the mountain, thinning to nothing in moments. Even before he had reached the broken doorway, Legolas stumbled out, hands over his face, and fell to his knees in the street. He crouched down, doubled over in a nightmare echo of the way he had knelt before Gimli in the bedroom, and as the Dwarf reached him he saw that his hands and clothes were stained black as if with the smoke that had just gone up. 'Legolas! Legolas! What happened?' Gimli dropped to his knees, gripping the Elf's shoulders, and he straightened up slowly, lowering his hands, revealing to Gimli's horror, that his face was also blackened and his eyelids swollen almost shut. 'Gimli! I can't see! Something hit me.' He seemed about to try rubbing his eyes, but Gimli grabbed his hand and stopped him. 'No! No! Come to the fountain! Wash this stuff off quickly!' He jumped up and helped Legolas to his feet, and half dragged, half carried the dazed Elf to the fountain, guiding his hands to the edge of the basin. Legolas plunged his face into the water, which instantly turned black, blacker that would have seemed possible from the amount of soot on his face. Then with eyes still closed he groped with his hands to find where the water fell from its marble spout, and let the spring run straight onto his face, heedless of the splashes that soaked his clothes. Gimli watched anxiously, but the pure chilly water did its work well, and after a few minutes bathing the swelling of the eyelids began to go down, and Legolas swayed, gasping for breath and clutching the rim of the basin. Gimli put both arms around him, and he turned, water dripping down his face. 'It's all right, I can see you. Not clearly, but I see you.' Gimli hugged the bedraggled Elf tightly, tears of relief starting in his own eyes. Now he felt inclined to scold in reaction. 'Bathe your eyes again now, the water has run clear.' Legolas needed no second bidding to feel the soothing touch of cold water on his face again. 'What made you go in like that? What happened?' 'I saw something, an animal, a little black dog, I thought - went to look. There was something on the floor - it moved - then there was a sound, and smoke everywhere, and something knocked me over.' Gimli guessed what might have happened. 'It must have been one of the enemy's missiles, from the siege, that did not go off at the time. The dog must have disturbed it. How this morgul-stuff lingers! I hope there are no more.' 'It must be so' said Legolas, clutching the marble dizzily; - 'My sight clears but my head swims.' He staggered sideways and Gimli caught him and lowered him gently to sit on the ground in the angle where the last house wall met the rock of the mountain. It was a sunny corner at this time of day, and Gimli settled himself with his back against the warm masonry, drawing Legolas close to rest across his chest, supported by the Dwarf's strong arms and raised knees, face half hidden against his beard, hands tucked up in a foetal curl. Legolas was trembling a little with shock, and Gimli held him tightly, stroking his head and making soothing murmurs, hardly knowing what he said. He was beginning to feel the shock himself, now, and also realised that they were quite alone. If Legolas should need more help than he could give, he would have to abandon the Elf to fetch it. But gradually the trembling subsided and Legolas stirred. 'I'd like to bathe my eyes again' he said, but found he could hardly stand unaided. Gimli helped him the few yards to the fountain, and he bathed his face and hands again. It was strange how strong a stain spread from the remaining soot, clouding the whole basin with its taint, but the swelling of Legolas' eyelids reduced further, leaving the grey eyes bloodshot but able to see. 'I shall have to rest longer before we can go home' he said as they returned to the sunny corner. 'Of course; said Gimli' - 'It is hardly midmorning yet. Let the sun warm you for a while.' So Legolas leaned against him and seemed to doze in the sunshine, but time went on, and he did not recover his strength as quickly as Gimli had expected. Towards midday the Dwarf was growing more anxious, and was resolving to leave Legolas and go in search of help. There was still no sign of life in the street, but then, just as he was about to speak to Legolas, help appeared, the very best he could have asked for: Gandalf himself, striding along the street, staff in hand, a light summer mantle of soft blue billowing over shining white. The wizard swooped down upon the pair, alarmed at the sight of Legolas, questioning, examining. Legolas seemed to revive under his touch, and soon stood up, leaning on Gimli's shoulder. Apparently satisfied that the Elf's life was not in danger, Gandalf went into the damaged house to see where the incident had happened. Sam, it appeared, had told him something of what the two had been doing, and he had decided to come and see for himself, having a spare moment - by chance, as it is said. When he emerged, stepping cautiously over the rubble, he said: 'Whatever work of the enemy that was, it was powerful, yet nothing of it now remains. I have heard no reports of any other such in the city, but those who are working to repair the damage must be warned. But first, let us take Legolas home to rest properly.' With Gandalf and Gimli to aid him, Legolas climbed the long stair to the next level and then to the courtyard, where they found Sam busy weeding round the trees and bushes in their tubs and troughs, having already dealt with the entrance stairs. He was greatly shocked by what he heard and saw, and hastened to make a herbal drink for Legolas, while the Elf washed the last of the sooty stuff from his face, neck and hands, and Gimli brought him his white robe, for his clothes were in need of cleaning too. His hair, still drawn neatly back into a single plait, Dwarf fashion, seemed to have cast off the black powder, and gleamed as bright as ever, but he shook it out and let Gimli brush it for him. Soon he sat on the courtyard bench in the sunshine, dressed in the soft white robe, enjoying the fragrant infusion Sam had brewed. The others joined him with their cups, and Gandalf though that he was already looking much better. Suddenly Sam uttered a little exclamation to himself and trotted off to the front terrace, to return shortly with a bunch of leaves in his hand. 'The very thing' he said; - 'Growing right under our noses, around those flowering bushes - don't know what they are - blossoms like cherries - the very thing, eyewort we call it at home, I'll make it up for you. You can use it as soon as it cools, but it'll be better if you keep the leaves in overnight.' Off he went to the kitchen again and stirred up the fire to reboil the kettle, while Gandalf heard about the death and funeral of the little boy, and the stone Gimli had cut. The wizard looked keenly at his two comrades, sitting so close together, each now so ready to praise the other, and smiled gently at the change he saw in them. Soon Sam came out with his potion and a small linen cloth. 'Just wring this out in the liquid and lay it over your eyes for five minutes' he said - 'It'll make a difference. The rest is inside, just leave it to infuse till morning.' Gimli took the bowl and the cloth, and then laid the compress over Legolas' eyelids. He half-turned on the bench so that the Elf could lean comfortably against him. 'Thank you Sam, it feels very soothing. I had not recognised the plant. I must learn more of your Shire herb-lore, if you will teach me.' 'Of course I will, dear Legolas. Whoever planted these pots and things must have known quite a bit - there's some very useful herbs, for cooking and for medicine - tucked in around the shrubs and things - not the way I'd do it, but here it suits.' Sam raided the store cupboards (cut into the rock that formed the back wall of the kitchen, wonderfully cool for fresh food) and made a meal for them all. He found that today's provisions included fish from the Anduin, and soon the air was filled with sizzling fragrance. Legolas found a better appetite than either Gimli or Gandalf expected, and when Sam and the wizard departed they felt happy to leave the two alone. Gimli urged Legolas to go to bed early, and they lay close together watching the daylight fade. They spoke little, and as darkness fell, Legolas crept closer, so that Gimli could slide his left arm around him, and seemed to go to sleep. Gimli dozed, sleeping with one eye open, not entirely convinced that all was yet well, and as the night wore on he was aware of Legolas muttering and stirring a little in his sleep, though he did not find this surprising after the day's experiences. 14. It was three hours after midnight when he started awake as if someone had called him. He seemed to hear a sound echoing, yet all was still - too still. The lamp he had left burning, refilled and carefully trimmed, on the bracket at his side of the bed, still gave a soft golden light, but he did not need light to know that Legolas had rolled away from him, and was now lying flat and motionless at the other side of the bed, his breathing slow and faint. Gimli sat up abruptly, leaned over, grasped the Elf's shoulder and shook him gently, and was frightened by the coldness of his body under the white robe. The shaking had no effect. Gimli shook him again, harder, calling his name bent down and kissed soft cold lips that parted lifelessly under his. Now their room was a lighted cave of fear in the vast peaceful darkness of the sleeping city, with no help at hand. Gimli shook the Elf again, more roughly still, calling him again and again, lifting him from his pillow, so that his head fell back like a dead man's until, without warning, he awoke, and clutched at Gimli with both hands, dragging on his hair and gasping as if he were drowning. Gimli held him tightly until he grew calmer, but he remained deadly cold despite the warmth of the Dwarf's body. 'Gimli, where have I been? It was dark, deep and dark, and cold, I'm cold ...' Legolas' voice was faint and faltering. 'It was a dream, dear Legolas, only a dream. You're awake now.' But he was still anxious. He had never heard the Elf complain so of cold before, and though the night was mild and he had drawn another blanket up over Legolas, still the warmth did not return to his body. He did not even shiver. Something else must be done. Then, the way that Legolas had seemed to be trying to escape drowning gave Gimli an inspiration: a hot bath. He knew that Sam had mended and damped the fire and refilled the set-pot. The fire would blaze up quickly, and a hot bath taken by a bright fire was as good a cure for chills as anything that Gimli knew of. He shook Legolas again, but gently. 'You're not getting any warmer. I'm going to stir up the kitchen fire, get you into a hot bath in front of it. I won't be long, fetch you in a minute.' But as he got out of bed and felt for his slippers, Legolas clutched his arm with unexpected force. 'Don't leave me! The darkness pulls me down!' The words alarmed him more than the chill pervading the Elf's body. 'All right. Come now.' He grabbed his brown robe and flung it on, then took his grey Lorien cloak from the back of the door and wrapped it around Legolas as he stood leaning one hand on the footboard of the bed. Then he took the lamp from its bracket, and found that Legolas seemed unable to follow him, so that he had to lead him from the room with one arm around his waist. Gimli was afraid that Legolas would fall before they had crossed the courtyard, but they reached the kitchen safely, and Gimli drew a stool close to the warm stove, and made Legolas sit there while he opened the stove door, pushed back the damper, and added more wood to the quickly brightening blaze. He lit a few candles, and turned back to see that Legolas was stretching out his hands towards the fire, something he had never before seen the Elf do out of need, but only for sheer pleasure in the warmth of fire. Gimli went through to the bath house and returned carrying the large wooden tub. The weight of it was no problem for dwarvish strength, but the rope handles were placed for a man's reach, which Gimli could only just manage. He put the tub down near the stove and began to fill it from the steaming set-pot, using the large lading can that always stood ready. When the tub was half full, he turned to Legolas. 'Come on now, in you get. It's the best way to warm you.' Legolas tested the water nervously with his fingertips. 'It's too hot!' 'Elvish prejudice!' Gimli struggled not to scold him, but added some cold water from the cistern at the other side of the stove. When he had stirred the water around with his hand, Legolas consented to take off the cloak and robe, and stepped into the tub. Gimli was shocked to see a mass of bruises down his right side, dull purplish stains disfiguring his fine pale skin. The upper part of his right arm was bruised as well, and there was a very angry looking mark just above his knee. 'Legolas! You're covered with bruises!' As the Elf lowered himself into the comforting steaming water he could see easily enough what Gimli meant. 'Ai! yes; it knocked me over, onto the stones. They'll be gone by morning. Ah, this feels better; thank you Gimli, you kind and clever Dwarf! I would never have thought of it.' Gimli added more hot water cautiously, while Legolas settled deeper, drawing up his knees to do so, and tossing his hair out over the edge of the tub as he leaned back and sank down as far as he could. Gimli went to fetch towels from the linen closet in the next room, and came back to find his beloved Elf basking quite happily in hot water and firelight, and looking much better. Gimli drew a chair close to the fire and draped the towels over the back to warm them. Then he picked up the lading can again and scooped water from the tub to pour over Legolas' shoulders. Legolas leaned forward to enjoy the sensation, and inevitably the ends of his hair fell into the water. Black streaks immediately appeared on his back and stained the water. Gimli cried out in horror when he saw it. 'The black soot! It's still in your hair, it's turning the water black like the fountain!' Legolas jumped up and out of the tub with a wild splashing, pulled a lock of hair forward over his shoulder and looked at it. The pale golden strands gleamed as brightly as ever, but left a black mark on his hand. He dropped to his knees beside the tub, flung all his hair forward, and dipped his head in the water. The result was as dramatic as before: all the water in the tub turned black almost instantly, as if with the strongest dye, while his hair continued to look quite clean. 'The evil influence must be in the soot, not the explosion' said Gimli; - 'We must wash it all out.' Legolas squeezed the water out of his hair. It was very strange that the black stuff should colour the water so strongly and yet not be visible on the pale golden tresses. 'That must be it. I feel much better already. I must go out to the fountain.; this needs running water.' 'But it's so cold -' 'That will be no matter, now so much of the stuff is gone. I am warmer already.' Gimli realised that this was true as he wrapped the largest towel he could find around Legolas, took up the lamp, and went out with him to the courtyard spring. There was no doubt that washing to remove the black substance was the right treatment: he was clearly stronger. It was not very easy to tell by the light of the lamp just when the water ran clear, but at last they were satisfied, and returned to the warmth of the kitchen. While Legolas sat by the bright fire drying his hair, Gimli dragged the heavy tub carefully across the floor to the drain and poured the black water away, then rinsed the tub out with clean water from the cistern. Constantly looking round at the Elf, he refilled the water heater and replaced the lid. There would be hot water ready in the morning. Legolas' hair was drying now but looked tangled. 'Where is your comb? Let me fetch it for you.' Legolas told him where to find it, and he took a candle and went out. The night was still and mild, faintly scented by blossom. Peace was returning to the little house, and Legolas was sufficiently recovered to smile at the Dwarf in his sack-like robe when he returned with the fine ivory comb. The kitchen was now very warm, glowing with the light of the fire, lamp and candles at one end, dim and shadowy at the other. Gimli closed the damper to save the fire, and then turned his attention to combing out the Elf's hair, lifting the silken strands high to speed the drying. Slowly pleasure was replacing anxiety. Legolas turned on the stool. 'Want to roast the other side now?' Gimli chuckled, running his fingers through the pale gold locks, both to feel for the wetter parts and to enjoy the sensation. Legolas drew a deep breath, straightening up as he sat. 'Had I not lain beside you, I would never have wakened; I am sure of it. I owe you my life.' Gimli's hands halted. 'I was falling down into darkness' the Elf continued; - 'It was cold and deep. I tried to call you, but I could not hear my own voice. It was like drowning, in something thicker than water, like being buried in the black soot.' 'I heard you call!' Gimli replied; - 'Though you did not speak. That is what woke me.' Legolas flung his arms around the Dwarf's stocky body and held him in a crushing embrace, pressing his face against the coarse brown robe, feeling the dwarvish heat beneath. 'You heard me? You heard?' 'My heart heard.' He stooped and kissed the top of the golden head. 'May our hearts always hear each other, my Legolas.' 'Always.' They stayed clasped together a little longer, then Gimli resumed his tending of the fine elvish hair, until he was satisfied that it was completely dry. 'There, that's done. Now you must rest.' 'I feel recovered now. The evil was in the black soot and it is gone.' 'Don't argue! It was a great danger, even for the strength of an Elf.' Gimli moved away and opened one of the rock-cut storage cupboards at the back of the kitchen. Cold air fell out like invisible water - no need to worry about the freshness of the milk in its red earthen crock. He carried the crock to the stove, measured out two cups of milk into a small pan, and set the pan on the hotplate to heat. Legolas sat and watched him in contented silence. When the milk was nicely warm, Gimli filled the cups and damped the stove. 'Now come and rest.' Legolas rose obediently, put out the candles and took his cup, while Gimli picked up the lamp, and they went back across the dark courtyard and returned to bed. When they were sitting side by side, leaning on their pillows, Gimli felt they were like naughty Dwarf children holding a midnight feast as they sipped their milk and the weight of the night's events slowly fell from them. When they were ready to put out the lamp, Legolas said softly: 'I do owe you my life. It will not be forgotten.' 'Have we not saved each other often? Let there be no reckoning of debts between us, dearest Elf.' 'No debts, but no forgetting' Legolas answered, sliding down under the covers and gazing solemnly up at Gimli. Gimli blew out the lamp and settled beside him in the soft darkness. Once again he drew Legolas close to him, feeling his body reassuringly warm again under the white gown. The sky was growing light outside the curtained window, and the little birds were starting to sing in the terrace bushes as the two fell asleep, weary beyond thought or desire, to sleep soundly as the sun rose on another fine day in Minas Tirith. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE (15) Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R Summary: Rather a bitty one this time; Legolas is not quite recovered yet, but Gandalf helps by discovering why. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: None. Archive: OK, but please let me know. 15 It was mid morning when Gimli woke again, and his first concern was for Legolas; but the Elf lay turned towards him, in a soft relaxed curl, breathing evenly, and his skin felt comfortably warm (for an Elf) to his cautious touch. Gimli rose quietly, put on his brown robe, and drew the curtain back a little way, so that he could push the window wide open. The little birds hopped and twittered outside. 'Hush little friends, he is sleeping' he said softly, and wondered what his kinsfolk would think of a Dwarf talking to birds. When he stepped out into the courtyard, the first sight he saw was Gandalf and Sam sitting at the outdoor table, on which reposed Sam's mushroom basket. Gimli closed the bedroom door carefully before he spoke any greeting. When Gandalf heard what had happened during the night, he seemed quite dismayed, and reproached himself for failing to see the clinging influence of the morgul-stuff. 'But maybe it is only active at night' said Gimli; - 'It seemed to come on quite suddenly. 'Well, your idea of the hot bath was certainly the right one' said the Wizard; - 'But I should like to see him again as soon as possible, even at the risk of waking him.' 'Do you think we should ask Aragorn to come?' said Sam. 'If there is any sign that the evil remains, I would advise it' Gandalf replied. So Gimli went back to the bedroom and found Legolas just waking up. He drew back the curtain and announced the visitors as Gandalf appeared at the door. Legolas sat up and assured them that he felt well, only rather tired; but he could not remember exactly what had happened during the dark hours - even the hot bath was an indistinct recollection. Gandalf came to the bedside and looked at him closely, not seeming entirely pleased with what he saw. Gimli mentioned the bruising on the Elf's side, which he seemed to have forgotten until it was spoken of. Legolas turned back the bedclothes and drew up his long gown to look for the heavy mark above his knee, and Gimli was very surprised to see that it had faded almost to nothing. 'Elves heal quickly, and bruises are no great matter.' But he settled himself down in bed again. Then Gandalf seemed to notice something. 'Turn your head to the right, please, Legolas.' Gimli and Sam watched anxiously as Legolas turned towards them, and Gandalf moved to look at the left side of the Elf's face. 'There's a mark here' he said, touching the angle of the cheekbone. Legolas raised his left hand to the place. 'Where? I feel nothing.' 'It's very faint, but something is there that should not be.' Gimli hurried round to the other side of the bed. The near vision of a Dwarf is as clear as the long sight of elven kind, and in the light of day he found no difficulty in seeing what Gandalf had detected: a mark something like that made by the first great raindrop of a thunder shower in the dust of summer, a rosette shape made of a stippling of minute black dots imprinted in the Elf's skin, like a tattoo of the greatest delicacy, each spot no larger that the point of a fine pin. 'That's very strange' said Gimli; - 'I never noticed it yesterday.' He rubbed the mark gently with one fingertip. 'It seems to be imprinted IN the skin.' 'It was a strong blow. It knocked me over' Legolas reminded him. 'Tell me again what happened' said Gandalf; - 'I don't altogether understand what you were doing there in the first place: not, I think, that it has any bearing on the matter.' 'We were trying to help the people in that quarter of the city' said Gimli; - 'And the work was unfinished, because of what happened to the child.' 'Yes, Sam told me about that.' 'Well' said Legolas; - 'I looked round to the house where the child was killed, and thought I saw a small dog run in. The elder brother said that the little one had gone in after a dog, though the others said there had been no dog; but then I saw it, or thought I did, and went to look. It seemed to be in the inner room, but when I got near there was a sound like the hissing of a snake, or something more like the spitting of a green or wet log in the fire, only louder, and a black cloud hit me with the force of a heavy club, blinding me and knocking me down onto the stones.' 'I saw the smoke fly up against the mountainside like a swarm of bees' said Gimli; - 'It was not like the smoke from a fire.' 'I don't doubt but any other than an Elf would have died' said Gandalf; - 'That was a strong and a dangerous spell. If the mark does not fade in a day or two, we must ask the King if he will come to you, or take you to him.' 'Surely that will not be necessary. Others have more need of healing than I.' Sam fetched his infusion of eyewort, now cooled and strained, and laid another compress on Legolas' eyelids, making sure it covered the mark as well. It seemed to make him feel better, and Sam judged that food was called for, though whether it would be breakfast, elevenses or lunch would be hard to say. By the time Legolas was up and dressed, and the meal prepared and eaten, other visitors had arrived: Merry, Pippin and Frodo himself, all concerned about their companion, and all worried about turning up too early and disturbing his rest. When they saw the Elf apparently his old self again, the hobbits felt reassured, even when they heard of what had happened during the night. Gimli realised that although it was obvious from his story that he and Legolas were bedfellows, the Hobbits seemed to accept the fact without question, almost without noticing: the welfare of their friends was what mattered to them. Afterwards the visitors examined the house, courtyard and terrace, admiring the wood panelled walls of the main rooms - almost as cosy as a Hobbit-hole, if much larger - but Frodo seemed to feel something strange about the place. 'Do you know who used to live here?' he asked; - 'How did it come to be left empty?' No one knew the answer. Frodo looked around, as if he might see some reason, and then said: 'I think you have brought happiness back here, despite the accident to Legolas.' The visitors stayed and chatted through the afternoon, sitting on the terrace in the sunshine, and since they were there, Gimli felt free to go out into the city in search of something he wanted; but Legolas began to grow restless in his absence, and had to will himself to talk herblore with Sam as the time went on, and feed the little birds with crumbs that Merry and Pippin brought from the kitchen. At last Gimli came back, carrying a shapeless cloth-wrapped bundle of 'a few useful bits and pieces'. Gandalf noted the Elf's fretful relief at his return, and felt sure he was not as well as he seemed. Sam had cooked and set out another meal, and was helping Gimli tidy up afterwards when he suddenly slapped his hand to his forehead and exclaimed: 'Any more of this, Sam Gamgee, and they can change your name to Butterbur! Gimli! Legolas! I have a letter for you from Faramir, left by the servingman who brought the bread this morning.' He produced the folded and sealed paper from the inside pocket of his jacket. 'You were asleep when he came, so I kept it for you.' Though it was addressed to both of them, Gimli handed it to Legolas to open it, a touch of unconscious deference that neither seemed to notice. Gandalf smiled as Legolas broke the seal and the two leaned close to read Faramir's clear firm script together. There was a revealing ease in their attitude, old enmity gone, the wizard hoped, for good. 'This is very kind' said Legolas; - 'He asks if we would like to visit the palace and see the archives and stores - there are writings and musical instruments, and works of both dwarves and Elves, long put aside and forgotten, that he thinks should be rediscovered.' 'I would gladly see any work of my people that might be in this place' said Gimli; - 'I fancy it would be old work indeed, since none of our kind have been here in living memory.' Legolas wrote a reply accepting the invitation, ready to be taken back in the morning, and when the visitors had gone he returned to the subject of Gimli's absence and the bundle with which he had returned. Gimli led him to the small room next to their bedroom, and laid out the contents of his bundle on the plain heavy table which was the main item of furniture: a small vice, a number of wooden blocks of different sizes, an oil burner, a couple of little canisters; pliers ... Legolas did not know what all the things were, or their uses, even when the Dwarf named them. At least it was clear that he meant to set up a small workshop in this room. Legolas sat on a stool by the table, looking at the things, and turned as the Dwarf paused beside him. 'You were gone so long' he said querulously. Gimli leaned close and kissed him lightly. 'No more than two hours and a half, dear Elf. And you missed me ...' Legolas stroked his beard, and looked up again. Gimli could not refuse another kiss, as the Elf's eyes closed, long lashes dark against his pale skin. Gimli felt the slight movements of the head with which Legolas savoured the soft rasp of moustache against his face, and squeezed the Elf's shoulder in response, half tenderly amused, half worried by the childish anxiety he had shown. But when Legolas next looked up, his expression was bright and inquisitive as ever. 'And what will you do here, industrious one?' 'I shall start, in the morning, since the light fails now, with your silver circlet of leaves, which was not re-shaped to fit you. And I'll continue with the proper care of my axes and knives; and then, if you wish, your arrowheads. I do not think you need a Dwarf's assistance with your long knives.' 'Ah! There you may be mistaken' smiled the Elf, much to Gimli's surprise; - 'I know you have never examined them, but they are of dwarvish steel, and very old. I think you might like to see them properly.' 'Legolas! Thank you.' Gimli hardly knew what to say at being offered such an honour so unexpectedly. In the days of peace, the knives had been put away in Legolas' room, and carried only occasionally, for ceremony. 'But as for the circlet' Legolas went on; - 'It fits very well with what you have already done.' 'Well enough, maybe. But now I have the means to complete the work, and see to the bits of damage, so that you will be able to wear it all day if you wish, without putting enough extra braids in your hair to make an arming cap!' Legolas smiled at him again. 'Very well; I bow to your judgement.' Then his bright expression clouded over once more, and he moved his neck and shoulders as if they felt stiff. 'You look tired now' said Gimli (still not fully understanding how unnatural this was in an Elf) - 'It will take more than a day to recover from what has happened to you, so, early to bed!' Legolas was not too tired to respond cheekily: 'Only if you come too!' But Gimli could see that it would be a night for rest, so he simply put one arm around the Elf's waist and led him through the curtained doorway to the bedroom. Legolas began to prepare for bed without protest, though he had been up barely half the day. Gimli went across to the kitchen, savouring the sweet scent of the evening air in the courtyard. The sky was lightly flecked with little clouds, tinged pink on the western side - surely another fine day in prospect. He set milk to heat while he washed, and then returned to the bedroom. Legolas had pushed his pillows up, and was sitting leaning against them as if he had been expecting Gimli to bring the warm drinks. Before he got into bed, Gimli lit the small lamp on the bracket at his side of the bed. 'Just in case' he said. 'It won't happen again. Please don't be anxious, dear friend.' 'You thought you were well last night.' 'Truly I feel better, believe me.' 'I do believe you, fair one, but better may not yet be well, so I shall still take care.' 'Stubborn Dwarf!' 'Crazy Elf!' They smiled at eachother across the rims of their cups. The soothing drink finished, they slid down between the smooth linen sheets. Tonight Legolas had left off his white gown, which was a good sign. Once again Gimli slipped his left arm under the Elf's neck and drew him closer. 'This time, don't move away. I want to know what's happening to you all the time.' 'Dwarves are so possessive!' 'Now who's addressing a public meeting?' Legolas responded by burrowing down under Gimli's beard and biting gently at the nearest nipple. 'That milk was supposed to help you sleep, not wake you up!' 'Mmm-hm!' 'You'll get nothing from there.' 'Idiot!' A strong arm slid round the Dwarf's waist and held him tight. 'I seek mortal sleep again tonight. I'm not afraid of the blackness now. What remains in my face will fade, I'm sure.' 'If not, I'll take you to Aragorn, as Gandalf said.' 'There'll be no need.' 'We'll see.' Legolas argued no more, but settled himself comfortably beside Gimli and was soon asleep. They awoke to bright sunlight and birdsong, and smiled at each other: an untroubled night. They celebrated with a gentle kiss. Then Gimli propped himself up on his elbow and looked intently at the Elf's face. Was it imagination, or did he look a little thinner, paler? He thought he saw some change, though the bright eyes smiled happily up at him. He looked at the fine black stippled mark on the fair cheek: it had not faded. Had it been set there as a beauty spot to adorn that elegant bone structure (supposing Elves were given to such things) it might have been a subtle work of art, but he knew it was something of a very different kind. Legolas understood the gaze and raised his hand to touch the spot, but still felt nothing. 'Now you doubt' said Legolas, sensing anxiety; - 'I say I am well, but you do not think so, even now.' 'No, dearest Elf, I do not think so. You are not a child, to be protected from doubt. I have shared your bed but a few nights, yet I have loved you longer, I think, than even I know, and I say you are not yet well.' This time Legolas did not argue: Gimli's words carried too much conviction. 'That spot must be where the main force of the blast hit you' he went on; - 'If you heard the hissing sound, or saw smoke, and put your hands up ...' Legolas matched action to the words, and sure enough, the stippled mark fell in the angle between the thumb and forefinger of his left hand. Gimli spoke again: 'I wonder would Sam's herblore have a recipe for a poultice to draw out those grains of powder?' 'Since it troubles you so, we shall ask, and I shall see for myself if there is anything growing in the plantpots that might serve - wood Elves are not quite without knowledge of these matters!' As on the previous day, he seemed to grow stronger as the day progressed, and himself decided to take another bath and wash his hair again, in case any sign of the black stuff had been missed in the uncertainty of lamplight. Gimli thought this a good idea and helped prepare the bath, but before he got in, drew him over to the window and examined his skin carefully in the bright morning light, especially down the left side, and also his hands, neck and ear - anywhere that had not been covered by clothing. Apart from the mark on his left cheek, there was no obvious sign of the black powder stippling. Gimli was just about to express his relief when Legolas said in an odd voice: 'Are the goods in order? Will you bargain?' Gimli started back, alarmed. He guessed at once that something had made Legolas see himself for sale, perhaps in the slave markets of the Haradrim, and for a moment could say nothing, recalling at the same time elvish belief in the mercenary nature of dwarves. They glared at eachother, adversaries again, the Dwarf in his unbecoming brown robe, the Elf naked. Gimli took a couple of deep breaths 'I would not bargain for thy safety. No price would be too high. I would give my life.' Legolas stared with wide dark eyes, still seeing strange visions, until suddenly the affronted gaze was softened by a rim of welling tears, and he answered: 'What would life and safety be to me without thee?' He touched his face again. 'It is the shadow that does this.' Then he wrapped his long arms about Gimli's neck and hid his face against the Dwarf's hair. 'There must be more of that poison about me still. Did you find nothing?' 'No, nothing more, nothing. It seems those little black spots have power enough.' 'Forgive me, Gimli, for such cruel words. I seemed to see ...' 'I can guess what you saw. Visions of how Sauron's people might have treated you, or how he would have you think of the Dwarves. But it is all his lies, lingering yet, and you must see with your own sight, not this vision from the wreck of Mordor.' Legolas held him tightly. 'The picture fades; it is gone. But is that how this new age will be? The great enemy departed, while fragments of his work remain, strewn about to catch the unwary?' Gimli drew back a little in his embrace and looked at him, frowning. 'An ominous thought, Legolas, and yet one that does not surprise. There can be no end to vigilance: that much I believe. But, to be practical, if there is more of that stuff about you, it is hidden in your hair; so, let us try. Only the water will show it.' Legolas knelt down on the thick rush mat by the tub, and leaned right over, dipping his hair into the water. Gimli took up a wooden scoop, and carefully poured water over the back of the Elf's head, making sure he reached all the fine hairs on the nape of his neck. Legolas was not surprised by his exclamation. 'Ach! Yes! It is here, right down on your neck, on the left side.' He poured more water, and Legolas saw the ink-like stain run down and spread, much fainter than before, but still there. They emptied the water into the drain, and put more in the tub, but the black stain still showed, and another full tub was needed to clear it. Once dressed, they had breakfast sitting out in the sunshine at the courtyard table, and the little birds came hopping around to take the crumbs. Legolas whistled to them, imitating their calls, and some came and perched on his hands again while Gimli sat still and enjoyed the sight of the Elf and his little woodland friends until visitors began to arrive. First came Frodo and Sam, then Merry and Pippin; then young Bergil, looking for Pippin for some boyish plot he would not reveal; then the man from the Steward's household, delivering provisions and collecting laundry; then Gandalf, coming to check on Legolas' progress. When Gandalf appeared, Legolas, barefoot and wearing only shirt and breeches, was wandering around with Sam, still carrying a small plate of apple slices, the last of his breakfast, and discussing the various plants that were growing in the tubs and pots or in the crevices of the eastern wall. Gandalf could see that the Elf was clearly improving, but felt that something should be done to remove the unwanted 'tattoo'. He sent Sam off to market to look for certain local herbs that he knew of, and also offered to take a message to the King. Gimli was all for this, full of anxiety despite the obvious improvement in Legolas' health and spirits, but still the Elf would not hear of it, insisting that the King had more important demands on his time. Privately he blamed himself for his misfortune, and even wished that Gimli would acknowledge it and call him addle-pated Elf again, or worse if he wished; or better still, something so dreadful in Dwarvish that no one would dare to ask for a translation. His anger at himself for the distress he had caused to the Dwarf now troubled him more than the injury. Eventually Sam returned, having got what was wanted, with the help of the energetic Begil, so Hobbit and and wizard set to work in the kitchen to make up the poultice. Gimli hovered, watching, and Legolas sat rather glumly at the table, feeling less and less worthy of the love and care that was devoted to him. Sam followed Gandalf's instructions for blending and heating the herbs, and crumbled some bread to carry the infusion. 'If it's got to smell bad to do good, this one's a winner!' Sam exclaimed, stirring the murky-looking stuff in a small pan. 'Hammer and tongs!' said Gimli, catching a whiff of it, and adding a few words in Khuzdul that made Gandalf look round sharply. Legolas seemed not to notice this bit of byplay, which worried Gimli more that the smell. Eventually the breadcrumb mass, soaked in the greenish liquid and wrapped in a napkin, was ready to be applied to the Elf's face. It was uncomfortably hot to begin with, but he held it in place patiently until it had cooled. The result was disappointing: very few of the black specks seemed to have been drawn out of his skin. 'I think it will be worth persevering' said Gandalf; - 'This is not something to be brushed off lightly. I doubt whether any but an Elf would have survived the blast.' He noticed that Legolas seemed to brighten at this; the Elf was feeling glad that he had gone into the ruin ahead of Gimli. This strange new alliance was likely to prove strong. 'Maybe tomorrow we shall walk out of the city for a while' said Gimli; - 'If Sam can find mushrooms, there must be some green places that have escaped ruin, and it will do you good to go there.' Legolas smiled across the table at him as they sat eating the rabbit stew Sam had made for them. 'Yes, I should be glad to be outside the city for a while.' Yet when evening came, Gimli could see the shadow returning, if with less force than before, and wondered how long it might last. Would the Elf be doomed to suffer it for the rest of his time in Middle-earth, all because of his love for a stubborn Dwarf, who would be meddling and looking for work, when he might have been living the life of an honoured guest? He pushed his empty plate aside, making a little angry grumbling sound in his throat without being aware of it. 'Gimli! What ails you?' He returned to the world with a start. Wide grey eyes stared at him anxiously. He reached across the table and laid his hands over the Elf's. 'It is my fault, this that has befallen you. Why did I go down there, dragging you after me? There was no need - just my conceit that I could do what was wanted.' Legolas raised the Dwarf's hands and kissed them, thinking carefully about his reply. He had no wish to belittle dwarvish strength, but he did believe what Gandalf had said about the device of Mordor. 'Your fault? Your conceit? They needed your help, and you gave it. Dragged me after you? Your kind heart drew me, and that I would freely follow, anywhere. And did you not hear what Mithrandir said, that the blast would have killed any but an Elf? We cannot doubt him. It was my fate to be there to take it, so that no worse should come about. I only grieve that I have caused you pain and sorrow - but that will end, believe me.' Gimli breathed a loud sigh. 'Praise or blame, it seems that now we must share! So be it.' Legolas released his hands and stood up, smiling. 'So be it! Let us share the tidying of these dishes, and then you shall keep me from darkness, tonight and every night.' So they went to their bed while it was still daylight, and the Elf did not need his white gown, having a 'furnace of a Dwarf' to warm him. Once again he chose mortal sleep, and rested peacefully all night. Yet though he remembered no dreams of darkness, in the morning it was clear that he was still not fully recovered, and once Gimli had risen he put on the white gown and returned to bed while the Dwarf made up another poultice with what was left of the wizard's medicine. Once again it seemed to have little effect, apart from reddening the side of Legolas' face for a while. But he got up, and seemed well enough. Nothing more was said about going out of the city. Title: FOR CONTINUING STRANGE (16) Author: Annie Harris Email: annie_mouse2001@yahoo.co.uk Pairing: Legolas/Gimli Rating: R. Summary: The people of Minas Tirith are concerned for Legolas, and the Elf shows his commitment to the new Age of Men. Disclaimer: The usual: No claims, no pack drill - and of course no profit. Just living in the gaps and round the edges. Warning: A little dwarf-angst. Archive: OK, just let me know. 16 The usual visitors came, and then other people who had heard about the accident: the old landlady, and one of the tall sisters, followed by two of Sam's favourite Pelennor girls, complete with a gift of mushrooms. The Elf was positively holding court on the terrace in the sunshine, and Gimli too, in spite of his attempts to retire into the background, received his full share of attention. No sooner had the first visitors gone about their business than more feet were heard on the marble steps, and unfamiliar voices. Gimli went through the archway to see who was coming, as a woman's voice said: '... but this house, of all places!' A man replied: 'Hush! How would they know?' The iron gate was pushed open, and the old man from the lower city stepped into the courtyard, followed by the widow and her remaining son. They exchanged grave and formal greetings with Gimli, who then led them round to the terrace where Legolas was now sitting alone in front of the bedroom window, under the blossoming shrubs and creepers. Of the Hobbits only Sam remained, but he was busy in the kitchen, as usual, happy to experiment in cooking unfamiliar foods. Legolas rose to greet the little family, and they bowed nervously, still hesitant in the presence of this legendary being who had entered their lives at such a painful time. Shyly, the widow presented a small basket of flat cakes of a pale yellow colour, speckled with chopped herbs. The scent that rose from them was like that of the funeral drink - sharp and bitter, a formality, not a delicacy. Gimli guessed that at this point they should offer something in return. He suggested tea, which, from the old man's nod, was appropriate, though it was politely declined. Then the old man looked at the child, who had remained half-hidden behind his mother's long black skirt, and the little boy stepped forward, clutching something in his right hand, nervous but determined. He approached Legolas, who went down on one knee to meet him. 'I'm sorry you were hurt, sir,' said the boy, almost in a whisper; - 'And thank you for trying to rescue my brother. I've brought something for you.' He held out his hand, and gave the Elf his little brother's toy horse, the one Gimli had mended. Legolas said: 'Thank you, that is a kindly gift.' His voice was almost as faint as the child's and Gimli did not need to see his face to know that he was moved to tears. The Dwarf felt his own eyes sting, and blinked hard to clear them. Then he saw that Legolas had placed the little horse carefully beside the basket of cakes on the table, and was unfastening the clasp on the chain that held his silver oak leaf. 'This comes from the Greenwood far away in the North,' he said; - 'And it will find a good home here with such a brave young man of Gondor.' The mother and great-grandfather looked quite shocked at the gift, but were too courteous to protest. Legolas caught their reaction and said gently: 'It is no more dear to me than the horse to your little one.' Then, clasping the chain about the boy's neck, he kissed him on the brow and stood up again with an air of finality. With a last exchange of thanks and good wishes, the three took their leave, and Gimli escorted them down to the gate. As he turned back up the stairs he heard the child's clear voice saying: 'Mother, the pretty Elf was crying.' 'I'm sure Elves are as kind-hearted as anyone, dear. He knows how sad this time is for us.' When Gimli returned to the terrace, he found Legolas sitting with his eyes closed, hands in his lap, holding the toy horse. Gimli sat down on the bench beside him, and after a few seconds Legolas put the toy back on the table, turned and clung to him without a word, hiding his face against the Dwarf's neck. Gimli held him in a firm embrace for several minutes, then gently stroked his hair, trying to draw him out of the dark mood. Eventually he breathed a deep sigh and lifted his head, which allowed Gimli to kiss the traces of tears from his eyelashes. Already one corner of the Dwarf's mind was busy devising a gift to replace the oak leaf - a mallorn leaf, that's what it should be. Sam appeared on the terrace to say that he was going back up to the guest house, and that everything was ready for their evening meal, whenever they chose to take it. Then he hurried off, followed by their thanks. 'Is there a lock for that gate?' Legolas asked as it clanged shut behind the departing Hobbit. 'Keep the visitors at bay, eh? I don't know. Could take a look in that porter's lodge place - haven't been in yet. Come on, let's see.' He had to put out his hand and draw Legolas after him to persuade him to move. When they reached the foot of the steps, now cleared of weeds and swept by Sam, they found that the gatekeeper's door was not locked. Once Gimli had groped around in the gloom and removed the iron bar, the shutters opened with a squeak of rusty hinges, and daylight illuminated a little square stone chamber with a tiny fireplace and no furniture but an old chair and a shelf below the window. On the shelf reposed the lock, key, bell and chain for the main gate. 'Well, well! Here's a find,' said Gimli; - 'Someone meant to return.' He tried the lock, and it worked well enough, having been protected from the weather. 'Let's give Sam a surprise in the morning!' He picked up the bell and went outside to look up at the hook above the gatekeeper's window. It was well beyond his reach, but not beyond that of the Elf. The bell was attached by a freely-moving ring to one end of a short iron bar or lever with a hole in the middle and a length of chain fixed to the other end. Once the bar was on the hook, and the chain passed through the hole in the masonry beside the arch, they had a working doorbell, with a pleasant note, and a gate they could lock. Gimli promptly locked it and put the key back inside the lodge. They smiled at each other, though Legolas' eyes were still full of sadness. The little stream splashed gently down its stony course beside the steps as they walked back up and returned to sit on the terrace again in the warm afternoon light. Some of the little birds were fluttering and chirping in the bushes, catching insects. Legolas sat down on the wooden bench and gazed at the toy horse on the table, seeming to drift quickly into an elvish waking dream, so that Gimli found he could watch him unnoticed. he wondered. His thoughts wandered on, until it occurred to him to wonder what dealings Legolas had had, in his long years, with the race of men. Leaders and traders of Esgaroth and Dale, the Beornings and Woodmen, and of course the Rangers, remnant of the Dunedain ... And before that? It seemed inconceivable that Legolas had been alive throughout all the history of Gondor, and through years of Khazad-dum that were remote story to the Dwarf. He had known Mirkwood before the return of the Shadow. And yet he looked young: as one of the late-born, last-born of his kind in truth, he was young, for an Elf. Dammit, he even FELT young: that long, lithe body pressed against him in the oblivion of pleasure, in tenderness, companionship or repose, was a young body. Could an Elf feel the difference? Feel, for instance, as Gimli had done, once the weeks of preparation in Rivendell had made him well enough acquainted with the Hobbits to greet them with a hug, that Frodo was significantly older than the others? That brought back another memory - saying farewell to Bilbo. The aged Hobbit had embraced him just before he parted from his father, and Gimli had been shocked by the brittle stiffness of Bilbo's bony frame. It seemed that the sort of vigorous hug any Dwarf would expect could hurt the Hobbit, crack his fragile ribs. Glóin, moments later, was a Dwarf in his prime in comparison. And Gimli knew that his own body, vigorous and powerful as it was, felt much older than the Elf's. Did Legolas know that, or was it a sense Elves had not developed? In that case, this Elf was in danger of learning, soon enough. Gimli approached the idea warily. Time would pass and leave its mark. But they had their hope, which he would scarcely consider, fearing to wear it out with presumption; keeping it stored away, like a vial of precious essence, not to be unstoppered for mere curiosity, lest at the time of need its virue should have faded. The sun was slowly sinking, and Gimli became aware of a coolness in the soft breeze that stirred the blue pansies and tiny narcissi in the terrace planters. He knew that Legolas was not yet free of the morgul-stuff and must not get cold. He shook his mind free of wandering questions and moved to stand up. It was enough to rouse Legolas, who blinked and smiled at the Dwarf as he returned from his mysterious refuge of the mind. 'Where do you go when you leave me like that?' Gimli asked quietly, then thought better of it: 'No, don't tell me; I don't suppose I'd understand if you did. Just keep coming back.' Legolas leaned forward and kissed him. 'I'll always come back.' 'And I must learn to be less greedy, not try to keep you like a bird in a cage.' 'Do you so? But what is a cage? A dwelling one did not choose. But I have chosen.' Gimli felt his heart give a birdlike flutter in his chest. He could only reach out and clasp the large fine hands in gratitude for the mysterious gift of love. 'Come inside. You are still not quite well, and the evening air grows chill.' Legolas touched the mark on his face. 'It must be this. I never truly felt cold before.' He took up the little horse and the basket of funeral cakes in their black-edged cloth. 'Let us see what Sam has left for us.' For another night Gimli slept as lightly as ever on the quest, as if enemies might break in at any moment; yet the enemy was already there, sunk into Legolas' skin like a parasite, kept at bay only by light, warmth and love. Again the Elf slept like a mortal, seeming to draw strength from it, safe in his usual place within the curve of Gimli's left arm, against the steady beat of his strong heart. No bad dreams, no creeping chill, disturbed them; only the bell, when Sam arrived and found himself locked out. Gimli scrambled out of bed, flung on the brown robe, and hurried to let Sam in. 'Bit of a surprise,' said the Hobbit; - 'But I can see why you'd do it.' Before long he felt that perhaps he should install himself as gatekeeper, as more visitors began to arrive: Merry, Pippin, Frodo and Gandalf, of course, but not all at once, and all inclined to try the bell, even when the gate was open. The old seaman who acted as songmaster to the men of Ethir Anduin came to bid farewell to Gimli before the group sailed back downriver to their homes; the younger of the two singing sisters came, bearing a gift of salad stuff from her city garden, and fresh eggs laid by her city hens; the piper came, with a stone flagon of ale; and Faramir himself appeared, to see if his people had everything in order, and to renew his invitation. Sam served endless brews of tea, everybody talked at once, Legolas furtively fed some of the funeral cakes to the birds, and Gimli got into a fret because he could not set up his workshop and attend to the silver circlet or go out in search of materials for the mallorn leaf pendant he wished to make. It was late afternoon by the time everyone had gone, Sam being the last. Legolas had already taken refuge in the bedroom, and was lying on the bed, having taken off his boots and stockings, looking out of the leaf-framed window at the clear blue sky beyond. 'I must have missed the blackthorn,' he said wistfully; - 'If they have blackthorn in this land.' Gimli remembered the woodlands of the north, their fringes adorned with clouds of tiny white flowers like springtime snow. Yes, here in this southern land that time must surely be over, if the plant grew here at all. And in his mind he saw cunning work, sprays of oxidised silver, petals of white shell with stamens of gold wire; slips of green jade for the first tiny leaves - a springtime coronet to adorn the bright hair of his Elf. He could make it, if only these confounded visitors would stay away. The place was becoming as busy as their former lodgings.Would they have to take to the mountain side for peace and quiet? He took off his boots, stockings and jerkin, and lay down beside Legolas to rest for a while, leaning back on the luxurious pile of pillows. Legolas sat up and spread the Dwarf's hair out over the white linen, admiring the shades of copper, bronze and autumn leaves: it seemed there were scarcely two hairs of the same colour, all blended into the rich red-brown, shot with gold. Gimli lay still and allowed himself to be arranged according to elvish artistry. 'Most beautiful Dwarf,' said Legolas at last, and lay down again in his accustomed place, pale gold tresses mingling with the brown. They dozed, forgetting to lock the gate, which allowed the last visitor of the day to enter unnoticed....