Title: A Ceremonial Position Author: Stewardess Author's Email: bocagrande6@aol.com Pairings: Denethor/Pippin, Denethor/Boromir implied Rating: NC-17 Summary: Pippin kissed Denethor’s ring in the ROTK movie, and the challenge bunnies howled like banshees. High squick factor. Maybe an eight out of ten. Warnings: Implied incest, non-con, hobbit/man sex. Author’s Note: In answer to LOM ROTK movie challenge. Some of the cut scenes from ROTK, the movie, include: Faramir giving Pippin his uniform from when he was a boy, and Denethor learning that Faramir let Sam and Frodo go. This is based on those cut scenes (sure to show up in the EE) as well as the ROTK theatrical release. Archive: Please ask. Like to know where it goes. Feedback: Yes *** After rescuing Faramir and his men from the Nazgul outside the walls of Minas Tirith, Gandalf urged the young man to come with him and Pippin to their rooms in the Citadel, to tell them all he could of Frodo and Sam. Although Faramir was shaken, he agreed. “You will have to tell your father of this,” Gandalf said, when Faramir had finished. Faramir rubbed his eyes. “Can you blame me for putting that off as long as possible? You do not know, Gandalf, that Denethor sent Boromir for the ring.” Gandalf fumed, his beard and eyebrows bristling. “You father is a fool! Sorry, I should not have said that to you. But it has been a day of foolishness from beginning to end. This young hobbit, for instance, has sworn fealty to the Lord of the City! It was ill-advised, to say the least.” “I did it to honor Boromir,” Pippin said quietly. Faramir smiled at him. “Besides, I doubt I will serve in earnest. Where could a uniform be found that would fit me? Perhaps I’ll be given kitchen duty, instead.” At the mention of kitchen duty, Pippin’s stomach let out a growl. “I may be able to help you with a uniform, Pippin,” Faramir said. “There was one I used to wear . . .” His voice trailed off. “Come to the Steward’s quarters after supper, and I’ll see if I can find it for you.” *** Pippin watched Faramir dig into a wooden chest in his bedroom, removing many items before he found what he was looking for. “Here it is. I was ten when it was made.” He held up the unusual black mail coat. As Faramir helped slide the chain mail over Pippin’s head, Pippin felt excitement grow in him. He had long admired Boromir’s and Aragorn’s skill in battle, and wearing the armour gave him a vicarious thrill, although he knew he was no warrior. Faramir pulled a leather surcoat over it, the black suede embossed with the White Tree of Numenor. It had ties at the side, so the fit was easy to adjust. Pippin held out his hands as Faramir slid on the gloves and buckled on the vambraces. “They look just like Boromir’s!” Pippin said of the vambraces. “Here’s the helm,” Faramir said. He lifted it out of the chest. It was wrapped in a cloth to keep it bright, although the mithril it was inlaid with never tarnished. “Take a look at yourself in the mirror,” Faramir said, a smile at last on his face. Pippin grinned at his reflection. He looked like the Prince of the Halflings, as he had heard the folk of the city call out to him. Faramir placed the helm on Pippin’s head, then helped Pippin strap on the sword belt. Finally, Faramir draped a black cloak in fine wool around Pippin’s shoulders. “Where are the others?” Pippin asked. “The others?” “The other uniforms. You must have had one made for you at least every two years, as you grew. Did you give those away, as well?” Faramir shook his head, avoiding Pippin’s eyes. “I wore this uniform from the time I was ten until I was eleven. No others were made. When Boromir came back from his first campaign, he put a stop to it.” “Put a stop to it? Why?” Faramir swallowed. “He did not think children should play at battle, after seeing a battle for himself. He told me, and our father, that I should be allowed to remain a child as long as possible.” Pippin nodded in approval; in the Shire, hobbits were not considered fully adult until they were the ripe age of thirty-three. “Boromir was right. There is no place for children in war. Though I am sorry all the women and children have left the city; it is dreadfully quiet without them.” Faramir smiled. “A few boys remain, to serve as errand runners and pages. Beregond’s son, for instance. I’ll introduce you to him. But first I shall teach you the oath you shall take tomorrow. Repeat after me: Here do I swear fealty and service to Gondor, and to the Lord and Steward of the realm, to speak and to be silent, to do and to let be, to come and to go, in need or in plenty, in peace or war, in living or dying, from this hour henceforth, until my lord release me, or death take me, or the world end.” *** Pippin joined Gandalf in the room they shared. He spread his new treasures out on a table and gloated over them. “Will this be a ceremonial position, Gandalf? They won’t expect me to fight, will they?” “You are under the command of the steward now, and you must do his bidding, Peregrin son of Paladin, Guard of the Citadel.” *** The next day, Pippin donned his new uniform and hurried to the throne room in the White Tower, where he had been told to attend to his lord at nine in the morning. When he arrived, Faramir was finishing a brief account of meeting Frodo and Sam in Ithilien. Denethor’s wrath was terrible, and Pippin looked away as Faramir fought to control his grief. Turning his back on his son, Denethor motioned for Pippin to kneel to take his oath. Pippin stumbled through the words under the amused glance of the Steward and the encouraging gaze of Faramir. Denethor spoke with a smile. “This I do hear, Denethor son of Ecthelion, Lord of Gondor, Steward of the High King, and I will not forget it, nor fail to reward that which is given.” Denethor offered his hand to Pippin, who took it hesitantly. Denethor turned his hand until his ring was under Pippin’s lips. Awkwardly, Pippin realized he was meant to kiss it, and did so reluctantly. Denethor’s hand took his chin and raised his face so that Pippin was looking into Denethor’s eyes for his final words. “Fealty with love, valour with honor, oath-breaking with vengeance.” Pippin rose, feeling vaguely ill. Had it been his imagination, or had Denethor caressed his chin when he had said *love*? He may have imagined it, but he had not imagined Denethor’s cold stare at Faramir when he had concluded with the words *oath-breaking with vengeance*. Then all doubt was removed swiftly; Pippin listened in horror as Denethor told Faramir he wished Faramir had died in Boromir’s place. Faramir left the throne room, tears spilling from his eyes. At Denethor’s request, Pippin sang a song while the steward ate. As the song ended, his face crumpled. He felt Denethor’s hand on his chin again. “Faramir does not deserve your tears, Peregrin son of Paladin,” Denethor said. “But if you are concerned for him, follow me.” Pippin followed the steward up a winding stair to the top of the White Tower. They were both breathless by the time they reached the top of the stairs. The room at the top stretched the full breadth of the tower, which narrowed as it grew in height, yet the room was still large, nearly fifty by fifty feet. Tall windows looked out over the Pelennor. “Look out that window, Master Peregrin, and you will see my son do my bidding.” Pippin went to the window, but his chin reached only to the wide sill. There were benches along the walls, and he turned to drag one close, but Denethor lifted him up. Pippin felt a sudden revulsion at the touch of his hands. *I will never not listen to Gandalf again*, he thought. *I should have kept my mouth shut when I met the steward. I should not have spoken at all.* But he did not regret it; he would never forget Boromir dying to protect him and Merry. Although the Uruk-hai had been under orders not to kill the Halflings, one had been about to cut them down with an axe when Boromir arrived, his sword drawn. “What do you see?” Denethor asked. Pippin looked out. The view he had seen from the battlements on the seventh level was nothing compared to this; he was another three hundred feet up, nearly a thousand feet above the plain. He could see Faramir and his company halfway across the Pelennor, approaching the smoking wreck of Osgiliath. *I see men going to certain death*, Pippin thought, and did not answer the steward’s question. Denethor set him down again. “Where did you get this uniform, Master Peregrin?” “Lord Faramir gave it to me. My lord,” Pippin said. He heard anger in his voice, and attempted to control himself. Pippin had realized it would do Faramir harm if Denethor thought Pippin admired his youngest son. “Why does he hate him so?” Pippin thought. “It cannot only be Boromir’s death, for it seems he has always hated him.” Denethor looked at him with an intensity that made Pippin squirm. “Did he tell you the tale of this uniform?” Pippin shook his head. “He told me it was the only one that was made for him, when he was growing up, my lord.” “Yes, the only one. It was Boromir who objected to Faramir being garbed as a warrior,” Denethor said. “Not the first time, and certainly not the last time, that Boromir sacrificed himself for his brother.” The steward’s eyes glinted. “Do you think a boy of eleven too young to know of war?” Pippin considered dissembling, but knew he was incapable of it. “I do, my lord.” “And yet you look to be a boy yourself! Surely you would not say you are unfit for war, merely because of your stature -- or lack of stature, we might say. Why then would Faramir at eleven be unfit?” “I am nearly thirty, my lord. I am not a boy,” Pippin groaned inwardly as his growing dislike of the steward crept into his voice again. “Faramir was not a boy at eleven, either,” Denethor said softly. He put a hand under Pippin’s chin again so Pippin could not avoid his gaze. “*Fealty with love*. Do you think that oath is carelessly given, Master Peregrin? I offered Faramir my love, but he would not accept it. But Boromir did, in his stead. His first sacrifice, perhaps.” Pippin was alarmed, knowing that he should understand the steward’s words, and yet he did not. “Are you saying Faramir broke his oath to you . . . my lord?” he said, and once again the disgust stole into his voice. Faramir was no oath- breaker, no matter what Denethor might say! Pippin would forever be in Faramir’s debt for aiding Frodo and Sam in their time of need, and not bringing them back to Minas Tirith to this . . . Man. Pippin’s eyes flooded with tears, for the Sons of Gondor would fall for the Halfings; first Boromir for Merry and himself, and now Faramir for Frodo and Sam, for Pippin knew that Denethor had ordered Faramir to Osgiliath in retaliation for letting the ring of power pass out of the steward’s reach. “Yes, that is what I say! Faramir promised to serve me but did not. I would have had my vengeance then, but Boromir gave himself in his brother’s stead. Would you sacrifice yourself for Faramir, as Boromir did?” Pippin fought nausea as the steward’s hand caressed his neck. *Am I dealing with a lord, or a madman?* His thoughts chased each other frantically. The steward slipped his hand below Pippin’s chain mail and surcoat to caress his spine. At last Pippin understood why Boromir had put a stop to Faramir’s service as a Guard, and how Boromir had sacrificed himself. His hand drifted towards the hilt of his sword, and he realized with a pang he had not yet had it sharpened. It was nothing more than a ceremonial toy. *A ceremonial position.* He nearly gagged. “Sacrifice yourself,” Denethor whispered in a low and urgent voice, “and Faramir will be spared. Disobey me, and I shall send him out again and again until he does not come back.” Pippin clenched his teeth as Denethor knelt before him and put his hands on his shoulders. “I could not have asked for better,” Denethor muttered. “This uniform . . . it is a perfect fit.” He stood and pulled Pippin by the hand to one of the benches that lined the walls below the windows. He picked Pippin up and placed him on the bench, then sat down next to him. “Well?” Denethor said. “Are you obedient?” His fingers ruffled Pippin’s curls. “I would not have him die,” Pippin whispered, and closed his eyes. He fought back a cry as Denethor’s mouth closed on his. Pippin thought of the fallen son. Countless times, Boromir had put a reassuring hand on his shoulder. He had carried him through the snow, and saved him from the chasm of Moria. He could not even recall all of the times his life had depended on Boromir’s strength and courage. Pippin had admired the lordly and kindly man, and had loved him. At some point during their journey -- after Moria, he thought -- his hero worship of Boromir had changed to something warmer. He had dreamt of Boromir kissing him, chaste kisses of friendship. But for a man to love a hobbit . . . it was grotesque, and Pippin knew it. All he had wanted was Boromir’s friendship and affection, and that the man had given him freely. Once, Boromir had given him a friendly kiss, a brief wet smack on the mouth. He thought Boromir knew how he felt, and he was grateful that Boromir had never made him feel embarrassed by it. Boromir had loved the Halflings; Pippin knew it, in spite of Boromir’s attack on Frodo. It was the ring controlling Boromir’s mind that was at fault for that, Pippin thought, not Boromir himself. Boromir would have died for Frodo He kept his thoughts on Boromir as the chill tongue stole into his mouth. *I would not have him die.* The kiss ended and he heaved a sigh of relief. Something cold and hard pressed against his lips, and he opened his eyes. Denethor’s ring. He kissed it, as he assumed Denethor wished. “Suck on it,” Denethor whispered, and pressed the jewel on the ring into his mouth. Pippin sucked on the hard round stone, his stomach fluttering. He wondered what the steward would do if he was sick on him; the chance of it was looming ever closer. Denethor pulled the stone from his mouth and pushed Pippin flat on the bench. He sat astride it, between Pippin’s legs. He slid Pippin’s chain mail and surcoat up, then his hands worked on the laces of Pippin’s breeches. He pulled the breeches open and tugged them down, then bent over him. Pippin could not stop a cry when the steward’s mouth touched his belly. “You swore to speak, and to be silent . . . and now you will be silent,” Denethor hissed against his stomach. Pippin bit his lower lip as the steward’s tongue lapped at him. He was completely limp, but the steward was not discouraged by his shrinking flesh; his mouth closed around Pippin and he sucked hard. His hands ran swiftly over Pippin, feeling the uniform, then Pippin’s hair, then touching his lips. A large finger pushed into his mouth, almost acting as a gag. Pippin sucked on it, now knowing what Denethor wanted when he put something in his mouth. He looked down at Denethor and shut his eyes tightly to block out the sight, squirming from the intense feeling; the man’s mouth was so large, Denethor’s tongue could caress his entire length. And did. Pippin cried out softly, realizing he was hardening. *Gods no . . . if I am hard he won’t stop . . . he won’t stop . . . * He writhed in earnest, no longer fighting to stay still. Denethor pulled his finger out of Pippin’s mouth and stroked the cleft of his buttocks with the sopping finger. Pippin bit his lower lip again as the finger pushed in. The finger circled inside him and his hips moved up, thrusting himself into Denethor’s mouth. “No!” Pippin cried. His hands had been gripping the sides of the bench. Now they went to Denethor’s hair, and he pulled on it desperately, trying to move the mouth off of him. Denethor laughed around him. The finger moved inside him again and his hands went still as his hips thrust upwards again. “He liked that as well,” Denethor whispered, his mouth gone for a moment. Then the mouth was back and for a moment Pippin was glad. He gripped Denethor’s hair but he could not tell if he was trying to push the steward away or hold him close. *Let it end!* He imagined Boromir’s kindly face. *Pretend it’s him. Boromir . . .* He cried out, his climax sudden and sharp. He breathed heavily as Denethor sat up, wiping his lips. “And now for me,” Denethor whispered. He pulled his robes apart. Pippin saw with surprise that the steward was wearing chain mail underneath. The long mail coat was slit nearly to Denethor’s waist, and was no obstacle, however. The steward bared himself and grabbed the hair on the back of Pippin’s head, pulling Pippin down to his lap. Pippin gagged, and Denethor pushed his head away. “You will have to use your hands, then.” He reclined on the bench as Pippin had done, and pulled Pippin to kneel on the bench between his legs. Pippin wrapped both hands around the steward’s cock and closed his eyes. *Pretend it’s him.* Tears coursed down his cheeks. *Boromir, I will not let him die . . . your brother will live, I swear it . . .* The steward, who had been unnaturally silent, breathed loudly. His hands grasped Pippin’s curls, but not roughly, sliding through his hair caressingly. Pippin grimaced when the man’s come spurted out, drenching his hands, some of it on his sleeves. He let go and wiped his hands on the inside of his cloak. His chin trembled and he fought hard to keep from weeping. The look Denethor gave him was mild. “I shall reward fealty with love, Master Peregrin, as promised.” He took a corner of Pippin’s soiled cloak, carefully cleaned himself, then stood. His eyes were remote. “Come. We have tarried here too long,” Denethor said, as if they had come up simply to enjoy the view. Pippin took a last look out of the window and choked back a cry. Soldiers were bearing a man into the Citadel. He could not be sure from this distance, but . . . no, there was no mistaking that red-gold hair. “Faramir!” *** Epilogue, four days later *** Pippin sat on Faramir’s bed in the Houses of Healing. It had been two days since Aragorn had healed the new steward of Gondor, ending his fever. “I shall ride tomorrow with Aragorn to the Black Gate,” Pippin said. Faramir took his hand. “I am sorry you are leaving,” Faramir said. “I wish that I could go, as well.” “Merry will keep you company,” Pippin said. “You will look after him?” Faramir nodded, and smiled. The Halfling was so transparent! He was sure Pippin had told Merry to look after Faramir. “Pippin, I wish to thank you. Do not consider yourself in Boromir’s debt. Any debt you thought you owed him has been many times repaid.” Faramir squeezed his hand. Pippin smiled, then frowned. Aragorn and Gandalf had given him strict instructions not to speak to Faramir about the manner of Denethor’s death -- not yet, for Aragorn feared that Faramir would suffer a relapse if he knew of Denethor’s madness and his attempt to murder Faramir. He was not sure how to respond to Faramir’s words, for surely they eluded to the pyre . . . Faramir watched Pippin struggle with himself, and took pity on the young Halfing. How could he tell Pippin that his brother had come to him in his dreams and told him of how Pippin had saved him from the fire? It was too soon to speak of it, and there were the other dreams, the ones he must fight not to recall until he was stronger . . . if ever. “I know much of what happened, Pippin. I saw it in my dreams. I know you saved my life.” Pippin clasped Faramir around the neck. “It was no trouble,” he said in the absurdly light way of hobbits. “Pippin, I know that you tried to serve Denethor as best you could; he was not an easy master. Do not regret that you could not save him from the fire, as well.” Pippin sat up. “You must be joking! I’m glad he’s dead!” He winced when Faramir covered his eyes as if a sharp pain had shot through his skull. “I’m sorry, my lord . . . Faramir. I did not mean . . .” “I’m glad he’s dead, too,” Faramir whispered, putting a hand on Pippin’s shoulder. They stared at each other. Pippin’s heart pounded. He was afraid of what Faramir might say; he was not made to be the confidante of stewards and kings. He was just a hobbit. “He deserved to die,” Pippin said, and wondered at his audacity. “For what he did to you and Boromir. When you were young.” “I feared that might happen,” Faramir whispered. He closed his eyes and sunk back onto the bed. “The uniform . . . It could have reminded him.” “It did.” Faramir sat up, and the pain in his expression made Pippin’s heart sink. He would have to fetch Aragorn; Faramir was going to be ill again . . . “You were not hurt?” Faramir asked. Pippin shook his head. “You came back before anything could happen,” he lied with a cheerful expression. Faramir slumped in relief. “He never touched me, you know. Boromir stopped him.” Faramir did not know how Boromir had stopped Denethor, Pippin realized. *I won’t tell him.* He wept while Faramir held him. Pippin thought of Denethor’s last moments. The flames. The seven hundred foot fall. *So help me, I wish he had died again, and again.* *** The End *** Submitted by Stewardess, 12/26/2003