Title: The King’s Property II Author: Red Autumn (red_autumn21@yahoo.com) Website: (down until further notice) Pairing: Legolas/Haldir, Aragorn/Legolas (implied) Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 Summary: Who will reveal his heart first? Warning: [Slash/Some violence/Graphic Sex Scenes/Angst] Disclaimer: Mr. J. R. R. Tolkien is the creator of Middle-Earth and owns them them all. I only borrowed them for non-profit entertainment purposes. Firith, Firnnole, Adarorn are the only characters belonging to me. NOTE: This fic is AU/OOC (non canon to books or movies). You have to read what happened in TKP before you can understand this new saga. Thanks to beta reader Shadowess. 6. Mirkwood From afar, I saw a sea of elves gathering in front of the palace, waiting anxiously. We had been riding hard to reach Mirkwood at the shortest time possible. Already I could see the eagerness in him. A huge grin was pasted on his normally regal features. Most of the elves I had known and grew up with were also there. My companions who escorted me on my first trip to Imladris stood at the very front, waving to me. Only Morethir was not around. I must remember to ask for his whereabouts later. I almost choked with emotions for the second time when I saw Firith; a huge smile of relief on his handsome face. Lord Elrond and the twins accompanied him too. I noticed that the elven Lord stood in quiet stiffness. A roar of cheer thundered throughout the crowd the moment we stepped into the gates of Greenwoods the Great. The twins and my brother broke from the group to rush up to us. "My baby brother is really home! I almost couldn't believe it at first," Firith cried happily. I jumped off the horse and hugged him tightly. "I've missed you terribly!" "I've missed you too!" "Thank the Valar that you're all right," the twins spoke at the same time. I smiled at recognizing their familiar self again. I was completely drowned among them. It was good to be home again and surrounded by so many loved ones. Tears were streaming down my cheeks but I wanted it. It was a happy occasion. Lord Elrond eased himself through the crowd that was quickly forming around us and came up to me. In an unexpected display of vulnerable emotions, he embraced me so tightly that I couldn't breathe for a moment. I could only grunt in reply. "I'm terribly sorry, Legolas. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. I'm really ashamed," the Lord of Imladris cried on my shoulder. A hushed silence dropped suddenly on us. I was not the only one who was taken aback. Never once had I blamed Lord Elrond. It was not his fault and I never even thought that he would put the whole blame on himself. He was taking this really hard. "No, Lord Elrond. You have nothing to blame for. No one knew he would be like this," I said. However, the elven Lord was too emotional to react appropriately. I tried to console him, patting his back gently. "Ahem! I leave the kingdom for one day and my subjects forget about me. Am I so insignificant now?" my adar boomed in mock anger, breaking the awkward silence. The Mirkwood elves turned in unison and gave another round of loud cheer. They had been so engrossed with my return that they had forgotten entirely about their King. It was another relief for me to know that my people received me well. "Let the weary rest. A celebration of my son's homecoming will be held in two days time," my adar announced to more cheers. A young elf — a groom — began making his way to the middle of the crowd. More of them followed him from behind and began taking hold of the bridles. Everyone climbed off their horses and made their way towards the main entrance to the palace. As we headed there, I noticed many pairs of eyes staring in curiosity at my adar, especially the baby he was holding. Some tried to stand on the tips of their toes to look over the shoulders of the ones in front of them. I could feel myself blushing once more. How would they accept this child? Palace servants rushed to us and began offering to carry the packs but none of the warriors handed their belongings over, preferring not to bother the elves with such triviality. Clearly, they were not used to be fussed over as honored guests. The main steward efficiently gave out orders that the Lorien elves to be showed to their quarters. Only my family, the Imladris elves and Haldir was ushered away towards my adar's study. Once inside, Lord Elrond insisted that he examined my well-being as well as Adarorn's before he allowed any further discussions. I agreed to it because it would put his mind at ease, at least for now. When he was satisfied that we were both fine, we were taken back to the study. Everyone looked up when we entered, concern etched on their faces. Only after Lord Elrond gave them an approval nod did they sat back in relief. "Master Bronwe had done a very good job. I must meet him when I next visit Lothlorien," the peredhel commented. I had told him about the kind elf while he was examining me. My adar was seated on his own seat while the rest took up any available seats in the room. Firith had grabbed Adarorn from my hands the moment I returned and was now playing with him. Firnnole was seated beside him, making silly faces to get the baby to laugh. The twins were whining, wanting to hold Adarorn in turn. I shook my head in amusement. I could see that my brothers, especially Firith would become a wonderful father one day. As for the twins, I could only hope they grow up soon or else their mates would have a hand's full. As I could already assume that everyone in the room knew some details of what had happened, I began relating my 'so-called unfortunate incident' to them. I was much calmer this time and was able to hold myself throughout. I also had Haldir to thank because he sat beside me and gave me a reassuring squeeze on my shoulder whenever he felt I needed his emotional support. Of course, I omitted the most embarrassing part but I could see the rages on their faces. My adar was livid and Lord Elrond was distressed. The twins looked shock, never thinking that their foster brother could do such horrible things. After I was done, I was sent to my own bedchamber to rest. Adarorn was given to the nursemaid to be fed. Everyone else was dismissed. The moment I opened the door to my room and I stepped inside, it felt like traveling back in time; a time when we were all innocent, happy, young and full of dreams. I was truly home again, with my family and my living memories. I missed my room where I had kept all my favorite things. The safe and secure comfort surrounded me. I took my time looking and touching everything as if seeing it from someone else's eyes. It was strange and familiar at the same time because I was forced to see the objects with a different point of view. I was not Legolas from before anymore. I could never go back to that point in time. It was strange to find myself evaluating and understanding my former self. I would pick up an item, looked at it and try recalling a forgotten memory. I was trying to remember a past while living in a different future. "I told the servants to clean your room everyday. I knew you would come back one day even though your brothers disagree," a very familiar voice said from behind me. "I can feel it in my bones that you were still alive." Ai, now I realized why things were so familiar. My adar never moved any objects in this room and it was made to look as if someone was still living here. I approached my adar and hugged him tightly. All restraint and bravery shattered suddenly; I burst out and cried like an elfling. I was trembling so much and my legs felt so weak that if my adar had not been holding me, I would have crumbled to the floor like a broken doll. We stayed embraced like that for ages, crying to our hearts content. It was good to share the pain with him and receiving his part as well. In that moment of time, I understood fully that we were both frightened, worried and relieved. I was precious to him and nothing would change that. "I vowed to your nana that I would protect you boys with my life," my adar sobbed. I was emotionally and physically drained. I guess I was falling asleep on my feet because I vaguely remembered my adar steering me to my bed. After tucking me in, he kissed my forehead and wished me sweet dreams. I smiled appreciatively in return. Even though all his sons had grown up, he would always see us as his little elflings. 7. The Twins And I I was startled awake by a knock on the door. For a moment, I thought I was back in my prison chamber in Minas Tirith. However, I realized quickly that I was still in my bedchamber, in Greenwood the Great. It was wonderful to wake up in my own room; no more worries and no more fear. I thanked the servant for waking me and swiftly scrambled to prepare myself before meeting everyone for breakfast. For once, I did not have to worry about my son because he was in capable hands. While looking at the mirror and braiding my hair, I felt like my old self again, doing the same thing that I had done as always in the past. The familiarity painfully knocked against me that I felt prickle of tears at the corner of my eyes but I fought to stop it from overflowing. I had thought that coming home would rid me of my terrible memories with the snap of a finger but in truth, it was far from it. Every small detail that I had usually performed without thought before the kidnapping now forced me to appreciate those moments. It was like looking at my former self through someone else's eyes. Letting go a deep sigh, I shook my head. Looked like I had a long way to go to recover myself from the dark abyss that I was thrown into. I must face my inner demons that I had tried to avoid until now. When I stepped into the dining room, every head turned to my direction. I blushed slightly, feeling embarrassed and awkward by the attention. I had lost most of my former self-confidence. Another thing to work on. A happy giggle from the head of the table made me look. I was surprised to see my son seated on the lap of the King of Greenwoods the Great. My adar was absolutely serene as if it was the most natural thing to find a mighty king feeding a baby. My adar, an elf warrior, leading thousands of soldiers to battle and he kills without a blink. The sight was strange and hilarious at the same time. My adar had not held a baby since I was an elfling and that was centuries ago. Beside him, Lord Elrond was trying very hard to suppress a smile. Even he found it funny despite being a father to three elves. After greeting everyone, I headed to sit next to Haldir. I had always done so since the first time the Lorien elf visited Mirkwood. Now I missed him very much and needed the close proximity. Hopefully I could also sneak a quick caress on his hand under the table. However, the twins were quick to get up and pulled me to sit between them. I was surprised by their insistence. After sitting down, I gave Haldir an apologetic look. He smiled in understanding, noticing my disappointment. "Legolas, how are you feeling this morning?" my adar asked. "Very good, adar." "Did you have trouble sleeping?" Lord Elrond interjected. "No. Probably I was too tired last night," I answered. It was true. I was completely exhausted and did not remember waking in the middle of the night with nightmare. I was able to sleep deeply. "Good. How about we go for a ride after breakfast? We haven't done that in ages. Like old times. What do you say?" Elrohir jumped in excitedly. "I have Adarorn…" I started to say. "Go ahead, Legolas. I will take care of Adarorn," my adar offered. "But you have the kingdom to run," I reminded him. I was making excuses because I wanted to spend some quiet time with Haldir. "And you think we're not capable?" Firith spoke up, crossing his arms over his chest; indignity shown on his face. "No, I didn't…" I tried to explain. "Go, Legolas. You need a break. Remember that I had three sons to bring up by myself. So, I think I have enough experience," my adar interrupted me. "Don't worry, Legolas. I will see to it that your adar will return Adarorn in one piece to you," the Imladris Lord quipped. I saw my adar arched an eyebrow in imitation of the peredhel's infamous habit while eyeing him with deadly stares. Lord Elrond responded with a naughty wink, something that I had never seen him done before. Perhaps I was hallucinating but I felt that something deeper was going on between the two great lords. The subtle changes in Lord Elrond caught my attention. However, when I remembered the twins seated beside me, I was not surprised anymore. Where else would the two imps obtain their cheeky nature? "All right," I relented at last. "You're all coming too," I commanded while looking at Haldir, his brothers and Faramir. They nodded enthusiastically. * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * "I've missed you terribly, Haldir," I whispered. I watched his fingers caressing my left arm. Every touch sent a tingling sensation up my limb and to my stomach. A wonderful heat settled inside me. "Do you really? Now that you're home with your family again, did you have the time to think about me?" Haldir asked. I had not expected this doubt from him. All these time, he had been strong and solid for me to hold on to. He had given me the reason to heal faster. "I love you Haldir. Without you, I could not have been here today," I assured him. "I apologize for sounding so insecure. It's just that whenever I see your family and your friends surrounding you so protectively, loving you without question, I wondered if you really needed me anymore." The Lorien elf looked down solemnly. We were seated on a flat stone overlooking a vast expanse of deep ravine. The ravine itself was not impressive but at certain time of the day, it turned into a magical world. In the early morning, there would be low mists hanging. After rain, colourful rainbows appeared and often whenever Haldir came to visit me, together we would sit here to watch the sunsets, which was breathtaking. Elladan and Elrohir had been quite relentless to ensure that they had me to themselves always. I didn't mind it but I also wanted to be close to Haldir. Seeing our predicament, my secret lover had sent his brothers to keep the twins company while we snuck away to be alone. Haldir seemed convinced by my sincere feelings. I was thrilled while watching him shyly slid his arm around my back and pulled me closer to him. I scooted myself to press against his side and rested my head on his shoulder. I was practically laughing with glee inside and couldn't hide a wide smile. "What is it, Legolas?" Haldir asked. "Nothing," I answered simply. "Legolas, I know you. Tell me," Haldir insisted. I looked up and gazed deeply into his eyes. His normally bluish-grey colour had turned darker and they were searching into mine with questions. There was something mesmerizing about his dilated pupils that slowly drew me closer to him. Our faces were so near that I could feel the rapid breath from his flared nostrils; our eyes locked firmly, unwavering. My heard pounded so loudly in my ears and my whole body trembled with eager anticipation. Our lips almost touching now. "Legolas!" A shout that sounded too close to comfort broke our moment of passion suddenly. I rolled my eyes in dismay. Haldir was equally irked. 'Aarrgghh!' Why can't they leave me alone!' I fumed inwardly. I almost stamped my foot outright. A royal tantrum threatened to burst but I restrained myself. I was no longer an elfling and must behave (remember Leggy's childish tantrum early in the story? Where he threw things around? ^_^ I love this boy! Hehehehe…). Besides, Haldir was calm as he made to stand up even though I noticed the slightly reddened cheeks. I got up too and turned towards the direction where the voice came from. "I'm here, Elladan," I called back, recognizing the voice of my 'searcher'. "There you are. We've been looking all over for the both of you," Elladan said when he popped out from under a low bush, the only way in and out to our secret hideout. The branches caught one of his braids and he winced as he tugged to free himself. As a result of his impatience, several strands were left hanging on the branch while the rest of his braid came undone. While he was cursing and trying to pull his hair back in order, his younger twin appeared. Elrohir gave his brother a smug smile but it slowly withered when he turned to us. I saw his eyes flitted between Haldir and me repeatedly. An indiscernible emotion flashed past his face but he quickly schooled his features. "It's getting dark. We should be heading home," Elrohir stated tonelessly and turned to crawl back from where he came from. Haldir and I looked at each other. I shrugged and began to follow the twins. My secret lover did likewise. When I came out from the other side again, I saw Haldir's brothers still mounted on their horses. Faramir was between them. Their lips moved wordlessly; I recognized it as an apology. I smiled and shook my head once, letting them know that I did not blame them. So they knew about us. From their actions, I guess they had no objection towards our relationship. I was glad. That was one less hurdle to pass. We mounted our horses swiftly and raced home. 8. Homecoming Feast Light, merry music from a combination of reed flutes, percussions and lyres filled the entire room, giving an atmosphere of joy and celebration. Carefree laughter erupted easily among the guests congregating in small groups all around. Murmurs of lilting voices completed the ensemble of cheerful, feasting mood. The Banquet Hall of Greenwoods The Great was adorned with various species of green plants and flowers, forming an effect of being in a lush forest garden. Bursts of colours and fragrant flower scents filled every senses, heightening the spirit to relax and enjoy. A small waterfall at the deeper end added an even more convincing illusion. The only lacking details were the calls of the birds and other small animals. Servants attired in light green, gauzy materials, resembling mythical creatures slipped between the gathered groups of guests one after the other, either offering light snacks and drinks or simply flirting good-naturedly. No one was really working that night. Many important lords attended even at such short notice. Right now, my adar was entertaining the rulers of Lothlorien. Bronwe and Saiwen had accompanied their Lord and Lady, being invited as honoured guests. They had after all, saved my life twice — once when I fell in the river and the second time when Adarorn was ready to be born. I was extremely pleased to meet everyone again and this time had managed to behave myself as like a prince. I was truly happy this night, thanking Elbereth many times for the chance to be back among my friends again and once more, surrounded by love. Many times while playing host beside my adar, I caught Haldir staring at me. I knew I looked radiant because the twins had complimented me tirelessly the whole night. It seemed I drew much attention to myself. I was still not at ease by the numerous collections of stares and had unconsciously tried to hide myself behind my adar's bigger frame. There was only one particular pair of eyes I would enjoy basking in. When the dancing music started, many elves had gathered their partners to walk to the middle of the room. I wanted to approach Haldir to ask him to dance with me but Elladan had already grabbed me and was pulling me to the dance floor. Since this morning, I had not the opportunity to even talk to Haldir. There was always something that I had to attend to or the twins distracting me away from the object of my affection. I suspected they had done it on purpose. Elladan and Elrohir were openly flirting with me. I was quite embarrassed when I realized that they had now thought of me more than just a friend. In the past, we had been such close friends that I never thought sleeping in between them in their bed were anything more than just brotherly protectiveness but now that things have changed, so was the borderline to our 'closeness'. I felt quite awkward whenever they wrapped their hands around my waist or when the elder twin would lean too close to my face. I was always conscious with the fact that their actions were dictated by a certain feeling towards me. I was also beginning to understand that Elladan was attracted to me, a long time ago. I didn't realized this until recently, I recalled the incident where he blushed fiercely upon gazing at my nakedness when I had come out of the bathroom after a bath. It seemed like a lifetime ago, when I was still too innocent. I wondered how deep was Elladan's feelings towards me. I knew that I would be breaking his heart when I openly confess my love for Haldir. Was there an easier way to tell him? While on the dance floor, my eyes roamed the hall instead of looking at my dance partner. I saw my two brothers dancing not far away from me and my adar was deep in discussion with Lord Celeborn. Lord Elrond was with them too. Were they debating over Aragorn's fate? Lady Galadriel's high pitch squeals of delight distracted me for a moment. Her face was rosy pink while she tried to hide her uncontrollable giggle behind her delicate hand. It was the first time she had revealed her carefree spirit; so very different from her normally composed regal façade. It seemed that her dance partner, Firith, had boldly swept her off her feet at the end of the music. His brazen antics had caused the three rulers of three great kingdoms to look in their direction. Both my adar and Lord Elrond shook their heads while smiling but her husband was laughing mirthfully. He seemed to enjoy watching his wife enjoying herself so easily. I would be too if Haldir were always so serious looking. Ai, my brother was truly talented in showing a she-elf a good time. That was why he never lacked any admirers from near or far. Suddenly, my eyes caught something that made me narrowed my eyes in suspicion. While spying from over Elladan's shoulder, I saw my adar's right hand was clasping the back of Lord Elrond's forearm and he was leaning very close to the half-elf, his lips almost touching the Lord of Imladris' pointed ear. My adar was whispering something and for a brief moment, Lord Elrond turned his face towards his friend. From my vantage point, I could not see if Elladan's father had just kissed my adar on his cheek but it definitely looked very suspiciously so. Was there something affectionate going on between them? Perhaps I was imagining things but this was not the first time I had caught them. Strangely, they reminded me of Haldir and me when we tried to sneak a caress or a peck when we thought no one was looking. "What's wrong, Legolas?" Elladan withdrew slightly to look at me when he noticed that I was preoccupied. Taking the cue, I told Elladan that I needed to see my son to make sure he was fine. Before he could reply, I gave him a quick peck on his cheek and skittered away. It was rude but it was the only way to get away from him and his brother. I bee-lined straight to the nursemaid. She was seated by the fountain with Adarorn in her arms and busy talking with someone. "Hello, Roywen. How has Adarorn been behaving tonight?" I smiled to her and her friend. "Ai, he is simply delightful, Your Highness. He already has many admirers," she beamed. "He will be a heart breaker when he grows up," her friend added with a broad smile. "That's the least of my problem. He could already charm powerful elven lords to amuse him. You should see what he has done to Lord Elrond and Lord Celeborn." The two she-elves giggled. "I would do anything to see that," Roywen quipped. "Ai, they will convince my adar to make me clean the stables for a year as punishment if their secrets were found out. No, thank you," I gasped in mock exasperation. "I'll take Adarorn from here. Why don't you go ahead and enjoy yourself," I told my nursemaid. She nodded and handed my son over. After they had left, Haldir appeared suddenly. "I think Adarorn needs a nappy change," he hinted meaningfully. I nodded and followed him through the crowds. We escaped from the hall to go outside. There was a long corridor just beside and since it was relatively quiet, we decided to stay there. While walking along in the dimness, Haldir suddenly pushed me into a dark corner. Before I could make any protest, he leaned his body against me. "Now, where did we stop yesterday?" he whispered huskily. It sent a shiver down my spine. The moon was full and bright and the night air smelled of forest and home; it was a dangerous combination of natural aphrodisiacs. It made my blood rush with desire just to feel the close proximity of his body on mine. Haldir's eyes shone in the dark, reminding me of two stars in the night. He approached me slowly and when his lips touched mine, I thought I would swoon with all the fiery tingling running through me. I closed my eyes to enjoy our kiss better. I felt my toes curled in delight when Haldir's tongue tentatively swept over my lower lip and as I opened up to him, he slipped inside. It was a perfect moment as our tongues danced in a union of two lovers. There was no hurry and no demand; only to satisfy and to love. We parted quite reluctantly and I was glad that we were in the cover of the darkness. I was sure my cheeks were blushing furiously because I felt them burning and my lips was throbbing as if swelling. My lover did not move away and already I could feel his erection against my lower waist. I was glad that Haldir still desired me after all that had happened. In reciprocation, I did not hide my own lust. I rubbed my crotch against his thigh as a testament that I wanted him physically and mentally. "I love you," he whispered into my left ear; his warm breath brushed against the lobe, sending more tingling down my spine. I could feel the ends of my lips curled up in a smile. "I love you too," I whispered back shyly. My feelings for this elf were strong. I had no reason to doubt it now. I shall speak to my adar tomorrow. If my family rejected this union, I would be very disappointed and sad but I had already made up my mind never to abandon Haldir. I would ride back to Lorien with him if I have to without any hesitation or regret. 9. Adar, I'm In Love Sleeping was the last thing on my mind last night. The prospect of facing the next day had me tossing and turning in nervous agitation, unknowingly causing my blanket to wrap tightly around my middle and almost 'imprisoning' me to my bed. Imagine the embarrassment if I had to call for someone to help unroll me. My brothers would never stop teasing me until the end of time while I had to come up with some good explanations to my adar as to how I could ensnare myself in my own bed. My serious contemplation and debate over how to approach my adar about Haldir and what I would say to him had me worried most of the time. Even Adarorn who was cooing softly for my attention did not distract me for too long. I had only one shot at this and I must do it right. For most part of the morning, my adar had been very busy. I did not have the chance to approach him. After lunch though, I was able to catch up to him finally. I found him seated on one of the easy chairs in the balcony attached to his office. He was going through some parchments. As the office door was opened, I guess the air must be too stuffy to work indoors. After taking a deep breath, I knocked on the door panel to attract his attention. I stood by the doorframe and waited for him to look up. The King dropped the parchment in his hand and turned to the door. He did not seem surprise to see me. "Legolas, come in. Is something wrong?" he asked. Well, it was now or never. "Adar, I need to speak to you about something very important." I noticed that I sounded very serious. I also caught a slight quaver in my voice. 'Great start!' I berated myself. My sire arched a questioning eyebrow. 'Why does he keep doing that? I think he had spent too much time with Lord Elrond.' I gulped, wondering if I could ever be braver now. He gestured to a chair in front of him, bidding me to sit down. His forehead creased slightly in concern. I sat down and tried to make myself as comfortable as possible. I was only prolonging the time so that I could work up the courage. My adar waited patiently for me to start. 'Say it! Say it! Say it!' my brain was screaming at me. 'All right!' I yelled back, mentally. Taking another deep breath, I opened my mouth to say something, anything but all I got was a squeak. It was most embarrassing. The inside of my stomach was doing somersaults a few times over. It was maddening. My heart was hammering even faster. If it kept going like this, I would be the first elf to explode his heart. "Are you all right Legolas? You can take your time. I shall wait for you until you are ready to talk." It was a nice gesture from my adar. For as long as I could remember, he had always made the time to sit down and gave his full attention whenever we wanted to talk to him, even over silly things. To him, family came first and that was one of the most endearing qualities about him. My fingers fidgeted constantly and while staring at them, I found it interesting somehow. 'Aaarrgghhhh! Coward! Coward! Just say it and then run!' my other self was poking my pride brutally. "Adar, I…." I trailed off again. Suddenly, my adar burst out in laughter, slapping his knees heartily. I was puzzled as I watched in shock his face turned horribly red and his normally serious expression contorted agonizingly; tears were streaming down his face. What was going on? Dear Elbereth, was my adar possessed? He looked quite mad. "Adar?" I continued staring at him, still not recovered from my shock. I was even more confused. "Yo….yo…..your…..fa…face…hahahahaha…," he couldn't stop laughing. What's wrong with my face? I touched my cheeks and nose and looked at my fingers; I found nothing, no dark smudges. His loud outburst had attracted attentions. My brothers — Firith and Firnnole - appeared, along with Haldir. They were grinning from ear to ear. Why were they smiling? Couldn't they see that the King was not acting himself? What was wrong with this family? And Haldir? "Your face looked just like Haldir when he came to talk to us," Firith answered my questioning confusion. He was still smirking. Beside him, my lover was smiling sheepishly and looked down to the floor. A tinge of pink touched his fair cheeks. My face burned very hot all of a sudden and to make matters worst, my lover took a step from them and knelt down in front of me. So they all knew. They had set me up to tease me. Was Haldir involved? When had he spoken to them? My hands began to shake from adrenaline rush. "Legolas, you know that I love you very much and that I had told you that I would seek permission from your family first before I court you. Your adar has agreed and so have your brothers. Now, I ask you if you would let me?" Haldir spoke smoothly without any hints of nervousness while I was a wreck. Hearing this from Haldir was like being set free from prison. I was completely elated and giddy with joy. My family's approval was very important to me. I wanted to jump up and down and kiss my lover silly. This was indeed one of the happiest days that I would remember forever. The other was when Adarorn was born. There was still another one that I was looking forward to. I prayed to Elbereth that it would happen soon. "Yes," I answered simply and planted a quick kiss on his lips. I was still shy to show my affections openly. Haldir's grin was so wide, I could see his perfect white teeth gleaming while my brothers whopped in joy. It was funny to see them being so childish when they had often reminded me to behave like an adult in the past. There was however still one more thing that I had to clear up with him. It had been nagging at the back of my mind for quite some time now. "Haldir," I started. I had turned serious again. That brought a frown on my lover's brow. "Haldir, you're a marchwarden and you have a duty in the Golden Woods. You have pledged loyalty to Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel. There are also your brothers. Where shall I stand in this?" A look of relief washed his face. "Well, I didn't tell you this before because I didn't want to get my hopes too high before I met your adar. I've talked to them about my feelings for you and we've already discussed the matter thoroughly. Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel had already agreed to let me resign from my post whenever I wanted. I know you would want to be close to your family so …….," the marchwarden took a deep breath before continuing, in a rapid volley of words. "ifonedayyoudecidedtotakemeasyourmateIshallsettledowninGreenwoodswithyouandAdarorn." All of us blinked in confusion for a moment, trying to figure out what Haldir had just said. I dawned on me first. This time, I couldn't help it anymore. I jumped off my chair and pounced onto Haldir, crashing ourselves onto the floor. He was unprepared for this reaction and hurt himself on the impact. I heard him winced. Immediately I got up from him, worried that I had hurt him badly but he reached up, grabbed my forearms and pulled me back to him. He kissed me — passionately — in front of my family. I was stunned, embarrassed and finally, my moaning completed the cycle. Six months later, I proposed to Haldir. I could not stay far away from him and my love ran too deep to part with him each time he had to ride back to Lothlorien. I certainly surprised him when I dragged him to my adar, and in front of the King of Greenwoods, I proposed to my lover. Once his shock wore off, he accepted it. That was the other happy moment that I was praying for. 10. First Union We were sitting at the edge of the bed, opposite from each other and our knees touching. I gazed at my husband, intrigued by the warm glow of amber on his well-defined features. The effects were already enough to make thousands of butterflies fluttering in my stomach. There were only two candles lit in the room, one on each side of the bed. It was enough. It was only our world tonight and nothing beyond the reach of the lights concerned us. Our bonding ceremony was performed just mere hours ago. We had stayed back to linger among the well wishers out of politeness but finally Haldir had dragged me away, eager to consummate our union. I blushed deeply when I saw the knowing smiles on their faces. My husband only grinned toothily at them in returned. When Haldir reached up to touch my face, I closed my eyes and leaned my head slightly, waiting to feel the exquisite feel of his warm fingers tracing random patterns on my cheek. What I had not anticipated was to feel his hand trembling. I opened my eyes and smiled to him. We were both so nervous and excited at the same time. This was strange considering the fact that the pleasures of the flesh were not new to us. "I love you, Legolas," he whispered. I couldn't help grinning wider. It was nice to hear them and it was even better coming from him. My heart pounded madly when Haldir shifted to sit closer to me. He then leaned forward, wanting to kiss me but before that, he looked into my eyes, seeking consent before proceeding. It was his way of assuring me that I could trust him that he will not take advantage of my vulnerability. I nodded and let his lips touch mine. He was so gentle. It just made me shiver a little whenever the wet tip of his tongue slid over the inside of my lower lip. I couldn't help wanting that same tongue inside my mouth when he grazed his teeth repeatedly on my lip, adding a stronger sensation of pleasure. The blood in my body was rushing madly and my face began to burn hotly. I didn't know whether I was embarrassed or it was the desire building up inside me. I swallowed a hard lump that had formed in my throat. Pulling my guts about me, I took the lead. I gazed into the bluish grey eyes before forcing my way into my husband, aggressively. He was surprised at first but was soon moaning incoherently. I had not realised that I was not breathing the whole time I was kissing Haldir. I was too busy exploring his hot, wet mouth; tasting him and teasing him with playful little sucks and licks. I was shocked to find myself so bold and enjoying them at the same time. Needing air again, I finally let go of him. We were both breathing heavily and our eyes never left each other. I giggled suddenly partly because I was in a drunken delirious of excitement and partly because I saw Haldir's lips were swollen red due to my curious and adventurous mood. Before I knew it, Haldir had pushed me back on the bed and laid his weight on top of me. He immediately attacked my mouth, taking me as if today was our very last day together. His turning-the-table against me had me groaning loudly in lust and heat began to pool in between my legs. As suddenly as he came to me, he stopped and looked at me mischievously. "Looks like my husband is very impatient and eager," he teased. I blushed furiously. "Well, so are you," I retaliated feeling his hard bulge against mine. Haldir smirked smugly. "I want to feel your skin. May I?" "Of course, Legolas. I am yours, remember?" With each other's help, we divested our clothes fairly quickly without fumbling awkwardly. My hands were already shaking terribly by the time I lay back on the bed with Haldir beside me. We took our time exploring each other, savouring the feel touching him and being touched in return; inhaling his scent and getting used to the warmth and heart beats that were pounding away. "Make love to me, Legolas," Haldir whispered huskily. His hips were already thrusting on to my thighs. "I…I don't know how," I stammered. Although I was no longer a virgin and had engaged in coupling many times, it was only a one sided sex. To actually make love to someone I love was foreign to me. "I will guide you. Do not worry," he reassured me. "Will you? Please?" he begged pitifully. As I was speechless, I only nodded somewhat nervously. Haldir got out of bed and came back moments later with a small bottle in his hand. He uncapped it and poured some liquid into my hand. Then he pulled my hand over to his already hardened member and wrapped my hand around it. He sucked the air sharply as soon as my fingers touched him. Gently, he guided my hand up and down the length of his member. I was curious as I watched him closed his eyes and threw back his head. He was in oblivious ecstasy. Encouraged by the sight, I began to explore by myself. I sat up and while one hand was still stroking him, I placed my other hand on the bottom of his sac. I kneaded the soft sac gently, feeling and seeing how Haldir responded. The elf let go of my hand and was immediately lost in his own little world of pleasure. It was a beautiful sight. Air rushed in and out of those slightly parted lips and the long, dark lashes fluttered like butterfly winds. I found myself enjoying his writhing under my ministration. It must have taken a lot of will power when Haldir finally stopped my hand from torturing him even further. "I don't want a completion like this. I want you inside me, making love to me. I want you to make me whole, to make us one," he murmured amidst his pants of desire. I could see the colour of his eyes had changed to many shades darker than usual. "I would like that but I don't want to hurt you because I'm …… inexperienced," I said. "Don't worry, Legolas. I will guide you," he said. My husband was older than me by almost a millennia; he had lovers before me. Haldir handed me the bottle and lay back on the bed. He bent his knees and parted them. I took the cue to kneel between his legs. I felt so shy about this. "Put some oil on you hand and rub them on my entrance," he instructed. "That's good. Now, gently ease a finger inside me. Don't be afraid," he urged. I remembered what Aragorn had done to me before and knew what he wanted me to do. I did not want to remember about it, at this sacred moment of our first consummation but I could not help it. I gently eased a finger inside him and began to move slowly while watching his facial expression. Encouraged that Haldir was enjoying it, I added another. At the same time, I played with his sac again. The fact that I enjoyed watching him enjoying my ministration made me happy. It was all that I wanted. "Come inside me now, Legolas," Haldir voiced out from somewhere deep within himself. I pulled out my fingers and added some oil onto my member, slicking them properly before I laid myself on top of him. "Don't make me wait, love," he whispered impatiently when I hesitated to move. Exhaling deeply, I positioned myself on his entrance. Haldir made it easier for me by lifting his legs up, parting them widely in invitation. Slowly and cautiously, I penetrated the ring of muscles. There was a brief moment of resistance but then relaxed, allowing me to continue onwards until my sac rested against his bottom. Haldir cried out loudly as I moved along the tight shaft. It was an incredible feeling. I had never felt like this before and when I moved in and out of him, the feeling intensified. I had to clench my eyes shut, to resist from achieving completion. "Open your eyes, Legolas," Haldir commanded gently. I opened and gazed at him. Once again, we locked our eyes together. Immediately, I was drowned by his feeling of genuine love that poured from every part of him. The glittering of his eyes was mesmerizing. I felt my breath taken by this beautiful elf, so perfect and so wonderful to me. My hand was shaking terribly as I reached to touch his face. It was the softest, smoothest skin I had ever felt. Haldir's face cracked into a smile. It was the most divine smile I had ever seen and it was all for me. "I love you, Legolas. Remember that," he whispered lovingly. "I love you too, Haldir," I declared with more affection this time. I felt as one with him. My husband — what a wonderful term — placed his hands on my bottom and guided me to thrust into him. I must have done right because suddenly, he rolled his eyes back again, more moans escaping his lips. Knowing what to do now, I started stroking him as I thrust into him. Haldir was beyond coherency now. Soon, I was joining him, thrusting into him deeply, wanting to meld my whole being to him. What a completion we had. Haldir came, groaning so loud that I was afraid that someone outside would hear us but soon I didn't care anymore because I too received the tidal wave upon tidal wave of unbelievable ecstasy filing my sated and exhausted body. For that one fleeting moment as my seeds filled my soul mate, so was my love. I wanted him to feel it; to be bathed in it; to be stained by it. When I was finally able to open my eyes again, I found Haldir watching me intently; tears were rolling down the sides of his face. "Haldir, what's wrong? Did I hurt you?" I was alarmed. "I felt your love, Legolas. I felt all of them pouring into me. Yes, I was drowning in them," he choked. His words had undone me. We cried together while hugging each other so tightly, never to let go again. Never, not even death. THE END