Title: Nauren Author: Orchyd Constyne & Anestel Contact: orchydconstyne@hithanaur.net or swordswornofrohan@yahoo.com Website: http://www.hithanaur.net/ Update List: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/nairn_orchyd/ Fandom: LOTR Disclaimer: Don't own any of it. ^^ Archive: OEAM, AFF.net, LoM, Melethryn Rating: NC-17 Beta: Larien Cast: Maedhros/Thranduil Summary: Maedhros is sent back to Middle-Earth with the Maiar to aid in the coming darkness. A/N: Orchyd: This was my idea. Yes, canon whore has jumped the track with canon. We were discussing odd pairings and this one came to mind. And, of course, I never back down from a challenge. So, we have this little gem. I hope everyone likes it. Anestel: Absolutely never thought I would write something with a... a... whatever Age Maedhros is from (Orchyd inserts he is a First Age Elf) character that wasn't also in the Third Age... if that makes any sense whatsoever. Anyway, as always working with my dear sweet Orchyd was a pleasure and I can't wait to continue this! Chapter One Thranduil sat on the low divan, smiling at the Elfling who ran about. Legolas was but in his sixteenth year, and they had been without his Naneth for twelve of those sixteen. The Woodland King felt his heart tighten at the thought of his lost wife, but pushed aside the sadness. "Ion?" he called, holding open his arms. "Ada!" Legolas cried, running to him and happily sitting on his Ada's lap. Thranduil kissed his son's silken locks and spoke in a low voice to him. They were about to leave the family's receiving room when one of the pages came to announce the coming of the Wizard. Thranduil nodded, holding his son closer, and waited for the Wizard to enter. When Mithrandir did, Thranduil felt his breath still -- the Wizard's companion was an Elf. One he had seen in the history books of Lindon. Before him stood Maedhros, eldest son of Fëanor, and he was fully restored to life and limb. Maedhros stood tall in the room, his hands held behind his back. His hands. Still such an odd concept for him; he was whole again. From the shores of Aman to the dark wood he now stood in with the Istarë, Maedhros was still in awe of the world about him. A world he never thought he would see again, and yet here it was. King Thranduil. Mithrandir had not spoken much of the Sindar King except that Maedhros should not become too offended should Thranduil treat him coldly. His grey eyes watched the Elf-king closely, studying the golden locks that framed his face, the glittering emerald gaze and the protective hold he had on the child in his arms. Maedhros bowed his head respectfully, his auburn hair falling forward slightly. Mithrandir bowed his head as well before speaking. "King Thranduil. We come to seek audience with you." He smiled and took in the shocked expression on the King's face. "I see you have noticed my companion. Aye, this is Fëanor's eldest." Thranduil stood, shifting his son onto his hip, and narrowed his eyes. "Aye, I have heard of the Grey Pilgrim and have been awaiting your arrival. But, the Sindar of Mirkwood still remember the fell deeds of the Sons of Fëanor. Why have you brought him to my halls?" he demanded. "He has paid for his transgressions, Elf-king, and the Valar have restored him, sent him with me so he may aid in the coming dark times." "Ada?" Legolas asked, looking with wide eyes at the red-haired Elf. "He has fire hair!" the Elfling giggled, pointing to Maedhros. Maedhros' attention was drawn immediately to the bubbly child and a smile pulled at his lips. "Aye, pen-neth, I do," he said softly, the warm tones of his voice filling the room. "What is your name?" he asked the Elfling. The Noldo decided that perhaps the best way to gain the favor of the father was through the son. Legolas squirmed, making it impossible for Thranduil to hold on to him. Thranduil let his son down and Legolas stood in front of the tall Noldo. "I am Legolas, Crown Prince of Greenwood the Great!" he said, his chin lifted with pride. "Or, I was... until the maps changed..." he mumbled, chewing his lip pensively and looking at his feet. Maedhros could not help the chuckle that escaped him as he gazed down at the impossibly charming child. He knelt on one knee, so as to be closer to eye level with the Prince. "Is that so, Prince Legolas?" he asked with a smile. His eyes wandered to Thranduil and then back to his son. The Elfling could easily capture one's heart, Maedhros decided. He had missed children and felt memory tug at him. An image of the twins as children flashed through his mind, of sweetness and laughter, happiness before the darkness had come and ruined them all. He remembered his younger brothers when they were as innocent as Legolas, he recalled himself as innocent. He realized, with a sudden intensity, that he would do anything to keep that darkness from destroying it all again. He had been forgiven and offered a second chance, and he would use it to best of his ability. Legolas cocked his head to the side. "You have funny eyes..." "Legolas," Thranduil warned. He loved his son, but the child was bluntly honest. "But, Ada... he doesn't have eyes like all of us. They look like they were left in the wash too long!" Legolas peered closer. "Did you stay in the bath too long, Naurfindel?" he asked. Laughter threatened to erupt from him at the child's choice of words, the wash indeed. Legolas was quickly finding a way into his fragile heart, the heart he sworn to protect when he left his brother on the shores of Aman. "It is all right, King Thranduil. I doubt he has ever seen a Noldo," he said, looking pointedly at the Sindar. After a moment, when he knew his meaning had been made clear, he returned his attention to Legolas. "And nay Prince, I did not stay in the bath too long; this is how my people are born. Most Noldor have grey eyes and dark hair, unlike your people. Though, I am an exception with my auburn hair," he explained. "My Naneth had hair like mine." Legolas seemed to consider this for a moment before nodding. He walked back to his father and took his hand, leaning his head against Thranduil's leg. Thranduil looked at Maedhros. "He would be heartbroken if I sent you away, Noldo," he said in a low voice, showing his dislike of the situation. The Elf had endeared himself to his son without so much as a touch. "You and the Wizard are welcome in my home," he said, the chill in his voice lost on no one but the Elfling. Maedhros stood again, bowing his head to the King. He could see how the Sinda disliked the thought of him befriending the child. "Thank you for you hospitality, my Lord," he said, his voice taking on it's own edge. He smiled at Legolas again, the boy's bright blue eyes chasing away his own distaste for the Sinda. "He has a way of capturing one's heart, does he not?" he asked Thranduil quietly, raising his eyes to Thranduil again. Thranduil's eyes softened as he looked upon his son. "Aye, he does." "Shall we speak at the evening meal, Sire?" Mithrandir asked. He had to conclude his business with the King and make his way to Lórien. The Sinda nodded. "Aye. My steward will show you to your chambers," he said, motioning for a pale-haired Elf to approach. "Silindë will be happy to make sure you are both comfortable," Thranduil said, his emerald eyes drifting to the tall form of the reborn Noldo. Stormy eyes met the emerald gems of the King with a hesitancy that the Noldo didn't often feel and he soon found himself looking away. "Thank you," he murmured. Thranduil watched the three Elves leave before turning his attention to Legolas. "You should see Irwen, she will want to give you your bath before the evening meal, ion." Legolas wrinkled his nose disdainfully. "She uses smelly flowers in my bath, Ada." He chuckled. "Aye, that way you no longer smell of mud and wet grass!" ***** Silindë quickly led them through the corridors, finally stopping before two adjoining rooms. "Someone will come for you at the evening meal. You will find robes and bathing supplies already in your rooms. You can ring for a page should you need anything." He bowed slightly and left to prepare for dinner himself. Maedhros nodded to Mithrandir and entered his room. The guest chamber was large, warmed already by a fire in the hearth. Maedhros sighed deeply, unfastening his cloak and hanging it from the bedpost. A large bed, yet another thing to remind him of that he left behind. His mind drifted to his brother, to the sweetness of his kisses and the warmth of his body and he felt tears sting his eyes. He missed Maglor, desired him as he had never before. And here he was, practically a world away from the Elf who held his heart. Maedhros pushed his thoughts aside, untying his tunic as he made his way into the bathing chamber. He drew the bath and slipped into the warmed water, closing his eyes and allowing his mind drift to sharp green eyes and shimmering golden hair. ***** Legolas crept into the room and looked around. He didn't see Naurfindel. He stifled a giggle and crawled into the large wardrobe, hiding among the many robes. He would surprise the Noldo. He giggled again and waited. Maedhros finally climbed out of the bath and dried himself off, tying the towel loosely around his waist. He entered the main room and opened the wardrobe, looking for something appropriate to wear to the evening meal. Legolas giggled and jumped out at the tall Elf, wrapping his arms and legs around the great Noldo's leg. "Got you!" he squealed. He laughed and looked down at the Elfling. "Prince Legolas! You frightened me!" he exclaimed in mock fear, his face lighting up with a smile. He leaned down and picked up the small Prince. "What a nice surprise," he said, grinning at Legolas. The young Sinda wrapped his fingers into the damp auburn hair. "Am I really a nice surprise?! That's what Ada said I was." The child beamed with happiness. "Your Ada is a very smart Elf! You are one of the best surprises I can think of," Maedhros told the Prince, an expression of intense seriousness on his face. Legolas looked so happy that Maedhros soon found himself grinning madly. "Ada is *very* smart!" Legolas explained. "He was a general in the great war! And he fought with Elrond and Gil-galad and Círdan and my Adaiaur!" Legolas' sapphire eyes were wide as he spoke. "Though, Ada has not been as happy as Silindë says he was before he left. I don't know. I wasn't born until long after Ada came home..." He snuggled into the crook of Maedhros' neck and all but purred his contentment. Maedhros held the Princeling as he spoke and took in all the information, trying to piece all the bits together. So, Thranduil was not happy? He wondered why that was. Perhaps he was lonely. Maedhros put the thoughts of the King from his mind, he really didn’t know the Sinda and it wasn’t really any of his business. He would not be in Mirkwood long enough to worry. "Are you ready for dinner, pen-neth?" he asked as he chose a robe, grabbing it with his right hand. One again, he was reminded of his wholeness and a flood of gratitude washed through him. He laid the robe down on the bed and sat down, still holding the young prince. Legolas giggled. "Ada sent me to my governess... but I hid from her." He smiled proudly at Maedhros. "She doesn't know I came to see you." "Ernilen, she is probably very worried about you! You should not hide from the people that are supposed to be protecting and watching over you," Maedhros admonished in a gentle tone. "We both must ready for dinner." "But I wanted to see you!" Legolas all but wailed. He hadn't meant to do something bad. "Ada said I had to stay with Irwen, but I wanted to play with *you*, not her." Tears formed in his eyes. He didn't want his new friend to think him naughty. "I am sorry, Naurfindel," he whimpered. Maedhros felt his annoyance melt when the tears formed in the Elfling's eyes. "Here, pen-neth, let me dress and I will go with you to Irwen. How does that sound?" he asked, smiling warmly at Legolas. The child brightened immediately. "Aye!" He leaned in and kissed the Elf on the cheek. The Noldo chuckled and finally set Legolas down, standing up and removing the towel from his waist. He reached for the robe and turned away from the Elfling's curious gaze and dressed. The child had already stolen his heart and Maedhros knew he was wrapped around his little finger. He fastened the last buckle on the deep burgundy robe and turned to the bright-eyed Prince. "Alright, are you ready to go now?" Legolas nodded, reaching up, indicating he wanted to be held again. He liked the big arms and the comforting sense he felt when nestled in Naurfindel's arms. "Ada must like you," he declared. "I will make sure he does." Maedhros smiled and eagerly took Legolas into his arms. "Thank you, Legolas. I think I will need your help to gain your Ada’s favor. Now, you must tell me how to get to your governess," he grinned at the Elfling in his arms. He had the overwhelming feeling to protect something again. It had been many years since he had something or someone he wanted to protect to his death, and it was nice to feel that again. Legolas tangled his tiny fingers in Maedhros' red locks. "You 'member the place you met Ada?" he asked, resting his head on the Elf's shoulder. Maedhros smiled and nodded. "Aye, I do." Legolas nodded. "It is down the hall from that room. My playroom, Ada's bedroom, Irwen's room and my bedroom," he ticked off. "Ada says it's safer for us to live in the center of the compound, all together. I think it's silly." "Your Ada is very wise. You might think it silly, but I am sure he has good reasons." Maedhros walked through the various corridors; he was thankful he remembered where the room was. "Which of these rooms is yours?" he asked, standing in the center of the hall. Legolas pointed to the farthest door, near a dead-end wall. "There is my room." Maedhros carried Legolas to the end of the hall and entered the luxurious room. 'A child lives here?' he thought. The room was enormous, bright and cheerful, full of various toys and tiny furniture. The Noldo shifted Legolas from one arm to the other as the child's weight finally tired him. "Here you are, pen-neth." Legolas wiggled down. "Irwen?!" he called, looking around his room. "Ionen!" Thranduil snapped, stepping into the room. "We have been looking for you all over the palace!" Bright eyes looked up at his father. "Sorry, Ada... I wanted to play with Naurfindel." Thranduil glared briefly at the Noldo before turning his angry gaze to Legolas. "Irwen is in my room -- go to her. She has your robe ready." Legolas nodded, giving a slightly fearful glance at Maedhros. When he left, Thranduil turned his cold green regard to the Noldo. "Why did you not return him immediately?" he demanded. "I am sorry that I did not, my Lord," he said coolly, his eyes narrowing. He was not responsible for the child; either Thranduil or the governess should have been watching the Prince. "He was hiding in my wardrobe and we began to talk. When I realized no one knew his whereabouts, I quickly dressed and came in search of his governess," he told the King, meeting his fiery gaze with a blazing one of his own. "He is a child. As an adult, you are the one who is responsible. When he appeared in your rooms, you should have immediately returned him." He crossed his arms, his frosty gaze offering no forgiveness. Anger threatened to override his good sense, but Maedhros bit back the sharp words on the tip of his tongue. "My King," he said through clenched teeth, "I *did* return him almost as soon as I found him, but I did have to dress first!" he finished, his voice rising slightly. He knew his breath had quickened, and he refused to look away from the fury in Thranduil's face. Though, as he watched the King, he felt his heart speed and knew it was not from anger. No, he told himself firmly. Not him, not this arrogant Sinda who blamed him for his own carelessness. He would not be pulled to this magnetic creature; he would not even entertain the idea. With that resolve, he was able to hold the King's gaze. Thranduil's lips compressed and he gave a short nod. "Very well." He stared for a moment longer, losing himself in the depths of the Noldo's grey eyes, but he felt a tug at his robe. He looked down and saw Legolas' large blue gaze intently focused on him. "Ada? I am sorry. It is not Naurfindel's fault..." he said. "I wanted to surprise him..." Thranduil picked him up. "It is all right, ionen. All is well, is it not, Fëanorion?" he asked. "Aye, all is well," Maedhros answered, his eyes still dark with dismay. "Ada, can Naurfindel hold me?" Thranduil's expression was one of indignant shock. "We are going into dinner, Legolas. You have not been carried into the dining hall in years!" Legolas looked down. "Can he hold my hand then?" He could not say no to his son, so he let him down and watched with a jealous gaze as Legolas took the Noldo's hand. Maedhros turned his eyes from the envy he saw in Thranduil's eyes; it was not his fault the child had taken a liking to him. He held Legolas' hand lightly and smiled down at the Prince, wondering just *why* Legolas adored him so. Thranduil led them into the dining room. Mithrandir had been seated on one side of him, Legolas on the other, and Maedhros next to his son -- since Legolas insisted. Thranduil spoke long with Mithrandir, but his gaze continued to drift toward the auburn-haired Noldo. Maedhros was all too aware of Thranduil's gaze, and he was thankful for Legolas' mindless chatter to ease his discomfort. Though he didn’t pay much attention to the conversation between Thranduil and Mithrandir, focusing instead on Legolas. He refused to return the King's gaze, which, he decided, was quite a chore. Slowly the room emptied and Mithrandir left, claiming his old bones weary. Thranduil stood when all that was left were his son, the Noldo and himself. "Ionen, it is time for us to retire." Legolas stopped talking for a moment and looked from Maedhros to his father. "Ada? Can Naurfindel stay in my room? Please?" Thranduil's eyes went wide. "Legolas, he is guest! He does not need to be sleeping in your room. You have just met Lord Maedhros and you have yet to give the poor Elf a moment's peace. Now, come chatterbox, and let us retire." Legolas turned to Maedhros. Maedhros smiled slightly at him. "Do as your Ada says, Legolas. I will see you tomorrow." He patted the blond child on the head as he stood, bending down to give him a brief kiss on the cheek. The child sighed and followed his father, looking back over his shoulder until his new friend was out of sight. Thranduil put Legolas to bed and retired himself, wondering how long the Noldo would plague him. ***** Maedhros sighed as he slowly walked back to his own rooms. The fire in the hearth had long since died and a chill hung in the room. Instead of relighting the fire, though, he simply undressed and crawled under the thick down cover. This day had been long, and he had feared it would not end. He hoped Thranduil would move beyond his anger and the jealousy he seemed to radiate when he looked upon him with his son. Maedhros was not sure how long he would be the King's guest, but if Thranduil continued to dislike him so, he had a feeling that his stay in Mirkwood would not be pleasant. ***** Shortly after the mid-night hour, Thranduil found himself standing outside the Noldo's room, candle in hand, dressed in only his night robe. He knocked and fidgeted slightly, not wanting to deal with Maedhros just yet. Maedhros, though, had not been able to sleep and so the light knock on his door did not wake him, but instead pulled him from his musings on the past. Clad in only a pair of leggings, he opened the door and was surprised to see the King, disheveled and rumpled. "Yes?" he asked, leaning casually against the doorframe. Thranduil's mind went blank when he saw the rumpled, half-clothed Elf. He pulled himself together quickly, though, and sighed in annoyance. "Would you mind spending the night in Legolas' room? He refuses to sleep without you and Irwen is near tears." Maedhros smiled slightly. "Of course I don't mind," he said, turning to grab a sleeping robe. He closed the door behind them, smoothing his hair as they walked. "I did not intend for him to become so attached to me," Maedhros told Thranduil, feeling he should give some kind of apology. Thranduil led him through the halls back to Legolas' rooms. "He is a good judge of character," Thranduil mumbled absently, opening the nursery door. "I have brought your playmate, ionen," he said tiredly. "Now, will you please let Irwen sleep?" Legolas squealed and ran to Maedhros. "See Ada? I told you he would come!" The Noldo chuckled and picked Legolas up, shaking his head slightly. "You have been giving Irwen a hard time? You shouldn’t do that pen- neth," he softly chided before kissing the child's forehead. The words Thranduil had spoken had not escaped his ears and he wondered at them. Thranduil smiled fondly at Legolas. "Sleep well, ionen." He then turned his gaze to Maedhros, the softness not leaving his eyes. "Good night, my Lord," he said, offering a slight bow before leaving them, closing the door quietly behind him. Maedhros stared at the door several long moments after Thranduil had left, his heart beating loudly in his ears. Had he been mistaken in how he interpreted the warm glance the Sinda had offered him before leaving? He shook his head, turning his gaze back to Legolas with a doting smile. "You are a spoiled child, my Prince," he told Legolas with a grin as he ruffled the blond hair. Legolas giggled. "Ada says I remind him of Naneth, and he could never tell her no." Maedhros chuckled. "Aye, I see. You should not take advantage of that fact, pen-neth." He sat the boy down on the bed. "Are you ready to sleep?" He nodded. "If Ada had held out much longer, I would have fallen asleep before you came!" he giggled. He sighed and laid on his side, pulling Legolas to him. "Good night, chatterbox," Maedhros murmured quietly. Legolas cuddled up against Maedhros' chest, his eyes quickly becoming vacant with reverie. Maedhros smiled as he wrapped an arm around the sleeping bundle and he soon followed the child into dreams. TBC... Elvish/English Translations: Naurfindel : Flame tresses