Title: LEFT IN THE DARK Author: Oakenshield (Oakenshield@lonelymountain.zzn.com) Pairing: Erestor / ? (surprise) Rating: NC-17 Summary: Erestor suffers a rude awakening in the middle of the night... AN: Happy birthday to my favourite half-elven big brother ;) Warnings: BDSM ---With great thanks to Naresha for her hellp. xx--- Darkness was the first thing Erestor became aware of as he woke in a cloudy daze from his peaceful dream. Deep darkness. Not like nighttime darkness. More like something was covering his eyes. He blinked against the confining shadow and felt his eyelashes brush against soft material. With confusion racking his sleep-fogged mind, he tried to raise himself on his elbows, but found he could not move any more than he could see. Something was holding him in place, face down on the bed. Something was bound tightly around his wrists. Panic made him try to jerk from the bed but he could not move an inch. A similar shackle was attached to his ankles, spreading his legs wide. Coming instantly wide awake, he cried out in alarm as he felt a cool breeze caress his skin, informing him that he was not only in this vulnerable position but completely naked also. Who had done this to him? Who had stalked into his private chambers in the deathly hours of the night? Who would have the audacity to…? Perhaps someone… two someones… but no… There was something very sexual about his position, he realised with a heavy gulp. Whoever had done this to him had plans for him. A soft chuckle whispered through the air and a hot hand laid itself against his left buttock. He was definitely not alone. His first thought - that it might have been one or both of the twins playing a trick on him - left his mind in that instant. He tried to rise and turn his head but felt the muscles in his back scream in protest. The hand stroked the back of his thigh gently and he squirmed beneath it in a vain attempt to shy from its uninvited touch. "Who is there?" he asked the darkness in a hoarse voice. "Who is it?" The hand, rising up his leg to firmly squeeze his rear, its lithe fingers gently kneading his flesh, was the only answer he received. "Show yourself," he tried to demand firmly, in a futile attempt maintain the stern composure he was notorious for, but his voice came out as nothing more than a quivering squeak, echoing ineffectively in the shadows. "You will pay for this. I swear you will, whoever you are." He could feel the blood rising to the surface of his face in anger and humiliation and he turned his face away before his captor could see his uncharacteristic flush. He tensed as the mattress dipped slightly beside him under the pressure of someone's weight, the sheets whispering beneath the form as it seated itself. A gust of breath caressed the counsellor's ear in a shuddering flow of warmth and he could not stop himself trembling beneath its touch. But still he demanded in a very empty threat. "When Lord Elrond learns of this, you ---" His words were cut short as lips followed the breath and a tongue followed in its wake, probing into the point of his ear in taunting circles of wet heat. To his dismay, he felt himself rise as his ear was pulled into the moist cavern of his captor's mouth. Trapped painfully against the mattress he whimpered as he squirmed. "You do not allow yourself enough fun, my dear Erestor," a voice suddenly whispered at his ear as the mouth moved back. He could still feel the breath tickling his skin again, brushing his hair against the damp tip of his ear. He could smell a potent taint of wine. But little served to lessen his arousal, in fact the tickle of the silky hair only teased him to further hardness. "Who are you?" he gasped. "Why do you do this to me?" "Why not?" the voice hissed again. "I was bored." He frowned, struggling once more in his confines. He should have known the voice, even beneath its owner's attempt to keep the identity anonymous in hushed tones. The weight on the mattress beside him increased as his captor joined him fully on the bed, moving across to lay a light kiss to his shoulder. He felt long hair fall against his back. And something else.... Something moved slowly across his naked skin. Something hard, yet pliant. Not hot, yet not cold. Harsh, smooth…knotted… leather? He yelled out in protest and fought unsuccessfully in his shackles, hearing the chains of his restraints clatter and rattle against the posts of the bed. But it was to no avail. The same hand that had been gently exploring his behind earlier came to rest heavily between his shoulder blades, exerting enough pressure to make him arch his back in pain. "Be silent," the voice, the whispered voice that he thought would haunt his dreams for the rest of his days, ordered him firmly. "Will you gag me also?" Erestor spat, wondering less than a second later if it was the best thing to suggest to the madman who had him captive. A silent pause followed his enquiry and he received no answer. Maybe that in itself was enough of an answer. He would have to keep as silent as he could, though submission did not come easily to him. But maybe if he made enough noise he would wake someone. If Elrond or Celebrían found him, he would be saved and his captor severely reprimanded, though he would surely die of shame before it was over. Or maybe his movement and noise would just wake the children instead. Their bedroom was near and he knew Elrohir was an impossibly light sleeper at the best of times. It would not be good for the boys to find Uncle Erestor like this. They would surely spend half of the next Age asking him about it. He didn't think his captor meant him any menace, at least. Not that this thought gave him much comfort as the knotted end of the whip meandered lazily but purposefully down the length of his spine and across his buttocks. He tensed involuntarily, waiting for the leather to strike but it did not. It merely stroked, weaving a swaying path across the back of his thighs like a hypnotic snake. Beneath his trepidation, something else fluttered deep in his body at the sensation. Clenching his teeth to suppress a whimper, he laid his head into the pillow, closing his eyes behind the blindfold and willing it all to go away. Maybe he would wake, and it would all be a horrible dream. A sharp strike hit his left buttock and he cried out in pain and shock and anger. He could almost feel his captor's smile hanging in the air. Then a cold blade caressed the skin at his neck, ordering him, in a cruel promise of pain, to be still. He wasn't sure where the blade moved to after he had ceased his struggle, but he didn't think it would have gone far. Forced to reconsider his captor's intentions, the counsellor had no choice but to lie still and submissive. If only he knew who had this hold on him… if only he could appeal to someone's name… He felt the whip brush against the inside of his thigh as it was dropped to the mattress between his legs and his captor rose up the bed again, gently pushing his hair aside from the back of his neck to place a tender kiss to the exposed skin. No sooner had they settled in this place, the lips moved swiftly down his body, sweeping sensitively over each vertebra, a hot wet tongue escaping to taste him as he began to sweat, despite his firm argument with himself not to be moved by the feeling. He writhed to try and get away from the disturbingly erotic touch, subconsciously pushing his aching groin into the softness of the quilts beneath him. He didn't know when he had become so aroused, but he was helpless to stop it now. The mouth paused half way down his back and he groaned in objection. It couldn't stop. Not now. A shudder of breath drifted against his damp skin in the lengthy seconds that followed, and he could almost feel a full-lipped mouth curving into a smirk. And again, tendrils of long hair flowed across his skin. Was the hair dark? Or was it golden? But no, that would be preposterous. He would never do such a thing, and Erestor could never be so lucky to ever be allowed to feel those lips upon him… He chased that thought from his head before it did anything to encourage his reluctant state of agitation. The weight on the bed shifted to what Erestor guessed to be a kneeling position between his legs and the counsellor's ears picked up the rumour of a hand reaching to pick something off the covers on the bed. Was it the knife or the whip? Or did this Elf have more toys to choose from? His unspoken question was answered as a snap followed the swish of the whip as it cracked. It did not touch him, but even so, he flinched in anticipation. He was shamefully aware that his breath was now coming in gasps, panicked gasps as of a beast ensnared and at its hunter's mercy. If the hunter did indeed have any mercy. He felt like a deer, trapped in a noose, unable to move, bearly able to breathe for fear, yet wanting nothing more than to be able to bolt. He heard the insidious hiss of leather as the whip cut through the air propelled by a strong arm then a thousand nerves screamed up his spine as the blow hit him between the shoulder blades. He clenched his teeth to stop himself crying out loud, tensing himself for another blow despite the sensible part of himself arguing that it would make the pain worse. He bit into the edge of the pillow to suppress his cries as a flood of lashes rained on his behind, leaving stinging welts in their wake. Whatever he would lose this night, he would not lose his pride. Not to a nameless Elf who would only take him blindfold, the shadows the only witness to his identity. He did not have to submit his mind, even if he had no choice but to submit his body. He slowed his breathing until his body began to relax, despite the pain that was being dealt to it, and lifted his mind to a place beyond thought and feeling, until his abused body rushed its own numbing potions to his pained flesh and the thrashing became little more than a dull heated pain. Over and over he heard the leather slap against his sweat-slicked skin, licking him with a corrosive tongue and he fought to keep his mind above it. Then another tongue followed in its wake, gentle, soothing with perverted consolation to his wounds. First between his shoulders, where the angry wound still seethed, caringly tending the length of the lash, then across the lower half of his back; gentle kisses on his heated flesh. Then the administration stopped. It stilled. It moved… down his back… and lower…slowly lower down the length of his spine. Lower, the hands stroking his sides moved, lower across his rear the long silken hair swept until it touched his thighs and the tongue moved to a much more forbidden place. He fell back into his body with a shuddering crash, jerking in his confines He felt the warning graze of that cold blade again, this time against his hip and he felt it the sting as it nicked his flesh as he squirmed. He could not help but squirm as the tongue of the voiceless one breached his body. Neither could he help but whimper, with helpless lust, as his arousal grew beneath his pinned body. Slowly, and deliberately, like it was undertaking a lazy task, the tongue strove to inflame him, taunting him inside and out, with never more than a stroke or a flicker. Pressing intimately into him, stroking him gently but all the while adding to the fire growing slowly, burning in his groin, pressed between his stomach and the bed. He tried to shift, tried to create friction - something to try and ease the building prressure. He whimpered softly, his efforts to gain relief failing. "Please..." he whimpered. The tongue stopped its probing. "Please?" the voice hissed softly from behind him. "You beg something from me?" An expert hand slid underneath him, lithe fingers gliding over his hard length several times. The mere touch was enough elicit a moan; a moan which was answered with a low throaty laugh from his tormentor and the stirring strokes slowing to a stop. Erestor tried to arch back to force his pleasure deeper, but the second he did, his captor moved back from him, the mattress dipping as he sat back between his legs. "Please…" the counsellor whispered again, though he had no idea what he was asking for. Please stop? Please don't stop? His breath caught in his throat, hoping the relieving touch would soon return. But he was disappointed. He squirmed again, but was stopped when a stinging slap fell upon his buttocks. "It seems you have yet to learn who is in charge," the voice returned, making him shiver with its intensity. He should have known it! He should have recognised it, but it was cloaked in whispers and his brain was addled. The coldness of the blade once again pressed into his flesh while the warm mouth pressed itself to his stinging buttocks, bringing a small measure of relief. He waited, longing for the teasing tongue. This time he was rewarded and he felt the wet probe of the warm muscle. Slowly it traced circles around his opening, lapping gently. With agonising slowness, it pressed forward, once again breaching him, spiralling as deep as it could reach. But just as Erestor's body began to relax into the touch, it stopped again. He whimpered, arching as much as the restraints allowed, seeking contact but being denied until a firm hand stilled him. He heard a soft noise then, similar to the sound of licking, yet not the same. His bewilderment was soon comprehended when he felt a firmer touch pressing at his entrance. He hissed sharply at the new sensation, small pains gripping him, forcing his muscles to clench tightly. Another guttural laugh hit the air before his captor's free hand slid around his front, the smooth palm gliding over his hard weeping arousal, the light squeezes providing a more than adequate distraction while the teasing finger pressed further inside him. Despite himself, Erestor became caught up in the sensations and almost failed to notice that one stroking finger had become two. They probed deeply inside him, slick strokes that teased tantalisingly at that point deep within his body. He shivered involuntarily at the touch, a shuddering moan slipping from his panting lips. He felt his heart pound, beating a steady racing inside his chest as the fingers played, gently stretching him. He felt them slip from him before returning with a third damp digit. He moaned again as the stretching intensified. "Please…" he nearly sobbed, trying to push back to force the pleasure deeper, but his shackles held him with barely an inch to move. When had this stranger suddenly obtained so much power over him? When had he become so submissive and willing beneath the tormenting blows and caresses? And when in the name of the Valar had he begun to hump the mattress?! It was not long ago that he had been protesting the touch, yet now he was whimpering without it, begging for more of it. The laugh wove through the air again, as his captor likely took immense pleasure in watching the counsellor lose his fight against becoming compliant. Then hands and mouth withdrew at once, pulling a howl from Erestor's throat, as his captor moved to straddle his hips, leaning over him to nuzzle his ear as he had when the torture had first begun. Erestor squirmed as the heavy weight pushed his trapped erection deeper into the bed. He could feel the hard ridge of his assailant's arousal pressing insistently between his buttocks, the solid heat encased only by a thin layer of soft fabric. He felt the weight over him increase, the gentle yet impatient tug of fingers on material, the lacings of leggings falling loose upon his skin, his captor rising, the soft thud as his clothing fell discarded to the floor…. Erestor's heart thundered harder in his chest and his breath began to hitch. He felt a cold sweat break out over his skin, stinging the wounds left from the whip. "Please release me," he whispered, though he knew it was pointless trying to appeal. And even if he was released? Would he want to stop? "I shall never release you Erestor," the voice murmured softly, letting down its guise. "Never. Not ever again." Erestor's blood ran cold then boiled in a second. No. No. It could not be. It could never be… He never would…. Would he? His oldest friend… The object of his private lust for more years than he cared to remember… Never…. But still he could not help but ask…. He had to ask… He didn't need to ask… He had to be certain, absolutely certain… "Glorfindel?" his trembling voice betrayed him. "Why?" he shifted uncomfortably beneath the imposing weight as Glorfindel moved to lie flat atop his back. "I do not understand." "You once told me of a dream you had," Glorfindel whispered at his ear, and Erestor felt the full lips curl into a smile against his skin. He should have recognised that sensation before, he had felt it in enough of his fantasies. "You dreamed an orc had taken you captive, and was torturing you. Torturing you into pleasure. And that you liked it." Erestor felt his cheeks redden at the vague memory of describing the dream to Glorfindel. It was proof that this was Glorfindel, if he needed anymore proof. It was surely his voice, undisguised now, and it was his hair that touched Erestor's naked skin. Soft golden hair that he had longed to sink his hands into for some many centuries, that he had longed to pull during moments of passion, that he had long to bury his face into and inhale the scent. Like trees and water and a slight hint of fire. Now he was captive and bound, whipped and violated, used, abused, tricked and taunted. By Glorfindel. Little made sense. "You are drunk, my friend," he stated. "I can smell it upon your breath." He had almost forgotten this fact until now. Glorfindel, drunk. He had never seen it in all his years. "I had to be drunk to find the courage to do this," Glorfindel replied. "And mad. But you have driven me to this madness, Erestor. I have to have you." Erestor opened his mouth to respond but no words came out. His voice seemed to stick in his throat, choking him. A vision came into his mind, a vision that had strayed there many times before, a vision of Glorfindel taking him brutally and forcefully, yet with untold love and possession. It stirred him in ways he never dared to admit. "Do you want this?" The Elf lord's weight shifted from over his body as Glorfindel moved back to sit across his legs once more. "Tell me you do not want this and I will release you and leave and we will not speak of it come tomorrow." He swallowed hard. One word, one word was all he had to say and he would be spared. But now, although all the while he had been begging to be let go, he didn't want to be released. "Tell me you are not doing this because you are drunk." "I am not," Glorfindel told him in a soft voice very different to the tones he had been using all night. "You know that I lust after you. I know that you lust after me. Neither of us have had the courage to speak of it until this night, when my madness brought me here and found you sleeping. I longed to be beside you, and I was certain you would welcome me in the space beside you, but instead of presenting myself to you I went away and drank myself into thinking this was a good idea. I do not know what I would have done had you not discovered me just now. Forgive me, my friend." Erestor cringed slightly at Glorfindel's confession. He had thought he had kept his own lustful feelings well hidden. Obviously not as well as Glorfindel had kept his. It would have been better if the Elf Lord had merely climbed into his bed, but the night had not been all bad. Maybe another time, when he knew who had him captive… though the anonymity of it had proved to be somewhat interesting. Another time, he would have longed to have Glorfindel as his master. "Just tell me to go," Glorfindel whispered, "and I will release you." "I do not want you to release me," Erestor replied. "I do not want you to stop." He wriggled under Glorfindel's weight, simultaneously rubbing his own newly hardened length into the sheet and nudging the hard shaft that bobbed above his back, eliciting a gasp from the golden-haired Elf. "Very well," Glorfindel said. "So be it. I shall continue then?" The question was genuine this time, no sense of victory, no overtones of superiority. "Yes. Please…" Erestor whimpered. Glorfindel had brought him so much pain but at the same time had brought him to the brink of ecstasy so many times, but had never allowed him to fall over it. His body ached for it. "Take me. Please take me." Confusion and disbelief swirled around Erestor's mind, distracting him from the movement of Glorfindel rising from the bed and the distant sounds of shackles sliding being released. It was only the release of the pressure on his ankles that pulled him from his mental haze. "Glorfindel? I told you not to release me." His own words shocked himself. Indeed he did want this. He wanted Glorfindel to have control over him; he wanted to be able to beg him. "Oh, so you like being held like this, by me?" the Elf Lord chuckled. "How about the blindfold? Would you like to see me?" A promise was in the question. Erestor nodded, and felt warm hands brush over his ears and cheeks as the blindfold was removed from his eyes. He blinked for some seconds as his eyes readjusted to the light, then he turned his head as far as he could to peer over his shoulder. Glorfindel knelt on the bed behind him, seeming to glow in the darkness, his hair falling loose and brazen over his shoulders to lie against a firmly muscled chest where dark nipples stood up against the cool air. He allowed his gaze to roam lower, to follow the path of Glorfindel's hand from a bottle of pale liquid which tipped into to the other hand to pour the oil to his palm. Then, giving the softest moan Erestor had ever heard, Glorfindel closed his eyes and stroked the oil onto his length with an unsteady hand. "Glorfindel…" Erestor whispered, barely able to look. He felt his own erection throb beneath his body. "Yes, my pet, I know," Glorfindel winked at him, helping him onto his knees. "It will be easier this way. But do not worry; I am only releasing you this much. Your hands still belong to me." He grinned wickedly at him. The counsellor felt every muscle in his back strain under the awkward position. He felt utterly vulnerable. He trusted Glorfindel completely. At least he thought he did, though after tonight's events… "Ah! Glorfindel!" he gasped as he felt the first pressure against his entrance. "Hush," Glorfindel whispered as he eased himself in slowly. "Hush my beautiful one. The time to shout will come soon." Erestor whimpered, gripping the headboard as much as his trapped hands would allow him too. "You are beyond cruel." "I said hush," Glorfindel repeated firmly, though an amused tone laced his voice. "I do not want to hear you talking now." He reached around to take Erestor in his hand. "Only screaming, maybe begging." And to scream and to beg, to sob and howl, and plead and appeal was all Erestor was able to do as Glorfindel claimed him, taking him painfully slowly yet taking him hard, never letting him forget who was the master. The hand that pumped him was as steady as Glorfindel's slow rocking into his body. He shook, he ached, he yearned for release but it was not for him to choose when this would happen. He wasn't sure when he became unaware which gasps and moans were his and which were Glorfindel's, or who was shuddering the more against the other, or who was crying out the loudest, but the sounds and sensations began to mingle all too quickly. Glorfindel's free hand suddenly reached to grasp his hip and Erestor bearly had the breath to plead anymore as his lover drove himself harder into his body. He was getting closer, he could feel it, even Glorfindel could not hold back for much longer. And as soon as he thought it would never be over his climax was shuddering through him even as Glorfindel emptied himself into his body, matching the stroke of his hand with his own fervent thrusts. Throwing his head back, Erestor let go of a yell that echoed with Glorfindel's, shattering the silence of the night, before both Elves collapsed face down, their bodies shivering and spent. Erestor fidgeted beneath Glorfindel as his breath slowed, blinking in those uncertain seconds that always follow spontaneity, trying to convince his exhausted brain that it was all true. His body, though just as exhausted, certainly knew it was. He could feel Glorfindel's heart thudding against his back and his panting breath against his ear. Warm hands gripped his outstretched arms, gently stroking his skin. This is bliss, if anything was. Though it had to end sometime, he knew. "We must do this again some time," Glorfindel murmured at his ear, before rising from the bed and covering him with a sheet. "You are a lot of fun, my dear." He stooped to kiss his cheek. "Yes, we must," Erestor smiled, trying to turn his head into the kiss but Glorfindel had already moved. He rattled the chains still on his wrists. "Can you release me now?" Glorfindel smiled down at him. "Yes, we will definitely do this again," he winked. "Maybe in the morning." And stopping once to snatch his clothes from the floor, and retrieving the knife from it's precarious place on the mattress, he grinned back at the prone counsellor and walked from the room, only faltering a little drunkenly. "Glorfindel!" Erestor shouted after him. "Come back here at once! You cannot leave me like this!" He tried to force his way free but only caused the chains to clank noisily against the bedposts. "Glorfindel!!" he yelled, but it was futile. The Elf Lord was long gone. At least he'd had the decency to cover him. If not to clean him up. Morning could not be too far away, and with it came the promise of more. He would be able to wait that long. He had no choice but to wait. Giving into defeat, he laid his head down on the pillows, only to hear the door creak open. "Glorfindel?" he asked hopefully and turned his head to be greeted by the horrifying sight of two pairs of bewildered grey eyes. "Uncle Erestor?" Elrohir questioned, still rubbing his eyes. "Did an orc get you?!" Elladan hopped onto the bed beside him, snatching the whip from the sheets. "What's this? Was it a Balrog?" And Erestor wished, not for the first time that night, that he would soon wake up to find it was all a horrible dream. ~THE END~