Title: Denethor's Word Author: Dragonette Lass Author's Email: Cberlioux@aol.com Pairings: Pippin/Denethor Rating: R. This has a bit of violence in it, and some painful situations. Summary: Denethor shows that he means he 'rewards disloyalty with vengeance'. Author's notes: This is my first piece, but I willingly welcome comments to help me improve my writing so… BRING IT ON! "Hope is kindled…" Gandalf whispered softly as the beacons blazed to life, one after the other, on the mountaintops. Many of the soldiers on duty and the citizens of Gondor stopped in wonder at the lights in the distance, pointing and talking excitedly. But not only were the soldiers and people watching as the beacons lit one after the other to disappear from even the keenest sights. Denethor scowled angrily from behind the glass as the beacons on the mountains flared an angry red. He fumed, wondering who would have had the gall to disobey him. But then he saw a small figure on the rock tower of the beacon. It was a child, clinging the wall like some huge lizard. He scowled. It was probably another boy on a dare from his friends. This sort of thing wasn't unknown, but he had seen at least one boy loose his grip a mere five feet from safety. The boy had lain in the houses of healing for a week before waking, and even then, he never seemed to have his head completely together. He was about to call the guards to get that foolish child down before he hurt himself, but then he saw that this child's motions were too sure and too precise to belong to one still testing his body. It was that halfling Gandalf had brought with him; Peregrin Took. Denethor scowled darkly as he withdrew from the window. Pippin gulped as he struggled to put his foot on a bit of rock below him. The height of the beacon tower made his head swim, but he shook his head to clear it. If he allowed himself one instant of fear, he knew he'd end up as no more than a red splat on the ground below, like a fallen tomato. He had once dropped an apple from a high treetop when he was climbing trees (against his father's will) in the shire. to him, it had taken an incredibly long time to fall before it had splattered in a remarkably wide radius on the rocks below, coating the gray stones with pale applesauce. The sight had brought home to pippin the true meaning of his father's warnings of 'falling to one's death' and he had clutched at the tree, refusing to move even when his father threatened him with a sound whipping. In the end, Merry had had to climb up and help him get down. Pippin allowed himself a brief grin at this memory. Looking back on it now, he doubted he would have moved for anyone but merry. He loved that Meriadoc Brandybuck, and knew beyond a doubt that he was loved back. He had lost count of all the times they had tumbled together, and he missed having another warm hobbit in bed to snuggle with. He sighed softly and paused in his climbing to look out at the green fields so far away. Merry was out there somewhere and probably still mad at him! Why had he looked at that dark globe? He couldn't put the reason to words and sighed again. But then a gust of wind pulled at him, startling him out of his thoughts. Frightened anew, he steeled himself against the rocks, pressing tightly to the cold surface. But when the wind died down, he gulped and carefully made his way down to the courtyard where he lay, panting on the stones. After a few minutes to get himself together he went off to look for Gandalf. ***** Pippin remained kneeling after saying his pledge. Denethor was smiling for some reason as he had spoken and now he seemed positively giddy for some odd reason. Especially after pippin hesitantly kissed the red stone on his finger. When Denethor put his fingers under pippin's chin, pippin worked hard not to pull away. Denethor's hands were so cold! And then there had been that strange look in his eyes when he had spoken of 'rewarding fealty with love and disloyalty with vengeance'. It made pippin nervous, but he forced himself not to fidget. He was in the world of men now, let them act as they wanted. As long as he did nothing to upset them, he should be fine. Right? ***** Denethor fumed on his chair. Faramir was gone and fighting to reclaim Osgiliath. It would never have had to happen if Boromir was here! But no… Boromir, his beloved first-born, was dead. And all because of that little halfling! He glanced out the window again, and saw the beacon Peregrin had lit a few days ago. The flames burned Denethor's pride as well as the wood. By lighting that pile of wood, the halfling had basically forced Gondor to call for help. Denethor raised his fist and smashed it down on his chair, ignoring the pain he received. That witless halfling had destroyed the pride of Gondor! The white city had never called for air before in Denethor's rule and this completely ruined him! But he leaned back, relaxing as he comforted himself with a single thought. The halfling was his now. By kneeling that day at his feet, that Peregrin had turned himself into Denethor's possession. And he planned to get his revenge. ***** Pippin was in his room, putting on his uniform. The chain mail was icy cold, but he bore it and reached for the vest. He wrinkled his nose at the smell he found in the fabric. It was like this bit of clothing hadn't been used for a long time. He put it on anyway and it wrinkled on his shoulders. He flexed his shoulders as a link of chain caught on the inside of his shirt. The link twisted under the fabric and plucked a few hairs off his arm, making him scratch at it madly to ease the discomfort. He growled in annoyance as a few more hairs were harshly taken from him. He finally made it stop, but had ruffled the shirt. He fixed it with a sigh, straightening the tree on his chest so it was smooth and tall instead of crooked and bent. He looked at his chest and almost wished he could do the same to the real tree outside. The poor thing was broken and battered. Just like the city, he mused to himself. He exited his room and walked the hall, trying to get used to the weight. He sighed and then felt a tap on his shoulder. It was another guard. Pippin remembered his manners and bowed. The guard smiled, saying, "You don't need such formalities with me. Lord Denethor has asked to see you in the throne room." Pippin nodded and after thanking the man, walked on. He entered the cold throne room and saw Denethor over by the side windows, staring out. Pippin approached and was about to ask what Denethor wanted with him when Denethor spoke. His tone made the hair on the back of pippin's neck stand up. Without turning from the window, Denethor whispered, "Do you know why I have called you here, Peregrin?" Pippin shook his head, answering truthfully, "No, my lord. I don't." Denethor turned to him now, and to pippin's surprise, looked angry! Denethor then said sarcastically, "Oh? And I suppose that means nothing to you?!" With strength that pippin didn't know he possessed, Denethor gripped pippin's uniform by the shoulder, lifted him up and slammed him to the window. Pippin let out a squeal of surprise and then a soft whimper as he felt blood trickle from his nose. He tried to speak, but was slammed again and the breath was knocked out of him. Some of the blood had trickled into his mouth and his exhale had blown it all over the glass, misting it with hobbit blood. He looked out and saw though the red glass the beacon he had lit. Then came Denethor's words in his ear, "Why did you shame me?" Pippin tried to answer, but felt himself flying through the air. He hit the ground hard on his right side and lay gasping, stared fearfully at the man towering over him. "Shame you, lord?" Pippin asked in shock. "Never!" "Silence!" Denethor roared and with the back of his left hand, struck pippin's cheek so hard he twisted on the floor. Blood from his nose smeared on the white marble. Pippin touched his stinging cheek in surprise as Denethor whispered in a voice that dripped hate, "You have shamed me, and the whole of this city!" Pippin stood up, giving Denethor space as he protested, "But, My Lord! I was helping Gondor!" He decided not to mention Gandalf as he wasn't sure how Denethor would react to that. "Helping?!" Denethor suddenly shouted. Swiftly, Denethor bent over pippin and grabbing his clothes, picked him right off his feet and slammed him to the hard stone of the wall. Pippin yelped as Denethor said in a low, cold voice, "By lighting that beacon you have told not only that horse-lord, Théoden, but the whole of middle-earth that we, fair, strong Gondor, are not capable of defending ourselves!" He pulled pippin towards him and then smashed him to the wall and pippin jerked in pain. Denethor then whispered angrily, "You, with a single foolish act, have shown the world and the heavens we are weak!" Denethor smacked him against the wall again. Pippin squirmed, grabbing at Denethor's hand with his own as he whimpered, "Lord! You're hurting me!" "You have condemned this city!" Denethor shouted, his cries echoing off the high ceiling as he forced pippin to hit the wall again and this time, and this time pippin heard and felt a crack from behind him. He felt a warm liquid travel down his back and knew with grim certainty he was bleeding. "My Lord, please!!" he begged, not daring to kick the man away from him lest he get an even worse punishment. Denethor leaned over pippin, who cringed a little bit, fearing what his lord might do to him in this bizarre state of mind. The man leaned over the hobbit and asked in an icy tone, "Do you know what it means to be seen as weak, halfling? Hmm?" He reared back his foot and pippin coughed as Denethor's boot struck his belly squarely and made pippin feel like he would be sick. He doubled over, coughing, as Denethor continued with a strange smile on his face, "Being too small to defend yourself?" Denethor picked him up again and slammed him to the wall, asking, "Like now?" Pippin was about to cry out for help--his lord was clearly out of control!--But then one huge hand fastened around his neck and began to squeeze. Pippin gasped and clawed at the fingers, and tried to speak, to cry out, to call for help. But all he got out was a barely audible, "My… Lord… p-ple…" Denethor saw his gasps and grinned. With his fading senses, pippin could dimly see the torches flickering in the man's eyes. Denethor gave the hobbit's throat another squeeze as he said softly, "You are weak, Peregrin. You are small, weak and pitiful." He threw pippin to the ground like he was something revolting and not worthy of being touched. Pippin landed on his front again and his forgotten nosebleed returned, dripping heavily to the marble floor. He gasped air back into his lungs and was about to shout for Gandalf when another kick in his gut rolled him to his back, where he lay, groaning softly. Denethor stood over him, one leg on each side of pippin's legs, so he was looking right up at him. He glowered, saying in that quiet tone pippin was quickly learning to fear, "I could kill you, and you couldn't do a thing about it." Pippin's mind raced as he pleaded, "Please, my lord! I'm sorry!" He had to think of a way out of this? Maybe if he got up, he could out-maneuver the man and shout until help arrived? But then Denethor kneeled down, putting his knee right in pippin's abused belly and the hobbit squirmed in pain. Denethor whispered, as if amused, "Sorry are you? Well, you certainly will be!" Then he stood up and ordered firmly, "Undress." Pippin lay frozen. What had Denethor just said? He wanted him to do what? He lay still, looking at this man above him and was filled with a sudden fear. Denethor grabbed pippin's collar and forced him to stand, saying fiercely, "Undress! I'll show you what happens to those who disobey me!" Pippin tried to protest when Denethor had grabbed his shirt and ripped it up into the air. Pippin could only see the black and silver of his shirt, could only smell that old cloth smell, until, with a tearing sensation that felt like his ears were going to be ripped off, the shirt was gone and Denethor was already tugging on the chain mail. Pippin jerked, trying to escape, but Denethor was on his knees now, with one hand firmly attached to pippin's wrist. Pippin tried to cry out, but got a terrible slap on his cheek that made him dizzy. When he had recovered, he discovered Denethor had him bare-chested and was working on his breeches. The hobbit withdrew in terror, crying out shrilly, "No!" but Denethor then punched him firmly in his already bruised abdomen and pippin saw stars as he collapsed to the floor. When pippin awoke, he found himself to be very chilly. He sat up and found to his embarrassment that he was completely naked in the throne room. For a minute he couldn't remember how he had gotten there, but looking down the long hall, he saw Denethor by the doors and it all flooded back. Pippin stood to run, but then saw that all the doors had huge bars on them. Denethor had locked him in. Pippin gulped and backed up to one of the walls, but Denethor heard him somehow and turned his grey eyes on him, staring. Then he smiled, asking, "What's the matter, Peregrin? Not cold are you?" Pippin didn't like the look in Denethor's eyes and acted swiftly. He inhaled deeply and cried out as loudly as he could, "GANDALF!" There was no answer but the echo of his voice. Denethor then filled the silence with a sound of his own: laughter. He crossed the hall, saying, "No, halfling. Gandalf will not come to save you this time. He left the city this morning and I have informed the guards that we are not to be disturbed until you have been properly punished." Pippin didn't dare ask what his punishment would be and tried to run. But Denethor had come close enough to him to grab him when he bolted. Pippin clawed at the hand engulfing his wrist, crying out, "Let me go!" But Denethor's grip only tightened and with a cruel twist of his hand, Denethor brought pippin to his knees, moaning in pain. Denethor then snarled in the hobbit's pointed ear, "No. I am a man of my word, Peregrin. You have been disloyal to me by disobeying me and now you shall feel my vengeance. I do not break my word." Pippin tried to pry the iron fingers off him, but every move was an absolute agony! Then, unexpectedly, Denethor released him and pippin cradled his hand, whimpering in relief. But then Denethor did something much worse. Denethor's hand slipped down to pippin's most intimate place and gripped him hard. Pippin froze, inhaling sharply. The man's hand was big enough to grasp everything down there, and it was so cold! It was like ice! He shivered and tried to push Denethor's hands away, but the man squeezed warningly. Pippin stared into Denethor's eyes, asking quietly in terror, "What are you going to do?" Denethor smiled grimly and gave another squeeze, slightly harder, and smiled more broadly on hearing the hobbit's pained gasp. Then he said softly, "You lit the torch when I forbid it. You caused the death of my beloved son. You deserve the worst punishment I have. But, unfortunately, we do have much time so this will have to suffice." At this, after grinning horribly wide at the horrified pippin, he squeezed hard. Very hard. Pippin saw lights explode in his head and let out a howl of pain. He felt the pain shoot through his whole body and he swooned, falling to the icy floor. He lay on the ground, whimpering as he reached down to try and comfort himself. But Denethor quickly grabbed both wrists in one huge hand and the other went down past pippin's waist. Pippin struggled weakly, muttering, "No…Please…" But Denethor only grinned and squeezed pippin again. Another wail of pain ripped itself from the hobbit's throat as he writhed on the stone floor. Denethor gave another squeeze, and his murmuring speech was lost in the hobbit's cries of pain. Denethor squeezed yet again, the hardest yet. Fire ripped through pippin's veins, making every breath, every heartbeat a thing of pain and torment. Then, in a very distant thought, pippin was ashamed to realize he had been sick. Denethor released the hobbit, who lay limply on the ground and said softly, "I have kept most of my word. The other half will be kept tonight. When night falls, Peregrin, you will come to my chamber and we will finish this. Is that understood?" Pippin had just enough sense left in his head to nod before passing out on the stone floor. When pippin came back to his senses, he found he was lying on an icy surface and that there was a strong animal smell in the air. He looked down at himself and groaned in remembered pain at seeing himself, already showing signs of heavy bruising. He got to his hands and knees and whimpered in new pain. Even breathing hurt! He looked down again and saw he had been sick. Even worse, there was blood mixed in the vomit. Pippin groaned and looked away. He felt like being sick again, but shook his head slowly, clearing it. He saw a bucket and a wash rag nearby and slowly, wincing with each step, cleaned up the mess and himself. He finished and stood up. He was unsteady on his feet but was able to slowly redress himself. He walked stiffly out the door. The guards saw him, but made no sign that they did. He saw the sky was darkening and realized with horror that he had to see Denethor again that night. But when the night arrived, so had the orcs. ***** Pippin stepped in and speared the orc before it had been able to kill Gandalf and had, under Gandalf's order, run back to the citadel. There, he found Denethor taking Faramir to the houses of the dead. He had tried to save Faramir, but Denethor had grabbed him firmly by the collar, dragging him off his feet. Pippin was suddenly afraid the lord would take him back to the throne room for more 'punishment', but he was only thrown out the door like a sack of garbage. Pippin had run to get Gandalf and had returned in time to save Faramir, but Denethor was too far gone with his own madness to be saved. Pippin watched in horror as Denethor ran out of the room, the fire eating him alive even as he tried to outrun it. Pippin then realized with grim satisfaction that Denethor had been true to his word. He had punished 'disloyalty' with vengeance, but he had also rewarded fealty with love. Denethor had punished pippin for disobeying him, but by being loyal to Faramir, pippin knew he had gained the man's respect and love. As he watched Faramir's sick eyes watching him, he thought he could almost see the thanks and love floating in them Yes. Denethor had been true to his word.