‘Bared Identities’, by Bone Fauna ~Part 14~ Thranduil worriedly watched his son out of the corner of his eye at dinner that night. Legolas didn’t seem to be eating much, but he did eat, so the king wasn’t overly fearful that his son would relapse and begin fading just yet. The twins both seemed to be oddly subdued, and flashing Legolas fleeting glances, as if also concerned about the prince’s silence. Of course, the solemn mood couldn’t last long with Glorfindel at their company. The blond warrior had changed seats this night, and was now sitting next to Erestor. Legolas’ mood gradually improved, as he watched the blond lord blow infuriatingly into the dark-haired advisor’s ear, or sometimes even flick his peas – ‘accidentally’ – onto Erestor’s plate. At one stage Glorfindel’s hand even slipped beneath the table, and a few moments later Erestor jerked in his chair and cried in outrage: “GLORFINDEL! KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELF OR SO HELP ME, I’LL…” The advisor trailed off, realising that he had just let everyone else at the table, know what was going on. The twins snorted, and even Legolas couldn’t help but laugh softly. Glorfindel only grinned triumphantly, and left the advisor in relative peace for the rest of the night, seemingly content that he had managed to win this outburst. Erestor looked absolutely humiliated. Legolas privately wondered if Elrond’s table couldn’t have one meal where someone didn’t cry out ‘Glorfindel!’. Perhaps the Balrog slayer had a certain reputation to upkeep, and found it a challenge to be his most annoying each evening. Legolas certainly hoped so. Elrond gave the blond warrior a hard stare which seemed to have little affect on said elf, cleared his throat, and then tried to talk pleasantly about the weather. After a while, when it seemed that Glorfindel had decided to be disappointingly well behaved for the rest of the meal, Elladan turned to his father and asked, “So, Ada? How go the negotiations?” Elrond shrugged, which Legolas thought a most un-Elrond like thing to do. “Well enough for the first day, I suppose, nin-iond.” Elladan flashed Thranduil an evil grin and then asked, “Has there been any unpleasant name-calling yet?” Glorfindel decided to rejoin the conversation then, sighing dramatically. “Alas, no, good Elladan. In fact, I am quite disappointed with Erestor and Istidhren here. They have both been surprisingly civil towards one another the whole day. It was barely more than I could bear!” The twins laughed and Elrond glowered, but held his tongue. Legolas wondered why the Lord of Imladris didn’t simply ban the warrior from coming to dinner if he was always so poorly behaved. On second thought, the prince decided, that probably wouldn’t have much of an affect on Glorfindel. Thranduil cleared his throat, and said to Elrond, “I, for one, am glad that you and Erestor have been most polite. It does make a change, and bodes well for the future of our two realms.” Elrond smiled gratefully at the king. “Thank you, Lord Thranduil. See,” he added, looking pointedly at Glorfindel. “Even our neighbours know more about being polite than you do!” Glorfindel raised his arms helplessly and shrugged. “If that be the case, than I need not be polite to set an example, do I, my Lord?” and he fluttered his eyelashes mockingly. The twins and Legolas laughed uproariously at this. Even Thranduil, Erestor and Itsidhren had to hide grins behind their hands. Elrond appeared less than amused, though if you had looked closely, you may have seen the mirth that danced within his eyes. “On that note,” Elrond decreed, “I think we had better call it a night before *that* big-headed oaf at the end of the table gets the notion to repeat last night’s story-telling fiasco.” “Oh no,” Glorfindel assured them most heartily. “I do not feel like telling stories tonight. I have other plans with which to occupy my mouth for this evening,” and with a grin, his hand slipped beneath the table once more, resulting in Erestor squealing a moment later in a most undignified manner. Then the advisor blushed furiously and stood up, throwing his napkin down on the table, looking ready to spit fire. “If you *think* for one minute that you’re sleeping in the same bed as *me* tonight, after the way you have behaved, than I’m afraid you have *finally* lost what little sense you had!” With that, the dark-haired advisor stormed off in a great flurry of black, swirling robes and night-dark hair. For once, Glorfindel didn’t have a witty reply to that. “Guess we know what can take the wind out of his sails,” Elladan said to his twin, and the rest of the table laughed at the pitiful Golden Lord who sat looking rather deflated, watching with longing eyes as his love vacated the room. “What are you two up to now?” Elrond asked his sons, as he signalled for a servant to clear the table away. “Elladan and I have planned a small party with some friends, Ada,” Elrohir said. As if an afterthought struck him, he suddenly looked at Legolas. “Would you like to join us, Master Legolas?” Legolas was about to refuse politely when Thranduil said, “That sounds like a fine idea. Legolas, you haven’t had much time to yourself lately. Why don’t you join the twins and have some fun?” Legolas knew his father was only trying to do the best thing by him, but he would have given anything for his father to have *shut up* at that precise moment. Now left with little choice, Legolas nodded resignedly. “It would be my pleasure,” he said, hoping that it actually sounded as though it would be. “I am tired, however, and will not stay long.” Elladan and Elrohir grinned, both pleased. “Excellent!” Elladan declared, clapping his hands together. “It will be fun to introduce you to some of the other elves here who have not met you yet. I want to be able to show them the elf who can shoot as well as the best of our warriors!” He turned to his father and said, “Ada, did you know that Mirkwood elves could shoot so well? Legolas here is an utter demon with the bow!” Elrond smiled pleasantly, and Legolas could feel his father looking at him with a proud, paternal smile on his lips. Unable to suffer all this attention much longer, and wanting to get this party over and done with, Legolas rose. “Shall we go?” he asked the twins. The brothers looked slightly surprised, but then quickly scrambled out of their chairs, and escorted Legolas out. The young prince sighed, hoping this party wouldn’t be too wild, and praying that Elladan and Elrohir kept their hands to themselves as much as possible. Remembering Elrohir’s kiss earlier, Legolas felt a nervous flutter in his stomach, but quickly quelled it. He would only stay an hour, and then leave, feigning exhaustion. Nothing bad could happen in one hour… could it? ~*~*~*~*~ An outburst of wild, uproarious laughter filled the room. “And then,” Elladan continued, standing in the middle of the party with his hands flung out, “Erestor stormed out looking like a Balrog himself, only *this* was one demon Glorfindel wasn’t willing to battle!” The elves all laughed again, thoroughly enjoying Elladan’s recount of the events that had happened at dinner only a little while ago. They cheered and raised various glasses and bottles of drink as Elrohir declared, “To Erestor! May he forever teach the Golden Lord where to keep his ‘sword’!” “To Erestor!” Legolas allowed himself a smile, and sat back as he watched the riotous youth of Imladris drink to the dark- haired advisor. He couldn’t help thinking that Erestor would somehow be more offended than flattered by all this. Glorfindel, on the other hand, would probably laugh heartily, despite being at the butt of the joke himself. Lindir, a young blond elf, began playing his lyre and singing a merry tune. The other elves began singing along and dancing, or simply sitting back, laughing, talking and drinking. Although Legolas had relatively excluded himself from the crowd, he was still surprised to find himself enjoying the whole atmosphere of the party. A few elves *were* looking at him with dark, predatory eyes, especially one handsome, dark-haired elf, but he tried to ignore them. While he was forced to be here, he was determined to have a good time. He sat back and listened to the minstrel’s beautiful voice, half closing his eyes. “Hello,” a voice said, and Legolas looked up, startled to see the handsome dark-haired elf, who had been staring, now standing over him. “You’re the Sindar, aren’t you? Legolas?” “Yes,” Legolas said, and for a moment he was afraid this elf might be one of the few Noldorin youths who hated those of Mirkwood. Then the elf sat down beside him, and gave him a friendly, exuberant smile. “Nice to meet you, Legolas,” he said holding out his hand. Legolas shook it, grateful he had been mistaken about the elf’s character. “I’m Corupen. I saw you shoot today. I’ve been wanting to talk to you ever since. You have a fine arm. Do you practice often?” Legolas shrugged, sitting up properly so that he could converse better with his new friend. “I’ve always liked archery. It’s virtually my only hobby, so I spend a lot of time with my bow.” Corupen nodded, and grinned. “I’m training to be a warrior. I’ve never handled a bow particularly well, but the soldier who trains me says I have a good sword arm. Do you spar?” Legolas shook his head. “No. My brothers have taught me a bit of knife work, but I haven’t really trained much in sword fighting yet.” Corupen seemed slightly surprised at this, perhaps for the first time realising how young the prince was. Lindir’s song ended, and after a polite applause, announced that he would sing a hearty ballad composed by Glorfindel himself. Legolas listened with great anticipation, and didn’t know whether to be horrified or amused when he heard the coarse song lyrics describing in no uncertain detail what a sheep-herder got up to with his flock. Apparently this herder was *very* fond of his sheep. In the end, Legolas couldn’t help but laugh, trying to imagine how Elrond might have reacted when first hearing Glorfindel sing this song. For a while, Corupen and he just sat and listened, grinning at the lyrics. “Would you like a drink?” Corupen asked, holding up a bottle he held in his hand. “What is it?” Legolas asked uncertainly. “I’m not use to anything strong.” “No, this is fine,” Corupen assured him. “I’m not into drinking anything heavy either. It’s mainly a fruit drink. Try it.” Legolas received the bottle and took a swallow. The drink was very pleasant – delicious even – with a slight sharp tang he couldn’t quite define. There was also something familiar about it… “What do you think?” Corupen asked loudly, trying to be heard over the ruckus of the party, which grew louder by the minute. “It’s very pleasant,” Legolas replied. “But it tastes a lot like miruvor.” Corupen grinned. “That’s because it’s made from the same fruit, but it’s not nearly as potent as pure miruvor. Why don’t you keep that? I’m in the mood for some wine anyway.” “Thanks,” Legolas said, as he watched the elf move off to grab himself a glass of wine. The night wore on with more song and laughter and drinking. Corupen did most of the talking, while Legolas absently sipped at his bottle. The prince was relieved that the twins seemed to have forgotten all about him. He felt exceptionally light headed and a bit giddy, and wondered if the fruit drink wasn’t more potent than what Corupen was claiming. He was also starting to feel a bit hot. Had someone lit a fire in the room? “Do you have a friend, back home?” Corupen asked suddenly, still having to raise his voice to be heard over the music and laughter. Legolas frowned. “A friend?” he asked, slightly confused. Of course he had friends, but he somehow had the feeling that Corupen was angling at something different. “Yes,” Corupen said, a naughty smile touching his lips. “You know, is there anyone special? A lover?” Legolas blushed faintly, and was about to say ‘no’ when an image of his father came to his mind. This only made him redden further, and Corupen laughed, delighted. “Not exactly,” Legolas stammered, suddenly feeling uncomfortable and unbearably hot, which was exceedingly odd for an elf. When did it get so stuffy in here? He could feel a few beads of sweat start to run down his forehead and neck. “Really?” Corupen said, and the prince sensed the elf was rather pleased by his answer. “I’m surprised a pretty thing like you doesn’t have a long trail of suitors.” Legolas blushed again, and turned his head away. “Can you see the twins?” he asked, ignoring Corupen’s flattery. “I think I should probably head back to my rooms.” Corupen looked slightly hurt. “No, wait. Why don’t you stay a while longer? None of my friends are here tonight, and you’ve been such good company...” The dark-haired elf reached out a hand and put it on the prince’s arm, begging him to stay. Legolas looked at the hand, and then into the elf’s dark, pleading eyes. He was torn, sensing he should probably leave now, but also feeling guilty if he did so. He searched the room. He couldn’t see Elrohir anywhere, and Elladan appeared to be telling another story to a private group of friends. The twin would not be pleased if he was interrupted. Legolas sighed. “Okay, I’ll stay a little longer.” “Thank you,” Corupen said, and gave him a charming smile. There was an awkward silence between them now, and Legolas sipped from his bottle to hide his nervousness. In the end, Corupen asked him about his family, and Legolas, glad to talk about something, told the lovely stranger about Mirkwood. The noise in the room grew louder, and Legolas realised after a while that he was having to gasp occasionally for air. It was so HOT… Corupen shouted a question to him, and he indicated that he couldn’t hear over the noise. The dark-haired elf frowned, then grinned. He curled his finger, begging Legolas to come closer. The prince felt his heart beat faster when Corupen put his lips right next to his ear. “I said, you’re looking a little flushed. Do you want to leave?” Legolas couldn’t stop a shiver run down his spin as the elder elf’s warm breath caressed his ear and cheek. He felt confused, the room seemed fuzzy and his giddiness had increased tenfold. “I… where?” he asked, talking back against the elf’s cheek. “Are you afraid, little prince? I wont hurt you. You’re far too pretty for pain. I would only give you pleasure.” Legolas pulled back, startled, not sure he had heard correctly. Corupen looked at him with hungry, laughing eyes, grinning. Then he lent forward and captured Legolas’ lips with his own. Legolas’ eyes widened in shock, and he gasped in surprise. Corupen used this to his advantage, holding the boy’s head in place with his hands, while he pushed his hot, fiendish tongue inside Legolas’ mouth. Legolas tried crying out, but even if the other elf’s mouth did not smother it, he doubted that anyone would have heard his scream over the din of the room. He tried struggling, but Corupen was much stronger, and pushed him back against the wall, pining him there. The elf’s tongue delved about in his mouth, chasing the blonde’s. He starred into Legolas’ frightened eyes with his own; cruel triumphant mirth dancing back at him, dark with lust. Then suddenly Legolas was free. He gasped from the kiss, and saw that Elladan had wrenched Corupen off him onto the ground. Corupen snarled, then looked up and saw who had grabbed him. “My lord!” he said, startled. “How *dare* you manhandle one of my guests?” Elladan hissed coldly. Corupen looked terrified, and his eyes grew wider when Elrohir came and stood next to his twin, looking ready to kill. “If you are not gone from my sight by the time I finish this sentence, you will be severely sorry…” Elladan spat, and then proceeded to call Corupen a long list of very unpleasant names. The strange dark-haired elf got the message, and quickly scrambled off the floor and fled while Elladan still cursed him. A few other elves who watched Corupen leave slunk after the elf when they thought it safe. Legolas felt horribly abused upon seeing this, realising those elves to be Corupen’s friends. So the stranger had lied. He hadn’t been alone. He had just been trying to get into his pants the whole time. “Are you alright?” Elladan asked, raising his voice above the noise. Despite this small disturbance, the party still continued. Elladan helped Legolas to stand, and for a moment the room seemed to spin, but the prince gained his balance at the last moment. “I- I think so… I just wasn’t expecting… thank you…” Elladan nodded. Elrohir looked at the prince and asked, “Are you sure you’re okay? You seem a bit… out of it.” Legolas frowned, and then held up the half empty-bottle in his hand. “He gave me this, and told me it wasn’t strong… but…” Elladan relieved the prince of the bottle, and took an experimental drink. His eyes widened slightly, and he exchanged a glance with Elrohir. Something seemed to pass between the twins, and then Elladan handed the bottle back to him. “No, it’s okay,” the twin said, a strange gleam in his eye. “It’s just spiced fruit juice. Perhaps you’re a little dehydrated? Elrohir and I need to sort something out, and then we’ll be back to take you home, okay?” Legolas nodded, and sat back down as the twins walked off. He was a little shaken by what had happened, but realised that it was mostly his fault. He should have known Corupen was only trying to use him from the way the elf had been starring at him earlier. He wished his father were here. Life was so less complicated when his Ada was watching out for him. Most of the crowd was singing now, and Legolas was suddenly overwhelmed again by how hot he felt. It was very, very hot. Stifling. He could barely breath because of the heat. How were all the other elves coping? Legolas considered what Elladan had said. Maybe he *was* dehydrated. Looking at the bottle in his hand, and deciding he had nothing better to do while waiting for the twins to return, he drank. Only ten minutes later, the heat became too much. He was actually panting, gasping, desperate for air. He wanted to wrench his clothing off, feeling as though it was suffocating him. He could feel runnels of sweat trickling down the side of his face, his back… Standing up on legs which suddenly seemed unsteady, Legolas made for the nearest window and threw it open, leaning the upper half of his body outside. Blissful, beautiful cool air hit his face, and he tried to breath in as much of it as possible. His mind seemed to be spinning in scared circles, twisting and stumbling over itself. He couldn’t think, could hardly breathe, and now he was shivering but he still felt ready to ignite. Someone touched him gently on the back and he jumped. The bottle in his hand fell and smashed on the paved ground bellow. He turned around, frightened, but only saw the twins standing behind him. One of them mouthed a word which looked a lot like ‘Legolas’, but the prince couldn’t hear the words. A dull humming, combined with the irregular beat of his heart filled his ears, and everything else seemed very surreal. “Legolas? Legolas! Are you okay?” Elladan shouted, shaking the boy slightly, but Legolas only groaned, still panting for air. “We should get him out of here,” Elrohir said, and Elladan nodded. The twins pulled the prince back in from the window, and started walking him out. Then Legolas’ legs collapsed beneath him. “Here, I’ll carry him,” Elladan said, and picked the boy up in his arms. Legolas felt someone lift him off the ground, and a wave of nausea and dizziness overwhelmed him. He moaned again, and rested his head against his carrier’s chest, clinging to Elladan desperately. He heard words spoken, but couldn’t comprehend their meaning in his current state. “I don’t think you should have given him that bottle back,” Elrohir said to his brother. “He was clearly drunk enough.” “I just wanted to make sure, but you’re probably right, gwanur. I should have realised that Corupen could be very unsubtle about getting what he wanted. Stupid elf, I can’t believe he dared try make a move on *our* prince.” “Oh well, he wont dare go against us again. At least we have the blond now.” “Yes.” After a little while, Legolas felt himself being laid down. He groaned and tried to focus his eyes. Above he could see the stars, and he smelt damp soil and grass. Was he outside? Why hadn’t the twins taken him back to his rooms? The cool air, however, was making it easier for him to think more clearly, and that was a relief. “Are you alright, Legolas? Can you hear me now?” Legolas nodded his head and then groaned, feeling a swimming pain as he did so. If he didn’t know better, he would say that he had been drugged. “What… where…?” he tried to ask, but his mind still flittered about, and he didn’t even know what he wanted to say. “Shhh,” he heard Elladan croon as the older twin moved on top of him. “Are you still warm? You’re sweating. Let me help you take your top off.” Legolas felt gentle but nimble fingers undo his shirt, and then Elrohir helped manipulate him into a sitting position so that the cloth could be pulled off. The cool air kissed his burning skin. He leant against Elladan for support. Then there were hands touching him; his brow, his cheek, his neck, running down his back and chest, soothing, calming… One hand brushed over a nipple and he gasped. Someone laughed softly, darkly. Then soft lips brushed his own. Butterfly kisses, barely noticeable, like a dream. Hands moving and roaming, lips teasing, caressing. Soft words, barely spoken against his skin, weaving a web of magic about him, pulling him under. Down, down. A tongue, hot and wet, lapping at his lips. He whimpered, feeling trapped. Hands still slid across his skin. The tongue pushing in, slippery and sinful, rubbing against his own, massaging the roof of his mouth. Lips and teeth, chewing and gnawing. Another pair of lips, moving down his throat, his chest, sucking and lapping at a nipple. They were twins, double the pain, double the pleasure. Legolas tried to pull his head away, but the kiss held him. A prisoner. Caught between lips and hands and a fog in his mind that wouldn’t lift. “No…” he whispered, though he didn’t know why. “Yes…” they whispered back, heatedly, fervently. He was pushed back on the ground. Lips and tongue still pillaging his mouth. The other twin, lapping his bare flesh, moving down… A hand on his crotch. He gasped and whimpered, finding himself slightly hard. Finding himself becoming harder as hot fingers stroked him, pressed him, massaged his slowly pounding organ. “No,” he said again, a little louder, more forceful. Fearful. They paused, and intense grey eyes sought his gaze. “Why, Legolas? Why not? Do you have a lover? Is it that you do not find us pleasing? Please, trust us, little one. We will show you pleasure.” “No!” he sobbed, tears running down his cheeks, and he tried to scramble back from underneath them. Escaping their hypnotic eyes. “Damn you!” the elder one hissed, leapt forward and pinned him to the ground. Forced his hand down Legolas’ pants, and began stroking the prince’s aching length hard and fast, without gentleness or pity. Legolas cried bitterly. It was wrong, so wrong. His entire body screamed it. These were not the hands that were meant to touch him. These hands didn’t want to love, they wanted to take. It was wrong. They were wrong. The twins were wrong. They were not his father. “Oh gods, please!” Legolas sobbed, as he was brought between the brink of pleasure and the desperation to be freed from this horror. His flesh wanting, his mind and heart screaming, terrified. “Gwanur…” the younger twin spoke softly. A warning. Elladan stopped stroking, and suddenly slumped forward. Defeated. “I know,” he croaked. He pulled his hand back. Gently kissed the prince on the forehead. “Forgive me, dilthen-pen. You were almost too much…” No one moved. Silence. Then Elladan picked Legolas up from the ground. Elrohir helped slip the top back onto the shivering body. “Where to now?” he asked. “Back to his rooms,” the elder replied, emotionless. “We never take those unwilling.” A blunt statement, a reminder, as if it was his brother and not himself who had almost forgot their unwritten law. Elrohir simply nodded, and followed his brother and the drunk boy back towards the Last Homely House. As they walked back, the prince whispered deliriously in his daze. “Ada..?” t.b.c. Ada = Father Nin-iond = my son Corupen = (OC) ‘wily one’ Miruvor = elvish drink, ‘way-mead’ Gwanur = brother Dilthen-pen = little one Conceptually Beta’d by Aliaself – Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! Homepage: www.livejournal.com/users/bone_fauna/ Website: http://www.lotrfanfiction.com/viewuser.php?uid=198 Art page: http://www.livejournal.com/users/bonys_art/ Email: bone_fauna@yahoo.com.au ‘Bared Identities’, by Bone Fauna ~Part 15~ Elladan grunted as he tried to open the door to the prince’s rooms, yet he was unsuccessful with his arms full of said elf. “Gawnur…” he asked, and Elrohir stepped in front to open the door. “Ada…?” Legolas called again feebly, still drifting between consciousness and sleep. “Hush now,” Elladan crooned, stepping through the door, “Soon you will…” He trailed off when he noticed the King of Mirkwood calmly sitting in a chair, reading a book, obviously having waited up for his son’s return. Thranduil looked up from his book and frowned, noticing the surprised expressions on the twins’ faces – almost guilty – and that his son also lay half-unconscious in Elladan’s arms. “Valar! What happened?” he asked, standing up. Elladan almost looked as though he wanted to take an involuntary step back, but steeled himself against it. “Nothing to get worried about,” he quipped, putting on an easy smile. “Your son just had a bit too much to drink, is all. I think someone gave him a bottle of spiced miruvour, and told him that it wasn’t very potent. I’m sorry, my Lord, I should have watched him more carefully.” Thranduil shook his head, accepting his son as Elladan handed him over. “It was not your task to watch him the whole night,” the king said, and the twin nodded his head gratefully. Legolas, smelling the scent of his father and feeling the familiar tingle of the bond whenever they touched, suddenly whimpered and clung desperately to his father’s robes. “Ada, please! Ada… Ada…” and he began to sob. Thranduil looked down with dismay at his son. His eyes flickered up to meet the twins, and again they looked somewhat guilty. “My Lord?” Elrohir offered quietly. “We should probably also tell you that an elf made a pass at him earlier this night. The elf meant no offence, but with your son being drunk, I think the prince took it the wrong way. We will see that the elf is properly reprimanded however, your Majesty.” “Thank you,” Thranduil said. The twins bowed, stating that they would leave the prince in his capable hands, and left. Thranduil put his son down on the bed, but Legolas refused to let go of his clothing, holding on tightly and still sobbing miserably. “Ada… Ada, please…” “Legolas? What’s wrong?” “Ada… Ada… no, please… help… I didn’t… no…” The king couldn’t make any sense out of his son’s drunken rambling, and in the end, curled up on the bed with his child tightly held in his arms until Legolas finally cried himself to sleep. After holding him for a while longer, Thranduil finally tucked the prince in, and then decided to make a trip to the healing rooms. Legolas would undoubtedly have a mighty hangover in the morning, but if he could find the right herbs, Thranduil knew of a drink which could help counteract that. The king quietly walked down the hallways until he came to the healing wing. Thranduil lit one of the lamps, and then looked around. He saw beds and medical utensils, but he couldn’t find where the herbs might be kept. “May I help you, Thranduil?” Thranduil started, and turning around was surprised to find Elrond standing behind him. “Elrond! By Elbereth, you nearly scared me into an unnatural grave!” Elrond grinned. “Well that wouldn’t do. What would happen to my peace negotiations then? Somehow I think your eldest would be very reluctant to sign a truce with the Noldorin who had killed his Ada.” Thranduil laughed softly. “You know? I actually missed your dry sense of humour.” Elrond gave a wry smile. “Really? As I recall it, the last time we met you called me an ‘uncharismatic, big-headed, senseless and self-promoting Noldorin, who smelt and looked worse than a giant dead spider’.” Thranduil had the sense to look slightly abashed. “Yes, well… If *I* remember correctly, you weren’t exactly serenading me with complimentary adjectives either.” Elrond frowned slightly, looking perplexed as if he tried to remember something. “I don’t know about that… in your case, I thought calling you arrogant *was* a compliment…” For a moment Thranduil almost let his anger get the better of him, but then he noticed the way Elrond’s eyes danced with mirth, and realised the half-elf was only teasing him. “Yes, well… maybe I didn’t miss your humour *that* much…” he grumbled. Elrond laughed heartily. “Well then. If the matter of my sense of humour and your arrogance is put aside, is there anything I can help you with? Were you looking for something in particular, or are you simply lost?” Thranduil decided to ignore the last statement. “Actually, I was looking for the herb cabinet. Legolas had a bit too much to drink at the party, and I was hoping to make him a remedy for his hang-over.” Elrond nodded, and indicated for Thranduil to follow him. He was led into a room next door, which was filled with shelves of herbs, ointments, particular books on healing, and other bits and pieces. “Which herbs do you need?” Thranduil recited the ingredients, and Elrond, with great proficiency, picked out small sachets of each. He put them in a small basket, along with a glass, some water and a stirring rod. “Do you need anything else?” the dark-haired elf asked, surveying the small hamper. Thranduil smiled softly and shook his head. “No, that’s all. Thank you, Elrond.” Elrond looked up at the king, giving him a piercing look. “You’re welcome… You know, it’s very odd that you are here doing this for your son.” Thranduil frowned. “Why is that? Surely you would do the same if one of your son’s were drunk?” Elrond gave a wry smile. “Not anymore – I don’t know much about what they get up too. My point is, however, that I would not have expected you to wait up for your son’s return from the party. Why did you not go to bed? Are you always so protective of your children?” Thranduil had a sneaking suspicion he knew where this conversation was headed, remembering Legolas had mentioned that Elrond had seen their scars. He didn’t panic, however, as he had been around for a long time, and knew all about bluffing. True, he might not be as good as Bórsael, but he had kept his cool through enough councils to know how to fool his enemy. “Legolas is young, and I thought it best to wait up and make sure everything was okay when he returned,” he said mildly. Elrond frowned. “I did not think he was young enough to still need a mothering parent.” “He is only 46.” “46?!” Elrond said, clearly shocked. “But then, he’s not even reached his majority!” “Of course,” Thranduil said, slightly amused. “46 does come before 50.” Elrond glowered and then laughed softly. “I’m sorry, I just did not realise Legolas was *that* young. Normally… well, normally it’s not considered safe for an elfling to leave his realm until he has come of age.” “Legolas is hardly an ‘elfling’, Elrond. He is more mature than most boys his age, even if he isn’t yet 50.” Elrond nodded. “Well, you are his father, so I suppose you know best.” Thranduil smiled. “Your confidence in me is overwhelming.” Elrond chuckled, and handed the basket of herbs to the king. Thranduil reached out with both hands to accept, and noticed the lord of Imladris cast a glance at his scarred palm. “Still…” Elrond murmured, his voice hiding a dark undertone again. “It still seems odd to me that you waited for your son’s return. If he is mature enough to leave Mirkwood underage, are you not able to trust him to return from a simple party?” Thranduil realised he was backed up in a tight corner. “I still worry,” he said, but knew he would have to offer more in order to quell Elrond’s suspicions. “Besides,” Thranduil added. “There has been a recent… tragedy back at home. It affected Legolas quite badly. It was one reason I brought him with me, as I wanted to keep my eye on him and make sure he didn’t brood. I thought the change of scenery might do him some good as well.” Elrond’s eyes softened in compassion, and he seemed satisfied with the answer, realising he had no business inquiring as to what this ‘tragedy’ might be. “I’m sorry. Forgive my prying.” “It is quite alright,” Thranduil said. “Everything is well now…I hope.” Thranduil turned to leave when Elrond’s voice stopped him. “It… it didn’t have anything to do with orcs, did it? This tragedy, I mean.” Thranduil faced the lord and frowned. “No… why do you ask that?” Elrond looked as though he didn’t want to say anymore, then sighed, giving in. “They worry me, Thranduil, the orcs. Their numbers have been growing. A few of my sentries have been killed by their cursed lot. I feel the world growing darker, Thranduil, and I fear. I fear this peace we won so long ago is once again about to become undone.” Thranduil’s eyes widened, in sudden realisation. “So *that* is why you have called these talks.” Elrond nodded, looking very weary and burdened. Thranduil felt sorry for him. “Galadriel shares my fears, and advised that the free peoples of Middle Earth should join together now, in order to combat any darkness that might come in the future. I realised that to do this, the elves have to be united, before we could ever hope to win any other alliances. Our past bickering has been foolish, meldir. It is time we put our differences behind us, and look to the future safety of our realms, and our world. Or else your sons and mine may never know the centuries of peace and light that we have.” Thranduil nodded, gravely. “Thank you for sharing this with me. I believe it will make negotiations easier tomorrow, knowing you are not trying to dupe me somehow!” Elrond gave a tired smile. “Indeed, that is good news then. You’d best go now; I’ve kept you long enough. Your son no doubt needs your comfort – and those herbs.” Thranduil nodded, and then bowed, showing his respect and gratitude towards the lord in that simple act. “Until the morning, then,” Thranduil said with a small smile, and then left. ~*~*~*~*~ Legolas woke up slowly the next morning. He could feel himself lazily waking, only he didn’t want to. There was a faint pounding in his temples which grew stronger and louder as he drifted towards consciousness. In the end, he reluctantly came too with a great, agonised moan, then stopped himself when the sound seemed too loud for his precious head. He blinked his eyes a few times against what he considered to be a very bright light. He would have to ask someone next time to turn the sun down when he woke up. It was far too obscenely bright, so early in the day. Legolas looked about groggily, expecting to see his father lying next to him. The king had, after all, been holding him when he fell asleep. Only his Ada was now nowhere to be seen. “Ada?” he croaked, ignoring his headache as he tried to sit up. “Ada…?” Where the hell was the blond lord? Legolas started to feel frantic, wishing desperately that his father had stayed with him. Memories of last night were slowly coming back, and he felt extremely childish, vulnerable, and ill. Not a good combination. He could remember Corupen, and the twins saving him. He remembered feeling odd after he continued drinking what the twins’ had said was safe to consume. He didn’t believe that now. And then there were… flashes of memory. Being taken outside… hands touching him… lips… unwanted caresses… Legolas shuddered and tears filled his eyes at the memory. “Ada?” he sobbed more loudly, and then began rocking himself in bed. His stomach rolled, and he wondered if he was going to be sick. The bathroom door opened, and Thranduil stepped out, looking concerned. “Legolas? What is it?” Legolas began sobbing harder, relieved to have found that his father was still in his quarters. His father had not abandoned him. “Ada!” he called, and held his hands out towards the king. Thranduil quickly hurried over to the bed and buried his son in a hug. Legolas sobbed against his shoulder for a while. “Don’t e-ever do t-that again…” he said, his voice muffled. “Do what?” Thranduil whispered. “Leave the b-bed before I w-wake up. You s-scared me…” “I’m sorry, dilthen-pen. I wont leave you again.” “Thank you… I love you, Ada.” “I know.” After a little while, Legolas moaned. “Ooow… my head hurts.” Thranduil pulled back from the hug and grinned. “Did someone have too much to drink last night?” Legolas pouted. “Obviously, but the elf who gave me the bottle said it was only a fruit drink.” He considered telling his father about the twins, then decided not too. The twins had stopped, after all, when it became obvious he had not wanted what they offered, and it would only worry his father and possibly ruin the negotiations for peace if he brought it up. It was best to remain quiet, and pretend that there had just been one elf last night who had tried to get him drunk. “You should have known better than that,” Thranduil admonished, smiling fondly at his son’s naivety. Legolas declined to answer. “Here, I have something for you.” Thranduil reached over to the bedside table and handed Legolas a glass. Inside was some thick, greenish sludge. Legolas felt his stomach turn just from looking at it. “Ugh! What on Arda is *that*?” he asked, screwing up his nose in disgust. “Breakfast,” Thranduil replied with an evil grin, and then laughed heartily at his son’s look of horrified disbelief. Legolas tentatively sniffed the glass and gagged. “You have to be joking!” Thranduil seemed to be enjoying himself greatly. “Well, you don’t have to drink it if you don’t want too. It just means you can enjoy the rest of the day with that wonderful headache of yours,” and he tapped the prince on the head for emphasis. Legolas yelped, and then glared daggers at his father. “You know? I believe Bórsael was right when he called you insane.” “Good, then you’ve finally learnt the truth. I’m mad. And it’s hereditary. Now drink up, I went to a lot of trouble to make that for you.” Legolas regarded the glass, pinched his nose with one hand, and then found the courage to down the whole glass in one go. “Bleuagh!” he declared when finished, and shuddered. Thranduil laughed again and took the glass from his son’s hands. He kissed the boy affectionately on the forehead, and then froze. Both elves went deathly still, and then jumped as they felt a strong current of energy spark from Thranduil into the prince. They looked at each other wide eyed, as a strange feeling passed through them. For a moment, it seemed as though they melded into one – Thranduil could almost read his son’s thoughts, and Legolas was able to sense his father’s presence in his mind. Then the sensation passed, and they were normal again. Separate, yet they both sensed the bond between them stronger than ever. “What was that?” Legolas asked, slightly shaken. Thranduil frowned and shook his head. “I’m not sure. I think the bond must be growing stronger.” “Ada, you were *in* my mind!” “And what a lovely mind you have too,” the king teased, and lent forward and tenderly kissed the boy on the lips. “We will worry about this later,” he said, getting up and going to the bathroom to wash out the glass. “I have to get ready now for the peace talks. What shall you do today? Have you and the twins made any plans?” Legolas felt a flicker of fear at the mention of the twins, but it quickly passed. Thranduil, however, turned around in the bathroom and gave his son a funny look. “Legolas, are you okay?” Legolas frowned. “Of course, why?” “It’s just… for a moment I thought… I seemed to sense… Never mind,” the king finished lamely. Legolas was slightly perturbed, wondering if his father had been able to sense his emotions. The king had done so before, when he had become lost in the halls. But he had been very distressed then, whereas now he had only felt a brief flash of anxiety. Perhaps his father was right, maybe the bond *was* growing stronger. Legolas wasn’t sure if he should feel pleased or annoyed that his father was able to sense his every emotion from afar. “I think I shall entertain myself today, Ada. Don’t worry about me, just make sure this peace treaty is dealt with as efficiently as possible.” Thranduil nodded, and began to prepare for council. ~*~*~*~*~ About half an hour after his father left his room, Legolas also walked into the corridors, feeling remarkably good for someone who had just experienced their first hang-over. His father’s foul tasting medicine had worked wonderfully, though the prince was loath to admit it. Legolas wandered about the house aimlessly, not really sure where he was going, but not really caring. He couldn’t go back to the negotiations, but neither did he want to spend the day with the twins. Not after last night. He decided he would wander until something of interest caught his eye. It didn’t take long. In fact, he had only walked down a few hallways when a door suddenly opened to his right. The door had a picture of a barrel on it, and the prince realised it led into a wine cellar. Legolas stepped back and looked with mild surprise as Glorfindel stepped out of the room, looking slightly rumpled. “Oh, hello Legolas!” the warrior greeted cheerfully, his eyes dancing with mischief. He looked back at the room he had emerged from, and then gave the prince a cheeky wink and a grin. Then the Golden lord strutted off down the hall, whistling the tune to the sheep-herder song. Legolas watched the lord with bewildered mirth, until he turned down a corridor. He was about to leave himself when, to his utter shock, the same door opened again, and none other than the dark-haired advisor of Imladris walked out. He looked even more rumpled than Glorfindel. His hair was askew, his shirt half undone, and there was a soft flush on his face. Erestor had shut the door and taken a step before he realised Legolas was there. He froze, and then a very dark blush stained his cheeks. “Good morning, Erestor,” Legolas said, a very broad grin spreading across his face. “If you’re looking for Glorfindel, I believe he headed off in that direction,” and he pointed helpfully behind him. Erestor nodded dumbly, and then paused again when Glorfindel’s voice called out, “Erestor, are you coming? I mean again? Because Lord Elrond will be most displeased if we’re late for negotiations.” Erestor’s face grew even redder, and he opened his mouth, trying to think of something to say to Legolas to salvage the situation. After gaping a few times, the advisor gave up, sighed, and dutifully walked off after his lover. When he had disappeared, Legolas allowed himself a soft laugh, and then continued on his way. It appeared as though Glorfindel and Erestor had made up. ~*~*~*~*~ Legolas was becoming fairly acquainted with the layout of the Last Homely House. He had spent most of the morning exploring the house, and most of *that* time had been looking in the armoury and at the many beautiful paintings and illuminations of old. At lunch, he managed to find the kitchens without too much trouble, where an elf-maid who reminded him a lot of Goldgwen sat him down and practically force-fed him all bits and pieces. She had insisted that he stay and help her bake some cookies, and then proceeded to pack half the batch into a small hamper for the prince to take away. Legolas was quite touched. He went outside after that, into another wonderful day. He purposefully avoided the training field (with much regret) but found numerous other gardens, lakes and alcoves to keep him entertained. At one stage he visited the barracks and talked with some of the soldiers who had accompanied his father and him to Imladris. They were all well, and were pleased that the prince was too, glad he was no longer ‘ill’. After receiving a few curious looks, Legolas showed the guards that he had cookies in his hamper, and was most amused when they begged him for some. In the end, they sat down together and ate the cookies, while Legolas told them stories about his time with the lords of Imladris. He didn’t mention, of course, his activities with the twins, except that they had invited him to a party in which he drank too much. The soldiers laughed and claimed that he was now no longer a boy, having experienced his first hangover. Now the prince was again wandering the gardens aimlessly, waiting for the time to pass when he would meet his father for dinner. The sun was warm on his face, and he was standing by the edge of the forest, when someone called out to him. “Legolas, wait up!” The prince looked up with a sick, sinking feeling in his stomach as he saw Elladan approach him with a bow slung over his back. The twin must have been on his way back – or to – the training fields. For a moment Legolas panicked, images of last night hitting him; his helplessness, and how the twins had manipulated him. In his mind he called out to his father, wishing that his Ada were here to support and protect him. It was strange, but for a moment, the boy thought that he heard his father respond. Then it was gone, and Elladan was standing before him, grinning. “How are you? You seem well recovered from last night,” the twin said amiably, putting his bow down on the ground. “You have some nerve saying that to me,” Legolas retorted stiffly. “And I am well, thanks to my father’s care, as you and your brother certainly didn’t seem to concern yourselves much with my well-being last night.” Elladan winced. “Please, Legolas. Elrohir and I are very sorry about –” “Sorry!” Legolas snorted and crossed his arms in front of his chest, looking away from the twin. “Legolas! We did stop after all, didn’t we?” Legolas lowered his head, conceding to the truth. “Yes, I suppose you did.” “There now,” Elladan said soothingly, putting his hands on the boy’s upper arms. “I’m sorry. We did not mean to take advantage of you while you were drunk. We were just hoping the alcohol might … loosen you up a bit.” Legolas gave the twin a cold stare, but the dark-haired elf didn’t seem perturbed. “Please, Legolas. Try and see it from our point of view. Elrohir and I just thought you were playing coy.” “I wasn’t playing anything, and I’d appreciate it if you would *stop* touching me,” Legolas snapped, wriggling out of Elladan’s touch and taking several steps back. The Peredhel, however, matched every step with his own, until Legolas soon found himself backed up against a tree trunk. “You’re taking this too seriously, Legolas,” Elladan said, a small smile teasing the corner of his lips. He was bare inches from the trapped prince, and Legolas felt panic rise up within him. Oh god, why wasn’t his Ada here to help him? /Ada, help me *please*!/ “No, Elladan. I think you’re not taking this seriously enough,” Legolas retorted, his voice shaking with fear and anger. “You came very close to *raping* me last night, and now you’re scaring me again when you profess to being sorry!” Legolas was starting to tremble, and he wanted to run but Elladan’s intense eyes had him pinned. “I admit I got a little carried away,” Elladan shrugged nonchalantly, “but I was slightly drunk myself. And who can blame me for what I did, when you were so beautiful and willing putty in my hands?” “Willing?! I was *never* willing,” Legolas gasped, outraged but still intimidated. Elladan took another step forward so that his taller, heavier frame was pressed against the prince’s. Legolas yelped and looked up with fear and dread into the dark- haired elf’s eyes. “Why are you so frightened?” Elladan asked, his lips whispering the words against the prince’s mouth. “Anyone would think you are an inexperienced elfling…” “Maybe that’s because I am,” Legolas whimpered, his voice shaking with fear. Elladan pulled back slightly with a puzzled look on his face. “What? You’re not experienced?” “No, I am still considered an elfling,” Legolas said softly. Elladan stared dumbly at the blonde boy. “How old are you?” he asked, as if suddenly fearful of the answer. “46,” Legolas replied. He thought the twins had known his age, but now it was obvious that they hadn’t. He became even more scared, fearful of how the twin would react upon learning this news. “What?! 46?!” Elladan paled and took a small step back. For a moment, Legolas wondered if the twin wasn’t about to faint. “You *can’t* be,” Elladan stammered. “I can assure you, he *is*,” a deep, stern voice said. Legolas and Elladan started, and the twin moved a pace back from Legolas, and turned around. The two young elves saw Thranduil standing nearby with his arms crossed in front of his chest, and a dark expression on his face. He looked ready to spit fire and tear down mountains. If it were possible, Elladan grew even whiter. “Now,” Thranduil said, his voice ominously low and quiet. “Would someone be kind enough to tell me what exactly is going on here?” t.b.c. Ada = Father Gwanur = brother Peredhel = half-elf Miruvour = ‘way-mead’, elvish drink Meldir = friend Dilthen-pen = little one Arda = earth Conceptually Beta’d by Aliaself – Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! Homepage: www.livejournal.com/users/bone_fauna/ Website: http://www.lotrfanfiction.com/viewuser.php?uid=198 Art page: http://www.livejournal.com/users/bonys_art/ Email: bone_fauna@yahoo.com.au ‘Bared Identities’, by Bone Fauna ~Part 16~ “My Lord!” Elladan gasped upon seeing the father of the elf he had been trying to seduce. “Yes,” Thranduil said blandly, “I know who I am. Now kindly explain what you were doing to my son.” Elladan gaped, at a loss for words, and then he began to tremble and his eyes widened further when he saw someone else approach. Legolas and Thranduil turned their heads and saw Elrond come out of the house, having followed Thranduil. The Lord of Imladris sensed the tension immediately. His son looked fearful and guilty; the king angry, and the young prince was pressed up against a tree, unsure whether he should appear more relieved or intimidated. “What is going on here?” Elrond demanded, his voice authoritative. “That is exactly what I would like to know,” Thranduil replied crisply, looking at Elladan. He stared down the young lord a moment longer before looking at Elrond. “I just discovered your son here, accosting my own boy!” Elrond raised an eyebrow and then frowned, turning to his son. “Is this true?” he asked with a deceptively mild tone. Elladan trembled. “I… Ada… I didn’t… but…” Elrond cut him off crisply. “If you’re not going to talk in understandable sentences, Elladan, then I’m simply going to assume you’re guilty.” Elladan’s eyes grew very large, and then he seemed to calm down, getting himself back under control and squaring his shoulders. “It is mostly true, yes,” he said, standing tall and chin up. “But I had no intentions of hurting Prince Legolas, nor doing anything against his will. I was merely teasing, but realise now that what I did was wrong. I did not mean to frighten the prince.” Elrond’s lips thinned. “Do you realise that this boy has not yet come of age?” Elrond said softly. Elladan blushed. “I’m sorry, Ada. I only just found this out now before you came. I had assumed Legolas was of age before –” “And that would have made a difference?” Thranduil asked acidly. “If my son had been fifty, it would have been perfectly acceptable to harass and touch him against his will? Elladan shook his head, clearly starting to loose his composure again in the face of Thranduil’s fury. “No, my Lord. It’s just… I thought he was just being demure – modest – and last night we –” “Last night *what*?!” Thranduil thundered, finally realising there was more to this than what he knew. He remembered his son’s condition when the brothers had brought him back last night, and the guilty looks the twins’ had worn. Elladan hesitated, and then sagged, realising there was nothing he could do but admit the truth. “Last night Elrohir and I tried to seduce Legolas when he was drunk, but the prince was not accommodating.” “So,” Elrond said, his eyes dark with anger. “Your brother is also involved in this.” Elladan winced at having just unwittingly named his brother a culprit as well. “How *dare* you try to molest my son!” Thranduil hissed, taking a threatening step towards the heir of Imladris. Legolas, sensing trouble, quickly sprung to life and stood before his father. “Ada, please!” he begged, putting his hands on his father’s chest in what he hoped was a placating gesture. Thranduil, feeling a sudden urge of protectiveness, grabbed his son possessively and pulled him close. He lifted Legolas’ chin with one hand to look the boy directly in the eyes. “Did they hurt you?” he asked anxiously. “Did they touch you? Did they violate you, nin-iond? Why didn’t you tell me?” Legolas felt tears starting to form in his eyes, and he tried to push them back. “Ada, please. Not here,” he said quietly, and cast a glance at Elladan and Elrond. Thranduil nodded reluctantly, wanting desperately to kiss his son on the lips – reassure himself that the boy was okay and that his son knew he was loved – but settled for kissing the prince’s forehead. Then he pulled Legolas against his chest in a tight embrace. He looked up at Elrond, a cold fire in his eyes. “My son and I, and our retinue, shall leave tomorrow. The negotiations are off,” he said frostily. Elrond looked startled and dismayed, but before he could plead with the king, Legolas pulled back from his father and looked him in the eye. “No Ada, please! Lord Elrond had nothing to do with his son’s actions. This peace is too important to our realm – and obviously Elrond’s too if he called for it – to be so easily dismissed because of one little misdemeanour.” Elrond nodded, pleased that Legolas, at least, was speaking sense. “Your son speaks wisely, Lord Thranduil. Please, I am deeply sorry for what my sons have done, and will ensure they are properly punished. But do not leave yet when we are so close to signing the treaty. I have already explained why this truce is so important, not just for us, but for all of Arda.” Thranduil looked as though he didn’t care, and simply wanted to scream abusive words and storm off with his son safely held in his arms, never to look back. Then his son tugged on his arm and whispered, “Please, Ada. Listen to him.” Thranduil sighed and bowed his head. He could never deny Legolas anything. “Do you know how good you are for me?” he asked his son softly, and gave the boy a gentle smile, not caring if the Peredhels’ heard him and were suspicious. Legolas smiled back, almost sad, but didn’t say anything. Thranduil again kissed his son on the brow, very tenderly, and then hugged the boy close for a few moments. When he pulled back, he looked at Elrond with a resolved gaze. “Fine. We shall stay here until the peace talks have been concluded. But if one of your sons so much as *looks* at my boy in a way to make him feel uncomfortable, I will *personally* castrate them myself.” Elladan blanched, although Elrond had to hold back a laugh, amused by the threat. His son deserved it, after all. “That sounds well enough to me, my Lord,” Elrond said. “Well, I think we’ll call it a day. No doubt if we returned to the council, we’ll have found that Istidhren has been kicked out of the room while Glorfindel occupies his time with Erestor, and I hardly think any of us want to see *that*. Not to mention that I need to find my other son, and have a good talking to my boys.” The lord gave Elladan a hard stare, and the twin shrunk within himself. So there were limits to the elder twin’s cockiness, Legolas noticed, pleased. “After diner,” Elrond continued, “I might ask if I can have a word with you in private, my Lord,” Elrond looked at Thranduil. The king frowned, but nodded. “Of course.” “Excellent,” Elrond said, very business-like. “Now, if you’ll come with me, Elladan, we’ll go and see if we can find your brother. Until dinner then, Thranduil, Legolas.” Thranduil nodded as Elrond turned and left, a very meek Peredhel son following after. When they were out of hearing range, Legolas turned to his father and asked, “Were you just in negotiations?” “Yes, why?” “How did you come across Elladan and me?” Legolas asked, perplexed. Thranduil gave a soft smile. “It was quite strange, actually. I think it was the bond.” Legolas’ face was blank and uncomprehending, so the king continued to explain. “We were sitting down, talking through the peace – and might I say we got quite far for just the second day – when I sensed you call out to me. I hesitated for a moment, not knowing what to do. In the end, I stood up, and said that I had to find you. You should have seen the odd expressions the other elves gave me!” Legolas smiled, and Thranduil went on. “At first I wasn’t sure where to look, but then the feeling that you were in distress became stronger, very powerful and undeniable. I was drawn to you like a light, and that’s when I found that loathsome twin pressed all over you, ignoring the fact that you were clearly terrified and unwilling.” Legolas smiled contentedly, and rested his head against his father’s chest. “Thank you, Ada.” Thranduil wrapped his arms about his son. “For what?” “For saving me. For loving me. For binding with me. For putting up with all the trouble I cause…” Thranduil gave him a rueful smile. “I’ve told you before, nin- ind, you are no trouble.” “Ha!” Legolas said, but decided not to argue the point further. “Come on,” Thranduil murmured after a few minutes. “How about we lie down for a while before we go to dinner.” “Hmmm…” Legolas hummed, nonchalant. Thranduil hesitated, and then tried to sound innocent when he suggested, “And maybe you can tell me what the twins tried to do to you last night…?” “Ada…” Legolas warned, not wanting to talk about it and cause the king to feel angry again. Thranduil sighed. “Fine. You’re a stubborn elf, you know that?” “I get it from my father,” Legolas teased, and then pulled back and looked up into the king’s face, grinning. Thranduil gave his best, most fearsome scowl. “You, boy,” he said in a deep, menacing voice, “are not too old yet to get a spanking!” Legolas squealed and laughed delightedly. He ran out of reach of his father’s arms, daring the king to chase him with sparkling eyes and a joyful grin. It was a challenge easily accepted, and Thranduil playfully chased his son through the gardens until they found their way back to the boy’s rooms. There they collapsed on the bed in a panting, giggly mess, and curled up in each other’s arms to doze until supper, unaware that their cavorting had been witnessed by one Lord of Imladris, staring out a window. ~*~*~*~*~ Thranduil knocked on the door to Elrond’s study after dinner, unable to help feeling a bit apprehensive. He didn’t know why the Lord of Imladris had asked for his time. Perhaps it was just to discuss the twins’ behaviour? “Come in, Thranduil,” Elrond called, and the king entered. The study was spacious and richly decorated, with a large shelf of books, as well as the Peredhel’s desk and chair. Another chair sat opposite Elrond’s. The raven haired lord stood when Thranduil approached, and gave the blond a pleasant smile. “Thank you for coming, Thranduil,” the lord said, sitting down when the king did. “It was no trouble,” Thranduil said sincerely but cautiously. “Although, I must profess I am confused as to why you wished to speak with me in private. Is it serious?” Elrond frowned. “I’m not sure,” he said at length. “Which is why I have asked you to come. How long ago did you bind with your son?” Thranduil started, then quickly tried to hide his surprise. He had had some inkling that Elrond might try and bring this topic up, but he had not expected Elrond to do it so quickly and bluntly. He now had himself composed, yet hoped the Peredhel had not seen his momentary panic. “I beg your pardon? What on earth are you talking about, Elrond? Is this another one of your jokes? Elrond gave Thranduil a hard look. “Hardly. I’ve seen the scars on both your palms, Thranduil.” Thranduil forced himself to laugh. “Elrond, please! This scar,” and he showed his palm, “is from the binding ceremony my wife and I went through. Legolas’ scar is from a mere hunting accident a few days ago.” Elrond’s resolve seem to waver a moment, but then the hard look came back into his eyes. “Perhaps. But how was it that you were able to sense Legolas’ distress today? I saw what happened, Thranduil. We were sitting in the council room, and then you suddenly stood up and said you had to find Legolas, and left. I followed you, concerned, only to discover that my son had apparently been all over yours. Unless the two of you were bound, how else could you have known that Legolas was in trouble?” Thranduil blinked, caught. He had not thought of an excuse for this. Elrond added quietly, “I also saw you and Legolas earlier, playing in the garden. You two remind me more of newlyweds rather than father and son.” Thranduil blushed, and opened his mouth to try and explain his behaviour, but Elrond held up his hand, cutting the king off. “Save it, Thranduil, I don’t want to hear you struggle to explain those two incidents. I’m not a simpleton. You and your son both have matching scars. Legolas seems too young to be going out on hunting expeditions, and if he did, I imagine his weapon of choice would be a bow, not a knife, from all I’ve heard. And your scar seems too new to have been a result of a binding ceremony with your wife.” “We bonded late in our marriage?” Thranduil offered lamely, even though he knew it was now futile to try and protect his secret. Elrond shook his head, and gave the king a surprisingly gentle and sympathetic smile. “I understand what difficulties you must be going through, Thranduil, and –” Thranduil slammed his palm down on the desk, his face livid. “How *dare* you presume to understand my situation?! You have no idea what Legolas and I had to go through, simply to still be *alive* today.” Thranduil jumped up from his chair and began to pace the room, fuming. “So what are you going to do now, Elrond? How shall you use this weakness of my child and mine? Are you going to announce it to the world, tell everyone how Thranduil, King of Mirkwood, has bound himself to his underage son? Do you expect you’ll have a better chance at seducing my eldest with your dreams of peace, if my people were to dethrone me? Well, Elrond? Are you happy now that you have reduced me so?” Elrond looked up calmly at the raging blond. “I see you still haven’t done anything about that temper of yours. I’ve never seen anyone blow hot and cold quite as easily as you do. Why don’t you have a seat?” Thranduil scowled, but couldn’t help being slightly mollified by the Peredhel’s tone and words. He sat down, but was still clearly upset. “Elrond –” The Peredhel again held up a hand, cutting off the blond lord. “Thranduil, wait. I am not here to judge you, or gloat. Why else would I have called for this meeting to be private?” Thranduil thought about that for a moment, but his scowl didn’t lessen. “I still don’t find much comfort in that, Elrond. If you don’t want to blackmail me somehow, then why even bring this up?” Elrond reached out a hand and placed it over one of Thranduil’s. “Because I want to help you. Trust me, meldir. I *know* what it is you’re going through.” Thranduil looked at the hand on his own, and then Elrond’s words sunk in, and his eyes widened. “You *know*? How…Your sons…?!” Elrond laughed softly. “No. As much as I love my sons, I do not pine for them. However, there was one I use to love before Celebrian, and that was my brother.” Thranduil was stunned. “Elros?! You were in love with your twin?” The king saw a flicker of pain pass over Elrond’s face as the Peredhel nodded. “Aye, I was and I still am. Do you now understand when I say that I can sympathise with you?” Thranduil nodded, dumbstruck. “But why? How? What happened?” Elrond looked sad, and sat back in his chair, removing his hand from Thranduil’s. “When Elros and I were young – a bit older than Legolas – I realised that my feelings for Elros were more than what a brother should normally feel for his sibling. At first I tried to delude myself, say that it was just because we were twins. After a few decades, however, I found that my life revolved around Elros, and I could not deny that I was in love with him. I dreamt of him every night, fantasised about him. I would have done *anything*, just to see him smile. Eventually I admitted my feelings for him, knowing that if I did not, I would go insane. Elros received it better than I thought he would, and shocked me when he said that he had been struggling with similar feelings for me. At first I rejoiced, but then my brother killed my hope, saying that our love for each other was unnatural and should not be pursued.” Elrond took a moment to compose himself, and Thranduil felt his heart go out towards the Peredhel. Elrond sighed, and looked out the window as he continued his story. “For several years we tried to act like normal brothers, but our denied love was slowly killing us. One night I went to his room and begged that he forget that I was his brother, and just accept the fact that we were in love. But Elros denied me, saying it was wrong, and we would be cursed, exiled, and shunned. I did everything to persuade him otherwise, but he did not want to damn us, or shame our family and people. When I kissed him, he almost relented, but then pushed me away and told me to leave his room. I did, devastated, and the next morning I discovered he had given up his immortality, and would leave to live with Men… I was so distraught I thought I would die when he told me this. He said it was for our own good, that this way our suffering would soon be over, as he would die, and I could live my life without him. He made me promise to not give up my immortality, and to love someone else and forget him… Well, I managed two out of three…” Elrond gave a bitter smile, and then wiped away the tears that had started to run down his cheeks. “I’m sorry,” he muttered. Thranduil shook his head and reached out across the desk and put his hand on Elrond’s. “Don’t apologise. It must be very painful for you.” “Aye, it is,” Elrond admitted, and looked at the king with a soft smile. “The years have softened the worst of the pain, however. There were many around who helped me through those first few decades, made sure I didn’t fade, although there were close calls. I am grateful for their support, for I now have three beautiful children, and I was able to meet Celebrian. Yet there are times I still miss him, and wonder if things could have been different…” The two lords sat in silence for a while, and then Elrond shook his head slowly as though coming out of dream. He looked at Thranduil, and most of his sorrow was gone. “Which brings us back to you, my friend.” “Me?” Thranduil asked, slightly surprised. “Yes,” Elrond said with a gentle smile. “Tell me, Thranduil. What is the nature of the relationship between you and Legolas?” Thranduil sighed, and took a few moments to struggle inwardly, wondering whether he should confide in Elrond or not. Eventually, he decided he could, as the Peredhel was likely to understand better than anyone else. “It is very complicated,” Thranduil began with a wry smile. Elrond nodded sympathetically. “So I thought,” he said. “Which is why I want to help. The last thing I ever want to see is for someone to go through the turmoil and pain that Elros and I had to endure.” Thranduil nodded, took in a deep breath, and then began to unburden his soul. He told Elrond about how he mistakenly took his son, and how he then discovered the truth. He told the raven lord about the trouble his family had gone through as Legolas’ condition grew worse, until the boy suddenly began to fade rapidly. He admitted that he had bonded to his son in order to save Legolas, and that life had been rather strained ever since, as the king constantly worried that Legolas might relapse at any moment. After a brief hesitation, Thranduil also admitted that his love for his son had deepened since the bond had been established. Elrond listened to all of this without interruption. At the end, he poured each of them a glass of brandy, which Thranduil gratefully accepted. Although he had now bared his soul to the Lord of Imladris, made himself vulnerable, he couldn’t help feeling lighter than usual, having at last told someone the whole truth. After a time, Elrond spoke. “This is a bit different than my situation with my brother, as I was in love with him from the beginning, whereas you and your son have been forced together by circumstances which you couldn’t control. However, you now admit that your feelings for your son have changed, deepened. How so?” Thranduil blushed slightly, something he didn’t often do, and Elrond smiled knowingly. “I… I think I am… I might be in love with him…” Thranduil admitted reluctantly, not daring to look the raven lord in the eyes. “But I can’t be, it would be so wrong.” “No,” Elrond said, shaking his head. “That’s what Elros and I thought, and it caused us much grief to think so.” Thranduil gave a sad smile. “Perhaps, but at least you and your brother were the same age. As a father, Elrond, surely you understand the difficulty I am facing in this. How could I possibly ask for my son to give up his youth and his chance for having a family, simply to be with me? What sort of life would that give him, and how would others possibly react?” Elrond thought about this for a moment. “As for how others would react, I really don’t think you need to worry. You are king, after all, and from what I hear, your people respect you. I’m sure in time they would understand. As for Legolas himself, how do you not know that he would be willing and happy to live with you? You believe that Legolas would be making a terrible mistake, and a grave sacrifice by binding himself to you in turn, but does it not occur to you that he may actually want that? That it might even be worse if you do not let him love you, bind to you? You could lose him to the elven sickness all over again.” Thranduil paled upon hearing this, and then shook his head. “We do not know *what* my son wants.” Elrond gave a sly smile. “I’m sure you, of all people Thranduil, would know your son’s heart and mind best. But if you’re going to be stubborn and pretend not to see what you do, then let me explain what *I* see in no uncertain terms. “I have seen you and Legolas together, Thranduil, and there is no denying that you love him, or he you. He dotes on you, the way he looks at you, talks with you, moves about you, all of it speaks of a deep, abiding love. Not only is he good for you, but you are good for him. You make him feel loved, protected, calm. He is solely devoted to you, something plainly obvious after this escapade with my sons. I spoke to them at length, and they told me how he refused both their advances, and those of another elf at their party. Whenever he spoke about leaving, my son’s told me that the prince would always say he had to return to *you*.” Thranduil refused to meet the Peredhel’s eyes. “It is just because of the bond. Legolas is feeling vulnerable after what has happened. It does not mean to say he is in love with me.” Elrond sighed, saddened. “Thranduil, please. I would not see you and your son live out the life that Elros and I were forced to endure. We tortured ourselves for nothing.” “The Valar,” Thranduil pointed out. “They would surely not approve.” Elrond pressed his fingers together. “No. They probably wouldn’t approve of a father lusting after his son. But they would not deny one elf loving another. We cannot help who we fall in love with. I think you and Legolas need to have a serious discussion about this. Or perhaps, I will see your son tomorrow, if you do not mind. Negotiations are pretty much at an end now, so I could spare the time to help Legolas sort out his feelings…?” Thranduil thought about this for a moment, frowning. “Okay… If Legolas wants to, you may speak with him, but I do not expect you to interrogate the boy.” Elrond smiled. “Of course not. Would *I* interrogate anyone?” Thranduil laughed. “Maybe I should ask your sons to answer that question. I’m sure after today, they’d have a thing or two to say about your interrogating.” Elrond laughed aloud. “I’m sure they would! But it’s their own fault. I think I should put some serious consideration into finding them each a wife, so they can stop harassing all the eligible young men who cross their path!” The two lords laughed at this, imagining how the twins would react upon learning they were to be wed to women. Thranduil finished the brandy in his glass, and then looked at the lord. “Thank you, Elrond. For confiding in me, and allowing me to do the same with you.” Elrond nodded. “I hope I have been of some help. I realise that your situation is difficult, but do not push Legolas away if he genuinely returns your affection. Let him love you, as you love him, if that is indeed the path you two shall take. Just do not make the same mistake Elros and I did, for it would surely destroy you both.” Thranduil gave a sad smile, and stood up. “Thank you.” Elrond also rose, and escorted Thranduil to the door. “Any time, meldir. Now go. You’re golden haired prince undoubtedly awaits you in his chambers.” Thranduil’s eyes widened, and he was about to ask how Elrond knew he slept in the same room as Legolas, but the Peredhel didn’t give him the chance. Elrond grinned, and pushed the king out the door, and then shut it behind him. Thranduil glared, and then began to laugh. t.b.c. Ada = Father Nin-iond = my son Arda = earth Nin-ind = my heart Peredhel = half elf Meldir = friend Conceptually Beta’d by Aliaself – Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! Homepage: www.livejournal.com/users/bone_fauna/ Website: http://www.lotrfanfiction.com/viewuser.php?uid=198 Art page: http://www.livejournal.com/users/bonys_art/ Email: bone_fauna@yahoo.com.au ‘Bared Identities’, by Bone Fauna ~Part 17~ Legolas woke up the next morning feeling deliciously warm, and yet oddly light-headed. His father lay snuggled up close behind him, one arm wrapped possessively about his waist, the king’s lips pressed against the top of his head. As Legolas became more fully conscious of his surroundings, however, he soon realised what was causing him to feel so giddy and heated. He was sporting a painfully hard erection. Legolas blushed in embarrassment, grateful that his father was still asleep and behind him, unable to see him in his current state. Legolas tried to wish it away, but the ache in his loins continued to pulse unbearably. In the end, Legolas discreetly crawled out of bed, and locked himself inside the adjoining bathroom. Standing over the toilet, Legolas undid the laces of his pants, and hissed as his hard, throbbing member sprang free. His mind still foggy with sleep and desire, Legolas began to bring himself to completion, thinking of his father. He pressed his other arm against the wall to support himself, and bowed his head, images of his father kissing him, touching him, holding him, making love to him flashed in his mind’s eye as his fingers danced over his aching flesh. Legolas gasped and then bit his bottom lip, wanting to remain quiet in case his father heard. He began to pump himself harder, faster, as he remembered his first night with his father, when the king had mistaken him for Malthenfin. Remembered how Thranduil had teased him to the brink over and over, and how he wanted to beg his father to end the pleasurable torment, if only he had not been gagged. He remembered coming back from death’s door, only to find his father moving in and out of him gently, tenderly, his father’s swollen member sliding in and out of his tight passage, their hands clasped lovingly, and how they had both brought him to climax together with their hands on his burning length… Legolas stifled a cry as his member twitched and he came hard in the bathroom. He stood there, unmoving, waiting for his breathing to even, and then he realised what he had just done. He had brought himself to climax, using images of his *father*. Legolas sobbed and sunk to the floor, resting his forehead on the seat of the toilet. /Oh gods!/ he thought pitifully. /What is wrong with me?/ He continued to cry softly, bitterly, and wrapped one arm about his middle in a futile attempt to comfort himself. What he had done was wrong. So terribly wrong. He knew that his feelings towards his father had changed somewhat, ever since the king had bound to him – no, even before then, ever since that night his father had first taken him. He had not, however, expected to fall *in love* with his father. It was wrong. Forbidden. Unforgivable. Yet it was true. He had tried denying it before by never questioning his feelings, but now that he did, he realised the awful truth. He was in love with a man he should never love in such a way. This was even worse than being taken unwillingly by his father. This was blasphemous. Legolas began crying harder, rocking himself gently as he realised his love could never come to bloom. Oh gods, he loved his father *so* much. He loved how Thranduil smiled at him whenever he came into sight. He loved his father’s gentle sense of humour. He loved his Ada’s soft scent, which Legolas would bottle if he could. He loved how his father knew just how and when to kiss him. He loved how his father would reverently run his fingers through his soft golden hair as though it were the most precious thing on Arda. He loved how his father held him close at night, and knew just what to say or do to make him feel like the most special person that ever existed. He loved his father so much it hurt, and yet he knew it could never be. Thranduil would never let him bind to his Ada in turn. Legolas was doomed to spend the rest of his life loving a man he could never have. And that was an awfully bitter pill to swallow by one so young. A light tapping came from the door, followed by Thranduil’s soft inquiry of, “Legolas, nin-iond? Are you alright?” Legolas gasped softly and quickly tried to compose himself so that he could answer in a clear voice. “I’m fine, Ada.” There was a hesitant pause from the other side of the door, and then Thranduil said gently, “Do you want to talk about it?” Legolas slumped as he realised his father must have heard him crying, and also sensed some of his feelings through their bond. How much did the king know? It didn’t really matter, Legolas decided, there was no hope for him now. “You’d better get ready, Ada,” Legolas said in a dead tone. “You’ll be late for negotiations otherwise.” The prince could hear his father hesitate, and then sigh resignedly. Noise came from the bedroom as Thranduil prepared himself for today’s council, and after a few minutes, Legolas heard the king leave the bedroom. “I’m sorry, Ada,” the prince whispered to the empty room. “I’m so sorry I love you, but you do not make it easy for me not too.” ~*~*~*~*~*~ A bit after lunchtime, Legolas found the perfect distraction from his confusing and upsetting feelings. Glorfindel. He was sitting on the grass outside the Last Homely House, plucking at the lawn while lost in his thoughts, when the great golden lord marched right up to him, and plopped himself down next to the young prince. Legolas was quite surprised, and smiled back shyly when the warrior gave him a great, beaming grin. “How are you today, Master Legolas?” Glorfindel asked cheerily, looking up at the blue sky as if to check whether the sunny climate was to his satisfaction. “I am well, Lord Glorfindel,” Legolas replied timidly, looking at the lord with something akin to awe. “Have the peace talks finished early today?” Glorfindel shook his head and pulled out a small box from his tunic. “Nay, little one. However, the negotiations *are* nearing the end. My sweet Erestor, and that councillor of yours – Isty-whatever – are putting the last finishing touches to the treaty. I imagine it should be finished early tomorrow, so I did not think they needed my expert advice anymore. I certainly don’t plan on staying in that stuffy room longer than I have to, not when there are more pleasurable things to be doing.” “Like what?” Legolas asked, perplexed. “Like teaching you how to play cards,” Glorfindel announced triumphantly, and then opened the small box in his hands, and began dealing out a set of cards. Legolas stared at the cards with baffled amazement for a few moments, and then broke out into laughter. Of course, Glorfindel’s definition of ‘playing’ cards meant cheating outrageously, and soon the two blond elves were having a joyous time, the elder teaching the younger all the tricks of the trade of how to win by the most scandalous means. This was how Elrond found them when he came an hour or so later. Legolas looked up when he sensed someone’s approach, and was almost disappointed to see that it was the Lord of Imladris. He assumed Elrond had come to collect Glorfindel for some task or other, but Legolas was having such a good time, and wished the Golden Lord could stay. “Hello Glorfindel, Legolas,” Elrond greeted, nodding his head. “Rondy,” Glorfindel greeted cheekily with a giant grin. Elrond rolled his eyes. “I hope you’re not corrupting our young guest here?” Elrond asked, and Glorfindel put on a show of looking offended. “My lord! How could you ever insinuate such a thing against me?” “Quite easily, actually,” Elrond replied, and Legolas couldn’t help but laugh. Glorfindel looked at the laughing prince, and then threw his hand of cards up in the air. “Alas, I am outnumbered!” he declared tragically, as his cards fell about him like oversized confetti. This only made Legolas laugh harder, and Glorfindel looked thoroughly pleased with himself. “You are a poor influence on the youth, Glorfindel,” Elrond said, although the corner of his lips were turned up with amusement. Glorfindel shrugged and grinned. “So, what do you want, Elrond?” “The boy, actually,” Elrond replied, and Legolas’ mirth quickly fled as he looked at the raven haired lord in confusion. “Me, my lord?” “Yes. If you don’t mind, I was wondering if I could have a private word with you. I think the negotiations can carry on fine without me for the time being.” Legolas suddenly felt his stomach twist in apprehension, and he flashed Glorfindel a glance that was almost pleading. Elrond saw this, and tried to smile compassionately. “It is alright, young prince, I do not bite. And I have already asked your father if it would be alright to talk with you. He has given his consent.” Legolas felt some of his worry disappear at this. Surely his father would not hand him over to Elrond if he were afraid that the raven lord might start asking awkward questions. “Will you follow me?” Elrond asked. “Of course,” Legolas replied, still a little uncertain. He thanked Glorfindel for his company, and as a spur of the moment thought, gave the blond lord an open invitation to visit Mirkwood whenever he could spare the time. Glorfindel grinned and accepted the offer graciously. Then Legolas followed Elrond as the Peredhel led him back inside the large house. Legolas was led along many corridors until they reached Elrond’s office. Inside, the raven lord offered the boy a seat opposite his desk. Legolas sat down, trying not to look as nervous as he felt. “Would you like something to drink?” Elrond asked courteously. The prince shook his head, and so Elrond only poured himself a small glass of brandy. The raven haired lord than sat down in his chair, and started swirling the drink about in his glass. “Do you know that I once had a brother, Legolas?” the lord asked casually. Legolas blinked, not sure where Elrond was leading the conversation. “I believe you had a twin brother... Elros?” he said uncertainly. Elrond looked up at the prince and smiled warmly. “Yes. Your father has taught you well, I see.” Legolas blushed slightly, though he didn’t know why. His stomach still fluttered with butterflies, and his apprehension was only growing as the strange conversation continued, seemingly going nowhere. “Elros and I were twins, yes, much like Elladan and Elrohir. However, something happened between my brother and I that shouldn’t have happened.” Elrond paused, and after a few moments, Legolas asked hesitantly, “*What* happened, my lord?” Elrond gave a bitter smile. “We fell in love, and so he died because we tried to deny it.” Legolas’ blood seemed to freeze in his veins, and his breath suddenly wouldn’t come to him. He was deathly scared now, and very confused. “M-my lord?” Why was Elrond telling him this? Elrond laughed softly, although there was little humour to the sound. “You do not have to look so frightened, Legolas. I merely thought I might share my story with you of how my brother and I fell in love, because it might give you some comfort for what you are going through with your father.” Legolas became rigid, his body stiff, and his hands gripped the arms of the chair so hard that his knuckles turned white. Elrond and the boy continued to stare at each other for a minute, neither daring to move or speak, each trying to gauge the other. Then Legolas suddenly leapt up, heading for the door to try and make a quick escape, not wanting to have this conversation. Elrond, however, was surprisingly faster, and put a hand on the door to prevent Legolas from leaving. “Please,” he implored softly, “I have already talked to your father, and he has admitted that he bound himself to you in order to save you from fading.” Legolas felt tears pricking the back of his eyes, and he couldn’t help feeling somewhat betrayed. Elrond continued to stare at him, trying to read his reactions, and Legolas began to tremble in shock and fear, never having thought he would have to talk about such things with the Lord of Imladris. “No,” Legolas whispered softly, his voice trembling with emotion. “Ada’s s-scar is from b-binding with Nanneth, a- and mine is –” “A hunting accident?” Elrond said, smiling sympathetically when Legolas’ eyebrows rose in surprise. Tears began to escape the boy’s eyes as he finally realised that Elrond knew the whole truth. “Yes,” the raven elf said softly. “There’s no need to protect your secret anymore, neth-pen. Do not be afraid. Please, why don’t you take a seat, dilthen-pen, and we’ll talk about this. I only want to help.” Elrond guided Legolas back into his chair, and then handed the softly weeping prince a freshly poured glass of brandy. The boy accepted it without debate, and took a shaky sip, then screwed his nose up as the liquid burnt his throat. “Why don’t you listen for a moment,” Elrond suggested quietly. “I will tell you about Elros and myself, and maybe then you’ll understand why I want to help.” Legolas nodded numbly, and so Elrond retold the same story he had to Thranduil the previous day. About how he and Elros had been in love, but his brother had feared acting upon that love, and in the end, thinking he was doing the right thing and protecting them both, Elros had chosen mortality and moved out of Elrond’s reach forever. By the end, a few tears were still running down the boy’s cheeks, but they were in sympathy of Elrond’s pain now, not his own. “That’s awful,” he said quietly. “Yes, it was,” Elrond admitted sadly. “But it is done now, and nothing can be changed. Elros has been long dead.” Legolas sniffed and wiped the tears from his eyes. Elrond smiled at the boy affectionately, and was beginning to understand how easy it was for Thranduil to lose his heart to such a child; why his own sons had tried to make the prince theirs as well, and why even Glorfindel sought out the boy’s company (although Elrond knew the Balrog slayer’s intentions were far more honourable than the twins, despite his mischievous character). Glorfindel had always been fond of children. He liked to become their champions, and to make them laugh. It was a shame the blond oaf had fallen for Erestor in some ways, because it meant he would never have any children of his own. Elrond sighed, and shook his head, coming back from his musings. “So you see Legolas, Elros and I suffered greatly because we knew no better. However, over the many centuries he and I have been parted, I have thought about our relationship often, and have come to realise that what we did was not the best solution to our problems. Which is why, when I realised that you and your father are going through something similar, I wanted to step in and offer my advice. It was too late for us, but it is not for you and Thranduil.” Legolas nodded, at last believing the sincerity of Elrond’s words. “You don’t want the past to be repeated,” he said, almost to himself. “Exactly,” Elrond replied, looking relieved that the prince understood. “But first we need to sort a few things out. Tell me honestly, Legolas. How do you feel about your father; how do you love him?” Legolas blushed slowly, remembering the small fiasco this morning when he had woken up hard in his father’s arms. “I…” he started to say, but then blushed an even darker shade of crimson, and looked away, embarrassed. Elrond laughed softly, understanding the boy’s dilemma. “Are you in love with him, Legolas?” he asked simply. Legolas’ forehead screwed up into a frown, and for a moment, Elrond thought the youth was going to deny it. Then Legolas sighed, closed his eyes tightly, and admitted in a small voice, “Yes. I mean – I think so. I’ve–I’ve never been in love before, so–so I’m not *totally* sure…” he gave Elrond a helpless look. Elrond smiled sympathetically. “Why do you think you love him, Legolas?” Legolas fidgeted in his chair, and played with the brandy glass in his hands. “My-my feelings, I think, started to change after-after the night Ada… took me by accident, but I think they changed dramatically after Ada bound to me several nights after.” Elrond nodded, and remained silent so that Legolas could continue without interruption. “I-I don’t know why I love him,” Legolas said, starting to get upset and frustrated. “I just know that I *do*. I *hate* it when I’m not near him, and when I am, I *hate* it even more if I can’t touch him in some way – or him me. I love how his voice soothes me, and his hands, and his smile. When he holds me and kisses me, it just feels so right, and…” Legolas trailed off, realising that for a moment he had forgotten he was even talking to anyone. When he saw Elrond looking at him intently, he blushed, and looked at the floor. “I’m sorry,” he whispered meekly. “He kisses me, sometimes, even though he doesn’t want me to bind to him.” “Your father is also confused about his feelings,” Elrond said softly. “I know it’s wrong,” Legolas mumbled bleakly. Elrond shook his head. “Do not say that, Legolas. It is not up to us to decide what is wrong or right when our hearts have already chosen for us.” Legolas sobbed quietly. “What good is that?!” he asked miserably. “Ada does not love me in *that* way. The only reason he made love to me the first time is because he thought I was someone else, and the second time he did so because I would have died otherwise. He has already told me that he will not let me bind to him – at least not for many years yet. But I will surely fade again before that day comes, being so close to him, and yet knowing I can never truly have him!” Legolas dropped his glass and bent over, sobbing hard into his hands. Elrond, startled, quickly got up and walked around to comfort the boy. He wrapped the youth in his arms and rocked the prince, while speaking soothing words. “Hush, Legolas, shhh. It’s not as bad as you think, dilthen- pen, I promise. You are young, and over dramatising everything.” “I don’t understand!” Legolas sobbed against Elrond’s shoulder. “Why do I love *him*? Why did it have to be *him*, my own *father*?!” “I don’t know, lend-hên,” Elrond said gently, petting the boy’s golden hair. “I do not know why the Valar put these tests in our lives, but they do. The question should not be ‘why him’, but ‘what do I do now’. You may never know why it is you love your father the way you do, but the only thing that will make a difference is how you act on your love. Please, lend-pen, when you make your decision, remember Elros and me.” Legolas nodded, his crying subsided. “Thank you, Lord Elrond,” he said quietly. They pulled back slightly, and Elrond gave the boy an encouraging smile. “Answer me one last question, Legolas. If Thranduil asked you to bind to him, would you do it?” “In a second,” Legolas replied calmly, without hesitation. Elrond raised an eyebrow. “Even though it would mean making love to your Ada?” Legolas blushed, never really having thought about that before. He took a moment to ponder the concept. At first he tried to imagine himself taking his father fervently and hard, claiming him in lust, but the image seemed strange, even wrong. Then he thought about slowly making *love* to the king… kissing him gently, affectionately. Keeping eye contact as much as possible; reverent touches; showing his father how much he loved him in actions, as well as words. Slow, wonderful, and passionate love-making. Legolas smiled softly at the thought, and knew if the opportunity presented itself, he could do that. That he would even *like* to do that. Elrond watched as the youth’s face flickered with various emotions, and by the end, as the boy smiled wistfully, he had his answer without a single word being exchanged. “If love is there, Legolas, that is all you need,” Elrond said softly. Legolas looked up, coming out of his musings, and smiled gratefully. “Thank you for talking with me.” Elrond smiled back. “Anything to prevent love turning into pain.” ~*~*~*~*~*~ That night, Thranduil had been a bit hesitant to make his way towards his son’s room. He knew that Legolas and Elrond had talked, but he did not know how his son had taken it, and he also remembered how Legolas had been upset and confused by his feelings this morning, and locked himself in the bathroom. When Legolas opened the door after Thranduil tentatively tapped upon it, he was relieved when his son gave him a great, beaming smile, and pulled him inside before anyone could see. Thranduil opened his mouth to ask how his son’s day had been, but Legolas quickly put his finger over the king’s lips and shook his head. “Not tonight, Ada,” he said with a soft smile. “I’m tired. Let’s just go to bed.” Thranduil nodded, a little surprised, but began to strip off his outer clothing. He slipped into bed first, and Legolas quickly followed. Thranduil was further startled when his son snuggled right up close against him, face to face, and gave his father a loving smile. “Good night, Ada,” he said softly. “Good night, Legolas,” the king said, somewhat bemused. And then Legolas kissed him. Thranduil was so shocked he didn’t even think to react. It was a quick chaste kiss, but tender and loving nonetheless. His son had never taken the initiative to kiss him before, and the king didn’t know whether to be delighted or concerned that the boy had done so now. Legolas, however, looked quite pleased with himself, and tucked himself up closer against his father, and then drifted off to sleep. Thranduil lay there for a good while longer, but soon the call for sleep was too strong, and with a protective hand wrapped about his child, he fell into slumber. ~*~*~*~*~*~ The next day, everyone was congregated in the council room to witness the signing of the new peace treaty between Mirkwood and Rivendell. Erestor and Istidhren wore rather disgruntled expressions on their faces, as both had been overruled to prolong the peace debates any further. The two advisors had wanted to work out nit-picky little details for a few more days yet, but Thranduil and Elrond wouldn’t hear of it. Both lords knew how important this treaty was, and the specific details were rather trivial to the whole matter. All that was relevant was that Mirkwood would come to Rivendell’s aid if ever it needed help, and Rivendell would return the favour. There would be safe passage between both realms for any elf, as well as free trade. It was the best and most simplified truce ever signed for a long time in the history of Arda. With that done, Thranduil announced that he and his honour guard would leave for home on the morrow. Legolas didn’t know whether to be pleased or sad at that news. He had become quite fond of Glorfindel, and especially loved watching the lord tease his dark-haired lover. He had fallen in love with Rivendell itself, and he didn’t even mind lord Elrond all that much now either. Even the twins had been civil ever since their father had talked to them. But Legolas also missed his own brothers, and his home. He also knew that when they returned to Mirkwood, it would give himself and his father better time and privacy to sort out their own relationship. Legolas was determined now, after his talk with Elrond, to not give up easily on his father. Thranduil and Legolas spent the day together, the king’s arm wrapped about his son’s waist. The prince showed his father all the wonders of Rivendell he had discovered for himself on his private explorations. They talked about trivial things, but they enjoyed the time together immensely, revelling in the fact that the other was so close. Later in the day, Glorfindel approached them, towing Erestor along behind. The raven haired advisor carried a picnic basket in his hands, and after a nudge from the blond Balrog slayer, asked father and son if they’d care to join them for lunch. The four then wiled away a few hours, nibbling on bits of food, and playing a game of cards. Glorfindel was doing remarkably well of course, for all his cheating, although Legolas was touched to notice that he alone was spared. In turn, Legolas didn’t cheat against the warrior, but then he didn’t want to play unfairly against his father either. That only left Erestor. At first, the prince didn’t cheat against him as well, but he soon discovered that Erestor was doing as well as Glorfindel, and in the end, used his new skills to try and win some points his way. He wondered if the Golden Lord had taught his lover how to cheat at cards as well, and flashed the blond an inquiring glance. When Thranduil and Erestor were distracted, Glorfindel leant over to the young prince. “I know what you’re thinking, little-one, and no, I did not teach him how to ‘play’ cards. He just has an unnatural gift. It must be his shrewd, advisor’s mind.” The lord gave the advisor a disgusted look, and rolled his eyes at Legolas. “Why do you think I had to learn how to cheat in the first place? I couldn’t have my dear, sweet Erestor showing me up in a game of cards, could I?” Legolas had to cover his mouth to stifle a giggle, and Glorfindel gave him a grin and a wink. Dinner that night was also enjoyable. There was much wine consumed (most of it by Glorfindel), and everyone had a good time. Even Elladan and Elrohir, although somewhat subdued, were still friendly and pleasant company for the prince. All in all, the day had been most joyful. It was a shame the night had to be so bitter... t.b.c. Ada = Father Arda = earth Nin-iond = my son Peredhel = half elf Nanneth = mother Dilthen pen = little one Neth pen = young one Lend hên = sweet child Lend pen = sweet one Conceptually Beta’d by Aliaself – Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! Homepage: www.livejournal.com/users/bone_fauna/ Website: http://www.lotrfanfiction.com/viewuser.php?uid=198 Art page: http://www.livejournal.com/users/bonys_art/ Email: bone _ fauna AT yahoo DOT com DOT au